You want to be my man and let me take you to the Candyland, Candyland, Candyland, Candyland. You want to lick. This is like a lollipop lollipop, lollipop lollipop lollipop. Welcome back to another episode of Lick it Like a Lollipop, the podcast. So as you all know, there's been a lot of changes and Season 5 is a lot different than the podcast was in the beginning. And tonight I have a very beautiful guest, someone who has been a part of my life for a while, but we've actually still
never met in person. So tonight we have Michaela. Welcome. I thank you for having me. I have always wanted to meet you in person, so I'm glad we're able to unite finally. And thanks, Corey, for making this possible, because I reached out to you because of him. Yes, so. Thank you, Corey. The ultimate collaborator, you all, you follow me on social media. You've seen Corey's photos, pics by Corey shout out. He's so amazing at bringing people together and doing network events.
Like right now I have him working out a deal with my friend's band and my tattoo artist is a part of that band who has also been on the podcast before. And Corey's getting a tattoo trade out of the deal. That's awesome I didn't know who your tattoo artist is because you're those are amazing. By the way, I love my tattoo orders but unfortunately during the Tornadoes and Somerset their shop got completely wiped out so I'm not sure when they're going
to be able to tattoo again. And I've been trying to finish my leg sleeves forever. And your tattoos are bad ass so. Yeah, Quentin is amazing. And he came on the podcast once and we were talking about tattoos are very like ritualistic, you know, it's like a blood contract in a way. And we were. Talking like how like people who get tattoos have like some deep spiritual connection to. That ritual, you know what I mean?
Like it's not just your first life that you're like, yeah, let me take 500 needles and simultaneously let them drill into my skin. You know what I mean? I think they're very satisfying. I like to sit and watch the whole process. Like I don't think they're painful. Like I think it's therapeutic. I it's I'm weird for that. You have a lot of really pretty tattoos. I remember you have a lot of
traditional tattoos, don't you? Yes, I love traditional and neo traditional and then my back piece is actually a Tibet like the Tibetan spiritual like style tattoo. Yeah, I remember seeing some of your tattoos a long time ago. So me and Michaela know each other from modeling and we haven't ever met in person, but recently kind of the fates brought us together and Corey was like, do you know Michaela?
She said she knows you. And so basically when she heard that, I was looking for some people to like come on to the podcast and like help out with the brand. She literally has been so sweet and like so helpful so far. Like it's crazy to think that you just out of the blue popped up and are literally giving 110% for a project that like you literally knew nothing about. Like you were just like, I definitely can help. And it's been so nice of you, so thank you. No, thank you.
I am so happy to be on here. It's, you know, an honor. I've always wanted to do something like this, so it's definitely a blessing and I'm just really grateful that you allowed me to be a part of this. You're awesome for it. I'm just so excited. You're so sweet. For real. Thank you. Michaela has a TikTok you all where she does a lot of readings
and collective readings. So tell us about that, like what made you want to get on there and share your gift because it is unique and I think that there is a rite of passage for spiritual. People to like read for the collective. Yes. So I don't know, I just felt like calling my dad passed away in 2019 and after my dad passed away, I kind of went through, I guess you could say like the dart out of the soul. And it really kind of brought me out of that.
It kind of made me embrace duality more and I just started feeling like I, I don't know, I got more in touch with like my mediumship side, which I've always known since I was a child that I did have those abilities because my grandmother did tell me about that because my grandmother's actually Cherokee. So that's why I get hands so easily. And I have a lot of like tattoos, like an Arrowhead and
the Indian headdress. It's in honor of her because she is Cherokee or was Cherokee, but she was very spiritual and witchy and she was a healer. She said she had healing hands. And she always told me whenever I was a child that I did too. And I didn't understand what that meant. And I just started doing some research and I got a deck and I just kind of dived into it and I just started reading the cards. I didn't really read the book because I'm, I don't know, I
just don't like to do that. I guess I was being a little lazy. So I just was like, I'm going to see how I do this, like intuitively. I want to know how it goes like that. So every time I do read, it's intuitively. I don't read, you know, by the meetings. I've actually never read the tarot guide books that are in, you know, the boxes, you know, it's all based on my, my intuition and the downloads. And I always, you know, say like a prayer and a blessing and I call upon the creator.
I like to say creator. I'm still like, you know, trying to figure all that out. But for everyone, like on TikTok, I like to be, you know, fair because I like to say, you know, the divine, the creator, God, source, spirit, whatever you believe in because I respect that and I respect your beliefs, your religious beliefs or your spirituality. I just want people to know that I respect them no matter what
they believe. There's so many things because whenever I had my mentor, she really was like, if you get a reading from someone and they don't say a blessing, you should not trust them. And then you mentioned the book. And I think that's such a red flag when people cannot just intuitively set with the card. And there have been many practitioners in the past that like would not intuitively set with the card. Like they encouraged people to
read the book constantly. And I think that that really hinders people from like being able to be in their own power because just because the book or the author of that message created a guide book doesn't mean that like, that's the only explanation for the cards. And the thing about the tarot, I personally don't like reverse cards because I think that you can see like the shadow, you can see the shadow, you know, on the cards, like you don't need it to be upside down.
You can get the vibe, you know what I mean? Like in there for sure. So I really, really like that you, you literally are saying the same things like anyone who's been listening since the beginning. That has totally been my stance on it. Like, I don't know, I think the book is such a shortcut that makes people think like, oh, this is the meaning every single time, you know, like it. There's so many meanings. Yeah, there's so many different ways to interpret it too.
And I, I actually listen to readings pretty much all day on my TikTok. If you go through my For You page, it's just reader after reader after reader. And I love how people like all, they all read differently if it's intuitively. And I love people who create their own decks. I really want to do that one day, but like, my biggest hit right now is like this. What's the tea deck that I got? People love drama for some
reason and gossip. And what I think I know the creator of that deck, she used to go by Lorena Taro, but then she went by like pretty, pretty something tarot. But I've made Oracle decks before and I'll just be honest, like it's fun. But make sure you got like $2000 set besides order these decks because if you don't order at least like 100 of them, you will be paying like retail. And when I say retail, like way over retail and you're not?
Getting. A dog book you're not getting a even like a cardboard box for it cost more. So for anyone listening or for you, anyone that wants to make their own tarot or Oracle deck, makeplayingcards.com is where I did it at. And I'll just be honest, it was the most expensive thing I ever did and it was fun. I made three different decks and I enjoyed it, but like the first one sold like fire. The second one sold pretty good.
And then by the time I made it to the third one, it like did not sell like the other ones did. And then people would be like, are you gonna restock the other one despite me just buying 50 decks of the new one? So it was a lot. It was too much. It was too much for me, but it was fun.
There's this girl she like, it's like handwritten, it's a handwritten deck and she wrote her own book books coming out on Amazon. And I absolutely love listening to hers because it's kind of like a hype me up type of deck. So I just if I'm in a bad mood or feel like I need someone to hype me up, I will go to her page and just listen to her reading. I love that.
You know, I used to really like this girl named Big Empress Energy, which you probably know who that is because she's like pretty big on Instagram. But she, she would always do collective readings. And then when she finally like released services one time her prices were just like crazy. And like my prices are pretty high, but hers were like $300.00 for like 10 minutes or something.
And I mean, like I charge quite a bit for an hour, especially if it's live because it can be very draining. But like, that's only because the rite of passage is like I've done thousands of readings and now I'm at this point where I only want a certain caliber of people, mainly because I would have people who like want to spend like their last 50 bucks on a reading and then like expect results instantly.
Not knowing reading is more of a guidebook for you to take those steps, steps for you to go next level, you're going to have to put in the work. And so like a higher ticket item, people take it more seriously. Like I felt like there were so many people that were just getting like little $2030 readings from me just because they could and just for like for them to not do the work, you know what I mean? So like, yeah, $300.00 for 10 minutes is a little fucking crazy though.
So I was like, that girl's crazy. I don't know what the fuck. So then Long story short, she recently released some type of summer reading because I've never had a reading with her, but she was a huge inspiration in my journey. And she released some readings and I think they were like 4444 or 8888. So I got the $88 one and I'm like really excited because she said she's going to deliver it by the 20th of this month. And that's like only 5 more days. So I'm like, really? Anxious.
With like all the changes that have been happening, like what that readings going to say because I have like tuned into her collective stuff since 2019. That's amazing. I've, I've never actually had, well, I had one personal reading and it was at like a convention, but it only lasted like 5 minutes and I paid I think like $10.00 for it. And I honestly don't think she even knew what she was doing
because I'm a reader myself. And I sat down with her and she was like, you know, taking forever to read the cards. And I'm like, are you using me off right now? Because and she told me some like wild things and, and after that I kind of, I, I felt a lot of negative energy around me and my wife also, she kind of made me like get up from the table and leave because she was like, I don't like this. Like, you know, I support all of this, but I just get really bad
vibes from her. And I just, she was like telling me, you know, that I have like this demonic entity, you know, following me and that someone was going to kill me and this and that. And it made me super paranoid, which, you know, it wasn't true. None of it. Well, I, I hate fake readers for that reason. I hate when people like, get on there and they're like, Oh yeah, someone's out to get you, They're going to hurt you. It's all for attention and clout because I know it's going to get
views. Yeah. Speaking. Of fake ass readings. You know how many people we won't speak of names are using AI to like channel an entire reading? And like, I'm not against AII like AI think it organizes things. It does things that I don't want to do, but I'm not going to let it channel a random ass reading and say there was cards like, oh, a knight of cups and a two
of ones present. Like maybe if there's not pictures of these fucking cards right now, I don't believe you even had those cards because with like ChatGPT premium, like I pay for the premium, there is a tarot like bot, like someone's created a pro that's directly for tarot. And like, you know, those readings are super generalized.
And like, so many people had been reaching out to me recently and they were like, this person was using AI and that like I was reading this reading and like knew that it didn't resonate. And like it just really sucks because as Someone Like You were talking about, who really cares and is like saying a blessing and trying to call in the highest and best.
Like it's really going to fuck with the industry of people because people already don't trust psychics in certain ways because there are so many scammers. And it sucks that then people directly around me and around you are using AI. Yes, I've noticed a lot of people pop up on Mark for you page and they're promoting that Astro app and they're getting paid to do so. But then they'll start like reading cards. And I'm like, you know, but the cards are already laid out.
And like, so did you just go on there and ask, you know, for a reading? And you're saying exactly what it said on the app because it's kind of cheating. And, you know, that's not really a collective reading. That's not reading for your collective, like your followers. Like whenever I say collective, I mean like people who are like in my energy and, you know, who kind of welcomed me into their energy. So that's why I don't get butt hurt if it only reaches like 300 people.
I'm just glad that, you know, those 300 people got to hear that message because it was meant for them. You know, I spoke on this before, but the reason that creators are stuck in like the 300 view graveyard is 'cause I had recently learned after getting back on TikTok that it's pushing it out to like the people you may know and like these direct people around you. But like if they don't interact with it, they just monitor it like offering spirits.
They just look at it and don't do anything. And even if they watch it all the way through or whatever, it's basically telling the algorithm like the people around this person don't care so this must suck. Yeah, sometimes it is your closest family and friends that are your bands. For real.
I actually learned about that and I turned that feature off about a week ago and my post like my last reading got 900 views, which I was stuck in like the 300 view range and then other one got like 571 and it's still getting like so now all my old readings are like being put under like actual tarot card readings in the search tab, which never happened before and
it's kind of tough. Yes yes, someone actually showed me on TikTok through the settings because they were like, you know, your family and friends, they're just, you know, they act like they support you, but really they don't and whenever I turn this feature off, my views went up so much and I was like, no, there's no way. I was like how, because I have it turned off to where it's not even synched with like my Facebook or my contacts.
So I don't understand how it was doing that, but it was still doing that. And then I turned it off and my last reading, I think it's that like the last time I looked it was 971 and I was stuck at like 270, three, 300 range. And then I turned it off and I've been getting likes and my like, I guess my hashtags have been working.
I got #tarot card readings. And in the search bar, you know how up top you can see like, you know, suggested searches, it'll say like tarot cards or tarot card readings or Angel numbers, this and that. And it used to never do that before. Yeah, they, I think another thing because I took a step back from TikTok for a while and then came back on and I've been trying to post everyday.
But another thing is like whenever I was gaining all of my traction and followers because I 1.9 million likes, I've had 1.9 million likes for like 5 years because like I just basically plateaued on the app once there became like a surplus of tarot readers and, and you know, tarot talk or whatever. And what was crazy is because the girl that used to do the podcast, she was really good at like witch talk, which I never really could segue into witch talk.
Like I was over on the twin flame talk or the tarot talk. So like I never really got like the witchy, witchy side of things. I always just got like the tarot and the love readings to really hit. But my readings used to get like 50,000 likes on one fucking video. So I just believe that was way before tick chop shop like that was way before the creators fund and all of those things. I just think that like when they updated and the US bought TikTok secretly they no longer want to
pay anyone. They want us to like go pick fruit and get a fucking job that makes them money. They don't want people to get paid on TikTok anymore and I truly believe. The. Rhythm is not real. Like me and another person that's coming on the podcast talked about this. The algorithm is not really real. Like that is an energetic frequency. And like when you're in the energetic mode of like receiving or not even really receiving, it's more of outputting what
you're supposed to output. Then that frequency picks up on authenticity or whatever it is and it like sends it out in waves. So people think that like the algorithm is something you can hack or control, but it's really a system that Meta is controlling on every angle and they don't want to pay you and they would prefer you to like go get a real job. You know what I mean? Like they don't the money that they were giving people five
years ago on on these apps. Yeah, like whenever I went live, I somehow got banned from live for a week. I don't, I don't even know how. I was just on there doing like free Oracle readings, free tarot, you know, doing one card pulls or however many card pulls because I was really bored and I had so many viewers. And then someone told me they were going to pour the blood of Jesus Christ suffer me because I said spirit and I got banned because I said the word spirit.
And I was like, how is that there? I was like they just literally said blood And I was like, I wasn't allowed to like post. I did like a bloodbath photo shoot. I tried to post it on there and they wouldn't let me post it because they said it was too graphic. Even though I put fake blood and all this and that. I was like, if they said it, they can say that they're pouring the blood of Jesus Christ over me and their account stays up and I get banned
because I said spirit. I really think TikTok is like super rigged right now. And like they always e-mail me and ask me to like join the creator fund and I just like won't because I just have like a really off putting feeling about giving like social media platforms, my Social Security number. And like I've gotten paid in the past off TikTok before they converted it over to a the creator fund, but they would just like cash it out to my
PayPal and PayPal has my social. But now TikTok wants to pay you directly and like I'm not giving you all my social. Like I'm not giving Facebook, I'm not giving Instagram, not giving TikTok. Like I don't give a fuck. And I just think that like they really do. It's a monitoring service. I really think that social media is a surveillance program fuelled and funded by the
government. That's what I think because it makes it like it gives us the illusion of connection, but it actually disconnects us from what's important more times than not. Like there's so many times I'll go out to eat and see people just like scrolling on their phone while their children are just sitting there or the child is also on a tablet. I know that the tablet children. How do you feel about that? Let's dive into that. We've had enough about introductions.
Like, how do you feel about, I mean, as someone, you're a lesbian, so like, therefore you don't have children, right? No, no kids, right? Well, no kids. No, I don't want kids. I've always been, since I was a little girl. I was always like, you know, I guess helping on not having children. I never wanted kids. I told my mom I was like, I do not want kids. I do not want them at all. I, I love kids. I always babysat my whole life. So maybe that's why because I was always responsible for
somebody else's kids. And I was like, I just want to be able to live my life and do what I want. I just want to love dogs and cats and like a little homestead. And she was like, you know, trust me, you'll want to have kids someday. And I'm like, no, I've kind of known since I was in kindergarten that I was a lesbian and she didn't know it. Like I, I didn't actually come out to her either.
She actually found the weather from my now wife and that's how she found out that I was a lesbian, which was a very fun night. Not really, but I have like kids. I don't know, I just, I feel like I, it's, it's, I guess it's a good distraction, but I don't think they need it all the time. And it bothers me because a lot of kids are on the Internet and they're uploading videos and there's predators on the Internet and they're watching
these videos, obviously. And I don't think they should have the access and be able to do that because there's so many predators on there and out there. Like I experienced that, you know, whenever I was younger, just on my PC, like, you know, older guys trying to talk to me.
And I can only imagine like a 5 year old, like uploading a dance video, like how many creeks are watching that five year old year old, you know, dance and you know, shake and this and that and they're looking at it and like the wrong way. Just sickening. If I was a parent, I, I just, I wouldn't, I would monitor it like they I would let them have like, you know, tablet time, like, you know, maybe an hour a day or something like that. But go outside and have fun and play. Be a kid.
I want to speak on what you just said, Speaking of dancers and little cheerleaders. We've went into this before, but I could talk about this for days. Why do they do that to children? Why are they wearing those outfits? There will be random men that come to those dance competitions that don't even have children that set in the audience. It's strange, it's crazy work.
Why are they wearing these short ass skirts and bloomers like the whole concept of small children in gymnastics, dance, ballerina, cheerleading? Why? Why is everyone wearing these little baby outfits? I don't know, but I remember whenever I was a cheerleader, because I was a cheerleader for a very long time, like none of the outfits ever fit me right. So they had to like, you know, I guess have them hemmed for me and they would always make them so short. And I was a varsity cheerleader,
but I was only in 6th grade. So it was super inappropriate because, you know, you could see my Spanx and then I'd like have high schoolers like high school boys hitting on me, which no one ever knew my sexuality then. So I never really paid any mind to it, but it's just you can tell, like people are so predatory. It's just really nasty and disgusting. Like why can't they be closed? And then volleyball? Why do they have to wear those
shorts too? Like I want your whole butts out, but I can't wear like shorts that go above my knee to school. But they can wear those shorts to play volleyball and make it make the. Almost every athletic corner is predatory towards female
children. Like. Three level of it, like whether it's like travel teams, like almost like those All Star cheerleading squads are worse in the outfits that they have small and I'm talking like children under 10. Like yes, they're definitely sexualizing 10 and 1112 year olds, but I'm talking like the 10 and younger, like the innocent still calling it like a Tutu or a cupcake or whatever. Like, you know, I'm really big on like a lot of parents nowadays are like, no, we don't
use nicknames for private parts. They know what they're called. There's no like confusing that. There's no like, oh, they didn't really do that. Like no, they know the real words. I think that's important that they know the real words too, because you know people can take advantage of that and you know them not know what you know the real word means and what it you know it is.
And then something terrible can happen and they don't even realize it until they're like much older and they're all traumatized from it and trying to heal. Yeah, you know, honestly, like you were talking about The Dark Knight of the Soul. I also went through that in 2019. That was like my grand awakening started. It started in 2017.
But in 2019, man, I crashed out and was like on a whole like just mind blowing moment of like seeing things for what they really were or like seeing the real world for what it is. And it was so interesting because like I think so many people started to wake up in 2019. And that's another thing is like you and I, I don't how old are you? 29 I turned 30 in October. OK, so I'm a few years older than you, so you're like in your Saturn return right now. And then I was kind of going
into my Saturn return then. So, you know, the universe has like a really beautiful cycle for everyone. And I really feel like 2019 was such a tipping point for everyone. So would you say that that was when you really started to channel and like harness your gifts? Yes, but I, I got a, a debt gifted to me probably a few years before that. And I remember I posted on Facebook, I was like, Hey, I got a deck. Does anyone want me to pull a
card for you? And I did, and I, you know, it was like 30 plus comments on my Facebook and it's, you know, very Christian people are so surprised. And they all wanted a carpool and I sent them, you know what, you know, I interpreted it as, and a lot of people said like, there's, you know, it came true. And I actually recently did a reading for someone who was going through a really difficult
time. And, and I, I guess I'm really good at reading on like the future because I kind of laid out like what was going to happen if she didn't stop at the, you know, and what she was doing and like put down the addictions, the things that she was addicted to. And she didn't listen. And everything that I said in the reading, it happened and she was like, I wish I would have listened to you. I thought it was all bullshit.
And I'm good at reading like the past two, but I guess I'm more like into the future or just the present moment. I don't really like dwell on the past. So I, I try to tell people like to release the past, you know, to let go of those toxic energies and leave them in the past. So you can welcome in your manifestations. Because you're not going to be gifted by your your ancestors and your spirit guys and your team as long as you have these negative energies and entities
around you. Because they don't want them to be a part of that. They don't want them to be gifted too. I just posted a TikTok as you were looking for your headphones and I was like, well, I'm just going to record a TikTok. That's exactly what I was talking about. How like the energy vampires in your life are blocking your blessings, your friends, your partners, your fucking people that have been around your life
and like spectators or whatever. And sometimes like you're giving these people inside information where they are actively blocking your blessings. And I used to feel like I was someone because I'm very much like a visionary. I also am very in tune with like molding the future to my liking. And like, I'm always talking about like healing and peace and positivity for like the future and like it infusing that
frequency into my future. But you know, so many people are being blocked from the next level currently because of their best friend, their partner, their business partner, their mom, their dad, their sister, like whoever the fuck like it is in your life. It's like feeding off of your energy and does not want to see you break free of those molds because then you're going to be on a new path that you leave them behind and they do not want that.
I know I preach that a lot and like my readings. I know people get so sick of hearing me talk about duality and leaving negative people in the past and that they're just, you know, projecting negative things onto you and they're blocking your blessings and this and that. And a lot of people I feel like get offended because I can't go without a comments. And I just like, I used to respond to them and then I would get reported for them and then like be like almost up for account deletion.
So now I just block, you know, and delete. So I don't respond to the hate anymore, but I, I don't know, I just really preach, you know, duality. And you, you have to go through, you know, the darkness to, you know, get to the lighter side and you have to embrace, you know, the darkness that you went through. And, you know, we all have, you know, light and dark within us and we need to embrace that. And we all have, you know, that divine masculine, that divine feminine side.
And it's OK, you know, we need to balance that out in order for like our manifestations and our desires, prayers. I just try to be respectful to whatever 1 you know, calls everything and to want us to come into your life. You know, I'm all about authenticity like we call, I call it spirit, the universe. I talk to God, I talk to mother earth, to the the birds, the trees. Like I think God is, I think God is just creation in itself.
It's been interpreted, it's been labeled, it's been distorted. But All in all, like creation is a frequency and matter is never created or destroyed. It's just manipulated and transformed in some way. So you know I. I agree with that because we talked about. Like duality is something that when people embrace their shadow and they embrace the part of them that like does feel left out or does feel different or doesn't feel good enough or like doesn't feel supported or whatever.
When you embrace those parts of you that feel left behind or feel left out, you kind of stop like rejecting yourself. Because a lot of times, like I noticed, especially in my past, my punishment for not harnessing my gifts is I would punish myself in relationships by dating the fucking most like awful people you've ever met in your life. And like really reflected on that like around like 2728 about how like my dating history is truly a hate crime towards my
success. Like my dating history was literally what was blocking me. And like now what do you know? I've been celibate for like a year and. Like. Went on that journey and was celibate for like 3 full years. So like, you know, I honestly think that the universe put me into a lot of shitty connections and friendships and relationships in the beginning phases of my life because I'm not falling for shit. Like I told everyone, it takes just wanted to know one baby.
And you're not going to lie to me about being a crackhead. You're not going to lie to me about cheating, stealing, lying, trying to scam, trying to finesse whatever you're trying to hide. I'm going to figure it out. Like I'm going to know. And that's what's crazy. It doesn't matter how close I am to someone. I can see their true colors now. So now I see why most people had
to be like revealed and removed. Yes, I was very upset like whenever my best friend and I had a falling out, but then, you know, I actually a lot of truths were revealed to me and whenever I kind of left them in the past, a lot of good things started coming into my life. And it made me really realize that, you know, there's a lot of karmic people out there in your
life. Like I, I believe in past lives and I believe like you can be born into like karmic families, like, you know, individuals who quite possibly possibly murdered you in your past life for like the closest ones to you. I've went through like a lot of like past life readings and I've had like a reader tell me that I had like a very ancient soul and that my hands like people always made fun of my hands because they're like super small and they're wrinkly looking.
They look, they're like you have old woman hands. And she told me it was because I've lived so many lives and that they're healing hands. So I do Reiki and it honestly, like I do it on my spouse a lot because she had a spinal fusion and she was actually in a four Wheeler accident not too long ago and she is as hot as it does not want to go to the hospital and she could not raise her neck up. And I was just like, you know, you know, doing my thing and I didn't tell her what I was doing.
And then I, you know, I could feel like the heat in my hand and I just like threw it and, you know, away and, you know, said like a blessing And I like called upon my guides and ancestors to while I was doing it. And she like lifted her head up and she was completely fine. She was like, wow, I don't I don't hurt anymore. I don't know what just happened. And I was like, I'll tell her later. I love that, you know, I do Reiki as well. I have the Reiki symbol.
That's awesome. Tattooed on me and you know, I have like the lollipop for the podcast and they really go together like this is. Cute. Yeah, I love that. Close so I feel like, you know, like a lollipop is like a choker ray, but you know, energy healing is so underestimated. I think so many people, like you said, really don't realize how to transmute energy and how to release it through healing or grounding or meditating.
And like I'll go in phases where like I'll do something every single day and then I'll just stop and then I'll do it again like later. Like I don't know I'm the. Same way I'll do like readings for like a week straight and then I'll go silent for like a week and then I'll go back to reading for a week and then I'll go silent. It just, it just happened. I don't know why.
You know, I've been doing my business for about four years now and for like the first year I did free readings or donation readings for like the whole year on my website. And then like the next year, I really like had a lot of clients and like honestly like the last probably like 6 months, I've just taken such a step back from like the public in that way,
like. Just. Not putting out a lot of energy for everyone else because as a healer and as someone who's very sensitive, man, I just like want to give and give and give sometimes. And I feel like that also like you'll keep attracting energy vampires so that you can learn that lesson. And so like, it's weird to be on this podcast, you know, four years later and it be completely like rebranded into something
new. But it's so symbolic of like how things change and people change and like you can be really aligned with someone for a really long time and then your timeline just like splits and like there's no like way to even understand it. It's like I've read something something read something somewhere and it said that when you're like soul contract with someone is completely fulfilled and like null and like over, you will never see that person again. Like you will not see them in
real life. You won't see them pop up on social media like you will never see them again. And I really believe that because this past year I had a miscarriage with someone that I went to high school with and it was just like we rekindled like 4th of July and just boom, like I knew I was pregnant the next day. I was like, Oh my God, I made I made a big mistake. And then like a week later I was trying to like gaslight myself and say I wasn't, but I just knew I was.
So then flash forward the universe like knew better and I like swiftly pretty much had miscarriage and everything just kind of happened the way it did. And that person like it's just been completely out of my life ever since. Like, and that was someone that was like 1516 years, like always been a part of my life 17 years, you know, like a really long
time. And now just like boom, like nowhere near, nowhere near me. And it's weird because like a year ago in June, this had not happened yet, right? Like what I'm talking about like happened. So like now we're counting down to the like one year of it and I'm like, I will never be that stupid again. For one, I knew better and I still did it. And that's what history with someone, longevity with someone or growing up with someone will do for you.
They will get you back in your bad ass habits back on the wrong path within 5 minutes before you even know what's happened. Oh, yeah, I'm so sorry that you even had to go through that. That's terrific. I'm so sorry to hear that. But yeah, I've had a few people try to pull me back into, you know, some bad habits. And I'm like, no, I left you in the past for a reason. I blocked you. You're messaging me on a new account for a reason. That's the reason you're blocked.
No, denied access denied. You were blocking my blessings so can't let you back in. And you know how many people will literally pay someone else and support someone else's business before they would support yours or support what you're doing? And that's what has always blown my mind about just life, because people will get on there and tell 2 Chainz happy birthday before they will get on there and like tell their own high school friend happy birthday,
you know? That was so crazy to me too. And that's why I love like if I make a post, I love to like put it on my story so I can see who viewed it. But didn't you know, like it and support me. But you gave, you know, my story, the view. So obviously you saw it. So that tells me there you're you're just a hater and you're jealous and you're just on my
page lurking. You know, I will say though, and I'm bad about this, you all sometimes I'll open up stories and I'll and I'll just let them play and then I'll get up and go to the bathroom and they'll still be playing like so it's when they're like 10 people story like it. It's just going. So my bad. I may have looked at it but. No, not you. It's just like some people I know what for I like. I know there's. A few people on my page that I I
do that intentionally. Or. Because I'm like, I know you're working and every time I post a story, you're like one of my first viewers. Why are you? So why do you even follow me? Because you're obviously just hating and you're sending me negative energy and I can feel it, but you know, I'm, you know, divinely protected. So keep on sending it my way. I'm just going to alchemize that or my guides and my ancestors are going to send that back tenfold. So it's whatever you want to do, baby.
Right, right. You know, that's where like I don't even get worked up when people are like showing their true colors. I'm just like, thank you spirit. Because like I'm every week I do some type of clearing work and like cleansing work for myself and my body and all the things. And every week I say if if something does not serve me, remove it from my life. And then I'm.
Always shocked when like the following week, like clockwork, things are being removed or or like energies and things are being like just completely cut out. But it is very peaceful when you realize that just because you have a good heart doesn't mean that people are going to give
that back to you. Like some people just want to be around you because you have a good heart and you're giving and you're nice and you're going to think about them and hook them up, but they're not going to hook you up.
Like I've had a lot of best friends in the past growing up that would like literally be the fakest bitch you've ever met to me. But here I was trying to hook them up or like give them recommendations or, you know, like trying to like put them on or put them into a room where they were not invited. Just like, I don't know. But I think karma always works itself out. I've never ever lost sleep over being a good person.
So it's like, do you? Same here, Like I had recently had someone who I consider a good friend, like they blocked me on everything except for my spouse. And I was like, what the heck, What did I do to you? But like, I kind of like, you know, beat a little bit of their content and they're literally like ripping off my style to AT and trying to do everything that I'm doing, like, you know, trying to copycat and imitate. And I guess they didn't want me
to see that. But you know, go ahead, keep trying. You're not going to succeed. Do whatever you think you can do. I mean, your ego is too large and you're, you're living in your ego and it's not going to work out, you know, until you release that ego. There's a big difference in confidence and being egotistical, and people need to learn the difference for real. Yeah, yeah, for sure.
And you know, I just think it's weird that people like will pay money to support like trends or celebrities or like other brands, but like your friends like giving a free yoga class and you don't go or like they're giving a free seminar and teaching something and you don't show up.
Like there's just so many little things where like over the years of like doing events, doing in person things, giving speeches, having a podcast, I've just learned how many people sit on the sidelines and like they're waiting for you to like, do something really cool just so they can be like, yeah, I know her. Or like, yeah, I went to school with her. Like, yeah, we're Facebook friends. You know?
So every day I start, I started telling people happy birthday on Facebook, but then I also started deleting people on their birthday, like because I have like over 4000 friends on there. So I've just been like going through and just like randomly deleting people on their birthdays because I'm like, I don't know you and I don't. Like, that's funny. I was. Like not sure who you are are like why you're on my friends list.
So I don't know, I just feel like I'm in a detached phase and I've learned my lesson with like being too patient, too calm, too understanding because like that really does get you fucked over. Like I used to approach everything very like boldly and like sternly. But then like this past year, since like 2025 started, I've been trying to like be non resistant, like just oh, it's not working out today. OK, cool. Oh, you need to cancel.
OK, cool. Oh, you're going to go on a trip for five weeks and not have a phone? Okay, cool. Like just trying to be like chill, like on a very much like okay, we'll do okay, cool sounds great. You know, like just really not giving a reaction, not arguing, not giving too much information, not giving you a motion. Just be like, sure, oh, you want me to go pick up trash? Sure, you want me to do this? Sure. You know, like I've just been
like real chill. And it's really been throwing a lot of people off because like, they can't read me. They're like, is she upset? And so now, like happening in like my personal and professional life, like people are trying to poke me by like affecting certain parts of my life. And I'm just like, I will literally replace you. OK, cool. Sure. You know, it's just like, OK. Yeah. You think you're gonna stop me?
OK, sure. You know, like, instead of like before I would have just felt like really betrayed or, like, let down or like, disappointed in others. Instead I'm just like, OK, sure. Like I'm just like, whatever. Yeah, I recently actually went to an event and it was really, really busy. I was like, you know, I had some friends who, you know, rant like they've worked at the event. I'm not going to name any names because they like they like us
too. So they got angry with me because I didn't have like enough time to like really communicate with them. And I was like, I was literally in line for photo OPS back-to-back to back-to-back to back. And like I got yelled at and like belittled and they went crazy on me because they were like, you're ignoring us, sending us mixed signals, trying to boss me around kind of like they were my mom. And I was like, this is weird energy.
And I didn't even respond to it. I was like, well, I can delete. I'm, I'm not dealing with that. I'm not. I mean, you're like 20 years older than me. You need to grow up. I wasn't ignoring you on purpose. I actually didn't see you but for like one second. And when I did, I actually said hello, like I spent a lot of money to be at this event. And I'm not going to miss out on like meeting these people that I paid a lot of money to meet to go communicate with you, you
know, people. Just need to like this is my thing. I will have men who I think are attractive won't ever say a word to me. I have someone who looks like a fucking thumb slash, frog slash, big toe. Hit me up, baby girl, where you at? Let me come get you. Like the audacity is like, did you even look at you before you sent this message? But so many people think they're like, so important and like they should. Have just like. Exactly. I'm like, you're not even a celebrity, but you think you
are. Like I know that you, your little Boo thing, you know, has some protection because, you know, mommy and daddy, they're like higher ups where they live. But I'm not afraid of you. And you know, I have people on my side too. Like I have my own attorney. So if you all want to go there, we can go there. Y'all, we got lawyers too. That's what I did last bitch, don't speak to me again. You can have a lawyer contact me because I'm not talking to you like I'm not going back and
forth. I don't even like people thinking that they're that important that like they're going to. Ruffle my feathers. Like. This one was like, I'm not even going to let them think that it bothers me because I know you're just trying to get me down and, you know, you're sending
negative energy my way. And I've always had like this feeling that they were doing like spell work against me too, because I have like a lot of prophetic dreams and sometimes like they're in them and like I'm doing some really effed up stuff and like I'm running from them. I always have like a dream like that. I'm running from someone in a hotel. And every time I've ever been around them, it's because I'm on
an event at a hotel. So it's like kind of like my guys trying to tell me, you know, steer clear. Like they're really negative energies and entities. And I almost feel like one of them has like something like attached to them that's very negative because they kind of think they're very egotistical. And I think the world revolves around them. And that's not how it works. Like, you're not even that big of a celebrity. Like honestly, I have more policy.
You're not even a celebrity. Just cause in your hometown you're a celebrity. You're not that important. You're not. And you're not even in your hometown. You're not even a celeb in your hometown. Just because you were in one episode for a few minutes on something does not mean that you're a celeb sweetheart. No, I think the Internet gives such an illusion that like people are way more important
than they are. And sometimes I think that people need to take a step back and like touch grass and like get off the computer. And I honestly feel like we could talk about this all fucking day. But like as being someone who's super spiritual, super pretty and super talented like yourself, I can see why people would be like intimidated and like, maybe that's why me and
you are like bonding right now. Because like I told you earlier, I don't feel like there would be any weird like blurred minds in. That no, because. It's like we can like measure up on a lot of the same levels where like there is no secret. Competition. I feel like everyone I've ever been around, there's always been like a secret competition and I didn't realize it until like way later.
And I went through a lot of I guess people would say like mental health issues probably like 3 years ago. But I honestly think that I think it was spiritual attacks. Like people were attacking my mind spiritually and then I was getting texts a lot. But I know people probably think I'm crazy for saying that. But like my friends like abandoned me and they like spread my wife's DMS and everything, you know, trying to get with her. And I was like, that's really fucked up.
I'm just really glad it showed me like your true colors, like I, I offered myself up as a vessel to I don't even know what's there. And after I did that, it was like a downward spiral. I don't know what happened or like what see. I just moved back into my hometown and I was living in the room that my dad passed away in. And something woke me up at 3:00 AM. And like it like, it was like something grabbed a hold of my
hand and pulled me out of bed. And it was raining outside and I had a convertible car and my top was down and my car was started For some reason, I don't know how, I left my keys in there and the car was started. So I put my top up and I thought that it was my dad, you know, that woke me up. And I was like, oh, yay, my dad's with me, you know, so I wasn't. Actually running. Yes, my car was running. You were asleep. Yeah, I was asleep. And like, like, like I was
pulled out of bed. Like something grabbed a hold of my hand because I, like, I was sleeping with my hand open and like, my hand curled like another hand grabbed me. And my dad passed away in that room. So I automatically assumed I was like, yeah, it's my dad. You know, he came back to visit me because I was grieving really bad, too, still. And I was always mad because, like, my mom would say she had dreams about it. And he never came to see me like in my dreams or anything like
that. I didn't get to say goodbye. So I never really got closure. So whatever that was, I was like, I welcomed it in and it like, kind of like took full control and it wreaked a lot of havoc in my life and caused a lot of chaos. Like people, you know, thought it was like mental health issues.
But I honestly think that it was like, I don't know, some type of possession because I, I was like being led to like graveyards, like it wasn't really me driving and like something was like talking through me. And I was doing a lot of readings back then too. And they went viral. And I think people could. I was a little, you know, cuckoo
and they. Were saying all this and something similar happened to me like during my awakening too, like something took over my body like for it wasn't that long. It was like 4 full days though, like for four full days I was all over the place. But I feel like this is a really good place for us to stop this episode and let's get into spiritual possession and like hexing and stuff on the next. So you all Michaela, you're going to see her again.
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