Episode 207: Sugar Baby (Feat. Sarah Russi)

And how old are you now? He's fifty four okay, and that's a lot older than you and you've you've gotten some criticism for that, but you're in love. Yeah, So how did you guys meet? So we actually met at a convention in New Jersey. It was called Chiller Theater and I was actually there with another actors ship Get scooped up. He plays Flick in a Christmas story and um, Mason just sat down next to me and started talking to me, and from there it was like

we just clicked. Was your date jealous? Oh yeah? He saw us kiss at the end of the night. Okay, Sarah, you gotta back up for a second. You went on a date with somebody else, sat next to some sat next to Mason, and you kissed him even though you were with somebody else. Yeah. Like, we went to the after party together. I dished the other guy even though we had like matching Halloween costume, came dressed the like. Yeah, we dressed up for the party and I just dished

him completely. How long were you with the other person? We weren't really together. We were just talking on the phone like a month before and then that was the first time we met. Okay, did he hate you after it? No, he's still comments on my photos. Okay, so he's a cool person. Yeah, it gets it this Mason. Now, how does that make Mason feel? Mason doesn't care because Mason already knew him. They were already kind of friends. That's how did you say about that? Um, it doesn't bother

me that with their friends. I mean they're not really close friends. They don't hang out or anything their acquaintances. Was Mason dating anybody at the time, No, he wasn't. Well, I think he was like dating some girls, but he gave him up for me. I heard that you actually wanted to hiller at him first, Mason, Yeah, instead of the other guy, Like you were the one that kind

of initiated things with Mason. Well, I found him a Facebook firm across because a friend of mine was telling me about him and I didn't know who he was. What was she saying about him? She was like saying that she met him before and that he was like trying to get at her. Then that's a good question because if a guy is trying to talk to one of your home girls, would you feel awkward talking to him after that? Even if they never hooked up or anything? Right?

Is it weird? Like Lourial, Stephanie or Avian If a guy is trying to talk to me and you know it right and then you meet him, would you feel weird talking to him? Yeah? I Yah, definitely sure, only because I would feel like, what it depends how close

I am with the friend. If it's you, absolutely yeah, because it's like I'm what you're going to be around me and you and then he's gonna be we never talked, Yeah, but that means he just goes from a friend of friend, right, So it's like for me, it's an acquaintance of me. I think for me, it's like if I know that he tried to get one of my friends, then like, I'm good on put her onto him. Like this is

that in the third session? I like him? She ya, I'm like, yeah, if the friend is kind of like you, I never met her in person, she's oh my god, it's social media friends differences, fend. That's but like if it's a real friend, like if I know you and I knew you were dating this guy or that he tried to get with you know, if it's something online ship, I might marry that nigger. It does not matter because I don't even know, right, especially she was the one

telling you, like, hey, there's this guy. He's lit. Yeah. Now, what didn' chanse me the most is that you were a sugar baby. So explain what a sugar baby is for everybody, and tell me how this works, because I've never been has anybody in here ever been a sugar baby? Sugar officially, not officially, not officially, unofficially, all right, So to me, it's more of a legalized version of escorting. Okay, so break it down. So I would just meet up with a guy, like once a month, he'd give me

an allowance. How much is an allowance on average? And that's for like a thousand? How many guys are you sugar babies for at a time that you're getting like a thousand from all these different people? About a few guys I was seeing? And what did you have to do as a sugar baby? Like? What is the requirements? I went all the way? Okay? So you and how old are they? Because when I think sugar baby, I think old old man, like old guys fifties? Right? How is it? How easy is it for you to go

all the way with them? Because for me, sometimes I need to be attracted to the person. I have to be a little bit attracted to them, just a little bit. But there's been guys where they just paid me to go on dinner dates with them. But what's more attracting to you? Is it the money or the person? Because for me, money is great, right, But like if I have no type of attraction, she's harder for me. I can't messing him. But I think it's a can you

mess with somebody with no money? I can't mess with somebody if he looks good and I like him, and you might try to Dick's because I don't need him for money. So I think that's why I like, I don't want to just find a bump and be like, all right, where's the bump? Right? Like you you're great? No, But I think that if he was like struggling and fell on hard times and I like them like, no, you met him and he ain't had no money, he lived with his mama, that's because you gotta be able

to match at least at the very last. Yeah, it just depends on his circumstances. What is he doing with his life? You know, as he like on to come up? Is he really working hard for struggling poet? I don't know what. How do you guys live with their mom? How do you feel about that? Actually dated someone like that a few years? Like they're giving you a thousand dollars every time you see? He couldn't get his own place,

like I was about twenty two. I was still living at home at the time, and this guy was thirty and still living at home. But I don't know, not for like two months. What was his reasoning? I don't even going on. He thought he was a fashion designer, So how did you become a sugar baby for people that are interested. How can I get into that? I've always been intrigued by it. I just wanted to make money and date older guys. So you've always been into older guys. Yeah, so it's easier. I like them in

their fifties and kind of sixties. Is it like a website you can go to to hook up? Yeah, you see, seeking a rangement and what's your price? What's your price is? Like they um, they bid on you? So hundred always for a day, two hundred for a day. What's the best day you've ever been on? There was this one guy who was really nice. He took me to Morimoto and he gave me like three hundred dollars. I said, I get to eat ago, like just to dinner. Yeah,

just to go in to dinner. I didn't even kiss him. Damn. Now, what about sexually, right, because you said you'll go all the way if it comes to that. So have you had any bad sexual experiences? I think every time they paid for it, it was bad. Like what makes it bad? It's just boring. I'm not really attractive to them because I wouldn't be doing it if they weren't paying me, But you like Alderman? I do, but I'm very picky.

So what's exciting about order men? Because I feel like once they reached a certain age, some of them might be boring. So what do you look for? Like, what's the ideal with it to your sixty year old? For you, that's not boring? Um, I'm kind of boring myself. I don't go out partying every night. I like to drink sometimes not today. But do you still do that? Like, do you still go on your dates and stuff like that? No, he wouldn't let me do that. Don with other guys

though they don't. My boyfriend bring that money home? Baby? So does he give you an allowance to like replace that giving me an allowance? But he spoils me though He's got me nice gifts and he takes me out to nice dinners? Does his family like you? I never met his mom? What? I don't think his brother likes me? I don't know. Wait, hold on, back it up. You've been together for almost a year, yeah, like seven months?

Seven months? You haven't met his mom? Why is that? Well, she's ninety four and I guess she's not up for meeting. Do I want to meet her. Did you tell her about you? Oh? Yeah, they talk about me? So you amazing supposed to come together? Are you guys on good terms? Kind of? Be honest, Sarah. He doesn't want to be in the spotlight anymore. Why, I don't know. I really don't know. He doesn't like the attention. Do want to have a private life? Do you get more attention than him? More?

I would say I do? I have more followers on out of like ad and eight thousand, he's six thousand. You also do camming though, Yeah? So you still do that now? Right? You have? He's okay with that. Yeah, he's okay with that. He knew when he first met me that I was doing that. Do you watch Euphoria? Yes? I feel like you need to be on that show. I never day is on it. It's a good show. But anyway, yes, it's one of the girls ended up. She's just started doing camming. So how do you get

into camming? How lucrative is that? Is that like webcam? It really depends on the day or what, um how lucrative it is. But I started out by doing photo shoots and modeling. Like a lot of photo shoots I was doing. We're just guys with cell phones who would pay me to take my clothes off? Really, like, how much do you get paid to take your clothes off?

That you'll be like all right, I say okay, and just take your clothes off and they're not allowed to touch though, right No, yeah, yeah, that's more like I'm her manage. I'm like, that's more. You should be asked for more than a thousand let's start there. What's exciting about all of that to you? Is it the money or is it just meeting new people really power new people? But I like the money too. I mean it's the

easiest job. Is it the power that you have? Also that people are like actually paying you money to take your clothes off, I like that. It's so easy. It's just I mean, one guy just dropped me for twenty minutes when he paid me like one So what's the creepiest thing that has happened? Though? Because I'm also sure that sometimes it has to be situations where you feel uncomfortable, There's been so many creepy situations. There was one guy

when I was nineteen who grabbed my boob. Wasn't a page shoot like back then, it was like I was just trying to build up my portfolio. So what do you How do you react in a situation like that? Do you feel like you have control? I was so nervous. I was like, I can't do this anymore. You know, when I was nineteen, I felt like I was like just a little girl, just I didn't know what to expect. You went by yourself. Yeah, so what about now? You don't do things about yourself now though you know I do?

You do? I don't always have friends to go with me. That's a very vulnerable situation to being. Though well, like I understand how it can be powerful, it also would make somebody feel vulnerable because you don't know what somebody else might do. I mean sometimes I'm going to their house and I don't even know the person. You got to bring somebody with you, Sarah, I try sometime I don't want like a guy coming with me. My friends

are guys that they're gonna have to deal with it. Yeah, I have him wait outside in the car something like. Have you ever had somebody that pay you? No, I've never had that happen. I'm au the pay. I feel like people are so creepy and scary nowadays, and they are actually harming, like physically, Like I don't want to say the words, but killing, you know what I mean? Like I always run background checks on them before I

go to their house. They're not criminals. Okay, Now, what if Mason was like, I don't want you to do any of this anymore? Would you stop? No? I don't think I would stop because that's not fairer. So if you had to choose between him and camming, you would choose camming. I would have to What else am I gonna do? I don't want to work like a nine to five. But you say that's not fair to you? And why it's not fair because he already knew what I did when he first met me, and he was

fine with it. So do you guys have an open relationship? No? So fast? No? What was it like the first time you guys have sex? I blew his mind? You there's there's such a thing is good pussy energy, Like there's big dig energy. There's good pussy energy. So you blow his mind because your sex good. So it's not at the scenario for us. And how it went down like the first time and the first time, what was that like?

What happened? How did that even come about. So I actually live in Pittsburgh and he invited me out to New York. After we met. We were like on the phone for the month before I actually got down to see him. So, um, I go down there and we just we plan out dinner and after dinner we just that Sacks, How did you initiate it? I would say we were just making out in between that, like when I first got there, we were making out and at the rest dinner, Okay, it's the dinner, and you know

it was expected. I felt like it was expected because you came in Pittsburgh. I mean because you get in New Year to see him. So you know what, am I gonna stay there for about a week? All right? We get to my question, Oh my god, did your dad he's in the sixties. Okay, they're the same day. They're about this age. How does he have any kids? But maybe know does he want any No, he doesn't want any age. I don't want any either. You don't

want any kids? Okay, but like you never look at him and be kind of feeling like this is my dad, like like my dad like not like I don't know because I feel like Daddy, do you call him daddy. What else? I've never really dated guys in my own age. They've always been a little bit older at least. And that's what I wanted to ask you. What's what's the one thing that really attracted you to him? Especially like

the night that you guys first had sex. What was it that you were like, Oh, no, like I'm gonna like, I'm gonna blow his mind. Right? I thought he was so cute. I actually like his height. I find him like adorable and like sometimes I like to pet his hair. He's like my feet. This is a pet. Yeah, he's really Yeah, see I pictured that. I don't know. Why would you marry a big guy? Yeah, I've talked about it with him, but he doesn't want to get married. He doesn't want to get married to you know, he

doesn't want to get mary. What's his reasoning? Um, he's never once to get married, but he told me after a few years that he would do it if we're still together. Okay, when you lash your virginity was to a this guy, old man, like a person, a person. I lost my virginity It was with a guy who was twenty five and I was seventeen, and also his friend his friend was like thirty five. Wait it was him and his friend was like he had the reason yeah, virginity. Yeah,

he did not play a kind of guy. Happened because I was into him and his friend and we would all hang out together. Why was it thirty five year old hanging out with a year because he wanted to have sex with a seventeen year old? I know it's really messed up, Like looking back on it so gross? Yeah, but then so why you don't feel like that now? Oh no, I don't think like him, Like his age

is gross. I think that like if I'm seventeen, Yes, seventeen is really but he's like thirty Yeah, no, it's different. She's of age now, she's a lot, but she's seventeen. Is like I was still in high school at seven and she told me she was seventeen right now, I will believe her young high school. I looked like I was turn right, that's even younger. You have sex with both to them at the same time or one after the other, like they took turn? Did I like that

guy was too big? It was kind of painful? Okay, which one was big? Did they take it easy because they knew that it was like your virginity. Did you believe like we got something? Questions? Did? She's like, yeah, he had to take it easy on me because I couldn't even get it in all the way. While guy I didn't even know it was and I asked him. And yet so one was small, one was big? Yeah, you really had The older one was smaller, the older one was bigger. Kind of injury. Did you did you

look up with either one of them after? What did you look up with either one of them after? Yeah? I actually dated the friend after we broke up. Did you enjoy it then? Well, the bigger one, um, you said the friends? So the friend was more demanding and bed did he wanted me to be Smiths because he was older? You know, he averybody had more brands. Do you remember your first orgasm? I think I was like twenty three, so it took me a while. I was

doing it myself. Your first orgasm was a masturbation? Yeah, like the attache. That was what I was using, because just because you have sex doesn't mean this orgasm. Like a lot of men don't know how I hit this spot, So just make it make you come eating. Yeah, when he goes down on me. But that's the only way I can come. I've never came through sucks. So you never squirted? No, I'm not a squirt a creamer okay, okay, she looked up, like you ever do you ever go

in like cream on on the camp? It's not like like sometimes I don't, like nothing comes out. But I want to learn how to squirt because I think that these sacks here, somebody here can teach you. I can sew something. Yes, it is, there's there's certain things that it's it's it's gonna happen. It's this vibrator. It's called I Vibe. It's a little one. Did you try it? I can't. I can't even take it, and it gets

me so upset every time I use it. It It makes me squirt every single time, even on the lower speed. I'm like, but I think, yeah, I think it also depends on people's bodies, like people's bodies are different. No, it's gonna make you squirt. This is a gallante need. So what you just put it on your clip. The vibrator. We just got that vibrator we just got. It's called Vibe.

It has this thing, it has like a hook. This hook you put through your finger, because if you put it too close to you, you're probably gonna burn your clip right off. I don't want to buy my clip up. I swear like you gotta hold it like you gotta talking to Mike's sorry, how sorry? Hold it like you gotta hold it like you have to put the ring here right and then let it hang and just like hold it there and like why are we all looking

and going like what's going on? But I got to listen to me even when I don't like if I put it close, it makes it the squirre come out, like don't let it if you let it touch just a little. To do we have any toys in here for sale? We gotta get Sarah. Do you guys use toys? You and Mason he doesn't like to use toys. The one to make me come? How big is his dick? Honestly? Medium? Science? Ohoy? Why is good? Though? Like you should talk about your boyfriend's dick? Why not? Medium is good? But it's not

about the dick size to me. And it's the motion in the ocean. Yeah, she's like tiny? Medium is what's his motion? Like I'm always one on top, sometimes I'm on the edge. Of the bed and he's like moving like because he came. He shorted in her. Is there anything that you guys haven't tried that you want to try. Don't try doggy style? You haven't tried dog. He hasn't

good dog that's like regular. He likes it. I don't know why when he like that, He asked him why, Um, I think it's hard for him, Like he is disabled. So I was like, like, damn baby, and but he can stand yeah, um to be to do it? To let him you from the back. You could go to the corner or the edge of the bed and he's standing on purch it out a little bit, got you,

I'll tell him that. Yeah, like you can like be on you could like you know, get feel like you can be like you can be on the edge of the bed on all fours and he can just be standing at the edge, like he can literally stand still and you can just like pop it back him. Or he could be there like he doesn't have to be on the bed on his knees. He can be standing. Will he watch you have sex with somebody else? Does he let me have sex with anybody? Like you think

he would watch you have sex with somebody else. No, he would not like that at all. I don't want to talk anybody else crazy, why because I'm jallous. So how about how about you having a threesome with him and another man? No, I wouldn't do it. What about what another girl? No? I wouldn't us. I'm jealous. You never seen amazing. You know he's a celebrity, and you know some people thought that, like you liked him because he was famous and data dada. How do you respond

to that? Well, I've already had guys who were famous before. I'm not after that, and I get more attention than he does, to be honest, because I'm always putting myself out there, like Laney helps me out with that that. I haven't seen this. Oh, they all in obliged. Where have I been? We just did a reality show called Love. Don't judge. I mean, I'm just gon because you know what it is. I live in d C. Now, I'm back and forth. I'm doing a lot. I know you're

not mix anything. I live in Connecticut. I don't know anything. I'm not in a mix. Which picture are you showing him? Oh? So um? He was like a kid. I saw him on YouTube and I was like, he's so adorable, all oh okay, and totally not what I expected. What did you expect expecting like a short guy with muscles. I don't know why. Whenever I think of men, I think of muscles. Who was that attraction? Because and he says, he's not your sugar dad. I'm not trying to because

I'm not trying to. He's cute, he's not you know, like he's not jacked up, but you don't. I don't really care about the guy even like muscles at all. Someone like, yeah, I'm gonna I'm gonna be honest. I'll you guys are cute together. I'm gonna be honest on my explore page. I don't know why there's a lot of like fashion over man models coming up on my ship and a lot of like heavy muscle guys. I'm not a fan of that. I feel like I enjoy you being at the gym. I enjoyed the muscles. I

enjoying the fit thing. But there's some guys that are just overly muscular. That is not how are you doing with this man? I'm just going he's so cute, Like he's cute. He doesn't even look like that anymore, Like he lost a lot of weight since then. That was an old photo because I'm loving, but I'm not laughing. I'm not like and I'm trying to be nice. Does your family like him? Yeah? He came to my family's house on Christmas and they really liked him. You're you're

a pretty girl, and you're young. I'm crying literally, but you know some some women have funny taste to mend. He's shoot and he has a great personality. He's really funny. Okay, what do you like? He is funny? I think we have things in common, like he we like to play pool together. We like to go to nice restaurant. So that's all over amazing. She's like, I don't want to laugh you all right, So let me ask you this back. More money, more money, more problems and two or false,

more money, more problems. People always say the more money you have, the more problems you have. Do you think that's two or you think that's a myth? I think that's a math. I always want more money. How could that bring me a problems? So it makes it was broke? Would you be with him? Well? I don't think that'd be like fair because I'd be the one making all the money. You guys who I mean? I dated that

guy who lived at his parents house. That sucks. He had to sneak me into like sleep over his house because his mom would be like, no sex during the days. She would just be like, no sex. You better not be having sex with her. And he was thirty he probably was. But the thing is the reason why I liked him was because we knew each other back in high school. Like I was too young at the time. I was fifteen. He was like twenty one. But I had already liked him back then. But we didn't do anything.

We just re met as you got older, and you were like, this is creepy. You knew me when I was fifth seen, So what's the difference. I was curious about him. But what's different about Mason than the other guys that you've dated? That sugar daddies that made you want to marry him? Um? I would say, he's very understanding of my needs, Like he gets me what do you need so like sexually or just generally, so like I have like anxiety and like depression, He understanding understand it.

He wants to help me. Yo, what the fuck? What's calling on Lorio? What's calling on Loreo? I'll be honest, this is real. Yeah, it's if he was just my sugar daddy, I wouldn't be exclusive with time. I really like him, but it hasn't. So do you see you guys together for the long holow because he's not here today. He was supposed to come. You guys you said, are okay, but you didn't say great. But yeah, I want to, but we don't get along very well. Why so why

don't you get along? Well? Well, um, I'm kind of the puble a city. Or he doesn't want any attention and that's kind of caused like a rep in our relationship after the show aired. So do you anticipate you guys getting a television show together or something like that? But he wouldn't want to. Somebody contacted us after we did that YouTube show and they wanted to pitch us to like telc we TV, and he just doesn't want to.

Do you think you can kind of tone down like the attention seeking that you enjoy to be with him or is that something like a part of your personality that you can't change. I can do all the radio shows by myself, like that's not a problem. I would love to do like a reality show with him again, but I don't think that's gonna happen. But if he wants to tell you, like hey, in order for me to be with you in the long run and get married, like you guys have spoken about would you like that out?

Would you? Um? Probably not? So what is it about that that you enjoy? Because that's a you thing, um, Because I've always just wanted to be like in the Spotlight, to be on us that I want to make money off of that, and you have been m And you know what else I would say is a great thing is that you have an altered your body in any way I want to though I want to get fake boobs, you want to get well. You don't think that people

like that about you. I don't think so. I think people would prefer if I had fake boobs, so with people? Would he pay with Mason pay for that? No, he doesn't like fake boobs. I don't know if you guys are meant to be together because you like the Spotlight. He doesn't. You want to get surgery. He doesn't want you to. Maybe y'all are meant to be together. That's very possible. I mean it's been toxic lately. What's toxic about it? Just what I just said, Like he doesn't

want to be in the spotlight anymore. What is that toxic though? I mean, if it's it's because if guys, we're very different, so toxic in the sense of like you're different and it affects your relationship. Yeah, I think like someone not. Yeah, but I feel like so when not wanting to be in the limelight is not necessarily toxic. I think that's just their preference and your preference. But within the difference of preference, you guys have issues which

make it toxic, you know. Yeah. I mean there's some times where we've got on radio shows and he doesn't like what I say, Like what like what might you say that he doesn't like if I give away too many personal details and something like that. How big is his dick? A medium? But like how many inches? Like medium? Like twenty iNeST what that's like taller than him? He's being a good girlfriend. Do you enjoy sex with Yeah?

I do. He fire sex drive though, so he went to funk all the time and you like relax, Yeah, I mean he probably want to do it twice a day. That's not bad today. Oh god, I'm such a savage. My man is like drain, he's spent. He's like that. I would do it three times a day and play two other times, not be wanting to have mad sex. Like in the morning, I want to have sex, but

the middle of the day, I want to have sex. Man, it comes back from the gym, and I want to have sex right before I take a shower in the night time. Three times a day is not that. But I don't get that all the time. I only get that, Like, and I'm telling you he's rented. After that last one, he's like, oh my god, you gotta think about it. There's twenty four hours and that like maybe once a week. So let me ask you this, right, if you're with a guy, say you guys with Mason, does he have

to delete all his exces off his Instagram page? Mason still ask this X on this Instagram what they doesn't about? You know? It doesn't bother me. They're just old photos. But he's not keeping them up there to look at them. He barely uses Instagram anyway. What about you? Did you delete your do you delete your exs off Instagram? Yeah. I mean I like to just put myself on Instagram. I don't want any other guy with me on there. But I did post a few photos of Mason. Um,

how much many do you make up a cam? Would you say? Um? After they show aired, I'd say only fans. I made about five thousand dollars that month. That's good. So it's like a month. Do you get that every month? Or it's just like abstraction site that I use, but I also use like my free cam and I use like a sexting site called sex Canther. How much at that time? How much of your time does it occupy though?

Like is it extract I would say it's easy. Is it a distraction though, like in a relationship, because like I gotta work, Yeah, because I want to just go in the other room and cam. But I feel weird just leaving him in the other world relationship. But how

does he feel about that? Like that might be why you don't like sex as much as he does, because you know majority at the time, but most of the time I use only fans now, like I kind of took a break from the live camming just because only fans is like Instagram, right, Like it's like, so, how is that? Though? Like for your relationship with him? Does he get frustrated when you're like, Okay, I'm going to the other room, got a cam He's complained about me

doing it too late. He's like, why are you starting so late? We've gonta do a fight over that. What's late? Though? Isn't that the right time to do it? At night? Nine? It's not late? Did he say I wanted us? Time subscribed? Do you have any plans to have kids in your mind? Sorry? As far as quality time, do you guys spend enough time together where you're like, all right between nine and tent,

I'm going to do Yeah, we basically lived together. I mean, I've been spending a lot of time in his apartment. So maybe he just really likes you and he's kind of just getting over the fact that you're camming and sexing me. But I don't really like it that month. But I feel you because when he met you, that's what you were doing. Who I am now? You want me to change? But maybe he haven't been with anybody like me before, But maybe he also thought it was temporary. Right.

Sometimes you feel like something is just for the moment, or you can change somebody's just that's not ideal, right, thinking you could change somebody. But I wouldn't know what you mean by he's never been with somebody like you before because all the women he's dated or his age and they don't do porn, right, Okay, have you ever done like a porner? Like we could see you on X videos or porn? Hun I have solo stuff on Google. If you google my name and type in nude, I'm

sure you'll find anything. And it looks like did you ever ask him to participate in your video? No, he won't do that, No, not at all. Wait, I've seen him before, but like he's been a commercial. Yeah, that's what I figured out. He has commercials back in the seventies. Well then I didn't see him. Maybe on the show maybe he saw us there. It's like a bar show, you know, the show Extreme Love, Extreme Love. Yeah, it's like the show that shows like odd couples, but it's

like an internet show. We did like a spin off of that. Okay, yeah, seeing the show that you did, so people call you an odd couple. That doesn't make you feel it's you doin it? Is this you doing? Rough? Extreme choking German brutal an, I thought that shows up. That's not me. I'm leaving under my name, but me, I've never done. Like, what are some things that you wouldn't do that you haven't done, like without Mason, or you haven't done with Mason that you're not willing to do.

I don't do anything, no, not on camera. I've done in my personal life to enjoy it. It's okay, I still haven't done an and my boyfriend's very much like, let's try it, you would enjoy it, And I just feel like a news. I feel like a news more for men. If he's saying you would enjoy some women love you know, some women you never know if you like it, that might you might enjoy it, And I'm like, I feel like that's more for men. Men are very like,

let's try everything. Let's try you know, like you because they ain't got to take the dick exactly, like, how was your first time doing you? No? Like when the high wronk? Yeah it did that make it easier? Yeah? I think it was easier. Do you a Mason? Do you know? No? He wants to, but not really that much. He brought it up. I don't know, I don't really like it that much. I feel that, but you're doing what other people you're not gonna do with your man. I only did it with one other guy, Okay that

much to feel that you wanted to do it again. Yeah, look it says here. Also when I googled your name that you guys might do a sex tape together. He he doesn't want me to talk about that. That's like I can't say anything, but maybe no, that would you'll pay I would see that. I just felt like, if she's with Laney, is coming, like I don't know, Yeah, I feel like it's coming. So when did the sex tape come out? Did y'all feelm it already? Know it's

a sex tape? You don't have like it? Just reagul okay, not a sex date, but like things you all have filmed together, just pleasure. Who initiates the sex? Usually? He usually does, like, yeah, he's hard. What's his favorite position? Me on top? Probably? Okay, I can see there anything anything going down? Have you caught any girl women um sliding in his d M s or like on his phone because you're very jealous. I've seen some groupies trying

to hit him up. That makes you feel. Um, there was one girl who was saying that girls like me or a diame a dozen and this is a girl that he was kind of like friendly with, like that it wasn't like a like a dating thing because they just met like at some event. And um, yeah, just like really upset me to see that she was writing that about me on his phone. He can't be friends with her anymore? Right, Oh? I told her not to text him anymore, texted her and so yeah, I've told

you girls, Manta nothing anymore. And is he respecting it? Yeah? I hope he is. All right, So let me see this bitter swallow swallow Okay, yeah, sucker fit lucky Mason, sucker fuck fuck Okay. Is he good at eating your pussy? Yeah, he's really good. Okay. Well look she's a happy girl. Yeah, and that's how the Sarah, if you're happy, we're happy for you. Thank you girl, get you a different boy. Have you Has your family met him? The family met

him on Christmas? How was that? It was fine? They liked him, like, my dad recognized him from back in the day. And what did your dad say? He's like, are you an actor? I recognize you? And he didn't want to kill him. They just trying to be Facebook friends with him. About you dating older men or just like the work you do. They know the exact work that you're involved in or I don't know to what

extent they know. They know that I model, and I don't know how they fail about me danting older guys, but I know they don't like what I do because then my dad's like a minister. I can see that. But they accept you for who you are. Yeah, they didn't disown me yet yet. What you're about to do girl right exactly coming exect stage once they see that. So where do you see yourself like five years from now? If I'm not with Mason, I'd probably do boy girl porn. Okay,

what's your favorite porn site? Porn of? I think that everybody want push yours and um, I don't know it varies. You're seeing like you gotta sneaky one. That's better because when we all say it's a poor help. He was like, ain't bros and my friends on Twitter? Thing? Bro? You know those are people as my dad. I gave him a bang Bus shirt. I like bras. I never checked it out, but they have it on porn hubs, So that's the only reason for me. I think X and XX is good. I think for me this video it

looks like world Star of Porn. Yeah, it's perfect. I think for me, I barely watched, Like I go off of visuals like I can play with my pussy and envision me having sex with my man or so creative, super creative. But if I do want to watch porn, like I just go to porn hub and then after I just feel like a bad person. Why do you feel like a bad after orgasm? I'm like, what are you doing? Your search history? Get out there in let's life. I'm clear your search history. So you think if you

stay with Mason, you can't do porn. He wouldn't want me doing porn girl porn, porn. He doesn't even want me doing girl girl porn. But I would still do it. But damn, you don't give a fun he wants. It's not even a big deal because it's another girl. It's not I'm gonna just leave him for girls. Another girl. Yeah, you don't think another girl's shooting. I think it's just

work because it's not like a private thing. It's just for work, So it kind of sounds like Mason has more feelings for you now that you have you together, and you have feelings for him, but you're also still more so focused on your career and he's kind of like not interested in you have his age. She doesn't

even know she's going to change in a year. But I'm saying, basically, it sounds like you're not stopping your career regardless of being with him or how he not right, don't so is this something you see yourself doing well? How that relationships are compromised? But this is this saying it to me. I'm just saying, maybe still work in the industry for like another ten years. I don't want to want to do after that. They're clearly not still together.

They don't have nothing in common. Forget the fact that he's but like, we have things that we like to do, but he's trying to limit what you even to do for yourself. And it doesn't matter what it is you want to do for yourself, because I might want to something else and goals in my mind, but whatever your goals is in your mind, if somebody's blocking that, that's

gonna be a problem. It doesn't matter whether it's a friend, a boyfriend, So I'm saying that's the compatibility that I mean is like not working, not even just I'm not even talking about physical because that's something totally different. But I think if you're you like to do something and you keep saying like this makes me happy, this is what I want to do, but he says I can't do it, but he doesn't like it. So you'd rather be unhappy to be with him, or you rather be happy.

And I'm not trying to break you all up or convince you to leave you now, because I think that she needs to, she's a young woman. But if he financially really took care of you though, like it really doesn't an allowance, but if he give you ten thousand dollars a month and was like, I don't want you to do this anymore, that's definite money. That's definitely give it up. If he paid any up, So I sell

you about the money, but give it up. What is he doing for his financials like benefit or lifestyle to keep himself going, like being that he doesn't like the limelight, like you're restaurant mis retired now, but he still has equity. But that's not fair. He got enough money to retire. Meanwhile, you haven't even done what you need to do for yourself yet. So he's comfortable. You get what I'm saying. He lives his life. It's how I had to live

her life. But what if he but so what if he was like, what if you could make money doing something else? And he was fine with that? Is it just this that he doesn't want you to do or does he not want you to work at all? He wants me to work, but he wants me to get like a regular job. He doesn't want to do that. She made that clear unless he paid. He's differently. I know somebody who makes almost thirty thousand on only fans every month, and I'm not like mainly on followers though,

and she has almost three million. Better blow you up. You make money like this is but he don't even want her to do that. That to do that, and he got a problem with that. Other interests and hobbies do you have aside from this that are not like sex related? That's what I like to do my free time. Yeah, like just other hobbies that you enjoy that might not have to do with sex or camming or anything. I like to drink, I like to play pool. That's the way to how hard, she told us beginning the dates

play pool shot up. But for you gotta be you and you can't just she's too young, that has somebody limit her being her. And if he wants to be more more into whatever you want to do, then that's different. But I feel like you gotta be yourself. You have right, that's fine, And that's the older man that probably will let you. Their compromises you're willing to make to be like, what like not having sex with other guys? So do you have sex? No, do compromise? She's saying she compromised

going on dates for money. So how do your friends feel about it? That has this like ruined them relationship friend wise for you? Or No, she doesn't have friends because they won't come with her when she has to go to these these people's houses. Okay, that's true. It's a guy friend. You need a manager. My friends don't care what I do. M hmm. They don't have a problem with But your friends at your age, I date dating people that are older as well, or how does

that work out? A lot of my guy friends are also older. They're dating young girls. Also, most of your friends are men. Yeah, okay, anybody that you used to mess with you said be friends with. No, just Manden that was just friends with. When did you realize that you like older men? Like? When did that come into class? She was young? I just like what you know what I mean with the big dick. That was when I

got intrigued by the whole sugar daddy thing. So what if it's a young guy that's spending the same amount of money, No, I wouldn't be as attracted to. Why is there about an older guy that turns you on? I think they're smarter and more mature. A lot of young guys they're just like, what's your snack? I could I forget that. I feel like a lot of younger guys have a lot of maturing to do, right, But especially then, you know people saying that like men mature

slower than women. I could understand that, but I don't know. I feel like like older men, like fifty sixties, just there's just something about them that just doesn't turn me on. Person. Back in the days when I was like eighteen years old, eighteen nineteen years old, when I was working at a strip club, I um, I was working with one of the owners, and he was older. He was like probably sixty years old. He was older, and he was fine.

I was like nineteen, but he was fine. He had muscles, he had a nice stomach, and he was like real funny, and he was the boss and he was mind and everything. So so you're saying when you were in nineteen, I mean, I don't know. I don't know, but I mean that's

the only older guy that I've ever been with. But I do like guys like and when I was in my twenties, I did day guys that were forty How about right now, would you date a sixty five year old the last now, my current boyfriend is thirty nine, and the woman I was with before that, I was twenty nine. So you know, that's all I date in my age. I feel like I date in my age for sure, Like I wouldn't date a guy that's sixty

even fifty. Like I have a ton of guys always hitting on me at older ages, and I'm kind of like, and what's the oldest man you ever dated from your age? Probably somebody he was like fourteen years older than me. I never had a man that was that much older than man. But I feel like if you're like eighteen dating a like sixty year old, there's a huge difference there. As soon as they try to talk to me, I get the creeps no, because I'm like, yeah, I know

you have a daughter or a granddaughter of mine. Yeah, I think it's weird for somebody could have a child your age that they do, or since daughter's frame you like did like Diddy and Laurie Harvey. I look at that like Steve Harvey is more Diddy's age than Lourie Harvey. So when I see because she's like twenty two and Puff is like fifty, So I just think that I can you think that's she's like, what's wrong with that? Sounds like I know them? That doesn't my friends doubles age.

You think somebody could steal you away from Mason, like another guy could swoop in. I like Mason's adorable nous.

All the guys are adorable like that. And I think also to the fact that he can help you with your depression and anxiety in what you feel for him, like it's different, you know, It's like when it's different when you have a sexual attraction with someone than you're do an emotional attraction, like when someone understands you are, like helps you with your struggles like depression and anxiety. That's a huge role. So that might be hard for you to like shift away from the relationship with him.

Does he like being called adorable as opposed to like handsome? And what is who was your boyfriend before him? What was your longest relationship before him? Probably a year? I want the longest. She's having fun. I just want to know what does he look like? Um, my last boyfriend he adorable to No, it was taller. What was the last vacation you and Mason went on. We just got back from Delray Beach. Where's that al right? Outside? That's fun? But I left early because we're fighting. How do you

deal with that? Either it's your fault that you guys fight, more your fault or more his fault. I think it's his fault because he doesn't accept you for who you are, and like he's more the one who, like you know, wants to be like aggressive and we're fighting, like not physically, but I mean, you know, yeah, I'm saying what I think.

It's difficult in those situations because he probably like really admires you and loves you for like other things other than the sexual and you still have this kind of like at ration for your career as doing camming and sexting, So like for him, he likes who you are deep down inside versus like the career, and you still want to stick to that. So that kind of like it's probably what makes a relationship toxic. You know, it's like you still want to do what you want to do,

what you have been doing. But for him, it's like he's jealous. We've developed something and I like that. He probably scared you're gonna leave him, maybe a little bit scared you're gonna find something better. Seven months, Yeah, seven months, that's a short time, very short. Yeah, yeah, that's a new relationship. That's a short time. He probably like, she's gonna find something better. She needs to stop doing all that ship and he wants you to be in the house,

don't go out there and be around all these other men. Right, and you're jealous too and that alright, Well, Saray tell everybody where they can find you, because we want to make sure we blow up. Yeah yeah, fans pages get you more like Jona Sha making that the all follow me on Sarah Underscore, Ruthie on Instagram and then Twitter, Stara Rusie. You could just search me on all social media Stara Rusie and you'll find me. Okay, so you're not gonna give it up, right, you're not gonna give up.

I can't find my name used my real name. The only fans might links in my bio on Twitter and stuff. So what if you had like a really attractive guy at your age with a huge dick and a lot of money. I don't really care about the dick. That's really important to me. Get that cash, baby, but the money on my own age, like, I don't think I would date some of my own age. Just reminds me of this show that I'm watching on Lifetime. It's called Married to Millions. Have you guys heard of it? I'm

a square. I watched a Lifetime all the time. I'm so boring. But anyway, my bad. So anyway, Um, there's this one couple and the girls twenty one and the guy is older than your Boyfrid Ring. He's like fifty seven. Everybody goes nuts over this couple, but they seem to be really they really love each other. His ex wife had a meeting with her. She said, oh no, it's never gonna work. You're a child. It's so good. I

love it. This is what that's But Sarah, we can't wait to see what happens, and you gotta come update us. Thank you. I'd love to come back. Okay, love that extime. You got to drink no more cold. I got to take breaks sometimes because like it's hard for me to breathe because I'm just getting over the cold. Bring your new boyfriend when you come back. Negative List Service