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HOME Podcast

Laura McKowen & Holly Whitakerradiationcity.net
HOME Podcast with Laura McKowen and Holly Whitaker takes up the big questions of life through the lens of addiction recovery. Each week, we explore a new discussion about our hearts, relationships, life, love and the universe at large. Intro and outro music by Radiation City.

Episodes

Episode 29: Elena Brower

Elena Brower is a mama, teacher, speaker, and co-author of Art of Attention. She’s been teaching yoga and meditation since 1999 and has taught all over the world. She’s also recently celebrated a year clean and sober. As someone who was by all measures already a success and a teacher to so many, she talks about how her life has truly opened up since choosing sobriety, the insidiousness of pot addiction, and the path that brought her here.

Jan 28, 201658 min

Episode 28: Holly and Laura Keep Climbing

It's another "check-in" episode, and this one is long and probably too juicy. They dish on life: home, work, looooove and sobriety. Holly shares about the big shifts in her love life post-Rome, including a recent stand up by a man now forever named "Shit," hitting her 2 year anniversary of quitting pot and moving to LA. Laura gives in to peer pressure and shares about her love life and talks through a big decision she recently made. They both practice the yodel-ay-hee-hooo.

Jan 21, 20161 hr 30 min

Episode 27: Atheism in Recovery

In the early episodes of HOME, Holly and Laura made a snarky joke about spirituality in recovery (not their coolest moment). Catherine Gray, today's guest and an atheist, rightly called them on it. A series of beautiful and enlightening conversations ensued, culminating in this episode's discussion with Catherine. They talk about what it means to be an atheist in an AA-centric recovery world, how believers and non-believers share the path and learn from each other, and Holly and Laura get to ask...

Jan 13, 20161 hr 8 min

Episode 26: Annie Grace

Laura and Holly talk with Annie Grace, author of “This Naked Mind: Control Alcohol. Find Freedom, Rediscovery Happiness and Change Your Life?” Sounds like everything, right? Annie’s story is like so many young, successful, professional women, but her path to sobriety was not. We talk about her drinking life, what drove her to write this book and her hopes for the way we treat and view addiction. We dig into some heated topics like the difference between “normal” drinkers and “addicts,” the label...

Jan 06, 20161 hr 25 min

Episode 25: Nutrition in Recovery, Part 1

How can we eat to best support our bodies in recovery? What about sugar? And COFFEE? In this episode, we talk to Mary Vance, our resident nutrition guru here at HOME. We talk to Mary about a few topics that come up most often: coffee consumption, best tips for supporting new recovery, and vaginal steaming (ok, that never comes up, but we had to talk about it). Mary will be part of Hip Sobriety School, which starts January 7, 2016. For more info go to www.thehipsobrietyproject.com. Music by Radia...

Dec 30, 20151 hr 8 min

Episode 24: Miracles and Angels

Unicorns abound! Holly and Laura define what miracles and angels mean to them and how they've materialized in their own lives, both in life before sobriety and after. Image Illustration by Jeremy Enecio for Fortune Music by Radiation City

Dec 23, 20151 hr 9 min

Episode 23: Ann Dowsett Johnston

"The world opens when you begin to tell your own story and others come forward." -Ann Dowsett Johnston. Ann is an award-winning writer, journalist, public policy advocate, and the author of the stunning book "Drink: The Intimate Relationship Between Women and Alcohol." She's also one of the most gracious women Holly and Laura have ever met. In this interview they talk about Ann's personal and professional path, including her gains and losses in sobriety, her relationship with her son, heartbreak...

Dec 16, 20151 hr 11 min

Episode 22: The Shockers

Apparently “The Shocker” is a sexual position, or so Holly’s friends tell her. This episode will make you cringe in the first half and cry in the second as Holly and I each share three “shockers” from our drinking days and three from sobriety. From driving in a blackout to nearly choking to death to doing “Molly” alone to drinking your friends’ expensive wedding gift, we recount some of the horrific places drinking took us. Things have changed, though, and we also get into the really, really, re...

Dec 09, 201553 min

Episode 21: Sarah Hepola

In the first interview episode ever, Laura and Holly talk to Sarah Hepola, author of the New York Times Bestseller "Blackout: Remembering The Things I Drank to Forget." Sarah's essays on culture have appeared in the New York Times Magazine, Elle, The New Republic, Glamour, The Guardian, Slate, The Morning News, and Salon, where she was a longtime editor. Laura and Holly talk to her about the science of blackouts, what it was like to come out to the masses, dating in sobriety, and what's next. Ph...

Dec 02, 20151 hr 12 min

Episode 20: The Holidays

The holidays are upon us! Holly and Laura talk about what the pre-sobriety holiday scene looked like and what's in store for this year. They each lay out their top five tools for staying sober, sane and (maybe even?) happy through this season. Music by Radiation City.

Nov 23, 20151 hr 1 min

Episode 19: Social Media

Laura & Holly discuss the pitfalls and benefits of social media in their personal and professional lives, and as it relates to sobriety. Shout out to Austin Kleon for the shirt in the image. Music by Radiation City.

Nov 17, 20151 hr 16 min

Episode 18: Making Sobriety Stick (Letter from a Reader)

In another letters episode, Holly and Laura answer a question from a reader about how to wrap your head around the concept of sobriety and make it stick? How do you swallow the concept of "forever?" Do you have to? PLUS: some exciting announcements for December. Music by Radiation City.

Nov 11, 201539 min

Episode 17: What We Know for Sure

We're going all Oprah in this episode and talking about a few things-- in life, love, and the pursuit of happiness--that we know for sure. Music by Radiation City.

Nov 04, 20151 hr 4 min

Episode 16: OMG SEX

Sex and booze, booze and sex. The two get so intertwined. Holly and Laura talk about their sex lives before and after sobriety. The better, worse, surprising and different. Music by Radiation City.

Oct 28, 20151 hr 25 min

Episode 14: Coming Out Sober

I'm comin' out! I want the world-to-know-ow. Holly and Laura breakdown the who, when, and why of how they came out sober and what it was all like. Also, a recap of Unite to Face Addiction in DC and a couple special announcements. Music by Radiation City.

Oct 13, 20151 hr 45 min

Episode 13: "Relapse" Part 2

In the second "relapse" ep, we talk about what it looks like when we fall off the path in sobriety, and not by drinking/using, but by losing our way otherwise. Depression, anxiety, confusion, pain, and other things that come up to knock us off the beam. What does it feel like? How do we get back?

Oct 06, 20151 hr 7 min

Episode 12: "Relapse"

Ugh. "Relapse." What do we do when we fall off the path and drink when we're trying to get and stay sober? Holly and Laura break down what relapse means to them, what it looked like on their own paths, and what they did about it. Music by Radiation City.

Sep 30, 20151 hr 23 min

Episode 11: Perfectionism

Holly and Laura break down the perils of perfectionism in response to a reader's letter about her "non-substance" addictions. Music by Radiation City.

Sep 23, 20151 hr 9 min

Episode 10: The Steps Series (Steps 4-6)

Holly and Laura break down steps 4-6 of AA in the second of the Steps Series. They each answer these questions: what's your interpretation of the step, did you do it, what was your experience of doing it, and do you think it's necessary for recovery? What this episode is NOT: a debate about AA! Music by Radiation City.

Sep 16, 20151 hr 22 min

Episode 9: Mommy Juice

In the second "letters" episode, Laura and Holly answer a question from a reader who's concerned about her drinking as a mother. Music by Radiation City.

Sep 10, 201546 min

Episode 8: Letters from Readers

In the first "letters" episode, Holly and Laura answer a question from a reader about how to deal with a stepfather who "rules with an iron fist" and thinks the 12-step method is the only viable recovery path. Music by Radiation City.

Sep 02, 201545 min

Episode 7: Dating (2 of 2)

In the second part of the most intimate episode yet, Holly and Laura paint the picture of what their love lives looked like before and after getting sober. Music by Radiation City.

Aug 26, 201550 min

Episode 6: Dating (1 of 2)

In the most intimate episode yet, Holly and Laura paint the picture of what their love lives looked like before and after getting sober. Music by Radiation City.

Aug 19, 20151 hr

Episode 5: The Steps Series, v1 of 4

Holly and Laura break down steps 1-3 of AA in this longer-than-usual episode. They each answer these questions: what's your interpretation of the step, did you do it, and do you think it's necessary for recovery? What this episode is NOT: a debate about AA! Music by Radiation City.

Aug 12, 20151 hr 37 min

Episode 4: Friendship

Do we keep the same playmates in sobriety? In this episode, Holly and Laura break down their experience with friendships, and how they changed (or didn't) once the booze was gone. Music by Radiation City.

Aug 04, 20151 hr 9 min

Episode 3: Who is Holly?

In the second episode of HOME, Laura interviews Holly to string together her story. The drinking story, the life story, the David Byrne-esque "How Did I Get Here?" story. Music by Radiation City.

Jul 31, 20151 hr 12 min

Episode 2: Who is Laura?

In the second episode of HOME, Holly interviews Laura to string together her story. The drinking story, the life story, the David Byrne-esque "How Did I Get Here?" story. Music by Radiation City.

Jul 22, 201549 min

Episode 1: Introduction

In the first episode of HOME, Holly Whitaker and Laura McKowen explain what they're doing here, how they met, how the name HOME came about, and what to expect next. Music by Radiation City.

Jul 12, 201530 min
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