Listen as Sofiya shares her son Emerson with us. Sofiya and her husband Bill were over the moon excited when they finally got pregnant after more than a year of trying to conceive. She reflects back on the pregnancy being difficult from the very beginning. She experienced very heavy bleeding and found out she had a subchorionic hematoma. She went into preterm labor at 19 weeks and delivered her son, Emerson.
Aug 03, 2023•49 min•Season 6Ep. 23
Listen as Jessica shares her pregnancy and delivery of her daughter, Freya. Jessica had a healthy pregnancy until she was 19 weeks gestation. At that point she began bleeding fairly heavily. Her doctors told her they suspected a placental abruption. From 19 weeks to 23 weeks gestation, Jessica was in and out of the hospital multiple times due to her heavy bleeding. At 23 weeks 3 days, Jessica went into preterm labor and Freya was born on January 12, 2023.
Jul 27, 2023•1 hr 29 min•Season 6Ep. 20
Listen as Maci shares her daughter Luna with us. Luna was born in March of 2021. She had a textbook pregnancy and delivery. Maci and her husband's lives were flipped upside down when at two months old, Luna was diagnosed with a rare form of cancer. She fought hard, but in December 2021, Luna passed away.
Jul 20, 2023•49 min•Season 6Ep. 21
Listen as Courtney shares what it was like to find out her daughter, Celeste, did not have a heartbeat at 22 weeks gestation. In 2021, in the midst of the pandemic, she attended her 22 week anatomy scan alone. At that appointment she was told her baby no longer had a heartbeat. Listen as Courtney shares that experience and giving birth to her daughter Celeste who was stillborn.
Jul 13, 2023•57 min•Season 6Ep. 20
Listen as Regina shares her sweet Reina with us. Regina went into preterm labor at 25 weeks and delivered Reina. Only six days before her delivery, Regina found out her baby had down syndrome. After birth, Reina had to have surgery to repair her PDA valve. The surgery was successful, but her little lungs had become cystic. She fought hard and lived for 69 on life support. Thank you Regina for sharing your sweet Reina with our listeners.
Jul 06, 2023•53 min•Season 6Ep. 19
Listen as Morgan shares what it was like to experience two stillbirths in less than a year. Morgan and her husband Jason were overjoyed when they got pregnant right after getting married. Her pregnancy was very smooth until her 20 week ultrasound when she was told her baby didn't have a heartbeat. She was induced and her son, Harrison, was stillborn. After testing, they found out Morgan had experienced a Triploid Pregnancy which is a rare genetic condition that causes the baby to have extra chro...
Jun 29, 2023•43 min•Season 6Ep. 18
Listen as Allie shares losing her twins, Sunny and River, in an early term miscarriage. Allie and her boyfriend, Matt, were ecstatic when they found out they were expecting because they truly though that they were unable to get pregnant. As a twin herself, Allie was not necessarily shocked when she discovered she was expecting twins, she was just overjoyed at the thought of becoming a mom. However, all of her joy turned to sorrow the very next day when she miscarried.
Jun 22, 2023•47 min•Season 6Ep. 17
For this episode, we asked our friends from the Guys and Grief to spearhead the Father's Day Episode. Guys and Grief is geared toward fathers that have experienced pregnancy or infant loss. The Podcast is meant to provide a platform to talk about the under-resourced, and often undiscussed, perspective of men that have experienced child loss. Created by 3 close friends - Brad who experienced multiple pregnancy losses, Brandon who lost a child to stillbirth, and Brian who lost a child to SIDS - th...
Jun 15, 2023•50 min•Season 6Ep. 16
On this episode we welcome our guest, Amy Watson. Amy is a coach for loss moms, but also a loss mom herself. She has six living children and on this episode we meet her babies Lauren who was stillborn at 39.5 weeks gestation and River who she lost at 14 weeks gestation. If you'd like to learn more about Amy and Smooth Stones Coaching, visit smoothstonescoaching.com.
Jun 08, 2023•48 min•Season 6Ep. 15
Listen as Karina shares what it was like to lose her son, Ari, at 39 weeks 3 days gestation. He passed due to hypoxia ischemic encephalopathy caused by a double nuchal cord. Karina had to have an emergency c-section. Ari was resuscitated at birth, but was never able to fully recover and passed early the next day.
Jun 01, 2023•58 min•Season 6Ep. 14
Listen as Katie shares her story. Due to PCOS, she had fertility issues so she and her husband, Josh, were over the moon when they found out they were expecting. Little did she know at the time, she was actually pregnant with twins! She had a smooth pregnancy until she was about 19.5 weeks gestation and went into preterm labor.
May 25, 2023•1 hr 6 min•Season 6Ep. 13
Listen as Alyssa shares her babies Alexander and Devin with us. Alyssa found out she was pregnant in 1997 with her son, Alexander. At a routine doctor's appointment at 26 weeks gestation they were having trouble detecting Alex's heartbeat. They sent her to the hospital for a sonogram and she was told Alexander no longer had a heartbeat. In 2002, Alyssa got pregnant again with twins. She lost her twins at 12 weeks gestation. Alyssa's third pregnancy was with her daughter, Adrianna, who is still l...
May 18, 2023•50 min•Season 6Ep. 12
Tracy and Julie talk through five ways you can cope this Mother's Day. This list of ways to cope doesn't just apply to Mother's Day or holidays, but any day for that matter. Self-care is such an important part of your grief journey. 1. Give yourself permission to feel your emotions. 2. Find a positive outlet for your feelings. 3. Avoid social media or other triggers. 4. Plan a ME day. 5. Reach out to family, friends or other loved ones.
May 11, 2023•26 min•Season 6Ep. 11
Listen as Brooke shares her daughter Sloane with our listeners. Brooke and her husband started the IVF process in the midst of the pandemic and got pregnant right away. At her anatomy scan, she was told Sloane had a tumor and a lot of fluid around the her heart. She was later diagnosed with a Pericardial Teratoma, a very rare tumor that arise from the sac lining of the heart.
May 04, 2023•45 min•Season 6Ep. 10
Listen as Mara shares what it was like to lose her son Arro at 41 weeks gestation due to a placental abruption. Mara was having a very healthy pregnancy and at 41 weeks gestation she decided to begin natural induction methods. She went into labor soon after and labored for about 16 hours when they suddenly couldn't find a heartbeat.
Apr 27, 2023•52 min•Season 6Ep. 9
Listen as Janet shares what it was like to experience multiple losses of her twin sons Emmett & Wyatt. Janet was excited when found out she was pregnant with identical twins, however her excitement turned to fear when she went into preterm labor at 23 weeks 4 days.
Apr 20, 2023•46 min•Season 6Ep. 8
Listen as Larissa shares the tragic loss of her son Zuri. She had to go to the hospital for kidney stones, which she had multiple times before, at 26 weeks gestation. Within minutes of arrival to the hospital, the doctors decided she needed an emergency c-section.
Apr 13, 2023•51 min•Season 6Ep. 7
One of our favorite guests, Pam Presler, LCSW, CPLC shares the importance of naming your loss baby and how important it is for your grief journey.
Apr 06, 2023•25 min•Season 6Ep. 6
Listen as Tricia shares what it was like to experience three miscarriages resulting in the loss of her babies Alex, Taylor and Fiona. Her first two losses were early term miscarriage. Her third loss occurred when she found out she was pregnant with twins, but then found out one of the babies no longer had a heart beat.
Mar 30, 2023•45 min•Season 6Ep. 5
Listen as Sydney shares what it was like to lose her daughter, Lilly, to an early term miscarriage. Her loss occurred while she was a college student in an abusive relationship. **Trigger Warning** This episode discusses domestic violence.
Mar 23, 2023•57 min•Season 6Ep. 4
Listen as Sam shares her early-term loss with us. Since she was so excited to get pregnant with her second child, she found out immediately at four weeks gestation that she was pregnant with Angel Baby D. At about eight weeks gestation she had a questionable sonogram and later that week ended up losing her baby.
Mar 16, 2023•37 min•Season 6Ep. 3
Listen as Jen shares her roller coaster of a grief journey. In this episode she discusses medical diagnoses, her struggles to get pregnant and then what if felt like losing her daughter Hope at 8 weeks gestation.
Mar 09, 2023•44 min•Season 6Ep. 2
Listen as Chloe shares what it was like to lose her daughter Adalyn at 17 weeks. Chloe’s pregnancy was normal until she suddenly got very sick and was diagnosed with Listeria, which was what caused her to go into preterm labor. Her grief journey led her to start The Adalyn Rose Foundation in her daughter's memory.
Mar 02, 2023•50 min•Season 6Ep. 1
Listen as Kelli shares what it was like to lose her twin babies, Kellan & Katerina, at twenty weeks gestation. Kelli was in a terrible car accident at twenty weeks that caused her to go into labor. Thank you, Kelli, for sharing your heart with us on today's episode. Your babies are so loved and missed every single day.
Feb 23, 2023•39 min•Season 5Ep. 26
Listen as Leslie shares what it was like to lose her daughter, Josephine Camile, at twenty six weeks gestation. The pregnancy was smooth sailing until she was about twenty five weeks and started having vision problems. Thank you, Leslie, for sharing Josie with our listeners. You are not alone.
Feb 16, 2023•47 min•Season 5Ep. 25
Listen as Sarah shares what it was like to experience an early-term pregnancy loss in January 2021. If you would like to connect with Sarah, you can email her at sarah@pregnancyafterlossdoula.com . Instagram: @pregnancyafterlossdoula
Feb 09, 2023•54 min•Season 5Ep. 24
Listen as Christina shares what it was like to lose her daughter, Harper, at forty weeks and three days gestation. After Harper was born still, Christina and her husband Gavin were told there was a true knot in Harper's cord and wrapped around her neck twice.
Feb 02, 2023•58 min•Season 5Ep. 23
Listen as Becky shares her multiple losses with us. A 7-week gestation loss and a 15-week gestation loss.
Jan 26, 2023•48 min•Season 5Ep. 22
Listen as Molly shares what it was like to deliver her son Beckham on November 8th, 2019, after receiving the news that he had a life-limiting diagnosis.
Jan 19, 2023•48 min•Season 5Ep. 21
Listen as Miranda shares what it was like to experience a twin loss. Levi and Luca passed away 24-48 hours after one another. Levi died from a surgery Miranda had to get and Luca was stillborn.
Jan 12, 2023•45 min•Season 5Ep. 20