Episode 341: Revenge Tastes like C*m (Feat. ChellaH)

forty seven. Yeah, So that was actually dope. I've never seen anything like that before. It's like small businesses. A lot of them are black owned businesses. So I was doing some stuff with sur Rock, That's why I was there, but I saw that it was like right down the street from what my store was at before it got burnt down. Oh damn, it's okay, what kind of still with it? A gift shop like a custom shop? Are? You were doing custom T shirts and all of that

T shirts and personalize gifts and stuff like that. And Bassville is in Branville, right, Okay, So Yester was in Bronsville, Okay, And then where how did I go? I went to um Fleet Club. Shout out to the boom. Yeah, I know everybody. Okay, you went to Issues when my sister, Yes, I went to Issues. Shout out to made. Let me tell you something. We were talking about lip service. When we did the tour, Chicago was like the wildest stop on the whole tour. Chicago that was my favorite show. Absolutely.

I don't know if we were excited to be or not. We home because it was our last It was the last time and we were dead. That was That was what was crazy. That was crazy about amazing that was with us. I know that's your girl was it was literally our last stop. We were all tired of sweatpants. All of us even got dressed up from most of our styles and even you were comfortable that night. But it was just something in Chicago. Was in Atlanta was good to the Atlanta was Yes, I feel like Chicago

was one. What do you it's about Chicago? It's just Chicago is like the greatest city in the world. I ain't just saying that because I'm from there, but from the food, we got the best food, we got the best people. Why can't It's like a balance of that. Um, the weather, I mean, it'd be cold, but then the summer is beautiful, Downtown is beautiful. People compare New York to Chicago. It's like a cleaner New York exactly. I like the way you put that. I say that all

the time. It's like a cleaner New York and um, colder. Oh yeah, it's colder. It's colder. But it's been called down here too, like not recently, yea, but not Chicago always cold dirt. I'm not saying it's not cold here too, but yeah. Then let me ask you this, do you prefer guys from Chicago or from other cities? Well, at this point in my life, I like guys from other cities. You know what I'm saying, because it's like I've been

in Chicago. I didn't pretty much fun to all. I'm gonna be fucking and just meeting different niggas from different states. You know, give them a different name, and you know, ain't no telling. You can live see what out of sound guys, you can have a whole another identity until they find out, until I tell them I got no Instagram. Now come up and they explorer. So do you ever

lie about things? Like if somebody, let's just say, you start dating somebody new and he likes that you ever, like, how many guys would you say you would you tell the truth or would you lie? No? Definitely, ain't gonna tell the truth. Always tell the truth, but don't tell the truth. I feel like when it comes to body count, No, don't nobody really asked me that. So what about if he asked you, like, have you ever done anal or something like that? Would you tell the truth about that?

For the most part, but not that body count. That's that's between me and God. Didn't matter to you if a guy suked a lot of girls? No, because ship I didn't slipped on quite a you dix myself, So yes, you did? You did? I did. I don't have personally the song. How do you? All right? So let's talk about that because we all accidentally slipped on the dick before. I didn't mean to do it, you know, So tell

us why you wrote that song. What was happening? Well, like when I first made slipped on it, it was just like a lot of ships that be happening. Bit just be capping, you know what I'm saying. So I just like to make real ship, and sometimes it happened, like for example, when it comes to gas and they homeboys, I feel like it's not fair how they just present us.

You gotta pick one, right, you know, you get a group of niggas and you don't know who you won't you funk the first thing, they go funk with them. Next thing, you know, the second one you off limits too. It's like, hey, it ain't my bad. Shout homies, y'all rock that ship out. Meanwhile, home I'm double back and do it. They're gonna try to talk to you anyway. The friends they is, yeah, they don't they care because guys try to act like there's some type of code.

But I do feel like guys really like a girl. When they see their their homeboy with them with the girl, they kind of be like a little yeah they do like they do. That's just because they'll act like they got a problem with it, you know, but God's felling love who they absolutely you do. It's like when we were just talking about when you was saying, when you meet a meeter group of guy and it's like the one guy try to like claim you from the back, Like hold up, bro, I ain't say I want you.

I may want your friend, like, don't claim me from Like the girls do that too, Like if you're with your home girls and one person like a guy, but it ain't like she with him. It kind of feels like now I can't try to talk to him because she already claimed it even though nothing happened. Yeah, know, that'd be the code with girls, I feel like, and then they get mad when he tries to talk to you and he's your boyfriend. Yes, yeah, my thing is listening. At the end of the day, I'm not gonna stop

nobody happiness. You don't want me, that's fine, you won't. That may work out even better than us, Like that's God telling me not that this ain't for you. Let her have him, right, then she'll be crying over like who get him? But it's so what do you do? Right if let's just say you like somebody and then your home girl has already been like now I'm gonna get him one day, Like I'm gonna get him? Is he off limits? I would talk to my friend first.

I keep it real with it, like, bitch, look, you don't know what to do with this nigga, let me go. Don't do what I do, and that's what it is.

But I didn't have doesn't happened to me before. So most of my girls they know how I am, so they'll be like, all right, but I haven't had a bitch that just was bitter and just like you ain't you gonna let the bed go anyway with the nigga, so you know, so it's a sticky situation, right, we don't let him healse for my personal experience once my girls like on the guy and like they kind of

like hitting it. I kind of it turns me off off that guy, kind of like I don't look at him the same you know what I'm saying, Like even if I looked at him, we both met him at the same time. I was feeling him, but I'm seeing that,

you know, she's going harder than me. I'm gonna love her to her do that and if it'll work out, Like I don't see them like that anymore, Like I don't want him anymore because you're ready, But well if he ain't paid herd no attention and she just dehydrated, thirsty steady trying to audition for the nigga's like I'm gonna let some time passed yeah, that's because I don't trust man either, Like she'll be going hard, but he really trying to get me. But then because I'm not really,

he's probably like low key trying to do that. But then back door and go back to her because that was the easiest. You know what's funny. I was just thinking about it just now. I had a situation where this guy tried to talk to me, and so he wanted to go to like after the club. He was like, you know, he hit me like let's go out to eat,

and I was like, no, it was too late. But the next day and one of my friends kept being like, yo, hit him back, hit him back, And so the next day I was like, yo, we're at this bar whatever having drinks, right, And so he came to meet us at the bar. We were in Miami. He came to meet us at the bar, and she, when I tell you, she was going so hard for him, and I was like, did she really make me call this guy back? She

called him back for you? When I tell you, she was in his face like doing all kinds of stuff. So I just let it go, like all right, girl, you got it. Like it was weird to me because you saw he really was trying to talk to me. And so then later on that day he had hit me up because I left and you know, we all left or whatever, and I think I was going back to New York. He called me. I was in the airport. He was like, yeah, your girl was going real hard, Like what's up with that? I mean, you could not

notice she was doing the most. I was actually a little embarrassed. But then I was also like, he wasn't my guy and nothing. I just met him at a party, So I was like, all right, that's you could have that, but I just thought it was weird to do that. So what happened. Did she end up with him? Um? I don't know, because I don't know if she would tell me that she did, but I don't think so. Yeah. I mean the way he called you and said definitely,

And that's what That's what I'm saying. They'll come to us, but then you never know, once they see, okay, well she still ain't buying something. Might as well go back and you know, do what I do with her. First, I was said in Miami. It wasn't like I was gonna talk to him for real. It wasn't I didn't know him like that, But it also made me look at her a little different. I mean, there is a lot of thirsty stuff in Miami, so I get it.

So when you talk about slipping on the dick, right, have you ever slipped on the dick but then actually ended up liking somebody? Um? Because you know how at first she like, I went, I wouldn't talk to him, he too this, he to that, he not my type. And the next thing, you know, you all in. You know what, I gotta like everybody who dick I slip on, unless it's just like just keeping the real unless it's just like I look at it as a job. You know what I'm saying, Like job, Well, some niggas you

look at his job right, explain that. I mean it could be like, Okay, this nigga you know, got a bag, I want a portion or you know, so it'd be like that sometimes, Yeah, it is look at him as a job. But you could do that with somebody you didn't even weren't attracted to. Yeah, she attracted to what's gonna come up there? I have? And it may be excused the price, And I think a lot of that

came from how I grew up. You know, I left home early, you know, so for me, different niggas was just like, this is what's going on, and it's town. I'm gonna eat and I need a car ship, so you know, it ain't nothing to brag about, but it's the truth. I've been there. Yeah, So I think we've

all been in some capacity, but just be capping my things. Yeah, I feel like girls who left the house young, Like you can't say that there wasn't a man who was not influencing you and helping you out and taking your shopping and showing you're a different life away from home that mag you want to leave. But you had a baby at a young age, pregnant early teams, Okay, so what was that situation? Like, Well, me and my son

like super super best friends. We grew up together. I keep it low key because of course I live in Chicago. I don't keep it low key, but like I don't post my son a life, but everybody who know me knows and we're like super close. So I was pregnant early. I never had a father, so my mom always got half shout out to my mama, love how she's been cleaning twenty eight years. So when I had my son, it was rough. But instead of me just worrying about how rough it is, I changed everything. Like I changed

the way that I wanted to be a mother. For example, I put my son at all kind of programs that I was never being, all kind of schools. His my baby daddy rest in peace. It was well, you know what I'm saying. My brother wasn't well, but he lived the street life. So I wanted to just like find different type of men. And I tell women all the time, when you're raising these boys, your whole mad frame gotta change, like you gotta find a different life. So that's what

I did. Like kept them in basketball. Basketball saves laughs with boys, keep them busy, a a you all that type of ships. So it was cool, Like you know, I moved out early. Um, I was homeless for a minute, went to a shelter for about two months. That give you, you you know, different programs you can find, you can get help, you know what with you. So um, from there, we've been good. Like he'd been good when he was six. I lost his daddy and my brother in the same week.

That's crazy. So that's that's hard, you know, So I think by that happening so early for me, it kind of made me learned to deal with the reality of life early on, you know what I'm saying. So I put it in my head like okay, because I have a lot of people that die after that, especially being in Chicago, it's like it happened so often. But I put it in my head early, like, Okay, it's life and it's death. We all go live and we go that. Some go down early, So just celebrate and live your

best life. That's why I just be doing what the funk I wanted. Like people be like all of tight and these you know morals and ship is cool with certain ships you don't do. But you gotta enjoy life about what people think about you. Gotta live. You gotta live your life for yourself and for your purpose and for your happiness because still be a good person. You do a lot of passive things in the community. So I think that's great too, for showing not one thing

about me. I'm a solid ass bitch. Everybody know that. Any of the rabbitches from Chicago, they can tell you. It ain't like I've done from just period in the community to people. I'm just not a cutthroat, a's bitch in no type of way. You know what I'm saying. Character is very important to me. You can be a bitch that gap this and got that, but if you are a snake ass bitch, I don't want your roum, you know, And you know that's how I was thinking

about two. For a woman having a child at a young age and having a rare and music, that's not an easy balance because that requires you to travel. It doesn't have to be in the studio late nights, really being dedicated. How did you balance that? Okay, So basically when that was one on with my son, I fell off. I fell off in music because it was like, bitch, you gotta be four times. You ain't got no baby daddy. You gotta be at these a AU games. You gotta

fan schools and programs. So I wasn't as spocused as I was like I needed to be for music. But what was more important to me was my son and it still is. And when he got to the age where he was just like all right, he understood. So anything I put out even slipped on the dick or if I'm talking about any type of whole ship or kind of prepare him for that. I let him know, and he know how I am. He just be like, you want the crazy text me all day, Like that's

just how it is. He understands the business, you know what I'm saying. So it's just like we're good. And as long as he good. I never really gave a funk about with nobody else, because it's like, bitch, my son and ship. I'm the ship. We jammed here and gang banging. He hain't got no babies. He doing what he needs to do. And race in the Son of Chicago was very difficult. It's so easy for them to get caught up. Caught up, and my son listened, like I showed him examples. Look, so and So they got

life in jail. So and So got his weed rod. He craziest hell for the rest of his life. You don't, you wrote your mother Pope is not of that ship. So and you're realistic, You're like, you're not like, don't smoke weed you like look and he listened. So that's a blessing. And it let's be cool for him to have you as a mom. Still, it's it's well now it is, you know, But I'm sure he's dealt with like, oh going to high school game because he went to a real popular school and it was just like, oh,

that's your mama, that's your mama. So I won't go in there address. You know, I would try to be on my mode, but it's like the soccer mom mode. Yeah, but it's still like, oh your mama. So I'm sure he's dealt with that, but it's time went on. I think understands now. You know what I'm saying is he gotting older and ship so it's up and down. He got a lot of cloud off it too. And you know so and then you had options to be like that. The readings that you did with you and cash out,

they've all been up here on Lift Service too. By the way, shout out to training. That's my bull comment. Oh yeah, what's that. It's called pussing in your face? You know we actually got about it's just about you know, seeing the nigga mouth that look comfortable, and it's like, damn like it looked comfortable. Comfortable mouth. A comfortable mouth to me is just one that looks like it just fits the lips, the mouth, the structure. It gives you beak to see your face that guy. I feel like

nice celestious lips. I do too, Yeah, because it works. Is when they got like, you know a little thing, yeah, but you never know. But I am got a tongue. I was gonna say, I can't have no lips and a little skinny thing you got and they got to know how to use the tongue. You can't be like a lizard. And if they got some money, it just balanced it out. Have you ever checked on anybody? Have

you ever been the one like gave a guy money? Never? Okay, So I practiced this thing called reverse by ecology, right, vers reverse by ecology. So I invest a little like I go back. I got this thing. It's like future with the ap s. Okay. I got this thing with these drewelry boxes. Right, it's from this store called Things. Remember, okay, you had it that with your customization sturing things. Oh no, you had something like that though, right, idea miss was

more images so with things. Remember they got this wooden jewelry box coming different side and sometimes is coming up telling I'm telling y'all, y'all get these niggas. I'm telling you how they love me when I get them these boxes, I get gifts every and they don't care if I busted out of ship because they love me. They know I'm how ump. But it's different sasses, small, medium and large and on the inside you engraved their name. So I always get that nigga that drewry Box early on

and they'd be so impressed. They never had a girl, but I mean nothing before, especially with they name in it. And that that reversed by ecology is how you guarantee a gift for the rest of your life. Oh damn. So you get them something little, but you get it early on first, yep, and then it's guaranteed a bigger comeback. Now, let's just say, do you know sometimes guys have nicknames and real names. When you get it, ingravee, which name

do you put in? It depends on the nigga. Like um, I usually get their name to make them feel like, bitch, I know your real name, right, But I didn't had a nigga who they might go about a little nick a little sad name. So it depends on the person of the person. Have you ever been in a monogamous relationship or do you think that you always got side dudes? Oh my god? Oh um? She like, I don't want to say ifship, I ain't a relationship right now. But

the last relationship I was in, I was faithful. That was my first time in my life. I've always had some type of sad niggas or niggas who I got, niggas who I've been dealing with a fifteen years that excuse me every night and then could come back and they just might have this thing. Was like, well yeah, and it was like small, like a job for me. But that last relationship I was in, I've been single for like the past year and half. It's so fun.

Okay during the pandemic too, Yeah, it was fun for me. Like, so how did that go for you? Being faithful? Being faithful? Okay, so just being honest. This the thing, right, I was fa food. But he a lot of times when I funk with other niggas is because I need ship. So he had enough. But I ain't need ship, so when I'm going fucking somebody fuck, So it was cold, like I ain't cheated nothing, And then it was it was the opposite. He was like the biggest cheat that I've

ever had. Period. So towards the end when I was just like, you know, what what the fund is you doing? Bitch? God, Because it wasn't like the dick was just the best anyway. I was going to ask you you can't never have it or I can't you know, can't that's how well after a while, you just started thinking like I could do better than that, so I could get me another one by I'm not gonna deal with all of that ship. And towards the end, that's when I started when I said,

I'm al okay. So I put out a song. I don't know if you heard, it's called no Good when I'm talking about I ain't ship either. So when I put out that, that's when I knew I was like, yeah, I ain't gonna stay with this nigga this time to collect and not just collect. But it was just like I just was being real with myself, like, bitch, what you gonna do. Let's focus on getting back to the music, getting your own bag. That way, you don't have to deal with that ship and you can pick who you want.

So I put that in my head and then I end up doubling back with this nigga who I just he had the best warm mouth, felt like the biggest dick and I went back and I sucked him, and then I remember I went home and my pussy was beat up, and my nigga came and ate my pussy. He ain't even gett a tub. So you came home. He was beat up, and he and everything boyfriend came and slirked it all up and get his cheating. Yeah but wait, I ain't have to get your wet whites.

Ship happens. He didn't think nothing was weird. Well it ain't Mike gon smell out a nut. But you know, I feel like if he used to eat your plussy, you could tell when ship is a little just figured for a moment, like I don't know that he thought that I would cheat because I didn't cheat. I was winning for some years because they had like swollen kind of winning. My ship was beat up. So did he just eat you? Did you guys? Did he eat you

out and have sex with you? He ate me out and I think we were so so he ate that guys come not. I don't know if he came out or not. It had at it it was maybe he ain't the outer and then the nut party was up. Oh my god, he was numb, so she couldn't feel he ate to come because if it doesn't go into service, it comes back out. Oh you don't ate that man, Baby, you don't even know that was. That was some good rep.

They definitely had a little taste. That's what I said, yourself first, you have to put yourself here this period that was you had proposed to you. I did the nigga. I had a nigga, not a lot, but then it wasn't even a real proposal. Like it was this nigga who I used to fun with in New York, and he was actually yeah, okay, no disrespect, but he probably had the least money the niggas that I ever fucked with. And that's still my boy to this day. Like I

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intimidating for him. He doesn't like that for women to use them. But it's like, if you ain't with it, we're gonna sneak and do it anyway, So you might as well just be a team player. I know I am. I ain't gonna lie. I've done it. After he left if he didn't like, hit it hard one and I felt like it's still after he left, I pulled up my watch in euphoria and she was taking a orgasm. You saw that? What about that? To have you faked

the orgasm? Not recently but I have before? Is it dramatic or are you just like yeah, I can't dramatic. It's tale extras tale like again, because like I told you, some niggles, I didn't looked at the jobs, so I go in, Oh my god, why are you all that extra ship? It's just like whatever, the purpose is just for the What would you say, is that um in

your head? Do you have the best sex moment? Like this was the best this particular person, this day and this experience was the best ever Um, okay, so person, I can't say that because I can't remember them. So, but I do like I like getting my pussy eight by m hmm. I guess I just think the combos are the best for me because if it's dick and you and mouth on you, that's the best. How can that happen because dick going you and somebody else's mouth

on the top? People? Yeah A J. Johnson. Women, Um, I don't like women to be like in relationships and like be like I'm on like a pillow princess type like I just I'm just into the land back, you know. Yeah. Oh wait, so you were talking about a woman and a man, not too men. I never had two men. Okay, I thought it was two men saver, but I mean I didn't had niggas that just had great dick and mouth before you know what I'm saying. But it's like at the same time, hit different it do it do

and it feels good. So I just don't like with the females. It's like, don't keep calling me. It's like it could be clingy and nice like us. I never a pussy sound. Never a pus sounds selfish to me. I haven't a pussy. But I've also haven't been ex to not to say it like that. Okay, I've never been like pressed, you know what I'm saying. Maybe I can't even say if they pressed me maybe because that's really not my thing. You know, I'm just into the

landing back. But do you let them know a front, because what if, like they expect you to do it back. I don't think they expect me to because it's happened on two hands I can count, and it's just like it's just the privilege to be laying back. I'm sucking talla fussy fuck. But that's like, but some stuff is fun not to be doing the most because you know the delian and kick than you know. But you know what's fun. I do like bumping pussy sometimes. Okay, that's amazing.

It's a good time when so can you come from this? Very much? So that is actually better very much. And it's warm and it's wet, but nothing's going inside to me, and I don't think I'm like, yeah, I don't you just like that? So a small dick that you couldn't feel that would kind of be the same thing a guy with a small bit. I've had a few of those. I don't like. Those I don't like because little dicks

is like like the Chinese guy. We were saying early you guys with the Chinese guy that had a little dick. I wasn't with him, but I did have a one time encounter with this Chinese man before. Okay, it is happy Chinese New Year, Happy Chinese New Year. That you're a tiger. Yeah, what do you mean by little? Was that the smallest man you've ever seen? Because that is the stereotype. Actually it was. I'm saying some tick me elmos, but yeah, I have like kids navels, you know, have

some kids name. But the Chinese guy, it was just like I never seen nothing like that. How did you end up with a Chinese guy? Okay, so I was in mail Rows, I was on I was in l A. This is years ago. Shout out to my girlfriends because she always we I promised, we promised, we won't say ship. But we were shopping on me al rolls and he had a boutique and he hit all this designer ship, like you know how they have all the ship and a lot of that ship be constant. So whatever happened,

I don't know. How we started it. But he basically was like I thought he was saying, let me eat your pussy, a funk or something whatever it was. He end up eating my pussy. He tried to pull the dick out. It happened on mail Ross Avenue in l A. In the dressing room. The owner of boutique Yep facts that happening. His dick was so little it couldn't even go. Yeah, it was so sick. You saw it before he tried to put it in. He and just tried to slip it in without you seeing. Sorry, eating my pussy. I

remember like it was yesterday. I was in a dress when we started eating this, my fucker, she said. And then the dick came up, but it was like it couldn't go in and he ended up eating it. Some oall Indian and I don't know, but I had a gang of ship. It was BT weekend years ago. It was actually I'm so boggish for saying this, but it's okay. I was with my nigga at the time in l A. And the girl he was with my girl, she's still

my girl. It was like, so she was like, I'm like, bitch washed the dough and we left up out of there with a bunch of ship. That's when ed Hardy felt applaying all that ship. People ain't been and I was getting all that ship. I didn't give a funk because again I looked at it as a job, because that's how I just you don't have you can't count that anyways. That's not because he his dick wasn't even

big enough to penetrate. So it's not it's like you didn't she didn't yep, But um, I don't really remember. I was just more so like just so he didn't. He didn't come No, it ain't come up. I think he probably he didn't make a big deal out of the head. It was crazy. I had no business in that dressing room doing no ship. Ain't callie. I don't give a funk. I'm like, bitch, I want me some ship. That's just what it right. I did get some pieces. I got a bunch of ship. Yeah, shout out to him,

whoever you are, you know exactique? Still there? I wonder, actually guess what ship? So I went I live in l A. Now I live in l A. I went back. I can't find that spot because I went back looking for him ship remember me? Or should I pull out my pants? You can see this pussy exactly the dressing room. Now. I also said that you said that you faked the Holy Ghost at church. That is I can't people do that. I did, and it's the truth. I did. I'm sorry on the day it's in my oh my god, y'all.

My uncle Dave has the biggest church in Seattle to coma and I did years ago. It was just like I was there. I was, I'm just extra board. I'm a vigo too, so Burgos we just like extra and I did and it was just like I did. It was a while ago, but I did. What did you do? You jumped up and I just put on the show. It wasn't in mind, It wasn't recently, but I did.

But I just I just came out and said it recently because it's just like sometimes I'll just be thinking, like everybody be saying it like childa chandler, but would be the truth, And I'll just to be like, I don't give a fun mean, so many people that so many people, and people sometimes when you see them do the be like right now, I'm like you admit that that and you consciously did it that it was something that consciously but honestly a person, a person who believes

that God. I'm sorry, I know, I know ahead, but you know, you may think that you faked it, but it was God who called you to fake it. So it was that was God wanted you to put that show on for people to see that. I remember debating it, Yeah, she's gonna do it, and she's gonna do it because I was in Chicago and my mama we kept getting in trouble and she sent me to Washington. They didn't Washington now, but this was in North Carolina. I think

South Carolina wanted them. I don't know, but I remember going there and I'm just like, I just want to do that because I was just doing some extra ship. I just want to do it and that ship. Maybe you're God needed you to do that. It's a good show somebody that you know. I think stuff like this is so funny. What was everybody else doing? You know what? I didn't know nobody in the church, but I felt like my uncle was like, here go this, we on the project. So I think my uncle was kind of

like my mama is just like me. We just like this and I think that he knew it, but he never said nothing, and I never told him that I faced it. And actually I got him blocked on Instagram. I do because that's my uncle and it's certain things I just don't want to see. But his wife I blocked her too, but I unblocked her recently and I know she saw it. And I don't even know if they put the two two together until they see it. I don't care that they probably gets funny too. It's

like good marketing for them too. No, yeah, that's what I'm saying. Nobody came back to the church because they've seen somebody get the only ghost and then search that Sunday, so they was they was gonna go every Sunday. Now now I can just imagine you taking it in bad just from this story, though, I'd be so aramatic for no reason. It's like bench piped down. Yeah, I'll be extra, but it's okay. Do you remember the first time you've

ever had an orgasm? Ship? Because I remember the first time I did because I didn't know what was going on, and I was like, oh, ship, this is kind of amazing, Oh this is kind of um. That was so long ago for me, but my dick orgasms is different from vibrator orgasms, which was better. I like bad bad orgasms I do. It's like it's not even a real organs. It's like dick is good as far as the dick going in you pound pound pounds. It's like pussy, beat up, pussy,

wet mouth feel good. But then you can always go and just use that rabbit. And it's just different than I think we can all agree. Yeah, I prefer Yeah, when you say the first organs, i'd be in the kids and stuff me too, But I honestly the same. I prefer another person giving me an orgasm over getting

and masturbating for sure. Yeah, yeah, I mean they're both good, but I feel you it's different cause sometimes like if I do that with a toy, it's because I'm lazy and I don't really feel like doing all the extra stuff like being with somebody and then having to take care of them and then you know, after we're having a cuddle and all that, sometimes you just want to do that and go to sleep. How often do you not to be in being you? How gonna do you

use your back break? Not a lot, because I'm not gonna lie when I get in bed, I'd be so tired that most of the time, like because I get up so early that I don't really have a lot of time to even do anything. Even when I have sex, I'd be like thinking, what time I gotta get up over here? I gotta so if you come there, I'm gonna get twenty three minutes of sleep on I'd be like, oh my god, you know not, I gotta get up in three hours, like I'll be thinking about it, which

kind of sucks. But that's why it's better. Like if it's on the weekend for me or something. I often I can't even honestly remember the last time I did. You gotta do it today because we gotta go out after this, and then I gotta get up. I got ab at four o'clock in the morning. It's gotta be like the weekend. I gotta have nothing to do, like because anytime I'm home, I always got you to do to Laura was by the time I get home, because

I never have time. I just oh, by the way, you know, I opened a coffee shop three months aging back to open another one. I just signed the lease yesterday. Congratulations. It's in Brooklyn. Also in Coney Island, So I'm excited for that. It's probably gonna open. I'm trying for April, you know, once we get everything together. But that's what I'm saying, Like I got the juice bar. Now I'm gonna have two coffee shops, my coffee company, a hair

stirring Detroit, like all these different things. And so when I get home, I'm trying to catch up on emails, get work done. It. It's a lot for me, and I am like, I gotta take better care of myself, you know, girl, like a son. Okay, if you gotta take some time out, like yes, you do still work a vacation, but I'm going for work. It's only for the weekend. Bout going for work purposes, you know, for going to tex Cacos. But it's for like you know,

they're planning a festival that I'm helping with. So the next time you use your vaborator, this is what you do. You use it and just think of the sluttiest ship in your man and then that just makes you have the what you be thinking about. It depends on my mood. Sometimes I can think about man, I don't even want to say girl. Sometimes it depends on my mood. Like sometimes I can think about like I didn't have sex with other people while they're eating my pussy, and I

just think about other people. Or if it's a nig, I might think about a bit. You know, it's just make you just just then when you off the forty two. The forty too made me do some ship that supposed like just whatever, I feel like doing it right now. Forty two for me and just make you just leave your best like just half fun. And then I just started drinking. I never drink, never in my life. I've only been drinking a year and a half when the

Toxic guy I was talking about it. I've always been a weed smoker, so I barely smoke now and I just like to drink. Let me ask you a question. So now that you drink, the sex is better drunk or sober. I like drunk sex because it's just makes you just like I've been the most Yeah, but I just I just like, um, drinking is fun, especially for sake. So now you've texted the wrong guy before? Have you ever texted the wrong person? Like the wrong thing? I always do? How did that? I always do? I always do?

And you know, what I'm good for not hanging the phone up and just talking. Check. We just got through talking about that. How I was talking about this NBA nigga that I used to fuk on the side, and I talked so much ship like that motherfucker. Soon does he get this draft? I mean, as soon does he get this contract, I'm gonna stop working with the Wold and g the fucking email. I mean the message was on the voicemail. So I had to drive to Ohio, which is like four hours away, get the fucking phone.

And I was just telling my girls, like, bit you to go. You did that ship and I got his phone. I got that fucking message herace because it happened that way and it wasn't meant for him to hear that ship I did. I got the phone. Yeah he don't. And what happened was I got the phone. He's very, very square, so he ain't even got pass cold on it. But I was so nervous. I was like, damn, because I don't want nobody. I'm a caring person like that. I did. I drove and it was like four and

a half hours away. Was playing I didn't, but I didn't. I'm like if he hear this ship, it's gonna really hurt his speelings. I don't like hurting people feelings, so ye have that happens. So I am. I'm so caring like I might. You know, people be like, oh, she just does. But I don't, like, you know, I care about what people feel, not commenters and bitches like that the niggas. I don't want people that people that I expecting. I care about our value and it don't matter what

you got. I'm just being on character. So even with him, he ain't like the most solid nigga, But you know, I didn't want him to hear all the ship, I was saying because at the time I was talking to my sister, So should we say to our friends. You don't really need it that way. You just be going overboard talking ship and it's not meant for somebody to hear. And you was say, I can't and you I know you care because you drove all that way out. I

do care for and I have out. Sohio, what was you saying, I can't wait till you get the contracts so I can get me some money and get the funk out. And I'm sticking it out. I did, and then what's crazy. He had the biggest dick I've ever had. He had a real stomach scraper. Damn. But they don't always mean a great dick, it don't. But he had great dick. And I think that when I used to be sucking with him. See, some bitches don't know how to suck dick too, Yeah, because that's too how to do. Yeah,

if it's that big, it's that big. Yeah. But if you just focus, yeah, and just you can get it back there. You just breathe, don't breathe, I mean breathe, but don't have too much movie. Just let it, just just let it go to the back to where they can get back there they Yeah. I think the key to sucking our big dick is just relax. You can do this. Yeah. And and honestly, I was with somebody who has a really big dick for a long time

and I love sucking head sick. But something that I had to train myself to do was breathing with the dick in the back of my throat, like just not worrying about you know, I'm gonna breathe again, just when you got It's all about relaxing. You can't be all ten long. That's good. You still got to relax. Be doing too much moment you're kind of choking all and once you relax, you could get into other movements. You could use your two hands and doing what it's big.

And he started doing that like sucking your mouth thing. Just relaxed, just again, open the throat. He doesn't you know. I'm like, bro, grab me, put me in the head, like yeah, yeah, what's thin because I've been like a lot of people neglect the ball. Well the time, it's the whole. You know, the zick and the balls are together. There are family, and you don't write them like a family.

If you know and touch the balls while you're sucking children, you come with these kids exactly take care of you and your kids, you know, exactly take care of that's a good way. Let's say Stephanie being on here. I got it. It's like, yo, what's different. I was like, I've been listening to step No and I don't think that's a bad idea because I really do enjoy sucking dick. I really love it a lot. And boss and balls you gotta be da or do you give the balls

a something that I do a lot something is. That's my goal to when I want a guy to come from getting had something I do, it's my goal to you know, sucking zick, hand here, mouth and hands here. Yeah, you know, and you gotta make it well yeah, and just all of that combine. It's gonna be that guy likes his beho play with two while you right there doing that. I don't know about that is that I haven't done that lately lately, but I've done it in my life's Oh, it's so funny. Things changed one year.

You're a you haven't done You're a chameleon. So I haven't got to the changing. This is my learning. So I have a question. I heard anal orgasm is better than orgasm. I've never had an anal. I had an orgasm from having anal and it wasn't better. It was just it was cool. It was good, but it wasn't better because she's like, you gotta do it. I said one step at the time, But have you ever stuck your finger in someone's But I never suck my finger and nobody's ass, nor have I had dick in my ass.

So I'm not saying that I never will do it. But I felt like bit you then sucked dick balls doing all this kind of ship safe something. Well, I think the Chinese guy would be a good way for you to start, right, y'all. I've had a person be like, come on, come on, but it's like I just like stuff that feel good. So I haven't had nobody be like, make me feel like dick in my ass to feel good. So I just be like, it's soft limits and I

do so much other ship down. I never really it doesn't hurt at first, and then it feels good, right. I feel like I'm a pain. I like, I like pain in the bathroom. I like to get choked, that slapped around, But that pain is just not It's not I'm not into it. I'm a person who likes to get choked to like I'm blue and it and I don't want to It's like I feel like that's an accent only like I mean, nothing accepts from mine. Okay, you know that. Guys, do you see yourself getting married ever?

I do want to get married one day. So what is this guy like in your head? This guy you would want to marry big dick A lot of money? Um No Instagram Love Me and Nigga with no Instagram or no I met this man recently, he ain't got on social media? Are you sure? Because people say that say that, I ain't sure, a lot of people that don't have pages, got a ghost page or a lurking page here, they're not on it. They might it might be a little brother or a cousin or a homeboy

who page they get on and then look. Because I got a brother that he don't had a page, but he sent me ship from Instagram all the time. I don't know if somebody else's because if they watch my page, you're gonna get a totally different procession. I mean, you're gonna be like this bitch, your hole, this bitch wild, this bitch, because I know i'd be off the change. But really, my Instagram is really me though you know he got that, yes, but I feel like sometimes nigger

gotta be warmed up to it. I can't be a lot, you know what I'm saying for certain type of men. But really, I've never been single. This is my first time in life being single, so it's fun. I live by myself. I got my own king size bed. I can just be rolling around, walking around. Titty's hanging pussy out whoever. I won't end and out my house. And it's fun. And I think everybody should experience that, everybody. Because I never lived by myself. You gotta think I

had myself. I've always had different niggas, but I never had them niggas around my son. Ever, I gotta have. I gotta really be fucking with you to be like, Okay, you live with my son. We're gonna get us another crib and then I'm living my son. So now, for the past year and a half, this is the first time I've been living myself at that time of your life. Just chill. It's so little. I moved to the suburbs in Chicago when I first left the nigga. I never

lived in the suburbs. I'm from the fucking low end of projects, so me going to the suburbs, It's like, bitch, why you ain't been moved to the suburbs? You know what I'm saying. Shanna been telling me. You know you were Shana so tight. We never discussed that. So you'll got a song together right now to Yeah, we got a new song out that's lived right now. But me and Shana been having songs together right, We got a lot of songs together over to years. Would you do

an album together? Okay, So me and Shanna actually did an album together. It was years ago called the Emma and Louise and never came out. It wasn't my fault, my phone, and I remember she took a break, like to focus on her own family and that. So now we revisited recently. So last year I had a party. It's just like we just rekindle. You know, when I left the Nigga, it was like I'm out sad, I'm

drinking everybody and used to me drinking. So now I'm just drinking and everybody love it and I love it too, you know what I'm saying. So she's like, bitch, come on, let's finish our album because she fun with me. She don't real bit, just like every bitch in Chicago wild say the same thing about me. It's no bitch like me, like you know facts when I talked Queen the first Ladyship, it don't be just like on the cocky Ship. It's because it's not a bitch like me. There wed and

they know that. So anyway, so she said something about okay, let's do the project. And I'm like, all, hey, let's do it. But in certain ways, it's just like I just when I'm ready to do ship, I'm work, work, work, I don't give a funk what I got going on. And I feel like we did the song. The first song, it's called you can See It's Lit. It's on Good in Chicago said, yeah, you can see it. We did a video for it. So I don't know, we said we just go do the album. You know what I'm saying,

I'd just be ready to go, go go. I don't know, but right now we're just focusing on the song. I think when it comes to women wrapping, Chicago always been let to we are live. Queen Ki was up here recently. I know. I saw that. Yeah, keep my girl, keep my girl. She was funny. She is funny me and he actually, um, I've been knowing Key, but like about during the summertime, I had actually started managing Key. I did.

I started managing Key. I really believe in Keith as far as talent, and then after that it was just a lot of technical difficulties. So I was just like, you know what, let me focus on you, bitch, because I can only control me. You know what I'm saying, and I just like like to work and she had a lot of other ship going on, but we're still cool. We still talk all the time. Queen Ky sashould go

hard like every girl, Dreazy, Dres that's my girl. I've probably done more Tink, so Tink, Drazy Key, Well, Chicago is all Chicago, but everybody grew up in different areas, you know what I'm saying, So it's like some of them grew up in a suburb, song grew in the city, but it's still all together, you know what I'm saying. But I funk with everybody. I never worked with Tink hands song, but I funk with Drazy, I funk with Sasha,

I funk with Key like I funk with everybody. But for me, it was just like, Okay, you gonna even keep trying to do laying on me. Let's build the unity ship or you gonna focus on yourself, bitch before it gets to letting you hang ship. Let me do me. And that's what I've been doing. So right now I'm

pushing the song. You can see it. And then I got Frozen, which was a song that I don't even plan on coming out, we leaked it and next thing you know, everybody was posting clips and ship and all the DJs was like, bitch, frozen drawing FROs because Chicago, no, they know how I am with the girls, like every girl nia like it's a lot of us. So they just be like, Chilla, you're always trying to worry about

all these other bitches. Even I funk with them though, but it's like, bitch, what we're doing for you, because that's about to for you, that you're always concerned with other people and not really focusing the most on yourself. So this is the thing, right, I'd be feeling like I'd be wanting to be with other females. How I wish somebody was with me because with that, and then I think maybe having a child young to you're used to being like a caregiver. And my sisters them cannot

stand this of me. They'd be like, bitch, fuck these holes up, because I can out wrap everybody fun just frozen. You can see a commercial, but we're talking about bars. This is a fact. Everybody knows this. Niggas know what the bitches knowing too. They might not say it. And I've always like I never had management. I never had a team, I never had investors, so I beat trying to just like if I get resources, I'm just like that. Naturally you would never see them them really just plugging me.

And even still it's still the same way, so which is why now it's just like every man for theirselves. But I say that, but it's still like if any one of them texts me, it's still the ship, because everybody still texts me. I don't live like that, but I do need to be a little more like fuck them. But well, I can't say that because I just want

to be if everybody win, you off win together. But you do gotta get your business because that's really how you know how they always say on the plane, put your oxygen mask on four and then you help everybody out of first you gotta breathe. That's a problem for me.

That's one of my weaknesses, I can say, right. And also some of it is also I think, like being scared to put yourself out there to succeed, because sometimes people are scared, like if I go really hard and it doesn't work how I expected it to right away, then because I know people who are like that, who was super talented but they'd be a little nervous to go really hard for themselves, so they try to do stuff for other people because they don't want to put

themselves out there like that, because it's hard to put yourself out there. I feel like if I just put my phone on, do not disturb. That's my thing. Like, I don't really be nervous, Like I feel like I don't give a funk way I go. It can be in here, it can be there, there, there. It's just that my phone is like it's like everybody be just pulling me like an octopus. Yeah, you gotta say no, I do. But if you have to say no and be like, look, I gotta work on these things for

myself first. I gotta work on that. Yeah, that's all. That's something that I had to learn to do too. I got a lot of ship I'm trying to do, and sometimes I do as much as I want to help people lord and be like you'd be saying yes to everybody and everything, but sometimes you do have to be like, all right, for this three months, I'm focusing on just my ship. That's a weakness for me. If you asked me what's your weakness, that's it. That's any more.

That's something I'm working on. I'm working on that for real, because it'd be like that. And then it's like sometimes, uh, one of the female artists, they could be somewhere like Okay, Chilla, I'm in Atlanta. You know, anybody, I'll be on my phone giving all the connects because I just be feeling like, it's okay, I want you to win that. I'd be like that. I do, but you know, people just gotta to be deserving of that too. Sometimes, like what you know,

you don't. You don't gotta do everything for everybody and not get anything in return. That's something you gotta learn to those connects or or something. Some people like have home businesses where they're just a connector and they connect people. You know that ain't my business. And you're right, they gotta be deserving. And a lot of them bitches and niggas really bitches though they don't be deserving. Yeah, you don't gotta give up your connects to everybody. I do.

I just be feeling like I don't know. You're right. It could be like because I left home early and I'm like a big sister mother type figure. Still it's just in me, and I'll just be feeling bad like damn, But dumb bitches are never if you look at my ship, like end of the day when it comes to Chicago, Like no matter what I put out, it's still gonna get played on the radio because the song is good. It's still gonna get played in the clubs. Look at

their pages. You ain't gonna even see them bit of sharing ship and I still they are still and I'll just be feeling bad. Sometimes you gotta ask too, though, just like they'll come to you and ask for ship, you gotta ask for ship too. But let us know, you know, new project on the way, so we can let everybody know what's going on. Okay, So I got you can see it and Frozen, ain't my father? Got two fucking hot songs out right now. Yeah, so that's out right now. And I got a new song dropping

with Zay Toban. We got a whole project coming. I got a new song coming, love you. I love Zay Tobn. One of the most solid, genuine Remember I said about character, He's character solid. He ain't trying to cain't trying to holler, very professional. I love today. I love his family so we got a song called No Parts that's coming um. I'm in a movie that's out right now. I got other movies and Ship on the way. The movie that

I got out right now is called Hands Up. People be tweaking because I play a crackhead but trying to give as going on. So yeah, so I got um hands Up. I got two other movies that's coming up, um that I'm in. Of course, I got straight drop on Cut, which is the number one, the number one hip hop podcast in Chicago period. All you other motherfucker's

take notes. I'll be doing the skits sing, you know, just just building and just trying to grow and develop and just you know, just making sure that everything that I do is just lucrative and just bringing in income because right now I ain't got no niggas. Okay, so that's hard man. Yeah you got this, Obama, I do, so thank you all. I love y'all. Okay together, dry on real bitches, And that'd be the problem with females.

It's like yeah, but no no, and they senjoy. She made sure this happened because we were trying to schedule it. And I appreciate you for coming through the lip service because you don't live in New York, so we flew down here. It's cold. Hopefully some nigga tonight, some nigga you okay, So shout out to y'all. Did he get his money up? I don't want to blast him, but he get his character so solid. I don't care when I get some money. I'm gonna look out for him.

We're gonna build. You know, he's with him. It's okay, chilling Age, Thank you so much for coming. Thank you animes. Enjoy that toy. Thank you. Yes him