What up it is the service. I'm Angela Yee, I'm Jazz and a Brand, I'm Laura Mura, and I'm Millies Millis. Welcome Silip Service for the first time. Thank you. You're a virgin up here. How many tattoos do you have a lot of It's like one altogether, one all together? Do you know how many na? I started getting them? Like, I didn't get it out how people like wrap their arms and stuff like that. I started with like one, two, three, four, and then I just started wrapping everything making it cohesive.
How much you think your body's worth in tattoos? Would you do? You know how much you spent um? Not not crazy, maybe like fifteen thousand or something, nothing crazy. How were you the first time you got a tattooed? And what was your first tattoo? Thirteen? Okay, I got I got this right here. It was like my little crew at the time. But I got it from a girl in the park. She had like Indian ink. You know what Indiana is. You put the na kind of but it's like you're putting it, but you really pairs
on the skin. You put the needle, you dip the needle in the ink. Something I don't know if she was dipping the needle in the ink punctu from my skin puncture. She hit me in wild times and I had to try to hold it down and I ended up on I walked back to my house and I threw up in a bush, And yeah, I was one of my friends. We all got it at it because it was like our gang in this year. Everybody threw up the way I don't know, because we went off
several ways. Yeah, everybody probably was like, oh thank god we split up. First tattoo was like that. I custom out. He was fourteen, yeah, like fourteen fifteen. He came home and he thought he was sick. He put LLLC long lived cold. My friend's daughter that passed away. But it was he did it right here, and it's kind. But you can't get mad for the rp's hat, right. That's my second time was another r pizza. I went big my best friend. My mother can't tell me nothing right
there because my mom really don't like tattoos. I got all you still don't care now? I did, though, like I really paste it for her, this is facing it. I paced it until she accepted it, like I would have been blasted my neck and blasted my face if it was up to me. But as my success grew, and I'm like mom, never getting I'm not going to be working in corporate yeah, going to get anymore? Um yeah, but like like I gotta still do my ribs and stuff. Okay, what did your mom want you to do? Like in
her head, what was ideal? Nothing? I thought you was talking about tattoo. She said you had to let her know you wasn't, you know, gonna get a corporate job. But what in her head did she think you were going to be. I don't know. I got in trouble so fast that I think she just wanted me to do anything but be in trouble. I don't care what you do. Yeah, for real, Because she really wanted me to go to college, but I was always in like special education, so she kind of knew that college was
out of the realm of possibilities. You know. And you are from Cambridge, Massachusetts. Yeah, and that's where Harvard is by the way. Yeah. Yeah, she probably was like my son going to Harvard? Yeah maybe, how fire is Cambridge from Boston? Because I know everybody thinks Massachusetts automatically, It's like Boston. I mean Cambridge is like, like, so, you ever been to the TV Garden in Boston with Boston
Celtics play? Yeah, I have. It's like two minutes from there. Ah, the being from New York, you feel like I can't really be in Bostonston games like that, not the Celtics. Now, it was like five minutes from Boston. Now, Milly's you was telling me that we did meet previously in Atlanta? What happened that I remember this night? So go ahead, that's crazy that you remember that, m Dam. That was like like All Star Weekend or b T Weeknd something
like that. And I was real young and I was in I was in yeah club Compound, I believe, and it was mass stars. It was my first time being in the club with like old D stars, like you know, I don't want to say who was there because it got crazy. But the club got shot up and everybody had to run out and get evacuated. And while everybody's running out, I saw you and I'm like, yo, I know we're running and it's like a shooting in there right now. But I'm a big fan of yours. Was
that nice? Yeah? You were super cool? Was drunk? I think she was blasted up. I remember that night because I think I had on white and somebody like spilled a drink on me. Probably, Yeah, So you know the things you remember, right, I could never wear that out, and I think it's it was grand New So yeah, shout out to club Compound. Shoot out the club Compound. But let's talk about your trajectory as an artist, and then you know, we got to get into your personal
business because it's his lip service, right. Yeah. So you've been knowing you wanted to do music since you were a young in right. Do you remember what your early raps were like and what you were talking about. Mm? Yeah, I was like talking about like low level drug dealing and shit like that, but like emotional pain. Yeah, I was rapping about what I was doing. I started like selling weed young, So you know you're gonna rap about I was looking at it like like wrappings like an
action movie sometimes. So you're naturally gonna think of the most intense things in your life, extreme things in your life, you know. So whatever you got going on with your most extreme moments, yet, your mind is gonna drift to those and you're gonna, you know, put that into the music. So at the time, I was just rapping about whatever is the most extreme to me and trying to put some similes and metaphors and bar work together. Yeah, could
you really care about lyrics? Everybody's not like that. Yeah, everybody's not like that at all. Yeah, I feel like you feel you feel like you didn't get a lot of support locally at first, um, like as far as a radio and I mean I didn't get a lot of supporting nationally n nowhere. Why do you think that is? I think maybe people got like preconceived notions in me and something like that. Yeah, it's just a different thing,
like what I'm trying to do. People. Let's see, like a white kid, Like even how I talk like on the internet, sometimes people are like, oh my god, it's accent and shit, like it would be like white people that like living the mountains and shit. You know, I'm from a different neighborhood, so I just speak like everybody that I've been around, shit like that. So I think it's pretty much just preconceived notions and maybe they just
don't understand it, you know what I mean. Because I'm trying to people that early on, who are artists that gravitated towards you. Oh hell yeah, like the streets and like my neighborhood and like everybody always fucked with me, like all like rapper. If I ever got in front of a rapper in life, it was like, oh no, you hard. I've never been in front of a rapper ever. That's like heard my ship and be like nah right,
like I mean like a hundred four hundred. Like so I knew like I was validated, like in the streets or even when a lot of even me growing up like Pete, I was one of the only white boys people are rapped. Little white boy. I heard you could rap and I'm just rapping, like like you could pull my string and I'm just wrapping, you know what I mean. So um, I was getting that validation. But what was
the question? Oh, I was just talking about other artists actually did, like Jada Kiss, Oh yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah yeah. Actually, what's your situation with so Raspy? So I met Kiss in two thousand and like fifteen, fourteen, fifteen something like that when I moved to New York and I did a record with him in two thousand and sixteen something like that. And you know ice Pick j yeah, rest in peace. Ice Peck j He was the one who told Kiss like, now this kid could sing,
he could rap, he could do all of that. Ice Ship put him down with the imprint. So just from there and me and Kiss started. You know, he put his arm around me, but pretty much just you know, had me go fem for myself too, like, you know, go figure it out. But I'm there if you need me type shit. I heard you was supposed to be on Love and Hip Hop at one point. Yeah, can you tell us about what happened? Yeah, yeah, I got
casted for loving him. It would have been it would have been one of the worst things that happened to me though. Why you say that New York? Yeah, all right. So at the time, like I have been rapping for so long, and I'm like, damn, something I gotta give, like something I was like, And so I convinced myself in my mind, I'm like, all right, something's gonna shake with this, Like I'm gonna be able to get a national audience yea, and they're gonna let me be in
the studio and show my rapping skills off. That was in my mind, like it wasn't gonna happen everybody. Yeah, so doesn't happen like that I signed up with this girl. It would have been like, well, y'all really dating or was in a situation where you're trying to pretend y'all was dating? Yeah, Like yeah, somebody, somebody kind of like, you know, put us together type shit. Did she end up on the show? Nah? Okay, So what happened then?
So we got casted to the show, and UM, I'm not gonna lie like I don't, I don't you know, talk like bad on her. But we started having arguments even before the show started, and I'm like, you're not even my girl. This is crazy. So I'm fake getting scared and kisses like yo, don't do that shit, I'm telling you, But I got no emotion. I'm like, bro, I'm living in a bronch. I'm in a bad apartment right now. I'm like I gotta be on TV. Bro fuck that, like you know, um and yit like Mona
loved me. It was good. They casting me, and then the first week of going to shoot, like you get your shooting schedule and they had me on the days. But then like the day of they was like, you're gonna get a call, and I didn't get a call that day off, and another day went by and another day, and then the week went by and I'm already like green let to be in the show and all of that, and so I'm just waiting. I got my wardrobe a bunch of shit with no logos on it. The TV
it was bad. Dripped to him like damn, like my drip would have been bad. And and yeah, they just called me like like the next week and we're like, yeah, they decided to go with the regular cast, like the old school cast. So at the time, it was like, I'm like, I'm super like godly and God guides me
through my whole process. So that was God saying like, yeah, they don't do that because there's mad things that I chased and the God just now now back and let's talk about this girl you're supposed to be on with. Is it somebody that we know, like the who we would know she like the Instagram girl or she artist artist? Yeah? It was, but okay, so what were y'all arguing about? Yea, bro, I don't know. She was like, we gotta make this real. She was just spasing on me. I don't know, jealous,
or I don't know. She was just called me in blitz on me about communication or something, and I'm like, oh, this is gonna go wrong because then I realized, like, yeah, it would be great TV, but not for me because there's nothing really you could do, you know what I mean. It's like she could just have a scene and just get up and throw a bottle of Reperscado in my head and then now just the guy who got hit with a bottle TV, like so we could promote? Did you tell her like yo, like this is not real
for real? Like yeah, hell yeah? And I was like, yeah, we got to be on the same page, like follow my lead. I'm gonna bring you to the Promised Land and like follow my lead. And she couldn't. No, she wasn't gonna follow my lead. No funny to me that even Jada kisses like, no, I don't do it right. Oh he was. He was avidly against it. But the fact that you went he had to drill with no logos to call him and be like, yeah, they ain't even have you bumped into the girl lately? No? Did y'all?
At least like an I got love for her though, I got love for her Okay, No, I didn't even fool around. Yeah nothing. Are you a kisser? Yeah, but like seldomly. That's like to me, that's like eating pussy. Like you can't just eat any pussy and you can't
kiss any girl. Like eating pussy is way higher actually, like but but I'm just saying like I can't, like you know how, like there's like cultures, I think, even in you know, like like the college culture or whatever, like this cultures of people to just kiss they see each other in the like Jersey Shore, right what I was trying to think, Yeah, they'll get it scared, they'll
just kiss a stranger. Like that's wow, crazy to me, Like you that's kissing is very intimate, Like that's if you kiss a girl, Like that's like a higher form of intimacy. Why you're Yeah, I know this one girl, she's so funny, Like she's a really good friend of mine, and when we go I should just be like randomly making out with people sometimes. She always been like this so weird crazy. I randomly made out with somebody at one of Angele's event and they told me the next day.
I was like I did what she didn't remember? I remember I was like why. I was like, yeah, yeah, like he grabbed you when he kissed you, and you kissed them back. I thought, yeah, so you like it now? Yeah, but ran but I get what you're saying, Like I kiss somebody, it's okay, but you would have sex with somebody and not kissing for show? See now kind of weird.
You can't get pregnant from kissing. It's not that's like like a girl if like, cause I could have unemotionless sex, you know what I mean, So it's more emotion like this. Don't you feel like sex is better when it's emotional for sure? But I'm just saying I have the ability to have emotion No. Yeah, if you're a real man, it's like you got too much estrogen and if you get if you get attached to every girl you have sex with. Oh, do you think that as you've gotten
older that you've been more selective? For sure? Okay, have you ever had sex with somebody and then later on being like I can't believe I did that. Yeah, when I was young all the time, all the time, because you know, I'm like, I'm like in the neighborhood, you know, So you got to pick from your selection sometimes and you know, like we just you you trapped in the neighborhood and then you get blasted and then it's like, whoever's left? What age did you lose your virginity? Like thirteen,
same age you got a tattoo? How was that experience? Did you know? I got thirteen lucky number? Yeah? I played that and rule that all that. That's actually my birthday January third, So thirteen is like my lucky two. That's tough. So what was your virginia losing your virginity experience? Like? No, bullshit, I don't really remember, because like I was just getting introduced to alcohol, so I really got like blasted. But it was quick though. Okay she told you that you
knew that much and now I just knew it. Okay, okay, it was quick. Did you before you had text like where you're doing things like masturbating and all of that you knew how to? Yeah? Yeah, I was you ever get called masturbating by appearance? Nam? You know how you guys are. No. I knew my schedule because like my mom worked until like my mom worked until like six pm or something like that. So when I get home, I know, I got like a cool like two hours.
It's like seventh grade. Did you watch porn white and masturbating or you just get home and masturbating? Now, yeah, I just you know, think know how to masturbate at that age? Yeah, at that age. Oh no, I think it's just like accident. First you be in the shower watching your dick in it, Like, I haven't thought about this in a long time. I could see your mom. What about wet dreams? Did you have a lot of wet dreams as the kids when I was young? Yeah?
Did you? Does every boy have? What dreams? Is that? I feel like everything a wet dream. It's only a wet dream. If you come it's not wet, then it's a dry Yeah, that's a dry dream. That's a dry drink. You kind of think that I've would notice a wet spot. You have two sons, so that's why I'm like, you never seeing that baby? Like what? Well, William sweats when he sleeps like that. Now he's saying that, I'm like,
oh wait a minute. Now, you were and um in a relationship, right, When's when's the last time you've been in one? Because I know you have somebody that no one you are always Okay, did you look at your look at your ring? I was literally just looking at like, you know, I was thinking about them the women's game yesterday when she was pointing at the ring. Okay, okay, I guess that's a good immy. Okay. So you guys are on right now. How long have you been together? Wow?
Like five years something like that? Five years continuously? What is it like to deal with you in a really like who do you think is um in the relationship? Who's the more difficult person? Me? You said that fast part about dealing I think because it's like my life hit like a couple different you know phases. So I've always been like a local celebrity, but then you know, I've had just my straight grinding mode and then I started transition into like being a real rapper, like a
real schedule, really book, really have emotion. And I think that was like the hardest thing to deal with because shit switches. Things that you're accustomed to all of a sudden aren't the same anymore. Like example, like what I mean, we could walk in Central Park before something like it's clip now, you know what I mean? Yeah, we could go out to certain place, it's just certain places I'm not showing up to. I'm not going to certain family functions. I'm not I'm not doing a lot of like normal
things that I used to do. Why not the family functions? I mean I will. I'm just saying it's like it's it's a thing now when you do family stuff. Yeah, you know, it's just different in general, so for her, because sometimes I feel like guys, you know, they they're with you, but and like you said, you know you're
the one that's the problem. Do you feel like, yeah, not that I'm just the one that's the problem, But I just feel like you had more problems because even to like date like a rapper, you got to go through, you know, some shit. What is So? What does she do for a living? I keep it private, okay, just because it's like I don't really like share too much of my personal life because you know, it's dangerous too. Is she from New York or is she from Okay,
she's my Boston back home. So does her family like you? H Are you sure you said they do? Okay? Have they always liked you or it takes them getting accustomed to Yeah? They always likely? Okay? Angel your mom like her? Yeah? All right, that's good. It's just someone you knew growing up or someone you met. Oh I met a kind of new growing up, but not really though, Okay, I kind of met like later on in life, all right.
And so now you're at a point where well for the past few years, where things are really popping off for you and it's been a long road in a long journey. What would you say to people that are you know, in the game as artists? And it does take a while sometimes because I don't think there's a lot of stories of overnight success, right Sometimes we don't know what the grind is before they got to a certain point that they got to. But for you, um, what would you say to people who are in this
game trying to come up right now? And it's it's not easy. Um, you just gotta you gotta have the heart of a line. You gotta really, um, put you all in it, like you have to be one hundred and ten percent. You gotta be courageous, You gotta know that this is like what God wants for you. If because if this is really for you, it's gonna be embedded in your heart and you're gonna fail it And you gotta just be ready to um you know, fail and fail and fail and fail and fail until you win.
You know, I don't think you're just gonna get a win. And if you do get a win early, like you're probably gonna lose shortly after. So oh damn. Yeah that's see. That feels like a fair to me because sometimes it's so hard for us to celebrate winning because when things are going well in your head, you think something bad's about to happen. Yep, No, but I'm saying, like any person in life, like I'm sure you couldn't get got here without it, like a bunch of rejection, a bunch
of bad shit happening until you. Like, what I'm saying is people are like forged in the fire. So if you have if you have an easy life and you just had an easy road, you're not gonna know how to hold it down. Yeah you don't. You learn a lie from your losses. Yeah, So like you got to be forged in the fire for this, I feel like, or you just gotta be you know, if like for the young and getting in it, they just gotta be ahead of their time, like super ahead of their time. Now,
how does this affect your sex? Life, Right, are you better in the bedroom things are going well or when you're going through some shit, Because sometimes guys when they're going through some shit, I see you say that, but sometimes this sex could be amazing because they're taking it out on you. Yeah. Yeah, yeah, it could be. It could be. It could be, it could be one of the two. How is it for you? Oh? It just
depends on what it is that I'm going through. Right, Sometimes I'll be going through just being like discipline and like you know, staying on my square and and I'm and I'm not really going out and partying and doing all of that. And that's when I'm going out on party and I'm probably like a little more in my mode, you know what I mean. Well, when I'm disciplining this, it's definitely I'm not thinking about nothing but this wins. Okay,
Now what does that do with your sex life? When are you better like in the bedroom, That's what I'm saying, Like, when I'm in my party mode and shit, like you're
better in the bedroom then yeah, huh. When I'm like on some of my fucking shit and when I'm living more carelessly because I put I put my years through like all right, I'm gonna go three months of just being on like recording and focusing on this, and then I go three months of all right now, I'm an roll out the album, do whatever, and then I'm like three months I chilling and I feel like that's you know,
my waves. So it just depends what kind of like cycle I'm going through, but I'll try to keep it consistent. What about like in the middle of an argument? Are you the type of person that likes to have sex during an argument? I don't even like arguments. Yeah, Like I don't turn me on, Like when girls be like every dude loves a crazy bitch, Like I don't believe that. Hell no, I don't like that shit. So you like a calm girl? Hell yeah? So how do you? Um?
Calm and submissive that I was right out of my mouth, just um like, follow my lead, baby, trust me, trust me, and everything's going to be okay. Have you ever been with a girl who's doing better than you, like when you were starting out, when you're staying at shitty ass apartment in the Bronx yep, holding it down. Oh no, but I've had a lot of girls doing better than me. Not a lot, but this, I've known girls is doing
better than me, you know more more recently. Yeah, let's talk to me right And is that like okay, what does that do for you? Like confidence wise? Doesn't matter to you because you know, some guys can't handle that, some guys like it, some guys can't handle it. Boost my confidence? Okay? Yeah, this is high value? Did how do you shut that? Because you have a girlfriend? So what you do? You shut on and off a little bit?
But yeah when yeah, when we when we're rocking, I shut it down at it or what about would you ever be like what can she join us? Yeah? Nah, it's like different different scenarios. So you've been together when you're on and off, so it's okay to for her to date other people or when you're when you're off
yeah yeah, yeah, yeah yeah yeah yeah. You know, do you tell each other like when you get back on, have you been like okay, while we was on a break, I was X, Y and Z and she tells you too, or do y'all just clean slate let's just not even discuss um. Yeah, we don't really discuss. You don't want to hear that shit? Yeah? But does she ask? I would ask asking. Yeah, I don't think I would ask you unless something came up, like something happened. Yeah, it's
something happened. But if it's nothing happened, I'll just be like, because you know what, to me, the respectful thing is if he was on a break, you was doing what she was doing, and I never hear nothing or see anything that makes it hypothetically, Let's say like I was out there like booming girls, you know what I mean. My whole thing has always been like, I gotta be respectful to your girl, Like I think the dudes who's whack? I don't like, I don't believe in monogamy like that.
I believe that every men you know, and maybe some women too, but definitely every man and every alpha male. We got something where it's like like you're gonna natural. It's in your nature to want to hunt and get to kill. You know what I'm saying. There's like a lion going after a gazelle. You got that in your nature. So you have to turn that all the way off.
That's when you're just being like face. So when girls be like I want somebody who don't cheat, you really want somebody who who's turning off their natural instincts, like their instincts from nature, see what I'm saying. But what I'm saying is is let like I don't think it's the worst thing to boom other girls, but I think it's terrible when dudes like, will you know, embarrass that girl?
I think that's worse. Yeah, Like I think that's I think that's worse than or have an open relationship where it looks it's something like that. I just think it's bad when you like embarrass your girl. If you do something to embarrass your girl a kid, you can't. You can't post another woman caused your girl like she's able to do. You can't embarrass your girl. You can't. Um, that's the worst to me because like, you know, sex,
unemotional sex, that's whatever. But when you like embarrass her, that's hurt in a deeply that's like more of like an emotional video you take a video just yeah, it's just whatever it is on the video fucking on like one of her ops or something like you know what I mean? All of that Like that's like slummy. So I forget how we got there. I don't even know, respectfully, mind if she asked you, like if are you honest
if say she who is to say your phone? Would you be like okay, or would you be like nah, because she wouldn't go through my phone. Or let's just say it rings and she's sitting right there. Let's do all hypotheticals. Yeah, hypothetically, Yeah, let's just say it rings. And you're like the rest of this interview was all hypotheticals, right, yeah, okay, okay,
got it. Disclaimer, but let's just say it rings. She said you're showing her something on your phone and then it pops up in your messages last night was amazing and you know you did something. Would you tell the truth or would you be like, oh, she's talking about the show? Um now, like because I don't think she's gonna want to hear that truth. Okay, that's fair, be a terrible truth, like you know, sometimes you gotta tell the lies so it don't hurt them. Wow, a little
white line. This is hypothetical though, of course you know a little white line, and you wouldn't hurt a lot of you too. Then I don't want to her what I would she if she actually turned by someone? Until you guys, relationship as far as like in the bed. Would you be open to that um or are you guys already doing it? It's not too whom we don't know, hypothapathetically hypothetically like maybe, but she, like I don't know, like wifey is like a different type of woman, you
know what I mean? Yeah, Like it's pure that's but what is something she's been thinking about, something that she's wanted to do. But oh yeah, no, she wanted to do it. She wanted to really actively get that off a chest. But I think, like, you know, I've heard scenarios where people have three sums and shit and the girlfriend punches the dude in the back of his head, like you know, I can't take it. Look at you where you Yeah, what can you see yourself getting married
in that case? Do you believe in that? Honestly? Like? I like, how like them Indian weddings look like with the with the elephants, you know what I meant? The party look lit and like thinking about like the favors, you know, like don't you got people gotta give you wedding gifts? Right? Get mine in cash? Inviting all the trappers? But no, not really, because I think it's whacked. Like it's like you're putting me on a little piece of paper.
First of all, like this whole shit is designed by like Western civilization, where it's like you have this, it's like it may like love like a business. So I don't really subscribe. Marriage is a business. It's a business I'm not trying to subscribe to because it's like all right, like they gave us like Valentine's Day and they're like, all right, as a man, you buy your woman? Is this day? Are you nothing? What if I want to give you the world on like July third? Or you
can't do that too? But why you do both? Why can't I make my Valentine? That's how I do my You could do that and then on on Valentine's Yeah, that's what I'm saying. But Valentine's Days a due on your on your not on you. It's crazy, it's it's sorry, so not really you don't care about it, like it's not a thing. It's nice. It's not like I'm what turns your um hypothetically no in real life, not hypothetically, like what do you like? What? Yeah? Um? You ever
been tied up? Fuck? No? What's what? I don't know? You know powerful that I don't know. I'm not a powerful man and I ain't getting tied up. I'm a little power battery. Um what do you like? No, I don't like that. I like um, you know, like just uh grabbing. I don't know what he's doing. Choking yeah, lightly, okay, like choking a little light choking. You like to get choke? No, I don't like to get you man like that too, not into whatever that is. Okay, So you like choking?
What else you like? I like choking, spitting the mouth a little bit, okay, risk, Yeah, only with someone you love obviously, different different places, like you know, like the movie theater. Okay, back when it was active. You can go to I Pick you know that I picked there. You could like lay down and they got blankets and everything to see. Yeah, you can order like like like
a lay flat seat to something like that. Okay, you've done that on plane, like not having but I'm thinking of okay, okay, yeah it was the craziest place you had system. It's probably like outside, like like I got a lot of top outside, like a lot of top top, a lot of top outside. Have you ever had a bad blow job? For sure? What's a bad like like a dick swell up like yeah much everybody looking pain right now? Yea to too much teeth? Yeah? Wow, okay, too much teeth. I ain't gonna lie. My first time
doing it. I definitely scraped up, especially if it's a girl is like trying to go crazy. Yeah, and she's not doing she don't know when do you stop her and tell? Yeah? I think that means you like it when you because that's not ont like he'd be like watch your teth because you don't really want to be like bitch stopped. But yeah, because then, like you know what I mean, you might not get to where you're
trying to go, but where you trying to go? What about you like your balls like for sure suck he said, that's so fast, not sucked like like like lightly sometimes, but just try to suck it out your nuts? Do you like to ask? Sound appealing? What you ask? What does he like to get his ass eating out? Oh you don't like that? What about to taint the area in between? That's right? I just can't be nothing. It's like I ain't gonna put my legs up, you know
what I mean? Just see idea put in your legs up, not the actual act is just to put in your legs out. It's too much. Try to slip a finger, No no, no, no fingers. Maybe a tongue, but not a finger. What's the strangest thing that you feel like somebody trying to do to you? A woman trying to do to you. Um, I fucked this white girl one time.
Hold on, you're white. I probably happened white girls more than one time, but like, I this white girl one time, because I wasn't like the majority where I'm from, so like all my first girlfriends was black. Sixth grade. I didn't even know another type of girl until I got like eighteen nineteen, you know what I mean. So that's why I say, like this white girl one time. Okay, And she was really from Boston, like you ever seen in the Boston movie like the potted and like the
fucking town like that. Yeah that's my guy real life. But yeah, she probably loved maa warwork. But I remember she I was living in the projects at the time with Witrow Wilson, and she came upstairs and like, because so I live off for like Central Square, like it was like a populated area. I'm trying to think what there's really no comparison in New York like that. But like I'm not even like West House. I'm trying to think, like I don't know, just picture like a populated strip
like but not Time Square though. And we would go like a fine girls out there, you know what I mean. We found this one chick and she was with a bunch of people and ship and we came back to the house. But we was like different cultures because she's really from she was eating from like Childstown or like Southie, like like Superbusted, super Boss, and and we got to fucking and she just kept saying like like um, this was before I'm hip to like you know, like slap me,
like choke me. But like she was saying like like squeeze my nipples, and my nipples as sensitive as it is. So like I've been thinking like like you know what I mean, But she's like, no, harder, harder, like she wanted bruises and shit like that, and so you was like yeah, and I'm like, I turned it up a little bit more. I'm turning more. Yeah, So I'm like she's like turning up more so, turning revenue engine a
little bit more funny that's different. And then and then she but she just kept being like no and then like and then like slap me, and I'm like, noah, you I know, like dudes go to jail for this type of shit. Like now I know, like in the bad room, it's all right, like a little slap, like just the four fingers though, like like if you got your hand, if you got your hand like kind of like on her neck and just like like pop pop, you know what I mean, Like like a little pop
pop pop, you know what I mean. But so you okay, so you did all of that? Yeah? She did you trying to know? She nah, I was kind of hard. She was funny about guys because guys will still keep going because I'm trying to get where I'm going, right, But that's the main kid of this show. When you're trying to get where you're going, what you gotta have limits, you know what I mean? You gotta hit bak No.
It was turning me off because I started thinking about like catching a case or something like I'm like, is this for like up? Yeah, like you want me to put bruises on you? Like you know that's not gonna go. Well, so did you? I can't even know bullshit. I can't even remember, like, yeah, did you get to where he was trying to go? I can't even remember, That's the crazy thing. I'm just remembering us in the badroom and the us her in the in the bathroom like bang bros.
Or something like yeah, Like I don't really know bullshit. I think I did though, but like I don't really remember. I was kind of traumatized, like he was God finally it just now he was like especially like when I was nice when I was young, Like I was like a little nice shirt to girls. Then when I grew up. Why do you think that is? Because once I grew up, I realized, like girls don't really like respect that you know what I mean? You think girls are like nice guys.
I think it's you still don't they don't. I'm gonna keep it. I think I'm gonna keep it a trillion think that, like I see the ship women right like I want you maybe as like like a more mature woman, like I don't know, but I'm talking about like maybe like twenty three. I don't want I don't want to super nice guy. That's what I'm saying. You definitely don't mean somebody to be like I don't want to jazz,
like yeah, yeah, I don't. It's like all of that, like when they'd be like, yo, I want to come on in beautiful text, like I don't really believe that, like what one man apply to say, I ain't call in three days, got a little mom. Do you like
nice girls? Yeah? I love nice girl okay. And if I'm just on some fucking shit out like an airhead, good airhead, okay, man, that seems so whacked though, like you know, because I wouldn't like a guy who was dumb who I have as yeah out here, but you know where it just shows you that men and women are turned on by different things, like I need a good conversation too. If he's stupid, I'm gonna be like, yeah, that's where it's like, all right, so d y'all only
Like could you like, have y'all ever had unemotional sex? Yeah? No, but I mean to the point like you really don't give a fuck, knowing before you don't give a fuck in after, you don't give a fuck, to the point where even if he didn't text you after, you'd be like, so I used to talk to this guy and it was when I was like maybe like twenty four years old, and he used to be so he told me later in life, he was like, I used to hate the fact that, like I would come over, I would be
chilling with you, I think everything, sha, and then you just wouldn't call me because I just see like that though, but you seem driven. I was definitely work like driven. Women are different too, And he told me that he was like I hated that, Like I would be like, damn, did she not give a fuck about me at all?
But guys like that, I feel like, yeah, that's like a little that as a little mystique because more girls are like super on it because they're not used to it, like guys like that they think that every time, because guys also think that every woman wants to be in a relationship, yeah, you know, at least three days for at least a week, like if like's I think the thought of like like like if you have sex with somebody and then not like you're gonna naturally think it's
the I feel like I want to guy to like me and care about That's what I'm saying. I don't know if I necessarily want him to be like, hey, would you be my girl? Right like whereas like whereas like a guy like like I can have sex with somebody and I don't care. I want them to like me, like as a person, like now like I'm a piece of ship and I like me like like me, like
you don't want to be too attast like you gotta relax. Yeah, So I feel like every woman's gonna have just kind of it's a womanly thing to have had, like I want him to like me. I dated a guy once and like I had just gotten out of a relationship, and he gave me this whole um you know, speech ahead of time, where a disclaimer. He was like like, just you know, I don't want to be in a relationship. Da Da Da da. And I was like all right, And then we started Danny and then he decided he
wanted to be in a relationship. But in my head the whole time, you know, I just got out of one. I was happy not being in one. I was dating everything you served him after like you weren't like calling him and ship like no, but like we ate it. But then when he told me, like you know, I was like, you told me you didn't want to be in a relationship. I wasn't even looking at you like that.
And I just feel like sometimes guys automatically assume, yeah, you know, you can't do that, like yeah, yeah, you can't, Like you can't do that because you feel guys automatically think women want relationships and that's not Sometimes we do, but yeah we don't, right, and sometimes we think we're doing then we'd be like after the fact, yeah, you know.
So I just want to say, for all y'all out there dating, if you're trying to put that disclaimer, like calm down, we might not even want your ask right, especially though, like like with the driven women, you know what I mean, like women with ambitions and goals, because there's some six just waiting around to get chose, like that's their whole shit. They wake up in the morning and they get pretty, and they go on social media and they hope, I hope the person I want chooses
me today, not even somebody. Yeah, God bless And for sure I could tell. I knew it. I could just tell because you said just the way you just said about women getting pretty and doing all of that. What's
the worst catfish situation you've had? Um? I think like going to the club once, like, no, damn, there's a lot of catfish situations, but I never, like, you know, went far with like a catfish, right, because as soon as I realized that a catfish just clips, was it that it was not the same person, or was it
that her pictures were so photoshopped and filtered? Yeah, they photoshopped and they even know how to angle their bodies, like show up looking like a whole will to be slight, but in the you look like, you know, funny, Yeah, how do you get out of it? You just be like would you tell would you be honest? Would you be like like you ain't what you looked like in
the picture? Or no. I'm not saying I'm just get out of there, because I would be a nice thing to do, right, to just be honest with somebody and be like I couldn't tell somebody that I could tell him if I told him like this, if I was like, you look beautiful, you should just look like this, like, don't fake like you're like that. That's I'm gonna starting to plowering the catfishes. Okay, I'm gonna start emplowering the catfishes.
I'll turn into tournament into a salmon or red stripe, you know what I mean, like a snapper, like straight how he really talked me. It's fame everything you thought it would be. I don't know if I'm famous though, you know what I'm saying, but like you can't walk you sense a park with your girl anymore? Like that? Yeah, um, And it's been an elevation. And I think that it's like a slow build. Like I talked to Benny the Butcher one day and I was like, because all my
my homies was like he's coolest shit. And I'm like, yeah, you know the bros saying like you coolest shit down the earth. And He's like, well, I've been like unpopular longer than I've been popular. I've been unfamous longer than I've been famous. So I think it's kind of like
something like that. But I do adjust to have, like I am adjusted to knowing like damn just going to the store, like shit different everybody know you like and like if you say certain things like I might have said something on this that like go crazy, I'll be thinking them nobody still because you can't. I did so much shit as like nobody where it's like you know, you're just throwing rocks. None of them should just landing. What I like about this is you empowering the catfish.
Is I think that's great initiative for twenty twenty three. Twenty twenty three, were empowering the catfish? It you should because that's like you're beautiful. You're beautiful for sure, now you would love you. You have Blanco six on the way. Yeah, what do you think it's going to be the last um out of all of the series. You have a number? Yeah, I'm gonna go to seven, the god number. I'm gonna go to seven. M go to seven. But like I'm gonna mix it up though, I'm gonna start doing like
different variations to my albums and shit like that. I might drop two different projects and then come back with seven. Yeah, and you've been going on tour, So how's that experience been in I see the ticket sales have been going up. Yeah. Yeah, that's it's late because I've really come from like being in the room like this and it's like only that's my one fan, right, It's like for real and serious, like one person came, but that one person made me stay rapping. You did not go to a show and
have one person. I swear to god, I did you're bugging wild times? Are you serious? Facts? So this is amazing though I do want it like we do. Got to give it up for that because yeah, you know, I really come from like like name on the flyer pushing it for two months and just my men in the net shirt is not even I swear, not even
the Celtics, Like it's crazy, man. I had shows in like New Hampshire and shit, and like you know the promoters I'm talking about, they got nice air is for me walking there, the lights is going, my name is on the banners and ship like that. I got a VIP section bottles no one damn And that was like recent. What city do you think embraced you the most? Not recent? Let me be clear. I was like, you know, like but probably like before the Pandemics five six years ago.
What city? Um like, like Boston embraced me, you know super, but like New York embraced it shit out of me. Yeah, because you have a lot of New York affiliates. York did it for me, Like I love New York. I don't be careing what they talked about it in Boston with the rest Sox. Yeah, you don't care. I'm almost to the point I put a Yankee. The day I do that, I'm gonna lose like like whatever, my follower
count is like drop that off, like by seventeen thousand. Um. But now I really love New York though forever they put me on out here, you know what I mean. I got adapted to the hustle, how fashion it was because I used to take the little China bus out here and I would get off the bus and people will be walking so fast. I'm like intimidated, like that's what I love here, And then yeah, you learn to love it. And once you're one of them New York Tians whatever the phrase new Yorkers, that one of the
New York Tans. Just like moving at that page, you feel it, Like I would tell my homies would start visiting me from from mass or whatever. I like, come on, you're walking like you from Massachusetts. But we gotta go. Like now I really can't. I can't deal with the
slowness anymore. Like when I walk, I walk fast. I was already kind of like that, but now it's like in New York when you walk out, I don't care if we walk out tonight, like all of us is gonna walk like we know where we're going, right, Like none of us you're gonna do. Yeah, I said that being from New York and traveling, like I remember my first few times going places, and you're used to being in a rush. And we also don't make eye contact with people, like if you don't know you. Yeah, that's
what That's what I like about it. Like I'm moved to the business. I moved to the Bronx, and like the one rule about the Bronx, like mind your business, you know what I mean? Because I'm getting I was getting my hair cut on one thirty eighth. I'm in Sin City every night, like I'm I'm really in the Bronx, but no body fucked me. He moved to the Bronx because of Jada Continue because he and Yonkers is right,
you know, Seth free from the compound. Yeah, he's the one who like found me and told me to come out there. And I found a little spot there, a little treacherous spot. So how does it feel now? Like
how like I cried on the plane once forever? Yeah, like a year ago, I was like damn, like I was just looking at it was crazy because I had just met Snoop just I went to lunch with somebody super lit and I a bunch of other shit happened wild industry people was on my phone right around the time of Blanco five and I had actually got kicked
off a airplanes all of my homies. But it couldn't even ruin my mood, like why you got kicked up the airplane because I was First of all, they booked me a coach, which is like, I flew coach my whole life. I'm not flying coach the one like ever so like, but I still sat in coach here, same coach like a few years ago. She was like, Yo, we gotta stop flying first class all the time. Now we're gonna money. Now we're going to first two. It was probably like ye that blows and it has a
window would come down. She was, so she's like, look what you got me doing. I was like, it's okay, never again, Okay, go ahead. That really blows, so like you know, man, it just sees one of them. They sat me and coach, so I then coach, I'm like fucking and I'm coming from LA Like, don't put me on it. Just even on something like, Bro, you're gonna put me next to like a drunk fin or something like or like just somebody who just want to talk. Then you feel like you gotta explain why you and
coach LA changed my flight. Yeah, I'm here. I can't believe. It's all I could do and everything was sold out, you know, But now I was. I was on a coach and I forget The lady said something. I had a shysty on because I'm in coach. I'm shasty with my eyes on like this, and she's like, you gotta put a mask on. And I'm like, but I got this and she's like, no, you gotta put a real mask on. And I'm like, all right, I'm gonna put
a mask on. I started taking She's like now and I'm like, oh, you an asshole, and just ran and they came back and he's like, she's saying, said curse words at what I'm saying. I said no, I said, I'm not trying to act like an asshole. I'll flip. But they didn't believe it and they kicked me off. But I got on another airline. It was like Alaskan or some weird ship. But I got on another flight, and I was on that flight, but I was in such a good move from everything that was happening, and
I looked out the window. I was still in coach, but I looked out the window. It was like raining or something shit, and I was just like damn, like I just like thank God, like like I just appreciate, like I can't believe that I made it, you know
what I mean? As far that I really like, thank you, like just for like letting me push through, because I was I might have quit, you know what I mean, Like, thank you for letting me be so dumb to keep going, because you gotta be like dumb to chase your jeans. You gotta be like a little delusional, you know what I mean, Because all odds against me, I'm going on an uphill battle with roller skates on. For real, I
don't got the bag. It's never been done a white guy rapping about no street matter, you know what I'm saying, Like check the files. You feel me um coming out of Massachusetts, like I'm talking about when you like way, the odds is literally like one in ten, fifteen, twenty million, maybe more. I'm being like fabry modest with that stack because I really do the numbers, you know what I mean. But I was just looking out the window like damn, like I can't believe, like I'm here, like this shit
is crazy. I'm making a living, awful, rap good living, like I'm lit, like you know what I mean. And after years of pain, like I took rejection. I took mad rejection in my life. I took the most rejection, the most, the most, Like, yeah, I don't think there's another, honestly, And we're glad that you're here. It's nice to meet you in person. And you know where else I met you at? Where else? You mean? It's Jay electrying to go right, Yeah, he just so. I had a show
at the Paradise in Boston. Oh my god, this one. We almost got arrested. But let me tell you maybe I'm standing outside talking about yes, and then the cops came and they kept trying to make everybody disperse, all right, so listen. So before that, I was like in the middle of the bill. It's like, it's fifty artists in Massachusetts, just to show you, you know what I mean, And I'm like somewhere like low in the pack, even in Massachusetts.
After grinding for a while. So you know, I went and I rocked, and I guess Jay elected was in the building and I rocked that ship. I remember this and get off stage and I'm talking a few people and he just come up to me. I just feel a tap on my shoulder and I turned around. It's Jay Electronic and he's like, Bro, you fucking killed that. Bro. Oh my god, it's like one of the first famous people in meeting them. Oh that's crazy. Thank you, bro.
That really gave me. That gave me motivation for probably another two years. Every time like little shit happened like that, it would give me motivation. Yeah, for another two years. And that's why I never quit because I remember that night, you know what I'm saying. That was me and I was on stage ninety million deep, my whole neighborhood and people wasn't really rocking in the crowd like that like they was, but it's like I was. I gave him my all and he came up to me and gave
me love. And that's why I'll always get like he seeks me out of the crowd, you know what I mean. Yeah, wherever he was actually walked up to me and found me and so I try to do shit like that, like for artists if I feel that because something, if I ever feel like you're doing something fly in life like you know what I mean, Like I like how you coordinated your hair with your laces with you like anything, like I'm gonna give somebody. I'm gonna give somebody I
don't believe, I don't believe I'm holding it in. Yeah, I'm doing that. That that made me go for two more years and then I would have to retrace my timeline or whatever came after that made me go another two and then I had to go another two and then I had to go another six. Yeah, that's kind of like God does that to keep us going? Is God?
He gonna drop that thing on you because he expected to? Yeah, when you because I got too many moments like that wherever it's like, uh, keep going you all right, and I'll be looking you drinking water. Buzs gonna say chi to that. Yeah, cheers to that, held on, cheers to that list Blanco six Okay, make sure y'all check that out and we love this. You know, there's only one more of these coming out and also for the tour dates, where can people go and get tickets. Oh Millie's dot com.
Yeah Millie see he got his own names coming out Tuesday, all right, So yeah by Tuesday to East Coast Black might be sold out, but go check it out anyways. And West Coast we're gonna sell out up, show up, that's what we'd like to say. And then Boston jail trying to his mom came out there too, by the way, Wow, yes his mom flew out, shout out to and rest
in peace. That's my girl. But um, he almost got arrested that night and I had to calm it down with the costs acting while because he was in front of the club and he would not leave, and they would like everybody go home, everybody go home, and he was like no. Then he got in this CoP's face because one of the cost is a black cop, and he was like black man his face. I can see him doing on Twitter the other day and he was saying, I actually favorite rapper. If they believe in y'all everybody, yeah,
h we love you. You know it's crazy. I had to tell the please leave him alone. I said, I think I said his dog just died. I said. I was saying anything that I could say, because they were threatening to arrest him, and I was like, he's had a really rough day. I don't but you know how, you don't want to say somebody died that really exists, right, So I was like making anything up there wasn't too harsh.
But Billies, appreciate you for being there that night. We was there that night, and thank you so much for coming through and happening a good time and bringing out your drip. Okay, look at this day. Okay, yeah, I had some big female demographic lip service with Angela Yee, the Jasmine Brands, Laura more Era, Millie's. Appreciate you so much for coming you appreciate you alright, A right cheers