Episode 194: I Hate Your Face (Feat. Lizzo)

have on like a fit in some tims. I wanted to have on like some jeans, walking in with a little like tank chopping one. He's like, damn, it's been such a long day. Yeah, I want And he comes in He's like you want to get today? Yeah, giggling with a little like just jiggling in my face. But if you don't know what's going on, Lizzo his Heir's lift service. We're here, Larry y'ah, Stephanie Gi the full entour rise and Lizzo, thank you so much for coming through.

Thanks for having me. I'm already drunk. We're talking about the stripper is I've been wanting to do this Mell review show for us. Yes, we have been talking about that. Okay, I'm gonna tell you. I hosted one, and before that I was very like, I don't know about this. Me and my friends were like, I don't know. But when

we did it, it was really fun. Wait, so what happened? Okay, So you have to be a little drunk when you go in order to really enjoy yourself, because at first people are like, Okay, we don't want nobody to touch us, like whatever. But then by the end of the show, my friends were laying in the middle place. Yeah, flop me off because one of my friends got a dick smacked on the forehead like like flush the flush. No, no, no,

they got on the cock sock. Great, so and they tie it tight so that they stay erect the whole time. Can we have? And he comes to the live show? Can you have? What? Can we have? Like male shippers come to the live show and not stripped, but like just swing that cocksck. Well, hello, am I gonna be there? Yeah, listen, I'm telling you all right, so we gotta do this. We're gonna make it happen. This Meal review show because it is a lot of it's a great bonding experience.

A male stripper is able to do a lot of things that like regular guys can't do, as far as like tockdown rareography. I don't know if they could do that because you have to not have a spine. But I want to be really good at yoga, right, that's true, downward Dog. But yeah, so anyway, let's get more into you, Lizzo. Whoa. It was a good transition. Get into its good. I do want to start up the show though by talking about some grand openings and some grand closings. So congratulations

to Larr Yeah, who has a brand new job. Congratulations she's doing radio. Yes I am. Do you know the radio before um podcast? So yeah, Now I'm find the Radio one. So I'm gonna be here Radio one that's like BBC, um, that's copy. That's okay, Yeah, it's just other stations like this. I heart radio. Then there's Radio one and then yeah the Black yeah CBS. You know I heard number one. But Radio one does good to me. Okay, Okay, well we're gonna be there. Don't worry. Yeah is it? Yeah? No,

I'm playing with you don't want me? But yes, congratulates So he shocked me. I was like, that's what we're talking about. I didn't know grand grand clothes, and I was like trying to figure out that she has a job. She ain't got no deal, job to be continued, to be continued, so you know, it just depends she did text them. They haven't hit her back. Have you ever met fired from a job? I'm sorry, no, no, no, I didn't admire. If I don't go back, it's sort

of like fired period. I've been fired, fu, I've been fired. I got fired from the last shop I ever had. Um at this rest wrong because I said I was playing this music festival that I actually wasn't playing, and I was like, I gotta go. I'm performing this musical festival. I got fired. And then a year later I performed at that music festival, so it was earlier. You're so

good to the universe. Did you get fired because you weren't really playing it and they found out, or did you get fired just because it was on some whole ship because I requested the day off, but the manager who was supposed to be there to approve it wasn't there. But the other manager approved it, and then he was like, I didn't approve this. He was being a little house he has been hateful. Yeah, he was hating on my shoe. He was jealous. They didn't find out. I didn't play

it though, because believable. Now I look at you all the stuff, Man, have you been filaria? I have been fired. When I was like an intern at Sony, I was a legal intern. I worked for my cousin, and I was hanging a legal intern. Yeah, because I wasn't supposed to be up there for rel you know how, Like he was just my cousin. He like, you could come and help out whatever whatever. So I used to just be going up there and everybody offense learning what to do. So you got fired from a job he was not.

I wasn't even higher. But you know what, when he fired me, it actually got me higher because everybody felt bad, like why did he fire you? And it was only because I was like in the studio with the artists and stuff like that, and he was just like, what are you doing with them? You're too young? But I was really I was an artist myself, so he didn't look at it like that. The days fired me like a hater, and then I was back in the building like a month later with a job. Okay, what about you, Steff.

I got fired from the first strip club I ever worked out because I was a waitress and um, I found these customers, like some regular customers, and um, I would bring them ice, and every time I will bring them ice, there will give me like an eighty dollar tip, like I'll get one day will buy like waters bottles. And then every time I would bring them ice or some cups or something, they will all give me money, like give me eighty dollars. So I stood out there table.

Why didn't it was the rest of the cloth, so especially the like my ticket book wasn't coming out good. Like what what happened is is you would give, you know, write the tickets and then at the end of the night you were just getting the manager the ticket book. So my ticket book will have like one customer or two customers. So they fired me and I was wasssing and that made me go and I came back to the club to work as a stripper. I was like, come back, but I didn't. That's what happened. I got

laid off. You know how they tried to make it like softer. I got laid You can't get that work right. So I did get laid off and for no you know what, I still ended up getting unemployment, which was nice. But and it was the sad part about it was that the girl that had to lay me off, she started crying and everything, and I wasn't crying. She felt

terrible to fire you. Yeah, the only bad part about it was that day, like my friend had came up to meet me, this guy that I was talking to, and we would like supposed to go out to dinner after She was like, can I talk to you for a minute before you leave? I was like, sure, I'll be right back, and you won't be right back there as long as you want now. But anyway, build's character right stronger. Here we are the whole experience. Now, you talk a lot about boys, Lizzo in real life, So

let me ask you this. Now that you know you're rich, you popp in, can we say that you're rich? You're rich? I mean I said it last night. Yeah, never said was like, I'm rich. So I'll just charged us to the motherfucking car, would you co sign? Let's say you were dating a guy, you would be like him, but his credit is not good. He hasn't really established it right, and somebody asked that some lip service to answer this question.

Her baby daddy wants heard a co sign on a car for him, but she knows he's not that responsible. Is she wrong? If she doesn't co sign? Would you do it? She is absolutely not wrong. I would never, ever, ever, ever, ever even be dating his ass in the first place. First of all, sorry, I know that other people would you know that y'all got big hearts of ship. I got big clip energy, so you wouldn't even get that far like my I would so, but if you did get that far into my heart, right, I would be like,

you know what, let's build your credit. Yeah, okay, I'm gonna because I also feel like you should have somebody else that could do it. Who exactly that I shouldn't be asking? Your girl? I am, and you should have his credit. My manager co signed from my apartment. And you know it's nice that this isn't a regular boyfriend.

It's her it's her kids father. Yeah, so you want him to have the things to make sure you're mean for me, I'm retarded, Like, I'm like, ok, let him use my uber and my lips a card, you know, what I mean, why do you how do you just go buy a car? Why do you need a note that you need a co sign? You take your little coin and you go buy you something. I don't know if he has the money for that boy involved, now that's the only different. I mean, he got to put

down the down payment. So if he got to put down the down because and he still has still work out, you know, still have to get alone. How was he driving before his parents had bought him a car, like co sign on the car sign but then he Yeah, definitely not the part with your ass. I think over the time, there's a lot of rid sharing services. Yeah, it's okay. You have a levit driver. His name is Uber, all right, so nobody here with co sign on something for that. I would I would buy my baby a

car first in his situation. I mean, even if he's for me, I would. Um, I would do it, and I would end up paying the note and all of that. Okay, really, but it's only because it's a special circumstance because it's my kid's a kid, that's the only reason. Because it's like paying for the kid. That's why I would pay the note. But see flips up if he if he sucked up the note, it's sucking on my credit. So I'm gonna have to pay it anyway because it's on my name. You might not not till it's too late.

See that's the kill. I have sugar mama tendencies, like I have goals and dreams when I get older being a sugar mama because I just love spoiling people. I love gifts. So maybe I would buy myself a car and be like, you can't use that, true sugar mama fast you know that he can help pay you know the note too. Yeah, I think I think it could be in your name and if you don't use it, yeah, it's my car at the end of the day. Don't

even say time. I think, don't say that I'll pay a thing, because then that makes somebody lazy and they're like, well, you know I don't gotta pay because she got it. So if you just give him the responsibility of like, you're gonna pay this because you're already and I've done this before. I've put a cable bell in my name. That was enough. Like he didn't pay that cable bell

was very lest. It was like stell on and it's like I couldn't sign it off and it was just a lot, and it ended up being like how much six seven d dollars I had to pay at the end of the that God forbid. Another bitch watching the cable. You pay. That's what the Netflix. You know, it was another bitch watching that ship because I was laid up watching the Teddy Podcast documentary, watching my cable. You can put out your replaceable should be like, give me the

you would just take it back cable. I don't know. She tried to shut it. Don't know what some sisters and cut the water. It was a crest state, I ain't how many. It was a cross country. Wasn't about to do all that. I just paid the seven hundred and called it to day. I was like, yeah, sometimes you got to just take that relationship. Sometimes we get

too concerned. I think about like how much money we spent, because I know sometimes you break up with somebody and you be thinking like I bought this, I bought that, I spent this. I couldn't saved this. But sometimes you gotta just take the loss in a relationship. What's the nicest thing you ever gave? Somebody lives up? Who my time time. I'm a I'm a I'm a trip. I'm a tourist. So tourists are very like we love giving

gifts and we love spoiling people. So I'm very much like, if I like you, I'm taking you on a trip with me. And I almost took this nigger shoot BALI me pay for almost paid for this flight, pay for the resort, pay for everything. But you know, God is amazing, and he was like, you know, you give a lot, but you're not gonna give this bitch. And there was a well, actually I'm not going to go into detail,

but your own, you know. But the other one, um, okay, I'm not well, I can't go into detail because it's kind of on some tragic ship, can't be. But God really protected me and was like, you're not gonna do this. So I almost did that list December and I didn't, but I would go the full mile for somebody to care about. So okay, so you didn't do it, So you guys are not. Oh we never spoke after that, though we haven't spoken since then. We're gonna know why. Okay, listen.

So this on the other side, on the petty side of things, this is what really pissed me off. There was this other person. There was this girl who he said that he wasn't talking to, never been to his house, didn't know his family hand, and they never everything. And I was like, okay, cool, whatever, whatever, whatever. But she

was slick. She was always post a little slick shit being like that, so you can see, yeah, and I'll be like, wait, but if y'all aren't still talking, then why is the corner of your head at her birthday party? You know what I'm like. And then he went off and was like, no one never been in this room, like, no other girl has been in this room. You know

my brother. And I was like, okay, cool. And then literally when I was trying to buy the flights and everything, I was just like something told me my intuition, women's intuitions. It was like, just check her page. You haven't checked it in a long time. Check her page. And I go and she posted a picture of his brother of her doing his dreads and was like, I guess I'm

the dreadmaster in their house. And I was like, so, you're your brother's hair, but she doesn't know your brother, she's never so I was just just you know how when you go off and be like you told me that you didn't know it. Like I didn't even go off this time, y'all. This is how you know you're done. I look at him and I calmly was like, I'm never speaking to him again. He didn't even Yeah, I was so calm when I get to that point, it was it was done. Unblocked him, Like because we block

each other, the petty ship will block each other. Just get me living my goddamn life, selling out shows. I want you to see this shine at my city. That's why I don't block. You'd be happy if I want you to see me really happy, Like we're all happy. The next second is making me and I'm everywhere. I told his ask. So that's that was the petty side

of what happened. There was some other ship so okay, yeah, but his wag ass, fuck his wack girl, his STDs and ship and he ain't get by Yeah, and he stink with the jet man trust me where he does not want to be. But you're literally dick that I have to put in my belly buttons. Yeah. The reason that's somebody said on Twitter because I was talking about we were talking about cleaning ourselves. Right, There was this big topic about people who don't wash their legs and

their feet in the shallows. What the hell they're like, Oh, the soap just drips down. You have to wash your every of your skin. That was a real topic. There's people that don't wash their legs and their feet. So I had posted about it, right because I do that. And not only that, but I clean my belly button with a cute tip. Cute, right. I don't do that

every day, but I do that like maintenance. But I don't make sure really deep any with ridges, so I have to get peaks and belly Yeah, going on, So somebody told me on Twitter she said that guy that she dated tried to fuck her belly button. No cute, Yeah, so tiny? How does this digit of your belly button? Okay? Or is her belly button that can't be that sizeable? Like and she's a thick bitch, like I got a

big belly but not coming on panus. A micro penis could actually fit in a belly button, a micro I've seen some small before one in particular. I'm thinking of, Yeah, Mica, going a fucking belly button with it your own? She don't know somebody for everybody, you know what I mean. And there's somebody who would gladly let the micro penis boyfriend the belly button or their earhole or they're not or they're under arm. There you go squeeze its sight. I think that's even weird to me. I don't like

to I don't like that my city. Okay, so you're when I look at when you started out immediately out, they're wider, and I think it doesn't matter how big you are, you need that with in order to get my are a little longer, more narrow side. I have like the little egg drops they come from the side like I've attempted and it's just too thin. You got, you got, it does nothing. But it was also very drunk and it just didn't work. You're supposed to open your mouth. It was terble. I didn't have the book

on it. Then I think you have a great I just think we think it's it's it's very weird. It's weird. It's very like nothing for you. Yeah, not like all the time, but like people of course have tried and I get that dick out of probably done it like that all right. Now I need you to finish this sentence. Okay, And so you guys are gonna give this scenario when this is acceptable. It's acceptable to data man who lives

with his mom if she's dying, she's definitely ill. And I have an acceptable reason to live with your mom if you guys live in a fucking mansion and she's you have like you live in the guest house as she over there, or she lives in the guest house and you're that that's you know, it's a big space, you know what I mean. There's a difference between you living with your mom and your mom living with you. What you mean you mean he lived in his mom.

It's acceptable if and you have to give a scenario, it's acceptable if she can throw down on the macaroni and she's everything she watch but he's never gonna want to move you in because he got her. No, if the house is big enough, I'm cool, mom, Are you serious here? I'm not live with your mama and you she cleans up, does the laudry she got herr me moaning and screaming to she got what that's what I don't want to do what she's deft? And maybe that's

a big space, like it's a mansion. She lives on the left wing on the right, and she got to be sick or he got to be some type of tragic. Maybe his wife just died. And what if he travels a lot? Oh no, he's barely ever mand I forgot now, I said, of men, I'm thinking what a man lived with his mother? Right? Okay, what if he travels a lot? He's not really home like that, and said when he does come back to his hometown, that's where he stays. But he's always on the road. But that residental house,

see there you go. But if he's like, I don't want to come because I want to leave my mother by herself. Yeah, like you never watched one. And then it's like I don't just a new black but in Australia and the woman her mother used to cock block on everybody, like she's like I'm about to go out, She's like, no, why do you have to go out? So every night she would stay home with her mom, and she was like forty years old. Well, if his mom likes me, I feel like she would allow him

to come see me. So you know what I mean, what if you have to ask his mom? You gotta get on with her first of all, period point Blake, and I feel like if she's giving you issues, and maybe that's a SIGNY shouldn't be together. I came now answer this one. I can forgive you for spending the night out if let's just say, yeah, with the jail, but only what's the reason that man could spend the night in jail or the hospital? Other than that, then we got a problem. If he's having a good time,

I don't know what I'll be spending. I go I I never come back, might not make it, might don't make it. I might even go out come in London how, I don't know how. But that's different because also like you're you, but say he does like a regular job, like a nine to five, and something happened, Say I got in an argument and he left and just then come on an argument? You know, but you gotta have like I have a level. Well, I don't know, I don't know. It's not a good answer for this. Go ahead,

you look with somebody. You gotta know their tendencies. And if you're out all night and I suspect that you were doing some funked up ship, then at the end of the day we have trust issues. I already think you're a up person right now. That's interesting that you say that, because a lot of times we're in relationships with people that we don't trust and that kind of sex. When something does happen, it's like it's always I never believe you. And then that's no way to have a relationship.

When you gotta look at you for on and be like I want to go through it, or I gotta want to go through your stuff and look at your pages and stalk everybody, then that seems like a bigger issue in a relationship, right yeah, I think so. I agree that because I tend to be a very cool, trusting person doesn't always work out, like I feel like I have to be too busy. I think it's all

it's case by case thing. Because like if my man went out and he came home myself and in the morning, like he's gonna have been having breakfast, chilling, it's New York. It's not that big of a deal. But if your man comes home and he already slept, he's refreshed, he's refreshed. It's like, what do you smell clean? Yeah? Yeah, because you all good clean. Some people be so trusting that it's more like naive than trust exactly, you know what

I mean, And then you get ran over. Sometimes you have to put your foot down in I thought you have to be like, yo, are you with that bitch? That they don't gotta be like that. But you can't just be like, oh, well, he might have just went out and had a good time. No, he might have been getting his dick stuck too, So you gotta just kind of, like you said, you got to know that

person and like whatever y'all situation is. But I don't think you should be too to trust him because people love what is it, give them an inch they take him out. But I also think it depends until he check in and tell you like checking just disappear or yeah he said. It's one thing if I didn't talk to you at all since six pm and then you come into the say it's a whole another thing if it's eleven o'clock a night and he's like, look, we've been out here, I've spoken drinking and you know I

passed or maybe he called you a three. I'm like, y'all passed out of my boy's couch. I'm about to come back, like as long as he's telling you what's going on. I think you believe that I was. I passed out all my man's couch. You I believed that before. You believe that. You believe that one time, if he's

a weed smoker, he might have fell asleep. Sometimes you have video game video games and they passed on on the couch turn in the morning, like the lovely I can't remember the last time I was, just like, I can't, but I'm not gonna mind when I set on my boyfriend. The number one thing I will say is all I fell asleep. It's definitely been in my house. What I'm saying, that's the eating So I don't know. The first excuse the man will say like I would sleep, Like yeah,

I also wake up at four in the morning. I know I do. I wake up every day at four, but I might really fall asleep. I just got an alert on my phone. What he's sleep? Angela the east Lip serious new episode just now, okay, that should been out now listen, say hey, I got it about stonemates for a second. Because of course our biggest SONMATEE is ourself on out. Listen to my album all right, you gotta love You before you could let somebody else. Absolutely,

that's very true. But do you believe in soul mates? I'm looking at us a Big Sean and janay I go and somebody asked her about do you believe in so amazing? She said she found hers and it looks like her and Big show. I might be like, yeah, I don't know if they're back together, but they posted a picture together. They love that freaks out board like that, like, just go back. But do you believe in so mates? Yes?

I believe in soul mates, but I believe that you have many soul mates, which is why I talk about you being your own soul mate, because that if I only believe in one soul mate in the world, then that would be kind of unfair and selfish to a lot of people. Were like, but I found this person who's just like me. That's cool. But I think that you know, it gets real metaphysical. But I feel like in this life, you meet people who are just so familiar to you. It's just so easy to get close

and connected with them. I think that friends are soul mates as well. You know what I'm saying. I think like family is soul mates. I think like that's how you ended up being family in the first place, Like what brought you together? You know what I'm saying that some people who are family, you know like that, come and listen. I got a whole system that I have to not talk to that's not your soul mate. And that's how you know that they're be in the same

room and don't speak. That you listen to friens more than just blood, Like it's something spiritual that connects you to people on this planet. So I feel like when you meet a person and there's a romantic connection and it feels amazing and like you've known each other before. But let me tell you something. Even with this body Nigga, when I first met right I, when I first saw him, I was like, you look really familiar. Do I know

you from somewhere? And he was like um, and he says him like he was in this movie but the movie wasn't even out and but girl, that wasn't out. But anyway, like and he was like, yeah, I felt a Dejabuto met and it was just really spiritual and we had a lot of parallels. And but he ain't in my life no more so. So soul mates for seasons. But I think that this is the soul mate that never goes away, the for sure thing. Can I see something said this other girl knew about you but was

still posting those things. I'm sorry, I gotta ask this. That's what they do girl. Yeah, that's so, it's okay with being the side check. Yeah they are they. I think that, um he was really good at lying in painting pictures too. And I remember I wrote her. I never wrote the bid wrote and I wrote her the same day I saw the picture and I said, you know what, you can have him. Hope he does you better than he did me. Peace, you know what I'm saying.

She didn't respond to me, because she never did, but she just went off on Twitter. How can you talk on the situation that you have no idea about. You know nothing about this situation. I'm like, girl, I don't care what situation he paint it for your dumbass. It wasn't the situation that you thought it was, because clearly the motherucker don't even care about you. And he also there's other us. So was like, bitch, what's you gonna

have for? Why are you mad at me? I'm not that when they did anything he even won, and she's still fooling with his dumbass. Did he tried to reach out to you and all after that, because you know, but he's a non reaching out as motherfucker. He just likes to get upset and sit by himself and go over it in his mind. And his brother reached ops to me though, sweet he probably told his better to reach out. He was like, I think you guys had like some sort of fight, um, but I not a

part of that. Because of you. I can't get my head done no more. Skimpfunk out of here, that dread shape. She only did my hair once, and she asked to do it. She only did my head. He was like, she asked me, and I was like, guys, okay, well at least she has a position dread master, like anyone dread master. So you guys just even mates, like you think you have your soul mate this point, even if I didn't think you stuck. Are you in love with

somebody you know him? I should I, but we've been together on and off of ten years, but he is hot mostly on, mostly on. But no, no, no, no no no, we've been together for ten years, but they were if you break up, but you know, you go away and then love brings you back together and you think that's your soul mate. Though absolutely, okay, that's all right, so you believe in that. What about your step? Um? I think every time I'm in love, I find my

soul mate. I'm so happy, all right, Um, I don't know. I don't think so you know it's my myul is my soul mate. There's a difference. So I think that we get we get it twisted between a soul mate and an amazing romantic partner that we're in love with. You can have a soul mate that you're not in love with, and because you have this like soul contection where you can't even explain it, that person who you know it was the right no wrong time, right place,

right person, but the wrong timing. You can have ship where it's like you have that too. You had that too, happen to you when you were a kid. You feel the same way about this. We are in each other's heads. I want to have my mind like, my mind gets read,

my sentences get finished. And not just because we're familiar with each other, but like even when we first started hanging out, I would sing a song, and he would reference something that had nothing to do with the actual song, but it was what I was thinking, and I'd be like, damn, you could read my mind. Like I feel like it's like a deep, almost like inexplicable thing, but it doesn't

always have to work out. And I think people want things to work out so bad with this person they have a soul connection with, but sometimes they're not the healthiest person for you, right, you know what I'm saying that I definitely felt like I've met somebody that I might have thought was but didn't end up being right, or I ended up being Yeah, I end up being

more toxic than anything. So I think sometimes I like to be kind of careful with the whole soul mate thing because I do believe in it, but it's just I don't want to call anybody that and then something happens and I'm devastated, like hell, loss my soul made.

Like I like the fact that you said we have a lot of different soulmates like your friends, and I do think like the different connection you have with certain people friend wise, it's weird because like even like it'll be certain jokes that maybe like even with me an ange that it'll be a joke. Me and her might get that somebody else would be like, oh my god, it ain't Now she's not mad, but I justn't mean like you know what she's like. You know that don't mad,

but you know what I mean. You can have your inside jokes with like certain people like the stuff like that. I think you know that's a connection. But I don't want to say soul mate too much. You know, and you know, when you gotta let when you have that soul connection with somebody, you know, and you feel when it's time to let them go, when when it's not the right one, but you can still have that connection, just you know, you gotta let to set them all

to God. What about loving first first? I don't know about that first but I feel like lust that first sight. I've definitely had some crazy unexpect the connections at first, like look at each other in the eyes, like oh and then what happens? Well, one time story I told that I've I've told this story on live service. I'm sure I have told this story. But there was one guy. He ended up being my boyfriend and I got his

name Tattooon and everything. But but we mean I'm a sagittarius, but so the first Actually, I'm working on getting your mind. Even though he and I have really good friends and he listens to the show, so I know it's gonna really break his heart when he hears it. But like I said, the first time, the first time we laid eyes on each other, like we made eye contact, it was like a zap. It was like a connection, and we had a wild time. We ended up snaying together

for three and I've never done that before. I've never met a guy the first day and slept with him except for that time. And we ended up things together for three days and we had a long relationship afterwards. Soon did you get that tattoo? But I mean not even a year? Yeah, pretty much, it should have been the third day, but not even a year. A couple of months, a couple of months. But what's funny is that after I got the tattoo, I realized he wasn't

ship and we joke up five or six later. But now, because after I got the tattoo, he started confession ship. I swear to god, I'm like that was like a wedding. Yeah, it was like never that. It just stef with me you could take bring off. But it did feel like love at first sight with that guy, with that one person. I don't know. It could be in his eyes. He had green eyes, green eyes. No, no, he's just black guy. What about you, Jez love a fair sight? Who want

to believe you know? I've never experienced love at first sight. I have experienced lust that first sight, but I wasn't in love, but I just wanted to have sex. What about love at first fuck? Yes, yes, I've experienced that. I think I've experienced that because yeah, yeah, at first first I will say that first love and I have a very My views on things are very strange and different,

a little metaphysical and a little big picture. I think that everybody has a basic love for each other as human beings were all connected, and I think that we all have a unconditional love at the base of things. I think society gets us fucked up now. I think that some people I really don't like, yes and maybe don't like your energy, just don't mix with them, and maybe they look a start way not just piss you.

Some people's face is just like but I know that at the bottom of my heart there's some love for you. If I saw you and you needed a dollar, I'll be like this year, like, if you're poor and homeless and the corner and I didn't really know you, I probably would have gave you a dollar, But since I

know you, I don't like it. We all have a fundamental life, I mean, without knowing people without the more you get to know them, that's where society has it's sucked up, because the more we get to know people, like our socialized behavior makes us be like I don't like the way they talk, I don't like the way they walk, or this bitch had a problem with me because they were defensive or insecure, and then that made me buck back, Like we get each other fucked up

as we get to know each other. So I really think that you got me fucked up. But I think at the I think we all have a basic love it first sight with people where it's like I genuinely when I first met you today, I want to like you and I want to love you. Who knows what's gonna happen. But at the end of the day, it's like, and especially if you have a sexual connection, so you have that up right there, and then you have a sexual attraction boom. To me, that's the perfect person. Love

it first sight. But you know that's just me. I'm a little guru over here. But because it's true. You meet somebody, it's like hey, and you're you're hugging and and do seeing each other and I agree with that. And then that you get to know them and you're like, you know what, then they open am this person thinks I don't like this person's see why didn't they have? That happened to me where it's like I meet people, you know, I say bitch a lot, and you know

they're like, your favorite word is bitch. I'm like, I guess it is bitch. Bitch Like people coming up to me being hey, bitch, Like radio programmers like people who would never say that to somebody would be like, what trup bitch? And I'm like, sound right? I wanted to like you, motherfucker. I'll be like, hi, bitch, bitch, I be real hard. You know, if you can't take yes, ship, that's yeship, that's my word. Yeah, that's your word. What about love at first? Have you ever fell in love

from sex? No? But if you haven't ever loved to dick, he licked her lips. I have admired a beautiful dick and it was separate from the person. I was like, Wow, it's just like this. Yeah, I always described it as and I'd be like, yeah, I believe that. I believe in the romantic side of love being an extra. I believe in that being extra. I think that love should be love. It should be the same kind of love

across the board. I think sex is like an extracurricular activity with somebody that you just have that unconditional love for it. So you could love somebody but the sex cannot be good and you'll be Okay, yeah, I don't get me fuck up, all right. I haven't you also experienced like, because you love somebody so much, you'll ignore all of those that you'll be like, we're keeping your better before, but since you love this person, it's just

kind of right. You've been to that. I love somebody who's breath stonk, but when I love I don't go too far. When I first missed him because I liked him so much, and then when I stopped loving him, his breath st't just so much. I thought your breath was sweet. You're saying nobody was staying bad that I could barely be friends. But I don't even know because I liked him. I was in love with somebody and the sex was like below average, below average. Yeah, I was.

He had a little a little day, you had a little thick. I ain't used to try. He was like like I think he was stroking and you try. I love them, I love them, and I don't I didn't love Is that why you broke up? No, we broke up some. But and he and I had such He and I knew each other for so long, and we had such a connection as friends, you know, and we the kissing was great. We had great kisses. The only thing that was so long was how y'all knew each other? Right?

But you know, I love them, I mean, and I used to be in the back of my mind, like when he goes away, I'm gonna be cheating on. I need a really good any one that you which one? Oh? Yeah, actually, guys, who haven't same you guys? Little dick name tattoo. Now he listens to this podcast. No, this is another one that takes that little nody dicks. Little ta takes his dick eggs. Oh, I got I got three that name, I got three guys. Three guys tattoo on three guys.

All three of them have small penises. No, no, no, everyone christ my name tattoo? Ever I told you? Did you say we got guys tattoo serve his logos like his logo, got a logo A guy guy I've had, I'm a tell me to tattoo his logo on me like a team. But no, he has his own logo. He asked me to tattoo his logo. I was like, he's a businessman. I don't even talk with you like that. Don't love you as a football player. No basketball, yes, yes, that's it. Stopped asking. Yeah, I don't a lot of

basketball teams and the so there's a lot of opportunities. Yeah, about anybody else? Somebody? Did they ask about these names? What do you say? Well, okay, the truth. I'm gonna be honest about it already. I already, like I said, I'm I'm with the person I'm gonna be with forever. So I about this congres so thank you? I think so oh wait, no, hold on, hold on, they are so fu cute. She met my man the other day and this is the one you were went before. He

and I've been on and off for seventeen years. So yeah, well there's no lines to him. He knows every detail of my life, previous relationships, right, don't we even long to they were perfect for each other. It's kind of pathetic and ridiculous. But anyway, that we waited so long to even get here. But anyway, so I used to say that the one on my ribs is my father's name, which is which is a big lie, and it's an obvious lie because my last name is Santiago and that's

not the last name. I go, man, I love it same. Did you get that an issue in the middle? I'm joking. Damn the name, Yeah, I got, I got a first on the last name on my roobs. I used to lie and say it was my father's name, and then that's the other one covered up. I got the other one covered up, and then um, and then I got um the same person twice. I got the same person twice. And you know, like I said, that was my most

recent ex boyfriends. So okay, you know the one and the guy that I'm with now, there's no questions about it. He already knows every way. But you've been here for seventeen years. I know you. I'm about to get for him. Got to be his face, crazy space to cover up all the other names. Shout out to your race, get York, you know, shout out to the rapod. They're going to remove all the other tattoos I don't want for me, Thank you very much. I have a lot of tattoos. I have a lot. I have UM, but like I

have a tramp stamp, I hate I need that. It's horrible, boy, I hated the color a tramp stamp. Where did that come from? I don't know. Shot men, a tramp stand guys, Guys should be having tramp stamps and traps. Just about to say that. And then I have I have. I have a typo on my wrist that I love and then the one on my stomach that I love you several times. But then you got it removed, all three of them. But why did I do that? Quite the

same guy three times? I know somebody got the removed and they got back together, but you still got one, right, No, I got the last one removed. UM on black ink actually, oh yeah, you gotta covered one way to really stick it to him. Let me go on black ink in the world. But why do you get it more than once? Because I offend my little sister did that. It's not it's not like I got them and then got it covered and then got it over and got it cover and got over. I got them all while we were together.

She did the same. But it's like the one and then one by one I covered them. Okay, So the first one I had on my wrist, and um, I got that one very early on in our relationship, and then um, I just got it because I wanted it, but I didn't really get what I wanted, you know what I'm saying, So very early to eight months into our relationship. So I got tattoo's previous. Yeah, I'm a covering that. Yeah, I'm I got on hoodie ship now. But I gotto yeah, And I feel like that's why

it's an easy thing for me to Yeah. I got a lot of times too. I mean I got so many. I don't even know how many I have I have. I think it's a big deal to me because yeah, yeah, like clean and then you got your man's name, was like wow. So the second one came because I finally thought of what I really wanted, Like, oh, I should have got that, so then I got it. The second one I got, I got it, Like how I should have got it the first time? Right, So I got

that one right here. I actually surprised him with that one. And then, um, I was getting tattooed one day something on on my back, on my neck or something, and then he's like, what are you getting now? And I'm like, oh, I'm getting this, and he's like, you need to get another one for me, and I'm like, what else can I get? I already got you eighty times, you know. But I ended up getting his initials with my initials

because we're both Gemini and the Gemini signed. And then so when we broke up the first time, I got the first two covered at the same time, like around the same time, and then I had this one still on the back of my neck the initials, and we got back together. And then we broke up the second time, I went and got the second one. Are you gonna get it again? I'll get it again, but I'll get

mrs okay, So that's the only way I'll get it again. Well, Um, it's because I grew up in a really strict religious like I grew up in Kajak when I was a little so they would say, do not get markings on your body of the dead, do not get already have pierceince that appears since I was a baby, But I don't have any extra piercings. So I was super religious. At first, I was like, I can't get in the body where I can't get them. And then the older

I got, I was like, you afraid of needles? And then I was like, Okay, now I was at a certain age, like I aged out getting at I aged out. That's how I fee out of it, right. And there's been significant things that happened in my life where I didn't get a tattoo for it, and I thought about it, like when my dad passed away, I wanted to get a tattoo for him. But it's like I was like, if I don't have a tattoo for my dad who passed away, don't know the officers for goddamn what I'm saying.

So I think that it's at this point, it's just like it's more punk for me to not it's more rock and roll for me because anybody else, use everybody else got one. I think it's great, but I just it's got to be something that you went forever. That's my that's my tattoo. I don't recomen getting tattoos, like if you're if you don't have any tattoos, stay like that. Yeah, and you ate them after a while, change your mind. You change your mind clearly, like they're crazy and it's

like more more of us. Yeah, I can't do Gemini. We're both Gemini and moolly bitch. He was, now I'm gonna ask you all, oh my god, my boyfriend's gemmen that you're like, oh my god, you're the master of me, like you do what they do is oh my god. We had this whole because my man is so masking and he's such a r like he's such a he's a mancho man. So I was like, what are you

talking about? Yesterday we had this whole conversation about how I run his fucking life and he's like, no, you're doing I'm like, listen, I decided the fate of our relationship, like because we had to fight. We had to fight, and I'm like a little childish and arguments. I'm very childish arguments because every time I have an argument when they gotta break up with them, that I don't want to. I don't want to be with you to know more. That's saying I'm done. We don't match, We're horrible for

each other. Leave me alone, don't call me. I'm blocking you. I'm moving out. I'm leaving the country. I'm going. We had an argument. It's over and the whole planet I've changed that's draining. I know, it's really terrible. It's really terrible. But every time I do it, he's like, all right, damn bitch. But you know what I'm saying, He's like, get your ass on God. My boyfriend called me bitch. I swear to God. People like, oh, hey, vibe God,

but you're not having in our sassy yes. When I'm when I'm over the argument, when it's time for when, I'm like, you know what, I miss you, I'm miss him, I missed the dog. I'm missing a go let me am up, like, let me say something, and you know, he lets me right back into his life. He lets me right back in. So I'm like, you know what, I just sided back. Come on. So I saw him yesterday. I was like, you know, but as masculine as you are, I fucking run your life. I decided think it over

ship real easy once they get the archument. I got him so mad. We started a whole new argument, but we didn't very cute because it's looks so uncomfortable. I always got barely really small. The lasting time when to ask you is when you think about you. I didn't even pay like every episode like regulation, you can't hold

it for an hour. When you think about your mom and you think about your dad, what do you think you take from them into the relationship that you have with whoever you date, Like, why do you think that you date the way that you do according to your mom, your relationship with your mom and your relationship with your dad. I know one thing I'll get for my mother is she was like the person that took care of everything

and everybody, like caregiver. Like I definitely get there from her, Like definitely get there from her, and that travels over into relationships as well. What about your dad? He was a hope. So I don't know if you're like, damn, I hope. I didn't get that, but that might affect you in a different type of way. Um, yeah, my dad had multiple relay ships and multiple I didn't know I had it. Well, I knew I had a sister that was a year or so same age as me, but I didn't find out until I was thirty five

that we were sixteen days apart. Damn. Yeah, and she's been in my life all of my life. I just didn't know to be were that close age to even find out. Well, I always thought that we were like a year apart until my birthday party and she's like, oh, I'm thuring at thirty five next week, two weeks. So she knew the whole time. Yeah, she knew. I just didn't know. Nobody told me. I just didn't know. Yeah, um, yeah that was irish. But how does that affect you

as far as your relationship? You think you were affected by your relationship with your dad. No, I don't think it affected my relationship with my dad, But I think it affects how I view men in relationships because watching him do juggle so many situations, and watching my mother fight with him with his wife and his other baby mama and eventually coming together with the wife and not the the baby mama. You know, It's just it changed

my outlook own relationships for sure. For sure. Yeah, what would you say, Lizo, Well, I never thought about this before, but I definitely, I think because my parents stayed together forever until you know, he passed away. I believe in UM long relationships, and like I was saying to somebody the other night, I was like, if I'm gonna get with somebody now, I'm gonna be with them forever. Like I want to get with somebody and just we're gonna

be together forever, so nothing else really matters. Do what you gotta do. Let's just live our lives. And I'm really like UM partnership based, like I want a partner before anything, and I want to create something with them. And my parents always had businesses, like they always owned businesses together. They would make us pass off lives and ship what you want to eat, like racist, get real life for this messages? What kind of businesses from mortgage business,

credit card business? And they said, you're gooving money. I'm I've been on a budget since I got signed. That's dope. Come on, now, that's gonna see me wasting this? Did you say she boking fights the Bolly for everybody? She didn't and my girls fright reappro come up, got own flights to Bally. But yeah, I think that's why I'm so partnership based because I saw that. And I'm also really silly and I like to wrestle and play, and

I turned into like a big kid. And I used to see my parents once I saw my parents break into a water gun fight in the Yeah, but that has been much fun together. I want who I'm with to be a partner and a best friend, and I want to be with them forever and until death do us part. That's how it's supposed to be. Don't you feel like it's so rare. Yeah, that's how I feel about what I have going on now. Like that's one of my best friends since I was a little girl.

Like we're besties, we can't really go wrong, and now we're old. So every time he said it too, he's so, he's so tired, he's like breaking up with him every time we fight. Everybody's tired of that. But I do that in every relationship. Every time we have an argument that's over is just a fight. I know it's stupid and it's corny and it's childish. I would be so I would be like, Okay, it's child that I had

a fan. I understand. I like fight, you like to fight I like to fight because I get in all of my relationships because I know that it's either gonna make us get closer or you. Yeah, and I look forward to it. When I have a friend and we get into that first argument, I'd be like, oh, ship, we're about to get real that I'm constructive with every emotion, right, Okay, that makes sense. You gotta find the good in every situation. You know, that's me. That's my motto. You come to

my shows, I find the silver lining. But yeah, I know the shows that make everybody feel good, we actually sell you performed when the Christmas party the Atlantic, we were there, Yeah, we was going crazy. I was like, I was getting Yeah, I don't totally be like that, but it was I should come to the show tonight Brooklyn Steel It's in Brooklyn. Yeah, I'm okay, that's a place if you want to come through. But anyway, my boy, I don't get my hair braided. We're looking. I was like,

it's a perfect ballet. But stepanie Le's talk about you. You and your parents, So your mom and your dad, how does that affect how you have relationships? Like she said, I never thought about this before, um, but thinking about it, sitting here and thinking about it. I feel like with my dad, he was in my life, like really close to me when I was a kid, like I was, I was with my dad all the time, really cling to him like I was his favorite girl, and that poof,

he was gone. So I feel like that may have affected me because I'm sure I'm super Yes, I like I'm I feel insecure when my man is not around, Like I want to be around man all the time. And I've been like that since I was since I started dating relationships, you know what I mean, Like I want the closeness. So I think that may have affected me with men, like I'm extra super clean, you know,

within the poof. Yeah, I don't want them to poof they poof, But if that, I would say with my mother, she like taught me to be more independent, like period, Like I've seen her date, Like she had boyfriends here and there, but like she always took care of us and herself, you know what I mean, Like she never let no man come in and like take care of anything, or it was just kind of like she already had a house. He was just an addition, you know. Like fun. I looked at it like and if it got serious,

then it was serious. But she always one thing I would always hear my mom say was like she did not like a liar. So then if I ever catch a man and a lie, like I'm quick to cut him off because I look at it, like I know, my mom used to always say, like I hate a liar. I hate a liar. So like I think that just

got like pushed through my brain. So and men lie, men lie, and like women told the truth you but I want to get away with it right, And I definitely look at that, and I think like I got to a point where I was in a relationship where the guy I was depending on the man and I was like the worst thing ever and it made me more so see like damn, I should be more like my mother because he left me and a you know

in a situation where I was kind of fucked up. Yeah, and I was doing I was doing better before I was with him in like terrible after so I just knew, like and then as far as my father, my that was verbally abusive. So I feel like me sometimes like when I do get into arguments, I say like real nasty stuff to like if I'm hurt or like something like that. I think that's something I took with him from him that was negative. But you know, I try to watch myself because my words is crazy, Like I

can really hurt my birthday. I'm the Capricorn in January thirteen. With my mom, I feel like, oh yeah, yeah, okay, we're gonna do it. We're gonna do a Okay, we got a room for a little close birthdays. It just passed. We just have some yeah, thank you to Yeah, have a tequila for coming through today. We're gonna but listen, we appreciate you so much. We had a really good time with you. I was so nervous because I don't know, like, list you be naked on your Instagram page. Now you

gotta come here and talk about you. Was nervous. Let's see Virgo moon. I get shy in random times. But we're coming today. And I followed you for a long time. I love your ship. Oh my god, thank you did not waive your girl. I was like, I just waive that everybody because I love you. I love album, and I foundation that everything should be loved. We should start everything with When I don't know you, I love you, so you do something stupid and so you have me fucked up and you can have me funk to put

in the first three seconds. But bitch, I'm gonna give you the opportunity to not have me fucked up. And then I feel good to go around just feeling love. Yeah, it feels good and nothing. You know what, it makes you feel bad when you hate on people, You feel bad. No, Honestly, that energy, that dark energy, it stays on you when you're hating on somebody. That karma. No, even when I say some evil ship to somebody I don't like, I'll be like, all right, yeah that's what I should have said,

the worst ship to this girl. But all I said was, you know what, you can have him go. I released him unto you. Good good, so good about that, because there's there was nothing she could say, right, and then you'd be like, yeah, I love you. Right. Okay, we gotta end the show with this. You have to guess which one of the ladies just recently did this. Okay, I'm gonna tell you a story and you have to tell us who is it. Which one of us just

recently had laser faginal rejuvenation. And it's been absolutely amazing that sex has been great and causing quick sessions. Causing quick sessions by the way, come, oh my god, this is so hard, but i'm gonna say I'm gonna say to you, Okay, Well we'll let you know next week. Yeah. Lives in Angela finding this week. Thank you list G P p G