ds #208 drawing ramble - two steps to change
make space & apply the fundamental preparations for the new thing. i was too lazy to stop podding while i was on live
Jan 13, 2022•22 min
Dropout Philosophy
Official Shmay
the current system has failed black people. i’m just vibing and rambling, trying to cope with the simulation and figure out how i feel.
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ds #207 moths, the end of days and other distractions
i’m deflecting from an existential crisis, i’m happy to admit that rants about men and society are easy targets when i am at a loss for words to describe my existence. not sponsored.
Jan 08, 2022•16 min
#206 lunch ramble
chaos chaos chaos & a balanced meal. i am happy!
Jan 05, 2022•19 min
ds #205 forms r not gravity
not f*cking with forms g
Dec 01, 2021•16 min
ds #204 relationship rethink
if i’m an airplane, right? idk. rambly ramble. i know it sounds insensitive, but i think connection can be practical
Nov 18, 2021•16 min
ds #203 discipline
pls excuse my morning voice. redefine terms for yourself and re-examine what you need to do.
Nov 15, 2021•9 min
ds #202 biases & apnea
sleepyhead by henry nicholls is a genuinely entertaining and insightful book. i talk about sleep apnea, cataplexy, bias and fat-phobia. my dog comes in for the final sign off.
Nov 11, 2021•16 min
ds #idc subjectivity rage
don’t be an idiot
Nov 09, 2021•15 min
ds #201 happy trap?? fungi??
i forgot to hit publish
Sep 30, 2021•18 min
ds #200 airport thoughts pt 1
imagine thinking humans are the most intelligent thing around or that there’s no “magic” to anything
Sep 16, 2021•5 min
ds #199 know your mirrors
simulations are a way to experience what is. a mirror is a simulation. the people and experiences you engage with are mini simulations to declare and “rediscover” what is (or who you are).
Aug 30, 2021•9 min
ds #198 awareness garage ramble
the self if just a simulation based on how we think a human would feel
Aug 18, 2021•23 min
ds #197 sleepy but unattached
i fell sleep
Aug 10, 2021•7 min
ds #196 sleepy simulation
isk
Aug 01, 2021•2 min
ds #195 i am actively uninterested in your feelings about me
idk idk blah blah blah v sleepy. y’all r not afshdhudndke
Jul 31, 2021•11 min
ds #194 can they at least pick up litter
be useful!!! if u won’t be abolished be useful until we figure out how to do that!!!
Jul 28, 2021•4 min
ds #193 like vs want
choose enjoyment over desire & attachment! and notice where you have desire and see what you can work on to have a less possessive or lack-centered view. books mentioned: 1. Aware by Daniel Siegel M.D. 2. Solve for Happy by Mo Gawdat 3. ??? (pending. imma have to relisten)
Jul 27, 2021•20 min
ds #192 trauma for what
if you think “you should traumatize your parents if they traumatized you” is a good suggestion block me back you ‘murrica a$$ b!tch. obviously gunna use bad words and talk to you straight. prepare yourself i’m sick of it. - also visit the shop officialshmay.com
Jul 24, 2021•34 min
ds #191 where is the shame?? (story time)
now i gotta decide between churros and peace of mind you should be ASHAMED OF URSELF. ranty-ramble, enjoy
Jul 15, 2021•24 min
ds #190 i’m high maintenance + churro fail
so i’m both high maintenance and materialistic but not in a way where those things could ever out-leverage my logic & natural tendency to be difficult… u know? ✨✨✨✨✨ also go shop officialshmay.com please, my shirts are funny and 25% of profits are going to a donation for the Disibility Visibility Project (founded by Alice Wong). learn more on the site ✨✨✨✨✨ idk if hashtags work but let’s see #ramble #highmaintenence #dating #churro
Jul 01, 2021•29 min
ds #189 u r here
radical self acceptance is the key if you really want to move on from your current self. "im on my way" no you are not you are just now getting out the shower quit it! theres nothing wrong with where you are. you are already there. the good news is you want to go be somewhere else. in short, stop waiting to ask for directions until you get womewhere else
Jun 29, 2021•4 min
ds #188 where u from
shut up bro
Jun 27, 2021•4 min
ds #187 noticing > cringing
yareyareda ze (good grief in japanese according to googles) - its giving rom com main character before or at the beginning of the montage of improvement! like ur rooting for her but she is definitely not at the finale and be falling on her ass a little
Jun 26, 2021•9 min
#186 messy distracted heat
oh boy, we talk sun and size and heat and entropy and change and babies and math. good luxk
Jun 24, 2021•25 min
ds #185 juneteenth n being urself
i recorded this hella late on juneteenth and while the production is straight cheeks, the message is real. enjoy, ily
Jun 22, 2021•4 min
ds #184 honestly present
ahh shit here we go again, that’s right i’m back to being mindful n intentional what’s good
Jun 14, 2021•11 min
ds #183 intimidation & churros
think piece based on a very non-threatening, innocent-enough comment from a lonely man.
Jun 07, 2021•11 min
ds #182 untitled
untitled ep. content warning? pain? idk
Jun 06, 2021•6 min
ds #181 vague ramble
sometimes i’m just here to keep it going but i’m always here for the real life experience and philosophy
Jun 05, 2021•2 min
ds #180 “if a man did that”
you dont fucking care. and if you do, act like it this not a game.
May 27, 2021•11 min
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