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Inner Monologue with Olivia Neill

Spotify Studios
there’s a non-stop inner monologue running wild in olivia neill’s mind and lucky for you, she has no filter. getting over heartbreak, hot takes and the complexities of living a life online… every wednesday and friday her musings, life advice and chaotic anecdotes are all yours.  a spotify video exclusive.
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Episodes

95. things that are none of my business

today i thought we’d discuss things are absolutely none of my business like the bottom of my feet, vaping and much more ;) k luv you byeeeee Learn more about your ad choices. Visit podcastchoices.com/adchoices

Dec 08, 202322 min

94. my crazy trip back home to belfast and how i ignore boys to protect my inner peace

i dunno why i was so nervous to bring my friends to Belfast because honestly it was so much fun. i need to go back home more often lol. today i’m talking to you about all the things me and friends did in my hometown, plus how i avoid being let down by boys by being emotionally available and a cute little brand trip i’ll be going on . ok luv u bye. Learn more about your ad choices. Visit podcastchoices.com/adchoices

Dec 06, 202348 min

93. i'm no longer a vegan, getting a third cat and my travel bucket list

i thought an ask me anything was overdue so that's exactly what we're doing today - i tell you about what i'm watching at the moment, my to-go drink, why i don't class myself as fully vegan anymore and whether i'll be getting a third cat Learn more about your ad choices. Visit podcastchoices.com/adchoices

Dec 01, 202326 minEp. 93

92. taking my friends back to belfast

why do i feel so much pressure bringing my london friends home to belfast with me?! today i'm talking to you about the trip i've planned for them, what i love about going back to my childhood home and a nice big helping of poo chat for you there too. ok love u bye! Learn more about your ad choices. Visit podcastchoices.com/adchoices

Nov 29, 202346 minEp. 92

91. i think i've met my husband??

i went to the gq men of the year awards and omg too many sexy men in one place i couldn't cope. in this episode i also deep dive into celebrities couples and our fascination with the break ups, the makeups and the pedestal we put iconic couples in the public eye on. Learn more about your ad choices. Visit podcastchoices.com/adchoices

Nov 24, 202345 minEp. 91

90. overthinking is my full time job

therapy is proving to be such an emotional rollercoaster. i'm not sure if it's for me, ngl. i really want to get the tools to cope with some of my anxiety but i'm not sure if this process is the best approach... but anyway, welcome to 30mins of pure overthinking from me to you. luv u bye x Learn more about your ad choices. Visit podcastchoices.com/adchoices

Nov 22, 202330 minEp. 90

89. get over someone by getting under someone else?

consider me your agony aunt for the day - this mini monologue i decided to throw out some advice on getting over an ex, how to move on and health ways to cope with breakups. Learn more about your ad choices. Visit podcastchoices.com/adchoices

Nov 17, 202325 minEp. 89

88. i went to therapy

after a really hectic october of socialising i wasn't feeling myself and realised that's been the case for a little while now.. so decided to do something about it and went to my first therapy session. here's what i took away from it... Learn more about your ad choices. Visit podcastchoices.com/adchoices

Nov 15, 202344 minEp. 88

87. omg i was spotted on deux moi

after years of my deux moi obsession, i ended up seeing myself on the feed. wtf. aside from that wild story, today i'm going to talk about the best investments i've made in myself and i want to hear yours too!! Learn more about your ad choices. Visit podcastchoices.com/adchoices

Nov 10, 202333 minEp. 87

86. no-dating-no-drinking-november

i'm so over getting blackout drunk every weekend and i want to enter my soft life era. lets discuss. (12:00) i cannot wait to be married and have babies (18:36) ways i want to make my life more wholesome (19:00) i’m such a last minute person (20:43) i’m saying no to way more things going forwards (23:00) I’ve started reading murder mysteries and true crime and I’m loving it (23:25) deleting my finsta (26:46) i’m not introverted but I do just like being alone sometimes (28:20) this month i’m not ...

Nov 08, 202337 minEp. 86

85. what i've had done to my face

some friday thoughts on romanticising our lives and sharing the procedure i've had done and completely forgot to tell you about. see you back here on wednesdaaaay (00:30) why we romanticise our lives - is it good or bad? (00:45) i got caught romanticising my life for TikTok and I’m so embarrassed (02:35) fashion week is so romanticised.. nobody shows the bad parts (03:30) this influencer was so horrible irl (06:35) have become unrelatable? (11:35) what have I done differently to my face? (19:12)...

Nov 03, 202332 min

84. why i love being single

does anyone else make irrational choices in the hair salon when you're in a bad mood? well i did and i regret it (00:40) i’m in a foul mood today - let me tell you why (01:20) i made a regretful decision with my hair (03:30) do i still have cancer?????? (06:30) i went to nyc and ate FISH (13:00) what I got up to in New York (18:55) i found the most beautiful boy on TikTok but omg this ick…. (20:55) why I love being single (28:47) what I’m looking for in my next partner (31:17) let’s set some new...

Nov 01, 202348 min

83. things i love about boys but hate to admit

it's sooo easy to hate on men but there are some things they do that i just find really cute. it's a curse!!!!" (00:48) i know this about things we like, but i have this new ick (02:45) i'm sorry men are easy to hate (03:48) this guy i started seeing called me this name and it had me weak (05:33) this is toxic but i love it (08:50) this is the most common one and its actually gross (10:50) the ig stories phenomenon (12:10) honourable mention to anna paul (14:37) you guys love the passion around ...

Oct 26, 202328 minEp. 83

82. do as i say, not as i do

i'm baaaaack! buckle up and flick your playback speed to 0.5 because we've got a lot to discuss. i'm now back every single wednesday and friday and you can watch episodes only on spotify!! (04:05) getting my boobs done has sent my confidence levels through the roof (04:36) taking tasteful nudes (06:52) finally booked myself in to get my cancer removed - how the procedure went (08:00) hector's getting his balls cut off :( (09:18) my latest irrational ick (12:43) the woman living at my old flat is...

Oct 24, 202353 minEp. 82

we're back !!

new set, new season, same chat every wednesday and fridaaaaaaay. watch only on spotify !! Learn more about your ad choices. Visit podcastchoices.com/adchoices

Oct 22, 202332 sec

mini monologue: i'm so bad at chatting to boys i fancy

im taking a very short break while i go and enjoy myself for a couple of weeks, but dw i'll be back telling you all about how my life has been a movie. for now, here's a mini monologue to see you into the weekend, we talk about how bad i am at chatting up guys i fancy and how my brother was always the favourite child. ily mum and dad but honestly, wtf?? ok luv u all see you soon byeeeee xxx Learn more about your ad choices. Visit podcastchoices.com/adchoices

Jun 08, 202320 minSeason 1Ep. 89

80. i can't be responsible for other people's emotions

it's dawned on me that i've spent a lot of time and energy doing (or not doing) things to protect other peoples emotions. don't get me wrong, i'd do anything for my friends and my family but i think there comes a time when you have to realise you're only responsible for yourself and it's important to prioritise yourself. you can't please 'em all gals. let's discuss.. love you byeee xxx Learn more about your ad choices. Visit podcastchoices.com/adchoices

Jun 06, 202340 minSeason 1Ep. 88

mini monologue: the cannes film festival debrief

i fill all you guys in on my crazy time at the cannes film festival… it was a verryyy humbling experience being on that red carpet lol. anyways okay luv u byeeee xoxoxo. Learn more about your ad choices. Visit podcastchoices.com/adchoices

Jun 01, 202320 minSeason 1Ep. 87

79. one night stands and quitting veganism

its celibate girl summer for me but i have so many thoughts on one night stands and an embarrassing story to tell - obviously - so buckle up besties. i feel like one night stands have such negative connotation attached to them and i just don't think that's necessary. OH and lmk what you thought of my documentary!! ok luv u byeee xx Learn more about your ad choices. Visit podcastchoices.com/adchoices

May 30, 202340 minSeason 1Ep. 86

mini monologue: healing my inner teenager

people say that need to heal their inner child but i need to heal my inner teenager because that girl grew up wayyyy too fast. in this week’s episode I talk about all the wholesome things (that i have should have done when i was 14) that i want to do this summer that doesn’t involve alcohol lol. Maybe i’ll connect with nature, or take up a hobby like tennis who knows. love you byeeeee xoxoxo. Learn more about your ad choices. Visit podcastchoices.com/adchoices

May 25, 202318 minSeason 1Ep. 85

78. burning out and finding balance

i’ve been really unproductive the past couple of days and i’ve had a little a little moment of reflection and realisation that i need to find balance in my life (mentally, physically and socially) and i talk about how i’m trying to do that in my life. okay luv u byeeeeee xoxoxox. Learn more about your ad choices. Visit podcastchoices.com/adchoices

May 23, 202345 minSeason 1Ep. 84

mini monologue: addressing *that* rumour about me

back in the day there was a bizarre rumour circulating about me and a past friend that still shocks me. i tell that little story on this week's episode, plus i update you on my skin cancer treatment (still in my arm btw) and how i've actually been feeling about it. okay luv u byeeeee xoxoxoxo Learn more about your ad choices. Visit podcastchoices.com/adchoices

May 18, 202315 minSeason 1Ep. 83

77. main character energy is back baby

since the breakup my confidence has not been what it once was but that's all changing - its time for me to get my main character energy back and i'm so ready to feel more myself again xxx Learn more about your ad choices. Visit podcastchoices.com/adchoices

May 16, 202349 minSeason 1Ep. 82

mini monologue: ramblings from recovery

guys i've been going crazy while stuck in bed recovering from the boob job and i think you can probs all tell... I chat met gala, plans for the summer holidays, and the lovely lovely messages some of you guys have been sending me !! PS im so sorry if you're listening to me hungover.... ok love u byeeee Learn more about your ad choices. Visit podcastchoices.com/adchoices

May 11, 202321 minSeason 1Ep. 81

76. the boob job update

i've got boobs!! there was no chance i was getting into the studio a few days after surgery but i had to give you guys an update asap, so there's no video this week but consider this an extra long voice note from me to you, from my bed. love u byeee xx Learn more about your ad choices. Visit podcastchoices.com/adchoices

May 09, 202349 minSeason 1Ep. 80

mini monologue: dating apps are....ew

insta dm’s are where it’s at tbh. in this week’s episode, I update you guys guys on my dating journey in 2023.. .first dates are honestly exhausting. plus i do a little q & a sesh chatting about my bronzing routine, being back on the YouTube grind, and some personal goals for the year. okay byeeeeee Learn more about your ad choices. Visit podcastchoices.com/adchoices

May 04, 202318 minSeason 1Ep. 79

75. i’m vlogging again baby!

i’m back on the YouTube vlogging game, i know it’s been a while but i’m absolutely loving it. this week’s episode i update you on biiiig life changes coming up (from cancer surgery to boob job in a few weeks). i had an epiphany and i'm now realising that i should just live life and not dwell on feeling like s***. just appreciating the good things in life, ok luv you byeee xoxoxo Learn more about your ad choices. Visit podcastchoices.com/adchoices

May 02, 202351 minSeason 1Ep. 78

mini monologue: i didn't get the photo with emma chamberlain

there were too many stories to fit into one episode so in today's mini monologue i wanted to share all my celeb sightings at coachella, including seeing emma chamberlain. guys. i DIED. Learn more about your ad choices. Visit podcastchoices.com/adchoices

Apr 27, 202321 minSeason 1Ep. 77

74. my coachella experience

buckle up, it's coachella storytime. i'm back from LA and have too much to update you on. oh, and the boob job is happening... Learn more about your ad choices. Visit podcastchoices.com/adchoices

Apr 25, 202338 minSeason 1Ep. 76

mini monologue: will i move to LA??

another day in LA, another ep for you besties. this friday i just fancied a little catch up and to answer some of your questions (secret collab in the works? who knows…). k luv you byeeeeee xoxoxoxo Learn more about your ad choices. Visit podcastchoices.com/adchoices

Apr 20, 202320 minSeason 1Ep. 77
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