Episode 244: Issa 3-Day Freakend

Et they got, I can't hear you in your books? Whoop, they asked, what that's not? Hello? Hello? Hello? I founded a little sounded a little though. That was Spanish. I'm drinking a mark reader. If this is your first time joining us, I would like to properly introduce myself. I am your host and favorite motivational speaker. Me Me, Me, Me so one hundred or comer walker if you're nasty. I am joined by my co host, freak Man McGee, the News, Miska the

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thirty. And guess who was on fucking time tonight? So Rita only because there's KWAFO in the building, Sita actual And you know what, sir, Rita girl, I never have and I'm like me and Srita were pulling up at the same time because I had to make a stop at covers. Now I call myself ordering an advance from me to town. They say they go bring it out, but you gotta go in and get it. It took me, you know, eight minutes to figure that out. She got here

right at the ass crack of on time. Okay, my I was gonna sit in the car and smoke, but a twenty five people just need one hit up. Then, of course we have mister Essential, who is always stepping it up. When tone decides, you know what, I'm just gonna go home without notice and then own a company. I do step up when he's also here, So let's not just pinch that picture, man. I mean he does all the things I'm here too, you know what I'm saying. Yeah, when he not, you know, too hot on mushrooms and

ship or Taylor Pork. And of course we have my uh, we have my chocolate buddy in the building, uh chocolate herself, missus Taylor m Marie. But that's name Cocle Marie. Yeah. But I'm gonna take you guys for tuning in because you know, you could be somewhere out getting drunk for this three day freaking but instead you were here with us still getting drunk. That's right, and pour pour yourself up something warm and drink. Off your line about listen, I you are not go ahead? Can I say something?

When you slide the micros down like that, you're going to strip the microphone stand. When you pull it up and stuff without twisting the thing, you're going to strip it. So just make look at you. You stopped being straight, pulled it up and down and stuff, you know, got unscrewed and stuff. That's he doesn't want you to be a stripper anymore. Want you stop doing that? My wrist cool. Apparently everybody's sipping anyway. That's why Margarita we bomped on the same thing. I don't even know which

camera on her. Hello, thank you? M Rich says, Hey y'all, sorry, I've been in my a. I took the Facebook app off my phone. Love and mis we love and miss you too. Ask sometimes you just got to unplugged, man, we get it. I want to be that mature. Yeah, sometimes you just got unplugged. Because this will probably be the last totally awkward until July. Can Beat's day? I just I needed. It's a Friday, No, I just with my birthday coming

up and jelly Bean birthday and the trip and the father's that. It's just it's a lot going on in June, so you know, maybe just unplugged for a little bit. Nah, we're doing a hostally awkward takeover in this bitch. But the good thing, the good thing about that is by the time I come back, I have a lot of ship to talk about. Is awkward, that's what we're gonna call it. Drunk nigga is awkward, and niggas is awkward. Before seasons special Margarita sipping and Margarita I heard that

probably Wiles show. It's wilder holes awkward. That's just a natural spin off show right there by itself that Hey, hey, we should just call it cancers in Charge in this Bitch and just just flip that ship upside down. Hey, so nothing the non essential cast member who you know, she pop up every now and then coming in here taking the essential workers, supplies and

ship. So I need another phone stand there? Uh, that's fun equally essential, wouldn't you just trying to trying to give give us saying oh, I'm sorry for not listening. To y'all. I told y'all she'd be front. I see see, I told y'all she'd be from. She'd be from. She'd be acting like we don't need each other cause she showed put it on blasts like I should have listened to y'all. Y'all tried to tell me

serious. I do take stuff seriously. All right, now, we're so you know what why while we're While we're on the subject of Kaila this, we're going to start off with a video. Are you guys familiar with the what is the actual name of that? Is it twenty one versus one?

Like, what is the name of that? It depends it's twenty versus one versus So if you're not familiar with that and you're listening or you know, watching live, that is where they have one person who comes in a room full of suitors and of the opposite sex, and they have balloons to pop when they are not interested. Some people, unfortunately, get their balloons popped a sap, like as soon as they walk in. And then you have others that you know, once they hear things like oh they got kids pop,

you know like that. So we're gonna play a couple of those videos starting with this one. So Smith thirty seven and Joseph, what do you do? I'm an uber and live driver full time and why did you end up popping your blue? I don't know. It's the knee, the right knee. He got something going on. I don't know what it is. I got eggs with it and I use coconut oil. Yeah, zoom in on that please, And I just don't know why it's like that. So I've seen it and I was like, she's not on take my coconuts ver

regiment seriously. First of all, this fool gazy looking ass, nigga, I'm lucky to be in the lineup these, he said. The ash on her knees made him pop his blue all right. But when she asked that, nigga, what was his job? What he's saying, he's a full time uber and liber and lift who whoa whoa whoa whoa? He has he

has no health insurance. He brings absolutely enough. He brings nothing to the table down nothing, full time full time uber and I never heard that happen before as a person who has done like gigwork like that, depending on the area that he's in or maybe doing like, all right, well, I'm only doing like airport rising, you can make that ship. Yeah, you

don't make enough money to be that kind of a person. Honestly. You know what, if you get a bot, you can get the little insert like that, You get the inside scoop of trying to get into the system. You can get all kinds of ship that other people can't. So you can actually do it. I don't know how to, could you? Amazon? And now you understand, Yeah, I'm like all these niggas taking all the good ship. They're taking all the good ship. So ain't nobody fingers

that fast? And had a professional masturbator that fast? None? And I am a professional masturbator. And I was even losing, so you know that she was rid. Some shit came up last night. It's at four hours, one hundred and forty two dollars. Brit said, he's so proud of himself. I am a professional uber and lyft driver, like no, I said. It was such confidence, Like, hey, if you bro, I would rather him just say I'm a professional driver. I'll be cool with

that. O my own my own. I'm I'm a I'm a private contract worker, I'm a ship, I have my own I have my own driving service. Yeah, anything but that in thirty Possibly he don't bro right in the fact that he has the all dashing. He'd be like, I popped my balloon because her knee was ashy. I didn't get a chance to see her. Right, she ain't ugly, but ash on the knee should not be to decide in the fact that we restart it and we go let it

play all the way through before any commentary. No, I'm saying, like more we can shut up wilets on this time. My name is Joseph Smith thirty seven, and Joseph, what do you do? I'm an uber and live driver full time. And why did you end up popping your balloe? I don't know. It's the knee, the right knee. He got something going on. I don't know what it is. I got em and I use coconut oil. Yeah, zoom in on that please, And I just don't know why it's like that. So I've seen it and I was like,

she's not gonna take my coconut oil to regiment. Seriously, the house looked moisturized, you know, But I've seen that. This stigure got a clip on nosering talking about somebody's fucking you know what next video play yes, yes, and and the crazy part is so and the remaining part of it comes to find out like she fell and her knee is actually healing. It shouldn't even matter. So it shouldn't matter. But it's just funny because it's like, bro, she is a fucking scabbas for me, Like what you

what you want? But she's not gonna take my coconut oil regiment. Serious. He was up there being a clown. He just didn't want to. He didn't want to get popped on. That's what it was. She didn't have a ding ding when she came out. That was the problem. He was like, Oh, this theo you're talking about. Her brother's at the left knee order from the women's side of sheens. Even if you need any if you need to be more strides, don't forget bang of body, butters,

pitch girl, not horror on myself. Hey, I make I makes the coins from the from the body. I used it for my face me too. I said that once. I feel like, uh you mm hmm, but oh you know one is missing, but that's because I forgot to send it to you. Just be three of these, well, so let's get this whole off here, all right? So while I send tone this third one because that one was fucking ridiculous, this one is is very interesting to me for a certain reason. Okay, So why'd you pop too wrong?

For me to go? Yeah? What do you want at this point? What's age range? Five years older is a limit? So how are you twenty one? Okay? Okay? If you said five years is a limit, there's like a lack of basic skills, okay, twenty one five? Okay, okay, okay, all right, so why'd you pop same for me? Age limit? I'm twenty your twenty six? I feel like it's just a maturity level, and it isn't. I'm not mature, but I feel like I just haven't lived it's enough, like enough life as you

have. So it's like I can't understand everything you're talking about, Like there's always going to be a disconnect. Why are you here? It was trapping so right, that's why you've been playing again because it was trapping the first time. Hold on twenty six? Okay, So why'd you pop like two wrong for me to go? Yeah? What do you want at this point? What's age range? Five? Years older is a limit? So how

are you twenty one? Okay? Okay? If you said five years is a limit, there's like lack of basic skills, okay, twenty one okay, okay, okay, all right, So why'd you pop same for me age limit? I'm twenty your twenty six. I feel like it's just a maturity level. And I'm not mature, but I feel like I just haven't lived it's enough, like enough life as you have. So it's like I can't understand everything you're talking about, Like there's always going to be a disconnect.

Now, I might give her a path. She's only twenty now.

The thing that is funny to me about this is because how many men are always online telling us that the reason that they day down like when we were like, bro, that's creepy, and that is why we feel like it's creepy, like what do you have in common with a motherfucker like that, like that much younger than you to the point that they actually be talking about So for her to be young and say that, it's hilarious because it's like that's what we be telling y'all, and y'all be like, no younger women

they want to do this, and they want to do that, and it's like, I'm going to push back on that and say, that makes sense when you are older than thirty the evening holes either your face. Yes, it's so punishable. That makes that makes sense if they're over thirty or forty and whatnot. But in the twenties, you're your development, you turn. Your development doesn't get going until after you are twenty four to twenty five. So your immaturity is you're all you're all, you all in the same damn

immaturity level. Twenty twenty five, you are the same shit that five years ain't that big of a difference when you're that age. When you actually become like thirty and up, that's when you start experience it. Right now, you're still a That's why insurance don't stop five. Yeah, you're you're you're you're technically an adolescent until your twenty four. Yeah, but she's like, bro, you can't even take me out drinking because I can't drink it.

That makes sense that she didn't say that, you said that. She said you experienced more shit than me. But what I'm saying, that's one of those things. But technically that's still true. That thing though. Imagine, Okay, so he was twenty six and she was twenty. Now, imagine she lived somewhat of a shelter life. She's been chilling. She's just now like, Okay, I'm grown, I can go outside. Imagine this nigga

been outside since sixteen. So the conversation is gonna be different. Whether I'm six years older, even that time, I've been doing shit before you. These are all assumptions. But tell me, even okay, I understand I talked to you, I talked to you in your language. That six years gap is one whole fucking college experience. You completely become a different person when you've done with college than you were before you started. Kind of kind of

this nigga here, I mean, I'm serious. I'm serious. I'm serious because I'm coming here the pod because at this point, you pine's twenty. At twenty, you've experienced some of the college life. You know, the life, The lifestyle between twenty and twenty four don't change once you get to college. College is college. You don't even know why you at college other than your mama made I didn't know what I was college til I got out ship. I really I was out of still didn't know what the fun I

was doing because you was going down there at freaking some ship. Now, y'all, poty, don't even here. You're not listening to the person was saying five years older and she's twenty one. Yeah, that's why we were laughing. That's the way we last thing because it's still matched. Her here is different, that was not. It's still the same. Fuck, nigga pony tails. I just pushed the breaks. Don't push it in lying back

next man. So so that view, is it the same thought I mean, if you do, if you want to know, I got my dress tugged down a little bit, is it? Is it the same thought process? If? Is it the same thought process? If he's thirty six and she's thirty, it's the same thought process, is right. And that's what I'm saying. That's exact, That's exactly what I'm saying. It's all situational. Everything is situation. Because at twenty I had a two year old,

right, some twenty year olds already and there were twenty I was. I just started from him. So she got a two year old, I just started being freaked. Man. Life is different, but we just the same thing now the twenty one, the twenty year old, Actually she's she grounded her thought process very solidly. I'm gonna give her propulate twenty one year old, don't you know fucking basic math? And she actually eliminated somebody that she actually has in her category. She said she casts it to her TV so

she can come in real time. That's what I do when I'm at home. I watch it on my TV, or you just go to YouTube and put it on TV. Like my thing about it, like Apple pushed it. My thing about assumptions is this whole process is so quick you don't even know who the fuck you're talking to. You just basic off pop hop pop. Hey, you're too young, you're too old whatever. It's speed dating,

yeah, speed dat. Speed dating is still having a conversation, speed popping a bubble when we see the motherfucker you sitting down and having a conversation with five minutes. When I was graduating middle school, when I was graduating eighth grade, six years older than me, is already into your sophomore year of college. Experiences are different, but the order you get, the closer experiences get. And I said, you're the conversation. We're saying the same

thing. We're saying the same thing. You're saying the same thing as I said. She's making an assumption based off of ack like your your age. She didn't even talk to him and have a conversation. Maybe she did experience why she did though, whatever, I'm just saying based off of what we saw her. You almost thirty, or maybe maybe because you've been you've been able to party all right, you've been able to do all this ship. By the time I'm really just now getting in my bag, you might be

off that and want me to sit the fuck down. We ain't got time for that, right because what was we doing twenty five twenty six this partying, this shit like party takeover, partying heavy. But by the time she gets to that twenty five to twenty six point, this nigga gonna be in his thirties. Like, while you out all the time, while we can't sit down to watch a movie, all you want to do is on the streets because you ain't because you and your thirties. I'm not in my thirties

yet, trust me, and I want to do that ship. It ain't fun young girls. I was just like, Wow, yeah, I don't know it's like you said's teachers to be old to house to watch its case by case, bab not want to be warming house? Good? You really really do, bro, you saying medical terms and everything, welcome to welcome

to unk hood like real niggas will been like my anchor's back. But but I'm gonna I'm getting ready to finally throw my thirty thirty in the club and you coming in with a sweater vessel and ships like tom and I'm gonna blow this whole up and be like if I'm twenty, Like there's drinking. Hey, you know I didn't. I didn't graduated the wine and so I'm sure, nigga, why are you drinking? You're still drinking hard, drinking Cisco cocktail. You getting ready? You just decide what to wear. I wanted

to be drunk by five thirty at home by eight fifteen. I just still catch wrong. So I definitely like, I respect their thought process was. It was just it was just funny to me to see one of the young girls actually say this when the old niggas always tell us that. We just tell them that because well, y'all just bitter, because y'all ain't young no more. And y'all ain't this, and y'all ain't that, and it's like, all right, now, young bitch is telling y'all that, and he

ain't even as old as you niggas saying it. Your niggas is twenty years older than niggas you're telling it to. That's a whole different conversation. That's a while. That's a whole different conversation. That is a nasty. Now, you niggas is already in your forties and she just told a nigga that ain't even thirty yet that he was too old for her. All I know was that twenty four to twenty five, I was just moving at my mama house. I ain't lived that much more than the US. I bought my

first house at twenty two three. You're fucking anomaly. I bought my house twenty seven twenty. Like I didn't. I didn't. I didn't. I didn't. I didn't experience life life until I was thirty. I was. That's when I was like, all right, I'm growing the ship. I can go get me fucking a second house, like I'm like my fourth car, like I was living. Yeah, right, twenty six, you're still doing taco to six. Yeah six, you still you still living twenty sixties?

You are here talking about more, still living your house twenty six? Bro was a fucking club promoter. Bro Bro was a club promoter at twenty six, and we were still getting in the club free. The lifestyle was very similar. It's not outragingly different, but I get it. So we got we got one more of those to play in this ship. H m hm. Why did you pop her balloon? I wasn't loving the sandals? Okay, valume on this. Maybe know when you so? Why did you

pop her balloon? I wasn't loving the sandals. Ah, okay, wait a minute, I'm like these sun those and you have ourn't Clarks, you are way out of fashion. You can be talking to me, and you know why you popped that balloon because you knew I was gonna because you know you out like no, I'm out your lead. Come on now, let's be for real. Let's be for real. You're chest higher than monks at this point, so you could do the moon no huarantine I do to poping

off. I asked questions because I get people a chance. That's just me. But you knew I was gonna anyway, so now cook bro, but why but why you claim he was gonna popping on him anyway? So what is you so upset for? And them shoes dud the dumbest fuck with that dress on what she feels that because they say there on them that it gives it a pass. No, that ship looks stupid and Clark's actually it looks like we want to go ahead and give a shout out to our local celebrity.

Really strong in the comments. We're so sfty if I walk out and all I hear is pop because they don't even have a chance to say nothing nothing. But it's really like you are really upset because he wasn't filling them shoes and they didn't go with the fucking dress. And the crazy part about it was not only not only did the style clash with the dress, the color was so like because it was red, it might have even been up like, okay, maybe if it was white, because the girl that was

talking hers work. You know what it looked like is you got tired of standing there and you swapped out to put on something else and it didn't work. You were not you could have just that that was the case. The little beauty supply slides with the fur across the top would have literally looked better than that ship that she had. Yeah, that's why she felt it was the past. It could have been if if you just had to do it your choice. Yeah, because she was mad because he popped in his first

Yeah, now hey, can we can we see that real quick? Can we can we see that? But did I wasn't loving the sandals. Okay, wait a minute, like these sun those and you have our't clarks are way out of fashion. You can't be talking to me. And you know why you popped that balloon because you knew I was gonna you know, you out like you know, I'm out your leave. Come on, now, let's be for real. Let's be for real. You're chest higher than minds

at this point, so you can do popping off. I asked questions because I give people a chance. That's just me. But you knew I was anything. Hello, Verson, I don't know, but look looking at just on the screen. Look at that that that right there now, the very first one, the very first one. He said that she was too skinny. She didn't take it wrong. She was like, yeah, you know, I'm Petita or whatever. She's not Petito, because she was like,

I'm tall and skinny. That is not what petit is. We're just and ma'am. It's okay. But yeah, that that ship really really bliant, Britt said, she big man. Yeah, she does everything. She cooked that nigga, like when we was in k pot spot cooking it in the middle of the table. That's how she She turned the gas up, cooking up. They've turned that into so many songs. Yes, he was silent,

but yeah, that ship was. But the fucked up part, the fucked up part was like you had so many women in the comments defending it, Yeah, defending it, like, well, them shoes is bit. You know, they don't go with that fucking dress though you don't. We don't care what the shoes are. We don't care how much they cost. They look stupid as with that dress. She she definitely ain't pressed because them them shoes expensive. She's rest his shoes fit, his fit more than her

shoes. Her face, that bitch was more. That bitch was more pressed than my uncle's Easter suits in Louisiana. Okay, she was pressed. No, that was the same all those women and you're trying to do a press several eliminations. Sometimes this is quick pick the smallest thing because they gotta get get rid of somebody. Yeah, because if you sit, if you if you don't nitpick, you'll be sitting there there fether whatever. I wouldn't wear,

no classes sport. So you're saying that actually brings me to another part of our conversation. There are hey, how people have like this misconception about dating multiple people at once. You do not have to date multiple people at once. You can date people one at a time, whatever works for your

dating style. The thing I hate is that they feel like, well, if you're dating more than one person at a time, like I'm not with that because you know I'm dating with intent or you know I'm not just dating for fun. Like dating multiple people does not mean that you were just dating for fun. That is just a way of eliminating motherfuckers faster in less time. While you can be looking for your potential match, you can be dating for fun, or you can be like, you know what, perfect example,

I will be forty in about two weeks. I ain't got that much fucking time to be sitting here dedicating six to nine months to each person individually. So maybe I'm gonna go three at a fucking time. When you were going for a job, and a job is interviewing people, they are mass interviewing. They are looking for their best potential match in the least amount of

time but the least amount of resources. They don't fucking hire interview one person, say Okay, we're gonna hire you and see how it works, and if you don't work well, then we're gonna go spend some more money to train somebody else and do it all fucking over again. No, they go fucking go through a bunch of people and see who is the best fit for the long term for their company. Dating multiple people can literally be the exact

same thing. So why people feel like you can't date multiple people at once to get to know, like what's the best option for you. I don't understand that. I mean you have to know your limits. I think I hate that I grasp that concept with I feel like I got if it was way too late, and if I had known that sooner, I would have won about things differently. But I also look at it too, like it can be overwhelming. So if you just simply can't handle that many people at

once, I mean, I get that. I am not an old hole. I'm seasoned, lemon pepper, all of them right, and neither way is wrong. You have to date or your style. I just hate how people automatically think if a person dates multiple people at once, it automatically means that they're not trying to date. Seriously, no motherfucker. Maybe I am just trying to eliminate as many people as possible, versus saying, Okay, I'm about to invest all this time, all of this shit into this one

person. Then six to nine months down the line, I realized, oh, well, that ain't it. Let me start over. When while I was dating multiple people, I'm like, you know what, I feel like this person offers more than this person, so you know, I'll proceed with this person instead, and then it's just, you know, you keep going like that. So I don't know, but I tend to look at it

a little bit differently. So, but also to it's the communication factor as well, because if you if you're communicating that to the people that you're dealing with, then you good. There's some people that's on the outside looking and like, oh, you're trying to do this, like you don't even know what I'm doing like I'm communicating with these people the SA they call me. They know they are part of the five or the starting five. In fact, they said, we through the bullshit. Don't be lying about it,

because then that's when we have issues. Yeah, communication, be honest about what you got going on, and we're good. Yep. That was another thing I was about to say, Nicole. She said, I think part of it is because people don't understand that you can date and not sleep with all of them at the same time. Yep yep. Nick said. Also,

dating doesn't mean you're having sex with them folks either. Dating is literally an evaluation for partnership because you can start out dating and feel like, you know what, well, I'm not looking for nothing serious, and then be like, damn you know what. We hit it off. You know better than I thought. This motherfucker is actually kind of all right, I'm gonna

go now. For me, I would have to be like, I'm gonna have to let him clap the cheeks because if he don't clap right, you know, if you don't if you if you can't clap right exto stage left down the line. Look, I tried, I didn't told y'all. I didn't told y'all know. I tried to do the whole like I got in the relationship before the sex thing. It was honeymoon fast. He was nice, he was sweet, he was doing stuff. And then I got the dick and it was like it was the kids male portion. I didn't get

that. I didn't get the full you know, that's why you know what you give a d the whole boy, big facts, that is fucking egregious. You are a whole relationship, a husband and your platform in the whole relationship. She she I don't care if she does. Is granted for all big life moments given in a relationship and the whole you need. Who got a man? How to keep that man? I can't even keep that man. Man at me every eight business day. That's a difference. That's just

that's I am constantly in the doghouse. Nigga, nigga, I would we manage your ass every nine, at eleven, at six. At this point, I just need to get a daily personalized collar. That saved me me because I am constantly in the doghouse. To put yourself there. She just she just believes and a sudden chose that man. Okay, gave that man

your heart. You gotta deal with his eight months like the way the way your talk to us, the way you talk to us, that's how you talk to mother you h hell yeah, yes, definitely, kids started because it was like, bro, that's a nasty reference point. I thought I thought it was gonna be a whipper and it was white castle. That's all I'm saying. Did you want a slider? Definitely? I thought that Dick

was gonna be a whipper and it was a white castle. So not even the Bacon Jr. You know sliders that they put up the top of your bloody mirror? Who made you this way? This wasn't big either ship business days It is never not. Why I don't you think I feel the baby shower winers? Uh little smoky, Yeah, that's it. That's exactly how I felt like terry crews and white girls, That's how I felt. You see, these men have to go through. He had big dick energy.

I mean, what kind of energy do you want? That? He had big dig energy? But yeah, how's a little How's a little dick? Niggas supposed to carry themselves, not that bucking cocky And then just I'm just asking what he's bitch alone from a nigga energy he has. He ain't got no control over that over so he have a little bick energy. He's cat fishing. He's cat fishing his energy. What is little energy? Right? And I guarantee you well, you know what what I kind of like you.

You know what I don't want to do. This is all my funk. He should I should have knew. I should have because you know that nigga ain't got no bass in his voice, that that testosterone was low. I should have knew he ain't got no base in his wild everyday voice about

I made you? But haven't you have? Have women actually talked to a man with a deep voice and small meat m I don't know, because it's funny, be like that's not he got a lot of bass in the voice, but his voice is also is very You hear a voice deep his nuts match his voice like his balls matched the deepest the rumble that comes. I am so looking forward to this vacation, jo. I will be so happy. Thank you, Nick, she said, Puny, carry yourself like you

reside in Winnie Hut. You what some talking about? Okay, but back back to my whole thought that y'all get real already already think the daving pool is small, then the small then the small daving pool got this bleach color. Whatever y'all think is in it. I'm just saying, I'm just asking what your motherfuckers want with y'all. Won't people you're about to start singing d m X, what's going on? I would like to know enough sobriety,

He asked that question and never got to answer. Once again, I want to bring attention to the fact that d m X have the audacity to ask, bitch is what they wanted from a nigga in a song where he said that he don't give head, bitch, that's what they want? They won't they bussy stuffed on. I gave him to be married because he definitely was

talking about his wife and that song too. Doc said, you niggas can eat off the play all you want, but not not right that well, he said, everybody but to meiga, so we know you want to part of I mean that was her perfect. I mean just this like say smaller, don't you don't if you know what to do with it? Then ain't that the DMX like the epenomy of a nigga with energy and ship. Oh,

we saw the mother up the swinging belly. I saw the silhouette when he stumped out the shower, and that motherfucker looked like a pendulum on the clock. We're like, wait a minute, than you now? Was her skin beautiful? Really? Really? Really? Just the epiti me like when a woman is mad, Now, that is one thing I've never done. When she's done, I've never gotten mad. I told the nigga with a big dick that his dick was small when it wasn't. If I ever cushed

you out and called your dick little, it's because it was. Don't ever think that was out of anger. That was truth, out of anger, but it was goddamn truth regardless. She was like the little black danle ain't the night before last, I was like, but then again, in real life, she's also Nick Cannon's baby mama. Nick got that together. It really all the bitches off his vision board. He did. He did.

He said that. One that is new information to me. I was today years old, and two I never would have guessed it because she ain't like skinned. Yeah, Nick is knocking bitches, Maria carry We're talking about now like I thought you said Kesha was his baby. He does have a baby. I wanna say that motherfucker was heavy all I pizza that man. We're talking about Nick, fam know that's different. This is no, no, this is Sunday. It's expected on Sunday. You've been on freak ship.

Oh week, all right, let's go ahead and take it the court. And the subject is freaking. It's the one that was in I know the girl you talk or something. But there's another one though, that was in the in the Bronx tail. Yeah, that's that's when TIS follow her. Oh yeah, if you got a baby by her, I am jealous. Oh she said that his baby mama. Yeah yeah, the baby mama. Oh really okay, thank you, thank you Nick. She said that's not that ain't his baby mama. But no, yeah, so one has just

no you have not. You know, it got to be a lot for her to say something, you know, like because bro, like no, for real, this niggas is trying to turn my Pact into d E t U Cut Instagram edition. I just have. Lenisia Cole is the dark skinned being. Okay, her name is ye okay, thank you Nick. That's I just I just provide y'all with entertainment. You know, you provide us with concern, because that's what all of us has been filed in the prices

rights models. Who has been concerned? Did you not see the comments? Even Tommy said he was concerned, concerned. Niggas was out. Somebody knows, somebody bring it up before, before, before, before it was brought up. I was like this early in the morning. Early, I enjoy it. I enjoyed. I enjoyed in silence. But I was like out there by himself. So I'm like, maam her big, no, that genuine. But I'm like, fam, I just I think I'm a little

concern. It became a Monday you you posted floating on my timeline. Oh what oh when the ass the ass shaken, when the ass shaken, challenges going, Oh my goodness, that ship. When I haven't been in the group, it was wildest ship. It's when I haven't been in the group. And Facebook makes sure to notify hey, five new posts from one and guess what all of the minutes and then then, like Tommy said, to be early like brothers wake up like morning would post because the first time being

hit Listen, gonna pop up right on one you post. You posted one in the name of shoes to shake ass shoes wrong, that's the question. I think, that's what That's what I'm like, that's my concern of like, fam, you you've been getting them all, you get all of the ass. That's when. Now, that's when the call out happened, because at that point I had enough. That's when the call out happened. Because at that point I had enough. This nigga really said, I don't know

why my algorithm was like this. I don't know what's wrong with the algorithm. Fuck, because I saw you pout the algorithm clicking on every video in every video wondering my Facebook is like, all right, freaky ass, you go one. This is what happens when you keep clicking to video in the comment, when you keep clicking the video in the comic ones, your algorithm

is gonna get freaky. My say all that, and then I was and then I was mad because it's a relationship very interesting to find said, dude, my whole algorithm is all comedic dumb ass thoughts ship, comedic dumb ass thoughtless ship, and like I laugh at this ship because this is mindless. I wish I would get as much ass on my timeline as you do. I don't even know. I don't know how to. I don't have to. I just got to just watch. I just go with the Horse Award

pageant. I was like, wow, just go there and click on it for yourself. And this video and the shoes are stressed. Admitted it, and that's the bad. It wasn't even good shoes. Hey, you have no discrimination either. They can be white, black, Puerto Rican, Asian. But the one you're sharing wasn't even like she didn't even have like that that cuff underneath it. It was a shaken Yeah, it flapped, it flapped and clapped if it flapp and clap. People like he was like word

flapping flap, wild flapping clapp. Word. It was the word. You don't even have to be a fast ass, just wade as a freaking industry words share this. I was just trying to bring some enjoyment to the group. That's all I was trying to group is chilling one group. The group just want to wait, just want the new episode to drive on Tuesday. I thought this was gonna be a trial. It's like an intervention. If we didn't need your traps. Ever, it was an opening ship case.

It was that all brone say, damn Bro was on on it, like now that ship I be doing. I put it in the group. You want to bring this ship to the regular timeline. If you ain't in the group, you can't see this, but you want to talk about it on

the regular timeline. Yeah, and freaking turned this into a rico. You hit like on everything, I'm taking us all yeah that ship just so apparently the finds you guilty trying to pick the choose uh liking ship at a certain time when it's like like afternoon ship like asked it was early in the morning, was like wow, why Wow, Wow, I'm gonna wait time it's gonna be I'm away like bro scrambling this morning eggs. Who brought your who by your ass? Scrambling eggs Like, who's okay to bring her ass here?

Hey? I actually said I stayed in my comment. You'll keep waiting this turn are you doing? I'll click on a couple of but I'm gonna clicking on all of the motherfuckers my my likes and comments. Don't do not outweigh how many motherfuckers he posts. The ratio was regular. My ratio was do you know what conspiracy? Not like not like Tommy don't want to be a necessary to this crime? You do. I don't know because I know, I know. I forgot his grandma jammed up because he was using the

phone. So yeah, conspiracy. You clicked the light and you commented all your niggas catching cases. One light versus twenty five posts don't matter that there you are trying to get a sentence down. You saw one fact that but taking people with with that air name should have been in this motherfucker. I don't know through the post, but like that he everywhere, that is as soon as our post one. He right there, hard eyes. Okay, okay, that's nasty work. That's nasty work. It's still a man.

That's that's why I have never seen this much snitch in my life. You ain't know what I'm saying that I've never seen this much snitching in my life. You are over the here, just done, nigga, You gone up, look like I'm guilty in my meat. My is gonna never Hey, what one of those that I said? And then I over here. I

was in love of one of them. Oh my God, so much, so much snitching going on everybody, henw some ship that makes gonna want to look like a sing I'm telling everybody whom you have dined out like nigga. I'm not really saying my algorithm is super wary. You like what it would be funny. It's like because when you where you know a person, it's like yeah, yeah, and then you like you reading certain ship in their

voice, so I can hear voice in my head. And as I was reading, I was like, Ship, I'm like, she she is so fit, she is show she is so fit, and like she capitalized the right work. I'm like, she is fed the fuck up. Yeah, I'm right, this is so. I am wal. He don't mean you, you know in the group, the group in the first twenty you know, be in there, man, damn everybody shouting. He shouting everybody out.

Damn yeh know, we don't name drive. Fuck that name. He dropped the diamond, everybody, He's dropping the dropping the diamond, all y'all dropping, I'm dropping dining name thinking about you. He show is right, you don't care that you in the group. And he's saying everybody he cases on all y'all guess who conveniently ain't in these comments tonight. You know where you are, freak nigga. I don't know where he is. I don't know where he is. A couple of days ago was like clay vaginas.

It was like different vaginas with numbers next For me, he was which number you? Which number? Like that? Okay okay, okay, okay. My nigga was searching for the vagina picks on why take it out like you just die? That's the problem. Should be sticky all the time. Videos like you at times want he's one step higher the old times he's one step higher, maybe two? Man, Like that's what talking about? Thank you so that you've been a contributor to the group. Tone for that, you

know? He said like this, No, you know what He's like, Hey, freaking no. It's funny because I actually went and logged into the group and that was it said, Hey, let people know that their top contributors. That was it. That was tal in directly tell He was like, man, he is coming to you. You is still out here in the streets. You gotta go in fide. You didn't tell me, see one, I'm a real friend because I didn't put the heat on you. I put the heat on other. That's why the party today I didn't wake

up to after today party. I swear I thought it was it was. It was like, but I just found out today that my best friend is I was like, enough is enough? He was supposed to be the judge. Would have turned into the put your name in the group just to see what you will pull for crazy. Just not looking at wine post and looking at comments me me it might be time to ship the group down. It might be time to ship the group down. You might have to call it quit. No. That That's why I'm like, bro, this is not

like okay. Ever since the video can't go in the group no more, she just went left. I'm gonna say this. I'm gonna say this. Some of the ship you post is some ship that I'd be like, oh, these niggas be straight reading, reading these women their rights, because they'd be like, they be coming with some straight facts and leaving the women looking crazy because they be talking ship. So I'm like, it ain't always as

it is informative. It's just some informative and some ship in there. That's But then some of the I like niggas don't be wanting to talk about the other ship. They just want to come when I start posting ass and they be like, why are you freak? And and can I say this? Can you drew attention to it when you brought your ass in there talking about some man? Why is my algorithm? I saw six niggas saying I was

gonna ignore him and let him live. I see, had you not had you had you understand had you just posted the ass like you had been doing out of set in my head, like I'm so sick of this freaky ass nigga, but I have kept it moving, like I haven't you know what the fact that you was like, man, I don't know what my algorithm is showing up your horny faster. That's what did it. That's what pushed

me on the fucking edge. So on. But so what she's saying is you robbed the bank, but then you talk talking about, oh, man, I didn't get enough money after ATM machine say this though, I'm gonna say this. I'm gonna say this. When I first start seeing the posts, I looked at why. I looked at wine as an administrator in the group, keeping it active and he is doing that job. Tommy, you already snitched on him in the first I'm just saying, you know, well,

you Tommy the examination, you have already admitted that. That's what usually when I'm texting, I'm just swiping doing this, trying to get Timmy, just trying to get swapt with pro basis on that post. I'm just saying, I'm pulling backs out. This is live, this is this is live interaction right here. You know, because if Wine didn't post nothing, who will be posting ship? Let me tell you a lot of people posting ship. It is No, it's not. Why answer this question for the panel

and the audience, M answer the question what are your fears? No, what are your fears? You've said it on the show many times already, Like what we talk about, like in the group chest Ship, Like what do you say your you're fearious being screenshot and what else being called? He don't he don't want to be known as the fact freaking niggas here we are,

here, we are. It's a rational it's irrational fear now because you're reacting fear when I say that I don't want to be a screenshot or be called the fat freaking Nigga is like, I don't, I don't move like that, my dye. That's what I mean when I said I don't want outside. She already seen your outside, so you was freaking before she got

in there. I think, I think what's happened. Actually, as I'm looking down the timeline, a lot of your freaking ship has actually toned down quite a bit, and it's a lot of dating ship and just wild interviewing Tommy really trying to get probation. I'm looking at the timeline ship in the group telling you don't even realize he did. Ye, He's he's snitching and say hey, I'm I'm hey. I'm the only one right here with the

timeline open looking at the ship. Everybody else just just blaming everybody's talking ship on the top of the head. I'm looking at absolutely. But again, recently, a lot of the ships that one comment Conna be I do this ship in the group. It's private, it's a safe space if you're not hostally awkward. You can't see why being why Yeah, that's a gym that was on the everyday timeline. I'm not funking that's now though. But when they was doing the ass the ceiling challenge that on your record, Yeah,

because that was on that Niggas wasn't finding the good ones. See, niggas was sharing sealing challenges and the ship was trash. So I had to go do some research for the real niggas gonna find the good. They keep sharing these stand bitches. I'm I'm stop sharing the thin bitches. Where the big booty holes that if y'all gonna shake guys and shake guys, they do, but not in that case, No they don't, because I don't like the bitch he be posting in my group. I think you did. Girl,

I'm like those milky cheeks she had. You was just looking at the ayes I was. She had a what's that thing? I don't know. Four weeks ago, I got four weeks ago, I got Kayla saying I'm going to the gym ifter seen some cheeks. Okay, you and this too. I never well, don't point the fingers, don't point the fingers, eat your chicken, Parmesian and stop stop don't putting on fingers. All right, right, I can't really just let you, just can't completely manipulated that he's

a cancer. I've seen the coming we understand each other. I just my best So y'all are seeing in real time. While I said cancers ain't ship in real time, Tommy is proven why they are not to be trusted on real time. Timmy has proven why cancers are not to be trusted cancer right up and down. But I'm actually going write down the timeline and my best

friends while y'all over here talking philosophically. I just sat here in real time, like I'm here in real time watching you drop dimes on at least eight niggas. Like, Bro, you admit it. Yeah, I'm a freaky ass nigga, but so are these other eight motherfuckers, said, I'm so hurt content. He cont you want you want to know what's funny. I didn't hear him say that, but we're gonna name drop anyway. So Tony, you have a picture to post this if there's a screenshot screens second one

not the ones of me and Mama. Okay, second one that I didn't because I'm nervous. Well, I mean, since we got Tommy flip flopping, here we go. We gonna show another flip flopping nigga on one now, now, mister you I don't even know folks, at least the niggas I was saying, I know personal See this nigga is one of the many he mean, women haters of Facebook. Oh his video? Do you want to play the video first? No? No, no, no, no, not the video first. So this is a screenshot of a post that

he posted yesterday where, uh, we're gonna actually play the video. But it is about a woman saying she's single about choice, and guy basically saying like, no, you ain't single but choice. And he's yawning at this fact that the woman has said she's single by choice. But if you look a couple of weeks back, n SO shout out to low but she has her own group. Now The Rain Reporter is no longer a podcast, but you know it's just sex and mess group. At this point, she asked,

she says, are you single? If so, how long have you been? Who's right there saying they've been single forever? Correct? So the same nigga who was yawning at women saying that they are single by choice. It's the same nigga that's in here talking about he's been single forever with the little dumb looking face. Right, all right, So can we go ahead and play this video twice. I am why not tell me how I'm not

when it's my choice to be single. Let's let's use another example. Let's say I live in my mom's basement and I'm three hundred pounds and I have Cheeto dust all over my shirt, and I play a lot of video games. Yeah, okay, and I don't smash any girls. But I walk around and say, well, I choose not to smash girls. Is that really valid? No? But how does that relate to what I have going on? No? I like that you asked me that question. I have guys I talk to, I have options, and a couple of them do

want to be in a relationship. I choose because I couldn't go be in a relationship. But why would you want to be in a relationship with those guys? Anyways, what I'm trying to establish is that the guy that has the Cheetos all over his shirt, et cetera. He can sit there and say, oh, I'm choosing not to have sexual girls, but the reality is the girls don't want him. Okay, Those girls that he wants don't want him back. Okay. So when girls say, oh, I'm single

by a choice. That's not true. You're single because the man that you want doesn't necessarily want you back. And a lot of the times is because of your choices that women make, because women don't understand that you make certain choices and you automatically alienate yourself from a portion of men that would have potentially taken you seriously had you not done that. But girls like to cope and say, oh, I have a bunch of choices, have a bunch of

options. All those guys on you instagram A, those guys that come to your job, all those guys that talk to you, they just want to smash. They're not real candidates. That's all I've been trying to say. So, you too got to be in little You two gotta have bait. You choose not to have somebody to come home to and talk to him about your bad day. You lying to me. See what most people talk about

relationships. It's always the bad stuff. I don't want to get cheated on, I don't want my heart breaks, I don't want nobody to play. Nobody ever talks about the good part of the relationship feelings. Let me tell you something I would give if you got a passport to you, Gunda. If you a bull crap type dude, boy, you gonna be a bull with no more to him. I don't want to hear him no more anyway, cut out at that point in time. So whenever I see the guy

with the glasses, he's always going at women. He's one of those. But the funny part is, why is it that men always feel like they're the only ones that can be single bout choice? Right? Whenever they hear women say that they are single by choice, they always feel like that is an impossible thing. Y'all have been getting on me for the longest for not being in a relationship with babe. That's not bad. No, no, we've been getting on you for not claiming the relationship you're in with They that's

not that. That's the difference. That is what it is, because we're not in a relationship. One hit the button like that hit the button one that we had a relationship even more like that. No, one, here's your chance. You're supposed to be putting her own trow for this, because this is exactly we got no boyfriend. This is okay, okay, youn't

got a boyfriend. Okay, So let's say for instance, she was out about let's say we had when I see like, if it's not a call, right, no, no, no, it's not over, She'll just leave us here because she's done. It was a love How would you feel? I feel like, oh, that's what we're doing, drinking all the mag and then I'm going to film. But I don't want to exactly, which is why I can go film with somebody. But if you see, what's the big deal, it's not a big deal. It's not a big

deal. If I'm going to film with somebody. You saw him on a date with somebody? Why why do you y'are singles? Why do you feel like that? Right? Why do you feel you need to go film with somebody? Just go home? Or unless you're sitting to eat, because that's that's true. Right If you say, what can the date? Who said we wasn't finna eat? You said you're gonna go film somebody, I'm finna just why do you have to go film? I'm just gonna walk out and be like, oh, well no, I no longer want this steak.

I'm finna go film. No, that's not because you want we need the rest of Like, okay, I'm going right, Like, why do you feel like you gotta go film? See me? This is how I'm perceiving you saying that's what we own. I'm going to go film. That's you can get. You don't need to get. You know, you know exactly what filming does to him. It's not you get back on somebody that you're

not in a relationship with. It's not gonna get and that nigga over there right, we're getting mistake to go because we're not want to sit in there. And if we do, you're gonna try to say, make sure you in his eyesight because we know you y'all think y'all know me clearly, because y'all think y'all sounding like I would make a scene, and I really wouldn't. We just say you know you there, Yes, you're you're not in a relationship. Anything about what he does that should have hurt your motherfuckers.

So the thing is, if we are right now saying that we're only having sex with each other, if you are out on a date, that means you lied about only having sex with me. To think we just said that, you just said that got to bring the party. Damn we had watching him said I didn't. I didn't think you were that person. I have known this person. I have known this nigga for fifteen years. That I've known this nigga for fifteen years. If if they out on a date and

he's showing affection, they fucked. What was the post right there? Say on the screen yours? It doesn't mean that you're not. It doesn't mean that you are. But because I have known this man over, because I have known this man for over fifteen years, I am shocked at don't if you if you're telling me that I would fucking leave. You said that we would leave and we wouldn't stay there or that, and he talked myself, Oh well you would want to sit in his line aside? You know?

So, God don't know me. This is not this is nothing me down here. If I know him every time when I tell I blew, I know him. When I tell God, after two weeks, what does he do whenever he get mad? After two weeks? What does he do? I know how this niggare is when it comes to affection. So if he is, if he is out in public, if he is out in public showing affection, because yes, we agree that we only each other I have said anything about anger. You have become a real bitch, the real I've

always been real ones, the real ones out here talking ship. No no, no, no, listen, listen. She's she's started to the regular bitches out there claiming claiming that you know gangster you all of a sudden, you can the bitch because I know him. He is just him. It's just him, y'all said. If he's out on a date being lovely w and all that ship, I know him. He's not an affectionate person like

that. If he's not fucking with you like that. So if he's out on a date and they actually like he's showing affection and all that ship, your first his first date, he's a first day, he not gonna be on all that affection ship on the first exactly exactly. I don't know who

you are. I don't know you, y'all clearly don't know. I don't know if you know at this point to think that I would be angry, that would come out to myself so that this is the same person who after he after he got angry with your boyfriend, after after he got angry with me because he went and viewed my only fans. He sent me a picture of him having sexual intercourse with somebody. Think that it was going to what it was going to make me feel away because the actual caption was, well,

how now you see how this ship feel? And I swear to like, I literally felt nothing about that. How can you question how I quit to the fucking morning back like you'll probably put a motherfucker in a casket for this nigga, Which is cool, that's a deep love of love. But to love a motherfucker like that and for him to like try to press buttons and get no reaction, that's your sick nigga. No, it's one. I know that you're trying to do that until y'all gotta look at Like,

bro, we go to sex parties and ship together. So I think my like that part of my brain, like the jealousy part of my brain. People, No, I just I feel like like that, like the jealousy the jealousy part of my brain doesn't click, like but what it clicked if he came to and was like, all right, I know we've been in this circle for a while, but I actually found somebody and I'm feeling her

and I really want to give it a try. I feel like I damn near have to go through my messages and show y'all this ship, because you know, because I feel I feel like y'all, don't. I feel like I'm capping. She said, you need to chill out. That's a good question, he said, why don't you date? Why I don't date is because there is I do and the reason if he's not yours? And why is he the fucking measuring stick for niggas who don't even know this nigga?

Because I get a feeling, because I get a feeling from him that I haven't gotten from anybody else. But you're not giving nobody else a chance. I do give niggas a chance. You be popping a balloon. I didn't give to your chance. And what did he do with it? And what did he do with it? He brought right? I say, he out

of hisself? He out of hisself. That was the best in the comments at home, screaming like like a reality TV show like it was you gotta gotta, you gotta get out here because whatever one day you do say and he stand on your mind. You I'm trying to. I can see her perspective, but I can't perspective. I can't see you can't see her.

I'm trying to see her. No, I'm saying, man, you know what, I'm man like you said, one of these real bitches trying to help with these real these real bitches out here who we claiming ship like oh no and doing some other ship. I just want y'all to just be together or leave each other alone. They can't. That's just wow. Either he gonna be a part of the family or I'm a faith now you can't one because every eight days now because because this is the same reason how me and

me and him wasn't together then. But yeah, he was apologizing because he had sex with somebody else. So he said, I know you're super mad at me and done with me again, but please don't let this be the end. Thinkings, I'm sorry for being a horror again. Man, I'll be trying. I'm just a dickhead. That girl don't mean jack shit to me. Thinkers and anybody can go run and tell that. Please just talk because we do. He was like, please just talk to me again soon

or whenever you can. I said, I'm really not mad at you for fucking her. We wasn't together, so I can't hold you having sex with somebody else against you. You didn't cheat on me this time. I'm mad at you because I asked you more than once to be honest if you wanted to or were having sex with somebody else and you lied about it. I asked if somebody else was in a picture at all. You say, she don't mean shit to you, But but why would you go through all of

that to lie if that wasn't the case. We not together. You don't have to lie about things. So it's like, oh, no, my thing is. My thing is whoever, whether it's him or anybody else, any nigga who I have ever fucked with. The Only reason why I want to know about what you're doing is because then it lets me know how to move if you only you don't feel like, well, you know what, I don't want to, you know, have sex with nobody else. It's just us too, Okay, cool? If you like, well, you

know, whatship I got this? No, it's not. It's just mean you understand that maybe we don't want to have sex with other people. It's not a Relationship is when you two come to an actual agreement. It's when you come to an agreement to commit to each other up people. That don't mean that we're not seeing other people now that we're not doing that. If I said I'm only you, it's just us. You can't fun me and then go on dates. No, we're not doing that. That's that's why

some people. But that's what some people don't. That's still dating. Just because you fucking somebody else, don't mean you still ain't dating that. You have to say I'm exclusively with you and you, but you both have to agree that you were exclusive. That's what I'm telling him. You have to say that you're exclusive dating and talking. You could be fucking while you're talking. They don't mean that you go together, y'all. A fucking wow.

Dating is you've never had sex with somebody you're not in a relationship with. That's different. How How is that different? Okay? I don't know. I just did it. Okay, right, What what did we talk about? You go ahead, put me back. So you're telling me there's no relationship. This is not exclusive. That's where we're at, right, it's

not exclusive. I'm just we're not exclusive. We're still right, right, But we had a conversation to where I only want to have sex with you, and then you say, yes, one, I only want to fuck you to we just want to fuck each other. But we're still supposed to be able to go out and date if that's what y'all agree to, Because you have to look at one, because I agree to just only want to sleep with you. I don't want to do it with nobody else, and

I'm not taking nobody else nowhere. But listen, But listen, you have to look at not everybody ties emotions to sex. They could only want to be having sex with one person at a time because that's where they feel safest. Or they're like, okay, well if you if some shit come back to me, I know who the fuck to go to. It has nothing to do with the motion, It has nothing to do with the motions.

Sometimes the dating experience is more meaningful than the actual sex, like having the experiences that you get you have with the person, going on trips or going on why do you think something? Why do you think? Why do you think? So many niggas be crying online talking about man ain't taking no bitch out to dinner and then she finish, go home and fuck the nigga that

didn't feed her. Why do you think that is because they don't want to be the nigga dating her, but she's fucking somebody else, so they're taking her out doing all this shit. But she don't want to have sex with him, but she might get to a point like you know what, I'm really feeling him, I like whatever, and then go back to do like you know what, I met somebody. You know, we can't do this no more. That's that's that's because because a lot of people do, like

they have sex with who they're comfortable with. How often does that happen? We don't know. That happens all the time. We don't know. So it's like and the me, I don't think, I don't know. I'm not sure enough to have this conversation like each other. But then you know, you and this motherfucker posting another motherfucking hands in across the table. I don't know. Maybe be like that some time. Hey, But but until I say hey, I want you and I'm argue you, everybody else tell

you I'm your man and you my woman, it's over. It's over somebody And like you said, that intimacy because it's like, look, going to somebody else look, look, look at it this way. Okay, so save me and him. You know, we had our little beef or whatever, and I'm out and I'm dating people now during this time where I'm dating, these are not people who I want to have sex with. But maybe me and Caleb go out, we have some drinks. I'm horny as fu

like bro the Rose ain't gonna do it tonight. I probably backtracked to something that's familiar, because what do we call me? The Captain planet of recycling dick? So because I don't want to have sex with somebody new, because I don't want to have sex with somebody knew yet, there's a hell of a chance that I'm going to backtrack and fuck somebody who I've already fucked before,

even though I'm actively dated. But then once I find somebody who after actively dating him, I'm like, you know what, I'm ready to take that next step with them. All right. No, it was fun while the lasting type ship, but you know, I'm I'm seeing somebody now, I'm gonna getting a relationship. Before my last relationship with Marv, I was literally supposed to go fucking Nick and I ended up falling asleep. You know, you know, but because everybody, well everybody know. Everybody knows.

Everybody know that because I put that ship in the face. You know what you described motherfucking dating. That's what I'm saying. But that's but that's what he was disputing. I know, but I'm saying, that's how it happens, like okay, but it's it's it happens that way until I say you are we and you are exclusive. We pretty much open to do anything.

You can get mad and be all like I feel some kind of way, but ship shoulder shrug, nigga what he tells me all the time, Like he gets mad at me because he gets mad or feels a way because he feels like, man, we we you know, we not even officially together, Like I shouldn't be feeling this way. And I'm like, oh man, make you feel that. Yeah, I'm like, bro, we've been doing this for like we we love each other, like we literally like were in love with each other. We just we got a lot of ship to

work out before we were to actually be in a fucking relationship. I told y'all, like, I don't want us to get into a relationship without therapy because we need that ship back bad. You need to move the therapist in that Nigga needs to be in here right now. It's a couch behind you. But but so for him to send you a damn video him fucking somebody like, yeah, damn, so he will how you feel like that crunch your munch? And I was like, was he talking? Was he?

Was he cutting a promo on in the video? No, it wasn't a video, it was a it was a screenshot like like a picture about proper. I would have propped the camera. I would have ripped my shirt like hogkok and because the meanest promo as I was giving back, and I could have been a bit shot. I could have been like, it ain't me, her pussy dry. But I didn't. Well you know something, brother, if that was me, that mother fucking would it looked like it was

a pitch shine. But I didn't because I'm like, I like, I know you, I know you doing ship to try to get under my skin because you feel a way about what you saw. So man like this people's champ elbow. Yeah yeah, but I don't And and it's not because I don't love them. It's not because you know I don't care. I just think that my brain is wiredly different. It's wired differently when it comes to jealousy. No, I think it's it's the ship that I've been through with

niggas and the ship that they've done. It's like nothing is ever surprising to me anymore. Like I've had friends have babies by exes and ship like that. Like, and I didn't get mad, I didn't cust nobody out. I didn't try to fight nobody. It was like a word, that's what we're doing, and then cut and then cuts. I'm like, bro, it's like the third or fourth nigga that she Didne went behind me and she was like, well that just me and y'all both got good taste. But

she don't like nobody to fuck behind her though. So yeah, that she was wild. As as the summer is as as the summer corn now you can't get you can remove, you can remove stuff that we played, so I can what who as the summer is fast approaching. I want you guys to be mindful of your hygiene in these clubs. Our brother is like, for whatever reason, he has a lot of musty female friends. Brother Brother with this brother bro always seems to know somebody who's who's a little tart.

But if you are, you know you get caught slipping because sometimes things happen. I I personally have gotten dressed too fast, like rushing getting out the shower and then driving home. I've told you, like not driving home, but driving from home. And then I'm like, bro, I don't think I remember to put the other in them. Yep, gotta have card,

the other and ship. And it's like now, as as a woman, and I feel like as a woman, like as a very feminine woman who carries purses and ship, there's no reason for y'all to get caught slipping. I'm okay, can I say that? Says a disclaimer y'all using aluminum free. I'm a butcher body bitch, so so I don't carry persons. I don't carry persons. I mean I was bleeping blind before I turned to pink, before I died in pink. I know a woman actually built like that

too. But that episode of people, Yeah, make sure you got you gotta have your travel deodan, and I don't want you to be embarrassed. Like you know, if you carry in a purse in the club and ship, you know they open your bag with a little flash like and Ship ain't nothing to be embarrassed about. If you got deodrant in there. If anything, they probably appreciate it because motherfuckers do not want to sit here. And

it smelled like onions in the corner. In the corner. Yeah. But in the event that you know, you do get caught slipping, hopefully you got somebody that got your back. Like this Ta said, this guy needs to be arrested, life sentence a gym. No, he needs a cake. He needs a cake, he needs to he needs a key in the city. Put the cat over here. It's the way he was moving and

grooving. And I've been I've been in relationships where she was like I think I smell like, yeah you are, and I hooked her up here go

go fix it. So I've had times where like like I said, rushing and ship and I didn't put the other on them, and I'm like, nigga, we just gonna be fucking a buff of us smelling like you because I'll go right in his closet because I'm like, bro, I'm not gonna I'm not gonna be look and he'd be cracking and he will be cracking up and he'd be like, hey, man, ain't gotta do what you gotta do, because I'm like, bro, I'm not going I'm not gonna be

over here musty and ship huffing and puffing. No ready, man, I got I got lo in the order, and you ain't take the podcast. Guy, I still see him. I didn't see the little line near the bottom of that who him? Somebody English? I don't think I actually don't think people have real podcasts. I think they record it and just make a bunch of reals. No, Bro, it's niggas who use too much beam. It's niggas with ball hands. It's just that. And it was both

in that video. Niggas like Joe Buden type niggas just just be reckless. There's always being in some mess. Yeah. Have you ever got to a point where it was like, I fel like slapping the nigga a kid, Rather, it's not your kid, it's not your little white motherfuckers. Before I left work today that it's not a thing. Of of course, you know, you going around and just putting your hand on random kids. But

I feel like everybody has been there. Brore It's like broy father's your mama would slap you into this fucking wall right now, cause you know, kids be disrespectful and shit. Now, I don't think I can really be mad at this woman because how she handled it. I feel like what I feel like, how she handled it like I can understand while it was frowned upon by school administrators, but I mean, she did what she had to do,

and Truma at Campus Elementary had already entered a guilty plea. The judge sentenced her to seven days in jail, and she got credit for one day time serve, so she'll spend six more days behind bars. Official say Wilson Johnson told two Campus Elementary students that she would give them a dollar to beat up a fourth grader who had cussed at her. Records showed that the child was pushed, bumped to throw out of his seat, and had his food

taken. Wilson Johnson's attorney told the judge that she was pregnant at the time and that may have made her act out of character. The judge said that the sentence fits the crime. The conduct is particularly egregious, and I think you get that both hindsight. Obviously, I think some jail was appropriate. It suggested that it be significant. I think that seven days in jail was probably not to have the impact that we want so many of the craft in

the day of serving six editional days in jail Wilson. Johnson was also given a year of probation and was ordered to pay eleven hundred dollars in fines and fee exactly dollar. She was doing guy's work. Look, I'm not against paying kids to whoop. Another kid asked, you didn't do it. She was teaching life lesson and I think the punishment for the crime. She was teaching life lessons. You are Are you that an adult? You don't know

me, you don't know what I'm old. I got something now. The only thing that the only problem with is the currency, like a dollar. Nigga like give me five no no, no, no, no no no no see hit ban word. What happened? She offered him a dollar. They were just supposed to go push him around a little bit. They started liking that, and they probably didn't like that kid anyway, so all the rest of them was extra. We've been waiting to fucking we've been waiting.

They took it. I felt I feel like I feel like where she went wrong is to shooters. She was supposed to get kids that didn't go there because what a bit the sweet say you don't pay it, hold the fuck you to pay the lead. So she was supposed to get out of town shooters. She was supposed to get kid is from another playground to come tune

that nigga up and nobody would have got caught. No brothers, No, you tell me when that When that nigga walks across the damn was pond from far away in that snow, nigga he about to woo, ask where where the come from? No nigga went delivery punch, he said, mother like that. That's my movie. Papa document asshole in all his movies. Some stupid old lady, watch your mother mouth ship. Nigga four brothers is my movie. I will watch that movie. Will always be discredited that movie in

that movie though every movie? Why is he? I want to all right? I wanted little christ were not complaining? Is the smart techy nigga and the chick. They make a good combo. Tyree is a ballad. He don't even take his shirt off. Bro, Let's do something by the bitches. He just here. I don't think women want to see his shirt off. We don't. Tyre's biggest contribution to Fast and Furious was how your baby? Or hot that big ass forehead? And it was him getting cooked script

script, you forgot who the people? The best part, the best thing that he has ever contributed to the franchise was him getting cooked in Prime too. Now, Lula whooped his eyes on the last. I didn't watch that. Yeah, I started watching it when they when they were driving Lamborghinis Antarctica. I was done. Anybody they did watch the Fast and Furious Always a bad Jason Momoa is the best bad guy and they had it took ten movies to get one, ten movies to get the best villa. I have a

confession. I've never seen any of them. Smart man, don't even start you good. I say that. I say that to say I never will. You don't need to bro. There's some franchises, Okay to skip the first what what? What? What number was it? When? Uh? When they jumped the submarine, No, they were jumping the car out of the helica, out of the plane. All of them saw I saw that highlight of what the is this ship from the helicopter. I was like bro,

is this ferious? This is the Avengers? Because what the When they were on a high speed chase on the freeway and he jumped out the car to catch his woman, that's when I knew they did. You could take the lunch of video out thought these niggas was low level of car thieves and now they is saving the world. What the fuck did I miss nothing? I think for the first time a judge was fair and reasonable in his sentence and with seven days seven days is cool. The eleven hundred dollars, the

eleven hundred dollars is really with it all? Yeah, it came down to that corfee penalties and corfee. Know you're manipulating kids and ship. That's that's some ship. She said she's pregnant at the time, though, and that was a badass response. That was a dope at That was a dope ass. That's that's why you can't argue. That's why he came off with it, because he's That's why you gotta keep that one. That was in my right mind, that's the one you gotta keep. Nineteen, I'm pregnant.

I don't know what the bro Oh, yeah, she was dude, nigga Nigga ain't nine. The problem was dollar was like, but the problem was she gave the dollar to snitching kids. Yes, they went above and beyond, but they snitched Nigga in fourth grade. They don't know nothing better than you gotta find those all. You gotta find the ones that know to be quiet in the office. Was like, man, what happened? She got real dollar? Just she said, don't hurt him, so we didn't hurt

him. Yeah, as as you gotta find the ones that don't. Administrator, I didn't reach the point where Nigga wouldn't stitch it until sixth grade. Up the fifth grade. Motherfucker's telling they you said, like birds. Oh hell yeah, like this Nigga did earlier. I can make up. I can make it. What it's a jail? You was talking, man, they tell it every day. No, he doesn't do that. Was I was trying to make a point. He picked up his glass. No,

No, what I was. What I was, What I was saying was motherfuckers will snitch on each other base off of just hey, I know what the other person said, so you might as well tell it. They start crying. It's just like it's just like it's it's just it's just like first forty eight, Mann, Hey, I want you first forty eight and fourth

grader, y'are terrible. Hey, So we know what he's saying. Now, y'all, don't this This is the ship that worked right here, we got cameras in the bathroom, so we might as well just say it and ain't nobody ever looked, nobody was smart, nobody to go check. Fifth grade is when your damn intuition starts kicking in and you start understanding your development in your brain. That'start. Sixth grade. I got cameras in the bathroom.

Then I'm suing. I'm telling my mama that perse a sixth grader would say that a fourth grader was like I had to kill and dimed out the whole squad. They're not talking on the playground high school at getting ship. Oh no, that's a lie because I got kicked out because and they didn't even have to tell there's a lot of work though saying they wanted to she was soft as fuck and not even involved. Would Yeah, that is true because I was actually wouldn't even pull. I wouldn't pull the people in who

was involved. He was was around, I was going there. Did you see what's happened? I would be canful, like you see what you see what happened? All I know is Serena was just like in the bathroom and she was in there by herself. No, she came in with Wine. I was in the bathroom. What was that? That is just talking like a conversation. Wo hey, you talked to him like a conversation. He's

the motherfucker's involved to do the legwork. I don't how many cameras and you saw kids standing here, we didn't do it was always it was always one nigga that did that. Though it was always one. I was like, don't ask that. Niggain't saying ship right because it's like, okay, you sitting up in my face telling me that you got cameras, go watch them, go fucking watch. I said, I watched him. I saw what happened. I saw you in there, So then you don't need to be

sitting here talking to me. Pet me my representation, nigga, s I saw I saw it. I saw you talking to Wine. What did you say? I was good? I was. I was a call my mama, ass bitch. I was a call my mama ass like and then and then because my my mama was light skinned, pretty with long hair, and she had buns and titties. I used to exploit the funk out my mom to get out of trouble. I've been in here like, oh well I think I don't think she was really in the bathroom. Then out of my

mind she walked by. I know, you out my mom. She's coming there. Irritated your heart because she had to come off working ship. That's like a little bit more. That's light work. You know, get out of here. That happens. We can get out of here. You know how damn easy my job is now I have to deal with none of that ship that is so that's like they're lucky. Way they lucky when have cell phones to text back then, because I'd have been like, hey, hit

them first two buttons before you come in here. They were like changing off the dude, do you know about job? Was no that that that wh that windom outfit work just by hit them first two buttons both come here. That was my job every day. It wasn't like because it wasn't a whim like every so often. That was every day investigating some ship. You got me did you already think I did something? So you need to punish me for what you think? No, no, literally, if I got you

in my office, I know, I know you did it. I just got you. I need you just tell me what you did. Okay, by nigga, I got five other I need, I need my three days. Hey. My response is I know why did it? And I got five other people who said he did it? He did it. This is the most episode ever I'm just giving. I'm giving the cheat code to parents out there. Hey, if your kid is in office being talked to and you weren't likely motherfucking and told on the ass and they got a lot of

facts, are you talking to the wrong generation of parents? Now? These parents ain't like the parents back in the day. These motherfuckers they gonna fight regardless who raised like now they getting they asked for telling on another motherfucker. One thing, I had a mama come in like your mama, and I was like, damn, she cuts me the fuck out and I wouldn't. I was just watching it. I was like, Damn, she's putting the

right words together. I saw all the words that she was spitting and ship I was like, damn, I was like, well, you know he did it. I let her do all that ship. I'm sorry whatever, I know I did something. Now for me, it sucked because I we know kids will play the victim. I really was public enemy number one to my fucking administration. I'm gonna say to the public getting me a number one meeting that you were like called out on ship and like blame for ship that

you didn't do. Yeah, or even if I was actively trying to Like so here's the thing. When I was in school, I used to try to avoid because I knew if I got to a point where I had to whoop your ass, I was gonna fuck your shit up entirely. So I would at least like it was my mom and my dad. My mom was the dude, you gotta do be cause she knew that I didn't start. I wasn't a shit starter, so she knew if I got to a fight, I was either protecting my sister, my cousin something like that, or

somebody was fucking with me. I was never a shit started that, but I was too goofy for that. I used to kick it with my homeboys, crack jokes, rib do all that kind of shit, but I wasn't a shit starter. Now. My dad always had this thing of, well, you need to go tell you know, a teacher or an administrator, or do this, or do this. So he wanted you to be, you know, running tattle. Yes, do you not ot When I was on the run, this nigga was on the phone with me trying to get

me to turn myself in and hung up on him. I called him from a payphone because I didn't trust him either in the frozen vegetable nigga, I went to the nigga. I went to a pay phone. It was fucking seventy six and Bradley at the fucking gas station nigga. I called my pops from a payphone because I felt like if I didn't, that nigga was gonna call the United States Eastern District of Wisconsin and tell them where the fuck I was. So I didn't tell. I didn't call him from the landline either,

but no soil, cause one chick. She kept fucking with me. I'm like, all right, you know what, I'm gonna let him know. So I went to the security guard. I'm like, all right, I'm not gonna do this too many more times she keeps fucking with me. Somebody better tell her just ignore that. I'm telling you I'm not coming back here too many more times. She been doing shit on the bus when she see me in the hallway, heard her little friends be trying to gang up

and ship. I'm letting you know that this is me trying to avoid it. So either y'all talk to her or I'm gonna handle it. No, she was in a higher grade, but she wasn't bigger than me. Right, Yes, at seven am, bright and early on the nineteen bus stop on your birthday at that birthday looks bit Damn. I gotta quit whooping motherfuckers for their birthday. Bro. So well, she was like that, like she dressed nice anyway. She got them SSI chicks and shit, so she

was fresh. She ain't acritarted. Yo, you are sick, nigga. She ain't a retarded you handicaps. She had sick of self. You her blood, bro, she started bleeding. She can not oh uh even poxic. Now she got some pain to compare it to on a scale of zero to Tamika, how bad does it hurt today? Now? She got attle, she got a little chart. Yes she could, she should have known about that before she got me kicked out of school. So no, it's an awesome guy. No, she brought grown bitches up to the school to

fight me. I got kicked out because she was a she was a singer and I was a junior. So they're like, well, she's almost done. It don't make sense to kick her out. That would have been automatic for it. As soon as you bring someone up there, you automatically spelled. So soon as soon as you bring somebody up. Remember when I told you I was public enemy number one with my administrators and Ship. Yep, So that's so that was a thing. So my mama, So my mama

came up there and we were up there to clean out my locker. Want no bullshit, no nothing. So my mom signing in, she was like, go downstairs, get you know, get whatever little stuff you gotta get out so we can go. I'm headed down to go to my locker. And one of the security guards, her and the administrator used to work together and Ship and where you think, you like, just start cussing me the fuck out because I'm here to clean out my locker. She didn't know my

mama was over there. That the fucking window. She thought it was just me, so like looked at Mom was like this, She was like, go do what I told you to do. I ain't got no smoke from me. Boss. When I tell you, I could hear my mom from all the way in the basement. I didn't know that you can say bitch that many times consecutively in done so. Then so you as so you as an administrator, you see this coming, how would you approach my mom as

far as you interacting with Yeah, interacting with the security guard. You see them going back and forth and my mom is customer, you know, disengaged. Well, this motherfucker decided that he was gonna go with his little weak ass walkie talking and his white ass hips and walk up in my mom face, pointing his finger saying, who does she think she is? Long story

short, me and my mom are not running to the truck. They have caught the police on my mo bro to get the police called on you at Marshall, nigga at Marsha question you gotta de escalate to them, But he didn't do that and then talk to you like, hey, it's it's good. I got like I gotta show you that I got out of control you. You're good right. They never got to that point though, because what should have happened was the security should have actually escorted you down to get you.

The security should have been informed that me, me and her mom are here to go down to her lock or to clean it up. Can you escort her down to make sure you don't go into no classrooms? Security don't know who's come in here, because then bush it Yeah, that was that was on bush because me and her we didn't get along. And my grade level minis fact. Yeah you can you you you you you may. We

lived a sheltered life in high school. There's there's a gaggle of motherfuckers in the school in high school that you like, I can't waiting this motherfucker lea nobody just like that, like it just don't imagine like having conflict with the motherfucker. You gotta see school just like prison. Now, the one thing that I did, the one thing I did astor we got hubor privileges to go home, I would be friend students like me me because whatever time they

in my office, I'm like, what happened now? And that's how well he ran in schools for a long time were you familiar with doctor Armour. M okay, well he was like he passed away a couple of years ago, but that was our like that was our mister Clark. But but with him, like that's how he was, like if he saw like he pulled you into office, like he talked to you, not at you. He

built a relationship with us. I would sit there and listen to you, like miss Lavell to this day, if you're still alive, fuck you damn if you're still alive. Right, but doctor Armor gone, I don't know if she's still kicking my little school this day. And she was to this day the meanest work, the meanest evilst ass. Students see me somewhere like it's mister Miles, Hey, what's going on? They be talking to me because I didn't. I did punish him. I kicked some of the kids

out, like some of the kids I talked to I didn't expel. They were like, yeah, I was on some fun ship because they know I gave you shot after shot after shot. Like look, I can't keep on having these conversations with you, keep on doing the same ship ni because like doctor like if it was just like he would let me like he would have me sit in his office. So it's like even while I was like,

see your suspension, we were trying to like figure this ship out. Like I was in his office and because it was so cool and everybody like motherfuckers kept popping in and ship. He was like, get the class here that just like, bro, don't make him yell at you. Just you know, did ever you see what happened? You see what you see what happened?

She in the office, advocating for the administrator, like a we don't we don't got control, I think, But did you see the video of the nigga who pushed the other student because they was disrespecting and he swung and hit the teacher. Yeah, I didn't see it when you posted. Yeah, I was like, he don't get in trouble getting chanced after chance after chance when they said, and he probably don't get sent to the office because it's like with Red and Jelly Bank, like because I made sure that I

made sure. That is literally what I worked hard for to make sure that they were not like me. I saw where my mom made missteps and holes in her parenting, and I was like, I got all that ship out the way, so It's like with my kids. Whenever we were in conferences and SHIP, I was always being told how when other kids was being unruly and Ship, my kids was the leaders. So like RIB was the one that turned like man, y'all see here, trump like chill out, and

then everybody shut up because everybody respected me. And I was like, damn man, like we is kind of wild and and shit. So so you know that those are the kind of kids that I had. Like so but no, middle school. Middle school was different middle school because I was cussing motherfuckers out and I was just I was doing bullshit. So it was like if I would fall asleep in class, like my teacher missed her time, he'd be like, let her sleep, leave her alone. She ain't fighting

nobody, she ain't yelling at nobody. Yes, quiet, let her sleep. Like you be in my office, I'm like, I gotta go to this meeting. Come on, come on, you walk with me. I take my computer in the meeting. That's how that's the armor with you, you with me. All they sending you home and doing Ship and doing a goddamn thing and having you in a classroom doing a goddamn thing either. You know what my highest you know what, my highest grade point average was in

middle school when they put me on CEO suspension for like two weeks. I mean, and I see your in house suspension for like two weeks. I was in that little prison. It was in that little prison where we couldn't talk, We couldn't breathe couldn't poop, had to eat our lunch in there,

like we was a special wad kids and ship. But because there were no outside distractions, it wasn't no arguing because you can't talk unless you and actually and even in the room and a whole bunch of other bitch ass niggas, so you ain't really something like somebody you really want to with anyway. Like that was a bunch of losers. I was in that motherfucker for two weeks. Like, don't let you sleep in that motherfucker. You can't.

It was literally like prison. It was literally like prison like. And I got like a three point five that fucking semester, just off of two weeks of isolation, not being able to be around my friends, not being able to go to sleep, not being able to goof up and do none of that ship. And I was like, dog, I see some of my former students, like, god damn, man, you ain't got shit to

do with focus. You literally you don't have nothing. There are no distractions in there, and it's like you have to you have to work because the quiet will drive you insane. It is so quiet in there. I was a scene one once and the two students came up to me and like, my house got damn. They talked about the in school suspension because we had in school suspension and we had you like writing like we call them lines. They weren't like, I will not do work. What you be copying?

You copying like some shit we give you, like the Book of Virtues you copy in like East South's Fable or some shit you just copy and some shiit three times. That ship is stupid. It was stupid, but it's set your ass up. I would have preferred if you would have just went to all of my classes and got all of the work for the day. But you know what that is. That's what we did. But you know a list of like fifteen rules. And since you're here your entire day, nigga,

if you fill up, you need pap. This is my our and ours. They went, they collected the work so we wasn't falling behind. So all the work from our classroom, I had no choice but to do that. Shitn't turn the fucking in My philosophy was day one. You ain't

want to be in class in the first place. You you writing these things, and then and then and then, and then you get into work, and then when you get to work, you get two days of work, and you're gonna be in there working your ass off until this is done. I remember the cheat code when you had to do I will not You just put the one line for the I and then just get the crossing this ship mm hmmm, Nope, crack that cold. I got I got ship, my damn drop box, it's got. I'm gonna pull that up. I

got quote. I got quotes for sagging pants, I got quotes for talking out of turn, talking loud, eating class, all kind of ship, just different quotes from all over the world, eating class. In my mind, shut up, nerve, Yeah, it'd be ten hours long quotes right these ten times each. Okay, if that's it, they realized should right there, like who is a not? That's a who is anonymous? This motherfucker got plenty quotes? Who the fuck is anonymous, always write quotes.

I will almost rather be a fucking history class than to do this ship. Send me home. I'll take your ass whooping over this ship. Well we we are going on our trip in less than every week. And I have been, you know, we we we've been getting our ship together, so been eating right doing stuff. I honestly I haven't been like drinking like alcohol like that and ship. I really don't drink like that unless I'm around him, because this nigga is we go. If it's one thing we gonna do,

we go drink and eat some chicken and ship. That's just like that exactly. And it's and it's so funny because for him to be so so so fucking light skin, I really be forgetting like this nigga grew up in like the trenches of that, so you don't eat drake. They grew up in Canada. Hain't for the mighty nigga sensitive h Yeah, yeah, we singing and ship thank god? But yeah, have you heard his voice? I don't think you know everything? Everyone, We could do it real big,

bigger than you. Everything put you up and everything and hasn't never error for everybody. We have been getting in shape, exercise and doing all this little ship right, you know, trying to I'm trying to look good and fatter. Look, I'm trying to look good and feel good for you know, year forty trying period. Yeah, yeah, for real. It's a

wrestling reference for those who don't know. But no, I've I've been doing a lot to get healthy overall, like just mental health, you know, physical health, losing weight, you know, trying to put my c PAP machine and ship, getting house klo, working out for your mentor nobody else. Probably I'll be going to push you out of moving vehicles sometimes is like, hey, let's go, we want to eat a saven. Okay, that that's how he gave me. I'm just weak like that period. Yeah,

how you used to get rides to work? I feed you. That's how you are because can you give me a ride to work? You even get a chance to hesitate about you something to eat my keys. That's how everybody give me. Man Yep, I'll be there. Oh my god. We went to k Pot over by Southbridge. It was like Korean barbecue hot

where you cook your food in the middle. It's fucking delicious. Well, explain that just a little bit more thrill, like in the middle of the table, order your meats on the tablet and stuff and then you cook it on the grill and there's a there's a nice variety of stuff. Yeah, we have to go to have Korean and it's all you can eat. It's unlimited. Hey, we like we can do this, so definitely is it's

unlimited. But for the hot pot, you choose what you want your soup face to beat and then from there you can choose like with meats, veggies or you know, wherever you want to put in there, season and sauces all of that and the like spring rolls, chicken fries, seaweed. Yeah, actually kind of yeah, because you can like but yeah, so it's you know, they got chicken. Actually it's what it's back street to back Street is on firewell but actually the old b W Three's on Mayfield Road will

be opening as a k pot in July. Yeah, yep, so I just found that out what the lights is on when I went earlier. But the ultimate is probably not that he's not running for re election, so it's probably gonna open after his his term is up and he can't run for re election or he just not. I don't know, he's just not. But also also also the Buffalo boss is gone, so it's probably gonna be yeah, but it was. Yeah. So you're so you're in the middle.

You know, you got you got the grill right in the middle, and you take your raw meat. You know, you put your olive oil or your butter whatever you want to you know, cook your meat in. And you were cooking your meat and the middle of the table. So it is, it's it's really nice if if you haven't tried it out, I definitely suggested, I can't wait to go back. So oh that drink was amazing. I what the fun was that called strawberry that it was strawberry something.

No, no, it was the name of it though it was one too as long as a wall dolls, but it was. It was really been there in a while, man out that would be like a good date, like a good engaging date, Like you're cooking your food, you having your drinks. Saw that even give you directions because on the and the thing it says it on the wall like if you have this meat, you cook it

for three to five. You got this one you cook for two to three and tell you how to you saw you saw the apple Applebe's is closing a bunch of I thought it was just Chili's. They better not touch all nationwide. Okay, they better not touch up pizza. Just don't touch our apple Bee's red Labster we did two hundred one hundred closed and the one over by, Yeah, they just shut the doors, like at least red. I know we were just talking about because I kept telling her why does she remember

where all the old roses are? Because driving outside, I'm like, wait, what, I know that one still there in the good question? Which was it was one that was in like it. I think that's the only one in something car Hartford because we went, not that it was a few years ago. We had went and it's still looking tastes and yeah, I think that's the only one left. It's a prime quarter up and we talked about that. It's too is one and green one in green Bay and one

in Janesville. Yeah, he didn't like chicken, but the food itself was really good. I think I might hm hmmm, I'm to figure out if I liked Backstreet or k pots better. And I think they're good for different things, like if you just want to because like when you went to Backstreet, you didn't do the hot pot. You only did the hot pot. Because the thing is when you go, everybody at the table pretty much has to match. Yeah, you have to agree on the first to do hot

pot. Everybody at the table got to do hot pot, So y'all got to agree on it. Because you can do the Korean barbecue hot pot or both. We did both when we went. So you pay your flat fee and then you add an extra like five dollars to it. But it's cool.

I mean they give you the table and you literally go through and like click, and then by the time we came back, before we came back from the buffet getting our sauces and stuff, they had already started putting the food on the same we had our meats, we had our hot pots, the veggies. It is because everything was fresh and what I had, Oh my god, it was like I didn't have to do anything. I didn't

have to do anything to tweak it. She didn't need to add no extra I didn't add anything to it all I put I put the meat in the pot. Because how it works is just like the little squares and ship in front of you. It is like the little the little cook top, so they put your pot right on top of the cook top, so they all of the meat and all the ship that they bring to you is raw meat, so you know you're either cooking it in the middle or you're cooking it

like in your little hot pot. I didn't have to season the meat or do anything to it. Based off of the soup base that I got. It was fucking perfect, even like even the corn, even the corn. Her corn was good, but mine, no, Yeah, so the corn that I had, like once I ate the corn off the actual cop like you can see all the flavor that had been soaked into it. Like, yeah, so my shit was really good. And I was like no because I got to meat so base. But I don't think I want that again.

I think next time I might do like you Tomato or brit said, you can order everything in your table is full, damn the over women. Now, the one thing I will tell you is you can't just order a bunch of shit just to waste it, because if you yeah, so, it's fourteen dollars per pound. So if you just like, ooh, just give me one of everything for all the meat and ship. But then it's like you just got all this raw ass meat that's left that you didn't even

cook. They gonna charge you fourteen dollars a pound for it. Yeah, yeah, they give you rice and ship, like if you ask for me, I got fun noodles. I got rice noodles, and I put that ship in my hot pot. Like that ship was so fucking good. Like I said that you got, I can't wait. She got the spicy and I got to meet. It was Japanese, so it was okay, but as far as the flavor, it wasn't as flavor for as hers that that man that's just want spicy. It was so fucking good. It's the funny

part. It's right next door to where I went and picked up my seat pap machines. So weird. We did that in see look this is our problem. Now we're sitting here. I was talking about us losing weight, and then we got stuck on talking about food. It was funny. When we left out, it was I guess, and I was like, I'm the one that got a real coat on. You had enough blue jean jacket I had on. I had on rain boots, nigga, I had on rain boots. I'm gonna be slicing your niggas too for my daughter in the

coin, I'm talking about losing weight so I can fit in this. We had that discussion. We got we bought trying to drop forty pounds. Yeah, this tuxedo and look sexy, bitch. Well, for those who can't lose weight or just you know, losing it slowly, or maybe you know you're just cool in your body, you can always go shop here. This is the first time my life that I have been considered plus size and bitch on my side six but out here in Asia, oh yeah, that's that's

that's thick, that's big. So I had to go to a specific mall to get some shopping done. And let me just say that mall was kind of eating up. I'm gonna show y'all, so let me show y'all the name of the mall before y'all asks. And it's right across the street from Platinum Hall. Gets a few stuff from Platinum, But as far as bottoms not. When you first step in this, oh they hit you with the bam. They not giving a damn about being politically correct over here, said

up your big your big big bag, big bag. That's how it's feels when you're walking through here. But I will say that even though these names of these shops is crazy. The Oufice is down size, has old waited like four x in the same office that I'm showing, and these pieces be like between eight to ten dollars each. And this is like the best plus size sold clothing I've ever seen. Ain't got ship on this mall. If

you plus size, you need to come and shop in Thailand. Most of the clothing stores you can't even get higher than the Bruh Love Calories as a store name is wild, right, I'll go to that. But the fact that girl, the fact that the Biggins got their own mall open air, is crazy, she says. So I had to go shop at the plus size mall. She's a size six. She slim, thick, they they look like they they are the definition of petite. Like the other girl thought

she would see eat his leaves and rice noodles. No, literally, that's what She's still thick. Yeah, at one point in time she ate me she came to the world thick as a bird. So, speaking of birds, I just saw bear and the swimming pool celebrated our differences ching ching. The woman was trying to swim with their babies across to shut out the motherfucking I was like, bro, you ain't moving quick enough. Teachers, take these little ass kids on the future and just let them watch of bear show.

In this work, I feel like that duck mom was a bad mom because she kept she wasn't deciding which way to go, and the bear was like, oh you confuse, I make this choice for you and came down and ate her babies. Has she went back that way the first time? They probably could have made it. Now you had a nice little four piece duck nugget. Yeah, yeah, well, speaking of bad moms, Fried

Duck with the ducks nasty transition. Speaking of bad moms, that'll probably be like, you know, taking us out of here tonight because we got what forty three minutes I'm saying before we like our actual cut off. Yeah, we'll work Holiday. I got to be the extra earlier tomorrow. Oh Holiday had the time something three times? Three times. There was a lady. Yeah, there was a lady on TikTok who recorded, you know, herself,

crying and making a cake for herself. Somebody talk about that. Yeah, she was crying and making a cake for herself and saying, you know, when you got to make your own birthday cake as a single mom type shit, you know, so your kids can feel happy when they sing you happy birthday. So people were like, you know, hey, you know, we want to buy you a cake, or like, you know, trying to send her money and do all that stuff. But people saw this

video as it was going viral and sent it to her baby's dad. This is what he had to say about it. It's so loud, okay, tone, can you make sure the volume was up on this because that last video was kind of low? Okay. So it says stitch incoming from ex husband. Her caption says, being a single mom is making your own birthday cake on your birthday so that your babies can feel happy. They are singing to you, and she is crying. So I didn't sent this video a

lot or last few days people asking my comments on it. It stands out is it? You know, a lot over the last few days, people asking my thoughts and my comments on it. And before anyone says, oh, you don't know her situation or you know, you don't know what she's going through, well I do because I lived it. I'm her ex husband and right now I have a full custody of our kids. This is our

parent agreement. As you can see, I have all week days and weekends time sharing with the kids, holiday, academic breaks, and for her to get any rights back to the kids. These are the things that she needs to do. And yes, child support, she ows that it's up to over twenty one thousand dollars, so she's a mother and doesn't pay child sport. She was done arrested her check fraud and during that hearing it turned out that it was that she stole almost a million dollars from another guy and also

she fake cancer in the past. These are scans that she would send and post on her page before, so you know, to summon up you know, this person for people that follow her or giving her praise and showing telling her how strong and how you know, amazing she's doing well. She's really not a full time mom. She barely has her kids, She goes out all the time, and she doesn't even have a job even so she uh just really not someone that other single mom should really be looking towards that for

inspiration or anything like that. There are a lot of you know, hard working single moms out there, and a lot of respect to them all. I just want to say, is she just isn't one of them. So hopefully everyone can see this video and know you know who she really is. He's wasted your love. So she's the female Frank you know her mind me because he's sick of her ship. Like, bro, this ship been getting sent to me. Let me address this ship. Hey, remember when Bart

Simpson fake falling down the wheel? Yeah, all these stars came together and made this song and ship for Timmy that fell down, sending not love down the wall. That's it said that bit was scamming, scamming, and they said she probably making these videos to help pay her child support. You know remember when Frank You remember Frank took the little boy out and said he had cancer? You know why Shameless? Oh my goodness, I thought you watched

show. Yeah, I thought you watched it when Mont was always talking about it. It's Shameless is one of those shows it takes me a minute to get into. So I had, like I watched like the first episode or two. I never get past that. I think the most I really get past is like the episode where she was like jagging dog. You're sucking them off under the table and she trying to have her with her homework. You just post the video video. Yeah yeah, he's like, I think I

liked it. Yeah, that's be and Kevin right, Yeah, like I know that you know characters. It's just I haven't watched it, and I mean it'd be like that sometimes because it took me a couple of times to get into Walking Dead, and then once I got hooked on that ship, I was hooked on that ship. It took me a long time to get it. Like, it took me a good I think three times to get into Sons of Anarchy, and when I did, Nigga, it was just well, Frank, Frank is just spaka boys. This chick. Oh.

I know, Frank's a piece of ship. I know that he took He took the boy out and told him he had cancer and had him shaved his head, and he went outside and collected money every day, going every day he had him thinking he was going to have cancer. Send him to a cancer camp with other kids. Frank went all the way with some bullshit and he was ride that ship out. I mean, if you're gonna be on bullshit. Oh he would go full play. Gotta commit to it. They

committed when he got married. Did he get married? Lady? You see what happened when the internet won't let you just hate in peace. She was being perfectly fine, chilling, hating on her baby dad and I don't he took my kids? How bold are you to get on the internet and know that you don't have your kids? You a social path, and to record yourself crying? This is this is what Batman does before he go out in

that fucking pajamas and beat up poor people. You know what? But you know what's gonna happen is that we all said, we all know that, we all know that. She just looked it so over it like, let me do this fucking video, but you know what's gonna happen. That's how you felt about what's gonna happen. She don't even got a job. This is a snitch episode. And because like y'all couldn't see it because of you know, obviously how it comes up on the screen, but like because I

was reading the agreement on my phone. Bro, she has zero overnights with her kids. He gets three hundred and sixty five days. She don't got no days with the fucking kids. He's in control of the weekdays, the weekends, the fucking summer breaks, holiday breaks, all the holidays. I feel like but at some at some point, but you know what's gonna happen now is that when people are still going to actually tune in to see whatever.

Is it hating though? Is it hating? Because well, yeah, I feel like we No, you got off scott free and you stay with these little you know, because in a way, in the way it could be a defense, because it's like, bro, you out here trying to put me out as a dad, and I'm the one to have them. Once it got to the point where he was like, she party all the time, she ain't got no job. Then okay, you know she's not taking care of the kids. That's balid, but she ain't got no job.

Shut line the mockers my brain, the whole You're missing the whole point. I'm trying to shut down her next scam that she gonna try. I'm missing the whole point. Who the fuck you still use his checks? I work at the bank. A lot of people that still use check. How does how you able to scam? At this point a lot of people use checks and a check and a check verification, saying was using the bank card now. Actually actually the main people who get scam used checks. Oh motheruckers,

you got about another gear before you start writing them. That was unnecessary, that was unwarranted. It just it happens. It just he's like, I'm no longer essential, I'm gone, we're gonna come in. No, but it's always some motherfuck that got how much is it? No? But that that that ship is crazy looking for. So yeah, before I play like the last two videos, I am actually going to post screenshots from my

own in a conversation that was had over the weekend. So it starts out because I've been car shopping and my mom sends me a picture and she's like, hey, look it's your dream card. So I'm like, should you buy me a testa? Like? Cause my mom, just before you start, just put it on the screen. As a person who doesn't pay anything, like, she doesn't have an income income, she only gets disability income.

So because of that, her credit limits are really really low. She so she got eight hundred plus credit score, but it's like she really can't do anything with it because they're like well, you ain't got enough income to pay us back, so we ain't really fucking let you. So I'm like, should you give me a testa? She's like, girl, from what you say, we don't buyd mother and daughter like that. I said, we don't, but we bond enough where you don't pay rent, electricity and

heat and storage for all the space you're taken up. God damn, I'm just saying, if we didn't have, you know, I would be charging you for everything. So she said, I didn't know you felt like that. If I did, I wouldn't have come back, which caused old boy to spass out about me moving myself back on a highway alone, because y'all know she was going down to Alabama every summer or whatever they was doing until he went and got himself locked up. So I said, mine, in

forty years, name a bunch of mother daughter stuff we did. You were a great provider, but work always came before all of your relationships. Even with me. Most we did together was because of like the guy she was dating at the time, the only dad that I really acknowledge. She said, Wow, you still don't get it as a single mom. It wasn't easy and Charles. That's my dad wanted me to fail. But I tried

to give you everything to make up for what Charles wouldn't do. You should have understood that when you wasn't able to buy things for the girls on their birthday and Christmas with dead beat dads, how would you feel blindsided later on in life like you did me like you did me by the girl. I don't know what that meant, she said. I was so proud of being able to provide for my family. I guess like throwing all my parties and

stuff, and like she used to do stuff with my friends. Y'all too really and you as a thinking she'd just understand that it's certain conversations that are pointless to have with these people. She said, I wore Kmart and palersshoes. Well I had up top stingers. But I see now you wanted everything just greedy. So every time he goes on his eight days, if you go and do this, see your mom, now go to the next so

you go, you be me and your mom? No? Could they always kind of coincide with She started it with that little snarky ass comment about girl. Let you tell it. We don't bond like that like, she would be fond enough where you ain't fucking freeloading. So go to the next one. You really did like and you got dark, like the whole thing, but the whole thing, but it was this part. But I see now

you wanted everything just greedy. I say, if I just told you that you were a great provider, why would you assume that I wanted more stuff? I said, we didn't do stuff together. I had to teach I had to teach myself to take the girls to the movies, out to eat and do stuff, to spend time with them because I didn't have that. Even if I didn't have money, me and the girls would still watch TV

together. Look at how me and Jelly watch wrestling together every week. I wanted a connection to my mom outside of just money and gifts all the time. That's not a bad thing. She didn't respond after that one. But how you gonna call me greedy? Because I'm like, bro, I wanted an actual relationship with my mom that wasn't just transactional. You know that whole generation that way, the emotional, having the emotional part of it versus the

actual provider part. Because I had that conversation with my dad and he's passed out too, And this is when he was still within his right mind. Now this one, unfortunately, he's not. So when we had tried to have that conversation, I just walked away because I said, you know what I said, You're never going to understand that because you've never had that experience, I said. So that's why I had to make sure that I'm good with my kids. So my kids had that emotional support because you were not

able to provide that emotional support. And I can see why and how it was affecting you. And that's something that like I told her, like I had to teach myself that it wasn't a default because that's not what I was shown. Correct. So it got to a point where I'm like, bro, like making my kids feel how I felt. I need to do the things with them that I wanted my mom to do with me. So it was like there was a point where I was working two jobs and going to

school. I didn't have, you know, time for us to do a bunch of shit. But if it was the weekend, all right, what movie y'all want to watch? You know, y'all wanna y'all want to cook? Something y'all, you know, like little stuff like that was big stuff. So, like I said, like even with me and Jelly, like

every Monday, every Friday, that's our thing. We sitting in front of the TV and we watching wrestling, whether we're sitting down and it's like, all right, uh, that's another thing that me and Ja because Ree is at the age now where she like she always wanna go. But even with me and Jelly, like we sit down and we were going through all the Marvel TV shows and shit together like stuff like that. With Ree, all

right, we're gonna sit down. We're finna watch all the Harry Potters over again, like you know, so we have specific things that we bond of over. It started out Ree was who I bonded with first over wrestling. Once these two niggas ruined it for I'm gonna say it every time. Don't even don't even act like when it was coming, because he was finna try to defend this up. You just the whole this whole episode there through the book, he said, hey, someone said winning Rome. At this point,

we've already loved the episode, the snitching episode. But yeah, so after that, it was I was kind of by myself on it. But then once Jelly being got to the point where it's like I would notice, like if I was in there watching wrestling stuff and she's kind of like picking in the door, then it's like, Jelly, you want to watch wrestling with me? And then that became our thing. So that's you know, it's nice. I love having specific things that I can do with my kids.

So it's like we didn't have a favorite restaurant me and my mom with my kids, just like I know where they want to go eat at, I know what they want to do, ship like that. Like as soon as because Ka asked me, she was like, dude, why was you looking that up? Because I was looking up the k pop place and telling the kids about it, like we gotta go here because my kids look,

damn if it's Asian culture. My kids is like yep, like that anime food fucking length, that's that's they lane going to that Korean It was a Korean fried chicken place that's right there next to the theater down there on Firewall as well too, because that's orient Yeah, okay, everybody could make chicken good, it said white, Well, you know what, the white people who made good people worked in it because niggas didn't know that it was white

people froming that chicken back there. Yep, I risked going. I had just got my braces put on. Remember we was going to five dollars two that at the movie and we went in there for wings and I had just got my breaks out. I was, man, everything you said, it's like she completely just like miss my mom does have two people always look at me sideways when I'd be like, I still haven't talked to her, I have nothing to say, get it together and then we'll regroup it some times.

Yep, that's my mom, but I don't have to put up with her and I and I hate it because it's one of those things where it's like as much as I be like, bro, she's not gonna get it. And it's just it constantly comes up because she lives there and she always acts like something is still old to her, and it's like, bruh, that's still that generation though, too, because I think somebody owed them everything, everything, every tispect. But no, this is like I've told my

mom. This is me telling you the truth, the truth that you should have been told many moons ago. For some reason nobody else did, so yes, here I am doing it like you shouldn't be doing this, this, this or this, this is not okay. Yeah, and it's like everybody else is not the problem. You are. You have to. Yeah, and when you have kids, you have to. If you don't heal yourself or at least recognize like what your trauma is from your childhood, it's

so easy to inflict that on your children. So, like I said, like I did not start out as the best mom. I didn't. It was that you know, oh, well I'm buying you know, all of this expensive shit. I'm doing this like I was really following in my mother's footsteps. I had to check myself like, bruh, you're doing the shit

your mom did, you know? So that's why now, like I do have those check ins, but I'm like, basically it's the fucking parents and report card, Like is there something you feel like I'm not doing enough of? Is it, you know, something that I need to scale back on? Is you know, if you feel like you have needs that I'm not

meeting? What are they? If you feel like, you know, well, I wish we would do this a little bit more, you know, all Right, Well, yeah, like you know, I want to know those things because I don't want you to feel like my parenting isn't giving you what you need to grow. And that's so important for you to do it all the time. I do it all the time. Let me. Hey, I'm just checking in making sure you're a great mom. Who told you?

And I do that my kids tooper. It's funny now that I recognize, is that back when I was like their age, I was ready to get out the house, like I moved out with a baby on my hips, Like I got to get up out of here. But my kids they don't want to go nowhere. Like I'm talking, I'm showing them different colleges and stuff that they can go to hout to state and everything like no, I'm we we want to stay here. I'm like, hold on, I

don't want to just be here. And that was the thing. And it was like I literally went to prison trying to stay out of my mom's house because I didn't like I felt like as long as I was under her roof, I wasn't going to progress. Yep. And then her having my stepdad there and he was an abusive ass nigga, Like I just I didn't want to be in that environment, so I did what I had to do to get money to make sure that I like, I don't I don't want to

be here. You go through so much because you don't want to go, you don't want to go back. Yeah, that's crazy because when you finally leave, you realize I don't want to say how far behind, but you realize like, damn, I was really in some shit like this is wild yep. So it's like being in you know that that situation. I've created an environment for my kids where they know, like, you don't have to leave until you're ready, and yes, I am doing my part to help

you be ready. So when when you were ready, you not only you know, have come into this on your own because I didn't push you out the nest. You have my full support mentally and financially, like I'm trying to help get you there, right, But it's like I didn't have that. I was just I gotta go, I gotta go, I gotta go. Like I was living in my my my cousin, she had a one bedroom apartment in West Line, and when I tell you, it was about five of us, four or five of us crammed in this one bad.

I mean it was the party crib. We was all kicking in and shit, but it was like all of us is crammed in this spot because it's like we all had shit going on at home and we didn't want to be there. And that wasn't you know, something that was on my mind, like when I turned eighteen, like oh, you know, you need to apply for low income or something and do all this kind of shit. That's not what I did. Like my sister, like all my cousins, they did that shit. I did it because my stepdad, Like I wasn't.

I wasn't at that point of feeling like I gotta fucking get out of here. But with Ree, even though she doesn't have to go anywhere, that's something that I did. When she turned eighteen, I put her name on the list right away, because you never know what you're gonna need. It may get to a point where she get bad for me, and it's like, well, you don't have to worry about it because you got somewhere where you can lay your head. You don't have to struggle with me type shit.

So you know, I did all those things for her and read her credit to Ruth, it's just, you know, it's just certain things I don't want to repeat the same mistakes that my mom did. And making my kids feel like everything comes before them. That is one thing that I really did, like I felt like I was putting work and everything else above my relationship with my kids. So that's another reason why I said, like with me having a part time scalede. Now everybody knows I'm not a morning person.

I had an option to work two to six that would be perfect for me. The reason I didn't choose that is because I didn't know, you know, Jelly was gonna get sick, obviously, But it's like Jelly was talking about whether she wanted to play tennis or swim teams, all this kind of stuff. It felt so good being able to go, like even though she was asked, being able to go to re volleyball games and shit all the time, like, you know, having that free time to be able

to do that. Being home, I get to cook more and do shit, and it's, well, man, can you make this? You know, I really like when you make this. And being able to do those kind of things, just like being more active and really being able to be a mom in the house. I don't want to go back to work full time, and it's like, I know, you know, money is definitely an issue, and with the rate of pay that I have now, working

full time will help me out so much. But it's like, on top of not wanting to stress myself out with the full time duties of this position, I really just I spent so much time away from my kids because I had to work. I don't want to have to put myself in that position again. I like being able to be there when they need me because I'm not giving all of my time to this fucking job every day. And then by the time I come home, I'm too tired to cook, I'm too

tired to watch TV. It's a it's not a good feeling because even not working full time, I feel like that by the time I get home, I'm so drained and I have to step into my mode. And he don't deserve me lashing out at him or being all tired and exhausted in him not being able to get what he needs because said fair to him, and I know, even with him being the age that he is, like he will be fifteen in a week. I'm really putting in him like, even once

you leave my space, I am still your mom. You still have a home to come home to. I don't care what you're going through out in the world. Call your mom even if you mess up, call me. Because I didn't. I didn't have that option. I wasn't able to do that and make sure I get in instilled in him like no, I don't care what it is. Call me. You're not by yourself, let me

help you, because he said that's cool. They were talking about they are like in this health class and they're talking about like decisions, like good decisions, bad decisions, And the teacher said, what would happen if it's two am, your friend is drunk and you all need to get home and your friend's trying to drive you home. What do you do? And he was just and he said that he told the teacher like oh, he said, my mom would be mad because I would have to wake her up and I

made it. She would be mad. I made a dumb decision. And I was like a dumb decision, Like what do you mean because I was out with somebody that I was getting drunk, and I'm like doling. If it's three in the morning and your friend is drunk, call call your mom. I'm coming to get you. I'd rather get a live child than identify

then. So I was like, no, like, even if you can't get me, call anybody, because the whole ride with the logistics after, let me get to so what what has created that thought process that he thinks that first before his safety? HM question? You know what I mean? Like what he said, because it would be a dumb he made a dumb decision. I would be mad at him for making a dumb decision. Yeah, but I get I get that. But something has transpired that that's his

first thought as opposed to calling you for safety. You know what I mean. I don't know they're angry. I think it's just I think it's just a thing. I think it's just a thing with kids period, like you knowing, Like, damn, bro, I was out doing some ship I had no fucking business doing. Now I gotta call my mom, like now I gotta hear this ship. Like what it is like when my when my children were like like the ass stop, I'd be talking to him just like

this. I literally would talk to and they felt like I was yelling at them. Where mothers don't talk like this all the time, y'all fussing and kind of like b b by. They don't want to hear that. They more afraid of that than I actually call you and like, Hey, I'm I'm in a bad situation. Yeah, I think my I think my kids

will call me. But he didn't say he wouldn't call. They said he mainly said I'd be mad because he don't like being good, right, but but but but yeah, but look at think of the reality of that in the situation. Is he more prone to think through like I ain't gonna call it. I don't want to hear her mouth. But but that's why hearing him say that for the first time, that's why I'm now I'm gonna keep reiterating to you. I don't care what it is I need you to call.

Don't think about she gonna be mad, don't think about think about I need to call my mom right now. Now that he expressed that, now I know that that's something that we need to work on. I know you're gonna hear my mouth and you're gonna hear my mouth. Are going to be worked out. You two things can be true at once. You can know that you can always come to me. But that don't mean to think it

won't be It ain't gonna be consequences because you came to me. One thing that I learned as an administrator was that it helped me be a better parent because with one thing that was always gonna happen was the kids. They're gonna come back, like they're gonna come back like me going off on them right

now. It's me like projecting my anger on them at that moment, and that is never good, especially with teenagers in high school, Like triggers are going up through a kid and trying to get the truth out of them right when they at the peak of like man, it's fighting and ship like, you're not gonna get anywhere with them. So that's when you get cussed out exactly exactly. So then it escalates because then the adult is going back like,

don't be don't you disrespecting me? And then it becomes its back and forth. It's like, bro, you knew they was mad, right, let him calm down. That's that's equivalent to a police officer going to a hostile situation trying to de escalate some ship by escalating. It's just the same ship, but they got guns and ship they shoot like that nigga who ran up on my mama and in school right right. So, so my daughter called me at three o'clock in the morning. I'm like, what the fuck

are you doing? In my head? What the fuck are you doing out with this? But you called me, I'm gonna get you. I'm gonna take you home. And but but but, knowing my one of my daughters, she's gonna talk about it in the car a little bit. And I'm like, all right, well, are you ready to talk about it? That's talk about I'm not gonna actually project any anger with it. I'm like, so, what the what what happened? Like why are we? Why

are we here? Kind of thing, and talk about it. I know that's like gentle parenting kind of sound, and almost sounds like back in the day that's white because if usually your mama your daddy show upree l like of money, whooping your ass or beating you upside the head something. But I barely got to punch my kids in this ship. I very rarely do. I mean, I've gotten some real like you telling me this kind of ship

from kids. I have to act like I don't. I'm not surprised by it, like all right, well what are we gonna do about that? So you know, even in my head like really so yeah, I mean, my my kid was comfortable enough to come to me and buy a strap on. So so that's and she actually she just showed me one the other day. She was like, Monk, you say this because I don't want to. I don't want to be disloyal and go buy it from somewhere else.

But yeah, I mean I think that's important. Everybody don't have an action, I mean, honestly speaking to you, if something if the ship hit the fan with me right now, I I can't call my parents and they can't. I literally I can't pick up the phone and call them. I have to call some I got to figure out something else. I have to call one of my siblings. Honestly, I have to call one of

my friends. That's just the reality, and it sucks. But it's just this is right, the dope thing that I've actually recognized that my daughters actually have a relationship with each other outside of Yeah, that's that's crazy to me. Right now, they be hanging in each other, they'll call each other, they be ribbing us. You know, you know, your mama did this definite call that older brother. I was like, that'srange talk to your

daughter because she's just talk she's time home. I'm like, what what you know? Yahn do the same thing. So, but my son will just sit there and be laughing at all of them because he'd be like, ma,

I'm like new generation. But it's like it was always a it was all My relationship with my mom was always like a gift and a curse because it was like we had that open communication where you know, I could talk to her about stuff and whatever, but it was like it was more so like just kind of telling her things I knew better than to really look for

like any type of emotional support from her. And that is why, like when I started dating Mark and me and his mom got so close, all of those years of not having a nurturing parent, a person who like it was just it was a different feeling, you know what I'm saying. And it's like my mom, I don't want it to get you know, confused, like it's just one hundred percent bad with her because it's not like yeah,

but it was like it's just it's different. Like I was able to call my mom for stuff, because my mom was actually the go to for everybody, my cousins, my friends. I can't tell you how many motherfuckers then moved in our house because you know, they had trouble at home and parents put them out, and shit, they was downstairs in the basement or you know, eating the food and doing everything else. Like, my mom wasn't the type of person to turn anybody away. Like I said, she

became a foster parent. So it wasn't that it was just work and money was always my mom's Achilles hill. Like that was it was always down to money, money, money, money, money. So as I got older, arguments, money money, money, money, money, and now if we fight, it's gonna be money, money, money, money, Like it seems like money was always the most important thing to her, and then

life humbled the fuck out of her and it literally took everything. All of these things that she valued, all of these things that she always put in front of her family, everything is gone and she never got it back. So these cars and shit that you used to pride yourself pH on, all this expensive jurry, your house, your job, all of this shit is fucking gone. You got you got all this health shit going on. You

can't work, you can't do none of that shit. No more so now it's like you're forced in a situation where you have to live with the daughter who you've basically avoided her entire fucking life. And now you surprised because I'm like, we don't have that bond like that, because we don't like I love you and I appreciate you for all of the shit that you did do. And even my mom was like that, like, yeah, I can always come home. I had to go back home a couple of times.

But it was like, even when going home, I was fighting to get the fuck out of it because it's like, I know it's going to come with some kind of stipulations of me regretting it in the end, because you're gonna make me feel like I owe you. And that's exactly what even when you're living with me. You've been living with me for six seven fucking years, Rent and Bill free, and you will still make it seem like I ain't living with you. No fucking six seven years into my adulthood. So

what is we doing here? You know what I'm saying, Like I don't know, but because yeah, and then it's like even, and then even even when you move, even when you moved yourself into my place, you had a nigga with you. So now that's two bodies that I'm taking care of rent free bill. And then it's snow, really really bad for those

who don't know, I have a house on the corner. When I was coming home from work, you text me and tell me that I need to stop and bring some money and some beer home because he did the snow. Why would I pay him to shovel snow in the house that he living in for free? And then when I tell you that, well, never again, never again, y'all can leave, because if I'm gonna pay somebody to do some snow, they damn sure not gonna be living here. Y'all not

buying groceries, y'all not paying no fucking bills. That's the case. Because because even Win didn't joked about shit, I've rented the fucking basement out. I can literally have somebody renting because it's their own little apartment down there, y'all taking them space. It's like you got your own little like it's a bedroom down down there. It's a full like furnished living area down there. Like you gotta wash your ass, use the bathroom and make you something to

eat. Other than that, I don't got to see you. But I'm just saying, like, but you really thought that you were supposed to charge me for doing the snow because well, it was a lot of snow. There's a lot of bills in this motherfucker. What do you mean, right, because because because I'm not renting, I own this house, so I have to pay for every fucking thing. I got property taxes on top of my mortgage. I got homeowners insurance, I got water bill, I got

we energies, I got all this. When shit goes like, but I gotta pay you to do the snow? Here are you gonna crack? But to have to explain that to an adults is mind boggling to have to explain that philosophy to But there's some people have never having to explain it to her when she is literally paid for everything and taking care of this nigga because he's

never had his own car, he's never had his own anything. So it's like there's a mentality of people who have like habitat fear humanity homes and they are pretty much gifted every single thing up to like the appliances and ship and then they got to put the work in for them houses though they gotta help you. Yeah off, but after that, you know they'll you know,

the sweat equity is in there. But then they have the space. But then they still have a renter's mentality, so it's certain extent they're like, well, ship, the refrigerator wasn't working, so I stopped paying my rent, Like Nigga's not rent this mortgage. They gonna take this motherfucker. You can't do that. You can't interact with your mortgage bank like you are your

landlord. That's not the same thing. People that they'll lose their house because they have that mentality that just it's just wild to me that they think that it's come down to me. Like it got to a point where like I wasn't I was in a really bad space mentally and like I wasn't paying because I'm like, bro, if they go ahead and they foreclothes on this bitch and they take it, I am free and clear of them. I can start the fuck over, like I can just I don't have to worry about

nobody but me and my kid. I was that fed up to where I'm like, this is my only way, like really forcing them out. And at the last minute I was like, you know what, I went ahead. I paid everything. But it was just like even then with me telling her like y'all got to find some place to live, like showed her the paperwork and everything, it's like these motherfuckers weren't trying to like do nothing. I had to put out my wife, wife's mother, my mother in law.

We had to say down and have a conversation, this ain't this ain't working, fam, you got it. That was hard. But the fact that she sat down with me and agreed with me was it was crazy. But to go to somebody who you know, that has been taking that has taken care of you know, their family for all this life and they come over and do some more traveling and ship like, sorry, this ain't gonna

work, this is this is my this is my house. Yeah, And then it was like having somebody staying with you and knowing that you know, you're struggling with things and they are not contributing, and it's basically like just because they're used to you figuring things out. That was a fucked up thing.

Like Kayla was the only person like who I like actually sat down and like talked to about like my lights and shit last year, like at the end of last summer, Like y'all know, I was dealing with all of that shit with after I got hurt and then I had the fucking surgery, Like I had all of this shit going on, like I wasn't bringing in money and shit like that, and then it's like the money that I was bringing in, I was trying to catch up on all of the ship that

I wasn't able to pay when I wasn't able to work. Yeah, I'm dealing with right now, and it's like I wasn't I wasn't able to make all that fucking money back because I was doing all them fucking rentals and shit because the car went down. And then it's like it was fine when I was able to do all that work, but once I got hurt in December, that shit fucking that shut so much shit down because I wasn't able to

do that. I wasn't able to do deliveries, I wasn't able to do Amazon, I wasn't able to do door Dash and grub Hub and all of that shit. I literally had to sit the fuck down. And I didn't get the job I have now until April. So by the time I start getting paid, this ain't until damn near June. So by this time, I'm trying to Yeah, I'm trying to catch up on all this other kind of shit, and it's like I'm drowning. Now. One time, did you, you know, kind of step up to help with that? So

I don't know. I just it's always a price or something. And that's why, even though I knew with her the option was always there, I tried to utilize it as less as possible, because, Bro, I don't want to feel like I owe you nothing. I don't want to feel like the person who I'm supposed to be able to come to and it's gonna have my back, is going to have my back for a price. And that's

how it's always felt. It's always felt like the women in our family is transactional, Like I don't like to ask my antis and shit for nothing because it's like, well, what you're gonna do for me? Like yeah, And it's so funny because it's like my mom will say about yo granny and your mom doing it. It's like, bro, all y'all the same. That's why y'all don't get along when y'all be having y'all beef and shit,

because y'all do the same shit. Y'all treat motherfuckers the same way. Y'all always feel like you can't do something for somebody unless you're getting something out of it. So going back to what I said earlier about if you don't heal yourself and like recognize, you know, what your traumas are and try to correct that shit, you can pass it down to your kids. This is one of those things. Now, this is triggering, you know, trigger

borning. It does discuss, you know, sexual abuse. So just throwing that out there if you need to, you know, take take a minute. But she don't hear, Okay, give me an example, please, Like I told her, like, hey mom, I got violated and stuff like that in January, and she lit a cigarette and was like okay, and then she didn't say that, and then I got up and I walked off. What was going through your mind at the moment? I was blessed

when I was younger. This is a trigger conversation for me. One thing I will not do is sit here and be ridiculed by my own childhood knows I will go to the ends of the earth for you. You know it. He said, you can said your peace. Now you listen to me. And the reasons why I didn't say nothing because you know this already. If you felt like you needed more help, I'm not the one to help you with it because I ain't gone, I ain't done with my own healing.

And you know this, this is not something I hear from you. So if you needed that healing, what you should have did what got yourself and to look over professional help or reached out to being said I need profession help, so I I can't help myself. So I have like mixed feelings about that. And it's like, as a person who has been through it, I empathized with her, but it's like both actually, because I felt how the daughter felt like I talked to my mom about it, and my

mom just she didn't. It's like she doesn't have the emotional capacity of being a mom, And I felt like she just kind of looked at me as an obligation versus, this is my daughter. I love her. It was a she's here now, I gotta do what I gotta do to take care of her. I don't want nobody to say I'm a bad mom. So this is the shit I'm gonna do. It's like that switch never and I feel like it's possible that that switch never flipped from my mom because my mom

didn't want to have me. Yeah, I remember you talking about it. Yeah. So it's like the other part two is how was she raised? Because that's the other side of it too, because like I can say for myself, my mother wasn't raised by her mother. She was raised by my grandmother, my great grandmother, and my grandfather, and so she didn't have that maternal instinct. So therefore when I was being raised, I didn't have

that either. And the same thing like, even though my dad was raised by his family, he was like the youngest boy of eleven, So when you're the youngest boy eleven, he just like he out like he's just doing his own thing. Like just like as long as he, you know, come back and bring money and bring money into the house, you know, he's fine. So it's one of those situations where it's like you kind of have to go back. But at the same token, a lot of times

it's so triggering for them. They're not gonna share that with you and tell you what they're you know how they were raised as well either, so then you you kind of in the dark, not knowing how they were raised, me trying to figure it out. Seeing for me, I felt like my mom had had no fucking excuse because my mom was the baby. She was the favorite my mom. My mom and my grandma were like this, like she loved my mom to like the house that I grew up in. She

got the house because my granny signed a house over to her. My granny did every like they had an actual relationship. There was so much love there and just that's why I feel like it was because she didn't want to be a mom. My dad was please don't kill my baby, don't do this, don't do that, and convinced her just to end up being a single mom. But it's like even before her, you know, they divorced, my strongest bond was with my dad. Me and my dad went everywhere together.

We you know, he was the one doing my hair in the morning. He was taking me to you know, school and picking me up every single field trip. My father never missed the field trip. He was It was her and him and my friend, her mom Kim two favorite. Everybody always wanted to be in one of our groups, and then because me and her daughter was close, our groups was gonna end up being by each other

anyway. So it was like you know what I'm saying, like yeah, yeah, until she couldn't do that no more, right, So I feel like, you know, it was never something that she wanted. She didn't want that type of bond with me. And then it's like if you know my dad and know like how much I really looked like my father, Like when I'm girly, you can see my mom, but it's like when it's just like a regular like I'm just like, it's even my uncle, my

dad's brother, Like he said that all the time. He'd be like, dude, he was like, you even walk like your dad, Like you know what I mean. So it's like it's so much of my father and me, and I feel like I just feel like there's a lot of resentment there that she really don't want to admit. And I'm like, I would rather you admit it because then shit would make sense, but she's not gonna be able to because and that's that's her. That's still trickering for her.

Once again, so she's not gonna be able to go ahead and ever admit that. And I've had those I had had those conversations with my mom. We finally got to a point where she was like okay, and we both were able to go ahead and have that forgiveness portion of it. And so we were able to get to that point. But then it was because of me having to say, well, hey, I see because of this, this and this, this explains why you were the way that you were.

And so then I had to kind of be like that she she ain't taken responsibility for shit. She don't feel like she did nothing wrong. She felt like she was the perfect mom, and she gets offended by the wrong shit. It's like y'all just saw on the text messages. I told her like you were a great provider, Like I didn't want for shit, but what I wanted was an actual relationship, Like you literally cannot name things that we had to bond over, Like it's just you know, what's my favorite color?

You know? Like so it's like I don't know. But I also feel like as far as the video, like you're telling her like, well, you should have got professional help. You didn't even go get professional help, right, but also that too, like depend upon where her age was at that point, she wouldn't have been I was like, she wouldn't have been able to get professional help without her permission, so she wouldn't have been able to or even in like, well, you should have told me you

needed it. If you just said that you haven't done the healing for yourself, that should have automatically clicked to be like, you know what, I know how I'm still dealing with this all these years later, I need to get my baby some help. You so you're mad at her for feeling like you weren't supportive in the moment that she needed you most because you feel like, well, you should have knew that I was going through shit well as a person who has gone through that, as a person who was gone through

that, you I don't know. I just I feel like she handled that wrong, like I think I think as a parent, she most definitely did, because it's like she put it all back on her and it's like, that's not the way it goes. As a parent. Is your responsibility to protect your child, is your responsibility to provide for your child, And as a parent, that don't stop when they turn eighteen, even when they get grown. So if you knew all that stuff was going on, you should

have been seeking professional health. You've been where she is, so why not help her with that? Because even as an example is an example, May twenty eighteen, when I knew something was wrong, I took her and got her evaluated because I'm like, I know how long it took me to get help and to get therapy, and shit, I didn't have that as a child when I needed it. So when I sat down and I talked to her, I knew, I'm like, we gotta get her some help.

And even then my mother talked to me so fuck. She wasn't here. She was down south with my stepdad. My mom talked to me so boud like I hung up on her because you know this, this is your fault and this is this and this is it because I'm trying to get my fucking daughter help because I know that mentally she's not she's not doing good. That's what I need, right, no, right, And you messed my baby up and now she this and she did, and now she got like,

bro, I'm not trying to hear it. So I hung up on But it's like I actually went and got my daughter help. You watch me fucking struggle, right, So how dare you? You know what I'm saying? Like, So it's just like I said, it's not one hundred percent bad. My mom had, you know, her good points as far as like with being able to talk to her about certain things or you know, her coming through for certain things. But it's just always feeling like she was gonna

want to return on her investment, you know what I'm saying. Like, I went out and when I needed a car for work, I went out and I signed for this car with a twenty four point nine to nine percent interest rate because I didn't want to ask her to co sign. And all of this came about because she knew that I had just got a job. I need a way to work. The moment she gets mad, she takes away what she know you need. So she's one of them, Well I

don't know how you go get to work today. Well, I don't put my keys down, don't touch my keys, and she's she's actually to flex on me like that a couple of times, and I said, oh okay, well then you put my house keys down. So now it's so yeah, I can catch an uber, I can catch the bus, I can get a ride where you go live at. So now it's like she's gotten to a point where she know whenever she would try to play that with the car keys ship, I'd be like, all right, well rent doing the

first. She quit doing that ship but prior to but she couldn't do it with me, but she was still able to do it with my stepdad. So the moment she get mad at him, well, don't touch my truck key. He ain't got nothing to he just can't take He can't take her truck, he ain't got ship. So now it's either you finish, sit your ass in the house, or you're finna call somebody to come get you because you ain't got no choice. For me, it's like, all right,

we'll tell you what drop my house key there. It's either that or rent do on the first. So you could doing that shit now because you realize it don't hit the same as it did when I needed you. And I feel like my mom really has this thing where she she felt like people who need her you do not want to be abunder her. So now that we don't have that dynamic anymore where I need her to survive. It's like, yeah, yeah, it sounds like family counseling session. Yeah, but

she ain't gonna go. Yeah. So this is this is the last parents video that we're playing, you know, for the night. And once again the comments pissed me off because I hate how when you know y'all already know how I feel about when kids are expressing themselves and adults automatically feel like they're not entitled to, you know, having boundaries and shit, and it's like when you absent parents, Bro, you ain't got no, you ain't got no serv that shirt. So my baby, I don't call me sorry I'm

killing I'm so sorry. I was. I'm sorry. I screwed up and might have kids sometimes it just happens. That doesn't mean I don't care about you. I I looked like too. Wasn't that simple? You don't know my favorite color? You don't know my favorite yellow? No it's not now it's black. I think you had so many people who own this little girl a for what, Well, it don't matter. She's still she shouldn't be

talking to her mom like that. That's still her mom. And it's like shut up, shut up, like y'all act like kids are not people and are not entitled to feel hurt, abandoned, frustrated. I just that's what I don't get, Like, did y'all think kids are sucking pets? Like what? Like are they are? They are they like accessories? Do you look at kids? It's like we're they're the sims. It's a personal phone. So this girl, she's supposed about down with all of the respect.

This that's what she Okay. Yeah, And I really really really didn't like that because like there were so like because it was only a few of us in the comments, like y'all are dumb, y'all are so dumb, Like because I don't. I don't like that. And it's like, especially like y'all know my situation with jelly Bean and you know, and her dad, and it's like, y'all really act like kids are not entitled to have boundaries.

They are not entitled. Yeah, And it's funny because somebody in the comments, you know that there's always one who's it don't matter what she did, Yes it does, Yes, it does. Y'all be wanting us to kiss the asses of people who mentally, emotionally and physically abuse us so bad because of their position on a family tree or the date that they were born. Fuck you and fuck that right, And I say it all the time, like that's not what I teach my kids, because he read and learned

my mama a couple of times. And I sat there like you started it, Like you started it somebody in a way that they don't care for. You don't get to dictate how they their response to that. Absolutely, you don't get to dictate how they react to you or they're what they have to say. You don't get to because you started this, and then now you have to deal with what comes after. Yeah, you don't get to dictate because Rie is almost twenty and my mom will really she will say some real

unnecessary, fucked up shit. So then Mahenrie response, Now you want to have an attitude because you feel like she shouldn't talk to you like that, But you didn't have to talk to her like that. You went out of

your way to say some bullshit that you didn't have to say. No, I'm not gonna step in and tell her that she was wrong, you was wrong, or if they both getting on my nerves, I will literally go, I'm like both of y'all shut the hell up because you did this and you did this and I just don't want to hear it and people probably look at me like bobo because they both annoying, that's what. But it's the

truth. Like like, no, y'all, don't. You don't get to you know, throw your your age and your relationship around when and demand respect when you are not being fucking respectful. And that was a huge thing with Jellybean's dad, like feeling like, well, I'm her daddy, she needs to respect me, regardless. That means nothing. All that is is just

that you you donated, You made a donation. Now, bro, you fucked her mom and she regrets it all right, Like what I'm sorry you are, Like I'm saying, I don't, yeah, respect But but the but the thing that I hated the most about the comments here is somebody been feeding that to her and and and making her hate her mom. Like why do y'all feel like kids don't develop these feelings on their own. You don't think this. You don't think this girl has friends and she sees her friends

with their moms. She's probably been at she probably been at sleep been on sleepovers and shit, and she's like damn man. She she making personalized cupcakes and shit. She making little you know, heart pancakes and shit for us in the morning. She doing all of this kind of shit. My mom said, fuck me, that's saying that because guess what the world he's able to see exactly. So if he ever showed back, and he'll never be able to say his mama said anything. Every feeling that he got, he

came from him. And that was the funny part about with jelly Bean's dad because up into like when I tell you, the timing was wild. Jelly Bean hit her breaking point right before we went to CALLI had we went to Cali, probably like nine months earlier, he probably might have had a shot. But something in her clicked and was like this nigga, don't fuck with me, so fuck him too. I didn't have to do that anytime she

wanted to communicate with this whole ass nigga. In my head, I was like, but why are you making me waste my fucking battery on this ship when you know this whole ass he ain't finna answer. If he do answer, he's finna lie, or he just not go respond. Yeah, I didn't say that. I m hm he didn't answer. Okay, he didn't answer. He didn't call me back mine. Did my dad call back? Nope, he can't call back back. Okay, And she got tired of that. They get tired of you not showing up. We don't have to

tell them any fucking thing to take care of them. They see us doing it art and the same look. It was the same thing with my dad. My mom did not bad mouth my father to me once, but my dad will have everybody believe that my mom I was putting shit in my ear. No. I got tired of you not showing up when I needed you, when you told me you were gonna do things, and you Oh, I'm sorry, Surety, I can't. I can't. I can't. I

can't by actually for something. Ask your mama she get child support. Ask your mama she get child You created them feelings of me until I just didn't want to deal with you anymore. That hadn't that had nothing to do with my mom. Well, if your mom had just let she didn't stop you like so yeah, but yeah, that is gonna conclude this week's episode of Hocially Awkward. I want to thank you guys for tuning in hopefully you know this episode was able to, you know, make you tap into some shit.

If you feel like, damn, I didn't realize that. You know, maybe I do need to connect with my kids a little bit more, or maybe in my head I see it one way. I need to sit down and you know, see how they're feeling and what you know, their outlook on my parenting is because sometimes you think you were doing everything perfectly. Look at my mom. You think that you were doing all that you can, and you were. It's a whole side that you're not even acknowledging that

you need to do for your fucking kids. You know, maybe it kind of triggered you in another way, and maybe this will kind of, you know, a light of fire under you say, damn, like I got some unresolved things that I need to sort out. Maybe I need to talk to somebody about this, because it is it was triggering. I talked to a motherfucker every week and it's shit that I yeah that I started therapy before that, I hadn't even gotten a chance to address the shit that made me

jump back into therapy in the first place. Because it's it's so much unresolved things with my mom and my dad, like I just had to tell her before. I was like, this is two weeks ago, I said. My relationship with my uncle and how he has come through for me and my daughters continuously over the past month and a half two months whatever has made me realize I convinced myself that I forgave my dad because maybe I just didn't want

to deal with them emotions no more. But all of this, the shit that my uncle was doing that my dad should have been doing, has really made me understand that I haven't forgiven him at all. I told myself I did, but now all of this shit is bringing up all these emotions I didn't forgive him, So now I have to work through this. So you know, if you do need some help, I definitely encourage you. I found my therapist psychologytoday dot com. They're honestly great to me because you can

filter based off what you feel like you need. If you feel like you know you want a male therapist, female therapist, black therapists, you know, certain religions and stuff like yeah, that let you filter based off of you know what your needs are. So that's how I found my therapist, Kia Holloway. She is she is amazing. It's funny because we got so many mutual friends, and I know they've been sharing my post. It be like, that's why this girl in therapy now. But no, that's the

thing too. It's also it is still Mental Health Awareness Month and everything as well too. And the thing is too that we all honestly need to talk to somebody. I mean shout out to the code for this comment. She says. Sometimes we have to parent our parents. Ain't that the truth it is? But definitely, you know, do what you need to do. I have my own therapists and everything as well too. Just because I'm a

life coach and a health coach doesn't mean nothing. You still gotta make sure she talked to me and be able to go ahead and speak to somebody. You got people trauma dumping on you all the time. I need somebody to talk to absolutely. So if you weren't able to, you know, tune into the full episode. You can always you can always tune in on Tuesday mornings at ten am when the episode stream on all of your favorite streaming platforms.

But in this time you can actually go back and listen to your faves. You know what I'm saying, y'all got a full month to y'allselves, Is it safe in the group again? We gotta Yeah, if you add me as an admin so I can monitor miss the nasty time I didn't even know you no longer. Yeah, I've been did that. I've been did that because I whenever they would suspend my my Facebook page, we couldn't post in the group. But now I don't have them issues anymore. Your girl

is monetized, monetized, now we're good. So yeah, so we we don't have them issues. But yeah, so take this time catch up on you know, episodes that you may have missed. Go re listen to your faves because we are out of here until July. Happy birthday to me Gemini season. We are in here so by the time we return, I will have so many stories and I cannot wait. So until next time, we got a hoe