¶ Exploring AI, Mathematics, and History
I'm so high , so high .
I really can't smell it all , see it red in my eyes . Yes , you can , yes , you can .
Let's smoke , smoke . Come on go yeah , let's smoke , let's smoke , yeah , and we are here . Yeah , ladies , we are here . And , gentlemen , chillin' , we were fuckin , ladies , we are here gentlemen , chill , we were fucking going nuts today .
Huh , yeah , buddy , we got it done . Though , yeah , we did . No , but I'm saying , with all that shit we were learning and listening to .
Oh , that was deep .
That was deep , right , yeah , that was crazy .
So for everyone that doesn't know , we rather brought up Terrence howard a couple of uh episodes ago , right , crazy insane he made him sound like he was uh like out of his mind and I kind of thought I didn't see the video from what he was saying it kind of sounded like yes , wackadoo , and I never really liked him in the first place .
Yeah , have you seen Empire ?
I saw Empire yeah .
Yeah , what did you think of that ?
I thought it was good . Yeah , you know , I didn't even like follow at the ending because I watched it in jail . So that's the only place .
Yeah , you only get to see what they give you .
Yeah , exactly . So it's over with that , you just only have one chance , but he's a good actor . He's a good actor .
He's a very good actor , and that's what people are trying to say . Is that acting Because you saw ?
Yeah .
Did that look like that was acting to you , bro , when he was going through the numbers ? It's not acting , that's just his knowledge he told people to pull out their calculators and do like the square root of two and then then divide it by something , and he was giving the exact numbers down to the decimal point Exactly .
He knew what number it was going to be .
That scared me . Yeah , that's something . That's not unless he rehearsed like a motherfucker to do that he's an alien . My mom will love that . You said that . Yeah , she will love that . You said that . And I'm about to post that fucking Mother's Day episode . I tell everyone meet her . We did a Mother's Day episode .
I haven't been able to post it because we've been doing family stuff . I have the audio up , but the video will be up probably around the same time that we post this and we might do a little on shoot a longation shoot . But yeah , that was a little interesting and then we got the little AI shit going on and he kept going .
Oh , I know .
Yeah , I know , the thing is I'm going to get destroyed for this . Probably , kevin , but when he says one times one , yeah , one times one Equals what .
One times one Equals one Equals one .
Yeah , according to our math . Okay one , yeah , according to our math , okay , but our math represents something physical or a property or something . You know . You can't have something two of something like one and one is you're having two , two things being put together , yeah , but but yet being taken away , yeah . So he says where is that ?
other one . Well , what about a zero times one ?
That's what he's saying and that makes zero . He goes . So imagine , so it sounds crazy when you're like well , that's how we were taught math .
You have nothing , and then times one , you just got something , so it has to be one , right ? Yeah ? What happens like zero times zero ? Of course it's going to be nothing now . Zero times one hey , it's a one , right there bam but you're taking away my one and now .
So everyone's like that's takeaway . Exactly what the heck's going on what was it again subtraction ? and the thing is when he says it , what was it again Subtraction ? Yeah , damn dude . And the thing is when he says it , it makes sense , because he says you can't destroy . You know , energy cannot be created or destroyed . Right , it's created or destroyed .
I'm a little out of it right now , but what he was trying to say right , it's created and destroyed . A bunch of I don't know what he was trying to say . Really , people don't get like the banks . Use that mathematical system .
Yeah , they said like dimes are really like a dollar .
Who do you think is using that ? Who do you think is using that system ? The accountants ? I'm saying the accountants , so all of that shit that he's saying . We're getting screwed with it because one times one is fucking one .
Yeah , yeah , it's fucked .
Just like we were taught that the pyramids were fucking made for what it was supposed to be tombs , they all everywhere . Yeah , they said tombs . That's what it is . Yep , sarcophagus , sarcophagus , sarcophaguses , sarcophagus , sarcophagus .
What the heck is going on Sarcophagus .
Sarcophagus , sarcophagus , the sarcophagus is . That's it .
Well , that's what they said .
It's so ingrained in our brain that even my mom she will battle me to this day that the pyramids were made . They haven't found one body there yet . It's not true and they're all .
If you look if I'm not trying to get the conspiracy theory and shit right now , okay you look all over the world you find that the pyramids are placed in certain spots that make mathematical sense , like or like logistical sense yeah because they're in a certain spot in every one of these places . And how are they built ? The same exact way ?
And before they had wow , before they had transportation , before they had , uh , technology that can transfer , like that could take information and send it millions and millions of miles away , yeah , if they didn't have that technology , how are they all building the same shit ?
all the time .
Yep , you see and we said what did I say outside ? That was fucking crazy . That blew my mind . We were talking about . I said that is so true and okay , yeah , we were talking . Okay . So there's another .
There's just two more things that I wanted to talk to you about today , right , yeah , so we had that and we also went into cause me and you are struggling right now at work .
Yeah , it's hard out there . It definitely is .
So we are , I can't like physically work .
Oh , you can't . Yeah , yeah , you know what I mean .
So and like , in a way , right now you can't cause you don't have transportation .
You don't know , I have transportation . No excuse to that , it's just that I apply and no one's talked to me , no one's to , so I just got to keep trying different places .
Kev . You got to use fucking , that's it . You got to use what is it called ? The black thing . Like you're black , so you got the what's it called .
I'm black because .
So you got to use affirmative action .
Like a soldier .
Affirmative action . No dude , it's like .
Oh , I see . Okay , so I go into places , but give me a fucking job right now .
Yo , I'm just right . Ethnicity black . All the time , ethnicity black .
Is that a real thing ? I swear to God yeah .
Bro , what do you mean ? They used to have us segregated from bathroom you black and white bathrooms .
Like come on .
It's not like that right now . I know that's what I'm saying , but that law was put in place and is still in place today .
I believe it .
We were talking about it last week . There's a guy or woman , or both of them , in the same body trying to make sure that there is equal rights for every movie , that your race is in every movie . That your braces in every movie . Yeah , it's no white , I'll let you . So there's this thing now where AI is really getting crazy .
Well , we're about to show it in your episodes . We're about to do some . Do some talking about it , and it's going to be interesting . It's going to be interesting , because Terminator really can I tell them .
I haven't seen the Terminator and I haven't seen the Matrix .
There's a bunch of shit that I have to show Kev . Okay guys , there's a bunch of stuff that I have to show kev . Okay guys , there's a bunch of stuff that I have to show kev because he needs to experience this and he's already on the same pages , like the matrix , without even knowing the movie the movie , which is crazy .
So once you see it , it's gonna even like open your eyes more , just like real life , like what's going on . Yeah , and so with AI , they now have ChatGPT 4.0 , which is free , okay , but you don't get as much . You can't get as much information out Right right Only a certain . you get limited access to this right , my TV is fucking bugging out right now .
I want to make sure it gets shut off . All right , yeah , baby Shut . That . That's what . That is right there . We had a nice little you'll see . On the Mother's Day one . We had that cool little back that was pretty cool . Yeah , it was cool .
Yeah , so the thing is too that I was going through yesterday is that have you well , you have an older iPhone , but have you used Google lately , like search something ?
I mean yeah , google's Google .
Yeah , but I'm saying , when you use Google now , do you get an AI pop-up , like it will tell you meta and then it will give you an answer without you having to go to a website ? No , I mean , if I did ? I don't think you have the new operating system ? No , because you know how they opt out of generations .
Remember when I said 1941 ? Yeah , 1941 .
Kev is from what ? Kev 1941 . 1941 . Yes , Because Kev could live his life without anything .
I don't need no electricity , no light , he don't need no . What , yeah , just call me Indian .
There we go , living on the reso , but even on the reso they got shit , Kev . Yeah , yeah , Even on the reso they got shit .
Yeah , I mean back then when they had nothing . Yeah , I mean back then when they didn't have nothing . Yeah , you know , I wouldn't mind going outside and just Fucking what .
I know I love it . It's 11 o'clock . It beeps all the time . Now you got me scared . Now it's 11 .
I'm like oh fuck , it's okay , Don't . I can be outside and just catch fish on the beach you could and then make a fire and just sit there . You know , other people are like that's weird . Why would you do that ? That's something to do Because you're catching fish Fucking KDG and you're hungry . You're going to eat the motherfucker , you know .
Because I'm KDG .
Because I'm KDG , my own theme song too .
Oh , we're doing it , we got it . I told you we're Cloud with D upside down . We're going to do something with him . We definitely got to start doing something with you in these songs , because Kev's voice everybody is like baritone's got . I'm telling you I'm listening to a black guy sing frank sinatra yeah , I love it you can't beat it .
Yeah , you know what I mean .
Can't beat it . I thank my grandpa for that . And did you know that ? Uh , I'm gonna tell you . I'll tell you later . No , you can't do that . I can't do it because I can't remember . Oh , okay , I thought you got scared . No , I didn't get scared , I got scared . Say some bullshit . You know , the ant is just a little .
Okay , I appreciate it , I respect that , but now , since I was trying to say because you don't have the updated version of the Apple shit or Google or whatever , yeah , I mean , it's just so .
It has an AI , so no longer do you need to browse websites to get the answer , it takes bits and pieces from each of these websites , okay , and will give you its own answer and its own , like it will take everything and give you the best form of all of it .
Oh , wow , yeah , you get what I mean . Yeah , yeah , tells you everything that you need what I mean .
Yeah , yeah tells you everything that you need . So the thing is now , I didn't notice this until I'm watching that video yesterday about someone saying it right , right , right , and I work on our website , maybe once or twice a week . I update it , okay . So there's this thing called SEO and it's about how optimized you can make your website .
All this fucking bullshit , yeah , and I've noticed . When we first started , we were like 85 , 86 percentile of the websites right , right , which is really good yeah right , which is really good . Yeah , and I I noticed about , I checked like maybe like two months ago when this all started happening and what do you know ?
Nothing like it was down to like 42 maybe . Yeah , it's like , get the fuck out of here , what's going on . So now I there's a trick . You know , you gotta update it more , right ?
You gotta put more content on it so that there is more chances of words hitting each other , yep , um and combining , and you gotta hope that these people don't want to click on or listen to . AI , because that's how it is right now . You know that and it's gonna get more crazy and crazy . That's what I'm saying . So there's no way we're stopping it , guys .
No there's no way that's possible . It's not being stopped .
No , so you can either say , alright , fuck it , I'm to learn everything I can about it so that , god forbid if it does something happen , I know as much as possible to do what I need to do in order for it .
I want to tell you about AI . So what AI is is back
¶ Government Surveillance and AI Technology
then . I don't know when it started maybe 2018 , but a lot of people were saying that , oh my God , the government can hear us on the phones . We don't even have to like series there and we don't have to touch nothing . People can hear us . You know , even with the TVs they have things in the TVs where people can hear us and all that .
You can even get like a speaker like that and they can have something in there and they can hear us . Now another thing now a lot of people are like oh my God , ai , this is crazy , we can't get rid of it , we have it already . We're just , they're just , they're just letting it out . Now they're trying to .
They're trying to like hide it , but now we're catching on . So , but now we're catching on . So they're just like , let's , let's just call the ai , let's just tell them .
But this is let's make it .
Let's make it easier we're calling the ai again .
Let's make it easier to sneak on people while they're enjoying dinner or watching a movie or you know , I don't know , I don't know if you you know this , um , but there was a thing a while ago and this dude had to fucking leave .
He had to go somewhere else because he was working for the government and during the Facebook thing , facebook was just coming out , all that shit . So , he was looking at how they were gathering their information and the intel and they were telling him to do things that were obviously blatantly against the rules . Right , of course it's a breach of security .
Yeah , and trust from your own government . That's a huge thing . Yeah , you're fucked . So goodbye .
He's like , I think I . I even think the term whistleblower comes from him . I'm not sure . Yeah , it might have been before , that that might be an old word , but I know but that he was basically a whistleblower right for the biggest thing there for the government . They were after yeah .
So he was afraid to talk to people and did this thing and he said , yeah , that we have access to kev , there are things all right . So I so there is no such thing as sound , we as I don't know , if you don't know that it's vibration . Vibration causes us exactly our eardrums to pick it up .
It forms the freak it picks up frequencies , mic and all that . That's how I'm talking in the mic .
It's called yes it takes in , it takes the vibration , it turns its frequencies our ears pick it up and we understand it . Yeah , so way . What was I saying ?
By the voice of vibrations , whatever that is .
About the sound . Oh yeah , so now they have . So the government has such intelligent shit , right yeah , that they use their satellites .
Okay , Right To talk right .
No , these are satellites and they can zoom in as far as they can and use the speakers in your house to send out a reverse like signal yeah and catch like you use it as sonar .
Yeah , you see , it's almost like .
They can find out how many people are in the house , on what floor , the heat or or heat signatures they could do it with . You know , sat , that people stand from mile , like a mile away , and could put the sound , do the sound thing , yeah , and like point it towards something . Yep , it's ridiculous . It really is Absolutely .
Insane .
Ridic . It's ridiculous . Now dude , it really is absolutely ridiculous . The technology that is .
It's probably someone that has a TV and they can just . Okay , I'm going to go to just Waldo's house and see what they're doing .
Absolutely creepy you gotta understand , though . So what I was saying outside was that for YouTube , right , yeah , what jobs were there like this ? What jobs were there like this ?
yeah , remember before youtube .
Yeah , like that's what I'm saying before do you know how many jobs youtube's created ? Yeah I don't know if I was just being stupid right now .
No think about before we had our phones .
That's what I'm . So in industry , you guys are scared that AI is going to take over some people's jobs . Yes , I understand that it's definitely going to take over some people's jobs 100% but there are going to be other jobs that are needed and replace it You're going to work at home , or something like that .
It's going to be different . It's not going to be other jobs that are needed and replace it . You're going to work at home , or something like that . It's going to be different . It's not going to be like your normal job .
There's going to be something You're going to have a supervisor that's watching over the AI . You're going to have someone that's going to need to be updating that all the time .
It's going to be one person in a restaurant and AI is going to have everything else .
Until the AI is able to fix itself , pull itself , but it's still . We're going to be the ones that there's going to be other jobs created around it . Maybe they do go crazy , all right , so then they make another police force .
That's just dedicated to For the army .
Fucking these motherfucking robots .
They should . They should make robots for the army . So everybody motherfucking robots , they should . They should make robots for the army . So everybody doesn't fuck with us . They already have , they haven't ? They're trying to , anyway they should . They're doing it normally for everybody else they're making sex robots I'm having sex with them . They're killing robots .
Well , yo oh no .
Sex robots are crazy .
What movie is that I ? Oh , no , Sex robots are crazy , Kevin . What movie is that I Am Robot ? Right With Will Smith .
Wait , there is a movie called I Am Robot . Yeah , with Will Smith , is it ?
With the robots that that go nuts yeah , that go nuts and Will Smith's trying to kill them .
Yes , it's not going to be like that , but it's going to be like you haven't even seen terminator , so I can't even really say about like , if it's going to be way different , though I saw some clips .
It's , that's a badass . That's just one .
It's it's basically that the machines took over all that . But we were able to , I think , build or get one on our side or build something that we had . And then there was time travel . So we sent the , the badass robot which was Arnold Schwarzenegger , back to the badass . It's gonna be a good movie
¶ Childhood Memories and Near Disasters
. And he just comes out and Nate for the first season , like him naked , walking towards like a biker's thing , and he just walks up to a biker and takes his like I don't remember exactly how , but he winds up with the biker's clothes on .
Oh , that's awesome . Okay , arnold , yeah , come on , arnold the bodybuilder .
My fucking . I know he's crazy now , but like you gotta remember like you're 1940 , what are you ? What are you ? Again , kev , I'm 1941 .
Wait , what are you again , kev ? I'm 1941 .
1941 . 1941 . I am 1998 . Okay , definitely 1998 . You know Going 98 . Okay , definitely 1998 .
You know yeah , okay , so what do you like ? What are you happy about 1998 , you said yeah , so do you have phones right , or electricity or no ?
We just had no . The cool thing , you know what I like about 1998 , is that there was a lot of people going to each other's houses . You know you didn't have much of a . I remember my mom or parents . They would always have something ready just in case someone stopped by . Because the phone was like a new thing , our door was .
I went down the street to play with someone . I didn't call up my best friend to hang out , I just went to his house and knocked on the door and asked his mom . I was like , could you wake up to play please ?
Yeah , play , hide and go , seek , be in the backyard and all that , kick the can , kick the can , kick the can . Yes , kick the motherfucking can .
Kev .
I can still play that . My feet are ready , I can run . I want to fucking kick the can you should ?
I want to see how that's canned , Because the can added is a little you know .
It's a . Can you put locks in it ?
That's it . It's a fantastic game . I mean it's Manhunt with a can .
Yeah , freaking awesome .
Throw a little fucking marijuana in there , yeah back then I didn't smoke . I know .
I'll be fast . I'll be like how do you run so fast ?
When was the first time you ever smoked , Ken ?
I always think of this Middle school .
So what grade ?
I don't even remember . Actually I would just follow people .
What grade was it , he would just follow people ?
Yeah , he would just follow people . What grade was it ? He would just follow people , yeah , he would just follow people . Go to work , you know . Be like hey , kevin , you want marijuana After work . Be like , okay , I was supposed to be on the bus and I would just walk home . Where's my son , you know , wait , you had a son . What son ?
No , I'm just saying my mom would be saying , oh , where's your son he's oh , ladies and gentlemen , where's your son ? He's unbelievable so fucking funny dude the first time it got high . Yeah , one of the boys gave me some weed one of the boys meaning .
I'm not gonna say his name no , I'm saying like one of the boys , meaning like one of your friends .
Yeah , yeah , okay , that's what I was saying . I wasn't saying no .
Give me Jeffrey's name .
But we were by the woods . I think he smoked in the woods and then we were walking out and he forgot his book bag . I was high as hell . So he's like , can you go in there and get my book bag ? I'm like you guys are going to leave me . I know it already , panicking . He's like no , just go in there , I promise we won't leave you .
You're going to leave me . So I go in there . I'm like okay , and I get it and I come back . It's still there . And then we go to a oh , they was still there . I was like shit , okay , walking . And then by my house there's like a place with a bunch of corn . Wait the house that you're in now .
Well , yeah , the house that I'm in now , there was corn . There's like a corn . It's , I would say , two miles away , it's like a cornfield . Okay , they're just smoking cigarettes and stuff . And I have a lighter and I take the piece of coin . It's like , oh , light it . I'm like , okay , oh , you say , yeah , you lit that shit up .
Oh , man , I lit that shit up . Talk about fire , man , I threw it . Wait , how old ? So how old are you ? Like 13? , 13 , 14 , yeah . And then when I turned around , everybody's running I'm just like , hmm , what should I do ? And they picked you up what they picked you up . No , I was just standing there , helicopters dumping water under fire .
What did the cops do ? Did they grab you ?
The cops weren't even there yet . It was the helicopter . The helicopter got there before the cops . Yeah , because this thing was engulfed , there was houses nearby and shit , bro oh that's bad . When everything was done , I saw dead rabbits , dead deer bro . It was bad . You see what I'm saying ?
Yeah , so I walk home when they're dumping wood on their fire and I don't know how I got home without even being stopped .
Yeah , that's crazy . They didn't look , I guess because , you know , on hot days sometimes it just lights up , yeah .
Especially if it's dry . Oh yeah , so I got scared . That's why I threw it . I was like happy birthday , you know , I was like fuck . But when I got home my mom's like hey , so was that you ? I was like what are you talking about ? It was all over the news Like fuck , are you serious ? Yeah , and she's like that was you , kevin .
I think you're good , she knew it .
I think you're good that , because there's only like a five-year statute , right right . You're good , they can't do anything .
So we went to the police station .
Oh , you're already . Never mind , you're good . Went to the police station . You already went to the police station , Went to the police station .
They're like okay , kevin , did you do it ? I was like what happened , kevin ? I was like , well , I lit a cigarette and then the match that I lit the cigarette with I dropped it and then everything went into flames . And they're like my mom's like are you sure , kevin , are you sure ?
And then the freaking detective's like okay , I'm going to give you one more chance to tell me the truth . If you don't tell me the truth , then I'm going to give you a lie detector and then that means you're going to be locked up .
So I was like oh yeah , I did it , man , I took it in my hand , I lit it up and I threw it .
I was going crazy , though I was telling my mom . I was like , see , I knew it . I was like , yeah , it was bad . And then I saw the helicopter dumping . I was acting stupid . I was like dumping water on the fire , oh my God . And then it was going out . And then I walked away and went home .
So you played it off .
I was bad back then .
But they were like this kid is .
Yeah , so they gave me house arrest . They did . Yeah , I was under house arrest . Oh shit , I didn't know it was kept , but it was only two weeks . I love money . I was lucky as fuck , man . That is very , very lucky . Yeah , that is very lucky .
I was grounded for two weeks , that is very lucky Because remember we were talking about how I get mad when people say that money doesn't buy happiness .
Because it does not buy happiness .
It buys the security Well , security , yeah and the comfort for you to be able to find a way to get your happiness , of course , without having to struggle .
Yeah .
Because the struggle is really what most people are having a hard time with .
That's why a lot of people are drinking . Like me , I was an alcoholic back then and it's really bad because , with me , I was born with alcohol syndrome .
Okay , I understand , yeah , explain what that is to everybody .
So my blood mom , wherever she is . She used to drink with me in my belly and when she had me she pushed me out and the doctor said I smelled like pure alcohol . Are you serious ? Alcohol that came out of her body instead of the liquids of her body .
Oh my God Kev .
So I was an incubator and then I was good enough so I could be adopted , and there was like one mom that wanted to take me home and she took me home and she couldn't take care of me because I had three holes in my heart too .
Wait . So what , oh my God , I ?
had three holes in my heart , but they cleared up . Yeah , you're good now . Well , yeah , I'm good now . But that I'm saying like the heart-wise yeah , they cleared up , I don't have holes in my heart .
I didn't know that hearts can clear up holes and shit .
Yeah , well , if you wave stuff you know , I guess so .
But you remember you were flying before . Why can't you have a fucking Kev's got a super heart , I'm not that nice . No , you do have a good heart , you have a good soul .
A lot of people have rougher lives than me . No matter if you wake up and you're upset about something , there's someone that doesn't have a roof over their head . You got to think of that .
That's an absolutely amazing way to look at things , because it's very hard . It's hard to do that , man .
It is hard to do that .
And I do know that you actually do do that . You practice what you preach . Others don't really , and so I really really do respect that you do that , because it's hard man , it's hard to .
I believe that that's what happiness is is following the code that you set for others , like what you expect others to do and behave , even if you're not doing them right , and you want those people to do them right ?
Yes , get you .
But what it ultimately comes down to is like you can't control other people you can't control other people . You only can control yourself . That's right . So are you living by the codes that would make you that if you were someone else and you looked at you , yeah , would you be friends with that person ?
Would you be like I want to be like that person , that's how it really is . And like when you , when I want , and every time I'm happy , it's when I have people that are that I'm helping and that understand that , tell me yep , like wow , I'm I , I , I I'm so proud of you , man , I gotta get to your level .
You stopped doing this , you're good .
I'm proud of you . That's when you know you're doing something good .
Yeah .
And then you start receiving shit .
Yeah .
We talked about that . You start receiving gifts left and right from the universe .
Yeah .
Start receiving gifts left and right from the universe just for doing the right thing when no one's looking .
And I want to get back to the story too . We went through three moms that tried to bring me home and help me out . I had to be in an incubator . They had to just like a regular hospital . They had to do it at the house , though . So my mom that I have right now . Why is that ? Though , they couldn't , it was just too much too .
It's a lot like I had three holes in my heart . Um , I had trouble breathing . I had to be on a breathing machine . You know , uh , when I grew up my legs , I had metal things on my legs that I couldn't . You know , my brother used to throw me down the stairs . You were Forrest Gump , I guess . So the metal , yeah .
The metal things . Yeah , Did you run and break them Kev .
Well , I used to run , but it was pretty difficult running , I know . So say , did you run , kev run ? I won't forget that day when I got them off and I could stand . It was painful , yeah , but then the next day I was like shit , I can walk . Yeah , yeah , god fucking bless you .
And that's all from the alcohol syndrome , that's all from the and my mom my mom's the one that my mom and dad is the one that saved my life . I would say my mom and dad is the one that saved my life . I would say they definitely did save my life .
Who knows I could have been . They were the third set of parents that tried . Yeah , and it worked .
Yeah .
God bless them .
¶ Friendship, Gratitude, and Personal Growth
And I was an alcoholic when I grew up . I was like age 14 and stuff middle school I used to drink all the time . Did you drink in school ? No , okay , okay , when I was in senior year , high school , then that's when I started drinking a little bit . Yeah , yeah , yeah , yeah , yeah , but just a blessing man , you know .
Just , life is very fragile , so careful what steps you make .
So fucking fragile yeah man , no , even words can't be taken back . Yeah words can , can , uh , can't be taken back . Yeah , so there's a lot of things I I uh regret saying you know and I regret doing yeah , but we learn from our lessons .
Yeah , that's the that , that is the thing we have to learn from our lessons and I could see that you truly represent gratefulness because grateful to be alive , grateful to have friends and family . Definitely friends , because , family , I love you , but I need friends in my life too no , that is .
We talk about this all the time . Man there is just it's so hard like no guys have like real solid friendships .
No , like you want a solid friendship where you can go and just I don't know like American Got Talent , american Idol , and just have a friend by your side to be like phew bam .
That just would call you and ask you you like how and what , and , and the one who's would watch , that american like , like did watch you , yeah , and you know that they're the ones cheering you on . Damn like , I got my boy at home is thinking about me , even though he's got xyz going on . Exactly , so I , that's like that's the greatest thing .
And then , because it really goes down to who are the ones that are going to be at , your funeral and , like you said too , is money .
Money is , uh , when you get a lot of money and you have a good friend , some people just don't want to be that person's friend because they're like lower class now they're rich now you know . So they can't . They change . Yeah , they change everything , and I see that with people with money . They just they act better than you . They don't check up on you .
You know they just they got everything that you want and they don't care , they just get selfish . You know they just they got everything that you want and they don't care , they just get selfish you know , until they what ?
Yeah , until they need some more .
I'm not a jacket that you're going to just put on and you know . No , If you really want to be my friend or you want to be a part of my life , then that's it . Let's go Period . That's it , Period . Yeah .
That's my life , then that's it . Let's go period , that's it .
Period , yeah , that's that it's you want , and I never understood this until getting out of jail getting out of jail , jail but yeah , I never understood it's still getting up jail that who you surround yourself is who you technically become as a human being not necessarily every part of that person , but the major qualities that attract you to be his friend or her
friend . I had mad friends in jail too . You start absorbing some of their qualities , especially if you're an empath or empathetic , and you pick up on emotions .
You got to understand them because you can't just say yeah and be like oh , yeah , yeah , yeah . Then they're going to bring it up and be like what , what is he complaining about ?
Exactly , and they don't know anything . Yeah yeah , it's a hard pill to swallow sometimes .
That's why a lot of people don't trust each other and I was like , oh , I just got a friend , but I don't know if he's really my friend .
And imagine having a shit ton of money and having to think about that with everybody . Yeah , that was something that I was naive at the time , right .
You know , growing up , because I did have money , I never thought of it like that , right , and I'm sure there was tons of people that , just If I was rich , I would just walk down the street and see the first person walking and just take $50,000 and just hand it to them .
I know you would , or I would do rock paper scissors , I know you would yeah , make it fun .
I would never . I couldn't do rock paper scissors , but that person would go home and they would fucking kill themselves . Well , you know , bro , I think I lost a fucking rock paper scissors .
No , because I would be like you would have gave it to him too . Yeah , I would . And then , oh , okay , okay , but still 40 that you lost out on 40 , yeah , it's a big lose it is .
I want to told him , bro , well , maybe I did , I won't have to actually no , but see that I wish I could do that for one time , like you know one time in my life and not those times where I had the money . It was . I was so selfish and I did those things with them . I could have done a lot of uh , I could have done a lot of good .
I did a lot of bad man . Yeah , I'm not bad . I did a lot of bad things to myself , right selfish , you know . I wish I could just be wrong .
I'm trying to change it .
You know things have got it , things have got to change . So well , you are changing it . I'm trying to change it . You know things have got to , things have got to change .
Well , you are changing it . I'm trying to , man , I'm really , I'm really trying . That was a while ago , if you think about it .
So I'm not even talking about that . I'm just talking about daily shit going on . Now , okay , still goes . I mean , it's just , I'm not the nicest person to deal with when I'm in pain .
You know , I'm the opposite though . I'm the nicest person to deal with when I'm in pain . Yeah , but I need to stop being an asshole A nice asshole Wait , wait , wait , yeah , so wait you're the nicest person .
Be quiet , shut up , okay . You're the nicest person when you're in pain . Yeah .
But you're an asshole . When I'm in pain , I'm still nice to other people and I care about other people .
Oh , I know that . Of course me too . But I'm saying like if I wake up right and I'm in , like I'm not there yet I can tell I'm in a I don't want to talk to anyone . Don't want to talk to anyone . It's so much pain that I don't want to like I gotta put a leave in me or something that's me .
Yep , and I try to distance myself from people when I get like that but when they come to you and when it's automatic and you don't mean to do it . yeah , it's just never understood right and you try to explain it .
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I try to do it beforehand . I've done it a couple times . I've tried to do it see if it works . Yeah , it doesn't work . Oh , okay , I've tried . I've tried being like guys just want you to know I'm in a horrible . I'm in a horrible mood right now . I can't . I just leave me at peace for like a day . I don't want to yell at anybody .
I don't want to get in their fights , because that's what I know is going to happen , right , right .
Please just let me be , that's good , just have your coffee . Wake up . Still doesn't work , dude . I had some moments where I wake up and one of my nephews will come in the door while I'm trying to sleep and then one little thing , he'll touch me small or he'll make a certain noise , and I'll just get up like the Grinch and be like god damn it .
Break my door off , walk downstairs . I can't stand this see this baby and then just walk out the door . I'm like where the fuck am I going ?
I just woke up everybody has that trigger and it's like , when I have it , I can't , I don't know . I feel like I'm an asshole .
Oh , I'm a big asshole , I'm a hole you understand it .
Carl understands when Justin gets it . Brandon , my boy , yeah , he's about to have a kid , and congratulations .
There you go , the baby shower yesterday .
But they're the type of people that can Exactly . You know , Yep , so God bless them yes .
Blessings , blessings to everybody , definitely , you know . Is it christmas ? No , not yet . Not yet we came a little high out there .
Actually , it is getting a little christmas lights everywhere , though I know I gotta like you got a blue purple , wait , wait . How are ? How do we look ? Oh , we look fresh . You already know . Wait , I'm going to do like one to Kev . Look at that , give it that . You already know , ladies and gentlemen , what's up . What's up , all right .
So the KDG show tomorrow . We're going to shoot it , so expect it by Thursday , friday .
Let's go .
You know , and we got a little special guest , special surprise couple this week , because last week was the Mother's Day and I mean I had the audio up . I apologize for the video . There was a couple of little snags . Internet is a bitch , you know , internet's a bitch and yeah , so oh , and also , don't buy digital products , because you can get fucked .
Yeah , y'all .
You don't own anything digital right .
Tell them you don't own it .
If you do , I'm sorry , but I do too .
I do too , but I learned this week you don't do it . Yeah , because if anything God forbid happens to your account or like say you like question a purchase or anything , oh , wow . You shut down your whole fucking system .
What the heck , what the fuck ? I need my account . No , fuck that . I'm sorry .
Bro . Nope , I was about to play some video games . Sit down and chill Kev . That's insane . I pull it up and it says permanently suspended .
I was like why I need my games , why , what the heck ?
But then I said okay , but what about the games they're like ? Oh , a charge didn't go through for these two games , whatever I was like . Okay , then what about the games that ?
they didn't pay for , so you pay for that one , and then they're going to do it again , and now you have to pay for these games , because they wouldn't even let you pay , like through debit card .
You had to pay through a sony . You gotta buy a sony gift card for x amount of dollars or buy multiple of them up to five and use them for your payment .
So it was like you can't even use your debit card .
No , you got to use your debit card to buy the Sony gift cards . Use the Sony gift cards to go on the website and buy and buy the .
Yeah , what the heck is wrong with this world ?
Ridiculous , ridiculous . And then three to seven business days to get your account back .
That's beautiful . So I'm going to go into Wawa and I can't get gas because I have to go get a cheeseburger first , and then the gas will work when I put my card in . And then , boy , I'll get a little bit of gas and I'll have to put my card in again . That's a pain in the ass . That's like how life is .
Oh , you made an analogy . Yeah , oh , good one . Yeah , right , you like that . That's what that was . I was like wait , we're getting gas Exactly Analogy .
I'm already here for gas , but I have to get a cheeseburger to get the gas . Yeah Well , you can't use that gas station . That's messed up .
Bro McDonald's using the fucking machine , right and you're ordering their thing and it says , oh , would you like to ?
tip . Who am I tipping ? Well , you can't have no food if you don't tip , then but who am I tipping ? It's the machine . Yeah , yeah , what was it ? What place did that smash ? I don't know . Some place did that shit to me Like , oh , tip , I'm just like I'm not giving no tip through a machine . This is thinking McDonald's .
And I look back and there's like one guy looking at things yeah , yeah , how it's going to be soon . Yeah , they wanted to make a fucking car that could make pizza on the go as it was delivering it .
That's going to happen . It's going to be a car . Of course it's going to happen .
They have cars that have heaters , that shit , and they're going to amp it up and amp it up . Thank God we won't be here in this body , we'll be here in another one .
Think about this now . Think about the food trucks .
I'm thinking . What am I thinking about Food trucks ?
Think about when you go to New York and you see the food trucks , right .
I'm thinking about the food trucks .
Now imagine going to New Jersey that you're in right now and seeing a McDonald's food truck or a White Castle food truck or a Wawa food truck or a Quick Check food truck .
Why are you making my mouth water ? Okay , go ahead . I'm not saying the food , I'm just saying and now I've seen all these food trucks .
What are we going to do with the buildings ? God damn , that's what they want .
Imagine that . Well , that's what's fucking up right now is the Airbnb , because they fucking bought up all the buildings .
Yep Corporations bought the buildings , and what are they making them out of ? They're making .
They're renting them out for people to come vacation in or whatever .
They fucking yeah I don't know what the fuck . And you know what it is it's illegals . Think about how many illegals are coming in this world . Oh yeah , yeah . So to make them spaces so they can just sit there and wait to attack whatever you think so I think so . There's some terrorist illegals and there's some stupid illegals that I'm sorry .
Did I say that ? Oh my gosh , what is wrong with me ? Say that , oh my gosh , what is wrong with me ? There's some silly illegals that don't know how to drive and don't have a license when they're driving and they can get away with anything , even if they call 911 or government . They get away with everything .
But we have to do the hard work and we get in trouble All the time . I love it , it's so much fun All the time , yep , I , it's so much fun All the time , yep .
Yep , I had five felonies down down to three , because the four other ones were weed felonies Like you know what I mean .
Come on , when are they going to get rid of my robbery charge ?
Come on , you can submit for it , can I , kev ? There are so many things that I got now that I know about , like I mean , I know he's new about , like your disability , all that stuff . But there are so many things that you could have , because they're only giving you one day a week . You could , you know what I mean .
You could do something where you know that you can get some type of help . I'm going to show you . I've told you I got you .
I got you I got you on that .
It's like this shit's fucking crazy . Yeah , it's been . I'm getting so used to the pain that it's like I'm going to have to just go out and fucking get a job . And make the shit worse Exactly , and because I tried at my cousin's I used to try and lift something to help clean up some stuff and I lifted a box .
It was only full like little is full of the tiny waters you know what I'm saying . And both , both , usually it was my left arm , right Both biceps just felt like they were so tight and like something was like pinching . Yeah , I don't know what was going on . I was like yo , I don't know what was going on .
I was like , yeah , I'm so sorry , I had to watch people help like clean up and shit . I felt so bad like I'm now going to a spinal surgeon to see like a spinal doctor right to read my fucking neck , mri , because you know all the shit that's going on . So hopefully that's eight months , dude , eight months .
The government is just taking their sweet-ass time and I don't understand why they do it , because they're stupid . The longer you keep shit running and you keep it going , the more money you're going to have to pay out at the end . If this all wins , if this all works out Like you could have just said , here's your disability , you know .
Go get fixed and when you're ready to work , come back Now instead of having to go through all this . Then go to court . Yep , then what happens ? I don't even care if nothing happens with me , I don't pay any money . If I lose , they do . They do so like I don't understand why they just didn't . I even asked them . Just let me apply for unemployment .
You know what ?
Unemployment is . I fucked that up too . It was so much .
Wait , what do you mean ?
Unemployment . I got it like when everybody else got it , but Wait , no , no , no , okay .
When everyone else got , when COVID hit . Oh , so you're talking about your , uh , those things that we got , those stimulus checks .
Well , those two those are . Those are separate .
Oh , but you stopped working because of COVID . Okay , see , I was in jail . Oh , I had no idea . Oh , wow , I'm like wait , you got , everyone was . So everyone was laid off at this date . Oh my God .
So I got two . My check every week was $215 from unemployment Okay , but I didn't even know when all my money was ran out , found out that you can do like you can get what four weeks of your check , so you can get up to $1,000 a week or something like that .
I heard people were doing some yeah Like making a lot of Like shit .
Man , I could have done that and just put that on the side and then messed it all up . I was too nice . I was like , oh yeah , weed , I love smoking weed . Hey friend , you want some money ? Oh man , you had it , you were getting it . I was getting it .
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I was partying man , I was doing stupid shit . Yeah , I love it . It's so stupid .
Kev , I can so relate with you . It's not even funny , man .
I could have had a car , I could have been Zooming , oh man , but no , I got a drink .
I had a drink . Right , you got a drink . Right , you had a drink . I had a fucking . I had to play video games .
Yeah , so you know what Everything's a life lesson , everything .
That's the truth , because if it happened when that time was going on , we might have been dead .
You know , if something happened where it was like , yeah , and that money was for that , to like save yourself and out having a stupid time , and at the time I was just trying to block myself from all the stress .
But , damn man , that's why I was alcoholic in the past , because I couldn't handle being adopted , I guess , or whatever I was in pain or something .
People were making that much money . Damn it . I'm so pissed bro . They gave me two stimulus checks .
And it's $1,500 , I think .
That's it . I got like a nine . I got a nine and then they took the rest .
I could have $10,000 in my account right now if I saved it . Are you kidding me ? Yep , and I blew it all off every day .
I heard that everyone was getting like everyone that had a job or whatnot , even like Trump was giving it to everybody yeah , and it kept going when people started getting jobs .
Oh my God .
Now , some things are making a lot of sense from other things that I'm learning right now .
And now there's some people trying to do it , but it's impossible to do it because they know they'll use yeah , crazy .
I didn't know any of that . It's so crazy how people try to pull one over on you , yeah or try to act like this was like that , but it really was like this . Yeah , this was like that , but it really was like this . This is how this happened . Oh my God .
It's all a game . It's all like playing house , you know .
It's all like fucking you know what . How are we going to end this right now , kev , it's all with . I'm going to tell you , because we're going to start this next episode off with it I like it which is going to be very soon yes , definitely , it might even be before this video drops , but we're going to end it on my face like this .
I just want to apologize for all the things that I did . I was in a dark , dark . I did some dark , dirty things . I'm P Diddy , you , son of a bitch . I did some dark , dirty things and P did it , you , son of a bitch .