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Just for the record with me, Angelina, thanks so much for being here listening to me go on and on about whatever, whatever, all the things I care about. So I really do appreciate you. If you haven't already, hit that subscribe button, follow us on Instagram at Underscore FTR pod and on that Angelina on air. In this week's episode, and for the culture, Britney Spears and her husband Sam have a split and our heading for divorce

and Let's talk TV. I got to see an early screening of the movie Grants Rismo, based on a true story, and in Bitch, I had to say good by to my dog of fifteen years, literally crying the whole time. So by all means, let's get to it. This is for the culture, for the culture, for la coltura. This is where I pick a headline and ask if they, she or he did it. For the culture, Britney Spears and her husband Sam have splits and are heading for divorce. So TMZ, of course is the one that broke this story.

And anytime TMZ breaks a story, you really just need a step back and ask yourself what is the motive here? When I was reading this article originally messy as TMZ reported that they had a huge screaming fight over Britney allegedly cheating

on him. Oh my side, I was side I E. Because you know you immediately when you hear that, you think about how back in eight hundred BC, when Britney Spears cheated on Justin Timberlake and come what two thousand AC Justin Timberlake continued to sing about it and painted himself as the victim and

played a huge han in ruining Britney Spears's career. And honestly, he may need to thank her for cheating on him, Honestly, like, after all the years has passed that the herd is gone, he should send her a thank you card. Like if you don't like Justin Timberlake, you love crimea River, that song fucking slapped how long he dragged that out and all the

songs he's made about her. M M, I love future sex Love Sounds, but everything before that, songs about Britney single handedly made that man's career. So I already I don't like how they're twisting this and like putting you. I just feel like TMC is constantly trying to paint Britney Spears to be this truly insane crazy person Demoy. Later after that story, Brogue posted on their Instagram in case it wasn't already abundantly clear the spin on TMZ, this

is like a text message. I don't know if someone's looking this to them. It's a Dumoy exclusive, it says, in case it wasn't already abundantly clear. The spin on TMZ about the brit split is total bullshit. No one cheated and this is all about reallocating assets to prepare for her lifelong care. Keeping Sam on the payroll doesn't make sense given that Britney no longer can stand him because he's largely stopped pretending to give two ships about her. The

lifelong care part sounds so sinister. The comments on this post I hate, like, I just feel so bad for Brittany, Like I hate every angle of the story and like what this is blowing up to be someone that commented under I don't think she has the ability to cheat at the moment, for those asking about her life on care, the healthcare for her mental health slash

illness, She's not mentally stable to cheat. I know men that have actual dust balls rolling in their brain, Like if you took one look into some of these men's brain that I know it's straight up tumbleweeds rolling in that bitch. Okay, crickets, and these men are fully capable of cheating. I know, the dumbest of the dumb that can absolutely steal cheat. So shut the hell up with that. I hate those comments so much. Another thing

is like, I don't know, Sam could be this huge asshole. I feel like there was a time when he was constantly sticking up for her and you know, was huge on the big Free Britney moment. Was he using her to hopefully get his career pop in and maybe it never worked out, And now he's trying to get money because I think if you do get a divorce and like it's for infidelity, that person gets more money or something like that. So I really hope that isn't the case, but it can very

much well be. I don't know what the situation is, and I'm sure Britney spears. I know there's all those conspiracy theories about her not being a real person on Instagram and like it being AI, But for the most part, Britney is pretty vocal and open with her fans and her platform, so I'm sure she is getting ready to clear shiit up, but yeah, I don't know what it is. I don't want to point fingers or make any

assumptions. I do think it's incredibly sad because, you know, during this whole thing, Britney Spears had no really human contact at all with anyone, thinks to her family, having her closed off from everyone, and all she really had with Sam, So it's like, who could she even turn to now, you know what I mean, Like that's literally the only person that was like in her life. So I really hope he didn't screw up, you know, screw her in like some malicious, like terrible evil way.

And I really hope Britney Spears is okay at the end of all this and truly free. You know. I know there's still a lot of people out there that see her videos of her dancing and just being super cringey. Can I just say I can aim like up top of the dome right now, top of the dome. Five bitches I went to high school with that are ten times more cringer than Britney Spears. Like, they have a crazy conspiracy theories on their Twitter and Instagram accounts, and they talk to social media every

day speaking straight nonsense. They repost the dumbest shit. They are absolutely just the cringiest of the cringe, and no one is watching their bank accounts. They still have access to their money. They are allowed to talk to whoever the fun they want to talk to. Just because someone is cringe and makes you uncomfortable. I get she used to be the biggest pop star ever.

Trust me, I know when I was a child, if you saw my bedroom wall, like you couldn't see it because it was covered with all Britney spears posters. So like I had all the DVDs, I had all the CDs, big Britney fans, so I get to see like watch old music videos and how young and beat full and I guess, you know whatever they painted her to be in the media. And then seeing these cringe posts that make you uncomfortable. Okay, maybe you think she's weird or whatever, but

that you could be cringe. But can a bitch be free? You could be a cringe, but you could be free. Okay, I'm sorry. It's not illegal to be cringe, or to be crazy for that matter. It's not. So with that being said, we're gonna have to see how this unravels. I want to believe Sam is not going to fuck her over the way I think or the way i'm that I got a feeling in the back of my head or you know what's being portrayed on social media and like

these accusations. I really hope it doesn't get to that, but you know what, if it does, maybe the silver lining, Well, first of all, Karma is real. Karma is real. She is a bitch, and she will do what needs to be done, and maybe this will be like the last thing that like truly free Brittany from everything that was happening during that conservatorship and that had her down. But again, everything is still coming out, so I'm sure next week we'll be talking more about this split.

But at the end of the day, I hope Bernie's okay and Karma she is a patient bitch. Less talk TV. So I got to recently go to in early screening of the movie Grants Worst Moo, based on a true

story. The true story is literally crazy. It's about like this kid, Johan Martinborough, who was obsessed with the Grants Worst Moother video game, played it NonStop and then Nissan basically had this GT Academy where they took some of the best grants WORSTMO drivers, put them in real cars and competed to see who was the best, and then the best went on to race in actual competitions. So Jan Wadinborough I think he was like one of the most successful

wins. Because this academy was going on for a couple of years. I was not familiar with the actual story. Like, after I watched the movie, I was doing like a bunch of research. I was like, hold up, this is a real thing. I guess when I first was told about the movie, it seemed very much like this is a video gamer who became a real racer. So I didn't really know what to take from that.

But I didn't know there was like an actual academy from Nissan. They had this competition where they did that and people had to go through like steps to become like the top five and then and then whoever won that was trained to be a realized racer. So the story is really phenomenal, Like that's some crazy shit. The movie. I thought it was pretty good. I

have mixed feelings. Honestly, I will say a lot of the CGI was really good, and there's like really dope scenes where you know he's doing real life shit, like whether he's playing a video game or I'm don't want to give a spoiler, but there's a scene where he's like running from the cops or whatever, and then it turned into like a video game like the shit he's dealing with in real life. It like the graphics turn into as if he's playing Grands Rismo. So all the cgi was actually pretty amazing. The

acting was a little iffy, except for David Harbor. He's in the movie you know, Bruh from Stranger Things, and he plays kind of like the mean guy that doesn't believe in him but ends up being his mentor and it's like, you know, really hard on him, and like obviously they end up having like a really sweet relationship. I think he played that perfect and David Harvard was really good, But the rest acting is a little iffy, and I thought I thought the beginning was a little rushed. It was very

much like, yeah, doesn't believe in my dreams. I want to become a race car driver. Like I just feel like if they spent more time with his dream to do that, or his relationship with his parents, I don't know, I just I really feel like the whole beginning was really rushed, so it was hard to be connected with some of the main characters and like his dream to become a racer. But I did think the CGI was pretty dope, and I thought the story in general was a really amazing story.

I will say later when I googled some stuff, not that I think it's more of like based on actual events versus based on a true story, you know what I mean, Like, you know, when it shows him winning, maybe that wasn't the year that he actually won, but he did end up winning one of the competence as Honestly, I got to do more research. I think I read this huge article like right after the movie and then carried on living my life. But I'm sure a lot of scenes were

dramatized. But if you are a big fan of like race car driving, I think those scenes, like the racing scenes and all the stuff I gotta do with cars was giving top gun, you know, instead of planes, it was cars. So I think if you are into that, you would really enjoy it. But I will say some of the acting, some of the acting was really effy, and I don't know if I was in love with how fast the storyline was going, so maybe that kind of threw it

off for me. Oh and the product placement was a little od So if you were a huge fan of the grants were small movie, though, I say definitely go see it. Let me know what you think, Okay on my Twitter Instagram, adds Angelina on air again, I think the story is incredible. How much of it is actually true, you know, maybe debatable, but the fact that this is even semi or real story is kind of

crazy. See, like they really took a video gamer and turned him into a real racer and he like won that whole twenty four hour race that they do. Like that's kind of insane. So you let me know what you think. Grant Rismo based on a true story. It's exclusively in movie theaters August at twenty fifth. I said, bitch, if you wanted to go to Taylor's, just tell her brother you want to go to tailors? Man? You said that? Oh hell yeah, man, I laid it out right, I says, I says, I say, I said, bitch,

bitch. It has been a week for sure, I'm not gonna lie. I spent the past two days crying my little eyes out me and my family. We had to put my dog, my Chula Minuda. Her name is Chula, I just call her. That was my dog for the past fifteen years. We had to put her down. She was just getting old and it was about that time. But let rewind a little bit because Alside Lands weekend right was coming up. So like the Thursday Friday leading up to

Alside Lands. Alsa Lands was Friday, the past Friday. So I think we're on Wednesday, Thursday. Honestly, the whole week before, I've been visiting my parents and they'll mention how you know, Chula's getting old, and like just little little hints of like this possibly might need to happen soon. But like the moment they ever bring it up, I'm always like, shut up, don't talk like that, or like don't I don't want to hear that, Like no, she's gonna live forever. Like I just shut the

conversation down immediately because it's not a conversation I'm ready to have ever. And I think Alsa Lands that Friday, and I think my mom had text me. My mom texts me that day on Friday. I think the day before we kind of had a conversation, but I kind of blacked out didn't want to hear about it. Friday, my mom texts me, Hey, our vet recommended a doctor that's gonna come by, and you know they're gonna put

Chula down like that. We're gonna have them do a full evaluation of course first, And I think my mom's saying was basically like, if they say that she has a year or even more to live, than we are not going through with it. But if she only has a few months, then we're gonna have to go through with it. And mind you, I have like so much work this week, so even then, I'm just like, this is just like the most heartbreaking news to me, Like Chula is up,

my baby. Guys. I literally picked out Chulah when we went to go get a dog, like I was like, I want this dog, Like I picked out Chula. And we have two dogs. We have Chula and Bella. Bella's like a lot younger than Chula, and Chula has lived I mean, Bella has lived a good life. Bella is sheltered. You know. When me and my family were doing really good, like they got a new house, this nice house, and heyward, like Bella has lived a good life, but chula is truly our right or die, Like we've

been through some shit together. I think maybe a couple of years before I had I had picked you out. I think a year or two later, myne and a half passed away and that was like a really our time for my family, and we had got like evicted from the apartments that we had lived in, and those apartments I grew up my whole life living on four Cellis in South Hayward since I was born, like I was born to say

Rose Hospital in Hayward, and we always lived at those town apartments. So it was like myight not had passed away, we end up having to leave the apartments I grew up living in. It was that whole time was just like really were for me, and I was transitioning. I think I was about to enter high school, so like I'm changing as a person with hormones

and shit. It was like the best and worst time of my life, like looking back or remembrain because high school was fun for me, like I you know, found like my group of people I was like solidified with, like who my friends were. It was just like a mixture of good and bad times. Okay, life was put in hands on me, but I

also had like a good life as well. But there was a lot of stuff that we went through, and I feel like my dog was there for me the whole time, you know what I mean, Like Sheila was there for me when might not have passed away. She was like truly a companion animal, you know, when we're going through moving just a whole bunch of stuff. And then even like fast forward, you know when when my dad passed away and I was still living at my parents, just Chula has been

through some shit with me and my family versus you know, Bella. Bella has lived a good life. So like I truly feel like she's our ride or die. So this was kind of the back of my head and it was just like I feel like I wasn't facing what was gonna happen. But I could tell like my vibe being off the first day at Outside Lance, not that I was a feeling it, but I remember going in like a

little late. I was angry. I remember like the digital team telling me like what I needed to do, and I remember just like being so annoyed, Like I just was annoyed, and I probably was a vibe Killer, and I think it's because that was like in the back of my head, right, and this Saturday comes and I'm like, yo, I gotta see the Food Fighters. Oh and mind you, I remember I told you guys that I like was deciding if I go to Vegas or not because me and

my cousin's bod tickets to the preseason game for the Raiders and Niners. Do I regret not going? I mean a lot on my Instagram story everyone was out there. So my whole thing was do I leave early enough on Saturday so I could get there on time for the game on Sunday, But I don't want to miss a Food Fighters because they're headlining. Eventually, as dates got closer, more and more bills came to and my joy still didn't have my flight, And basically what it came down to, I had one.

All my friends were like, do it live short, catch a red eye, see the Food Fighters, catch a red eye, go to Vegas Sunday, live your best life, come back Monday. What Literally one person was like, what is your gut saying? And they were very much like, it's just preseason girl, Like this is kind of doing a lot. And I looked at my bank account on like this is doing a lot, Like do I really want to cash out three to four hundred dollars on a round trip flight? Like I have my car? No do? I had another

like super big billdo like broke? Your girl is broke, Jaden broke. So I listened to this one friend that told me good advice, and I was like, you know what, this is doing a lot. I told my cousin because she already asked me, I think someone else had bailed too, And she had asked me, do you know anyone that wants to go that is willing to buy a ticket? And I was like, hey, can you also sell my ticket? I don't think I'm a beable make and she was super cool about it. They end up selling it, they end

up going. So and I will say Saturday, I enjoyed myself. Friday. I was in a bad mood because you know that all that stuff was in the back of my head and I was angry and just irritated. Saturday comes around, I'm in a better mood. It's a lot more chill. I'm getting the content I need to get for the station, and I see the food fighters and Dave Girl was absolutely amazing. Michael Boublay came out.

I had to do an artist interview with Conan Gray, which was super quick, but we we're waiting forever for like the artist people to come, and when they did finally come, they're like, here, put this on, hurry, and we were just grabbing it in this credier. I was like, yo, can you I need to see you put it on? And it was like the bison pass, bitch. Little did I know the bison pass gets you like almost everywhere, Like it gets you into VIP, it

gets you into the artists backstage, so we had like tried it. I could have snuck into Dave Girl's trailers. All I'm saying. There was a part where like it was like main stage access, like where you'd be right down the stage, and I saw this girl go through. That is the one area the bison passed in that. But then I found out there's like

tears to the bison passed because ours was yellow. But I saw some people that have like a orange one and a purple one, so the yellow bison was probably like clean up crew, Like okay, you sending something up in the back or maybe you're getting them water or you're doing your little artist interviews, but the purples and oranges, those are like I'm Dave Girl's daughter or some shay. You know. It was pretty cool, but we're back there,

like they were already on stage. It was just kind of cool to be like, oh, we snack back here, maybe we could try this again. But was what was is being able to go to VIP because VIP got the clean bathrooms and they have better food and there's like a courtyard for the VIP area and they had like lobster rolls and clam chatter bowls. Kaya was back there. That's like my favorite roof top bar in San Francisco that was there. By the time I got there, it was all sold out.

Sweet July was there, So the Corey the VIP pass. Being able to go into VIP was dope. But yeah, we were on the side, kind of on the side stage where we were able to see the food fighters. They killed it. I do not regret my decision to stay there. Sunday comes up. Oh so Saturday's done. Heading back. It is my cousin's good friend's birthday. We're all good friends. So I go over there and I hang out with them. I love all of them like brothers,

and we are getting hurt. I ended up having to get driven home because I was too litty. We like literally were up till four in the morning drinking and talking. It was insane. So Sunday comes and I feel like I woke up still drunk, you guys, and I at first, I just woke up drunk, like okay, I need to hurry up and start getting ready because I woke up super late, like at noon, and it was one of my co worker's birthdays and I read to like get here

at the station early. So week a pregame just before outside Lands because one of my co workers was also one of the only three people that were was setting to get content and work outside Lands. That was not happening obviously. Well, at first I thought it was. You know, I woke up like new, and I'm like, okay, if I just hung up and get ready make it to the station. I'm looking at the schedule. There's like this at three pm, there's a Reggae throwne party, and I'm like,

oh, we're making it to the Reggae thrown party. I think I even like text my friend Angel Lake, like oh, look at we all to this and she's like, yes, girl, where are you? And I was like, okay, I'm about to get ready, and I literally tell her like I'm heading to my parents because that's my thing, Like okay, I'm a gonna go put my makeup on for me and I'm gonna do everything fast boom. But the moment I get in my car, you guys, I'm feeling the hangover is hitt and I'm like, I need to pull

over and yak, I'm not well. I need a vitamin water, a yellow energy vitamin water. Stats. I'm struggling. I'm on the struggle bus and I'm literally like, am I even gonna go to alside Lance? As I'm driving, I was gonna make it. I had to turn around. I'm like, I'm going back in bed real quick. I call my cousin Chris because he oh, so I'm the I don't know if it was the last episode, like two episodes ago when Chris was on. Remember, I

was like, I'm gonna go to Vegas. So that day that I go to Vegas on Sunday, I'm just gonna give you my alside Lance pass and you could go. Obviously, I text Chris with the bed and he's like, hey, Vegas is not happening. I'll let you know if I could pull some strings or whatever, but most likely is bad. Sorry, but I'll keep you posted, you know, like you never know what's gonna happen.

So I'm calling him because now at this point, he's like that sucks, but I'm actually down to like buy an Alside Lance pass and meet you on Sunday. Still, so I'm talking to him, like, bitch, I'm so hung over, Like I'm thinking in the back of my head, I'm like I might literally skip out of Aulside Lance and be like, Chris, you know what, here's my pass. You could go. Chris is also hungover, and he's talking about how like he is dying and he's at

work. But we're both kind of like should we go? Should we go? Should we go? I don't know what takes over me, Like I think I think I adored ash my energy vitamin water down that and I kind of have a little bit of life in me. And I'm like, Chris, if you're down to go, I'm down to go. He's like, Okay, well, my friend said he'll sell me his for one hundred and fifty call me back, call me back, because he's like taking breaks.

He's literally out work, so he keeps like going to the break room to call me, and we keep like contemplating if we're gonna do this and man up and go to Outside Lands last day, and then I'm like looking at my wrist and I'm like, wait, I have this fucking Bison Pass. Obviously, I don't know what this pass does, but I know it got me into VIP, it got me everywhere. Like I'm sure I could get

in with the Bison Pass. If it's led to me everywhere else, why don't I take off my media pass because it's still loose, because I planned on giving it to Chris Sunday anyway, and give him the media pass and me the Bison Pass, and we both are able to go to Outside Lands. So in mind you, I finally think this, even though we've done haved like five phone carvers pais because I'm so hungover in brain dead, but now I kind of got a little bit of a brain thanks to the yellow

energy vitamin water, and I'm like, wait a minute. I literally text him, don't buy like texting like a caveman, like call me don't buy. I call him, I'm like, yo, I forgot to tell you this, but I have this bison pass and I tell him the whole story about how I had to interviewed someone and they gave it to me. Found out it gets everywhere, do you think? He and he's like, what the hell's the bison passed? Like show me what does it look like?

And I literally text some picture of my wrist and he's like, bitch, we out, let's do this. So now I have this like burst of energy. I'm like, I'm gonna get ready, you guys. I look like trash. My makeup is still on from last night and it's like crusty because I slept in it, and I'm still like still semi drunk from last night. I still feel like it's like the blurred line of like bout to

enter hangover era, but still filling the alcohol a little bit. I put the bummiest outfit on, Like I have my cute little cargo pants, but I just on like this white tank top that definitely has a stain on it, my my little Oakland ruse jacket to cover up the stain. I put on sunglasses, said I don't have time to do my hair. I put it in a like a little low bud. I'm a hot mess. I brush my teeth and I think I don't even think. I took off my makeup like I was like, yo, we're just gonna touch this up.

In the car, I go to Nidos where Chris is working. The host is like, can I help you? And I look at Chris and I'm like I see him. He's talking to tables and I'm like, wrap it up. I'm like, throw my hands on it. I said, wrap it up, close out your tables. And the guy at the host is like cracking up. I'm like, I'm here for Chris, and he was like all good. Like if you want to go to the bar, you

go to the bar. And when you got the bar for Chris, I get a meet you, Lada. Chris orders me some rice and beans. He wraps up his tables. I got that, like the rice and beans? Did me right? Then? MEETI did me right. I took Chris. I'm like, you're driving my car, let's go. And I we have so much energy, like all of a sudden, we have this flip and we're so excited. I have thought shit, I repeat, I have a whole Megan the Stallion playlists. We're like ready for Outside Lands. We're

driving straight there. I was like, because usually we would drive to the station park and like maybe call a lift or something, which honestly probably would have been smarter anyway, but in our heads it's like four pm at this point. Megan goes on at six, We're like, we just need to get there, so we're smashing too. Outside Lands. Oh wait, I need to tell you guys a story real quick before I get there. My dumbass on Friday or was it Saturday, one of the days. I think

it was Friday. It was the first day. Yeah, it was a Friday, first day, my ass because my co workers left before me because we I didn't meet with them in time because I got there a little late. I literally call I park at the station. I just called a lift to a fucking what was the park called to Golden Gay Park. I didn't look on you know, Outside Lands, you know the info, because I'm

sure there's like a street where you need to get dropped off. Specifically, I literally just put on my lift Golden Gay Park and it drops me off, and I didn't realize how big that park is like, am am, I even from the Bay Area. I'm such an East Bay girly. I'm thinking, like whatever, I'm sure I'll just hear music and walk towards it. You guys, I'm like, I don't see no music. It's actually really quiet, and I'm in the area. If you're familiar, like it's

it's like an open road, but everyone's just walking. You see people skateboarding. There's like little footprints. I ask one guy, I'm like, do you know how far I am from the festival, And he's like he's telling me, like, okay, just keep going straight, you're gonna hit the leg. Go. Another guy passes jogget He's like two miles. You're two miles away. I'm like, fuck my life. And then the other guy that's giving me advice, he's like, yeah, you know, it's a

beautiful walk. You should just walk it. Don't even bother call in an uber because like cars aren't even allowed over here, because I'm my job like already started walking. Oh my god, damn it. So I walked like a whole two as miles. Finally, when I get towards the end, there was a shuttle that came and it was like one stop. So I basically walked that whole thing. That's why I was so angry and annoyed when I finally got there. But anyways, fast forward at Sunday, me and

Chris, They're like, let's just get there. We are like so excited. We got the playlist. I remember this one car pulled up to us at a red light and they were like also jamming to their playlists. So we just had a little moment. I was like, Oh, I love the Bay Area. We park, we cannot find any parking. We parking at tim Buck two and like the houses, walk probably another two miles to

get to the festival, like I did on Friday. We get there and I feel like my hangover starting to hit once again, like that that energy that I had was kind of dying. Me and Chris go to the media tent. That is the best part about having a media pass at Outside Lands because the media tent there is free beer. Baby that's it's Heineken, but you know what, free bear, what are you gonna do? And it's right by the land Ends stage, So whoever that headliner is, you get

to watch it from the media tent. So like Friday, I got to see Janelle Monet from the media tent, and I mean I could have saw Megan and whoever else, so that was cool. But by the time Megan started, I literally was downing liquid death like crazy because that was also the free water they had at the media tent. And there's parts where I was like, oh, I feel a little dizzy, like it's hidden. It's hidden, but I'm trying to join her set. I'm not gonna lie.

I love me some Megan. I don't think it was the greatest performance. She looks amazing. She had this red fit on. I know she was complaining because it was like coming apart and she was like, oh, someone from wardrobe was in trouble. But I feel like she didn't rap a lot of the songs, like even one of the clips I posted on my Instagram story. I'm like, I always come to sing along. I'm gonna sing

every word every song. I got a no word for word at any concert I go to you, But I did not come to see me perform, like I'm gonna need you to also be rapping. So I mean the torking was she was torking for sure, but she wasn't. She was a lot of the songs she wasn't rapping to the point where it was like very evident.

So I was kind of annoyed with that. And she didn't play thought shit, Like there was two three songs that I didn't know, and I feel like she could have swapped it out with that, Like I literally had thought shit on repeat driving to Outside Lance. I was so bummed that she

didn't do that. And also when she ended, I forgot what song it was, but she literally just walked off the stage like didn't say goodbye, walked off mid song, like the record is still playing and she's not there, And that was kind of like, Okay, it's a wrap, And someone next to us told us like, oh yeah, she did this at Pride LA or something. Also like literally just walked off the stage while the

records playing, like no goodbye. Nothing. One thing I did like though, I love that she played Big Goldfree because that's my favorite Megan the Stallion song. And I do like that she did the Savage remix and like did Beyonce's verse, I'm I did not like Savage when it dropped, but the remix I remember, like I remember when it dropped. I remember I was

in my room. This is when I lived with my parents. I remember popping out of bed like I was gonna sleep in, but I was like, because Beyonce wasn't feeding us, you know, she didn't give us anything. This is obviously way before Renaissance no album, so like goes like Beyonce and it was shipped talking Beyonce. I said this before I'll say it again. Shit talking Beyonce is my favorite Beyonce. So I remember like literally like that pop up. You know when you're like laying down, you just like

hop on your knees, hop on your legs right away. That's what I did when I saw this came out. I saw I'm a big stand of the Beyonce Savage remix. Chris actually loves the original, so I know he was kind of I'm like, oh, is this version? He didn't hate it. We'll let him talk about it next week if if he pulls up. But I was I was thrilled for that. I was like, Okay,

I respect that, Doug. We're gonna do Beyonce's verse and she wasn't like skipping any Beyonce's versus either, So I thought that was really cool because does the Queen Bee but overall, I feel like her performance was mid and I was a little disappointed. I hate to say that, but she was beautiful and I'm glad that. I'm glad that she did a couple of Tina Snow joints because I think I'm a bigger a Tina Snow a Megan fan. But yeah, So after that, me and Chris are after Megan's we're kind

of done. Like I think we're like full on hungover. We're so tired. I'm like, yo, you want to go get some fun and leave now? Run into my co workers. Tell them aboutfully. They're like, you're leaving. I'm like, yeah, I got enough content. I'm about here. We go. I'm trying to see what fus spots are open, and Chris lives in Alameda, so I'm trying to, you know, look for something. We're on the East Bay side. We go to the spot

in Alameda. Me and Chris took separate cards. I dropped him off to go pick up his car at his job, and then we're going to meet up the spot in Alameda. I see Chris where he's sitting. I'm sure he's cracking up on my reaction because I walk in and I'm like, what the fuck you guys? This place was like a rave. It wasn't packed like a rave, but the music is blasting, it's so there's so much, it's so spacious, it's so open, like there's tables where people could

sit. But it looks like, I don't know if you guys been to that one pizza spot in downtown Hayward that like tries to be an after It's not after our spot, but it looks like it needs to be. It looks like something's happening that they're not announcing, like it's an after hour spot, but only the cool people know that it is. It's giving that vibe because you know the pizza spotting downs on hereward. It has all that space, and it's like, what the hell is this for? Is it supposed

to be a dance floor? Like are you gonna put something here? That was the vibe of this place. But what made it worse Not only was there a blasting music in the front, there was a whole separate party, like maybe someone rented it out in the backside so you can hear both like music, both both of the speakers from whatever music they're playing in the back and the one that's blaring in the front. And also the seats were so

uncomfortable, you just like sank right into him. So me and Chris are both looking at each other because he's already looking like bitch, I know, this is crazy, this is insane. I'm so tired. I just wanted to, like some thought to soothe my soul and make me warm and then after I take my fun or eat my fuck head home, go to bed. This is not the vibe. The music is giving me a headache. I'm like, let's go. He's like, I'm so down to dip.

Let's get a monkey king down the street. I don't even know. I've been in Muky King many times, so I know the music was going to be loud there too, Like it's always that's like the spot you go after the club, right, but I haven't been there at a while, and I'm not gonnae. When we got there, I was like, oh, this music, it's not that it's loud. It's like it's just a bass like whatever is playing loudly. I don't even know what the song is because

you can only hear the bass. So it's a chaotic night. But we got the garlic noodles. The garlic noodles from like a kinggle smack every time. It's strictly butter. Those noodles are listening, honey, but so good. When you're hungover, you know you and you're just like, you're not even hungry, but you keep eating because you want the food to like absorb you're alcohol and you're hangover, so that hit. Of course, I got the sng pepper wings yum, and some hot and sour soup because you know,

I'm a soup grilling and that's what I originally wanted. Of course, like the portions were Hella bag, we end up taking Hella home and then I went home. And now that I'll say Lands is over, I know it's time to face reality. So I finally like it's Monday, so I go over to my parents' house and I go say good bye to Chula.

I'm gonna emotionally even talk about it right now. I'm just so sad, Like I think for me, I hit me extra hard on Monday because I knew that I was not going to be able to come over Tuesday when the person was coming to put her down, and me and my family kept going over this because I know my stepdad felt the same way, and I'm sure my mom did too, Like this is definitely not an easy decision to make, but for me, like I known Chula to be old for a while

now like this, you know, with those for fifteen years, so I'm used to her like limping. I mean, it's definitely been extra this year. And like, I also don't live with my parents anymore, so they see like her really bad days, and you know, they see her all the time, so when I see her, it's like, oh, she was just limping. She's okay, and like, okay, she's panting,

but she always pants. But my mom said, like the last like like two or three weeks before, it was like really really bad, like they said she wasn't even eating because at Google, I was googling to like when is it time to put your dog down? My mom said, like it was really really bad, like the weeks prior. But she said, since they've been talking about like putting her down, all of a sudden, she looked at like a spunk in her and was like eating her food, you

know, trying to walk better. So it was really hard for my parents to like finally come to this decision and what to do. But my mom was like, you know, they're gonna come to a full evaluation and they'll let us know because like, you know, if she does have a year

or two, we're not going to go through with it. So I'm just like laying with her and like it was just really sad for me because I'm like, oh, it's probably last time I'm going to see her, you know, because I knew I did not want to, and I also, I guess I went back and forth on like feeling bad if I didn't come on Tuesday because a part of me, a big part of me, felt like I should be there, you know, this is gonna be like her last day, be there with her last breath, because I was like my

baby. But Monday was so hard for me, Like I was like I couldn't stop crying, and I was like, no way I could go through it Tuesday, Like it's just it's too much for me. And I still had to go into work early because of course both Monday and Tuesday I have artists interviews. There's just like too much going on. So Monday I am a mess, And exactly I was even more of a mess because I'm like, damn, this is my last time I'm going to see my dogs.

Every time I like hugged her or said anything like, I'm just bawling.

It's just too much for me. In another part, I'm sorry, this is what I was trying to get at for me, like exactly, like me seeing Chula, it's regular for me to see her like exactly always limping like she's been she has the gray face for a while, so just it seemed wrong for me to see her that way and just like to have someone put her down, like because to me, it's just a selfish thing, like I'm like, no, we need to wear until she can't move and

she's throwing up, like that's when it's her time to go. Like to me, I'm like, well, this is her normal, so I feel like, you know, it's okay, like she doesn't need to be put down. But yeah, I went to work after Monday so I could bye to her. I'm a hot fucking mess. My eyes are like bloodshot. I'm like I've been crying my eyes out. I try to get it together. I put some makeup on because I have an interview with that Mexicano t that Mexicano t I was doing my research. I do love him. He's

a great rapper and stands for that Mexican out of Texas. You might be familiar with one of his clips that went viral when he redid or made like a trap version to Lama Lama red Pajama. Honestly, all the interviews I watched with him, he was so wild, like he's talking about doing cocaine, how much he loves it, all this out of pocket shit, all

these crazy stories. So a little part of me was like, damn, I need to warn my boss that this might not be top forty or like, I don't know if this is gonna be an appropriate interview for a while at ninety four nine, how crazy it might get. So maybe I'll do it like strictly for my podcast, Like we'll just see how it goes.

But I gave I just told my boss, like, yo, it probably will go viral because he is a viral sensation and like has that he has a huge following and his fan base is like kind of crazy about him. But just let you know, Like I don't know if it's like something that we can use on the New hit List or even on Wild ninety four nine. He's like, I trust you, just do it whatever, We'll see

how it goes. But he was very and again, mind you, I'm like heartbroken because I just liked bind him my dog and were your puffy as eyes? Crying my eyes out? So that threw me off a lot too.

But I will say the interview like there was a lot of serious moments, which I respect, like he was being very real, but I will say it threw me off a little bit, like I think there and maybe the interview will be out by the time I put this out or by next week, like you know, I told him how like I love how you know he has like songs where he's like being so obnoxious and like I love

like arrogant bars like some of the ship, he says. I said, but you also have like a lot of vulnerable records, and you know, I you know, I'd tell him, like, you know, and one song you talk about how your mom passed away when you're eight, and then you know the next track after that you go more in depth about how it

makes you feel. And I'd like asked, you know, do you consider this, you know, form of therapy or like or are these do you talk about like how you feel about your mom often or like are these harder records to write? And he literally just responded, he was like that shouldn't that don't do shit for me, and like just this long pusse Like I guess I didn't know if he was going to be talking more so I kind

of like, you know, I didn't want to respond right away. He's like that shit don't help me, and it just got very serious and I'm sure like thinking back, like I could appreciate it, because you know, that's some real shit. Like he's like, no, it's I just wasn't expecting it, like you know, brs just like yeah, like that helps me. So I guess I just wasn't expecting that response. And in the back of my head, I'm like, oh, did your mom die when

you're eight? But did your dog die when you were twenty nine? Just kidding being selfage is sad. I'm just like, in the back of my head, I'm just depressed, a little depressing, little stressy. So I'm trying to focus on this interview and I was expecting it to be like crazy and funny, and when this got deep because obviously like hiss it was crazy too. It was just sad. I was like, damn, well what makes you happy? So you got you got you guys will watch it.

But I will say I think I just think my head's everywhere, you know. I don't honestly, I don't even know if it's a good interview. I gotta see it when they send it back to me. But I will say I didn't come out feeling like, damn, my helly killed that interview. And I don't know why. I don't know why I feel that way. I think maybe just because I have all these emotions and I have like

so much going on that I couldn't like fully be in it. I feel like I was fully in it, and I had prepared my questions even beforehand. I don't know. I was just feeling very uneasy, and I think I just had anxiety about everything that was happening, Like at the end of the day, that's the stuff that was in the back of my head. And then Tuesday came and I did not go over to my parents, and like that whole night, I literally Monday night stood up crying, like the

whole night. I didn't get any sleep. I went to better like five in the morning and woke up, but I knew I was very much awaken nine am. I knew that's when the doctor. The doctors were going over or the vet by nine and ten am, so I knew they were over there. And I kept contenting, like should I just go their church? Just go over there, But then I kept crying thinking about it, so I was like, no, it's it's just gonna be too much, but I did. I went to texting my mom like Okay, what's happening.

What did they say? And you know, she told me like you know, no, like it's not just like her joint problems that she has, Like they just definitely said there's like neurology problems. And my mom was telling me even before that they think she might have dementia. Because when I lived with my parents, I always let Chila sleep with me, like telling me, that's my girl. Okay. We spent a lot of time in that room together. But when I moved out, my sister got the room and

then I gets my sister and the baby and my sister. My sister loves chi La too, but she always kicks to the all the room. She's like, ah, I'll go on the parents room, So that whole time that, you know, since I moved out, she loves always gone to my parents' room, like Chila will let her her end Bella. They both let everyone know when they're time to go to bed. They don't even wait for everyone and be like, okay, let's go, Like they go straight

to the room when they're feeling tired. But my mom had told me, like the past couple of weeks, since it's been like an ongoing conversation like that, has been going to my old room. So she's like, you know, maybe she does have dementia, Like she's thinking, like you know, back when she used to always go in there. So sad, I don't want to cry. I'm so tired of crying. Uh, it was just hard. Saying about your dog is like the war should ever Like I've

had a lot of deaths and we will do a grave differently. I was not saying it's like I'm more sad, definitely not, but it just hits different. I can't explain it. It's just so sad trying not to be a cry baby right now on this podcast. I hate when people record themselves crying. I mean, obviously on a podcast is different. But yeah, I've just been an emotional wreck this whole week. So Tuesday it happens,

I'm texting my mom, She's letting me know what's happening. I'm crying, bawling my eys out of my room because I feel like I'm there and I need a hurry up and get ready because I have this artist's interview at two with Ally, So I'm like putting on as much Conceller and fucking Foundations that I can trying to get my life together. It's funny if you go, like on the New hit List or on One Nighty for nice Instagram page, we like did a TikTok and my eyes like puffy as hell over here like

gott a white blahma rasta. But like, clearly I've been crying like it's ridiculous, and I just feel like my vibe was thrown off, Like I'm doing this interview with her. She was so sweet. Cally was so sweet. But again, I feel like the interview just could have been better. And maybe I'm just in my own head because I wasn't fully there, like maybe it was a great interview. It's just me being in my head. But if I don't come out feeling like I fucking killed that interview. Then

I'm feeling like it's trash. Like if it's not great, it's it's terrible. No in between for me. And there was just like a lot of facts. She had her dog and the dog was like barking in the back and I'm like, girl, my dad just died. I was so annoyed. So yeah, I think it just hasn't been my week. You know, it was a tough one. So we did the interview. I think

we did get some cute content though Tuesday wraps up. Yeah, and I just feel like my soul I think it's a factor of things like that was really traumatic and I'm really sad about it, and I just there's so much should do at work, but I just want to go home and like eat my hot cheet, doesn't cry myself to sleep, And luckily I was able

to cry a lot on Monday and Tuesday. But I feel like I need like a full day to just like be by myself and cry and be sad or do anything going on hot girl walk, do something and read a book. But it's just been like that traumatic event happening for me and then just like go go go, like outside lands, like need to beginning content and need to be talking to co workers, need to be talking to people.

Artist interview with that Mexicot Next Day Artist interview with CALLI doing my live show, like being happy on air and like talking about all this stuff when you talk about and being local and writing blogs and posting on socials. And then me and Gabby. I'm so excited, Like Gabby's flying down tomorrow. I'm gonna pick her up from the airport. We're gonna pregame, We're gonna go to Drake. One of the record labels got us take us to Drake.

We're gonna get content. She's fine down for that, and I'm so excited to go the show. But it's just it's just so much going on. Like Friday, Okay, I need to pre record my show. I like, after this, I need to go send my brakes in for the mix that's pre recorded, so I need to finish that and like all my shows that are due before I leave Drake Saturday. I hope I don't have anything going on, but I probably should like clean or do something or I you

know, I think Gabby wants to go get brunch with green Us. We're probably gonna do something like that, and then I'm gonna drop her off at the airport. And then Sunday is my best friends. She's having another bridle fitting because I'm her maid of honor. I think we talked about it in the past episodes. So I'm like excited for all these things. But i just think my social battery is like by baby ba baby like girl a low battery. Charge me, charge me, charge me, And I'm satisfied because

I had to put my dog down. So it's been a lot, but we are going to power through. We are gonna get through this. But yeah, that's what's going on no today in the Bay today because I'm like, oh, there's just so much sad news. Like that's another thing I keep looking at the news, you know, the stuff with the Maui fires. By the way, all my Instagram story, I think I'm gonna put

a link in my bio. There is this link someone put this schoogle dock together that like all the goal fun fund means that go directly to the families. So if you hit on my Instagram at angelian on there, I'm actually gonna put that link in my link tree, so if you hit the link in my bio, it's gonna be the first clip if you're willing to help. But just lopped and right there was something one of my co workers, one of his family members, passed away. Like it's it's just been sadness

everywhere. I'm like illllllll ill every time I opened the news. So I think it's just been like a down week for me. It's like the most down but also most exciting week ever. There's a lot going on. I'm looking forward to or resting next week. I'm looking at my calendar, not much on it. I mean, you never know. By Monday, I'm sure my job's gonna hit me up with twenty million things. But yeah, guys, I'm just sad my chula actually, just kid, I'm looking at

my calendar. There's a lot of stuff to do next week, whatever, whatever, whatever. After I dropped Gabby off on Saturday, I don't know. I'm having a full rest day next weekend. I need to have like a real treat yourself self care day. You know. Maybe I'll buy me a little face mask, maybe I'll have a friend over, you know, my girl Christina or one of my besties. We'll have some a little wine night cry, watch a movie, put on sleeping. I do have so

much Launcher I need to catch up on. I did not know this was a thing, but my friend was telling me, like, obviously I've been a dry cleaner, is like, but dry cleaners to me is like okay, that one peak coat that you can't put in the washer, you know, or like your down comforter or something. My friend was telling me there's places in like San Francisco, and I think even in Oakland we could drop off like your dirty hamper, and not only do they wash the clothes,

but they fold them for you. And I was talking to my other coworker Van about this today and he was like, yeah, you didn't know that, like all the I think all the dry cleaning places do that. And I'm like, no, I didn't know that. I think we were talking about what we would do if we were like billionaires, and then I was like, yo, you know what I think. I mean, I'm not a billionaire. I don't hope this isn't crazy expensive, because I'll say it

how I never want to do laundry ever again. If I become a billionaire, it won the lottery. But if I'm gonna look up how much this is because I think that's the one thing when I have depression room. It's not that my room's hell a messy, but it's just that my clothes are overflowing and just the clutter of them being there. You don if I hide them all behind my closet, knowing that it's behind there, it's stressing me the hell out, Like I have like three hampers. So I'm actually gonna

look into that. If I could pay someone to wash all my clothes and fold them, that is a game changer. When I tell you, guys, I hang everything up because I do not want to fold. I'm going to my closet. I'm the hang You're like, Mama, wear this underwear today, Just kidding out, gonna go that far. But I also don't fold my underwear. It's all thrown in the thing. I'm gonna look into that. But yeah, next weekend is definitely gonna be a treat yourself weekend.

Even my parents, like you know, they're all going through it too. I call them today. It's just sad for all of us we're going through. This is a big family loss. You know, She's impacted all of our lives in so many stupid ways, and losing a pet is just really one of the most heartbreaking things ever. So that's my life. But yeah, I know today in the bay, today I'm just send up there,

all dogs go to heaven, bitch. So many people kept telling me that, and it's like, I know, I'm not sad because I think my dog's going to hell. Okay, It's like when people tell you, like, oh, they're in a better place. Now, I know I'm not sad because I'm like, damn, is this person going to hell? Are they not going to be in a better place. I'm sad because they're not here on earth with me anymore. That's what I'm sad about. So

just let me be sad, you know what I mean. But truly, I know she is in a better place, and she's running up there and doggy Heaven, living her best life and licking the hell out of her pause. That's one thing we would always yell at Chella out because she would lick her paws like crazy and like that noise is just so annoying. It would always be like Chula and yell at her. But hopefully in heaven, no one is yelling at her, and she got the cleanest pause in the game.

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