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- All right. - I've been an active member of the community for about three years, and I've gone to munches rope classes and even Jams a rope free for all. Basically, I seem to start off overwhelmed when I get to a munch. I sometimes see people I know from other events, but when I try to open up and be social, it takes too much time. I feel like people have their group and end up just joining a group and sort of isolating myself from the rest of the event.
It seems I may have found my physical community, but when it comes to a long-term partner, I seem to be striking out While it seems others are getting there, any tips on how to properly open up? And I think they said meant get close. - Mm-Hmm. . Hmm. I don't, wow. That's, that's kind of tough. - It is. But there's, there's a line in here that stood out to me from everything. Mm-Hmm. . And I think this could be part of the problem. - Okay. Um, - Where was it? Um, it takes too much time.
- Mm. And, and see that's something that you can't get around. It's, it's gonna take time. Mm-Hmm. - And making friends with adults is one of the hardest things we - Do as human - Beings. It is. Uh, it's not like when you were a kid and your friend just happened to be Mm-Hmm. in the same class sitting next to you, liked the same color crayon you like, - You know? Yeah. And, and you know, I, I go back to something somebody told me when I was young.
Um, you know, you're, you're, you're thinking about a potential partner, you know, down, down the road as part of the reason for doing this. And that's, that's well and good. And, you know, it's understandable because we all wanna meet our, our partner or partners, however it may be. And I, I think sometimes you get too focused on finding a partner. Mm-Hmm. . And, and you need to let go of that and step back and make friends in the community first. Mm-Hmm. . Alright. Mm-Hmm.
build a, a, a friend base and, and you then from there, you never know what will happen. - Right. And I, I agree with you. I think that there's part of this, based on the actual question and how I'm sort of reading into it, is sort of this walking up to a group going, okay, I've seen them around. This should be fine. I'll just join the conversation. Mm-Hmm. . And then having that moment where you feel awkward and are, do the people exist who can just seamlessly be part of the group?
Yes. Mm-Hmm. I think more of us than not sure. Are just awkward about it. And I, I think it's okay to just have a conversation at an event with one person. Mm-Hmm. with two people to do what you call isolating yourself, but being with just one group for that event. Because the longer you are with the same people multiple times at multiple different events, the more you either realize these are your people. Mm-Hmm. . These are not your people.
You might make a connection with a single person in the group, but that's the person who's happy to see you when you show up. Mm-Hmm. . But all of that takes - Time. Right. And, and you know what? You, you, you, you go with a group and you know, you spend the time with them and you may find out that they are not your people. Mm-Hmm. . And that's okay. You, you move on and, and you look for your people.
- And I think there's something too that I think if you are not easily getting comfortable with the same people you happen to be around after multiple events, I don't think you're doing anything wrong. And I don't think they're necessarily doing anything wrong. I think the vibe might be off. Mm-Hmm. . And maybe it's time to do that sort of awkward mix, mingle dance of, okay, not these people, but I'll just wander off to this group. And I, like, I really suck at making friends.
I'm not a, uh, an easily social person in person at, at actual events. Um, but what I have found for me over the time, over years is just being a good listener. People really, if they're ready to talk, they really want to talk. They're happy to talk about themselves if they can get started. Not all of us are like that, but for people who are, and you know who they're looking for, they're looking for somebody who will listen to them.
And I have been drawn into conversations and into groups where people think, like, think I'm a great person. And I think I said three words. I, all I did was listen. So if you're feeling awkward, but there's somebody having a conversation there that you're kind of interested in, or there's a group where you're like, I kind of like their vibe, I kind of would like to know more about them. Mm-Hmm. , assuming it's not intrusive to do, like that can sometimes be hard to read.
If it's a closed group and they're like shielding their bodies and it's not open and there's not a seat at the table or whatever, you know, maybe don't, you know, put yourself there. But if there's a seat at a table and somebody's having a conversation that you're remotely interested in, just ask if you can sit there and you don't have to do anything else. If you'll just listen sometimes that will get you in with a group. And sometimes that'll help you figure out if that's a group you vibe with.
And you don't actually have to do a lot necessarily. - True. And you know what, I'll let you in on a little secret. You know, I have been attending munches and, and workshops and various lifestyle, um, functions since the mid nineties. And there are times I feel awkward. - Yeah. I think, I think most of us do. I think every once in a while there's that, that extrovert that's also very confident and they just don't.
But I think mm-Hmm. more often than not even the extroverts are gonna have days where like, okay, what am I even talking about? Does anybody even like me? What, what does anything, even me, I think we all have those moments. Sure. Some of us have them more often than not. Um, some of us just feel like we're awkward people. .
There's also the thing I've noticed, um, where it's a, there's a word I want, continuity is not quite the, the right word, but where you see the same people over and over again, it's a time thing and a sort of a numbers thing. I have, you know, come into contact with people very infrequently in our in-person community. And yet people are very kind to me. Part of it is 'cause they know drop browns don't, and they like him.
And part of it is they've seen me often enough to have a comfort level with me. And so, you know, you talk about, you know, ending up joining a group and sort of isolating. But if you join that group often enough, again, if the vibes are right and they just see you often enough, people sort of start to associate you with these events. Mm-Hmm. . And like, oh, you're part of our group. I don't know much about you, but sure I'll, you know, you're here and I accept you.
Right. And again, it goes back to it being a time thing. Mm-Hmm. . Um, the other thing I would consider Okay. As a way to maybe help you find people, friends. Like, I know you're looking for a long-term partner, but I'm with jb Please, please, please start with friendships. It's just, I think unless you're at an event where the whole point is to meet people Mm-Hmm. specifically for like the kink or dating scene. Just start with friends.
But what you can do as somebody who has been in your community for three years, you're not new anymore. You might feel new . You might not feel like you're in an in-row, but you're not new. So what you might be able to do, depending on your comfort level or how brave you're feeling that day, is when a new person shows up, you go introduce yourself to them. If you've gone to an event often enough and you're like, I have never seen this person in my life. Go introduce yourself.
Ask, maybe don't assume, but just go, Hey, are you new here? Is this your first time? And if they, you know, are willing to engage in conversation and they're like, yeah, this is, I'm so nervous, I don't know, , you get to be that ambassador and you get to strike up the conversation. True. True. And it might feel awkward at first if you're not calm, comfortable doing that. But that's a little bit of a practice thing. The more often you do it, the easier ish
- It becomes like strengthening your muscle. Yeah. - Right. And then you're seeking people out and helping people feel welcome. And you might find a friend group in that Mm-Hmm. and all and you did the thing that most newbies desperately need. They need somebody to come talk to them first.
You know, I think you might have been better off if maybe you had had that experience in the beginning and had people come up to you often enough, consistently enough that you felt like, Hey, this is a person I know we're friendly. Even if we're not friends, I can always go talk to them. Right. Right. That's the kind of thing that builds those connections. And three years Yeah. You've definitely got more experience maybe than you realize.
And you can be that person for somebody new and then you may have found a friend. Right. Do it often enough. Mm-Hmm. . So that's the, that's what comes to my mind. Yeah. Yeah. It's hard for me to answer a question like this, me personally. 'cause I am so socially awkward. I am fine ish, uh, with a camera and a microphone and an internet connection, but a group of people, whatcha talking about. Yeah. But I know the things I appreciate.
I know the things that I wasn't trying to do, but seem to work. That listening thing goes a long, long way. , - , - You don't even have to know what to say if you can get somebody else talking True. And just listen to them and you learn about them. And then you learn, is this a person I wanna be around and people like to be listened to. Sure. You know, they like to feel seen. And if you can do that for somebody else, then you start building that connection.
True, true. But I think it goes back to, to the very be you gotta be patient. Yeah. And I know after three years, you know, I think there may, I would imagine there are people you know, that you've seen often enough. Maybe you just don't categorize them in the friend group yet. Or the, if you're looking for a long-term partner, you're like, they're not partner people, that's fine. Are they friend people? Mm-Hmm. .
Can they be people that you're friendly enough with that if you walk into a room, you can, you feel comfortable walking up and going, Hey, how you doing? Hadn't seen you in a while. Mm-Hmm. , do you mind if I sit here at this table with you? Or whatever. Right. And that's how those things kind of start. Mm-Hmm. , - Absolutely. - Anything else you would add? - I think we've said all there is to say. - Okay. - All right. - Thanks for listening to this week's q and a episode.
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