Erotic Readings From Anais Nin

But today I'm gonna read some of these. And these are just some snippets that have been taken out of her book, The Delta of Venus. And uh it has drawings in it from Judy Shikago, who was a second-wave feminist and artist from the 1970s. The first um thing I would like to read is just a small quote from her unpublished diary that says In devotion to others a cover for the hungers and the needs of self of which one is ashamed. I was always ashamed to take, so I gave. It wasn't a virtue, it was a

And that's a pretty radical thing for a woman to say back in the seventies. It's not as radical now, um, we as women and fortunately me as especially a mature woman, um aren't afraid um and to say I need this. This is what I need in order for me to come or in order for me to feel good or in order for me to share this experience fully. Um but anyways, I kinda like that and I thought it was a good place to start with her.

The other um thing is a sentence by Judy Shicago and it's her very first sentence in this and it says history was not always been kind to Anisnin. Within year of her death there was a perfume produced called Anise Anise, as if all that was left of Anine's life and work was the erotic aroma of a memory. And I absolutely love those five words. Five close enough. The erotic aroma of memory. Um that

Amazing. It just makes me think of so many things that produce erotic memories to me and um or even just memories themselves, right? Like fresh baked bread. Um the scent of a Christmas tree or or those things that scent and aroma are are are so such important parts for me. and they can either bring memory up, um, be those good or bad. The second thing about that is I did own a niece and ease perfume. It was given to me um as a gift. So I just think that's uh

Coincidental. I'm just gonna start at the very beginning of these little snippets that she has um and just go that way. I'm gonna go. I thought I'd do the podcast for maybe 20 minutes tops. That seemed like um a good little time, so hopefully I won't go over that.

I'm unknown to do that. Alright. Her sex was like a giant hothouse flower and the hair around it abundant and curled glossy black. It was those lips that she rouged as if they were a mouth, very elaborately, so that they became blood red camelli. Opened by force, showing the closed interior, a paler, fine skin core of a flower.

With her fingers she opened the two little lips of the vulva. The other free hand she continued to caress from somewhere a salty liquid was coming, covering the wings of her sacral. between those now Sean. He parted the opening of her sex with two fingers, he feasted his eyes on the glowing skin, the delicate flow of honey, the hair curled around his fingers, his mouth grew more and more avid, as he bit into her flesh.

Such a delicious sensation. He felt in her a quiver of pleasure, and now their two mouths melted into each other, seeking the leaving tongue. Oh I like this one. The head of the penis is a strawberry. That's the illustration. Uh she came closer. Her lips parted slightly and delicately. Very delicately. She touched the tip of his sex with her tongue, she kissed it, enclosing in her lips like some marvelous fruit, and he trembled, then teeny drop of milky white.

salty substance dissolved in her mouth, the precursor of desire. She was on her hands and knees, looking between her legs at the mirror. and his penis went into her. He raised her ass with his two hands and fell onto her. The others found them all entangled in the rug. In this photo she's got like a mirror, which I never even thought of this, like a round mirror underneath her so that she could see everything. That's pretty cool. That's a good idea.

Her sexual hunger was rising like madness in her head, blinding her. The honey was pouring from her. As he pushed his penis made little sucking sounds. All the air was drawn from his face. From the womb, and he swung in and out of the honey, endlessly touching the tip of her womb. I love that feeling. Oh my So good.

She had never caressed a woman. She had sometimes thought to herself how marvelous it would be to caress a woman, the roundness of the ass, the softness of the belly, that particular soft skin between the legs. And she had tried caressing herself in her bed in the dark just to imagine what it must feel to touch a woman. Sometimes she raised herself a little so that she kept only the head of the penis in her section.

and she moved lightly, very lightly, just enough to keep it inside, touching the edges of her sex, which were red and swollen. She cat clasped the penis like a mouth, then suddenly moving downwards, engulfing the whole penis, and gasping with joy, she would fall over. Oh this is good. Slipping in again she then At the back of the womb there lay flesh that demanded to be penetrated. It curved inwards, opened to suck. The flesh walls moved like sea anemones? Oh, I'm saying that wrong.

know what they are but I can't see it. Seeking bisection to draw the sex in.

His hands around her neck as if he would separate her head from the rest of her body. His caresses had a strange quality, times soft and melting, and other times fierce or something animal like about his hands. Gotta say this gal knows how to write. He will unbutton my blouse very slowly, and I will feel his hands unbuttoning each button and touching my breasts. Little by little, they come out of my blouse, and then he will love them and suckle at the nipples like a child.

Hurting me a little with his teeth, and I will feel this creeping over my whole body, untying each little tight nerve and dissolving.

Don't you know that feeling of being dissolved? Like when you're just so it's so intense and Oh yeah, you just feel like you've dissolved, like you're a puddle. I don't know. Can't describe it now, but I can sure if you He imagined himself taking the panties off her body. The feeling was so vivid that he had an erection. He began to touch himself as he continued to kiss the panties. It seemed to him that he was touching her flesh. Suddenly he had an ejaculation.

Her hand continued to move slowly, slowly around and over his pubic hair. A finger sought in the tiny rivet between the hair and the sex, where the skin was smooth, sought every s sensitive part, slid along his penis, pressed his balls. She crouched over his face and held her dress so that it fell and covered his head.

With his two hands he held her buttocks like a fruit and passed his tongue along the mounts over and over again. She saw his erect penis vibrate with each gasp of pleasure he uttered. He watched her powder herself under the arms and slip the powder puff into her dress between her breasts. He saw her emerge from the bath, half covered by her kimono, her legs naked, and he watched her pull on her very long stalk.

He loved her garters to grip her very thigh so that the stockings almost touched her lips. Amen. Thank you. They fell, three bodies in a cord, moving against each other, to feel breast against breast, and belly against belly. They ceased to be three bodies. They became all mouths and fingers and tongues and senses. Their mouth sought another mouth, a nipple, a clitoris. They kissed and kissed until kissing became torture. Ah, love that feeling. Don't you? Mm.

She saw them caressing each other with their eyes and pressing their knees together under the table. There was such a current of love between them that she was taken into it. She saw his feminine body dilating. She saw his face open like a flower, his eyes thirsty, his lips wet. I think my lips would be wet too. I thought what a pleasure it would be to draw the lines of this young man. It was a chain sorry.

I thought what a pleasure it would be to draw the lines of this young man. It was a strange experience. If I drew his head, neck and arms, all was well. As soon as my eyes roved over the rest of his body, I could see the effect on him. His sex had an almost indifferent. When his fever rose, his breath was like that of some legendary bull galloping furiously into a delicious gorging goring without pain.

Gor goring. It seems like it should say gorging. Goring uh furiously to a delirious goring, a goring without pain, a goring which lifted her body. Almost from the bed, raised her sex in the air, as if he would thrust right through her body and tear it, leaving her only a wound of ecstasy and pleasure, which rent her body like lightning. No, that can't be the last one. I feel like there's one more. But you know what? There's an odds. Oh there is. Oh my gosh you guys. This is a fold.

Definitely gonna have to. All right. She felt the orgasm coming and called out to him to increase his thrusts so that they could come. They reached orgasm together, his penis quivering as it spurted semen, and her room quivering from the darts, which were like flickering tongues of fire. All right, Anise. All right. Too darn nice. Okay.

So, we got through that little book. I don't know. I don't know if that's the kind of thing you wanna hear. It got me started. It um allowed me to um you know, get through the start of whatever this podcast is gonna be. So Um Yeah, you'll have to let me know. Uh obviously I will have times where I talk about personal experiences. And like I say, we can yeah. We can kinda guide this on our own as to where we want to be. Uh I really like um erotic um Readings.

I love oral. No, I love oral. Typical oral. But I also love oral like A U R A L. Um For example, that sound, like when someone um takes off their jeans and then the the uh buckle hits the floor. I don't know why, but that sound. immediately every sense in my body goes ching. Um Yeah, I don't know. There's so many different different little sounds at the gasp of of somebody when they come or uh

that breathing that quickens, right? When you can hear it um quicken quickening. Therefore I like lovers that um are noisy as I call them. Um I'm just learning, believe it or not, to kind of talk dirty now. Um, I feel a lot more free to do so. Um But yeah, so it's kinda me. We're only at sixteen minutes, but I think we'll stop it there and uh we will come together next time.

Hi, welcome to our second podcast um for Claire Deloon Presents, where we read some erotic um literature, uh, that I've been finding some classics and then I've also been making a list of of some new ones and open to recommendations. Some people sent in some recommendations, so that was great. Um And people also asked about sort of me personally what started me on this journey and um, you know, sort of what my background is. So uh as as I say in my bio, I'm fifty three years old.

And So I started I'm an artist. who's always used my body um in a feminist political way. So, um, purely really because I am an older, um fleshier body than um it it's political in itself because it sort of inferred in life that I shouldn't feel sexy, that I shouldn't feel desirable. Um and I I guess my activism within that is um saying yeah I am. So when I present my body I present it in a sexualized way, I guess, right? I'm I'm posting nude on on Reddit and Tumblr and um

I post on Instagram and now on OnlyFans. So, um, it's definitely in a sexualized way. I like to think that I do it in um an interesting way, an arty way, if you will, um, because that's still really important to me. So I want to um I want to be sexy in the pictures that I present. I want, um, you to be able to enjoy them. Um But also I still I still need to feel um feed my creative side and and then what makes me feel sexy within that. So I like to play also with costume and

um different poses and editing the pictures up to make them kind of fun and and that kind of thing. So I guess I've always been um

I don't know if a sexual person is is right, but I've been described as vivacious and um voluptuous and um everyone thinks I'm really outgoing, whereas half the time I'm I'm just So nervous inside, but I think I present myself well. Um I always have liked um dressing up. So I I like the heels, I like nylons, I like lingerie, um I like all those things. So that is um part of what sort of came into my artwork.

and then what has come into to now that is has turned into a monetary thing for me that's especially helping during this pandemic time with um starting with only fans. So I would say making that jump to OnlyFans definitely is is a different um Recognition in the process of where I was going, what I was doing. It was making a definite choice to now take something that was. an art project for me, um, and turning it now into something that I was very aware was monetary.

Um and so and wondering sort of how that worked and and why would anyone subscribe to my channel when they can get um porn free, right? And there are still of course thousands of people that that do that and that's cool. Um, I have sure appreciated people who have subscribed and have supported, um, and have recognized um that there is value in the work that I do. There is value in what I put together and what I present. Um

And that's nice. That's a really nice feeling of feeling valued and having um your art valued. And and also I mean, I'm not gonna lie, especially when I first started on Reddit. Um I started anonymously. I would blur out my tattoos and not show my face and um and do my poses. And let's see, when did that change? I'm not exactly sure when that changed. But there was sort of the philosophy that if someone sees me on there, then that means they're on there and so

what does it matter, right? It it um this is me, this is what I'm doing. And I then just showed my face, showed my tattoos, and was very open about who I was and what I was doing. Um but I was still really nervous. I still when I came to that had lots of um things about my body that I was very self conscious of. Um all the things basically that we've been taught. aren't okay. Um, so probably the one I was most self conscious of is my tummy.

Um, and then when I posted pictures of it, um, very purposefully, because that's part of the art, is to present this body um as it looks. There were people who loved A big squishy belly. And so I I got to accept that part of myself. Same thing with cellulite and um my arms, I've always had a thing about my arms, and now I'm wearing my arms bare. It So the feedback

from those that were commenting on Reddit and Tumblr definitely boosted my confidence. So it's not um it's not that I need that in order to feel confident in myself. I think you know, I definitely, like I say, present myself confidently. But there definitely is things that you I had in my mind that were unattractive are unattractive to some people, absolutely. Um everyone has their own thing, right? And so I'm definitely unattractive I I think it was Dita von Tees that said, um

sweetest peach. And there's people who hate peaches. And so I think that's sort of what um I've come to is this acceptance of who I am. Um, being surprised how many people um not only accept but um really enjoy and and think I'm really beautiful. Um And uh so yeah, so there's kind of that that process I guess. And so it's it's definitely sort of been something that's that's come around. So I still do um consider my work and I still paint and I still do photography of all sorts.

But this my art project did kind of morph into this thing that grown bigger than I ever thought it would for sure. And um now I'm doing this podcast. That's so that's kind of trippy, right?

So probably I'm I'm going to um kind of cut this podcast short, like our little conversation um now so that um um Yeah, I think this is probably a good time time to do it. So I I will cut the podcast now and then I will um start again and do some reading and make that the next episode that so that uh This one's just a little five minute blurb about me and um I hope it kinda gives you a background and

I don't know. Maybe I maybe I'll have to listen to it and see if I should be adding different parts. I'll have to remember some of the questions that people were asking me. Anyways, I hope you're having a good time if you're Canadian, which I am. Um I hope you had a good Canada day as as complicated as that holiday is for us. Um, but uh and I guess in the States is coming up there July fourth, um, which I'm sure has Anyways, which is a big celebration for the state.

So but I know there's people all over the world that are around and that hear and listen and Thank you. Um, thank you for listening. Thank you for watching. Thank you for um your compliments, your um appreciation, your financial appreciation. Uh those things mean a lot to me. So yeah. Thanks. This is more than just only fans. This is also sort of a journey and it really cool to meet meet people along the way. Um Guys are pretty awesome. Cheers.