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have any notes, so I'm not keeping notes here. I feel like maybe the show in a way could be better if I went through every question and wrote out a little thesis and got it, you know, tried to get real interesting with it. Maybe in a way on some of these questions, they could be better. I could answer them more concisely and give you specific answers. But I think it's cool if I just wing it and I read a question. I screenshoted to several of them.

If I just kind of wing it, read the question and answer off the top of my head, as if we're sitting in a living room together. That's the goal, me and you sitting together. Maybe I'm driving, you're sitting shotgun and we're just having a conversation. That's how I want this to feel. Welcome to episode forty five the Granger Smith Podcast, did Chide and d My Time and so long line, fool of umping down on back, Crazy

cover Nation. I think it's fair to say before I start, a lot of these questions are based on a new album. There's a lot of questions about a new album, so I'll try to answer those quickly. But there is a new album from me coming out, and you guys are gonna hear songs at the end of this month. August the twenty eighth, You're gonna expect a couple of new songs and then the rest of the album in September.

Also on that day, August twenty eighth, I will be announcing the exact date in September that the album's gonna come out, plus more. I can't tell you everything yet. There's a lot I can't tell you yet, but there's gonna be more after September, more songs, and I'll tell you how. And so with that being said, I'll dive into some of these questions. Is yee Fest still on

the radar after this new album? Ye Fest is a concept that my brothers and I I have been wanting to do for a long time where we could we could brand a festival with music and theme it to Yee Nation, where we have some of my maybe some of my influencer buddies like Matt Character at Demo Ranch and Lucker's TV and lake Fork Guy and Outlaw and a bunch of these Matt Best like you know, like some of these these crazy influencers that I'm in music videos with and that some of them are on this

podcast with and we could all just have a big Yege party, play music, have other bands, maybe like Mudding, you know, bring your ATV and have like a Mudding trail and it would be so fun. And we have been putting this off for different reasons. Twenty nineteen had a big turn for me in my personal life. Twenty twenty, of course, concerts just are not happening that as far as festivals are concerned because of COVID. So I would really hope and expect you're gonna see a EEE fest

in twenty twenty one, I really hope. So there's a couple of ways we could do it. We could do multiple EEE fest where we do like an East Coast version, a West Coast version, and something right in the middle in the Midwest. Or we could just stick with something in the Midwest and expect people to come around to that and do it for multiple days. Comment below let me know which one you would prefer. Will you consider

making a Christmas CD pretty please? Hashtag ee Yeah. I screenshoted this one because I personally won't be making a Christmas CD, at least not this year. But we have been toying with the idea of Earl Divils Junior doing a Christmas song or two or three four and we have. I have a lot of Earl Christmas song ideas and I think it would be so fun. So the reason I screenshoted this and wanted to answer it is because I would love for Earl to have a Christmas song.

I hope that you would too, So let me know about that too. Ooh, this is a good one. This is a good one. What is the most dangerous thing you've done? I like that question? Strange, strange, but I like it. I'm gonna I'm gonna. I'm gonna go in modern history of myself and not go into the teenage version of me that we all have. You know, a long list of things we could We could say about our teenage years, of dangerous things that we've done, but then modern history for me, I would love to think.

I would love to think that the most dangerous thing I've done has to involve me going to Iraq and playing music. And we did this three times, and each time we went, we would travel in helicopters, black Hawk helicopters.

We would take two black Hawk helicopters. One would have me and the band and the other one would have our cases and our guitars and gear and drums and stuff like that, and we would be there for about two weeks each trip, each of the tours, and we would play about two shows a day for two weeks. So do the math. Sometimes three shows, sometimes one show, sometimes three, most of the time two. That's a lot of shows. I don't even know exactly how many we played,

but every day we traveled, so that could be. It could be. An average day would be like we're in a FOB, a small fob forward operating base where people haven't seen music in a while, and maybe they don't even have a proper dining facility there, maybe they don't even have a proper latrine. We saw some places that just had tubes that literally PVC pipe tubes that went into the ground and that's where you peede, and that's like, that's what they had on base as far as latrine

was concerned. So we loved going to those kind of places. So we would play a concert there right there in the dirt, and then the helicopters would come in to the LZ. They would pick us up and we would go to another gig, and we would go to a similar place and we would play the gig and then we would stay there in tents. So we'd stay in

the tents. And then that's when it got weird because sometimes depending on the flight schedule, because we were like the obviously the last on the list of the logistics of moving people around for these Blackhawks. So depending on the flight schedule, sometimes our flight would leave at two am. Sometimes it would leave at like seven am. That was mostly early morning, like six, seven, eight am, but sometimes we didn't know. Sometimes it was a window, say of

midnight to three am. Be ready, So we would sleep in our clothes with our bags and just lay on our bags. And we learned, just like the Army did there in the Marines, to fall asleep and lay on the bag as a pillow and be ready. If you hear the helicopter, they would wake us up say hey, birds,

you're rolling in. So with that, to get back to the question, there's always a danger when you're flying that much twice a day in helicopters in a war zone, there's always just a certain amount of danger that goes to that. Because we would ask them like how many black Hawks go down ever in Iraq? I'm thinking maybe one or two, and you'd hear about it on Fox news. Now I was wrong. They go down a lot, and

our news media outlet's just don't report it. You just don't because it's it's like it doesn't matter anymore to the average civilian as far as a news cycle. So, but they do go down a lot. And those those men and women that fly those oh gosh, that is a there's a lot of tough gigs out there, and that's one of them that you don't think about us often. Those pilots and those crew chiefs and everybody that flies

in those black Hawks. It's tough, man. They're like, they're like the workhorses of the Middle East for American forces. They're just going, going, going, and there's a lot of danger to it. There was several times when we had really close calls with with shoulder mounted rocket launcher, grenade launchers. I can't even think of everything that there's a lot of small armed guns that were shot at us. I can't even think of everything that was that was fired

at us. But we got a little taste of a lot of it, and we would have to shoot flares out to distract. We would make all kinds of evase of maneuvers. I learned really, really fast that those black Hawks could maneuver like crazy. They just go up, you know, and I mean it's no roller coaster can compare to

a black Hawk helicopter. It's like you're sitting there and then in a fraction of a second, you're completely vertical going straight up, and then it turns like this with zero reaction time, and then you could be and there's no doors, so you're just you know, you're completely sideways.

There's the desert right there. You're thank god you're strapped in with these five point harness and then you're back the other way and you don't even know that you're being pursued by some enemy fighter that's trying to kill you.

So we had several of those experiences. And we also had experiences where we actually played concerts and a mortar we'd had incoming mortaround into the base and hit close to where we were playing, because probably because they could hear the music and the enemy could hear the music, and we would have to go into a bunker and then we'd have to wait for a long time in

these concrete bunkers for the all clear. All that being said, I have to when I tell stories like this, I have to say that I don't want to at all tell a story like this and try to diminish or raise myself on a pedestal of look how scary this was, because there's men and women that do this daily. Is

part of their job, that's just what they do. And so for me to come in and say I did two weeks as nothing, So let me just throw this out there that that was probably the most dangerous thing I've done, is those series of shows, those series of travels, But it does not compare to the people that actually do it for a living, and that's part of their lives.

Because I remember when those when those black Hawks would land and we would jump off, and we had to jump off fast because their schedule was so tight there to another mission. And I remember a couple of times after these crazy maneuvers, after the crazy incoming and RPGs are coming in and we're dropping flares, crazy maneuvers, they drop us off. We get off on the LZ and we're moving and I look back. Those birds are already gone. They're going right back into Baghdad, right back into the

hell zone. And I'm just thinking, God bless them, man, God bless them. They're just going right back where they came from because that's their job. So yeah, I love talking about that subject. And to Colin from Instagram, it's probably the most dangerous thing I've done. I'm gonna take quick break. This podcast is brought to you, guys by Features. There's little things you could do in life that end up these small all things that make a big difference.

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your first pair of features. I love answering these questions for you guys, And here's one that says, have you ever thought about coming to Canada's prairies. I know you have a lot of fans here, and I screenshot of this because I was like, we've played Canada a lot and I've never heard, specifically someone say, have you ever thought about coming to Canada's prairies. I actually don't even Jeff, I don't even know what that means. I mean, I'm

assuming you're talking east of Calgary. When the mountains start, You're talking about going east where the prairies are? You guys got to help me with this. But regardless, Jeff, we love playing Canada. Some of my favorite fans. I feel like we've played coast to coast in Canada. Not nearly enough, but we have played coast to coast on several tours, and so, yes, Buddy, count me in for Canada's Prairies. Here's a question that says, is there gonna

be Earl Dibbles junior songs on this new album? Yes, Buddy, Yes, Yes. The So the album as a whole, there's a lot of songs on it. There's going to be three Earl Devils junior features. I'll go ahead and tell you now two of them. This is exclusive podcast information two of them are just Earl, so it's like your typical earl like you did City Boy, Stuck and Comfortable Song and Countryble We Love and America Don't Tread on Me Is. There's two of those, and then there's one where he's

with Granger with me. It's always weird speaking third person, but when he's with me, like in Holler when he comes in at the bridge. You're gonna learn a lot more about this in the next month, but dude, I'm excited. Earl songs are always so fun immediately to add them to a show, a live concert, it's because we could. They're There's so many other songs that really depend on if the crowd knows them and if the crowd is going to sing along, if they're familiar with the new

song yet. But Earl doesn't matter. Like we could play an Earl song tomorrow. You've never heard it, we've never played it, and it's just going to work. So I'm really excited about that. And as far as a live show is concerned, here's a question from Holden Anderson. It says, what is the most you've missed out from being Let me read this again, what is the most you have missed from being out on tour, And I'm assuming what is the most you've missed from being out on tour.

I'm assuming you're talking about the stuff at home, Like what have I had to skip because I'm on the road touring and that is that has always been a struggle with not only me but my band and crew. It's a sacrifice we make. And there is a Garth

Brooks song called not Lament. It's an unknown album cut song night Writer's Lament and a man I've always loved that song because it just talks about this cowboy that's that's out on on on a drive with his few cowboy loner buddies, and he gets a letter from home and he reads it and the letter talks about his old girl is now married and she's doing great, and man, you really you really missed the boat when you didn't come back, and and you get all you get this

sad feeling like, man, he sacrificed a really cool life and a really cool girl all for this life is being a cowboy. But then when he gets to the bridge, it says, ah, but they've never seen the northern lights, They've never seen a hawk on the wind. They've never spent spring in the Great Divide, and they've never heard Old camp Cookie sing. And it gives me chills just thinking about it. It's like you sacrifice such a normal life to be on the road, but there's certain things

you get out of it that are worth it. And that's the way I feel about touring. I've missed a lot in my life. I've had to sacrifice a lot, but it's not all in vain. Like if it was in vain, I wouldn't do it anymore. I would quit. But there's there's things that we get. There's smiles that we see, There's there's hugs that we're able to give. There's lives that we can foreseeably change with music and with touring, and we're making memories. All those helicopter stories.

I just told you that that doesn't happen without touring. If I'm if I'm safe and i'm home and I'm living my safe, little predictable life, I don't have those stories. I don't have a potential to make someone smile on a bad day, bring someone out of a place that they didn't want to be, in a dark place that been only a music concert on the Saturday Night could have brought. And this is not at all bragging on me. It's a testament to what music and live music and

touring does. All that being said, buddy, holding your question, what is the most you have missed from being out on tour? Man, I've missed. I've missed countless birthdays for my kids, my wife, I've missed anniversaries. I've missed every single wedding from everybody you could possibly imagine that I've had from high school and college, and we all have and that has just been part of that's been part of the sacrifice. We just don't go to weddings because

weddings are on Saturday nights and we're playing. That's when we're making money, that's when we work. That in comparison, Saturday night to me is your Monday afternoon. Like that's your work day, that's the day you gotta go. You gotta go to work, you got to clock in on Monday. That's just when you go. I gotta clock in on Saturday night. And with that, my choice is I'd say, hey,

sorry tour, sorry band, sorry crew. I got a buddy from college and he's getting married, and I'm going to go be at that wedding, and some of you listening might think, well, that would be the noble thing to do. That's your buddy, But where do you draw the line and where do I say I have an obligation with my band and crew to play this show or with

my fans to play this show. At what point do I start saying no to a buddy or at what level of friendship does he need to be if I'm going to say yes to his wedding man Johnny Wazenski, my bass player, I missed his wedding because we had a show that night and we had to get a fill in bass player. I'm not trying to be mean, are are cynical or crude by any means. That's just what we signed up for. And we don't skip. We don't skip touring to stay home and go to birthday

parties and weddings. Now, all that being said, we try our hardest to be as present as possible when we are home and when we are with our friends and make up for it. And when my kid has a birthday on a Thursday night and I'm gone, when I'm come home Sunday, we're doing a birthday party and we're gonna make it big and we're gonna make it special. And I'm gonna FaceTime on that Thursday, and I'm gonna send them secret notes that they're hidden in the room

that they're gonna find under their pillow. I'm going to I'm going to go try to go an extra mile on those days to make up for it. But unfortunately that's part of the sacrifice. That's a good question. Here, here's one speaking of cowboys. When are you coming to Wyoming? Buddy? If you're listening to this in real time on Monday, when this podcast comes out, I'm coming to Wyoming Thursday. In three days, I'll be driving to Wyoming. So we're

going Cheyenne this coming Thursday. So we are touring here and there. It's sparse, but we are here and there. Iceberg ask, what kind of music making software do you use? And I'm assuming you're talking about recording. You say music making software, I'm assuming you're talking about audio recording software, and that is pro Tools. It's what I'm using right now for this podcast. Directly behind this camera, I'm running my laptop and I'm running pro Tools, and it's recording

this microphone into pro Tools. It is a software recording that I have used since two thousand and three. I believe I've used pro Tools for seventeen years, y'all. I was using it when it was old and black and white, and it was great back then. I was going to say, when it's old, black and white, not that good, but hey, it was great in comparison, Like it was always, it's always been top of the line, you know, cutting edge technology. It's always it's always been very user friendly, which is

what I love about pro Tools. But if you guys are thinking about it, it's kind of the industry standard too. There's just a few others that people use, and the industry standard is typically pro Tools. So if I'm recording in pro Tools, I could send it to a buddy who's going to put a guitar down in pro Tools, and I could send it to my other buddy who's going to mix it in pro Tools, and my other buddy who's going to edit in pro Tools. So most

people use. It's industry standard, and if it's not, if someone's not using it, you could easily bounce down to wave files and send them that for the software that they're using. But I'm a big, big advocate for it, and I've used it for seventeen years and a lot of albums. Every album you've ever heard, every vocal you've ever heard has come from my computer on pro Tools, different versions. Here's one. I'm take a break in a minute, and so I don't want to get into this is

a good one. Both of these back to back are good. So here's Mike. He says, when are the new songs coming out? So I'll reiterate one more time that the album is coming out in September. There will meet, there will be more after that. That announcement's coming on August the twenty eighth, where you're going to get two new songs on August the twenty eighth, and then you'll on that same day you'll get the announcement of how and why and when the rest of the music is coming.

Joe says, will your new album have any previously released singles? Much love this bump, Joe. It will have one song on the digital that you know, and that's that's why I love Dirt Roads. So that will be the only song on the digital release. That's Spotify and Apple Music

and Pandora and all the other digital platforms. Uh, that will only have that's why I love Dirt Roads, that you know, but the physical, the actual CD which is not coming out yet, it's that's that's a little bit later announcement that come soon that will have Holler and that's why I love Dirt Roads featuring Leathan Warlick on the CD. So the CD will have all of that.

We'll have all the new songs plus those. So we didn't think you needed to get it on did you didn't didn't need it to get anything that existed already on digital because you're already having digitals right there. But for the collector's item, which is basically what CDs are these days, are collector's items, it'll have some extra stuff. I'm going to get to some of these ooh, these deeper ones quick bread. This episode's brought to you, guys

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really really. Then the negativity is more from social media, from people you know, commenting hate on social media, and it's even that is rare, And I maybe it's rare because I don't look for it and I don't want to deal with it. I just try to skip over it and I don't see especially in country music, there's a lot that there's not a lot of negative reviews in the media because everyone pretty much plays nice or

they just don't talk about it at all. It's like the old grandma saying, if you don't have anything nice to say, don't say anything at all. But I can't I'd be lying to if I didn't say that there are times when I make a post or put out a video, or put out a song and scroll past good comments looking for a bad one. And I don't know what it is about human nature that makes us want to look for a fight or drive around looking

for looking for trouble. This is basically what it is when you're on social media just scrolling, you're basically that's the old days, are driving around looking for trouble. And I don't know what it is about human nature that makes you makes that that little bit of that little the little spark in the brain that goes, so I'm gonna find something bad, like, oh, one good, one good, one good, one good, this is the worst all perfect. Was this guy saying what he's saying about how bad

this song is. It takes practice to get away from that, to get out of that habit, to try to avoid that, but needless to say, it does happen. So I took this this little poster off my brother's wall next door, and it's kind of hard to read because it's gold and it's it's got glares on it. But Theodore Roosevelt, who I've spoken about many times in this podcast, who I have tattooed on my arm, dear mighty things, on

my left arm. He speaks to that. He speaks to your question, dude, He speaks to exactly what you're saying, how do you deal with a negative review? And this is what Theodore Roosevelt would say. It's called it was a speech made, and the speech has been commonly titled the Man in the Arena, And it says, it is not the critic who counts, not the man who points out how the strong man stumbles, or where the doer

of deeds could have done them better. The credit belongs to the man that's actually in the arena, whose face is marred by dust and sweat and blood, who strives valiantly, who errs, who comes short again and again, because there

is no effort without error and shortcoming. But who does actually strive to do the deeds, who does great enthusiasms, the great devotions, who spins himself in a worthy cause, who at the best knows in the end the triumph of high achievement, and who, at the worst, if he fails, at least he fails, why daring greatly so that his place shall never be with those cold and timid souls who know neither victory nor defeat. Good Old Teddy. I could not have said that any better. So how do

you deal with a negative review? You know, listen to it unless they're in the arena with you, blood, sweat and tears, fighting right there alongside of you. Those are

the people you listen to. You can name those people, each of you on this podcast listening and me, we could all name on one or two hands the people that are in the arena with us, fighting our battle with us, right and if you're not, if you're not there, So say, for instance, me if I put out a song and there's some random dude up high in the bleacher seats, and the analogy of the arena, the gladiator arena, as Roosevelt was thinking, there's a dude up in the

nosebleeds and he goes, oh, I don't like it. I can't hear you. I can't hear you down here because I'm fighting a battle and the floor of the arena and there's men that want to kill me, and we're all fighting and sweating and bleeding, and there's a few guys with me here fighting with me. We got swords and shields, and you know, but that guy, those Bleeds who just came in to watch the fight. I'm sorry, dude, I'm I can't listen to you. I can't. I can't

even hear you. So that's not me. That's not a singer, that's not a country singer. Or this is life. This is so many things in life. This can apply you, name it, plug it in. It applies to you in your life. Boom the next one. Do you ever struggle with self confidence? Yes? Yes, that's an easy answer. That's an easy question, easy answer, But it's much more complicated than that. Do you ever struggle with self confidence? Daily?

I wake up in the morning and I deal with it, and there's there's voices in my head in the morning when the first thing I gonna wake up says you're not good enough today. You're not good enough to be where you are. You think you have a podcast? What a joke? If you have you heard Joe Rogan. You know how many followers he has, how many listeners? Yours is a joke. You're not good enough? Why would anyone this podcast thing is going to go away. You got

a couple sponsors on this episode. Good for you, it's gonna go away. You probably won't have them next week. This goes on and on and on until you learn to silence that internal voice. And as we spoke about the critic and the last question, the biggest critic is yourself. And you got to beat yourself. You got to be better than you were yesterday. And a lot of times that silencing that voice that wants to tell you you're

not good enough. So it's a daily struggle. It's a daily struggle to not scroll through Instagram and look for negative comments. It's a daily struggle to silence the voice that wants to tell me that I'm not good enough to be here, I'm not good enough. I struggled for a long time, and I think I could honestly say I probably probably not. I probably can't say this yet, but I did struggle. And I remember the first time

I felt this feeling. It was when I was going to Texas A and M and I had a song that was that was locally popular called we Bleed, and it was about the school, Texas A and M University, and it went it went a little bit viral back then. It was in two thousand and six enough that I was able to move some product, move some songs. The little albums EP and then I was able to sell tickets at concerts and get a bunch of people there, as opposed to the old days when it was like

forty people. I could actually go in a couple of times and see a see if four or five hundred people. And I remember being out there knowing that I had we Bleed Maroon. That was the reason they came. They came because I was the guy that sang we Bleed Maroon? How do you think that makes me feel? On every other song I sing that night? Completely self conscious? All I'm thinking is A, I got to hurry up and get the we Bleed Maroon? And B what am I going to do after that song's over? Like? How am

I going to end the show? If that's the song they came to hear. So it was a huge struggle, and I would think about it song after song. I'd be thinking, no one wants to hear this song. I'm sucking. I'm not worthy of all these people being here. I'm disappointing them. I know it. I'm disappointing these people. They came to hear one song, and now I'm disappointing them with all the others Instead I could have been replacing those thoughts with all Right, I'm gonna try to win

these people over. They came to hear one song. I'm gonna try to win them over with another song that they don't even know. Then they'll leave here a fan of that song. But I would be lying if I said the voice that won those conversations in my head was typically the voice that said, you are not worthy to be here. You're disappointing these people. You're better hurry to get to we believe Maroon, and I still feel that voice. It's gotten a lot better, a lot better.

I would say ninety five percent of the shows I play now I'm able to enjoy them and play them song by song and actually enjoy the moment and be in the moment with my band and be in the moment with the fans. But they're still that five percent. I'm in a bigger show, or it's a TV show, or it's a big arena show than I think. I got lucky. I just got lucky. I locked my way

into the show, and I just tricked them. I tricked these people into thinking that they should be here to hear me, But then they're really going to be disappointed and probably end up filing out one by one as soon as they realized the jokes on them. I just trick I'm a con artist and I tricked them into coming to this show. So so yeah, I know that's a long answer. But do I struggle with self confidence? Absolutely?

I do. What life advice would you give to a young adult that you wished you knew you would have known? Let me read that again. Messed that up? What life advice would you give to a young adult that you wished you would have known? Question by Sierra. And It's taken me a lot of years to realize that there's

a story worth reading, worth understanding in the Bible. And some of you are going to might maybe be repulsed by that answer, some of you might agree with that answer, and some of you, who I'm probably speaking to, I hope, are wondering what that means and maybe intrigued by that. And I would have to say because a lot of these questions too were like, Hey, are you going to do Amber Dozer devotionals every Sunday morning? Are you going to do that? And I'm still really in a place

of figuring out my rhythm right now with this. But the truth of the matter is I became a devotional junkie a little bit, and I felt like I got too much into reading Christian devotionals and hearing these beautiful verses and a beautiful explanation of the verse and a way that that could applied to my life at the time. And I think that's great. But I became a junkie about it, and I read every morning and that's what I read, that was the extent of it, instead of

actually getting into the Scripture itself and digging in. And when I did that, I stopped devotionals. I stopped the influence from man altogether, from preachers and worship leaders and devotionals and books and podcasts, and I got away from all of it, and I just went into the word itself, the Scripture itself. Starting at the beginning, I actually read the complete New Testament, first discovered all the beauty of the New Testament, all the missing pieces. I heard it

described one time. It's like a beautiful scripture is like a pearl, and you hold it out in front of you, Oh, God so loved the world, or you have these beautiful verses and it's a beautiful pearl. But then when you read it all in context and read why for instance, John said three sixteen, and why Paul said all the beautiful things he says in Romans and Corinthians, you you feel the entire string of all the pearls laid out in front of you, and it all just makes sense.

And so that's been my journey for a while now. For this whole year, it's just been avoiding devotionals. And it's not that I avoid sermons and preachers, but I I start. I start with me and the own word and my my own interpretation of the word that I'm reading right there in the Bible. So now I'm in the Old Testament, for example, and I'm like, wow, this is all like all the dots are going to have I've gone to Sunday School since i was a little kid. Guys, but I know all the stories. I know no one

they are. I know Moses and the Ten Commandments. I know these stories. But when you connect them and you create the timeline and you read it as an adult, and you read it without someone preaching in your ear or without a devotional telling you to turn to this page, you just start and it's like, oh my god, this story is literally, Oh my god, this story is amazing

and it's changing my life again. I feel I feel like I have died and I've been reborn literally, And so I'll get I'll get way more into that, and as i continue down that path, I'll kind of pull more of those little those little pieces out For you, guys, these are awesome questions. Thank you for asking them. If you have a question, go to your social media of choice and hashtag Granger Smith Podcast. Ask me the question.

I'll search for it, find it. I'll have guests too coming up soon, and so much more to talk about with this new album. Love you guys, appreciate you listening. See you next time.