Welcome to fucking Dandy land hosted by Rampage and Gemini. Welcome back to Candyland. So as you all know, we're doing weekly drops, we are really ready to wrap up this year. Strong, our second Seasons going to be dropping in January, so stay tuned. We have a season finale coming up. We would like to start out with maybe like a Q&A episode in the beginning of January at some point. So sending those questions to our website, lollipop podcast.com.
Mom. And I really tap in with things that you want us to talk about about our spiritual awakening about our Dark Night of the Soul about our traumas or like whatever that you want to hear. I want to actually like thank everybody because the outpouring of love that you guys have been giving us is so fucking wild. Like I have heard the nicest things you guys in the past like week and we screenshot everything and send it to each other.
And we're just like this is poppin and one person on my mentorship tear was like, had all of these like things to say about her. Her spiritual journey that like she was comfortable sharing because of the podcast. And then she's like, feel free to share. Absolutely anything that I say with Paige, because I know how it is when you have a best friend and you just want to share all the stuff and I'm like, yes, I'm loving it.
And with the holidays, all of the mediumship sessions, the video sessions, all the readings have been really popping. The energy is really amazing. I really feel like so many people are opening up spiritually that like 20:23 is going to be this. Sweep of Awakening. I feel like every person I've met in the last, like, six months, I'm definitely a catalyst in their Spiritual Awakening and people are like, wow. So I don't have to feel crazy and I could come over here with
you all and like Phil, welcome. So shout out to everyone that says they feel like they're in the room with us or that they really relate to us. Because that's really what's going to build this moment of even further is like finding that Nish connection where it's like, well we found our
audience. Dude, I've even been having people be like listening to you guys and cheering like your conversations with each other and like your friendship makes me have different friendships with the people around me because we don't have to share the same opinion or like be the same person. And I think that like Society does so much of like you hang out with your kind like your person and everybody basis that off of Aesthetics and I love
that a podcast. You get to know people Is like personality and on this one, specifically, they get to know that like we're completely opposite people and like you're my human. Yeah. And honestly we still haven't met in person. We're just going to keep like making sure everyone is very aware that we have never met in person so y'all just wait because 2023 is bringing more content than you've ever seen. And we're going to meet in person.
So it's really cool that we built this and it's been six months. So we're having like this. Monumental moment, but we're also going into a new year. So I just feel like if you're listening and you've been wanting to get that project off the ground, do not, wait till
January start. Now, Yes. What I've been having like, all of my mentees do and what I just recommend for everybody is writing down like gratitude lists from this year or lessons that you've learned or also challenges that you had in like the way that you liked, how you handled it and what you wish you would have done differently and just really reflect on what this last year has been.
And then I don't like resolutions, I like Oceans like, I like then writing out a list of all of the things business-wise personalized, whatever that like I really want to see and then write out how to make it happen and that for me is like a resolution. I feel like it's stupid, like, you're just trying to fix a problem. You don't want to do that. You want to evolve?
And you also want to be able to reflect back on all of the stuff that you did really well, just because like a lot of the times we're only reflecting on what we did mad like, we're not even acknowledging the things we did well and that's like something are extra want to point out. Celebrate yourself. Yes. And I feel like also have people around you, who like celebrate you to and point things out to you because people don't like to hear necessarily like pause Of
things about themselves. Like it makes a lot of people feel uncomfortable, but you really do need people around you that are going to be like, yo, you've been doing this. And that's crazy. Literally, yeah. And I've been like really attracting a lot of creative people into my life lately that are like, wow, we should talk about this. Are we should do that or I'm going to do this or, you know, I had someone reach out to me and they were like, can I do some digital art of you?
And I'm like, yes, please like so anyone that does digital order does anything like Like please send me fan mail, please send me something like I love art and I love seeing people's art. So if you do art feel free to DMV anytime and show me your art, yeah, absolute fucking lutely. And I want to do a p.o. box to I
had. And what I was about to say that I was going to say as soon as you stop talking but then you said PO box, which is exactly what I was about to talk about, oh, the best thing ever, I need a penny to get. One because people are always asking can I send this? Can I send that or whatever? And like for the podcast room or whatever and like I don't want to give out my address. Yeah I have a feel box everybody. Everybody everybody honestly, I'm like I'm I drop my PO Box
like somewhere. I don't know. I don't have it anywhere. We have people like ordered something, you know, but everyone who does order stuff. Like, I really appreciate y'all. It's fire dude. Wait till we have merch, I cannot wait for the merch, honestly. I am so excited that I definitely think it's going to be in the New Year's like our
second season. We're going to drop my Ritchie all and I really can't wait to start doing some of the Q&A episodes now that we've kind of laid some foundation of life. Like who we are? What our podcast is about. We do want you all to know we're not going to have any more guests for a while. We're just going to go back to
the solo. Dolo episodes per request of our listeners, I know a lot of people said, they vied with our guests but they also just missed us and I've had a request that they want longer episodes, Gemini longer, episodes, y'all. All right. I feel like longer episodes are going to be good when we start with, when we Art doing qas and
we start doing all of that. You know, honestly, I'm looking forward to when we can do some like different stuff on our patreon in person and like do something that's like involving other people. If you know what I mean, kind of like each a saying like the audition for her only fans but like you know what I mean, like us just doing that doing some kind of something. Not like that. What you do is like a Game host on the phone.
Oh, oh, oh, how we were talking about find like, doing the like obstacle course. Yes, I guess we could not saying I don't think that's a business venture for me personally but I hope you do well CC with you. Godspeed godspeed dunk loopy. Yeah no dude I love having Peach. Yeah, she's cute. I think that she's so. Motivational. She literally all is like marketing magician. She's all about her her brand and a at the gym. I gave out a podcast card because I was feeling inspired by feech.
Dude, I left them in Costco. Wow, I was walking around and I was just putting them on top of cans of soup. Let's go, baby. Hey, if it's not for you, it's meant for you. You're going to be like I thought I wanted Campbell's, but I needed a sidekick. Ha ha ha. You know I love being so connected to like the collective because I do really feel like right now we're coming through like this graduation point and a lot of people are going next level.
Like big time like for instance one of the girls that I've been mentoring for like eight or nine months she literally took this job that's like changed her life and now she's staying in like this Mansion for like a week. With like 10 other people while they work the territory and girl the bathtub is chefs kiss and I wish she was like this is the perfect place for manifesting, she boasts a video girl, there's High windows. I mean, everywhere. It has a hot tub inside.
It's like, it's so dope. It's like the real world. It's like, you pulled up an MTV pick this house for y'all. And she's there. Like doing this work thing. It's like outside sales and I just think that's so fucking cool. Like to see people that were like stuck at a non-death. I'm doing the same. Day in and day out now outliving their best life and you'll
appreciate this. She sent me a Snapchat one day because she goes to client's homes and she sent me a Snapchat. She was like, this kid, it's name is sativa Dude, I knew somebody named sativa. Do you want to know? This is a fun fact. If Mac was a girl, his name was going to be Indica Violet. Nice. Nice. Actually. I could give you an Indica because I know a girl named India and I like it, like it
just, you know, I like that. I just feel like, Indica would have been, like, I don't know, I don't know. I knew somebody named sativa and I was always like, okay. I thought it was, though, I thought was of that, she sent me that because I was like, that's so, that's so cute. I don't know. I just like seeing people out here taking risk their seven, our comfort zone. I know a lot of people are joining, you know, our communities, and they're getting all their comfort zone.
Meeting new, people getting exposed to new stuff, and it's just really cool like to see people get out of their shell and be like, you know what, I'm not happy and I'm gonna do something about it and I'm going to hold myself accountable. I'm not going to play games anymore. I'm going to quit. And with my potential and I'm gonna harness, whatever I have. And there's a couple people that are really like, kind of graduating, like I said, just
collectively. But also I feel like, I'm graduating like a bunch of us are graduating right now, because we've been consistent with our work. Yeah. I don't know. I love just the energy that's going on right now. I'm here for all of it. We wanted to talk about our New Year's intentions. Yes. So I feel like just point blank period.
The podcast is like number one priority for me next year just because I feel like we really have just really harnessed a part of ourselves that the world is now getting to connect with that. I just think is going to make a lot of other areas of our life easier. So I'm like really excited to really dive into the podcast. So everyone who's been asking all Week, are we dropping a new episode? Like, what's up? We want more episodes. I got you.
I also had someone message me right before we hopped on and they said, I've been binging your podcast. Like, I'm not going to run out of episodes and she said, and I'm at trigger warning. So I just need to know. Are you dropping another episode? And I was like, yeah, tomorrow. And they were like, please. Thank you. Oh, that makes me so happy dude. It's it's crazy too. Because, like, I don't even feel like we've Necessarily gotten into like deep, like
conversations even yet. And I've had people sending messages that are like, this is the deepest, like thought process, I've ever heard, like, people speak out loud and I'm like, you need to hold on to your panties, dude, because it's like shit, gets wild up in here. Like, we've had conversations. I feel behind the scenes that like, I don't know. I'm excited. I'm excited to have those kinds of conversations that people don't usually have openly that
make other people feel. Feel connected and able to be comfortable. Being vulnerable about things. Honestly, vulnerability is what I look for in people like especially clients and people that I'm working with like people that are willing to be like you know what, this is the issue. How do you think we can work through that? Like this is what happened to me. I'm not, you know what I mean?
Like I know it's hard to speak up on your trauma, sometimes our speak up. I had someone ask me what we meant by a Survivor and I was like domestic violence and they were like, what do you mean? Like they didn't understand what we meant by that because they live Another country. So like they just didn't understand at all. So I explained it to them and they were like, I can't believe that your country could be worse than India.
And I was like, I don't know. It's pretty wild over here sometimes and they were just like, well, I just hate that people have to go through that and it's just cool that were be. Are we are able to expose people to things that they otherwise are not exposed to? And I think that's what's inspiring me. The most with our journey together is because Does the more that we open our self up? I feel like the deeper, I get to know everyone around me.
Yeah. I feel like because people are comfortable approaching us too, because we do have these kinds of conversations and we show, I think like, struggles that we've had or that we're having. And then we kind of talked about how we're going through that. And I just think that it makes the people around us, be able to have that comfortability being vulnerable because they don't have that in other spaces, exactly what you're saying. And also I think helps people
open Their own throat chakra. To be able to start having uncomfortable conversations with other people or set boundaries. And I think like if anything that you can do, if you're listening right now is make sure that your boundaries and your foundation is secure because so many people have sandbags on their team and like they're weighing you down and you've got to cut them loose and as mad as that's going to hurt. You got to pull the Band-Aid off or whatever.
You know, I did a reading. Going for a client and some really stuff came out that they didn't want to hear. And they were like, wow, I really need to hear that though. Like, they do and their heart deep down the answer that I just gave to them, but it was like, they weren't trying to hear it,
right? Like, they didn't really want to hear it, but they heard it. And it's like once you here, and you open up to the information that's supposed to be for you, that's available for you Spirits, only going to give you what you can handle right now, like, Spirits, only going to give you what you need. Right now and I think that's what's so cool about like the mentor programs that we do with the monthly readings because it's like you don't lose track.
You keep going instead of like taking a couple steps back and then asking for help again it's like know you like might take a step or two back but then you're pushed back three for three or four steps forward and you don't really fall behind it, kind of just balances itself out. Yeah. No, I'm loving it. And it's a way to really be able to like check in with people on. I don't know.
I feel like I learned so much about like myself and like chucking them with myself on things when I like read other people too. Especially when we're doing mentorship things and I'm like giving somebody advice and then I'm like wait am I taking that advice for myself? Because like that sounds real good and so it almost is like it's putting me in check to and I think that Spirit knows that something that I need. Because I tend to be somebody
who's like yeah it works. They went by and then like it comes back. What's accountability? I think. Yeah. One-on-one with someone, it's accountability. If you're willing to be vulnerable like I have people that get readings and they get a lot out of it because there's really open and they're really excited and they're really engaged. And then I have people that are fear-based because they've grown up a religious or whatever some
way somehow their fear-based. So what I tell people, You know, everyone has these walls and like a lot of time the walls keep out good and bad stuff but like you know you have to choose to let your walls down with me because if I have to waste or, you know, use a bunch of energy to get through the wall. You're not going to get that much out of it. But if you are like, no, sure, here's the door. Come on in, like, let's sit down and let's do this.
Like here's the muscle. Here's where it fucking hurts. Here's where it's dark. Here's where it sucks. Like whatever's going on because most of the time, you don't people come to us with like this. Since of, like I'm lost. And like I have been there as well. And I know you have been there
as well. So it's like when you see people who really want it you know like I can tell if you're really going to take what I'm saying and do it or if you're just going to listen and let it like you know just kind of Grey's your presents, but you don't actually process it. And I think that's the difference between people who really want to do the work because it's not the easy path.
I think that one of my favorite like kind of clients so far, has been the person that's like, I don't even know why I booked this reading. I don't know, like, I'm just willing to do whatever I need to do, I've had people that are bringing notepads and paper and pens and are like I'm just going to take notes while you're talking and like, I just need direction and to know what I'm doing and they just listen to their whole reading and then take all of this stuff, you
know. Honestly, I've been loving recording the Things now, because people are re-watching, all of, and I'm like, wow, like this is so helpful. I wish, every reading that I've ever received. It was recorded somewhere, you know, and I do know. People told me before, like, they have notes on every reading they've received like shit, I give myself deep readings. It will all be crying. It'll be hitting and I won't write nothing down. I'm all right.
Nada, I might write like one or two little notes but I won't. I went out like write down all the cards or nothing. I just think that I do. It works for me and I know that I'm A moment being present, rather than trying to document and record. The moment is like, sometimes more Monumental for me, but I do think that doing the reading on video and recording it is such a Vibe because re-watching, it has
to be good for you. I've been recording my sessions and sending them to people afterwards, too. Because I just feel like There's always something when you go back and listen, even when we do the podcast, if you go back and listen, I take something different out of our conversation and I'm like, damn, I must have been daydreaming while she was talking cuz I remember her talking about this at all. I love the podcast because it's so diverse, but yet we're keeping it really under that
spirituality umbrella. But I'm excited for us to start charting like comedy and other charts. So that's another manifestation for the podcast is like, we're going to start charting other charts and I really feel Once we get in person and get that momentum, that the comedy aspect of it is going to be even more elevated. Yeah, I can't wait, I don't know. I don't know how, I don't know when I don't know what we're going to do, but I know that I'm going to see you.
I can see it happening. I'm really excited for just the leveling up in my own spirituality because I'm really starting to see the seeds grow into like fruit trees. Now like I'm actually starting to get fruits of my labor of like intentions I set four years ago like it's while but Spirit keeps telling me like 2024 is just going to hit different. And then I was like, you know what, like it's crazy. How quick 2022 went by like already knows.
Three is going to be, you know, like I already have several trips planned already have, like, literally three or four trips like in my mind for next year, you know what I mean? So I make sure he's gonna fly that.
So I already know that 2024 is going to be so big because it's like, it's really coming in like my Spiritual Awakening started in like 2018 and like it's really coming in on so many cycles, you know, like cuz seven years is like the cycle 2024 2025. Like I just know that the next couple of years orders Going to be wild because I'm going to really get to see what I've been working for and no one can stop it because no one can stop what's for you. And that's what I like to tell everyone.
Like, only, you can stop you. No one else can stop you unless you let them only you can prevent forest fires. Eric are I got a reading today? I interviewed somebody for coven and he gave me a reading on there and he was talking about how I had to like break down years to have a rebuild year this year and that next year and 2024 that Partnerships that I'm having and like businesses and whatever.
Everything's going to start coming into fruition because there's been that consistent Hard Work Foundation. And I was just like, I can't, I can't wait. Like, I no longer see, just like my individual like brand come up so like I see. See what you and I do together now as well. And like, that brand of itself and doing different things, and different avenues that that opens up, and I'm just excited about it. Yeah, we're manifesting sponsors for the podcast.
We definitely want to get some answers that were aligned with though. It would be really, really cool to do a podcast or like, just straight up have a lot of podcasts. According we're definitely gonna do some type of Really dope. Long two-part episode.
We're going to start trying to do some two parts because I know we did that a little bit this season, but next season, we're going to do some like, like Cliffhangers where we just leave y'all Hagen and you have to wait till next week and then all week, I want to hear y'all text me and say, I can't wait to find out. I can't wait. I can't wait like, that's what I'm ready for.
I'm ready for more and more people to follow, and download the podcast because, you know, it's really cool that you all In but the downloads really help us because it's like you're telling this app or whatever that like you want this on your phone and if you turn on automatic downloads, like I have those on for a few different podcast so you can listen to them like on a plane or wherever that's important, too. So please please, please do that for us.
Yes, also like reviewing the podcast, leaving comments like rating it. All of that super helps us to be able to like, get in rotation. So currently we're on religion and spirituality charts which is hilarious to me because I don't feel like we talked religion. Like, I don't know, at least we haven't yet, we've talked to some spirituality, but I also think that we're going to be on so many different charts that I think are going to make more sense.
Like I think that this is going to be a podcast that is in a specific genre and like being religion definitely isn't like we're where I want us to sit and simmer. Yeah, I mean I think it's really cool that were charting at. Also, shout out to every I mean yes, period, I think it's a would just do that. We have a podcast.
I think I'm here to really show people that, like, you can take everything that was set out to stop you and like, use that as the fuel and the fire to get you to that next level. Like, most of the things we talked about That got us to our spiritual journey. Like we're, we're helping others with our journey, kind of all colliding at once was from darkness, and pain, and Trauma, and sickness, and all of that.
So, I just think that it's really important to not be the Debbie Downer in your own story like telling yourself. Well, you ain't really shit. Like you ain't doing that and you ain't gonna go to the gym. Or you ain't going to do you know, like quit talking shit to yourself and I know a lot of people are working on it. I'm here to remind you probably every episode like that negative, self-talk telling
yourself, you're broke that. You can't that, you know, whatever to shouldn't ideas down before you even brainstorm away in, even a perfect world. That's what manifestation is, like, manifesting that perfect scenario that fits and I think so many people, throw in the towel and just tell herself, like, nope can't wouldn't be able to can't accept that, can't do that. And I just want everyone to at
least give some stuff A shot. Not even if it's getting a reading or, you know, asking for help from someone that you love like, you know, put your pride aside be vulnerable because that's really the only way you're going to get out of your own Cycles. That's such a difficult thing to do to especially because I think that a lot of people don't recognize that they do that or they don't recognize that they don't ask for help or they don't have conversations or they
whatever. So I think that's like the first step to is recognizing that your But who's not already doing
those things? Also like, if your attachment style or something that you learned from your parents as very like detached, like you're not used to asking for help or you're not used to reaching out when you're sad or lonely or whatever like it is going to feel very uncomfortable for a long time to be able to be vulnerable and I even noticed myself even with all the support that I have still sometimes like secluding myself and I know you mentioned that an episode or two
ago about Like needing time to figure it all out before, asking someone or telling anyone. And I do that sometimes as well, just because I'm really stubborn and hard on myself in a sense of like What are they gonna do about it? You can tell them. What are they going to? Do, you know what I mean? Like, I'm just so stubbornly like, independent. Sometimes it like, yes, I just don't even believe that even if I told anyone that it would help anything. So it's like I'm not even do
that. Like I don't want to do that but I have gotten a little more vulnerable in the last couple of years with the public like strangers and people like, and I love whenever I give a reading and Spirits. Like, okay. Now tell a part of your story that fits this because it's relevant, it's going to help him. And I love that because it, like, you said it, I feel like sometimes The messages are for me too, and the cool thing that's been happening.
If you've received a reading from me and like a spirit as came through for you, all of those Spirits like collectively have been chilling. When I hope in a circle, like what I've been open in circles, there's this one girl's grandpa. I couldn't tell you the girl's name to save my life, but she could probably message me and be like, it was my grandpa.
But I told her about her Grandpa grandfather, like, went into the spiritual realm to kind of help other people, adjust to the spiritual realm because some Roots are not adjusting well like, they're they were either really religious or skeptical or like a frayed or like whatever like maybe they just, they're not loving it. Like some Spirits do.
And this man was like having a fucking party in the spiritual realm, like he was out here and he showed up like a bat out of hell, like doing everything in this reading. It was so funny because she was like, I just can't believe that it's him a mic. She was so shocked by the things he was telling me. It was just so alive. She was like my mom is going to flip and I felt like most of the reading ended up probably meaning for her.
You know what I mean? Like double meaning to tell her mom these things but he is showed up to every suit like serious Circle that I've opened since then and that's been like, going on like a month. Like every time I open a circle, this man is they're just children just like David with everyone. Like as he's just like, that's what he does. I think that's dope.
I know somebody who did a reading and this little girl is who she ended up connecting with and the little girls stayed at her house and Is like an active part of like her house spirit and like it just chills with her and is always there. Yeah, honestly. And I don't be letting Spirits do all that. No not not for me or not staying. But she's at she said, death worker. And so like she works with their energy as much as she liked. Gives them space if that makes sense. Yeah.
I feel you. Yeah, that's that's for some people, that ain't Fair. You know, I'll talk to the sphere, is a go back to the spiritual realm. We'll talk later, we'll be back, but I do like a good, like Spirit Circle and talking to my ancestors and guides and stuff throughout the day, like all day. Like sometimes I just open my spirit Circle and it's open all day, not just during reading, so that's probably like, for some
people. A lot of energy, they couldn't, they don't mess with that, but sometimes it's like, straight. Like, if you imagine that Christmas scene movie and Harry Potter, where there's like Spirits everywhere and like Around. That's like sometimes the crib. So does my crib but it's fine because like I'm fine with it but like when I don't want them all here, they don't like we have boundaries. So yeah. That's what's important is you being able to have those
boundaries? Yeah, because it's training after a while. Like I mean it can be, sometimes it's empowering like you said because you're using it for your energetic. You know, elevation, I guess would be a good word, but it's been getting really real lately, like with the readings, and the spirit connections, and then the people that are just like, I feel so called to you.
Like, y'all have no idea how much that means to me when people are, like, I'm called to you because it's like, wow, what it is though? Like I know a lot of people think that they're just so called to me or obsessed with me. But really, it's your Spirit guides or pulling you close to me because they know that I could hear them and then I'm like, I see you and I can help you. So your so-called to me and like obsessed with me, really? Because your Spirit guides are
in your ear. Like Paige, Paige, Paige, go talk to Paige like because your Spirit guides and your ancestors and your angels, want you to connect deeper with your own spirituality because they know that I'm not a gatekeeper. I'm going to make sure that you can do this on your own that you can feel validated and secure in your own messages and like like I know Gemini teaches a lot on confidence like, you know, just being more aware of the messages.
Is the first set like the first step is just knowing that you got a damn message. Yes, this is like seriously repeating a conversation that I already had earlier today.
So I'm just sitting here like having a whole Deja Vu moment because this is clearly like what the collective is needing and this moment and in this space and time, and we're all kind of on this Collective wavelength, and while everybody is out like trying to buy things that make them happy, I think the most important thing is to be happy with yourself. At the end of the day, you're not a fucking robot or a money machine and, you know, we create these mental constructs.
That keep us stuck. It's kind of like what humans have agreed to do is kind of like like make this a motherfucking obstacle course around here. Like, it ain't just like, okay well here's the answers.
Everybody knows them. Now know it's like really crazy, how the spiritual Community is turned into, like this cliche, like people who have never in their life, Donna fucking any Shadow worker trying to heal people and help people and stuff, you know, it's wild to me and I don't judge, I don't care because you're like, I don't rock up, karmic debt with the
universe. Like, the one thing that I do is, I give and give and give and give and I received, but I give so that I'm always in Balance, like I like to be a balance with the universe because the universe is always like you want to go to this opportunity, or here's this really cool thing or hears this and I know Gemini's that's been happening for you lately with a lot of the stuff that like, you'll be talking about About someone signing up for your thing and then someone
does like that's like I call it liquid manifestation because it's like it happened, quickly and water liquid moves quickly.
It's always been wild for me that when I think about things that happens and I that his worked out for a long time in the - and that's why I'm so like I'm always pressing like checking what you're thinking about and checking what your initial reaction on things is because literally like you're, you're thinking about things and you're planning things and putting energy into, it makes it fucking happen.
That's Actually what it is. Like that's why I know bunny is preaching making a vision board and Gemini and me are going to make one for the podcast because it is true. Like I've made vision boards in the last couple of years. Another really cool thing you can do is like get a box and I
told a client to do this. You write a letter to your past, self your present self and your future self and you put it in this box and you kind of make it like a trinket box and then at the next New Year's you read all the letters and you like Burn them under the first full moon, or do whatever you want with them. You can keep them if you want but you know, maybe burn the past one or like whatever. And I personally like the little boxes because you it's kind of
like a ritual altar in a box. I put like feathers in it. We got like coins. We like I did it with a group of friends, a couple years ago, we all wrote each other letters and it was really beautiful when we opened them like it. I think we said we were going to make them this year but you know it's about attention and putting something Into the universe and really willing it into the universe. Yeah, absolutely the vision. Let's just say the vision board
though. That's like I'm up next I'm doing it. I've never actually sat down in like fully done a vision board like I've done I'm very big on like writing so I've written every year and like projected what I want to have or like a mindset that I want to be under something. But I've never sat down and put the energy of flipping things out of magazines and gluing it on and being very intentional and I like scrapbooking. So I feel like doing a vision boards going to be dope.
Yeah, I definitely have done them at like workshops before, but I've never liked went and bought the stuff and done one at home alone. So I'm thinking about like, making it like a new like I might get a bunch of stuff and then maybe invite someone over to make one with me or something. I think that would be cool, but I definitely want to make it a new routine.
We're like, God, do it at home every year, like do it because I know buddy said she's been doing it forever and I just think like if anybody wants to take notes for taking notes from Bunny and that's our that's our Queen and savior and that's just the facts. So we're gonna say everybody, go to the dollar store and get some magazines. Get a poster board. Let us know how it goes. Sent me. Pictures message me pictures.
Email us pictures and we will literally share some of your manifestations on the New Year's episode. One day we're going to be like you guys and this is what I'm projecting this, what I'm going to manifest one day, we're going to be like you guys we had to break are no guest rule because we're interviewing bunny right now and the Godmother of the
podcast right here. And the reason that it all happened and yeah and I'm just going to look at her the whole time and not like the one time that I really I knew that was going to change. My life was just like the fucking first moment, it happened. Like I said, it's been a good actor. They're like, this is going to change a like, like I just do it. Like, it has in more ways than one. And what I love about it is you can't make people really see you.
Like, you have to be yourself and people have to see you on their own. You know what I mean? Like, the real relationships are formed organically. They're not forced, or, like her. Ejected or paid or arranged or whatever. And I think that's what's so cool about our podcast is like it, really spraying from like the craziest occurrence.
That was just like a spiral of like dominoes, you know, like one thing after text led to this moment and if you wouldn't have had the courage to start coming, we wouldn't be here because I already know that I wouldn't have started a podcast by myself. Dude, I was shocked that you asked me to do the podcast. Like I because what had happened was I got the idea in my mind when we had been texting and I
was like, this would be so cool. And then I was like, she doesn't want to do a podcast with me, she's going to be, she's always telling me I need to like, take a break or chill. Like she was want to do that and then you're like, I have this great idea how about a podcast and I was like, abso-fucking-lutely and here we are.
Honestly it really worked out really well and And the girl that did our logo this girl, Jamie, she really fucking got me inspired with the logo because that really opened up the vision of like, wow. Like we have a solidified like logo name and like we out here. And, you know, I think what's really cool about a podcast as it's like going to live on forever? Like you could listen to this in 20 years and be like wow that's so inspiring.
And it's cool because podcasts are only like in the first 10 years of like existence for So if you have one right now, I know people have said this before, like it's pretty but it's a big deal like its commitment.
It took Tom, it took energy and I think that's really the things about like planting seeds and not knowing what's going to grow not, knowing what's going to happen, not knowing who's going to hear it is so inspiring because it's like with music or art or whatever if you just create from your spirit and from your soul, and from your heart center spirit, will let you go wherever you want to. Go wherever your pretty little
heart desires. You'll go there and it's just kind of like you know, Justin Bieber was discovered on YouTube at literally 12 years, old sure like randomly because he was putting himself out there. If you don't ever put yourself out there, you will not be recognized. You will not be seeing you will not be hurting.
You will never get to the levels of awareness that you truly desire, as a human like as a human, we desire that connection that raw like creation energy because that's like, what we're Made of if you're neglecting any part of your spirit, your soul, you're gonna feel lost and drained and sad. I always think of, like all of the stories of where people were like I had no idea like you couldn't have told me that this was going to happen. I wouldn't have believed you.
Like I wouldn't believe that I'd be doing that or I was going to give up on it and then I decided that I was going to keep on going. In this next, next thing is what was my break or you know, like there's so many stories of people being like I was right on the brink of success and I like gave up and that's always motivated me to even When it's difficult, keep on doing something. And, like, literally the smallest things that you do with
your day. Like, I know that some people go through, like, like mental health, things like, sometimes getting up and making yourself food is like, you made an accomplishment for the day and like, give yourself a win and then do more of the next day and I don't know. I just think that that's been helpful. I also like today, like I changed my sheets and I was like Govi Govi. Look at you and I did a little laundry. I was like, yeah. You're So then I was like okay we went to Sam's Club.
Fuck. Yeah. And we're recording a podcast like I am that bitch today. Plus I did a bunch of other stuff like shipped merch and biddies and all that stuff out. So you know I really try to give myself Grace at the end of the day you're just a human like you're not meant to be able to do everything you want to do all the time. And a lot of the times it's really about surrender to the timeline that you've created.
That's really going to take you next level because a lot of people people like you just said they give up right before the break through right before the transformation. That's why I'm saying like it's I'm going on like a solid four, full years right now of like really being in tune of my spirituality and being like who I am and yeah it's only getting better every single day I wake up.
I just feel more blessed, more grateful, more connection like you said we're receiving so many messages every single day and it is literally it feels me and Awakens my spirit of why I'm doing this, why I'm pushing forward, why I fought through the darkness why I gave up, you know, all of my vices and all of my you know trauma talk to really get into that empowered version of myself and someone wrote me today and she said, girl, I'm so really proud of you.
She was like, because, you know, I've just watched you grow. She's like, but whenever I met you, I was so lost and she was like, I was drinking whiskey like three to five times a week. Week. And she was like, now I don't even touch whiskey at all. She was like, I want to have a blogger Rita. She said, but I'm, you know, eating cheese, dip and tacos and like talking to my friends about spirituality. She's like, it's not the same and I'm like, yes. And she's like it, I was in a
depression. She's like, I hated myself. It's like now I feel so hopeful and she's like, she always says, she manifested a friendship with me, or whatever, and she's always like, yeah. And I'm still manifesting my friendship with money. And I'm like, he manifesting it, because you never know what will happen. Happened in your life. My son, I love bunny. I think everybody should manifest meeting her.
I just know that like Everybody that goes into her energy comes out different and I, you know, if like we've I followed her for a long time before. She was like getting, like all the crazy notoriety that she is now like an OG when she was on YouTube, and it's crazy seeing like how much she's genuinely done. But then also, how every single person that is around her like ends up glowing.
And And they're like a healthier version of themselves and she has them in counseling and they're having all like they have these like Transformations and become their true selves. And I think that like everybody should strive to have an energy where when people leave you, they leave like a better version of themselves and they leave with confidence. That's exactly how I feel about my existence. Like, somehow some way I want to leave everyone that I meet better. Yeah.
What were you? I just I love that you're like good because that's me. No, no, I'm saying like that's my life motto. That's exact. No, I love it. I strive to be like I'm not even near her level. Yeah. But I am touching life's and that's all that matters to me. Even if it's just one heads and I'm happy, I'm happy with a
micro level. Like, you know, I know that some people are meant for the masses and some people are not like I'm cool with any plane that I'm on. As long as I'm helping people and I feel fulfilled and like living my best life. I don't care what level were on because I do think there is some stress that comes with a certain level of notoriety that I don't
know if I want. And I got a past life, like Soul story reading from that Kayla. Girl, that we were gonna have on the podcast, but she had to cancel Kayla. Theresa, shout out. She's so cute. She's so far. I finally got one on her soul story readings, where she channeled your past life's.
And she said in one of my past life, I was a paraplegic And I like had gotten in an accident and I know it's like it's beat and it resonated because honestly, like just so much just to just really resonated and some of the things that she said in this reading were like, some of these like subconscious fears that I have in this life like about, like not having enough or, you know, meaning the safer a rainy day or needing to plan
or needing to have this or have that before you make this move kind of thing. And she said, a lot of that
comes from like, at that. Point in my existence and my soul's story, I didn't have a another plan and then not being able to have an Able Body. I wasn't able to like afford the like services and like surgeries and things that could have helped me and then just lived in pain and misery and like watch my family suffer intron and like that's torture to me like as a person and like she was saying like that's why I'm really into my masculine energy and that's why I'm this life, it's about
like receiving and chilling and nurturing and compassionate. I've gotten a lot of that like leveled out, but for a long time, that's why I was in survival mode. I believe that now like hearing her say that though, because, you know, I'm never going to give myself a reading words. Like, yeah, you was a dude and you lost your legs.
That's fine. You know like you just can't give yourself a like and if anybody's interested in this girl, her readings are like on a waitlist but she does these Soul story readings. Like she doesn't use cards. She just channels all of this stuff and it's beautiful. And my reading was one hour and 11 minutes.
That's amazing. I think that people should get all kinds of different readings from all kinds of different people because everybody has these unique gifts that they use in like these unique ways and you get a different experience just because you know, two people do tarot, you're going to get completely different readings with those two people, even if some of the same topics and things come up.
And that's so true because we are all leaning on different spiritual gifts like Like seven psychic senses and like we could be leaning on any of those and I know another reading that I done, I was smelling a lot of cigarette smoke and one of the spirits was a heavy smoker and so like, you know, people underestimate your own spiritual gifts because they're trying to do it the way someone else does it? Maybe they see it or they hear it. So you think that's the only right way?
But you could fill it. You could literally just know it like a lot of my readings. I just be knowing I don't know how I know it. I had no freaking clue, how I know what I'm about to tell you, but I know it and I'm saying it, and I think that's what's really cool about spirit is like, if you get used to trusting the messages and you say what you're getting versus getting in your head and like, limiting the message because you want to be right, but you're willing to
just go out on that limb. Like you, literally hit people in the soft spot where it's like water works. Like people are crime. Okay. So I gotta tell you. I got to tell you about this. So I did a reading for somebody this morning and in the reading not even pertaining to what was being talked about at hand. The the spirit that I was talking with was like, now she can see the world through my eyes. So I spoke that out loud. And the woman.
I was reading gasped and she goes, no, you don't understand. He was at Owner and He restored a woman's Vision in California because you donated his eyes when he died. And I was just like flow like that hit. So different. And, you know, if you are in your ego about something, when you're reading and you're second-guessing, what you have coming through, it doesn't have to make sense to you. It has to make sense to the
person that you're reading. I also like the other day, I pulled a card and it said sentimental feelings and the lady wanted to talk to her grandmother. And when I sent her that card she said, I can't wait to listen because her grandmother came through, but it was like a pre-recorded reading. And when I sent her the car, she's like, I can't wait to watch the reading. She said, sentimental feelings is the name of my grandparents wedding song. I wouldn't do that.
That's incredible. I love this. I, this will never get old. I'm fucking exhausted today, though. I got to tell you I'm like very I did, I did that reading this morning. It was a two-hour reading. It was incredible. And then, I did a turn around and I interviewed somebody, and then we ended up trading readings doing that. And then I made Curry for dinner and like I'm hungry. And I'm so tired. It's been real. We're gonna drop weekly episode so we'll be back and we love you. Yes. Bye.