Bcomingundone

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was a desperate housewife without sex for almost 9 years until a 20 something cub through gaming woke me up! Now rediscovering sex through BDSM. bcomingundone.weebly.com current story https://bcomingundone.weebly.com/stories

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Episodes

Day 2 paramotor paragliding training

Focus on landing not on things I don't want. I'm exhausted kiting is tomorrow goodnight

Aug 23, 2021•20 min

Day1 exhausted

Day 1 paramotor paragliding.

Aug 22, 2021•15 min

Night Before

Paramotor paragliding training is here. I'm so scared and excited.

Aug 21, 2021•11 min

Deep thought tries to beatbox

Deep meditation regurgitation, a thought I had after meditating this morning, then lighten the fuck up with 24 seconds of me trying to beatbox...yo. oy! a bit of ASMR style, a quickie! Thanks for being here~

Jul 22, 2021•2 min

Hold Space for me, needing a man

I am not without hope as much as I want to be free from attachments. My dynamic is hurting, I am ready to shut the door completely on all men unable to heal self. I am hoping. I want to feel my feeling in front of a man, without judgement; maybe I can heal and return. Lots of crying of course, I don't want a cuddle, just for a man to hold space for me without being dismissive of me and my feelings. Vulnerable. Thank you for being here. I may delete this episode. Episode 25?...

Jul 10, 2021•21 min•Ep. 25

Poetry reading and intro to possible paid play session retelling

Poetry reading "Heal Self- no one's cumming, no help." Small introduction to possible paid content, "Anatomy of a bad play session". My heart is currently hurting...asmr like reading of my poem.

Jul 10, 2021•4 min

Draw my shadow out and fuck us....Send Conscious Cock!

As I am becoming more self aware I am seeing my short 'cummings' and noticing my pool of people growing smaller. Please send conscious cock and help heal me! Slight asmr style. Song background, Peeping Tom's "Five Seconds" musical reawakening brought on by a healer, I still enjoy you.

Jun 30, 2021•5 min•Ep. 24

Poetry reading: I'll Only Hurt You If You Let Me

Lie. Say I like it like that. Crushed; in my way again. Found in my drafts...in a mood so I'm feeling this. Thank you for being here.

Jun 29, 2021•3 min

I lied. No cock in slit for you then.

Fabulous play in the woods. Hours of cock worship. He asked me a question and I lied.

Jun 28, 2021•20 min•Ep. 23

Abandon hope to lose attachment. Cock Worship after thoughts.

My past self is hurting with attachment. Included an audio of cock worship after thoughts may include more. After intro may need to adjust volume level up for the remainder 6+ minutes. I feel in order to understand sharing a partner, I need to be okay with the sharing of me. Until the flip work on losing attachment

Jun 23, 2021•15 min•Ep. 23

The Lover's Touch

Let me lie naked draped across you while reading poetry...Poetry reading, The Lover's Touch by Diana Daffner

Jun 08, 2021•4 min

Episode 21 Pussy, no sex in almost 10 years

Covid had me erase a year? I haven't had sex in almost 10 years, I keep saying 9, even subconsciously 10 is too long! No sex in almost 10 years, yes I cry, kind of. My play partner not fucking me, likely won't fuck me, has given me space to figure out it's maybe me that doesn't want actual sex and I figure out why. But yes I want to eventually fuck. ASMR voice

Jun 05, 2021•20 min•Ep. 21

Episode 20 Discard Detach Permission-DDP aka double digit penetration?

Anxious attachment has me in my head often with abandonment fears. I haven't heard from my play person in days and today I came to sit with a difficult realization. Hopeful for more experiences, in the meantime I am safe and I can gift myself an orgasm or three :) ASMR talking, some crying, laughter and enlightenment gifts excitement! Let's be naked.

May 29, 2021•19 min•Ep. 20

Episode 19 Orgasm Toy Make Art Not Friends

Poem reading "Joy" from last year when my play partner and I exchanged porn then He surprised me with His voice, and I could cum...I love phone sex. My disconnect with remote play, I reconnected, with a Lovesense orgy event! Because my good girl conditioning said "you wouldn't" and so I had to. I participated in 'art' rather than 'connect' with any one person that made me cum. Sound & Fury...Sturgill Simpson "Make Art Not Friends" reading of lyrics. Asmr.

May 23, 2021•21 min•Ep. 19

Episode 18 Contentment

I'm not in a happy excited state so my brain was trying to put me in a depressive state. Tics "hugs and drugs" is new. I'm in a state without need or want and I can breathe. Likely zero talk about my growing desire of wanting hugs and fucks though!

May 19, 2021•20 min•Ep. 18

Episode 17 Orgasms issues discovered leap of faith butthole monkeys

I revisit the chapel where it all began, looking for my future ghost to tell me I'm heading the correct way. I thought I was having troubles with my orgasms again, turns out I just need a connection with the giver; leap of faith. That girth on that tree, I'm gonna hug the fuck outa that tree! ASMR style speaking Silliness with "Redbone" my favorite line, "...my peanut butter chocolate cake with kool-aid, I'm tryin not to waste my time..."

May 04, 2021•37 min•Ep. 17

Pink Moon- shadow work

Ready for nonsexual touch, childhood trauma healing

Apr 27, 2021•19 min•Ep. 16

Episode 15

I'm having a want to get my cuddles and fucks but my avoidant wants to run. I feel dumb how hard this is for me, 'hard'. Hard- wanting to cuddle cock! 2 poems read

Apr 14, 2021•23 min•Ep. 15

Dark Night Of The Soul

I have no psychological reference to going beyond what I have done up to this point. I keep repeating people to heal myself, now is the time but I'm afraid after 'death' what will be of 'me'? My sexual self that I have reawakened to bring me to this point will she no longer 'be'? No words to describe this lonely feeling. What happens after undone.

Apr 04, 2021•24 min•Ep. 14

Episode 13 Paramotor glider, Rilke, poetry reading

Paramotor gliding dream, Rilke poetry reading, lets read poetry aloud to each other while naked. My poems "Submissive" and "Master".

Mar 20, 2021•16 min•Ep. 13

#12 Uncomfortable thoughts of sharing self, ASMR breathy style reading of Out of Body

I realized I reacted to feelings of abandonment, discomfort and bad dreams of sharing myself in order to understand sharing is possible. I eventually want to feel joy for my play partner. Unintentional ASMR style reading of Out of Body . Subspace, something so easily attainable with my current Dom. Attachment insecurities- avoidant or anxious I am finding is inconsequential; attachment disorder sucks. Healthy autonomy and secure healthy bonding/connections with others-I am currently working on r...

Mar 12, 2021•16 min•Ep. 12

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