Episode 69: Ft Mr. Marcus

ring that the friend gave me. Okay, that's nice. See we were in here before you came. I was like, you know, he's married, so dad, but you're not married anymore. So what what happened? I don't know. I mean, I don't know. It's just it's just I wasn't a very good husband. I was almost going to text her that this morning because I was feeling I was I went at the wedding. I just went to a wedding this weekend, and I felt a sense of guilt, a sense of failure. So I was like, yo, I just want to say

I'm sorry, But I never sent that text. Why do you feel like you weren't a good husband though? Because I was still making I was making movies, you know what I mean. And I was kind of split. I was split between coming home to her but then split by women like being split. But I don't know was it just isn't that work for you? Because you knew what she knew? You say that work, but it ain't. It's such it's such a physical actings and emotional one, you know what I mean, And it's it has it

has a cost. Right. People always say that men really separate emotions from sex though, and you so, but you still look at it as being emotional. Yeah, I know there's an emotion. I mean it's better when there's an emotion, right, Yes, So you feel an emotional connection like when you have sex with people on camera? I can it doesn't have a lot, but when it did, when it did, I feel like, was that why you were a bad husband?

Because you had emotional connections after work with people? Or because if you were going to work and she that's herd of work, then with your line of work. I think she did. And she said something later that she thought she would open mind. Well, yeah, and maybe I think so. I think after the marriage, because we got married within two thousand five, but we were together since nine. That's a long relationship. Yeah, and what year did you start? And I started in She was there from the beginning.

She was shooting with you in the gym. She literally shooting rights her line of work like a serious one and then ya more of eclectic. Yeah, Mines was totally off the off the radar, and hers was like right on the radar. But the thing is that you're also

like a very successful person. You know, like everybody knows Mr Marcus, like from all it don't matter because there's a lot of people out there who have dibbled and dabbled in the porn industry but haven't really been that successful that it's only a handful of actually a black man were consistently successful. Who have I attribute that to

my timing. I think, say my dick, the emotional connection with But what do you mean about your timing when you came into the industry, that timing, Yeah, I mean there was no Internet. There was maybe a handful of black dudes in business, you know. I had the Hunter love Heather, love Heather. I think that's the problem of his marriage. He ended up loving work in like too much. It wasn't just physical, It wasn't like an action. It was just like conversation. After she was like, what's the line?

It wasn't and it blurred, it blurred. I enjoyed porn as the business, as the art, as the as the act, you know what I mean? Like I really I always saw like like way beyond what people got, you know what I mean? And so very few people got that. When I would talk to them, if they if they were porn fans and still able to function in society, then they understood. They understood that sex was like like something that they they had to have. It was like a hunger. It was like, I need to do this.

Some people are addicted to porn, right, and it's hard to They always say, this is how you know you're addicted to porn If you're missing meetings, you're not making it to work because you're at home watching porn, watching porn. What is it? Like? What's the definition? How do you know if you're addicted to porn? I mean I don't. I think there's because I see him all the time

at the conventions. If you want to convention, want you probably have some, right, right, But I mean, how do you know, like, because you know there's some people that love porn, But then what's the line that crosses between I really like pooring a lot and I'm addicted. I'm

you know, I haven't. I watched it from time to time, but I think when I was younger, and that maybe that helped to because when I was younger, I got my I got porn through magazines, right, didn't have videos and hand on internet, so that wasn't as as accessible as the Internet is. So that foundation was kind of like for me, it was in it's room and truly

that it's just pictures. You know, I like pictures more than like video because with pictures I can create my own story, right, so in your imagination, you're like, okay, it's from this picture, I can the voice, sounds things. That's so creative too, because nowadays people need more than a picture. Although you can just watch now, you can go on Instagram, Vine, Snapchat and find all the porn you need, right right, and I don't. It's everywhere now,

it's everywhere. But I came in at a very quiet error. So that's that's that's what made it all right, but we always start um lip service off at the tip of the day. So for today's tip, for people that want to maybe dibble and dabble and make their first home video, what tips would you give somebody about calm down notes in school video by making your first video at home and somebody you really care about and say, you know, I want to make this video with my

boots so we can have it. What are some things you can advise them on? Um Lighting? I just thought of lighting because I remember my first shoots that I ever did my own. I just didn't have enough light. Right, it's two blurs and turn the lights on. Maybe making flicks. Thank for you? Yeah, a little, it's some light, some light, a little like you don't necessarily have to a friend of mince, he sent me to snap that video. He'll sucking some girl on the cameras moving as he's moving.

Put the camera on a tripod, right, get a tripod simply stable, Yeah, put it put in a position where you know, and maybe have her open up. And that's one thing porn guys are always talking about when we're shooting. Open up, open up, you know, so that you can see what's happening. There. I mean, I think there's two different types of porners. It's really hardcore. You got to see everything cameras right there, and then there's then there's just action. Yeah, I think just the idea of people

having sex is enough. I want to see the nice sensual. Well, he's just seeing somebody put a girl up against the wall and lift her dress up, and he pulled his pants down and he goes in. But you never see anything, and he's moving, she's reacting, right, you know, and that starts to work and you don't have to ever see that hardcore. But I think so some people it's not. He's not doing it for really, let me see that. You need to see that. I look forward, all right.

So your tips are lighting, lighting, um, camera position, put the camera, trypod somewhere stead quoteus steady, and you know, and and know that we all look kind of different having sex. You know, we think we look all pretty and cute. Uglier you look the better the show, alright, So lighting, keep the camera steady, and just know that you're gonna look different. And those are your tips for if you want to make a porn at home. Have you ladies ever video? Al right? I know you have

the ladies video taped yourself? Have you? No? Never? Well, I'm lying online? How crazy? So my first mac Book that I got, oh my god, mac Book those are kind of expensive. So I bring it to work, right, and it's crazy, a lot of drinks whatever, it's like radio stuff. Somebody spills a whole drink on the thing, so it kind of turned on, but I turned it off and I just recorded a thing in the eye movie thing. So then my friends like, oh, I kind

of quoted a thing and what's it like? You know, like in the bathroom, take a shower, the computers there because I'm listening to music, so whatever, we just press record. So that's like the first that's like the only recording that I'm like, let's record ourselves boom. And then the next day my computer and someone's gonna take it because I'm like, no, come out. They're like, I can save your hard drive, let me take it home. I was like, no, don't save it. And that's why I'm so scared of

like the aftermath, where is it going to go? Right now, we're good, but when we're not good? Girl, or imagine like one day I land a big roll or do something great, and there's this movie that's going to come out. Imagine Angela somebody from here past brings like I never have found myself doing anything, no ever that I know of. Do you know of anybody secretly secret? I have no idea I've been secretly filmed? You have? And I saw it afterwards. That was it I want to talk about

this year. They were freaking making faces because I didn't know, so there was like a mirror where the thing was. So after I watched it, thank god I delete I could delete it and I got it back. I don't know if there's copies they were making like like and I didn't know clearly I'm a doggy style. Yeah, so you don't know how to make hair your hair. I'm watching it and it's so he showed it to you.

Yeah afterwards, that's such a violation, such a violation. I was so mad, and I'm like, I didn't where the funk was the camera inside of some teddy beer things. I would never be able to have sex with somebody again if they did that, So I'm not never again, like whatever, and thank god I got the thing back. There's no recording. What do you definitely have? Are you ever worried it again, you don't think she she's directed it.

I like to hold the camera sometimes, like the phone like this, so we can get that angle, because what are you doing when you do that? Though, well, I'm probably on my back and then I'm like this because I like to see the actual and so I try to get that angle. But do you want it yourself like when you're a half yeah? Um, this one time, like we wouldcord ourself a lot, and it's usually in

his phone. So this one time I was like looking at it in his phone and then he was like came and saw that I was in his phone and he was like, why were you in my phone? And I was like I was looking at the video and he didn't believe me. He's like, no, you wasn't you was looking for us. I was like I really was looking at our videos and then he was just like whatever. But we actually haven't pulled the phone out in a while. Maybe that's something we need to do. So would you

care if it got out? He's a stripper for fucking ten years right now, funding your body Like yeah, but it's different like people seeing you haven't sex than seeing or a sucking dick. You know, it's different, and I would care if, like my parents saw it not on camera. That is too though, because on camera you are concerned about what do I look like? Because usually when you're having sex, you're not look at your best. I think I would never suck dick on camera. What you're you're

scared of where it's gonna go. It's gonna have somebody logged into your eye cloud on your phone all those videos because it sounds like you have a video you think. You don't think you said extraly good on camera just because the cameras all the times that we've done it, I don't think I've ever like put on for the camera. Like I think I was still my normal, didn't change anything, right, Like it's still all natural even though the cameras was rolling.

But Mr Markets when the cameras, that's true, I think she is. You don't put on for the camera, do you? Mr? Markets? Put on? There's times? Yeah, I like a little bit of an audience kind of gives me that filling up performed, Yeah, that little watch this. What was your most popular point? Was it? Super head? I mean, that's that's one that sticks around because she was like what was her name is?

How do you? Motherfucker? I never understood why people love that, You know why they liked it because it looked like you couldn't handle it. Yep, that's were you putting on. Could you really not handle it? She caught me off guard. She came with her with the right hook. I was expecting them. And then it was a part two. Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah she can't because we part two that was he with the Marcus revenge, right, I said again, yeah the world? Yeah, like well, you know what's so bad too, is that

we first did the first part. Had a really nice house, big backyard. Me and I rented this thing. It would just meet her and the camera guy and I was like girls outside. Yeah yeah, I was like, all right, this is to be the ship was and then she just started wracking it with the hand. My favorite party to watch it when she spit on it and then the spit start dripping down and then she wasn't even caught the spition. You had that part too, Like that,

I was like the whole thing. I was just like that, she wasn't that good and it was all hype and it wasn't all It was cracked up to it was it was, it was. It was crazy because when it came time to edit, you know, we didn't I didn't have to use that, you know what I mean, because we had the second part and that was you know, it wasn't as a great location and it wasn't like all that it was. It was just what I needed. But I thought this was the truth, this is what

really happened. So let's just including in the mix. You know. To me, the crazy part is because all right, so you mentioned it was you, her and the camera guy. In the history of production, right, everyone's human camera guy holding the camera and on like have you ever seen somebody? Has anyone dreamed or you go this Nike is hard camera the camera guy has a camera guy ever jerked off while watching while filming? Well, I thought of two things. One,

I've seen that I've seen the guy. But then I also but I also saw the camera guy wait till we were done to get her phone number and start dating there. He really liked her, she was all that she was. Back to the hand movement. I saw that he stow to him and play with pepper grinder. And that's that's what I told everybody. The same thing I said, if anything, if anything, your girl gets better ahead because of that. I think I did. I just said the video I s where I used to. I need to

watch it. Me and my friend Tory, we used to watch that ship. Rewind and watch it over out there. If you've never seen this video, and I swear I could call her right now and she's be like, yeah, girl, we used to watch that ship every day now. Some people have questions on Instagram. They want to know, what do you think about male pubic hair, trimmet or none of it at all? I guess you know, it makes sure is look a little better, bigger, bigger, bigger and better,

right and prettier. I guess right. You know it's all clean and clean. So for women to you would say, I like a little hair with women, I do like a strip or like a bush. Not like a strip. I like something like a Landen ship because it not looks like a newborn. That's what I always say. I never could understand the whole bald. I go bald these days. I don't know. I feel like we're supposed to have a little something. Yeah, I like it all. I mean, I'm not even about the hair anymore. I'm really about

the just the vagina period. I like just a pretty vagina. I just I just really like a nice, clean vagina. I like it with their legs up in the air and clothes or bent over and asked you, I just love It's like, wink out at you. I think it's unfair how penis is so beautiful vaginas like not as beautiful. Beautiful. Yeah, I think vaginas are beautiful and penises are sucking ugly. There are some ugly penises. There's some nice ones, but there's some ugly one. But there's some ugly ones. Nothing,

there's uglies. You said, penises are awesome, Vaginas are like, I'm wonderful and the greatest thing ever. We had a debate about this at work, and I want you to clear this up. Okay, threesomes two women and a man is a threesome, alright, Two men and a woman a threesome. Everything three trying to tell me that's a train, and I said, if there's three people, listen, threesome. No say it again. Helps two women and a guy train two

men and a woman three somewhere now. They just don't want to come with a so they're calling it a train right because they wanted to make you feel bad as the reason is three people, all the threesomes are trained. Your train got to dudes on it. That's it. Now here's some Mr marcuts. These guys need some help. Okay, what are some tips to stay hard? I want to

hear this, um, I mean focus. Then my mind wandered when I when I start to wander during sex, I have to like really back in because that's going to affect my body. But I would say, you know, just try to get comfortable. So I thought about today too. When you when you're fucking and you have this urge to come, it's a it's a it's a coin toss. Do you ejaculate and continue having sex? If you can,

then that's good you You you're extended. But if you have to release something, try not to release it all. I do that when wait, try not to release it all I do. How can you do that superpower and not just like a little bit of it out but not like the whole thing, that's not trying to pee and stopping halfway. I feel like you pee the whole thing out. I feel like, once it starts, how do you stop? That's that's set of the discipline about balls. You don't get blue balls from that. I've I haven't

had blue balls in a long time. I would think that if you stop, that would give you blue balls. How do you keep it hard? You just for me because you can positions change, positions don't Sometimes if you if you're if you're doing something and you're like, let's take a break, it's okay to stop. You know, we're all afraid that she's gonna kiss her, play with her breast,

do something different. Yeah. Always, when I'm having sex with a guy and then right in the middle he wants to go down on me, I feel like it's because he's about to come. Yeah. The women, the women have to take that account to The one thing I hate. I hate is when a woman when you're trying to get you're trying to get going, and the woman's like, which we're you know, he doesn't want to Little Marcus doesn't want to play right. Most men would say you

do not really quick? You know. For me something I don't like it. Like some guys can come and then keep going right and still be hard for me. Once you came, I'm like, oh man, that's it. Never mind even when you're still hard, because I feel like you're just doing it so that I can come, And that's going to calm. I just want because like if a guy is about to come, then I'll come right. But if he already came and then I gotta come, I'm like, yeah, you gotta you gotta get those coming. Yeah, it has

to be this, Yeah, when you come back together. Yeah, like if he already came but he's still hard, he probably can come again. But for me, it's like like that you can't come and roll over on your way. I was going to ask, how can you as a guy, can you make yourself come back to back? I mean, what is there any way you can increase that the odds for that ship. I mean, the more the more roused and the more free someone feels, the more you'd

be surprised that your body can capable. You know what I mean, You gotta you got to get rid of the pressure and and and only apply when necessary. That's that's really what you have to do. You have to clear the space. And then I was talking with my boy. We were saying, yeah, sex is still such a personal thing that people who want to keep some things to themselves, some of the things that work, some things that turn them on a little. You know, they don't want to

share that because that's what helps them have great sex. Now, this is really kind of like your first time not being in a relationship since you've been in the industry. How is that different for you? It's funny because I have more freedom, but I haven't done all the stuff I thought I would do since I've had it, Like, what could you do that you weren't doing before. I'm not Although I look at women, I'm not pursuing them as aggressively. Now that you got all this option, you're

maybe I didn't want it. I'm a little more particular and patience. Like one that that new pair of shoes and then you wearing one time, and then you're like, yeah, I'll be wearing my new shoes all the time when I don't have enough money. I want everything in the store when I could have everything. You're just like the only way I have won't wait to new shoes. They hurt. Okay, if they hurt, then I'm not gonna keep on wearing

it goes. I think have moments like there's there's women that I've met and we just clicked and we click without having sex, or just then we had sex and we were solidified that that chemistry is important for me now, especially at this time. But you have to be really used to being in a relationship because you've been in one for so long. Do you feel like whoever you did, you feel like? Do you feel like you want to be and one again by the way, because you're so

used to it, or are you excited to be? Well, you gotta realize relationship means different things to different people. What does it mean to you to me specifically at this stage in my life being with the amount of women I've been with, um, just a good companion, one that's not trying to cuff, one that's not trying to, you know, prevent me from growing or understanding. She's not trying to You can't go anywhere, you can't leave me,

And it's like, I don't, I haven't. I have friends for forty years, so I don't feel like I'm going anywhere, but I do want to, you know, explore the world. Does she have to have three sims? Whoever you're with, does she have to have I thought she was open to that. Your wife, your wife, well, but no, not my ex with the girl that I was that I'm dating. I thought we're gonna you know, she said that that's how do you know? Um, but what happened? She's not,

She's not. Do you know on average, like how many women you've been with? I always said more than I needed to be, hundreds of thousands, thousands, even joint. Now let's addrest that scandal though, because I put up that you were coming and people were like, oh, he gave people STDs. So explain to us what really happened. Um, I caught in net City I called selfless, which is a simple bacteria. You know what I mean. It's like but I didn't know. It's it's like you take a

shot and you're good. You're you're cured actually twenty four hours after taking that shot. And because of the stigma that's attached to that, because you know al Capone and and the airmen, you know, the Tuskegee Airmen, because back in the day when they didn't have a care for it, it could really well yeah, and you know this this is in the thirties, This is here we were in two thousand twelve, you know what I mean? Like, of course there's a cure for the course of course, of

course I would do the right thing. And I've been in this industry for almost twenty years at the time, and as catching an STD wasn't common, but when it happened, we knew how to get it treated. That's the continue to work, that's what we do, and you know, and and then unfortunately we were I was in an environment where I didn't feel like I can share that with everybody. I feel like I just go take care of it. And that's a hard thing to tell everyone, you know,

a hard thing to right. And you're you know, I'm pretty well known. And there were there were things that year I was trying to do into it, to transition into business, and those things were kind of not really working out the way I wanted to. And it was me trying to, you know, try to get those things right, try to continue working, but handle this. You know, what I thought was stress related. I really thought it was stress related because I did all the symptoms and weren't

really I didn't identify with them. And then I was actually looking online and I was getting these tests through the industry that we have together, right every month, every month, every month, and so that test. That's good. It's almost safer to have sex with a porn star. They get tested every month. Well, I tell everybody, so if you if you want to give me ship, whatever, just go know your status, you know, and there you go and take care of yourself and then take care of the

person you're with. So what ended up happening, Well, I got black listed and I got blasted really just you know, it was a lot of misinformation. It was just kind of like here I am dealing with this and people Internet they can be savage, get way words, and you know, I made it. You know, the industry kind of like just kind of turned it back against me. There was a lot of different things that came with that. You know, we were two thousand and twelve, was we were voting

on condom in our industry. There's a you know, they were there's a there's there were people who really exploited my situation for their for their cars game. Yeah, and you know, and I thought, well, what do you do? And I tried to explain it and tried to tell these guys I would never do that. Out of people said I. No one that I worked with caught it. A couple of people said they did or something. No one, no, no one. I followed those careers of everyone I worked with,

kept in contact with him. I watched them continue to work, but they supported when all this happened, and it was it was tough because, like I said, that political aspect and the fact that our industry is still a young industry. You gotta understand, we didn't start testing for stvs until about two thousand one, and up until that point we were doing HIV, but we weren't doing HIV every month. We were doing HIV testing every three months, so you

had this huge window. But I I counted that. I attributed I attribute that to the fact that the industry was still trying to learn how to test this pop this, this, this, this, this group of talent right and to keep everyone safe. So as we're we're looking at, okay, what should we test for? You know, we think in HIV is the only thing. But the people are getting STD testing on their own, but not as a group. We're not. We're not. It wasn't it wasn't an acquirement, and testing is not

required in our industry. There's no mandate, there's no law. People in the contract too before they film with somebody. I'm sure they want to make sure. I would think that in people's contracts, some some you know, we're not we're not a unified front. It's getting there, but I think there are different producers who work different ways, and every performer works on a different you know agents. When I started there, there was maybe a two, three, maybe

four agencies that ran our industry. Now I think there's like there's got to be twenty plus and I think with that, we they're trying to manage these girls in the industry that's still you know growing. Do you think about condoms important? I think they should be optional. I think you know, when you watch porn and these condoms in it, does it affect you? I like that actually turns me on. If she says, want you put a condom? Okay, now you're watching port. What do you ladies think? Like

can you watch Does it matter? No? I don't think it matters, going not watch poor And if he has on the condom, I'll definitely be like, oh there's the condom. Like mental notice someone caress with condoms. What about herpes in the community, Like can you have herpes and be a porn stard? I mean people have herpies in life, right, yeah, but he's still a communion sex. I think you're were were worried about the outbreaks, you know what I mean?

You know whatever, if you have an outbreak, you shouldn't be out there explosion. It's probably doesn't look good on camera. Right. Outbreak it was a real movie, and now we have outbreaks that might be Is there like a fetish porn for like Outbreak? It's because I went to I went to Japan and it was like in Japan's got they built straight up, so these really small buildings that go straight up about four five stories. I remember I went to his porn shop and at the bottom of the

porn shop was really simple as dottles vanilla sex. Get to the second it's a little you know, it's a little three ways, third as little gang bangs. In the fourth was it was like shifting pissing blood. Well, it's just what was on the floor. What do you think It's the weirdest fetish porn out there that you're like, Oh, that's disgusting, like the dead people on the store. That's legal though, isn't it reality? Well that was the first

thing I ever ever saw on the internet. Reality. I don't know why, but it was the first thing I googled because I just wanted to see you and it popped up and that was for some reason I had, like I saw three beastiality films and like in a short time frame, and it was just the first point I ever saw was an octopus tentacle being cut off

and inside this so weird. My friend sent me this link like last week and it was of the girl was bent over and they put like the speculum in her and opened her up in her anus and then they stuck up baby octopus in it and took the speculum eyes and then pushed and it came out where was peter a little and it was like moving around like like hanging out of her head. Like that is fucking disgusting. Watch right, you watching? Like I've seen a lot of things with like women and their dogs or

what about horses? Have you ever seen a horse? That's disgusting? Yeah, I missed the hands. Horse has to have huge digs. That's so nasty. Yes, he told this a story about a woman having sex with a dog in front of everybody for ten thousand dollars. Ye, how do you have a German shepherd, and then he said that later on he saw his boy was like talking to her. He was like, no, that's where people to people that gave

her the money for watching that? What the fun? Listen the fact there's no amount of money you could pay me to have sex with a dog. Now what about Now let me ask somebody asked this, Okay, sex with a transgender who no longer has a penis? Is that gay? Or is that just a regular? I think? So? I mean I don't. I'm not. I don't like men like that,

you know what I mean? So like that, Yeah, I'm cool with you know, like yo, do your great actor, musician, you know what I mean, great athlete, but sexually not, There's there's nothing but what if she looks like a woman, there's really good. It doesn't have a penis anymore. But I that if I threw that suspect that it's still not even if its what if it's one of your friends and he's like, listen, you know she used to be a man, but now she's not. Do you look

at him like, oh, he likes men? I mean, and I don't judge. I don't trip. It's not my thing. It's not like when comes to transgender. At the end of the day, if you do a DNA test, is going to come back as male, so you can look I never heard that point. You can have you can have a vagina, you can look like a woman, you can live like a woman. But if I T is going to come back as male d n A, so

you're still a male. In no shade. Because I love the trans community, I have transgender friends or people that I like in the transider community. Um, but at the end of the day, you were still a male. You were born a male and you may identify as woman. But let me text is going to come back. There's a famous actress. I don't want to say names, right because there's a famous actress as transgender. And we were at like and people don't know. I don't even want

to say where I was. I was at a music festival in Vegas and they were there, and she was there with her boyfriend, who was a straight male, and we were talking about it and according to him, he's not gay, he's never been with another man before and this is his first transgender. Um, she looks like you can say, it's a big old you know it looks like it's a man still. Um, so she looks like

she's a man still, I don't say it. And um, according to him, like he's straight and if he was to date another person, it probably won't be transgender, will be like a straight other women. And I'm like, no, I don't know, but yeah, I don't even know if she still has a penis or not it rest and wear's a wig, still has a beard. I can't get rid of that laser hair removal. So I'm like, it's

so confusing now right, there's so many new things. I appreciate it, Like, you know, on Twitter and if a girl says in her profile she's ts, you know, and I remember seeing that way back in the back of you know, help wanted adds and stuff. Yes, transc and that that that honesty is trans Sexual means that they still have their male genitalia. Transgender means they so yeah, but they just say trans all right. Now, here's some

more questions from Instagram. Um X Barba wants to know did you find sex with more enjoyable with porn stars or non porn stars. That's a good question, very good question. Who got the better pussy? Who's throwing that snatch back. Right, here's the flip. Here's the flip, Like if there's some there's some non pornt stars that definitely could be porn stars, and then there's some porn stars that shouldn't have been porn stars? Right, how could you not have been? Because okay,

so what's the art to being a porn star? Because really I look at it like people like amateur sex, people like porn stars who don't seem like girl next door look right like she's never done this, someone was really comfortable in her sexuality makes a really good porn star. And they're also a little bit of an exhibitions like they they there's there's some stars that they lose sexuality, you just can't deny it and they just do um and that I thought always there was always just a

handful of that just kind of transcendent porn. They really did. They were just a sexual object, you know what I mean. So that always makes a difference. What about isn't it sexy for like a woman that seems like maybe she doesn't want to be doing this like on camera, because then you feel like, oh wow, this is somebody that's not a real Because people like that amateur first, this is the first time doing porn type of look I get off. I think I think most people get off.

We can get off on somebody that's you know, very comes off as this is not their normal, right. Have you ever had sex with the woman that was like a total groupie of yours? Yea, and it sought how it was that it must happen to you, Like, well, what about like the newbies like the girl like I don't know if you remember your first time on set or on camera you said it didn't go so well. I remember you said it didn't go through. What do you tell them now, like it's your first time, don't worry.

I'm gonna make you feel all right to try, Like I like that. That's that man that like here, this this is going, This dick right here is gonna show you the way. You know. It's kind of like it's like I'm sure you this tank go follow, it's gonna be so good. Naturally, you don't know what to do, and you've prize some of these things you do. You don't have to, You don't necessarily necessarily have to have

a camera for. It's just that that confidence that women and I really do I think they follow that lead. If you're confident where you're going, they will follow you know, all right? Now somebody else wants to know? Uh, let me see this? Questions should ask? Oh, they want to know about you originating dad hats because you know, everybody's wearing dad hats now and they always look at you as the originator of the dad hat hat because Mr Marcus is famous for his hats and his boosts. They're

very trendy now. Every artist, everybody not a chance to wrap for him. When I see when I see everybody in the l A, I love it. Huh are you from the Yomon the boots? I don't remember the boost one. I don't know what people the hats, I know the hats, you know. I always I thought maybe my hats, maybe the tattoo maybe I think I think I remember you suck a girl on some tims and you know that the Tims. That's like a whole New York thing about that was the l A Brooklyn Field, the two worlds,

two cities. How do you feel about a girl um coming in for a French kiss right after giving you head? If I'm going to move forward and it's just me and her doing it. Yeah, I'm wekay, you don't have your own come in your mouth. It's not come that she's if I came, If I really understood that question, if she's sucking my dick and I reached down to go kiss everything, Oh now, if I come, that's it. No kissing. But it was like back of her throat and it went straight down and barely even touched. Yeah,

and you still the mental thing right? Yeah? Now did you are you doing a reality show? Because somebody just asked about that also on Instagram and I didn't hear about this. Well, I just finished shooting. I have a trailer out now for a thing I called Populace, which is me going. I went to a bunch of different clubs Dallas Onyx and Dallas and uh Spinning Ryano Hustle Club in Vegas, and I just filmed like the girls dancing.

I talked to the dancers, I talked to the managers. UM, just trying to, you know, give you the behind the scenes of the strip club world. That's I just finished that. Um. Reality wise, I think I will say this, I've documented everything I've ever done in the industry since since Yeah, I filmed it or photographed it an archive. So your true Hollywood stories. You've been through a lot, Yeah, I think so. I think there's a lot of things that people don't know. And then I always thought that the

you know, young kids growing up and stuff. It's I feel like I love the adult industry and they probably I wanted them to know that there's more to it than what they see on the internet. There was a history before so good. Nowadays though, with so much free porn available, you have to be you have to. I don't know. I think that created an opportunity for you to create an identity identity on the internet because you

can understand porn fans are are dedicated. Yeah yeah, yeah, they're They're lifelong and if you're smart about it, if you get in this career and you and you are known, then you just cater to them, you know what I mean. You just do your thing and they will always support that. Who is your favorite person to film with? Um? What is Helen Hunter? Um? Sylvia Saint. She's a European star. UM A girl by named Charmaine Star As a cure

you listen too many people, I say your favorite? I mean he had so many dasive that you don't get in trouble for that list words. It's a specific group they are. How much of what you say is real? Like when you were doing a scene with Carmen Hayes and said, Okay, you're my girl. Now do you mean that? Or is that just acting? Sometimes it could be real because after after that scene it actually happens like that. Yeah, it's like it's like a bonding. It's like I got

you on tape saying it, so we're good. Where's your favorite place to come on a woman mouth? Thro Just something about that, just the feeling of it, not just the idea of it, but just the feeling of it. It's a power thing, slash pleasure things, slash heard sharing things. She's like, I got you now. The ladies here had a mission. They're going to actually initiate sex because both the g and Valerie don't normally initiate sex. She doesn't do it at all, and I do it very ray,

very rarely. How important is that to ennis ate sex? Where a woman to initiate sex with you? It's important if i'm you know, if there's like that chemistry, then if she I'll follow her lead, if she's confident, what she's doing, you know, just be confident about it, don't you know. I don't want to. I don't want to disappointing you one there. I don't want to. I don't want Sorry, I'm not interested. I've had to do that.

It's a lot of pressures in relationship, like when if you're in a relationship with somebody, I think she got to pay attention to who she's who she's with. She's got to know his his like his his buttons, she's got to know what the push, you know, she has to be that confidence again. Yeah, I don't I don't have confidence to initiate. And I'm not sure what. I look at you and I say, this is a girl that you enjoy your sensual You're probably you know, it's

like reading reading, they said, they do. I really want you to do three readings. Let's start natural rights. So, yeah, you've always been sexual. I think even at a younger age, you've always been this, did you? But you like the intimatecy? You like that? Is that true? Yeah? It was young. I used to watch porn really early, like Howard my VHS early, so my first one. My dad probably doesn't even and I would watch it with my sister like,

we wouldn't do anything. We would just be like, look, we would like I can't wait till mom and dad leave. So we didn't. It was like Easter Egg Morning. It was by mistake and you know, we popped it in and it was porn. I must have been like eight nine years old. Whoa, that isn't that's early? And what was the movie? Do you remember? I don't remember the movie. I just remember like the moment of like the VHS

tape putting it in, thinking it was cartoon. I mean, it's Easter Egg Morning, right, and then it wasn't cartoons, but it is saying that change my life forever, I said, Easter Egg Morning, Yeah, it changed my life forever. What kind of movie was that? I think it was like a fake stick it let you know, fake a sticker with the real movie or something else. Yeah. So it was really early on and then I wasn't private about it.

I went to my best friend like, oh my god, I saw a point, let me tell you, And I definitely was, you know, showing like let me show you look boom and then magazines and I'm thirty now, so I don't remember what year that was. Probably two. Maybe you were Maybe it was you. I remember the first time I stop appointed was at my friend's house. She lived a crust the street from me, and her dad was watching porn and we came in the house and he didn't hear us, and we were in the hallway

and we were like, oh, he's watching porn. And we were like hiding in the hallway watching the porn, like, oh, ship, did you want to watch? What was the second time you watched to that? I think it was my parents had a tape, you know, a movie it was. It was Taboo. Remember this movie. It was like a series too, but I don't know which one it was. And I don't remember that one, but I remember it was like mom having sex with her son or something. I don't remember.

But my first porn experience is probably not the right porn experience. What did you do? I was like fifteen, fucking like a four year old, and he had me watching porn. But when we watching, when we were watching it, he was like training me, like you see how she's sucking it and need to do it like that. Oh my god, this is so crazy. Yeah, it's like a little Lita or something else. People and we would watch porn.

Did you have like big foods at four? Okay? So like I was like this, you know, skinny strapping down and where is he now? I know, still around old? Still friends? Crazy? Yeah, we're still friends, Like we haven't been in that way. And since I was like twenty two, you never said, you know, I want to have that versation with him one day. Yeah you think there's something

wrong with him? Well no, um, I just think that you were fifteen a little stick with no tips, because I can see if you was look like like a woman already. But and even then once you know your fifteen, right, like, well if you think about that way, baby girl team. But yeah, that's the first time I remember watching porn, and we would watch it all the time, and he would just be like, you see how she's arching her back and throw it back. You need to do it

like that. Like he was basically like teaching me how to have sex through watching porn. How do you feel like after that, Like, oh my god, what kind of looking back on it? You know, it's just like okay, But and I told him this before. He's partially responsible for the woman that I turned into dancer and be able with my sexuality and you know, being having all of this womanly confidence like that started back then. But you would kill somebody if they were to do that

to your daughter. But he had any influence on because it's like I started when I was remember humping. I was humping at five, but actually I was hoping my best friend's sister. Wow. But little boys get erections from booth. It's funny because my friend she has two boys. I

have two girls. So sometimes like, you know whatever. So we would talking out after like you know, how early would a boy you know, like whatever, because you know I got changed it that she's like girl like from early early on she was like she remembers her son telling her like, Mommy, my peep is strong. That is such a great description strong. I need I need to fill in these blanks. Okay, men need to do more

what um gloomy? Okay? Ain't nothing worse than going down on the guy in the half the stop midway to pull a piece of hair from our dirty fingernails is disgusting. I hate if women have to do it, the men should do too. And you gotta floss all of that stuff, okay, and if you have a little dick, you should just change positions, find one that works. Don't fret, don't do right. They said, want to do surgery, you want to cut

in their It just ain't the same. After that, Just find a position that works and find a woman that work. Do you know anybody that has surgery like a woman that wants you to cut in her? But that's I always say, that's what that is. Penetration not even necessary. Sometimes just rubbing it on the clid or just rubbing it around in between there. Sometimes we need that penetration. I mean, come on now, you can't just rub it on the cliff forever. Yeah, all right, it's that. It's

that John and slipping in, slipping in it's awful. But so you know, anybody that's had a pain like that's had an implant in the industry, I think, I don't know. I've seen. I mean, I've heard things happen and what did they say about it? Like? Does it is it effective? Who had? The one that the most famous wants to me was what John Wayne Bobbitt, John Way, John Wayne John Wayne Bobbit, Bobbit lorrain of Bobby off his dick.

Who is it in the four industry? Who's penis, Like I don't know, I don't want to say broke, but like it was during a filming. Yeah, it wasn't that a pinky I remember pinky um went up and they came down on a guy and then kind of filled up a blood. I don't know. Yeah, I think he had a break twice. Actually once that happens once. I just that words you want to get because of that happened? If good, I wants to get on top and get crazy because where it happened with him? Like who, don't

take it all the way out? Have you ever had a painful experience darring sex? Nothing? Unfortunately, nothing that lingered, but you probably hit it the wrong way. Yeah, that's the word. Thing like when it comes out and you try to put it back in and it's like out. Yeah, it's like it doesn't go in. But like that even hurts us. Have you ever been with a stinky chick? Yeah? Unfortunate. What do you say? The camera one in particular, the camera came that is, we're gonna have to cut this.

You're gonna have to what's going on with you? Just like I don't know, I don't know what's wrong. So so that was heavy dude, you know how far the camera is. If you can smell you that, that's the whole crew, the whole crew, STU, that was the that

was the most memorable. But I pushed that out the way most girls show up camera ready informal show camera everyone someone's reputation as a female, Like if the crew knows that happened, but that made them be gone, I don't book her, I think so, I mean, but now nowadays, I think, like I said, these agencies and stuff they managed, more girls and other girls are always kind of schooling each other, and you have used in fact, you don't go girl, just brace some of this ship down up.

People don't know a lot of things when it comes to sex. They really don't. And I think it's just surprised how many grown women don't know how to properly care for their vagina. You'd be surprised. I used to manage the strip club, and when I tell you, I would. I learned at that point how many grown women just did not no regular woman hygiene. And I should just be like how but they just nobody told them? What

them for not knowing? If nobody you know? But what do you mean, like, what are you supposed to do because I don't feel like okay. So for instance, UM like shaving okay in the in the strip industry, you know, you're clapping it and you're asking the nigga face or a female you know what I'm saying, and you can't care,

and yeah, you don't want like a hairy asshole. And I remember being I remember being like on the in the V I. P. Section and the stage is maybe where those windows were right, and the girl was on stage and she bent over and I just saw hair like but so I waited for her to get off stage and come back upstairs to the dressing room and I was sitting in there way and put it to the side, and I told her, I'm like, you, you need to shave in between your cheeks because when you

bend over, and it was like bedb like pee and I'm like, I like it very unsightly. And guess what she said, I don't know how. So I literally had to take her in the bathroom with a razor and show her how to shave her. I told her, I said, you should really get it waxed, but if you're gonna shave it, this is how you need to do it, and I had to show her like you shaved her. No, I didn't shave, show the step by step to do like, I honestly don't know how. I honestly don't know how

to shave my ass. That's when I waxing, don't know. I don't want to shame. I don't want to. Yeah, it's very tee and you can mix you a package at European. But yeah, I don't want to grow hairs in my Oh lord, yes bad, yes turned out. Give them lipstick, girl. Now, what is your fetish? I like getting hit. I mean that's fish. I like. I like public sex. Um. For for a while, I was having

sex in woman's bathroom a lot for some reason. So I had a thing for bathrooms out of things like going into women's wanting to stall and me to you just wanted to get caught the little public bathroom. Yeah, I didn't want to that woman. You know, the men's bathroom at the airport. Yeah, that seems very risque because anything cameras everywhere, he says anything. When you walk out with a woman out of the bathroom, nobody says anything. Just like, yeah, we were a New Year's Eve, a

couple of years ago. We were in St. Martin and like right when the clock strike midnight, He's like, let's go the bathroom. So I'm like okay. So we go in the men's bathroom and then we're in the bathroom and somebody than on the stall like you know, we gotta go whatever, and I'm just like wait a minute. And then we came like he walked out first and I walked out behind him, and like I had my

head up high, like yeah, my country. Right back to the party from you guys, don't let me go in the unisex bathroom shows are the best the family about

the family. Unisex bathrooms or the bathroom space, the bathrooms that have their own um like the door, not just a stall, but actual door, like like in Houston, taller bathrooms like you know, too much teasy Country, but they all have that bathroom where shout out to Houston door and the bathroom door and then you actually look out the door to see if anybody in there before you come out, Like that's the perfect restaurant. They have sex. And if you go out bathroom, you know, what kind

of scenes have you turned down? Mr Marcus, Like I know there has to be some things that you've been offered some great money to do, and you've been like's not putting this apple in my butt? You essensual killing the house, don't eat those that was not quite ripe caramel? What. I'm sure that you've been offered great money for certain things, what would you say no to? The one thing that I did not, I was like, I'm told against was

the cuckold. The cuckold is when you're you're having sex with another man's wife in front of him, and after you come, he comes and licks up all the come. He was either sucking out of her pussy or off of her body. But why does that bother you? I know? But it does, right, it does, And I turned those down. They're really part Really as long as you're not the guy sucking it out, it should be funny how much the guy sucking it out? Who can get it? Was

more important the guy sucking it out wife. May I was watching about the sugar daddies and this one girl was saying how she has this one sugar daddy that likes to drink his own semen girls. That sounds like, I don't know, like his weird uncle made him do it from a young age, and now he asked, I don't know that. What about sex with a girl on her period on camera? You ever had to do that? I never had to, but didn't happen? Did happen? And then you would just stop and they clean up and

they could integrate that into the scene. Though that'd be a whole another category of Japanese culture. That's like they wait for that time and then what what about in the opposite? Um, I haven't done one of those, but I was remember when they first started coming out. I

remember when this was. That wasn't like the early late nineties when they were like it would be crazy because you you know, you you showed at a studio for something else and there'd be like twenty guys in there and they were just sitting around waiting, and then one girl would walk in and the producing how you guys, let's go and a bunch of guys you've never seen in your life that you know that these got off the street, which is I thought if you needed a nut,

you just wanted to get a nut, then that was probably a good way to go do it, you know, walking there is Jack often come about glory Hole. I like glory was actually, what's glory hole? Big in the hole on the other side of the hole. It's like if this was the wall, and it feels like a setup and the yeah, those are dope. I need to see who she is. I need to know to make sure you said it's anonymous. They have they have it and you know in my pointing, she would you know

you see the girl. Yeah, I see the girl head of time, but then just put it in the time. I was sitting there like this with my head back, my eyes closed. See you now, I don't believe your emotional connection story that you told us when you yeah, women remember your first Do you remember your first? Obviously? Right? Do you still keep in contact? And she's like, oh my god, to know your porn star all things to me. She's the reason why I got in the porn hind

leave Heathers. Yeah, why I got a thing for Heather. It's my middle name. Just kidding, you know. My mama was named me Heather and my dad changed it to Angela at the last minute. I couldn't put me on a whole different path, right, your poor name. I don't have a porn name. I should come up with one now, something what's your favorite category? Like, what's your favorite type of women? You know, how you can be like black women, Asian women, Latina women. What's your favorite? I mean, I

like Spanish women growing up. I grew up in Pomona, which was predominantly Mexican, so you know, my babysitter my first grad had a crush on Spanish. So that's it goes. L A. Spanish women is a whole different Spanish from in like New York Spanish room, because how you look at like put a Vecan Dominican in l A. It's like, I feel like the Mexican women here aren't like as well, not all of them, but my job. You know, you got California, you got Mexico, and you got Mexico and

you know, all of that. For me, when I thought like as a New York girl, I think of a Mexican girl, I don't know, indigenous looking. When I went to l A, like for the first time, it was like, oh, look at all these like you know, soap popular Mexican looking girl or you know, and I'm sure a man come on to you all the time too. How do you thwart that? Fans? That's you know that it's true as my fans and I can't judge, and I remember real polite. I think my mother raised me that way.

And some guy was like, yo, you don't want to do this with you and I was like, sorry, right, and I had I have this prerecorded response it's I'm not gay by or curious, and I said at all time. So that just keeps it there, you go. You know, you don't have to question and you don't have to ask me or which they do, and they just always looks.

I think as men are coming into their sexuality, young men that are coming into maybe that that homosexuality, if I can put it like that, I think porn is one of the first times they see another man doing something, you know. And I even though I did straight porn, I had a lot of gay fans that we watch it just so they can see me doing for you. Right, Hey, we embrace all the fans exactly, not literally, but you know, figuratively.

Right now, I'm cool, you know, just respect my space and respect who I am, and I and I extend that respect always. All right, Well, Mr Markeuts, we so much appreciate you. I know you're coming back in November for Exotica. Right, so it's out New Jersey. I've gone to that, he said, what, yeah, please call I do I I've gone. I have a student that invited me to go. Last year I didn't, but she invited me. She dancing. Oh yeah, because the student could have been

like an English class, you know class. We're gonna have my insociation. We're actually going to do a lip service one very soon. Thanks for reminding me. Yeah, let's get it up. Let's get it going. And he worked something else, so we need to talk about it. Perfect, I'm coming. You should come through to Mr Marcus to check it out. When I heard example, it was really really cool one time where I take misuse my press passes. Really what

you'd be doing? Like I need press passes to CONTs? Well, Mr Market is welcome back to the dating life, right right right? You know, he said, I'm bad. Okay, is there anything else you want to let us know? So we should know what's going on with you, just so we can the Topless project. Um working on some movie stuff for O man, it's all kind of stuff. I'm working on a book too, you know. I wrote one book, pointed Our Guide The Great Sex. So I'm working on

need that. Um, I mean just you know, keep following me. It's coming. You know, are you producing and directing? Right? That's that's I'm looking straight at TV. UM. I like the idea of internet. I've always been on internet. I've had my website, I've been on social media since you know, you need to put out that Netflix documentary or something, right, that's since you have so much footage. Yeah, I really feel like something like that could be. Um, we were

working with Vice Vice. I've love Yeah, I love that Vice is awesome and they and they care. I think at hard. I'm a filmmaker. I like being in front of the camera, like telling the story. I like performing and I and I and I like working with those that do that feel the same way. And I know Vice does right because they'll give you, since you're the expert, they'll give you like full control to tell the story. That really I need creative out just like so awesome

being able to do what you love. You know, you I went feel like because you're just learning your life and doing it right. It's come with its, you know, challenges. I've been through a lot in the porn industry. I didn't expect to go through all this stuff, you know, but I think the goal was always I enjoy sex. I appreciate pornography. I didn't even really call it porn even I didn't even want to be called a porn star, to be honest. But all of these things kind of

came with it. But through that, I've met so many people. I've traveled the world, I've people tell me so much about their sexual sexuality, and I think and that I've learned so much about people. And you've got a free tuxed. Thought such such a thing because we all have to have it, God want. We don't have to, but we all like you have to. I think you have to, you know, I think, yeah, naturally, that's what we're made for. There are some people who are just not sexual. I

feel like they just something wrong. They happen, you know that experience does to you. You know, I have a question, would you at this point in your career, would you, um, would you take someone's virginity? Like, would you have sex with a virgin as though you're so experienced, would that kind of be something that you'd be like, I don't want to do that, big, I don't know what she's doing. Or would it be like I would love to be her first, like in real life for our on camera.

I've had women said it to me. I never believe them. But what if it was a work thing, like and you knew for sure this girl was was a virgin? Is that a thing like break virginity's happened? I mean you could tell that. I think if her she bleeds maybe after Yeah, I probably wouldn't want to at this time, and I wouldn't want to some ain't o virginity experience that wouldn't What about ain't O virginity? That's a different story. Break that asshole in you would break that? Oh you already?

And that was the last question. Somebody did ask that. She said, how do you prepare for anal sex for a woman's great question? We didn't talk about that much. But I think the eating don't eat, I think she eat her out, asshole. I was like, okay, great, don't they like you said, don't eat, don't eat twelve hours before just or just give yourself some time so that

you feel comfortable doing it. And if he's going to go in there, he's not going to be coming out and stuff that she's going to make, you know, Mexican food. Some people do calonics before, like calonics or even an enema and a lot of preparations. Sexual friends tell me that, yeah, of course that when that was the second part, do the them clean it out and there. If you're going to do a position, I always suggest doing in side

um spoon. It's just it's just a really good way to get in here without putting Yeah you're not the guy doesn't have the arching, a different way to do it. She's comfortably on her side. You know, it's a great position to do it. And if you're gonna do it, aug, I always use there you go, Angie me that before they do anal plug in. That was heavy talking. You mean an' anal is like there's like a real science too. If you do it the wrong way, it could be

really really horrible. It can be I can imagine, and it'd be the beginning of the end for anal and everybody else in it. It has And I know, like I have this one morbid value not really selling it. I know this one girl, my one friend, she says, if she doesn't have anal sex, she can't come. I have a friend like that too. She's Dominican she's putter okay, She's like, I have to have anal I not I can come. I'm like, hell yeah, all right, well, Mr Marcus,

we so much appreciate you for coming through. I know we're going to have you back soon. Yeah, let's continue that conversation while you laughing like that is lift service. Mr Marcus, Thank you