Episode 193: ZOOMERANG! (Feat. Lala Milan)

don't tell me that you are. You make it good, like I'm not saying because I love the show, but like you just bring something else to it, Like you know, it's kind of like one tone and then it's you, so it's just it's dope energy here. Didn't put this part on replay twice. Has life changed since the Success Girl? Which one? You know there's different levels too, So what the social media success girl? That change because a lot of people, you see their intentions, you know what I'm saying.

Everybody come out with a mixtape or product, you know, wanting to shout. You know, the girl, don't post this on your Instagram. You ain't gonna post this on your Instagram. You'd be like there, and you know, the TV one is a whole different level because at that point you kind of weed it out, you know, who was actually there from the beginning. So it's like she's this one you actually meet bomb people who's actually support you on

a different level. It's lit. It's good because you're talented, and your talent shows on Instagram first, because some people can't make that transition girl, you know. But but even just the work that you do is like skits. It takes some type of talent and ability. It's not just you posting a picture yourself. Yes, girl, I had to start putting in my captions, you know, written by produced

by film by me hue that many films, yea. And it takes a lot, Like whereas y'all see a minute and really be taking sometimes it could take five six hours, you know what I'm saying, Like it's a lot. She over there with a horse right and wraps and everything to the studio everywhere. I like that you did over that song because I like the little nas that song already. And then that's how we know you that service. I like those kind of man. She nasty. We knew you'd

be perfect filip servious. You'ren't one to see it well, you know, like I knew it was gonna be relatable. You know what I'm saying. If every girl has a had that experience before, she wants that experience. So you know, I was like, this is for the ladies, you know, and the niggas who like niggas. Okay, there's a lot of yeah, and the niggas who felt like they're the half man had horse. So it's for everybody, right right?

They have you ever seen the horses? Dick? Uh? When I've actually seen a woman getting fucked by I'm because that before. I've seen it on you know, imporn, and I hope she's look at it was on the it was on the page on the main page, and I was like, oh, this is weird. But is that I think that's illegal Because I opened a guy's laptop when I was younger or whatever. He was a football player,

dude I was dating, and he had a video. I was like going through his stuff and he had a video of a woman sucking a horse, and I would not After that, I was like, I can't funk with this girl. He really told you what he was in and it was delded on his up but maybe he was doing research. Oh what I don't know horses horse different porns. I've seen one porn where like the color pet. Have you ever had I've never had, adam about stuffed one.

At this point, you just had, you know, a moment because like you know, when you're like a you porn or ex videos or something like that, you let me see you click one video, there's we see that happens. You know what I'm saying it, don't I found myself like you do it from it's related to what you already looked ups on iPhone. No, it's not a popis like it's a suggestion. No, I just googled you hand you got some ship in her? No, No, I just googled it. But they have host sites like Beastie Gals.

That's what I don't want to because you looked that up and we talked about it, it's gonna be all up in that time like a sponsor. They're not gonna put that on Facebook unless it's the Russians. What other kind of animal can you fuck? No other than a horse? You said you see? That was this disgusting video going around Twitter back in the days of the opening guy fucking a chicken? A chicken? Alright, all right, how about changing what is this zoo tube? Oh my god, animal

animal for set. I don't know why this conversation is. Oh my god, they have a gay b clity point change like, hey up go so like a man, I did not mean to do this, hometown brow. I ain't gonna live like. This wasn't where I was going. Oh my god, I just had a great idea for you La zoom rang the porn version. But I'm not going lie. That might be good because my character is a lesbian.

We got a character who's bi sexual, a male character, but you don't have one that fox animals, right, okay, back to okay, yeah, back to the drawing board we go. So how many guys decided in your d ms? Now you know what's crazy? Okay. I get a lot of random dudes, but I don't get no celebrities or nothing like that. Anybody good. They're like, do you ever what would make you click on someone's profile? Um, I'm not gonna lie. Whenever they say something nice, automatically click just

out of curiosity. They always not my type, you know. But even if they was that one, do nothing. I got a whole man. Okay, you know, but you do. Just take a peek. Let's just talk curiosity. Hell yeah, who doesn't you know? I ain't gonna lie? So, Um, you have a whole man. Have you've been together. It's been three years and a whole lifetime? Girl? Yes? Is he like it's super excited and more excited for you about your success than you are. He is he actually

saw my success before I did you know what I'm saying? Um, everything that's happening. He was like, Babe, I've been knew this was gonna happen. And years ago he was saying, you know, baby, you're gonna be on TV. You're gonna do this, You're gonna do that, And I'm like, boy, you so crazy? Like great, I got a huge supporter. But he didn't be calling it out. You didn't see it for yourself, like from doing it the stuff for Instagram and you've seen going up. Did you see the

TV thing? Um? I wanted it, but did I actually see it? Honestly? I didn't, because you know, when a lot of times we want stuff, but actually seeing it happening, I don't know if a lot of people do. You know, because when it actually happened, you'd be so shocked, like, oh, shoot, like I wanted this and it's actually here. You know what I'm saying. So it's like I couldn't fathom, but it's actually happening. And now I'm like, hell, yeah, this is what I've been wanting, So let's get it. Let's

get it now. When when did y'all move in together? We moved in together after three months to yea, Like, here's the thing. He lived in New Orleans and I lived in Atlanta. You know. We met during essence and it was yeah, girl, so let me book my child coming stories. Yes. So um. We was in front of the Strip club when m Bourbon and I was walking out the door and he grabbed my hands talking about something. Sayla, let me talk to you for us, and I say, huh,

I've turned around. Was the chocolate stout you nigga? Sa? Okay? Yeah? I mean to be honest, girl, I didn't know if it was gonna work or not, but I was like, hell, this's my house, so I can always kick him out if it don't. It's hard. Sometimes he might be squatting up in there. Girl. It was bombed, like and here we go. Did you live with anybody prior like before him or is this the first? Um? I had lived with my ex boyfriend and ain't want to be with him no more, So I kicked him out, you know.

And yeah, so you're not moving in, no one test, everyone's moving into your house. That's how it initially started. But now we lived together and it's both of us. Yeah, so you can't kick him out no more? No, I can't. Most of my names is on the league, but I would privfully be the one to take my name off the league if I ever got to that point. You fast too, though, Stephanie, Yeah I do. Um, so what's the fastest time until you moved in with someone? Um?

Me and myself's father, Like the first time we had sex? That's it? We lived together again? Like hell yeah, ye squatted together. No, but we were together for seven and a half years together for a long time. But we've been broken up now for seven years. Oh dang. So yeah, okay, so it's canceled now. I'm pretty much seven seven neutrals. Exactly? Was there ever like a discussion of you? Was he

like stuff? And was like I said, Um, the first time we slept together, we wanted to sleep together the next day and then we wanted to sleep to the other the day after that, and then it's just I just never and we just were inseparable. I just never left. And it was funny because he was renting, and he was renting an apartment in his mom's house, right, like his mother owns a house, and he was renting the one on the first floor and his sister was the New York situation, I got you. So he was he

was renting a one bedroom apartment. No, it was a three bedroom that was a big hours apartment in his mom's house. And she was like, like she noticed that I was there every day for like two months. She was like, all right, so I guess I'm gonna raise the rent. That's a fact. Nothing I wish I would like to be that time too. She do want to be the girl get an assistant to come in and start doing it for you. Good cop, bad cop. Yeah, it's the person that never mind. See okay, sorry assisting.

Do you think that you're two nights of a person too? You seem like a really sweet, nice person. Um, that's a lie. I give that off because I can be that kind of person, you know what I'm saying. But at the same time. It depends on the situation. I think that's most people, though, you know, everybody got different sides. People that bitchy all the time? Oh not I mean no, no, no, I'm not that kind of person. And I don't like to be um you know, that kind of person at all.

But when people take your kindness for weakness, you gotta you know, kind of let them. No, honey, don't play with me. So let's move back to the beginning of this relationship. Was about to say, beginning of the combo. Please know you keep on bringing up Okay, okay, probably all right. So what happened that he caught your attention, girl, asked for your number? He did? And then did you all about that night because that's cute. Well, yeah, we

actually did, girl. We was um. I was walking down the street later on and I saw him talking to some girls and I was like, he was like, no, no, no, this is my cousins, like you know, this is my cousin's son, and so the and I was like, okay, how y'all doing. You know, At first, eyes above to be like these always thirsty, that's family. Yeah, But then he was like you hungry, let's go get something to eat, and I was like, okay, it's like where you want to go? I love me a waffle house. So I

was like, let's do this. Hell though, yeah, so it was a whole bunch of stuff open on bourbon, but that's really just drunk food, you know, um, and I don't drink. So I was like, let's do waffle house. We went the waffle house whatever. The crazy thing. He didn't know who the hell I was, so, yeah, that's what he said. No, he really did not. He didn't have social media, so people was coming up and asking for pictures and not. He was like who are you? Like, what do you do? And I was like people keep

mistaking me for somebody? But I was like I just go with it because I ain't like because I did. I did because I was like this go and turn out to be a rapper and want me to promote his mixt and I can't, you know exactly. So I was like I'm not doing this. But you know, eventually he was like two days later, he was like, send me an Instagram. We were seeing each other for four days in a row, and he sent it to his mom and she was like, oh my god, that's a

lot year and I was like great covers blown. But child he ended up. We was like still dealing with each other. The best part of that. It's a long story, but on the last day I was there, he ended up working overnight and uh. He came to the airport. He was like, you know where you at? I want to see you off before you leave. And I was like, I'm at the airport. He was like, dang, I hate that. I'm gonna miss you. And he was like, turn around and turned around. He right there behind the t s

A line. I was like, no, cried at the airport and walked through. I'm like, I love him, Yes, girl, did you really love him at that moment? Did you feel like that right? Yes? I cried no, Please, I had though. I was like, this is my boyfriend, you know what I'm saying, And it was just like we kept talking every single day. I couldn't believe it. I was like, I never had a nigga do nothing for me. I'm used to nigga, you know, let me hold something,

you know, you know what I'm saying. This nigga took me out to eat, you know, offer me to get my freaking nails done and something, but it was fourth of July, so everything is closed. Like he taking care of me on out of four days. He's done for me, you know, more than Nigga's having a lifetime. I'm like the one you know child, So it was easy, you know, three months Nigga come live with me. But yeah, you

got me. What if you got on the plane and he was like turning around and he was sitting you know, said no, no, that would have made my heart because it's hard to know what's too much where he's just like stucker something sweet. It depends. Yes, yes, there is definitely a thin line between lovely and insane, you know what I'm saying. But he he was right there at it, and I was like, oh my god. But if he would have been on a plane and said turned around,

I probably would have pissed on myself. Yes, I would have peed on myself. So kindly got up whole West spot for real, because it's true. Guys could do something sweet, but if you're not into them or you're not attracted to them, it's annoying. Its fun tell me about it. Oh my god, my excuse standing on nigger. He was so whacked in Lane. But I got with him because he was so nice and I never had that before, you know, so part of the reason why I stayed

with longer than necessary. But it was just like, after a while, the nigga was just breathing, and I was like like, like, why did you breathe? U so normally get out at the way that nigg is blinking my nerve, Why you gotta blink? Real it was bad. So, yes, girl, I ain't gonna lot of I come believe that I'm freaking Finally and found a nigga who I was like in love way and liked everything I wanted to find. This hell all that, Like, who would have thought how

long would you single before meeting him? I was single for um two years? Yeah, so I had broke up with my ex whatever, and then two years after I ended up dealing with him, But you know, I was dating in between, but I already knew. I was like, Hell,

I'm going into this industry as a female. You ain't gonna date and find nothing serious, so you might as well just find somethinggga to keep you occupied and keep it pushing, so you don't you don't like industry well before because obviously in the relationship but you didn't like industry guys industry relationship well, to be honest, like, uh no, I didn't simply put because it's like one with industry people. To me, the industry type of dudes that I was

seeing you automatically gonna get played. You know what I'm saying. It's nice to be wishful about it, but you know what it is. You just kind of see it everywhere and it's like, why would you put yourself up to that? So it's like, go ahead and get you a normal nigga who feel like you actually got something going for yourself and he appreciated, and you bring something to his table, you know, and you ain't gotta worry about those I

always say that too. I'd be like, there's certain guys that might want to talk to you, and you're like, that's like a setup. Feel you're already they might be find this hell and everything, but you like, nah, I ain't even about to set myself up self up for them, right. I think that's always been my problem because I like,

and that's how she may have faith. Like I'm like, I'm like, looks a lot too, So it's like I'm gonna go normally for the guy that all like, you know what I mean, right, So then you end up with the same problem over and over and it's just like you're setting yourself up and exactly what it is, girl, But it's just like a drug child. When you see that different, you'd be like, you're gonna be the one that changed my mind on these again exactly. So I

think it's right. I think the older I'm getting and the more I start to see like this ain't the kind of freaking regular dude who got a banging job, you know what I'm saying, I just keep finding like the ones that I decided to even entertain, they are just so insecure about, Like, but I have a really strong personality though, like and I'm out, well yeah, of course so, and being out sometimes they just get so insecure, like, oh, you're cool with this person? Are you hanging out with

this person? So I feel like that has always been my the issue that I've had, you know what I mean. But it'd be so annoying because it's like, clearly I'm with you. For females, it's a different thing like when we like you, nigga, like we really really like we'd like to pay attention to come on and don't care anything. I don't care about none of the guys. We don't care, right, Guys get so easily distracted that I like that they think that you're like them, you know what I mean?

So you're out there. So if I'm around somebody like I can't even think of nobody's name Drake. Drake. Yeah, that's the perfect person to say, because that's somebody that guys know exactly. If I'm cool with somebody like Drake, I can't really expect this man and think that you're know what I mean, I'm not Drake is better than you. Let's be real. He got how much more money that make him better? But I'll be successfully. That's here he's thinking I can't do what he could do. That's how

he's gonna think. So do you think your man could just like not yours? Particularly? But a man could be around Rihanna and the Rum and she's flirting with him and ship and he's not gonna I'd be like her head. But she's gonna diss you exactly. You're I got a lot of my niggas around Rihanna. She want to smash nigga smash, But you better finesse and get a check. You know what I'm saying. That brings its beneficial We already know. If Rihanna smashes you, she ain't gonna work

with you for too long at all. Yeah, she's not gonna stay. She's gonna find somebody better. It's weird the guy that she decided to choose. And it's the only industry dude, I mean non industry dude out of all the guys we see. Industry is hell just not in our culture. And that's smart. She found a dumb loophole girls. Admirable cis Yeah, somebody that none of us really know exactly yet. This nigga is still that nigga, right, Ain't that crazy? Came up and she's just flying under the radar,

just like and yeah, that's come on. They know what they're doing. Her whole life around with Stevie j who look, but you know it's two of it. As we get older, right, our taste change. So oh my god. Absolutely, I think back when we started lip service, definitely the type of things that the guys that you were into. Her man was in jail at the time. Remember he was about to go to jail. The guy I was dating. I

was dating. She was going to be with him. Yeah, I was dating a street guy and I only I only ended up being with her for eleven months, which felt like an entire life. I was about to say, that's the longest happen Today's time. No, it felt like a lifetime. You would have thought that we were together for ten years and then I don't know what happened after that, to jail. He went to jail. They broke up quick after that. She was like, no, I'm gonna hold him down and he wasn't. How long was he

gonna serve and a half years? Okay, I was gonna. I was down. See it's degree. But he right, you know, that's a way to look at it. That's a good way to look at it. But um, he broke He didn't want to be with me while he was in jail. He Um, you said, didn't You couldn't handle thinking about me being outside while he was in there. He was right, because I was definitely gonna be other guys right right, exactly, went on a trip somewhere. You were like in vegasas Yeah,

I was. I was in Vegas three days after he went into the draw and I was on the airplane when I got in jail the Vegas running around with the Floyd Gurage like, now you see what I'm saying. I'll set you the regular niggative. The guy man, he's like, he's like, flut bitch, I'm never going to speak to you again. Did you say that when they say you

have a collect conference? He was saying for the call that patience and then after that, you know, like if we're talking about changing in times, remember when I first started the show, I was a lush. I was drinking so much. I used to get black. I was drunk on this show. Yeah, I used to be black. I was drunk on this Show'll be like, yeah that I went. I was single for like a year. I was single for a year and then, um, that was like a weird time are you sing now? So you're always in

a relationship pretty much. I just literally came out of one relationship and now I'm back with one of my ex boyfriends from when I was a kid. Yeah a little back. Yeah, so like and I literally was yeah the last time me and this is funny. He and I, Um, we broke up like two weeks before I started. I got back with my ex vaginal two weeks. Yeah, but no, that's what I'm saying. I didn't fuck him for like almost six weeks because takes back to get you some

you only pearls or something like that. Cute, Okay, good pearls, girl, you only pearls. Some things you stick up there and apparently it makes your take out all the extra stuff. Girls, tighten up yours a little bit and apparently get your pH right. Even heard of this, heard, but I didn't know exactly what better pay me for this plug in? Um, if I'm not mistaken, you leave it in for a couple of days. Why do you walk around and do stuff? Yeah, girl, you don't feel I mean when you put your tamp

on and you don't feel nothing, not even two days? Yes, girls, so I could go head and take all that stuff out, so you put it back in, take it out, and then you see all the stuff that's on there. That just I mean, you got to think about the body, bodily oven. It's a whole situation. Sation were not freaking periods.

We got you know, regular discharge, honey, And sometimes if you got a cute little situation child, you gotta regular little flow to child, you got you got tostial shrewdles or you know you know yes girl, yes you know so als, yes you know. But I think I gave it a good time. And I mean the guy the last guy was with, like we said last time, like he and I were breaking up for like a year. No, he did not know that. That's one thing when we

be working up in our mind. But still that's funny you say that because I really don't think that he was working up for a year. Like, bro, you thought I was just dealing with that, like, yes, yes, I was playing financially. You be choosing where you're gonna go. You wanna choose? Yeah, I literally that was in a relationship for two years, but really only six of you were breaking Yes, girl, I was stacking my money all

that stuff. Whenever you had it up to here, you still got a little more, yes, just until you can escape. And but back to you was saying about how your taste change. Girl, random niggas who I like had a crush on and stuff like that back in the days hit me up, you know, talking about something hard and you still look the same. That are not unreal like I used to like you ain't like me. He know

about taste changing. I feel like in there, like in those relationships like the one I was with last like he's totally different from anything I've ever been with, but this one is like the one. He's not like the one that went to jail, but it's kind of the same. Because yes, exactly was dating somebody. I went right back to what I'm used to, And you were dating somebody and two weeks later they was in another relationship. I

would think they were cheating on me, she said. I wouldn't think they was definitely and they was warming up. But how would they even know? Because after I think when somebody you're not gonna post it on social media though now, but all you gotta do is like with it. You like the sequen, you glowing different, feel like we do that. I heal girl, you could tell a difference

between the force and a real and a real one. Yeah, and you know that when and when a girl doesn't care, and hell yeah, whenever she really just continuing on regular than she really don't care. But when she liked the best thing to do it and I post it on and they have no idea what you're doing. I think that makes them matter than anything. Well, like, yeah, you gotta do. What I'm saying is you know for us, Like if I'm broken up with you, I just want to post anything for a lot because I don't want

you spying on me and what I'm doing. I want you to know what city I'm in. That's that's I was on that wave. I just started posting again like the other day, right like you be here. And I was about to say, he probably listening to this one, so shout out to her ex. It's like, let me stop shout out to his family members and to listen to this show. Yeah, and totally that's your son. I got another day, everybody, I'm sure. Yeah, no, actually I do.

Every time parents and family members and even me, they're like, wow, I like her, She's so real and so herself and still can't persuade their family member to get right there saying that's what breaks my heart. That breaks my heart about things because I get with gods and you know, we fall in love and with their family and your family loves me. We have to and that's coming up. What no matter how much I tell him, you should talk to him, man, because he's treating me like ship

like I do. I do talk to him, they really don't. Nobody's family involved. You need to talk to my boyfriend's family about issues that I have with him, because I don't want them to feel like, first of all, I know your first obligation is I don't think it matters, like I don't think that they're ever gonna be They're always going to realize your side. I did have my ex boyfriend. His cousin was like, UM, why are you dating my cousin? She was like, I really like you.

She was like I really like you a lot, and he doesn't deserve you, and honestly like he's no good, he's got issues, and you kept dating her. Now actually broke up after that because we were going to break up anyway, so she saw me that, you know, I was like, so your cousin said, this is confirmation, but no, his family members were dropping his tea all the time. That's happened after that. He didn't talk to his cousin

for like two years. But I also stopped dating him anyway after that, So it was real like I think that if you want to know those things, if you're not gonna do nothing about it, there's no point in gathering it from him to stay with somebody, what's the point Some girls just like to I don't know. Some girls, I felt like they just like to know so they can want to do it, but they still just can't bring themselves to do it. Honey, it's a dick thing,

you understand. Right now, we have people that have questions, so they said, hey, ladies, she wants to be anonymous. Could you trust a guy who's liked you for years but has always had a girlfriend. And I've always had someone and left his girlfriend for you. I always kept a cool with him, and now that I'm single, he tried to talking to me again, but I said, until he's not with his girl, I don't want to hear

from him. But can I even trust him? Um, if you liked me all this time while you had a girlfriend, I mean, when I become your girlfriend, somebody got to take my spot of you liking her now in my mind, so no, I can't, And subconsciously I feel like I would. That would be a small and security of mine that came from that, So I wouldn't even put myself through it. But what if he really did break up with her

for you? Like I don't. I don't want it. Right, You up with somebody, break up with me for somebody, and you just gotta happen. You always got to think about when your spot opens, when you take somebody's spots, somebody is coming for yours next, because that's what he's used to and that's what he does. So if for all the years he's been crushing on somebody else where, you his girlfriend, he got crushing ontobody just told his

girlfriend not too at the time. I broke up with her for you, right, and she thought that was so sweet. I think even when the nigga says that, that just shows like the kind of person he even thinks you are, you know what I mean, Because it's just like, well, I'm gonna leave her for you, and you're like, what do I look? Insecure and dumb? Like home record? Yeah? Or like what do you think of me? Like that?

To me, that's just crazy. Don't even talk yeah, don't talk about her, say I don't even like I was. I started dating this guy and he had broke up with his ex girlfriend or whatever, and he would come to me about their problems like, oh, well and you know she did this and she did that. So one day I was like, you know what, don't talk to me about that woman. No more. I don't care what y'all got going on. That's y'all thing. Y'all broken up,

that's all I worry to care about. Give y'all together. Then, okay, but I don't want you confiding in me about another one. I'm not. And that's that's all right. Now, here's the next question. Have you, ladies, ever been on a blind date? If so, what are some things that should be caustious of a blind date? Just don't go? You would? I would be at I remember when I was a kid. I was when I was a kid, my sister she had met this guy on the train or something like.

That's how young we were. And she was like, oh, she's never like going anywhere about herself. So she's like, oh, call me, he's gonna bring her friend. So I was like, cool, maybe this I'm gonna meet my new boyfriend or at least get a free dinner. And I was a little girl. I was like a kid. I was like thirteen years old. Oh my god. Yeah, And I was so mean to him because I didn't like the way he looked so much. I was ignition, does he no, no, no, you know no,

there's too much technology nowadays. You can picture pictures. Can we know? This a lot? Show from me the last week, show me a self right now and be where this ain't? They never lied like I just felt like blind dates to me like forget, I say, we're not even talking about looks. I can't sit down with somebody that I can't like laugh and have a conversation where I can't see having a torture you saying, I would be like I gotta go to the bathroom. They never come back,

never come back. I think it could be good. Sometimes you never know anyone on one. I'm a good one though, there you go. But I've been Yeah, I've had some bad one. Have I ever been on a good blind date? I haven't been on a lot of blind dates because mostly I date people that I know, like I meet you in person. It's never like I'm like I need to date. And then had data and ask my adult life we had friends in comment and did they set you up? No? We just there and he was trying

to hill that at me for a minute. Okay, they

started off him and asked for my number. It's a blind date for guys when they reached out to like Insta chicks and they're like, right, you say, I'm but I look like pictures, like for real, because I'm asking for you, because you know, people would be like they won't people of course you think you look like you know, but I get recognized all the time with no makeup on, like crazy definitely look like, yeah, I look like I tried so hard not to add it them up and

put because listen, a lot of girls if you can't recognize that, and a lot of girls feel nothing to you, not even funny. A lot of people would be like, you know, they feel like they look just like it, you know, and then it's like that's not you, that's not I know. I don't know. But the what about it? You think they think they look like, yes, they do something. That's why the altered to look the exact same way.

She's blind day. Like if a way reaches out to instan check as she shows up and she got like a five stomach you know what I'm saying, that's a blind day, or she could look like her picture and it's still a blind date, ye, But she's like if you if it's still a reach out to that she might have had a blast stomach that day. Maybe she was eating bread all week. You know, are baby's pizza weeks For me, this salad weeks in the stomach is

a little tighter, and there were some days. But face wise and all that ship like you this big and you look this big. I don't like when people do that. That's crazy. But I just feel like I get what you're saying. Instagram is like the new blind day, or like you hug each other in person, you don't, You just the picture dating, which is different blind dad. It's like I didn't even don't know what I have, not talked to you and stuff like. That's not the same. Yeah,

it's just online's day and not that ball. Okay, so we eliminated the blind day. Yeah, date Ye. I'm so scared that the person is gonna be a psycho, murderer, killer or something happen to somebody. Man person, I don't care. At least I felt their vibe. You can't really get somebody vibe. We are just standing that because it's like, why don't y'all talk on the phone, chow, Why don't syall freaking get to know each other before y'all meet up.

If y'all doing you know, cat and stuff, fish motherfucker's have fallen in love for three but marriages and now you don't know each other and not in this culture come out. Yeah, that was like if mad years. Yeah, hello ninety day fiances. That about entertainment. None of us is practicing Muslim from young and that's something like my my cousin when she turned sixteen, she was promised the marriage and they got like nine kids now and she's like my same age and she loves her husband. She

loves her husband. But that you're know how rare don't be great if I could have did that comment and arranged marriages and you think I just felt like in second cultures because that's not our culture, you know what

I'm saying. Like my uncle goes to the Mecca and like they're real Muslims, like not like you know what I mean, not like a fake um slake them, like they really musclim So I know, because you're know how some people be acting like they Muslim just because they got a kufy on, but like they're not, so I know, a lot of fake you get what I'm saying. That's crazy exactly, so no, like they really practiced this. So

she had a choice like, ain't no divorce. Ain't you know she was gonna have to love him because that was it. She divorce, Ain't no divorce. I heard her out one of my left drivers before. She was like really annoyed. Yes, girl, she was vent into me. I'm like, we got reverse roles right now, Like she was literally her phone rang twice. Both times it was her husband and she's literally going off like he gets all my nerves.

He's always calling me. And I was like, well, you know, my own chaw a divorce, you know, that's the first thing that pay because he was bad. And she was like, well, we've been together for so long and we have kids and it was arranged. And I was like, okay, okay. The lift driver talks. I had a lift driver one time and he was telling me all his business. So he's married, he's older. He was like seventy something, dang, but he was driving, yeah, because he wanted to get

out of the house. Why we have seventy something years running for president right now? But anyway, he was he was driving. He was talking to me about his wife and he was saying that she basically um is really sick and she can't get out of the bed, so he has to take care of her home and all of that. And he's like, I just feel trapped in the house. I want to be able to go out and date other people and live my own life, but

then I feel guilty. He's like, I don't. I want to put her in her home, but she won't let me. It's like she ain't letting that. Man. God, I've been with you all these years and I just thinking you ain't gonna take care of me, nigga, stay right here with me? Is he wrong? Though? Like super wrong part of people who actually do that. But it's like, I think that's an I don't think it's right or wrong. It depends on how y'all feel. As a unich, you know what I'm saying. If she was fine with it,

then it would be fine for them. But since she's not, it's not cool. That's a conversation for sure. Like if you get sick to the point where you can't suck his dick, then I feel like he should be able to come and that lurry out, what something sis? What the hell still wants his dick's up? You think just to say I need to go out. He needs affection, he needs love, he wants someone, you know what I mean. So obviously she's not able to give that to himself.

I didn't say anything about just about his ring the old saggy balls. But you know that made the ones with the money, and when they die they leave it to you. All that what like Nicole and the Nicole? Remember she got rich, she didn't get rich. I thought she They were trying to give her the money, but the family didn't. He left her the money in the well, but the family didn't want her to get the money. I don't know that that worked out for her, but I don't think it worked. I think her fame is

what got her her money. Oh I thought she was married man the bread. I think she lost the settlement because got her something happened to his family said right, imagine you just sucked that dick all the time that he was about to die rich. You think he's about to die and he don't don't any hundred four I know that you got me, yo, you would be so sick. No, I knew this guy. He's guy obviously, and he married obvious.

So I'm about to say he married he's gay. He was gonna say he married a man, so that him gay, but that cut me off. Butches, so he married this man. Obviously, the nigga dies after a month of him marrying him. Right, this nigga has all this money, mad money, don't you know? My friend blew through it in less than a year. He was taking jets with this man's money, all kinds of stuff, and people was like, what happened to your husband? He would just be like he died and and that

would be is so kill him. His family said that, but there's nothing they could do. Whatever they do. Your friend, he was a friend of mine. Yes, did he take you on the jet? Rod? Know what we ain't? None of us heard from him. He was hanging out with Mariah carry and ship to me is like he was rich rich after this dude. Everybody said that he killed him. It's sucked up. But he got all his money and he blew right through it. He's broke. Now, that's why God died. He just died. He died. People. I didn't

tell nobody how he was there when he died. And he's the only person that knows that. Damn. He definitely killed at least for a month publicly on where I'm playing sad songs and then Instagram page. You could tell that he had Hella money for one year now from a week ago, don't have nothing, Sam, he back living with one of his friends. Knew he'd be posting tvts take me back. I'm gonna be honest with you. I don't even really see him post like that no more.

I bet he ain't got on the phone. Okay, Okay, I don't have money like that. You know I could do stuff class, Yes, you might easily. He got the money, yeah broke. It's fun now, so you ain't he birl? You asked how he did it? That's how girl, freaking shopping all that stuff. I would think for my future at least a little bit of that money. Like yeah, now, I gotta ask you this. Do you do role playing in the bedroom? Because since you act so much all

the time, do you ever play different roles? Girl? Every time I changed my wig, I am a new home. Okay, and that's on a daily basis. So when it comes to actual role playing in the bedroom, chowd No. But because we don't have to child, be ready to get straight to it. And so do he ain't, honey, I freaking suck them off and they're gonna be hard and ready to go, like what else is there? Because they're talking about these fantasies that people have and how they

do these role playing fantasies. But some things are kind of off limits. It's a little too weird. If somebody wants something from you, like say they want you to pretend you're a little girl, and you're like, okay, I'll tell you I just thought about something. Never a little girl. We would probably have to. But anyways, it's one of those things where I used to be I used to do it because I'm silly. So I would be like, um, he would be like, he would be like, come on, baby,

let's go. I'd be like, you don't know me like that, I'm a lady, Like yeah, so I just thought about it. I would do something like that and just randomly, I'd be like you gotta wait a little longer, yeah like you, Yeah, I just thought about that just from time to time. But girl, you don't even spark something else. I'm gonna gona take it home and do it again. And yeah, I like playing these games, like all right, so if

I get mad. Every once in a while he'll be like I'm sorry, like act like he's somebody new, but never like actually in the bedroom, like hi daddy and all that extra stuff. You know, you want me to be a freaking girl. Here you go again. Oh my god, true telling the truth never started there. I think you should do that. Zoom arang. She wasn't wrong. Yeah, And then next thing you know, they're gonna be mysteriously putting

me off the show or something like that. Card die right, got caught in a snowstorm and that rest in peace to you. But I was reading about people who have to do role play right, or they do that in their relationship, and sometimes some things cause like a red flag. Now one of the most common fantasies is a rape fantasy, and that's like with somebody obviously the two who are for real dating, but people like to role play like they resist, they don't want it. You're break in the

house that it's something like that. A red flag. Absolutely if another one to play and that, and then next thing you know, there's being rapes reported in the neighborhood. You don't encourage the ship and it's only but because of me that you don't got better, nigger, We're both going to jail. Accessory. But there's a lot of porn like that, though a lot of point is based on you know who watching it rapists. No, well, I've seen definitely y'all watch it on the regular and the regular

I switched off my weird porn fish bad Horse. Yeah, okay, oh my god, alright, let the animal. That's gonna be the last. That was the last one I've done? That was it? Okay? No, But I like I've watched reat fantasy point. I think I've done rape role play in the bedroom. No back, yo, he might think serious, Yeah, we're doing in front, Like yeah, I keep saying that and it's just like no, like stop my car was founding for exactly blue and not say your life. Oh

my god, this is I don't now. I'm just saying people do these things. And I was reading about how some people feel like, okay, I can't do that, like the underage theme, you know, pretending to be a little girl. Issue with that, the rape thing people have an issue with that is because see, why is there anything else that would cross the line? Um, I think act like my mom, your you know what I mean? Because you know how they do the step mom though sometimes like

you're the form you've never seen the stepmom didn't. Yes, I like yeah like them. So what if he was like act like you're my mom or something like that, like that's weird. Yeah that is like my uncle or what the program? You can like thank me like a baby like I'm a bad little bit, or act like a nigga too, said at a New Yorker, like yes I am. You know I'm gonna go ahead and take him.

I think it would be embarrassing though, Like I think me when I would get like to me is either funny or sexy, like I can't just like when I'm in the bed, I'm not laughing like I'm dead serious dying like you would do. I told you I laughed too. I like all the time my boyfriend be like, come on stop real goofy, like I'll look up for and I'm give him him and be like you do funny the way. I'm sorry, I'm sorry, this sex is hilarious. Yeah, for sure. I always be thinking like, yeah, the next

home after me going to be bored in hell? You know, yeah, I think even like because we've talked about this before like lingerie, Like I don't know, maybe I'm shy and now that I think about it, because I don't think I could just come out, like how are you supposed to come out and lingerie other than like if you're supposed to open to do it like this, yeah, like the movie, like when are you supposed to do? Like

it's just so weird with me. It's like we'll be chilling and I just started sucking dick or something like. It's about seriously, we're just chilling it. Easy way to ease into lingerie is like to wear a nice robe over it when you get out of this shower something like that, or no, like you co you know a lot of lingerisas they have nice silky robes that match, so it don't make you feel more comfortable. And then like when you're about to go suck his dick, you'd

be like slip and then the lingerise there. It's like, oh right, however, I promise you. Like I was my boyfriend of the long ass time and I was like, I'm away some mine and sighted it up a little bit, so I put the la I came I was looking good. I came in. He was like, what are you doing to my friend. I was just like, I never imagine so stupid. And I think friend, I've been like because I think he was caught out guard because we were

just chilling whatever. I was like, I'm gonna go get in a shower, Like we lived together at the time. What are you wearing? What are you doing? You were dumb? I waiting like money on that ship? What you walked out his boyses on the living room? No, we was ready to gang bang, Junior. I only came near to day. I've done lingerie, but I'm not really that into It hasn't been like either but experience. But it's stupid kind of like that. All you do is take it off.

Understand like the appeal of times have been different. But how long is it really on for? If you got a sugar daddy or if you got a nigga who you don't mess with on a regular basis, you don't a cute one night day and somebody who ain't already seen you naked and stuff. Maybe so, but after you know, you know, I've been with somebody, y'all haven't already got

it popping. They don't seen you make a million times. Okay, that's cute and honestly, when when you try it in a relationship, like you'll put it onto your clothes, like you'll go out on a date and like have something something there. I can see that, but it don't make no sense because you get in the room, you start making out. Everything comes over. You didn't he didn't even see it. After emotional we'd be like, bab you ain't see that out that I've been three hundred dollars on that,

damn Bruan pis that's it. I'm not I'm wearing you might be nice now I'm thinking about it. Right, How can lingerie work if you set something up in the room, like with some champagne or something like that, and then you have your lingerie on, so you don't automatically get into it. Maybe you have like some music, some candles, some champagne. I have like a whole lillutuation that sounds that sounds cut. You can't just wear it's take it out, so you come into the bed like, what's good? What's

a guy? Totally? I appreciate that. I never tried that, but maybe they were. Who knows. It's like a guy might feel like I just know my baby and not at this point, Like, but I feel like when they do that for us, it's cute. You know what I'm saying. You come out and see some freaking candles and stuff, or like some sexy underworld, like even the bay like that. It's about to tell you girl that he used to

see it. I think like the little Visacchi draws when they're not wearing the regular old hands, that's a sexy draw. And he designed a draw that's supposed to be the sexy draw Tommy Hill forget no, no, I feel like Tommy is still like, what don't you see the Visacchi thing that stay sex a little sad and a little saki hun. I could just play like what if it's like an elephant trunk right here? And don't wick and

the elephant trunk? But I saw that a shipping, yeah, and I think it looks so weird, and you know they'd be stuffing them girls. I promised no more animal references, so I just don't. I don't even catch it. See we were talking so much about the strip club. I overlooked it way right. Keep bringing it. I know she check her history, check it. I don't look. At point on these was like Oh my god, what just google

remember that balty porn and you see what comes up. Yeah, from now on, it's literally just gonna be all on your sponsors. Certain things I just don't want to see. And that is one thing that I definitely don't want to see. You know, I don't recommend it, to be honest, stop seeing it. I don't recommend. It's definitely a turn off. And it looks like it would rip your like I've seen a horse's dick on something before, disgusted. It's big, and it's not shape like a human penis. It's shaped

like a horse. Yeah, you gotta talk about likeation. You say you switch your wigs a lot, right, so when it comes time for you'll haven't set your wig ever split off or I'll take him off. He take them off, right, So you just throw that ship. Even but even the first time that we messed around, I went out the room and came back in with a scarf, taking a chance because I don't my wigs down. I'm not that

girl child. Pop him on off, put him on the door that my ship was back here, and lip service love and he'll girl, he washed, he'll wash my hair if I need him. To like kill take my freaking sowing the braids out. Sometimes girls love love he don't you know, I'll ask because sometimes, like I get it would Nigga wants to do it. But if I truly need his help, all right, I got you. Okay, let's banking. You think you're gonna get married? Hell, yeah, I think

you're gonna get married to me. To look, I'm invite you to the wedding. Super cute. Yeah. So the crazy thing is chow. I don't even I look forward to when I marry him. But God, just the thought of like a wedding is so much work. And you know what I mean, Like it's so much but it's a lot of work. You think you're gonna be like a bride zilla. No, I don't. I think I'm gonna let somebody literally just playing every single thing I point out which one I want. I'm very well. It's so weird.

The only time I am creative is when it comes to my craft. Everything else not so much. I don't know how to interior decorate. I don't know nothing. And I literally they'd be like, send me an idea of what you want. I ain't got nothing. I need you to give me idea. Yeah, I'm passionate about it because you could be good at it probably if you focus, but that's not where what you're interested. Yeah, yeah, you're right.

Hell I just started getting into make up, you know, I love it now, Um freaking clothes and all I ask yourself. Prior to Girl, I was just so chill. I was a tomboy, you know. So all of our stuff not interesting at all to me, but now it is. We'll tell us what La Milan has coming up because we know. Yes girl, so um West season two of Boomerang engratulation so so much. I'm so excited about that.

Um so that. Um, I just landed another role um that I can't freaking talk about yet, but that's super cute. Is it a movie, TV show or Netflix or it's online? So it's a series online and I'm excited about that. A Netflix, um show girl. I hello, I'm ACoM but um yeah that's um. I've literally been working on working on producers of myself, UM, putting my creativity behind other people. It's so fun writing scrapes. I really enjoy that and that's the main stuff. But my believe it or not,

I'm super enjoying building my YouTube. I'm saying, making us long form content. Because Instagram, I'm pretty much boxed into filming small skits, you know, and comedy. On there, I'm stuck into a box. Anything other than comedy. It's like, give us a skit. But on YouTube, I get to actually be myself. I'm actually freaking knowledgeable. I get to, you know, speak Spanish. On there, I get to, you know, do everything, and it's just like, I feel so free

on YouTube, I get to be me. Yeah, girl, makeup tutorials, freaking clothing stuff, bringing people on, waxing people. I don't fell in love with waxing people. Waxing and chatting. Yes, so waxing and chatting. So I created this thing that I'm actually about to bring to my i G t V, where um, I have three cards and I bring different guests onto the channel. More recently, I had kindle Kindle and I let them choose from one of the cards,

whether you choose armpits, nose, or legs. Whichever one you choose, it's some money, terry value attached to it, and once we waxed it, I cash out you. Yeah, so it's cute. I did like you know, a hundred and fifty dollars, five hundred and a thousand. No Brazilians. I will do Brazilians if somebody want my I really girl, I got a wax machine and everything sanitary. I'm a licensed Cosmas

saying I'm a license cosmetologist. So I've always been into everything beauty, but over time, different things just brought it back into my vision, which is weird. So, um, I went on YouTube and I saw somebody do wack. No. I moved to Studio City and um, there's no walking waxing places like there was in Korea Town. I was like, my freaking cat is starting to look real hairy out here. So I was like, who's gonna do this for? Man? I said it, I'm gonna do it myself. So girl, yesself.

I watched my own armpits, and we want them work on my cat. Girl. You know. So it looked like the episode with Martin when he was doing you let him do that. He didn't feel bad pain child. No, he's a boy, So it's like, come on, let's do it. And I'm like the hard wax of the hot wax, it's hard wax better. Hard waxes late and somebody actually, one of my followers. They saw that I was waxing. They sent me their wax from they're lying and that actually attaches to the hair only. Um, so it's a

little less painful. Yes, not painless, but it's like painful. Think is that bad? And it's really quick and it's so funny me myself. You can't make it. You know she's doing it. I need somebody that could do it as fast as possible. But it's funny you say that, because I do be having good conversations with the lady

that and I used to get waxes to me. One of them was on Tinder and she was dating all these different guys and she would always tell me every time I came in, all the guys she went out with, and what happened on Tinder. That's late married to that guy from Tinder. Get out. The ship is only weird where you go to get a Brazilian and you go to lay on the table. They're like, you was all loving hip hop, right you? And I'm like, I regnized

that it's just weird, you know what I mean. It's like now that this bitch is in my pussy and she's just weird. I didn't use a hairy movo. Yeah it's good. I didn't never finish. I thought a little bit. You got patricks, yes, the patches, but sessions, I many, like two more sessions, but I never finished. I gotta go back and finish. So whenever you finally finished the whole process, then you don't have to worry about hair

growing that all. Yeah, so I felt finished. So the way that it is now is that you could probably just do a little shave and there's nothing left because it's not a lot of And that's like going to be in college, being a junior then dropping out. I got to finish. Yeah, I don't finish it. I'm not man's heavy moved. At first it was so painful, I guess easier painful, yes, but it gets easier, like as you have less hair, because my hair is thick, so the thick of your hair is the more it's gonna

hurt because they burn each hair off like individually. But I don't have a lot of But yeah, so you're probably just like I'm good because it's just a yeah, it's not much, but I do want to do it because you do. I don't want to see that pussy. Yeah, trying like bass spots. I did my under armed. You know, it's bad. It would be like one long hair and then like around like it's not that long, and I feel bad, like if you got to eat that and lick the one hair, it's just probably you have to

have the hair is down there. And y'all really opening my eyes today. Well anyway, it's like, so you have the series come in online, but you can't tell us what it is yet. Yes, so that and then, um, girl, my honestly, my manager could tell you a better what I mean because I'm not gonna lie. Girl, I be and I mean that I don't want that to come out wrong, but I really be forgetful. There's so many things going on and that I honestly cannot keep up. We just we did a whole bunch of meetings while

we were here, which is super super cute. One thing I'm looking forward to is being an ally for the LGBT community at this annual event that they do here. Um, so I'm excited about hosting that. Um, it's just it's a lot. Yeah, so you have beauty can having a good time. I was so amazing girl, Oh my god. Um literally, it was my first time hosting beauty con and that goes the show how far I've come in the beauty industry because I'm literally I was really really

trying to get into it. When I met my manager, the first thing I told him is I want to go into the beauty room and and I started doing the whole makeup thing everything like that, and they're finally recognizing me. So to go from last year, like I mentioned on my caption, being a plus one, to actually

hosting the whole thing. Girl, that was everything. So it was bomb because there was a whole bunch of craziness going on during the show, but it allowed me to show how great of a hostess that I was back keeping it all you know, together, So that was so bombed. It was amazing. I loved in that beauty world. To tell me about it, I love it, girl, And it's like not only that, it's a whole different platform, you know what I'm saying, And I like it because I

feel like I'm a sore thumb. I feel like a lot of girls who go on a freaking beauty channel they are boring. Like when I watched tutorials, I get tired of here and you talk about your day and then get to your makeup thirty minutes later. Sis, like, let's jump into it. Talk a little bit while you're doing it, but otherwise come on, like, you know, give

me what I came for. But I'll be on there having a good time child keeping it where I'll let you know, look a lot of times I don't know what the hell I'm doing, but we're about to have a cute time up on this video. Yeah. I noticed when people go on YouTube, their whole voice shame. Just one of those things like Okay, guys, welcome to my channel. Today I'm gonna and I found myself doing that. I had to stop the camera saying, hell, no, what's up y'all?

It's your girl, la la honey. You know what I'm saying. I gotta go into me. So yeah, everybody do that. Today we're gonna show you how to do your brows. Like I don't want to hear all of y'all talk the same. It's so boring, so boring. So yeah, I like, yeah, freaking oh, I'll tell you what. So I always once I tackle one thing, I like to get into other stuff. So I'm excited to be getting into choreography with a couple of huge choreographers. Yes, everything, girl, I'm that's exciting.

Hell yeah. I feel like the mistake that people make is once they accomplished something, they stick with it. And if you don't evolve and keep showing people that you're capable of more than what they think, then you die down because we've already seen everything. You have to get That's what I always say, when you get too comfortable, it's trying to figure out what one thing. I was at the Boomerang premiere in l A. They called everybody

and they forgot a name. When I tell you, the whole entire crowd was like like oh she was like, oh my god, how can I forget this stuff? My my favorite? But it was so crazy how much love. I ain't gonna lie. I know, I don't think I knew nobody else name no again, And I said that there's anything wrong with that, But that's the effect is Wishman was on everybody hates Chris. That's why I remember that from him. From that, but Holly Berry was also there, so people was already just in awe. But then it

was just so dope. How like the whole entire crowd that guy. It felt good to have everybody and I'm not gonna lie. I was so happy it happened that way because moment for people to give me that little moment of excitement and shout out to Lena because she fought for me to actually be on the BT show. They tried to like Apparently some people at BBC didn't want me because they felt like just an influencer and they didn't feel they didn't feel like I was capable

of actually being the actress. And Lena was like, nag that they need her on herself. Glad she did that, because that was thank you so much the same way she fought for me. Then she goes hard for me all the time. She's constantly checking in like you good, you need anything, and she sincerely means that. Um. When I met her, she gave me her number right off the back, and I couldn't believe it because people don't do that in Hollywood, you know what I'm saying. So

she's a real one. My manager, take this, he hit me up. Slide me a damn. When people say that, I'd be like, I'm good nicely in you. I let you like honey, I'm calling your bluff right now. Don't you know I'm calling you right now because they're gonna make it. There's some people who do make you awkward. Give me your number, just like you, but otherwise, don't act like you know, we're having a chill moment and

then you hit me at the end. We just talked for a whole twenty minutes just for you to redirect me to somebody else. I'm good. Thank you that skin of her as well, because we love the show. Yeah, god, y'all been watching. They's got renewed for season three. Idore on the show this morning. Man. Yes, he has amazing I love his mom's there. He's been hard for Wow,

you know what I'm saying. So she remember the song he had the songs he was pushing back in the Yes, he's been going in but the I love the shot and the storyline is only getting better and better. He was like, he thinks it's gonna be on for like a long time because they do have so many storylines that are like developing. They do each time. Each time they play that dramatic music and somebody turned around, it's like, like is good. So it's now dealing with gentrification in Chicagos. Yeah,

you know what's real though. They touch on every single thing in Chicago. You got the little boy growing up being in the gang. You got the little girl trying to love herself. You got the kids raising kids like yes, you got everything. The hustlers, you know, people getting robbed, that's just trying to start a business. Yeah, the booge girlfriend, Yes, girl, I love key want to be from the show. You know who's good. All right, Well, thank you so much, coming do. I'm glad we were able to get to

be here. Thank you all for having me. I know what the hell is gonna talk about, but now all I gotta says no more. I closed it out. I was gonna ask you people have animals at your wedding, but I didn't want to do it. Services