This episode came straight from a moment that checked me deep. I was talking to my friend Bianca about going to Florida to see my mom for Mother’s Day, our first one without my dad. And I found myself spiraling… talking about how hard it was going to be, how I’d probably cry the whole time, how everything would feel so heavy. And then she said it:“Ashley, don’t color moments that haven’t happened yet.” Whew. That hit different.It made my spirit get quiet and immediately, I thought of Ecclesiaste...
May 13, 2025•19 min•Season 4Ep. 2
Welcome to Season 4 of Dear.YWHW!! In this quick short episode, I reflect on the tension between joy and grief, sharing how a fulfilling day walking in my purpose also brought deep emotions of loss. I discuss how Jesus wept for Lazarus, reminding us that grief doesn’t mean a lack of faith. It simply means we’re human. Even in sorrow, God is working, just as Romans 8:28 assures us. My challenge: embrace the good days, feel them fully, and thank God for them even when they come with tears.
Feb 26, 2025•13 min•Season 4Ep. 1
In the 7th and final episode of Season 3, I reflect on the seven powerful lessons God taught me during my dad’s journey from this life into eternity. I share deeply personal moments and connect them to scripture, exploring themes like faith, transformation, forgiveness, and the ultimate victory of eternal life. This episode is a tribute to my dad’s legacy and a testimony of God’s faithfulness. My hope is to encourage anyone walking through grief to see God’s hand, even in the hardest seasons. Sc...
Dec 19, 2024•23 min•Season 3Ep. 7
In this episode, titled "Discovering Unconditional Love in Christ," we reflect on the transformative power of God's love, which fills the voids that human relationships and material achievements cannot. This episode also offers practical steps to fully embrace God's love, highlighting the importance of prayer, reflection, and community in strengthening your faith journey. As we wrap up, we offer a heartfelt prayer, inviting you to let God's unconditional love guide and uplift you. Be sure to sub...
Oct 03, 2024•22 min•Season 3Ep. 6
Welcome to Dear.YHWH! I'm Ashley Crystal, and I’m excited to share how this podcast evolved from Asking Mary Jane to Dear.YHWH. After a month of prayer and fasting, God called me to a fresh new name and start a new story, right in the middle of the chapter. Something I know so much about. In this episode, I’ll talk about the spiritual battles and revelations during my 25-day fast, how it deepened my faith, and the importance of trusting God’s work in our lives. Whether you’re a long-time listene...
Aug 25, 2024•19 min•Season 3Ep. 5
Welcome to another episode of "Asking Mary Jane" with your host Ashley Crystal. Today, we dive deep into a topic often overlooked in Christian circles: sexual sin. This episode isn't just about understanding what the Bible says about sexual immorality; it's about addressing the mental and emotional states that accompany these struggles, and how to find a way out. I will share my personal journey through celibacy, the temptations, and the emotional and spiritual battles that ensued. I will also t...
Jun 29, 2024•31 min•Season 3Ep. 4
In this episode, we explore what it truly means to stand strong in our faith, even in the face of challenges and distractions. I'll be sharing personal stories, diving into timeless wisdom from the Bible, and offering practical insights to help us all deepen our connection with God. I also mention a few things that are occuring in todays society. Tune in. Also go grab my E-book "Walking with Christ: Embracing Faith for Holistic Well-being" Scriptures mentioned: Proverbs 18:5: "It is not good to ...
May 19, 2024•21 min•Season 3Ep. 3
This episode explores the struggle between enjoying worldly pleasures and living a life that honors God. Tune in for encouragement to examine your ways honestly and pursue a life of holiness and fulfillment. Scriptures mentioned: Lamentations 3:40, Romans 12:2
Apr 24, 2024•16 min•Season 3Ep. 2
Today I share what God did ! Salvation and Healing for my Father. Seeing a prophetic vision coming to pass.
Feb 25, 2024•20 min•Season 3Ep. 1
In the season finale of Asking Mary Jane we are exploring salvation from a biblical standpoint. This episode includes a powerful prayer of salvation, offering listeners a chance to embrace this life-altering commitment. I share some practical insights on how to actively navigate the journey of being a child of God, emphasizing the significance of prayer, engaging with the Bible, and fostering community with fellow believers. The episode concludes with a reflection on the transformative power of ...
Dec 24, 2023•25 min•Season 2Ep. 8
Hey there! Welcome to another episode of "Asking Mary Jane." In today's episode, we're getting real about how God's timing often doesn't match up with our own plans. Join me as I explore the mystery of not knowing what the journey's process will look like, emphasizing the importance of trust and faith. But here's the exciting part - we're also talking about setting our kids on the right path early on. Imagine giving them the chance to embrace their purpose and having a relationship from the get-...
Nov 16, 2023•17 min•Season 2Ep. 7
This was a very impromtu episode. I barely scratched the surface but I really just want people to know it is okay to be single but make sure you're in position because when God comes with what you need, you have to be ready to receive it.
Oct 29, 2023•21 min•Season 2Ep. 6
In this episode I felt that it was important to highlight that as believers and doers of the Kingdom of God we must make sure that we are doing checkins with ourselves but with God being involved. I hope that this episode helps other believers and even non-believers to dig deep and speak to God about being restored and refreshed or created as new. I do reference scriture as well to back up statements.
Jul 28, 2023•21 min•Season 2Ep. 5
Have you ever felt heartbreak, disappointment, and asked God why are you doing this to me? Well then this episode is definitely for you. I did not dive too deep into this but just know the brokenness is necessary for our growth.
Jun 05, 2023•29 min•Season 2Ep. 4
I believe that this prayer Jasmine prayed and confirmations that we gave will just bless someone who may not even listen to the entire episode or may even stumble upon just this single audio. I pray that God blesses you and leads you to your promises. As we know He will. His timing is the perfect timing. You will arrive !!! God Bless. I love you & God loves you more
Apr 30, 2023•3 min
Highly requested all week!! Here is Part 2 !! If you haven't heard part 1 get into it. Jasmine Destiny one of my closest friends and a sister in Christ dropped some gems. So if you already have listened we are giving you a sneak peek into some of our daily discussions on what its like to be on a journey to GROW IN CHRIST!!! ! Please do not hesistate to reach out to either of us via Instagram @askingmaryjane or @iamjasminedestiny. God Bless & Remember I love you & God loves you too....
Apr 30, 2023•24 min•Season 2Ep. 3
This eposide has been long overdue but I want you all to welcome Jasmine Destiny one of my closest friends and a sister in Christ to the show. We are giving you a sneak peek into some of our daily discussions on what its like to be on a journey to GROW IN CHRIST!!! This is just part 1 of the conversation because it is 43 mins long !!!! If I could I would just upload the entire thing but you know attention spans are not really there but hopefully you enjoy. Please do not hesistate to reach out to...
Apr 23, 2023•20 min•Season 2Ep. 2
Sorry to interrupt the series ! but this had to be shared. Just listennnnnn and you'll understand why you needed to hear this. God is not done with you. Next episode in the series will be on trust & the love of God.
Feb 14, 2023•16 min•Season 2Ep. 1
This episode is just me speaking on allowing forgiveness to go full circle. I already forgave someone of their sins against me but in a time where they needed peace I was able to see beyond my pain and greif because God told me to. There is so much freedom when you forgive others but that freedom is for you. That freedom is a gift from God. He will and wants to reward you for being obedient to His word. The word says: "Do not take revenge, my dear friends, but leave room for God's Wrath, for it ...
Dec 22, 2022•14 min•Season 1Ep. 6
It was put on my heart to talk about Falling Short.. to start off it would be that I talk about Gratefulness, Praising God, and just thanking Him for who He is and all that He has done. I hope that this helps someone go to God and start to thank Him. I hope this shows you WHO is the Source. God bless you all and Happy Thanksgiving.
Nov 24, 2022•18 min•Season 1Ep. 5
Well God said you're not done... This episode is really just an example of what happens when you try to lean on your own understanding instead of going with what the spirit tells you. God put it on my heart to ask this question to you all.. "What would you ask if you had just one question?" I hope to see what your answers to yourself would be about the question you'd be asking God. I also talk a bit about service this week in church and just a little insight about what we should be doing....
Aug 23, 2022•14 min•Season 1Ep. 4
This is a continuation on what the journey of Faith can look and feel like but most of all; How just simply what comes along with just believing in the Faith that you have in Jesus. His grace and favor are absolutely undeniable and I hope that you all enjoy this. I orginially planned a 3 to 4 part series but I think you onky need 2 parts to understand. If I have more to share then i will. Thank you for tuning in. Please comment, rate, share your thoughts, and let me know if any of this resonates...
Jul 14, 2022•16 min•Season 1Ep. 3
This will be a 3 or 4 part series on what it means to find faith and overcoming fear...one the first part of the series I discuss a bit of my testimony (not in massive detail) in a way I have never done before. I will speak on what it takes to have the strength to walk by faith and do a way with fear. This episode does reference God & Jesus. I will not apologize for speaking on what I believe to be true. I hope you listen all the way through...God bless you.
May 12, 2022•18 min•Season 1Ep. 2
Ignoring the signs that people give you about themselves can be detrimental to your overall well being. Their best may not be what is best for you...
Feb 12, 2022•8 min•Season 1Ep. 1
Hey everyone thank you for joining me on this journey into Podcasting world. I will share my story and a little more about me for those who don't know me. Here I will talk about the topics we will be exploring and what I am here to offer you all.
Jan 08, 2022•6 min
