Meta Mysteries| Multi-Dimensional Realities & Mystic Esoteric Wisdom w/ Quirky Cosmo

really bad for having to miss it and everything. Didn't want to have to cancel and reschedule and all that stuff. But we're excited or I'm excited to have you here on the show. So if you could, could you let all of the one that's what we call our listeners know about the about the quirky cosmo, about me, Well.

And I started my journey with the gene Keys and esotericism, Alice Bailey, Helena Bavaldski, which led me into Nick Lay, Tesla's you know, the whole shebang. I went into Tesla's work, Walter Russell's work, and Rudolph Steiner. So I've studied under a lot of esotericists and mysticism and been initiated, you know, through spirit into the higher I mean higher awareness, through the divine, the divine light leading me every bit of

the way. So it's been a heck of a challenge, but it's very rewarding in the sense of I have lots of fruit to bear.

not really that much to it. I have a problem with that because there's a lot of synchronicities, a lot of dreams, like a lot of things that will happen in your life to where you feel like you're really on like the Fool's journey in a sense, because it's like thing after thing after thing, and it's always like perfect timing. Sometimes it's perfect timing. Sometimes it's like trying to get you out of your comfort zone a little bit, and it makes you scratch your head and you know,

but that's part of the awesomeness of this journey. But have you so? I always like to ask everybody this, especially the uh you know, somebody like yourself. Who's you know, Claire Cognizant, You've been on this mystical journey here for quite a while. What do you feel about psychedelics? And have you ever partook?

I've also fondled. I've also tickled synthetics twice with the l the ns and the d uh huh. And that was euphoric. I was. I was so paranoid of the ocean. And yes, I live right by the ocean. I was paranoid. I also like, Florida is shark central, Okay, it's shark capital, and so of course there's there's a natural like duh like safety mechanism, right, So I had never wanted to play in the ocean. And I never went past my knees. My husband, my son, They'll go snorkeling and like out

past the buoys and I'm like, oh my god. But anyway, so I I fondled with the LSD to break through some serious uh fears within myself, and I just frolicked and played in the water like that was that was the place for me to be. Man, I was a mermaid reborn, it was it opened me up. So for me, I'm not one that I'm not one too. I've also used well it's not a psychedelic, but I'm not one

to jump into the fire of ayahuasca. That's not something that I think that people should just jump into because would it would literally push the ship out of you. So you know what I mean. And I don't feel like that that is a very healthy way, like it sends your body into shock. I'm not saying that lsd LC is a gateway that they used that to open up the mind. It was very testing in the seventies,

sixties and seventies, so you know, it opens up. You do see a lot of different realms, like whenever you're in the mushroom, Like I like mushrooms. I was very fond of making mushroom tea and inviting people into that type of experience shamanic, like a shamanic experience, as long as you're grounded and you're not going in there just like you know, like it's a party drug, it's not a party drugs, it's it is to help you open and expand you know, and so yeah, there's you see

the world for what it is. So you're saying like, oh, you know about the dream and in your dream s, date, this is a thing when you're awake, like you and I right now, this is this right here, This is the dream.

of matrix or a simulation? Like it's probably leaning a little bit more towards like a matrix simulation dream type thing, and it does like it it feels like that, you know, because if it really is just a realm of your mind, then how are you able to see things that are Sometimes sometimes they're more real than this, Like the colors are so much more vibrant, and the feeling is just more encompassing and more intentional, you know, and uh, that's.

But this is also like when people have a kiss of death, right they have that near death experience, they take like their life or the waking dream. They take it in instead of just it's a it's a bypassing essentially. So when we're awake, our senses dull out, they're not enhanced, they're not vibratory because of all of the distractions and like all of the hustle and the responsibility that's that's

heavy on our spirit. It's weighing us down, and so we're not we're not viscerally experiencing the world to its to its fullest capacity. You know, we're dulled out here. This is not open. But when this is open. The heart is open, this is op your third eye is open. You're you're tasting all of the flavors, you're you're sensing, you're smelling, you're you're seeing everything more vibrantly, and in your dream quote unquote what they call the dream. See,

that's not even a dream. It's you're you're in the astral you're you're in your natural state. And then we come back in and then we experience everything that's playing out within our genetics in this reality and so and then go back into the I mean, I can talk about this for days, but with the flat the flat earth, that is a math. It's for mathematics, that's why it matters,

and perceptual reality. So yeah, play here's the thing. In esotericism, it's known as a logos the mind, the cosmic mind, because we're in Brahma, we're in the body of Christ. That's what the teaching is. The corpus Christie, it's the body of Christ. We are in a cosmic being. And so when you're looking at flatter globe, the globe model was playing off a sphericle, meaning that we work in spirit, which is the sphere. And then they took that and

made it. We made it literal because everything that we're experiencing externally in this reality is a projection of the inversions that we have as truth. So what's truth in here is externalized as inversion, manipulation, lies, deceit because we're living in the time of fear or satan or materialism. Right, So because we're experiencing the cosmic beings root chakra, it's our root chakra, so we have to go through all

of the lies and the distortions and the corruption. So what is truth that we know within us, it gets inverted externally by evil. So what's good is always inverted by like lower man mind, which is the animalistic, primal

instinctual mind, the one that doesn't think for itself. It operates out of fear, and it's known as the profane, as the the ignorant essentially, and so that the person that is ignorant will take wise information, what wisdom, and they will use it to profit, to manipulate, to control. Oh I know this, so I can, I can I can be the king, or I can be the overlord,

you know. And they represent that the the old man like not the old Lucaine and all old man, but the old mind, the lower mind, and we had to go through all of these processes. It's like because we're in a fucking giant dream and the cosmic being is meeting itself layer by layer, and so each layer is a fucking chakra as within, so without, as above, soul below, And like it's a planet. Was never called a planet.

It was called a star. It's a wandering star. But the planet came in because it's a plane with a net of like influence. So my hands I got to keep my hands down. I will throw out the energy fields. But it's a plane of influence, right, So just like an airplane it flies over, it's a cold over the plane. It's it's a it's a chakra essentially, Okay, chakra within a cosmic being. And this is the heart field, the magnetic field where all is played out on the magnetic field.

All is heart, all is love, and all is mind. The mind is perceiving through the experience, the expression on this magnetic electromagnetic field, and it's descending its its frequency into its cells. And we are the cells just like your cells listen to you, right, And then there's other cells that get cancer and then they start feeding on each other. Well, that's again we see that out in the world, right, gossip starts, then more people start listening.

Telephone happens, and and all of a sudden, the cells are against the other person's like what did what do you mean? I didn't do anything? Like what the what is this? It is the bandwagon to get So again, we're living in this cosmic dream.

on going. They said, zoom out again, and the more you zoom out, it was turning into like little atoms and cell structures and it was everything that we're made up of. And so it really is like I don't even know, it's it's really like a mind fuck if you really think about it, because you can't figure this stuff out logically, and like you were saying, you know, the the root chakra, you know, the thing that really keeps us grounded, keeps us in that animalistic kind of mindset,

you know, fight or flight kind of deal. You got to do what you can to survive. And so so many people have taken on that mentality, and I think that a lot of people are really waking up from it because you know that, like, the better you treat yourself, the better you treat your mind, the better you treat other people. Somehow the universe shifts and everybody start, you know, is starting to kind of coincide with your vibe in

a sense. And so I do believe that, like the all is mind and everything that is going on within us is also happening to the outside world. And you know, this was a really hard concept for me to even really understand until And the reason why I asked you about the psychedelics is because I had done mushrooms and I'd never done LSD, but I had done mushrooms, but

I did try. So the guy that like created LSD, like I can't remember what his name is, but that guy who created LSD, he went on to create like what they call designer drugs. And so there was this designer drug that came out like I don't know, ten fifteen years ago. It's called four acho DMT and it's basically a mixture if you were to like take DMT and mate it with mushrooms. So you know, mushrooms usually

last like seven eight hours. It's almost too damn long, and then you get all sick and your your stomach gets a little queezy and everything, but you're still seeing all the vibrant colors and if you take enough of them, you can talk to the fucking elohem, right, And you know that that heroic dosage that Terrence McKenna talks about. And so and I've and I've taken like heroic dosages and stuff like that, and I've seen wild things like within my mind or this virtual reality that we live in,

whatever it is. But it wasn't until that I tried four acho DMT it started opening up a little bit more. Because what's really great about that? And I'm not like a spokesperson for it, It's just like one of my favorite things because it only lasts like three hours and you don't get queasy and there's just something about it that every time you try it, it's like nothing but

good vibes. You can even go into it, like just straw it and like terif not terrified, don't go that far, but you know, having a bad day, right, And then you take it, it's like wow, it's it's amazing. You start to see like all the fractals and all the

crazy colors that you would on mushrooms. And there was actually a time where I, I don't know what it was, but I got visited by this cat being lady and it was so strange and I don't really know what to do with that information, to be honest with you, because it was like she was here, but she wasn't at the same time, but I felt her and it

was like the wildest thing ever. And then so I was like, okay, So there's definitely like some some kind of layered reality that we're living in and I just can't comprehend what's really going on.

attachments and demons. And so when people do these journeys and they're seeing demons and they're seeing entities and aliens, what they call aliens aliens a new is a new word for demon. So they're demons. Yeah, really, yes, And so.

which are like gins. Okay, and these are thought these are thought forms. So any any any thought that has ever any any any incarnation, any of any of our root race incarnations, okay, in the mental plane, which is the solar plexus plane, Okay, it connects to our solar plexus. But it was the creation the fifth root race was the creation of the mental plane. That was after the

fall of Atlantis. Atlantis what is the heartfield or what is known as the causal plane, and that's when we lived in peace and harmony and telepathy and there was no brokenness, there was group everything like there. It was interconnectedness, oneness within the totality of that root race. And then the cosmic being was like, all right, I'm going to go deeper and meet myself deeper. I'm going to crack the heart open, just like we go through loss and

grief and heartbreak. It cracks its heart open. Atlantis falls, it starts to go into separation and then it's reset. After that deluge, there's multiple delusions, cataclysms, resets, okay, and then it creates the fifth root race, which was the creation of the lower mind, which is the the individual self. And this is where the cosmic being is experience itself and all of these individual experiences like thinking in a

group converse in a group connection. You can't hide nothing from nobody, like, hey, man, i just whacked it in the bathroom. I'm not gonna tell you. Oh too bad, man. You could totally read my mind. I can't hide anything spirits like no, no, no, I'm gonna go into where I can keep lies in secrets and hide things. I can do things in the dark and not nobody else can

read my mind. It's that and that's where we see the Aryan root race, which it is the Hindu, it's the Turkey, it is the Summers, the Sumerian gobec le Tepe. All of that was during the fifth root races, the longest, longest creation, because we had to we had to create and formulate the mind. Now within that, that is where all of this is where you see in the Baharitha, the story of Armageddon. Okay, this is where our Juna and Krishna is like Krishna is fighting with his brother Arjuna.

He's fighting with himself, his shadows, selves, his mind right he's being overtaken by the demons and the angels. Is where you get the the devas and or the dark in the light within yourself. You're fighting in your mind. Your mind becomes a battle zone. And that's what about how Githa's about is the battle of the mind, you know. And and so what is left from that, anything that wasn't processed, that stayed in the energy field known as the mental plane, and all these thought forms and all

of these thoughts that are always they're just floating. It's why they say your thoughts are not your own. And whatever you're a frequency attunement to, because you're an antenna, you're gonna attach to these thoughts. So if you are having afflictions within your own own like creative energy, lust, desire, natures, you'll draw in these these entities, you'll you'll attune to their despair. And since they're just living in the place where they're disembodied souls, they don't they don't have a

body anymore. Those are the fallen where the fallen like creations, the abominations, that couldn't take form like they exist there. They're in the limbo states. These are called gins. This is what the dark Cabal and any inverted cult praise to the gin. And so what happened is what a gin is is a It's a conglomeration of negative thought forms like think of a cloud stored with a lot of dirty, dirty thoughts right which negative people get together

and it becomes forms. Together is one entity, one really powerful strong. Now bow down to me, sacrifice your cows, sacrifice your daughters, ropes, give me more, give me more. I can't I cannot live in a body. I have been disembodied from being able to be in a form. So I want to steal yours. I want your power. I want you to do what I want to do because I can't be there and I can't do it. Right, That's what it is. And so these are in These

are demons. Now, since we're living in the time of Satan and in the shadow realms and the dark shadows, we are projecting all of our fear, all of our demons into physical manifestation to face them. Because your root chakra is physical, it deals with the physical. That's why it deals with Saturn, which is giving forms. So Saturn is giving form to all of our fear so that we can face it in our dream world out here and wake up and go, oh my god, I am

I can no, I rebuke you. No, you're You're not real. I'm not going to give you my power. I'm not going to give you the life. But so many people believe in it because they're afflicted. They are still confused. They are expressing the cognitive dissonance. They've been through the programming and the brainwashing, so have I, but they haven't done the due diligence and met themselves. So when we do like psychedelics like mushrooms or ayahuasca that purge out

your inner afflictions. Whenever you fast, whenever you get your gut balance, whenever you are astute and you study and you do the inner work, the inner healing, you really meet yourself, then you don't have afflictions. Whenever, you won't have these entities and attachments, and you won't have the parasites in the physical and you won't have them in the spirit bodies either.

She actually has talked about like she dives into, you know, all the ideas around cleansing the body and getting rid of parasites, and you know, because she actually she's had to deal with like a lot of body issues for a long time, and so she's been going into the holistic health and understanding it from kind of like a like a mystic type of mindset, right like that that uh, stepping away from big pharma and all that shit, which everybody should be doing anyway.

detox the body, maybe go fast or whatever. Right, eat more healthy, more vegetables, more fruits, you know, all the things and the cancer doctor was out there and he went up to the guy after the show and he was like, he was like, I can't help but notice that this looks a lot like a cancer cell. And he goes in the parasite parasite or parasite guy. I don't know if he was a doctor or whatever, but

he goes, Ah, now you're catching on. And so it actually makes sense that the parasites would essentially start to form this this sickness within you and then it really just starts to take over your body. It's how a lot of people are dying. So in my opinion, yes, I believe that, Like I think it's really a lot of things. I think that it's you know, the poison in the air, poison in the water, poison in the food.

But I think that it's more so than anything else, it's the poison in the information that we take in. That's really how in my opinion, that is how like these parasites almost manifest because if you think about it, you watch a movie, you watch in the news or something like that, and it puts you in some kind of low vibration and then your mentality almost takes it on. Right,

even if it's subconsciously. Now you're starting to embody the energy of the information that you just received, and now that just becomes part of what you believe moving forward, even if it's just the tiniest little bit. And so you keep yourself around you know, shows and movies and people like that, and you know, it's it's no wonder that all this kind of stuff is really manifesting and why the cancer rate is higher now than it has ever been, right, I mean, what would you say about

that cancer and parasites? I mean, are they like what more connected?

spirit bodies have been infiltrated by entities and attachments. And I just want to go backwards just a little bit here and touch on these is what they look like. So you will find if you do a Google research, well not Google, but your search engine rate research.

actuality of a parasite looks like. The different types of parasites, whether it's the tape you see the with like long wormy tails, it's pairs, it's it's the tapeworms, and you know the the fluke the fluke liver parasites, and like all of these, the ones that get into your brain. You can see them, like with the long tongue that goes up and like it kind of reminds me of Venom's face. That's the one that goes into the brain and it like attaches to the cerebral cortex, you know.

And so what they knew then and again like back in our ancient, our our ancients, what we knew then, okay, then is that we spoke in a language that would last throughout the ages and the eons and the resets, which is in hieroglyphic, which is in you know pictures, right when you see a picture of the crocodiles or the bird heads and things like. It wasn't necessarily that there was beings that walk the earth that were half human with a you know, a Jeckyll's head like those right,

like these things represent They had symbolism. There's depth to their expression. And again that goes back to an energy signature, a frequency in which they carried and since human are made of and they're made of mineral, vegetable and animal like. And then mind, which is the logos, right, which is what we had to develop then that fit root race to connect the logos the higher frequencies into a form

into a human expression. This this this homo sapient expression that we're in right now to anyways, and that goes back to like the root races and the press and like the creation story but I don't want to. Now I'm getting too off topic here, but my point is is we spoke in in frequency, and frequency takes shape not only in sacred geometryly you have on your hand, right, but also in shape in animals and in sound like that we hear the and also in the shapes that

the plants take. You know, when they're developing from seed, and that frequency is connected to a wandering star or planet, and that planet has a net of influence plan net,

so it's a plane of net of influence. And you know that these these plants, they have a certain sound energy signature, right, which correlates corresponds to the simatic or the geometric shape in which it creates from the seed, and then the sound that it admits, and that sound connects to our organs, it connects to the knotties, it connects to like and then this is why you use certain herbs or flowers or nuts or bark or you know, SAPs from these trees or the myceilium network which connects

straight into your fashion network mimics. This is what Terrence

McKenna was talking about. Man was a genius and like his work on the eye ching is which the eye ching is all about the elements, and so it's understanding the sound and the frequency of the elements and how the the animals and the plants and the minerals, which is the py table of elements, the minerals, the mineral compounds, how they influence and create alchemize within our body and how to assimilate it and then how it plays out like because our body is again the mineral, the physical,

the vegetable, and the animal, and then the mind is like the spirit bodies that we you know, we operate through, but the lower the animal, the plant, and the mineral kingdom. That's the fission and the fusion of the minerals within us, you know, and the water is within us and how it you know, physicis infuses and create like we manifest. So we spoke in symbolism and allegory and parable and and imagery so that we would remember the frequency or the.

It's like, you know, you invite the spirits back it, you get rid of the spirits, you invite one back in. They come back seven times stronger because you're at the sense you're trying to you're trying to bypass the pain, and the pain is the body saying, hey, sit down, shut the fuck up, listen to me. I'm trying to speak to you. I know you don't want to see what I'm going to show you because it's scary, it hurts, and you're gonna have to take accountability. But here's the thing.

As soon as you recognize what it is and you sit there, I'm safe. I'm okay, I'm still alive. I'm actually not a bad person. I did some shady shit. I was trying to survive. I hurt people. That was fucked up. The fact that I give a shit that I hurt somebody says that I'm not a bad person. The fact that I care and so, oh it's gone.

and I didn't get sick or anything from it. It literally it felt like like I was in a dream, you know, like I smoked it and I went and I saw some crazy shit and I don't want to get into that, but it was it was pretty wild. And then you come back and I mean, well, I actually did it twice in one night. The first time it was awesome. The second time was like a full

on fucking nightmare. Went into the void. I thought I destroyed the world, and that was really messed up, and I've actually I've taken a lot of time since then. I did that back in October. I haven't done any psychedelics or anything, because I've just been trying to understand what that vision really was, you know, embodying what it

means to be inside of the void. And also you know, after the fact, you know, coming to the realization that well, everything wasn't destroyed because I was still like I was still there and my awareness was still there in the void. So you can't destroy everything and you can't even like it's impossible to witness nothing, you know, And that's what it really felt like. And so I've been trying to really break that all down and everything. But I didn't.

I didn't really get sick from that. It made me like it put like a damper on my soul after that, but you know, it kind of made me sad and almost borderline depressed, just because I was like embodying that nature of me destroying all of reality. But but yeah, it's pretty fucked up. Didn't get sick though.

of other people crying anyways. No, not the Nothing anyway.

go back. We're like, no, I don't want to. I'm so scared. I don't know it's there. I've been out here for so long, like I don't know what else exists? Right?

let me ask you this then. So you were talking about basically how this reality actually is with the minerals, the vegetables, the animals, and that's really what incorporates our body. But how do you believe we got here.

the mesosphere. Yeah, it's in the ion a sphere like above the thermosphere, right, So that's where the atomic gaseous planes are at. And then that's where Lumeria, the third root race was seated. It's a cosmic it's the etheric waters, not like the mermaid waters like speed. And again that's why you see it in the in the ancient you can find it in some ancient texts. But you'll see a man holding two globes. One will say Atlantis, the other one to say lameria, and it's above his head,

above man, and in a sphere meaning spirit. So spheares represent spirit. Spirit squares represent the form the platonic solid. It's a cube. Okay, this is why you see the cube and it's square like circle, the circle being cubed, spirit being confined to a cube. So so circles are spirit. Right, It's why you draw a circle of salt around you whenever you want to keep keep the the vampires out, or think of the movie Practical Magic, they do a

circle right their brooms there and all of sudden stuff. Okay, So it represents spirit, the protection of spirit. It's real, it's it's it's just legit though, and that is that is legit, all right, all right? Oh, going this, So these these the teachings of the root races is the genealogy and the creation's thecretion myth. So everything comes from the center of the chritial field, the black sun, the

inner sun, okay, as within so it is out externalized. Huh, in our hologram, what do we see a sun and a moon they're out here, they're externalized. We see stars, they're externalized. We see trees because they're in us. They're we're projecting everything. We're projecting everything. But what we don't see is our internal sun. We see the projection of it, but we know in us there's a spark within us.

They call it the spark, the eternal flame that burns like there's even temples built, and there's stories of Greek and Roman. Who would you know? The oracles would stand by and they would keep the flame alive. That's symbolic of keeping the wisdom of the primordial mother, the shakina, the life force, the Kundalini. It is life force or the shakina in different different it's called different things in

different teachings. The chi, the chi even right to keep it alive, right, the oracles those that held the wisdom right of the source. So it's about primordial creation, which is the black son, create meat, creating form, and so it sends its energy out, which is the terroidal field. It sends its energy field out and then it starts to create. It starts to create itself. So this is where you get primordial creation. When you hear about Nix, and you hear like, I'm gonna use the Greek mythology.

It's probably the most common one that's known by people. All right, So you're gonna get Nicks, and then you're gonna get her offspring, which her children. Okay, and I have it written down all old. I have it all written down.

and that's called the event horizon. So it almost reminds me of what you're talking about. You're saying that the black sun is within us, and that essentially our bodies and our minds and everything would be the event horizon of the black hole within us.

in the atmosphere as well. But it looks like red, it's in oranges, and sometimes it's pinks, and sometimes you know, you get the yellow or the green in there, and the mixtures. It just depends on how much inert gases are being released from the center of the troidal field. And you see the green well at night because it's the gases are being charged by cold plasma, right, and the gases that are being released that you're seeing in the upper atmosphere, if you will, the northern hemisphere, it's

higher and out like higher and energetics. It's pure as well, it's not as infiltrated with It's not closer to the equator like I am down here in Florida, so you're you're further away from the Sun's stimulants.

or inert gases that are being released. So it's lunacy, right, because what you what do you do whenever your your body that's an antenna is absorbing more noble gases, right, you're more stimulated. But if you don't, if you're not grounded, and you don't know how to deal with the energy, if you're not doing rituals, if you're not in dance, if you're not in connection, and if you have you're overloaded.

You're overstimulated, you're overworked, and you have parasites and entities, attachments energetically and.

preferred underneath the new moon. Some actually prefer with a waxing or a waning mood. So it's always different. But if you're trying to perform, are you somebody that does rituals and stuff?

We're adding energy into the water. We're using the water to add in tension, which again is a transition from one one space or one place to another. So I mean ritual like what we've it's been demonized, like I said, anything that is meant to be good by the lower profane man or woman, it will be used as a tool to manipulate for power and control.

into your mind. I'm not suggesting anything. And that's just crazy that, you know, you would see something as simple as meditation, and yet there are religions out there that deem it almost demonic and like dark and you know what I mean, Like don't I don't understand.

don't know. I think that it's just because I feel like my life, my entire life, has been some kind of spiritual journey, and I can't imagine it not being like I look at literally everything and I try and figure out what the spiritual meaning is behind it, right, whether it be esoterically or whatever. Like that's just how my mind has been, like almost programmed at this point.

But yet you see other people out there and if you bring up any kind of synchronicities, it's just like, oh, that's coincidence.

which are the cosmic rays. Okay, the seventh, the seven reshet, the seven lamp stands, the seven seals, whatever you want to call it. They are the seven stars of Ersamin. And those are the cosmic rays that descended themselves, or the angels, the angles of light, the seven colors of the rainbow that descended themselves into the primordial energy and created the planets, or the wandering stars. They created the planets,

which were the planes with nets of influence. These are the essences in which the logos could not fully experience itself through.

So the star systems primordial creation. Then you have you have the Olympians, and then you have the Titans that they created, which are the planets.

So essentially it is the evolution theory story that they use, but we're not from fucking ape and primates, like in the way in which they tried to like like the Big Bang. You know, it's not a big bang just out of nowhere. There was a whole bunch of bazillion of years I don't know, lots of I mean.

gaseous planes. And then you have the Atlantean. And then you have which was like the creation of the heart chakra or the causal plane. And then you have which was form. But everybody connected as one in the heart is one, what we say, it's all when it's all connected. And again then that was spirit like again the cosmic creator, the primordial energy. If she's formlessness, she has to create something that creates form, and so she's creating all these

structures through her imagination. And this is where you hear in the Gnostic story of Sophia and the Fall and the demiurge that she creates, which is Saturn.

what he talked about. So you would have the one which would be the sources what he was referring to, which would emanate onto the news, the news would emanate onto the world soul, and the world soul would emanate itself into the physical where we're at. And so that, yeah, it kind of checks out with what you're saying there.

And why do you think, like, how did that source even come about?

to be your podcast. Okay. So if we're living in a realm of infinite possibilities, right, that can it's just thought. All things is thought. It's all formlessness, and the hardest thing to create is form. And we're not alone, and it's not alone, and it's not alone. We're in a cosmic being. All is mind. But we're in a cosmic being.

most recent one, I can't remember, Matthew something. He was talking about how he had access to these invoices that he wasn't really supposed to see, and so then he became a whistleblower because it seemed like it was operating outside of the government, so he wanted to blare the whistle or whatever. And what he's saying is is that he thinks that, you know, as far as aliens or entities or the phenomena goes, he believes that some of

them are here to help. Some of them are almost harnessing and like like farming our energy in a sense. And then you hear about like Bob Blazar, and Bob Blazar got access to some kind of some kind of papers that said that there is some kind of energy or non human biological or whatever that is out there that looks at us like we're containers. And he goes, I don't really know what that meant by containers, containers

of the soul or whatever. But what do you think about like a lot of these quote unquote government whistleblowers, are you you think they're all full of shit? Is it all manipulation or you think there's something to it?

God is real. Israel. Israel is the people, not the place, but the people. Israel is us because we are real. Okay, we feel we are real, and we have integrity and a pure heart. So God is real. But it's an infinite intelligence that is within our blood. It's called the shikina. It is also known as the armor of God. The song of songs, the song of Sulomon, that sings us along, that guides us and harmonizes us. That's why frequency right, and when you sing an optunes it lifts your spirit

up right. So it's God is an infinite intelligence of song and frequency. It's not some you know, do with the beard in the in the sky. Right. It is a primordial essence.

silica plasma DNA. We're ethereal. We are light bodies. We are the body of Christ. And once we ascend and reactivate our atomic because we have atoms, trillions of them in our body, and when we turn the motherfuckers back on, we become super novas of light and we returned to the stars. So an interdimensional being are expressions of us as every evolutionary step of the celestial human, the angelic

human evolution. Right now, we are in the lowest We are finishing out the lower RBG, red, blue, green, five senses, platonic solids, carbon based two percent of the DNA two percent. Spirit wanted to God's source, wanted to experience its lowest density. It's darkest shadowy itself. So it's the.

The atomic, the atom, the atomic consciousness, the spirit man. Okay, and then so and so what we have here in the physical are the sheet, are the pew or what I've already been processed and no longer have anything to do but to decompose and feed the hose. Okay, I don't know. That just rhymes r. It works, right, And so then that's it is what it is. It's not like everything will just repurpose itself once it all goes

super nova anyways. So then we as the conscious, the cells, the soul, because that's what atlantis, that's what the heart, that's what earth anagram heart represents, is the soul. And it's the murk of a the light body of the plane, the planet, the gaya herself, the Earth herself is us. We are the soul. And so the reason why those NPCs haven't woke up because they're not the fucking soul. They're not the soul in soul. They had a golden ticket.

Everybody gets a golden ticket. You get it, you get it, and get it, and get it and get it, and then they keep going. Now, I'm gonna catch that with THEO green right now. I'm going to cash that in right now, for some power, for some control, for some some goodie goodies, for some for whatever it is.

that people can't evolve from their NPC form. I feel like that I did in a sense one hundred percent.

what a medium was. I was a church andese. I was a backwards Baptist, you know, you know, drinking and screwing on Saturdays and praying and smiling on Sundays.

the boat? Are you lying to me? Like, because he was my mom was supposed to be my mother was helping us out financially with the day spot. And he's like, no, I didn't. Three months later, come from out he did, and he took the money. I took the money. Yeah, so it was I was like, what the fuck, what the fuck? What the fuck? And then she invited me to one of these events as she had help was holding and it was like some I didn't know what

hell it was. I just know how to drive to Ensanita, California, and I showed up and she's like, okay, everybody, get in a circle and you kumbayah and you sing and you dance and like you get into trance, and like all of a sudden, my whole fucking life went upside down, and like I I had an awakening. And then I was like in there meditating, smoked some really good push

because I was in California. I was super legal over there, and I got high as a kite and I'm like listening to this like meditation where I was going back into the womb and like into the mother, and I was like visualized, hope we're high. And I went in there and all of a sudden, I had like a Coundalini experience and then I started speaking in like seven different languages and I was like crying, and I was like, I don't know what's happened to any I was like,

I'm speaking seven different languages. I don't even know who they are. I think one of them's Arabic. I think it's Russian. I said, no freaking idea a light language with what it was sound alchemy. It was my soul remembrance coming out of me. And it was insatiable. I was huge, and then I was talking to trees and I was able to read, so I was I got a deck card, tarot deck or it was an oracle deck, not a Tarot deck, and I'm just flipping cards, talking to like my girls.

up canal. And there was this thousand Indian massacre there with the Spaniards and the Indians, and they had thrown all the Spaniards threw all the bones into the river. Well, the river used to be bigger, and it was under the fucking building that they had put up there, and nobody had ever built anything in that building. I designed it like on a paper and had I wanted it all designed. I made a thousand square foot semicircle wall. I don't know how to say that, but it was

a thousand square foot for the childcare. And I made it a circle. Okay, I didn't know, had no idea. And then I had two pillars that were hexagrams, five sides Each's where I wanted to put the salon. I could have made it a circle, Namich. I made it a hexagram so I could put the mirrors on it. So I had ten stations, ten girls. Well, guess what you have two fucking pillars next to each other. Guess could they create.

and had like a lift up piece. How did you know? How did you know? And then like I sat down with her and I was like, she would tell me about her her family and her husband's experience, and I was like, your uncle's house and I was like he had I was like, he took your husband into this. Anyways, I could see. I could so when somebody's talking to me and they're telling me truth, it'll show up visually in my mind. If somebody's lying to me, I won't

get a visual for it. That's probably no one's abody's lying and truth. So I have anyways, I have this ability to read other people's energy innately and talk telepathy to trees and to rocks and to which aren't rocks

but anyways, and to birds into everything. So my awakening was like boom, all your claares, boom, all your Claares, and I was like, I am not a quiet person and I am the one that created the this is big when Facebook was cool, right, But I created the Facebook group for my entire fucking neighborhood, my suburban track home neighborhood. I held the bunko. We did the family. We were the ones that were in charge rge of like the I had a huge day spat and it

was family oriented. And we lived in a military in a military like suburban American neighborhood, like not even city city, literally surrounded we were. Yeah, anyways, we were surrounded by and so I had no problem. And my husband's backing me up. And I'm talking about Octornians. I'm talking about like the projections and the interdimensional beings that I were seeing like sixteen almost twenty feet fucking tall outside of my my window, my two story house, like in my backyard.

I had just done some stupid noob noube nube ritual, not not knowing, just like oh I wanted to do. I want to do the thirteen tablets. I'm gonna suck it. I'm gonna suck around with thought and the no fucking idiot no anyways, I called him some vermonic spirits and guess what direction my mother fucking life went to the show. It was not good.

you know, going inward a little bit. And we've had like really really awesome like Clairevoyance and Claire Cognizance come on the show in the past, and I mean the most recent one was really wild because we actually had her on and she started to describe somebody and my co host Sean, he was like, oh my god, you're you're describing my stepdad like to a t like he his stepdad had died just a couple of years ago.

She described the scar on his chest and a bunch of other like wild spot on ship that could only be talking about him, right, And and I just, I just I love that people can do that, but I want to be able to do it myself. So if you can figure that out, I mean, is it is it the best way to be able to try and just meditate on it? Like, what would you suggest some fucking meditate on it?

was raised in a very very very very toxic environment. Okay, I had a very toxic environment, So I had to I had to hone these skills, you know, I had to trust these like intuitive like hits. But if we just give ourself permission, like to trust yourself to trust what you're seeing. And the thing is is like you do this by allowing yourself to to practice, to play, to play, to play to play, and you play with people that are honest, like that are curious, that aren't like, no,

that is it. I'm not thinking that you know your feelings are wrong. You're thinking wrong, who are lying to themselves. You can't play with somebody that's lying to themselves.

Your material is nothing because whenever you leave here, you got nothing because nothing goes with you when you leave, except for the lessons and the memories and like the moments that you have because it's a fucking dream.

That that is about moving the energy from the center of the tororidal field up the motherfucking horror line to Polaris, which would be your crown star crown chakra, instead of having it connect to the crown chakra right, they're having the energy connect twenty three point five degrees off or four or five degrees, which rounds up to twenty three point five, which is where the eye of the dragon or Draco, and the eye of Draco is eltinin, which is the eye of the dragon, the red dragon, that

red serpent, and that is where they get the black magic or the Saturnian reptilian or what they call reptilian, the red dragon metatronic overlay right where they do the brainwashing, where they do the mass energy harvesting from a time from a timeline which was over two thousand years ago. Way over. When they use fixed astrology, right areas, it's always aris. No, it's not, bitch, that's fixed. Nothing in this world is except for Polaris. That's the only thing that's fixed is Polaris.

a lot of people's zodiac changes. Like for mine, so in tropical I'm a Taurus, but in sideia, I'm in areas, And I kind of feel like, to be honest, areas just makes more sense to me anyway, if I'm judging myself a little bit.

pretty I'm pretty sure I'm Scorpio. Like I mean, if he's thirteen sign, I'm a Scorpio or a zero degree o feuchius, so right there on the if you use thirteen sign, which I do, is thirteen sign on the But I do have six planet or five planets in my descendant, all un Sagittaria, so I do have a lot of optimism and higher mind. But yeah, I totally

get you in the Arias energy. Of course, it's the godhead and like it is about this the exploration and seeing things from this like vast perspective, like wanting to experience and and know and take it in all of these like experiences and thoughts and seeking right and just having different connections with you probably trip it over yourself and learning things the hard way, you know, a couple times over, you know what I mean, just rushing into

shit too. But that's like that's the immature part of areas, is just rushed right in. But at the same time, it's like the guy that like and goes into the like some people put their foot in the pool. I'm gonna put my foot in and just trap at areas like the fuck out caball, you know, Like I'm just diving in man bucket. I don't need to know what the instructions. I'll figure it out.

In my opinion, one.

lot of people out there that just blindly follow. And I'm like, you know, I mean, I'm happy that you're interested in some form of spiritual but you know, it's go on your own path, right where.

the planes. So planes have density, not gravity, but density the mineral in which it is created from. It's density, right, and this is the carbon, which is the heaviest. It's the lay right essentially, yeah, right. And then the stars which are in the firmament. Right, but they are of when you see them right from the real lens, not from the computer generated images of you know, well, this is the cosmos. Oh bitch, it ain't the fucking cosmo. Right,

there's simatic, there's simatic patterns. Right, they're different colors, which is gases. The colors come from the gases and the pinks and the yellows. And it talks about it, you know with an old more or even uh like forma Haunt and Regulus and Rigel and and Andromeda and you know serious, the blue star right, it's blue, Okay, Well, it's coldbal okay, so that's a that that plane has a semi etheric expression, and that's part of the cosmic trinity,

which in which forms the stellar consciousness. It's like the portal into that. But that's where you have the trinity, where it goes from the one, the primordial up to Polaris, is from the one to the three, which is Ursa Major, which surrounds Polaris like think of the fucking horror line and the light coming out, and then you have Ursa Major that is protecting it and going circling around it. Okay, protecting it. It's mama bear, okay, And it's the seven Rehi's.

And then you also have serious and plei eightes or pliads and sirius so Ursa Major, the seven stars of Ursa Major, the Rishi, the husband's divine will. That's why it's known as the husband's divine will and power. Okay, cosmic divine will and power, ple eightes, the seven sisters, the seven wives of the Rishi. If you want to look this up in the Hindu lore. All right, and uh, that's love and wisdom the motherly okay, so divine will major and then please is love will and then their child,

which is the third ray. Cosmic third ray is active intelligence. It's the the creative, the child of Ursa Major or the seven Rishi and the seven wives, and they created serious and serious is our fifth dimensional son, whereas you have ple eightes is the eighth it's an eighth dimensional son or sixth, sixth and seventh dimensional son, but it goes up into the eighth dimension. But anyways, that's the spiritual son. Okay, okay, So that's where you're So those

three make up the cosmic triangle. So from the one to the trinity, the mother, the father or the father the mother, and then the holy spirit of the child, which is serious and that that's why you see a lot of the Mayans and other like uh talk about the the serious connection because it's active intelligence, and it's our fifth dimensional sun, and it's switching to the blue sun,

the blue starcachina. That's when we move into the fifth dimensional expression, or we move we're done with the human experience, experiment, experience, and we move into a celestial experience, and we switch souns. We're no longer governed by our solar, our local lower mind. It's been christed and it moves up and we operate from the serious mind. And again this happens in different epochs when it switches and the holograms shifts here, okay, and then going into what was it going on with that?

Where were they going with that? Where was it going with that? One of the three of the seven, the seven planets and the seven planets, the chakras and energy. And then once we embody that, we go the seven to the three, to the want, back to the onet, back to this and that's whereas going back to the source. So what the hell? Oh I was talking about? Dimensions

and density? So different densities are the minerals in which the planes are operating from, okay, and then the dimension is of the mind and so we But the cosmic mind or the stellar the stellar logos, the stellar mines, they have planes of expression and what we call like experience. Whenever you go into another dream, you go into another dream, it's another door into another dream land. But it's not full of hell and damnation and war like. Oh it's

the star wars. No, one's no fucking star wars. That was all here when they had they used the lasers and the frequency wars, they used sound and frequency to like they did with with Maui, like they did with you know, California, and then what like they did with Chicago and burn the fires and burning down all of these these buildings. Energy weapons, yes, direct it dus, yes, yeah, direct energy weapon. That's that's the star Wars. They're burning

down the star Cities, the star Fords of Tartaria. Those are this that's what that's what are That's what this extern anyways, but they it's manifested in our reality for us to see it.

know when you play Fortnite. My kids play Fortnite, right, and they got a new season, right, they auto spawn into the new place, the new land, and they can't go back to the old land even if they liked it. There was their favorite one. Fuck this new one. Don't like you. I can't have this. I don't have that. Bitch work up and you will. But either way, you can't go back. We're not going backwards, and not everybody's moving forward.

And it's like what I was what I was getting from it was like this really watery like other worldly energy. So it's like like I was saying earlier, like we're in a cosmic being, but the cosmic being there's multiple like the eternals, right, there's multiple cosmic beings or even in the movie it's another good one analogy to use is U in Guardians of the Galaxy, the first one where he meets his father Ego, yeah, right, and his dad's like he's like, these are my creations done?

then you're able to instantaneously manifest. Example, I can sit by a water because I've been in water, I've lived by the river. I know what it feels like. All I gotta do is feel it, and it's there, It's in me. I know it. So the cosmic being is going into the depths of itself to know the hell of itself so that it can create worlds, even more worlds which already exists all around us in stars. They're

already been created. We're just remembering. We're the cells and we're remembering and we're going back into these but we're doing it in gradual layers, because you know, it's the cause of being remembering itself or recreating itself. Like you're you were already you. You're already everything that you are, but you weren't aware of it before. But now you become aware of it.

is like it's it's not foreign, it's not alien. It's like I've done this before in some other context that I don't know how, you know, it's almost like deja vu, Like how how did I already see this? How did I already know it? Why does it feel so familiar? Already kind of thing?

uh huh okay. And so when we're we're talking about like I was using Guardians of the Galaxy too, thank you for correct me. But what it was showing us is that had the cosmic being not met itself, it would have self it would have imploded. So going rainbow body or body and glory. When you see Hindus and they turn to ash and dust, they self imploded. They didn't do it the right way. Ascension is you take

the body, you activate the gaseous planes, you transfigure. You don't leave hair and nails and skin behind that whole. You become a translucent essence and emanation light. Right, so you just activate more light. It's not you like turn nude and like no no, no now. So anyways, it's a self implosion. It's like force, I'm trying to force this, force this, now you're gonna blow up. So the cosmic

being went all the way down. We're the cells that said, hey, i'll volunteer to go all the way down back in there. I'm gonna go all the way down there with you, God source speared. I'm gonna hail Mary when I'm in there too, and you're gonna go come get me the fuck out right, You're gonna wake me up, right, You're gonna make me remember that. I'm just I'm diving deep for you so that when it goes and creates all of these other realms of itself worlds, they don't influde.

Halloween and all that other fun jazz. She got me really into that, which kind of led me to discovering a lot of other wild spiritual stuff, right, And so for Christmas, I bought her this tarot deck that you can color, right, And I wasn't you know, I was just like, look, I think that you should have your own tarot deck. This is something that I have like eight or nine decks over here. I want you to

have one. And she's very artistic and she loves coloring and all that and drawing, and so I was like, I'm gonna get you a like a coloring one that

you can color yourself. And so she colors it and she works on it literally since from Christmas until just a couple of weeks ago, and then I received and because my birthday was May eighth, so it was just like what like a week ago something like that, thank you, thank you, And so for my birthday, she sent me like the fully colored in tarot deck and so you know, it's it's a nice little it's like the her energy is in it too. But uh but anyway, I just

pulled this one and it is the four Wands. And I'm not somebody that I don't I can't just look at a card and know what it means. I know, there's like there's obviously the symbols in it and stuff like that. But I have this little book here is I actually like to read from. And so the four of Wands, it says celebrate your achievements with the ones you love before pushing ahead to the next goal. Enjoyment

and celebration abound in the four of Wand's card. The beautiful floral canopy that resembles a traditional Jewish koopa signifying marriage is being held up by the four of wands firmly rooted in the ground. The yellow background of the card indicates conscious awareness and joy as the couple celebrates their union by waving flora bouquets in the air enthusiastically. They have made the choice to unite in commitment to

creating something stable and long lasting. Behind the couple stands a glorious castle with people dancing joyfully in a lush garden, celebrating their abundance and prosperity. That is a great card to have, especially it just speaks to the soul, you know, like whenever you just do like a little one card, just a little something. I love that, But I like

reading the personal slash spiritual meaning behind it too. But it says you're savoring the process of putting down roots, either buying or renovating a home, joining a group, or taking a relationship to the next level. Celebrate the joy and excitement of these milestone moments. Should the opportunity arise, go ahead and pour your excitement into a creative project. Spending time with family and friends, throwing a party or taking a break to rejuvenate is beneficial for your spirit. Wow,

great card, that's a happy card. And you know, even even if that card is reversed, it's still a good thing. So that's how you know. It's like throw and through a good card.

spirit into your new royal abundance. You've been anointed, you've been blessed, and now you're in your your dharma and it is a very abundant. Car. I love that car.

of concepts. And that's what we do on this show. We don't you know, we never say that we're like the masters or the knowers of all information. A lot of the times that we're we're shooting an episode, a lot of the times it's a it's a concept that we don't know and we want to do the show to learn ourselves. And it's kind of like, you know, the students are running the classroom kind of do and so you know, we've covered a lot of things that we've learned a lot of things. We've grown in every

single way along the way. You know, we've been doing the show for almost two years now, and and all the amazing people that we've met on this journey. I mean, it's just like me and Sean, we're on the fool's journey. Here we are, here's the high Priestess right here right or you know, something like that, and I just I love every single step along the journey. But if anybody wants to be able to find you, how would they go about doing so?

have YouTube. But if you want to book a session with me, and like, we didn't even talk about the gene keys or any of that stuff, but you know that's where I got all. I do my life coaching and I work with people and their their blueprinting. They do cosmic blueprinting. That's what I was gonna do with you. But just kept talking and that's great.

path into yourself. And the way that I'm able to sink and connect since I've worked with it for almost a decade now and just my, I have an amazing ability to synthesize things to just that's my that's my creative. I don't know, that's my. I use words like sounds, sound effects, but anyways, I'm able to emphasize and like really bring into awareness, like your your gifts and also the things that you're needing to work on, you know.

And I use the jin keys as pinpoints, you know, because these are the cities and also the shadow of the gift. But the cities are the natural state of human consciousness. And so I really help people to focus on the cities and the gifts and embracing the shadow aspects of them that they need to work on, because that's how they unlock all of this, the civic frequencies, the boo booties, the superpowers that you're so saying, it's through trust and my play and I expand and ignite

people's days. So we'll definitely have to focus in on that.

I would imagine. But yeah, with uh, with that being said, if the quirky Cosmo came here and she taught you anything, it's that you don't know what you don't know, so don't just get weird. This is where Sean would say, stapid.

It's it's a strange sensation. Whenever you're like embodying that nine hundred and sixty three hertz out they call it like a god frequency because it really does kind of give you that notion that you know, you're the manifesto, you're the creator in a sense, and you know that you're not just an individual, but you kind of have like a magical type of say so, and your emotion and subconscious all of it plays into creating and manifesting

your own reality. I think that's probably why it's so important to pay attention to your thoughts, you know, because we do create our own reality in a sense, maybe not even in a sense, maybe maybe wholly you know. So that's uh, that's probably why it's so important to pay pay attention to your thoughts, because you might go around fuck up and manifest something that you were thinking about,

and sometimes it's it's intentional and sometimes it's unintentional. For the people that don't believe in manifestation, you know, it's always going to be unintentional, so they're therefore you're not really aware of your thoughts. And if you're not aware of your thoughts, then you don't really have a good understanding of the the percussion of those thoughts. Percussion is that the right word anyway, you know, the the reality

that manifests those thoughts in general. So yeah, I think it's pretty important to start monitoring your thoughts because manifestation is absolutely real and the universe, you know it, it shines off of you, It creates by the emanation from you, in a sense. And that's not for the whole world. I'm talking about for you, you and your own daily life. You're the one that is out there creating something for you. Whatever you're manifesting, it's not that doesn't have to be

for the entire world. Why do you, you know, don't worry about the entire world. You're not going to manifest you know, world peace or anything like that. Maybe you, as an individual incorporating the vibration of peace, you know, maybe that's going to help it a couple of percent or something like that. But this is a personal journey. It's a personal journey to get closer to the all the one God universe, you name it, whatever your name for it is. It's a journey to get back to that. And it's

not that we ever really left. It's just that we almost just forgot what it was. And then whenever you start getting little hints of it, it's like those little hints are little subtle reminders from the one that you know that the One or God or the universe never really left you, it's just that you forgot. And so now it's a whole remembering thing, and you know, how do you go about trying to remember what it's like to be, you know, incorporated into the One, into the all. Well,

I would say that probably does happen with synchronicity. That probably does happen with just being more aware and being more aware of your thoughts and doing everything intentionally as much as you can intentionally. Right, stop paying attention to every single thought that enters your mind as if it's you, because it's not. It's just shit that's in the ether, that's in the astrols, just floating around. It's like I always say, it's the car going down the street. You

want to pay attention to it? You can, you don't have to. I think that's really they're They're all just a thought. Is just a suggestion. And whenever I say that, it's it's a suggestion specifically to you on and it's based upon not what you believe, but it's how you react to that thought, what manifests within you, within your energy. Whenever you have a specific thought and if you stumble across something that you don't like. You know, like you turn on the news and you see a million things

a day. Shit is the news never reports anything positive, right, It's never like, oh, yeah, we're gonna celebrate this, because nobody's going to tune into that.

off of the water. Very odd. But it wasn't like moonlight.

so be all one, don't be alone. So yeah, yeah, it's interesting whenever you're in that meditation you feel like you understand how manifestation works just by listening to a frequency. That's crazy, you know, It's like, can't you just incorporate that all the time. Well, you don't need to manifest all the time, you know. I mean, as a matter of fact, all the manifestation is is just I mean, you can't bring it with you, you know. And that's

the thing about this material reality. Everybody gets so caught up and the material reality of everything. I want the hot wife, or I want the hot husband, or I want the awesome job, I want the big house. Always worried about what they can physically manifest. That's not what I'm after. I'm after what can I spiritually manifest? What can I spiritually encompass within myself to where if a bad thought does arrive, or if a bad thing does happen to me, I want to make I want to

make it to where these things don't bother me. Anymore. I just see it as part of the plan. I see it as part of the path, and it's up to me on how I react to it, you know. And there's nothing wrong with being sad or angry or anything like that. But it's just about not giving to the suggestions of this physical world, because this physical world will definitely nudge you in some ways. But the thing is is, you know, as far as manifestation goes, like

get out of the material mind. And that's that's that's something that I've learned, is to try and get out of because there's always something better. You get a hot wife, you can always get a hotter one, you get a nice house, you can always get a nicer one, you get a good job, you can always have something nicer. There's always something better materially right, and even the things that are, you know, top tier best option for somebody isn't always going to be the same for the next person.

So as far as manifestation goes, that's what I would I would focus on, is trying to incorporate in trying to encompass the higher mind more often, that's what I would like to manifest to be inside of that higher mind as often as humanly possible, because whenever you get there, the little things in life, the little the bad thing, the okay things, the soso things, even the good things, even the things that you're like, oh man, I don't even deserve this. This is so awesome. See now you're

you're manifesting the energy of not being whole. So it's really a game, if you think about it. It's not a fun game to play, especially if you're somebody who is always like like I have that mind, like I just always want to one up myself. You know, I was raised in sports. I was always raised to like compete, and so even internally all the time, I'm just competing

with my own self, Which who cares? You know, why don't we put that pressure on ourselves if you can incorporate that nine hundred and sixty three hurtz God frequency, you know, probably wouldn't matter. But that's the reality we live in. So, you know, we want to manifest nice things and nice relationships and all that fun jazz. You just got to make sure, like what's the pecking order, because you don't want to set aside your your peace, or your patience or your comfort or well she just

talked about comfort. It's like devil's playground. So I'm not talking. I'm not gonna go there, but you don't want to set aside your piece for really anything. That's the most important thing is to not let anybody get a reaction out of you. And actually, what's even more important out of that is like, don't even let yourself get a reaction out of you. Because we talked shit on ourselves

more than anybody else. If we would say literally one percent of the negative things that we say to ourselves to anybody else, there's gonna be some hands thrown, right. You don't need that, so why would you do it to yourself? Doesn't mean that you can't, you know, hone in on the craft and make yourself a little bit better at whatever it is that you're working on. But anyway, all right now I'm rambling. Anyhow, the one out there, thank you for listening. This was an awesome episode. If

you would go check her out. She was great, loved that energy, loved all the wild shit she was saying. She was great. So yeah, we'll definitely be having her back on But I guess until next time, we'll see you on the flip side.