Lost in the Sauce

I'm Brandon. And I'm Jesse we're. Cannabis school having cannabis infused conversations with everyday. People. Cannabis companies. Celebrities. And your mom? Welcome to the sash. So this is a fun hobby of mine. I don't even know if it's a hob. Yeah, you can call it a hobby everywhere. It's a time waster. It's my time. Fuck you, I'll spend it the way I want. But video games, I enjoy video games and entertainment in

general. And I don't know about you guys, but I'm just having a really tough time with any of it. It's just there's no entertainment. Have you found? I haven't found really any great new TV shows any new like, hey, this movie came out and it was fantastic. Like you know, I I've not been super impressed with anything lately. Everything that's been good has been old. It's been like my my guilty pleasure still is Top Gear. That's what I'm. The old top.

That's what I watch. Yeah. It's. Not the American top. Oh no, it sucks awful. Like and I thought about that. I'm like, I was just Americans going, oh, we're trying to be cool. Come look at our cars. And I'm like, but all the American cars that they test and show in Top Gear are all the great ones that we have here. And they're all. Pure shit. So you know. Yeah, well, and plus they they don't sound as cool 'cause they're not British. I know. Yep, it's just not the same.

No, they're just not the same. The way they deliver the lines, everything. And then you have the American guys. Yeah, hearing you. We get a Corvian. You're just. Like or Dodge, like all these tracks fucking these cars here and I'm like. What is that new Corvette? What? The newest one? The last one I don't like. I hate it. It always like gets you fooled for a second. You're like, that's the. Reason why I don't like it. I've never liked Corvette. I've never thought they were.

The only Corvettes that I thought were like the prettiest versions are in the 60s. Those are the prettiest Gray Corvette that I think they've made, but I've still never wanted or cared for them. Dude, that Corvette. So my wife's grandfather owned one of those. Oh, OK, that's cool. It was an orangish color, the same color as his. Dune buggy. Yeah, it's dune buggy. That one is the one that he he had this thing and it he never drove it because well, dude, one, it's a. Crazy.

It was a classic. Dude, the exhaust, they didn't go out the back out and run along the sides. And win it right out in front of the rear tires. Yeah, yeah, those are cool because it was a classic that he didn't drive it. No, it just he would drive it for a little while, go out like on Sunday drives and then it was in the shop. Oh wow mm hmm that sucks. And it had a 454 in it. Yeah, they have big motors, but. Fucking, I mean dude. And that thing's impressive.

The other thing that sucked about that thing is when you get into it, it's like you're jump like trying to do a cannonball. You have to jump into your seat like this. And then the great part is you better have a real good base to get out of the car or else you will burn your fucking leg if you're wearing. Shorts touching the exhaust, Yeah. And there was like a part of it was a family party and he was taking everybody out for a ride to show it, which it wasn't. He wasn't going fast.

He's all this shit. So he's like, and just a little bit, he gets back and one of his daughters was in there and she gets out. This is like July fucking seared her calf. It's like why? Would anybody help? I mean, the The funny thing is, is both of my kids have a little mark on the inside of one of their ankles from either a scooter or a motorcycle. Or branding. That's what they do to hold their kids. They go hold on, let me see their ankle. Yeah, that's mine. Yeah. No, it's just.

Get in the truck. As like the they were it took you teach them and you're like, don't hop off on that side. Don't hop off on that side. And yet it takes one time and then they learn they're like, I will not hop off on that side. And I'm like, I've told you every time, but it's just, you know, sometimes that happens and it it's crazy. It sucks it but you it's like an instant move your leg. Yeah. It's. Horrible. I would. I took us off course. OK, so go back.

So with entertainment right now, so like I was talking about video games. So the state of video games right now is totally crazy and it's a good thing. But it's also going to be like, it's like taking all these people who love to go to buffets and they eat there all the time, and then all the sudden they just shut them down. All of them, even like you were saying, GTA 6. They're talking about raising base price to $100 for the game. Yeah, 'cause you get some economist.

But as that happens, if that game goes to 100, every game, every normal game will be based at 100. Well, and that's the great part too, because what it will do right now if you're, I mean games are $75.00 with tax. Oh yeah, it's already fucking expensive. It's super. Expensive for a game. So now I'm way more careful about getting a game. Like, I'll get it on sale, I'll get it, it's been a couple years

since it launched. Like I don't need a launch game unless I really want to play it. And my mistake, this last one was Baldur's Gate, 'cause I like, I love RPGs, but man, I can't spend that amount of time into a game. Yeah, well, I didn't. The worst part for me, that was like buying. I'd never bought a release game or one like that. And then I had heard about, God,

what was it? It wasn't Dark Souls 3, but I did buy Dark Souls 3 when it was newer because someone was like, oh, it's an amazing game, you should get it. And I got it. And the worst part about games, when you buy them like that on PlayStation or anything, you can't return them. So if you play it for 5 minutes

and go I fucking hate this. That's what's really cool about like some of the programs that they have on PlayStation and Xbox, because then you can just go, I pay for a subscription all year for those and I can use it to play this game and to see if I like it. It lets you play it for like, I think it's 90 minutes of gameplay. It's a good chunk of time and you get to kind of see how it is, but you don't have to pay for it, but there.

Was one other game worth it? And I can't think of what it was, but it literally just launched and it was like it was supposed to be such an amazing game. And that and I didn't look up anything about the actual game. I just had read and heard from everyone that it was supposed to be this amazing game. What was that Elden Ring? No, no, it wasn't that one. It was some other one.

And I downloaded it like I bought it when it was released and it was 6065 bucks at the time I opened it and I was like, this is the dumbest. I would never play this. I don't like this. And it was like, I can't return it. I can't do anything with this. But you know, and then when it's digital, it's not like I can go sell the disc or take it to GameStop or something.

So I'm just like, well, now I'm out that and I just have this shitty game that I'll never play that, you know, is a lot of other people might like it. But I guess now I've just got it. Well, it's like Sid Meier's, right? Like there's a lot of people who love Sid Meier's, like they just had a new one drop. Is that a game? Yeah, it's a game. It's a world building game like you can start out as.

Like Sims? No, no, no, no. Like you'll have you'll start out as you can pick a time paint, place it in time and you can go ancient Sumeria or even older than that. And then you start to grow, and then you're cultivating and you're. Civilization and stuff. Yeah, that's civilization, right, Sid Meier's Civilization. So I know, I'm sorry. I was saying Sid Meier because it just all over the marketing, but now it's so detailed, like it's all it goes up to today.

And so it's like the everything changes and all that stuff. I can't get into those games. People pay 7000 dollars $150.00 for all the extra DLC no problem. They're like take my money, I can't spend that kind of money on it. And now I'm even more picky with games because I just, I just feel like they don't have the depth that they used. To Yeah, well, the stories aren't as good that the game plays not as interesting.

Like even going back to PS3 or PS2 games, there was so much better games and Oh yeah, and like gameplay and stuff. Yeah, they were maybe older shitty graphics because, but that was at the time what was out. So I look back and it's like we talk about Splinter Cell and that game, Medal of Honor and all these other games that used to be really good games. Yeah. And now it's like the games that come out, I'm like, what is this garbage? It's all focused on multiplayer.

That's why I don't like Fortnite. That's why I don't like Co-op campaign multiplayer like used to be in the great times. It's like. It's just the Gotham shooters. Yeah, like the Fortnite style and that where I'm like, I don't. See dude, that's another game. I I'm big into military shooters and Brandon and I played Ghost Recall. You guys know, we talked about that so much and I play Insurgency. I stopped playing Insurgency just recently just because I'm over the top right?

You can't get the little rank emblem. Didn't take a very short break. Yeah, it took like a couple. Weeks, but now I'm like, I have I have no desire because I got Arma Reforger and that game is insanely hard and I don't know what I'm doing and but what I'm interested in is the element of it. And last night, like you jumped off and I was getting off and Steph's like, don't worry, I got a bunch of stuff to do. She's like, go ahead and play and I'm like, I haven't done that in a while.

So I played that game and I didn't want to play it long, so I kept watching, kept looking at my watch. Well, because that game is the other. Night you're up till 3 something playing. Well, because other games I won't, I won't play that long. I will be like, OK, that's why I like playing like Batman or Final Fantasy later on, because then I can only play so much of it. And then my brains like, yeah, we're good, let's just go to bed.

But that game, because nobody's there's nothing except you. And then you got to find people. Yeah, well, and it's crazy, 'cause there's no like tactical map on there. You literally pull up a physical map and it doesn't show a marker of you or anything. It's just. Like they have a how to look, it's going to show that you can

see everybody else on there. So they're little packages and they'll have their name on it. But the what I was learning about that game is that if you want to communicate radio with somebody else, you have to set up radio points, you have to set communication towers, you have to set up. The frequencies and stuff. Yeah, you can change the frequencies I did see. That on the radios I was like,

what the crap? Yeah, you can create your own security frequency and everybody can talk on that if you have a good team. And then on top of that, like if you don't have that, you have to be within like 20 feet. A very short distance to hear a radio frequency or pick it up.

You'll only hear the voices. And so you also have to be careful because when you're walking up on a place that's being held by the enemy, you have to be quiet and you have to. You can whisper, they can hear it, but they don't know where it's coming from. But if you're talking. They'll hear it. They know where it's coming from. But last night I was playing it and there was this random dude and I, I don't know what the fuck's going on.

And the guy's like, hey, Reaper or you're on our Discord, right? And I'm like, no, I, I'm not even on Discord, dude. And he's like, oh, oh, I got a guy in my team that has Reaper in his name. He's like, well, what do you want to do? And I'm like, I, I don't know, dude, I'm brand new to this game. He's like, oh, hold on. He pulls out his map and you see the guy pull out his map, he's looking at it.

And then he puts it away and he goes, all right, we're going this way and we're just following. And we walked forever. Oh, yeah. And then all of a sudden he's like, OK, around this corner, we should have see somebody. And they pull up my scope, and there's one dude you could see this head. And I'm like, oh, shit, I was OK I got guys over here and here. And because we're so far away, they can't hear us. Yeah. Because we don't have radio comms. Set up or we.

Can't they can't intercept the radio comms? So it was really cool. But The funny thing I was shooting at dudes and like when you shoot dudes usually like in Call of Duty, there's like a big dramatic fall. This one he just drop. Yep, like a real guy. Oh yeah, 'cause I, I had shot and I was like, man, I missed. And then a second later it was like boom. And I was like, Oh no, it's like a real bullet. It had to travel. Hit him and then he dropped it. Yeah. Like I was like holy shit.

'Cause in the other games it's like they're going like four times the speed of real bullets. Yeah, it's like Boo, Boo, Boo. Ohh he yeah. Yeah, he's dead across there, but it took time to get to him. It's exactly what happened. But then I I got a little too excited and me and this guy Ghost took all. I'd watch this video and it was like if you hear shots coming towards you, drop to the ground. Yep. And so I was like, OK, so I dropped to the ground and he was here.

Snap, snap. And I'm like, oh, shit. And then you're looking through these blades of grass and your eyes get blurry because you're squinting. That's why they're trying to. And it's just like, and the

bullet's going over. So it's making you nervous and all of a sudden I'm shooting at these guys and they start shooting at me. This guy is ghost on there and he just goes hold on Reaver and just he shoots one of the guys and I get up and I run over and I see two guys running and I shoot 1 and I shoot the other and he goes, oh, wait a minute. I think that's one of our guys. And I'm like, no, he goes, dude, I think he shot it on one of our guys. I'm like, I wouldn't have done that.

I I clearly saw that guy. I would have seen his name marker and I'd get over to him and the guys on the ground and, and the cool thing is you can check him for injuries. Yeah. So I check him for injuries and I'm like, dude, he's messed up. And he's like, oh, I got to get a saline and I'm like, hold on. We got to get a. Bandage and Oh my God, it was your guy. Yeah, it totally was. And then you know what, dude? It's not like you heal him and they just get up.

You have to wait for them to get better. What? So the guy's slowly getting better. Like the, the, you remember, like in punch out, you had to sit there between matches and anyway, I played that. But anyways, you, you go through this and then all of a sudden the guy like he wakes up, his

gun is dropped. So he has to pick up his gun and he gets up and the and the character just like laying there one second and then he rolls over to his face and then he's up like he teleported and he's like what the fuck? That's nuts. 'Cause you don't see the person, what you see is wow. We get the the wow, wow. Wow, and there's green light. Cause dark horse is. Dropping. But you can't hear or see anything really, 'cause you're blacking out.

And you could black out totally, but your screen hasn't left, so you're just like, OK, maybe they'll bring me back. We brought the guy back and you're injured. After that point, you're injured. You go to a hospital, you can get fixed up, but you're injured. And that's how deep this game goes. And that's why I could disappear forever. And I killed like four people.

I got in this car. The last part I played, I got in this car and I'm like, yeah, this time 'cause we were going around this corner, I'm like, where are we going? The guy's like, oh, I know it's a really good place. And I'm like, hey, shouldn't we avoid the main roads? And he's like, no, no, no, it's cool. I know a shortcut. We get around this corner and you see the dudes like in the front blood's like flipping all over. And I'm like, get out of the car. Get out of the car, man, I'm

dead. And then these I hear over the over the voices. Oh shit. Oh, that was our guys. Hey guys, we're really sorry about that. We. Oh that's hilarious. You got killed by your own team. Dad, you got to really pay attention to what you're shooting at and are. You supposed to know? By the by the. By the color of their clothes. So you, you really have to be careful and wow, it's pretty good. It's, it's, it's really funny. It's super hard to know what the fuck to do.

That's a crazy sound. I've only played a little bit in it still, that's like. This guy, I met this guy in the game and he was like, yeah, I've been playing for about two weeks now. And I said, well, what do you mean? He goes, well, I bought it in December, but it was such a janky game at the time. Yeah, he's like, so I just wait and I he goes in and they're still having troubles because it's. Yeah, they're they didn't anticipate it to grow this big.

And so they're it's kind of like hell divers, but. Oh yeah, I mean, we haven't touched that in ages. I just. It just got so insanely, just overwhelmingly anxiety inducing. This is like, but it it wore, but it was fun for a while. It was, yeah. I mean, it wasn't bad. It just, I mean they reached the

point of what was it? The bots or something were so fucking hard and it would just come in crazy ass waves, but then it seemed like we almost defeated everything they had in the game for a bit and it was like, wait, what the hell? Like, are they not gonna give us more? Now it's super insane. We haven't gotten back on and. Oh man, there's people. What do you guys play? What are you playing lately? What's your style of games that you guys play or do you even play games?

What do you like to do in your free time when you're, you know, not working? Comment below. Let us know what you actually like to spend your time doing. Maybe it's just sitting, smoking weed, listening to Brandon and Jesse's soothing sounds of the Sabbath. I mean, the way he was going out, I was almost like one of those radio show announcers, kind of like Casey Kasich. And we're going to be able to listen to the top hits. Just pay attention over here. Never got Bono, you 2.

Wow, Bono, you 2. I don't know if that would be on my. No, I'm I'm not AU2 fan. There was what was it? There was this girl at the dispensary, the bud tender, real nice girl. Couldn't tell she was being fake though 'cause. Oh my God, there was, So I went. To the way she was smiling and I'm just like, are you OK? Did you have lemon juice? I went to some place with my kids and we were at the where you It was a drive in drive through and I was ordering at

the wind at the speaker thing. And the lady sounded like so over the top, like happy and shepherd and like, Oh my God, welcome hi. And then when we get up to the window, she talks like that and every time her voice stops, her face goes literally just like hi. Oh my God. And I was like, what in the world? Is this faking it 'cause she's up there so? Fake seeming, but it was just so really clear when you saw her face. And I was like, well, that was very interesting.

Dude, I'd love to fuck with. If I worked at the drive through, I would fuck with people all the time. I'd be like talking different accents. Totally. Yeah, yeah, that's all I would do. Like, I mean, you just have like, a really horrible, like, Latin accent. Yeah, I did. Somewhere down to the window. And I would do accents all the time because I got bored. And it that job, it wasn't my fast, it was this little rinky dink one in this shitty call center.

But it was literally a script. So I had it memorized and I'm like, yeah, I'm gonna see if I can do this in different accents. And so then our like, the floor manager had the highest record for the day and I beat him. And so then I was like, well, I wonder if I could do it in a British accent and beat him. So I did that. And then the next day I was like, I wonder if I could do it in an Indian accent. I didn't beat him, but I still got like, more than probably anyone else on the floor.

But it was just like these shits and giggles of like, hey, yeah, I'm just here like, fuck it, why not? Well. It'd be so much fun to do it at the drive through because they hear your voice and then they get up there and they're like, what the fuck? And he just go to your regular voice going, yeah, it's going to be 573, right? And they're like. 'Cause the other one, they never saw me, it was all over the phone, so it didn't. Matter.

And then when you give him the food, you go have a good day, right? So they're like you, son of a poo. Take you come. In slides close. That'd be awesome. That'd be so much fun to do. Just because I know. You know what? That would be fun for the person too, because then they can have a good laugh. Unless they're super sensitive, they're like, you know, that's not very nice. Yeah. Oh well. I'm really surprised and people

may be disappointed. I went to pick up food at a place and walked in and the guy had just a ton of orders. He was dealing with tons of stuff and I'm standing there and it's maybe 1015 seconds, maybe like it's no time at all. He's like, oh man, I'm I'm so sorry. I'll be with you in just a just a minute. And I'm like, oh, it's fine. Take your time. And it's literally maybe another 20 seconds as he unloads what's in his hands. And then he turns to me.

He's like, oh, thanks for your patience. Like I appreciate that. I was like, no, it's not a big deal. You got a shit ton of stuff there. Like, yeah, but don't even worry about it. And he's like, and at the end he was like, no, I, I truly appreciate that. I'm like, how sad is that? That that is what people are thankful for at their job when it, it's dealing with another human. It's like, how shitty do we have

to be as people? That, that that's the thankfulness that where they're like, how many bad interactions do they have with someone like hurry up, Hey, where's my food or like, or whatever it is, the interaction, it's always like negative for, you know. Yeah, no, I, I that's a good observation because I, I thought that same thing. And I think what it is, is that there's before like waiters

weren't treated. I mean, you had a couple assholes here and there, but mostly the, you know, anybody who helps you treated them very kindly. Oh yeah, because it's the service they're doing for you. But at the same time, like there's this notion that came out the customers always, right, right. And that could have worked in the department store. But when it comes to like food service or any type of like actual manual service, you can't talk to people that way or ever

be that way to them. But there was this whole entitlement. It's the same shit where there is a fucking crosswalk. Guess where you cross the crosswalk? Not anywhere that you fucking please. There's laws against, there's. Jaywalking, but a lot of. Cops don't bust people for jaywalking because it's annoying to them. I get it. But at the same time there's this entitlement. Like if you go into a parking lot, it's customary giant vehicle, why don't you go

through? It's going to be a lot quicker for you to go through. And I know you're trying to get to a parking spot. No problem. Go through. What is it? Fucking people just walk through, moving around here. It's like fucking Disneyland or something. Like I walk where I want. I know like, fuck these people. It's so. Weird. Well, it's. Even inconsiderate, rude

assholes. That, yeah, 'cause even going to the grocery store and I'm in the grocery store and I'm like, you're walking one way and then you see someone else and they literally intentionally like go in front of you and then they're like not even going that way. They like, I don't think many people put a lot of thought into way they walk in grocery stores. And I think about it, I'm like, you probably drive the very similar way that you're not very much seeming like you're paying

attention. You are very distracted because people, I notice they're walking and they're walking out, but their heads looking a whole different way and like you're going to walk into someone. You're an adult, you should have a like situational awareness enough to go, hey, I'm walking out into another thing. It's like people at a stop sign and I see them. I'm always curious with this because I think about it like flow of traffic would be so much better. But I noticed that this is how

stop signs work here. It's a four way stop. I'm coming up to the stop sign. There's already a car stopped there. I'm still 3040 fifty feet away, slowing down as I get there. They're still stopped there. I pull up to stop. They're still stopped there. They then go because now I'm stopped and I'm like, what the fuck is this traffic? Like are you not that aware? You can go, Hey, look, I can use my eyes. Hey, they're slowing down. Yep, I can see they're slowing

down. I'm going this direction. I've got so much time that I can make the drive move that I'm doing and have tons of time. I'm not going to have to floor it. I don't have to punch it. I can just accelerate at a normal rate. Like there's all these things and I look at, I'm like, most people don't live life aware. I feel like they live it so subconsciously that they're not almost there.

Well, it's, it's manners. Manners have been kind of tossed aside because, you know, well, we don't need to be told how to act in society because, you know, that's just a way to control us and to keep us docile, whatever that means. But it's like, excuse me, pardon me, You know, all the time if I walk in front of someone at the store, I'm like going to grab something in front. I'm like, oh, pardon me, excuse me. Because they're not paying attention. They're just standing there.

But I'm letting them know, hey, I'm coming to grab this. I'm not trying to just because I noticed that all the time. I'll be if I'm there grabbing something, there's so many people that will literally just step right in front of me and I'm like, what? Yeah, like, well, and it's the

same thing. Like, I mean, you want to see a real good example of why manners have kind of fallen off is just watch these fat little tubby kids with a ton of fucking snacks and the shirts too small and their bellies hanging out. And it's not because, you know, they they can't afford to clothe the kid as the kids growing too fucking fast and they don't have time to go do it 'cause they're trying to keep up everything else. And those kids act like entitled

shits in the store. The first thing I do is I look at the parent and the parent just. Yeah. Like, yeah, whatever. What do you want me to do? Like. I know I'm so surprised at how many people 'cause I'll be walking through a store and I'm like, man, there was a perfect parenting opportunity for that parent, but they just, they're so oblivious to or just don't care. Like they're just so numb to it's. Not even just numb dude. It's it's. This. They're so used to it.

They're they're being taught to be entitled. They've been taught to be entitled. They've been indoctrinated to be entitled. The customer's always right. Guess what? No, you're not. No, you're not. Sometimes the food is fucked, right? Yeah. Nope. Sometimes the food gets fucked up. And that's just, that's just the laws. I. Think you're always right, you have a problem. No, you're probably wrong. Yeah, that's the same. Yeah. But it's like, Oh my goodness. But everyone's wrong, you know?

No ones ever always right? Did. That's why I, I try to, it's not that I, I, I just try to be really good to people. So I have to remove that. It hasn't always been that way. But I understand I haven't either, right? I'm way more appreciative now and understanding and like trying to see the situation go like, hey, what is all this other stuff that I don't see? Like, I have no idea what's going on this person's life right now. Oh, dude, like I had a good

parenting moment. My son Phoenix, he had the mouthwash in his hand and was going to pour it and it slipped out of his hand and it poured all over the ground. And my wife and I are standing there and my wife was just like, oh, shit, what's Jesse going to do? And I paused because I was just taking it in. I'm like, cool, you don't need to tell him. Why'd you do that? You don't need to yell at him. Just offered to help in cleaning it up. And I was like, hey, buddy, this happens.

Don't worry about it. Let's get some paper towels, get this cleaned up. And my wife was just like, whoa, right. But it's not like, hey, cool how I'm looking at myself. It's, it's being aware. It's being aware. Do I really need to be upset that I'm not able to order my meal Fucking, you know, Panda Express, I have to wait like 3 or 4 minutes to get up to the line to take 3 or 4. It would take you hours to cook all that shit, but then you're gonna fucking bitch about it.

But then I look at it and like how many other people are in line in front of me? How many people are behind the counter there? You know what? You. Can see how much work they're physically doing. It's not like they're going sitting there in the corner. They're all texting, laughing, giggling. No, they're all working. Yeah. So I can understand that. Hey, as a person, I can understand. There's only so much you can do in so much time.

And they're doing what they can. So instead of going in and going, and sometimes it's hard because life is frustrating. We just came through a lot of traffic. We came from shitty job, whatever, but at the end of the day, the person that human you're interacting with well. Depending on where you're at. If it's Taco Bell, there's no peep. Right.

But like that is just like they're another person just doing their job and maybe they've had a really long day of eight hours or 10 hours or whoever dealing with other assholes coming through getting mad at them or frustrated because their work is really busy and they're doing their job, but the workplace is really busy. Mm hmm. I'm sorry that my job is really busy. I would you like to switch me spots because I'd love to be in your position instead of mine

like. Yeah, it's facts, dude, facts and, and but The thing is, is like, you know, the other I I look at is need not one of these jobs out there is not important. Like there are jobs there that can be replaced, Data entry jobs I I feel bad for those. Guys, no, like we've talked about, there are jobs that are unimportant. It's like all the SAS companies that are going the way that are

not actually needed. Well, the positions that they had there, like even look at the social media landscape, like you had project managers that weren't project managers and they would do like a day in the life of working over at Google. And you're like, what the fuck do you do all day? And they make like killer money too. And you're like, fuck you like, but it was just, it was a small dream that was going to go away. And it did.

And they all lost their jobs. And they're like, where do I go? And that, that's another thing. It's this false sense of, of achievement that I think is given to those individuals because now they like a good friend of ours. I go, I won't say her name, but you know, she went through this time where she was like, I'm worth this. She got a job finally. She says she goes, I don't know how I did. She interviewed so many times. Yeah. And she end up having to go for

way less than what she expected. And I was like, yeah. And I was saying to her, I was like, yeah, some companies set up realistic, real, unexpected, unrealistic. Thank you. Yeah, big time. And you get out there, it's like, that should be a big red flag. If a company's like giving you quick raises and stuff, it's like, oh shit, like maybe I need to be looking for another job. Oh yeah, you know what's crazy?

They're going out. So Tesla gives bonuses, but then the bonus you can't actually use. You don't get all the money if you take it as a a physical cash bonus. They just break that into 52 checks. And so you just get like another 30 bucks per check. Or you can put it all in stocks, which you don't get if you leave before the year. Yeah, or you can take it in PTO, but you can only use 20 hours of it in PTO, so you can't actually use all of it.

And so you actually have to diversify it in all of those basically to do it or like keep it all in stock or something. I would type it in stock, wait for a year and so. I was like, wow, that's such a weird, but honestly, they, they seem to take out the human side. Like don't have anything at your desk that makes you, you don't have any pictures, any anything. Don't bring in blankets, don't bring in like they don't want anything 'cause they're very interesting company I would

think. They're very efficient company on many things that they want to be able to do and the reason why it's just because they're in the technological space. You have an autistic guy who is leading the company. He didn't found the company, he's leading the company and they've done great things underneath his leadership, but he is disconnected. He knows that. It's not a hard thing for him to know that, but it's it's hard for other people when you don't understand it and you think

he's. Underneath him, yeah. Right. Or, or he's just impossible. Like, no, he's not being personal with you. Oh. 100%, yeah. No, there's no personality in

that company. Dude, he was saying on the news, it was hilarious that he got an interview with him And, and, and the best part about it, one of these reporters was just like, well, you know, we need to be making sure that you're keeping all your checks and balances to make sure that you're being appropriate and not being counterfeit and not being deceitful. And he goes no, and I'm going to be completely, he's like, this has been extremely transparent.

You can go to the website on X. We post every single day what we find. That's it. I'm being completely transparent. But I understand that all of you are going to clock crawl up my orifices and that's totally fine. It'll be like a going a proctology exam. The only thing I'm going to say to you guys is you better camp out there for a while because I ain't going anywhere. And I was like, literally he just said to him in the nicest way, you guys can go up my ass and hang out.

I don't care. And it was like that, the way he talked. I'm like, people are like, oh, he's he's you don't understand autism. There's no bullshit in their mind. They don't think in allegories or in metaphors. It's straight. So he can't be deceitful even if he wanted to, because he doesn't understand what that means. He just doesn't. Think any autistic person understands deceit? No, no, they, they can learn. They can learn, but it's very it's it's over.

Time and he's definitely old, so he could definitely have learned it over time. Yeah, but he's very, he's very childlike in many of his sense, because it's his. Way. It's his way. You know, Steve Jobs was very much like that, too. It's my way, not your. Way was he? Do you know if he was autistic? I don't know, I have no idea. I think we all have autistic traits in one way or another and autism is just a. Brand.

Well, it's yeah. But there's just a specialized mind, like with my son, like when one of the teachers told him at school that because it was awesome, because my son goes, they asked, one of the teachers asked him. I said, So what does your dad do all day? He go, I don't know. He smokes pot a lot, though. And they're all what? And he goes, you know, weed. He smokes weed. And they're like, I no, you

you're not. And my sister-in-law works there as an aid and she's like, oh, Dick, here's the she's like, oh, my gosh. And I'm like, why are you worried about it? Yeah. And they were telling him they're like, there's no way your dad does that because it's bad for you. You can die from it. All this nonsense, right? Yeah. And fear in him of. Yeah. And, and he comes back home and I just came out of the garage smoke. Yeah, Yeah. And he's like, Dad, I want to

talk to you. And they're like, sure. And he started telling me what they said. And I said, hey, no problem. But it's like they're, they just learned something a long time ago that isn't that way. And I said, let me teach you about it. And I went through it, and he just absorbed it all. And then one of the teachers said something, I'm sure. And he just said he goes, yeah, I explained to him that you talk about medical cannabis. Yeah. And that nobody's ever died from it.

And that's a lie. Yep, that's true. And and so that was it. The that's where I think mind controlled like a SIOP done on on the US population. There's a crazy thing I'll share with you on it, but and it's not from a conspiracy website. It's legit like a dude who's studied economics and a lot of these things. And US aid is one of the things and it is ACIA front to distribute funds. And there's a cool crazy thing.

But if you think about it, if you train a society to be consumers like ours, then they won't question as much. No, we don't question much at all actually, I feel like. Not not until recently. You're seeing more questions come to light. There are definitely some you know now starting to question. And it's good. It's good. It's about time, yeah.

But the the same time it's dude, it's a lot of it comes down to just really wanting to connect with other people because you realize that life is a lot easier when you got a lot of

friends. Yeah, when you have people surrounding you that you like genuinely connect with, because the thing that sucks is being surrounded by people and feeling totally alone or feeling lonely when you're surrounded by people because there is no connection, because there's no actual true deep bonding or, you know, understanding of who each other are. And that can be one of the loneliest places to be is surrounded and yet alone.

Yeah, I no better example than a few nights ago, I was invited to speak to this group of of young adults and young adults beating from like 19 to like 27. And the this ecclesiastical leader and locally set it up and had reached out to Kim for 12 shapes. And she's like, I'm in Mexico, but I have a bunch of coaches that are close by. And she put it out to all of us. And she's like, who wants to do it? And nobody raised their hand.

And I just was like, and then before I could even answer, Kim's like, hey, Jesse, you're you're close to him, you should do it. And I'm like, yeah, OK, no problem, I'll do it. And then when I went to hear these young people talking about how confused they are to just talk to one another, which I can understand because they didn't learn. A lot of the things that I had to learn, you had to learn growing up, which was if you want something, you have to talk to somebody.

Well, because everyone even in this like it sucks, but our kids generations and when you talk to everyone grew up with a cell phone, everyone grew up attached to that cell phone. And so that became the easiest way to talk was texting. So between that or a keyboard, like unless it's done with your fingers, they're like, I don't know how to talk to someone.

Yeah, and, and you would think that like paralinguistics and things like that would, you know, people are like, oh, it's cool, you just text it. But when the power goes out or when shit goes crazy. Yeah. You need to be able to talk to people and a lot of people don't understand that. And when I was talking to these kids, I mean there were sixty of them there and they all took that 12 Shapes quiz. And then after that one I did a whole like breakout session with them and.

It was crazy. Like I could see from physical features, like who they were and I knew them from their face. I'm like, oh, you're this, and this is this and this, and you do these things right? And they just look like I snatched their soul out. But why? It was so crazy because if I was a kid, they wouldn't have somebody like that talking to them. Because you have to imagine what the world would be like for all

those people. Because if we you couldn't communicate in memes or texting, I mean if there's a massive EMP whatever all electricity went out, well you guys wouldn't be listening to this because this shit won't work, no. But like well, you can see us that the if. We know how to do is communicate in memes or like HRU. You know you know all. These questions you're like. And then thousands of years in the future, they're finding these paintings of like emojis. Yeah, and you're like, what the

fuck? This. This is how they talk. This is how they talk. Language that they use. For reals but I'm like how would they communicate because they they literally, well I just send memes back and forth to my friends. Or dude, the the language that is used like it it it is it always like every generation it gets like way more complex. They read these things. What the hell is a Skippity Ohio riz? I don't know. It must have been this. Really. You know, for me. I'd be it's an ancient spell.

When I heard Skippity. Oh my God. You know where I went to because of where I heard that a long time ago. Not Adam Sandler, Skippity Doo. He would say stuff like that. And I'm like. Waterboy, yeah. Yeah, yeah, yeah. But no, no waterboy. It was like Billy Melissa. Yeah. It's. Scibbity do. Yeah. And and that's the thing. It's like when my daughter said that she goes, oh that's Scibbity toilet. Right. What the fuck is a scibbity? And I'm like, I know what Scibbity do is and she's like,

like. Right. She's like, what? What are you talking about, Dad? What? Are you talking about and she's and all these other things like drippy and rizz? Yeah. But bricked up, like for me, bricked up means like I think that I've got like a massive turd blocked up and I can't shit Yeah, but it's not right. It's a hard on. And and my son was like my 15 year old, someone of my twins, he's like, he's like, yeah, that guy totally thought he was being that girl.

Thought he was bricked up. And I'm like, I couldn't take a shit. My sucked Dick goes no, yeah, like just obvious autistic kid. And he goes no. And I'm like, no. And he goes, no, that's stupid. If you think it was that, I'm like, OK, well, what is it? He goes, it's a hard on. And I'm like, OK, cool. And and what's cool too is that I don't filter my son. I don't say, hey, watch your mouth. Like when he gets aggressive with his language, I'm like, OK, you need to take it down. Oh yeah.

Like he'll be like, I don't know what the fuck you want me to do. And I'm like, hey, yeah, you will watch your mouth. Right. Speak with respect, but it's I don't even know where I was going with that. That's okay I I'm the same way like and I realized because growing up my parents were like there's no swearing allowed unless my dad was mad and really pissed in which case he was allowed to curse some but nothing past that. No one else wore and if you did you probably got well.

I did get my ass paddled when I did swear. Your your your upbringing. Sounds like a comedy show if we put a comedy spin on it. God. It could be, it could be hilarious and we put a comedy spin on it. But you have to be rated R because this kids always being beat up named Curtis. It's like, no, it's only on Max. It's only on Max.

It is on Max, right? He's just like everybody hates Curtis. Right, it's just called the Elders. The elder elders, elders, the elders, they're just like, this is going to be about elderly people. No. And like you're, you know, this person is the mother. She's like always, constantly like, you know all. Of my friends were terrified of my mom growing up everyone. And I was like, what? Even when I was 21, I was out knocking doors in Kentucky with my buddy Aaron.

And he knew me since I was four. Maybe we we grew up together and he, we were going out there and he was like, yeah, always been afraid of your mom. I was like, what the hell are you talking about? She's like 100 lbs with her army boots on and soaking wet like. And he was like, Oh, no, she was just always seemed so angry and so like control it and like, oh, I mean, everything had to be done a specific way and, you know, her way and but that's just.

Sorry about that. You know, I feel like lots of people had parents that were. Well, I mean, considering who her mom was, I mean. Narcissistic. Yeah, she was a spitting image when it came to that. Like, you know, if you had to do this her way.

And it was, and I only imagine like your mom, like if there was like some commercial that came on with the bikini on and she'd step in front of the TV. She would hold up a blanket over the TV. The movies that they bought weren't edited by the editing company here locally they my mom would literally stand up with a blanket and cover the TV during like a bikini scene or someone you know in their bra and

panties or something. And then after that, get a warm washcloth, wash out your eyes, get that sight out of you. And then like they bought this DVD player for downstairs where the projector was that would edit out swear words. Out of the movie, so that one. When it would say sex, it would mute it and put hugs. So it would have a subject. Yeah. So it would have a subtitle for that one, like sentence that it bleeped out and it would put a

different sentence in that area. So it'd be like, oh, we just had the best hugs or, you know, whatever, We're going to get some really nasty hugs, whatever it was. And so we just, we started laughing about that because we knew what it was saying, but we're just like, OK, yeah. So we'd start making jokes about that. And it would always, it would do that for like swear words and that too. Like this is the weirdest shit. That would be That's a Mystery Science Theater 3000.

Shit, you ever seen that that show? No. Oh my God I got to show you some clips but no dude that made me laugh like. When I was, Oh my God, it's crazy. I had a weird childhood when there was I was downstairs playing pool, the girl that I was dating when I was like probably 18 and my mom sent down Thomas, who's maybe 12 or 13 to hang out in the basement so that I wasn't alone in the basement

with a girl. And that's what would happen is my mom would send down another sibling or if we were watching movies, she'd come down and like, you have to be under separate blankets. You can't be under the same blanket. Like they were just very sick now kind of, you know, household so. Well, it's so funny because the more, and it's just like any

person, right? The more oppression you put onto them, eventually they're going to snap and they're going to be like complete, like the the old standby around here in Utah is like the Bishop's daughter. She's always all four. Yeah, she's always like, really all. Yeah, she's always giving it up. She's down for whatever it's. The Bishop's daughter. You're like, usually the Bishop stars like, Yeah. And like, I have a friend. I've had several friends that became bishops, and one of them,

Eric, he was just. I was like, man, how's it going being Bishop? He goes, oh, it's good. He's like, but I got the stereotypical Bishop's daughter, and I'm like a little rambunctious. He goes sleeping with every guy she meets. Rambunctious. Yeah, rambunctious. And I was like, Oh my gosh. I'm like, I have a niece like that supposedly, and it scares the shit out of me because you're a you. Repeat history. Yeah, that's all I'm worried about.

And I'm like, he's too young to be a grandpa right now. Like, I know. I mean, I'm sure it's probably pretty close to around the time my dad was because Curtis was super young when he had his first SO. Yeah, and mom was his. The the mom was very young. Yeah. So it was like, Oh my gosh.

It's it, dude, it's and I don't worry about with my kid, you know, a lot of that dealing with is I am, I've, I've got a partner that we work on our marriage together openly and we work together and as a, as a team. And we give them a really good example as far as like what a marriage can be like. Even when we have disagreements, they can see that and it's it's few and far between because we know that it's just people and that we're going to act. I mean, I'm more open about it now.

If I start being a Dick and I'm like, I don't know what's going on. Something's up in my mind. I'm going to check my blood sugar because maybe it's my blood sugar. It could be low. And I'm like, I'm sorry, I'm, I'm nitpicking. I'll leave you alone and I go away. And I would never do that before. And it's really, I've seen a good interaction because my kids are more open with me now because of that.

And they're talking more about their personal lives, like, you know, yeah, my oldest was, you know, having sex with this girl. And I'm like, yeah, you know what? He got to 17. I'm pretty proud of him. Yeah. Because I was younger than that. Really. Yeah. And I started fooling around, but I didn't lose my virginity till I was 18. So I yeah, I was just. I don't know. Well, I mean, but you know, that's kind of a tale as old as time, right?

You know, I mean, young love and shit happens and you're feeling stuff and you're like, this feels real. Pretty awesome. You want to do this all the time. We used to do it all the time. Why aren't we doing this all the? Time. Yeah. I don't even know why we eat. Yeah, right. We should just get protein shakes with the Yeah, you imagine that. Coffee, protein shakes, we stay awake all day. Coffee and protein shakes. That sounds like the perfect mix of just farting, right?

Imagine that you're mid stroke. I don't want. To and you're all sweaty, your ass cheeks clap from the fart. But you guys are like this feels so amazing. I don't want to stop, but that's when you're young. Teenage you're. Totally. It's a new excitement of what's this new toy? But they think really deeply about their relationships that they have with people now, like my daughter, this kid just kind of wanted to be her boyfriend and kind of assert himself.

And she's so nice. And she's like, how do I tell him to go away? And I'm like, you just tell him like, Hey, I'd like you, you're an awesome guy. But I'm not, I don't, I don't want to be that way with you. I'm too young for that. And this is not my thing. But we can be cool friends. I'm I'm cool with that. And that kid was really hurt. And I'm like. Yeah, they will be. He's 12.

So Addie has a friend. And I guess that friend liked another friend of theirs months and months and months ago. But then it said, oh, I like someone else now. And you know, so Addie was like knew that one of these friends like someone else. So she was like, oh, and now those two are dating and the other friend that used to like that one is upset and got upset at daddy.

Like, oh, you hurt me because you connected them and I bought a necklace for her three months ago and was going to give it to them on Valentine's Day because I still like them. Well, you didn't tell me that and now you're. And so she was like, I'm not going to be friends with you or talk to you because you hurt me and I don't want to. And I was like, what? I'm like, honey, she's, she's 12. You know what, though? The adults do that too. They're just.

They're just. Some children are children and some adults are children. Well, it's not, it's just, it's just a lack of understanding. Like your daughter's very self aware of what's going on and she doesn't understand why. I mean, I guarantee she has those moments, which is like, why is that chick like that's the dumbest thing ever. Like I didn't do anything. And it is it's this weird, stupid thing that people do all the time. They're like, oh, you associated this with that.

Like, why I laughed was I saw this guy was talking about how he took this woman on a date and, you know, he was having a good time and all that stuff. And the woman goes just so you know, I don't give it up on the first date, OK. And he's like, I was all pissed off. I'm like, what? What the hell? First of all, I was pissed off. I'm like, why are you just assuming? I'm thinking we hooking up. Yeah, but while we had it, why don't you give it up on the

first day? And she just goes, well, see, I got a lot going on in my life right now. And you know, I, I don't want to like give it up. And then all of a sudden you don't next day, you don't call me. You don't want to be around me no more. So, you know, that's why I don't give it up on the first date. And he goes, all right, all right. And then the check came really fast and the check was $190.00. And he looked at it and he said,

well, I only ate. He looked at what he ate and he only had cheese sticks and two beers. And she spent. Wow. So she's he's like, all right, well, I'll give you 40 that'll cover more than mine. And tip. Yeah. And she goes, what the fuck? He's like, I don't give it up on the first date. Because, well, you got to understand that I don't pay on the first date because, you know, I don't want you thinking about all I do is just pay for things. And, you know, how am I going to feel?

I'm going to feel really bad if I I pay for all this, Whether that you'd ever talk to me again, because I got a lot going on in my life right now. Yeah. Like, he threw it right back. And it was such a perfect thing. And that's what people don't realize is they always think about themselves like, I'm hurt. Yeah. Because you were associated with this. And it's like, oh, yeah. And and it my smart ass. If I was Addie, I would have been like, you know what, You're

right. And I'm pretty sure you're upset about, you know, that pain you have in your ass because when I took a shit, it was so big it actually kind of tore my asshole open. So I apologize about that, too. They go, what the fuck? And like, yeah, that's how ridiculous this connection is. Yeah, I was just like. But adults do that more. Yeah, then that's what I told her. I was like, honey, some children

are children and adults. Some adults are children because some people I was like, they don't know how to emotionally, emotionally regulate and they're frustrated or hurt and they're taking it on you because, well, it's easier than looking at themselves and going. I never told anyone. I never actually went and talked to this person.

And now I'm frustrated because they're with someone else and now I need to retaliate because otherwise I'm looking at it and going, hey, you didn't do anything. And that most times we would much rather blame someone else. Then we would look at our own ego and go, hey, did you fuck up? What's your role in this? What did you actually do? Well, if they don't admit, I mean, if it's clear as day, that's, I mean, I don't even consider that childish. I just consider that stupid

because that is illogical. That doesn't make any sense. And that's not true. But I mean, I could understand if they were being childish. Like, well, that's not fair and I'm not playing with you today. Like, OK, that's pretty childish, but that's just stupidity because I started thinking about that. Like, how many people do you, you see like it's a it's like that woman who sued McDonald's and won millions of dollars because her coffee was hot.

Have you ever read the whole story around that though? So the the lady was like 708090. She was an old lady and it's been a long time since I've read it, but basically it was, she'd gone in originally and she got third degree burns for her first degree, whatever the worst degree burns were. But it was all in her crotch and everything else.

And all she was requesting originally was just for her medical bill covered because it was like way beyond the normal level of hot, because hot even with coffee won't give you first degree burns or whatever it was. And so when she got that her thing, it was like they came back and was like, no, we're not going to do it or blah, blah, blah. So that's when it came back with the other case of like, hey, she actually tried. But it came back as, oh, this

lady bitch. Cause for the longest years and years and years, I was always like, yeah, some lady bitched about her coffee being too hot. And then when I heard that or read more of it, I was like, I'd never heard that. Because, you know, like most of them, I was the person always who would read the headline and go, man, that's fucked up. But never spend the time to, you know, read down it or investigate it or look more into it. But then this, like this article or something you haven't

crossed. And then I actually read it because later in life now I found that headlines don't mean anything. And I've learned a lot of stuff and headlines is actually incorrect for most of the data that's actually in the stuff. And so I, I like to look more into them. You have to check and see, but I swear that's what it was was it was like a way more in depth thing than just. Oh, I I guarantee that.

But. And it kind of surprised me because I was like, oh. So lay back versus McDonald's in 94 said the award they awarded her 2.86 million. So that is reasonable for a lawsuit. Nowadays it's hundreds of millions of dollars for like, you know, my daughter was told no for something. And but then again, dude, that's that's the thing that it's taken out of context exactly what you're saying. You hear this, don't realize the context behind it.

But then the other thing is all these other subsequent lawsuits after that one because it tells people that you can win money. So it's exactly that. Well, it's because it's because everyone's too happy, because everyone and I think about this. Everybody's very. Everyone wants to make quick money, whether it's the lottery, whether it's, you know, like whatever it is, everyone wants money fast, easy. Now, Hey, could I get something that I didn't work for?

Because we all have dreams and aspirations. And it's like, you know, even my girlfriend's dad, I feel like he's a pretty level headed, logical person most of the time. He, he works really hard. He's set aside good retirement stuff like that. And he was still getting caught up in the idea of like, Oh, we, we bought lottery tickets and you know, we, we were thinking, oh, if we win, we can buy this and this and this and this. And it's like, how many people

dream like that? Like I, I think it's pretty human, but it's that that want that excitement that, that for that we're always trying to do that, that it's, you know, the sue of like, Oh well, and some people are extremely desperate or selfish or don't care about anything else that it's like, well, could I lie about something and get money? Could I just do this and get money because like, oh, what could I do? And, and McDonald's doesn't need it. They're a billion dollar

corporation. Like they'll be, they'll be just fine or, you know, whatever it is and going well, but how much money do I have? And look how big they are. They've got more money. They're totally fine. They can afford this and not realizing well, but yes, McDonald's probably has enough money for that. But how many other companies, how many other companies have, like Armand paw shops or startups?

And it's like, well, they're taking care of 30 families and this multi $1,000,000 lawsuit now took away part of their capability to help support those thirty families. So then this one person, I imagine, you know, my mind right now, pictures Bennett when he had all those families and he was stressing about like, oh shit, what happens if I have to let all these people go? What happens if I can't take like where they're comfortable and I was responsible taking

care of them. Now I can't and they have to try and figure something else out. Like, what does that do to it? And like, you know, versus the selfishness of like, well, I need or deserve this because, well, they've got more money than me and I need money. Well, that's what happens, man. I mean, you look at the story of Ray Kroc. Like at first it was this really cool idea and he thought it'd be great to give it to the US and the world.

And, and what ended up happening, he fucked over the McDonald brothers, gave him a small check that they never cashed. It was like a million or so, but the company is worth million because he turned it into a real estate empire and that's how he was able to take it away from. Oh damn. He took it right underneath him and these guys didn't want that. What they wanted to do was keep and maintain the integrity of it. And he's like, well, you can't mass scale.

Yeah, you can't do this and that at the same time. And the way it worked, like he, you know, he would tell people like, you're going to do it my way. And he was smart about it. He was very smart about it. That however, because of greed, like even his first wife, his first wife left him and he made sure that she couldn't get anything. No, you were married to me before McDonald's, so you're you're not entitled to any

totally fucked her. I think he left her a house, gave her the house that she was living in and that's it. And then he ended up he was nicest one woman that he met that the bot franchises her and her husband and she left her husband for him. Of course. Yeah. And it just went on and on and on like that. Like it just you realize that the heart of every giant company comes a real greedy, sadistic sick fucker. You know Mark Zuckerberg is not the sweetest weird dude. Like he's not.

Neither is Bill Gates, neither was Steve Jobs, neither is Elon Musk. Like they all make they all cut parts of humanity out. Not they don't give up things. They cut parts of humanity out of them in order to survive that because they are obsessed with innovation at first, and then it becomes money. And now I trust Elon a lot more because he doesn't care about any of his money. And so it's like, OK, well, he's truly showing it. But when he was younger, it's all about money.

How many wives is he? He's got like 15 kids. Yeah, I always. My favorite thing about it was the mention of when they brought the Tesla Roadster on Top Gear, Tesla's very first car that they put out and they drove it and they shit all over it because, well, it was a piece of shit. And Elon was a little baby came out and was like, Oh no, you'll never have my cars again. Don't talk and like try to threaten them with a lawsuit. And they basically gave him the

middle finger. And it was funny because he's like, oh, you're never going to talk about my. They're like, we don't want to test an electric car. Yeah. I, I remember that because like even at that time, like when he sold PayPal, the first thing he bought, he had it shipped to his home, like I think it was in New York, was a McLaren. Probably. And he was so excited and it was like A1 seater McLaren, you remember those? No, that's. Weird. Yeah, it's really crazy.

But. That, I mean, you think about it though, if you have that much money, if you sell a tech company, how many kids growing up wanted all of these nice cars? I had Hot Wheels grandma and grandpa bought me, like the model cars and stuff. I had Ferraris. I had classic cars. I loved those. I loved cars since I was little. And if I had sold a company and made insane amounts of money as a young egotistical, like fuck, 100%, I would have gone, man, I want a Lambo. I want a Ferrari.

I want this thing. Yeah, let's get that here because it would have just been like, this is my dream that I've always wanted, and I never really put a lot of thought into it. Now I have no desire to own one of those. It seems like a waste of money, a waste of space. I don't really have a place in that to drive it to effectively use that. It seems like a waste. Yeah, but I'd be at the same time, but I. Could rent one and it would be fun as hell to go to a track and drive one day.

But you know, that's, that's me now. And I've looked at it and like, well, I feel like I've also grown a lot as a person in the last 20 years and. I, I think you can get something like that and then, you know, when you go without, it's good. But it, it's the one thing, it's also like a, it's a cautionary tale because it's like, Hey, remember that this cycle can happen again. So don't overdo it. And if you, you're starting to succeed because it takes time, right?

That's what I love about all of these SAS companies failing right now. I know if you are employee one, I'm sorry. It has nothing to do with you. It has everything to do with how the business was structured. And the more these companies are going under, that's good because it's showing that people don't spend frivolously when you take it away. So it's like, OK, what do I truly want? Like I, I am like I, oh, man, I probably go out to eat four times a year on my own to buy it. Yeah, maybe.

And it's small. Not because I don't enjoy it, it's because it's wasteful. I don't it. Is when you pay when you pay 10 to $30 per person for a normal meal versus being able to make a meal for a family for. Which is a is a dying art too. A lot of people, even though there's all these fucking cooking shows now, everybody. 'S like us, yeah. No one cooks.

It's interesting. I'm like, I don't know or even like the cooking they do. You know, I look in them like Alec is cooking at home sometimes and stuff. But it's most of it I feel like is like, hey, this comes from the freezer. It's like not a lot of really. Tons of preservatives and shit. Like, oh, here's some chicken Nuggets, here's some this, here's some chicken patties.

We'll make sandwiches with like not a lot of cooking cooking, but a lot of just like here, let's heat up this thing that's you know, and I'm like, that's fine. My sister cooks. She does quite a bit of cooking but also she does I think a lot of pre done stuff from Costco or other places that's just already made because she is a nurse and does other jobs on the side too. Like she just has too much time on her hands. She's. Got a She's got a lot of your dad in her. Yeah. Alec does too.

We talked about that yesterday when I was helping my dad because he was like, oh, yeah, my, I have a gay cousin. He married, he's married now. And he, my dad was saying, oh, he was talking to him and asking about his childhood. And that was saying that his dad was always nice but always working. And his mom was very controlling. And, you know, this, this, this and had to be a certain way and, and all this stuff.

And I was like, okay. And he's like, yeah, now his daddy's realizing and regretting that and trying to build a relationship. But his kids are 3540, you know, and. That's a hairy Chapman song right there. Yeah, so trying to figure shit out at that point, but just, you know, I'm like, well, that's because you and your brother grew up in the same home and both of you guys had trauma cause, well, your dad. And what do elders do? Well, when we're stressed, we work. When we're bored, we work.

When we're, you know, angry, we work. When we have this, we work. So what do we do? We work. So that's why Bob has the most like he owns, he created the largest engineering firm here in Utah. He designs every temple one. He's designing all the electric cities like he's an incredible man, really fucking smart. But that's what we do is we work. And I look at Jackie, I look at Alec. It's like the things that it's like, oh, we've got time, what are we doing?

Oh, well, I'm going to go work on something. I'm going to go do this. I'm going to go do this because that's what we do. No, and I mean, you know, in in a, in like a community that's awesome. Like, you know, if shit went to that's why I love about Utah. I mean, you can say what you want about the people, but you know, in crazy times, they know how to gather together and get

shit done pretty quickly. But at the same time, it's you want people like that in your society that are hard workers and want to do that. But they also need to be taught that, hey, you need to learn how to deal with your emotions. You can. You don't have to stop working, but you also need to address what you're doing instead of just being angry all the time. Oh, yeah. And it's just a lot of times what I've learned is that these people feel misunderstood. Well I'm surprised, See it's

more over time. He's definitely not as angry now. No, they slow down and get amnesia when they get older. Yeah, definitely. There's moments of things that I'm like talking to my dad and like this was really hard and he's like, oh, I don't, I don't remember that. I'm like, yeah, he's like, that didn't happen. I'm like, dad, I will text all of our siblings right now. Every single one will confirm this. I said 100%, I'm sorry you don't remember it. Or maybe I'm.

I'm happy for you that you don't. But like, it still happened, you know? And it's just, I mean, at the same time as we get older, maybe we don't remember every single memory, you know, and there's things that we don't remember and someone else is like, oh, do you remember this? Oh shit, I forgot you know, and I I don't know I've never been 60 yet so I have no idea or it's bullshit. Have his brain damage that he has. No, there's no brain damage. It's just it's perception, right?

Oh no, his has like half his brain, has no electrical current through it. He's had brain scans and that yeah, he has like half a working brain. What happened? Brain damage from accidents, from all the stuff from probably abuse of his dad and that like, yeah, so. That explains a lot. They've said that he has, like all sorts of. TBI and all that other fun stuff. That's what's crazy to me was like he's had this brain damage for years and then the entire home he just built he did that

with. I mean, it's not going to take. His like faculties from him, but he's definitely like stunted in other areas because he's not able to pick up on certain things. Or maybe long term memory could be an issue just not being able to see it yet. I have no idea. And because he's repeated construction things so many times over and over and over, his body and his brain just know what to do when they see these things. So it's.

I'm really impressed cause a lot of it like his calculations and stuff, he's really good and he does it in his head still and like so there's a lot of things that I'm. Just he has that gift. I'm like, OK, this is like he seems all there in some aspects, but then other things I'm like, you know, maybe you know, but. Well, yeah, my, my dad turned 72

this year. And you know, my brother and I, we had lunch for my birthday and, and my dad came with us and he's like, yeah, my, I have to tell my daughters. Like that sweet old man over there was not so sweet when he was younger. And he's, he thinks he fucking forgot all of that shit, but I didn't. And I was like, oh, yeah. And he goes, do you remember that time when dad was on top of you fucking punching you?

And dude, it came to me. I totally repressed it, but I relived it. I remember why. And my brother jumped on him and socked him in the side of the head. And it took my dad's attention. Wayne, what are you doing? Got mad. Like, don't you touch him? And my brother always was like, why didn't you beat him up? Because you knew how to from way younger. And I was like, I just couldn't. Not until it was like 18 when we finally went to blows and it

didn't go very well for him. Then after that, it was like when we're done and no more arguments, but it it was this perception that I had to have that my father is right because he's an adult and because I'm only getting this because I deserved it because I didn't listen or I did something like when I was a kid throwing rocks across street. Yeah, it was dumb thing to do, but we're kids. Like I was literally 7 and we're throwing rocks across the street

to each other's yard. It's not a busy Rd. over by Timpanogos Elementary. You know that road that goes alongside it and if you go down it you can go to the park? No idea. We go around, you would know where it's at. But anyways, I throw this rock because we're trying to get the biggest rock onto each other's lawn. This kid named Koramelot Malachi, and he threw one, I threw one. I got a bigger one to try to throw it over. It doesn't even make it halfway across the road.

Skips on the ground. Just as this old VW bugs going by and it pops up, hits his muffler, muffler comes to tach, slides on the ground and Corey runs into his house. And I ran to the backyard and hit between the shed and this chain link fence and I was like sandwich stand. I'm like, nobody hear me. Then I start hearing my dad yell my three, my my full name. And then he starts yelling and swearing in Spanish. And I'm like, oh shit, I'm about I'm about moving. I'm about moving.

Then all the sudden what? Grabbed me by my hair, pulled me out, brought me to the man. He says, did you do this? And the guy's holding his muffler and the guy's and I, and I said yes. And he just, my dad threw me to the ground. And the guy's just like, you know what, let it go. I'll tell you I can fix this. But whatever's coming to you, I wouldn't want to be you. And that was what was said. And I got my ass beeped, but it wasn't that. I learned a lesson of don't

throw rocks across the road. What I learned is get out of there as fast as you can. Don't get caught and don't tell your parents. So I was taught at a young age not to tell them anything. Yeah, because you didn't. I, I talked with his to my dad yesterday and I was like, it's, you know, a lot of people or kids don't come and talk to their parents because they don't feel safe because their parents are not a safe spot. We think we are, but it's the

reactions, the things they say. Oh, well, we reacted and got pissed off. Well, we grounded them for that. Well, they were just trying to be honest and go, this is the experience I'm experiencing as a child. This is what happened. You're supposed to be my safe spot. Well, when you're safe spot that loves you and the love they give is violence and abuse. And that well what is love to you? Violence and abuse. Yeah.

And it's not falling in line. Well, I'm gonna get hit 'cause that's what love is. And it's. That doesn't teach or pass down. And I was talking right down. I'm like, it just creates generational trauma and then you have a trauma that's passed down and if you're not addressing it, then you're passing it down. Yeah, but it's almost unavoidable. You're gonna get this is no

one's gonna get out unscathed. But I was like, most people probably have that, but how many people don't actually try and work on that or even know that they have that as well? Well, and it's hard to I mean, especially, you know, the one term I really can't stand now more never is narcissism because a lot of people say, well, they're just being narcissist or you mean selfish right now. If they were narcissist they would have a wake of destruction behind.

Every human has a narcissistic trait or traits of some sort or like tendencies. Maybe that it's like that was a little narcissistic, but it's not. They as a person are a narcissist. Yeah, but it's all it's, it's even then, though, now that that term's been thrown around, I'd rather just call it the simple fashion. You're being a selfish fuck. Can you stop? But it, it's, it, it just people have learned to put it off like debt or anything else.

I'll just throw it away. And it doesn't come out until much later. And that's, I think there's a lot of suicide because of no one teaching others that you can talk about these things. I think we're seeing a lot of marriage break up because you're not supposed to work on it. It's either works or it doesn't. And.

I think marriage is a weird thing because so many people go into it with either like this is the person I want you to become or I never want you to change and both of those never happen. Someone changes. You know one way or the other. Someone changes or both of you. Well, you grow. You mean you don't stop growing just because you become an

adult? Yeah, so it's like, so there's it's been months, but Emily Wood had sent me Tik Toks forever ago and there's this couple on there and I really liked what they did because they're like, you know, we're in a relationship and we've been here for years and we love each other. We're married, we're whatever. But we don't just expect that

things will change either. We just are here together, said we actually sit down together every three months, six months, whatever it is. And they go over their relationship goals. They have things that they actually expect or want to look for in a relationship, if it's fitting it, if there's things that changed and they just check in and go, hey, where are you as a partner? What what things are you looking like? Is there things that changed? And I'm like re evaluating, are

we good in our relationship? Are we needing to work on something like do we feel like we want to be together? And it's like we don't have to stick together because they understand people can change and things like that. Instead of holding this accountability over their relationship, they're holding this like, hey, we're just checking in, readapting, going. Is this still good? Are you good? I'm good like and checking in and going, but I don't think a lot of relationships do that.

It goes through this thing and then something happens at some point resentment builds and then things change and then it builds a wedge and then things break, but they're not usually in a healthy good break. It's like animosity and pain and hurt and, and anger and all this stuff and like, and like vengeance and like malicious stuff comes in at that point versus like, hey, I noticed, I love who you are. I love that you're changing and growing, but I'm changing and

growing this way. And I noticed that we might be coming slightly different people, you know, and, and sometimes maybe that that's not every relationship, but. No, not at all. But that. You know, maybe there's a healthy way to to navigate that versus, you know, we get in a relationship and it's like, well, we're just here now because we are.

So we're just going to be here forever without ever looking at a relationship and going, hey, is there something more you need or something different or like, is there, you know, we've just been doing the same routines and habits because we've been in this for 10 years, five years, three years, you know, six months, whatever it is that you're not actually checking in with all these normal things that maybe we we would, could, should do to, and that might help navigate better

relationships or marriages or, you know, and less divorce or healthier divorces. Well, and it's something to be said about it because a lot of the issues too that I see currently, not necessarily it's always been, but the hookup culture has gotten even crazier now where you got apps and and now they've monetized sex to the highest degree beyond porn. Now where porn was just a select few of people who fucked around in LA and maybe a couple other places.

Now it's like your bedroom and you get a dildo and a bunch of Lube and ching, ching, ching, ching, ching, ching, Ching. And you're just like, OK, I do things because you pay me money, Like, and they try to justify going, well, it's safer and like, yeah, but you don't realize what you're doing to yourself. It's, you know, I, I haven't, I don't shame anybody if, if they sleep around a lot. But if you sleep around purely for the fact, like did you hear

about this woman in Australia? Probably not. Where her goal was to sleep with 118 year olds in a short period of time. Honestly, I think and I. Think she did a gangbang or something like that. Gross. I think in any aspect I'm not a fan of the gangbang, but that's just my personal perspective. Don't, don't yuck. Someone jumps but for me that's

not my Yup but. That's the thing, like you, you're seeing that and then they're pissed off because they're like well I'm not getting my 6 to $200,000 a year driving a really cool car and pays for all my shit guy, which counts for 0.0002% of the population. So it's very unlikely. I think it's just because everyone now has this platform where we can. We've had this platform for a while. No, no, no, I mean TikTok, Instagram, everything is a video

now that it's like so visible. So this like, oh, this is this that we're all so vocal in public with all of our, our bitching, our moaning or this and that, that that those types of people can go, Oh, I'm not happy that this isn't what I'm getting. That's fine, because you want this and maybe that doesn't want you and that's okay. You can sit and bitch and moan and complain all you want, but at the end of the day that doesn't actually attract those

types of people to you. All it does is show people who you are and then they go, what about that is attractive? Why would I want to to be with you? Yeah, exactly. You know, but that's the same with anything. It's like you get these people and they're like, oh girls this girls this dude, you're coming off as an arrogant asshole. Fuck. Of course a girl's not going to want to be with you. It's the same as the women doing the other. There's both sides and people look at it and go, you're a

garbage human. I don't think it matters. No one wants to be with you. No. And it's, it's really difficult. I mean, just from the outside looking in, like, has my marriage been perfect? No marriage has ever been perfect. But The thing is, is that we've had disagreements and I don't look at perfection because I'm completely content. I have no desire to go with anybody else because not because I'm bored. Or we have, do we have a lot of

hardships? We've had a lot of hardships and it's still never broke us. But for us, we broke the cycle because we saw her dysfunctional parents, my dysfunctional parents saying, I really don't want to repeat that. That's why I waited so long to get married and because I'd met a lot of women that I wanted to marry. And, and it's not like, you know, I want to give it up to the government institution over there.

It's a sign that I want to be with them because a lot of times when I see people who've been together for a while and they're like, yeah, we're going to be together. And then they just separate and they've been together for like 10-15 years. That's like a marriage. It's exactly a marriage. And they're like, well, and then the law is like, yeah, you got to split everything other than, you know, And then they have kids together.

And then all of a sudden they act all confused like whoa, who gets them? But at that point, you should know because if you live in any state, like, I don't know the amount of people, I'm sure they exist, but I don't know how many people truly have never heard of common law marriage in any state. Oh yeah. So at that point, you know, it doesn't matter. At some point if I live with this person, there is a date, an expiration date of hey now you are legally married according.

To that, yeah, I know, right? If you don't pick up a book, stop looking at YouTube. Maybe figure something that's out aside from video game, movie, TV show something. Like, well, you know, and there's nothing to be something, nothing bad about that. But at the same. Time never learning I would think I. Didn't say that. I didn't say that. You took it out of context. I'm saying like it's not bad to be able to go and look at entertainment and all these things. But I said to never.

Comes into the obsessive compulsive and dude, the lockdown had a ton to do with that. Oh yeah, I mean, that's all you did COVID. Fucked everyone. Yeah, it totally did. Like psychologically it really messed with a lot of people. But going back to what I was, I was going to originally say was, is that when you have both sides that are 1 extreme or the another, right? You got insoles, right where they're just like, yeah, I'm just going to admit I'm this

person, right? And they're buying plastic fuck dolls and they are the biggest subscribers to only fans. And then you got a bunch of women who are doing almost the exact same thing going well, we're swearing off men. We're not doing any of that. I don't need men to be alive. And it's just like, Oh my gosh, you guys are ridiculous. And then you get some like argument go do you know that the infrastructure is made out of men? So what what they're saying is, is psych socially, socially, I

don't need men to survive. Yeah. So I but why is there this big divide? It's haves and haves. Everywhere. It's always so bad. It's the divide. We talk about it all the time. It's in everything. It's the US and the them. You know, it's in genders, it's in religions, it's in races, it's in, you know, economical classes. It's in like all of these things, even schools. Like it's, it's in everywhere. It's like, oh, you're not this. We're this.

And it's like tribalism. Well, it's, it's, it's a polar, it's polar differences. You, you, one cannot exist without the other. It, it feels like that, like the entire planet can't be at peace, but it can also be at war. Why? Do you think we're so always, maybe not every person, but like as a whole more humans? Why do you think we're more drawn to finding the differences

than the similarities? Because it's unique, because it's if everything looks the same, then you don't think of it. But when it's unique, at first it's exciting. As a child, everything's exciting. Yeah, but as we get older though, like we still. Have the same thought. When we're with people and that a lot of like all this, us and them is not finding the similarities, it's the

differences. Like, no, it's finding the differences, but it's in a different way because you learn that from older people who say don't do this. They preemptively trigger you to be able to understand that their view is the view that you need to see. Yeah, not necessarily the right way, but their view is the best view that you can get. Wouldn't that be the same?

For an example, I was just listening to a book, behavioral science book, but one of them was it was talking about if you introduce somebody saying, oh, I want you to be Brandon, by the way, Brandon's a little handsy and he farts a lot, just letting you know. So the whole time that person's going to be there. And if there's a woman, they'd be getting away from you the whole time and then wondering when you're going to drop a fart, right? I mean, that's like a really dumb thing.

But if I said, hey, he's a real sleazeball and he fucks everything with a heartbeat. Harpy optional. Hey, Brandon, meet Cindy. And she's like, cool, this guy is a pig. All he wants to do is fuck me. And she's just angry. And that's an assumptive role that we all play. When I used to go to the bars with friends, all the girls were just guards up. Guys were like, I want to fuck you. Girls are like, you're not fucking me at all. And you're just like, what are we doing here?

Yeah, why Why did we even show up? Like we're trying to meet each other, yet there's walls up. And it's because we we preframe everything. We preframe it instead of looking at it in an open way going, well, they look like a nice person. It's because there's always an intention behind it. It's never just I'm curious who this person is. I want to get to know this person. It's like, yeah, I want to stick my Dick in that. Oh, I, I want. I want.

This out of their, this, their skin colors, this oh, they came out of that church. They're going to be like this. I want this out of it for me, but I want to make a connection because they might be an interesting person and I might learn something new today that I didn't know. I I, well, and that's interesting. I mean, for me, I'm just like, I know somebody else and that that's great because I love making connections with people because it's, it's great. It's good.

I mean, it feels good to be go somewhere and somebody just knows you right away and they they want to talk to you because they find you interesting. Like that's it. That's cool for me. And that's the way I look at life now. I don't look for differences. I've been colorblind for many years.

I don't care. And, and the funniest thing is the people who get really upset with me about that are the people who are upset that people aren't respectful about their religion, their color, the people the. Ones who get frustrated and that's not the word. The people who get offended because most people who get offended is like, oh, you said did whatever. I'm going to choose to let that. I'm going to get it. Like I'm going to choose my emotion to be changed because of

whatever your action. Was yeah, there's something to be said about the the art of forgiveness, because it really is an art. Because you can say you forgive them, but you got to let it go. And if you let it go. Harder said then done. It can be. It really can be, but you know, in extremes it's really. Hard in minors, true forgiveness, like all the easy stuff. It's easy because it's like, fuck it. It's like, no, it just rolls off your back and you're like, that's totally fine.

It's not the end of the world. I hold no animosity towards any person, even if they've wronged me because like I've, I've had business partners screw me and unintentionally, but still did it. And I and I would never be like, oh, you know, I will never talk to them again. Like I've done that kind of petty shit when I was younger, like my friend who he was just a magnet for cops. And I got my two possession, my two only possession and consumption charges because I was with that fuck head.

Wow. And I didn't even drink anything. But because I was near him. That's crazy. I got a possession and a consumption charge and I was like, great, this is fucking great. Yeah. And I was like, I'm not talking to a motherfucker for and I, I didn't talk to him for years. Yeah. And that was stupid of me because it was just an incident. Well, sometimes, I mean, there was a friend that I cut out for a couple years and that was because he didn't respect me.

He didn't listen. He actually walked all over me. And that was something that I was like, you know, I'm sorry, I've tried to talk to you and you can't do this. And I'm done. And sometimes I think that it is OK and healthy to set those boundaries or walk away, whether it's from a friend, a partner, a parent, a sibling, whoever the fuck it is. Yeah. Because honestly, yeah, there's a difference between being a selfish fuck and prioritizing yourself going.

This isn't healthy for me. Yeah, and it's a good thing I found that book, because now Brandon talks to me again. Yeah, exactly. No, I, I, I, I agree with you, man. And it's a societal thing that I think about right now where, you know, my role as a person to be a good member of society is to just be generally good to people across the board, no matter who they are. And if you start doing that and you can trigger that in other people and then everybody else starts following.

I'm not saying I'm going to start this happy trend of everybody's like, you know, paying it forward or anything like that. But it's just what does it cost to be nice? That's even the stupid small stuff. Like I have neighbors across the street who are, I'd say it's like a disabled home of sorts. Like they're I don't know the correct term or something. Yeah, no, it's yeah, yeah, I know. It's like a halfway. They call them halfway homes.

But they're, there's a bunch of adults who live in there and they're they. Special needs and stuff like that, but. They, they're ones that like Emily at the first was like, Oh my goodness, they seem so weird. So like, and she was all weirded out and that, and then I've just started saying hi to him, waving to him. And so now every morning after I drop off, Addie and I hop out of my car and they're sitting out on the sidewalk smoking cigarettes, I say hi. They always wave back and say hi

every time they come out. Like they wave and say hi. And I'm like, it's just these simple stupid things like how many people don't even say hi to their neighbors. You know, I'm blessed because I I worked at the state hospital for as long as I did. I don't see crazy people. I see someone who's suffering from schizophrenia or someone who's manic depressant. Or I was like, it's just another human who, yeah, functions different than I do.

Yeah, nobody treats me. I mean, you know, the way that we treat people when they have a cold. That's understandable because you're going to get. You can get sick too. But if somebody's talking to themselves, you're not going to get it. Yeah, it's not contagious. You're not going to go. Oh shit. Like I told you about my friend, you're. Like a homeless person.

You're not going to get homeless by talking to a homeless person, no. And it, it sucks because, you know, a homeless person makes you feel it, It's reflective. That's why we don't want to look at them, because we, we don't ever want to see ourselves that way. And so we, we avoid them because of that. And it's not that we don't want to help them, it's just what can you do to help them? Like truly if we could do to help them would be like just have this random business that

just provides jobs. And they get jobs and a place to stay as they get their back on their feet till they can go out and get another job or. How many, how many rich fucks out there could take a giant a tiny chunk of their company and create those things around to? Because what does that do? You're building new consumers. If you build new consumers, they're going to buy your new shit because they make enough

money to buy your useless shit. So why not invest into the no, I'm going to build a massive fucking yacht that when I get it taken out of the place that was built, they're going to have to remove a bridge. Yeah, just to move it. To get it out and I can't even dock at regular places and I have a mini yacht that follows. Just to get there or for your whole crew. It's, it's ridiculous. It's, it's this notion that I need all of this and there's

more than enough to go around. And I mean, I want to get on my, you know, hippie sandbox about that, but I mean hippie milk. Yeah, you're good. Yeah, Crepe. Milk crepe. Yeah, I'm. Going to get off my crepe, but it's, it's just looking at it like, what's the simple things? What does it cost for me to be nice? Yeah, nothing.

And and if if I do that, like, you know, simple things like gestures and mannerisms, like stuff I teach, that's what I love about that, where I'm talking to those kids like I told you, and they are just like, how do I do that? And to me, I used to think that's stupid, but I'm just like, no, you don't understand. I totally. And it's a new language for them, which comes so easily to a

lot of other people. Or at least I think that like Gen. Xers, millennials, they're they're pretty decent because they they've already lived a bunch of shit and now they're just like, yeah, I mean, I'm stereotypical 45 year old, 46 year old guy. Now I'm terrible. It's typical 46 now. I have no idea what other 37 year olds are like.

Yeah, I'm just like them. But I, I'm saying like, you know, things I get into, things I talk about, things I complain about and I used to complain about and I the only thing is I look at politics, I'm like, oh, that's interesting. I wonder where they, they found that or oh, OK, why are they trying to pass that bill? I. Have no idea. Oh. OK and I Start learning about it, but when I was younger I could care less. I could careless. But anyways, hey guys, it's been a fun conversation.

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