In this continuation of last week’s episode, my mom, Ms. Yvette and I move past trials we’ve faced together and into the transformation we’ve witnessed. We talk about cultivating a lifestyle of prayer, learning to listen for God’s voice, and how true healing happens when we yield to His presence. Tune in to hear how the Lord has taught us both to walk in humility, steward our relationship differently, and grow together in grace. Whether you're longing for guidance in your walk with God, or simpl...
May 20, 2025•1 hr 1 min•Ep. 71
In this deeply personal and long-awaited Mother’s Day episode of In Totality , I sit down with one of the most important people in my life - my mom. This conversation is raw, honest, and full of the kind of love only a mother and daughter can share. We open up about our journey together - how my mom came to know Jesus, how our relationship has evolved over the years, and the very real struggles we’ve faced as a family. I share openly about my battles with mental health, and my mom sh...
May 13, 2025•1 hr 20 min•Ep. 70
In this week’s episode of In Totality , I’m back with my dear friends, CD and Melody Fabien, for Part II of our powerful conversation on purity, obedience, and trusting God in the waiting. If Part I stirred something in your spirit, this next part goes even deeper. We’re talking about what it really looks like to walk out a set-apart relationship—one that honors God even when it’s countercultural. From setting boundaries to choosing obedience over ease, this couple shares how t...
May 06, 2025•29 min•Ep. 69
When God writes your love story, it looks different from the world’s version — and it’s worth the wait. In today’s episode of In Totality, I sit down with two of my dear friends, a married couple whose very first kiss was at the altar on their wedding day. We talk about their individual journeys of salvation, the seasons of preparation God led them through, and the faith it took to trust Him every step of the way. Their story is powerful, but it’s important to remember: while this may not be exa...
Apr 29, 2025•1 hr 7 min•Ep. 68
When my son was diagnosed with autism at age two—and later with Fragile X syndrome—I entered a kind of grief I wasn’t prepared for. It wasn’t loud or dramatic. It was quiet, slow, and deeply sacred. It was the grief of letting go of the life I imagined and learning to embrace the one God was writing. In this deeply personal episode, I open up about the pain, surrender, and beauty that come with raising a child with special needs while clinging to faith in Jesus. I talk about the silent ache of b...
Apr 22, 2025•1 hr 1 min•Ep. 67
In this episode of In Totality , I’m talking about what it means to truly live as a sacrifice for God. As Christians, we love the idea of purpose, calling, and blessing, but what about surrender? What about the moments when obedience costs you relationships, opportunities, reputation—or comfort? Scripture tells us to offer our lives as living sacrifices, holy and pleasing to God… but are we really willing to endure suffering and persecution for His name’s sake? Whethe...
Apr 15, 2025•22 min•Ep. 66
In this episode of In Totality, I had the pleasure of speaking with Carl Lentz for a vulnerable, honest, and meaningful conversation about grace, redemption, and what a renewed faith looks like. This is Carl’s first time on the podcast, and we didn’t hold back. We talked about the power of God’s correction, and the process of rebuilding faith, and what it means to live fully dependent on God — even in the private, hidden places too. If you’ve ever felt disqualified, distant, or unsure of how to ...
Apr 08, 2025•1 hr 34 min•Ep. 65
Have you ever felt on fire in your faith, only to wake up one day and feel like God is distant? I know I have. It can be confusing, discouraging, and even a little scary. But here’s what I’ve learned—these shifts aren’t random. They’re part of the faith journey . In this episode of In Totality , I’m diving into the spiritual cycles of consolation and desolation —those seasons when God feels incredibly close and those when He seems silent. Why does He allow these shi...
Apr 01, 2025•39 min•Ep. 64
In this week’s episode of In Totality, I’m back with my good friend, Preston Morrison, host of The Leader’s Cut podcast, for Part II of our conversation on walking the narrow path as a follower of Christ. If you thought Part I was powerful, you won’t want to miss this! We’re diving even deeper into what it means to fully live a life that reflects Christ—no matter the cost. We’ll talk about the challenges that come with obedience, and practical ways to stay committed to God’s Word. I hope this co...
Mar 25, 2025•57 min•Ep. 63
In this week’s episode of In Totality , I’m joined by a very special guest, host of The Leader's Cut podcast, Preston Morrison! I’m so excited for you guys to listen in as we dive into what it really means to walk the narrow path as a follower of Christ. Choosing to live for God isn’t always easy — it requires our obedience, willingness to sacrifice, and a personal commitment to knowing His Word. Together, we’ll discuss how to stay rooted in truth when the world tries to pull you in differ...
Mar 18, 2025•54 min•Ep. 62
In this episode of In Totality, I share how stepping away from podcasting exposed where my trust in the Lord actually was… and where my pride had been hiding. I had to confront the uncomfortable reality that I was leaning more on my own strength than on God’s strength. Through fasting and prayer, seeking His face daily, and surrendering to His way, I learned that faith isn’t just believing in God—it’s trusting Him completely, with everything, even when it's hard to do. If you’ve ever struggled w...
Mar 11, 2025•33 min•Ep. 61
Welcome back to In Totality! Have you ever found yourself so caught up in the busyness of life that your time with the Lord becomes more about what you need from Him rather than just truly centering Him? That’s where I found myself at the end of last year, and I knew I needed to step away. In this episode, I’m sharing why I took time off from social media and the podcast, what God revealed to me through a week of prayer and fasting, and how He’s calling us to a daily dependence on Him. Fasting s...
Mar 04, 2025•36 min•Ep. 60
After taking time away to rest and seek the Lord, I’m coming back with a renewed heart, deeper conviction, and fresh perspective. This season of In Totality is all about the seriousness of our relationship with God—fully surrendering, completely dependent, wholly devoted (Romans 12). It hasn’t been easy, but God has been refining me so that what I pour out is pure. I pray this season edifies you as much as it has stretched me. Season 2 starts Tuesday, March 4th! See Privacy Policy at https...
Mar 03, 2025•1 min
Join me, Megan Ashley As we gear up for a much-needed seasonal break, I wanted to leave you with something special—a Best Of episode showcasing the most impactful and encouraging moments from this season of In Totality . This year has been nothing short of phenomenal. We've had conversations that inspired, challenged, and uplifted us, featuring guests I deeply admire, love, and pray for. I’m so grateful to every single person who joined me on this journey and to each of you who continue to...
Dec 17, 2024•1 hr 21 min•Ep. 59
What if recharging your spirit was as simple as stepping back? Join me, Megan Ashley As we prepare for a holiday break, I’m reflecting on the power of rest and a social media sabbatical—a step toward mental health and spiritual well-being. Through biblical teachings and Christ’s example, we explore the necessity of pause, reminding us that consistent podcasting since 2022 has only deepened my commitment to serving you. During this time, our Patreon community will stay active with Bible studies a...
Dec 10, 2024•39 min•Ep. 58
Join me, Megan Ashley , for a closer exploration of spiritual highs and lows, inspired by transformative experiences from the Acts 2:42 Conference. Together, we’ll reflect on the joy of God’s presence, the challenges of feeling distant, and how the enemy sows doubt about His love. My hope is to offer encouragement for those facing spiritual struggles as we approach our holiday break We’ll unpack the spiritual battle between the accuser and the intercessor, exploring how the enemy uses our past t...
Dec 03, 2024•49 min•Ep. 57
*Trigger Warning:* This episode discusses sensitive topics,Please listen at your discretion and prioritize your well-being. Welcome back for Pt 2 Join me, Megan Ashley and my best friend, Jackie Hill Perry , As we share the journey of organizing a large-scale conference rooted in diversity and inclusivity. Inspired by the lack of representation at a past event, we felt called to create a space for spiritual enrichment for people like us. What started as a small retreat featuring speakers like Dr...
Nov 26, 2024•1 hr 11 min•Ep. 56
What does it mean to find true freedom and balance in a world that constantly demands productivity? Join me, Megan Ashley and my best friend, Jackie Hill Perry , as we reflect on a whirlwind year that felt like a decade. Through laughter and exhaustion, we dive into the symbolic moments that defined our journey— Our conversation spans the highs and lows of the year, exploring the grace that sustains us through faith and the Holy Spirit. As 2024 winds down, we share how we’re preparing to move fo...
Nov 19, 2024•42 min•Ep. 55
Join me, Megan Ashley for a heartfelt and humorous conversation with Toni Collier founder of Broken Crayons Still Color as we dive into her journey of faith, healing, and redemption. We begin with the origin of "Daddy God," a phrase that brings warmth and laughter to her relationship with God, especially for those who've felt the absence of a father figure. Toni's story explores childhood trauma, personal growth, and the transformative power of faith. Through her candid reflections o...
Nov 12, 2024•1 hr 20 min•Ep. 54
This week, we reach a huge milestone—Join me, Megan Ashley , as we celebrate the one-year anniversary of "In Totality" and explore the profound journey of faith and obedience that has guided our path. From overcoming initial fears and personal challenges to the incredible support from my dedicated team, Jay and Jordan, this episode serves as a heartfelt reflection of growth, gratitude, and unwavering faith. Experience the vibrant fellowship within our Patreon village, where behind-the-scenes ins...
Nov 05, 2024•43 min•Ep. 53
Join me, Megan Ashley , for another episode of *In Totality* as we welcome Justin Giboney , Attorney, Political Strategist, and President/co-founder of the AND Campaign, for a thought-provoking conversation at the intersection of faith and politics. Justin shares his journey from a church-centered upbringing to his role as a political strategist in Atlanta, detailing the trials and triumphs of integrating his Christian beliefs into his career. Through personal stories, he reflects on the ch...
Oct 29, 2024•58 min•Ep. 52
What does it truly mean to steward God's work with reverence? This week on In Totality with Megan Ashley Pastor Philip Anthony Mitchell of 2819 Church in Atlanta joins us to explore the profound impact of spiritual growth and the challenges it brings. From his early days at Victory Church to his current role, Pastor Philip shares his journey of leadership, transformation, and humility, and his mission to make disciples. Together, we reflect on our formative years at Bible College, the intensity ...
Oct 22, 2024•1 hr 34 min•Ep. 51
Can faith transform your pain into a source of strength? Join me, Megan Ashley , as I share deeply personal stories and explore how trusting in God during life’s trials can lead to profound spiritual growth. In this episode of *In Totality*, I begin by expressing heartfelt gratitude to our listeners and sharing an honest account of my recent struggles, including the spiritual challenges I’ve faced while preparing for the Acts 242 conference, and a harrowing experience with a severe corneal abras...
Oct 15, 2024•44 min•Ep. 50
Join Me, Megan Ashley for a transformative episode as we welcome back Nona Jones , our first repeat guest, to share her journey from a thriving executive role to embracing full-time ministry. Nona opens up about the challenges of redefining her identity beyond her career and how leaving behind a steady paycheck deepened her faith and reliance on God. We discuss living out your faith daily, especially when God's plans take unexpected turns, and explore how ministry can extend beyond the chu...
Oct 08, 2024•1 hr 5 min•Ep. 49
Can humility help transform your relationships and spiritual journey? Join me Megan Ashley In this episode of In Totality , I reflect on the transformative power of humility in my spiritual journey, focusing on the struggles of hidden pride. Our exploration continues with a heartfelt discussion on the power of humility, inspired by personal experiences and reflections. Listen as I share my journey of confronting hidden pride and the importance of regular introspection and prayer. From a recent p...
Oct 01, 2024•50 min•Ep. 48
What if the church truly became a sanctuary—a refuge for the wounded and marginalized? Join me Megan Ashley In this episode of In Totality , we sit down with Pricelis Dominguez , author of Being a Sanctuary , to discuss her journey from growing up in New York City to her time in the Dominican Republic and how studying the book of Acts has shaped her faith. Pricelis shares her insights on resilience, the beauty of fall in NYC, and her passion for creating culturally relevant Chr...
Sep 24, 2024•1 hr 8 min•Ep. 47
Join me, Megan Ashley , for an inspiring episode of *In Totality* as I sit down with the remarkable Mrs. Lisa Bevere . Together, we reflect on my journey of rediscovering faith and the profound influence the Bevere family’s teachings have had on my life. Lisa shares her unique perspective on raising sons, offering heartfelt insights into the joys and challenges of being a boy mom, as well as her deep prayers for building strong, loving relationships with her daughters-in-law. In our conversation...
Sep 17, 2024•1 hr 4 min•Ep. 46
How do you stay faithful and resilient when faced with relentless criticism? Join me, Megan Ashley , as we explore the emotional and spiritual trials of living out our faith in the public eye, drawing inspiration from Stephen's unwavering strength in Acts chapter six, in this episode of In Totality. we delve into the narrative of Stephen, a man chosen for his integrity and filled with the Holy Spirit, we discuss the challenges he faced, including false accusations and ultimate martyrdom. The sto...
Sep 10, 2024•52 min•Ep. 45
This week join me, Megan Ashley , and my incredible guest, Dinorah Peña , as we embark on a heartfelt journey through faith, growth, and personal challenges. Dinorah and I reminisce about our first meeting in 2022, sharing how our bond has flourished and how we've supported each other's endeavors ever since. Listen in as we explore the profound connections we discover in our faith journeys, particularly through the trials and transitions of life. From the transition of a behind-the-s...
Sep 03, 2024•1 hr 32 min•Ep. 44
Join me, Megan Ashley , on this enriching episode of "In Totality" as I share my heart and reflections on the past year, highlighting my journey of spiritual focus and discipline since May 2023. In our exploration of embracing freedom in salvation, we delve into the transformative power of key biblical scriptures such as Romans 5:8 and John 3:16. These passages illuminate the incredible love and sacrifice of Christ for humanity, encouraging us to fully embrace God's unconditional love, forgivene...
Aug 27, 2024•47 min•Ep. 43
