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Feeling Asian

Youngmi Mayer & Brian Parkwww.feelingasian.com
Feeling Asian is a weekly podcast hosted by Youngmi Mayer and Brian Park, two Asian Americans with plenty of feelings about sex, dating, survival, self-worth, and everything in between. Meet our fun, interesting friends along the way; past guests include Michelle Zauner of Japanese Breakfast, Stephanie Hsu, Bowen Yang, Yaeji, and more! Named a top podcast of 2021 by CNN and featured on Apple and Spotify’s homepages, Feeling Asian offers a healthy and compassionate space for Asians, Asian Americans, and Asians in America to be themselves without feeling as if their time is a fleeting moment. Check out Feeling Asian for a catharsis that is, well, pretty Asian! New episodes out every Wednesday! Follow us on IG @itsbrianpark and @ymmayer and @feelingasianpodcast. For all inquiries please visit feelingasian.com! [EDITOR'S NOTE] “There was this space for a podcast like this and I was like, ‘Let’s just try it out, I think there's going to be other Asian Americans out there that feel like we do,’” says Brian Park, co-host and co-creator of Feeling Asian. “As long as we stay irreverent and stay authentic to ourselves and lead with empathy and vulnerability, I think that this is something that could resonate with other people.” What started as an idea between two fellow stand-up comedians, Park and Youngmi Mayer, Apple Podcasts’ Spotlight show for May 2022, Feeling Asian, has made its mark amplifying Asian American voices and illuminating all facets of the Asian American diasporic experience. After meeting at an open mic in New York City, Park and Mayer decided that podcasting was the ideal way to go in-depth about their shared experiences, and to go beyond their comfort zones as comics to speak freely and vulnerably. It’s with that very vulnerability that they’ve been able to build a devoted community of listeners and continue to grow each week. “I remember last May during AAPI [Asian American & Pacific Islander] Heritage Month, the Stop Asian Hate movement got going and I was just inundated with hundreds of DMs from people about all the racist acts that they were living through,” says Mayer. “That's when I really realized that it’s much bigger than just a podcast. It’s like we’re giving back to this community that maybe all they really need is to hear someone that's like-minded.” With new episodes airing Wednesday, the weekly show focuses on their feelings (as evidenced in its title), but goes beyond the surface with a sense of openness and honesty that makes you feel like you’re in same room laughing (or crying) alongside them with guests, ranging from fellow entertainers to mental health professionals, and even their family members, Youngmi’s mom and Brian’s sister. “We're not claiming ourselves to be experts, we're not claiming ourselves to be journalists,” says Park. “We're comedians by trade. We like to make people laugh and we like to inject levity. And I think it's created this nice flavor to our podcast where we can go really deep with our guests and provide a very comfortable space for them and for ourselves and for everyone listening.” For Mayer, the loyal and diverse following that Feeling Asian has cultivated gives a glimpse of the potential for what a successful podcast can do. “I don't want to sound too grandiose, but a lot of people really use our podcast as something to help themselves process,” she says. “I just want to grow a community and make people feel less alone.”
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Episodes

Sometimes You Suck and Other Times You’re A Genius

This week it’s just us two! Back on our power cringe bullsh*t. Brian talks about obtaining one of his goals and what it taught him. Youngmi opens up about her body dysmorphia flareup and teaches us about amor fati by way of tiktok to mic. We also discuss a recent article centered around reddit Asians. Thank you for listening!!! Our next live show is 10/28!!!!

Sep 22, 20211 hr 3 min

You’ll Be Very Happy, But Very Poor (feat. Alexander Chee, Writer)

Alexander Chee is most recently the author of the essay collection How To Write An Autobiographical Novel and professor at Dartmouth College. He is also the first guest to subscribe to our Patreon on air lol! Alexander joins us to discuss his relationship to his biracial identity and recount stories of his family’s unique background. He also shares helpful advice for writers and people pursuing creative fields. Run to your nearest bookstore and buy all of his books and follow him on twitter @ale...

Sep 15, 20211 hr 9 min

Baby Corn And BDSM (feat. Kim Pham, Omsom Co-Founder)

Kim Pham is the co-founder of your favorite pantry staple Omsom and vocal advocate for sex positivity, kink and bdsm. In other words, she’s much cooler than all of us. Kim joins us to describe the trials of starting your own company while being unapologetically yourself through it all. We also dive into kink and bdsm. More specifically, Kim teaches us about kink and bdsm lol! Follow her at @kim_tpham and go buy all of the Omsom! Also please like, subscribe and support us on Patreon :)

Sep 08, 20211 hr 8 min

I Am The Main Character Now (feat. Jenny Arimoto, Comedian)

Jenny Arimoto is a comedian, writer and creator of your favorite viral videos this year. Jenny describes what it’s like to have “the conversation” with your White friends and subsequently becoming the main character. We also discuss the inspiration behind her viral videos and question people’s allegiance to Gwyneth Paltrow lol. Follow her on socials at @jennyarimoto! Also like, subscribe and support us on Patreon.

Sep 01, 20211 hr

Glass Always Full (feat. Jordan Andino, Chef)

Jordan Andino is a chef, tv personality and owner of Flip Sigi. Jordan is the embodiment of positive vibes only. Truly! Despite being one of the busiest people in the culinary industry, we asked him to reveal the secrets behind his optimistic outlook. We also discuss Michelin stars and get the tea on what it’s like to cook for the Kardashians. If you're in NY go visit Flip Sigi and following him on socials @fork_knife. Also don't forget to like, subscribe and support us on Patreon!...

Aug 25, 20211 hr

Date And Divorce Yourself (feat. Julia Shiplett and Mic Nguyen)

Feeling Asian favorites Julia Shiplett and Mic Nguyen join us this week for a dating-centric episode. We answer your questions from four different stages of dating/relationships: Julia is single, Brian is in a new relationship, Mic is married and Youngmi is divorced. The most popular topics listeners brought up were: interracial relationships, dating app challenges, sex and marriage/divorce. Thank you to everyone who submitted their stories! Follow Julia and Mic at @juliashiplett and @nicepantsb...

Aug 18, 20211 hr 22 min

Therapy To Soju Shots In Ktown Pipeline (feat. Steffie Baik, Model)

Steffie Baik is a model, actor and co-host of the Fun With Dumb podcast. Aka all-around very cool. Aka one-half of the cool Asian girl G20 summit with Youngmi. Steffie gives us a peek into her past life as a real estate agent before she became a true maven of Koreatown. We also discuss dating, monogamy and audition horror stories. Follow her on ig @baikedguds. Also please like, subscribe and support us on Patreon :)

Aug 11, 202156 min

Go Outside And Touch Some Grass

This week's episode is just us two! Centering ourselves in our own podcast (embarrassing)??? Youngmi discusses the horrible side-effects social media is having on her mental health. Brian talks about growing up and his fear of Peter Pan syndrome. For the optimal listening experience enjoy this outside with a nice cup of deer antler juice. As always please like, subscribe and consider supporting us on Patreon :)

Aug 04, 202153 min

We Got Colonized lol (feat. John deBary, Author)

John deBary is the author of Drink What You Want, co-founder of Restaurant Workers' Community Foundation and our podcast's first White guest. John tells us about his grandfather, Wm. Theodore de Bary, who is one of the most well-known East Asian scholars in the West and shares his own personal history with East Asian culture. We also dive into allyship and congee. Follow John on ig @jnd3001 and buy his zero-proof beverage line Proteau! Also don't forget to like, subscribe and support us on Patre...

Jul 28, 20211 hr 6 min

I Was Told I Was Black, But Then I Found Out I Was Asian Pacific Islander (feat. Logan Sandoval, Chef)

Logan Sandoval is a talented chef and co-founder of Zef BBQ, which was recently named by Eater as one of California’s best new restaurants. Logan grew up thinking he was Latino, then Black then discovered he was, in fact, Asian. We know it sounds confusing lol but it will all make sense once you hear Logan share his incredibly unique story. We also discuss how chefs avoid gentrification of cuisines! Follow Logan at on ig at @zef_hawaiian. Also please like, subscribe and support us on Patreon :)...

Jul 21, 202159 min

FANG: Feeling Asian Netflix Google (feat. Jonathan “Joma” Ma, YouTuber)

Jonathan "Joma" Ma is a modern renaissance man. Joma is a software engineer at Google and a YouTuber with 1 million+ subs. Basically how our parents want us to be creatives lol. Joma joins us to provide insight into the balancing act of having a stable tech job and managing a creative career all while avoiding burnout. We also dive into the nitty-gritty of tech aka FANG! Follow his YouTube channels Joma Tech and Joma in NYC! Like, subscribe and support us on Patreon!

Jul 14, 20211 hr 5 min

My Parents Disowned Me But Not For My Face Tattoos (feat. Hyungi Park, Multimedia Artist)

Hyungi Park is a multimedia artist popularly known for her signature tattoos, which you can see on ig at @park_hyun_gi. Hyungi joins us to discuss all things tattoos! Why she got her first tattoo, what tattoos she hates and how her strict Korean parents reacted to them. Hint: they don’t like them! Jokes aside, it’s a fantastic episode about following your passions and challenging yourself as an artist. Follow her on instagram and check out her shop at baboshop.space! As always please like, subsc...

Jul 07, 20211 hr 7 min

Secrets Of The Asian Illuminati (feat. Bowen Yang, SNL)

Bowen Yang is a comedian and actor popularly known for his work on Saturday Night Live. Bowen joins us to discuss what it’s like being in the public spotlight as an Asian-American and gives us a peek behind the curtain into the Asian illuminati. Let us in!!! We also talk about parasocial relationships in the age of social media and best practices to meet people with no assumptions. Follow Bowen on IG at @fayedunaway. Also please like, subscribe and consider supporting us on Patreon :)

Jun 30, 20211 hr 6 min

Pretty Is Powerful (feat. David Yi, Very Good Light)

David Yi is the foremost expert on male beauty standards. He joins us to discuss the politics behind the shifting perspectives of male beauty throughout history and encourages us to embrace "beauty beyond the binary." We also discuss how Western ideals of masculinity affect Asian-Americans. Go read his new book Pretty Boys, available at all bookstores! Also, check out his skincare line good light! Follow David on socials at @seoulcialite! Please like, subscribe and support the pod on Patreon :)...

Jun 23, 20211 hr 5 min

Asian Seeking Asian (Therapists)

On this very special episode of Feeling Asian, we invited multiple Asian mental healthcare professionals to discuss unique issues afflicting the AAPI community. We also asked them what it has been like being Asian in a field that is 88% White. Joining us in this discussion are Diana Liao LMHC, Sonalee Rashatwar LCSW MEd, Christina Harrison LCSW, Melissa Yao PhD. LP, Peter J Adams PhD. LP, and Vicki Laverty LPC. Like, subscribe and please consider supporting us on Patreon :)

Jun 16, 20211 hr 36 min

Bo Makes Netflix Special, We Send Email

We return to our chaotic OG roots! This episode is just us two, for better or for worse??? In true Feeling Asian fashion it gets silly and heavy. Youngmi opens up about her ADHD, which often left her feeling too overwhelmed to do any work. Brian talks about feeling creatively inspired after seeing Bo Burnham’s Netflix special. We also discuss personal growth at the expense of old friendships. Like and subscribe on all streaming platforms and please support us on Patreon! :)

Jun 09, 202156 min

My Pani Puri Is Not A Nacho (feat. Sohla El-Waylly, Food Person!)

Sohla El-Waylly is a food person! If you use the internet then you, at some point, have been blessed by her food expertise. Sohla joins us to discuss silly things like the weather and “the simulation” to deeper matters like how food and food media have become a spotlight for systemic racism. We also dive into the secret to her unwavering authenticity and how she has been able to stay true to herself through every stage of her career. Check out her Food52 column Off-Script with Sohla and her new ...

Jun 02, 202150 min

Feeling Asian Not Asian Pt. II (feat. Fumi Abe & Mic Nguyen, Asian Not Asian)

**We did a crossover episode with our good friends over at Asian, Not Asian Podcast! If you haven’t done so, please go listen to part one at Asian, Not Asian Podcast wherever you stream this podcast.** Brian confronts Fumi about the fall out of their friendship. It gets heated and tense but ultimately leads to a larger discussion on feelings, accountability and ambitions. Please go listen and subscribe to Asian, Not Asian wherever you get this podcast and follow them on socials at @asiannotasian...

May 26, 202156 min

Investigate Yourself (feat. Yowei Shaw, NPR Invisibilia)

Yowei Shaw is the co-host of the NPR podcast Invisibilia. Yowei was recently announced as one of the new hosts of the popular show, and describes how that came to be and what the transition has been like so far. We also have a deep dive discussion into one of Yowei’s stories which examines dating preferences and the various ways they manifest. It gets uncomfortable at times and perhaps that's all the more reason to listen and self-examine. Please listen to NPR Invisibilia Podcast and follow Yowe...

May 19, 20211 hr 5 min

Outside My Comfort Zone (feat. Suchin Pak, MTV News)

Suchin Pak is a trailblazer for Asian-American representation who is popularly known for her work on MTV News. She is also the co-host of the Add to Cart Podcast. Suchin joins us to discuss her recent comments detailing a racist, misogynistic incident during her tenure at MTV and what compelled her to go public with it. Also, in the vein of her hilarious podcast Add to Cart, we analyze our consumerist quirks. Surprise, it’s chaotic! Follow Suchin on socials @suchinpak and listen to her podcast A...

May 12, 20211 hr 10 min

My Gay Korean Southern Catholic Memoir (feat. Eric Kim, NYT Food Writer)

Eric Kim is a food writer for The New York Times and author of the forthcoming cookbook Korean American. Eric recounts his coming out story and describes what he learned about his parents in the process. He details what it was like developing a cookbook during the pandemic and how in the wake of all his success it feels very surreal and almost fake. Follow Eric on social media at @ericjoonho! As always please like and subscribe to our pod on all streaming platforms and support us on Patreon :)...

May 05, 20211 hr 2 min

Higher Education (feat. Dae Lim, Sundae School)

Dae Lim is the creative director and co-founder of the cannabis brand Sundae School. He walks us through his rigorous upbringing in Seoul to his time working as a Harvard-educated McKinsey consultant and the motivation behind his switch to selling weed. Dae also opens up about his spiritual relationship with cannabis and overcoming the stigmatization of drugs in East Asian culture. Check out Sundae School at sundae.school. Like, subscribe and please support us on Patreon!

Apr 28, 20211 hr 4 min

Modeling In Japan? (feat. Sara Hiromi, Model)

Sara Hiromi is a fashion model, architect and designer. She describes her wild entry into the modeling industry and details her experiences working in Japan and America. Sara is also Youngmi’s ex-husband’s girlfriend lol. We discuss the often misguided assumptions people have about the entire dynamic. Follow Sara on ig at @sara_hiromi! Like and subscribe to us on all streaming platforms and support our Patreon :)

Apr 21, 20211 hr 7 min

Crying In H Mart (feat. Michelle Zauner, Japanese Breakfast)

Michelle Zauner is an incredible multi-hyphenate artist. Her musical project Japanese Breakfast has a new album, Jubilee, coming in May. Michelle also has a new memoir titled Crying in H Mart releasing April 20th. We discuss grief and the misconceptions surrounding it. Michelle also speaks to her biracial identity and the challenge of preserving Asian traditions after the loss of her mother. Go buy her memoir Crying in H Mart and her new album Jubilee!!! Follow Michelle on ig at @jbrekkie. Pleas...

Apr 14, 202157 min

When They Go Low, We Make Fun Of Brian

This episode has it all. We kick things off on a light note and give you a peek behind the production curtain. However, more importantly, we discuss our feelings surrounding these relentless anti-Asian attacks. Brian talks about taking a small trip out of town for his mental health and the subsequent feelings of guilt. Youngmi recounts a terrible incident that happened to her this weekend.

Apr 07, 202148 min

Take Off Your Shoes And Be Gay (feat. Rock M. Sakura, Rupaul’s Drag Race)

Rock M. Sakura is a drag queen popularly known for her appearance in Rupaul’s Drag Race Season 12. We discuss our heavy and tired emotions in the wake of America's anti-Asian racism. Rock also opens up about her decision to disclose her sex work past, frustrating comparisons to other Asian drag queens and how to make amends with your mother who was a source of pain. Follow Rock on Instagram and Twitter at @rockmsakura. Please likes, subscribe and support us on Patreon at patreon.com/feelingasian...

Mar 31, 20211 hr 2 min

FEELING ASIAN

We discuss our feelings after last week's tragedy. For resources on ways you can help: https://anti-asianviolenceresources.carrd.co/ . Thank you.

Mar 24, 202137 min

Like A Mother (feat. Angela Garbes, Writer)

Angela Garbes is a writer and author of the best-selling book Like A Mother: A Feminist Journey Through The Science And Culture Of Pregnancy . We discuss motherhood and its toxic online communities. Angela educates us on the oppressive power structures that marginalize POC voices in the “mommy industry” and the steps we can take to mitigate these impacts. Angela also opens up about struggles with depression and how it has coincided with career success. Purchase her book and follow her on ig at @...

Mar 17, 20211 hr 8 min

Happy To Make My Little Art And Suffer (feat. Devin Blaskovich, Photographer)

Devin Blaskovich is a visual artist and photographer whose work has been featured in major fashion publications and exhibitions around the world. We have a lengthy discussion about the art world and the White gatekeeping and colonizing tendencies that exist within it. Devin also opens up about his relationship to his Asian identity and struggles with depression. Follow his work on instagram at @devinblaskovich. Also please like, subscribe and support us on Patreon!

Mar 10, 202158 min

Too Foreign For Here, Too Foreign For Home (feat. Bohan Phoenix, Musician)

Bohan Phoenix is a musician who hails from Hubei, China. This episode touches on so many emotionally charged topics! We discuss covid related discrimination directed at people from Wuhan, finding self-acceptance through hip-hop and Asian support for BLM. Bohan also opens up about the artistic challenges of being authentic without exoticizing yourself and relearning to embrace Asian culture. Check out his music available on all streaming platforms and follow him at @bohanphoenix. Also please like...

Mar 03, 20211 hr
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