Episode 279: Kiss & Tell (Feat. Hitmaka)

See um after I did it, I don't know if y'all was in tune or whatever, like I went live with fact Joe, like I literally hit Normy Like, yo, I don't want this out. I don't want to come out. Please edit it. I will pay for whatever will go on with the interview, how it costs or whatever, like I'll take care of it. Like I felt bad about the fact. You know what I'm after the fact, but I mean you know that it is my truth, like

you know what I'm saying, But I didn't. I didn't want it to come out like that, and I knew they was gonna clip it up and make it like a thing like that my acts and not too, but they did it anyway. So so you're saying you do feel bad about it now? Of course you know what I'm saying, like after the fact, but I mean at the same token, like it is my truth, you know what I'm saying. So, but I definitely I feel like it could have been a little more tasteful than what

it was. But it was drink champion. You already know you already know what they did. You know what I'm saying. I already I feel like this, and I know I say this a lot like for women, I feel like when you deal with the guy, you sleep with him, you have sex whatever, as adults, you don't want people to go afterwards and like talk about it and do it.

But this this twenty years ago, though you know what I'm saying, it's not like a thing, and like we we like trust me, like I have more things that I could have said or talked about or experiences, but that was just something that was so old. But I didn't take in consideration where her life could be right

now and what she could have going on. And that's what my thing was with Nori, like yo, like let's not put that out there, And he told me he wasn't gonna put it out, and of course, like a nigga, he went and chopped it up and then used all the ship as clips or whatever. So what nothing I could do about it? You know, to have you spoken a Nori? Since it's coming out, since it came out? No, what is that to say? Nori? My man? Still you

know what I'm saying. But like, ultimately I'm responsible for the situation because it came out of my mouth, you know, And so I just gotta take that one on the chin and like, you know, like I fucked up. You know what I'm saying. I get y'all don't see for me. So I mean I get I get my chance to funk up once they're like five years or something like that ship like for real, for I never seen that law?

Where's that written? Yeah? Yeah, yeah, I want to know, because, um, you know, I was a little shocked, you know, because it was it wasn't a lot of places, and I know you pretty well, and you know I didn't think that you would, Like, first of all, why the hell are you speaking of the dad about naked? I wasn't even thinking about that. That was that wasn't that's my life. I can't make this ship up, you know what I'm saying.

So if I write a book or they make a movie about my life, it's gonna be what it's gonna be. Like people can go and say whatever the funk they want about me. You know how these people would drag me through all this ship or whatever and any assumptions or anything anybody say something about me is I'm all

the way thrown under a bus. But if I tell my truth, it wasn't like I was lying, Like it would be different if this wasn't my experience, Like I grew up in the industry, Like it just is what it is like for real, like to something that might have happened to me fifteen years ago. That person probably is famous or still in the industry because you know how this ship go, Like we grew up in the industry, Like it just is what it is. So what do

you think the rules are? Was like, um, dealing with somebody in that nature and like moving on forward from it. Do you think that is something that well, obviously you talked about it, But if somebody did that with you and told like some business that they know about you, you would be okay with fun. I'm not talking about I'm talking about somebody you were dealing with, like dating, mad people, mad women and updating have had opinions about me and said things about me like it is what

it is? It just coming kind of thing. What kind of things did they say about you? Um, ship, I don't know, Sire. You would have to ask. I don't even do, but I think that's just all it is. It's kind of like you know, um, it's not like we look on a blog and every day it's like burg does and not saying that you do it every day,

but it does. Like, do you feel like women are gonna react different towards you after this, like scared that has sex with you or something like that, because you're gonna tell like berg Berg you're told, like you know what I mean? Do you feel like people would think twice about that? First and foremost? You know, out of all people that I don't get down like that, I talked about something that was twenty years no, and I

understand that, but you still did it. So you hurt some people's feelings, right, So I apologize for that and I didn't want that to come out. But to me, what I'm saying to you was twenty years ago, like you know people, have you put the shoe on the other A woman thinks, like, why is he talking about this from twenty years ago? You know what I know, and that's why I didn't want it to come out

steph me. But at the same token, I was on a platform not saying that, nor you I'm thirsty for content, but like, you know what they was gonna go do with that, Like if I said something right here that was crazy on this we would have an offline conversation and y'all would be like, you know what, it might not be in good taste for you to say that

or something like that, because y'all are women. If I would say at that on this platform and I've been like, you know what, I don't like that, we should take that out, y'all would have considered doing that. He didn't consider doing that. And about to say, remember when we did an episode of lip Service and we ain't never put it out because it was so crazy. But I'm like, I'm not trying to ruined this these people because it was like it wasn't sounding times we've had to fix.

But also I've had incidents where I've interviewed somebody and they've elaborated and told me all kind of things and then afterwards asked me to take it out. And I'm like, nobody put a gun to yapp for you to say it like you want to keep that relationship. But I mean, that's happened to me with someone else, And I just basically looked at it like, bro, you volunteered additional information, so you knew what you were doing, but this person was not drunk. So maybe that is like the difference.

But I think when you're going to drink Champs, you know you're gonna drink like you know, you kind of lip service, you get lit like we just do that. But I think we have a responsibility. Yeah, that's it. That's it. Burg you Okay, you're you're apologizing, but you're still kind of not admitting you're wrong. And that's it. You don't have to what I said. What I said was very it was it was it wasn't wrong. It was just in bad taste. It was importan a taste

of saying it. It was no right or wrong to my actual life, but it was in portaste not considering what her life is and what the how it would affect the people around it. So I'm totally apologetic for that, but I'm not apologizing for what I've lived and been through, you know what I'm saying. Like, and to me, honestly, like that was like a shocking thing to me, Like that was like the first time I ever experienced that ever in my life. I was like fifteen years old,

you know what I'm saying. So that was just something that that it was. It's just it just happened for real, for real. I Mean, I feel like some people will listening and be like they're not sure who we're talking about, and we're talking about not Tory, but you're saying things. Right, I'm gonna say her name because you're apologizing, and we gotta know who we're talking about because it can't just be no context. This is all over the blogs. It's

not like I'm blowing it up. But um so, moving forward because I don't want to, you know, beat up that the Tory topic too much. But um so, what are you doing moving forward? Because you have a situation you also talked about, um with a woman that you might have been dealing with. Would you still date a girl or deal with any women meeting them off on Instagram? No? Like I mean, I gotta like thoroughly, like you can't come around me and come to my career, but nothing

like that. We can meet out, you know what I'm saying, and get to know each other or whatever. But as far as that, like like and it's been like that for a while, like the girl that we were talking about or whatever, Like I had known that girl, you know what I'm saying, but like not that you know, like how you casually kicking with somebody, you know what I'm saying. And you guys, you know what I'm saying, link up from time and time. But like that was

just what that was. It was just unfortunate. I just think that was a thing that was or it still is a thing that's just happening out here in l A. And you know what I'm saying, Like it's just what they was on. Have you spoken to her ever since then or right? Because I would imagine she would still be trying to lie and act like she wasn't a part of it, you know what i mean, So trying to reach out, I don't, I don't trying to what y'all could watch what I said, like she was I

was definitely a part of it. She asked me for money immediately after. You know what I'm saying, try to extore me and like, what are you talking about? When are you gonna get a nice girl? Come on, I'm panicking over I mean, it's gonna happen when they're supposed to happen. But it is what it is, you know, I'm dugging. I'm working, like I've work NonStop, so it's kind of hard for me to have a girl though, just like devote any type of time, so I feel like when I do, I want to put my like

energy into it. And if I'm spreading myself, so then with being everywhere and still working a specially through this pandemic and all the other stuff like ship, I'm more focused on my career like I'm at the time of my career right now. For real. Love is beautiful, honey, you know, yeah, and embrace it. You know it's all love,

you know what I'm saying. But at the same token, it's hard to I think that what what I'm going through right now is that I've been through so much and then now I've worked myself up to be like man, like I got the bag that I I got more money now than I had when I was young Bird, so like now it's just like damn, like really trying to find out who really fun with you like that for actually being you? You know what I'm saying, because there's so much ship that come along with it. What

do you draw your inspirations from? Because you do a lot of love songs? So have you? You know, you're just working all day. I know sometimes you need a little something to get your mind clear. So so what do you do? No, I'm a lover. I love you know, so you just but who you loving? Then? Like not names? Please? No? I mean I mean, I mean more so because if you don't have a steady situation and you're not like where where would Bird go to meet women? If he's

always in the studio? Ship? I don't. I don't got no girl right now. Like I'm not even really dating nobody. I ain't sucking about it for like, I'm just tunnel vision on what I got going on. What's the longest you've gone without having sex? I don't know, like some months? You know what I'm saying, how many months? But come on? I know, you know, dude, I don't believe him, but I want to. I'm meaning do head count like what I I do it believe certain people just get ahead

and not have sex. Yeah, for sure, for sure, for sure, sure. I can't think unless it's not man, I can't think. I gotta be my nigga. Some girls like it's I mean, that's because we cut from a different cloth and we like, you know what I'm saying a little older than these young girls, like they don't give a funk, Like you know what time it is right now in this era, Like it's just different right now. Have you ever and

not had sex? Maybe because I wanted to, you know what I'm saying, like just to do it, but it wasn't like what else would be the reason. No, it's not like I'm just gonna eat some pussy and me and like it's just get up and be done with me. Like, no, what if that happened, I probably would love that. I don't. I don't think that's gonna happen. I think I eat pussy well enough that you don't to fuck me. I

thought you might eat it so good that she's done. Yeah, and maybe she's a worrider she don't want to be touched again? What because you know how some women if they come they don't want to be touched again. I think that, you know, if I'm eating pussy and we have a rapport and like we lock each other to a certain extent, so you're gonna want to bless me, you know what I'm saying, like for real, for really, basically, you're not just going around you and have everybody pussy.

I don't think you could do that, you know. I feel like gods say that, but then they'll probably will and we all come on, anything is lying to you. If they're like yo, we and they haven't like it, had to experience where they met a girl the first time the first time, ain't sucking me. I mean, I look, so if you need to do and y'all kicking and y'all get intimate for the first time and he don't eat your pussy, like how you how would you feel about it? I don't think we would be having sex. Yeah.

I think that's usually how a god gets me. Yeah, they got to kind of do that first. That's warm up. That's like how you sell the deal on getting the pussy. Let's be real. Yeah, into I think I've actually had sex with guys that I didn't want to have sex because they got to eat in my place. I just put a beat on, like now, but that's that, Like what what else? I don't know? Laura, Ya you tell me? You know what I'm saying. Okay, So if a girl goes to fuck you and she doesn't give you head,

do you feel like bit us up? Like give me a little bit ahead? Are you just okay? Like I don't really I don't think every girl, you know, some girls don't really know what if you don't enjoy sucking dick, I really don't even want you to suck my dick for real, for real, like don't play with it. You know what I'm saying, We might as well get straight to it. Like I like you pussy, So if I'm gona eat your pussy, that's why I'm gonna do it,

you know what I'm saying. But if you ain't got your heart into it, I don't think you should be sucking over it. And I'm cool with if you don't. For really, your heart is sucking dick, just like if you don't play, don't give it your all, and why you even do it? That's like you like your career? You know what I'm saying. Everything real. We were just watching something or talking about something where a girl was giving head and she threw up on the deck, wiped

her mouth and kept going. If a woman threw up on your deck and like you have literally have throw up, but you with up, that's definitely happened to you. I'm not. I'm not. Just talked about all the crazy things and that I know. Tell me that nobody never threw up on your dick. No, I don't. I don't like thow up. I don't. I don't like One time I was so drunk I threw up. I like felt to come up and I swallowed it, so there was no that's your business.

So he was like, oh my god, you have to feel that wetness like because that's happened to me before tune It is usually when you're drunk is fucking you're like, oh my god, why have I even suck a deck? But like y'all different. I don't like thow up. I don't like that. That's no, it's no. But that's not what I'm saying. I don't. We don't like throw up.

But what I'm saying is if you make I mean, if you throw if you like get your mouth a little bit for you don't feel your somebody's definitely throwing up on your deck before Yeah, up, and no evidence was left behind. Yeah. But now, but what y'all talking about is two different things. If y'all talking about the video that I saw that, I'm thinking, yeah, the video,

we're scratching that, like that's done. You already said I'm disgusting, like you're not, just like, I think that's that's too nasty. What if it was amazing until event though you're not gonna stop and you're just about to come, it would be so weird. Yeah, I think that the moment would be so fucked up that I probably wouldn't even be into it, no, more like it would probably throw me off.

You know what I'm saying. That's kind of like like like like the girl that threw up on you and that's right there and trying to keep going like that's savage, Like that's like sucking a girl in her period come down, and then you're actually looking down and just be blood all over you and you just like like that's that's not my god, that's not the vibe. But you are

running red light. So but just not if you see it I think if you're dating somebody and you got a long term relationship, and yeah, you'd probably be fucking like you know what I'm saying, But I think you ain't when I'm wrong, like you better put a rub on or something like that, Like that's you that's bugged down, Like I can't. So I was going to ask you this now since you said you really talk about anything today. So people say that you are like an abuser, you've

beaten women before. How do you respond to that? No nobody says that but Instagram and blog comments or whatever. No woman that ever been involved with me or whatever has ever said that, like and that I hate that people still talk about like funk ship that happened. It's like that ship is like five years old, like seven years old. I ain't been on Loving hip hop and like six seven years and that's just something that they

took and they did their own ship. Then people still see me, you know, like I've been just witness seeker. Probably like a month ago. We just went to Mr Child and hung out a type of ship. Like so they went turned that ship for the story like with me, is no cut on it. You really like me or you really hate and me, it's no really great areas. So if like something goes out to the blogs, they're not gonna be giving me the benefit of doubt or

nothing like that. And like ship, I mean, just come with the territory about being in this busness and being who we are for revering a little bit of a hypocrite. And I'm gonna tell you why, because you just said I hate when people talk about that that was five years ago. But then you're like, twenty years ago, I see this and that and that. You can't but you gotta respect that that's not that's not it's the same thing back that that that's me what I said. It's

a false thing that never happened. What I said twenty years ago. It's some ship that really happened in real life. Some people who make the differ because you went to jail. No, I did not go to jail. It was on the blog you didn't go that I was saying. I thought, with the mystic situation you got locked up. Oh no, Ni, it was an altercation that happened. I never went to jail. Nil. I went to the to the station and they gave me a fucking station. All left. I ain't got to jail.

I don't know. I'm not saying like you got locked up and but you know, arrested, like we're see hey, hey what you I'm on us my phone? Yeah right you and we're back. We're back, guys, and we're back. Sorry y'all talked to all that ship about him because you're thought he hung up. Ain't sh and no, like, I ain't never been in no jail, not just because I think when I say jail, it sounds like you got sentenced and all that good stuff. But you got like,

you know, locked up. What's the difference. You went to the station, So how did you get there? And uber? I mean, you know what if an altercation happens like anything else, it that's what happened. And then ship, I went to the station and I was in m hm. Now, how's Jeremi doing? He's doing better, man, I feel, um, I appreciate all the press from everybody or whatever. He's

um like, he's doing better. He's in a better space than he was, and I'm just really happy about that, you know what I'm saying, Like, I don't want to speak too deeply on his situation because I'm not in Chicago. I'm not with him. I'm getting my information third party from his family, from his mom and the people that's around him. So I mean, but from what they're telling me, he's definitely in a better space than he was. How have you been moving around with the COVID situation going on?

Like do people come in the studio? Do you check the time? But just like are you that strict on it or like, what's up? I've just been with my people that I know ain't sick. And then Ship, like I don't know when I traveled abroad, like I've been in Atlanta and Miami and Ship like that. So they all other studios got their own rules and how they eat know what I'm saying, protocol, but I ain't. I ain't stopped working, to be honest with you, Like Ship.

If you look today, seven songs that I've produced or co wrote on or whatever came out. So it is what it is. The only reason why is because I know you and Jeremiah are pretty close and y'all work in the same kind of environment. So I haven't been around him in some months now, even in Chicago for a little bit, you know, so, And I've been in l a and just moving around. So I haven't seen him a long time, probably like a couple of months to three, like two months. Yeah, you don't do a

lot of ship, like just so like five lives. How does that affect you? Though? Honestly because it is a lot, Like obviously great things have happened for you, but there's been some really traumatic experiences and some loads. How does that affect you? It don't affect me at all. It's my life. It's just you've been through a lot of ship. It's just that your SI is not public, you know what I'm saying. Everywhere you go, it's just my life

that you can't tell me. Like, look, we just talked about how like now you don't want to have you You're not gonna be women on Instagram anymore. Have people come to your house and that affects you because of something that happened. Everything that happens to you, I guess makes you move differently somehow, or treat people differently. You know what I'm saying, Yeah, I think that was supposed to happen. I just don't think it's fart to be

bringing random people to where you live anyway. You know what I'm saying like, and I think that that was just a lesson I had to learn personally myself, you know. And you hear people say it like now you shouldn't be doing that, But sometimes you gotta go through experience things for you to be like, nah, funk that I can't I can't be moving like the a normal And you did say you're suffering from PETE. You feel like

you're suffering from PTSD. Obviously behind the situation, did you? Yeah, trust people, it's just people, you know what I'm saying. You don't know like you don't know who or whatever. You know what I'm saying, anybody capable of howadays for real? And then you also don't know why certain people want to even be around you, right, because I assume a lot of people that are in the spotlight have that issue too. When you meet new people, I don't know why person has to be around me. Is it for

the right reasons? I know, I won't want to be around me because they want to get something from me, you know what I'm saying, because it's beneficial When it ain't beneficial for people to be around you and they don't want to be around you them for real? For real,

So I just think it comes with it. I also felt like some people that gained a lot of success end up being around a lot of new people, and um, it's like kind of like they don't realize what's going on because people moving and they work towards you know, what you like and stuff like that. So have you had to like check yourself from being too close from people after this situation that you just was like, fuck it, I can't. I can't deal with these people like that.

I ain't mix you like that no way, like you know I've been around me, I ain't mix you like that. I don't get no niggers around me. I just moved with me my security and if we work together and then the people that will be around, like I don't really kick it, Like I don't be out like that. Have you been spending less money during the pandemic? M because I'm kind of I haven't really been buying clothes or bags or nothing like that because I'm like five thousand all office to wear once and put it on

Instagram or whatever. But it's like it ain't sure to do. So you gotta find out what you really love, you know what I'm saying. And just going ahead and to make yourself happy, to keep you your spirits up when you're dealing with all this death that's happening, all the bullshit that's going on in the world, everything that's going on. It's like, you gotta you gotta do something to make yourself you know what I'm saying, have a little vibe.

So what keeps you happy outside of doing music? Topping? Apparently shopping, he said that's not enough. So so, you know, masturbating, masturbating? Do you masturbate berg? You know? He does. I have, Like I do masturbate, but I don't like it when you do it because after you've done, like, as a man, you'd be like, yeah, I'm trash, Like why did Yeah? Do women feel that way? Because as a like I'm disgusting, like why I do this? Like don't for me? All right?

Before masterated, I'm like, oh God, I wish I had a man here. Oh I feel like I just did tell the body of a man. And then I look at my toy and I'm like okay, and then I take the toy and I come I'm like, a man, what the fund do I need a man for? As if I'm going to sleep. I've thrown they have sense of master reading. I hate toys, and y'all know, like before this show, I never sucked the toys. And it's

like we've what's his name dot Johnathan? So yeah, so we got some toys from from that company, and like it was to a point where like I used it and one day I was so disgusted I just threw the ship right out, like this is fucking disgusting. Yeah, because I'm like, why am I sucking plastic? Like it just I don't know, it just seems weird. I mean, I just used a vibrator for That's what I mean to me. That's the fucking like I don't suck myself,

but I'm something coming for me. I've got to come in the bed before I go to last it makes the lonely feeling go away. I man, I I got many I got it's bad. I'm happy'll just care or man like it's mad different though, like I don't see my I don't know. I think like I don't know, like if I'm asking, it's probably like in a shower or something like I ain't gonna just be like in my bed like just like that's mad weird a guy of him making in the shower of masturbating. It's so

funny to me. I don't know. That's why I don't masturbate a lot, because it's like, but like do you use this soap? But I'm like, where are you supposed to do it? Like? That's why as a man, Like where are you supposed to masturbateing in the toilet? I don't know what are you supposed to sit on the toilet? Like face the toilet right, because where you gonna come? You you're supposed to stand up and whack yourself. I don't know. Like this, you're standing up in the shower.

That's not down. It's just awkward. Mannoise you masturbate like, no, nigger, why as a man masturbating and just trash like no, I'm menturing a man like a nice shower, like the kind of shower you probably have in your house, just in there by himself, the shower steaming so depressing. Don't look how that sound like? Look how he rubs his nipples against the fucking glass show? Okay, but wait, do you watch porn to get it started though? Or you

just like use your thoughts. It's all about me tonight. I don't I don't do it often, so I can't tell you the routine or the richie wol I don't know the ritual. Yeah, I don't got the playbook on that for real, for real, masturbate on face time with a girl, like you've never done that where you're like, that's that feels weird to me too, said you tried it weird, Like it sounds weird, Like what do you do? You got the phone in one hand, you're racking yourself

with the other like pet the phone on something. You never had a girl master date while she was on FaceTime with you. No, I just get videos and ship like that, Like I ain't really not line. I feel like that's poor, Like you've be in a relationship, Like if you was in a relationship and you probably would FaceTime your girl or whatever or she would FaceTime you were getting a popping like that, but like I don't know,

like not just random years. I don't know. I came to take you, I mean ship the internet gonna take you and the Sica and Hazely and all these other motherfucker's I was in a relationship with them. That ship was all fake, All that ship was faced, So I was like six seven years ago. So I came in tell you I really liked the grinding career for it. But you actually went on Love and Hip Hop with somebody you were dating before, or they tried to plug you with other people. We're not gonna say no names,

but you ain't dropping her name. But yeah, I was on the show with actually someone I was there at the time, and then that broke out up because of the whole situation or did y'all did you stop talking? Did you'll stop talking aboutind the joke? Yeah, from the ship that was on the show, like you know, they was attacking her and like it just wasn't a good look for her, and I ain't know she even left the show. And then Mona just appeared out in there

like fucking Cruella Deveal, like loving pop hobby would. I'm like, yo, what are you talking about? And then they just forced that kind of um the situation with with the other girl on me, And at that point I was so deep into it. We had been shooting for three months or something like that, and then I really wanted to be on the show to show people that I was making music behind the scenes and like Nikki and Puff allowed me, like yo, you could say our names and

do all this other ship mayn't drop us. So like that was the reason why I continued to do it. I thought about quitting at that point for real. Let's saying. I called berg Burg, called me sorry, hit Maker called me, and I was like, please do not do this motherfucking show. How many times did I have? You had to do

the show? Like a thousand? I did not, No, no, no. You helped me out actually when I did the show too, because they tried to do some funnish So while they don't talk about that, no more with you, like how did you escape the fucking loving hip hop Because I'm understanding nationally syndicated television show, I mean radio show as well. It's super long ago though too, it's super but he was on the one. He was on the year right

after me. We were back to back. Yeah, that's what I'm saying because I'm not playing that ship, like I don't get that ship up like it's different because I feel like with you and your space, you've done stuff that like comes up and comes up and comes up. I feel like with me, I wasn't with that ship. Like when I was on how even was uncomfortable doing anything on there, Like you played with Mona. I did not play with Mona. You get what I'm saying. That's

the difference. Yeah. I was like, I wanted to pretend that she's my manager, but instead I told him I might have you come on. Yeah, I didn't want because they wanted to link up ship with jail and getting gets locked up, and then they tried to get Ridend on the show. Rich Dollas is never my boyfriend comment down, see you look at you Berg, don't start with me. Berg. They wanted him to pretend to be her manager. That's yeah, OK, yeah,

they wanted him to be my manager. But just the whole situation wasn't funny, like even how they convinced me, like how I decided to come into the show, it just was all not funny. And you already know you knew Winter, so like I actually know you because of Winter and your manager. She's not my manager. She was not, She's still nothing. But and they wanted to Larry how to fight me. They wanted her to get mad at me. They were they had this hole and then I'm like

so sensitive if I started crying. I'm like, so if y'all know all that, then you got it, so you can you know how my ship is fabricated on that fucking show too, you know what I'm saying. So, yeah, you believe I believe you too. Y'all just boys with me because we really know each other. I was like, Burke, please, no, don't do this. I didn't tell many a secret. I'm not scare, but I didn't tell any of your secret.

We were good anyway. We have the power of editing. Say, oh you will you think you would write a book since you mentioned that earlier. Yeah, of course. My story is it's like motivated. I'd have been through a lot of ship, like you said, you know what I'm saying, Like even before people knew me a youngberg when I was Iceberg with DMX, and I've seen so much ship, and I've just been around so many different things that like, my story is kind of like one of the craziest

for him, it got to be told. Do you think you can ever be in a committed relationship? I want to. I ain't gonna lie, Like you know what I'm saying. We are, Oh ship, it is what it is, like I want to, but I don't see a lot of

successful ship around me, you know what I'm saying. Everybody that's around mer people that's in my lifestyle, they are already It's not a lot of success stories for that, unless they like the generation that was before me, you know what I'm saying, Like they might be settled down. But I don't really see nothing that's successful. But I'm

still open minded to it. Like I want to in my mind, like I want in my heart, I want to have like the house, the kids, that all that other ship, But I don't even I don't know if that's realistic, you know what I'm saying, Like right now example, Yeah, but you gotta put time into that ship. And I'm just selfish, you know, like I've been doing me and work about me and me only for so many years that for me to like it's gonna take a real

woman to kind of like break that from you. You know what I'm saying, because like you know how you out here and like you don't have a relationship, so like oh you post something on the ground or like small things could upset your partner that you're in a relationship with that you might not even you're like what I liked what picture? Like come on, like are you serious? You know what I'm saying, Like that type of ship?

What about missing your blessings though, like because you feel like maybe your guard maybe too up, too far, and maybe somebody will try to get in there, but you're just like, no, I'm focused. I'm worried about work, you know what I mean. Now that's true, And I think that sometimes people don't want to like I don't know if it's a right where like settled, you know what

I'm saying. You know how everybody be like yo, like how this high expectation of what they want, you know what I'm saying, Like, but it could be right in front of me and I might not even notice because my mind I'm thinking, like, yo, I gotta have the baddest bitch in the world. I gotta she gotta be successful, she gotta be there, she gotta be that. And maybe the woman I'm supposed to be with it is supposed to be helping me be successful, you know what I'm saying,

or plays a different role, but I don't know. That's just what it is. Are you a trick at all?

Like do you buy buy presents and stuff like that, are you, Um, I'm realistic, Like look, I ain't one of them makes that like you meet me, Like you're not gonna meet me, You're not gonna meet me and then like put to get some pussy like I'm gonna give you some money or something like that or buy you something like nah, But like I'm realistic, Like yo, if I'm somewhere, like if I tell you to meet me on Rodeo Drive or whatever and I'm out shopping,

like I'm not that type of guy. You I'm gonna buy you something because the situation, but like I ain't really with the paper play and I mean girls like me, So I don't pay for so five for your outfit and two hundred dollars for her, Like how does it work? Like if y'all out of shopping and you buy yourself a five thousand dollar outfit, didn't share a couple of a couple of geez. You know what I'm saying, some shoes, you know what I'm saying, like something like that. It

ain't and beat the about it. I'm dying, you know what I'm saying. But you're gonna leave with something. I'm a player like that, like I I gonna do you like that to meet you, But it's her birthday. I ain't telling you to meet me over that ain't happening, Like we gotta get I don't even know your birthday for real, for real, Like we gotta be deep to know your birthday and all the other types for real.

What about Yeah, well I was gonna say that. What about like dates of vacation, Like do you plan them out or have you been like, let me do something romantic. The last time I went on vacation was um, we went to Mexico, but like, I ain't planned out. It was a girl that I was dealing with. I've been dealing with for a while. It was like yo, like I'm gonna just round up some girls and like let's go to Mexico. Like, and you vacation lord, girls, did

you pay for everybody's slight and stuff in the room? Yeah? Yeah, for sure. I had a big gass house and I paid for everybody. Fl Like that's what you're supposed to do. How many of them did you fuck? Oh long? Yo? To be honest, like I ended up I ended up having sex with all of them, but not at this the same situation I had it was crazy because one of Okay, the girl I came with a course, I had sex with her. Oh no, I'm right, I'm back the girl I came with a course, I had sex

with her, and then another girl. She told me to invite some more girls. Well, of course I invited another girl that I ain't never hit yet, but I end up hitting her out there. And then the girl friend or the second girl that I end up hitting, she doubling back on me out here in l A and and and sne smashed me. So it was really one of them. Is there any rules? Like do you have any Like? I don't know, you don't care if they're friends, you don't get up friendships? Like do you know what

these grand new women know what they're doing? Style? Come, I'm about to say I know, but I'm asking you, like you know what type of times we're living in? You know what? The women know what they're doing? You know what I'm saying, Like, I ain't, No, I don't, I don't gotta have no rules. And y'all friends, y'all decide what y'all want to do with like it ain't and it never causes you know, drama. Sorry, never all good.

I really don't have a lot of dramas. It's just that one situation that happened earlier this year, like and that was some that was some like life change and ship. But other than that, like I ain't really been in no headlines and no ship in like five year, said chance for it just was in the damn blogs yesterday for that when we did, I apologize for that. I apologize for that already. Um that wasn't That wasn't huh. I said, do you always use condoms? You should try to,

you know what I'm saying. Of course, I've been in situations where I've never I've not used a common but I mean, I don't got no kids, So like, if you're not using the column, you shoul at least pull out, you know what I'm saying, and shoot it somewhere, shooting on him, you know what I'm saying, that type of her, You don't have any kids. So did that lady leave you alone? Because I remember it was like a woman

that kept saying she had a kid with you. That ship is something that was, like I told you, that ship was when world started, hip hop first came out, and I first became young burg and it was some bullshit that I don't even know who that person is. That not as damn a fifteen years old. Yeah. No, I just felt like every time like you come up in something like she just finds a way. Is she like a cess fan or did you have did you

know her before this or not know her? I mean as far as like what she reaching out trying to be a extra fan. I don't know who this person is. Like Lorille, you just called my phone. My phone number has been the same. Somebody was trying to really get in contact when he wouldn't have to go to no internet ship, don't nothing. You know what I'm saying, like, come on, that's your cloud. That's the only time you

had to take up. I had this situation where somebody I thought that you was the father of their child. Yeah that should I mean that ain't this situation. That's your faith, not a situation. But you know how other women may have. I ain't never like see that that's

a cloud situation. And that was crazy. It's like you would think that people would know that's cloud because I've been in the industry so long and no woman has ever said like yo, like a tangible woman like, Yo, I'm pregnant by him or you know what I'm saying, like that ain't never happened. Scared, No, I mean I had a crazy situation like probably like two years ago. It wasn't a scare. I was dating a girl, Like Yo, there's some sick ship the sy some lip service ship

for real, for real. So I was dating a girl and like we was in like a committee. We was in a relationship, and she got pregnant and fucking uh we were vibing like and but she lived in a different city or whatever. So like in my mind, like I was gonna do the right thing, like yo, he the crib, you know what I'm saying, Like, Yo, remove you in, get you your own spot, you know what I'm saying, Like, let's really try and do this ship.

And um, long story short like all, but I told her, I'm like, yo, don't put me on Instagram because you're gonna open up a whole different world for our relationship. Just going ahead and leave it wherever it is. And she decided to put me on Instagram and then that ship went from there and it called a lot of trauma and bush and my relationship and she was pregnant. I think she was pregnant all the way up to like as long as you could be pregnant to having abortion,

and she didn't tell me. She went out abortion at home and never spoke to him. You never spoke again. Wow, Yeah, Okay, that's crazy and you're probably looking forward to being a dad for the first time. And I told my parents and all type of shop, why would she do that without talking to you? Did you ask her? Uh, that's a hard decision. Yeah, So, like, I mean, you know what I think though, That's what I really think. I was the side maker. She had a real man and

she had been with for years. But I was like, when the nigga that she you go deal with when you go when you go bad with your man, you and your man in a bad spot. Then I was like the side dude that she would go deal with. Our side relationship ended up turning into a real relationship. But I think that in reality, she was steal in love with the nigga she had been with for a long amount of years and ship and they probably she probably had the abortion and got back with a man

for it. Damn, this is harsh. It right one one day because that ain't it did? Was you posted her and stuff too? After she posted you like you was like sucking the couch at the bag? Are you just a no? Because honestly, like I said, it's that Instagram ship opened up a whole different world for your relationship. I wouldn't advise nobody to post the ship unless you're really solid and where you stand with your partner, you know, and you know everything, because like, look a girl post

me right what? First of all, I only posted my the last person I posted to get my real boyfriend jealous, So okay, seeing it was it was an ulterior motive behind that. Okay, that's kind of like how my said was that was it similar? Yeah, she got a real boyfriend that she really loved, but she's dealing with me.

And then they turned into something that was bigger. And so that's another reason why it's hard to you know what I'm saying trust to you know, imagine you're telling your family, you tell you gas, I think you're gonna have a baby like woman showing and all type of ship, you know. And then from that didn't even tell me she had abortion nothing. I had to find out to another girl I was dealing with at the fucking because

they was in the beauties allionist. This girl was a hair stylus, and she got a phone and she was doing a girl hair and the fucking girl and they was talking about me and the girl that was the hairstylus wasing me too. And so she came back and told me that she had abusing on play. Yeah, everybody too, and that's like what she was doing her hair. She was like, I gotta get rid of earlier. But then I didn't, yeh, don't tell us about no more. And you knew what she was dealing with because you was.

You knew she had a whole boyfriend. You see how you're gonna try and twistle and turn it. I wasn't dealing with them at the same time. I wasn't sucking the hairstyles. And this months had passed and she had already had twenty years and all that. You know what I'm saying, let me leave you alone, I said, twenty years past whatever, not even the relationship starts off with you as a side guy. I ain't know. I was again like she told me, like this sneaky little girl,

she's sneaky too. When did you find out that I was, WHOA, what about her her real dude? I mean, I would always assume she's a very beautiful woman, So it's one to assume that she's not just moving out living out here twenty had her late twenties, early thirties, and don't have a nigger, you know what I'm saying. We don't live in the same city. So it always was in my mind that, you know what I'm saying, that that could be. I think relationships are pretty shitty too. It

wasn't that long. It was kind of like living from like Philly to New York type vibe. Yeah, it was like like being in the Bay and being in l A. You know what I'm saying. Well, that note, we gotta get going. But happy holidays, everybody, Happy holidays. Were you going for Thanksgiving? Bird? Oh well, I'm gonna be in the studio, get to the bag man, Have you eaten

the sandwich yet? Before we let you go? You said that on Live service before, so we had to make sure we had to update and see if anything's changed whatever, And y'all crazy. I knew. I knew I was gonna get a call from Laura Yale or something after that ship with viral. Y'all, y'all, it's crazy. Oh wait, your head swell up for some crazy ship. I forgot what did you eat? No, nigga, I'm allergic so like you

know how you like, I got real sensitive skin. So I guess you ever seen like how I need to go to the barber and like they put the dye on the nigga face and peel out the black and like that for her face. Yeah, that really Giuliani had dripping down this side of his face. Nigga. I'm talking about the stuff that that's like it takes black heads out of your face and ship like that not or whatever. It's like a face mask or whatever that they do when they're giving you the haircut or whatever. It was

a new barber. I ain't never used them or whatever, and I was allergic to the ship and like my head swell up like that ship. I wouldn't wish. I don't know abody like that was like the worst? How long was it? Big? Like that? You really look like Martin like when he got in the fight on the box at you know, niggas was calling me hitchmaker. Funny. Niggas was calling me hitchmaker around how big was. I mean, how long was the bag? Do you look this the funked up part. I didn't even know that I was

having allergic reaction. So I was in Miami, I got the haircut, I went to the studio. I flew to New York as I had a meeting, and I had and I was and as I'm on the plane, I guess my head is getting biger God. The same day, I fled back to Miami after my meeting. Don't nobody saying nothing to me? And when I did the video, when I looked at my buff, I just walked from my hotel and I see my head. Yeah, friends, there natural reaction. I didn't even know that I looked like that,

Like nobody was like the Snapchat filter. That ship was dramatic. I went to the hospital and all that ship and I left on an ambulance nigga like and went to the hospital like that ship again. Oh, it's from the mass, from the mass, from the mask. So stay away from that barber. Always something, man, it's always something with you. You got bad luck, you got like video that was crazy. Everybody give me the scooter access. Oh my god, man,

way now you in the archives for real. That's before I was even nothing like nig This is like two thousand and just like the year two thousand. I guess that laughing. You need some stage with you. I don't know, you know, gradulations on the success. We just did want to talk to you and make sure that you understand this woman because I know you got a lot of criticism and flak for that. So you know, we just wanted you to stay with them. I apologize once again

to her or whatever. I don't know where. You know what I'm saying. We don't really know each other, you know what I'm saying. So to her her family, I sent my apologies for that, and I wish it never came out, and I'm I'm sorry about it for real, all right. See how when people make mistakes and can admit it and say sorry, I think that's an amazing thing because I know every five years you do for something,

I'm gonna whole my sorry for I see y'all. Yeah, we'll reach out and so you can apologize live onlip service. Thank you having great holiday? Are you to thank you? All right? All right,