Hi, guys, and welcome back to another episode of Life Uncut. I'm Laura and I'm Brittany.
And we're so humped to be back.
It's the end of the world, as you know, it's not yet, and I feel relatively anxious and paranoid.
Yeah, we had the week off last week, not by choice, sort of by choice, I guess. We just made what we thought was a smart decision to not record that week. There was a lot going on, obviously in the world. I had a bit of a throat tickle. I didn't want to risk infecting Laura and then Laura taking her home infecting Marley.
You're so nice, an mate, don't start that far. That just took a really severe time. We haven't seen each other for over almost two weeks now, guys, because the world has gone mad. We're recording this. We haven't been able to set up set of our remote recording yet, so we are recording this in the same room. However, we are on vastly separate sides of the room, which kind of makes this even weirder. But you know what, we're here. We're so happy to be back and bringing
you this podcast. We are so sorry about last week. But I didn't want to be near Brittany because I didn't want to get the corona.
That's just true. Now I don't have it, guys, don't think I have it. But usually we do sit next to each other, like half a meter away, but we do have the option to sit diagonally, so we are solid two meters away. Even if you tried to spit on me, Laura, you couldn't.
I don't think. Don't test me.
But you guys were actually so supportive when we you know, when we put out that we wouldn't be releasing an episode, we did feel really bad because we don't like doing that, but you guys were so great, So thank you for being so understanding in this time. I think everyone's going through such a tough time, so it's so nice to see that everybody's coming together and just helping to support everyone.
Maybe everyone was really happy to not have to listen to our voices for two weeks or a week. Actually, I take that back. It's only been a week, and I don't think, so okay, onwards enough wards then I think it truly is a really really hard and difficult time for everyone, And you know, we came in this morning, and Britt was a bit upset and emotional about where things are at in life just in general. And I think that's how I've been feeling completely as well in
the last couple of weeks. And I guess the one piece of solace that I feel like I can take from all of this is that we are all in this shit storm together, and we're all dealing with varying levels of shit. So we really just want to keep on bringing you this podcast and bringing you this content until the very very end and just bring you a little bit of joy and a bit of hope that's not Corona related. Yeah, a bit of normal seed to your day.
It's so true, I Laura, literally, and I'm sure you're the same. I don't know one person that he's not affected, not one like.
There is just no one. And there is.
Something to take from that that you. I can guarantee you listening right now, you're going through a really, really bloody hard time, but just know that everybody is and we will all come out of this on the other end. We might have some battle scars, we might have some wounds,
but we'll be here and we will continue on. It is interesting to think about the way the dating world is going to change, and obviously that will even even the things we talk about in the future, it's going to be different, because you know, we're always talking about relationships and dating, but even that is going to be in a whole nother level, a whole nother ball game. See about two weeks ago, I was saying that I feel like dick picks were on the way out, But I really.
Think dick picks are making a comeback when they're going to Twenty twenty is the year of the dick pic. I'm coining that right now. Let's not remember it about the year of coronavirus. It was the year that the dick pics made a resurgence.
Lots of people are changing their bios, updating their bios for Quarantine and Chill instead of Netflix and Chill, which makes cute.
I just find like this whole the whole world of dating, the whole world in general, like everything has been flipped on its head. So like what is that even? What does it even mean now? Like how does one even date? Maybe maybe it's time to not date. Maybe it's time for some good old self reflection and working on yourself.
I was thinking about this. Think of all the people that were like in the early stages of their relationships getting to know each other, and now things are just fast tracked and they're stuck in a house together, isolating for god knows how long.
Water baptism of fire. Hey, I was just asking for trouble.
And also, if you can get through this in a relationship, you can get through anything. Because those girls, there's no fake tans, there's no eyelashes, there's no getting your head.
Brit has come to the podcast you do today and this is the first time I have ever seen her without any hair extensions, and I said, you know what, the playing field is finally going to be leveled. Once this coronavirus business is all over. There's gonna be no fake tan, there's gonna be no hair extensions. And then she's still gonna be more attractive than me, but this will be closer. We'll be closer on the pitch.
I did cut my hair, and I think I'm gonna take I think I'm gonna cut my hair quite short. Actually, I'm thinking of the like a bulb. What do you think? Yeah, yeah, do it. Yeah, They're crazy.
I do it myself. Just hate nicely shave it. Maybe if you go mad enough over the next few weeks, you can pluck all your eyebrows out as well.
Well. I guess for me, the good thing, I'm so grateful, But we're working in healthcare, I don't I won't be isolating because I have to go to work. I'll only be isolating if I have been exposed, or I get sick, or I lose my job, which, believe it or not, healthcare workers are losing their job because we don't have the money to pay them, which is nuts, because we.
Need all of them.
We need them more than ever, so that is on the cards too.
But also, guys, if you're feeling a bit crazy in self isolation and you are feeling a little bit insane, put on a podcast like you can listen to our soothing voices anytime you want, but also call your friends. Just because you're self isolating does not mean that you have to be alone. Try and surround yourself virtually with as many people who you love and who bring your joy as possible. Because it's a really scary time. We are all in this together, even if we have to be separate at the moment.
I think if you are at home. Use this time.
Is there anything you wanted to learn or know about?
Study something, learn a language, read more, write more, utilize this time, capitalize on it. I was actually reading an amazing article saying that out of the GFC, the Global Financial Crisis, so many amazing little ventures started in the GFC, for example, like Uber.
I love that you said you read an article about this. I saw an Instagram post which we are. This is when Uber started, this is when WhatsApp started.
Yes, it's amazing though, because there I guess there are people sitting inside that finally have the time to work on these ideas and let them sort of develop in their mind.
Well, I thought that I was going to have I had this fantastical idea about what self isolating was going to be like, and I was like, you know what, I'm going to have the cleanest house. I'm going to organize the shit out of my pantry. It's gonna be like I'm pregnant all over again. Everything is gonna be spiffy and ready to roll. No, no, it's like I live in a war zone. Marley has just pulled everything out of the cupboards. I don't think Matt's picked up
a single thing. We're living on top of each other.
I do think that in like twenty thirty three, that's when we're gonna see the rise of the quarantine. They're gonna be the Corona baby boomers. It's gonna be the same thing. In thirty years, They're all gonna be baby boomer kids, Corona kids.
This is gonna happen in twofold. There's gonna be all the relationships that end up falling to shit because the people have spent way too much time in isolation with their partners, and then they've realized, actually, I don't really like my partner very much. And then there's gonna be the flip side of that. We're the only thing that you can possibly do when you've been stuck in isolation with your partner for so goddamn long is to have sex with them so they'll stop talking.
Yeah, in nine, ten eleven months, we're either going to be divorcing or having babies.
I hope that I'm on the baby side of that. Matt and I have been saying that thank god we are so lazy and didn't start organizing our wedding, and instead we're just gonna have a Corona Baby and we're gonna name it little Ronie.
Oh my god, No, that's always always too soon for Okay, I feel like we're going to put a poll out and everyone's gonna be the baby Rona. Look, guys, we do have an amazing episode for you today where we will be talking about self sabotage. We're gonna go into that in a few different levels. There's gonna be heavily relationship based, but self sabotage can happen to you on many levels career, personal level.
But Laura, before.
We get into self sabotage, the Bachelor.
Yeah, so there was some pretty hectic news that came out yesterday, and that is that they have for the moment, ceased filming on the current season with Locky and I love that.
You just called that hectic news in what's happening in the world, You're like, look, there was some hectic news last night. I did not to do with it.
Now. I understand that everyone's losing their jobs and the world has gone to shit show on a handbasket, But have you heard that The Bachelor has stopped filming? Because I feel personally victimized.
I'm feeling personally victimized that that was what affected you, but not the fact that Bachelor in Paradise has been pushed back. I feel like you have more of a connection to Bachelor in Paradise aka me.
At least Bachelorm Paradise is still going to air. The filming of Bachelor it's now totally up in the air. They're saying that it's just on hold because obviously people cannot self isolate or be within a one point five meter distance when they're all making out well on their single day.
You cannot physically film the Bachelor. You cannot live in that house and self isolate. You cannot keep two meters from people because you're in dorm style rooms, you're sharing bathrooms, and it is. It's pretty impossible. So I understand why they've had to cease production.
The question I have is like, would they keep all the girls together in the mansion and keep everyone still in lockdown because they can't really send everyone home otherwise than the storyline could be compromised.
I mean, they can't write it out forever. They can't write this out for six months. If this goes on for six months, I think that they're going to see what happens over the next two three weeks in case Australia goes into this temporary lockdown and then they'll reassess, but the potentially could be like nothing before and they might just have to cancel it.
But also, could you imagine, like we're all losing our minds being in self isolation now? Could you imagine being one of those girls who are in lockdown in like a.
Dorm room, probably with people that don't.
Like that much, Yes, with like six other girls or something. I don't know how many people are left at the moment, sleeping in bunk beds and no access for an indefinite amount of time, at least for us. When we were during our filming, we knew that it was a three month period max. Now they're kind of in this limbo phase where they don't know how long they're going to be in there for, and I just think that would be so maddening.
So, you know how I was trying to preach that show a few weeks ago, Love is Blind, where they get to know each other in the isolation pods.
You mean, like they're doing their single dates via zoom.
What if there was still a way that they could continue to get to know each other on an individual basis, just to get to know each other, and they don't have to go on big dates. They could literally sit across from each other. Realistically, you could sit across from each other in a lund room outside and chat. You could just I mean, let's wind it back to real love and just get to know each other.
But before we get into today's topic, we do have to do what we do every single week, and that is accidentally unfiltered. Every week we put a little call out. We love it when you send us. Basically, it's just your most embarrassing stories. My favorite segment Brittany, have you got one for me today? Because I have got one for you? Yes, I love when we both have one. I do have one. Okay, this is someone that has written in and I just really.
I just thought this was so funny. But she starts off saying, Okay, guys, I haven't accidentally unfiltered and it's kind of on par with BRIT's accidental selfie original gangster story. So I matched with this guy on a dating app and we went to second base by getting each other's number and started texting on WhatsApp. So we're texting back and forth, and I had my phone sitting in my lap between texts while I was reading. Then I picked up my phone and saw that I had accidentally sent
him a sound clip. The microphone button must have accidentally pushed down when I had my phone on my lap. So I listened back to it.
It was just some ambient noise.
I wasn't too worried, bit of rustling, and then a massive fut I can't even read anymore from him or from her recorded her own You know how you accidentally pressed the voice memo thing. I actually do it all the time.
She was voiced.
She actually she looked down and she was like, oh my god, I've sent him an accidental voice memo. But she was just reading, so she was like, what could I send?
So she looked down and she played it.
And I was just like Russell Russell Russell's rops. She fired and sent it to him. She recorded her fart and it was on her lap, so it was near her butt.
Do you know what with all of this a video conferencing that's going on at the moment, and everyone working from home and having to get onto Zoom and do video conference calls, there have been so many stories that have come out where people have accidentally like somebody's walked in the background nude. But yesterday Matt was showing me this one that's making the traps on Facebook at the moment.
And it was this massive conference video call. So there was about ten different people in the conference video call at one time. One person was enlarged and they were talking. And then if you look to the left, there was this one girl who had picked up her laptop and she'd walked to the bathroom, put her laptop down on the ground to go to the toilet, but not realizing that the camera was angled right at her midsection. So she was doing a booth.
Oh my god, I can't even whilst my eyes are so wide, whilst on a video conference call to her boss and her entire team.
And I saw it with my own goddamn eyes. Why.
I don't understand why she did that. If you're on a conference call, just say hey, I'm going to the toilet.
I think she had thought that she had angled the camera down so that the camera was actually looking at the ground. No, but it was a fully looking at her whole body. Was a sound on It was more it was more a tinkle. It was more like a water feature with poop. But also the thing that I think is the most alarming part of that story was the fact that somebody from that conference call put on the internet. Like, she didn't put that on the internet herself.
Okay, if you're listening and this is you, can you let us know slide into our DMS if this was you that was recorded on the toilet.
So I have an accidentally unfiltered story for you guys today. And this happened to a friend of mine quite a while ago, but she reminded me of it recently when I was talking about this section of the podcast. Basically, she had recently started dating a guy and everything was going great. He seemed really lovely. She was meeting his friends for the first time, and she was down the beach and having a really cute day getting to know everyone.
And they'd just gone for a swim and she got out of the ocean and a boyfriend was like, oh, babe, you've got a you've got a thread and went to pull her thread that was on her swimmers and pulled out her tampon in front of all of his friends.
Oh no, he didn't, please, No.
No, it's like everyone was worse nightmare. She's like, I just cried and went to the bathroom, didn't come back out. I just cried and moved to a last guy. I can't even comprehend this actually happening, because it seems like it's something that's so unreal.
Do you want to know a story? I just thought of it right now. It reminded me of this when I was younger.
Oh god, no it's not.
It's not on par but it just reminded me of being at the beach and accidentally unfiltered. I used to surf competitively and I was in this little surf comb just like a local, like nothing, and I used to serve you, yeah, brah. I used to surf in like a surf top and swimming bottoms, which is just what everyone did in summer surf comp A duck dived under this wave of quite a big wave, and the lip of the wave when I went under, hit my back and it pulled my pants down. My swimmer bottoms off off, gone,
I had no pants on. And I came up and I was like, this feels funny. And I was like, oh my god, And can you imagine if there's people on the beach watching a surf comp When you duck dive, you know what happens when you don't dive, You put your us It was a film anyway, I was more so I couldn't duck dive, so I kept just going under the waves off the board, and people were looking at me, being like what she doing? And I was waving into a friend got the chance to tell her
what happened. She took her swimming bottoms off from underneath her skirt and like ran out halfway in the water to throw them to me. And I put hers on, and I.
Can't go at the show must go on. I don't know what I would prefer. I think I would prefer to be pantsless then to have someone tug my tampon out in front of a group of friends. Pees are horrible, horrible situations.
I would rather a million things happened to me before someone pulled my tamp on out outdoors in front of five people you don't know, men and your new crush.
I'm sorry, but like you, wi rip my pants. It's over. It's pants because they away. Oh dear, all right, guys, well enough of our little chitty check. It's time to get into their proper episode. Oh yeah, tell us what it is. No, I thought you were going to.
It's self sabotage, guys, and I am here to give you a little intro into what it is in case you didn't really know. It's when we just do something that gets in the way of our intent or our bigger dreams and goals. When we really want something but somehow we never seem to be able to accomplish it.
Why.
Well, somewhere deep in our subconscious we're fighting against that goal, but we aren't sure why. Sometimes we don't know we're doing it. This behavior can affect nearly every single aspect of our life. It could be relationships, it could be career, or it could be a personal goal such as you trying to lose weight. It's very, very common. It is an incredibly frustrating cycle of behavior that lowers our self confidence and we just end up getting super bloody stuck
in this vicious, vicious cycle. So we are here today to chat a little bit about it, break it down and see if we can get out of it.
Well, we kind of got into this conversation because as Britain and I were talking about how in past relationships, and I guess in some way shapes and forms like Britt, you still sometimes feel like you're doing it in your
current relationships and current dating. That we have both experienced different types of self sabotage, And I think the thing that was really interesting for me about this topic is that self sabotaging has so many different flavors and so many different colors, and it can impact your life in so many different ways. Sometimes you may not even be fully aware that you're doing it. Specifically when it comes to relationships, if you find yourself thinking after another failed relationship,
like like, why did that happen again? The same thing over and over and over. Sometimes, if you find yourself in that position, it's really important to start to think, maybe it's not necessarily always the other person. Maybe there is something in your behavior that's creating this outcome or creating this situation. And now I'm not blake. I'm not saying like a girlfriend, it's your fault. It's probably not.
But it is really important to be aware of behavioral characteristics that are self sabotaging because it just stops you from being able to have the life and the relationships and the love that you want in the long term.
I have learned a lot over the past decade, and I can confidently say and I'm happy to talk about it now because I hope that I'll help somebody else. I have been the worst self sabotager in relationships. I'm very lucky that in my personal goals that I set and things that I want to achieve in my life and my career goals every other aspect, I'm super motivated. I don't let anything getting the way. If there's a hurdle, I will jump over it. I will sort it out.
I've never ever had a problem in that sense in my relationships and love and dating. I'm the pole opposite. I'm the worst self sabotager you'll probably ever come across. But I never ever knew that until probably the last twelve months when my sister Sherry and my really close friends, including Laura.
I would never ever say that you do such thing. I'm a pillar of support in this relationship. What are you talking about? I'm going to record you next time.
What they're fuck Brittany, you can't see this person again. No, But I'm lucky that I've had some people really close to me pointed out and I am also lucky that I've learned so much and I've been through a lot in the last decade that the old Brittany probably would have gotten really defensive when somebody pointed that out to me, and I wouldn't have believed it. I would have thought they were just trying to bring me down. But now I can. I know the people I keep around me.
I have a really great small circle, supportive circle. So when somebody says something to me now that I love and trust, I take a step back and I think about what they've said, and I try and look at it from an outsider's perspective and far out. Once I did that, I was like, what the actual fuck, Brittany.
But also I think that you know, it's important to keep perspective because criticism, when it comes from people who love you, that criticism comes because they want the best for you.
So if you're thinking of what are they actually even talking about right now? A really good example of what self sabotage could be is maybe you start to date somebody and then you find faults that aren't there, or you find reasons this can't continue, You find reasons that they're.
Bad for you, and maybe they're a great guy and you're like, oh, but he's too nice. You end up just kind of like checking out of the relationship before it fully progresses or becomes something, even though on paper they seem like a great guy.
Haven't you ever had all your friends be like, what are you doing? He seems so great, he seems perfect for You're being crazy and you're like, mm m, didn't you see that floral shirt he wore. But then on the other end of the spectrum is the people that are self sabotaging by knowingly dating the wrong people.
So this was me bingo. So when we had this conversation, Britt was talking about her self sabotage being the fact that she often puts up walls because she fears in some way the commitment or the being hurt.
I would avoid at all costs.
Yeah, putting yourself into a situation where somebody has control over your heart and over your feelings, and therefore it's a protection mechan Whereas for me, I used to choose men who I knew were bad for me, and I knew the relationship wasn't going to go anywhere. I think in retrospect, I quite enjoyed the drama, and I quite enjoyed. I quite enjoyed how volatile those relationships were, and how they were like really intense and really crazy and then
really low and really high. I always chose the same type of guy and this type of men who wasn't going to give me any security, And that was how I sabotaged my relationships because I kept saying, Oh, I really want I really want a committed partner, I really want a long term relationship, I really want to have kids, But then I was choosing people who were never ever ever going to give that to me.
It sounds like you were not ready to be alone, and you wanted the attention and the comfort and companionship, but you didn't actually want to settle down yet. I think that's deep down where you were. Otherwise it would have been picking the people that wanted to settle down. You just weren't ready to be on your own.
I think that's what I think is interesting about this topic is how vastly different people's experiences can be, but it's still making these choices on a day to day level that prioritize immediate gratification over what you want long term, and so as.
Laura said, mine was the opposite. I had a really really toxic relationships about eight years ago now and I haven't dated anybody since. And I now know that that's because after that relationship ended, I had made a decision that I wanted to be on my own. I wanted to focus on myself and get myself into good place. And I just convinced myself that everything I was doing was to better myself. Whereas, deep down, and I've learned this now, deep down I didn't ever want to be
in that position again. I didn't want to trust somebody again that was just going to pull wool over my eyes. I deep down thought I'd never ever want to feel this pain again, and I never want to feel this loneliness. And I put a wall up, and eight nine years has gone past, and.
There's some big wall. Trump would be proud of that, mate, Trump, Trump should employ me. What we can take out of that, though, is that the reason why people self sabotage is because there's scared of being hurt, so they're trying to protect themselves. And I do also think that there's another aspect of this,
which is self esteem that comes into play. So when you're not confident in yourself and you don't believe in your level of self worth, then you're more willing to lower your standards and you're more willing to accept behavior as well that you wouldn't normally accept in a relationship.
So it doesn't just prevent you from getting into a relationship, but it also means that you will stay in something that's so beneath you because you don't think that you're entitled to or you don't think that you're worth more.
Self worth and self confidence, they are the two biggest contributors to self sabotage.
Absolutely.
When I went into my relationship, I was on top of the world, so confident, so happy. When I came out of that relationship, he had just warned me down, made me feel like I didn't look good enough, didn't what I did wasn't good enough, my job wasn't good enough. He made me feel so small, insecure, and that was just a form of control in the relationship. But when
I came out of that, I never shook that. I continue to get on with my life thinking I wasn't good enough, and I carried that into the dates that I used to go on. It might be hard for a lot of people to believe this. I definitely, I know I come across as a super confident person, but definitely definitely am not. And I used to cancel dates before i'd go on them all the time because I thought he's not gonna like me anyway, That's what I
used to say. He hadn't even met me yet. I was like, he's not gonna like me anyway, So I'm just gonna cancel. I'm not gonna worry. I'm not pretty enough, I don't look like I do on my online dating. All these things that I would convince myself of, and I just would cancel the date. It's like, I'll end it before he ends it. Yeah, by just not even going on.
It exactly, instead of being hurt, instead of putting yourself out there, it's easier to just cut the cord takes That takes that fear of rejection away.
Why don't you go on to the next level, which is you start to allow people in. So you've gotten past the just pulling the pin before you jump in. You allow people in, but you start to make up reasons and you start to see things that aren't there and convince yourself that these are awful people not meant for you. But again, it's just because you're too scared to take that next step. So what's an example. Just you know how girls are like, he's too nice, something's wrong with him, bretty.
I don't know how anyone would do that. Guilty him an example sitting right here, I'm super guilty.
I have a really bad habit of in my past dating people that I know are bad, are bad for me and my friends, including Laura. They're always like why are you dating him? Like please don't see him again? After he said and did this, and I'd be like, whoop, sorry I am, but that's because I didn't want it to go anywhere. You know, there's a difference, and I'm not encouraging his behavior, but I'm self aware now that it's another form of self sabotage. So why do we
self sabotage? And we've just touched on a few things, but I think it's important just to sort of group them together and knock through them. The biggest, most important one is lack of self worth and confidence.
And also, like you touched on just before, like self worth and your self confidence is something that unfortunately can be taken away from you like one really bad experience, one really bad relationship that can totally rock your foundations and rock your perception of what your next relationship is
going to be like. So I think it's really important to be aware that if you're taking your shit and your baggage and all the junk from your past relationship and putting it onto the next person and into the next relationship, be really mindful that not everyone is the same and not all outcomes are going to be the same. But if you project that constantly onto someone new, you are sort of giving You're giving it an end date before it's even really had the potential to flourish.
The way that you speak to yourself too, The way you speak to yourself every day directly affects the way you project yourself to.
The world, whether you're aware of that or not.
If you're constantly talking to yourself that telling yourself you're not good enough, you'll never be able to achieve that, you don't deserve that, why would anyone pick you. You're going to take that energy and you're going to actually convince yourself that all of that is true. You're going to take it into the world, and the world is going to respond accordingly.
So when you're not confident in yourself and you don't believe in your level of self worth, then you're more willing to luwer your standards and you're more willing to accept behavior as well that you wouldn't normally accept in a relationship. So it doesn't just prevent you from getting into a relationship, but it also means that you will
stay in something that's so beneath you. As much as it sounds like a total cliche that you know, there's a lot to be said for learning to love yourself before you can love anybody else.
And if you think of successful people in life, there's something common that they all have, and that is that they believe in themselves. They of course they're going to fail like everybody else, but they don't fear failure and they believe in themselves, and they're two such strong characteristics to have. That's the next thing I actually want to speak about is failure.
Fear of failure or touched on fear of failure in quite a few episodes, I think, and it's like this recurrent theme that we talk about quite a lot, but it's because failure is only failure if that's what you see it as, you can use failure as a tool for your best and most important growth to happen from well, to relate that to relationship specifically, It's like, how many times have you said to yourself, We've heard somebody say it was probably not gonna work out anyway, so.
Why am I gonna try it.
This is like a very random and off tangent story, but I remember the very first time I saw Matt, which was before Bachelor. There you go, Daily Mail, you're gonna write another article. We didn't know each other before the show, but I saw Matt in the sauna at Iceberg's. And I've told this story before, but when I saw him and he was very much making eyes at me, I thought to myself, Oh, he can't. That guy's not possibly hitting on me because I didn't think that I
would be his type. I didn't think that he would find me attractive. I just didn't. I just did not have the opinion of myself that I would be his type. And so of course I just kind of ignored it and didn't do anything and left it. Had our situation not turned out the way that it did, and have we not met on the show. I completely passed up an amazing opportunity to meet someone because didn't think I was good enough for him. I'm sure that you guys sometimes listen to us and think we sound like we
have our shit together. We don't.
Don't tell them then, for I know what you're trying to say. Do you know what the thing is? We do seem like we're really confident people, and we are in a lot of senses. But for me and I have asked people out all the time. I do that, but a big part of me is they're probably going to say no. But there's a bigger part of me, the stronger part of me, an overpowering part of me that says, but what if they don't? And that is
stronger than the fear factor for me. So a big part of me knows that it's highly likely I'm not going to get a job. They're going to say no, but I'm I'm willing to face that rejection because there's a bigger there's a more intense part of me that's like, you're never gonna know and you're always going to wonder, So just.
Go get it, no risk, no reward, baby, risk it for the best girl. Oh my gosh, I've not heard you say that in so long.
I know it was my tagline for a while, but.
I think that this is such a big and important one, and this is probably the point that I want to drive home, is that in order to get what you want in the long term, you really have to sometimes prioritize those long term goals over instant gratification. And that
means that means making sacrifices. It means, you know, not texting that guy who you know is bad for you just because it makes you feel good and you get a buzz out of it, or at least if you are going to text that guy, you make sure that you were emotionally like you were a vault and you're emotionally steadfast, so that if you are getting some flirty banter out of it, you know, it's just that you're not going to then like allow it to progress into
something more where you can be hurt by something. I think you really have to like get real with yourself and make some hard short term decisions and sacrifices that will allow you to then be happy in the long term.
Yep, sacrifice and some self control. It's like, if you're on your weight loss journey.
It's like Brittany coming into the podcast studio and constantly eating sugar.
Oh oh my god. So last night in bed, if you saw my Instagram story, I was like eating some Maltesers. But what I didn't show you was that in under five minutes, I ate an entire family sized pack of Multie to myself in under five minutes.
And I do this prec but I'm proud of you.
Yeah, I felt great.
This is the thing.
Instant gratification felt great for about two seconds, and then an hour later I was like, what have I done? On a serious note, you want to eat your trees, you want to have your chocolate bars. It's that instant gratification. By just having a little bit of self control and saying no to these short term gratifications, No to the snacks, no to the chocolate bar. In a month's time, you're gonna.
Notice all the difference to the bad boys and the fuck boys exactly.
So you can take that into any aspect of your life. Once we identify why we're exhibiting these self sabotaging behaviors, we can sort of start to take steps into how we can overcome it. How we can rise above this destructive behavior because it is toxic and it is destructive.
I'm just gonna say that, I feel like self isolation is going to be your number one. We're gona win a chicken dinner because I think that in order to overcome like cyclical decision making that I think comes into self sabotaging is you need to remove yourself from the situation for a while. You need to kind of like take some time out and stop this repetitive behavior or
repetitive choices that you're making. And the fact that we're all in lockdown is a pretty good time to start making some changes.
Well, you know what I think is going to be really nice. People are gonna spend time getting to know each other online. They're going to actually have to talk to each other and call each other and skype each other because you don't have another option. So people are going to start to give the good guy and the good girl a chance.
Yeah, and also I guess like things can't progress so quickly to physical and to sex, and you can't have that like real of chemistry which clouds your decision making around things as well. Like I feel like dating over the next couple of weeks, it's going to be more of a slow burn. One of the things that I found really really helped me when I was going through this cycle of totally self sabotaging my own relationships was that I got really clear on what I wanted and
I wrote a list down. And I know that some people are super against writing list for people, as in like, this is what I want and a guy number one, But for me, it was something that really really helped. And it wasn't like it was superficial stuff. It was
real qualities that I wanted in a partner. So number one, I wanted someone who didn't cheat and who you know that though, No, but I think that I think that there are definitely men that you meet and they they you're like red light, yeah, fucking red flag after red flag after red flag, and I was finding that I was dating the same type of guy and they were definitely guys who had a bit of a way with moral compass and had I had almost hated to accept.
I was like, oh, well, everyone cheats. Think that I got really clear on my on my boundaries. I got really clear on what I would accept in a relationship. I got really clear on the types of characteristics I wanted the person to have, Like, I wanted them to be family orientated, I wanted them to be kind, I wanted them to be funny. And so I had this. It wasn't a huge list, but it was like a ten to twenty eight per paper.
It was a small power point presentation that I would take on my first stage with a clicker.
No, it was like it was a ten things. It was ten personality traits that I wanted in that person. Yeah, I wanted some big dick energy. Thank you taking this
so seriously, Brittany. So I wanted I wanted these ten characteristics, and it meant that the next time that I went on a date with a guy and he was displaying personality traits that didn't match up with what I wanted, it made it really easy for me to go, Okay, well, I've made this rule for myself and I'm not going to proceed with this relationship because this guy is not
going to give me what I wanted. And it just made me get really black and white, and I kind of needed that because I was in such an ocean of gray at the time.
I'm gonna be honest, I think there's two types of people in the world. There's the list makers and there's the go to the supermarket with the idea of what you want in your head, don't even get a basket, try and carrot in your arms and get home.
And that is me. But that was me. That was totally me, and it wasn't working for me. That's the thing. Like I was that person. I was like, oh, thet's don't be crazy, Like, of course, you just go off connection, you go of feelings, you go off. But if you're constantly making shitty dating decisions and go friend, you've got to change something.
I mean, I have a list, a checklist of some things in my head, but I don't I don't know I've I probably haven't prioritized that enough, and maybe I will. But one thing I do like about lists is in terms of career and things like that. I like the idea and I have read a lot of studies on it of just simply writing down in one list what it is you want to achieve in any aspect, relationships, all life. Write down one column what do I want to achieve? The column next to it, what are the hurdles,
what are the obstacles? That are stopping me from achieving that. Next column what can I do to get there? So three columns, what do you want? What are your hurdles? What can you do to get there? Because once it's written down and you see it and you can actually start to put steps in place and makes a world
of difference. There are other things too. Once if there is a deep seated issue, like something that you haven't moved on from, or something that you know is holding you back from your past, of course go and speak to someone. There are always so many people that will listen to you. You could get professional help, there are call lines, there are friends. But sometimes there is an issue that you need to rewind and figure out before
you can move on. Otherwise, it's time to take a little bit of self care, a little bit of time for yourself to reanalyze what you want in life, where you're going and how you're going to get there.
And it's self isolation time, baby time. Self isolation time needs to be self care time, I think, so that there's a different way of looking at this. We don't have to look at this time that we're going to be spending on our own as like oh well, life just got put on whold because I don't have a job, and I don't have this, and I don't have that. You're going to be a really different period of time
for a lot of people for quite a while. But this is also a time where you can reconnect with what you want in life, and you can do a little bit of soul searching and figure out what it is that you what changes you want to make when the world goes back to normal, so that you can get the guy you want, or get the girl you want, or get the relationship you want, or get the job you want. I really think this is also a bit of a special time that can be used for some self development.
All of you guys that are going to be talking to some future lovers now, just think of how insane the dating world is going to be once we're all let out again and lining up dates. My number one piece of advice is don't make it the date for at least two weeks after isolation, because girl, you need to get a ten, You need to get your brows done, you need to get your hair done, your nails done, and also we want to make sure that they're still
quarantine right fourteen days. Yeah, So don't be too eager.
All right, guys, you know that we never ever, ever, ever ever see an actual episode. Echo echo Echo, we'reout doing our suck and sweet. We're all growth stirt crazy. We've been trapped inside by ourselves for way too long. But suck and sweet, we do have suck and sweets for the week, brit what's your suck? My sucks?
Like it's just that the world's imploding, I think as everyone has the same suck this week and probably next week and probably for the near distal future. I low key you want them to just throw us in lockdown, do it already, get it over with so we can try and get our life back to normal.
Well, mine is that I can't go and do bar anymore. I'm really sad that good old Scomo decided to we can't do the bar Ray no more time for the bar ray anymore? What shall I do with myself? Were you doing bar No?
I've never done it in my life, but an upset that I can't do it if I wanted to. Actually, the funny thing about that was that when when he was saying it, when he was saying bar Ray, and was like, I don't know what that is. Matt was the one who was saying, oh, so Bar, Like I was in exercise bar, and I was like, what are you talking about? And it still took me a good five minutes to get on board. But now it's actually brilliant.
I love Bar.
You would, Brittany.
I know, I know, all right, finish your suck. Well that's it.
They're well imploding. That's my suck.
Yeah, it's the end of the world.
All the hospitals are running out of protective equipment.
Oh, let's not get too dark.
I have to that's my suck. I can't pretend it's not my How sweet was that? My flatmate surprised me last night because I was a bit down in the dumps. Like Laura said, I just had a little cry. Everyone's got their stuff going on. I also have my stuff
going on. And I came home and my flat mate had a copious amount of chocolate for me and mate and like biscuits and stuff and like, and she left them not even they were within reach, so were on my bed, So obviously I was gonna eat them all in one sitting because.
I have no self control. I like that We've just done a whole episode on self sabotaging and how we need to like exercise self control in the short term for long term games. And you were like, fuck that all rules are off when we're self quarantining. Well, I mean that rule starts today, so fine. I honestly think all bets are off until this situation changes. Right now, it's all about survival. You eat your doughnuts, go around,
you do whatever you need to do. I'm the person that like has my month's supply of treats and I eat them in the first day of quarantine. That's me.
So I walked in here with a little tear in my eye and Laura said, I got you something, Brittany. It's like what she goes, I got you this chocolate doughnut and it's filled with a teller and you zap it and make it warm and it melts. And I was like, oh my god, I love you. She's like better left it at home.
I'm sorry, but if you got me a treat and didn't bring it, don't tell me about it. Ah. Anyway, who needs enemies? Hey, what's your suck? And sweet? Okay, so my suck for this week. Oh look, my suck is the same suck as everyone else. It's my same suck as yours. Like we we've had to shut the shop,
which is really really sad. It then, like, as a as a business owner who has staff that I'm responsible for, like, I feel really concerned about this whole current climate, and you know, we want to do our best by our stuff, but it's just everyone everyone understands the situation and it's freaking horrible. I'm done with the rona.
Give me your sweet, then make it good because the sucks bad.
Okay, my sweet was my birthday and even when he's sick. Oh yeah, twenty six a gang guys, six for the seven time. No, I'm not that.
You do in the mess. I'm actually for the eighth time.
Oh my god, I am wow. It's been eight years since my twenty sixth birthday. That just well, that's my fucking suck right there. That just blew my goddamn.
Mine because that's just like saying, oh my god, it's been my thirty four years since my birth Wow.
Should I edit that out? Fucking Hell? Probably. Britt has been working real hardcore on the front line. Guys. She's tired.
My je bad today. I'm sorry bear with me, Gang.
Oh, it's tough. It's tough times for everyone. Also, there's like very little stimulus happening outside in the world, so we're like just going crazy in a room together.
No, that's sweets good. It was your birthday and.
It's my birthday, and you know what, Okay, The sweetest part about the birthday is as much as I was completely alone and I spent most of the day just me and Mali because Matt had to go out and you know, forage and hunt for our food, which is like the Hunger Games. Yeah, which is literally like the Hunger Games at the moment. So my my sweet was the fact that even though I was totally alone, I
felt so loved everyone. I feel like people are really going out of their way to stay connected, whether it's by phone or by Instagram or by whatever sort of weird virtual screen you do your connecting through. Maybe you're a TikTok person. I don't know, I'm old, but I really felt like people went above and beyond yesterday to try and connect and to try and make me feel special.
And I think this year, like my birthday, felt even more so like my birthday than last year did, which considering circumstances is weird, but it's also really wonderful as well.
I did message Matt in the morning and said, hey, did you remember it's Laura's birthday?
Did you really he sent me?
Actually, have you asked him what he sent me? He sent me a dig pic? Yeah, not him?
Whoa not of him? He sent me a dick pig of someone else. Really.
Yeah, it's like a funny meme that's going around about healthcare.
Oh wow, I can't wait to see that. That's so weird. I think we should title this episode. My fiance sent Brittany a dig pic when we turn off. It was pretty funny.
Oh god, Because I posted a photo of healthcare workers saying like, we come here for you, so you stay away for us, and he sent me there's a meme going around the internet, the interweb, and he sent it to me and it's the exact same photo of all the doctors that says we stay here for you, so you stay away for us. But one of the doctors has been photoshopped out for this really big black guy,
naked guy with a really big black beans. So Matt felt the need to send me that, and I was like, gee, thanks, Matt.
He just cares about you. He does. You're the single friend he knows, and he's like, you know what Britan needs right now, No, that'll make her feel better. But when I.
Opened it, I was like, oh my god, so sweet he sent me something about healthcare workers. Because I did, I didn't look at the message. Probably that's very, very, very mistaken.
No, Matt has a disgusting and dirty sense of humor. No one really knows that side of him, but he is actually extremely inappropriate, which is why we get along so well.
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