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S1 E1: Fear

Apr 14, 202125 minSeason 1Ep. 1
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Tensions fray when Arrietty's parents break the unwritten rule and approach another boat.

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Fulmer's Folly, a Static Airwaves production.

Narrator

Arrietty

Arrietty VO

Soft grass tickling between your toes. The smell of garden after rain. The taste of a burger fresh from the barbecue, topped with that plastic cheese, onions and garlic mayo. Netflix. Mum changed the subject when I asked her what she missed the most, and Dad... ...well... he didn't really say anything. I stare blankly at the dull plastic mobile hanging above my head, flopping about with the movement of the boat. We made it from old coke and Fanta bottles during the first week.

I think it was the second week we decided to paint murals in the cabin. I got to do the bit above the bench on the starboard side because that's my bed. I'd painted fish and whales and dolphins because... ...well... we're on a boat and that makes sense when you're nine. Looks like crappy cave paintings, especially after two years of picking flecks away with my fingernails. Dad was smart.

He painted a big bright green tree on the port side that stretched above the dining area, and then let me and Mum paint different coloured birds in it's branches. Mum had tried to paint a lion for Penny, but it kind of looked like a weird dog. The purple flowers she'd done in the forward cabin looked okay, though. The fibreglass hull slaps hard on the water. The boat rolling slightly to port before correcting to starboard. Bit screwed up when you think about it.

We were making mobiles and painting the boat while the world burned and screamed and ran.

Arrietty

What's wrong?

Samantha

Boat.

Arrietty VO

I flip over. Springed to my feet and pick Penny off the floor where she was playing; taking her to Mum and Dad's forward berth as I hear Mum bring their old radio into life. Setting Pen on the bed, I turned back to see Mum scanning the channels for a voices. Eyes wide. Face pale. Movements sharp. I close and lock the door, jumping onto the bed. Check the forward hatch is locked and cover it with a plastic with a tarp that Mum had rigged to plunge the cabin into darkness.

Arrietty

Remember how to play? We haven't played this game in a while. We have to stay really, really quiet and still and wait for Mum to come give us hugs.

Penny

Shhh!

Arrietty

That's right. Very, very quiet. And very important. If it's not Mum or Dad, we do not let them in.

Penny

Not in.

Arrietty

Very important.

Arrietty VO

I push Pen as far back into the berth as I can and feel for the sharpened boat hook on Dad's side of the bed.

Penny

Mum.

Arrietty

Shhh! She will get very cross. Stay quiet.

Penny

They say.... go away! Arrietty: Pen. [Knock at the door] Samantha: It's Mum. I need you. [Arrietty moves to the door but hesitates] Arrietty: Peter?

Samantha

Rabbit.

Arrietty

Is it people?

Samantha

I don't know. Go to Dad quick. Penny You stay there, hun. [Arrietty leaves - end of scene] [Arrietty climbs into the cockpit] Dad?

Jack

Take the wheel.

Arrietty VO

Dad's giant hands release the metal wheel to my small, nimble grip. It's normally one of those few thrills. Feeling the weight of the boat riding the water and the power of the wind in her sails. Pride in the responsibility of controlling our floating world. But today it leaves me numb.

Jack

Don't fall off the wind. Keep her on beam.

Arrietty

I am.

Arrietty VO

Dad stands at the rail. Binoculars raised. I follow his gaze. A good way out of the port bow. Bobbing aimlessly amongst the waves. I can see the light bouncing off something white. Another boat. I feel sick. My eyes look into the sail as I grip the wheel so tightly it hurts. [Samantha enters the cockpit] Mum steps out onto the deck with a canister of flares and kitchen knives.

Arrietty

Should I get the boat hooked?

Jack

Stay on the wheel.

Samantha

Seen anyone?

Jack

No. I don't recognise her.

Samantha

Let me have another look.

Arrietty VO

There was a time seeing another boat was exciting. A mixed feeling of joy and hope and sadness at seeing others. Mum or Dad exchanging news on the radio. Me and Pen waving ribbons. Sometimes other kids holding up hello or ahoy signs. And on very, very rare occasions after a long talk on the radio, Mum would bring the boat close to them and Dad would toss a trade onto their deck and they won back. Usually something dull for the boat. But we'd never tie up to another boat. Never.

No one ever did that. You kept your distance. And then the mood changed... ...And people changed.

Samantha

Her sail's down.

Jack

She's listing as well. Do you see?

Arrietty

They're not chasing us?

Jack

No. She's dead in the water.

Samantha

Did you switch on the radar?

Jack

Clear.

Samantha

You're sure?

Jack

Positive.

Samantha

...I don't like it.

Jack

I know Samantha: Why would anyone abandon a boat? I agree... But this is an opportunity. I think we should get closer. Give me the wheel.

Samantha

Arri, keep your eyes on the radar screen. You see anything you say immediately. [Penny's crying below]

Jack

La Luna.

Samantha

Yes.

Arrietty

What's La Luna?

Jack

Oi! Eyes on the screen!

Samantha

She's definitely heavy on the bottom.

Jack

Was real rough a few nights back. Maybe they got caught out.

Arrietty

Pen's crying. Screen. Penny's crying!

Samantha

All right Pen hon. I'll be with you in a moment. I'm just here. Blast the horn. I'm going to watch her deck, see if anyone appears.

Jack

Anyone?

Samantha

No... Her deck doesn't look too bad. Are you sure about this?

Jack

No.

Samantha

What if...

Arrietty VO

Mum lets the word hang heavy. The nightmare in everyone's head. So we just know why we don't stop anymore. I let my eyes start up for a moment to the white sailboat. A sleek, futuristic-looking thing. Probably only a few years old, unlike ours, which is from the late 80s. Some days I'd fantasise about us finding an abandoned boat that was better than ours. One that had belonged to a billionaire or a film star, and we'd go and live on it. Towing our old one so I could have it when I wanted space.

But I look at the abandoned boat and I get the shivers. Dark feeling it's bringing something bad. I want to run.

Arrietty

You said we don't stop for boats anymore.

Samantha

Arri...

Arrietty

I am watching the screen, but you both said...

Samantha

This is different.

Arrietty

Why? What's, La Luna?

Samantha

Not right now. I will tell you, but this is one of those really dangerous moments, so just do as we say, OK?

Arrietty VO

We circle her, viewing it from every angle. See the name's Calypso. Dad and Mum stand in a room that's closer and closer as I watch the empty screen. Penny's crying is drilling into me, putting me on edge. Then they slackened sail and we stop. We never stop. I can't stand it. [Penny's crying very loud]

Samantha

Jack... I'm going to have to go and sort her.

Jack

OK.

Arrietty

Dad, we're not tying up to her, are we?

Jack

No.

Arrietty

I think we should leave it alone. Dad.

Jack

Don't worry.

Arrietty

Don't treat me like an idiot!

Jack

We need things that boat may have.

Arrietty

Don't go.

Jack

I must.

Arrietty

No. Please, is there something wrong with it.

Jack

Hey, they can't get out here, yeah?

Arrietty

But what if there's people?

Jack

That's why we took so long to look.

Arrietty

But what if they're hiding? People are not the same. It's gone weird. We always run from other boats. We always run.

Jack

Arrietty, the world is full of horrible nightmares. And sometimes we run and that's OK. But other times we have to face what scares us. Fear is good. It tells us there's danger. But the trick is not to let it rule you. Sometimes we need to have courage.

Arrietty

Is that from a film?

Jack

I genuinely can't remember.

Arrietty

You nicked that from something, didn't you?

Jack

Don't ruin the moment.

Samantha

Jack, take Pen. I'm going to have to bring her out.

Jack

Really?

Samantha

I don't have much choice. She's in a state.

Jack

Come here, short stuff. You're so loud.

Samantha

Clip her tether on. I've got your gloves and a face mask.

Jack

Thanks.

Samantha

I'll start blowing up the canoe. Arri, you stay there. Do not move. [Sound of Samantha inflating the canoe] [End of scene] [sound of Jack paddling towards Calypso] Penny: Dad!

Arrietty VO

He keeps her eyes firmly on Dad. He paddles steadily towards Calypso in the inflatable canoe we use on hot calm day's. Moments of fun now overshadowed by the dark tinted glass in Calypso's windows watching back. Calypso wasn't much bigger than our boat, Fulma'rs Folly. But her edges were more angular. Her deck looked like wood instead of the dull gray anti-slip on our own. Hull and sail crisp and white, with a wheel on her starboard and port side in the cockpit.

Any other time I would have been jealous of her... ...And that made me feel guilty... ...Sick... ...I swallow hard.

Arrietty

He said don't let her see anything.

Samantha

What?

Arrietty

Dad said don't let Pen see anything. What is there she shouldn't see?

Samantha

Nothing.

Arrietty

You're lying. Dad says that when bad stuff's happening. He said that when we went to the marina... ...when the car... He told me not to look.

Samantha

Oi. Concentrate on the scope.

Arrietty

That why I'm looking at this so I don't see something.

Samantha

You're looking at it to keep her safe. Understand? Now shut up. Dad's almost at the boat.

Arrietty VO

I chance a glance to see dad by the starboard side of Calypso. The side that was the lowest in water. He reaches up to get a line secure. I look to Calypso's cockpit. Barely breathing. So terrified something will come running out. I look back at the screen and then to mum. Her hands are white with a grip on the rocket flare. She's shaking. I look back to the screen; then to dad as he hauls himself over Calypso's row. Landing awkwardly hard... ...Everyone freezes. [tense music] Nothing.

Nothing appears from Calypso. But I can't stop my hands shaking... ...I feel like I'm gonna throw up. I don't want to be here... ...want to run... I want dad. We don't stop for boats. [tense music] Dad cautiously moves towards the hatch in the cockpit. Crouching down and weaving to see as much as he can. A large kitchen knife in his hand. [tense music builds] Arrietty (Whispers): Please don't. Please. Please don't.

Arrietty. VO: He takes a sensitive step inside and then disappears from view. [sound of wind andd waves. not even penny makes a noise now] [Samantha anxious breathes] Samantha: Scopes.

Arrietty

Nothing... ...Do you think another boat will come?

Samantha

Watch the radar... [Samantha very anxious breathing and fidgeting] Do you know how to set the mainsail?... ...by yourself?... ...Arri? Arrietty (frightened): Yeah. If I... ...No, I can't... ...Shit... ...How long's he been down there?... ...Is there anything on the scope?... ...No... ...Come on... ...Please... ...Please... He's there! He's... ...Take Penny below.

Arrietty

What's wrong?

Samantha

Go to our cabin. Do as I say.

Arrietty

Is he coming back?

Samantha

Arri! [Arrietty runs below deck and listens] Jack?! ...Stop there Jack!... ...Jack! ...Don't come any closer! Jack! Jack! [Popping sound and whizz of rocket flare]

Arrietty VO

I jump to the thin window and press my face against it. See the trail of red and orange smoke dispersing. Dad's frozen in the canoe.

Samantha

I need you to talk to me. Please. I can't let you back on until you say something. Jack:..It is me. What's wrong? Was it people? ..Jack?... Jack, I need you to talk to me. Why have you come back?

Jack

...We should go.

Samantha

wha.... Can you tell me why?

Jack

Not now.

Samantha

...Okay.... ...Why have you taken your face mask off?

Jack

I'll tell you in a minute.

Samantha

You need to tell me now.

Jack

...I don't want the kids to hear.

Samantha

It's the kids I'm thinking of. ...You're scaring me. ...You're acting weird. I need to know it's you. I want it to be you! Jack... It is me, Sam. [end of scene] [Sound of Penny playing on floor. Sam chopping something making dinner.] Arrietty: Has Dad told you what happened yet? ...Yes.

Arrietty

Is it bad?

Samantha

...Yes. [starts opening a tin]

Arrietty

...It must have been really bad.

Samantha

What?

Arrietty

You're opening a tin. You only do that for special days... or the really bad ones. [puts down the tin] Samantha: Come here. I need a hug. [they hug] I'm sorry for how things are. Me too. Is Dad going to be okay?

Samantha

Just needs a bit of space.

Arrietty

Are we going to be okay? ...Mum?

Samantha

Tomorrow's another day. Although I'm getting really tired of sun-dried fish.

Arrietty

And boiled.

Samantha

That's some luxury now.

Arrietty

What if the battery breaks completely?

Samantha

Learn to love dried fish.

Arrietty

I'm serious.

Samantha

Then we'll figure something out. Don't we always?

Arrietty

Don't treat me like an idiot.

Samantha

I'm not.

Arrietty

Then why won't you tell me what's going on?

Samantha

We're on a boat. Trying to stay alive.

Arrietty

I'm serious.

Samantha

So am I.

Arrietty

I can't talk to you. [starts to walk up into the cockpit]

Samantha

Do not bother Dad.

Arrietty

I don't bother him! You treat me like I don't know anything. Like I'm Pen!

Samantha

Stop shouting!

Arrietty

Who's going to hear?

Samantha

Oi. Don't get smart.

Arrietty

I am smart. I want to help. I want to be involved. I want to feel like I'm doing... something! Not just being pushed to the side or in the way.

Samantha

When have I said you're in the way?

Arrietty

You're always saying you're busy or go below or take Pen every time anything happens!

Samantha

That is helping!

Arrietty

Why can't I help decide things? Why can't I know what happened on the other boat?

Samantha

Stop.... Alright? Everyone's tired. No one's in the mood. Just give it a break, yeah?

Arrietty

Would you really have killed Dad?

Samantha

....I think... I think you should go see if Dad needs help. [Arrietty goes up into the cockpit]

Jack

What's the noise about?

Arrietty

Nothing.

Jack

So... what's for dinner?

Arrietty

It's not funny. [sound of wind and waves] Arrietty:... Is this forever? ...Just the four of us?

Jack

Things are pretty screwed up. But things have been screwed up before. The world always writes itself eventually.

Arrietty

Never this screwed up.... I... I.... I saw them when we left. You told us not to look... but I did. I... I saw what they were doing. I saw...

Jack

...Why didn't you say?

Arrietty

I... I don't know. But I think about it all the time.

Jack

...Me too.

Arrietty

How can a virus make people do that?

Jack

Don't think... I don't know. But we're safe here. They can't get us out of here.

Arrietty

We're not though, are we?

Jack

We need to be careful.

Arrietty

Of the uninfected?

Jack

Yes. When people are desperate... ...they do desperate things. Sometimes very bad things.

Arrietty

Steal our stuff?

Jack

Yes.

Arrietty

Were you going to steal from that boat?

Jack

.........There are very bad people... who will hurt us if they catch us. They will not care that your children or we're uninfected. They only care about themselves and what they can take. Do you know what empathy is?

Arrietty

Sort of.

Jack

It's when you sympathize with another's feelings and show mercy. And they have none. They will not care how you feel that they're hurting you. They will kill us if they catch us. But we are nothing like them. We only take what others have left. But you barely took anything. Does that mean there was someone on that boat? Jack:... It's getting dark fast. We should eat quick before light's out.

Arrietty

I could take the night shift, you know.

Jack

It's less fun than it sounds.

Arrietty

Don't mind?

Jack

Not tonight. But I tell you what, you can stay up with me tomorrow. And we'll do a shift together.

Arrietty

Deal.

Jack

All right. Go get food and take it easy on your ma. She's all we got.

Arrietty

I really miss Pizza.

Jack

Oh my God! A deep pan stuffed crust with garlic bread.

Arrietty

Dad.

Jack

Sorry, but it is what I miss most. And trees.

Arrietty VO

Technically, we do sort of still see trees, though only when the weather's really, really bad and we need to shelter the boat. On those days, Mum and Dad will both stay on deck for however long it takes, usually in a foul mood when we come back below, and then forced to stay in the forward cabin to babysit Pen with the door locked. Those days, the boat really feels like a coffin. They get really, really angry if I come up.

Dad caught me once looking out the window through the gloom at the shoreline. I couldn't see anything but the distant white of the waves crashing against the cliffs. Dad doesn't shout very often - but when he does. Otherwise, we stay right out in what they refer to as the sweet spot. Far enough not to see land or be seen, but not too far as to be in the worst of the ocean swells. [sound of rain] Jack: Rain? Sam, get the top! Arri, jib sheet! Oh, wait, wait! Let me bring her over to slacken.

Okay. Furling line released. Right, let's go! [frantic running and shouting] Arrietty VO: Rain is an event. The genoa sail hurriedly fell to make room on the bow. We use everything we can to collect the fresh water for the town. Every drop is precious.

Samantha

Pull it tighter! A bit more. Now tie it off!

Arrietty VO

It was Mum who came up with the idea for the Varys water traps. We did have a water maker on the boat, but, um, well... There was a lot of screaming and crying that day. Fulmar was never meant to stay out as long as she has. But, right now, we had a good rain, and winning at anything out here feels amazing! It makes you feel like... what I guess feeling drunk would be like!

[LAUGHTER]

Arrietty VO

we stand there. Sopping wet. Crazy and giddy. It sounds nuts. And to an outsider, in normal times, it would seem cheesy and gimmicky. But you have no idea... You just don't understand! And I shout madly into the dark to be heard, to make the world know I exist, daring it to shout back!

Arrietty

[screams loud and energetically into the night] Wasting: [A horrible rapsy animalistic voice bellows out of the darkness] [Terrified breathing] Samantha: Oh... my... God. Arrietty (terrified): I'm sorry. Jack: Shh!

Arrietty VO

The dark had shouted back.

Narrattor

This was a Static Airwaves production.

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