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Feeling Asian

Youngmi Mayer & Brian Parkwww.feelingasian.com
Feeling Asian is a weekly podcast hosted by Youngmi Mayer and Brian Park, two Asian Americans with plenty of feelings about sex, dating, survival, self-worth, and everything in between. Meet our fun, interesting friends along the way; past guests include Michelle Zauner of Japanese Breakfast, Stephanie Hsu, Bowen Yang, Yaeji, and more! Named a top podcast of 2021 by CNN and featured on Apple and Spotify’s homepages, Feeling Asian offers a healthy and compassionate space for Asians, Asian Americans, and Asians in America to be themselves without feeling as if their time is a fleeting moment. Check out Feeling Asian for a catharsis that is, well, pretty Asian! New episodes out every Wednesday! Follow us on IG @itsbrianpark and @ymmayer and @feelingasianpodcast. For all inquiries please visit feelingasian.com! [EDITOR'S NOTE] “There was this space for a podcast like this and I was like, ‘Let’s just try it out, I think there's going to be other Asian Americans out there that feel like we do,’” says Brian Park, co-host and co-creator of Feeling Asian. “As long as we stay irreverent and stay authentic to ourselves and lead with empathy and vulnerability, I think that this is something that could resonate with other people.” What started as an idea between two fellow stand-up comedians, Park and Youngmi Mayer, Apple Podcasts’ Spotlight show for May 2022, Feeling Asian, has made its mark amplifying Asian American voices and illuminating all facets of the Asian American diasporic experience. After meeting at an open mic in New York City, Park and Mayer decided that podcasting was the ideal way to go in-depth about their shared experiences, and to go beyond their comfort zones as comics to speak freely and vulnerably. It’s with that very vulnerability that they’ve been able to build a devoted community of listeners and continue to grow each week. “I remember last May during AAPI [Asian American & Pacific Islander] Heritage Month, the Stop Asian Hate movement got going and I was just inundated with hundreds of DMs from people about all the racist acts that they were living through,” says Mayer. “That's when I really realized that it’s much bigger than just a podcast. It’s like we’re giving back to this community that maybe all they really need is to hear someone that's like-minded.” With new episodes airing Wednesday, the weekly show focuses on their feelings (as evidenced in its title), but goes beyond the surface with a sense of openness and honesty that makes you feel like you’re in same room laughing (or crying) alongside them with guests, ranging from fellow entertainers to mental health professionals, and even their family members, Youngmi’s mom and Brian’s sister. “We're not claiming ourselves to be experts, we're not claiming ourselves to be journalists,” says Park. “We're comedians by trade. We like to make people laugh and we like to inject levity. And I think it's created this nice flavor to our podcast where we can go really deep with our guests and provide a very comfortable space for them and for ourselves and for everyone listening.” For Mayer, the loyal and diverse following that Feeling Asian has cultivated gives a glimpse of the potential for what a successful podcast can do. “I don't want to sound too grandiose, but a lot of people really use our podcast as something to help themselves process,” she says. “I just want to grow a community and make people feel less alone.”
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Episodes

Quack-Ass Codependency

This week on Feeling Asian it's just Youngmi and Brian. Back to our OG roots! We talk getting left on read, divorce and choking on pink Himalaya salt lamps. However, the main topic this week is codependency and how it manifests in our relationships. Follow us @feelingasianpodcast, @itsbrianpark and @ymmayer. Also, leave us a review and like and subscribe! We love you!

Jul 22, 202056 min

Mission (feat. Danny Bowien, Chef)

*TW childhood sexual abuse* This week on Feeling Asian we are joined by Danny Bowien the chef and owner of the popular restaurant Mission Chinese Food. (Also Youngmi’s ex-husband.) Danny and Youngmi openly discuss allegations that occurred at their business. He reveals what it was like growing up as a Korean adoptee in an ultra religious White community in Oklahoma and how his otherness led to heinous abuse. Danny also shares his future goals as a chef. Follow him at @dannybowienchinesefood and ...

Jul 15, 20201 hr 21 min

Hot Real Therapists In Your Area (feat. Haesue Jo MA, LMFT)

Haesue Jo is the clinical support lead at BetterHelp aka a legit therapist and gives actually good advice in this episode lol. She describes what we should all be looking for in a mental health provider and analyzes the prevalent themes and issues that appear with her Asian-American clients. Youngmi talks about disturbing work occurrences and Brian wants to be a doctor again for the millionth time. Follow us at @itsbrianpark, @ymmayer and @feelingasianpodcast. Like, subscribe and share!

Jul 01, 202059 min

Kpop Stans Will Save Us All

Youngmi and Brian discuss attachment styles, Kpop stans and processing grief for the childhood you never had. If you have the means, please consider donating to Elijah McClain's Gofundme ( https://www.gofundme.com/f/elijah-mcclain ) and Therapy for Black Girls ( https://donorbox.org/therapyforblackgirls ). Follow us on instagram @itsbrianpark, @ymmayer and @feelingasianpodcast!

Jun 24, 202043 min

The Illusion Of America (feat. Nataly Aukar, Comedian)

Nataly Aukar (@natyourcolor) is an incredible comedian from Lebanon and describes what it's like being in America having grown up against the backdrop of political instability. Nataly also also opens up about how self-indulgent her desires seem in the wake of what's been going on. Follow her on instagram at @natyourcolor! Please like and subscribe and follow our podcast on instagram at @feelingasianpodcast.

Jun 17, 202058 min

Peeling The Onion Of Privilege

Youngmi and Brian discuss the emotions that come with realizing privilege and the efforts to correct it. Self-pity. Burnout. Guilt. Optimism. Youngmi also shares her oversight as a business owner and how she plans to keep herself accountable going forward. If you have the means, please consider donating to the below orgs: Emergency Release Fund Venmo: @emergencyreleasefund BEAM: beam.community/donation

Jun 10, 202046 min

Yellow Peril Supports Black Power

This is a call to action to our listeners. Now is not the time to stay silent. On this week's episode, we discuss the prevalence of anti-Blackness in Asian communities and the history of Asian-America's upward social mobility and its benefit to White power structures. To stay silent is a privilege and only serves to reinforce White supremacy. Educate yourself, confront your privilege, engage with your peers, donate and go vote! Asian-Americans have benefited tremendously from the sacrifice of th...

Jun 03, 202049 min

I Got Covid-19 And Can't Listen To Cuomo's Voice Anymore (feat. Bryan Yang, Comedian)

This week on Feeling Asian we have comedian and writer Bryan Yang (NBC)! Bryan describes the harrowing experience of nearly dying from Covid-19 and what he's learned from it. We also discuss the silver lining this pandemic has had on Asian-American entertainers. Please subscribe and leave us a review on iTunes! Also, follow us at @feelingasianpodast!

May 27, 202055 min

Racist Because He’s Asian, Proud Because He’s White (feat. Noah Cho, Writer)

This week on Feeling Asian we have food writer Noah Cho (Catapult, The Atlantic)! You may know him from his widely-circulated article defending the sanctity of cheese ramen. We discuss “authenticity” in Asian cuisine, teaching in the time of Corona and the longing to be more Asian as a biracial person. Brian reminisces about old exes and Youngmi talks about her decision to dye her hair blue. Please rate and review us on iTunes!

May 20, 20201 hr 2 min

The Thing About Al*son R*man And As*an M*ms

This week on Feeling Asian we talk about our feelings surrounding Mother's Day and what it's like having immigrant mothers whose lives were way more difficult than ours. We also address the Alison Roman controversy and the complexity of passive racism in liberal America. Leave us a review on iTunes and please follow us @feelingasianpodcast!

May 13, 202054 min

We Can Always Control Our Reactions

Another chaotic week in quarantine filled with breakthroughs and insights! Brian talks about the fear of an unknown future and how it's making him question his non-traditional career path. Youngmi discusses how in times of stress she fixates on her mistakes in an attempt to feel like she's in control. Also please rate and review our podcast on iTunes and stay safe out there!

May 06, 202054 min

Hold The Hot Potato Of Accountability

Now that we're deep into quarantine, it has us feeling a certain type of way. This week on Feeling Asian we reflect on our regrettable actions and deliberate what it means to be a "good person". Thanks for listening and please rate and review us on iTunes!

Apr 29, 202053 min

Post-Quarantine Fantasies

This week on Feeling Asian we discuss post-quarantine fantasies! The difficult emotions arising during these times has us fantasizing about Korean BBQ to backpacking around the world and everything in between. We also read some of your submissions! We unpack our respective 22 year old girl and divorced dad energies through a twitter game. Please rate and review us on iTunes and stay safe out there!

Apr 22, 202046 min

Confronting Ghosts Of Past Relationships

Another week in quarantine, another win! Brian talks about the fears that come with turning thirty and the frustration of being unable to work when you haven't realized your dreams. Youngmi discusses the unresolved feelings from previous relationships that have come up for her in quarantine. We also roast each other's tweets! Please rate and review Feeling Asian on iTunes!

Apr 15, 202051 min

Wear Red, White, And Blue And Suck It Up

This week Youngmi and Brian discuss their different levels of quarantine horniness and Andrew Yang's Washington Post Op-Ed. Brian describes a realization on how to best deal with Asian parents. Conversely, Youngmi explains why it's hard being a quarantine parent and the best way to handle racist trolls online. Thanks for your continued support and please rate and review us on iTunes!

Apr 08, 202038 min

Rules Of Attraction (feat. Usama Siddiquee, Mango Bae)

Usama Siddiquee (Mango Bae Podcast) joins us this week to discuss his upbringing as a Bengali-American in Texas, getting beatings from his immigrant mom, and disappointing his entire family by dropping out of medical school to become a comedian. We also unpack his notorious dating life and his breakdown on the rules of attraction. Youngmi talks about being single during the quarantine and Brian shares his anxiety surrounding his new hobby - the stock market.

Apr 01, 20201 hr 4 min

Coping with Coronavirus

The Coronavirus pandemic is an unprecedented crisis and leaving many of us in a state of uncertainty. This week we discuss our coping mechanisms which range from psychotropic drugs to chaotic dating on the apps (rest assured not in person tho). Follow us on social media at: @itsbrianpark, @ymmayer and @feelingasianpodcast!

Mar 25, 202038 min

Coronavirus Edition

This week's episode is dedicated to the Coronavirus! One of the most frightening side-effects of this pandemic is the rise in anti-Asian sentiment. We wanted to share our experiences with this and try to make sense of these crazy times.

Mar 18, 202051 min

Craving Connection (feat. Emanuel Hahn, Photographer)

Emanuel Hahn (Photographer/Filmmaker) joins Feeling Asian this week to discuss what it was like growing up with Christian missionary parents. We examine the importance of church to the Korean diaspora and the social impact it had on all of us growing up. Emanuel shares stories about being left to live alone in a foreign country at the age of thirteen, having farm animals as friends in Cambodia and the chaos of missionary kids' camp. Brian talks about how he is an emotional sub and Youngmi sends ...

Mar 11, 20201 hr 10 min

Standing Your Ground For Love (feat. Mic Nguyen, Asian Not Asian Podcast)

Mic Nguyen (Asian, Not Asian Podcast) joins Feeling Asian this week to discuss his inter-Asian marriage to his Korean wife and how her family disapproves of their marriage, which interestingly makes it the most Korean soap opera-y marriage ever. Mic unpacks the nuances of their disapproval, as well as the challenge of living within a perpetual familial rift. We also chat about how Mic never felt like he fit in with most Vietnamese-Americans, his incredible fashion sense, how Asian men are all se...

Mar 04, 20201 hr 8 min

The Real Chaotic Bottom Legend: Asa Akira (feat. Asa Akira, Pornstar)

This week we are joined by chaotic bottom legend and Queen of Anal Asa Akira (@asahole) where she really unpacks what it's like to work in porn as an Asian person. She also discusses her relationship to her Japanese parents and how she gets jealous of her white colleagues with parents that accompany them to AVN (but why tho?). Asa talks about who she has sex with and how porn helped with her body dysmorphia, and we awkwardly try to compliment each other. Brian chats about running into old dates ...

Feb 26, 20201 hr 1 min

Great-Great-Grandpa Was OG Hot Priest (feat. Jordan Mendoza, Comedy Central)

Jordan Mendoza (Comedy Central) joins Feeling Asian to discuss his Filipino heritage dating back to his great-great-grandfather who was a Spanish (hot) priest, the time he went on a date with an Asian woman as an experiment to find out she was also dating him as an experiment, and being confused for other Asian co-workers. Also, we discuss his amazing Comedy Central Originals show Cry Battle. Follow Jordan Mendoza on Twitter, Instagram and TikTok at @jordypizza! You can find us at @itsbrianpark,...

Feb 19, 202044 min

Version 2.0

Hi everyone! We wanted to implement some new changes for Feeling Asian. Going forward we'll have more guests and aim to keep episodes shorter while retaining all of the feels! It'll be tighter, punchier and more polished. On this episode, we talk about these changes but we'd love to hear your feedback. DM us @feelingasianpodcast or email us at feelingasianpodcast@gmail.com . As always thank you for your support :)

Feb 12, 202042 min

God Is A Top (feat. Dylan Adler, Comedian)

Dylan Adler (Comedic Tour de Force, Composer) joins Feeling Asian to discuss growing up queer and the discrimination Asians experience in the gay community. Dylan also opens up about the challenges rape victims face and how it has inspired his comedy. Follow Dylan on Instagram at @dylanadler_. Follow us at @itsbrianpark, @ymmayer and @feelingasianpodcast!

Feb 05, 202059 min

Positivity And Thinking I Love You (feat. Karen Chee, Late Night With Seth Meyers)

Karen Chee (Late Night with Seth Meyers) joined Feeling Asian to discuss optimism and ways to adopt a more positive outlook. We also talk about the advantages of a bi-cultural upbringing and being able to express gratitude in Asian family structures. Follow Karen on Twitter and Instagram at @karencheee. You can follow us @itsbrianpark, @ymmayer and @feelingasianpodcast!

Jan 29, 20201 hr 6 min

We're Constantly Failing

This episode is all about failure! Youngmi and Brian discuss the taboo of failure in Asian societies, ways to reframe failure and confronting our personal setbacks. Follow us on Instagram: @itsbrianpark, @ymmayer and @feelingasianpodcast!

Jan 22, 20201 hr 1 min

Online Dating Is Gambling

This episode is all about online dating! Youngmi and Brian discuss their emotional relationship to online dating and the positives and negatives that come with it. It's mostly negative lol. Follow us on Instagram: @itsbrianpark, @ymmayer and @feelingasianpodcast!

Jan 15, 20201 hr 2 min

Bjork Is Nepalese If You Think About It (feat. Arpana Rayamajhi, Designer)

Arpana Rayamajhi (Jewelry Designer, Actor) joins Feeling Asian to educate us on Nepal and dive into what it's like living in America as someone that grew up in Kathmandu. We also discuss Asian representation and how that definition might change depending on your upbringing. Follow Arpana on Instagram at @arpanarayamajhi and you find her beautiful jewelry at arpanarayamajhi.com. Follow us on Instagram: @itsbrianpark, @ymmayer, @feelingasianpodcast!

Jan 08, 202057 min

Bye 2019!

Happy New Year! Youngmi and Brian discuss their resolutions, challenges and highlights of the past year and future ambitions for Feeling Asian. We also want to thank you for supporting this podcast thus far and hope to make it even better in the new year! Follow us on Instagram: @itsbrianpark, @ymmayer and @feelingasianpodcast. If you haven't already please rate and review us on itunes! Thanks again!

Jan 01, 202057 min
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