Hey, we're back. This is for the record with Angelina. I appreciate you being here. Hit all the subscribe buttons if you're new, follow us on Instagram at Underscore ft R pod. Chris is here and we had a special guest Av. I can't see because it's big a screens in my way,
but say hire sorry to find Av. This week's episode and for the culture, we're talking about Nikki and Meghan, the stallion of Beefan's let's let's talk TV, Griselda on Netflix and bitch I went on my first hinge date and Chris has a crazy story about x's and tattoos, so by all means, let's get to it. This is for the culture, for the culture, for the culture. This is where we pick a headline and ask if she or he did it for the culture. You guys, the girls are
fighting real, They're fighting Nika Megan. The beef is real because okay, if you're not familiar with what's been going on, this kind of goes back a while, but it's never been like a full on beef. Oh my god, you know it was all good just a week ago. Let's let's let's go down the timeline. Shall we once upon a time we had Hot Girl Summer. Oh great, great record, I love it. Uh. That was in twenty nineteen. Wow. Next year, twenty twenty, Cardi
drop swap with who Megan Is Stallion? Hiky did not like that. The next year twenty twenty one, Nikki unfollows Megan Stallion off Instagram, and then a couple months later she dropped Sea and Green, where people thought she was kind of subliminately dissing her. Uh, Nikki, Yeah, but you know it's like one of those like, oh did she It was a couple of those with a couple of records. I think Red Ruptus Lee's too. Oh
yeah. I think people thought she was taking shots at Megan. But still nothing that's like, oh that's about me, you know what I mean. There's been a lot of shit going on. January twenty sixth, twenty twenty four, Megan the Stallion drops Hiss and honestly, she wasn't just coming for NICKI. A lot of people I didn't even peep the Megan'slaw comment like I did. Yeah, I flew right over my little head. I had no
idea, didn't know. I was like, okay, new Megan song, let's go, yeah, that's cute, she said Drake and beating the BBL allegation. She's taking shows to anyone that has something to say during the Tory case. And then yeah, one bar. She gave Nikki one bar what she said? These host don't be mad at Megan. These home's mad at Megan's law. What is Megan's law? Do you know the exact definition? I don't know the exact thing. I just know it's like a law that
keeps track of pedophile. You have to be a registered whom. Nikki is married too. So like everyone knew that shit was about Niki. Nikki spirals on social media after this. Okay, so leading up if you're not if you didn't know, Nikki now put out a diss record called Bigfoot, and I don't know it's not her best I have. I don't have bars to comfort me. But and like I know, there's a lot to be bad about Nikki. I still like I wouldn't call myself a barb, but I'm
never like fully just Nikky. Like I do still love Nikki's music. I'm still rave along, but I'm drunk fast forward Nikki's monster verse. I'm doing that ship word for word, So I guess I expected more from her. U on Bigfoot, Oh my god, Bigfoot. Just her rollout was bad because she was spiraling on Twitter for like forty eight hours. The song picture took me out. Yeah, it was not okay. So you thought it
might have It was maybe gonna be some heat. It's like like some Jurassic roll ship, like a little iih, he'll standing in this big guess foot. It's fucked up. It's so funny. It's so fucked up. I think I watched a lot of drag Race where they're just kind of caddy and they just kind of read each other for filth. I was just like, oh, this is like she just like read the bitch down kind of. But it was just so funny because it was so mean. See you're feeling
it. I wasn't to me. I did no because I remember you messed me. You're like, oh my gosh, she's psychotic. She's crazy psychotic, And I thought even like, no, this is iconic, Like this is psychotic, like crazy like iconic, like she literally lying on your dad, mama, are your dead mama? Yeah? Your dead mother? See,
I don't know. I feel like you're giving her too much credit, Like it's no. I'm just like so for me and I just want to make it clear, like when it comes to rap Beef, I think anything's on board, Like I'm not like, oh my god, that was so messed up. Oh my god, I was so fucked up, Like how dare she cross that line? Like I loved Push the Tees verse to Drake. You know that Van is six six sick, Like I feel people were
saying, you can't go for someone's dying friend, and you can't. But at the same time, I was like, oh, I was here. I was here for the violence and with Nikki. I don't I don't get what she was saying, Like I don't understand the point of that line. I don't really understand. I don't get either. But she's just bringing up to that her mom is dead and that is so fucked up, like like
like repeats it over and over. In the end, I'm just like it is like, yeah, like you can't talk about people's oh dead parents. I guess, but like I just I wasn't like, wow, she went there, Like I just didn't really get it, Like I was like, Okay, it was just like your mom's dead, your mom's dead, Like that's how I got like a little kid, like okay, like that's not rap, that's not like a bar. No, I'm not saying it's a
bar. I don't even I'm not even familiar with rap like beef, you know, but I thought it was we just to be like, oh, your mom's dead, like you have the bigfoot, Like it was just so kiddish, Like I feel like real amateurl wasn't disrespectful enough to me. It was very like enough. I mean, it is just it is the most disrespectful thing you could do is talk about someone's parents that are no longer here,
like to talk about someone's dead parents out of pocket as fuck. Someone can argue it's so disrespectful that would go outside of any rap battle, like, bitch, you actually have to see me now, like now we're about to get physical. I guess I feel like if you're gonna be that disrespectful and you're gonna take it to like the highest disrespect, you need to be
making sense and it needs to be like a real bar. Like I don't know, I'm not a rapper, but I feel like she could have typed something in of like I don't know I'm not a rapper, but I don't know, something like if her mama was here, she's slappy. I don't know, but I just feel like, exactly, it was very disrespectful. It is out of line. I get that, And yeah, I would argue maybe she did go too far, but it was almost delivered so bad that it was kind of like, okay, what it was so cold?
It was just okay, I feel like a bar something. It wasn't clever at all. It was like cold cold. She's like slued shaming her like about all the men that she's been with. Who cares? Okay, she fucked you, she was easy. Who the fuck cares? Yeah, like that was a Barry Win. And then what she says, humping on a minor base, that's your man? Oh yeah that was weird. We're talking about there? Yeah, yeah, what's going on? I call her bigfoot? Get up on your good foot. I think I just love it so
much because it's really bad. It's funny, but it's bad. No yeah, no, no, beef needs to be bad. That's why I'm like, I want to get that out the way. I'm not coming from a place of like, oh that's fucked up. I can't believe you said that it's bad because I'm here for the violence, is what I'm trying to make clear. In a perfect world, the women need to be uplifting each other,
especially in this industry that's so male dominant. I wish it wasn't happening, but I feel like so much is built up with you know, Nicki and other rappers, especially Meghan and Nicki. And now we're here, Okay. I would like it to be one way, like they say in the wire, you want it to be one way, but it's the other way. And now we're here, and the rap lover in me, the girl that loves rapping hip hop. When it comes to a wrap beef happening,
I want all the violence. I'm here for all the smoke. Sometimes if I can't wake up in the morning, I will play Ice Cubes No Vassiline, greatest song of all time, Don't at me. Every line excites me. When jay Z said left condoms on your baby seat, that excites me. I'm here for all the disrespect. When Pusha she said you are hiding a child, but that boy come home, be motherfucker playing border patrol. That was mean. When he said your son deserves more than an Adida's press
run. That was mean but asn't good, Like this is like a good yeah bar exactly. I want all the mean bars talk about how his baby mom is a porn star and you try to clean her up but the stend just toll on her. And I just feel like with Nikki's response, it was disrespectful, but like it didn't move me. It was so childish your mom's dad. I didn't think that was like no, no, no, no, it's so petty. It's so petty, and this is just me Like I mean, for you listening you can't see, but it was like,
oh my god, see you liked it. That's those are a good compliments, petty. Mean, that was a good record. I'm not like out here like I'm just lapping it. I'm not like listening to it, but I'm just like I cannot do for she went out and said that, okay, so you removed a little bit. When I first heard it, I was like, this is crazy, Like yeah, it wasn't clever, but she really punched her, like literally, it was just it was very literal. You were for Christmas the bar wait. I literally just went to
one of the best drag bars in the world. Oasis Drag Bar in San Francisco. They just had Nicki Minaj's nights. Ye you know, my ass was there. I'm really not a barbs, I'm hell of fake. Wait what did they play the song? Yeah? They played them all. They played red ruby sleeves. What do you watch draggers? Say? Did you play the record? No? No, this was like, this was like three weeks ago. Anyways, And I really did like some of her, like some of the songs on her new album. It was pretty good.
No, I love the new album. I love Nikki. I will listen to all her old time. Why I love her too, because her voices that she does is fucking weird and crazy, and like that was this whole song with a You're gonna fucking kill you. She's not like a fucking gremblin, Like she literally off the wall, like off the chain, like crazy, like she's on drugs or something. I don't know, maybe maybe not. No, you like you're like, okay, you think those are bars?
And she did get like she really does eight I don't yes feel like that was crazy, but I was like, oh, just you liked it, It's okay. I'm not going to admit that I liked it to get fucking docks. The bars, I feel like are harder than the hotties. They're probably crazy. I cannot admit it because I've always been a Megan's stand. I love Megan. Okay, you don't like the girls fighting, I don't. You're coming from a place of peace. Yeah, it's just like
your damn mama. Oh, your damn mama, that's fuck. Don't bring up your damn mama, bitch. I just I think she could have done better, And I guess what didn't do it for me? I, Like I said, I think her rollout was bad, Like all that stuff she said in the song, she had already said for forty eight hours on Twitter, Like we clearly just read her timeline, So it wasn't nothing like oh the mom, like she's been talking about the mom for the past forty eight
hours. I wasn't like surprised by it. I was you've been ranting about it for the past like it made it look like you care too much. Like it made it very much like, oh, Megan's winning, because you are clearly spiraling like you have not non stop on Twitter, retweeting, talking shit. Every bar that's in that song was on her Twitter timeline prior. There wasn't nothing new fact, so it was like, okay, it was for the same thing, her drama, her steeze up until that point.
But it's just the cover photo. I can't. I have to find this chiktok real quick. So fucked up and I thought I reposted it, but it was like, oh right here, like I s this is POV. You're listening to Nikki's just to Megan, nick have a joker part one foot foot, bad foot, blue foot. When it comes in the making, no stallion, the bitch you got one foot. When it comes to rap, I demonstrate when it comes to legs, man, and you take you
fucked your motherfucking best friend man. Don't you know your mama, dad, children? But that was a long time ago. While you bringing that up, you sully, that bitch things she's smart with Megan's law. You ain't smart, you little fart. And when it comes to feet, I have to And when it comes to Megan, oohoo oo out like your foot. I'm the queen of rap, you the queen of foot. Buy a lateral feet, buy a lateral feet, manage god By a lateral feet and you
got five minutes to apologize? Why no feet foot foot for foot Nicki minaj Nikki they have a joke of Barby, let's get it. Yes, that's literally and that was not good, Like that is so simple, Like I think I just have a soft spot in my heart for stupidity, like it was so stupid. Well, I'm excited to see what Meghan says next, because I feel like Meghan. I mean, Nikky got bars too. That's
why I was disappointed in this record. But we'll see what Mackey said, Mickey, what Meghan says she has even Nicky hinted for like like another song right like in the outro. Oh yeah yeah, yeah yeah part two yeah oh yes, yes, yes, girl better be about on the part line. Even I have something really real on her now she has time and like the slushame like y'all rap about the same ship. I'll summer, we'll appen to that. What was talking about when she says fucking your best friend man
is crazy? Fucking your best man's friend, I don't know. Get again, it's all this like tea and I'm like, I don't know what the hell is going on. I watched like a a bunch of different youtubeas after on my way to school, Like I just listening to it for an hour, like so everyone's everyone's got their own little story to it. You crazy, I don't know. Crazy. Chris is here for her. She's he's saying, thank you, doing it for the culture. I am not.
But so far Megan hasn't said anything. She did announce that she is going to be going on tour soon, though, so I don't know. I feel like there's a lot more to come. She's not doing it for the culture. Yes you are. No no, no, no no no, you're TEMI on this. I'm t Megan. It's it's here bar versus the hotties. You want you major lions clear Chris. Wow, It's okay. Hell everyone let's talk as TV and I gotta talk Chris Selda on Netflix.
Did you watch it, Chris? I started to watch it, but it's all Spanish, so I could not, like do my homework and watch it. Yeah, but honestly, the first thirty minutes I was watching acting. She is an actor, av Did you watch it? Not yet? Not yet? I love Sophia. She is doing what it needs to be done. This is not Modern Family, y'all. Oh my god, no, no, no, did you finish it? Yes? Oh my god. I stood up till like nine in the morning like a fucking crackhead, and
I got up till episode five and spoiler alert, Oh damn it. Wait yeah, okay, I want there's six episodes only, right, yeah, okay, this is my only spoiler. This bitch start hitting the crack pipe and I'm like, all she had to do was not do crack. You could have been run and ship. But no. That episode five, you guys, is absolutely insane, Like when she started hitting crack. This party episode, like she goes crazy and she starts making people do weird. She
starts being paranoid as fuck. Yeah, I'm logan to be like, nah, brah, I got I gotta go to bed. That's so that's when I stopped watching about Shout out to producer Chris. We have another Chris here. Say hi, Chris say hi on the line. Yeah, Hello, his name is also Chris. He is recording videos. He's gonna get us clips so we could be you know social. Yeah. Griselda on Netflix if you don't know, it's about Griselda Blanco, known as the black widow,
the cocaine godmother. She like ran Columbia. She was a drug lord. The show starts off with like a quote from Pablo Escobar that's like, the only man I ever feared was a woman named Garcelda. I don't know if that's true. I feel like they just do that in for the show. Wait, it is powerful, but it's true. I need to fact check that one, you know, don't I was assuming. I was assuming she was like's wife or something. She's her own, no relation. I did see that. I was like, oh shit, okay, no, no,
nothing, okay, cool, wow. But it's always the female stories. We don't hear you, hear you hear about your Pablo escobars. Who the hell is Griselda? Don't know, I'm gonna find out. Yeah, which she's pretty popular, but kidding, yeah, she should like the documentary. Okay. Anyways, there's literally a whole record label rab group named Griselda. Yeah you never heard Griselda only because you've showed me them. Okay,
well, I mean she's a legend. And Sophia she did do an interview saying I guess her one of her brothers, like, because I think people were coming for her a little bit. People are fed up with these glorified stories of people who are not good people, But I feel like it's still a story that needs to be told anyway. Sophia in the interview, she said, I guess she had a brother that like died like in the cartel too, So it's very interesting hearing that POV like her going into it.
But yeah, she was acting for sure. I thought she did so good. I thought she did her big one. I mean, she's been around forever, so I don't want to say like this is her breakout, but she did kill it. Carol g wasn't it? Oh my god? Like such a little Vattie. I love her and maybe love her more. She had very small parts, but like every scene, I was like, this switch is acting too, I think. So I saw something like a clip that said it was. But then I saw people in the comments like,
no, she was in this too, So I don't know. I gotta fact check that one. Yeah, Like she had a couple of lines. Like she wasn't a main character or anything, but she is like someone that like Grisella looks out for her. I mean, she's like one of the prostitutes that like helps her local cocaine. That no, but the the story was really good. I thought the main guy that she ends up with, Dario or something. I don't know his real name, fine as fuck.
I I keep saying pictures of him on Twitter. She should have kept him around. He was fine as hell. Shout out to him. There's this other guy in it. I think his name is Rivy. I need to get the names down, so I'm sorry. I know the spoiler guys. But at the end, he like there he basically it kind of hints that he's gonna stitch on her so he could get less time. He goes in there and he starts having phone sex with one of the like DA assistants or
whatever. Wow, And the whole case has to get thrown away because he did that. So he's like, you're welcome, bitch, and it's so insane. I googled it. That's that really happened. Wow. So he kind of like threw himself under the bus or like made like like he helped her out. Yeah, damn he was. I was like, Donia was the finest, but really was the realist. He's kind of a real one
for that. I can't believe that really happened. So just are like having phone sex, didn't know it was recorded with this criminal, this drug lord, murderer. So who's looking for her, like the FBI or yeah, everyone everyone, they find her. Yeah, she ends up going to jail and then the real story They don't put this in there, but when she like gets so, I guess she was known for killing people, having her hitman come up in motorcycles and she's doing them in the head. That's how
she killed a lot of people. Wow, so went to prison. Is totally out of the drug thing, right, sixty nine years old and someone her that way? None who did it coming back after all these years. That's the way it is used too. Yeah, yeah, we get that
ass. Sure she made a lot of enemies. But one of her sons, the only one living, Yes, I came out and I guess he was upset because he was like, they got my mom looking hella ugly, like she's like this nasty woman and like she was actually really pretty back in the day if you google her. Sorry, Grisilla was ugly. She was not cute. Okay maybe when she was younger. Sure, here's my thing. They have Sophia playing her mom like they really just put her prosthetic nose.
Maybe they gave her some wrinkles, but she still looks like I was gonna say, she did look very I think she looked kind of different though. I mean, yeah, yeah, she said the bakup did good, but they she still look like, Okay, they gave her like chin and like a jaw, like, yeah, they gave her that fake ass nose. Wait, I gotta google her. I need to see that. But if you look at the real girl like Sophia is still not looking like her, you know what I mean. And so I'm just like, dude,
oh sorry, exactly look like da kills Selena. Okay, so she looks nothing like her, even though they did ugly Sophia up for sure, show in the room right now. She was on Kelly Clarkson talking about Sofia. Yeah, she was on Kelly Clarkson talking about that transformation, and Kelly was like, no, it doesn't even look like he looks so good. She was like, she was like no, it took hours and wigs and all
this stuff. Kelly is like, basic, but it is she She looks like it could be her own person or like a relative of Sophia, right I agree, I don't. I don't think it was that drastic. Like do you remember Monster, the movie Monster who started that they made her? Yeah? Right, it was like about that like killed telling people, but she like got raped. Like it was like it was like based on a true story. What's her name? She's Hella pretty. Charlie's the throne.
No, yeah, Charlie's the throne, right, yes? Yeah, yeah, Oh she looks Do you see it? Did you google it? Yeah? Like that is a transformation right there. That is a beautiful woman turned ugly. Can't even recognize her exactly. I do think they ugly Sophia up for sure, Like we know she's not that bad, but like, bro,
they still got a bad ass bitch playing your mom. Also, this, at the end of the day, this woman is in charge of hundreds, hundreds of families dying, like ruining Columbia if your mom, her legacy is known to be this nasty, ugly, fucking woman, so be it. Sorry, she's not a good person. So that's the last thing. I'm like, Oh no, they didn't make her look pretty, like should I right? And he actually is trying to sue, right, oh is he? Yeah? So he's suing Netflix and Sophia. Oh damn. So
I don't know how that's going to turn out. But I don't know if even all these BioPen, like fucking was her name? Rosie was her name? Gypsy army, Gypsy army girl. I couldnot No, Yeah, they're always like going to make a documentary. But I thought it was really good. I do feel like the end was a little rush and I was just like out, yeah, that's really fast. The hour an hour long? Yeah, they're pretty long. I think they're an hour long because I feel
like it was along. There were long episodes, but I feel like it was rushed. The end was a little rushed, and I feel like they left out a lot of stuff, Like I don't know they could have done more about like her upbringing, because like she didn't go through a lot. I think her mom used to beat her, and like they kind of just
show her like, oh poor, oh I gotta go sell drugs. Do you think maybe that's why the Sun's upset too, because like I'm assuming he knew his mom enough to know, like, oh that this past of hers is what kind of led to the decision she was making. Right, I don't know, I didn't even know he was like suing and everything. So but maybe she died in twenty twelve. Yeah, maybe he is like y'all don't get the whole story right, kind of like with the whole Selena thing.
Remember when the series came out, they had issues with that too. Oh my god, Yeah, they screwed that one up, those terrible family or Chris was upset and like the story being like warped supposedly and stuff like that. So but yeah, I thought, I mean, it's definitely still watchable though it's really good. I know I'm not above the whole like, don't glorify it. It is bad, but you don't love me a little gangster? Okay, So I was tuned in. I thought it was really
good. A lot of people in the Bay and beyond are upset because I did leave out Charles Crosby so after I think he wrote her when he was in jail, and she dated him for a long time and he's from Oakland and he's like the only boyfriend that she did not at least put a hit out or kill real Oakland legend. Okay, Danny Griselda, it was down. I guess that there's another documentary The Cocaine Cowboys or whatever that tells the story of her and he is mentioned in it. But a little racist.
You don't leave in her black boyfriend loving her life, the only one that finessed her from Oakland. We leave that one out. But maybe because it was like afterwards, like you know, after she went in prison, they were dating, so maybe that's the reason. But still they could have they could put my guy in there. Wow, So that was kind of whack, and they kind of had this whole hero cop situation like this girl that's a cop. She knew the whole time that it was Gricella. No one
believed her because it was a girl like that shouldn't happen. It was a guy that I did it. They could have left out the hero cop and put Charles Crosby in it instead, I think, but you know, it is what it is. But I thought it was really good. So if you watch Grosella on Netflix, let us know, hit us up on socials at Underscore, FTR pod or at Angelina on ear. I said, bitch, if you wanted to go to tailor is, just tell her brother you
want to go to Taylor's. You said that, Oh, hell, yeah, man, I laid it out right, I said, I said, I says, I said, bitch, bitch, Chris. I know you have a topic, a story, but real quick, I gotta tell you guys, I went on my very first hinge date. Wow. It wait so good, but I do want to share one when it's a thing.
Yeah. So we're back on the apps kind of not really. I feel like I matched with like two people that I was actually talking to, well kind of, I wouldn't say talking, but it's the only two people I said hi to didn't let the match expire whatever. And this person was he had the energy. He was like, when are we going on a date? Let me get your number or your socials whatever whatever. Is the guy who you said you didn't have an Instagram? Oh yeah, Chris, I
say that to everyone. Okay, I guess that could be another question you guys on the dating apps, Like, I don't want to tell people my Instagram right away because, first of all, yeah, I don't know if I want people to know right away that I'm in radio. They always I don't know. I don't know what it is. It's just like you gotta
ask a bunch of questions. I don't know. I don't know. They try to be they try to like identify with you, like, oh, I've always been on I've always wanted to be on radio, or like oh, you know, I don't know. They try to like make it make
a connection there. I really don't know what it is that bothers me, but I feel like it if it comes like this whole thing about like my career, and I'm like, I don't want to make my career my personality, or like, yeah, I don't even know if I want you to know that I'm on the radio yet, like definitely don't know, like fucking celebrity or anything. But it's very like a public profile type of jobs. I don't know. I don't know if I want people to know that.
They're like there's so much to explain about it that people have one idea about radio and that's not really what it is. I feel like I'm really passionate about my job and what I do. There's a lot of misconceptions about it, and it's if there's layers like you gotta deal with the questions like oh do people listen to radio? Or if the person automatically says they don't listen to radio. It's like, Okay, I didn't ask you, you just asked me. What I do? It just explaining things. We got our
job, like trying to make us to be influencers. So that's all over my socials, explaining stuff, explain how music works. God forbid, this person is actually into music or know someone that's into music, and I got to tell them I can't get their cousin song played on the radio. It doesn't work that way. And then even my station specifically went through something really tragic with the loss of JV. Like if they want to talk about that,
I don't want to get into it. We went through something traumatic, Like it's just like layers of stuff I don't want to get into right away. I don't want to talk about my job right away. Everybody knows for like, I don't have all that stuff right away. You know what I mean? That makes sense? Okay, you know each other first, you know. Yeah, So I always say I work as Zara. How have you ever worked at Zara? No? Never, I do work at close my first job. Okay. I always say work at AARA, and they're
like, what are you doing? I know they never work that far, but they'll be like, oh, what do you do that. I'm like, you know, people figure out what they want to wear, check, come out, put it in the bag and love me Zora. Or I will mention my other jobs that I have, Like I will be like, oh, you know, I'm a board member for nonprofit reading partners like sports, like I do stadium announcing. Like maybe I'll mention that like the Santa
Cruz Warriors. I mentioned that kind of stuff, like I'm in voice work and work for partners, but I leave out I say all my jobs except for radio. When is the right time, I'm not. I haven't gotten that far. Like I literally don't go out any date. So that's something like I don't know these people, you know, Like okays, when I met this guy, like right away, he was like, oh, what do you do for work? Again, because I was like dodging the question
via text, but I already got like a vibe of him. I was like, oh, you know, I lied, I do have Instagram. I'm like, this is what I do, and he he No, me and this man have nothing in common. I want to start by saying that, like like even this little stuff that we were talking about, like food, we like like everything was complete opposite, but like there was chemistry, like we were bonding, but like I can tell you, like doesn't give
a funk about radio. So he was like, oh that's cool. But it wasn't like, oh my god, what station, which I'm like, okay, either he doesn't give a shit or what if he's like, butch already now I know who you are. I was just gonna ask you you ever like actually thinking of that theat No, there's people I see, like you know, when you're looking through people that like you, they're like, say something about wild I'm like, oh, absolutely not. But no,
I've never had anyone. But that is a scary part. I'm like, what up in the back of their hair? They're like, bitch, actually, yeah you are, Like that's kind of fucked up. One of your sixteen followers. Yeah no, but he's not. He he didn't like harp on it. I think he probably got the vibes like or are you too, Like, yeah, bitch, I don't want to talk about work all day either, you know, Like it was very cool, that's cool, good thing. But this is the funny part. I mean not really,
it's not really funny. It's terrible. You guys, I forget. I know, I'm gonna tell the room right now. So I'm going into this date. And I mean, I think he's cute. You guys don't always say like a little dash bugly, so it's not like hell of fine, but he's cute to me, a little sprinkle. But all his pictures on hand she has hat a hat on. Oh and I did notice. And I'm texting my Frank Criscina because you know, I give him my location just a case they're about to get killed. Yeah, or I gotta make a
dash for it, you know. He comes and I like, he goes to the bathroom. I'm like, oh my gosh. Like, no, he's super cute. It's going really good. But I was like his hair's I didn't say he's balding, but like I was like, yes, there's a little thin you know, you got a little Edgar haircut. And it's like finning, Like maybe he could be balding. That's what I'm saying. Okay, later, me and him, we go, we get beers, we go get dinner. He's like, let's go turn off, let's go
to hell a stranger. We go out to the bar and now we're like kind of tipsy and we're like getting a little more serious. You guys, tell me what he tells me. He beat cancer twice, that's why he's balding cancer. I was like, my jaw, you guys to the floor. Wait, but did you mention the hair thing? No? I would text I literally like when he went about I was like, bitch, tell me why he has cancer. He doesn't have he beat it twice? My god, do you have an explanation? Like you know, you have an
explanation on that's terrible. On the hair, Okay, you're not really balding. What's something hair? Oh? It was like he probably saw you staring at his head and was like it's cancer. What are you looking at? Oh my No, that is so sad. Like he's so young, that's so sad. No, he seems like he's called this family, got a family business. He's hanging out with his friends all the time. He's a joint. Life is normal. That's I know that. Like I was like, oh, I really did not know. I was like kind of over
sharing a little bit. First date. What kind of cancer do we know? Did you ask? Maybe we don't, Maybe we don't. I think we let him share what they want to share. Is that kind of a lot to share on a first day? Though, Yeah, I think it could be a conversation starter, depending on how because I don't even know how he got to that point. It kind of was like, you know what I mean, like, had he been like it's still like mentally messing with
him or something like that, and that maybe not but that's true. Well no, and then like what you just said, if he's fine, he's living life, obviously he's past that and now he's like, now I'm going to focus on living, you know. So, dude, I'm hella. I get really weird and uncomfortable, and when if you bring up like a serious conversation, I'm hella nosy and I will ask ye so, but I'm just I get I know, right, yeah yeah, And I was yeah, yeah, I would just be like I think I did ask, but
he didn't really I didn't really understand his answer. I'd be shocked. Yeah it's good. Maybe that's good for you. I mean good that you don't have to I'm gonna check my cancer literally hand understanding club when he tells me this, it's like music is lasting. By the way, it's like that picture, the picture of the guy girls here, that's so bad. That's
up. I'm so sorry. I did ask him what kind? And I feel like he like kind of went back and didn't want to talk about it, like yeah, that's cool though weird, Yeah that's so I like kind of like serious the middle in the middle dance for yeah, yeah yeah yeah from my club from my homies, I got cancer, what records? I'm so sorry? Do you want to do you want to go to the corner and like do you want to talk about it? No? Seriously no,
but actually so sad. Yeah. It took a while for me to process, like right away, I'm just like my job was to the floor. I was like, uh, that's so sad. I'm so sorry, Like are you okay? Like what kind was it? Like what and like and that's when he was like, oh, I feel like maybe he like immediately regarded it once he said it, like like where that go from? Maybe if you're like how your reaction? You know what I mean? Because some
people they start treating you different when you know you've been through something. You know what I'm saying, Yeah, well yeah or he's lying. He was like, I know how to get on my pants. This is the last card. Yeah, maybe he wants that to have. I hope you wid be psychotic, Yeah, psychotic. Yeah, I get it. You don't You don't ever want to like pity anyone like I'm not here to pay you. Honestly, I'm really big on that too, because I don't like that
either. So like when someone does open up to me, I don't want to make them feel like I'm so sorry, like I'm not. I didn't want to act like that, especially like I really appreciate when someone exactly, I really appreciate when people open up to me, and I don't want them to like stop, And I know how that feels to not want to like I'm not telling you this to be like oh you know, that's the last thing I wanted. But I'd rather have silence. But maybe I don't know.
Maybe I think I was. It just kind of came out of nowhere, So I think my face is like, oh my god, in a circumstance to like if you're literally drinking out, like usually that's not a setting for those kinds of conversations, you know. Yeah, yeah that was nice and maybe I'll edit it off the podcast because that's talking about Like producer Chris is like, no, there's no going back recording. I'll debate, bring this off if we end up editing it. Guys, just know I shared
something crazy about how date. But the day after that what amazing. So you can listen to it on her Patreon. Just kidding. She didn't have yet. You got to pay for that. You have to pay for that t baby with it. That was literally on Sunden Saturday, Saturday. Yeah, no, this is literally just hard again I think so so Yeah. I mean we've been kind of texting, not like super serious texting at all, but I have talked to him since the first date and I'd be down
to hang out with him again. It went really well, was the rest of the night, No, it went great. Did he sleepover in your mouth? Oh? My mouth terrible? I don't kiss and tell, but it went really good. I had a great night, and I feel like I needed like a good date, like I have not gone on a real date in a long time. I told myself I want to go on real dates and be a regular single person. And I feel like it was all the things, like we had a great conversation, got to know each other,
got dinner, god, drinks, went dancing. Like even if it ended horrible, or even if I decided I didn't like this person, like it was want to be perfect anyway, because that's the first up of me going on a real date. And that's exactly what that was. So I enjoyed myself and it was a step towards me going on dates and being more open. Now. I literally I'm not gone, literally yours you guys, where'd you go for dinner? No? You know what? We're not getting
told? Oh, but you're gonna tell me else. Pray, we pray, we prayed, not come over to pray. And no, no, no, no, no, that's say you were dating. Actually say you got to say, say you got a partner. I'm kind of I'm kind of going into my little story, okay, because I was talking to my friend and they told me it's crazy a story. Don't get me wrong. I love this bitch to death, but she kind of weird. And I tell her, I'm like, bitch, you're crazy, you are insane,
but I love the funk out of her. I've become friends with Yes, really do I really do? This bitch is crazy, But I'm just like kind of iconic. Would you ever get like a matching tattoo with you? I have a matching tattoo with your partner, with your partner, your partner, your boyfriend, your girlfriend, Producer Chris, would you have a matching tattoo? I do? I have a matching tattoo right here with your partner.
It's not my partner no more. Oh it's like it's kind of up like dating afterwards, like because they would always see the other tattoos and then this when I would never bring up and like he's pointing to his pinky way, Yeah, I got a little heart like sometimes like it would just come up and then I'll just be like my ham would be like this and like,
oh what is that? And I don't like to last I'm gonna just tell you the truth, because yeah, you saved you a conversation because this person and I still see her sometimes and I mean, okay, so you like, okay, yeah, I'm friends with all my exes. I don't see no problem with it me too. You never know when it's like Shaton your drives, I don't know, it depends you just like the roster you like, do you just like to keep your roster. Like, No, I don't like to keep out. I like to have a piece of mind.
I don't like to have a roster because I don't like someone hitting me up asking how my day is. I'm trying to I got ship to do nothing. But you just said you like people. You just said if you're dry, you gotta have something. That's a roster. That's what you got.
You always got them on a bench roster if you're fucking someone. Yeah, I've been single for like a year roight okay, yeah, Now I wanted to focus on myself and let me ask you this, But you got justin You keep them on the bench, ye know, I keep you got to keep goes on the bench because you don't want to get bored. But I think like you got to like sometimes you like forget how to do it
sometimes. But I also feel like about sex now with all, if you don't if you don't have like sex at least like at least like twice a month, like I feel like, goes to like your stammaa goes down. No, I understand why you keep someone around to you know, but every I feel like sometimes you got to make a trade, like this player is well anymore, I think you still be friends with your ex. I don't know about keeping every X on the roster. I literally live with h but
she's a girl. Back to the competent. I do have magic tattoos. Okay, okay, what happened? You still have it? So it hurts to take off. So that's the only reason why you have it's your heart to take off or I don't want to get more tattoos around here. So like, it's like, so the question is would you cover it up? No, that's fucked up. We're still so like, okay, okay, I probably wouldn't get it to begin with. We'd have to be very like yeah, die Hard, you're my person. Yeah yeah, yeah. And
even then I think i'd get it if she wanted me to. I don't think that comes from me. Yeah you know what I mean? Yeah, okay, So let me tell you. Let me tell you about my friend. This bitch she is Dady was dating this guy and he had this tattoo of like it was like a sunset or something something. He's an artist, so he drew it or whatever and it was on him. They break up.
The first thing that she does when they break up is go get that tattoo because she wanted to have a piece to remember that's not a match match with him by herself. That's crazy. Is that crazy? Is that crazy? Okay, Okay, I don't want to call it crazy. But she's still my friend. So no. But but she told me that, I was like, are you Does she do that with every guy she day? It's like, literally she has spending her arm so this one. She has other tattoos. That was my first question. I was like, girl,
what's up with the other? Have a little black? But yeah, you know you want to keep a little item, like oh yeah, Johnny gave me this a teddy bear. She wanted to like have like I loved him so much and wanted to like, I still want to keep a piece of it with me. I guess that's why. So she got the same tattoo as him. And first of all, it's his drawing. And they broke up. It was kind of bad, It was kind of rough, and they kind of reconciled back together, and he recently asked her to cover it
up. So so what are we thinking people? Is it her body, her rights or should she honor him by covering it up? Or I don't know, you know, so many things are going through my head, right, you know what, right period period, I was the guy. I don't think i'd asked her to remove it, because not my problem, that's on you at this point. Yeah, I think, you know, yeah, what if someone got your face though after you broke up? I don't want to be after that, Like, and it doesn't say anything about about
me at that point though, so like I'm not tripping. Yeah, I better be a good one. No, that's crazy, that's wild. So then we're not really doing and then like she's all like you got that matching tattoo, and like she's forever gonna hate it. Right then we get married and then I take it off. You have the best wedding gift. Take
it off. Stop not as we still love her. Yeah, I do feel like when it comes to getting stuff removed, like not even with lovers, like it's not necessarily like oh if I get this moved, that means I hate them, And it's all the same like some people are just like in a different space like one, Yeah, we're not together anymore. So I thought this meant something. It doesn't mean the same thing. It means to me anymore, So that could be a reason to change it, or
you're just like somewhere different in life. I don't know if I want to put this person on blast, but there are someone that's very close to me, say that had a matching tattoo with their friend, and these two guys actually like okay, okay, and like, I don't know, they like years past, and the other friend end up going to the army and got it covered. And the person close to me was actually like a little hurt
about it. Yeah, because it was I think it was like kind of final, like oh, was it like a raiter tattoo or like a best friends forever tattoo? It was like a batman and Robin oh to the military and had to take it off or no, he didn't have to. But I think I think he's just like I think years passed and maybe it was already that, like I think so much life was happening to them, but
it was kind of one of those like you know what always brothers. Maybe that was more of a like are we I don't know, someone bully him into covering it up. No, I don't think it was any of that. But I just think people like if I haven't talked to in years. You know, we're just like in different places. I don't know. Wait, you know what actually this actually on your body is like a big part of this big like it's a big not a big deal, but like it's
a commitment. Yeah, tattoo is a commitment, you guys. My first tattoo my family. Every time someone dies, they get a tattoo with that person, and I think it's so depressing. And I was like, I'm gonna get tatooed my mom because I want her to see it while she's here, Like that was the whole reason I got a first one. And she like, now my mom is the happiest person ever. But I feel like before it was hard to get her to smile in pictures. So there's one
picture I was like in love with that she's smiling. So I got a portrait of her. Bitch. I want to get this covered up because I as time goes each and every day, I'm looking more and more like my mother. And like people think I have myself tattooed on myself that all the time, especially if I'm wearing my glasses, people always like, is that you mom? And then it's like oh, with your mom, dad, It's like, no, she's alive. Where do you have it right here?
You see? Oh? Okay, Yeah, I really do love that tattoo. And if you know her mom, you're like, oh, that's such a like it's a very staple, like she loves the hoodie and it's a really pretty smile. It's it's a gorgeous tattoo. They know I do love it. I'm joking, but like it is a commitment. Like there's some things I did not think about, like I'm sure the same face forget about that. But at least, like the tattoo is for you, right, even if you did it for her, it's for you because you wanted
to, so you don't have to explain it to anybody. Yeah, exactly exactly all of that. But I will say with partners, I do think it's okay. I mean, that is a completely different situation. That is not like we're getting matching tattoos. That is so different. That is a very specific situation. I do feel like if because you know, there's people who are like whatever about tattoos, which I think is cool as hell,
but I would say I'd be down to get a matching tattoo. The name though, is where I john Like, I'm never gonna get somebody's name. I'm never gonna get your face like that stuff. Absolutely not because that is with you forever. And okay, let's say we're forever, but forever it's a mighty long time. But if it's a matching tattoo that can be cute, I can. It has to be something that I'm cool with, Like
it's not just you, Like, okay, we both love Prince. I got this prince tattoo, we break up, I still love Prince bitch Like this is okay. Like I'm sure she is always gonna love sunsets. Yeah, like she could play that off, you know, like when someone saw that, I'm gonna be like, Who's whose sunset? Who sunset Bay? You know, like that's it's not necessarily someone's identity or someone else another person. It's something like you have to kind of tell the story to know what
it is. Man, I have a story to tell, but I just cannot say who it is. Okay, let's okay, can you say can I say, hey, you'll bleep it. Okay, let's give you more editing to do, Okay, I just say Okay, someone close to you. Yeah, someone close to me again. This was dating this guy. Say, this guy's name is Jack, and she got Jack's name tattude like tramp stamp, like literally broke up with him, got a tattoo over it Jack, like a load, like a lotus flower, like over the name
Jack, and then started dating him again. It got Jack again above the you don't expected people are just like whatever about tattoos. I just got a little respect for you. And then I know it's like a really big lotus flower because now she's maybe it all yeah again, yeah, yeah, no, no, she stops, she stopped. There's other ways to show love. I feel like we gotta start my other loved one. Okay, well she just got she got a matching tattoo with her best friend and she did
cover it up. But I'm like, I'm thinking, like they still do talk now, so I'm like, why did she do that? It was like I love you and Hebrew or I don't know this person, my uh, I don't know. They were in their Christian era, I don't know, so they cut something like it was best friend of Hebrew or something. But she got it up, covered up. Now she's a nonbelieve it, right. Yeah, I don't think they had a falling out or anything.
Just think she disliked the tattoo. That's yeah, because you can grow out of it, right, And the beauty of life is you could change your mind. Yeah, you know that's wait to end this. That's beautiful. But okay, but it's a little hard to change my mind with the tattoo. It's not just like I changed my mind about this tattoo. You gotta go. You can change my mind how you feel about it, yeah, okay, yeah, always you could remove it, you could cover it up
or if and who cares. You know, that's beautiful, that's beautiful. Tattoos are crazy, bro, Let's see. That's a commitment. Yeah, my girl, she she that. I was like, after, I'm my girl. I've been saying this, but you're a little different. And I can see like if he died, you know, like I want to remember his memory well alive, alive, and well that ship was hilarious, you
know what. I love her because she's so secure in herself and she like made this decision like I'm gonna do this, and that's why I funk with her. Tough, but it's like you're how long after I'm pretty delulu tattoo. Well, they broke up around ten am and she was at the tattoo parlor around one pm same day, same day. Because I asked that question to let me think, so she had a healed from the break. Maybe maybe you don't even process. Maybe you don't even process change their mind.
They didn't even have the like confirmation talk. I'll just say she was done. She was done. She was she was done, and that was her final. Yeah, she was like, I'm done. I'm trying to process. I'm trying to process that. Yeah, Okay, I gotta respect the amount of delulu, you know, like yeah, yeah, yeah, I know I'm pretty delusional too. But that's like, yeah, she's standing, she's standing on business. Okay, dog dog, that's crazy to the end,
to the end. We're in the same program together. So okay, well question, No, I would not get my ex tattooed or my significant other. Yeah, definitely not give them tattoo after we break up. But imagine tattoo is okay, like at least with her, at least, it's just like a little memory. That's that's cute, that's cute, and like she could always lie about why she got it. Yeah yeah, yeah No. If she's just far, I don't see her being a bish alive on
nothing. I don't think that's her style. This reminds me of Johnny, breaks me back to the good times. Oh my god, she's in her kids like the sunset. You could have had a different daddy, such a dead add This always reminds me that you could have on your other daddy, on your other daddy, other daddy, other daddy, on your other daddy. Don't you know, drick it if you farm prick Dorick. Just walk a wacked, Just walk a wacked, Just walk a wacked, Just walk
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