We're gonna watch another video and in this interview , like I said when we started , there's some language in this , there's some verbiage in this , so if you are in the room with children , please pause it and come back later when you're by yourself .
But this is a video of someone who transitioned and they get really emotional and very graphic of what was done to them and they just wish some . They're gonna say I'm not sure if it started off as a guy yeah , a guy , because you'll see the title when I switch over the camera .
It's very tragic of something that is now non-reversible and that they cannot go back . And he said I wish somebody would have just hugged me . That breaks my heart , that somebody didn't take the time to just tell them that they mattered , and I think we are guilty of this .
A lot is that we're so quick to judge , so quick to bash somebody over the head when really they're screaming out for help . That's what's this .
So part of your kind of transition horror story here is that you have a neovagina that isn't working properly . You have osteoporosis and sceliosis . Can you talk about ?
that I mean it's transphobic to say , but after I've been through the system I 100% feel like I was part of some cruel medical and social experiment .
Did you hear that the cruel medical and social experiment it's being pushed on people ? That to have value you have to go as extreme as possible in the other direction for someone to recognize you ?
Except for nobody checked on me , and if I offed myself nobody , I would not even be included in any statistics . I'm sure they would just write me off as some other issues . None of the people who gave me letters surgeries , moreover , I've spent thousands of dollars , have traveled across the country did all the consults trying to get help .
So every time I went to consults I entered my history , my information . None of those people are studying the transitioners . So when trans community says your graduate rate is 1% and complication rate is 1% , that's bullshit . It is bullshit , bullshit and you guys need to hear this .
But what they don't really tell you is that the body treats you as a wound and it tries to close up , yes , constantly trying to close up . In my case . Yeah , it starts shutting down right away .
Yeah . So what happens is like so this person had their member , a man had their member cut off , and when it was cut off they had installed plastic surgery from male parts to now female parts , so they had to make the canal go in .
So the body is trying to fight that , as if you had a cut on your arm , and it's saying that , hey , we need to send blood here , we need to scab it up , let's heal this wound .
And so they constantly and I've heard this multiple times , it is so terrible they constantly have to continually keep it open and it is very painful and damaging mentally and physically because they're constantly going through such excruciating pain trying to keep it open so that they still have the look appearance of a woman .
Pretty much . So I got a revision . Like a few months later I was back on operating table and I got blamed at the time that , like you , didn't dilate enough , even though I was religiously dilating and I could understand , they just patient blamed pretty much . Now that I talk to other people , it's the same happened to them . That's what they don't tell you .
Yeah , and it's like so .
So the same things happening to all of them that have done this . It's a medical issue and nobody in the medical field will give you that information before you do it , because you spend thousands and thousands and thousands and thousands of dollars for their help .
It's like probably right now they're , very possibly could have a cure for cancer or multiple diseases , but they won't do it , not to go down the rabbit hole and go all conspiracy , but the medical field won't allow it to be known .
Just like they suppressed a lot of things during COVID and because they're trying to pad their pockets , it's the same thing with this Literally one little spot in their clinic that does this type of work .
A major hospital in the United States of America said that the one little clinic that they have for this stuff and all that would support and hold up the rest of everything else . So they're not going to say a word . They're going to let people keep suffering and keep being fed to the sharks like this .
So the captain blamed me for not dilating enough and us .
And then it's your fault .
So they did the surgery , which they just opened me back up and like you have eight inches , congrats . I was like excited . So I drove back to Massachusetts and by the time I got home , pretty much I already lost one inch . I couldn't dilate back up , but I was like , okay , I'm going to save the seven inches , that's plenty .
And I was like putting stunts in me , driving a car with a dildo inside of me and with tight pennies , like it was a point that I couldn't win P , and then my back started hurting like 2020 . I thought it was a mattress issue . I kept on like , oh my God , my back hurts so much If I sit up , like .
Then I went to chiropractor and he was like you have sceliosis . And again , like my paperwork is female . So again I'm like don't want to tell , like random people that don't need to know that I'm trans . You know it's like . And he was like I guess if I told him earlier I would have .
Probably he would have put two and two together , that maybe it was hormone related . But then I did some more research and I ended up going for that . Finally , bone scanning 2020 . Maybe I realized I had like osteoporosis in my spine . It's pretty bad , but honestly my story is not as bad because there's other D-trans meals .
I don't know Will I have time , but like they have it worth as people who have no sensation in their like growing .
I saw a viral post from another D-transitioner who said that you could literally stab . Yeah that's general . With a knife and there is no sensation .
Yeah , richie .
And that is so like I don't think people understand . Like you know , for years as a trans person , I've been asked like my reasons for not wanting the surgery , etc . And people are like , well , yeah , maybe you won't be able to orgasm anymore . And their mind , their head goes to like will you be able to still come afterwards ?
The reality is , for some people and you're saying for yourself , you can't even have sex . You have had a sex change and now you cannot have sex .
Yeah , and see , that's the catch . They get you to where you pay them thousands and thousands and thousands of dollars . Man , it is terrible Like what they're doing to these people , what they are allowing to be done .