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Going Mental with Eileen Kelly

GOING MENTAL was born out of host Eileen Kelly’s desire to reckon with the shame she felt around her mental health journey. Despite early career success, internal struggles and a crippling personality disorder drove Eileen to leave her exciting New York City life behind and seek treatment at McLean — one of the oldest mental hospitals in the country. After five months and some serious self-discovery, she returned to the outside world looking for a way to disseminate what she'd learned in treatment and connect to others with similar experiences. Each week, along with personal stories from Eileen, she interviews some of today’s most compelling media figures, artists, authors, and celebrities about their own mental health journeys, along with a range of experts who provide information and support around various mental conditions. New episodes releasing every Thursday.
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Episodes

Sex Trade Abolition with Ex-Prostitute Esperanza

Esperanza is a transgender Latina woman, a self-described survivor of the sex trade and author of the blog Proletarian Feminist. We discuss her views on sex trade abolitionism and the lack of safety nets available for women wanting to leave the industry.

Jan 19, 202257 minSeason 2Ep. 20

Misdiagnosed with Susannah Cahalan

Susannah Cahalan is an American journalist and author. She’s best known for her memoir Brain on Fire which chronicles Cahalan’s struggle with a rare auto-immune disease called Encephalitis. We talk through her diagnosis journey and the disparities between mental and physical healthcare.

Jan 12, 20221 hr 26 minSeason 2Ep. 19

Sick Society: A Collectivist Take on Mental Health

P.E. Moskowitz is a journalist and writer whose work focuses on challenging popular, pro-individualist views on depression and diagnosis. Moskowitz discusses their experience of Charlottesville and 9/11, its subsequent effects on their mental health, and how the state is making us sick.

Dec 29, 20211 hrSeason 2Ep. 18

Spill It, Daddy: A Conversation with Alex Cooper

Alex Cooper is the former co-host and now solo leader of the podcast Call Her Daddy . We discuss the fall-out with her former co-host, Alex’s newfound material success, Catholicism and cyberbullies.

Dec 22, 20211 hr 21 minSeason 2Ep. 17

The Illusion of Social Media with Dr. Samantha Boardman

Dr. Samantha Boardman is a psychiatrist and author of the book Everyday Vitality: Turning Stress into Strength. We discuss “positive psychology”, how social media distorts reality, and raising kids in the TikTok era.

Dec 15, 20211 hr 4 minSeason 2Ep. 16

Modern Day Renaissance Woman: Kilo Kish

Kilo Kish is an American singer-songwriter and visual artist. We discuss her multifaceted career, the death of our mutual friend Justin, and where the artist pulls inspiration from.

Dec 08, 202159 minSeason 2Ep. 15

Never Thin Enough: Ali Michael on Eating Disorders and Recovery

Model Ali Michael accidentally went viral in 2008 when her struggle with an eating disorder became front page news. We discuss the modeling industry’s effect on her self-worth and how she finally conquered her eating disorder at age 31.

Dec 01, 20211 hr 6 minSeason 2Ep. 14

Getting High For a Living: Hamilton Morris on the Importance of Drugs

Hamilton Morris is a chemist and filmmaker. He is the creator of the Vice docu series Hamilton's Pharmacopeia and a current researcher at Philadelphia's University of Science. We discuss the opiate epidemic, the war on drugs, legalization, and psychedelics for the treatment of mental illness.

Nov 24, 20211 hr 19 minSeason 2Ep. 13

Dove Cameron: What I Learned From My Father’s Suicide

Dove Cameron is an Emmy-winning American actress and singer best known for her roles on Disney Channel and The Descendent film series. We discuss her father's suicide, child stardom and the pressure of female “perfection”.

Nov 17, 20211 hr 22 minSeason 2Ep. 12

Debunking Personality Disorders with Dr. Brandon Unruh

Brandon Unruh, MD, is the medical director of the Gunderson Residence, an intensive, specialized residential program for women with severe personality disorders at McLean hospital. We discuss the myths and common misconceptions surrounding personality disorders, treatment options, and new research in the field. For further information on personality disorders: https://www.borderlinepersonalitydisorder.org https://www.mcleanhospital.org/videos?f%5B0%3A9431 https://emotionsmatterbpd.org...

Nov 10, 20211 hr 13 minSeason 2Ep. 11

Behind the Scenes of Perfection with Madison Beer.

Madison Beer is an American singer, songwriter and social media sensation. We discuss her experience with overnight fame, media scrutiny in the age of the Internet, and her insecurities and struggles with borderline personality disorder.

Jul 28, 20211 hr 28 minSeason 2Ep. 10

Mental Health Access with Dr. Joseph Parks

Dr. Joseph Parks is the Medical Director at The National Council for Mental Wellbeing. We discuss mental health care accessibility and education (or lack thereof), treatment options for those who don't have insurance or financial resources, and the health care policies that The National Council and other mental health advocates and organizations are fighting for. Visit thenationalcouncil.org for additional mental health education and resources. Head to https://www.Patreon.com/KillerAndASweetThan...

Jul 21, 202146 minSeason 2Ep. 9

Gen Z for President with Deja Foxx

Deja Foxx is the founder of GenZ Girl Gang and the youngest former presidential campaign staffer in modern history. We talk through her experience with homelessness, being the first in her family to go to college, and how Gen Z is changing the political game. Head to https://www.Patreon.com/KillerAndASweetThang to support the podcast, watch each episode in full length video, hear bonus episodes, meet Eileen and more....

Jul 14, 202144 minSeason 2Ep. 8

Devil Wears Prada with Aimee Song

Aimee Song is a Korean-American fashion blogger and fashion designer who rose to fame through her blog Song of Style. We discuss the lack of representation in the media, how to break into an industry that’s cliquish, and how societal beauty pressures impact her mental health- resulting in body image struggles, depression, and an eating disorder. Head to https://www.Patreon.com/KillerAndASweetThang to support the podcast, watch each episode in full length video, hear bonus episodes, meet Eileen a...

Jul 07, 202147 minSeason 2Ep. 7

We’re All Perverts: Ethical Porn with Director Erika Lust

Erika Lust is an award-winning adult filmmaker. We discuss the absence of female pleasure in mainstream porn, diversity within the industry, and how to combat shame with your sexuality. Listeners of Going Mental can access an exclusive free 30 day trial of XConfessions: https://xconfessions.com/sign-up/goingmentalwitheileenkelly . Head to https://www.Patreon.com/KillerAndASweetThang to support the podcast, watch each episode in full length video, hear bonus episodes, meet Eileen and more....

Jun 30, 202155 minSeason 2Ep. 6

Disloyal with Michael Cohen

Michael Cohen is an American disbarred lawyer who served as the personal attorney to former U.S. president Donald Trump for over a decade. We discuss his incarceration, media scrutiny, the trial’s effect on his family, and how his experience within the prison system ultimately changed his views on criminal justice. Head to www.Patreon.com/KillerAndASweetThang to support the podcast, watch each episode in full length video, hear bonus episodes, meet Eileen and more.

Jun 23, 202154 minSeason 2Ep. 5

Caroline Calloway: The Girl Everyone Loves to Hate

You’ve probably heard of Caroline Calloway during one of her many cancellations. We talk about the ups and downs of internet fame, addiction, and “redemption.” Head to www.Patreon.com/KillerAndASweetThang to support the podcast, watch each episode in full length video, hear bonus episodes, meet Eileen and more.

Jun 16, 202148 minSeason 2Ep. 4

Campaigning for Love with Paperboy Prince

Paperboy Prince, an artist, rapper, and activist walks us through their decision to run for New York City Mayor. They provide insight on how the system is broken, what can be done to fix it, and how listeners can participate in politics to create positive change. Head to www.Patreon.com/KillerAndASweetThang to support the podcast, watch each episode in full length video, hear bonus episodes, meet Eileen and more.`

Jun 09, 202149 minSeason 2Ep. 3

Who the Hell is Eileen Kelly?

Meet our host. Interviewed by her childhood best friend, Eileen walks us through her 5-month stint at McLean Hospital, her experience going off the grid, and what’s in store for this season. Head to www.Patreon.com/KillerAndASweetThang to support the podcast, watch each episode in full length video, hear bonus episodes, meet Eileen and more.

Jun 02, 202152 minSeason 2Ep. 1

Amanda Knox: The End of Life as She Knew It

Amanda Knox was on trial for 8 years for a murder she didn’t commit. We talk Italian prison, her acquittal and the lasting effects the media has had on her mental health. Head to www.Patreon.com/KillerAndASweetThang to support the podcast, watch each episode in full length video, hear bonus episodes, meet Eileen and more.

Jun 02, 202150 minSeason 2Ep. 2

Pillow Talk: Raising a Trans Kid

Author and activist Jodie Patterson talks about how their family came to terms with her 11-year-old son’s gender identity.

Mar 31, 201951 minSeason 1Ep. 11

Pillow Talk: Woman of Trans Experience

Transgender artist and activist Ava Grey talks about her identity, her decision to pursue gender-affirming surgery, and the healing process.

Mar 18, 201944 minSeason 1Ep. 9

Pillow Talk: Why I Won't Date White People

After experiencing fetishization and other problematic behavior at the hands of white men, Dylan is wary of dating them again. In this episode, Dylan discusses the social and cultural reasons behind his trepidation.

Mar 10, 201935 minSeason 1Ep. 8

Pillow Talk: New American Family

Dr. Lauren Brim decided to have a kid with her platonic friend. They don’t live together and switch custody every 24-hours. She walks us through their modern and unconventional co-parenting scenario, touching on the stigma, legal obstacles, and benefits of their version of the American family.

Mar 03, 201957 minSeason 1Ep. 7

Pillow Talk: Asexuality Exists!

Asexual artist and activist Noreen Quadir walks us through her identity and why the "ace" community deserves respect and recognition.

Feb 24, 201936 minSeason 1Ep. 6

Pillow Talk: Consensual Non-Monogamy

NYU professor and sex researcher Dr. Zhana Vrangalova discusses her open marriage, jealousy, and dissects the conventional relationship model. (This episode was recorded at the Canal Street Market.)

Feb 17, 201943 minSeason 1Ep. 5

Pillow Talk: Healing Trauma with a Dominatrix

Professional dominatrix Lucy Sweetkill walks us through her unique occupation, touching on fantasy, autonomy, and healing trauma through BDSM.

Feb 11, 20191 hr 1 minSeason 1Ep. 4

Pillow Talk: Protecting Yourself in the Digital Age

Andrew St. Ana, an attorney who specializes in cyber harassment, walks us through the laws currently in place to protect citizens from online abuse such as cyberbullying, doxxing, and revenge porn.

Feb 03, 201944 minSeason 1Ep. 3
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