Welcome to fucking Dandy land hosted by Rampage and Gemini. Welcome to Candyland. We're fucking back bonus episode. We just couldn't stay away for a whole entire week. Honestly, all of that. Energy of you all hyping us up and talking to us and telling us how much you're loving the episode that you're waiting for the episodes that you're intrigued by the topics. It's really lighting that fire for lick it like a lollipop the podcast to go next level. So thank you.
I love the people that are reaching out and being like Oh my God, something that you said like really resonated with me or whatever. I also I've gotten so much feedback since this last episode. The Illuminati dropped, people being like know for sure that dude that made a post saying it was his mother was absolutely him Gemini. You are right? And like I know that I'm right, but thank you so much for confirming it. Honestly, what was really blowing me away about that entire situation.
And is there was no romantic attachment from my side at all. So all of that one-sided anger and like illusion was literally one-sided. There was nowhere in the conversation that I ever was like yes I like you I want this, I want to be with you. Yeah, but one-sided, illusion seems to be like the theme of the week because people will literally sit here and make whatever assumptions they want off of posts that we make and internalize it, and make it all
about themselves. And for me, like, you are doubt your dirty laundry and your shit last week. So, like let me just tell you. So for me, I'd like to get your opinion on this. So for me, even if I'm not close friends with somebody, if I've just vibed with you, I've had conversations, whatever if you post something and I think, oh, that could be about such and such a person, and I have no reason for thinking that and I send it is that bullshit.
Like if you I'm having people that will look at my videos and go to somebody and be like that video must be about you for what I think. A lot of people that don't make content, they don't realize that like it's not ever personal like most people are just making videos and content that they know is relatable that either relates in their life or in a specific situation that they've heard.
Like I'll be honest, I love Of to shitpost and post things that really have nothing to do with my life whatsoever. Just to keep the people guessing just to keep people intrigued, I think it's important as a content creator or anyone who's going to put their life on line to have a fine line between what people actually know about. You and what is Just an Illusion that they're creating. I think a lot of people have like an illusion of every single person they interact with and
that's our experience. And so like as we're moving forward. Forward in our practices, I just think more people are going to reveal themselves because we're no longer fooled by their illusion. So even though they're still trying to project that onto us or pretend like they're the victim or that were victimizing them, it's really our personal growth in our elevation is intimidating them. So rather saying, wow, you're really showing off and that's intimidating me.
It's, oh my God, no, you must be competing with me, you're judging me. You're talking about me.
I just think that's so goofy and I think it's so goofy to think that you're so fucking special and important that out of everybody and everything in the whole life that people are leading that they're taking the time to specifically sit there and create content and come around with things like, especially over here, like doing businesses and branding and like, all the shit that is going on for either one of us to take time out of our data like, Make a video instead of just go to
you and have a conversation. That's so strange to me. I've literally lost like several friends this year over them being like, yes. I saw your post about me and I literally have to go back and look because I have no clue. No, I'm getting told that videos that I had weeks ago or about somebody and I'm like, I literally have no issues. I'm sorry that you have issues. I literally didn't know there was a thing. I didn't know what you thought
anything was about you. That's so odd to me what's odd to me is when people take it upon themselves to spread that drama in illusion around other people, Yeah. Or for, yeah, because it's like, if you and if you know somebody, why not just go to them and be like, hey, are you doing videos about this person? Because that's my friend, sit, you know? Yes. And also, I feel like a lot of people don't realize, like, we're recording the podcast. This is something that's going
to be a part of our brand. We're not just out here trying to start drama or have enemies. Like, we're out here trying to build a Community where I hear trying to connect with like-minded individuals. If we're no longer aligned, it doesn't have to be because I'm talking shit about you are because I don't like you. It means that we're no longer aligned and that we've naturally drifted and a lot of people want to take distance as disrespect but distance is just that it's
distance baby. It's not disrespect. I've literally have no fucks to give further than that. I literally have friends that I've been friends with since my freshman. High school and I barely reach out to them because I have things going on. And those people who are intimate people in my life, who I don't keep up with, they don't even get as upset as acquaintances. That you meet online that all of a sudden think that they have some kind of like ownership over
you. Also I think it's real fucking weird when people and like mentorship or advice rolls, get weird and funky when People start doing their own thing and I know a lot of especially like people in the spiritual Community who have experienced like, oh yeah, I was doing this but then the second that I started evolving and I started doing something different, all of a sudden, I was competition.
Yes. And I think a lot of people see one side of spirituality and there is a lot of people who want to take advantage of vulnerable people, they want to Mentor you or Q and basically groom new in a certain way.
Like I've been in life coach type groups and circles where I've received absolutely nothing but basically a community, so it's like oh you didn't really have any friends, let me introduce you to like 10 like-minded people and you pay me for that and like, you know, on my patreon for seven dollars. You know, you can get onto my Discord Community, but it's like, I've paid people hundreds of dollars for basically the same thing, and it's like, that's not coaching me.
Me putting me in a group of community and letting them teach each other isn't coaching me. It isn't mentoring me, and I think some people need to get their egos in check about their own abilities, to either teach or Mentor or coach people because if you're still in a competition mindset you're not a teacher and also you know these having these communities where like yeah we do you do have Discord and yeah I do have group chat or whatever. That's supposed to be.
Paired with you actually giving like your advice and your mentorship and your whatever. It's not for people to just pay so that they can sit there and everybody else has to do all of the work but you don't actually teach. I think that's weird. I've experienced that and two different classes that I took one was a Tarot one and one was like a It was supposed to be like this, like energy alignment
horse and it was real weird. And the lady, like half the time didn't even show up to her own Zoom videos and it would just be us in the class and it would be like oh and then you know, discuss what we talked about last week. The fuck she wouldn't even come to her own Circle.
Her own Zooms for like sweet. Last like a I want to say it was like a 12-week thing and there were three that she didn't attend and not like I'm so sorry, can't make it but I have somebody else to topping in and taking my spot you know, I'll be back nothing. Just I am not showing up talks amongst yourselves honestly, I think a lot of people in these communities, they see other creators other spiritualist, other healers forming circles and groups and stuff and like
they're like oh I can do that. But sometimes like not everyone is meant to teach, like it's just the facts. Not everyone is meant to Or to heal every single person that they meet, like, maybe you need to work on healing yourself and your spirit. Because if you're still competing, with someone who's just genuinely spreading light and inspiration to others, then you need to check yourself
because it is an ego issue. And if your ego is still that deeply rooted in your experience, and you can't check yourself from the girly, High School gossip bullshit, then you are not on the frequency that I'm on and that's why I'm leaving. Seeing you behind. That's why we're no longer aligned, that's why I'm dropping this connection. I it's difficult for me to see people judge, either one of us in a different way than we've
presented ourselves. Like we're so open and honest about things in about our opinions on things and about who we are as people. And we are not quiet, Wallflowers when we do not like something and we will tell you and we'll speak it. So for people, You try to dive in and find something that isn't there or to try and project things or say that like intentions are different. It's just I don't understand. Because I'm like, you're literally seeing me the same exact person on every single
platform. So, like, I'm not the one who switches up. So where would you get this illusion from your own ego that you're projecting and your own insecurities about the situation because Typically whenever we're saying something on a tick tock or whatever we're airing out the
collective energy. And a lot of people fall into that energy and so then they take it personally like, literally, I don't know how many times that people have taken something I've said online personally and I had someone that I know in real life and they're like yeah, like people see you online and I say like oh that's the celebrity page but that's not who she really is in real life like she's way more
chill and like down to earth. Like I think online people just get one side of everything and it's there's that it's like what they're absorbing from that contents like a million. People can watch the same video and all take something different away and I think with the podcast, a lot of people expected our podcast of tank or like to suck and the fact that it's not and there are a lot of supporters and people already backing such a new brand that's intimidating for someone who
doesn't even have any brands. Cuz he'll like, you've got three brands, I'm running three brands, like, we got stuff popping, and I think people can be intimidated by that. Not because we're actually competing, but because they already feel behind and their own actions, like they're already not happy with where they're at, so, you see, someone who's older or younger and they feel like, oh, that person's way ahead of me, they're all of a sudden.
You're just flat line competition, because that energy is being projected. I would love to see people getting more inspiration than intimidation. Because if you just reverse that and you went, wow, I really like the way that that person does something and like, how could I make that uniquely my own instead of going? That's what they're doing. I never thought of that, I can't believe that I didn't even think of that.
You know, when people internalize that and they they project the insecurity because they never had that thought before. Or whatever. And I think that a lot of people are so drained and their daily relationships and life that they have nothing better to do than compete with strangers on the fucking internet. It's like, I literally do not wake up with my world revolving. Like, let me piss this person off, or let me say this, or let
me do that. Like, I'm looking at my phone right now and it popped up someone sent a message and then they've already unsent the message like y'all need that. Check yourselves like, that's what you need to do, because nobody cares, deep down, nobody cares that much. If you cared that much about your own life and your own experience and your own fucking Journey, you would be much further ahead. That's what I'm saying. I'm like, if you took all that energy, like the energy that you
think I'm spending on you? I'm actually spending on my mentees and on making shit on patreon and I'm being a parent and a wife and doing and working on my mental. Health, I am not putting my energy into you. So, if you used all that energy that you're using to fucking dig with me and have people look at my page because you're blocked, maybe you would do something different, and you wouldn't have to be jealous of others because you would feel.
So, personally fulfilled in what you're doing, and, honestly, you wouldn't have any energy or time to care that much about what other people are doing, like, we're spending tonight. Recording a podcast, we're spending our weekend getting things done with our family, taking care of our home. Home taking care of our businesses. Like if you have a lot on your plate, you won't have time to worry about me and what I'm doing. And another thing your lately people are like wow, you're
always busy. I think that's so hot. I'm like being busy is hot because when you're busy, you're in your own fucking lane and you're not competing or arguing or nitpicking with strangers on the internet. Like I never go through Tick-Tock and think, oh my gosh, that person made that about me like I can literally make jokes about myself like That picture popped up like, a year ago.
And my butt looks so flat. So, I made a tick tock and says, I'm just shows you that you were built like Bobby Hill a year ago, like, I can joke on ourselves and that's why I like, I can have fun with my own experience because I'm not taking it. So fucking seriously, like Gemini makes content that could be directed towards literally, anyone who's not on their a game.
So if you're not on your A game, you probably feel personally victimized by Jimena. I and and what's funny is like I'm never victimized like I never have anybody in my mind that I'm like I'm going to make this specific video about them like and so that never even it never even crosses my mind. So then if I'm ever accused of that, I'm like, what video are you talking about? What problem? I don't want the drama. Can we block each other now?
Because I never want to talk to you again, because this is really weird, you know, it's actually Actually abnormally weird, how many people come to both of us as much as we're spreading positivity and light and truth and growth energy. The think that we actually are talking about them. It's like, do you not even know who the fuck I am? Like do you not listen to anything that I stand for or
like anything that I talk about? Like I think if anything the podcast is opened us up from just tick trucks and pictures. Like you're actually getting to know us on a soul level. And you still think that I'm making Some tweets about you like, bro, if I have a problem, I'm going to pull up on you.
Like if I have something to say to someone, that's what spirituality and Shadow work, and healing does for you, you're able to have those difficult conversations, not from a place of competition but like, hey, genuinely this upsets me and I don't like when you do this kind of thought not, I cannot believe you would talk about me. I'm just going to start drama with you. Where does shit in my situation
recently? It wasn't even the person who thinks that I made videos about them that even came to me. It was, it was somebody letting me know that somebody else was telling somebody else that I like I don't give a fuck. Y'all are weird. That is three people deep of watching my videos for weeks. I really hope that you figure your shit out because that's very odd behavior but like You sound like a fan and we get paid for people that listen people
that watch. So like I really appreciate you because every view every share, every little download that you're sending to talk shit, all that does is get me paid baby, I make money off that shit. What do you do? You do you do it all for free? Okay. And what's weird about it is like it's the people who don't even have any freaking Hobbies or don't even make content or don't even make tick-tocks that Always want to talk about what other people are doing on Tick, Tock, baby.
Just say that you miss the bar with Tick-Tock and your behind. And now, you're jealous of people who have surpassed whatever level you think that you should be at, but you didn't put in the work, but you didn't do the things that you needed to do. I know a lot of people during covid-19 calm going to start using Tick-Tock and then they didn't. But guess what? Jim and I did we started using Tick-Tock then and now we're able to make content that we want because we are The niche,
we are the brand. That goes inside. I was talking to somebody on live today. You and I were just talking about this before we got on here, but she's like, yeah, I started a podcast with my best friend. We recorded one episode, and we never got back to it. I didn't realize how difficult it was, and I'm like, yeah, because the recording is the
easy part. The difficult part is you building that audience, people trusting in new people, knowing that it takes consistency, like, it's laughable for anybody to try and like dog. Out of character because we're so like consistent for such a long period of time that I'm sorry. Like that is wild to me. But you have to grow an audience in a Brandon who you are and and
share ups and downs. And you have to be open for the criticism that comes because it doesn't matter how much positivity and love and light you know we're talking about and how much like we're being honest. If you are honest about difficulties that we've had, somebody will find something. They'll be like I told you, she was a drug addict. She did cocaine when she was 14 one time, you know, literally that's what I think is really empowering me. The most with the podcast is
like, for once. I'm able to speak on things that normally, I wouldn't speak on, in a way that's like constructive in elevating like, it's not a victim mindset. It's not trauma. Talk, like, we're not just on here like soap box complaining and whining and crying. We're like, you know what these are the cards. I was dealt, and this is what I did with it. And now look at me now and like, you can come here to like, that's what I always want people to know, like, especially in my
spiritual practice. Like, I want you to develop enough where you don't need me all the time. That like yourself that you can pull your own cards that you have resources or tools that you're working with.
I think the main thing for me with my spirituality and my business in general is to bring people together and to make people feel like they're seen, like, they're not the Black Sheep, they're not alone, they're not exiled, but they're seen and they're accepted and then they can be vulnerable and be themselves. And I think that's why we naturally attract both ends of that spectrum. Because there are so many people who want that validation, they
want to be themselves. They want to feel seen, but they will never come out of the spiritual closet or they'll never come out of their bubble or their box because it's safe. That's where their ego keeps them safe. So their ego wants them to compete with anyone who's inspiring. Others Because deep down they wish they could do that. See I feel I feel almost bad for people who don't have the kinds of platforms that you.
And I are building where like we have people who know us and so if we were to say something that was like a cringe moment or something like that, we're like I feel like we could get forgiveness on that in some ways and we could like take it as a learning experience and like, show that and move on. I think there are a lot of people who, especially on this
like spiritual journey. They're wanting to learn more and they're wanting to kind of start coming outside of their shell, but right now with trying to be starting tick-tocks, are you trying to start your social medias right now? You have so many vultures on there, that I feel like when people are are trying to like, take a step, Up they second-guess themselves and feel like it's wrong because of somebody's comment and they recluse.
And my biggest recommendation is like if you are trying to authentically open that throat chakra and like share yourself and share your journey and whatever you should go into it with like I'm going to make mistakes and and whatever and people are going to talk shit. And I have to use that as a way to evolve my content because that's been In my, he even situations like this. You think my videos are about you, they're not, but now I'm going to change the type of
videos that I do, you know. You know what's crazy about that whole situation is like, so many people are coming from a place of lack when the spiritual realm. Like when you're truly tapped in with spear Spirit, spirituality your higher power, higher source, whatever you want to call it. You learned that there's infinite abundance and everything for everyone. It's not like, oh there's more for me and less for you or I have a lot that means you get less like know.
No, I think that's why Jim and I work out so well is because like I know you had a video blowing up last week and like I'd really gained a lot of followers. Like most people's Eco was like oh she's got more than me or she's this or she's that but instead I'm like yes baby like remember when I was like what if that sound went viral or whatever because like what's good for you is good for me. Like when you're working in a team kind of deal, like a Teamwork Makes the Dream work.
It's not about like me. Are you it's an us thing. It's like, okay, you go up, I'm going up because regardless, if you have more followers are not like we're building platforms that are of similar nature, so it's like, I know today. One of your people joined my mentors here and like, I know a bunch of my people have been joining your Mentor tears and like honestly, you've been teaching a lot of people want to
learn. I'm like, go take her class, like sign up, go do your thing and like I could give zero fucks. Like, I hope that you all. All realize how special it is that we see so many people supporting both of us and you all get the assignment that this is all of that. It is like what's good for you is good for me, no matter which way you look at it. No matter if you have more at one time or I have more it's still good for both of us because we're elevating
together. And what's beautiful about that too is that, that is true but an extra additional notch in that is the fact that It's not from a selfish area of like, oh good, she's doing well. So then I'm going to get more. It's, it's genuinely like we're just happy for the other person, getting the opportunity that they're doing, or the growth or whatever. And we're like, no need to be weird about that. I benefit from that.
So, you know, like it's I feel like it's such an odd thing to like, explain that like, it benefits me but also, I don't give a fuck. Well, I mean, yeah it does. And it's both but it's like if you're shy Shining. And I'm shining, it doesn't take away from one or the other like, you can be just as popping as popping at the same time. Like, that's what I'm trying to explain for everyone listening. It's like it's not that hopefully, it's just the fact
that like anything. That's good for my friend is going to be good for me and then like we have a brand that we're building together. So anything that's good for either. One of us is going to be good for that brand, like, it would be like, oh, I made this marketing collateral. You can't use it on your page or something. You know what I mean? It's like that's where people are like shit and where they sleep or whatever. You know what I mean?
Like you got a fucking have a tight ship when it comes to your inner circle and your environment who you're taking advice from who you're hanging out with what type of energy that you're subjecting your lifestyle to because a lot of people will be like no that's not a good idea or no you shouldn't post that and the whole time that's the parts of you that you should be showing. The world.
And that's usually the part that the people are most happy that you share because nobody wants to share those parts and they feel so connected. And you know, like if you hadn't shared that, somebody wouldn't felt seeing. Somebody wouldn't felt heard. And I love, how many people are starting to be more open-minded about like these traumatic experiences. Because it's like, wow, that's really showing me something. It's really teaching me
something. It's really shifting my reality without that I wouldn't be Who I am and I think that's what's so important is like all levels of your experience are very valid. So if you do feel Eco centered or jealous or envious when someone shares good news it doesn't mean that you're a bad person or that you're doing wrong.
It means that you need to dive deeper into why you don't feel deserving, why you don't feel seen why you don't feel inspired because a lot of what people want, it's not people's money or what they have, it's their energy, it's their persona, it's how they They light up a room, you know, I think that's where I'm starting to intimidate people.
The most is because they're starting to see, like, they can't keep me small anymore with their opinion because outside energies are noticing like strangers like that man. That wrote me that said, three years ago, that he was my server. That I was so nice and like, just really impacted him. And I remember I tipped him $20 and like a ten-dollar bill, because like we were going to a music festival where everything is $30.
So I just thought, you know what, I'm just going to give him $30 or whatever and I just thought it was so crazy. That three years later, he's like that really stuck with me. Like you were such a radiant ball of light. You were so friendly. You were so nice. He's like, as soon as I saw you on Facebook, I knew it was you and I had to write you that and it like wasn't creepy.
Like he wasn't hitting on me. He just genuinely wanted me to know that I came into his work and literally that has stuck with him for three years. I think that's beautiful. It's so inspiring because that's where people don't realize that. It's not about what you're putting out into the world. It's who the fuck you are. How you show up when no one's looking when I never thought? I'd see that guy again. I could have been a bitch to him.
You know what I mean? But instead I chose to be kind and compassionate and like, you know, he's a server like that she can be hard, people make it harder on people than it needs to be. And so I was just like, obviously was in a great mood. I was going to a music festival. So, like I was already in a Vibe. I remember The day very vividly but it's like typically someone would just brush that off. It's just like oh whatever. But like sometimes you don't know what's going to stick with
someone. So why would you want it to be negativity or competition or jealousy or Envy? It's like you need to dive deeper into why you fill those ways towards people who genuinely also want to see you when That's the fucking thing is, like, we genuinely want to see other people when so match that fucking Vibe. And please, if you listen to this and you roll your eyes or your just like that doesn't like, no, I don't want to see
you be successful. Please like just don't follow me on platforms with that energy because I don't want you to ever think that something's about you and have like weird feelings and project that like, go work on your personal healing.
I'll still be Here, I will be me, but if we end up our energies aligned in the future, cool beans until then I don't want to hear from you in the thing is it's like it's not that I wish ban on to you it's just that I can feel the bad coming off of you and I want nothing to do with it.
I think a lot of people don't realize that the reason you're so unhappy is because you keep allowing certain energies certain frequencies to dominate your reality and you know of course it's intimidating when you're in the midst. East of the the chaos and the drama like the thought of leaving that behind those heavy, it feels like a lot. Like, a lot of people are like, how did you do it? How did you become who you are? I was willing to do the hard
stuff. Like, I was willing to sit in my room and cry and think about where it hurts and think, about what really bothered me instead of telling ourselves that it doesn't bother us. We need to dive deeper into why it really does. And why we don't feel like we can learn grow or heal from it, likewise Why does it have so much power over you? And then why are you projecting that insecurities outward? And that's the part right there.
Like everybody's all we are all always having like, internal monologue and things. Like we're working on and whatever and ways that we're evolving. And but I don't understand the need to outwardly project that and then not realize that, that's what you do. So like a big part of Shadow work, look at the relationships that you have with other people and look at the conversations
that you have with other people. And if you look at somebody, And they're being successful, and they haven't done anything to you. And you have a problem, that's something you need to figure out within you. You don't have to tell people. Hey, your success is triggering me. Because what are they supposed to do about that? Not be successful because you
feel some certain way. I think a lot of people like as humans were just instilled like that competitive energy like well if you have it I can't No, that's real fucking weird. I mean, it's really human nature to be competing with others. I don't know why, but like once I opted out of that my reality got infinitely better because instead of focusing on how many likes and Views, Jim and I hands or how many things someone else
is doing. I just get on Tick Tock and make my own shit and if it only gets 300 views then so fucking be it. Like not everyone gets to be everything to everybody. Not everyone's going to Vibe with you. And I know that I've seen a lot of people be like, Oh, I'm Shadow band. When you say things like I'm Shadow band, you basically tell the people who see everything you do and support everything you do that.
They're not good enough that you need more or that you need more Outreach. So, I stopped using that term Shadow band or whatever and stop worrying about the views that I used to get on Tick Tock or Instagram and just worry about the views and the energy that I'm getting. Now regardless, if my ego feels like that's That's the best. I'm like I'm comfortable with where I'm at, because I know that if there was more Spirit would make it happen.
Like I trust that maybe that message was only meant for the 300 people that saw that message or you know the podcast that we're doing today, could reach more people than the last podcast. It just depends on the energy. The vibe, the intention like so many people go into it with this ego-centered thing. Like well I've got to do it like they're doing it or I To reach the level that they're at in order to be considered good or whatever.
It's like, take yourself off the hamster will and just do what you feel called to do. One of my favorite things is like y'all make content but I make art like focus on the Artistry of something focus on your passions, focus on what you're called to do, what you're driven to do, whether you make music or art or podcast or content, whatever the fuck you make if you're doing what's being called out of you. And You're working and your highest and best energy, it will
get its time. And one of my favorite examples was that Kate Bush song from the 80s that running up the hill. No one knew what that song was until they put it in that show. Stranger things of which I didn't watch, but I became aware of the song. And I saw a lot of artists be like God, please let that happen to me when I'm like 50. Like, please let us song I made 30 years ago, just pop, when I'm like old, you know what I mean? Because now that lady got so
much work. Nisshin in royalties on something that wasn't even known. Yeah, I think that nobody even if you even if you do compare yourself to other people and you try and do exactly what they did, the exact same way that they did it, you don't have the same strengths that that person has. You don't have the same experiences that get you through that. Maybe you don't have the energy and discipline to do. All of the things that happened behind the scenes. Maybe you don't have all of
those. Those connections yet because you haven't put in the work to have all of these behind-the-scenes connections for promotion and forgetting merch out and for, you know, doing the different things that you're wanting to do and so that for me is on top of like just don't compare yourself because it's fucking it's a waste of time but use that time instead to figure out ways that you can start building yourself. You know I look at Pages ass and I'm like what a great ass. I don't go.
Oh my God I can't believe If I don't have it, I'm just like yeah my phone a booty like that. I'm gonna have to go to the gym. I'm not going to go hey Paige, what Jim did? You go to? What equipment did you use and how long were you going to the gym first? Oh good. And one year, if I keep on doing the squat machine I'm going to have that ass. No I'm going to have a good ass but it's going to be my ass and I know that you mentioned that before like with the scrunchie
Tick, Tock pants. It's like if if you don't got what's going to fit in those pants, they're going to not look good on you and I remember you talking about that. That people are like, oh, these don't work for me, like they're
not made for you. Not everything is made for everybody to enjoy and I think that at any given moment if you can find gratitude and who the fuck you are and what you bring to the table, you're going to get to the table that you're meant to be at and that's what I always tell people. Like I'm pulling up to the table that I want to be at, not the table. I'm invited to not the table.
I'm used to, I'm trying to pull up to the big boy table where I can learn something show me. Me something, teach me something. And I think that's what's really cool about, you know, our energy together as like if I have a secret. I'm not going to gate. Keep it like if you're like hey you should do this. Okay, like I'll do it or whatever. Like it's not like oh I'm going to keep that secret because I don't want her to be, do it better than me. Like oh, that one. Thanks longevity of our
friendship. It's like we've both kind of built these blocks, but it's never been like, oh no, I can't give her that block 2. No. It's literally like I've been doing this thing right here and it's been super working and then you being like shit, I started doing this thing and like, that's fucking weird, like it
works. And I've been doing this thing and you were just talking about, you know, those like that what I said about those Tick-Tock pants and stuff and it makes me think I keep on getting email or not emails, but like, Instagram messages or Facebook messages about like, oh but I wouldn't be comfortable wearing like, what you War or whatever like because like I'm plus size and like, I'm just not comfortable and
whatever. And I just want to say on the topic of comparing, stop comparing your body to other people's body. Stop comparing what you eat to what somebody else is eating. Stop comparing your weight loss to other people's weight loss. I stopped and Mimi bunnies, bunnies manager, Mimi made this Video and I sent it to Page and was like this totally just shifted my whole mindset. And she said that she was always wanting her body to change.
She was always trying to diet her body and then she decided to love her body instead and she learned how to dress her figure. And she learned the things that she was cut. When I say dress your figure. I just mean, like she learned how to wear the styles that she liked in her size and how to make it her own in a way that made her. Be comfortable. And so that is like a mission that I'm on and I appreciate your guys's messages.
But also it's not a compliment for you to put yourself down while messaging me because what you're doing is you're trying to make me feel bad about wearing something that you're not comfortable wearing and then telling me it looks good for a big girl. That's a yeah, that's so weird because honestly, I think a lot of people do that about like Not like my modeling because like, you see me in person and I'm all like girly Polly Pocket. Now You See Me online.
It's like booty out, whatever. But I think some people take that as like oh she just wants attention or oh this that and the other no baby. I used to fucking hate myself. And now I don't and now I'm going to show myself off. Yeah, I don't, I don't post the pictures that I post because I give a fuck about anybody finding it attractive. It's the fact that I'm making art with my body and I am sharing that with others and I'm sharing the confidence.
Yeah. And I think that when you find your own style and you happen with your own like unique ability to be yourself, you stop comparing your body to other people's bodies. You stop chasing body trends. Like you know what we're seeing. In right now, with these celebrities, as like them, dropping all of this weight and like going just literally reversal of like what? They did look like. And it's fucking weird to me
like my body is not a trend. I'm not going to follow some fucking Trend whether it's this that and the other, like, I do certain things for myself because that makes me feel good. You should do the things that make you feel good. And then like, I've told people before, if more people were showing up authentically, There wouldn't be so much misery and anger and, like, resentment in the world.
Because a lot of times people are like, oh, I can't get that tattoo because of my family, or my job or I can't dye my hair like that because of my kids or, you know, like I've seen people be like, well, I can't wear that because I have a match. I have a mom or I'm sorry, I am a mom and I'm like, Because I have a mom, so it's like, you know, you can do whatever you want to do. You're limiting yourself. I've seen the one end of the spectrum where people just don't
care at all. And then the people that care way too much, it's like, you don't have to go drastic, but you could meet in the middle and maybe dress the way that you want on the weekends or in the evenings or like get the tattoo. But hide it, like whatever it is but like quit holding yourself back waiting for someone to approve what you're about to do like the moment that I stop worrying about what Mom Family wanted for me and started getting the tattoos.
I wanted and dressing the way that I wanted. And being the person I wanted not only did my spiritual abilities and Gifts come completely like to the surface, I was able to harness those abilities and Gifts in ways that are genuine and unique that then attracts the people that I'm aligned with and that are aligned with my frequency. And I think that that's really cool that like our communities have kind of merged because we're on that fucking saying
way. Lee and we're only going up from here you and I also we set ourselves up whether it be our personal lives or it be our business, or whatever you. And I really set ourselves up for longevity. We don't we don't hop on to doing something because it's the trend or because it's the hot thing that other people are doing or because you know, we get told that this is like the get-rich-quick scheme and the way that you do things, we really take our time on on building things and on On
investing in ourselves. First and foremost, before we do anything. And I'm so excited for us to get to look back on whether that be in three years or four years and just look back and be like, oh, that was when we were like, when Our Brands were little and that was when we were starting out and we were still preaching the same thing that were preaching. Now with these, you know, bigger Platforms in whatever because we're not going anywhere and look how far we've come even
since May of last year. We first started the podcast and our flow together. And what we talked about versus now is so much different and evolved, and probably, because we know each other so much more in-depth. Now, I remember being so nervous, just to talk in the first couple episodes. I was like, she's a Communications major and she's going to think I'm stupid. And what's crazy is like how much we both just evolved as people and in our own. Spiritual journey.
Like, it's all beautiful if you're a spiritual journey, like evolves into helping others. But literally, the most important thing is, are you helping yourself? Can you take care of yourself? Can you walk the talk? I think that's why me, and you only have amazing things coming our way is because we're not just on camera talking, one thing and then behind the camera, we're talking something else. And that's where a lot of us are
not connected. Like, you all thought we were because we see through your illusion. When you present, you presented, something, or projected something and then the true colors always reveal, they always come out. And that's why I like I tell people when someone asked me what I look I'm looking for or what I want in a relationship or whatever.
I don't really tell them because a lot of people try to shape shift or like mold into that person or into that energy, but the whole fucking time that's not them. I think it's real weird. When it's very clear that people listen to the podcast and they try to slip in your DMs and talk to you. Speaking of this, I'd like to say Spotify has this Q&A option and you guys can like type in and tell us what you think of the episode ask questions.
I don't remember if the name is Hopper or Hooper, but straight commented to say that they They would keep page company while she's lonely right now, or some shit while she's in between suitors, if she needs somebody, you're there. And I mean, from what I heard, the shots already been shot and the shot got blocked. So like thank this is like that way. Well, together, like our email, so I just want to say if anybody wants to shoot their shot. Don't see C. And copy.
Gemini, is she? We'll ride you out. Like if you want to blind copy Gemini on the fucking message like you're going to get called out unfortunately. So you need to walk on eggshells around her? No, not even that in like we and before we were like, you know, we don't want a dog, everybody out on the Pod and I do not mean to do like if somebody came and was so genuinely authentic to you, I would be like I'm so happy for you. Like you have had genuine connection where I'm like, I'm
so happy for you. That's so dope, I'll never speak on it. But you guys come on a cue, a share or you guys. Come on some goofy, stuff, your ass is mine and I'll do whatever I want. My favorite thing is here lately.
I feel like I have just shifted from like, wanting a partner, or even Desiring certain intimacy levels with people, so just like being more intimate with myself, taking myself on dates, like, loving on myself, like just Getting ready for literally to record a podcast or whatever like treating myself like the queen that I am. And that's why I like y'all better come correct. When you come with these games or you come with a fuckery, then you're going to get games.
And people are like, what did someone say? Like your games are so good. They should be in stores. Like damn, shame branding. Next. Thank you. Lick it, like a lollipop game coming next literally. And honestly, I think That a lot of what you all are learning about us on the podcast is like that's who we really are. And what you see on Tick Tock her wherever like that's more of just like our internet personality and weighs like we're not always saying something that's from a personal level.
We're not always talking about our personal life just because I say that you're going to fuck around and find out. Does it mean anybody's really testing me? It just means I will. Turn that on that level can come on. and sometimes, like, I feel like we get a sense of energy that's going around like we're very tapped into the collective energy and we know if somebody has some kind of like if people are having motive like we feel what the energy is.
We might not realize in the moment that it's you. We just feel this energy and Spirits giving us this message to speak out loud. And then you turn around and you dog yourself out that it was you, that, that was about. Well, if the boot fits, but I didn't know. No, Mike. If I actually wanted to make a video about someone, I would just do it. Your motherfucking dick talk and say what I needed to say about you. Like I really don't talk shit behind people's back. I don't gossip.
Gossip is such a low vibrational energy. No. No, I I don't want any part of it and I also, I'd like and that's another thing. I don't want to be any part of it.
Like I don't ever want to be surrounded by somebody who's talking about somebody or whatever, like making fun of dudes here and there, like men deserve it, but aside from that, like, you know, and that's not, we don't just sit here doing that either I make jokes when we're on, you know, when we're on here or whatever, but those are not our private conversations. Yeah, honestly, I don't give you
all that much energy. Sometimes I send her screenshots of y'all's messages so beware but we really don't give it that much time. I honestly see, like, 90% of the people that have approached me in some way. Like for what their real colors are. Like a lot of people are like, oh she's so positive, I want
that in my life or she's so hot. I want that ego boost or I bet this or I bet that like a lot of people have like these assumptions or Illusions about me because of what they see on the outside and it's very ego-centered on why they feel like the ways that they do their thinking with another part of themself, What did you say before? But they're not deeper than a puddle. I stepped in your puddle grow and it wasn't that deep.
It wasn't that deep Bro. All right you all thank you for coming to Candyland with us. We are really excited about next week's episode. So send questions to our lollipop podcast.com website eyes in this Q&A. Like if you really are trying to shoot your shot with page, please feel free to comment on that. Area and you can drop your best tagline. What I will do is I'll be super honest. I'll read it on air and if it's good, it's good.
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