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More of Ash and Exploring Boundaries

Sep 19, 202429 minSeason 5Ep. 21
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The second part of Tom's story of the first night with Ash. A woman writes in about exploring boundaries. If you have any erotic fantasies you want to share or even if it is to say hello please feel free to send them to ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠Nikky@dearnikky.com⁠⁠⁠⁠ or anonymously ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠DearNikky.com/confessions⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ By submitting a confession and/or question you certify the following stipulations to be true:
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Hi, Welcome to Dear Nikki. My name is Nikki, and if you've been here before, welcome back. I swear it never gets old. And if you're new to the show, this show is all about sex and the fantasies that people have. Reading from emails directly and anonymously sent to me. Together, we explore the experiences of everyday people just like yourself. You never know who I can be reading from. I could be reading from a gentleman who this past weekend, while him and his wife were naked in a hot tub,

their friends stop by and something very unexpected happened. I can be reading from a man whose woman teased him at a French hotel. They played billiards afterward, Well she played, she also got quite a package delivered after I can be reading from a couple that had sex in a car. You know what they say about that, Well, once bit at the sleigh, the shifter, teased or heinous, hmm, we'll see if they do it right. You just never ever know.

If you have any erotic fantasies, confessions, or even if you just want to say hello, feel free to send them to Nikki and I K K y at Dearniki dot com or anonymously through the website at dear Nikki dot com under the confessions tab. Just remember, by submitting a confession or question, you certify the following are true. You are the sole creator of the submission. You are eighteen years of age or older legally able to write

smidertic or pornographic material. Stories including bestiality, incestants, as fantasies, underage role play, rape, sex, rape fantasies, or other non consensual content or racial slurs will not be aired. We reserve the right to change names or other identifiable information, and you're releasing all rights to your creation. The pine Apple, with its rough, spyy exterior, invites a sense of intrigue and allure. The way it glistens in the light, hinting

at the succulent juices within, draws you closer. It's also social swingers app fun, fresh and very naughty if you can handle it. That's why I've partnered with them. Meet like minded people just like you from around the globe to your very own state. Sign up now and tell them Nikki sent you. Okay, I have a bit of a short ditty for you today, So I'm going through. I guess it's for the ladies, and maybe it's a

positive story for you guys. I hope. So I'm going through the early stages of you know that thing, and when you take out all the ick, the you know, the night sweats, the hot flashes, the showers three four times a day and yeah, yeah, yeah, all the ick. Right, I have to say I'm one of those ladies for that week, my sex drives through the roof. I mean, like literally, my lover's like, please don't attack me in bed.

I mean he's so used to me reaching out, playing with and touching him and maybe even suck on his cock a little bit as he walk into the kitchen and or coming by. You know, I love to He wears these those tight longer boxers not you know, I don't know what they're called, but they're a little long.

They don't go directly to the knee. But I just mm, so I always tell them, you know him, I lovingly say, you know, why don't you go down to the local coffee shop and complain to the you know how men They have the you know, the older men they go and they have the to get away for coffee and whatever.

Go job. I don't know what you guys do jaw jack right, And I said, why don't you go down when they're complaining about whatever, bring up the fact that you're escaping from getting your dick sucked at least four times a day or getting tackled and wanting to be fucked. You know. So, yes, there, I don't so, I don't know if it's because I had a high sex drive to begin with, or if it's you know, something else. I mean, you know, so instead of so far, so far in my priest of my sex drive has gotten

higher than what it normally was. So I mean, I can keep my hands off my clitt and stuff. I'm just my skin's more sensitive. I mean, I don't know if anybody would want to, like I said, passed all the ick and stuff like that. My skin is so sensitive. It's like, okay, I'm ready to go now, and you can ask him. I'm usually on a warm summer, I mean, like I can be talked into it anytime. You know, I'm just that way. But this, yes, it makes me want to just like pounce, like immediately pounds as he

walks through that door, or you know. I mean, I never thought I would be on this end of it. So even working on the lines, you would you would hear men describe their partner or whatever, and they would say that they feel like they're so dried out they don't get attention, and you know, the usual blah blah blah blah blah. And that's something I've never understood. And I'm not putting our our gender down here, but you know, I'm gonna make sure he's taken care of, so you know.

And I I joke with him and said, it's not like you're gonna get raw because as juicy as I am, So I don't know. So let me, what do you guys think? Are we feeling bad for him? Are we feeling bad that I want to tackle him and you know, tie him up and having him as my own sex life for this week and lett him cry it out. I don't know. He's not complaining that bad, guys, He's just you know, he's got this move when we go lay down, I try to start something and he hides

his lips. Can I pout? Yeah? I do. I'll admit that out loud. So what do you guys think? Do we feel sorry for him? I really want to know you know what time it is and it's time to sit back. Or let's let's have a whiskey with some filthy cherries, of course, and explore some morotic fantasies from people just like you and me. Dear Nicky, here's part two of the first night with Ash, after we've broken

away from the bonfire party to discreetly fuck. I wish I was a better rider to express the detail and primal list that we felt that night, So I left off with Ash wrapped around my neck and able to support herself on her legs due to the explosive squirting orgasm. I was playing with her pussy lips and sliding my fingers up and down her soaking lips. I slid two fingers into her pussy while thumbing her click with my thumb. I could feel her pussy tighten around my fingers, feeling

her hips push against my hand. She regrained the strength of her legs and stood up, pulled my finger out of her pussy, and brought my finger to her mouth and licked my finger clean. She smiled and took me deeper into the room. Out of the doorway, Ash stopped and turned around and grabbed my face, and we started kissing passionately, exploring each other's mouths, hands, fumbling with clothes between gasps, she growled, I wanna fuck you lay down, So I did what I was told and played down.

My cock had regained its strength and laying down it looked like a handle. Ashes words, not mine, but due to my size and length, Ash had to grab a hold of my cock and pull it up. Ash straddleby staying on her feet. She lowered her pussy onto my cock, guiding it into her soaking lit pussy, holding my cock until she was holding my cock with her pussy. She continued to lower herself down until I was bawl deep

in beside her. At this point, Ash removed her shirt and brawl, exposing her small breast and perky pierced nipples to the cold night air. The shiver that rolled down her spine continued down to my cock. Ash reached down and grabbed the base of my cock. As she slid up my cock and then back down, Her head rocked back as she took full length of my cock. We can hear her juices splash out of her pussy. Ash rose up and slid down my cock a few times.

Then slid all the way off my cock, using her hand to stroke my cock but hold on at the same time, then guiding her pussy back onto my cock. This would soon be something that could get Ash off every time, putting my cop as deep as I can into Ash's pussy, then pulling it completely out, then diving back into her pussy until her body stopped my thrust. A few times of this and she was a goner. But those are other stories. This first time, she exposed her pussy to the cold and would shiver as she

slid back down my cock. After a few goes of pulling my cock out and then sliding back in, Ash said she wanted it deeper and rolled her upstanding my cock deep into her pussy, hitting her g spot with my cock. I could see her eyes rolling into the back of her head and biting her lip. Her hand left my cock and grabbed my chest. Her other hand joined her other on my chest. As she rolled her hips on my cock. I grabbed her hip and ass,

pushing my cock further onto her pussy. I'm pretty sure her pussy had swallowed my balls, allowing me to go deeper inside her. We flogged like this for only a few more thrust than Ash's eyes popped open and her lips quick a cause at that point, ashes pussy tightened around my cock, then spasmed so hard that she pushed my cock completely out as she squirted for the second time.

Feeling Ash squirt all over my cock and stomach hit a button that I did not know I had, I told her I was going to come, and she jumped up took my cock into her mouth. I came so hard A lost count of how many times my cock spasmed. But what I saw when I was coming in her mouth was Ash reaching between her legs and she was still squirting. It was the hottest thing ever. After she was done sucking all that came out of my cock,

she grabbed my hand and pulled me up. We need to get back before anyone notices were gone, she said. We got dressed in the dark and fumbled with our clothes as we continued kissing and grabbing at each other. Once dressed, we headed back to the group in fire. Funny enough, no one knew we were gone. Tom Well, hello Tom. So the first part of Tom's story was actually last week, so if you want to hear more, go there or the last episode, I should say, so

we had to split it up. Sometimes when confessions come in that are so long, Darcy splits them up so we can have a variety. He says. What I did like about this is he said, you sent it digital carrier pigeon, So that's quite hot. I know what it's like to when he hits that g spot ever so right. And I'm not a big squirter all the time. It I am just not. It just I'm not. I'm just I'm not. But occasionally I do. And what it is, it's it's not a lot. I'm not a I don't know.

You'd have to ask him. I'm not a gusher by any means. But it is strong and oh oh oh Vica. So yes, there's just something like sneaking off from a crowd and having a moment. Have you ever done it? Snuck away from a group when you're out, don't have to be camping, could be dinner, could be at your own place, could be their place, at a pool party

or something else. Hmm, have I no? Have I been tempted, absolutely, But it seems like every time that I'm tempted, there's somebody like there's no way I can get away because I'm a main part of Leer Rabat. So yeah, might just have to a club, stink him in and fuck him in the room. Hmm, I'll have to let you know where I'm going, guys. Derniki, It's been a weird year for me sexually. I got out of an almost decade long relationship filled with amazing sex that I never

had to question. That does weird things to you when you get back out there. I start liking the first person I go on a date with, like an idiot. The sex is fine, serviceable, and we're both getting off. We both have an idea of what each other likes, but he never really gets into it, never really lets go. I ask him why, and he says it's because of who you are, whatever that means. He says that he can't fuck me the way he wants to, that he respects me too much. I almost don't want to ask

the follow up question, but I have to. Now do you respect women less after you fuck them? No? Of course not. He's offended. That's the really weird part. I don't think that at all. I believe him. He asked me if I remember the scene in the Sopranos, where Tony's talking about cheating on his wife Carmela. They ask him why he has a girlfriend. I do things with her that I can't do with my wife. Why can't you do them with your wife? Hey, that mouth she

kisses my kids good night with? What are you crazy? He says? This is how most men feel about their girl friends. God, how did men get so fucked up? I decide to hold my tongue on two things. One, I'm not your girl friend. Two that scene is actually from analyze this. I feel too sexual and I'm not sexual enough all at once, or like my sexuality is just wrong. The question of our sex becomes something that won't go away. I still fuck other people. Their desires

feel good. They tell me all things that they like about my body, the things they like about how I am. Each one is a small band aid. I go around collecting them, all slightly different colors, and all too small and too surface to really do anything at all. I know what they like, each one of them different, but also is it the same. I submit to each of them differently, but also a kind of the same. How can I not understand these things about him? It makes

no sense? Sometimes I wonder if this is just me self sabotaging my favorite sport. Somehow, we start talking about having a threesome. I'm more curious than anything else. I'm sitting at a table with him and a chick he was dating previously. Her dark hair is cut in a cool way that frames her pretty face. I see her hands, I see the way her lips show her top teeth instead of her bottom teeth when she talks, A weird thing I've always liked, she continued to surprise me during

this conversation. Were more similar than I thought we'd be. It becomes more obvious that this is happening. We go back to his place. We're all sitting on the couch. He kisses me, and then her, and then her and I kiss each other. She unbuttons my shirt and takes it off. She's soft but direct, which I like. I sense that we both have similar enthusiasms for sex. We move down to the floor and me on top of her. It's much softer than being with a man. I like

it a lot. Oh my god, this is fucking amazing. I see in between kissing her. I can't believe you get to be with women every time. I say to him, I'm not even sure where he is. This is so good that he has this kind of cease to exist. Every dude has ceased to exist. I swear to God I might not go back her and I moved to his bed, and we have the best sixty nine ever experienced. This feels good. We're both licking each other's pussies and asses, and it's sitting me into another dimension. I like the

way she is sexual, brave, shameless. I love the tattoos on her skin and how her body feels. I slip two fingers inside her and watch how she reacts. Her moans are soft and deep, coming from somewhere dark her. I tell her that she has a nice pussy. Going down on hers amazing. I could do it for days. I can't get enough of me inside her hands, tongue. I wish my mouth was bigger so I could devour more of her. I hold my palm up near her face and tell her to lick it the way she

likes her pussy licked. I want to know her. I want to know what she likes. I feel her tongue on my hand. It's slow and broad. I match what she's doing with my tongue on her clip. I try to burn it into my memory so I can do it how she likes. Over and over. I am high on lust in dopamine. The highlights come back to me later, licking my entire palm and slapping her ass hard, the way her ass looks with my hands on it. Him grabbing the back of my hair and holding my head

above his cock. So I have to beg to suck his cock. Please let me. I want it, my mouth so bad I need it, both of us wrapping our mouths around his clock together share girls, Her asking me to fuck her ass while he's fucking her. I put my fingers in her ass. I can feel his clock inside her. It's so dirty and twisted together and hot. Me riding him and her getting behind me, her nipple rings pressing against my back, my hands reaching around, desperate for her to be closer to me, putting my fingers

into her ass and pulling her into my rhythm. Her moaning for him to wrap his hands around her neck, her telling him to press into her the mattress harder. Watching her come for the first time, She curls up on the bed while we just watch her orgasm her whispering how hot it was to see me on top

of him. It makes me feel seen and understood somehow, her dirty talk let me feel your big bull slap mind pussy when he bends me over and focks me from behind, of us laying on the bed, making out as he stands above us, getting himself close, him coming in her mouth and mine, then on our faces the way I lick it off her face and then rub our faces together while I kiss her, laughing together about it. It's a shame he didn't stay around to see this.

It's so fucking hot. Part of me is glad it ended how it started, with both of us women just wrapped up together enough for one other. I remember how we laughed together at the beginning too. We sleep together, We wake up together. He fucks both of us and comes inside me. We lay around for a little while until he realizes he wants to fuck her again. He asks if he can fuck her, and I say yes.

He always referred to some nubualis's kind of sex he likes, but was never able to really be able to explain to me what it was. I'm not sure what I was expecting, but I was definitely not expecting to see something I reckon. He's fucking her well the way I like to be fucked. It's so strange to see him want someone to enjoy sex as an act with someone else. I didn't realize he was capable of having this kind of sex. He's fucking her so hard, but they find

pockets of tenderness together. She almost falls off the bed and he grabs her and says, don't worry, We've got you. He's comfortable with her saying what he wants, doing what he wants. There's a real connection I can feel. He puts their faces together for me. He tells her to look at me and turns her face towards me. He can tell I like watching their faces push together, one on top of the other, but contrasting emotions, hers of surrender next to his force like sex, versions of a

comedy and a tragedy masks. Our faces are so close to each other, I can feel their breath. The sunlight is breaking across her face, and it's so fucking beautiful. I thought, why would just be hot. I wasn't prepared for how truly moving it would be. It's so incredible to watch people lost in that moment. Afterwards, he tells me one of his favorite things during was just watching me watch them, the look of fascination on my face. How moved I was. That's the shit they don't tell

you about a threesome. It can be the deepest, most moving sext you've had in a long time. Cassie, Well, hello, Cassie, how are you? This was? You know, I never thought of a threesome being this way. I mean, I guess I kind of have, but you know, when I think of it, I always think, oh, it's just you're thinking of rainbows and unicorns and cotton candy. You know. I was about to say something else, but I do like this. There's nothing like when you can connect with someone on

that sexual level. It is I wouldn't say rare, but to have it all come together and to make it three for each person to have exactly what you want, and it makes it, can we say beautiful? I like the fact that there was things I never thought of when you described how the top teeth turned you on instead of the bottom, And as I was reading that, I'm like, you know that is you know, just the tips. I was like, then, you know that is kind of attractive?

And then I thought, gosh, they do show that in a lot of movies, you know, and TV shows the top teeth, not necessarily the bottom. Maybe because I don't know really why. It's a kind of a thought and research thing on my end, but just the whole act in itself, it really truly was just breathtaking. I really don't know how to put it, but going back to how she started being with someone that sometimes you have to settle and unfortunately and we all try not to

for various reasons. You know, sometimes you hear of people having great sex life, but you know she was a crazy bitch or hey was just you know, neurotic or a narcissist. But the sex was great, and then you could have a different partner where they're very settled, everything's put together, there's no drama, and like she put it, you know, it satisfied us. There was not that you know, I don't want to say pain, but there wasn't that

just it thing. I understood that more and she put it in better words him right now, But I totally got that. I totally got when she said, we don't I have this one over here, in this one over there, and they all give me tiny pieces of my whole, but I'm never really feel whole. So I actually really liked that. I understood that more than I don't know it just hey, that makes sense. Not that I'm in that right now. I'm very thoroughly in the latter. I have both. So have you did you read? Did this

speak to you in any way? I mean it did me. It made me think of threesome is completely different. I thought it was just sex. Where now that I think of this one person that I've mentioned her before, and when I look at her, I think of these things the way she was thinking about her, and I think of her a lot. And no, there's still no story to tell, and not that I would. So if she is listening, pay specifically careful attention to the story. And

there's just something about that, you know. So if you're blushing right now, please don't be working out because you know you've told me that story. However, there's just something about that, you know. I've really lost for words, and normally I can go on a tangent right, So again, I would love to hear everybody's thoughts on this. Does this make if you think of threesomes differently? And did it.

Did she speak to you the way I understood it, Like like you know, when you're with somebody and you can have multiple sex partners and they each give you a whole set, but it doesn't really quite quench the thirst. Another thing that I found interesting about this was, and I kind of got this line growing up, was you're not the one I wanted to You know, you're not the one I wanted. You're not the one that you play with. You know, you're not the fuck you're You're

the one to check home to mom and dad. And now I truly do live. You know, a lady in the street and the freak and the bad kind of thing, at least I try. I don't know. You'll have to ask him, but I so I get that. And what I don't understand is I don't think he was at that place. And she quoted a movie that I don't think i've seen. You know, I remember it didn't sound familiar, but my head went to ladies and Genji might know this, But sex and the city where? And I think it

was Charlotte. She found her husband mas masturbating, masturbating to a porn magazine, I think, and I think he kind of said that to her, you know where, because she was she was the prim and proper you know check. I mean, she had the pearls and then the sweaters and you know, just that girl. And you know that's something I don't understand. And so, gentlemen, if you are being just satisfactory because you don't want to be freaky with your wife, you know, hopefully she's not giving you.

I don't want to be freaky you know kind of vibes. I'm hoping she's like, you know, pull my hair and fuck me hard, because I know I would be so that all this. I know, I'm all over the place here just because I'm flabbercasted by this story because it really just kind of spoke to me in so many ways. But that bothered me that he said that to her. Absolutely.

It bothered me that he basically said, you know, you're good, you get two shoes, but I need freaky shit and I don't want to have it with you, like I can't look at you. And even though she brought it up to him and said, you know, called him out on it, he was like, oh, no, no, no, no, no, I want to know what it was. What is it? What is so bad you'll think I say no too. And obviously it was this. Obviously it was this, Cassie. I'm betting this wasn't the last time. And I want

to know more. That's all I'm saying. I want to know more. I think this is the perfect place to stop for the day. I want to thank you again for joining me. Don't forget check out the Pineapple app. If you follow me on Twitter, there's a link there. I just put in Pineapple on any of your Android Apple apps. It literally is black background, upside down golden Pineapple. Tell him, I sencha. The guy's a lovely, lovely person. Met him over in the UK swingeth on and I'll

get to see him again in November. I'm looking forward to it. And enclosing, Hell, lover, why don't I just come into bed slide my mouth around that cock like you tell me? No, m I think I should give it a try. What do you think? I really want to know? Until the next time, ladies and gents, have a fucking fabulous week.

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