You say she's so sweet, man, come on. A little rapper lit me like a lollipop. Lollipop, Lollipop Lollipop Lollipop Lollipop Lollipop. Welcome back to Candyland. So we are back to weekly episodes. We're bringing in the questions, the themes, and we still want to hear from you all. So don't forget, if a crazy story or something happens, send it to us@lollipoppodcast.com. It'll come directly to both of us. And that way we can Share your
story. We could share our perspective on it. We can keep you anonymous and all of those goodies. I always just keep saying, like, you and I are just two totally different. We just handle things totally different and see things differently. So to like get people's different stories and their perspectives on things because I think I'm the one who like handles things more aggressively. But it seems like the things that like I really give a fuck about, you're like, I don't
really care about that. And then if I'm like, I don't really care. You're like, oh, let me tell you something. I do think that's true, True. I do think that a lot of people don't realize what we're going to be talking about on this podcast because I've had different people, you know, say like, I really wasn't expecting it to be as dynamic or as in depth as it is.
But I recently had one of my guy friends say that they turned it on at the construction site and everyone was listening to it and he was like, and multiple people were like, that's really funny. Who is that? Who are those people talking? And I thought that was so cool. That is cool. It's interesting too, because like we're able to connect with a lot of different people who have a lot of different belief systems and personalities and whatnot.
And I think again, because our personalities are so versatile. Yeah, I do think that a lot of people don't know if this is going to be like a gossip type podcast or like a shit talking podcast or feminism, you know, fuck men podcast. I feel like there's like a couple different arenas for the female lead podcast, but they're all falling into some category like that unless they're interviewing guests and then
it's all over the place. But I think that it's really hard in any arena to find balance with things like my nails are very balanced right now. I got clowns on there finding balance between like 2 personalities, 2 work ethics, 2 styles, 2 goals. You know, two people trying to meet their goals. It's just it's really unique to be able to do that with anyone or anything, to be honest. Yeah.
I, I think something that works really good with our dynamic too is I don't take direction from many people or like or, yeah, collaborate on the same level with many people. It's usually like I'm in the position where like I'm employing somebody or I'm having something happen or whatever. But you and I with our dynamic, I respect your opinion and your what your goal for the podcast and things is and for our brand
in general. So you're one of the few people who's able to be like, hey, Jim, like, you know, this is the energy we're needing or this is the energy, you know, this is the lesson that's being learned right now or this is the way that like you can look at that differently or whatever. And I think that that mutual respect and, and openness that we have in our friendship really translates to the podcast.
And a lot of people don't have that inside of their friend circles or people in their life where, you know, I don't have to worry if you say something to me that that's like the end of our friendship or something. And for a bitch with abandonment issues, which has been like a wound that's been coming up,
like I, I appreciate that. I feel like one thing of that I'm doing really well that translates into what you're saying is I let people do what they want to do, even if I'm not like in agreeance or like I'm not. What do I want to say? Like I choose to just let people run their course as long as they're not swerving into my
car, into my lane. Like I let people coexist on their level of understanding or their level of intention or whatever they want to focus on. And I feel like what I have learned is like when you get someone to do something because you want them to do it, it's always short lived. Like it's like, oh, I cleaned the house for you today. Get off my back or I cut the grass this one time. Like if you try to get people to do things, I've learned that that is not the approach to get results.
Like the biggest thing that I have learned is just letting it be like letting things run their course, letting things work themselves out, letting things go without direct control or dominion or trying to like control or understand things. I feel like lately I've just been like letting things below I guess around me without taking it personal or feeling like oh, this is affecting me now I'm gonna be upset or project back
to this person. Like I've just been like allowing people to be them without having like conditions or rules or guidelines. Like I can tell people what I think they should do or what I would do, but I don't care if they do that, you know what I mean? Like I feel like I want you to think this through, but also at the same time like trying to tell someone what to do is what I think led me down empty broken roads in the past.
I think that there's something to letting people be themselves and if people are operating in their highest sense of like right and good and they're making choices that are like they feel like are for their best and it's not something that's like, you know, them just being like self-destructive and going off the rails and whatever, then that is easier. For me, that has helped a lot with like not having to control things by just being like, people are free humans to do the
things that work for them. And everybody has the opportunity to handle their own situations. And I've learned a lot that, you know, I, I used to be really judgmental about things. I expected things to go a certain way, people to act and react in specific ways and, and do certain things because, well, that should just be what's expected of them. And then I found myself in positions where I had judged other people for being in or I had had an opinion on how XY and Z should go.
I'm in that position. And I'm like, well, I'm definitely not handling it the way that I thought that this situation should be handled because you don't know till you're in it. And you know, every situation and everything that you have like has a logical reaction, which is, you know, somebody on the outside can logic through things. People inside of situations have the emotional aspect, have their own intuition going off for their own various reasons and and whatever.
So yeah, something I have really worked hard on is understanding that people are their own individual free beings to make the choices and decisions. And as long as somebody's making those choices from their highest sense of good, that's like, I mean, that's the best that they can do. Yeah, that's what I think has really led to a lot of transformation for me is because in the past I would be like, Oh no, I care about this person. I want them to do good.
I want them to move forward and be on the track that I think they should be on. But in that now it's like forcing things isn't going to get you what you want. All right, so this is the portion where we're going to read questions that have been brought in by you guys. If your past self could see where you are today, what would
shock them the most? I honestly think what could shock me the most, just growing up in an environment that was strictly like partying and drinking and like, that's what I grew up with. That's what like everyone I know did in their free time. I think that what would shock the younger version of me the most is that I am truly more happy without substances and alcohol and like extracurricular activities than I ever was in that space.
But also, I don't think that that version of me could see like how much peace closing that chapter would bring me and how much happiness that I actually was overlooking or not experiencing due to the ups and downs of, you know, continuous like drug and alcohol abuse. So I think that looking back at a younger version of me, that they would be most shocked that I'm choosing to fill my days and my free time and my enjoyment with things other than drinking or partying or or that type of
stuff. I love that like you found joy in other places where you couldn't see it before.
Yeah, I just grew up in an environment that was always centered around like alcohol and like marijuana and just like partying, like partying for fun, partying for a celebration, like just parties, you know, like, and I was just exposed to that at such a young age that I don't, I personally don't know a lot of adults even to this day that are like 50 plus that don't use alcohol or drugs as like a chill time or like a wind down
thing, you know what I mean? Like I feel like that era of people, like they're still stuck in that loop period. Yeah, I can see that. Yeah, like most like 50 to 65 year olds I feel like have substance abuse issues, like whether it's alcohol, cigarettes, drugs, whatever it may be. Like that's the addiction era that they pass that on to us. Yeah, I get that. We feel, and then I feel like our generation is waking up and teaching their kids like, hey, you know, like this.
There's things that are different now, like you don't need to do these things or you could die from these things or whatever. I feel like the dynamic is shifting and kids are not growing up instantly being surrounded by that like. Yeah, I agree. There's a there's a way different mindset around things now than when we were kids. Yes. So questions for you. Yep, ask me a question. What's a lesson that you are actively still learning even though you thought you had mastered it?
Like I said, abandonment issues have been like a real 1 and I feel like knowing that I've got me and can take care of things regardless of people around has been a huge a lesson And like understanding and knowing like my own value and what I bring to things. Growing up was really weird because there wasn't a lot of like positive affirmation. It was only being spoken to like when I was doing wrong.
And like, my parents have acknowledged that now that like, I'm an adult, but when people are only pointing out things that you're doing wrong or ways that you're being inconvenient or whatever, then like as an adult, you know, I like have to really work through being like, OK, I'm not inconvenient for this. Or I don't need to just sit here and like, listen, I can actually have conversation and contribute something. My opinion does matter.
Or, you know, what I have to say is an intelligent thing to throw into this conversation and is not, you know, a misplaced
moment. So I think that's the thing that I'm still working through that's been coming up a lot recently for me. Do you think that that shows up like trying to be like a business owner 'cause you have to like navigate your own highs and lows without that like consistency of income Or like, I think what has been a huge dynamic for our generation is like so many people are wanting to become business owners, but we actually were not taught any
of those skills because we're coming from a generation who's like, work a job till you hate, till you die or else you will starve. And so with my parents, I've noticed like they're starting to break generational things because I am, because I'm choosing to set better boundaries or choosing to be like, I'm not just productivity
or not just getting shit done. Like I'm not just worthy of love or support if I'm getting shit done because I feel like that's what translated from their parents to them. Like you're only worthy with what you bring to the table, or you're only worthy of your money, or you're only worthy if you're able bodied or you know what I mean? Like those things I feel like are embedded into people collectively in a collective space. I do think that business wise, I think that there's been a lot of
shift recently. You know, I was overproducing things for a long time because I, I fucking hated my life and working was, you know, the, the people that we have like in our community space or listen to the podcast or whatever was really the only like support that I was getting inside of my life. And then now I have so much more like support for my business and what I do and me as a person than I feel like I've ever really had. And that is a huge adjustment.
And yeah, I totally think that things affect business that, you know, happen personally or whatever, and finding that balance matters. There's also like, you know, when you are at a job that somebody else owns, you have a list of what your jobs are, what your responsibilities are, you know, you know, ABC and D that you're going to be doing. And if things come up that get in the way and prevent you from being able to do that, it's not your company.
Somebody else has it handled with us owning our own business. If something comes up, we're like, you know, we want to do this idea or have this go, we have to fund that that's coming from us. Like the amount of money that we have to put in even just like my e-mail platform, like even just for me to have Google business, I have to pay so odd dollars a month just to be able to have the e-mail that I have and be able to have other people on, on e-mail.
So like, there's just so many things that come up in business that we're not told about. It's not discussed. And for us doing business on social media, not only are we having to learn this and, and, and battle and, you know, figure it out, but then we also have people's opinions on the things that we're doing and, you know, outside advices and, you know, people who we bring in, who, you know, we want to support them and, and have them help our business.
And we get jaded by that, and it doesn't look good for our brand. And we have to, you know, go and do damage control. Like there's so many things that go on that nobody's ever going to see that we could not fucking predict.
Yeah, I feel like you have done really well at like inviting people in to help you and seeing like what what waters you're treading over there are not safe because I have not had to experience like I'm living vicariously through all the leeches that kind of come into your world and they're like, hey, let me help everyone or whatever. Like we've talked about. I feel like I have a wall up with that. Like I'm very much like, I'll do what I can and everything else won't get done.
Like that's where I'm at with it. Like I'll do what I can and I'm like, I'm just going to be honest. I'm at this point where like I've outgrown certain aspects of my business. Like I've outgrown some of the things that I thought were sustainable and they're not really sustainable. And my thing is like, shout out to the Ogs on Patreon.
But like the thing about Patreon that I just like want to expose everyone to is like they they've taken more fees, they've increased their operating cost and I've never been able to do a price increase on there. And they have these new features where I can, but I being a people pleaser is like, no, but they've been on there for four years. Like I don't want to take that away from them.
So if you're on my OG like Patreon $50 reading you better never cancel because every time someone cancels I remove an available spot. No one gets to take that spot, it disappears. And when that tear disappears it's increasing to 100. So y'all better just lock in tight on that because I just feel like so many things that were sustainable four years ago are not any longer.
And I have to stop feeling bad about elevating myself by trying to like keep everybody on schedule or keep everybody in tune. Like it's just really crazy how these platforms and Netflix and everywhere else has price increases and no one bats an eye. But then I'm paying more processing, I'm paying more this internet's more, whatever it may be. And people think like, oh, you know, she's getting paid to do readings. Like it's basically free.
No, it's a lot. And you know, like I said, with everything, there's so many people that come in and make promises and all that. So I'm just at this point where it's like I'll do what I can do and the rest will not get done. Like I'm not adding anything extra. Like I just can't and I'm not going to. And I used to feel like that was me like sleeping on my gifts or
not utilizing my gifts. But I'm at this point where you better get a reading while you can because there's a very near future moment where I'm only taking select clients and I won't be offering it to the masses anymore because I just like I'm moving away from that. And I'm not saying that to like pump up my head. I just know I've evolved past some things I've been doing and I just don't know how to pivot without leaving people out or making someone upset so I'm like
fuck fuck. That just, you're kind of, you talked about the, you know, I have people who come in and are like leeches about things. And then you were talking about, about Patreon. And it just made me think like, that is true. And I, I have been doing a lot of like processing and assessing. Like why is it that I get so many people inside of like my life or business who do take advantage of things and it is me leaving an open door. It is me not having a firm
boundary with things. And it goes down to the point of like, you know, I'll have people who are on, you know, my a top tier that I have on Patreon where we have like the chat or something. And they're like, hey, my subscription fell through, but I'm paying, you know, next week and whatever. Can I stay in the chat? And I'm like, yeah, no problem. And then they, you know, they're in there for the week or whatever. And then they just cancel their whole subscription and.
And I'm like, well, that was a week of you getting like free shit, you know, free, you know, whatever work we're doing inside of the chat or conversation or support or whatever. And even if it's not much, it's a lot to me, you know what I mean? Like that's a promise made. That's me extending energy that like basically it's just free energy just going out the fucking window.
And I think about that now and all of these different areas where I have allowed myself to be taken advantage of because I do that, whereas I should have the firm boundary of, yeah, I like you, but this is business, you know? And if you didn't pay your subscription, I'm sorry, I got to remove you. I can add you back in, but those are the kinds of things that we naturally do because we care about the people who are inside of our community spaces or
whatever. But then I am consistently disappointed because, well, why did I get treated that way or how come I'm being taken advantage of in this or you know, you know what I mean? Like, so I see what you're talking about with the Patreon thing, not being able to like up the subscriptions, the amounts and stuff. That's why I have multiple different tiers because I wanted to raise, you know, the cost of it and wasn't able to. So I'm like, let me just create a different tier.
But when you create a different tier, then you have to offer more because you're charging more than was on the tier before. So the way that you're doing it is super smart to limit the spots every time and then have people like you have to join this, you know, $100 tier or whatever. Yeah, it's just like, I don't want to complain about complaining. It's just Patreon in itself has tacked on a lot of added costs and expenses that we're not there, and so is PayPal.
So this year I'm no longer accepting PayPal as a payment form on my website. I don't give a fuck. I don't care if that upsets people, they're not going to book with me because I can't use PayPal, whatever that may be. I feel like PayPal has gotten so greedy and they keep increasing the fees and they keep increasing the stuff and it's just like, there's no reason that I have to be all things to all people and offer payment plans and offer this and offer that. I'm not doing all that.
I'm not doing all that. I'm just done keeping up with all these 1090 nines and all these forms and all these nonsense. So, you know, I'm really grateful. But sometimes when you are the backbone of your company, the face of your company, the brand of your company, the marketing, the fucking banker, the just everything, it can be overwhelming. And I just think that I'm reaching a space of burnout where I don't need an overabundance of clients.
I need clients who are we're going to do the work, clients who want to put the effort in and put in there also intention and attention to details because I feel like being all things all people has put me into a captain save everyone position. It's distracted me and you know, I just want everyone out there to take control of your own life and to stop feeling like you're in the back seat of your own life and like move forward with persistence. But understand that things are
going to change. People are going to change and you can't take those things personal. Like as things evolve. You know, I think that another thing to add to what I said earlier, younger me would be shocked on how many people I'm at peace with letting go of like just had peace with it. Like I used to reach and reach and reach outreach for love and support and always be someone that someone could count on, but never got that in return.
And now it just feels like those types of people can't even get near me because I just don't have space for it. And you shouldn't have space for it. And people who genuinely like love you and want to be inside of your life are going to step up and, and notice areas where you know you're lacking or you're struggling and be able to kind of pick up those pieces and fill in those areas and be there to support you, whether that be friendship or relationship wise
or whatever else. And I just don't think that if you I'm real big on if you have to chase it, it's not meant to be yours. Like, you know, you have to have hustle and momentum and Dr. behind things. But if you're constantly pushing the fucking boulder up the hill, you're just exhausted and hoping that you don't get squished at the end. And that takes so much energy
and is so exhausting. And I feel like I have navigated the majority all of my adult life being that person who's trying to make things fit that don't fucking fit. And one of the questions that we actually got was, have you ever had a moment where everything in your life felt divinely orchestrated? What happened and what did you
take from it? And that was, I feel like moving into the house that I'm in now was like everything was supposed to happen exactly the way that it did for me to get into this place, for everything to fall into place, being here. And that was really like the catalyst. I feel like for everything changing in my life and the most like positive, supportive, synchronistic way. And it's not that it's not stressful.
There was a lot of work that had to be put into, like making it happen and being here and whatever, but everything is unfolding with that effort. If you're putting all of your effort in and you're not getting anything out of it, you're trying to fucking make shit happen that's not meant to be yours. Yeah, I totally also agree. Like being met with resistance or obstacles doesn't mean that
you're on the wrong path. I think whenever you inherently know the path is going nowhere, like everyone has that feeling. Like people can pretend like, oh, I invested my life savings into this, or oh, I have to do this, or oh, I'm going to let
people down. But you knew from the start that wasn't for you or you knew, you know from the beginning that something actually wasn't serving you, you because the universe was giving you signs and synchronicities that were saying like, hey, rethink this or redo this or whatever.
And I always find like, especially when people are in relationships, like with family or partners that constantly keep them in that fear based energy, like fear of an argument, fear of this, fear of confrontation, a fear of unworthiness or whatever it may be, then you are going to continue to attract that in every area of your life. And that's what I think people
don't understand. Like I hear a lot of women or a lot of people in relationships say, like, I don't have the money to do this or I don't have this or I don't have that. And then I'm like, and that's keeping you trapped. Those are the mindsets. Like I tell everyone, it does not matter how, where, when it happens, just know that it will. I don't give a fuck how no one has to tell me how to know that
it will. No one has to tell me when for me to know it's going to happen for me, you know, and a lot of people will speak fear into that. A lot of people get uncomfortable when I'm in those mindsets of like, it's going to be what it's going to be. And you're you are detouring it. You are limiting yourself. You're the blockage. It's not this person, it's you letting this person block you, you know, you giving your power to that situation or that person.
And I think that's what's unique about women in this generation as we're taking that power back. And I read something the other day that said people are so worried about actively breaking generational curses that they can see.
But you just me personally had broke a generational curse by not marrying someone in my 20s and getting stuck with them until I'm whenever age spirit told me that they were like that was a curse that was a generational cycle that you broke without even knowing you were breaking it. So there's so many things that we don't see that we've already broke the cycle. We're only focused on. Oh, my mom's an alcoholic or my dad beat me.
Like, OK, let's focus on what we're doing with that information and how we're evolving past that. Because that person didn't deal with their pain, so they chose alcohol. That person didn't deal with their pain, so they chose violence. It all manifests outwardly in a similar fashion. It's just about, am I doing the work to clear this or am I keeping it alive? Am I keeping it alive by
repeating the same pattern? Well, and that goes into, I mean, we've talked about it a lot where, you know, we talk about how situations that you've been through or whatever can either be the reason that you grow and you evolve and you learn a lesson, or they can be the reason that you stay stagnant. You never grow and you never evolve. You can use it as an excuse for why everything fucking sucks, or you can use it as a motivation for why everything is different. And, and yeah, I completely
agree with you. I also think too that people don't we get so in survival mode about things, and this is another thing I've been processing through. It's like when you live your entire life in survival mode where everything just like is coming at you and you're just dealing with it. You, you kind of numb it out and you just do this, all of the steps and you don't realize how much you're doing, how much energy that's taking.
You know, why you are looking the way that you're looking or whatever, because of all of the stress that you have on you or you know, just different things that you're going through and dealing with. And then when you don't recognize how much you're going through, you have no appreciation for what you as a human are able to tolerate and handle and persevere through. Yeah, I completely agree with that. Some people don't see how powerful they are. I'm going to post a question for
you. OK. Have you ever felt like you were living in a movie scene? What was the moment and why did it feel so surreal? So I've talked about this before. I don't know if I've talked about it on here, but there was a really long time of my life where I would just pretend like certain things happening in my life were like a movie or were like seasons of ATV show. And I would just handle things the way that I would expect like my character in that moment to
handle something. And I would just think about things as being like for a season. And so when I had like hard times that I was going through, I would be like, OK, I'm going to look back on this when it would be like next season. And I'm going to be like, Oh, yeah, I remember when such and such happened and, and, and then, you know, we got here. And so I've imagined many fucking scenarios in my life being movie scenes. The one that I can think of the most is when I had my son
because I it was like the most. First of all, I was basically alone that entire time that I had him, except for like when I actually like was in in labor, but I was in the hospital like for three or four days. I basically got dropped off at the hospital and got picked up at the hospital and like I was by myself when like I had my C-section and stuff. And that was a really scary experience. So I remember going into that surgery being like, OK, my
character totally survives this. Like if this was ATV show right now, like I would absolutely survive this. I'm going to look back on it and be like, oh, that was 4 episodes ago. Like by the time I wake up and it'll be completely fine. And that's how I got through that whole experience. So I had a moment today where I was feeling like a SIM, and then I was like, SIM stands for simulation and we're in a simulation and I'm a SIM.
And then I was reading into the scenario that I was in and I really felt like I was in, like, I am The Sims, but did you ever play The Sims? Yeah. OK, so you know the cheat code to get you all the money to build your dream house? You didn't do that. No. OK, well your girl is living this experience with the cheat code. It was called rosebud and you typed rosebud and did these little characters like over and over again and you just the money would keep going up. You never did that.
No. OK, well I really felt like I was getting an expansion pack. You know, like on The Sims you can use like expansion packs. Keep in mind I haven't played this in like 20 years. This was all just coming back to me in the car. So I really felt like I was in a video game or in a movie or in something because I felt like someone was like pulling on my SIM strings to get me to buy The Sims. I don't know why I I've been thinking about, I want to play The Sims.
I want to buy The Sims lately. And then it came out to me again and it was like you are a SIM and I was like me. Me and this simulation. That's me. Yeah. So earlier today I had a moment, like a deep moment of thought about that. So have you ever seen The Truman Show? Of course I've seen the Truman Show. You. Think that's our reality? Yes, I surely do. I don't know if that.
Yeah, yeah, kind of. I I think that's a reality and I think that there's lots of things and like how many situations have you ever had right, like situations with other people or just situations that you've been in where you're looking at it, Everything's fine until one thing catches your eye that's off and then you just start noticing boom, boom, boom, boom, boom, like this is off, this is off, this is off, this is off and it just all is about your perspective.
So I totally see in that situation, like and living as happy life go lucky nothing going on and then notices one thing is weird and then all of a sudden you're like, damn, the sun does look like it's just a light beaming down on me. Or, you know, like, yeah, I I think you can break your your illusions. You want a card? Sure. I remember being so disappointed because like on our end, like or at least on my end when I shuffle cards, you get like the nice like shuffle ASMR.
So I remember one day when we were recording, I like had my mic like perfectly set up and I was shuffling the deck. But Zoom is so good about blocking out outside audio that it didn't pick up. And I was like, what the fuck? We got card number 9 for momentum. We got planes in the sky. It is the sign of Sagittarius. The gift is determination, and our shadow is inertia. Such a powerful gift is bestowed upon you once you live from your
heart. Just as the inertia of the shadow may seem immeasurable, the momentum of your determination builds with equal force. Once tapped, it is a well of depth and resource. Suddenly each action you take is infused with purpose and meaning. Because life itself carries great weight and you see the profound interconnection of every aspect of your life. Even the smallest, seemingly insignificant parts of your day serve a function and a larger goal. Nothing is taken for granted.
Determination is the powerhouse of the heart. Your shadow is inertia. This shadow appears in your life whenever you get caught up in unnecessary details and forget the bigger picture or worse, your purpose. It might feel as though you're merely getting through life versus truly taking hold of it and living with zest. You might live from your mind which overtakes your being with convoluted messaging and perplexing thoughts concerning
the future. This shadow can look like reluctance, or in other words, the apparent inability to act due to low frequency cycles and patterns, which is a consequence of victim mentality. Alternatively, it could look like a frenetic restlessness or an overcompensation of energy in a million different directions. You forget to tune in and act with intention in your daily life to sway from the shadow, regain your concentration on the present moment and what you feel
drawn to now. Attempting to bring utter clarity to your future vision is actually adding more fog. Your themes are details, determination, momentum, and purpose. And then I just wanted to repeat the sentence because it's literally what we just talked about with things can be your reason or your motivator. This shadow can look like reluctance, or in other words, the apparent inability to act due to low frequency cycles and patterns. A consequence of victim
mentality. And victim mentality is the word for that. Where you're like, Boo Hoo, poor me, this is what I've been through and I can't possibly do anything else because of all this horrible shit. Everybody who has anything has been through horrible shit. What's crazy about that that I've been finding lately is like the road wall that people reach on their spiritual journey of like getting readings but not following through on any.
Yeah, like, I've been really hitting that lately with people that like, keep thinking of reading or a spell is gonna fix their shit. And I like I'm starting to have to turn people away and be like, there is no blockage. Like you are the blockage. You're blocking it. Your mindset. Spirit told you to journal, Spirit told you to meditate, Spirit told you to break up with this person, but you are not doing those things. So I can tell you again, I can, I can do clear it again.
But like, if you don't follow through on your end of the work or your end of the bargain, then it's really not going to work. So I've honestly been at a point lately where like I've just straight up been asking people like, well, what's your expectation with this? It's like what, what are you, you know, like you need a reading. You want me to put you on my schedule early? What's that? What's your expectation?
Like, what do you, you know, And like recently I've had clients like act like they're ready for everything and then they get on to the reading and they're like soaking it in and then they'll get another fucking reading. And we go through the same thing. And I'm like, do you all know that I can tell when you're not listening to everything they're saying? Like, do you know that whenever we tap back in, I can see that you did not do anything they
asked you to do? Like, I want you all to shine. I want you to be happy. But this is the shit that stresses me out about readings, 'cause then I feel like, well, if I just did this or I just did that and like, no, I don't. I do my part. You've got to do your part. So that's really The thing is like, we want to see everyone do the work, but you've got to acknowledge where you're falling short and not look around at other people. Amen to that. We'll see you next time in Candyland. Bye.
Uh huh. Yeah, so she's so sweet. Like a lollipop, lollipop, lollipop, lollipop, lollipop. You want to live me like a lollipop, lollipop, lollipop. You want to swallow my spirit and penetrate my aura? Taste. All of my consciousness is obvious. We're goddesses full of the divine femininity who need masculine energy, energy, energy.