Woe is me is a very dangerous place to dwell

This episode or this quick excerpt which I didn't want to air because it's frankly embarrassing but I'm not going to do that it's important to see just how mind-altering and absolutely destructive drugs will do to the mind they will entirely create a perceived reality that is so warped that it's beyond obvious to everyone around you but you because what you've done is rewired your brain and now you have serious issues forget about the physical stuff will get into because I have a story to tell and I'm going to document my highs and lows no matter what the cost