You don't have to be perfect to run with God. You have to have a heart. Not a good heart. You just have to have a willing heart. Yeah. A heart that's willing to let God work on it. Amen. That's it. Yep. Not perfect. Just willing. God promises in Joel 2 .28 to pour out His Spirit. on all humanity. Welcome to Global Outpouring, where we contend for that promised outpouring, we equip for that outpouring, so that we may engage in that very outpouring. I'm Philip Buss. And I'm
Sharon Buss. Welcome to the podcast today. We're so glad that you're with us. We have with us again our dear friend Olivia Bowie, and she's going to continue telling us more of her testimony. We started out with her about how she overcame rejection, and we're going to talk today about what happens in the glory. Thank you so much for joining us today. You're going to really
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.org. And you're going to see on our website that we have the This wonderful event that's coming up, our convention, 2025, May 21st through 24th at the St. Louis Airport Marriott Hotel. It's going to be a glorious time of an outpouring that the Holy Spirit is going to do with us. He always shows up. It's just so amazing. And you're going to enjoy this time. You'll find people that are hungry for God like you are. And you're going to meet people and get new experiences.
And it's a family camp. Bring the whole family. Every age group is going to have something special. And we have our speakers all lined up. Siggy Oblander will be opening for us. She's a mighty woman of God with a depth of revelation in the Word and a prophetic gift. Tony Kemp will be speaking. He's got such a depth in God and follows the leading of the Holy Spirit, bringing all kinds of wonders out of the Word and out of the
gifts of God that operate in his life. Dean Braxton will be speaking and also having question and answer times so you can find out more about what happened to him when he was outside of his body for an hour and 45 minutes. Jean Little will be ministering in our special Israel evening. And Jeff Simons is going to be bringing a message that is on his heart that the Lord has given
to him. He's been used of God in so many ways in the prophetic gift and in teaching and in bringing miracles, signs and wonders, ministering in the streets, all those kinds of things. And I will be bringing the message for the session when we're going to be bringing. new members into this ministry. So plan to be there. So Olivia, we're so glad that we have you with us again today. This is just a real blessing that you've come to spend a few days with us at Angletall.
I'm blessed and thankful to be here. Thank you for having me. Okay. So the last time that you were here, we had a wonderful discussion about how the Lord really delivered you in a great way from rejection. You had been through some awful, awful things in your life, and we'll put a link to that so we don't have to retell the story today. But we did talk about how the Lord really transformed your life at the Brownsville Assembly in Pensacola. a number of years ago.
I guess it's quite a few years ago now, and how you went to the school there, and then you went on to be trained elsewhere. And I just want you to talk a little bit about what the glory of God has done in your life. That was a real outpouring of the Holy Spirit in that church, and so many thousands of lives were changed, and you were one of them. Tell us what God did. You know, at the time, I really wanted God. And I wanted him to make himself real to me. And so I was
so hungry. During that time, I'm still hungry. I think it just blew me up. No matter what, I'm hungry for years now. Never lose it. Never lose it. So I was married to a man that was, you know, into drugs and dealt drugs. And I'd still smoked weed at the time. I didn't see anything wrong with it. I didn't see anything wrong with being who I was. And I was a Christian. I loved the Lord even then. Until the Holy Ghost dealt with you otherwise. Yes. You know, God has a way.
Yes, he does. He knows what he's doing. And I always question God, how come I'm not experiencing the change that I see other people experiencing? Because no matter how hard I tried to be free or to be right in life, I always like a dog to his vomit, right? You go right back to your old ways, your old paths. You forget, you know, how good God is. And you just kind of go back and forth like a ping pong ball. And so I learned in time, you know, that we all have this compass,
this thing where you have to find balance. So I went to Brownsville Revival and I was just wanting God. And I was sitting in the audience and Steve Hill started talking about the Father's love. And we all know that's where my rejection came from. That's where the, you know, that's where I needed. the most. So when I heard the father's love, I was just like, wow, who is this father? Like I knew God, but I didn't know God. I knew I didn't know God if he was a father.
So I ran up at the altar and I just threw my face up there and was like, I surrender. I want to know this good father. And Steve Hill. put his hands on me and I just went out in the glory. And of course it wasn't no, I didn't give him no courtesy fall for sure. I fell. And my little baby was two years old at the time, Sarah. And she sat on top of me while God just, it was like fire from the top of my head to the bottom of my feet. And it just resonated up and down, up
and down. And I felt that love, that genuine I love you. I accept you. You can change. I've got you, baby. You're mine. You know, it was just another transforming. You know, it was that beginning of my transformation. It was the very beginning. Right. And I remember just laying there and crying and realizing that. No matter what I've done in life, God accepted me. Yes. And he received me. Yes. And from that day on, I think Charity was the young lady's name that
sung that song. Come running. Yeah, yeah, yeah. Come running. Yeah. Come running to the mercy seat. Yes. And when I heard that, it was like I realized I have empowerment now. There was a change in me that I realized now I know the Father. Yes. I know that I know that I know. Yes. That I belong to the Father. Yes. And so from that day forward, I learned how to fall and get back up. Yes. I learned how to fall. And get back up. And I was just this little baby
toddler trying to run in the spirit. And I was falling and getting back up and falling and getting back up. And I became so hungry that I wanted everybody to know this loving father that I've just met. So after that, I went and got my son. He was two months old during that time. And I went back to my house and I walked in. And of course, I'm smoking a joint. not thinking nothing about it. I'm like, hey, smoking my joint, you know, talking to everybody. And I tell them,
I want you to meet a man. And his name is Jesus. He is the best thing ever. And man, by then everybody was ruined. They were so upset with me. And I didn't save not one person that night. And man, it was a disappointment because I had so experienced. Did they lose their high? They did. I ruined it. I ruined it. And here I was excited, you know, and smoking right along. I wasn't doing anything different than them. I was just excited
about who I met. Just a change of heart. You know, the Toronto move, which happened, was just previous to that. You know, that was known as the Father's heart. Yeah. John Arnott, the Father's heart. That's what God was pouring out at that time. And we still need that. And we have so many fatherless nowadays. Yes. And nobody really knows what a good... father is. Nobody knows what it is to be corrected by a good father, to be accepted by a good father, to be corrected
and accepted by a father. A father doesn't have to hate you to correct you. A father can love you and correct you too. That's the way it should be. Exactly. And I don't think people know a true father. And it was almost like God says, when your mother and father forsake you, I will raise you up. I'll take you in, Olivia. You belong to me. And man, when I got that revelation, it was just like, oh, now I have a good daddy. He can teach me things. He can bring me into a place.
And I had a good father. I'm not telling you that my daddy was a bad daddy. My real dad worked hard and he was a car salesman. And I never want to dishonor him or disrespect him in any way. I just think he didn't know. Sometimes we just don't know because We're caught up in our own world. We don't know. Yeah. And what did Jesus say from the cross? Father, forgive them. They don't even know what they're doing. They don't even know. And so it's not anything against my
father. I want to make sure that I don't dishonor my own father because he did the best he knew how to do. And even God has dealt with me in those areas where you have to remember people are raised themselves. And that's all they know. Right. And if it's your father or your mother, God didn't say they had to be right for you to honor them. That's true. And it's the only covenant
in the Bible with promise. It's true. So it's so important that we really honor our parents, regardless of how good or how bad they raised us. So I just, I really want to clarify that. I don't want to drag my family through the mud or make them feel like. They didn't do anything right. That's not how I'm putting this at all. I just want to make that clear. I'm glad. That's good. So how did the Lord deal with you to put away the pot? How did he do that? Yeah, how long
did it take? Yeah, you know, the next day I got in a fight with my husband the next day, and he was like, where is she? I want my old wife back. Bring back Olivia. I'm like, well, you didn't even love that, Olivia. You know, what are you trying to say? And I looked at him and I said, I can't change. This is permanent. Wow. I don't even know what happened. But Olivia's not the same Olivia. Something grew. Wow. And I knew it. And I couldn't go back. Yeah. And
something escalated. We ended up getting a big fight and all that good stuff. It ended up, you know, I couldn't take it anymore. I tried to stay married. I actually stayed married for two more years after that incident. We separated. I went back and forth with it for a long time. I'd go and get counsel from pastors and ask them what they thought and ask them to pray. And I
stood in the gap for him. I really stood for him to be saved, that we could get along because what good is light and darkness together, right? You can't abide with someone that's going to beat you up and attack you and have so much darkness in them and not willing to run after God with you. So I still had to protect myself, you know,
and that was hard. hard that was my first separation that i understood that god was separating it and even though it was divorce i could not change yeah the scenario the situation i mean he broke my nose and black my i mean i had i had physical things happening to where i had to protect my children i had to protect you know things happened so i mean in those scenarios you have to separate from it yeah i can't stand it when Religious people tell you to stay with someone that's trying
to kill you. Right, right. That doesn't make sense. No, it doesn't. Yeah, they weren't in your shoes. No. So then how did the Holy Spirit deal with you about the pot? I want to know this story. So what happened was the Lord told me, he said, I want you to throw it down the toilet, pour it out in the toilet. And I said, God, what are you saying? And I've seen people smoke and be saved. Oh, sure. Some people smoke, you know, and whatever. And I thought, well, you know,
my spiritual mother smoked when I met her. I had a spiritual mother who smoked. The glory of God hit her before and this and the other. She went back to smoking. But I know we can get religious and think that those things don't happen, but they do. I loved her and she taught me a lot in the Lord. But when God told me to lay down the pot, it was like that was my security. That was the hard part because I found a lot of security in smoking weed because it took me
out of the world. It took me out. I didn't have to think. It was affecting you and making it not hurt so much. You were really self -medicating. Oh, absolutely. Absolutely. Drinking and all. I did it all. So, I mean, it wasn't just smoking weed. But at the time I had chilled out on other. My life was hard. You know that from the last episode. But, you know, that was my chill out area was pot's not that bad. It's grown. Right.
You know, those are your thoughts. And so. But the Holy Spirit didn't didn't do that right away. No, it took four months. It was about four months after the fact. The Lord said, are you going to lay that down? And I said, okay, I'm going to lay it down. So I poured the pot out, you know, and I've never went back. I've never had a desire for it again. But I'm glad that I continued to run after God. Because I think people... Don't understand how important it is to continue to
run into the arms of Jesus. Right. Because, yeah, that was the first step pouring down the toilet. But the next step is never going back. Yes. You got to leave the past in the past. Burn the bridges. And move forward. Yeah. And that is the hardest thing in the world when you're experiencing transformation. Right. Because you don't understand why these people are rejecting you now. You don't. Yeah. Like it happened like a suddenly. Now my husband at the time. Did not want me around. He couldn't
stand me. And I was having a lot of conflict there. Couldn't stay with my mom. I mean, I had to separate from my family and could not even live in my dad's houses because I felt attacked a lot. And so at some point I had to completely separate in Pensacola where I'm from, where my
family was. And I could still only. handle so much with them because they did not understand me and I didn't understand me to some degree I mean how do you understand this suddenly you know and God is a God of suddenlies yes so I'm just not even the same Olivia I'm having I'm learning new things you know gone through rejection and God started me I started street preaching yeah how far along in your in your walk did you start street preaching Probably two years. Okay.
Probably two years after when I was going to Brownsville. Yeah. Somebody paid for me to go to Brownsville. People were starting to pay for me to go to school, to ministry school. Glory to God. Glory to God. I got my degree in missions through Globe Missions in Pensacola, Florida. And I got my degree. I did not get my degree. at Brownsville. I was the last class there, but
somebody paid for that too. So everything I was doing, God started paying for things for me to go because it was just, I guess people just saw it on me, saw something different in me. God spoke to them, no doubt. Absolutely. And Kathy Winfrey, she was one that really, she watched my children for me. She helped me in so many ways. And I do thank God for her wanting to yield and see God's transforming power more in my life. Just the change that needed to happen. And so
I'm thankful. God kept sending counselors. He would just send them. And they would do it for free. Like, let me call them in the middle of the night. You know, and it has always been. Wow. That way in my life. Glory to God. So you've gone from glory to glory to glory. And every time the glory comes, it burns up some of the stuff that doesn't belong there. That's just how it works. The glory fire. And he's so kind. And he's so thorough, but he doesn't do it all
at once. Oh, he'd die if he did. Oh, yeah. That's what he told to the children of Israel when they were taking the promised land. He said, you're not going to take it all at once, but take it little by little. Because if you took it all at once, you don't have enough people to populate the place. The wild beasts would take over. So you just, here's your first block. Take this, and then every generation is supposed to keep going. And see, that's the place where they fell
down. They learned from the people that had been left alive and started into idolatry, and they didn't follow through with what God said. But all I'm saying is that in one person's life, you just keep taking ground and you keep letting the Holy Spirit take ground in you. And that's humility because it is embarrassing sometimes. It can be. You know, especially in the beginning when, you know, I'd be running really hard for
God and then I'd fall. I'd fall. I'd do something wrong or I'd run away or I'd get scared, like started getting scared of what God was going to do next. And so I'd run. I'd run like that. I was rebellious. I was like, no, you're not. And I'm like, I was gone. You run like Jonah. Get a ticket somewhere else. Yes, I would run. I ran away from my spiritual mother. I ran away from her. I was so guilty feeling for that. I ran away for two years. I lived back in the world
for a little bit. You know, it's scary. But you came back. But I came back. You don't want to be whale food. No. Like Noah. No, not Noah. Like Jonah. Right. Yeah. Amen. Yeah, you'll learn your lesson. Yeah, you go in your detour sometimes, but you have to always know in the back of your mind, God is calling you to something higher. Yes. God is taking you somewhere. And it's a destiny written on your heart, especially when that new creature comes up, because it's not
the same person. Now this new creature knows. Well, it's your spirit. Yes. Your spirit is the real you. Yes. And the one that is contrary is the one that has to be reigned in and made one with the Holy Spirit, just like your spirit is one with the Holy Spirit. It's a training. It's a transformation process. Amen. And there was a lot of junk there. Yeah. Well, God, but God is thorough. And, you know, and he takes us as we are. But he doesn't leave us that way. Amen.
And I'm glad he didn't. Yeah. You know, he's still in the process with all of us. I'm so glad he kept taking me back. You know, I'm so glad that I had the trust in him. Right. Because I don't think people have trust. Yeah. They really think that they're that dirty when they make mistakes, that there's something that wrong with them, that they can't just crawl back in Daddy God's lap. But that's just not true. Well, that's
the accuser. It is. The accuser starts out as the tempter, and he tempts you, and you fall into the slime, and then he berates you for being all slimy. Yes. It makes you feel awful that you're all slimy and muddy. Slime pit. Yeah. But all you have to do is repent. Truly repent. Yes. From your heart. Right. And you just return to God. Yes. Amen. You just keep on going back. So you've kept on going back all these years. And tell us more about being a street preacher.
What have you seen? What kind of experiences have you seen? What transformed lives? We were wild. We were so wild. I loved it, though, because it really is innately in me. I'm a little bit of a wild stallion. So I like the fire that's involved in it because you see people as you're standing on the sidewalk and they're walking by you. And every word that's coming out of your mouth is either hitting or missing. And you can tell when people are being turned. Something's
happening to them. You can tell that they turn suddenly or they're responding. They're not wanting to, but they're responding. And there's something about street preaching. And I know people, oh, it's a bad taste in some people's mouth. But I think that it was created to be a bad taste in some people's mouth. I truly do, because I've heard people get so mad at street preaching. But inevitably, street preaching is like a hammer. It just comes in. And guess what? You're not
going to come to us. We're going to come to you, whether you like it or not. We're not going to a church. You know, we've got to meet them where they're at. Yeah. And it's kind of like spanking a rebellious child. You know, my grandmama has been praying for years for me. One man said to me, for years. Can you imagine the rebellion that someone has to be in? And they're 50 years old and their grandmother had been praying for them for years. Decades by that time. Yeah. And
he comes up to me and he says, thank you. I'm going to church tomorrow. Wow. And I'm preaching at a bar. Wow. And at this time I'm having to deal with this. so -called preacher next to me holding up a sign that says I'm with stupid. So I'm having to really press through and make up my mind that this is where God had me stand. And this is where I'm going to preach. I learned a lot from street preaching. I learned people
from street preaching. And so when that man, he was on a Harley Davidson motorcycle, he rebuked the guy behind you, told him not to be. attacking a woman of god because he said that the preaching is what turned him tonight and he told me he says i'm going back i'm going back to church i'm going to church you know charisma magazine some years back had an article on a lot of the old rockers that got saved you know I remember Mark Farner. That was Grand Funk Railroad. I
loved to see him in concert and all that. In your early days. In my early days, yeah, thank you. He got saved. He had a steel band on his arm and all that. He was really cool. But he got saved, and he would play gigs. He went back into performing, and they'd do some of the music they wrote. Then he'd do songs the Lord gave him. And then he'd go to bars and places, you know, and he'd get criticized, you know, by some Christian. But he said, who was going to reach
these people? Because that's where he was. Yeah, right. And that's a gift that's not for everybody. Right. You know, it's not for everybody. That was for you. That was that was perfect because. Well, we even went into bars. Yeah. Yeah. We went into bars and we got on the microphone. And one time we got surrounded. I thought we're going to get killed. What are we doing here? You know, like, what are we doing here? We're talking about Jesus on the microphone. They're
just want to have a good time and sing. Yeah. But people were touched. Holy Ghost karaoke. It was Holy Ghost. It was. And, you know, the woman that actually taught me street preaching is still a street preacher to this day. Wonderful. She preaches all over the world. Wow. And her name is Angela Cummings. She's called the women's fire preacher or something. And she goes to Israel. She street preaches in Israel. Wow. She street preached. Greece, she straight preached all over
this world. She lives in the nation. She don't even come back here. And so she felt like she was a real caveat of Steve Hill. I mean, that man was a huge influence. And when she when she talks to me or had talked to me. She looked like Steve Hill in the eyes. Like she took that anointing so seriously. Wow. And she's still out to this day preaching the word of God. Glory to God.
So speaking of the nations, the Lord began taking you to the nations after a lengthy season of transforming and transforming and glory transforming and more glory and more glory. Then he started taking you to the nations. Tell us a little about that. So I went to mission school, got my missions degree. When in my 20s, I was raising my children, of course. And I was going to go to Africa at that time before I married my husband. So my heart was to go to Kenya, Africa and sit under
and be mentored by a woman in Africa. So my plans got turned around. That often happens. It often does, doesn't it? Because our plans aren't always God's plans. Amen. Amen. And God knew I needed a husband and I needed my husband. I feel like God really put a true, I mean, he's my soulmate. He's everything that I needed. He's a wonderful man. He really is. And he's a gentle man and he's a good man and he's a loving man. You needed that. Yes. After all that you had been through.
Yeah. And he has a father's heart. Beautiful. Like he has a true father's heart. And I don't see him as my father, but I just, I see it in him and the way he treats my own children and how he has given them a true sense. of a man, of what a godly man should be about. Thank you, Jesus. So God gave me that. And I really sat down for about seven years after we got married. I mean, I sat down. I let God cultivate our relationship. I was a little bit nervous about letting him
know who I really was. Yeah, because I knew that on the inside, even my pastors told him. Be aware. Yeah. Because you've got a call of God in your life. Yes. And they made it very clear to him that I'm not a picket fence, White House woman, that I really was not going to settle for mediocrity. And so they told him that straight up. That was good. Good pastors. And so he had to make his decision that day that he could deal with me. But it took me about seven years to really be
comfortable. And saying, okay, you want to see me? Here I am. And he told me when he married me, the Lord told him I was a wild stallion and that I wasn't scared a lot of anything. I'm not scared. I'm not a fearful person at all. When I met my husband, we just took time and I know it was God in that season. And I kind of revamped myself and became a different person. Even then, you know, I started doing hair. I mean, I never thought I'd ever do hair. I don't do hair, but
I did hair. And God used it for ministry for me. And I've been able, you know, I've used everything in my life for ministry. Beautiful. That's all it is about. I give a hundred percent. Of my life to God. Amen. You know, and that's the way even when I wasn't really telling Victor who I gave everything to God. Beautiful. But now these years later, it was like suddenly, suddenly there's a suddenlies again. I am going to Africa.
I am going to the Philippines. Actually, Edith Stanley is the pastor that is over the church that I go to the Philippines in and bless her little heart. I knew her at Liberty Church. Me and her both went to the same missionary school. I still know a lot of missionaries from Globe Missions. I stay in touch with them. And she texted me one day. She said, are you ready to come? And it's like 15 years later. I mean, it's been a long time. It's not overnight, you know.
And I was like, you didn't forget me. She's like, no. It's time, you know. So I went to the Philippines and I had the best time. Now, I didn't have the freedom I had. The second time I went to the Philippines, the first time was kind of like getting my feet wet. It was my first missions trip. I was really getting into it. It was exciting. And, you know, God supplied everything that I needed. And even when he didn't supply, it's
so crazy. And I'm not promoting this, so I'm not trying to say, but like we've used credit cards and God has paid them back. Like if I'm obedient to what I know God is telling me to do, he's never let me down. And he's always come back with provision and protection. Just don't be presumptuous. Yeah, I'm not being presumptuous. Yeah, that's why I don't want to advocate that in any way. But we have done that, which most of it was paid, but we use some of it for the
credit cards, right? Yeah. So I just found that. If you do what God tells you to do, he is always faithful to come back and say, here you go. I'll take care of you. And the word of God says you get blessings with persecution, too. So people miss that part. They want to knock out the persecution and just say the blessings. But they do kind
of run hand in hand. And so I realized that this world will persecute you, even your finances, even the things of the world will persecute you as you're doing the things for God and try to hinder you and keep you from going forward. And you just have to keep your eyes on the mark and not let those things of this world hinder you. And that's what I'm learning by going to the nations is if there's not enough, by golly, God is going to take care of it. And I'm determined.
And Victor said, I've seen crazy. He's like, I work at a crazy anointing. I do. Hallelujah. Where I just trust. I am a child. Let's put it that way. I am a child. Well, that's what pleases our Father. Yeah. When we behave like children, you know. It's not childish, but childlike. Yes. There's a difference. Childlike. The trust. Yes. I trust God with all of my heart because he's shown himself faithful. So many times in my life. Yeah. All the time in my life. Beautiful. I've
never gone without because of God. Hallelujah. You know, He's a good God. He is. He's such a good God. He is. So you've been to the Philippines how many times? I've been four times now. Okay. And you've been to Uganda? Five times. Five times. And other places? I'm going to Costa Rica. And I've been invited to Nepal, India. Hasn't gone through yet. And I haven't felt. peace yet in the move of that. But I do want to go because
I helped raise money for orphanage there. And I had all the pictures of the children from 20 years ago. Wow. Now they're adults. Yeah. I know. Go meet the grown children. Yes. God will do it in His time. Yeah, I agree. He's faithful. He's absolutely faithful. So you also have a podcast. Tell us about that. So I called it Unashamed. I think the reason I named it Unashamed was I think that so many times we have a voice and we don't use it in concern about what people
think. So I used the name Unashamed. To kind of express that I don't need to be ashamed about anything. Yeah. That this is a free nation. We all have the ability to say and be who we were created to be. So I think that, you know, I put this podcast out so that people, they can hear what I have to say and I can just be free. Yeah. Give what the Lord gives you. Give it, you know,
and I hope it to be an encouragement. I hope it to help people grow closer to God and teach them not to run from God and teach them not to be ashamed. Right. Because that's what hinders us a lot of times. We're ashamed of what happened to us. We're ashamed of our backgrounds. That's that accuser. Exactly. And the accuser is more prevalent in some families than others. And I think that some people are underdogs. They feel
like they're underdogs. They feel like they could never come up to a place where God can use them. So they stay in that place. It's hard. It's hard to say, okay, God, I can surrender what I'm dealing with. I can let you do this work in me. I can, you know, it's hard. And they have just as much of a capability to do this as me or you. It's just. You have to put it in your mind that you're not ashamed. You can come forth. You can let God do the work, you know, and that's what I
want people to feel. I want them to put all the shame aside. Yes. There's not one person on this earth that is perfect. Right. Nobody's perfect. Right. God only has broken people to work with. Exactly. Exactly. I mean, I'm not going to tell you that I've got it all together and I'm not letting God still work on me and this, that, and the other. Only Jesus has it all together. Amen. Amen. And he spilt it all out so that we
can be put back together. Exactly. Exactly. So I just, I want people to know you don't have to be perfect to run with God. You have to have a heart, not a good heart. You just have to have a willing heart. Yeah. A heart that's willing to let God work on it. Amen. That's it. Yep. Not perfect. Just willing. Beautiful. Yeah. Beautiful. So how often do you put out episodes? I've attempted to do it every week. So every seven days I'm putting out something. My last one was on. abortion.
It was really hard on my heart. And I thought, you know, this nation is really split because of abortion. And, you know, I'm black and white. I do believe that abortion is a no -no. I feel like even if it was being abused or being raped or even incest, you know, if you think it's a shame to you, I have purposed in my heart to believe that abortion is always coming from a place of self. And mothers are not selfish. Yeah,
they're not supposed to be. I mean, the real mother instinct inside of you is not selfish. I remember when we had our daughter, up until that point, I was cranky every morning. I was just cranky. I woke up cranky. She's not a morning person. I'm not a morning person. And just, you know, give me space until I really wake up. Okay, that's how I was. And I really would be cranky, wasn't I? Yes. I was. You were cranky. Maybe
not. Consistently cranky. And having low blood sugar, low blood pressure, I couldn't give her a cup of coffee first thing in the morning. That didn't work. But when our daughter was born, something happened inside of me. And I thought, this child. does not understand why I would be cranky. I have to stop. Wow. And I lost that selfish place where this is just me. This is who I am. This is how I am. And you better just get used to it. I quit doing drugs every time
I had my kids. I was like, I can't do drugs. I'm pregnant, you know. Yeah. So you make concessions. You make sacrifices for your children. It's a part of the instinct. But I think our society has become so broken. And the children that have grown up and they're adult in their bodies, but their emotions are so broken that they're stuck at whatever age they were traumatized at. I agree. And it keeps them selfish. And they've only been taught that this is okay, that it's been given
to us on a silver platter. You can end this pregnancy. It's a pregnancy. It's not a baby. It's a pregnancy. And if you can think of it as a pregnancy, Then you can end it. Right? No. Or it's just tissue. Yeah. Yeah. But they've been lied to. They've been lied to. Well, I didn't expect to get on that subject. I didn't either. But, you know, it was very heavy. Yeah. And I did a quick podcast. I didn't even study it or nothing before I put it out there. So if I said anything, y 'all,
I'm sorry. But, you know, I do feel that people should know to be at least responsible not to get pregnant. Yeah. You know, because it is another life. Absolutely. Absolutely. So we'll just encourage people to go to look for the Unashamed podcast by Olivia Bowie. Would you pray for our listeners? Yes. Lord, thank you, God. Thank you, Lord, that you love us so much that you will not leave us
the same way we came to you, Father God. And Lord, I thank you, God, that you are a transformative God, that you will not leave us if we're hungry. God, if we are seeking your face, there is no way not to change. So, Lord, I pray, God, that every person that is listening, God, to us today, that, Lord, you will just lay it on their hearts to not be ashamed, but to run with a heart of repentance to God. Lord, run with a heart of repentance that his face is always looking at
us. His face is never turned away. And it's only us that turns our hearts away. So, God, I pray that you would encourage people to just continue to get up and run to you and trust you, God, because you are a good, good father. And Lord, I pray, God, even for those that have had abortions, there's no condemnation in Christ Jesus. There's no condemnation if that's happened to you. The only condemnation that you would walk in would be if you continued to walk with an unrepentant
heart. No. that that was a life, Father God. So, Lord, I pray that you would just bless every listener today. And I pray, God, that your glory would just fall on them, that they would just know that you love them and that it is your will and your way to bless them over and above and beyond what they can imagine or ask. But, God, you do have rules that you call your people to come by. So, Lord, I pray, God, that you will move by your Holy Spirit on the audience. God,
in Jesus name, Lord, bless them all. Yes. And we thank you, God, that you are a good father and that you'll reveal yourself to them if they'll do these things. Yes. Jesus name. Amen. Amen. If you enjoyed today's podcast, please subscribe, rate and review this podcast on Apple Podcasts or wherever you listen to podcasts. Your review helps the podcasting platform suggest this podcast to other listeners who are also looking for a great move of the Holy Spirit. Check out our
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