REWIND: WEEZY WTF - Gourmet Mac N Cheese

Hey, guys, welcome to another episode of Eating While Broke. I'm your host, Colleen Witt, and today we have a very special TV host, entrepreneur podcaster that Beach exactly very special guests I do. We just have to end up bleeping them out for sol. Do you beleeve about your social song?

No? Sorry, well I heard it.

It messes with the algorithms.

Oh that's probably true.

Maybe that's why we haven't.

Weezy is from Horrible Decisions. She also has a TV show called Sex Cells, and she is an entrepreneur. She owns podcast recording studios in New York. And am I missing a market?

Not yet? If you recorded me in two months, you would.

Me okay hopefully Alana and I real know, okay, okay, but I'm really excited to have Weezy. I met you probably over a year ago, and literally like, I just I love everything you're about and I plan to take notes. Oh okay, but what do you have us eating as your broke dish today?

Well, my broke dish today is gourmet maca cheese because I feel like, well, gourmet meat and macajeese. I don't like to say hot dogs. It sounds cheap. And the meal is cheap. But like when broke, I was like, I need to feel full fast, and I always thought that was like a protein and carbs, and so hot dogs and macaroni and cheese like the easiest thing, even though by itself, I feel like it tastes like shit. So I just tried to dress it up what I had.

Yeah, I saw that. I saw these extra ingredients, and I didn't know which direction your meal was going. So for our listeners, can you say what is in the gourmet met cheese?

So I'm gonna be real with you. Allive oil is very expensive when your road, like this is what eight dollars for this? Maybe ten?

Probably?

Yeah, So I would use criscal but virgin olive oil. Lorry I don't know how to say his name, but Tony Shierrakus, I just call it Tony seasoning, Tony creole. So we have the mixing bowls. I don't know why.

Oh I thought you were gonna drain the mac and cheese water.

Oh yeah, I didn't even have a bad I didn't have a what's it called. I would take the top, pour it out.

Okay, we usually do that on the show. By the way, this is just a fruit strainer. But go on, what's the ingredients.

I like Nathan's. I'm not sure why. Hebrew National wasn't my thing, but Nathan's was like the skinny ones. Like Nathan's, We've got the cutting board and the knife so that you can slice up the hot dogs, onions, butter and milk.

Awesome. Now it's funny because I've done mac and cheese before. In my greatest accomplishment was adding tuna to the mac and cheese. Okay, but I am excited.

Because there's so much don't go together. So I think it's lostter mac and cheese and that's it.

Hey, I was broke. I didn't. I don't even know there, you know. But but no, I'm excited because this is my first time ever in the history of living on this earth having gourmet mac and cheese. And it's really cool.

You know what I actually put in myra?

Look you getting all hyped into it? What what?

Okay? Now that I'm getting money when I make gromet mac and cheese for overall, I put like five different type of cheeses in it, and I put a little bit of beer whenever I Yes, I can't remember where I learned about the beer from but it's something about the yeast and the beer. Oh my god, you can taste it. It's so good. Beer costs extra money, so I felt like I shouldn't added that.

No, no, but that's your But you now that you make money, you actually do to still a twist the gourmet maca cheer.

Oh yeah, you're hilarious. My mom hates it. She's like, this is so ridiculous because every Thanksgiving we have hers, which is classic bag mac burn at the top, and then mine is the bougie back.

And you're mixed, right, So is your mom black?

My mom is black and my dad's is really okay, maybe it should be Hebrew national.

You're hilarious. My dad is Jewish and my mom is Jamaican. So I have the same black and white mix because I never ever meet it where the mom is black and the dad is white. Whenever I see someone like that, I'm like, hey, that's crazy, all right.

You always see the other PEO was like, you're like black and Jewish. You're like Drake.

Well, it used to be Lenny was the big thing back in the day.

People don't know who nothing you not, these young kids.

But all right, weezy. So I am dying to try this gourmet mac, so come away.

It's not gonna be good.

Why you say that, because think about.

The stuff we eat today. I mean, you eat shitty meals all the time.

With Oh let me tell you. I'm getting to the point where I'm gonna start rating it. And I've been because I've been pretty nice. Someone made tuna castrole. It's gonna get me caught up. But this it was literally it's tuna castrole and the pickled egg is the worst dish for me on the on the shelf. If people said the worst pickled egg?

Have you had a pickled egg? I thought casseroles are for Caucasians. And this is the Black Black Network. It was.

It was two black sisters that owned a all black owned store that carries all black owned and they made a tuna castrole and it was absolutely that's terrible.

Putting the olive oil in the pan for the onions because I like it to caramelize, okay, okay, but also I'm gonna boil the hot dogs, start boiling the macacheese. And while that's boiling, that's where I'd just be trying to get the flavor with the onions and Shita tastes like extra. Yeah.

I just learned the other day that some people seasoned the onions. Are you one of those people?

No? Am I Karen? Now it was?

It was a black girl.

Damn, I don't know. That's what I'm saying. I expect her to be black.

You said you're a carot.

You want to know something that's just too black? My mom, every time she watches my dog, won't feed the dog dog food. It's only like chicken, right, And I was like, Mom, why is that chicken color different? Oh well, it has a little garlic powder and just a little season on it. She seas in the dog's foods, there's too bland, no way, And every time I got the dog be peen out of its ask. Actually, there's a very special day and

You moved them.

They live in Orlando, so literally I'm New York Orlando, LA. And I was like, I can't do this triangle. It's got to be one back and forth, okay. So I just wanted them closer to me, so that that, to me was like a big life goal. That's summer Orlando.

First of all, that's a yeah, because it would have been cheaper to move from LA to Orlando.

You moved them to a more expensive market. I want them to be closer to me. This is where all my work is happening. And like, yeah, I mean, Orlando's where I'm from. So it was any day go on my birthday this year, I went to suspend it with my father. My dad, he's in a wheelchair, so it's a lot more difficult for him to visit me like my mom does. People probably see my mom all over my content. But my dad was like, damn, I wish

No, no, but you're making like really big moves. I was. I'm so excited about having this conversation with you because knowing that you came from Brokeness and seeing like you're making like chess moves you like effortlessly. So when I say like, I'm pulling out the pen, like, I've been working for myself for a long time, but I definitely don't make the type of money that I need to make. I'm still in the Jamaican like two thousand here, five

That wild first. I don't know if you're gonna.

Boil him in the mac and cheese.

This is the mac and cheese potting.

No, it was the other because that pot small. I love you. I'm making my own Okay, I'm staying out of the kitchen.

Said you're gonna take.

Just so you know, every time I get involved in the kitchen, I burned someone's dish. So I need to stay in my life.

Okay, okay, made me feel better.

Yeah, because I've been burning stuff on people's own meals, all right, So so tell me what was going on? Sorry.

So I actually grew up with money and there was a stock market crash that happened that lost my parents some money, and then my dad ended up having a stroke that kept him out of work. And so after that, I ended up dating a guy. It was just like rich boyfriend that was paying for my school and then he was very abusive. Broke up with him and then that stopped. My parents couldn't really afford to college. I had to help them out because my dad had the stroke.

Bike Yeah, yeah, a little bit high play, yeah, high class, that's my first I did. Did you steal anything from them, like a few things.

Ok. Good, good, But then I realized once I had to stop, I wasn't like stealing for real, for real, Okay, it was just a little shit. And then one day I wore something to work and she was like, I didn't know you got that dress. And I was like, ah. The craziest thing was I went to jail. I ended up having it was for my license. Everybody thinks it

You got one of those ankle monitors?

Yes, no way, all working at my house like Marky. It was terrible. So then I think I was helping a woman that worked at a T mobile store and I was selling her mad shit. She's like, you're really good at sales. How much she's making here. I don't remember what it was, fucking ten dollars an hour, but my commission would be good, so it'd be up to twenty or thirty. And she was like, I can make you double a tea mobile with the way you sell. Oh. Now I knew nothing about cel phone. She's like, you

Like a legit sugar daddy, like what you envisioned in the movies, Like he wasn't that hot, and he had paper.

Oh he made paper. Oh yeah, like some bitches have a sugar daddy. I he had a plane.

He had he had a plane. Yes, Oh he was like legit.

Okay, Oh my god. He was so rich. And I met him working in with the fucking T mobile. He came in. He had like three hundred lines for his company and he was like, I'm with Rise and Da Da da, but his daughter wanted something that was only a T mobile. I was like, why don't you move your lines over? And he's like, honey, I don't do T Mobile Like this is that's very So I think I saved him, like twenty five grand a month, and he said he was gonna give me a gift and

Okay.

He's like, how are you gonna get there? I'm like Gonadry with my friends. He's like, take my jet, and I remember my friend's like, oh I got you gotta suck that owd man. We got on that jet and it was like, bitch, I'll suck a thick Joe. And so that was like my first entry into whole ho ho she okay, okay, got me this insane apartment in New York. It was like, wait he was doing that too, oh yeah, saying when he knew I was gonna leave Orlando, He's like, sweetie, I can't have you leave me. I

Be with such a good personality. Could don't wear your personality?

Okay, my mom always wanted me to be with a rich guy. I always wanted me to be taken care of. And like, it's so crazy because now I'm the rich guy. Yea, you know. And I don't think she expected it, but it's just amazing. Like I never thought i'd get here. I always kind of thought and she would say to me, you're gonna get married, You're gonna have a big house, and you're gonna move me and your dad in the

Yeah, without an e. But how does it not that I also say that now you're the rich guy, like when you do you this obviously is in the first time you said, it is it? When did you have the epiphany that you were the rich guy? I damn, that's a good feeling. I can't wait to have that feeling.

It was, It wasn't the first time I felt that was. I was in Paris with my mom and I took her for a birthday and I wanted to fly her first class. But I use like an upgrade to be getting points then, you know, because like first class time me like ten fifteen thousand for them lay down. And when we got there, we get to the hotel and it was really nice and she's like, oh, what's our room? Like, oh, her room? Like we have two separate rooms and every

Yeah, she said, we.

Got our own rooms. Okay. Then we go to the store. I'm like, you want something, I'll just get a lipstick. I'm like, no, Mom, you can get more. You can get a bag o.

Your mom was like, what the break is happening?

She was bugging out. And then we walk outside of the protest store and there's a hotel very famous called the Plaza at My mom was telling me how princes would take her to dinner there when she was young, and she would meet all these guys when she was traveling in Europe and this was like the place to go. I was like, oh, do you want to have dinner there? And that was when it hit my mom. She got really emotional and she's like, I cannot fucking believe I'm

Oh, you said stay out the lane, so I'm staying. I'm watching it.

I get cooked for her now. Yo.

You ain't been in the kitchen in a while.

I cooked this morning.

Yo, I'm sorry. You told me that. You told me to stay out the kitchen, and we almost about to burn down the whole. I don't even know if you don't read on there to be on.

The wood part, No, I can't. I was looking for another contract. Okay, I'll move it to this one. The ale I tried to I love it, No, but it was. It was beautiful because my mom really was just so excited for me, so proud of me. I do remember, you know, we still niggas at the end of the day, Like we sitting here with these fucking Louis bags and all these expensive shopping bags and literally my mom orders a drink. She looks at the men. She said, oh shit,

Shit for me, I can only imagine.

I really really have wanted this for myself my life, and like I love doing it for my mom. My mom thinks I'm Beyonce. Like if we walk into a place and can't get in, like you don't know how my daughter is called Charlemagne. It's just my mom is like my daughter's on TV and they're like, really, what anfuse? But yeah, I mean I feel really proud to do that.

Hell yeah, and they come tonight. This is a big freaking deal.

She's gonna get her nerves well.

And luckily you moved it right down the street. I did.

So my mom wanted to get rid of her car. She was like, I think I'm getting old. She had a little moment. We were looking for her apartment and she saw me parallel park. She started crying. I'm like, what's wrong with you? She's like I'm older than I thought. I don't know if I can do this shit. I gotta get rid of my car, like I'm an old lady. What if I hit somebody? Thought? And so we sold her car. And I'm a little nervous because you know, parents don't want to give up too much of their autonomy.

Yeah, And then now are they still together? So he's when does your dad come?

It is? So my dad comes in tonight. He's just like as a hospital visit, and it's a little more extensive when someone's like fully in a wheelchair. So I wanted my mom to have a few days to herself. I'll take care of my dad and then you know, okay, in a lot of shit they've lived there forever. Okay, Okay, so yeah, it's a big deal.

So let's talk about go back to your broke story, okay, because I want to know how this elevation because it seems like somewhere around your elevation that was like a speed track.

So the broke missus The brokest I think I'd been was when I left the abusive X. Right. He only let me keep barely the clothes that I had that I had when I like got with him.

Are we talking like emotional or physical abuse?

Physical and emotional? He was crazy. I mean, I don't know how dark you can get on the show. But like, I didn't even know it was bad because I just kind of thought when a man is paying for things for you, like you deal with a little bit of something, right, Yeah, And so to me, if you never close your fist, I thought that was fine. I never realized how the steps of you know, physical violence can be.

Yeah.

So when I left him, he didn't give me anything. It was really tough. I mean, mind you, I went from when I was a kid having a driver drive me to school that's how my parents were, to like literally figuring out what I was gonna do with the last bottles, right, So it was really tough. And I couldn't ask my parents for anything, didn't want to tell them how bad it was. Yeah, you know, so when I moved, he.

Didn't want to tell them because they were already struggling.

Yeah. And then I can't imagine how my mom would feel. She's like, oh my god, was like excited about you having this rich boyfriend?

Yeah, oh yeah, you know.

So ended up finding a place, I think it was seven hundred a month, split the rent with a homegirls, a two bedroom in Orlando. He was right by Walmart, thank god, because that's where I was buying all the fucking hot dogs, the mac and cheese. Wrong, but my

Oh wow, hold that You are like really in deep when you think of that strategy.

Oh yeah, yeah yeah. My roommate and I at the time, I remember we both got paid on different weeks. So there was a Thursday and we both got paid that or I got paid that Friday. I was like, damn, we don't have detergent left, but we want to go to the club. We had like twenty bucks. She was like, okay, we get vodka or detergent. And we got vodka. Okay, we you some body washing like clean shit. In the same we were like, we got to go out and

I want to subscribe. I'm gonna say it openly. I want to subscribe to the rich nigga club because I do the opposite. I'm like, are you broken, homeless? Let me help you. I can graduate you to the next week. Oh no, trust me. You don't want to get in that game. You know what the problem is because they'll turn around to look at you and be like, I know I'm homeless, but uh oh no, my life, I think I'm better than you.

The problem is, like I think now, a lot of the dudes are in my industry right, so like the people that I'm working amongst I can't be out here like trying to fuck with these niggas for bread like I used to. Don't get me wrong, I would still want Toby, but like for real, like you know, it's like they'll know me from somewhere. I've seen me on something, so I don't want to be a bird then I just end up, you know, a bird with these niggas.

But whatever, I'll tell you right now, I am learning and I am done. So you know, if you ever find a rich one, you can always slide on. Heyko, I'm like, yeah, because I've actually I've never actually dated a rich dude.

My damnsel in distress thing all the time was just like I just really want to be able to like ount my you know, parents, And it was true. I was. So I'm just like working really hard and I can't't work college. But just like, I'm really smart. I read a lot. I was always like doing a fucking sob story, which I'll tell you what, my sugar daddy. A lot of the things that I think helped me now are the stock tips and investment tips I got for my sugar daddy.

But didn't didn't you say were your parents in stock market too, though it crash okay, so you didn't want to take tips from them, were you? Like No?

But you know, with him, particularly my sugar daddy, I remember he would get up at four o'clock in the morning, five o'clock in the morning and watch the market, to watch the markets in China wherever, just international stocks four x right, things like that, and it never made me want his money. I always wanted to be him. I always wanted to be that person that just had this, this, this, this and that. To me that was so attractive about him.

Wow.

And I kept growing it and growing it. I think at the time I even put the money in T Mobile. Think it opened became a publicly traded company when I worked there, became publicly traded and then it was six dollars and then they went up to like thirty, and I thought, I get a lot of money.

So when you were doing the podcast, and this is before, I want to say, before everybody was on podcasting correct, seven years ago? Yeah, I mean it was like before the new Waive or were you guys early in Like we were.

Very early, and like people were verly really do video, I think for popular podcasts, just for scale.

I don't understand how you're mixing water and oil and you're not getting burns.

I'm standing away. I'm trying to like I didn't have a grill, okay, but I'm trying to get that real plate.

Okay, Okay, you know what I mean. Okay, gourmet continue. I don't want to detail you.

This is pucking me up. This is hard. I can't even listen to music when I cook one.

You would be surprised how many people will at the after each interview, They'll be like yo, cooking and talking at the same time really really difficult because.

You're like knowing that you have to engage, like that's what's making it.

And you have to like tell your story the entire time.

I don't know, I'm about to start telling you some lies.

No no, So so your sugar baby is sugar babe, sugar daddy, so that would make you the sugar baby, right, sugar baby. Okay, okay, I'm going to be a sugar baby. I'm going to get a shirt Baisy Bros.

Every time I was out with I would take him to like fucking any now. And this when I just moved to New York. Catch just just came out at the time, and SGK was super popular. I remember all them niggas if you be looking at me with him,

But I like how you were actually inspired by his moves versus well, I don't want to say I like, but it's interesting that you were inspired by him being successful to be even more successful, and you you took the initiative to even say, hey, I want to learn what you're doing and do it on my own, which was.

It's like I always wanted this sex in the city life mm hmm, but I never felt like any of them needed men to live that life. Yeah, and so I wanted to have the girlfriends that I was wearing an amazing designer with and fucking enjoying fashion show and doing this shit. But I knew if I was tied to a man, I wouldn't have that freedom. And I had also experienced my first relationship a man with money and abuse, so I was like, I have to have

Yeah, but why have you had those sidebar conversations?

Oh yeah, definitely, But it's not easy, like my mom. My mom is so amazing, but there's moments where she's like, oh my god, I never taught you to go out there and do it alone. But look at you in a way, you're you know, well I made money off of personality.

Well you make money because you're a gangster entrepreneur. That's really it. I mean the personality. I mean, in my opinion, the personality is just like the cherry on the cake.

But you know what, I'm a feller at heart. And my father that's what he did growing up. He owned like camera stores and like you know the little row like stores back in the day they'd have where they were selling electronic these shops. That was my dad's like line of work. Okay, And when I was growing up, I mean this shit, that's what I started selling clothes, t mobile, my blizni. Then then like literally everything about

Right.

She had a financial background, and even though I came from the tech world, was selling like I mean, I'm the first person when we're on a call that's like I want to do it for this much or we need this or that, And like, I love that We've been able to play up both of our corporate roles in that. Yeah, and I've got a lot of seller blood in me. My partner Alex now with WTF Media Studios, anytime we have a big deal or he sees someone's budget, he's like, oh, you have to sell them on the phone.

I always say this that I think I used to always say. When I have a child, I want to teach her how to read, I want to teach her financial literacy, I want to teach her about God. But the number one skill that she has to have before she graduates high school is the ability to sell, because I think it is the most underrated skill. And if you're going to go work for yourself, the number one thing you're gonna have to do is sell a product, sell yourself. And so I don't buy anything, yep. And

Well, what's interesting about selling too? I know Mandy and I had a conversation about this, Like so I never finished college because I couldn't afford to finish it because I got out of that relationship, right, m I don't want it to splatter in all this equipment. I don't know only do it like this. But Mandy at the time coming off of two degrees working for this huge firm, and she was working more hours and not making as

Yeah, you gotta practice it and practice it and practice it and practice it.

I mean, I believe Mandy is greater than was. I gonna say, you know, the job that she had, and that's why she's making way more and doing way more things now. But yeah, I mean it's definitely a thing.

Yeah.

So yeah, with selling doing shit like that, had horrible decisions on the side, and it was really difficult to juggle both. And so about two years into doing horrible decisions, I quit. But it was mainly because I was like, you know what, if I ever wanted to come back to this shit, I will, Like I've been making jokes recently, I'm like, oh my god, me and fifteen years I'm probably gonna be a real estate agent.

So why did you quit?

Two years in the trajectory of horrible was faster than the trajectory of corporate America. For example, how long do we work a corporate job? Right? So you want to get promoted, I worked for Teambile six years. I got to be a manager after year three and a half four if there's a spot for you, so to me, I kind of just felt like this is moving faster than my rate in the corporate world.

Yeah, but you said you quit horror.

Oh sorry, quit my corporate Oh okay.

Okay, Oh, because you were like two years in I quit horrible. So no, you quit your corporate okay, okay.

Got quit my corporate job after two years, and I legitimately felt like it was not gonna make me.

But I have to ask before how much were you making it horrible to say, okay, not as you make it. Oh, you weren't making as much as T Mobile.

So here's the thing, because a lot of people ask me when is the right time to quit a job, and I can only explain it like this, starting Team Mobile, I made ninety thousand, ending I was around one seventy five, okay, which.

Is damn T Mobile, Go ahead, go on.

It was like I was selling to companies that needed like Ethernet, I graduate disaster recovery like I graduated from phones. But basically this is what happens, so horrible decisions at that time that I quit. May have been making me one hundred thousand, maybe one twenty five from touring mainly, not even Patreon add money.

And that's two years. Yeah, jeez, all right, go on, And I.

Think the tour money because Mandy and I were buying out theaters. We brought out carolines on Broadway.

And you guys were physically doing it yourself.

Splitting that money, paying ourselves back event bright type shit. But what I realized was like, oh, took me six years to make ninety to one to seventy. Yeah, took me two years from zero to one hundred. So next year I'm gonna make more. Yeah, let's just say I make another fifty. It's worth it. Not to mention I have more time on my hands. I could probably do more appearances and more tour dates, so it's time to quit.

Did you package that yourself and then start selling it or did you package it and then started calling Charlemagne or different people you have relationship with, and like, so I have something that I need.

That's what made me the most proud. I didn't need a co sign for that. Okay, I believe horrible decisions had the Charlemagne co sign, and that's what made a lot of people watching in the beginning. I do believe Charlemagne made our success faster. Don't believe we're successful because it happened faster. But what happened with Sex Sells was like I just had so much time during the pandemic to think, and I knew my two loves were fucking in money m hm, and so I was like, oh

But it's even it doesn't sound like it. It sounds completely different because you're talking about this set workers right right.

I'm interview a lot of the guests we had so that I can, you know, show them some love and they've got real businesses promote them. But no, it's totally different and I love doing it. It makes me. It really brought me into the world of seeing how production works, the larger skill budgets and money.

So, but you pitched it yourself, That's what I'm saying, Like you went out there or did you have a manager that helped you so.

It started slow. I didn't have a manager, never had an agent ever.

Basically, oh still to this date.

No, not personally, Damn you're a gangster. I have a person that gives I give them a cut of my money if they do pr stuff for me, but if they get me a deal. But yeah, So basically, there was a guy that reached out to me months back before the pandemic was like, oh, do you want to do this type of show? I was like, no, pandemic hits and I was like, you know what, I wonder

I'm gonna take notes. Remember how I said I'll take it.

Notes goge you did, But like here it is, here's my spread, and this is what I do with this type of budget. Imagine if you gave me fifty thousand an episode, I could be doing it on location. I could be coming to their homes. I could be XYZ. Like. There's so many different ways for the things that we're making right now to make them next level. Yeah, and so I think that we just kind of have to

That's awesome, Yeah.

Because the thing is, I remember Charlotte, he said this about someone. They were like, he was like, that person is such an opportunist, And I was like, I wonder if that's who I am. But really, I don't ask I let every single person know what the fuck I do. I just had a dinner where I sat down next to one of the most famous comedians in the world. I don't even know if this person can travel on a commercial plane, that's how famous they are, right.

Wow.

When they asked me what I do, didn't even say a podcasting. I was like, I own a production studio in New York and Las Black owned. We shoot podcasts mainly, but we also have a mobile team boom. Now it's in your brain, now, you know what you can use me for, Like, that's the job I felt like I

Yeah, I think your sales skills like shines through. I always say, like sales is more about paying attention to what the customer wants, listening to them, and then catering to their needs. That's just trying to sell someone something that they don't want to buy. So even the way you're talking is like your sales skills are just really amazing. Yeah,

Correct. You know, that's a really good point because I didn't even think about me selling myself in that way, but like, damn it is.

It is. But now opportunists is different because opportunists are I always say, I want to be a business person not a hustler, because I feel like a hustler is like, I'm gonna take advantage, someone's gonna at the short end of a stick. But a business person is like, we're all gonna win. You're gonna walk away with your piece of the pie. She's gonna walk away with her piece of pie, and I'm gonna walk away with my piece, and no one feels to agreed.

You can never make someone feel like they're doing you a favor.

Yeah, like at all.

I mean, Charlotte Mane was lucky and lucky enough to

I don't think so. Maybe I honestly don't think so.

Thank you, I don't think so.

I'm not even trying to be well, what was your hardest hurdle? I think it just to come to day because I feel like you have a lot of great pivots. But like, where was there a point where you were like I don't know, hmm that you seriously like had that conversation if I don't know, And it could have been.

A studio, Okay, my studio, which is the best thing I've ever done. Actually, my studio gave me the seal of approval to be bigger than just a podcaster. Like that was really when I became a businesswoman. No matter how hard, Mandy and I have worked. I never felt like that, and it's no shade to her. I don't know if it's because with women. I don't know if it's because we talk about sex, but like I had to do something else for myself to feel like I

What was the hesitancy, Like where was that hesitancy at?

Like where was that pain that investment? Right, my partner Alex shout out to him, we spent an insane amount of money on fucking equipment, which is why we have one of the best studios right, Like literally, I was like, how can we be charging people this little but like our equipment is so fucking expensive, like it doesn't add up or whatever. Yeah, and he was like, Yo, that's why everybody's gonna come to us, to know that the podcasters like us can be there and then the Charlotte

Our shit, Oh shit, right, Okay.

He's like to know these people and Okay, you can sit amongst them like we're gonna be for all of them. And that's really been our brand. I believe that's why we're growing. I mean, we get resumes like fucking crazy every day.

So how long did it take when you so you made that initial investment. The by the way, you're cooking like we are in a rich restaurant.

At the point. Look at all the food she.

Made and it's like, I feel like I'm about to eat an appetizer.

Go mate, you try to make it look clean and minimally.

When the cameras are off, I'm gonna just go in with a fork and just eat everything direct.

I know it.

Yeah, because I'm starving and you gave me like an appetizer.

Well, it's fucking hot dogs, girl.

I want to see you sit down next to this mic and spend quality time with me.

Okay, okay, let's try this. It looks good but.

Not bad.

You look is the onions.

I'm surprised you didn't mix these in together.

Funny enough, my COO talks about Haitian spaghetti and there's hot dogs in it. I never mixed the hot dogs a pasta, but this is kind of good.

This ship is amazing. Did you mix it all on one fork?

I put it together on I don't want to touch on the plate for.

A y'all, listeners. The hot dog and the onions smack. I definitely will mess with Nathan's just because I feel like maybe it tastes different or I just haven't had a hot dog.

In a while.

But the freaking grilled onions in mac and cheese cheeses genius. Bro I don't know why I've never thought of seasoning up my mac and cheese, but the grilled onions, it's crunchy, it's amazing.

I am so happy.

I am very impressible.

The only thing is.

I would maybe add and I don't even know, but do you agree? Would you add more salt to the mac and cheese?

Oh? I put salt on my stuff, but I don't want to do that to people.

Oh okay, that's.

Why I left the lorries for you. You know, sodium is a bitch nowadays. Plus there's a lot of salt in Tony Sherari. What her fucking name is?

Okay, So for a girl that came from money, went broke, had sugar daddies and it's self made to the point of flying your family in from Orlando to LA still in the early early I don't even want to say how early thirty she is because all of us are listening. Can you believe that much you've accomplished? It's amazing.

You know. Sometimes I get scared, like I'll lose it, But then I realize the hunger that I have to help everybody around me is too deep. It's too intense that I don't think it could happen.

Now do you deal with well? You said you have multiple companies. You're definitely spread. It sounds to me like you're spread pretty thin. I'm so happy you shared that because I always think that maybe I'm doing something wrong if I have so many hustles going at the same time.

Fuck. No, you know there is something to be said about a master of none. But I will say this much what's worked for me. I don't steal anybody's idea. I really ride my own wave. I made a studio not because there's other podcast studios, because there were no black owned ones that we're going to have podcasters run it. I'd never been to a podcast studio run by a podcaster.

Yeah, that's tough. I have a fear of I don't even know where this fear came from, But when it comes to partnering with other people, I feel like my greatest asset is my relationships. And it's probably because I have so much integrity. I'm like, dude, I won't hurt a full I really won't even hurt a fly because I want to treat people the way I would want

My first partnership I've ever had was with Mandy, right, and Mandy and I had stopped we're friends, stopp being friends, became friends again during the show, fell out of friendship again. But I think we are so hungry to make money that we look past that and we're able to think of the greater purpose. If I had a co host that wasn't about our fans, maybe I couldn't do the job, you know what I'm saying. But Mandy's a self starter

Like yeah, because oh nice, Okay.

You know, and I think she feels the same for me, so we definitely try and trust me, I have a time where I didn't even realize how much work she was putting in with the finance stuff. She's making spreadsheets and shit back then and doing stuff I didn't even understand that works. I would try to do it on the creative side. But like I think for me, with partnerships, there's a skill set that someone has that I don't. You know, wtf is so about the tech which is

Yeah, I know with Dolly. Dolly and I came from the nick Cannon area. A lot of people don't know this.

So my whole hookup with Black Effects, the President of the Black Man, yeah.

My stuff was an accident. It was legit. I was telling Dolly I was literally like flying weed money during the pandemic because I was I was hustling all different directions. But anyways, I was trying to build this show and I was like, Dolly, I think you should be a part of it. But you know, she had this other job offer and she's like, should I take him? Like, as long as they don't tell you to go to work, girl, I'm all about taking all checks. I didn't know it

That's tough. When someone's like cutting, that's tough.

Yeah, oh yeah.

I remember the first time I heard an attitude from Dolly when I was asking for more money.

I was like, oh, oh yeah, Dolly will tell me no so fast. I don't know, but you know, I separated.

It is a safe place. It's a safer place than not, you know, in my heart is times with Mandy, I remember being so angry at her. We've definitely thought like I can't do this anymore. Literally, I was like, why I go fucking Where am I gonna go? Like all this goddamn money, where am I gonna Where? Am I gonna go work for someone else? Some fucking white dude? Like No, I'm gonna make this money with her and figure it the fuck out. Actually, it's interesting with our partnership.

Have you have you considered bringing one on yet I have one, as it has been helpful.

Well, our studio is so busy. She's now just the studio manager of the two New York locations. But oh, she was amazing, Like she literally helped me with my grandmother's funeral, you know, like when you've got a good one. But my sister is like a real nigga, Like she's not like she's not, Oh, she's so great. She'll call me like these mother, Like she helped me with the

Think, but also finding someone that really is invested in your vision and your long term goals. I know with my crew, I love them like if I feel something's de routing, I'm like, dinner, lunch, we're getting together, Let's get to the table and find out what's going on. But we I genuinely like love my crew, Like.

Everybody that works for me, I would want to have a drink with them. Yeah. That to me, I don't want to hire anybody that makes me feel like like anyone nerves and they're weird or like, I want to know they're cool, whether they be nerdy as fuck, and maybe we don't share those hobbies, like there has to be some connection there or I won't maybe care as much.

Do you do? You call them like your team? How do you reference them?

I'd be like, I say we work together. If someone wants to know, oh, I like that. Even if they walk in the studio and they know on the owner, I'd be like, this is Danny, he works with us, or like that just makes me more comfortable. Yeah, I find a lot of condescendingness and when people kind of just be like they work for me.

Yeah. I was at an event the other day and someone said, just so you know, I'm her boss, and I was like, yeah, I don't know if you had to say that. I don't even know the point of saying it. But I think mainly in corporate and maybe not very small smaller well, I don't want to say an entrepreneurs. I don't know, but I do see. I guess if you're not at the higher level, you see that more because I don't even think the executives be like I'm the boss.

No, but like look at Connell from Our Heart, Yeah, he was hugging everybody and chilling I'm like, what the I don't know, Yeah, yeah, yeah, But you know that's the thing too. I feel like there's this middle of success when you try to prove yourself. I can only related to this. When I was kind of getting some decent money. I wanted to wear leubatons. I wanted to wear my fucking one Louis buiton bag everywhere. I needed

Yeah, Well that's how I feel about Montessori School right now. Every time I see someone, I'm like, I pay two thousand dollars a month for my one year old to go to school. I should just have it as a billboard at this point. Oh bro, I feel like I'm luxury and that's really probably a regular person thing. But I'm like, now, that's.

That's better than they care, you know.

I literally, but I brag about it, like and I'm pretty I saw some comedian talk about like how when black people brag when they're rich, Asian people bragg when they're rich, and how white people brag when they're rich, and I was like, yeah, I'm definitely the black person that was like, I pay two games.

I try to find ways in a point where I'm feeling a little inferior. Yeah, sometimes people you never know they're making my like it's I can't explain it. But there's moments where people will make you feel like you don't below in the room there. Yeah. Yeah, that's when I might do a little bit of really. Oh yeah, I'm trying to think the last time I haven't I had this story. I told im horrible. It's on our Patreon where I came back from Paris and I was

They're the backstory, they don't need to.

Like I hang with this really rich girl sometimes when I'm in LA like grew up rich. I think her family's got a fucking castle somewhere. And I never really see her tell you anything about her life because she realizes it's so it's not part of her story. Like everything she's experienced isn't exciting. Like when I told her about the Beyonce and jay Z thing, She's like, oh yeah.

That's hilarious.

And I'm like, okay if it's trying to know the bitch, but like you know, so, I'm like, oh, I wonder if it kind of shows that you don't really have much. But what I appreciate is like people that can enjoy with you, like The first person I called after the Beyonce and jay Z night was Charlotta Magne over to bed with his wife, who was eleven thirty at night. Me and Alex are drunk in the street in parents.

No, no, no no. So now that you've traveled the world, you own companies, you're flying your family out, What advice would you give to someone that would even just in my shoes? You know? What advice would you give to someone that's playing hasn't fully taken off the ground yet and they've been hovering for a long time.

I would say, thinking bigger than the biggest thing you're thinking of. I think that we sell ourselves short a lot. Whether it be I don't know, this is just made me thinking right. Eating While Broke is currently a podcast, it seems like next up is TV show that seems like what that is? Right?

But I also want to do touring, which eighty five South has been like just do it, but he's like hell no, And eighty five for South is like do that shit?

Why does Allie say now.

She thinks I need to spend more time growing my audience like baby steps and then but I low key secretly want to do ice cube in LA, I would.

Tell you for this piece of advice, then I would say, you do it in the middle. You do one show. You do one show in your hometown or where your largest base of audience is, and that's LA, right assuming Yeah, so it's like you do your LA show, you don't tour, You do your LA show. You practice, you get your biggest fan based there, you already have all your friends come. It's probably where all the talent you know is. So

When you, guys did your Patreon, what were you what was your first Like, did you even think you would make money when you first did the patreon?

No, we make way too much on Patreon now. I mean I'm sure like there you know, there's patreons bigger than me. But like we did it before. I think we were one of the first black popular podcasts that we know on there, Like we had our first year of year seven, I mean the first year of year seven, and we only did it to make more money for the studio. Mandy and I were like, this shit costing too much. We ain't making no money. A friend of mine was like, have you heard of l Chapo trap

You guys were like, dude, du what's that right?

I mean, shit, we don't make ninety, but we do make twenty.

Get the hang out on Patreon mm hm, get the.

But to be honest, though, our Patreon, like we started a high very early of people that really resonated with Mandy and I because we were corporate girls talking about and it was kind of the life that if you didn't live it, you'd want to live it, or you could see yourself living it like host stories while like being overdraft and are you know, being at your desk whatever. So we made Patreon. It was to get extra money for filming. I remember a thousand dollars a month feeling perfect.

Hell, yeah that's not I know that sounds small.

So when it got higher, Mandy and I just started spelling more of our personal lives on Patreon, and it became like we were just talking to fans instead of like doing a show. You know, like we have so so many guests now that people that really fucked with Mandy and Wheezy they want Patreon. Like a lot of people enjoy those episodes more. I I love like a better looking set, but I get it, Mandy and I'd be on zoom, I'd be hungover shit. I think I

I think this season is the most I've seen fans reach out, which, by the way, I'm absolutely shocked. I'll get a DM like please don't stop, please don't quit. We love this s yeah, or like I promise you're asking the questions that we want you and I'll be like, thank you, because I for sure had a shitty day today and I really want to jump off a bridge, but that message just like literally, I know it's random, but help them. Yeah, I'm like, you taketed the right time,

With fans too, Like we look at other people's numbers and comparison is a thief and joy.

Oh, I definitely do. I'll be like, look at them, but you know now I look at y'all, and I'll be like, take notes. People's changed.

When we're in line to them, right, Like I remember when car her daddy made the sixty thousand dollars or sixty million, right, and I was like oh my god, I'll never get me. I was saying shit like that. I don't have that. I'm like this podcast makes how much? Like why am I talking like this? You know? And we really have to pour into ourselves better because we always are looking at something else. I do it with my body doing my hair shit, I was almost like,

Oh really, Oh she's in LA. That's perfect because I ain't got no family in I pay minute away.

Well, my mom will act like it's an inconvenience, but she can't wait to do it. Let me watch your baby, Colleen called me, and now I've got to watch this damn baby. Now'll get in the house, baby prude. Anyway, I'll talk to you later. Like she loves taking somebody's problems on her kids or anything, and like, yeah, but

You think so oh like the when you say drama, like the need to want something more?

Yeah, how are we going to be on an autopilot if we have all we want? Like what do you want?

I want this guy's limit. It's funny though, because I used to always want like the marriage and the baby because I felt like I was good at business and then I just sucked at personal. But now that I experienced marriage and the baby, I'm like, I think I'm gonna stay in my business life because I suck at it. It's just like, yo, you know what, I have to chop it up to Like, it's just not my forte. I don't know why I can't master my personal but I could.

It's tough. We all can't because it's not something you can control.

Yeah, yeah, maybe that's it. Because I feel like in business, like I will pivot the fuck if it's not working, pivot again, pivot again. But then in my personal I'd be like, oh, you went left. I don't even know what.

To Say's tough. Money we can control, Like I feel like I can make a million dollars easier than I can find a good person to date. I mean, it's fucked up to say that, but I really do believe that. I feel like when it's things you can control, like you can't control money. Let's say, like right, like there's people out there that are working hard at fucking are not getting there, but like you could possibly take up another hustle to buy somewhere money.

Yeah.

For all was taking pictures out of Oho Pizzeria on the side because they would give me one hundred dollars a night, okay for five hours, and I would just take pictures, pictures, and I would flip them a little bit. You know what I'm saying. The pictures of fifteen, but i'd tell people with twenty Yeah, yeah, that's like finding that hustle. I was on Craigslist looking for gig jobs. That was a caddy girl one day. Like I told you that.

But that's what I'm saying. Like, do you think now, do you think entrepreneurs are like born out the womb or do you think they could go to college and then become an entrepreneur.

I don't think entrepreneurs are for everyone. Yeah, because I think it's too exhausting. Yeah, Like I think working a nine to five, I think the goal for me, before realizing I wanted to be an entrepreneur, I wanted to make two fifty at a corporate time.

I'm still praying to hit that too fuch at a corporate job. Oh, at a corporate that to me would.

Have made me not do anything else. Okay, because the one seventy five was great. I was living in a great apartment and traveling, but my parents needed help and I was like, oh, I need more money for my parents. If I had two fifty, that's money I could have to help them and if I want to have a kid, I can live in this money. But mind you in New York. Yeah yeah, like two fifty in another city might be a million dollars.

Yeah.

My rent even then was twenty five d It's crazy, bro. Yeah, But I say all that to say nine to fivers are making a lot more money than entrepreneurs. Yeah, you know what I'm saying. Entrepreneurs are out here really struggling. It's tough. But I think it's because some people are chasing a dream that they think they should do when really that's not it.

How would they identify the dream that is it though, and from the dream that isn't I.

Think one if it feels like a passion, are you happy doing it? Like? Are you doing it because you actually love this? Like? Why do you love making? Eating?

While?

Bro?

I just love great rags to riches stories, Like I have some rich friends and they always tell me they were like in jail somewhere or they were selling as somewhere, And I'm like, wait, you and you live in the seven thousand square foot mansion in La Oh, tell me more. And I just love it. Like I would hang out and I just love the stories. I'd be like okay, but you know.

And I would say then with your audience and feeling inspired.

But I was definitely lucky because I felt like the friends that I have, like if I'm like, Damn, this bill was high, I'd be like, you wouldn't understand it, be like try me. I'd be like a thousand bucks to be like, Nope, that bill's high. You know, I really and they'd be like, no, it's high, you know. And so luckily I was fortunate to be with some

You feel like that with people sometimes where I'm like, are we like we're peers? Right? No matter if maybe like maybe my podcast has been going on longer than yours, You're like, oh, that's what I'm gonna get, Like, it's still peers.

Well you're more than just a pot Like in my eyes, well you and Mandy accomplished was great, But you gotta think you're a beautiful, attractive woman in the entertainment industry. I have sidebar conversations all the time. I'll leave a meeting, I'll be like, this person wants to fuck, and my friends will be like, how do you know, and be like, bro, I've been in this game way too long. I can tell by the questions the hints they want to fuck,

And honestly sharing that to the world and then you receiving that fan feedback and things like that, like having the passion that making you feel good learning in the middle of your job. That's how you know you keep going, you know what I'm saying. But also I think the largest mistake entrepreneurs make is if they have a regular job or a steady gig, they leave it for the

It's weird because I see, like I feel like they're self made and they work very hard, like when you look at the behind those scenes, they work hard. But I definitely will say I don't know. I would like to hear your perspective on it.

I think influencers ruined fame because not saying that they're talentless, but content creation as a form of a talent. Like if the Internet is gone, then where do you take it and what do you do with it? You know, I have a big influencer that reached out to me. They're not going broke or anything like they're making like maybe thirty fortieth posts, but they reached out to me and we're like, I need you to have dinner with me or some shit and influence me to do some

Well, I've seen people too that will get like ten thousand followers and they all already switch up. I'm like, yo, if your bank accounts still read zero, who gives a fuck about some likes?

But the same shit is weird because the likes and all this stuff makes you think you're better than you are when there's so many more of you, So you really have to find a thing that makes you different. Like I'm gonna be honest, I follow so many girls that are just hot and kind of look the same because of their clothes, or their workouts or whatever. I don't think I know their names. Really. No. I remember sitting at Lucy and it's my favorite restaurant New York.

Yeah and they yeah, but those are also like I know. Well, I'll say for Pretty V because we had her aunt, she's she's also hard. She's like a hustler too. I would say she's she's more of an entrepreneur than an influencer, even though she started that way. You know, you could feel the same with like Bi simone, but something.

That they have, something that they do.

But I will I honestly say like, and it could be just me vibed, but I would say almost ninety percent of my guests have true integrity. There's somewhere I'll be like after interview reraps, I'll be like, wow, I called bullshit and I won't say who, but there was a couple of episodes where my team I'll be like, damn, that was a bullshit, meaning like they looked bigger than what they were. And then when I got in, I was like, you don't know your shit, you're a fake.

Maybe some people just get lucky.

They got lucky, or they didn't name drop like hey, your baby mama helped you, or your mom helped you. Why wouldn't you give them the credit that they deserved.

Get strange when people don't credit those that helped along the way.

I think it's completely strange.

Do you know one of them?

By the way, if you're on my show and I catch it, I won't say it in front of the guests, but I will go me even the show raps, I'll be like, I called bullshit. They left out somebody because their story isn't adding up and I will literally you could ask my crew, I will.

Be wait, it was mine, the sugar daddy.

Your your story was as real as they get. But you know, you know you could tell because they'll be a missing gap. You know, they'll be like some part of the story where you'd be like that that didn't line up. There's something missing there. I can always tell because I like, well, you.

Know, sometimes the struggle isn't what people like to show, right the highlight reels that they.

Need to show the struggle on this show. On this show, you gotta tell me credit your wife.

If you're not giving other people their flower, it never takes from you. I was gonna say to you, Charlott MANE makes me do that more than anyone like. It makes me thank my team so much. Like I've never seen anyone be so gracious towards those around him, even when I pay him a compliment, just no one else around Damn you kill this shit man. That was some So I'm like, oh, okay.

I've never really I've seen Charlomagye one time. So I literally saw him, was like, thank you so much for everything you do for me.

Have a good day. Wait, you just met him in Atlanta.

Yeah, that was it, and that's all I said was thank you.

What every Christian famous person like normal and authentic? And I think I made a joke on a podcast and I tested it once. I was like, man like, they were like, who do you think is someone that you've met that's a celebrity that you expected to be different? I was like, Charlomanne answers the phone every time. I think it's very strange. Yeah, because you're so like he's literally answered. I could hear him at the breakfast club.

Well. Also, I think the cool thing about him is that he has like all black woman team pretty much, and he treats all those women great. Because I worked for other people and with other people in the industry and it ain't like that it's more of the boys club. I see the boy's sting blessed and them and getting dirty.

And Charlemagne is very much again an authentic person. Yeah, Like I heard him on a I had a call with him for something else, and the other person on the other end of the call was very like, what's the word I'm looking for, almost like a shell of

Yeah, people clock it. Yeah.

And for you to know that as someone that's bringing these people in, like, I think that says a lot.

Yeah.

Yeah, Eventually we'll get to the.

Space where there's like I can actually call bullshit on the mic. I'm not there yet, I know, but there have been a couple where I'm like.

Bull shit, what about you? Being like, there's gotta be.

A oh I go in and you can tell because they won't answer the question. And that's how I know it's bullshit. I'll be like, Okay, you're just boy. I'll ask seven different ways. I'm like, Okay, I call bullshit, but I won't say it on the mic yet. I'm not there yet.

Plus I guess I gotchast. They're like, oh, like be there for the moment.

Yeah. And then also like there's the uncomfortable space, you know with our shows, like we dig into the vulnerability a little bit deep, and I like to say to everybody it's a safe space. Like if I think there's something that you're going to say on our show that I think is going to ruin your career or cancel you do. You don't even have to send your publicist or whoever over to like, oh my god, Colleen or beg me, I'm going to remove it just on game. I'm just you shared your story.

I completely agree with you. I think that keeping those moments like I've seen Megan James, I mean, I don't want to talk too much shit. She's spent some money about WTS Studio, but there's some clips where I'm like, WHOA, yeah, you know, like I'm kind of surprised you invite someone in your space to like do that mm hm. And she's just sticking out of my mind right now. I'm not saying she's like a terrible person, but it's a

That's how I feel about, honestly, like Jason Lee, to be honest, I feel like some of the stuff he'd be doing, I'll be like, well maybe, And I have this conversation with my little brother all the time, and I'm always like, ego, maybe maybe I should sell out, Like because I look at such as such kind of like how you look at social media, like look at this person. It's like they're really honestly, like they don't give a fuck about anybody's career, you know, and then they Jason Lee.

At Charlemagne back in the day, I'm Magan James. I think you know what you're getting when you go on the door. Yeah, And I think people almost it's like ze Way. People would say, how the fuck does anyone keep going on there?

Like, you know, I don't know what ze Way is, but.

You don't know what she's the black girl that had the show on Showtime where she would ask people questions and like should Julia Fox. Charlemagne was a guest on there. She was her famous one.

But what was she ask them?

She would just ask them questions that would make them look bad. Oh really, Like she showed Charlemgne a diagram and had them point out someone she was like, oh so you think that white people are superior type shit? Oh okay, But like it's like she was one of those and I think like people prepare themselves for those funny Marco. I don't know how people say.

What that nerves is that the one is where the guy just says like insulting things or something kind of yeah, cause I saw that show and I was like, look, I just love that show period.

Like it's content.

Yeah, it's content is very good.

I think maybe it's just content that I can't make. But you know, it's hard for me to push unless I think something's wrong, like I do. Man on the Street for my TV show a lot. Yesterday, this guy talked about how he had met a girl to work or do something, and I was like, he's black. Oh what kind of girls are dating? He's like, I prefer white. And then I can see the camera crewisers in the back, Like I really He was like, yeah, I just updated

But basically right now, my future ex husband he loves white women. But his thing is that black women's standards are are higher or like, they're not as easy as a white girl, and so he lives for the white girls. He lives for the white girls.

Literally only cheated on me with white women to the point that I was like, yeah, you're dating me, so your mom is happy. Yeah, And then I realized, oh, maybe I was just light.

Skinning up, Like, do you This is completely random, but I have a pet peeve about dating a guy that only dates mixed girls. I can't do it.

I haven't missed.

I feel like you haven't.

Only I didn't know, Like you don't know until.

You don't know, but when you find I know. For me, I just feel like there's a little bit of colorism issues there, Like dudes that are like I only like light skin I'm like, all right, I don't know, that's weird. But I started to think when my ex husband my future that maybe he maybe he genuinely just likes white girls and he's just saying that as like a cover up. No, I think you're right.

He's like, hey, she light white in a different light, Yeah, exactly, like on some real shit. I think it's kind of scary because you really have to clock them as light skinn people. You gotta clock them as mixed girls like this shit is not cute for like a man that you're dating to only date. I had a guy telling me once that I was acting dark skin He told me it was crazy that my hair wasn't super curly like most mixed girls. Wow, And he was like, you

Yeah I don't. I won't. I won't. Well right now, thank god, I'm like one hundred percent focused on not dating, which is this is the longest I've ever been seeing.

That's when they be coming too. I'll be trying to act like I'm not focused on dating. I'll walk in the club and be like, I'm not looking for anyone.

I like how you be positioned in it too.

I want to date so bad, man, but it's it's tough, and honestly.

How do you juggle a breakup with a with a business. Honestly, I'm terrible. If it wasn't for my high school friends scooping me off the floor behind closed doors. Girl, he's gonna.

Be okay, you know what I'm saying, Like, I have responsibilities, like hate to get more of it. But the only things that have kept me from killing myself is my dog and my team. And it's not because they're encouraging me to stay, you know. And it's like, hey, we need you to be alive so we can make money. But like, literally I think about them and I'm like one of the people that worked for me I recently found out used to be homeless and thanks me all the time for being able to do things for their

Yeah?

Right? Everything is momentary. When you're broke, it's momentary. Sometimes when you get in a big check, it might be momentary. Like everything is kind of momentary. It's just that feeling that will last for a little bit, as strong emotions only for a little bit, even when you're crazy in love. It just kind of lasts for a period of time. And I think that when we're down, we feel like it's the end. But you've gotta have faith in your future self.

Yeah, I like that. I'm a personally remember that. No, now that I have Zariyah, my daughter, I'm like, yo, if you leave and you the number one gangst the soldier for her, ain't nobody gonna go harder for ze than you? Then then what's she gonna have? And I'm like, shit, I guess, I guess that's it. You know what I'm saying. But I do think too though. Sometimes when you are having a bad day and you have all these responsibilities,

This is why they said, they all un there say this thing about how you have to have something to look forward to week. Month, No, I think next days, week or month. I can't remember what it is, but it's basic so that you don't get to where you feel like you have nothing. There has to be something on the calendar, whether it be a workout, whether it be a nail, something you scheduled for yourself. Even if it's not a trip, it's dinner at a cool place.

I can't wait to bring the riots to your mom.

Oh my god, babying to do bad. She does it with random people in like restaurants, especially if they're like black and cool. She just be looking at the baby. She won't talk either. She'll just start to do this while the mom's eating it's fine, and then keep talking to me.

And I'm like, oh, weezy, it was such a good time having you that I hope that now that you're in LA, or when you pop in LA, you hit me up. Please do and hopefully you know if you pass a rich dude and you want to pull me to my first day school, I want to experience. I've never done it.

Girl, go and seek an arrangement.

I will. I'm serious.

I want to chuggar Daudy website.

I want to. I'm gonna check it out and I'm gonna be texting you girl. You would not.

Believe it at Financial Domination.

Financial Domination, you got.

To make people feel like shit online and they just send you money for doing it.

Really, I'm gonna I'm gonna look up all these pay pigs. You're gonna pay picks. But thank you for taking time out of be a crazy schedule to come visit and cook for me before we close out? Can you tell everybody all the different assets that you have and how to keep up with you.

Yeah, I'm on tour right now, Horrible Decisions. This is our final tours, the climax. We're not breaking up. We just really are like touring is a lot of work. Can't do it. So check us out on herr hive dot com and Horrible Decisions visit. If you're an up and coming podcaster, have a studio in New York and LA. It's super affordable. You can literally record for sixty bucks if you wanted to four a thousand if you're rich.

Really just literally sit in dreaming. Not really, No, I want to watch it.

It's really fun.

Yeah, I'm definitely gonna watch it.

It's a cute show. I go to a brothel this season. It's not out yet, but I've become a processing really. Oh yeah, I sat down with a client.

Oh, I'm definitely watching it was crazy.

My favorite episode of all time on there was when my mom did phone sex. That was crazy.

I feel like I would be greatest phone sex by.

The way, maybe you would, it's I would.

I would be phenomenal.

Just so I covered the business that does it. She teaches women how to keep them on the phone.

And I was in a celibate relationship, so I will say.

I just got out of a simular relationship.

Really, I hated it, and I absolutely hated it. I hundred and then I got with my husband, who was like the opposite, just a superho and I was like, this is the best. But it came out of a celibate relationship and ran right to the opposite.

Oh no, yeah, you need a good three times a week.

Yeah, But thank y'all for tuning in to another episode of Eating While broke, I'm your girl, Colleen, and this is weezy Bye, y'all.

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