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Welcome Back to Candyland

Jan 18, 20231 hr 12 minSeason 2Ep. 2
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This week we’re back in Candyland… listen now to find out what we’re talking about 🍒Rampage’s Patreon: www.patreon.com/ContraryCherryCo ❤️‍🔥Gemini’s Patreon: www.patreon.com/Covenofrejects. Tap in for readings and follow us: 🍒Rampage: www.ContraryCherryCo.com ❤️‍🔥Gemini: www.Covenofrejects.com Email us: lickitlikealollipoppod@gmail.com 🍭Submit questions/feedback to www.lollipoppodcast.com 🍬Follow us on Instagram @madeinkuntucky & @gemini_goddess420 @l1ckitlikealollipop

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Welcome to fucking Dandy land hosted by Rampage and Gemini. What's up everybody? Welcome back to Candyland for season 2 episode 2. And it was Friday, the 13th, this past like weekend. So I really love all the energy because we had the 111 portal and then Friday the 13th. So it's been a special energy. Since we walked our episode aired, we've been like the energy that came off of Us.

Coming back was wild. Like I almost I almost didn't anticipate having so many people being like waiting for that episode drop, but so many people hit Inbox and one girl like shared one of my reels in her story and I liked it and I reshard it or whatever and she's like, oh my God, you don't even understand like listening to you guys on the podcast. Like it's gotten me through so much shit and I'm just like holy fuck like we're affecting people by like being each other's

person. Absolutely love the podcast, it's actually kind of mind-blowing. Every since we got the Spotify wrapped I started using Spotify. But that's what about wrapped, really sent me to the next level with inspiration? Because I was like, there's no way that that many people were listening to us directly on Spotify because like, let's just be honest, there's no way hundreds of people have reached out and then like you're my number one podcast, you know what I mean?

Like, we've had people reach out, but like was seeing that think it was like, 158 people had us as their number one podcast. I'm like, hmm, Game Changer. And that's only on And like when we use anchor and stuff because it's a Spotify hosted platform, the numbers that we see reflected on there are only Spotify numbers. And I didn't know that. So then when we were getting the wraps from like apple and all this other stuff, I'm like,

wait. So you're telling me that like, the numbers we saw were on one fucking platform but like, it's just, it's fucking crazy. And I think that for creators, that is so much inspiration because seeing that, That as a Creator getting like that feedback is really cool and I know I'd seen people post things about it before but when it applies to your own personal project it's a big deal.

I've been getting a lot more questions about like my personal life than I was before because like with coven of rejects it's all about other people's stories and like yeah, I kind of share my gifts here and there but like it's to talk about them and then now that we've started this, like I had somebody reached out and was like, so why did why You have daddy issues, and I'm like,

pretty sure. I never said, I had daddy issues, but let me tell you the story about my dad's and like, I made a tick tock about it, and so, I don't know. It's cool to like, be wanting to have people know your personal story, but I also know that once you start opening yourself up where you share more about your life, more people feel entitled to being involved in your life. And so that's like a happy medium that I'm going to be learning to walk.

Is what Things to like be open about and then what things are just kind of like that's my personal shit. And I don't need to have that be public knowledge, you know. I agree. I keep a lot of things for a bit to be honest. People may feel like they know a lot about me but I keep a lot rob. It, like the only thing the same like really about me is that I'm in the spiritual stuff and I have a podcast and she be showing that booty online. Yeah, that's it.

That's all y'all know it's all, you know, I think Jim and I wants to be my manager. I think I think deep down. She's ready to get me promoted on the, on the platforms. There. This is the thing though. Is, yes, that's true. But I have all the ideas of things you don't want to do. And so, you know what I like? I don't know, I'll find the opportunities like I've thought my whole life. What I would do if I had that

body. So trust me, like I tell you what you could do with it but you got to use that tool, you know, if you're something else and you know, it's crazy. So many women. Thank like, oh, if I look like like that, I would, or I look like money, I would, but like,

there's so much. I feel like stress that goes along with that because you talked about the entitlement that people project just anyways, like, imagine if they're actually like entitled to that more intimate side of like, they feel like they're entitled to that, like, no way. That's too much power over me. And I don't like anyone to have power over me, like authority figures and whoever like that, ain't Betting it, I don't like being told what to do.

I like to be able to do it my way, and I will get the job done. You give me expectations and I want to do it my way period. So like too much. I totally meant it as a joke, obviously. Because like, if I wanted to make it happen I would make it happen. You know what I mean? But it's just more fun when I think of it being you and not me because it's you and I'll have to do it.

It's crazy outgoing thing. I think I may enjoy would be, like, if I was writing them and being mean to them like, like I know girls, like you, Like a Dominatrix and like be like yeah that's the only way I think I could do it like on there. Like on on something where people feel like they're, you know, connected or whatever. But yeah, like I don't know. I just kind you're gonna have those messages of people in your inbox now. Like, how much does it take?

How much do I have to pay you to fuck me up. Oh God, oh God. You know what? Wow, don't be in me that don't get any crazy ideas. Well, you're not actually doing that, but if you did, that's the kind of messages that it would open.

That's the thing to like fucking content creating and sharing shit online and whatever is cool but everybody does eventually like run away with it. Like there is gonna be the creeper that listens to something and be like, oh, this is her famous me. I better talk to her about it. You know, I've had some weird weird messages and people really It is it through with her about to say they might not say it.

They think about it because they're fat thumbs type it out and then their pointer finger has to push send like that to stop masturbating the sent you that message. Oh my God. I was like we're going to make it raunchy this season. We're going to go Howard Stern, this season, I'm so sorry. She's like is your kid listening, we'll turn it all Disclaimer. I'm just kidding but you know it's really cool. I think about our friendship is that we can talk about unlike

unbiased like taboo shit. Like that's what's cool about our relationship as we do, talk about a lot of stuff that other

people. I don't know if they talk about it. Well, on the word taboo was like, when you and I were talking about what we were going to do with the podcast, it was going to be like uncensored opinions and it being a place where we were able to like Express. Ourselves and I just feel how it comfortable like in our communication Dynamic, and whatever that sometimes, even though I know people are

listening. I forget that people are probably listening with their kids and like just a disclaimer. If you listen to me, I'm usually not kid-friendly, like it's shocking. I have a child, you know. Sorry. I mean, I think that the effort is definitely in your top five words it is. Yeah, it's like it's a good. but you know what, I'm not really sure that we talked about anything that Other people don't

think, you know what I mean? Like, a lot of people think the things that were talking about, and I know that that's kind of been like, the common thing that people have said, like, wow, was thinking that? Or that I was thinking about that. Or I was wondering about that, you know, I think there's like this Collective awareness that were both very much aware and tapped into because we are always giving readings and making videos and Tik toks and

stuff like that. It opens us up to Collective energy. Like whenever I'm pulling a collective message or whatever like We're channeling that energy and I think ya might not apply to everyone, but there is a big portion of people that if they saw it would apply to them or it could apply to them or whatever. But I do think that the overabundance of information right now, you just have to be really like Discerning of what you're believing or absorbing. Like I still have people to this

day. That is like, is this you messaging me on Instagram and I know these people in real life in real life in real life, know these people I'm like do I talk like that? Do I sound like that? And I like well it sounded scammy. Okay, okay. I know I really liked what you said about like stop fucking telling me. I wish y'all would just like report them and not even mention it because I already know because 97 other people told me. Yeah, I just meant, it's some point.

You're like, for me, I don't like seeing that because like I try to tell myself like, it's free marketing, whatever. And like, a majority of the time it doesn't bother me. But there are some times when I'm just, like, dude, like you're scamming people in my name, like, taking people like it sucks to watch. People get their money taken.

And it also sucks to feel like, well if I don't warn people in, they don't know, but at this point, you're just dumb you No, I just think that unfortunately there's a lot of new people to the spiritual Arena and they're kind of like it's not that people are dumb. I think it's just that genuinely

to the core. This may be like their first interaction with a spiritual scammer like they're straight up like you know and then now like it's so easy to spot them like a shit ton of scammers have been following the podcast page because we both have it. I guess in our bio and then the other scammers copy it and I don't know what it is but it's like Legitimately the, the podcast page has been getting. So nice camera follows and messages. I like, I want to read you. You know what I mean?

That's why I posted that one on the story. It was like, scammers, just some random lady. I don't even think we follow her. Just like, it's that bad. See, and for me, like if you've never followed me before, you don't know, like my pages, whatever and a scammer comes at you pretending to be me. Like I kind of understand that a little bit more. But like, if you No me. And you follow my pages and stuff in a random page messages you at that point.

That's where I get frustrated because I'm like I'm putting so much content here and I do so much free stuff. That why would I then reach out to people? You know what I mean? Like I just if you see the like I have a brand in a business, why would I be going out of my way to message you? Like, I don't have time. Like I have all the time in the world, I think Sony is a lot of people after they found out that I got, after I tell them like, no, that's a scam. Like, whatever they're like,

damn, that's clout. I wish I had scammers like, I've had at least seven people. Mainly men, tell me they wish they had scammers. Like what does that mean that you got like fans or hose or like what's that mean?

Like what it means to me is that they're taking money away from my business and from other people because they're getting nothing in return at least with my business you're getting a bomb-ass service or reading instead you're getting a fucking copy and pasted reading and you're spending money. The biggest problem for me is like, it doesn't matter how many times I tell people, the same people are the same people that every time be like, is this you how many times I gotta tell you.

So, I don't know. I've almost like just lightly when people send me the message. I'm just like it. I won't even reply normally. I'm just like, no, it's a scammer. I just like it, like No. Like the very first page post on my page is this is my only profile don't know what else I can say. I don't know. Like I think maybe I might just make my top for you pin post. This is my only profile like real big like, you know what I mean?

Because then when the song Still that because right now, the problem is they still things and then they buy lights and they buy followers and it looks kind of legit. So, like I understand, If you've never been exposed as Gamers. But like if you follow any music artist or you enter any giveaway on Instagram, you've been message by a scammer. It's no different than a spiritual scammer writing. You something very similar. No one cares, what your zodiac is. No one.

I never even asked me whether zodiac, like what kind of question is that? Like, I don't know. It's just like it sounds so basic and weird that it's like, they're really taking advantage of people and it sucks. Yeah, well, I think that there are scammers who take advantage of people. I think that there are Other people that take advantage of other people. And I think it also sucks. I think that y'all are just racking up, karmic debt, not y'all.

But the scammers and whoever like people, if you take advantage of people places and things like it shows up in a different way in your life and I don't have no fear. When I sleep at night, I sleep. Good as fuck. And I don't have any worries, so I just think encourage everyone to live by that, like maybe no one's watching but I promise you, Spirits calculating all the points there. Point system going on beneath the surface.

And if you are fucking doing harm into the world like that, just comes back to you times, 10, like any in any way. Like that's why I always say like when someone's projecting onto you and they're trying to trigger, you don't go to their level because that creates the frequency between you, two of being the same like stay in your vibration set boundaries and

then literally remove yourself. That's what I'm having to learn is like, the best thing for me is to just remove myself, like, you don't have Sense to me anymore. So maybe the next time I come around you're going to act right but you lose access to some 16 months or whatever like you either going to appreciate that relationship or not and with family, it be the hardest. So I know anyone listening they has those difficult relationships with your parents

and your family. It is about you staying in your own vibration. It's about you putting your own boundaries and things forward. Like that's the priority. We're not the priority, isn't the longevity of this. Chin or the fact that you're my father or my brother or whatever, it's the fact that energy is not reciprocated. It's not respected, it's not appreciated.

Like when we start adding up the points like your - and that means I got to cut you and you know, maybe it's not forever, maybe it is in some cases, but some shit you can't just keep allowing it because you're allowing it at that point. I think that a lot of people hang on in those kinds of relationships too long because they're waiting for somebody to realize their fault and say that they're sorry.

And that's like something that somebody is needing is an acknowledgement in a recognition from somebody who does them shitty and that's just like not going to come like you have to take the responsibility and be like, this is never going to be different and the only way that this can be different and have a different energy as if I remove myself from the situation and go Go find a different energy and also I think that like setting

boundaries and choosing not to have a relationship with people anymore. It doesn't always even need to be announced. Like you don't even always need to voice like I'm putting a separation between us. You can just take a step back and focus on what you're doing and just stop fucking going around because I just feel like the need to announce it. Sometimes is like the need to have drama about it and it's just a way for you to roundabouts have that. Precision where you tell them.

You need them to apologize. So then you can stay in the same

toxic cycle. Legitimately a lot of these one-sided connections keep you in those Loops of like push and pull and drama and chaos and like when your life is quiet or relationships or absent of chaos, like you feel alone, or you feel empty or you feel like distraught because when you're born and bred in those chaotic environments, your nervous system doesn't Understand what peace is peace and quiet and Harmony and stuff feels like boring or feels like, it's not

fun or exciting or the spark, isn't there? So, a lot of people will go back to the toxic relationship or move back in with their toxic family or whatever. When the fact of the matter is, it takes a while for your nervous system to adjust to peace. When you've only known trauma and chaos. So, I wanted to kind of talk to you about that. So I think that so through Shadow work, you know, how I was just, like, always fucking just overdoing it and I wasn't

resting and I wasn't whatever. Well, I realize through Shadow work that I chose to take on that chaos because everything around me was so calm. Like, I had set myself up in like a calm peace in my life. So I didn't have any kind of like chaos, like, Was my energy. Like, that's what fueled me being manic meant that. I was like making things happen and getting things done. And that's the only way that I could feel like productive or like I was doing anything.

And so recently, I've found that I have this like extra time for resting and for meditation and whatever but I'm literally doing the most that I've ever done and I was thinking about it the other day and I'm like damn like that's because I learned the balance I learned how to prioritize my time and set myself up and have rest in between instead of trying to overdo it and pack things in to make things happen immediately that can be spread out and that's how I feel like you know

I know we have different schedules because we live in different time zones so that's like really cool that were able to bring it together and like I would rather Let's have that flexibility then. Like feel like you don't I mean it's just like there's no pressure like well just get it done. We'll just make sure that we make it happen, like that's not philosophy.

Like right now I have a few things to do but I prioritize cleaning and doing my laundry earlier because I knew that I would feel much better and happier and a clean environment to do those things, too. Like, whatever. So, you know, I think priorities of what's going to make you more productive. Is the most important because like, I could have done the things, Earlier, but then would have been mad at myself because I didn't change my sheets and do all the other stuff I wanted to do.

So it is I love how like laid-back, literally, like this friendship. I've never had any kind of stress of like, oh, but like if I tell her that, I need to reschedule, she's going to be like really mad like, you know, there are those people that you're just like I don't want to say anything. So we're going to get upset, you're literally always just like oh that's fine, it's whatever and like you know and vice versa you're like, I'm just not feeling it today, let's whatever.

And I love that. It's so calm and chilling, relaxing. I'm like, this is everything today. I did a bunch of spill work and the spill is like popping off and I was like, just filling all this energy for tonight and personally, I'm glad that we don't have like a set day that we do it every week. You know what I mean? Like oh we're always going to

record on Thursdays period. Like I like that we don't because I feel like when the energy is better, that's the better time to do something, you know what I mean?

Says, I'm real big on, like, saying no or rescheduling, like, sometimes, like straight-up spirit, will have me like, delaying, people's readings, and then like three or five days will go by. And they'll be, like, I know why you had to delay my reading, you know, because like something happened that had to happen before they got the reading.

And I think that's what's really cool is like, when you are walking in alignment, I'm not walking on the time scale of like, the man-made construct, it really doesn't exist. List, it's more an energetic thing that I kind of set the tone of like this is what I want to do with this. What I'm going to do. I'm never like I need to do all this on this day or I hate like being too rigid. I guess with my schedule, I like flexibility because the energy

sometimes is all for better. Yeah, no. I like it because sometimes like you feel more inspired to have conversations and like, actually have things to say and I've noticed that, you know, scheduling the other podcast, sometimes there's a different day that I feel like we should do the interview and all last-minute be like, hey can we actually do it tomorrow or whatever? Because do you have time today because it just feels like better alignment and we'll record it that day.

I just believe in following that too, because they're always ends up being a reason for sure. And so many people get stuck on timelines. I think that's what I work with my clients. The most with is like not worrying about a timeline not Needing to know when just knowing it will. That's the most important thing. I think that helps me manifest, whatever I'm working towards is, like, I don't care when I just know that it will. You just told me that it will if I stay doing what XYZ I need to

be doing. Like I know I need to do those things and then it will it doesn't mean that when I finish those that it will it just means it somewhere in that moment.

So it will like, that's where I think that you found a lot more peace in your like Pass to as just like a new person approaching spirituality or someone who is season in spirituality like that peace that comes from just knowing that you can have faith in the unknown and Trust in that and literally don't need to worry about six months from now or two

years from now. If you're walking in alignment, you're walking in, you know, you're calling or whatever Spirits telling you to do at that time and you're doing that, that's all that matters. The laughs Polly Pocket. I know I'm feeling inspired. I swear, I did this spell earlier. I cleaned out my spice cabinet. I've been doing this thing where every weekend at least a pick something like I want to clean out all those bins, or I want to

clean out my sock drawer. I want to clean out the size cabinet or like whatever. And then, while I'm doing laundry, you know, because laundries one of those things you got to change, fold, change, fold change, hold all the stuff. So if you walk away from laundry, that's when shit sets in the dryer and it. Does not get folded, right?

So if I have other little tasks that can be completed like in between loads of laundry, not something that's going to take me like Forever. I've been doing that. So I went through like I said, like I went through the drunk drawers, I went through underneath my bathroom sink, like just randomly every weekend for like the last four weekends, I've just randomly picked Something I can't I can't think of her name and I will as soon as you say it. But what you wisdoms? Sean Engel.

Thank you. So posted on Instagram, just like videos of her house and it's like the most Zen, beautiful, like energy. And I'm like, please just come organize my home please. Well, her home, she has all these different Little like Corners like this corner and that corner. Yeah, different rooms. But they're not two different rooms. It's in the same room. It's pretty interesting.

How she's done that like to be able to have different places to record but it looks like it's a totally different space completely Center. So that's what I was trying to do with. So when we first moved into this house, we had a spare bedroom and I set that up as the podcast room and it was a really big room and I was decorating, every wall differently so that it could be a Room and and I was doing two rooms on each wall, so there.

So there was going to be like eight different spots or seven different spots but then my father-in-law moved in there. And so I've been out here in the dark abyss and it's been fucking dope because nobody can hear the conversations that I have in here when I do readings for people. Like I don't have to overhear, any noise, any whatever. And so for the longest time, I was like Oh well, I really wanted to be in the house. Like it gets cold out here, it's

whatever. But this is so much better than it would have been inside. I personally have to rearrange a room in my house. Like every two months I don't like get new stuff but I like change everything. Like I move stuff from different rooms into the next room like, I don't know. I like variety. Like I like to change that's like honestly I'm one of those people that could constantly stay in a home renovation and probably be okay with that but I'm trying to chill.

I'm trying to not do that because I like really Ali and like that. Like I'm in that era of my life where I just like, want to make things exactly the way I want them to be in spirit keeps telling me to chill, like just chill. Like you're going to build a house. It'll be like you want it to be like just calm the fuck down, don't just start ripping out your bathroom because you want to do something, you know.

So I've been trying to like not feed into like the urges, but it's the Venus in Taurus. Like me being a Taurus and having Venus in her home, she's ready to Decorate, the motherfucking home, like the moon rules the home, and the moon Rose my birth chart, so it's like Moon. And Venus in my chart is like, let's decorate. Let's take everything off that wall and rearrange. It, let's just take everything off the wall and clean it, dust

it like this random shit. Like, the spice cabinet today and I'm like actually found some really cool stuff in there that I forgot that was in there. So there's that Isis. Well, not just spices, but I had bought some cinnamon sticks for spells like that was the only reason So I bought them, but they're in the spice cabinet those, I found two jars of had dried rose buds, the many ones, and dried kandula flowers, but I used and I had a whole bag of lavender like this random herbs,

like just things that I just. Yeah. And they got stuck in the spice cabinet. Dude, I've been getting so I discovered going to the dollar store for like which he items and dude, it's blowing my fucking mind. You can get, I did not know and everything is a dollar 25 now. Yeah. But a killer tree. Yeah, it's ridiculous. But they, but to Dollar 25. Now, for everything and they have everything, I had no fucking girl. I go there all the time. Well, you should have told me

sooner keeping the secrets. Woman. That's the spot. Like sometimes I'll have really cool like Zane, like little buddha ring holders or like little elephant. Ring holders and stuff like real cute like little like and I don't know if you have the store, it's called Five Below. Okay, well we have this place here called Five Below and literally everything is five dollars or less and it's dope. Like normally I was a Family Dollar. No, it's not like that though.

It's like it's dedicated directly towards like really cool stuff. Like they have a hose. As insects like fire stuff, they have clothes, they have T-shirts, like they got fire stuff. It's kind of like a root 21 if everything was $5 or like a

Ross, if everything was fine. Oh shit, like I want to go they have like a wall of candy like a wall of cards like it's better to make if you have someone like a kid or someone that you're going to buy a gift for, I go in there and I buy a backpack there five dollars, normally, they're cute. Like have like a unicorn or something on there and I spend $20 additional so 25 and I fill up the back.

Pack these kids like my friend said, these kids lose it, when I do things like that for their birthday because you can get so much for $25. It's insane. But it's like really cool like dedicated. Themes and stuff like that. Yeah. Sounds like they had these chakra candles one time when I went in there and I found all seven. Another reason to move to Kentucky, I had all seven chakra candles, I got from there. Now, I've waited forever to burn

them because they were sacred. I feel like if I lived near you, I feel like we, I would always be with you. Hmm, I don't know. I would always be with you, okay, I don't know. I just feel like I moved there. I'm probably not gonna go home having that's why I'm like, yeah. Like where are you? Like, oh, we were seeing like a difference.

So you just live next door. So it's like We're both home but we're just one wall between us. I told I told so Mac had been listening to our conversation when I was like I'm sending him to your house and your like a he came out three days I love kids and then when I stopped, when I got off the phone with you, he was like, are you really going to send me to her house? Do you even know her what if she's mean to kids? What if she puts me in her oven? Oh my god.

Wow! To my house and I was like, I was like, no it's page and he's like, oh, I didn't know who you were talking to. I'll go. Oh first, he thinks I'm gonna put it in the oven and now he's you didn't realize who it was. I guess you just thought I was talking to some random person. He was like are you sure that that's cool right? What's crazy is I was kidding about that. I would not send my kid to Kentucky and not come to see like I would not bring my kid.

Guess what? Yes, I have so much to tell you, so I recently found out that the algorithm on Tick-Tock is down. Pushing your videos out to more, local people. Oh, that's a new update that they did. I heard someone like this big thing on it and then it kind of like it got me thinking because all of a sudden has been several

different people. Like I live in Kentucky, I live in Kentucky, I live in Kentucky and I was like wondering If it was because I started hashtagging, you know, Kentucky and you know like just a few times not like a lot like barely and then I was like why am I getting all these like out in the mud and like it, look at my big truck and, you know, like with mullets and like people walking down the Nashville strip like like regularly. so, it was like, Weird, right?

And I was like, what's going on. Like, I've seen too many of those real big sunglasses in, like, dip cans on my, on my feet. When I found out that, yeah, it's basically the new algorithm update or whatever for like Tick, Tock is sending it out to more local people like because that's why they want you to tag your location now. So, somebody commented on one of my posts in the next door. I did this like, Ad for like mediumship readings or whatever.

And this guy comments and he's like, hey, I would love to have a reading but instead of giving you money, how about I give you gifts from the earth and I was like that, this means that I would have to meet this person to get gifts from the earth. Maybe there are some dope although and give I know. I'm so that's where my mind right is? I'm like, I'm like dang, maybe he has cool rocks but also that's Hey, I have candy get in my van to kids. But then I have to give him an address.

I mean, see what I mean? So I'm like, I could be like drop them in a bag behind the trash camp at the 7-Eleven on Broadway and drive away, you know, but like I don't know. So I just found to get that pill box because you got gifts from the earth coming. You might be turning down some dope-ass, like, honks of something. Cool. Because there's pie, don't ya? Like I bet you it's fucking so cool. But yeah, I guess I need a p.o. box. Because gifts from the Earth would be dank as fuck.

But I'm not going to meet up with somebody in person for a box of rocks. Like what a way to invite you. Imagine if it's somebody in the Americas you entice. What you bitches and he's just like, I've got rocks, you know? It depends because what, if he was like I'll give you a cathedral amethyst. I'd probably be on the way and if he had that I would just I would have to bring my my guard dog and my AK with me here my cards, a she shows up bulletproof vest but getting ready to go buddy.

You know, I don't know. I mean sometimes You never know. It really could be something really cool. And I would have no Polly. Like, why not? I'm good. When I receive said item and said packaging, I will do a reading. I was so strange that I got a p.o. box, he can send it to me. No, I'm down for like I want gifts from Earth's. Okay, I just like strangers. I just I just think everybody wants to touch you about hole and you can't just be letting everybody entice. You, I don't know.

I mean it's just you're so chill and laid-back and you do like you would be the one. Who's like, I'm gonna meet this guy at the coffee shop for crystals and you end up having like some crazy See story about how now it's your best friend and, you know, it's called. I'll tell you a story about Christmas. I used to take these intuitive development classes on zoom, and I met people from all over the place and like a lot of people from Kentucky and it was really

cool. And there was this guy that was talking about these crystals that he would get from a girl that lived in a camper. And I was just like so mesmerized about this because he was like, no, she's like got like more crystals in this camper than like, like Living stuff. You know what I mean? Like it's a crystal Emporium and I was just like, oh my goodness.

I was so like fascinated, so he ended up giving me her information and I ended up contacting her through Facebook and at the time she was like, yeah, you know, we're looking to open up a shop space but like most of our inventory is packed away like I could send you some pictures while the pictures of

me was kind of dark. So she was like, look, this is schedule a day and you can come over here and you can go through everything and I'll just pray Miss you, as you go and like the more you buy, I'll give you discount. So I just showed up to this like mobile home park. That is literally full of like RVS and stuff like people live in them full time and went into this lady's camper. This was like two years ago. That's who I just went and

scooped crystals from tonight. And I've got everybody on her Facebook group, she's having a huge sale. And I told her, I said I promote you like you're my sister because she hooks it up, like it's crazy. The piece that she sold me tonight. If that was like, in a Shop say like in New Orleans, or even here, it would have been a 200 dollar piece. She sold it to me for $30. I was on the way quicker than you could Pay Pal me. I was like, send me an invoice.

I want to pay for everything. So I know that we're good and I'll come later because she lives in a camper for a long time and literally was just mainly crystals and it was the most energy Stone like a no sew over the winter. It was too cold for them to stay in the camper because now they have a baby and so they were staying with family for about a month. Month until it got warmer.

And when they got back, there was like a leak in black mold basically covered the entire camper while they were gone. So they had to just get rid of it. She's like there was no way that we could clean it or do anything. They were like, well, I'm glad that they were out of the camper when the black mold took over the like there's a reason that I happen. Like it did. Yeah. So now they're in a house and they were on a moving sale. So I've been adding people to her Facebook group.

I think I sent you an invite because she's got some amazing things on there for like Like eight, twelve bucks and literally they're like $75 at any Crystal Store or more? Probably like she okay, I'll take a look, she's with it, the crystal. So trust me, the gifts from the earth, we may need to revisit, I don't have a problem with the gifts from the earth. I just don't want to be abducted and have my arms cut off and be thrown down a cliff. All right? You just have him.

Drop him off to your husband at the food truck. What an idea? Yeah, see why we need to live near each other so that I can get these ideas from all the time. And now, you're imagining advice, you can give me in person. This is what happens in one hour. This could really get crazy. If there's a really dope gift from the earth, like he's not just talking, he's got to show you, he's got to show you what his Hobbies.

All right. I'm about to be like, are you a show or what we're doing gifts that boy, we're done guess I wear, I heard of The Matrix, testing me with everybody, coming out with a cherry collection, like not just one brand. There's like another noticing it and I keep wanting to send you shit and then I don't send it to you, should it because you want me to tell you right now. They got and I are no heat in it, it's everywhere. I turn everywhere I look and then I don't know what else to

say it's everywhere. If y'all sees Cherry stuff, send it to my PO Box. I got you. Love you. You want everybody sending it. I mean, if you're going to purchase instead, it's my PO Box. I mean, I wouldn't deny it, but the Matrix is testing me with it's like spend money, spend money. And I'm like, no, I'm not. I don't need that. And they're like, let me text you four times this week to tell you that the Cherry collection

is sewing. just so they told me earlier, they text me that say that like They want you to do. I give them back their money. I'm not, I haven't, I haven't, but it's a, it's definitely like when you have something in your reality, it shows up so much everywhere. Yeah, you have to keep on like denying it denying, it denying it because if you give into it, then it keeps on continuing to happen for you to get more and 3 to get different and do different and whatever. Trust me. It's cry.

Really love your nails. I'm really loving them, too, because they're my real nails. Are they really how do you do that? He does this really cool thing that I've never seen done before she calls it a rubber base. She says, not gel its Rubber, and she won't put your nails in water. She said, if you go to a nail salon and they put your hands in a bowl of water to give you a manicure and then put polish or Nails on after that she said your nail. Absorb water.

It takes like six to 12 hours for them to actually completely dry out. So the fact that there had been putting instant polish or product onto your nail, there is a chance that that moisture and retention makes your nails brittle. It could create fungus, you know, like a lot of stuff and so, I don't know.

Yeah. So when she said that, that really made sense because she does a drama and I care where she sprays it with this like stuff that kind of shreds your cuticles a little bit but it's like Like, I don't know, whatever, and then it dries and then she like, uses all these tools. Like, I've just never seen anyone do it. I got, she uses electric brush

and like brushes on them. And it's like, an experience actually really cool because I like going to people that do like unique things of their own, like yes, there's a million places, you can get your nails done, but like this is like one girl and how she does it, not how she was told to do it, you know, and I like that. So I just started going To her

recommendation from a friend. And I'm involved in I like her I really want to. So there's this school out here and I'm going to told you about it but there's a cosmetology school here and they have like a full Salon and Spa and in order for the people to be able to graduate, they have to have hours on the floor and they have to have clients in there, whatever. So I went in there, once for a haircut did a pretty good job and I went in there once too.

To get my nails done and an eyebrow wax and I liked it there. The nails weren't like super awesome, but they literally charge like for a full set of acrylic dollars. It's like nails, it's like $14. Like sometimes you'll be like, it's okay if my left pinky is a little bit janky because I didn't spend 60 and you can tip the students directly. And so, since it's so cheap, I'll be like yours, 30 bucks and you so much, you know what I mean? What happened to you?

Get your nails done? I haven't seen you, have your nails done. I stopped for a little while because I had had them on for so long. Consistently that I just wanted to strengthen my nails. And I now, my nails are at the point where been looking at going and getting it done again but like I wanted to be taking vitamins and doing things and I don't know. I just, you know, I like I'm actually at my year anniversary

of no acrylic. Like, the last time I got acrylic was like, mid-January 2022, like I got it at the beginning and then I had it until mid-January and then I stopped and I've just done shellac. But now this stuff that she does, I really like. So I don't know I missed having acrylics and I'll probably like for my hands personally. I just feel like I feel like my hands Look like the thumbs from Spy Kids and so I like haha. So I like to have acrylics because it just makes my hands

look more ladylike. You're a fucking crackhead. I cannot believe you just said that but now I have a story for you. So my aunt married, this man. They've been since I think getting a divorce, but anyways, they were married for a long time. So, he's like, my uncle. We used to go visit his family up in New York and his family loaded. Like his family got that money. Money money honey. The antagonist from Spy Kids, like the bad guy whatever.

Yeah. The extended family of my uncle like his cousin or something, dated that dude, like this gay dude, dated that dude? From Spa kids and there's this photo that my aunt sent to me one time and it's the dude from Spy Kids. The other guy, his name's Bob and Kim Kardashian's in the background at a table and like this dress. So she's like, no biggie just came Kate photobombing. This pic right now.

Like you know, like a family chat, she knew I'd get a kick out of it, just because like, Spock kids, and all that's like from my generation. And at that time, this was like, probably I don't know, least 10 years ago like that was way before I think, like Kim was ever with Kanye. Like this is a long time ago so she wasn't that big then like, it's right. So wherever they were, I don't know. She's like some dinner in New York like some big fancy something it's crazy but I just

thought, like how Wild is that? Because that dude Respond. Kids like is like a staple to my childhood. Sloop. Wasn't that his name, whatever. Whatever is mean, was, I don't know. I think it was. It was like, it was like floop or some shit, pretty sure. Right now, shout out vibing with sleazy. So, my friend is coming through because he basically Was introduced to me from this girl. She'll be. I've never met Shelby ever, but she'll be contacted Sleazy and was like you should have this

girl on your podcast. I want to know more about her, she's really cool. And so when he originally contacted me, I was weird about it because like, it's a guy, I don't know him, he wants me to come to his house like whatever. So the Shelby girl was like, the biggest like supporter of that, like really wanting me to go on to the podcast. So she started a business. She makes candles and they're like, spiritual can do. She puts crystals in them?

Um they're really cute and she sell them for like $10 or something. So I told her I would get three of them you know. I was actually going to use them as gifts because I wanted them months ago within like every time we tried to meet up at just has not worked out. And so tonight I knew we had a record the podcast and like our time frames didn't line up. So I texted him and was like, could she drop those candles off to you?

And I'll just venmo her and he's like just texted me to say that she's going to bring them over, that's awesome. That's really fire because I definitely definitely want those candles. You say, you talking about candles, maybe have to light an incense why have it in since going, but these ones have like crystals in them and like I said, that way she made them they're cute and then like her brain is like little spooky Candle Company or something.

Like it's cute. Like I think you'd really like it. Like the way, the way they look online, they're super cute. So I'm excited. So I've been having this idea because so Brian has the food truck and they get rid of so much fat off of the me. Meat that I was researching turning that into candles so that I'm not just throwing it away. I can utilize it for business or whatever.

And so now I'm looking at learning how to like make candles and I think that that would be so dope and candles keeps on coming up ever since I like had that thought and started researching it like Yankee Candle reached out to Brian to give him samples like free samples for no reason and everybody just Candles I used to make them but I would just experiment with them and a lot of my candles were a fucking fire hazard because I would put too many too much herbs, too

many spices. I had too much shit going on with them 40. Like they're so fun to make though they're easy to make all. Can I mean, I don't know about what that just was wax. She just double melted like you would chocolate Siamese, like really cool, but you can get an Amazon kit to make him. I literally wouldn't be

interested in making candles. Probably if it wasn't for trying to figure out, I just think like, if you have something that's a huge profit loss, then like figure out how to make it profitable in a different area. And so that's where I'm like, all I know what to do with it would be making soap or candles. And candles sounds way cooler than soap. Well. That sounds interesting. It sounds like you're pulling that from the olden days.

They're burning it on the fat. But I fucking Amish over here, trying to make some beef at Campbell's like they insist. Did you pull this out? The soul. Blueprint, is this a film called to it? You know what? I had an interesting conversation thinking of like Soul blueprints, I had an interesting conversation at dinner. The other night with my husband because I was like, he said, About ghosts or something. And I said, so do you believe?

Oh, I asked him. I said, is there any time like time period, that you feel connected to that? You feel like you've lived in that time period before, like, this, is there anything and he goes, no, not really. He's like, I've always liked Western times, but like, I don't really believe that in reincarnation or that your souls

done anything before. And so it just like opened up this like huge conversation because I was like, so, how do you think that Like mediumship works and he's like, I have no idea and so I learned that like he and I he just has a completely different. He yeah. He just doesn't believe in the anything in anything like that.

Anything happens. But he, his mom was Wicca when he was growing up. And so she was a very specific like kind of magic and she never Focused on what happened like when people die or anything, and they had a haunted house. So when he thinks of death, he thinks of like - ghosts and that's it. A lot of people only are entertaining, the idea of an Earthbound spirit. I don't work with our fans here. It's like if you're trapped here, don't come to me. Yeah, I agree hormone shit like,

I don't know. Like that's why I really heavily work with my protector guy because like, I don't, I don't fuck with that. Like, if I go somewhere and it's haunted, I can acknowledge that it's haunted with Without needing to acknowledge everything that's going on. I could see are like I can be there like I'm Not Afraid like

are not that. I would be afraid but it's like they're I'm not afraid they're going to like Do something to me or you know I mean some Earthbound Spirits like a fucking around and you probably shouldn't fuck around with them,

you know what I mean? Like right can be mean and I think sometimes people do get scarred from that experience or being around it without really understanding what's happening to can be scary, but I definitely think that opening up the door to spirituality just means like inviting in the spirits that you want to work with and setting that intention

and then you're good. I have so much advice in so much pain in because I think that people dabble and all kinds of shit when they're trying to How do I say this? I don't think that there's enough conversations about the different kinds of energies when people pass away and how they're different kinds of spirits, and the kinds of energies that we connect with. In a mediumship reading is very different than ghosts or like energies that are stuck in this Physical Realm and can't get out of.

Looks like the energy Loop that they're in. And so I think that when people are starting to dabble in like wanting to be able to talk with Spirits or they you know whatever I think that they opened the door to getting themselves into shit that they shouldn't get into because they're they don't educate themselves first on just different levels of things. I mean, people don't educate themself on hardly anything like they want. I don't know, tell them how to do it.

I mean I don't I don't think that everyone that we're honest. I don't want to word this. I think everyone is psychic but not everyone is a medium. Like not everyone is going to be able to see Spirit, talk to Spirit. And actually be able to communicate with spirits that have passed on, but you can can talk to Spirit as in your own Spirit guides your own spirit. Leave your own spiritual guides

your own spiritual deities. Like so when I say Spirit like there's a fine line between like what levels like you're saying, you can you can work with like not everyone's going to be able to talk to their dead grandmother and get a clear message. But then there is people that will be able to without actually being a medium for other people. Like you may be able to connect with your grandmother or your mother or someone that's close to you.

But that doesn't mean you're going to pull through someone else's family member. So that's why I'm saying I believe everyone's psychic like You can get the messages that are meant for you from the ancestors or the people that are meant for you, but as far as like channeling for someone

else. So recently, you know, I've had different people and I don't think that there's any intention of like ill-will behind it but just kind of bombarding me with random messages that they say that they got for me or whatever. And I'm just wanted to tell all of you all, like I know some people are developing and they're excited and whatever, but if you're not in a direct relationship to me as In like you're not on the patreon, I don't really know who you are. I don't I don't follow you.

I don't really talk to you. Do not send me a message from spirit because you're working in your ego. You're trying to show me that you have gifts and I don't really care. The only people that I'm emotionally invested in their spiritual journey is the people that I'm working with directly on the patreon at any level doesn't matter. If it's the the least for the most, it's the same amount of intention that these are my people. They're investing in themselves.

If they're investing in me and I'm going to show us, I don't have this mentality of like, give me money or don't talk to me, but I do have this mentality. As I didn't ask you for the message, you don't have permission to give me a message. And I know, and I promise you that my Spirit guides did not come to you with a message. For me, you may have watched and speculated your own message from what I put on the Internet or your own personal downloads

about that. But that doesn't mean that came from my Spirit guides. Maybe your Spirit guides gave you some information because You know, it's nice to feel called to someone but there's a fine line between filling called and sharing your own experience. Then being invasive and trying to tap into mine Angie and my ancestors.

And what I find is a lot of people who aren't really tapped in want to use very generalized, like, oh, you probably know who that is or you probably know what this means. That's fishing. You either have evidence that, you know, what it is, or you don't, you have nothing and you need to keep it to yourself. And I just think that At just everyone listening. Don't be afraid to give a message to someone but just say, hey, do you mind if I pull a

card for you? Hey, do you mind if I give you a message and then they're going to occur exclusively Express? Yes or no. And I just think that that's what scammers do they bombard you with regurgitating messages and things that make people feel like they're special. I don't feel special when someone's trying to be invasive in my energy and I already know that my Spirit guides will tell you false information to confuse you further third.

Going to actually give you the real information and I've had plenty of readings where I'm giving someone permission and spirit still being skeptical about relating that through them because they're like, no, we will talk about that later like we, you know what I mean? So I'm like, you know, I just

know like that. A lot of people when they're beginning and they're alone, they don't realize that there's ethics that there's boundaries that there's expectations, when giving messages, but always ask for permission. I always say a blessing and don't just message someone randomly without asking for permission. Any time I've ever had a random message for someone. I write them to get their consent before even channeling it any further because that's invasive.

And that's not fair to the person. see and I yes on that the Reading part, but I also feel the same about when people continuously reach out to me and have questions and, you know, at some point the message of like, But only if, like, you have the time for me, it gets frustrating, because then I feel guilty for like, I mean, I do have the time to answer this question right now, but like every day, I don't want to be getting a message with you asking me a question.

When, like I've told you that I have a service, if you have questions for me where like, I will give you my time and like, sit down and talk to you. And I also have patreon where I like give advice on the things that you keep asking about. And I keep telling you that this is available and So at some point like I also don't want to be like fuck you pay me, you

know what I mean? Like because I think that's so rude but I also think that it's rude that you know that this is what I do as a business and what I offer and I've already given free advice and I put so much free content out and I do so many free Collective readings and whatever and you still want me to give you more individually. That is so frustrating and it's something that I'm so

uncomfortable. Because I don't ever want somebody to feel like I'm not going to talk to you, if you don't pay me. But at the same time, like, These are Services. I mean it's kind of like when you're venting to your hairdresser, or your nail dresser or no person, or whatever like you're paying them, they're listening because you're paying them, apply that knowledge and wisdom to every aspect of your life.

Yes, you can have the opportunity to develop a deeper connection with a person, but that is upon receipt of an energy exchange that. You believe in this person, when you sign up for my patreon, I get excited because I'm like, wow. Wow, this person is ready to show up for themselves. It's not just open-ended questions and the DMS or whatever it's like, OK, they're going to take things seriously and they're ready to expand. Then I know your name, then I see your email then, I know who

you are. Then I see you in my Discord. Then I'll see you on my social media, then I have an emotional connection to you. So, yes, our Tuesday, when you're having a bad day, you reach out and I'm there for you.

It's not about like the constant need For attention is what I feel like it is it's like these people want to feel special because you're talking to them in a sense of like reading their whole life story and giving them advice and all of that it's just like I'm not you don't know me. Like I know that you may think that you have great and good intentions with this conversation but it's not. It just shows me that you think well per diems are open. She's accessible.

I know she has all this other stuff going on, but this is what I want. And it just trunks all the fucking other things, and it's not about paying me. I could literally care less, because, I know we both have talked about, like, we encourage people to sign up for patreon, where they're going to get a lot more value than buying just one expensive reading and not knowing what hot Asian?

Like we've expressed that. Like I have literally told people when they need to downgrade or whatever because of now, it's time to incorporate now, it's time to reflect. Now it's time to use what I've taught you the last 30 months to to elevate your life. You I can't walk it for you. I'm holding your hand the whole time. You don't know where your blind spots are. So you have to go in and out of waves of like constant support to, you know, just going back to what you're doing.

And I think so many people don't realize that it's not about the energy exchange, it's about the intention. You've told the universe, this is worth it to me, because I'm putting money in my hard energy and effort into it. When you just DM me that shows you on social media. And you, you're going to DM somebody about a freaking everything. Anything, you know what I mean? Like to say the date, baby. I'm not here to sell you, anything? You know where to find me.

And when you're ready, sign up for what you're ready for, but obviously you ain't ready. Well, it also takes time and energy away from the people who are signed up for mentorship. Who are, you know, and like actually taking the energy to put something towards themselves with the And being given to them, not just out here, I don't know. It's it's expecting shit for free and it just, it really bothers me and, you know, people always hear what we say on here.

And then they go, was that about me? And like if the shoe fits, if you feel like it's about you, it's probably about you. I mean, as I personally know what it's like to feel alone on the journey, but that's why I got on apps like meet up and whatever and And classes and found Zoom calls and found teachers, like, we can't lead

you to all the answers. If you're not willing to do a little research yourself, like just the facts, Yeah and yeah I just feel like I do so much on like with people that do mentorship and it's literally cheaper for you to do mentorship than it is free to get one full reading with me and you get two readings a month and then everything else that's on patreon, you know what I mean? Like, it's, I've already made it so that like it's not about the money thing.

You get more for it, but just give that energy exchange back where, like, you messaging all the time and like that being what I'm doing and me. Researching and finding things for you or me, helping you with, you know, whatever and tell you how to apply your reading to your life. Where like, that's worth my energy to and I don't think that anyone who's really a fan or like a friend or a client or whatever. I don't think like any of that's really directed towards anyone personal.

I know, like, some people might take it personal but it's not like, that's not feel like you have to be up on the patreon to message me know. But what I do feel like is if you've got more than Two questions that are personal, like, you could literally Google what the moon in cancer means or Saturn in Aquarius means, like, you could look up a lot of the things that people ask me, but they choose not to like what's medium shit, what's this, you know what I mean?

Like, so that's where I start, drawing. The line of like this gets on my fucking nerves. I know some people, like maybe they don't know what the patreon means. So I kind of, you know, lead them to that. But like at the end of the day, I just think that a lot of people want stuff for free, like it, whether it's in the promotion, music industry, wherever people just want free beats, they want free pictures. I want free this free that, like, I like doing trades with

people. Like, I'm so cool. Doing trades. Like anyone listening that has a service or art or whatever DMV. I'm always open to try. So I know some people think, like, that's a weird or degrading question, but like, I'm always open to trading card decks training Start trading reading shredding whatever. So like if you got something and you think that I might like it DMV and I totally will be open to it because you've got gifts from the earth. You just heard county is call me

baby cause I'll be ready. And the gifts from the earth is literally this podcast, this connection Mercury's in retrograde and he has been so fucking nice to us. Everything has been so aligned, everything's been actually spot on. So when you act nice and you act, right? Right. The universe rewards you all and I just want everyone to know that. It's not about the money. It's about your intention. If you're afraid to invest in yourself, you're telling the Universe, I ain't shit.

I ain't worth it. I'm not this, I'm not that. That's why you're not getting results because you're not investing in yourself. Whether it's a class, I make over a card deck, a gym membership, I don't care what it is. Do it, do those things? Like whether or not you join the patreon being more? Dedicated to yourself your own personal growth and putting money towards things that matter not Material, not physical. Like, if you can get your nails done, then you can invest in

patreon. Or if you do this, you can do that. Like, that's the thing is like spirit opens the doors for you. When you tell the Universe, I deserve this. I'm worth this, I'm worth, whatever it is the time the energy, you know? The abundance like I'm worth it and that's when things come to you, that's when doors open for you. I just love listening to you and your inspirational mantras when you just go off, on all the listeners.

And just, I'm just like them inspired mothering you all, because we all need a mom sometimes, even if we don't have one, oh my God! Polly Pocket mom Edition. Oh no, I can't. Wait. Okay, I can't wait because we're going to absolutely have to do a merge line, where it's Polly Pocket, and then each Edition that I've ever mentioned on the podcast, because I'm all like that. That's my shit. Well, this is Polly Pocket. Ready to go to bed addition and I love troll. I think you all are amazing.

I know that a lot of people are stepping out of their comfort zone. I know a lot of people are new to the podcast, new to our communities. And we just want you all to know that we love you all. We really do. Appreciate the fact that you see value in what we say and like our content and like we don't We don't forget about that like we are extremely humble when it

comes to me, talk a lot of shit. But like that's because 97 people a day or like hey do you mind us doing this for free when I know you do it for a business but like and I know you don't know me and I know I've never done nothing for you, but do you care? Would you care? I mean, I know I'm a single mom and like I have seven kids and I just want to know, I need a reading, can I get one from you? And I've had messages very similar to that and they guilt

tripped. You and they throw in the Gill and they project. And they A do the sphere thing and then they'll be like, yeah, I just been suicidal and I just really don't know who to turn to and like, I understand that like sometimes maybe you do need someone, but at the end of the day, it's your delivery with it. It's your delivery. It's your projections. It's like you owe me something because you exist that turns me off from it like granted, if you

are suicidal, my DMs are open. Like, I will, you know, do what I can, but don't come to me in a sense of like, you got something I want. So I'm going to use this. This fear-mongering energy to get what I want because I use it as a weapon. Yeah. Like I can read that engine. Like I feel like I know when someone's genuine and there, you know, depression or questions or whatever and like and I see that and I answer that. So like if it's actually genuine it's a little different than

just the daily. Hey girl. Messages. It's really rough. Can you please pull a card for me? Yeah but yeah but we love about perfectly because a lot of times I find that you end up explaining the way that I mean for things to come out when they come out and it's hard for me too sometimes I feel like articulate things the way that I mean to because it always comes out way Ruder than I expect but I'm like in my head I'm thinking say it nicely and like this is yeah. Yeah, so there you go.

Well I personally think that everyone that actually is made it this far in our podcast is already on the way up. Like I'm so biased to your all's Journey because I'm like no those are my people like Angry. See the fucking Vision. Those are the people that matter and you know we're still talking about doing that Retreat and spring 2024. Like the thing about that is like we're not going to charge you all for what we're teaching and what we're doing.

Like we're basically you got to get Are you got to transport yourself there? You got to have sort of stay like you know what I mean? Like it will be arranged probably that the place that we get will be big enough for people to stay there and then that will be the money applied.

But like what we're doing is going to be giving back to everyone, like it's going to be like a free seminar a free Retreat like but when we say free like you're paying for your own food, you're paying for where you sleep in your pain, how you get there and that's that. So I think that's going to be really cool for people to actually meet us in person, feel the energy, NGC like it really

isn't about money. It really is about Community for me personally and I know that a lot of people around us maybe don't have a lot of money. So we don't ever want you all to think like, oh my God, I can't write them and share this because I'm not on their Patron. That's not it. It's like when you write me in the first sentences, it's like well, my brother just died. And my mom got AIDS and my

cousin's on crack. And I mean, like that's where we just gotta like, like fuck lot mama got Got AIDS with the guilt trip. Leave me alone like that song. Your mom is stories to yourself alone. No, I'm actually, so excited about that Retreat idea. And all the things that we've just talked about behind the scenes that you and I have been for Wishin and I just love it all wait till we. I can't wait till our powers are

combined in person. I know I'm really excited for what's going to come when we do meet in person because I do think that it's going to be a lot of ideas and just being able to make tick-tocks and like it would just be cool for us to be able to be around each other and just bounce ideas. Yeah, I agree. All right. Well, should I let you go to sleep? I'm going to make a grilled cheese. And I'm hoping the bread doesn't have mold on it. So everybody who I hope that for you too gross.

What do you mean gross? Like moldy ass breath, do you miss me with that? You know, my mom used to do when she's had mold in the fridge should be like, oh, it's fine. You just cut off the piece that has mold and like, I simply could never, it's okay. Yeah, you do that. So, my mom had some cheese at her house and like, only like one or two pieces had mold on their side. With the tooth of it. Yeah, I've done it. I've done it, baby. You never know.

You never know, baby. You gotta do know, you do know, you saw the morning. Hopefully, this bread is hitting different, great, kind of Brothers, it sourdough. So yeah, maybe because it's already sour. Hopefully, they did because I got cheese and I'm ready. But we love you all, and we hope that everyone is living their most prosperous and best 2023 and we will be back on Wednesday. I

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