Welcome to fucking Dandy land hosted by Rampage and Gemini. What's up everybody? Welcome back to Candyland. Contrary to what you may think. We did not forget about you last week, we just, we just needed a week off. We had things going on, I didn't feel good. And we're like, you know what, instead of pushing it, we're going to listen to our bodies and what Spirit has and we're just gonna let it go right now and come back full force.
So here the fuck we are. Yeah, we didn't want to like half-ass throw some shit together and it just be like, whatever and then in the The past two weeks, a lot of cool things have happened like the full moon. We have our power circle on Monday, the full moon in Virgo,
the last full moon of winter. Then we also like have Saturn moved into Pisces where the sun is also existing with Neptune Mercury and a whole gang of people and then on top of that I feel like the energy was just tense last week and I was just kind of like Not in a good headspace. Just to be honest, like, I'm normally pretty positive, but like, February was Rocky and I'll just be the first to admit that February was Rocky right now.
I have like, I think it's just the ending of that, like, full moon or like being inside of that energy. Like, I've wanted to cry all day but there's nothing wrong. Like, I don't have, like I'm not sad, I don't have like an abundance of emotion. I just feel like I'm on the verge of like needing to release and I don't really understand.
Excuse me. Well, winter in like going into spring is Is an accumulation of energy as well as just spicy season, accumulates all 12 zodiac signs and Pisces is a water sign so that could like lead to crying or emotions. And then Pisces is also very intuitive being ruled by Jupiter and Neptune. And this whole Saturn moving into Pisces is going to be like a three or thing and it's your Saturn return. So no wonder you're crying. You started your Saturn return. It makes sense.
So you need me. That's why we need each other because on, you need me. How would you thinking mind? And I was feeling Rocky and emotional. This last month, it was like, Saturn really crack the whip on me last minute when I thought everything was like Smooth Sailing till the end and Saturn was like nah. It's okay. But what's up mean for what you next time? Let me let you know. I'm not playing because I'm not gonna be back until you're 57,
so don't fuck around. Saturn was like, don't fuck around. I'm about to have Saturn, Daddy's energy all up in my Sphere for the next fucking three years. So I better get real using comfortable. I don't like not that I don't face emotion like I processed through emotion and things like that but I'm not really like a crier. I'm something like, oh okay like oh that was so sweet. Like all tear up or something but like when I have an overage of emotion, my instinct isn't to cry.
So crying's kind of like Uncomfortable to me and not like I just, I don't know, avoid it. I just really don't like it and I feel like it's a waste of my fucking time and I get all the energy release and things like that. But anytime I cry, I'm just like, why the fuck do we have to do this? Well, I really needed to cry and I've been trying to be more in tune with my emotions. I think crying is healthy. I don't really know.
I know that I am ready for spring, and I feel like this is was Kind of a Long Winter, it like rained a lot and it snowed and I used and all the things and I'm just really ready for like nature. I'm ready for like the birds to be out and about, like, just life to come back and like honestly, I've been in a funk and I'm glad that we didn't record last week because I feel like I'm in such a better head space. Like March has been popping marches. So prosperous marches, so
beautiful. Like I absolutely am loving this energy, our Power Circle, Was so impactful, 29 people was in the circle and that was our first one. And that is crazy. And honestly, it wasn't even really organized. I mean, not that it wasn't organized. I'm saying like we didn't promote it in an organized way for any time. I just basically said I'm having a Power Circle then like a week later, I was like, hey, Jim and I will, you be in the Power Circle and then you were like, yeah, sure.
And then we didn't talk about it at all. It was just telepathically and then she knew exactly what I wanted her to do it. It worked out great.
But then on top of that, it was so impactful because there were so many people that showed up so many people that were excited, there were men and women there there were everyone, there it was just like such a Vibe and I really felt in community with people in this like sacred moment and then Jim and I did this Burning Bowl, releasing fears and all of our limiting energies and people put them in the chat. People set them out loud, and it was just so powerful.
Many people had similar things that they wanted to let go I really felt this transformation like grounding with that Earth Virgo energy and like really incorporating Earth and I like to have at the end you like threw in like water and air. You're like, well, we've given all the credit to Earth but OK and then in like I thought that was cool but it was just really impactful and so if you missed it were going to get them scheduled out. So we can do this every full
moon cycle. Well, which is about once a month and the full moon lingers for like three days. So, you know, this month happened to fall on Monday ruled by the moon and it was the actual full moon Transit, but, you know, the full moon is pretty powerful regardless. So we'll try to get it as close as possible. So, when we were talking, when you asked me to, like, do something or whatever, I couldn't figure out. Like At first, I just couldn't figure out what I Was going to
contribute to that. And I was messaging my friend and I was like, I really want to do like spell work for this. Like I feel like a draw to do schoolwork to it and I'm like, but I was totally second-guessing, I'm like, but what if Paige doesn't want something witchy, what if I'm supposed to do something different? And I should like, have some like things put together and
then I was like, nah, fuck that. And so then when I like actually came to you with the idea of what I wanted to do and you're like yeah that's what like that's it. That's Is that right there. Like that's what we should be doing. I was like, oh, I was.
So first of all, like honored that you can ask me to be a part of it, but then, once we were there and we were in it, it was super beautiful energy and like scrolling on the screen and seeing everybody that was in there and they're all engaged in it. And when you're like, okay, we're going to be doing a meditation. You guys can lay down if you want to. I saw a bunch of people like, say less like laying down with. Our cameras on and they were so comfortable.
I did want to tell you something. So after like the day after we did the circle, somebody messaged me and was like, I couldn't hear the sound bowl last night. I just wanted to let you know like you know learning experience for you guys like I think there was a noise canceling or something and I sat there for a minute and I was like no I said you got exactly the experience that you're supposed to have accidents.
Don't happen like Like a bunch of people heard the sound bowl and if you didn't hear the sound Bowl, maybe the meditation that you needed was to be silent and to not have noise.
And like that was all part of, like your ritual and your experience and like, you wanted to have a buffer in there, so that you didn't have to be quiet with your thoughts and then one of, so I heard that from two people and then one of the people was like, oh my God, you're right, because now that you point that out, I heard the loud Bells at the end and it took Get me out of like my inner thinking and so I asked them to like when you were when it was quiet and you didn't have
anything else and you were like, waiting for Bulls. Were you looking at your computer screen trying to see if anybody else like, didn't hear the Bulls and was looking where you, like, looking for permission to, like not be in the experience, whatever. And so, it led to these different conversations of people's individual experience inside of a group ritual. Well, I did not hear that from
anyone and everyone else. Heard them as far as I know that it's only they are don't, but that's interesting. Um, I do know that they were playing and majority of people heard them. So yep. You didn't hear them. Insert tuned you out? And that is for really a cool perspective that you put on that. I don't really know.
I know that I love the sound bubbles but there are a lot A lot of work to play and so like I was really excited to do that, but I played on for like a solid, 20 minutes so that person was sitting in silence for like 20 minutes and they probably felt some type of way if that's what Stewart wanted them to have. But who knows? I mean there are no accidents. I don't believe in coincidences. I believe in synchronicity. Hmm.
No they they absolutely. Once I put that viewpoint on it we're like nope, you're so right. I've had people who Message me and said that they cried during the entire meditation, listening to like the sound bowls and stuff and like that, it was a release for them and I will do it as many times. And the nice thing is that, every full moon has its own energy. So what we do inside of that ceremony is going to be different every single Full Moon.
I'm so excited and I thought it was so beautiful because the energy exchange like 1313 is the number of the goddess. And I learned about Out that, in that dark, feminine Symposium class that I took and they were talking all the numerology. And so I was like, this is like the perfect number and also on top of that, I feel like the people on the patreon or getting something and added layer and just a sneak peek for everyone who's listening, I'm adding a new tier to my patreon really,
really soon. And the full moon circle will be included on that tears as well as the magical abundance and magical mastery. And then Gemini's also going to offer it on her patreon for certain tears that she wants to do that for will definitely be sharing more about that. But the first one was mind-blowing like this energy.
This week has been so grounding I feel like we opened up a portal, I feel like now, it's March 8, we did that on March 6th, people have been asking where the podcast is. We only skipped one week, we did the full moon circle. We put all our energy into that and people are still like Hey, where's the podcast? And then also, the thing I love about that is because that's like so cool because we love
that. I've had a bunch of new people who have reached out to me from Tik-Tok, like, from videos where I've talked about the podcast and things like that, where they've gone and listened and been like, you guys are like, my new best friends and I don't have something a lot of people don't have and we talked about it before, but they don't have friendships where they can have difference of opinion on things without it being like a weird debate.
And yeah, I just like, I think that that, that really fucking sucks. So that people can't find their people, but will be your people is all baby. It's all of and also when you're not celebrated or when you're competing with people that your friends would they puts like a bad taste in your mouth to try to make new friends, or to like
build new connections. And I'll be honest, most of my connections have, like, started through the internet started through, just like groups, common thinking, classes, different things that I've done or experienced, and then also just being vulnerable and like, messaging people, and being Like, I like your work, I like your art. I like your music, I whatever the whatever you're doing, you know, and just being friendly with people.
Also, just inspiring people through like that gratitude because, you know, it does take a lot for people to show up. And I think that it's really cool that we're getting to experience this on a new level of community, because it's one thing to, like, record a podcast or recorder reading.
But it's another thing to, like, have a whole circle with, like a lot of energy and a lot of people prepping and showing up for Himself. And I know, you know, it is a lot to invest in yourself in a world that wants you to be in fear or lack. So, I commend people who are taking risk in putting money into, you know, things that make them happy, whether that's Hobbies or crafts or spiritual
work or whatever. It could even be freaking, plastic surgery, I don't care, just like whatever makes you happy that, like, it's really going to soothe your soul and you're doing it for the right. Reasons like it does matter and I think that finding out who you are and realizing who you are, is the most important part of the journey. And that's what I put, like, top on my list.
And so then when you do that, you start to find your people or people that support you or people who are like, believe in you, and it's amazing because like, I never dreamed that. I would have so many people in a community showing up for themselves. Like, supporting both of us, you know what I mean? Just all the things. Like I have a lot of gratitude right now.
It's been a Right week. I think it's dope when I get like I've been getting a lot of friend requests on Facebook and people be like Oh I'm inside a Pages Discord because I'm on her patreon and somebody mentioned that I should listen to the podcast and I have to add you. And I we attract like it's just funny to me that like we attract the same type of energy but we
do different things. And so then when all of that energy in our main goals and we all get along and Like, there's this Duality with us of like, we do similar things, but we do things so differently, but then the people that we attract are the same and so I just fuck with it. I fought with that hard, you know, honestly, I'm so shook right now with, like, the whole Power Circle, because it was just so impactful. So many people have reached out with, like, beautiful, testimonials.
I know some people are emailing them, feel free to email, those to us. Either one of us through our website. Literally, I am just like, blown away because spring is here. The time is about to change this week and that is a beautiful thing. That's a beautiful concept because life is coming back. And I feel like this is when inspiration strikes, this is when you plant seeds and watch them grow, let them, you know,
get routed or whatever. And I think like the next six months or going to Just be so powerful for the collective with this Saturn transition because Saturn in Aquarius was very much about like community and other people like boundaries working on people pleasing, working on, you know, one side of relationships bringing balance to one side of relationships, but Saturn in Pisces, is going to highlight.
A lot of people who use things as a distraction, a lot of people who use drugs and alcohol because high seas, Rules alcohol and drugs as coping mechanisms people that are like shielding their trauma and hiding from their true self will be like illuminated. So the collective Focus really going to go inward instead of outward where it was like Community Family. Generational curses was like the theme that's going to shift into like personal.
Like accountability and personal, you know, needs and desires. And I think a lot of people that are resistant to the changes, they need to make are really going to get the hammer like laid with somewhere into their chart. Like just period because Saturn's in Pisces for all of us, just point blank period And it rolls Generations. So it's really cool. Like it's just such an impactful thing that the last time that it was in. In Pisces was like, 92 to 95.
So it's pretty much a whole all thing going. I love that you mentioned the generational like curses being like a theme for a while because it definitely was.
But now that we've brought attention to what generational curses are and like recognizing things that have been passed down through timelines and recognizing the pattern of trauma, you can't use that as an Excuse to then be like, oh well these things go on and I process this way because of the traumas that I've been through, that's your first step.
And then now that that's all been illuminated, Now's the Time that people have to actually like start that healing journey to work through things because you recognizing a trauma and you recognizing something that's been passed down and that you don't want to pass it down. Well, that's all nice to recognize but you have to actually now be putting in the energy and the footwork. Work behind that in order to work on healing it so that it doesn't pass down.
Well said, well said because a lot of times people put emphasis on shit and they are not going to do anything about it. Like they have no plans to do anything about it but they like want to put emphasis on it. And so I think like the focus shifting onto ourselves is really important because a lot of people only know how to worry about other people especially if their parents are whatever like they're always. Everyone's always worried about other people and, like,
rightfully. So I'm not saying, don't worry about your kids or family, but sometimes like if you're not taking personal accountability, and you're not in your power, and you're not pouring from an over overflowing cup, then you will be drained. And I want to point something out. That was really freaking cool. The other night after the Power Circle. I was like I'm gonna hop on Gemini's website, coven of rejects.com case, you're wondering, and I want to book a
reading. So I was like, okay, I'm going to go so I just I just wanted to book something that was like just email I didn't want to like have to show up so I was on her website booking this reading yall and literally at the same time but I hit submit. I got a text that said you are now booked and this was 12:16 a.m. I shit you not that at the same time someone else booked a read
about the name. Drop of not going to drop their full name, but I'm just going to say their name because they're tuned in. Caitlin Caitlin came through and it, what's crazy is I scheduled the past present future card. Pull from Gemini and she booked the past life reading from me and it was just crazy because it was both at 12:16.
It wasn't one minute different, it was the same minute and that was just mind-blowing of like the energy exchange conversation that we've had a lot about just like being in gratitude and supporting people from a genuine place. Not because You want something? Not because you desire like a free this or an extra that or whatever and then the universe just returning all that back to you like quickly because you like respect the energy exchange, you respect other
people's time. Like you know, it's just it's amazing how the universe works when you get out of your own way and you're not coming at it from like a material selfish, human egocentric, Shady perspective. And I think a Those are just taught to be Shady or talk to Phil envious or jealous or in competition. And we will literally talk about that until I roll over in my grade. It's just such an ugly energy and I think all that was getting
aired out. Even though I'm not like a Selena, Gomez, Haley, Bieber, fan, and I mean, it's all over the internet, but like, you know that mean girl. Shit, ain't cool like nobody fucks with that shit and it's ugly, and I think people that do that or act like that, like they truly are miserable. So it Really sucks for them. That that's how they live their life, you know. Yeah, I do know I I have very specific like when I'm on social media, I put not interested in videos now.
I just scroll past it like everybody to me, I just think it's such a distraction for everybody to be putting their attention and focus and we've talked about it before but in the celebrity life like it's bullshit and people are only up and riled. I mean, people were only upset with Kim Kardashian about Balenciaga for like a week and then everybody got Over it. And then now everybody is Haley
and and Selena and whatever. And by the way, like, yes she Haley, did like mean girl, shit and whatever and is making fun of a sick person's body, like, we understand that. But also what everybody's doing in turn is bullying somebody. Yeah. There ya are now. Yeah, they're bullying. And it's the exact same thing.
So, you're wanting somebody to not have a to not do something and then everybody's going to Do it as a show of like know everybody could have easily just gone and supported Selena and not have said anything about Haley. I do like the people were in following Haley in the masses though. Yeah, I know but you don't have to, you don't have to literally like you can unfollow and not fuck with it and go and give this other person.
Love, you don't have to agree with that but I also agree with the fuck around and find out movement and I think sometimes need to give made the example for other people. Learn from other people influencers. Whoever the fuck that that has that look at me. I'm better than you mentality. Can learn from this experience hopefully as a collective. Maybe it like gets embedded because I feel like Hailey Bieber.
Fans all were part of a sorority and then like Selena Gomez fans, like didn't have a dad but it's okay, like bond with it. I'm not hating, I'm not really a fan of either person and I don't think Hailey has many talents. Oh, how could you really be a fan of her? She doesn't do anything on her own, right? Actually, I someone referred to her as Justin Bieber's Handler like How they talk about these. I saw that the handlers and I like it makes sense how she is,
like, from this Rich family. She has no Talent. She was in a bunch of like weird little one off music videos. It was kind of like, when Aaron Carter would have someone like, Hilary Duff in his video. It was like she was in someone off people videos that were all musicians. And then, like her family has money, and she hung out with, like, Disney celebrities, that's like, that's the scoop on her.
And, like, for me sounds like Handler like his, like, who, Are you and then for Justin Bieber, right? Before this to happen to sell. All of his music he sold his whole catalog of Music. The rights to everything. That means that from that point forward, when he sign that check or whatever he no longer gets paid, any dividends if it's used in a movie. If someone remakes it if it's put on a freaking billboard nothing.
And I think it was like for like maybe like 285 million which sounds like a lot if you're about to get cancelled. Your enemy like nothing Hansel to but he went through that Bell's Palsy thing or whatever was going on with his face. He hasn't been able to perform, he has been to make me music in
the, you sell all your music. Then your wife's getting exiled from Hollywood, sounds like suicide set up like somebody's going to, and I don't want to put that out there, but it sounds like an Aaron Carter thing. Because now that his mom's coming out saying that he was found fully clothed and all this shit in the bathtub, know someone put him in the bathtub after he was dead. And that's what I told you before.
This has been aired out and actually spoiler alert, we may or may not be having one of his best friends on the podcast and interviewing him about important things.
Yeah. Ah, okay, the whole Aaron Carter thing, I still think of that one medium who was saying that they were having all of this contact with Aaron's family and all of this shit and the things that she was saying and then, when more facts come out, I'm like, so, literally all this shit that you say that you got from the family firsthand is all
bullshit. Once the family comes out and says something, and so like again, Aaron Carter's death being proven repeatedly that it's like money games for people that it's clout. Chasing for people, you know, even his I know I follow one person who's friends with Aaron or was friends with Aaron. That gets all kinds of fucking hate for his stance on everything that he's had the whole time which has been. The Aaron didn't do it to himself and The way that people will use tragedy for clout and
shit like that. Really just interviewers do it people and personal lives. Do it it's just it's wild to me and he deserved so much differently than that and also like I just think it's so gross people who will spiritually scam the community. Like you'll go out when people are like freshly grieving like a big loss and then just make up like complete lies that you throw the family into and you Monetarily gain and you can call it the three flow rule.
You can call it what comes around goes around or whatever but if you put stinky ass fucking energy out there and you scam the shit out of people, you're going to fucking get scammed and people aren't going to like you and your pussy smells like tuna bitch and you're getting hexed and I'm texting everybody. All them stammers they're getting hex like all the bad things that could come to them from taking advantage of people will come to them.
And what's the as I've had This animal daycare and I pulled a panda bear and a polar bear. So don't fuck with us. Okay. It is cute. And cuddly will fucking mall you and trap you under the both of them, both of them. Very aggressive. Very, very aggressive. Somebody was somebody was like, oh it's somebody who it was. One of the people I was talking
about Hood found the podcast. She's like it's so cute that you call her Polly Pocket, that's the perfect name to describe her and it just makes me laugh because I had only ever seen the happy version of you going. So we did the podcast and I like got to know you a little bit more when we talk about like, passionate subjects. And when we talk behind the scenes and I'm like, That bitch is a bowl like yeah, she's so nice and probably Republican guard piss her off her chest and
shit. You guys think she's so sweet, but watch her, get her, get her riled up behind the scenes, you know, it's crazy. The podcast is coming up on its one year anniversary already in two months and two months, it'll be the one year anniversary of the podcast. That means that Jim and I am I They are both coming up. I think it's going to be amazing, so much, so much. I think also there's just so much happening this year is me and Jim, and I are have a lot of ideas.
She's going to be visiting, I really think that it would be so dope that while you were here if we plan something out at like one of the national parks around here, something and did like that in person, like meditation or Burning Bowl thing too as well and like really got it popping.
Look at her face. You can't see it unless you're on patreon and also I think that there's a lot going to be coming up. I know this spring the energy feels amazing Well like now that we've been doing these full moon rituals, like I have no doubt that doing an impersonation thing together like an in-person Retreat would be popping as hell and we've been talking about like doing a retreat together and people just need to pay for like their travel to come in and
like whatever and I hella fuck with that energy and I love the idea of hosting a retreat and having things planned out. And so that's something that I definitely Want to be manifesting that even if it didn't happen next year, that it's completely planned out for us to do and that we know what we would do and that's like where I want to start putting energy in together to is like, setting up like a retreat. Yeah, that'd be don't agree. I agree with pass out.
We can pass out candy to make everybody sweet. Yeah. Like a whole over your mouth, and in your mouth, Then one person said, I don't want to say anything the gym and I don't want her to get upset, but it is a spice. So everybody that wrote me said that because you know what lying to you because they want to make you feel good. Is the size of some is might not be a hot spicy spice but it's fun. Yeah, bitch it's just ice, it doesn't slice. He doesn't like I said in my open your mouth.
Okay. Yeah. I don't like it to be chunky when I swallow. Okay, well I need you to follow this. So what about it? Kid inside? What about it all away? No, I Googled. I made a post afterwards when I post that video and I was like, okay, I looked on Google. It depends on the kind of paprika that you get paprika. Can be spicy but I get white people paprika and it's not spicy. So I didn't know. Well, I Personally, get it from Bill at the farmers market and he hand grounds at himself.
See bills and oh gee I'm gettin that shit that's been on the shelf for a long time. Yeah, I made a festival because that doesn't really exist that that's not a real scenario but there are different kinds but I'm not gonna believe the Bible. Well I'm always manifesting things in the real life so you know how it goes baby. Manifesting whole last people bill at the farmers market, whose hand Grinding paprika. That's a real specific manifestation.
Very specific because I'm looking at it right now. Then balls be shining. And then what was that? What was this? Oh my gosh. So I am really glad that we got to take a week off because now there's going to be big things coming up with these full moon Gatherings, because who knows, what's going to come from that? So there's definitely more to come on. What's coming up next month? Next one. Yeah, I thought that for some reason, I thought that March was your hibernation month? Is it not?
No. Normally my favor Nation month is when it gets like extremely hot outside and it's just like too hot to do anything which is normally like the end of June July. I can't believe I'm going to say this but I'm actually really excited for it to get warmer. I really want to be able to go like, listen, I don't want it, but Sweat hot but I want it hot enough like that's what I want to go walking outside and my yoga, pants and sports bra and not be Nippon. I want to be that's all I want.
Well, I am Really upset because earlier, I put on these yoga pants that I really like, and the project has ripped, and they're pretty new, like, they're not, it Just booty, brick time off. Like, worked out this morning yoga pants are going to be in the season. Keep them really at home special. The at home special, but I'm on your spicy site. I'm fat free Coast. I hate drinking. That's it, that could be your stage name.
Paprika paprika paprika. You're fucked up because now you guys because she definitely gets recommended a lot that she should have won, but your recommendations go on deaf ears because I just live my best life in other ways, like, jump from Planes and I can't Believe it buddy took hers down when I saw that. I was like, oh shit.
All right, Mama Yo you know why? Because she's on the next thing on to the next thing and then when you go on to the next thing you got to leave other things, he had backed sometimes new things online with the old things. So you got to get rid of the old things. No, I like it. She's done that for I mean, that's been what she's done for a really long time. And now she's blossoming and evolving and doing different things and getting different opportunities.
And she she was always pretty open on her platforms about like how she at different level UPS. Like she stopped being in the club and stripping and stuff like that because she leveled up and now she's done this and now she doesn't need to do the, you know, the sex work. If you will, that she was Doing before she's doing different things for herself and evolving and I love that. Yeah, plus that Eros me and that
bread. Now she then he put I like she shared this thing one day and it said, you're not a real G until you put someone else in the position to make money.
And I think that's the coolest fucking statement because a lot of people are all me, me me, but it takes a real motherfucker to give you money in your pocket, put you in a position to make money and not even really put themselves first because that's an It not knowing, what's going to really happen what you're going to do. Because sometimes when people give you something, people take it for granted, that's why it is better if you work for it. But I do respect the fuck out of
their relationship in the sense that, you know, he has done many interviews where he says things about her funding different albums and different things and really making sure that he was right and had everybody paid off and did good business. And I thought that was really cool because I respect people
who do good business, too. Feels like I do not like promoters who don't pay their artists or their people or, you know, like I've heard this time and time again for my friends like where people won't give them their commission, checks from my art gallery or something will pop off and like they won't get paid and they'll do a music video.
Like do hair and makeup for it or just model or whatever and they just don't end up getting paid and I think that's bullshit like don't make businesses if you can't follow through and I thought that was so cool that he preached I like Money. Always made sure that he did good business skills because that was like important her. And that's a fucking real statement, like, that's real message, because when you do dirty business, it does come back to you.
And that's why I like whenever a couple months ago whenever I aired out that dirty laundry with that Community, I was in, I decided right then. And there I was going to make my own Community Circle and we were going to do something totally different. But but hype it up and literally like not to be like he go. Driven. But the most people I ever saw in her Circle was like maybe 10 people we had almost 30. Like that's crazy. Our first one like imagine there was two pages of faces on full
screen on my computer. Like you know, that was a big deal and I really appreciate everyone who showed up because it just shows that when you do have pure intentions that like people are attracted to that and they can feel that and it is important to people and I think sometimes people lose sight of what's important when it comes to spirituality or to their own
transformation. And by I literally am so excited to start these monthly client readings and we're going to try to make sure we don't skip any more weeks on the podcast too by the way. Yeah. No. We really want to be doing every week and also I wanted to acknowledge you know you talking about that situation in the past and you being a part of that community and stuff that happened with you.
I think that those conversations are really important because Cuz there's not only good experiences and you people do have to weed out just because somebody tells you that they're like spiritually inclined doesn't mean anything facts. And you just got to like be Discerning because sometimes people will give you messages that truly don't resonate with you. And do not be afraid to tell someone like, you know what, like, that doesn't resonate with
me right now. But like, I'll take an accountability or like, you know, I had a reading one time from someone. And they were like, giving me all this feedback that was like just really not relevant to my life and instead of like, talking down to them or anything, I just kind of took it with like a grain of salt. Like I just didn't take it all to Heart, Like I didn't write them back and say like, oh, this doesn't resonate. I just basically was like, you know why?
I'm just going to let this play out if it does, or it doesn't. But it was like real, like, limited the reading was and I just was like, why is the reading about other people? I like in different ways and like I get readings about that kind of often sometimes. Like, they'll pick up on someone else's energy that are is either like connected to me or in my life and it's like, I don't know it.
I have to be really careful about who I let into my energy because of that because sometimes I feel like spirit will mislead them just to protect me because it's like hmm I don't know about them like I don't know it. What's really weird is that girl there was this girl y'all. Like, I'm at their Instagram and she lived in New York and she
was bored ever. Well, then she just disappeared one day and Gemini, and I was like worried about her and was like, where'd she go and then out of nowhere? I saw that. She started posting YouTube videos because I'm obviously subscribe to her YouTube. I didn't know that so when I saw that, I was like, oh, she's pure. So Jim and I looked at her page and she was like, yeah, she's blocked us from everything.
And that's just so weird to me like, why are people like that like bar people and weird ass shit like that? That I mean we talked about that recently, though, where we talked about people who compete with us, who were genuinely supporting who are in like a secret competition.
And honestly like if seeing us do well and like evolve together triggers people, Bye. Like I would rather what was shitty about that was that we were actually like worried about that person and you new things going on in their lives, behind the scenes. And so the, hey, we haven't heard was like a genuine concern. So then to have care and consideration, where like, you're going to be concerned because you haven't heard from somebody and you're texting and reaching out all these Avenues.
And then you find out like oh, you got blocked and there's never anything that's happened. Like It's weird to me, you know, it's crazy. I think like what was weird about that, is that me? And that girl had like, work together a lot. And she was one of the only people that I was letting read for me for quite some time. And it was just interesting how that all unfolded because there was never any, like, confrontation or words or there was never anything. That was said there was never
any fallen out. There was never any nothing. There was nothing, it was so weird, and I was genuinely worried for her, because she was gone through like a domestic. Energy connection David. Unlike, you know, at that time, I feel like I was trying to help her and maybe she didn't want that help or maybe, like when people go back to those toxic connections, they're embarrassed to, and they don't want people to know like that, they're making bad decisions, I don't
really know. I don't really care what people do with their life. So for them to feel some type of way enough to block me you podcast page and Beyond. It's just like, that's a little Effort.
Somebody was talking to me today, someone who does mentorship with me. And they were saying that what they're noticing, like by listening to our stuff and being in our energy is that there are people who get really triggered by being around people who face their own shit and kind of expect the people around them to work on their own healing journey to that people having to like face certain Things or have certain personality traits called out that it makes them
uncomfortable and they have to remove themselves because they can't handle being in like that healing space where you're required to look at yourself and heal and that kind of like shifted my my viewpoint a little bit today, where I'm like oh you're right like it maybe it doesn't. Maybe it's not always personal. Maybe it is a. You really can't handle that's that. That somebody can look through you and I think people get drawn to the idea of people being psychic and people being able to
like read energy and stuff. But when you're actually spending time with people who read energy and understand things, they Point things out for you on your healing Journey without meaning to Girl so much of what you're saying is resonating with me because some people like they connect but they don't connect the dots personally, they're just wanting other people do the fucking work for them.
It's something. It's so triggering and I respect the fuck out of people that are ready to make those changes and even if you're not like I still respect you for trying but like, you know, you have to be the one who's in control. You have to be the one that's ready.
And honestly like Divine timing has been at Play Because here lately, I'm telling y'all, I have been on a whole nother level of Captain with people like just whole nother level and it's like, it's really cool when you do build bonds with people so that you have that super telepathic, and spiritual connection with them. So we appreciate every one of you all. We literally love you all so much and we're so grateful. We will be posting more details
about the next full moon circle. Sign up for our patreon sign up for all the things and without further, Ado, Gemini, anything. You want to wrap up with? um, before we go, I do want to say that I am enrolling for my class again right now, the personalizing your craft class. So, if you guys have been looking at, like, witchcraft classes or anything like that, you can message me on my Instagram, Gemini underscore goddess for 20 and Polly. And I'll be back for episode
next week. And I'm so glad we were back today and that's all I got We love you all and we will see you in Candyland next time. I