Okay. Oh, hi Eric. I almost forgot to show to the podcast. Get it because it's a funny joke because that's what we're gonna talk about today is forgiving stops. I want to stop. You just pretended like I forgot because I thought that was very funny. I bet the title that we get to think of it. This episode, we'll we'll make that funny. What if they just don't title it because the title forgot to show up. Hi everybody, I'm Kate with Zoar is hello it's me. Hey guys.
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upset. I said about it, and then I realized that it's an excellent podcast topic, because As you all know, this may shock, some of you, I have ADHD. And a big part of ADHD is trying to figure out what salvation is found that it made. Sorry, I don't know that I haven't said no but like a big part of it is is like there is a profound sort of like stuff. Sometimes slips through the cracks and you're juggling a lot of things and stuff.
And I recently got cast in the new season series of Atlanta by night, which is the Atlanta vampire, the Masquerade. Game. And I straight up just didn't show up for filming. I just didn't show up and it was like, and I had and it was this whole thing. We're like a bunch of people called me, but like, it was a perfect storm of like not having my phone. And then I like checked later. And by then I was like, 3 hours after I'd like, suppose it really goes this whole thing.
And I went into the Discord where we, like, organize all of our stuff and like there in black and white in front of God. And everybody was the message that I had Sent the day after we got back from alchemy. That was like Hey, I checked my schedule. I thought I had something on the 29th but I don't, I'm totally free. So I'm good to go. I'll see you guys then. I have when I tell you, I have no memory of that. I have no memory of checking my schedule.
I have no memory of sending that message. Look, I like Ed, and I know that I did, like, I know that I did. You know, it's under my name. I didn't get hacked by schedule hackers. You know, I was just gonna be a mean, just schedule things without telling you. Oh my god, literally. I just got like actual nightmare like that actually. Made me afraid. Um, there anything worse than a text that just says, hey, where are you? Where are ya? But you know, and so is like that.
But I got like five of those and I was like, where the fuck was I supposed to be? And I was like, oh, this game. Now, thankfully everybody was super, nice. Everybody was super understanding.
The game is. Primarily with neurodivergent people who understood in were very kind and generous and were very much just like, hey, we're just glad you're okay because like you tend to be on time and show up for things and so this was like weird but I realized you know and then it but then I started I'm really hard on myself and I was just so angry
that I'd let that happen. And I was like, okay, so clearly the system broke down and, you know, and the system that I have in place, which is like commit to the things say, yes, then immediately put it on my calendar, like immediately, like there is no break between those. So I must have taken a break. There must have been something that happened. I don't remember what it is, but it must have happened.
And so the more that I sort of was like being very overly apologetic and very much, like, please don't hate me forever. The more that I realized is It's like a three-fold thing. It's like a three-fold issue because it's the issue of forgetting to show up which makes me feel like an asshole. But then there's the secondary frustration and anger, which is that my systems are my structures that I work really hard to make sure are working in this shit.
Doesn't happen and I don't embarrass myself like this. Those broke down and then there's the third and the third one was the one that took me wild like unpack. Back and figure out like, like, why was feeling with I was feeling. I was because the third part of it, the third component, at least, for me is the knowledge
that I'm going to do this again. It's like it's like the the frustration of knowing that no matter how hard I try no matter how many times, I double and triple check my calendar and make sure and whatever there are going to be times in my life where I just forget to do stuff or I don't show up or something, or I forget your birthday, or, like, whatever it might be. And I hate that, I hate that, and that makes me so angry and
so mad at myself. And then, you know, and then there's like that part of me that's like, but you can't. But and it's like, yeah, I can't help the way my brain is, but I sure as fuck can help the strategies that I use to prevent this from happening, but then those strategies failed in this very visible instance, and I just feel like shit about it and it's like, and I think really sitting down and figuring out like, okay, like what why do I feel this way?
Like why do I feel so shitty? And I think it really is this because it's that that like triple combo platter of like the thing, the System and the knowledge that this will all happen again and there's nothing that I can, you know, I mean, there are things I can do their active steps that I can take, but ultimately the sort of frustration of having ADHD is that at some point, you're going to forget about a thing? Yeah, and I hate that, that sucks.
The Chronic part of it. Yes, it's just, this is all it for all time. Always just talk for forever to I'm sorry. No, please it's a podcast. I mean I think the thing about forgetting things that makes it a really shitty symptom of ADHD is its One of the symptoms that's most likely to fuck over other people. Hmm. You know, like it fucks us over all day long but it also very frequently fucks other people. Sorry about the eyes now. It's okay.
I'd recheck and recheck. It matter how we establish that. And that's a really bad sore throat because it's probably be season and I keep forgetting that it's allergy season, but that my throat hurts. Well II had another instance, I have exactly that happening. So, our friend Tejada today, what up is making a A DND podcast. That is based in the Minecraft world so it's the Minecraft
world. But today has made a staggering amount of game systems and like charts and shit to turn Minecraft into d5e mechanic, it's fascinating. But anyways, we've recorded I think three episodes so far but we did the first three like one after the other. We just we like I think we did too and one day and then one the next day Immediately the next day and then we scheduled another one. That was like three weeks later and I did the same fucking thing.
You normally, when I schedule the thing I am without stop, like the next thing I do is I use see like Siri on my phone. Yeah. I say, you know, aty serious toll on people's phones to like activate. And I tell them my schedule immediately because otherwise I'll forget and I didn't do that this time. And so it was actually the day after The Weird Al incident.
Oh yeah. Which quick story, Katie Chris and I got tickets for Weird. Al to go see where Talon Atlanta and we went there and StubHub SeatGeek. Excuse me, I'm just completely fucked us. Like the tickets they had like double Soul. Either way, we didn't have a ticket so we were literally just sitting outside and tiger jumpsuits unable to get. Anyways, it fucking sucked. And so I the rest of the day was sort of in like, you know, wound licking mode.
Like we Home and we wanted to do something fun to like try to get our minds off of the fact, we weren't at this thing. Anyways, my mind just fully was on that and so I totally forgot that it was the next morning. So I woke up to a text from teh or a discordant note just like hey where are you? And I felt real fucking bad because Tay works really hard to make the podcast work. Yeah.
I think that's why the forgetfulness is one of those really Hefty symptoms because it's very likely to fuck over other people and it's frustrating when your systems I'll, you know, I watched you do something. That is one of my favorite little instances of ADHD, forgetfulness. But I think really like drives the concept home you had. You, were you ask where your phone was, you didn't wear your phone with? You're like, where's my phone? And that classic?
Like it's not like I left it somewhere and I just put it down. Yeah. And I don't know which surface it's on, you know what happens hundreds of times a day when you have it HD. And so really going, I started spinning around. And you would just had it like five minutes before. Yeah. And then you're like, where's my phone? And it was on the couch plugged
in and that's the big part. It was plugged in which means you didn't just set it down and then you would actively had a moment where you took the thing and you could have done you plugged it in you put on the couch, like it was a thoughtful thing and it's still just got wiped, just absolutely wiped which just goes to show the fucking power of the 80s you for dumping this thing is, it's not just the absent-minded Putting stuff down, although it totally fucking is it can be like real
moments where like you sent a whole message to somebody agreeing to show up somewhere and they just do a whole thing. Like I was like, hello, I have returned from this thing that I was at. And now I'm here and I'm looking at my schedule and I thought I had this thing, but I don't like I like there was like backstory and like more involved and I so I was just like I have no memory and I keep like I keep like
doing this like weird. Probably unhealthy thing but like one That I like to do in situations. Like, this is really go back and think it through and be like, okay, I remember coming back from Alchemy, I remember that day of like working in the office but I'm like I don't remember what I did. I remember you know what emails I sent her like there was like anything of particular note and I was just like so there's nothing.
There's just like this weird blank space in my memory of like I guess at some point that day I sent that message and that's like and it's just I don't feel like people who don't have ADHD D, you know, unless you get like routinely blackout drunk, you know, know or your heavy sleeper, heavy sleeper, like that kind of thing. But it's like the it's just like there are real gaps in my memory when it is like something took Focus, something took priority and like the you know,
processing system. And so whatever was going on was apparently enough to where I just completely walked away from my phone and like, didn't finish the, you know, scheduling circuit but But I just I'm so mad about it and it was like, fine, you know, it was like and it worked out perfectly. Like at the end of the last episode my character have been like, hey, I'm gonna go to the library and do a bunch of
research. And so like, of course, my character was just like in the library and it was fine. Like they just like covered it and it was, it was no big deal, but just like it hurt. Like, I hurt my own feelings, you know, like I heard my own feelings, not showing up for shit and just like that feeling of like well, what if Like this is nobody listens like nobody important will ever hear this, so it's fine. But like, I want to be on Dimension, 20 more than anything else in the entire world.
Like, I would be great at that job, like I would fucking be an excellent cast member on Dimension 20 or like, you know, critical role shoot for the moon. But like I live in Terror like literal Terror of like the week where I forget to check my KDs, or His email and like, you know, hey, we need an answer by tomorrow or you know, oh, you know, I said yes and everything's planned. And then I buy a plane ticket for the wrong airport, which I
did. I did that literally three days ago because we're, oh, by the way, dear listeners. I'm going to the Chad conference with Danny Donovan and Jessica McCabe, we're going to hang out. It's gonna be rad, but I literally bought a ticket to the wrong hair part. I like Get out. Like I was, I was able to change it, but she like that, where I'm like, I live in active fear of
just ruining the drip. Like like these big important dreams that I have, because, like, I forget to send a text to Brandon Lee, Mulligan, you know what I mean? Like, that kind of shit. Anxiety, like all the time constant anxiety, and it's not like, oh, and healthy anxiety, where it's like, oh we're you fixating? Or are you worrying about nothing? It's no. It's a lie. Literally fucking forgot to show up to filming for no other reason that it wasn't a real Justified fear and it feels like
shit. It feels like fucking shit but it's a superpower um and like I don't know. And like so I just like I worry about that constantly and people ask me, you know, all the time they're like wool. I do forget stuff for like my work is suffering or like whatever. What do I do? And like, the real answer is, like, do the system, you know, but it's like when the system gets interrupted like sometimes it's like I just feel so Small and Afraid and Powerless to the
way that my own brain works. And that is a weird fucking feelings. Fucking horrifying. It's almost like lovecraftian. Yeah, there's like a entity that is just taking away your memories. Yeah, indiscriminate way. Yeah. Like a, I mean, I think, the one of the scariest parts of it to me, is by definition. You don't know what you forgot. Yeah. Like I had no idea until literally no idea until three different people called me. Yeah, I was like oh I wonder why they're calling me?
That's weird. It's like, you can't remember something that you forgotten because if you remember then you haven't forgotten. And so like I am certain certain in this moment that there is something extremely important that I'm forgetting. I have no fucking clue what it is but I'll find out when it becomes a problem. Yeah. That's when you find out what you forgot is when it's already too fucking late.
Yeah. And it's terrifying and you don't know what you've forgotten because it's almost random. Like I think for a lot of people I don't see neurotypical people but people with ADHD or Reissues. If something is very important by Nature because it is important, they will not forget it, here's as important. So when it hits their brain seemingly, I have only ever been a person with ADHD, but seemingly, it's like, oh, that's really important. So, it gets logged in the memory
banks. But for us, it's like, I'm as likely to forget an extremely important meeting. As I am where I put my phone. It's my brain doesn't discriminate between massively important things. I might discriminate like not my brain, But Eric, Yeah, system of organs and skin and whatnot, might go. Oh, this is important. Therefore, I need to follow the system. I need to without hesitation like any hesitation immediately, put it into a Consolidated
calendar. Like I can do that but that's because my brain alone can't do it. It needs you know the superorganism. Yeah. Yeah. And it's just I don't know. Like I just I'm so I'm like at this point I've like moved, you know, like I've accepted it moved on like it. But everybody was really nice. I'm like but I've also had times where people haven't been so
nice about it, you know? And like I feel like just in conversation with like some of the other stuff you know, because it's not just remembering stuff. It's also there's like I mean, I guess you could argue that like attention to detail is like a part of it, you know, like part of memory like in some ways because you're fundamentally
remembering like details. But like I just think of like all of the like real big fuck-ups like the really big fuck ups that I've made like especially at like work or, you know, even in like relationships and stuff.
And they all fun fundamentally come down to I forgot to do something very important, you know, and there's like this very specific like stomach dropping immediate visceral, physical reaction that I have and like that's when that's when I know, you know, like that's when I'm like oh okay. Like this, you know, whoopsie. Yeah.
Um, But yeah, it's just, you know, and like you don't like it. Like this is a really dumb story, but when I one of my first jobs out of college was I was the VIP events coordinator at a casino and Iowa. Like, you do Springfield rickets and Rick Springfield.
I was me, thirty seven dollars, but so like there was a Christmas concert that we were doing and it was like a rat pack in person aters not that it matters in the story but it was it was The Rat Pack impersonators, but there was there is an event going on at the same time and in my defense, I was never actually trained on how to use the like, Event
software that we use. That was like there's like rooms and then you would like click a little box for like tables and chairs and like, you know, like it was like the banquet server software. I was really hard. It was really fucking complex software and they never exactly training on how to use it until she's dude, always kind of doing the best that I could. But I booked the event in the wrong room, in the room that it was supposed to be in was
already booked. Somebody had booked it for like, a corporate Christmas party. And so, I I double booked the event and I had to go to my boss and be like, I done fucked up. You know, she was so mean she's so mean and she was so mad about it and I was like, but the nice thing is that this is a Christmas like Christmas show, little Christmas event. And we have all these Christmas trees set up in this, like, other like area, like events area.
So what if we like did like an intimate little Christmas concert and like we could put it in there and she was so mad but she's like well that's what we're going to have to do and I want to being one of the best events that we threw that year. Because it was just like really nice and the space. The space was smaller and so everybody was kind of close together and it was like this very like Christmassy holiday Vibe and it was nice and I like fix the problem.
But It ultimately foundationally was because I had fucked up. I'd missed that detail and I was just like and usually I'm lucky enough that I'm and I think perhaps some of it is like a result of being the person who fuck shit up royally all the time is I've gotten pretty good at like a Here's the solution.
And I'm so I'm great at that. I'm great at the like, and here's the solution for moments like that, but when the solute, when the solution is, and I didn't show up and there's nothing I can fucking do about it. That's when I think it hurts the most. Because, like, there's no fixing ghosting. A group of players, there's nothing that fixes that professionally or, you know, just reputation Ali. And again, everybody was super nice, nobody judge me.
It was genuinely not a big deal like whatever. But I just I'm just so angry, at myself. It has been a week and I'm still just pissed at myself every time I think about it and I just I can't let go of it because I'm just like what happens when it's fucking Sesame Street or Dimension 20 or reading rainbows, reboot that I'm going to be hosting with LeVar Burton and manifesting things but you
know what I mean? Yeah, like really I mean, I think it's one of those things that I feel Or signing the fucking thing that we haven't signed yet. Oh yeah. Well, that's a scary thing to sign really scared, long story, but that's one of those things, especially if it's happening more than once with the same person or group of people. It's one of those things where I can like hear the timer on. Someone's patience running out. Yeah, yeah, that's a really good way of putting it, like so.
So my dad for example, who has ADHD He was Professor, whatever, whatever he was a guy with a job, and he had meetings and shipped to go to as one often does when they have a job and he
was chronically. Just consult constantly late to meetings or he went to the wrong little ADHD fuck-ups like he wrote down the wrong room number or he thought it was next Tuesday. Just that kind of stuff and he would always get away with it because in his words, he would say, people just sort of follow, that's just Carla's.
He's, you know. Yeah. But there was one time it was After he'd been a professor for nine or ten years, where it happened, wrong room on the specifics, not really matter, but a meeting he meeting had to wait for him for like a half an hour and he showed up, and he's the most Charming motherfucker ever know that he's trying to charm his way out of it. He's just he's Charming. Yeah. And they did the meeting and
yada yada. And as he was leaving, he was talking to a co-worker friend of his whose name, I won't use. He was talking to him and he said, I'm really sorry. Like, I know this happens a lot like, I'm sorry and he said, I think I might be paraphrasing a bit here but the way I remember him telling his story is my dad's friend turns to him and says You Know Carl it's really not Charming anymore. Oh, fuck, ouch. But I fear that. Yeah, I fear that where somebody who's been very patient with me
when their patience runs out. And they finally say, well, frankly, I hope that they say something to the effect of my patience has run out. You need to be here on time because alternative that is they don't say anything. And then, they just, yeah, can't deal with you anymore and I fear. Other people talking about how unreliable I am. Yeah.
We're like oh we need, you know, you know there's certain people in your life where if they say they're going to be there at the airport or whatever like, you know, you know where, if they're not there it's like holy shit, something happened. I need to call this person. You know, I didn't do a wellness tight, like, I keep thinking of my cousin's husband, Tom is just a nice guy ever needs. The most reliable mother Park. Like if he says he's going to be at a place he will.
And there was one time where he was sad, that he was going to meet me somewhere and he didn't and I was scared. I was like, that's not till I get something happen. Indeed something did nothing like he's fine but it was a thing. He was like, I'm sorry I didn't
even have time to like tell you. Anyways, that's the kind of person I want to be and I know I'm not enough fucked on a ways and yeah, like I lie awake at night thinking about other people talking about how Eric said he was gonna be here, but who knows? You know, I mean, that's the thing that was like, I And I think that's like maybe like partially like a response to my ADHD is like especially with like like I became a stage manager, like my entire job was
being on time, you know? And so I am, I am the reliable friend. You know, I am the person, who's like, if you tell me to show up at noon, I'm showing up at noon, you know, like I'm really good about that. Until something happens, you know? And it's like I think to like part it part of just being a human on this Earth as like people are going to forget about stuff you know whatever. But I also am just like I don't know like I had a friend growing up.
We're not growing like what it doesn't matter when I was older but we worked for the same theater company and she was like Chronically late but had like made it part of her personality and it was that same kind of thing where it's like, you know, for starting the thing at noon then we'll tell her 11 because then maybe she'll get here on time and it was like and I remember we had the same conversation of like it was maybe cute at some point but like at this point like you're a
grown-ass adults handle your shit. Yeah. But then you know but then I also feel bad for like doing that because it's like I do think we should give people Grace. I do think we should give people kindness but also Like, at some point like we also shouldn't have to hold the meeting for half an hour because Carl is late again, you know, like that kind of thing. And so it's like how do you find that balance? Sorry, just want to point out.
I love the ease with which you remembered my dad's name. That's well, Eric I met I've hung out with your family, like a lot. It is nice. But like, you know what I mean? And so it's like it's one of those things were like, I always advocate for like, be patient with your ADHD friends, you know, be kind to them understand that That, you know, they're doing the best that they can.
But then also, there's always that back of my head that of like but are they or are they just using it as a cop out? You know like where what's the line? What, you know, the police are. So I mean I have to please myself. Yeah. Shoot. You know, sometimes I can't tell when I'm bullshit, you know, like, you know, did I really actually forget her? Did I well I mean yeah. And you know and then sometimes to like now there's like this weird Sort of like, I don't know.
Like counterbalance isn't the right word, but it's like, you know, like like game night. We like our friends. So, you know, like, they'll very kindly invite us every single time, but it's like, I literally don't have five hours consecutively, free until three months from now. It's like I am that scheduled. I am that booked. And so then it's like that double fear of like I'm so busy. Something is going to get double booked. Something is To get fucked up. Just when is it going to happen?
And what is it going to be? And so I like the more the more that I've done this, the more that I have become busier and like doing more stuff, I think the scarier it's gotten because the stakes are higher more people are looking at it.
More. People are like, you know, waiting me waiting for me to like, go live or like whatever it may be. And there's just a profound anxiety to like, just Waiting for the shoe to drop of like, oh I was supposed to be on Dimension 20 today, but you know, I left the flights to the last minute now. I can't make it like die. I live in fucking fear of that constantly. Well, I would say in that specific case. I think Dimension 20.
Because of our successful. It is I would say that it is an organized enough organization that if they care enough to email you once they'd care enough to email your twice. You know they're not just sending out a bunch of emails to see who responds. Like if they email you they know you're going to respond to you know. That's I just look shit you know. It's like I don't care how I started so many emails with hi. I'm so sorry for the delay in my response.
Yeah, yeah. Thank you for your patience spent all morning doing that. I found out that my management. See, change their name and therefore, the email address is all changed. And so, every email I've written from for basically, for the past week, from that email didn't get sent and I didn't get like a notification that they didn't
get sent. They just like sense to nothing because the email anyway, so I spent all morning being like, I'm sorry, it looked like my last email didn't write, you know, just like now I'm a week late from responding to all this shit. And that's just, you know, that little ADHD shit because I remember noticing that and thinking I need to change that. Yeah. Yeah. But I didn't do it immediately so I never got changed and I spent a week fucking drawer.
I spent all morning just groveling like hey I'm so sorry. You still interested in buddy Bob yeah well I got invited to three, no five games this weekend like just like wow via email and it was all like you know like one is like every other Wednesday in November and then one of them is like there's like a it's like a one shot but also like there's a, I'm just like looking at my calendar and I'm just like, I am so afraid all the time that I'm just gonna be that person you know.
And that is discounting the days where I wake up and feel like absolute death and have to cancel. That's just the showing up to begin with, you know, it's just Very tired. Yeah. Me, too. I'm literally just thinking about wondering what I'm forgetting. I know. I know, I know. Yeah. I feel like I'm forgetting something major today. So I think it's because it's our
anniversary. Yeah, that's all I. This is just, I know, we're, we have to wrap up here, but if you've made it this far, then heed my words, my friend, make a plan for voting, please moaning. I'm alone day. Is this coming Tuesday a week from tomorrow? So make sure you got a nice. Get some friends together. Go get brunch afterwards or something. If you can. It is also. So stupidly as fuck on a non national holiday Tuesday. So also it is is your minor your boss.
Can't do anything about it. If you need to go vote, if you flip the laws, it is true. It is against the law for for an employer to tell you that, you can't go vote, but midterm elections kind of seem boring. And they are a lot of ways but they're really, really fucking important. And so boring and important can exist at the same time. That's true. So just make sure you Vote Andy. Well everybody, thank you so much for being here with us on this this fine day. I've been, hey dude, I will
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I mean, Keith from the grape. Anybody knows about youth from the great Pottery, throw down like as if Keith is your uncle or something, will you please email us at asking him to cause podcast.com I'm just going to ask him but I just I feel awkward just being like but I really good man said yes. Yeah I run with it was on and I was like the best day of my entire life. We're better. Now Lucy where's Leon to be cool?
Yeah well because if we can get Keith Andrew Goodman and Lucy where's Leon then we can just start like an Avengers of like very Niche nerds and do that. Yeah, burn it up Banner. Yeah, I mean, we've both gotten much better at interviews since we interviewed Michael Goodman. I think Ruth good. I liked her interview with Ruth. Admit it was chill as fuck. I was really chill. She was great. Yeah, she's used to like be like yes.
And the year 1437, and then we're like you were here about turkey or Christmas. Carol. I gotta start working on that video, fuck. Oh yeah. It's almost Christmas. It's yeah. Right. I really want to do a YouTube video about it. I think I pulled a video essay. Oh, he'll be great. Yeah, it's just going to take a long like I want to do it. Well, yeah, inlays and stuff. Yeah. Like references on screen. Yeah, dude. I might have two layers effect can be Burns.
Yeah I wanna do it like Ken Burns. I'll get a haircut too. Yeah, all right. By everybody to see you next week.