In this episode of In Search of More, I sit down with Yitzchok Aharon Pinkesz, author of Kosher Astrology: A Jewish Guide to Celestial Wisdom. He makes a bold claim: a lot of suffering in the world could be eased, and we’d be living more in line with Judaism, if we understood the astrological influences on us.Astrology is often dismissed as superstition or idolatry. Pinkesz argues it has deep roots in Torah and rabbinic tradition, meant not to trap us in fate but to help us know ourselves and gr...
Jul 06, 2025•2 hr 18 min
In this episode of In Search of More , I sit with Michael Benmeleh, one of the foremost personalities in the Jewish community in South Florida when it comes to bringing Torah teaching to the masses. We spoke about his journey, from running Torah classes to creating The Lighthouse Project. It has since become something more heart-centered and expansive. He’s brought in breathwork, meditation, and a focus on deep inner work, all grounded in Jewish wisdom, especially the teachings of Rabbi Nachman....
Jun 08, 2025•1 hr 20 min
In this week’s episode of In Search of More , I sit down with Dr. Charlie Powell — and this one really stayed with me.Charlie’s lived a life most people couldn’t make up. He started in biomedical engineering, then became a combat medic in the Gulf War, a trauma ER doctor, cosmetic surgeon, patent holder, successful businessman. From the outside, it looks like strength and success. But underneath it all, he was holding a lot — PTSD, exhaustion, and the emotional weight of everything he witnessed ...
Jun 01, 2025•1 hr 27 min
In this episode of In Search Of More , I sit down with Roovy Shapiro for one of the realest, hardest conversations I’ve had on the podcast. Roovy talked about depression, suicidal thoughts, and growing up with deep emotional neglect. Not in a dramatic way—just straight up, the truth. The kind most people carry around quietly because saying it out loud feels like betrayal.What we kept bumping up against was this impossible thing—how do you speak honestly about your life when your truth might hurt...
May 25, 2025•2 hr 55 min
I pulled this one from the archives. This conversation with my friend Ryan Carter was recorded more than a year ago. At the time, I wasn’t sure if I’d share it. Was my relationship ready for it? Was there enough here to make it worth posting? I kept coming back to it. And honestly, the timing couldn’t be more appropriate. I needed to hear what I said back then, because I’ve fallen into the exact pattern I’m calling out in this episode.This one is about what marriage actually demands from us. The...
May 18, 2025•1 hr 9 min
In this episode, I sat down with Jack Cohen, Head of Jewish Education at Hebrew Academy high school in Miami Beach, to talk about what it really takes to lead and educate in today’s world. Jack didn’t come from the typical background—he grew up outside the traditional Jewish system and found his way into it later, which gives him a different lens. Where most people see a tug-of-war between individuality and tradition, Jack doesn’t. He sees them as deeply connected, even dependent on each other—a...
May 04, 2025•2 hr 11 min
This one’s close to home—and it feels urgent, especially for Jewish teens right now.I sat down with Saadiah Klein to talk about something a lot of people don’t want to touch: Porn. It’s everywhere. Quiet, constant, and doing real damage. Saadiah shares his story—starting from the first time he got exposed—and we talk about how easy access through tech is messing with our heads, hearts, and connection to something deeper.I’ve spoken about porn addiction before, but what Saadiah shares is somethin...
Apr 27, 2025•1 hr 59 min
In this episode of In Search of More, I sit down with my brother and friend Omar Pinto. We just got back from a men’s retreat, and honestly, we’re still in it—raw, cracked open, figuring it out in real time. We talk about what happens when men actually have space to move, to feel, to drop the act and remember who they are underneath it all. Omar shares his path—addiction, ayahuasca, emotional sobriety, real growth. Not the Instagram version. The kind that costs you something. At one point, Omar ...
Apr 21, 2025•1 hr 19 min
In this episode of In Search of More, I sit down with Levi Shmotkin for a conversation that felt less like an interview and more like a farbrengen—a raw, real, and deeply honest exchange about what it means to grow, to heal, and to live with purpose. We touched on the teachings of the Rebbe, our personal stories, and how the descent—yeridah letzorech aliyah—is often where the real work begins. We didn’t shy away from the hard stuff: addiction, isolation, the pain that comes with family, and the ...
Apr 06, 2025•2 hr 27 min
In this episode of In Search of More , Eli Nash sits down with Moshe Haim Srour for a heartfelt, honest, and at times deeply emotional conversation about what it really means to heal. They talk about everything from childhood trauma and the lasting impact of CPTSD to the daily challenge of showing up for yourself and the people you love. Moshe Haim shares openly about his own journey—how practices like breathwork, deep self-reflection, and leaning into community have helped him come back to hims...
Mar 30, 2025•1 hr 54 min
In this episode of In Search of More , Eli Nash sits down with Bassy Kutten for a heartfelt and deeply personal conversation about her journey—from growing up in the tight-knit community of New Square to bravely speaking out about her past experiences of abuse. Bassy opens up about the emotional challenges of processing her trauma, the struggle of reconciling her childhood memories with difficult truths, and the importance of allowing herself to fully feel and heal. Together, they explore the co...
Mar 23, 2025•2 hr 13 min
In this episode of In Search of More , Eli Nash sits down with Rav Avshi Weingot to explore the intersection of personal spirituality and Jewish mysticism, particularly through the lens of the Remak and Kabbalah. They discuss the relevance of Kabbalistic teachings in modern life, touching on themes of identity, trauma, and the pursuit of deeper meaning. Rav Avshi emphasizes the importance of joy and authenticity in spiritual practice, advocating for a connection to faith rooted in love rather th...
Mar 16, 2025•1 hr 49 min•Ep. 228
Efraim Palvanov joins Eli Nash on In Search of More to explore the intersection of spirituality, healing, and psychedelics within the Jewish community. They discuss the transformative potential of these substances while emphasizing the importance of traditional Torah-based practices and personal inner work. Drawing parallels to biblical rituals and sensory experiences, they examine the role of music, smell, and sacred narratives in fostering spiritual connection. The conversation highlights the ...
Mar 09, 2025•1 hr 33 min•Ep. 227
Mendel Kalmanson joins Eli Nash on In Search of More to explore the balance between inner work and public service. He argues that true self-development isn’t just about personal healing but also about using that growth to contribute meaningfully to family, community, and the world. By integrating Jewish values with modern self-improvement, he challenges the idea of self-betterment as an isolated pursuit, emphasizing that fulfillment comes through service and connection. Reflecting on his own jou...
Mar 02, 2025•2 hr 26 min•Ep. 226
In this episode of the In Search of More podcast, host Eli Nash interviews parenting coach Blimie Heller about her journey into non-traditional parenting. Blimie discusses how her approach—grounded in empathy and nonviolent communication—differs from traditional, punitive methods and formal therapy, drawing on her own experiences of growing up in a strict environment. She advocates for a collaborative, nurturing model that respects each child's unique emotional needs and promotes self-awareness ...
Feb 23, 2025•1 hr 25 min•Ep. 225
In this episode of In Search of More, host Eli Nash interviews therapist, musician and ℇCHO Healing founder Moish Feiglin about his transformative journey from a challenging upbringing in a Chabad community in Melbourne to profound spiritual growth in Israel. Moishe explores the power of intentional rituals—or Tekes—as a means to create sacred spaces that foster healing, community, and personal connection. He shares how his struggles with sensitivity, anger, and feelings of alienation led him to...
Feb 16, 2025•2 hr 35 min•Ep. 224
In this episode of the In Search of More podcast, Eli Nash interviews Rabbi Aryeh Siegel about his transformative journey from a challenging upbringing in Chicago and early educational frustrations to his deep dive into Transcendental Meditation. Rabbi Siegel reflects on his experiences as a TM teacher, critiquing the initiation process and the mystique of its mantras, and contrasts the initial allure of Eastern practices in the 1960s with the eventual disillusionment caused by their commerciali...
Feb 09, 2025•2 hr 26 min•Ep. 223
In this episode of In Search of More, host Eli Nash sits down with Rivkah Slonim, co-author of Holy Intimacy, to explore her formative years in Crown Heights during Chabad's "Golden Age" and its lasting impact on American Jewish identity. Their conversation weaves through the complexities of Jewish teachings, community outreach, and the historical challenges faced by Chabad, while also delving into modern issues of intimacy and sexuality. Slonim discusses the importance of open dialogue about se...
Feb 03, 2025•2 hr 1 min•Ep. 222
In part two of our In Search of More featuring Lea Rubashkin, the conversation explores the emotional intricacies of pain, compassion, and accountability in both personal and communal settings. Eli and Lea emphasize the importance of processing anger as a vital step in healing from trauma and addiction, cautioning against the long-term impact of unaddressed emotions. They discuss societal and familial expectations, particularly the historical sacrifices women have made in relationships, and advo...
Jan 26, 2025•2 hr 1 min•Ep. 221
In this episode of In Search of More, Lea Rubashkin returns to the podcast to delve into the profound impact of addiction on relationships, focusing on themes of betrayal, healing, and personal growth. Lea shares her journey of navigating the emotional and spiritual challenges posed by a partner’s addiction, particularly the sense of isolation and loss of self-worth it can create. She emphasizes the importance of open communication and mutual effort in rebuilding emotional safety within a marria...
Jan 19, 2025•2 hr 24 min•Ep. 220
In this episode of the In Search of More podcast, special guest Binie Klein, a life and leadership coach, discusses her journey from a psychology and nonprofit background in South Florida to becoming a coach dedicated to empowering ambitious women. She shares insights into balancing professional and personal lives, emphasizing the holistic view of success beyond material wealth. Binie reflects on her transition to coaching, highlighting her motivations, the importance of commitment, and how she ...
Jan 12, 2025•1 hr 20 min•Ep. 219
In this episode of the In Search of More podcast, host Eli Nash and guest Moishe Goldstein dive into the complexities of addiction, recovery, and self-discovery. Moishe shares his candid journey through gambling addiction, recounting how it resurfaced during the pandemic despite a previous period of sobriety. He emphasizes the critical role of community support, especially during vulnerable times, and reflects on the emotional impact of trauma and grief. The discussion also explores disillusionm...
Jan 05, 2025•1 hr 59 min•Ep. 218
In this episode of the In Search of More podcast, Eli Nash continues his conversation with Yoni Waysman, exploring the transformative power of emotional expression, vulnerability, and healing past traumas. They discuss the generational impact of sexual shame and its influence on relationships, emphasizing the need for balanced conversations that honor the sacredness of sexuality while rejecting both shame and permissiveness. Drawing from personal experiences, they highlight the importance of add...
Dec 29, 2024•2 hr 27 min•Ep. 217
In the first of a 2 part podcast, Eli Nash speaks with Yoni Waysman about their shared spiritual journeys and personal challenges, including Yoni’s experiences as the child of a Holocaust survivor and navigating marriage and divorce. The conversation explores themes of identity, emotional healing, and the transformative power of community, particularly through his involvement with Adama. Yoni reflects on the importance of addressing guilt, shame, and painful emotions with compassion, as well as ...
Dec 22, 2024•1 hr 32 min•Ep. 216
In this episode of the In Search of More podcast, Eli Nash welcomes Nissim Forma to discuss personal growth, parenting, and the integration of inner work with external guidance like therapy. Nissim shares insights from his transformative Tapas Acupressure Technique work and emphasizes the importance of emotional presence in parenting. He explores common pitfalls, such as guilt and overreactive tendencies, while highlighting the balance between abandonment and over-control in parenting styles. Dr...
Dec 15, 2024•1 hr 14 min•Ep. 215
In this episode of the In Search of More podcast, Eli Nash speaks with Tzvi Haber about his transformative journey through loss, addiction, and recovery. Tzvi recounts how the tragic loss of his father in childhood and struggles with literacy and shame shaped his early years. He shares his battle with substance abuse, which escalated from prescription opioids to heroin, and the pivotal moment when a confrontation with his wife spurred his path to recovery. Tzvi discusses the significance of deto...
Dec 08, 2024•2 hr 24 min•Ep. 214
In this episode of the In Search of More podcast, Eli Nash hosts Tzivie Greenberg, an Internal Family Systems (IFS) practitioner, for an in-depth discussion on healing, parenting, and self-awareness. Tzivie shares how unresolved emotional struggles in parents can be mirrored by their children, highlighting the importance of humility, self-compassion, and emotional safety in fostering healthier relationships. The conversation underscores the need to address past traumas and societal expectations,...
Dec 01, 2024•1 hr 51 min•Ep. 213
In this episode of the In Search of More, Eli Nash hosts Daniel Herman, who shares his journey of healing and spirituality through sweat lodge ceremonies, plant medicine, and other transformative practices. Beginning his experience with sweat lodges in Canada and bringing the practice to Miami, Daniel describes the physical and emotional challenges involved and the healing opportunities they provide. He also opens up about his complex family background, marked by trauma, loss, and challenging re...
Nov 24, 2024•2 hr 16 min•Ep. 212
In this episode of the In Search of More podcast, Eli Nash hosts Basya Kovacs for a powerful discussion on the transformative role of women in relationships and spirituality. Basya shares how teachings on communication, gratitude, and personal prayer deeply impacted her marriage, shifting her approach from criticism to mindfulness and receptivity. She emphasizes the importance of women as receivers in relationships, highlighting how gratitude and vulnerability can create abundance and harmony. B...
Nov 17, 2024•2 hr 1 min•Ep. 211
In this episode of In Search of More, Eli Nash and Avi Wolf explore the role of passion and challenge in fostering healing and growth. They discuss the importance of joy, play, and authentic expression in nurturing the soul, while highlighting how engaging deeply with one's struggles—especially around core issues like sexual energy—can support spiritual alignment. Avi advocates for a focused, intentional approach to living, stressing the importance of aligning one’s behavior in all areas of life...
Nov 10, 2024•3 hr 21 min•Ep. 210
