foureyedmonsters

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There's always another festival. There's never enough money. Everyone believes in them. No one will distribute them. Their relationship is a work progress and their film is always a rough-cut. Watch this series about Susan Buice and Arin Crumley on the film festival circuit with their feature film debut: Four Eyed Monsters ...Series begins November 1st.

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Fullerton by Woodpecker - Directed by Susan Buice

More of Woodpeckers Music here: http://woodpeckermusic.com Synopsis: Haunted by the memories of everyone else you've been with doing the same things in that same bedroom running into the same problems you realize that there is only one constant. Your dog. Lyrics: (paste in the lyrics.) Credits: Directed by Susan Buice Starring Josh Stienbauer Produced by Arin Crumley & Isis Masoud Assistant Director Roger Ingraham Cinematography by Arin Crumley Choreography by Isis Masoud Camera Assistant Jo...

Oct 28, 2009•3 min

Episode 13 - Depression, Guilt, Acceptance & Hope

TO WATCH OUR FEATURE FILM GO HERE: http://foureyedmonsters.com Music in this episode by: Parenthetical Girls http://www.myspace.com/parentheticalgirls http://www.slendermeanssociety.com/parenthetical/ Ben and Bruno http://www.myspace.com/benandbrunomusic http://www.g-rad.org/benandbruno/ Heather Renee http://www.myspace.com/heatherreneesings http://www.heather-renee.com/live

May 04, 2009•11 min

Four Eyed Monsters - Episode 12 - Bargaining

WATCH NEXT EPISODE: http://foureyedmonsters.com/13 ARIN'S BLOG ABOUT THIS EPISODE: Why throw the baby out with the bath water? Maybe there are some aspects to a failing relationship that can be salvaged? I'm so persistant that I'll just keep bargaining and negotiating a shittier and shittier deal. When do you walk away from the table? Or is it bad to think of things so black and white, on or off. Is there a gray? If two people are going to be thinking of each other all the time even though they ...

May 04, 2009•7 min

Four Eyed Monsters - Episode 11 - Anger

WATCH NEXT EPISODE: http://foureyedmonsters.com/12 SUSAN'S BLOG ABOUT EPISODE 11: I am sort of attracted to darkness. I think I'm 90% pretty normal and 'good' but I do have this 10% that's very deviant. Being a stripper and enjoying it was a manifestation of that deviance. I understand how emasculating it must be for a boy to have a girlfriend that spends her time charming and mentally seducing other men while dancing scantaly clad simply because they pay her but I wish that my boyfriend would j...

May 01, 2009•7 min

Four Eyed Monsters - Episode 10 - Denial

WATCH NEXT EPISODE: http://foureyedmonsters.com/11 SUSAN'S BLOG ABOUT EPISODE 10: Things had been tense and strained for Arin and I for a long time. I chalked it up to stress from working on the film 24/7, constantly being in each others' presence and of course the strain of financial crisis. I figured we'd eventually come out of these problems and be able to spend quality time together and perhaps fall in love again but then there was Kyle. Nothing much really happened between us but it was the...

May 01, 2009•9 min

Four Eyed Monsters - Episode 9 - Shock

Watch Episode 10 here: http://foureyedmonsters.com/10 Is love an illusion? Is it something we see happening and feel so magical about but then in reality never happened at all? I don't know. The fact that relationships just begin to deteriorate over time causes me to lean towards the idea the love never really existed to begin with beyond our own delusional experience of feeling that it did. If that is the case, why not just chase that wonderful feeling and when you find it try to keep it as lon...

Apr 27, 2009•7 min

Episode 8 The Family Meeting - Four Eyed Monsters

Watch Episode 9 here: http://foureyedmonsters.com/9 Are emotions fact? I feel there for it is? Well in some ways yes. It is a fact you feel the way you do. But also other people may feel differently or may not have intended for you to feel that way. So leaning on emotions as your navigational guide could be inaccurate. You could feel a certain way that is really all in your head and not real. So maybe people should just keep their feelings to themselves until they pass because they aren't based ...

Apr 26, 2009•9 min

Episode 7 - If you give a mouse a cookie

Watch Episode 8 at: http://foureyedmonsters.com/8 I know this because I'm this way. Give me an inch and I can't help, I'll slowly start to see if it's possible to have a mile. Especially if what I really needed was a mile but I was just to timid. Asking for an inch is just easier then asking for a mile. But nice guys finish last and always trying to be accommodating of others can leave me feeling completely walked on. When I so kindly give that cookie is it anyone's fault but my own that they go...

Apr 24, 2009•11 min

Four Eyed Monsters - Episode 6 - Inside The Acting Studio

Watch Episode 7 at: http://foureyedmonsters.com/7 In life it's good to say yes to everything but in your own way. If something seems like it deserves a no the question is what spin can you put on it to make it a yes. When a new relationship starts I can't help but just say yes to the whole thing. And I just keep adding things to it that make it even more of a Yes. But what about boundaries then? What about things that really deserve a straight up no. What about defining roles and putting people ...

Apr 24, 2009•14 min

Four Eyed Monsters - Episode 5 - Losers

This episode is about the beauty and glory of being a loser. It's kind of cool in a way to be a fuck up because it emphasizes that what ever your passion is matters way more then being cool. The only problem is when being a loser creates disasters of epic proportions that then leave you in pain. A loser in pain is really a sad scene. The song in Episode 5 is called "The Day I Dies" by Gingerbread Patriots. Appearances in this episode by Arin Crumley, Susan Buice, Marc Scrivo, Dorian Nuskind-Oder...

Apr 24, 2009•5 min

Four Eyed Monsters Episode 4 - Waiting for Crumley

Watch Episode 5: http://foureyedmonsters.com/5 Episode 4 is about sabotaging yourself and your relationships. Why do we do this to ourselves? To have so many abilities but still fall short at the last moment when it really counts is such a tragedy. The song in Episode 4 is by Amanda Casanellas and the score was done by Golden Pastime. For streaming music and more info about songs used in the video podcast go to myspace.com/foureyedmonstersmusic. Appearances in this episode by Arin Crumley, Susan...

Apr 22, 2009•6 min

Four Eyed Monsters - Episode 3 - Pretend

Watch Next Episode: http://foureyedmonsters.com/4 This episode shows the mistake of an all or nothing attitude and shows us deciding whether to put energy into our relationship or focus more on our work together. Music in this episode by Stone Jack Jones on the label Fictitious Records. Additional camera operating and additional interviews by Marc Scrivo Appearances by Arin Crumley & Susan Buice

Apr 22, 2009•5 min

Four Eyed Monsters - Episode 2 - The Investment

Next episode: http://foureyedmonsters.com/e3 This episode was about the fear of what Susan's parents expected of me if I accepted their help. They were giving our relationship their blessing in a way that I wasn't sure I was ready for. The episode is part of our DVD that has 13 episodes plus the feature film in which we try to get the bottom of how relationships work and why they fail all the time. It also comes with a music CD of music used in the episodes. To get a copy of the DVD/CD combo ple...

Apr 22, 2009•4 min

Four Eyed Monsters - Episode 1

Next Episode: http://foureyedmonsters.com/e2 This episode was about transforming from strangers with problems into a couple that canceled out each others problems. After that we almost became the same person because we shared the same goals. This episode is part of our DVD that has 13 episodes and a feature film that are all part of this project of us trying to understand the birth, life and death of our real relationship. We've also put together a compilation CD of music used in the project tha...

Apr 22, 2009•6 min

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