You're watching your worst friend brand new faces. I'm your host, Matt, and I'm joined today by a very special guest. First off, before I name her guest, do you know why I am fully erect right now? Yeah? Any idea? Okay, here's why I am just turgid, just full of blood right now. And it's not for the reason you would expect. We got one, folks, We got someone who has the same user name across all social media. It just makes it so great and easy to
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And then if you're a chat or webcam guy, you can go to strip chat and check her out there as Jessica Love for the longest intro in the history of any podcast ever, Today, ladies and gentlemen, I present to you Jessica. Love Jessica. Thank you very much for coming on with me. Thank you. I'm glad to be here. So can you take me through how you decided to get into the adult entertainment industry and what your first step was. So, is it camming? Was it stripping? Did you
shoot scenes? What was it? I started out actually when I was eighteen years old as a stripper. I started dancing and I put when I was twenty seven. So I did it for nine and a half years, and then COVID happened, and I decided that I try out webcamming because everything was kind of shut down at that point. So I went online and I tried out webcamming, and I tried out a few other sites like Chatterbait, my three caps and stuff. I seen. Strip Chat and stripchat just kind of
stuck with me. It was really really great experience. I love strip chat, so the only one I go on. So yeah, yeah, so did you? It looks like, okay, you have compared to some people, and that's no offense to them either. You have a phenomenal set quote unquote behind you, right, do you incorporate your years of stripping into your show. I see a poll, do you ever do pole stuff? What e is your cam show? Like? Well, basically they have what's called
a private show and exclusive private. Now between the two, one is camdy cam or one is like just private no cam, and the other one exclusive is candy Cam. So what I've done is I tell my fans, like, if they want to go private, it's basically like a virtual strip club. You're going to get a private show for me as a dancer, and I'm going to you know, do a sexy strip, tease, a lap
dance, stuff like that. But if you want to go exclusive private, then I Am doing a virtual sex So basically you get to have sex with me in Candy Caam world, right, sure? Yeah? Do you have guys who don't want to turn on their webcam? A lot a lot of guys don't want to turn on the Yeah yeah, Well I think the problem is I would be nervous if you saw my face, you would dry up like the Sahara desert. So my concern would I would probably just you know,
hey, let's do cam to cam. Okay, let's just shut that down there, you know, do you have okay do you get a lot of guys for both of those services? And are there guys that only do one or only do the other? It varies. I mean, I try to convince my fans to go cam to camp because let's let's face it, I like sex, so I like to do the whole you know, I like stripping and stuff, but I like the whole one on one experience with
my fans. So and I like to get them get to know them on a deeper kind of level, right, So I always tell them to go exclusive, but mostly it's just private shows, just the no cam to cam okay, okay, And I like to see dick. Okay, I understand, I understand what. Okay? All right? So I'm I'm cam to cam with you, right and I'm on one of these shows. Do you just like, do you go ooh, let me see your dick? And then I just kind of stand up and I go, does it get somewhat
awkward? Like obviously the guys don't have this set that you have behind you. They're likely sitting on their bed or something else. Have you ever had any funny instances like a guy trying to hold his laptop the show and he kind of drops it or anything like that. What's like the most ridiculous thing you've seen. I actually had one fan. He was in the shower and
he's like, just watch and I was like, oh, okay. So he's like, you don't have to see off any clothes, just watch, and I'm like okay, So I just watched him have a shower basically, like actually had a physical shower, like you know, watching the hair and the body, and I just sat there and watched it. It was kind of it was different, you know, like I'm used to me being the star, right, like me showing what I got. But he's like, no, no, you sit back and watch me. This guy's like that,
I'm going to pay for an audience tonight. Okay, you're this is my exclusive. Just watch. Make sure I get all the crevices that there's no there's no judgment from me. I'm not saying like that guy's wrong or anything like that. I always say, as long as it doesn't involve kids or animals, like we're fine. I don't care as long as everyone agrees. But I don't. I don't. I don't know. Maybe I just
have too much self shame. I'd never get the uh, now you watch me like I'll watch you all day, Jessica, But like there would never we could live on this earth a thousand years and I would never be like you want to watch me take care of myself? Now? What do you think that comes from? Is that when you meet guys like that, or or or guys who wanted to do stuff for you at the strip club? Maybe, like you know, when I don't know what kind of clubs you
worked at, maybe we could delve into that. But there are some clubs where the girls will walk around and kind of like rub a guy's back or whatever, and then sometimes the guy will sit the girl down so he could rub her back. What is like the most know that thing you've ever experienced? I don't know. I'll be honest with you. I lost my question halfway through it because I was picturing I could find it kind of creepy when the guy's like, let me rub your back. Did you have that kind
of stuff at any of the clubs you worked at? Well, the club's here, there's like a three foot barrier, like especially when you're on stage, right, but when you're walking around like the floor and stuff like that, the bouncers and the club owner. They don't want the guys touching the dancers. So it's kind of like a strict kind of policy here. Okay, Well, never never got to experience a back rub in the strip club, that would be cool. Okay, you got to come to like one
of the trashy or lower fifties, like New Jersey where I am. You can get back rubs from anyone there. Okay, So I notice an accent there Canada. Yes, yes, Evan's heard of where I'm from. Okay, wonderful, wonderful. Go oilers, I said, go oilers? Is that Edmonton Oilers? Yeah, they're in the playoffs. Okay, yeah, I don't know. Yeah, okay, So have you shot any scenes yet
with any kind of companies? Is that any kind of ambition of yours to do that or are you just mainly sticking to kind of what you do, like your own type of production. Actually, it's kind of funny that you mentioned that that you're from New Jersey, right, actually New Jersey, New York, New Jersey. I think it's New York, New Jersey from correct. Yeah? Well I'm sorry, go ahead, what was that diabolical rabbit?
I don't know if you've heard amazing. I'm actually in issue number thirty nine and issue number thirty four of Diabolical Rabbit, so I have been a model for them. So I'm actually featured of both the magazines, which you can find a divell prabbit dot com. But they're based out of New Jersey. So it's kind of cool that you say that. I actually had my own production company called Suction Productions. Okay, that's cool name, by the
way, thank you. So I shoot all my own content. I tried getting into like the brawsers in the porn industry and stuff like that, but I didn't have a passport at the time. Then I got a passport, and then COVID happened, so I never got to fulfill my fantasy and my dream of that I always wanted to do with. Okay, let's I have a bit of a fetish with that, so we'll definitely come back to that one, please. But I mean, so you didn't give up hope right
on shooting for those sites. It's just you hit a bunch of roadblocks that all came at once, right exactly exactly. Now, are there any specific like performers or any one of the browser sites that you really want to work for, or shoot on, or work with anything like that. Just face though browsers would be awesome reality foreign kings, you know, I'd like to I would love to shoot with like Ron Jeremy or something. But I think he's like not in the business anymore. No, I think he's might be
just out of risen and almost dead. Actually, so maybe you don't you don't want to shoot with him, likely because by the looks of you, you will kill him. Okay, all right, So any of any of the big name people you you definitely be interested in you, oh for sure, sure? Sure. How are you with your only fans and stuff like that, you know, update regularly or starting to roll that out? And do you have any schedule in mind. I've had actually kind of a little
bit of some issues with OnlyFans there. I had only fans, and for some reason, I don't know what happened, but they like deleted my account, so I lost all my progress with them, so I had to sign up again. And then now they're taking me on this roundabout of my ID and they're saying like, oh, the image is too blurry, and I've I've taken about seventeen shots of my ID trying to get in there again, so it's been a little bit of a hassle due to that, but I'm
working with them to get my only fans back up and running again. Unfortunately, all the content is not on there right now, but I do. I am stady to upload all my own stuff. But I had to switch my name because due to an ex psychotic ex so I've actually had to change my name, so I have to go and take all my content and kind of revamp it. Yeah, rebrand it right as you're new you. Yeah, that sucks, man? What's wrong with Why? Why do people have
to do shit like that? Man? It's man, right, yeah, it's well, it's actually me because like I'm, I'm I'm very addictive, are you? Oh? Well, I've enjoyed talking to you so far. What is so addictive about you? Jessica Love? I what you call it? I guess a unicorn? Okay, now, a unicorn, if I have my terminology correct, is the girl that'll fuck the husband of a cop queen? Okay, well, there there's like two different meanings of Okay, you're a mystical horse with a horn on your head. Okay, you're the
other one. Okay, sorry, go ahead, go ahead. Well I am moren but no, you know, my interpretation of a unicorn is basically like I'm very old school. I when I'm with the guy, I please him. The woman's job is to please her men anytime he wants it. You know, sex is actually made for men, if you haven't been aware of that, because of the fact that you guys get to see it go in and out. You guys get to see all the fun stuff. You
don't get to see that. So sex is actually made for men. And as a woman's job, it is her duty to please her men anytime that he wants it. Now, that's what I do, right, And a lot of girls, I guess I've been hearing from you know, clients and fans and stuff that once they're married it's over, no more sex for them, you know, like yeah, that that is like a common trope that like yeah, for sure, okay, okay, but but I am to
please then okay, but that comes with a heavy price. On the other side, one should be paid, not in a negative way, a heavy price. So what do you need in a partner to then feel comfortable being this pleaser and this do everything for you? And this and that type of thing. What does the guy have to give to you to get that? Oh that's a good question because I don't expect anything from the man. Really, I just as long well as long as he's basically faithful to me.
That's all I care about, right, Loyalty is key in my relationships, same with communications. So I mean good communication and loyalty is all I ask from, you know, the man that i'm was right, So if those are the only two kind of requirements, right and love and love and love? What happened with the last guy? Because he's addicted to you obviously, or the ax or whoever it was, he's addicted to you, what made
you? Unless it's a real sad story, I don't want to hear, Okay, that's fine, I just didn't want to in the face or something like That's not a lot of guys that I've been with actually have cheated on me, which is kind of weird because I'm They say, if you don't give your guy what he wants, he's gonna go find it somewhere else. Well, I give my guy anything he wants, right, and they still manage to go out do that. So no, it's kind of weird.
But then after they leave me or after I leave them, they think about it and it kicks in and they're like, wow, she was a really good girl. What the hell was I doing? You know? And then they always try to come back to me, and I'm always like that, I don't go back to an ex. Wow. Okay, all right, all due respect. Are you bad at picking men? Maybe? Oh? I apologize. Are you bad at picking men? Maybe? Yeah? I am? Yeah, okay, all right, fair enough, fair enough.
I have this gorgeous woman in front of me who says all the time, my job is just to take care of a guy. So here's what I'm gonna do. Go cheat on her? Makes no sense to me, zero sense. So, say you're in a relationship, like a serious committee, one you really are comfortable about. Would you leave this type of work behind or no? See that's funny that you say that. Typically, No,
I would not. I'm actually involved in a relationship at the moment, and I'm actually, for the first time in my life, I'm in love. Wow, wonderful, congratulations, I mean I think you. I mean, yeah, I would absolutely if he did not like what I did, I would totally put for him. In a heartbeat. I would as much as I love what I do and as much as I'm a big fan of what I do, because I absolutely adore it, I love it. But for him, yeah, I would for him, but he loves what I do.
He respects it, and he thinks it's awesome that I have so much drive for it and I worked really hard at it. So I'm actually trying to find recognition in it. That's that's my main goal. So what does he present to you that makes you feel that way? Is it just the loyalty, the respect, this and that, or is there what's what makes this one different? He's just He's He's there for me. He you know, he's always comforting. He he makes me feel like I'm home. Like
when I hold onto him, I feel at home. I feel totally comfortable and safe with him. And I never felt more safe with any other guy in the world, you know, so in it. And it's funny because he has My grandparents meant everything to me, they passed away, and he actually had he smelled like their home, which is really weird. When I like, I could I can smell my grandparents on him, and I was like, that is so weird, right, And my mom told me that's
a sign. That's actually this is all very very sweet actually, and I am genuinely we just met today. I'm genuinely happy for you, like as a human being, that's what you hope for for all people. So in saying all of that, let me ask how far does he What are your lines within this relationship that he's comfortable with you either doing on camera or whatever, and that you want to do on camera, Like where is the line drawn? Well, actually he is my co star as well. Okay that
well, okay, that works. That definitely works for your own content. But you did mention something a few minutes ago that I said we would definitely get back to. He can't be a one man if he can, you know, God bless him. He can't be a one man Bukacki scene though. Right. No, that's the thing is that is my biggest dream and he that's the one thing that he does not want, right. The porn thing with other men is kind of like a big dono at this point as
much as it is my dream. But I mean he also understands that say brassers did get a hold of me, right, sure he would he would be willing to compromise on that, and we've already talked about that, so he he is willing to compromise on that part because it is brassers. You know, it is like a big company, right, No namecompany dot com is not going to get the same kind of you know, his attention as one of the big names, you know, kind of it's kind of a
it should be a point of pride for him. Is what I always I always hate when guys have a hot girl and they're kind of like, I get it, maybe if you don't want her actual tits hanging out walking down the street, but if she wants to wear something to kind of show her body off, Like I don't know why a guy, if you're that worried that your girl's gonna literally be walking down a boardwalk with you and then see another guy and take off with him, I mean, ditcher, now,
like, don't wait for that. But guys are irrational, you know what I mean. And at the same time as I feel all of that and I love showing my wife off, how many guys would you want in your bukacky scene? Because I wonder if I understand it's one of the big boys calling. But I guess like once you hit a certain number, then it's just adding, you know, more whipped cream on top. How many guys would you want on that type of scene? That's funny. You mentioned that
too in twenty twenty. You're twenty twenty. I was trying to post a boucock of my own for Section Productions. So my idea was twenty guys, twenty loads for twenty twenty. That's funny. Yeah, that's good, but nobody showed up. What is it? What do you mean nobody showed up? Nobody showed up? I mean I had so many guys interested, They're like, yeah, I'll be there, I'll be there. And I hosted it and I did it for It was for New Year's Eve, right,
twenty guys, twenty loads for twenty twenty and not one shoe? Did you did you have? I was kind of like, oh much, did you have some kind of crazy did you like require them to pay some crazy fee or something? It was great. It was for my content, That's all I wanted it for. And they could have been faceless or blurred out or whatever it may be if they didn't want their face. Like, all I needed was just twenty guys and me in the center and just the waist down
and just who, I mean, who doesn't show up for that? What a crazy, crazy thing? Who doesn't show up for that? Especially if you you know, you know what happened. They saw your picture, they got committed, they said they would go, and then they blew their load all over their knuckles and We're like, all right, I'm done now, I don't have to go to that. That's a bummer. They shy around other guys, That's what I'm thinking. Could they could have been shy around
you too? These might I don't you know, You're not getting like, you know, top tier porn performers here, You're getting like good looking guys probably, but also maybe a little shy. So when did When did that? You know? What's so funny? I've interviewed Jim Powers, who is a major porn director. In the late nineties early two thousands, he brought Bukacki from Japan to the US. He was the first one to like start producing Bukacki scenes in the US. What is it about that that's yeah,
yeah, he's nice guy too, prolific director. What is it about that type of scene that like gets you so excited or or turns you on so much. I think it's like for when it's the degradion. I love being degraded. Two. It's just the the center of attention. You know. I'm I'm I'm a libra, so I'm I crave center of attention. I always have to be, you know, the one in the room that's you know, everybody's eyes around me type thing. I thrive for it, right,
So I think it has a lot to do. It's just being like a star and like having guys just want me and stuff like that. I think it's just a huge fantasy of mine, Like you know, like Jessica Rabbit from Roger's Rabbit, you know, like guys idolized her, you know, like just oh my gosh, and yeah, she was just so graceful and stuff. So I think of Jessica Rabbit as like myself without red hair. Sure, sure, well there's wigs, don't worry about it. Yeah.
So okay, all right, So what is it is that? Is that your preferred method of finishing a facial or do you prefer something else. Facials are my favorite, definitely. I mean the more degrading the better. Like I've there's this one move my boyfriend actually does. He'll swush my head into a pillow and just come all over me, right, and I love it. I think it's just like the hottest thing ever. So like,
yeah, I'm all about like degradation, humiliation and stuff. I mean vice versa, right, I like to I've been learning how to be a femdom which I'm submissive naturally, so me coming out into a different kind of realm, I guess is a little trick for me because I have a lot of fats that are into being a slave, right. And so I actually had one goal up today as I was on strip Chat, and I use the goal as to be my slave, so I have total control over my slave.
And I had a goal of one thousand and eleven tokens and one guy actually tipped me five hundred tokens at once, just boom wow. So I was like, so, let me ask you, when you are trying to put on more of a domb persona, is it does it okay? Does it feel silly? And let me give you a quick example. My wife and I I'm not saying this. Other people have said this both very funny. So the problem is if we're in like an intimate situation, and either
of us try and do like dirty talk. The other looks at the other one kind of like, did you really say that? Really? You know, and it kind of it kind of kills the vibe. So how are you like inching into them? Because and I don't think it's disrespectful to say someone's a sub, right, I don't know enough of as many interviews as I've done, I don't know enough about the culture. But you sound it like ultimate type of sub. You're like, I'm a pleaser, I'm in
love for the first time. I just want to, you know, treatment, I like being degraded. Blah blah blah blah. So does it feel silly a little bit at first as you're learning how the dom or practicing it. Doming totally does, totally does I When I was researching on how to be a dom they say, not like you hold you hold that acting skill.
I guess like you don't smile, like don't make it like be serious about it, you know, like don't smile it, don't go off, you know, character and stuff like that, which is really hard for me because when I'm like kiss my feet dirty little you know, whatever, and I try to help wait, smile, wait, let me pause you right there, right there, you dirty little whatever. I get it, I get it. I I you know, I would need to practice at that
too. That is that's very funny to me. I'm sorry, but you know what is the funniest thing in the world is though, And it reminds me of something you said. It's telling yourself not to smile, because in your head it just immediately starts going like, holy shit, if I even crack a little bit, I am fucked right now, and then you start laughing and blah blah blah, and it's terrible. So have you tried to well, you're now boyfriend? Right? Is the correct nomenclature, right or
whatever the term would be, is your boyfriend? Does he want you to be more dominant with him at all? No? Okay, so this is just for work? Yeah, no, just just for work. Yeah, Like he he's the doma. I mean, I've tried being like, you're a little fucking pervert, you little you know, and he's just like no, no, no, no, no, no, it doesn't work for me. He's like, no, I'm in control here, not you.
Okay. I guess it's kind of refreshing, right to like have someone that is like a sub and I'm like telling them what to do because I've always been picked on in school when I was little and stuff like that, so I was never the popular girl. So being a dom to someone and getting out my frustrations, I guess is kind of fun to do too, Like it's fun to go online when I'm really mad or something, because then like
I can totally hold my character down, right, But I'm not. I'm not usually mad, so I mean it's very rare that I wish I could be mad every day just so I can hold that character. Well. See, you said something in there interesting about Did you you said bullying? Right? Did you mention bullying? Bullying? Yeah, I know, bully, that was it? Okay, have you ever seen anyone, any names or anything like that that you knew it was somebody from when you were younger,
like checking out your content? No? No, huh, Oh, I'm sure there are, because they say, like your worst enemy watches you closer than anyone, right, so I'm sure that maybe the popular girls from school have seen my content or seen me and started watching me. Like, I know there's actually I know there's a few people actually on TikTok that I do remember, but not from like strip chat or anything. But there are some people that are following me on TikTok that don't never really liked me when I
was like little and stuff like that. But you know, they they're they're they're following me. So did you get picked on by it sounded like other girls. But were there any guys too or no? Was any major guys stood out? The guys would team up with the popular girls. You know, I actually had a guy pretend to be interested in me and pretend to date me as a joke. It's so sad. It was so sad I had. I had a bunch of girls create an Aol Instant Messenger account and
pretend to be another girl and fool me into dating that girl. So, so you know what I'm not saying. You said this either, it's not a gender thing. Some people are just assholes. You know, some people are just assholes. How bout down the list the other things? What could people be looking for? In Okay? Here's an interesting question. My co host used to ask this, This isn't my kink or fetish. I used to have a co host, but He always used to end every interview because
his favorite kink and fetish was are you into piss at all? Into what urine piss? Oh see, I've never really been into that, but my boyfriend like sis and like like like, okay, so he's likes receiving. Okay, okay, all right, okay, all right, all right, that's it, but you maybe wouldn't be as receptive to receiving. I actually had the psychotic acts that I was talking about. He thought, you know,
he's mad at me. One day, he thought, as a punishment, you should take a shower together, and he actually I thought that he was actually going to come, but he actually pissed on me, and he did it degrading, yes, but really bad degrading, like just totally like made me feel horrible and he got it in my mouth and I so ever since that, I don't really want that, but my boyfriend likes when I do it to him, and I'm never I'm like, I can't do that
to you. There's no way I can do that to you. And he's like, well, I just love it, and I'm just like really so. And he's also a big fan of sporting, which I'm learning how to do on command as we speak? Actually how as we speak? How what is the process to learn that? Is it just? And how long of a course is this? Is it like two semesters or I'm still learning?
Like I mean, it's finding the g spot and it's being comfortable with the situation that you're in, so being comfortable with the person, the surroundings and all that stuff. I mean, I still can't white get there. I mean, I have keys helped me out a little bit, you know, But I mean I'm still learning the whole sporting thing. But apparently it's a big, huge fetish with a lot of guys. Sure, yeah, yeah, again. I'm more like a Bukkake ropes ofges on the face type of
guy. But I do understand it is a very popular fetish. All right. I held you longer than I meant to because you are a fascinating, interesting, fun conversation. You are gorgeous. You will do very well in this industry. So make sure people that you get in now on the ground floor of this you know, rising skyscraper. Jessica Love. You can find her across all social media, Twitter, Instagram only fans at Juicy Love, l u VVV and if you are a cam person you like going on cam
stuff, check her out on strip chat at Jessica Love. I'm gonna put links to all this stuff in the episode description. Jessica, is there anything else you want to say to the audience. You don't have to, I just always you know, do you want to tell them what they can expect from your content, or what you're most excited about or I don't know, practice your daming you stupid listeners. Sorry, go ahead come watch my show.
No, I provided amazing quality content. I do custom videos as well, So I mean, don't be afraid to reach out to me on strip Chat. I love I love my fans, I love all of you. I love you guys. So yeah, that's basically yeah, come check me out, enjoy my show. I enjoy it, so come watch me. Wonderful, wonderful ladies and gentlemen. That was Jessica Love. I hope you enjoyed her as much as I did. I will see you next week. Jessica, thank you very much for coming on with me tonight. Thank you