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Confessions of a Grieving Mother

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Miscarriage, Stillbirth, and Infant Death affects more families than you may realize. Tracy and Julie (two grieving mothers) are here to help educate, support and break the stigma behind this topic of pregnancy and infant loss. Join us as laugh, cry and remember our babies!
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𝐒𝐨𝐟𝐢𝐲𝐚 𝐀𝐫𝐧𝐚𝐮𝐝𝐨𝐯𝐚-𝐇𝐞𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐭: 𝐌𝐞𝐞𝐭 𝐄𝐦𝐞𝐫𝐬𝐨𝐧

Listen as Sofiya shares her son Emerson with us. Sofiya and her husband Bill were over the moon excited when they finally got pregnant after more than a year of trying to conceive. She reflects back on the pregnancy being difficult from the very beginning. She experienced very heavy bleeding and found out she had a subchorionic hematoma. She went into preterm labor at 19 weeks and delivered her son, Emerson.

Aug 03, 202349 minSeason 6Ep. 23

𝐉𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐢𝐜𝐚 𝐓𝐡𝐮𝐫𝐥𝐨𝐰: 𝐌𝐞𝐞𝐭 𝐅𝐫𝐞𝐲𝐚

Listen as Jessica shares her pregnancy and delivery of her daughter, Freya. Jessica had a healthy pregnancy until she was 19 weeks gestation. At that point she began bleeding fairly heavily. Her doctors told her they suspected a placental abruption. From 19 weeks to 23 weeks gestation, Jessica was in and out of the hospital multiple times due to her heavy bleeding. At 23 weeks 3 days, Jessica went into preterm labor and Freya was born on January 12, 2023.

Jul 27, 20231 hr 29 minSeason 6Ep. 20

𝐌𝐚𝐜𝐢 𝐌𝐜𝐄𝐯𝐨𝐲: 𝐌𝐞𝐞𝐭 𝐋𝐮𝐧𝐚

Listen as Maci shares her daughter Luna with us. Luna was born in March of 2021. She had a textbook pregnancy and delivery. Maci and her husband's lives were flipped upside down when at two months old, Luna was diagnosed with a rare form of cancer. She fought hard, but in December 2021, Luna passed away.

Jul 20, 202349 minSeason 6Ep. 21

𝐂𝐨𝐮𝐫𝐭𝐧𝐞𝐲 𝐒𝐡𝐞𝐩𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐝: 𝐌𝐞𝐞𝐭 𝐂𝐞𝐥𝐞𝐬𝐭𝐞

Listen as Courtney shares what it was like to find out her daughter, Celeste, did not have a heartbeat at 22 weeks gestation. In 2021, in the midst of the pandemic, she attended her 22 week anatomy scan alone. At that appointment she was told her baby no longer had a heartbeat. Listen as Courtney shares that experience and giving birth to her daughter Celeste who was stillborn.

Jul 13, 202357 minSeason 6Ep. 20

𝐑𝐞𝐠𝐢𝐧𝐚 𝐃𝐢𝐱𝐨𝐧: 𝐌𝐞𝐞𝐭 𝐑𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐚

Listen as Regina shares her sweet Reina with us. Regina went into preterm labor at 25 weeks and delivered Reina. Only six days before her delivery, Regina found out her baby had down syndrome. After birth, Reina had to have surgery to repair her PDA valve. The surgery was successful, but her little lungs had become cystic. She fought hard and lived for 69 on life support. Thank you Regina for sharing your sweet Reina with our listeners.

Jul 06, 202353 minSeason 6Ep. 19

𝐌𝐨𝐫𝐠𝐚𝐧 𝐆𝐫𝐨𝐬𝐬𝐞: 𝐌𝐞𝐞𝐭 𝐇𝐚𝐫𝐫𝐢𝐬𝐨𝐧 & 𝐇𝐚𝐫𝐩𝐞𝐫

Listen as Morgan shares what it was like to experience two stillbirths in less than a year. Morgan and her husband Jason were overjoyed when they got pregnant right after getting married. Her pregnancy was very smooth until her 20 week ultrasound when she was told her baby didn't have a heartbeat. She was induced and her son, Harrison, was stillborn. After testing, they found out Morgan had experienced a Triploid Pregnancy which is a rare genetic condition that causes the baby to have extra chro...

Jun 29, 202343 minSeason 6Ep. 18

𝐀𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐞 𝐒𝐜𝐡𝐫𝐨𝐞𝐝𝐞𝐫: 𝐌𝐞𝐞𝐭 𝐒𝐮𝐧𝐧𝐲 & 𝐑𝐢𝐯𝐞𝐫

Listen as Allie shares losing her twins, Sunny and River, in an early term miscarriage. Allie and her boyfriend, Matt, were ecstatic when they found out they were expecting because they truly though that they were unable to get pregnant. As a twin herself, Allie was not necessarily shocked when she discovered she was expecting twins, she was just overjoyed at the thought of becoming a mom. However, all of her joy turned to sorrow the very next day when she miscarried.

Jun 22, 202347 minSeason 6Ep. 17

𝐆𝐮𝐲𝐬 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐆𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐟: 𝐅𝐚𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫'𝐬 𝐃𝐚𝐲 𝐄𝐩𝐢𝐬𝐨𝐝𝐞

For this episode, we asked our friends from the Guys and Grief to spearhead the Father's Day Episode. Guys and Grief is geared toward fathers that have experienced pregnancy or infant loss. The Podcast is meant to provide a platform to talk about the under-resourced, and often undiscussed, perspective of men that have experienced child loss. Created by 3 close friends - Brad who experienced multiple pregnancy losses, Brandon who lost a child to stillbirth, and Brian who lost a child to SIDS - th...

Jun 15, 202350 minSeason 6Ep. 16

𝐀𝐦𝐲 𝐖𝐚𝐭𝐬𝐨𝐧: 𝐌𝐞𝐞𝐭 𝐋𝐚𝐮𝐫𝐞𝐧 & 𝐑𝐢𝐯𝐞𝐫

On this episode we welcome our guest, Amy Watson. Amy is a coach for loss moms, but also a loss mom herself. She has six living children and on this episode we meet her babies Lauren who was stillborn at 39.5 weeks gestation and River who she lost at 14 weeks gestation. If you'd like to learn more about Amy and Smooth Stones Coaching, visit smoothstonescoaching.com.

Jun 08, 202348 minSeason 6Ep. 15

𝐊𝐚𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐚 𝐍𝐢𝐞𝐭𝐨: 𝐌𝐞𝐞𝐭 𝐀𝐫𝐢

Listen as Karina shares what it was like to lose her son, Ari, at 39 weeks 3 days gestation. He passed due to hypoxia ischemic encephalopathy caused by a double nuchal cord. Karina had to have an emergency c-section. Ari was resuscitated at birth, but was never able to fully recover and passed early the next day.

Jun 01, 202358 minSeason 6Ep. 14

𝐊𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐞 𝐁𝐨𝐫𝐝𝐞𝐥𝐨𝐧: 𝐌𝐞𝐞𝐭 𝐒𝐜𝐚𝐫𝐥𝐞𝐭 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐉𝐚𝐜𝐤𝐬𝐨𝐧

Listen as Katie shares her story. Due to PCOS, she had fertility issues so she and her husband, Josh, were over the moon when they found out they were expecting. Little did she know at the time, she was actually pregnant with twins! She had a smooth pregnancy until she was about 19.5 weeks gestation and went into preterm labor.

May 25, 20231 hr 6 minSeason 6Ep. 13

𝐀𝐥𝐲𝐬𝐬𝐚 𝐂𝐚𝐫𝐩𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐫: 𝐌𝐞𝐞𝐭 𝐀𝐥𝐞𝐱𝐚𝐧𝐝𝐞𝐫 & 𝐃𝐞𝐯𝐢𝐧

Listen as Alyssa shares her babies Alexander and Devin with us. Alyssa found out she was pregnant in 1997 with her son, Alexander. At a routine doctor's appointment at 26 weeks gestation they were having trouble detecting Alex's heartbeat. They sent her to the hospital for a sonogram and she was told Alexander no longer had a heartbeat. In 2002, Alyssa got pregnant again with twins. She lost her twins at 12 weeks gestation. Alyssa's third pregnancy was with her daughter, Adrianna, who is still l...

May 18, 202350 minSeason 6Ep. 12

𝟓 𝐖𝐚𝐲𝐬 𝐭𝐨 𝐂𝐨𝐩𝐞 𝐖𝐡𝐞𝐧 𝐌𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫'𝐬 𝐃𝐚𝐲 𝐢𝐬 𝐃𝐢𝐟𝐟𝐢𝐜𝐮𝐥𝐭

Tracy and Julie talk through five ways you can cope this Mother's Day. This list of ways to cope doesn't just apply to Mother's Day or holidays, but any day for that matter. Self-care is such an important part of your grief journey. 1. Give yourself permission to feel your emotions. 2. Find a positive outlet for your feelings. 3. Avoid social media or other triggers. 4. Plan a ME day. 5. Reach out to family, friends or other loved ones.

May 11, 202326 minSeason 6Ep. 11

𝐁𝐫𝐨𝐨𝐤𝐞 𝐂𝐫𝐨𝐧𝐢𝐧: 𝐌𝐞𝐞𝐭 𝐒𝐥𝐨𝐚𝐧𝐞

Listen as Brooke shares her daughter Sloane with our listeners. Brooke and her husband started the IVF process in the midst of the pandemic and got pregnant right away. At her anatomy scan, she was told Sloane had a tumor and a lot of fluid around the her heart. She was later diagnosed with a Pericardial Teratoma, a very rare tumor that arise from the sac lining of the heart.

May 04, 202345 minSeason 6Ep. 10

𝐌𝐚𝐫𝐚 𝐓𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐨𝐮𝐬: 𝐌𝐞𝐞𝐭 𝐀𝐫𝐫𝐨

Listen as Mara shares what it was like to lose her son Arro at 41 weeks gestation due to a placental abruption. Mara was having a very healthy pregnancy and at 41 weeks gestation she decided to begin natural induction methods. She went into labor soon after and labored for about 16 hours when they suddenly couldn't find a heartbeat.

Apr 27, 202352 minSeason 6Ep. 9

𝐓𝐫𝐢𝐜𝐢𝐚 𝐏𝐚𝐰𝐞𝐥𝐬𝐤𝐢 𝐂𝐨𝐧𝐨𝐡𝐚𝐧: 𝐌𝐞𝐞𝐭 𝐀𝐥𝐞𝐱, 𝐓𝐚𝐲𝐥𝐨𝐫 & 𝐅𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐚

Listen as Tricia shares what it was like to experience three miscarriages resulting in the loss of her babies Alex, Taylor and Fiona. Her first two losses were early term miscarriage. Her third loss occurred when she found out she was pregnant with twins, but then found out one of the babies no longer had a heart beat.

Mar 30, 202345 minSeason 6Ep. 5
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