Episode 339: Ight, So Boom...(Feat. Joey Bada$$)

like a cousin baby like we were saying. You know, I'm on one twenty, which is like kind of and the Capricorn the beginning of Aquarius. So I got like both properties or whatever, but I designate identified more with Aquarious for sure, so different. I don't know. I just always felt more like an Aquarious than a Capricorn, you know what I'm saying, Like when I read like horoscopes or characteristics, I've always resonated more with the Aquarius side.

But it's funny. I got mad Capricorn homie, both men and women, and I got mad aquarious homies both men and women. Like January is actually an overwhelming month for me because it's like white after Christmas and then it's like fifteen birthdays and people that I know, like people who are really rock with too, So just like damn, yeah, my dad's birthday is January second, mine is January three,

So that's always a weird time. You were right. I got a homegirl January two, got a homegirl in a home in January three, got homeboy January five, got homie January seven, got a homie, uh January nine, January fifteen, January fourteen, January everybody together every birthday. But what is even more funny is like every year a different person from my January trial gets a gift. Okay, Ye're not going to do like one of moments now you were talking about Aquarius is and saying that Aquarius and men

can't be monogamous or no. Aquarius is in general. To me, we're not meant for like one person or one thing or one we got to move around. Aquarius is a real like were like an entity, you know what I mean, Like we come in, boom, we're here, right, So he knows he's a quaries over gapric Onnes were so different. Y'all focused on money, very driven. We focused on life. We like in your heads, you know, like we'd be flowing with the wind. And you feel like aquarious can't

be monogamous. Well, I can't speak for all the quariers, but you know I do resonate with that personally. You know, I'm not sure for monogamous relationship is necessarily for me, you know what I'm saying. I loved your tweet. Let's talk about it, all right, here's the tweets. Let me see that all right. Time to gotta stop being a sorry ass. And we'd tell Clo, you're fucking yiais and you need more than one woman? Straight up? What's so hard about being honest with our women? Fellas fun this

west and bullshit? Relationships should be expansive and beneficial for all. Most of us have been in polyamorous relationships our whole lives. The only differences we weren't honest about it. So that deserves like, we know how you feel first of all, just as a man to come out and say, because

that's not the broad thing to do. You're supposed to be like, yeah, you know that's real ship, Like, that's corny to play with somebody like that in the public publicly embarrassed them over and over and over, you know what I mean. I think it should be another mean, you know, like I mean that other men respect to say that's corny. Some people say he lies to you because he loves you. It's real, girl, all right. So I feel like people lie in general because they're trying

to preserve a reality for themselves. Like I'm a lied to you because this reality that we've built together is the one that's convenient for me, or for you or for us easier. But I feel like when you're ready to be real, or when you're ready to experience with true love is unconditional love is just like nothing that I could say to you is gonna break this bond.

So it's like if I got to tell you, like, yo, I love you, but I have another love, it's somebody else that I love and if that's gonna break us up, And I feel like we ain't meant to love more than one person. Absolutely. I mean, don't you love your mother and your kids and your pops and your cousins, And you know you could you could definitely love more than okay, but I'm talking about like in love. Yeah, like in love, what is that people do different things

for you? So being in love is you can't like see yourself with no one else in certain that you can't have different conversations with other people that you can have with that person. You don't open up to other people like you open up. You don't feel it's comfortable because I can trust people hearing exactly. I just feel like love is more of a butterflies than it is. Like love is not a now you know what I'm saying,

It's a verb. Love is it love does Like when you say you love somebody, what are you willing to do for them to show that you love them? Sacrifice? Okay, other relationships, but you know my sacrifice to look different than your sacrifice, so the other way around. So you're okay with Okay, I love you, but I love other women, And you're okay with being with a woman who's like, I love you, but I love other men. Right, I mean any woman that I've ever been with has pretty

much loved another man before at the time. You know what, if she was honest and alright, so boom, this is my whole thing boom. Alright, So you got polyamory, which is we're both aware that you know, we have a thing with each other. We love each other, we have a lot of love bond with each other, but you know, we're messing with other people. It's not committed you know what I'm saying. Thing, you got, you know, polygamous situations,

which is more of a committed thing. It's like, all right, if a man has two women, right, he's committed to those two women. He can't mess with no other women outside of those two women, you know what I'm saying, Like, that's that's the agreement. It all depends on what the agreement is with whatever partner. You know what I'm saying,

you have And everybody is different. Like I think this world today, this generation is a lack of understanding with dynamics, relationship dynamics, Like people are not really diving deep to what their partner wants. It's more about what they want and they're like, you know, they even go deeper. This society that how it raised us is like the woman's

happiness is at the expense of a man. So a lot of the times, you know, women lack the understanding of what their man wants, But what about the expense of the women? I feel we make more. It depends on who the man is. You know what I'm saying. It depends on who the man is. Like you know, I agree. I I feel like like when you said your definition of love, it sounds good, you know, like that that is one. I feel like everybody has their

own definition of what love is. And you know, when I'm in love with somebody, I feel like I sacrifice a lot. Like I sacrificed my my mental stability. Okay, you shouldn't have to do that. And like I mean, you know, I've been with a man I know who who I love so much, and I know he loves me back, but he just his lifestyle and his career. It just brings a lot of women to his feet. And I will never be okay with a man being with me and being with other women openly. I just don't.

Even though, like I've been saying this, I've I've thought about the whole Polly and polygamy thing in recent weeks. I thought about it because I feel like I made me allowing my man to be with another woman who I am also close to might be the only way. That's if it's the only way, because I do not. It's just something I'm thinking about. Couldn't you be with the man who has Yeah, let's get back to that, you know, but saying with saying that, I'm not dumb.

You know, I know what's going on, So I know what's going on in the back of my mind. But I just I'm not okay with him telling me that I'm never gonna be okay. I'm on the road, so I got this prostitute sucking my deck, I'm never gonna be okay with. By the way, I don't think that's okay. You know what, rather a situation where it's like I have another woman because I don't want to prostitute sucking my dead I don't want to mess with holes. I don't want to mess with nobody who I ain't got

a real love, buyd genuine connection with. But also, let's get down to the roote of the problem. Why why would you rather to being dark about a prostitute? Second, women have like a real other love. My love language is um, you know, um, affirmations of love, you know, terms of ex So it's like it's hard for me. How could a man be be telling me. How can a man tell me I love you but I want to be with another woman. That's like crushing my whole heart. I want to know. Nah, I wanted. I wanted to

add to what you said earlier. And I think the other big part is when you said society. Women get caught up on what people think a lot. So I feel like, when you're in a relationship with me, right, he's giving you everything you need, you feel fulfilled. Right with your sisters, say, with the people that following on social media, say, with the church, say or whatever say. A lot of that impacts how you react or you respond.

So when he said the thing about society, it's a lot of pressure on women that, oh he bet not have another bit, you know what I mean? Versus if you're comfortable. People ask me for advice all the time, and I tell them, like, if you know that he dates other women or he deals with other women in whatever way, and you're really truly happy home, I'm not talking about being suspicious and look at the phones and you can't sleep in your mental stability. I'm talking about

this nigger keep you happy? That's any fun? Other women, why do you care like why why does it bother you if you're happy in the home, And because the

truth is, men come like him straightforward. Most bitches can't take it, even though you'll be honest most but then there's just something like women is more okay with Like, all right, I funk with Joey, Like I know he gets bitches and ship like that, but she gonna I'm gonna make him commit to me, even though I know he can go on tour and he might do what you do as long as I don't know about It's like I just think that that's exactly that's just because

he is Joey. I can't come back home and like I don't feel like I could be really with you. I'm keeping you. I just I'm keeping you and this false for you can be real without being you know, so you know you don't want to honest man, So you don't want to honest man, You don't want to say I don't I feel like like you said, if a man is making you happy in all kinds of ways, but he's sleeping with other women, you're not making me happy. If no matter what you do, you're not making me happy,

You're making me sad. All right, but let me stop you right there though. How many times have you dealt with a man who you wasn't in an exclusive relationship with and you're telling all your home girls like, yo, I think he'd the one boom boom, but you're not committed, so you know what that means. He got other bitches,

but he's satisfying your knees though for now. But if I'm looking to get married or be with somebody in a minute, I'm an monogamous type of person, Like I don't want to have be with somebody that's with other people. But that's just me. I don't think gets wrong. If other people need to do that, you could do what you want to do. But I know that that's how I feel because I also know that I need somebody

that's like making me a priority over anybody else. So I know there's somebody else in the picture that you might have to compromise the situation with me because they need something, and it might that's gonna upset me. But that's the understanding. Say send that expectation from the beginning, like I'd rather than men be open like where I'm

at now. Before I used to think like that, like no, I don't want women, but now where I'm at in my life, I'm just like, you know what, if you're open and honest from the beginning, you're giving me a choice, But can you expectations getting the way of breaking my heart? Like what the ship you do work out out with? God? Don't let me find out because likening, I'm gonna not feel like I shouldn't do anything else either, right, Like, if you're like I'm detting other women, I'm gonna be like, Okay,

we're in an open relationships. What kind of men are your dating? Though? Bro? What you mean? He said, broke a lot of guys lately, Like like, I think I'm meeting guys and it's like that they're open with me from the beginning. So I'm like, okay, well, now this is different. I respect that you're giving me a choice. As long as you're giving me the choice to either, you know, go through it or not, then I'm okay

with it. But I'm gonna let you know these are my expectations as long as that's not compromising my happiness where I'm at, and you making sure that you could play that field. Never had no right I dated a guy recently and I'm like, yo, let's let's not lock in. Let's just enjoy each other. Let's make financial goals. We don't have to go together. You do you do me? He was like, no, let's get married, just for me to find out he got some I never feel a man that was like open and honest with me. I'm

such aggressive, like a big personality. Think it's like the lock me now. So the first thing is like, you don't take nobody whatever. I think I'm cool with the polygamy thing too, because I'm Muslim my faith and Muslims can have I'm a Slamica and more than one wife. And that's like how you said, it's almost contractual. So if we're both had the same husband, we both have to live the same. You can't have a rental property and I have owned home. I can't mean the projects

and you in the mansion. It has to be fair to days with unfair. So I mean for me to say I'm not with Pami is against my religions because everybody got to have the same. Depends on the level of that. Let's get to you said something about priority, right. I think that's a very important word because who is really priority. Right, if you're dealing with a man who's purposeful, you could never be his priority. You know why, because his purpose to himself to what he gotta do, it's

always gonna be first. He's always going to choose the opportunity that's going to advance his career, which trickles down and benefits you. If he's a woman over you, well, I don't mean that I have to be a priority over every aspect because my my career is a priority too, and I think at times people know that. But I

also don't want to know when it comes to another woman. Yeah, like if it's a holiday, a man with purpose, I think children are children are different, you know, And truthfully, i'd rather date somebody that doesn't, you know, have a kid that if I had a choice, if we're talking about choices, i'd rather not. Yeah, if I can do that, I would rather not have to. But I love kids and so no, but I love kids. But I'm okay

with that. But when it comes to somebody that you're treating, like in a relationship, I don't want to feel like in your relationship there's somebody that's you know, you might have to be like yo, Angela. It's her birthday, so me and her gonna go on this tree to know how to deal like he has to know how to play that, like play that like I mean, I've never been in that situation, so I don't know, like he shouldn't have you. I feel like it's nice in a

perfect world, a man will give you the choice. But listen, if you're giving me the choice, I'm gonna choose to not with my heart breast, but that situation. My heartbreak has come from men lying to me a picture that is not for having multiple lives aside of me. I'm thinking I'm the only one. Note give me a choice, don't waste my time. Feel like I mean, and I would say I'm not. I'm more than enough woman man to just want to be with me. I'm down, I'll

do whatever, I make my own money. I'm independent, I'm intelligent, I'm beautiful, I'm sexy, and I'm shy. I feel like I'm just just because you're all those things that that doesn't take away a man wanting alright, so boom, I just can't like if a man is telling me straight up, like listen, you want of mine, You're part of my realm. You're you're one of the girls that I'm working with right now, I'm okay, fine, you're not one of the

guys that I'm working with. I just want a guy who's at lea is gonna give me the respect to give me time and the beginning to just be with me at first, at least give me a try. Do you know what I'm saying, Because then you're accepting and you're just accepting that right from the beginning. But if that's the guy for you, and that's the guy that's meant for you, he's going to be all I was saying. All I've you know, wanted to say is you know

everything that you just said about yourself. You're being beautiful and you're being with You're being small, you being in the tracking like you're being kind so nice. Yeah, like you know, you're being one of these A man, Okay, So first, it takes a certain type of man to either to even be able to handle a situation with he's managing two or more relationships, you know what I'm saying. Like me, personally, I feel like I can only do two. I can't do more than two, you know what I mean?

I can only do too or whatever? Right, what's the highest duty of a man? The highest duty of a man? Yeah, exec protection, like just making me feel like I'm okay, like I'm good with you. So I feelt protecting it more than one way, so safely together, Okay, providing supportive mentally physics, But what would try the only duty? But what's the highest student? So when it comes to when it comes to providing financially, it's probably the biggest aspect

of that. In capitalist America and the society that we live in, a man has to be able to provide for his family, right, that's pretty much every most women's expectation of a man, and that's most men's expectation of themselves. However, that's not the only way a man is supposed to provide. A man needs to be able to provide guidance and leadership. That I need from a man. I need him to provide me with inspiration. That's all I need. Okay, So look, this is this is the point that I'm getting to.

This is the point that I'm getting to. You See, most women haven't come across a man who is able to provide financially and intellectually, spiritually, emotionally, but I'm physically all of that ship, you know what I'm saying. So of course, at the first glance, it would be like, oh yeah, I could never do that because most women

have not been introduced to that type of man. And you know, to be real, not a lot of these men exist because the way society has groomed us all, it's corrupted, you know what I'm saying, It's corrupted, like society's groom mental life. Society has been a woman to you know, almost take on this masculine role of today. It's like, let's be real as a woman, all y'all. Don't don't you want your men to dominate you? Yeah,

that's all I want. Yes, I mean didn't know I'm a very dominated Like I mean no, no, no, what I'm saying like, don't when you say dominate, I mean, don't y'all want your men to lead y'all for sure? Don't you don't y'all want to be with a man who y'all know, y'all can close your eyes fall back this nigga, right, But I want to be that for him too, Okay. But the thing is, the way natural order works, a real man is not necessarily going to allow a woman to be that for him, because that

kind of takes away his power. However, all men need a woman to remind them of who they are, to remind them of their party, because at times we do get lost, we do get misguided, and we lean on our women A lot of the times with men, women is our inspiration. You see, men turn their whole lives around. Why tract the woman into their lives? You know what I'm saying. So, what I'm basically trying to get to is if a man is living in his highest duty,

he's checking every box off for you. For that type of man, some woman might not be enough to fulfill him, and that's why he may need another option. It doesn't take a watch, it doesn't take away. I mean, you're in a situation where he's not a complete man a woman could be because I feel like, um, like you said, guys, men natural natural form there. They want to be the strength, They want to be the provider, right when a lot of times a man will look at me and be like,

what could I give her? She already has everything. She takes care of everything herself, you know, So that kind of kicks in on a man's ego. You know what it does aute financially right, that's just one man was super rich and my money looks super small to him. You know my money. Look, he can't teach you exactly, I can't. I can't teach the conversation with this. He can't guide you. You rather have a conversation with something from the project, because you know he in the books.

He went to jail. He like, you know what I'm saying, he got a real man. How much a man would look beyond my my career path and you know the type of friends that I have and the type of man that I could be around on a regular Tuesday. And just realized, like just you being yourself as inspiring to me. If I want to be with you, I'm already inspired, you know what I mean. I'm already already look up to you. Even if I have more money than you, I but a better car and a better house.

I still let it stop talking crazy to people. I know all of us, all of us are speaking from our own experience. You know what I'm saying. It's like the reality for you is you just never found that real alpha male who you feel you know he could financially provide for you, and you could also fill your mom with some good things. I the reason I believe in monogamy. I don't feel like that's the biggest issue

for me in a relationship. Like you know, I've dated guys who they probably more wanted me to be in a relationship with them, and then the other way around, like it'll be like they want to lock it in and it's not that's never really the issue. Well, you sound like you like your control. Yeah, I'm a controlling person, you see, and that's a lot of you know, women

of today, not even women people of today. But I want to put a focus on or focused with control and power, but honestly controlling power that's more of a masculine But I say this, I'm very good at like I'm very catering to a person, but I also am But your career base, yeah, I'm very and I said it earlier. Put your career I work a lot, like she'll tell you because but she goes hard though, like

that's how busy she is. She makes sure she do little things like make somebody feel really spatial, and it's good. But sometimes it's like I think guys have a problem with, um, how much I work? M hmm. Like people would be like, I don't want you to work anymore. I just want to take care of things and a week and he said, how many days you take off a week? Um, it depends how to make sure? Yeah, I do not. Now what's the highest duty of a woman? I think to

take care of them? Could clean and stuff like them. Old school, don't let's simplify that it depends on the man because different men have different No. No, no, it don't depend on the man. Highest duty, just more of a man nurture. Yeah, that's exactly what I feel like, nure. I feel like, at the end of the day, a man to nurture. Period. Duty of a woman is to nurture. Yeah. Period.

You know what I'm saying. So like in dynamics like yours, what may exists for these men is feeling like, oh, like, let me be the man because they want you to be fully submissive as a woman. But you know, that's why dynamics is important. And you got to understand dynamics because just because I'm a man, don't mean that I'm more masculine base. I could be more feminine base, and I could be like, oh, you know what, it's cool that you work baby, Like I'm I'm a hold. That's

what you're saying. I mean with me, you got beta man, You guys, it's about understanding your dynamics. Really, you know what I'm saying. So what I'm saying to you, and just like, don't go looking for alpha male. If you know that you like to be in control, you know that you like to have the power to know, but your man is going to be weaker than the typical.

I don't like anybody to let me walk all over them, but I do feel like it's you know, I worked really really hard to get to where I am, and there's a lot of things that I still want to achieve, and so it is hard for me to say, yeah, it is hard for me to just say I'm gonna not do this just so I could, you know, be home. And I mean, I want my man to be in total control of everything. On the money, I like, take all my money and give me what I need. I want my man to be in control of my whole life.

That's what I wanted my whole life. I still want that, and I can never find because even when it comes to money, I don't mind like spending money. It's not a big deal to me. Me either, I'm not gonna be like you gotta buy me this, you gotta, But I don't mind buying things. I don't mind paying for like it's not a big ba to me. Ever. See what me is my personality, so it don't matter. I have a lot, have nothing. Men just don't know how

to take this. And I'm at the point there where it's like, because I've never dating anybody but black man, I'm starting to feel that most black men can't take a girl that's like how I am. Because once we date and you get there totally sumiss. If I cook, I clean our frider chicken, I'll bring you take the plate. What you carry like that, I carry it like that. But of course it's this big thing. I'm from North Philly.

This is who I am. I'm like, I don't give you that day one because I can't trust you once we locked it and I trust you completely, simiss if that's who I am. But you gotta be a certain type of negative even get through that, because this is how I talk. I'm brash, I'm aggressive, a city girl like not even that, Like I know how to show you respect. I know how to do all it, but

that don't come day one. Like I feel like, just because my personally how big is and I'm intelligent, a lot of black men expect me to kind of like dim my ship down so he could feel comfortable. That's how I feel like, almost like be quiet, don't be asked, funny, don't be asked more so he doesn't feel like a bit And it's like I need a man, mean because I can't make you feel like a bit being myself because this is really who I am every day no

matter what. How does this translate into the bedroom? Then when it comes to being dominant in the bedroom, they go back to the question that I asked all y'all that y'all all agreed on except for you, you're all like to be dominating you're laughing, Yeah, I probably controlling in the bedroom too, I am, I do, i'd be Yeah, she's literally that's a problem for nigger like me. Like in the bedroom, I ain't be in control control that's it. You better come what say you ain't up what you

ain't get tied up about? What about a role? I would? That's different. The whole world role for you. Could you play a role where you were dominant in life? Put in the bedroom because you're so dominant in your life you'd like to be tied up? No, because it wouldn't be good acting. The roles that I take is like subconsciously a piece of me. That's really like that. Why wouldn't you like to be tied up? He's like, I like you need wouldn't like to be would you control?

But submissive? But you said you want to be? Like, but you're being pleased? You could take your wal You've seen that one video with Shorty who tired a man up and she started tickling his feet. I can't what about blind Oh yeah I did blind fold before. Okay, so you've been blindsations on that. It's crazy? Okay, so you like that. Now there's a woman I don't know. I don't know if you said this story. This woman

has two vaginas. Did you see this? All? Right? She was born to She has an only fan she makes seventy I'm just subscribed. Yeah, she has and she uses one for work like as an escort, and the other one she uses in her personal life. Lucky girl, right, that could be like two women for you right, anybody else? Now, that's crazy. I never seen that. Would you would would you have sex to somebody? She's like, like, I gotta

tell you something I got. Yeah, Yeah, I mean if I'm really if I'm really into like you know, she's really something special, I'll be like, you know, that's new, that's what you show. It's it's really too you know. And I wanted to ask all of y'all something because y'all were saying about if a person has two different things, like um my experiences the good guys or the guys with stuff like you have a career or whatever that

And I got a lot of mal friends. I feel like they had the same experience the horse like the bitches on the Project route, nasty, everybody like them. They fuck the best, like the career, no shade the career experience. The career group of George girls might be a said the coach might be a ted corny me. All the good sex has been on terrible guys. Oh man, Like you know it's not enough sex or the sex sucks. I don't feel like you could get two in one.

The guy that got the whole package as far as he digging you, damn he has something going for himself, but libery and with his grandmother. All you're going that basement, where are you out a few? Because the better dick is one the homeless guy. What that's just honestly, you want I don't know that you can stereotype. I will say I will say that guys who were working for a roof over their head are better because it's like

the same ship women, the same ship. He go from his ground basement to you said, you said, guys who what looking for a roof the best for the roof over their head. They need a place to stay. All they think about it like this is a job. I got to do a great job. The best. The best sex I've ever had is probably has been with one of the richest guys I've ever been. Really yeah, we have opposite experience. Yeah yeah, he was looking down for a minute till you said that. I'm like, what that? Like?

What about that? Like? For women? Is there a different inspires Like it's successful struggling. I don't think he got to do with like success. It's just more about character and personality, Like sure, you gotta have some type of edge, you know what I'm saying? Like she gotta be raw type, you know what I mean. She gotta be from somewhere. She gotta she had to see some ship like if she didn't and she just like a good two shoot and ship like she's got to be a super freak.

Like maybe she washed porn all day long. But I just want to say, like I've seen both. I've seen both sides of the spectrum and then really determined on like success, like a good girl with glasses on sucking you could just come over. The girls from the hood, they always got something that like, you know, the girls who not from the hood ain't got Oh I talk ship, so yeah, yeah, yeah we could talk ship. Yeah. I like that. I like, um, I like communication. Has anybody

ever said something that took you aback? Like well the first time I was told to like spitting a mouth out, but it was just like you did it? Oh yeah I did it? I mean should I wasn't. Did you not do it? If I liked it? Yeah, it was like yeah it was going ain't gonna be it be it's kind of thing now for me. Now you sneaking girls now face it's wildly popular. Now. It wasn't that they didn't start rapping bout it. It It got popular, like

super popular. I have a question. So if a girl's like your dick, like you feel some type of way if she don't swallow ship I don't get personal here she go, I don't swallow Just to everybody, you want to know something. Yeah, you don't like in your dick set. Oh no, I love this guy. Imagine tomorrow your channel father young Black repers he doesn't like get in this. This is front page now, but this this might be front page too. It's like I'd rather not busting nut

when you're getting not period. Yeah, yeah, I'm learning not busting you don't like to happen. You don't like to come when you're when you're having sex? Why because I'd rather so this for the first time. It's gonna sound crazy, but like I'd rather preserve my life force, you know what I mean. Like when a man ejaculates, Like there's a lot of things that leave your body, this blood cells, it's just talk to them energy. You know, you get depleted.

They say it's like the equivalent and running twenty miles when you're busting nuts. I'm dutive. I mean, you know, you know, are you gonna feel the type of way if I make you come six times, because then it's not over till it's not somebody stopped. I've had guys that did that, like they just like to the part, I'm like I've come enough, like I've never said anything like come and then they come where where you tell

them not to them? That was in advice like that, and it was a good looking at me, But you know, you're dealing with men who got like no you know, no experience, no history of like you know with hold and they see you back and ship. So what do you do your box two years now? I don't stop, I just just hold it. I just you just never come. And the thing is just like once you don't release like that big ejaculation, like you kind of come a

lot of times. You feel like you mean insective, like the whole thing was like yea, yeah, you gotta let you like you have like multiple but you don't finish. So what you you're the type that like what you know you're about to come, you stop and then you just do something else to make sure she come again, and you go back in because you got the energy back. Your type act. If we have sex in the morning, he wouldn't come because he said he couldn't get his

day right because they wouldn't be right. He can only come at night. I like when guys be in a feudal position after I've never seen. Yeah, that's you don't like if I saw me in the fetal naked it would I think I'll be scared. Said guys coming, they just can't do nothing after that. But like that that's crazy to baby too, But that sounds really master, baby girl,

that scene. You remember that scene for don't be a management when sure he was in the truck with Mala to must baby remember when I rest did the naked thing he's in the like, ain'tle with a hairy ass. I would be so over. That's wicked, she said, Like you like, what about you don't mind a g being on your domina? No, you almost there? You know of the iceberg. Yeah, you're on your way. I feel like you'd be full beaty or somebody. I got you, okay, So when you organs about you loud, like do you

make noises? You scream nothing? I forgot you did not feel. I don't know, I can't like to make I'm not loud. I'm like I'm not like like screaming this ship. But I'm like like like, damn you like I got to make a sound. Yeah, I mean you know, I like like a grunt, like yeah, little something quietly come and I'm not sign it at all, and I'm out like I like, unless unless you're quiet for a reason, like because you're trying not to make noise. I'm not quiet.

I'm damn. They're cracking jokes. Sometimes it's born. I'm cracking joke. You can't crack, Ain't they funny? So I never fired bas No, I'm never farted. Come on, I'm not far in front of my meaning at all. This is that you can't help it. I mean, but there's but I mean fart, like my pussy's parted. I hate that. That's controllable, but that's it's not it's not control when it's like and it's good and it happens and I'm like fuck it, like he's like, yeah, I mean I used to like that.

Don't like it when it happens to me. But it's the only reason you're quiefing you're having a pussy far during sex is because he's too small. He's letting air in it's too big and there's too much air, not enough moisture experience. They're wrong with them. Yeah, it's it's not. It's not. You don't form guys and push air out. I don't through your vagina. So it's from dom putting it in and letting air go in. I don't think we know or shun me, and I know that's probably ridiculous,

but no, I think you should think. I think he's going to back crossed the door and then, you know, try to do it when he's not like us the bear from downstairs. Yeah, at least you have it down. I'm like the whole bear from like Bleach because I'm getting rid of ships about I gotta get that sprayed at before you pullos for a year, and you gotta answer as soon as it hit the water flesh. It's called a courtesy. Or just play music in there w a lip service podcast. It's like taking a ship. I'm with.

Are you a kisser? Yeah, I'm a kissing Okay, so you make out and all of that. Yeah, I like, Um, I'm in the affectionist if that's the word. Um, yeah, I like affection Uh, you cut off and affectionate publicly PDAs too. I'll do a p A. Do you find that now though it's harder for you to be out in public doing things because everybody knows you. Yeah, but like I feel like I just know how to move, so you know, I'll be low despite all of that.

But every now and again be like, oh, like oh ship you know, but yeah, you know I know how to be low. How do you enjoy playing the character of unique? Because we were all talking about that. We actually had a little Mary killed with some of your characters to see like the type of guy we would like the best kill me. Well you know, they're all you, but different roles, different roles. Oh yeah, yeah, we're killing the we're killing he's a good guy, but good guys

always you're married, everybody moving. The nigga finished life. You didn't even get to live his life, okay, but his character not that you know, not him getting killed by the cops, but like his character as a person, like, well, I know if that was unique in that situation, I didn't even consider that character and the options, yeah, because he's just like I can't even tell because I had to play a weak man. Money was having like a one night have you ever had in one night stand

more than one many? Yeah, I've never had. How you feel about that? I can't wait? Well, now it's not a um like Now that I'm older, I don't seek those type of experiences, you know what I mean? Like, I like connectivity. I like connection, Like first of all, you gotta have your mind in a certain type of space, feel like me, to even feel like the energy exchange is worth it. So ties, I guess you could say that, I just like it. I like spiritual connection. Did you

kids during one night stands? Like a woman? You didn't know that? Well? Would you do that? That's sweet? But that was like in my older life though, like now I was young and coming up like yeah, I was just young and wild and likely love quick. Um nah nah, I've only had one relationship my whole life. Really me too, well too but too But you so you're not in a polyamorary relationship now, you're just um No, is that what you want? You want to be in a polly

relationship or a polygamy thing. That's what you want to You want to do polygamy. So you want your wives to want to You want to wives, they're gonna get along? Well, you know right now and with two girlfriends. Okay, say no, so you don't want it. You don't want it to be a family. You just want to have one family here and one family there and everybody okay with it?

You know what they're mess with each other? Well, that's up to them, you know what I'm saying, Like, as the man, I feel like that's not really your role. You know what I'm saying. It is like they would have to be cool with each other. They have to, you know what I'm saying, be able to call each other and stuff like that. And if they want to get down like that, then cool. But they don't know that. But not they don't have to. It's not a requirement.

I wouldn't mind the same city, um, potentially because that's like but you know, I like to be by coast, so maybe like, well it's New York and l a real query. You think you're amazing in bed? Yeah? I know it? Clear? He said. Six times he turned her and said, who comes? Six times? I remember that? Well, how do you think you got so good experience? You know? Triling never ship? You have some errors, I won't call it errorge Well, yeah, yeah, I guess I guess average,

but mm hmm, I'm trying. Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah yeah, I've had some marriage coming for can have it to the best of us. You know what I'm saying, what did You're just not not even young boy things like sometimes it's just about toming and as a young nigga, I didn't really understand timing as much as I do now. You know what I'm saying. It's like, you gotta get the pussy wet, like you know, you know what I'm saying, But you gotta take your time, Like it's not about

one night stance. It's not about hitting it on the first day. And she's like, like, I actually prefer not to hit on the first day, yeah, because it builds up anticipation, you know what I'm saying, Like you see how unique queries is are? Yes, you never hear? Do you like it? You're easy? Oh yeah? Yeah question? Yeah that just came out of left field. And she's just like, you're good as I'm trying to see how you can't be good if you don't need pussy. I mean, there's

men out there that you can't be good. I'm sorry, I can't required to now. I don't like that that's crazy. We talking about that already. Let's just move past it. Do you like to use luke? Nah, he don't need to. You gotta hat your pussy way. Yeah, I'm you know, I take my time, and I can't imagine a guy wanting to have sex and not eating pussy. I feel like that's the first thing they always go for us,

like close face and before you stick it. I don't know over there you of it before you stick, you looking like it's the it's the conversation, it's how we being, you're making forth, it's the vibe. Is that I'm talking text, but I need to know. I feel like when it's a sexual chemistry, it's like face magnets, Like my face is a magnet, yours is. Now that That's why I

was important to build that anticipation ship, the magnitism. Even though I've had a great sexual experience with somebody that I met and we just ended up having some great sex just in a couple of hours. I would never lie about that, but I feel like I was sex that I may wait a little while. Besides that one that was like you know, some people, some people you just got it out for, you know what, Like you met that person, It's like, damn, you got it off for me like that, Like I've never had a one

night stand. I thought this guy was gonna end up being a one night stand. But the way it happened, like we met, our eyes connected, and then I don't know, we like ended up in the movie. I ended up in a handstand and we had enough sucking up a whole cime room. But he and I did end up having a relationship, but on some relationship after that. Now, what about masturbating, I think that's weird, but not for

a woman. I think so. I believe that women are the more sexually sexual beings, you know what I mean, They're a more sexual jenner. I feel like as a man, it's like you should be in control, Like you should have self control over yourself. It's like, if you're at home, masturbating is like, nigga, what are you doing? Like you're wasting your time? This ship that could be done, you know what I'm saying, Like you want women like you

need to fucking do ship. You know what I'm saying that if you're sitting home watching poem ascident, I just think that now they'll come into seconds some of them have to fellas at home. Sorry, Like the self controlled thing that's that is it just it is part of the measure of a man, like how can how much can you control? You come fa Stefani, you don't want to mask because thinking at the masturbating. But I understand what he's saying. No, you're younger. When you were younger,

this was me. This is like part of my process of maturing it to a man. It's like, you know where I started to realize Like no, that's like I don't know, like I ain't gonna knock anybody, but you just I just won't be doing Yeah, that's just weird behavior to me, you know what I'm saying. Just whacking off Like that's wicked to me alone alone, Like that means I have no self control because I got options and I still gotta whack on off Like whoa what

if gets stressed out and it helps you go to sleep? Nah, I don't sleep other ways you want to sleep like we're not like and this was you know, me learning like you know what I'm saying as I was growing up, because when I was younger, I used to definitely be

addicted to masturbation. Sixteen seventeen to be wiling and my grandmother was wild and sorry, I'm not saying it's like, you know this need to relate to that ship right there, but it's just yeah, as you get older, it's like you, I feel like you come to the point you realize that's where don't behavior. That's like some little kidship, like you think that it's so dirty? Did you feel dirty after too? Like? Yeah, after like I have to, especially if I use porn, I have to close it out

because I'm ashamed that. Yeah, I'm ashamed. Look, I can't even sell you porn. And then masturbating, after masturbating is over and I see the porn, I'm like, wow, I'm just shut shut. I'm just I'm not gonna. I can't believe this. Maybe this is a random category. Please, what's the word I want to talk about? What's worry? Let's just move fast. I covered him and I said to her, I'm confidence, I'm not It gets a little. What's the question? Category?

What category porn do you use? Don't do that? I thought, Okay, that's just it. It's the storyline black White listen. I was on here one time and they was talking about what porn are you watching? I was like school parm and I was like, wait, I don't mean like school poorm. I mean like the teachers, their teachers. And then the role play type. I've always wanted to do that. Yeah, I feel like you would. Yeah, I feel like I

would to be a home intruder. Oh my god, I pulled a gun on you, Like, put that gun away, bitch. I I'm not trying to ros. What would you if you had to play the plumb I did on Mrs Clause. It was like around Christmas time, on Christmas Day, like the cases already, you know, and it on like the road, the Miss Santa Claus Road. It's just like some nice fishnets and stuff. And I was cooking breakfast. I knew he was about to come in, So what's he saying

at all? He funked it up like he was so like, alright, bro, like do you just have to? It was, bro, it's over. I saved it, he because I didn't. But it was just like you killed it character definitely. So the plumber Okay, so let's see this scenario. So you're the plumber, alright, and you do role play, right, I mean I've done that home and true today. Okay, all right, so you come to the do alright, and so what do you say? Um? Who is it? It's the plumber. I've come to fix

the thing. I didn't know. I didn't know what was kind of my guy? This she freaky. Let's I've had only things contact. She wakes a video. You're supposed to be like t back out of the head and be like, yes, I'm clogged up. Oh take your ship. I don't like she called me a thug. I said, I want to do get your company money, but continue, I want to hear. We want to hear the rest ship. We got a call about, you know, something being backed up your pipes right now? You bless it the clot to me off.

I just get with it. You up, didn't I didn't order a plumber. You sure, but you're sexy though you get unclog these pipes. Come on, I would never be it's being an apartment of shi. But I did. Oh yeah, actually already prepaid. So come on, yeah, can you show me up with the problem. Man? Well, I amy, let's keep going with me. I would let's try y scenario mona. Okay, he's intruder right now, that's more of my thing. So like I'm trying fish and you come in with I'm

a grabbing pistol. You don't hand a pistol. So I'm trying to fish. You're coming from behind me. Nigga, get out of my house. Just feels real like back, You're gonna go home and try it. That's the better one. I don't wanted to do role play so bad. Remember like it Sex in the City when Samantha first started dating her boyfriend and Johnsy Sex in the City the new reboot. No, I did see the new reboot. Yeah, we're not gonna talk about that. No, but remember Samantha

with what's his name? They used to do like they in the beginning. He was an actor and they used to They did the Intruder and they did a whole bunch of ship and I always like, takes her down. If my man got it, like, if you're dating, like I said, you're being honest. You gave me the choice. I said, okay, like stuff, keep me on my feet, keep me entertained, keep me like I don't. I want to make sure that you I don't want to think about it, like you told me. But you're doing so

much stuff like I'm gonna give you a scenario. Okay, look are you ready to act? All right? Right now? Unique is coming to the door. You a fiend, don't clock and crazy Unique would even be doing personal drops sexy crack. He turns her into a fing for both. Or maybe I'm trying to get her to stop feen there and I'm giving her another addiction, just getting deep. Damn. That sounds like therapy. It does come to but sometimes you know therapy is good. Which therapy you're here to

give me today? Which addiction are you here to satisfy on the dick? Well, you know you've got the choices pink tops and bluetops today, Laura, First of all, you need come to the door. Like girls love that character, yes, but just love Unique for real. Yeah, for sure you did that great honest like Beard boys though, that's what we like. You know, you did a great job on the air. And you know what, I'm not gonna lie. When I saw Chranges at first, I didn't even realize

that was you. That's good, it's good. Actually I was talking about that on the air. I was like, I didn't at first, I was like, where is Joey Badass, and I didn't even realize that with you. When that ship came out, I was like, oh, I can't wait for Unique to come out. See my range. And you know what I'm saying, because you know, that was obviously a specific type of role and I never thought I'd play a role like that. But a shout to my man, James Samuel Uh. He's the one who created the Hortiday

Fall and everything. I was supposed to be in that actually, but then I had took the role for Unique, Like he literally called me a week later to come through Hartiday Fall. When you got to make those decisions, well, I already made it. It was like out of my power. It was meant to It was meant to be, you know what I'm saying. But then a couple of months later he hit me about the two Distent Strangers role and he was like, Yo, I'm telling you play this

role bo boom, and it's like that manifested beautifully. You know, do you like with Unique such a big character in that show, so successful that people kind of care you like that now? Like people talk to you like Unique or be angry with that type of thing. Oh? No, you know, to be honest, I don't really be outside enough like to even like really men Like it's definitely a part of like I don't know, it's like I got the hair cutting down, Like I had to cut

my dreads off for this role. So it's like I feel like people definitely kind of see it when I'm out, you know what I mean, Because it's like this literally the nigga who played it looks like he's still in Carroty. He got the part. We're still shooting from ship actively, so it's like, you know, that's how I'd be throwing on hats more and ship now to like just be more joey, you know what I'm saying, not even advantage that kind of feel a little. Yeah, you had a

lot to say on that. Can we talk about that because everybody's been like music, music, music, but clearly you've been busy with your acting. So that song, why was that like to come back, you know, new music coming song for you? Well, I had previewed like a few shows. Yeah, I previous had a few shows that I did like um back in like the Fall and it just went

crazy love like who blow me Up? I did that rolling loud, um there was another show I did, and it's just like the fan reception, the crowd response was so crazy, and it's like I love having a hype song and perform because I'm such a traditional rap artist. You know what I'm saying is like my style is usually boom back, but like you know what you call classic rap and ship like that. So me also being a festival performer, like I understand the dynamics of having

a good up temple song. So like that's just kind of like the energy that I wanted to be on coming back and I like to show people that I got ranged, that I could do more than what they expect of me, because you know, with artistry, people always try to throw you in the box and ship like that,

you know what I mean. So I always like to come back and be like, oh, boom, but you know it's gonna come with that left because I'm such a right you know what I'm saying that, Because your fans have do have like this expectation, and sometimes you can't please everybody, Like you want to grow, you want to show raine, but people want you to stay. And it's like what I've realized to like what I've learned to accept is people are gonna always have something to say.

Like as quick as we could accept that as human beings, we'll be living such a fruitful life. Because I'll tell you what, if I didn't drop Revenge, and if I let people get to my head and like just continue doing I was doing first, Nick's gonna be like, oh, Joey gotta grow Joey never gonna grow out this sound.

And also I would have regretted not putting that song out because boom, now I'm back on stage again, and I feel like I ain't got something that's like monstrous that's gonna, you know, send shock waves through the crowd and everything. So it's just I've been coming terms with that. It's like I'm good with criticism, Like I really don't give a funk. At the end of the day. Niggas don't know me. They're not having the conversations with me. And I've accepted the fact that I'm a public figure.

So it's like, once you become a public figure, you're free game talk about you. You know what I'm I'm saying, It is what it is, like I can't get offended if somebody say something about something that I did publicly like it is what it is. That's your opinion. If you're disrespecting me, that's a different thing. You know what I'm saying. We address that when you know what I'm saying when I see you in person, and that's what it is the best advantage. That's the answer you give

to people that hate on me. But I still see you. It is supposed to feel you though, right people hating on you, it's supposed to feel you to be like, okay, you disagree when when you know that, like the reason why they're hating is like, so first of all, everybody who could be possibly hating it is not the niggas

who's buying your music. It's not the niggas who was buying your merch not the niggas was buying tickets to your should He's the niggas who's like right outside of that, who just kind of looking for a reason and not funk with you. But guess what, all of them haters still gonna listen to my album because they want to confirm why they was hating. The want to be like you see I told you like into the album and I'm like, oh ship, Like now they're gonna have nothing

to say this is gonna be quiet. You know, I disagree with that though, being fuel but I hate I just think it's corny and I think it's like everybody jumped on that thing where it's like my haters my motive. No, they hate that negatively like that. It's disgusting. This gross. I'm heavy on the block button stuff, sucking blocks. Longest ship block is longer than my father. But I don't even listen to sit here, but they're not going nowhere, right,

And I block everybody too. But I also feel like if you hate on me, it's just it's nothing you can really do about it. It isn't but but I just that negative, just you're looking and you being negative. I don't think that's helpful for I understand. You could turn it around real nice with the block here, and I'm crazy with it, like I really explain it later quick with that. Yeah, I'm not one of those people who says, oh I love my I love my haters,

but you can't let it get you down. You also shot and you also have to be like this is how I look at it. If you hate me now, you're gonna hate me even more, yea, even like what Kanye said, is like should I'd be worried if they were saying nothing. The fact that Nigga's got to spend energy to hate, It's like, damn, like I must be I must be doing something right. It's like you take your time out your day to speak with negative comments to someone like that's crazy. That shows how much power

that person got over you. Like I just motivated you to fucking dish energy out, whether it's negative or positive. And they're always picking apart lip service and I'm just like listening and if they don't pick us apart. So since you mentioned, let me ask you this, have you ever got into a fight over a woman? Because you see he want to fight Pete never never never gone

to a fight over woman. I feel like, you know that's um, that's a little unmanly, you know what I'm saying, Like unless a man clearly disrespects you and your boundaries that you have said to him over a woman, like I don't think he's ever right for a man to like fight the woman like you know, I mean you mean like if you stay away from my bit and yeah, you know what I'm saying, Like, if you set the boundaries like boom boom, Like, Yo, I know you my short,

he probably has some history boom boom, But now you know, like nigga, you know it is what it is. But respect the line and if he go beyond that line, that you have every right to sock that nigg in the face when you seem because I told you stupid, like now you're disrespecting me. You know what I'm saying. But in a situation like that is that you gotta take that up with the woman, bro, or you gotta take that up with yourself, nigga, like you felt short

and she moved on. You know, I'm not talking to game specifically, you know what I'm saying. I'm speaking in general and ship like that. But yeah, I think honestly, let's be real, you know, Yeah is smart. He said that ship the same way we're saying like he wants people to talk about the scene. I don't think you really want to fight. I don't think I really want. And I also feel like with artists, like even with me, I'm a comedian, That's how I get my ship off.

I'm putting everything into the joke because it makes me feel better at the time. It doesn't mean I'm really going to do half that ship. People take some of the artistry to series. Now rap is different, I guess because it's lyrical. But for me, like, since I get my ship off, you shouldn't take my jokes serious because they're sucking jokes. They didn't met you, they didn't make

you laugh. That's the whole point of the too, you know what I'm saying, Like this generation just so sensitive things like it's it's it's trash the way this whole society has transformed in the last eight years, and the camp like I don't want to say, you know what I'm saying, I like, I don't care to be because I'm a public figure. I'm aware that when I say certain things, it's gonna send certain shock waves and it's gonna become a headline. And that's the part that I

don't care about. I care about the message. I don't care about me becoming a distraction for people like, oh, Joey Badass said this ship. You know what I'm saying. So just like most of the times, I'd rather just fall back. And it's like, if you know me, you know what I'm saying. You know why I stand on everything, Like you know what I mean. But have you ever Um, this is so random question because I'm thinking about all the other things that you do with the modeling, right,

and so you're around all different kinds of people. Have you ever said with a white woman when I was younger? Said? Of course, I don't know. I mean when I was younger, But you know, yeah, I'm trying. I'm trying not to say anything that's going to give me a trouble. I mean, a preference is a preferences. Preference man preferences different? Is it different? As far as this is all I'm gonna say. I love my black queens. I love my black woman, and I don't know, black women just make me feel

a certain type of ways. That's where I rock with Joey bands for person. That's nice, Okay, wanted it. I love my melon and queens, my melan and all the ships. That's it. I'm not gonna lie. That's not taking away from anybody from any other races too. Ain't gonna lie but love black man, like like I like dark skin. I really love black man. But it's just something about my Puerto Rican man. They flock together, you know what color. I'm just like black, like everyone asked me being Dominican,

like you like Spanish. But I've never liked, no, you could be Dominican and dark. I know, no my saying this dark his same coloriding myself black. But there's a lot of Dominicans that consider themselves from North Philia. But I'm only Dominican. I've never met a North fully Dominican grid that felt black, that told me she was black black, and growing up I was black even with my family. Like so that's why it's like, no identify and I love me a dark black man like me too. I

don't know if I'm allowed to like you. They call me white pictures, they think I'm white. I'm full black, I'm all black. They call me white all the time. You think you black because you got black kids. I think at this point in my life, though I'm over, I'm choosing my man, like he has to be a black guy, or he has to be a white guy, or he has to be a Puerto Rican guy. I just feel like, you know, whatever God signs me, I'm not gonna stop dating black man because I like Puerto

Rican guys or vice versa. You know, there's there's one thing we all think about what our kids gonna look like. Yeah, it's nice. We all think about the blends, you know. Yeah that's a good black ship. It's never my kids to look like me. I want my kids to have chocolate skin like me. You know what I'm saying, Like,

I want my kids to be chocolate. Yeah. And see if I say I want my kids to be chocolate, I really did because I went through so much being so light, and my mother's very like my mother went through a lot of being light. So I did want my kids did some color, though, I did. You know, you want to protect your kids, So I never thought about it. I feel like I'm very accepting of all things just because of how I grew up. Yes, yeah, you know, like I never that's like, I want my

kids to be a color. I don't think. I don't think I'm sexual. I don't think i'm see. Actually, my little one, I don't think. But it's like I love it. I tell him everyday, Poppy, you are so handsome. Your skin complexion is amazing. I love it. And so it's my other I got a butterpeakin and I got a milk it's golden. I don't think I'm I don't have any racial preference when it comes to your pink pussy. Yeah, I don't like I mean, I want to say that. I just don't want to limit myself. You know, I

want to get married one day. I want to find a man for me, and I'm not gonna be like, oh, he's not it because he's white. But what's your favorite? My favorite is to have black math Fuerto Rican, you know, relatability to me, I'm a New York Reacan. I'm very but I'm close to my culture. I'll listen to the music, I like to talk Spanish with my friends. And you know, um, I like for my man to be culture whatever his culture is, you know. I like him to be into

his to know himself. I just like to learn ship like relation with somebody. I want to learn some things that I never knew before. I just helped step me up in ways and I do the same thing and for me already in a relationship. Yeah, I have to be able to teach and learn in my relationships, saying, you know, like I feel like I could learn in any room that I'm in, you know what I mean. I'm like, I'm as humble as they come, Like I could take direction from a kid, and I could learn

from a kid. But like I do like to teach my partners, you know what I'm saying. I do like to be some type of guidance, a positive motivative force inside you know, my partner's lives, you know. And when it comes to me, I feel like a man can get to learn so much from me when it comes to a religion and culture because I'm so deep into it and I really appreciate teaching, but I have to be able to learn from discussed religion and relationships. You'd

be surprised. It depends though, as long as as long as you have respect for everybody's beliefs, it's it's a it's a good conversation. Yeah, that's a fact I was. I was raising no denomination like my mom's. It was one conversation that we had that like pretty much led me to be in an open minded soul. And it's like I remember, I was like eight years old, was in the back seat riding with my mom's and you

know how Flatbush Brooklyn is. You see like the Presbyterian Church, then you see like the Catholic church that you see it's all these different type of churches. And then I was going to school and I had a Muslim girl in my class, so you know, questions started to arise, and I asked my mom, like, your mom, what's our religion? And she said, we're a non denomination, meaning that we believe, we don't have a religion, but we believe in God.

And that allowed me to be open minded to like respect everybody else is thinking, but also still keep my spirituality, still keep my open connection with what I thought was just undeniable, which is this outside For I would say I'm more like agnostic now. It's like, you know, I believe in the Higher Power. I believe in God, Like I wake up every morning, I pray all that, like I pray multiple times of the day. You know what I'm saying. And but um, I definitely don't identify with

a specific religion. I actually feel like we all kind of in a way supposed to have our own religion. Well, Joey, you prayed most of the times a day, you believe in polegue me you sounds, But I feel like I feel like as long as you believe in and something bigger and higher power and God, the universe, whatever you want to call it. It's so much to learn, you're never gonna stop learning. I think I'm a spiritual person, but I grew up going to church because my grandfather

was very religious. He was like doing missionary stuff and everything and traveling and donating all his money to the church. Your black grand problem back, So you grew up what, I'm going to church a lot. So he was Pentecostal, and so my mom used to go to church. But then my dad, who is Chinese, he did not ever go to church. And my grandfather used to write me letters and be like, my mom is a hen. He was like, you don't want to go to Hell, and

he would always give me bibles and everything. Pressure, pressure, But I just tried to be like, I'm a very spiritual person. But I do feel like, you know, I do want to, Like I haven't been a church in so long. I kind of go, you know, if you feel like you want if you want to go, you should be a costles want to get the Holy Ghost. But I go online, yeah, every day all the time, and I pray about everything and I thank God for everything.

I just always like in every church experience I've ever had, I've just always kind of felt like an outcast, you know what I'm saying, Like, I've never felt home in the church that I've been to. I've never been to a mosque churches here, and that's what I feel like. But I feel like what every experience is like, you know, I feel like I'm being judged by somebody, by the pastor or something, and you know, I always just kind

of repel me from church. Like, but I have a very strong, deep connection to God, Like I take my action with God so serious, and I feel like if I'm with a partner, if I'm with a woman, like she has to have that same type of connection with God too, because everything with me is like I'm a man who's led by spirit Like, it's all intuitive. It's all spiritual like, which connects to the emotional and the

intellectual physical is like the last thing. So if I don't feel that connection, even with just business deals and ship like that, then it's just I don't trip over opportunities because if it missed me, I just look at it like it wasn't. I gave my life, I gave my life to my faith, and I moved forward in faith and I still am. And um I had this idea that I wanted a man to be into his faith as much as I am, and that's really hard. So what ended up happening. What happens now is I

put faith into the man I'm wearing. Every guy I'm wearing, I'm like putting faith for him, Like, you know, God is amazing right already opened. No, I have to be honest it it does work out. Every time I leave a man, I know I left him with more God and him, and that makes me feel good. I think God for everything. It'd be like stupid, I'd be like no, I'd be like, can I find a practice bad? Thank you guys? And I think for every little thing, I'd be like, oh my God, I gotta thank you guys.

I know that, and I'm making a point every day the first words out of my mom to be thank

you God. It's so important important to be grateful. But what happens with men is like I was with somebody who when I met his family, they say, you know, he doesn't believe in God, right, because I'm always bringing up the conversation of religion, and his brother was like, you know, he don't believe in God, right, And I'm like, what are you talking about I'm make him pray with me all the time, and now you know, six seven years later, this man is a praying man. He believes

in God. He's he's so faith forward. And even even though even though he and I will be on a norful, I know when we're not together, he's he's he became a praying person and that makes me feel really good about your Yeah. Yeah, so like I said, it works out. Like even if the relationship doesn't work out, they take God got men take the faith in because it's not I'm not pressuring them into a religion. I'm Christian. You

have to be Christian. I'm not, you know, It's just it's very important for me to be with somebody who also has faith. That's it's just friendly. I'm supposed to be a missionary going door to door, but so much I know your it's your birthday week, so I appreciate you for coming through and I know you're super busy, and so it means a lot to me though, because like I said, I've been trying to get you up here every time I see you. I don't be pushing

to him. This is the perfect time. And though like we couldn't have picked a better time to you know what I'm saying. And we had a little mini birthday I did. I did headcakes, candles, lit up. What you got to play in the club because he's on perfect raising kidded January birthdays. You celebrate the guys, right they got to come home. Appreciate the queeris why you lose this. We like the what you call that. We like the torch parers. We bring the point that right back ahead,

are yes? End of it? Are you gonna ejaculate for your birthday? At least? Are you come? Might? I just might? I just might because I was thinking about doing a little abstinent period after my birthday, So I got to get some out first, get one of your na She ain't got to send me that. I could just you know, we could play together. Well, I need a video? She well have you? You're busy and you all over the place. So it's true, but you know it's my birthday. It's

the one day out the year. I got an excuse to just do what I'm doing. One tied up. Okay, sorry, you got a domination's future already opened up. I got a whip, I got changed. I got the sweet I'm not so was your mom's more dominant? No, not at all. So why why did you turn out this way? I don't know that I'm dominant. I can't be controlling, but I wouldn't say I'm dominant like I'm very It's the same thing almost, you think, Y see it in here

for short? You telling comments, tamp don't you come I'm that I'm sweeting at the arrested pussy ain't good if I leave in a fetal position, right and I'm not borrow with it, and it serves I stole it. That was wild ship work. People like to be to feed it. I gotta I gotta do to defeating She to be Joe, that's it. She got to be what you're going to like, like a fucking starfish like laid out that. Okay, the next that's it. You just got to trusted woman enough to allow you to just Oh no, I trust my

baby to submit. You ain't don't do what I say. That's it to submit to what I say? When and when is the album coming? I know you said it's almost done or it's pretty much done. I'm shooting for the end of this quarter. Okay. Yeah, So we're going ejaculate to that czy crazy experience the first time ever. On this is definitely not the last time. I'll come back. See when you become a dominatrix next year one next time you see something we come back. We all got

to be role playing. Yeah, I'm sure as a as an electrician, you're going to be. You're a plumber. I'm not the plumber. I'm the plumber. He's the plumber. Kicky directors and forces us to get the position the best. She Mrs Claude, I'll be Mrs Claude because she getting niggas. Yeah, I'm gonna breaking answering. I'm gonna breaking your listen. I have to tell you something. We have to be the comment. Not only are we for Quarious. Back when I used to be in the streets a long time ago, my

alias was Joey. So when you're typing my name, my name comes up, but Joey's under I don't use anymore because the fuzz. No, okay, twin, but leg I'm gonna write a role for you, and that role you're gonna be definitely tied up in it. So I will not be taking that role, you know, I don't come back. Oscar winning, okay, yeah, Oscar winning, big dog, congratulations a deal. I don't know why a woman would want to tie

up a man, but we're wrapping the show. I would't let my man tie me up, but I don't even think I would be comfortable with that. And you just talk about it's a kid to tie you up, because it's just like, we don't even got to do all of that. You gotta do it. At least you could take your risk. You could slide them out to a man to put force into me though, like to to let me feel his strength. But tying me up, it

is just like, all right, are you gonna stab me? Well, you like being slapped it choked with arms and her legs and like me just holding that ship exactly that way too. Fine, I didn't but that hurt. Don't even pull out here comes. I mean, not bad, that's just in the way came working. But I know that he said handcuffs. I think the handcuffs and ties together. I don't like. It's like I don't even like, you know, being arrested. The bondage slavery isn't Oh my god, dad, Okay, guys, fine,

tell you to keep your he still. People you're doing breaking the entry. But y'all don't want to get a little loosely tied up. What about you getting taught up? All right, let's every