What's up? It slips every time intil ye, I'm g g McGuire, I'm glarial, i'ma you gotta guess old marks. I read Philadelphia in the building an old head. But everybody know you from your books already, and we have this book. Everybody why you got a whole lot of millennials. They don't read like that. They're like, who yeah, reality show, it's your dancer. How they listen to audio books nowadays? A lot of kids audio books. And I got a great voice, but you know, like audio books, we didn't
make as much money. So it's like I was like that audio book thing, you know what I mean. So you know it's different, you know, But the book is the book, you know, So the audio books, I'd rather do movies. The book is not the book. The book is a legendar. Flag is about to be a movie. Yeah. Yeah. I wrote the screenplay myself. I gave lines, gave five years and I was calling really now I'm gonna Filadelphia so I can call with some heat. I was calling really nicely. I put my nice voice on how you
got on the screenplayer? Can I help you out with? Can I check it out? Kind of see what you're doing and we're not ready yet. We're not We're not ready yet. Five years. Yeah, they still have the right short but right now I'm gonna go ahead and sit down and you know, get it back because I want to make it right now, and you know they have five years, So I'm like, why should I believe that you're gonna make it now? So once I wrote that screenplayer December, I said, that's it and I sent it
to my Tess readers and they loved it. I knew it was good already, and they're never gonna know fulling off like I know, pulling off here to talk the language, you know what I mean? The area and then Mount every and German Town amount that was like the uptown areas. That was like the whole directing thing. Can you direct people to be filling off fiers? I'm like, dude, do I seem like a shot dude? So people don't know me, so it's good for me to be out there where
they can hear me. And then like, yo, he's a rule fulling off like, so don't think that I can't tell people how to be fulling off, you know, and speak the language and be the cool hip people that we were in the and that's my generation eighties and ninety. But can't you make a cheese steak? I'm from West Philly. My family is legendary in West Philly. My grandfather was one of the first black millionaires in Philadelphia and he had a cheese steak empire. His name is Fu Fu
rest in peace. But when he made the Mamajamma, so the mama jam was famous. I can make a cheese steak. I wish you get this podcast at my house. Yeah, yeah, yeah, all right, So let's talk about writing because you have a book penetration. Yes, I have a new book. This is my fourth book. Um, I'm a nonfiction author, so loosely this is um not loosely, this is wholeheartedly an order biography of sorts. UM. I wanted to tell my story. My daughter is autistic. So my first two books are
about altism and parents. And I've been writing since I was like seven, but mostly poetry. So when my daughter was diagnosed, I wrote my first novel Along came Altism in real Time, to kind of give people a look at what autism like, autism, special needs parents and look like. Um. Those books were very successful. Me and my daughter wrote a children's book together, and I just was like, you know what, I want to tell the story of different women,
so why not start with me? So that that's because you know, as a guy, I'm thinking right, okay, So the reason I like, honestly, when I sat there and started thinking, like I'm gonna telling my story, I'm like, what could I call it? Penetration was the first word that popped in my head. But if you um listen to music, I can't think of what song it is
right now, but let it penetrate or something. And I'm like, let me look up the definition, because of what definition of penetration is One the sexual definition of penetration and the second definition of penetration is when something is fully you fully understand the complex situation. So for me, my life is complex and I fully now at thirty six,
I get it for the penetrator. But dependet Actually, you know how like as a woman like you start, you sit there and try to go through your life, and I'm like, what if I told my life through sexual experiences because that dominated so much of my youth. So that's where penetration came from, and that's what it is because I read it in three hours, and with the penetration. We're friends and we've been friends the time, so I knew her on the personal level. I didn't people people
be calling me. I'm like, I'm not see, that's just I would never ask. I wouldn't have asked because there's a reason. No, because there's the reason why you chose to do what you did. If you wanted it to be a tell all you wanted to tell people's everything, then you know you would have did that. That's not your personality. Yeah, you're sparing enough to keep you guessing. It's about you, not them, even though they are in
the story. It's your story. Because my mom read it, and it's like, like, I don't wanted to read it, and then she was like, I read it because my mom is a reader. My mom is a big old marrit heaf and she got all your books. She my mom a reader, a writer. As having a reader like that for a mom is intimidated. And so I'm like, I don't read it because one is highly sexual about show. You know that watch it but no judgment yeah, like judgment free. And my mom was like, you know, like
I commend you for being so transparent. I mean we as women, we go through things, and you know what, you're very good at writing from the experience of a woman from a man. How trying to know everything. I'm an a student, you know what I mean. So it's like I was one of them dudes that I don't mind being smart, and I'll tell you like, I'm an area, so I'm like, yo, dude, we don't like straight up. So I'm like, na, you know, so I want to get it right. So when I write the mail guy,
nobody pay attention. You know this guy. You know, when I get everybody right, if I write about a Puerto Rican I'm gonna study right now, I'm writing a Dominican story. I'm gonna study them. So I'm not trying to be wrong. I'm always trying to be right. And so with that, it's like, oh, Mark, thinking knows so much. Yeah, battle me. I'm ready to roll, you know what? Amazing, So I want them people that's ready to battle. So when I put a book out, I'm like, god, dare you you
know what I mean to say? Something wrong in here? Because I researched it. I don't just make it up, you know, like I know it if I write about the Dominicans right now, I'm and I viewing Dominicans about the whole culture. I'm gonna study the d R right now. They're coming to Philadelphia and raves like they're coming straight from the d R. Not coming to New York. They're coming to Felic peoples is coming And I'm like, yo,
all right, that's a good deal. So I always write stuff that you know, it's hot and popular then Dominicans, you know, then Cardi b blowing up like that. You know, who would think a Dominican female rapper would be like on like the way in the world. You would think that three years ago, but now it's like, Wow, a Dominican female rapper. And so yeah, I try to be right with everything I'm doing. If it's a female, I'm gonna study the female to be right. Y'all next to
us all the time. So like, I got Mom's sisters, cousins. Do you feel like y'all understand man enough that you can write from a man's point of view? I do. I think I can think, Yeah, got some friends and Harry so many things that they have to say. Now they'd be around guys enough. You're like okay, kind of message your head up too, because then you start to think, like, man, a lot of guys, Like for most of my life, I always like, men are not ship they all cheat.
And that's because of all the guys that I was around. Like everybody the last say, yeah, yeah, that was all the guys I was around. They were like cheaters and whatever the case. But then I'm at other guys, you know what I mean, And I've seen something that were faithful and I were married and do right. Men that you don't like, they get shipped on. Yeah, the whole tour for that, you know. I used to tell people all the time, I've got two things for friends. You know,
the good guys. He's so nice, but he's not my tight you know what I mean. Like everybody said, that's okay. So you got good dudes that you know, but you put him in the friend zone. You go to church with him, you talk about him with your problems, but you never look at him romantically, you know. So I had the whole book on that. I understand girls like the challenge something that the guys that I'm not attracted to and the friends like that's how but you're not
really attracted two good nice guys. I mean I'm looks wise. I'm just talking about personality. I mean, personality is one thing, but I feel like the looks is would draw me first. So it's like if I cannot, it's just like just has to be sexy to me, attractive to me, you know what I mean. It doesn't even have to be like I don't know, maybe the way he dresses, maybe the way where he carries himself might be sexy to me. But like, if I don't find you attractive, then you're
always going to be in the friend zone. I don't care how good of a man you mean that you could have finally do attractive in two seconds that you already know, Like if he ain't attractive, it ain't he nothing, he can do, nothing he can do first um, and then they kind of grew in. I mean, like I've not that I wasn't attracted. I might have been attracted to them, but just didn't like them in that kind of way, And then they grew on me, you know what I mean. But I might have always thought they
were attractive in some kind of way. But if I didn't think you were attractive in no kind of way, there's no way. No, you're a friend, I said, let's go to eat, let's go hang out. Cool, but don't touch my city put my hand. I won't even give you a hug. I don't even like the hug thing when you see each other. That's even awkward. You can't hug someone. I mean when yeah, and it's a guy, but if he likes if I know he likes me, it's just weird for me to go and and give
him blood out. Pat you on the back of cousin. Now, I need anyone like this. I'm like, what's good? HOI like girl? They were like, I feel we were on a date. No, no, I mean I could favor my food too. But you can pay everyone. All right. Now, let's talk about this part of the book, penetration. Yes, as I was pulling my little denim Daisy Dukes off, he started kissing me on the neck. His mouth felt so cold and wet, brushed up against my nervous flesh.
I got the strange feeling in the bottom of my stomach. He kept kissing me. As my shirts hit the bathroom floor. I felt his hands sizing me through my panties and went to his knees and pulled my panties down with his teeth. Then he started to kiss my box. His lips felt moist as he started moving his head faster and faster. I began to scream. He stopped, look medentitiized and told me to shut up. But this goes on to say that night it was four hundred fifty dollars.
He gave us some money increased each time we saw each other. He was my first trick, and you were only thirteen years old. He was also her first sexual experience. He wasn't my first sexual experience. Um, he was my first sexual experience with a guy. I'll say. So, that's another thing we have in common. She lost her virginity to a woman too. Yeah, I don't know if it was no, it wasn't he. I think I was always like thirteen or fourteen when I met when that's how
she was happy. You protected the name because she was yet like I would get into that and then in volume two because it gets a little deeper. But he was like this older guy. Um, because he was thirteen, how old is he? He maybe was like nineteen or twenty. I don't remember it hurt you. I don't remember it hurt, and I just remember being like in like your fic state, Like I remember like not really understanding what was going on, but understanding what was But he was older, so he
was like popular in our neighborhood. So it was just like at that age, I wasn't thinking like did I do something wrong? I was thinking like, yes, I got this, yeah you know what I mean. Like I wasn't thinking about it like that. And then he was like giving us money, like I would take my money and give me my sister tropical me and cure and all this stuff. Yeah,
like I wasn't thinking about that. But it kind of like it kind of like gave me a real message of section of you know, like even at thirty six, it gives me a real jaded perception of what and a female relationship is. Like I had this conversation with my friends all the time like I'm super single, Like I'm not. I never lived with a man. I've never
been in a serious, like super committed relationships. But because I look like one, I think all men want to have sex with me period, like and and that's true. I can't get that when a guy first initially creates a type of communication with because you right, it's because he want to. That's what I think as a man in here. What do you think about that statement? When you try to talk to a girl, that's because I want to her. Yeah, like when you first initially, I mean,
that's all the way sex. I don't you want to have sex with me, So I'm gonna make you do all of this ship before you're there, before you get it, like and I didn't know, Like it's that that's only gonna work for a guy that is willing to do that, you know, because I gotta do. In this book, Victor, when when I cast this dude, I mean, he's gonna
be the sexiest dude, but he's not doing that. He's like, dude, I got five girls you like, I know guys and I had in the book she like you ain't but your panties say that because me and Victor would be button his He like, I'm the guys, the guys that do the most of me never has sex with me, and I feel like so powerful, and it's it's like the guys that never ever got it like they do the most, like right now today, like can you my son tuitioning a whole lot of money, but they don't
like you from Philadelphia. Yeah, so you had West philand off that was doing that. He was from WESTVILLI yeah, but he just different cities. I was in d C. They was treating that women like. I was like, what y'all paying? What y'all doing what? But this was like in the eighties when that whole rateful and that's my mom because they wasn't like I don't know, it's different different places. Like like one time I prayed the guy for it. I was like, God, I just don't want
to pay my bills. Just to me the southern guy that they beautiful to pay on my bills. And he did. Yeah, but you gotta be you gotta pray for that. He was he was older than you. That was so pretty rare bone Yeah, can you please play this car? But that was older. He was much He was much older than you, not that much. That was Sierra's prayer to pri was like God, yea like this crazy person. Do guys pray for the right women? Like you see how women? They're like, what's the prayer? He send me a d
that likes men? Do that? Do you like that? God? Me send me a woman who will and what would your prayer be, Like that's your Yeah, that's like we have answer. Can you please just say everything about me. That's not gonna cheat on me, that's not gonna trying to suck my sister, my best friend. You gotta have a few more dudes. I wasn't because too many girls, you know what I mean. But I'm not praying for im.
I'm not doing that. I have a girl. You're going to the next one now, stopping that, dude, pray for a certain kind of woman woman like it's just like this, it's a different kind of man. Like somebody. Some men are just really that spiritual that they're like, you know, they talk to God. Yeah, I mean not not even just I want to say church dudes, I would say spiritual. I like to say spiritual because just because they're to me, a woman for me like that, I don't like a
good woman. A woman's gonna pour into me like a woman that's gonna give me advice and be my second I'm your Yeah. Well, I mean, you gotta what kind of dude he is? What kind of girls I'm around? All kind of women, you know what I mean? So with dudes, I'm like how did you get around them? If he's a drug dealer and he's only around some
kind of women, I'm around all kind of women. So I'm like I just was telling somebody that the other day, like a young girl, like, first of all, if you want this type of guy, you gotta be in that type of arena in the hood, thinking you're gonna get that he ain't there, you know, like an with hood girls, ghetto girls. They never felt comfortable with me because the
mentality was like he's going somewhere, he kids. I always spoke that way, I want to do this and when that, and it was like they always backed away from me, like I can't handle that dude. And I always spoke with power, like I never spoke with this whole and feminine and when they do, no, I was always gonna do this and do that. They was like, yo, this
family is like I can't handle that. So they will always back away even if I like the ghetto girl up and like I can't handle that dude he wants you know, he got too much confidence, like the kind of women that are attracted to you, so you don't feel like it's the hood when they're always confident, you gotta because I'm coming with so much confident. If you don't have that, you're gonna feel like I can't deal
with him. That's like us like women, and you know, like when you were certain type of successful and it's not even just monetary, just like you carry yourself, you know what you wanting. Certain men just be like yeah, get with them, and they try to diminish everything you work or you or they just won't come over because I think people always think I got like with me
me being a bookwriter. I was going on tour and you had women like, oh my god, I would love because you you know what I man, I'm like you, I like, my god, man, it's like all the time, you got women that got there on cars and then on houses, and I'm not afraid of none of them. I'm like, yeah, let's bring the noise. So now I'm like, I'm about to get in trouble with all the Wethers out here that's looking for dudes. But I'm like you, in America, you're supposed to have want. So I was like, yo,
this is torture, you know. So you're going towards like that as an intellectual if you got intellectual women. I'm like, yo, this I'm about to get in trouble. You said, it's
because in America you can only have one way. That's what I just cut it out to him, saying it was torture, torture that you ain't to have all the women, all the wive not not every woman, but I mean when they they're kicking it, you like and they look good and you're like, you know, I wish I had a guy like you, and you're like, oh my god, and you got a hotel and you got limos and you know, I mean they babe putting the money out
there so they already know, like you know, I'm in fancy. Like, yo, dude, this is torture. Do you think you can handle being married to more than one woman at a time? How many women do you think? About five? You gotta have the fighting that, you gotta have a fighting to do that. Until when you have the multiple marriages, they have fighting like they poor, they gotta have the money to do that.
You about attention. It's not just about money, because then it's like you got to but you're not gonna be. You gotta nderstand when you're in that situation, the family has to agree to it. If you ain't got no money, it's like, why am I giving my doors to are broke through? That ain't happening. So you've got to stand that they always have money. So how do you feel like if you okay, you're in a relationship with five women married, you have a daughter, what do you want
your daughter? The thing, well, she can be the first or second or third, and she can see. You have to choose. So it's not like I'm forcing these women no, no no no. But your daughter, because now you're zing, don't have to choose. Like what you would say, she would you be comfortable, And that's part of the culture you gotta do. Is she gonna be one of two? Three? Depends on her personality. Man, if you got a daughter that you know it's not a type a woman, you're like, yo,
you can't handle that. You gotta know your daughter. You can't put your daughter situation she can't have. What about an open relationship be could you be in a relationship where she can see other people and so can you. Well, it's gonna happen where it's like, Okay, this is her life and so you can try to be dad and all you want, but just her life. So she's like, Okay, are you comfortable with this about you? Like as a
man could a man? I'm an older dude now, so it's like you can't control people's lives, you know what I mean. I'm about to turn five. Oh, It's like, I understand you're gonna live your life. I can be that. I'm not about to about your hand. I'm not gonna live your life, but to be okay, like leg I'm gonna do me, you do your thing. We could be together, but at the end of the day, are you cool with that? Dude? You're cool with your lifestyle. I'm so
damn ship. Huh. You don't have no feelings of like you don't want that person because what if they end up having a baby together or something. You're okay with that. I don't want no more kids, so you are like I was saying somebody recently and I was like, you better you go get you a young girl, because hey, this oven is closed. And I feel like Wendy Williams might have thought that to me. I feel like she might have thought that's a reality sunken and the baby came.
But always she always said that I guess I don't know if this is out there, but that she's okay with him doing other things as long as he didn't have a baby and cancer Like me and cancer women, I'm I'm more um. I have been able to tap into my male ways more than my female ways, just the way my life and set up. But a lot of my close friends are cancers. Cancer women love really really, really really hard, and cancer women want to be nurturers
and they will take a lot of ship. Like a cancer woman is the type of woman that will that her husband has six kids over here outside the marriage, just so she could still say she married, you know what I mean. And I'm not her, Like, I'm not that girl, but I am like I could see myself in an open relationship to the point where like I'm so used to being single and having my own space, Like I wouldn't be opposed to my husband living here and I live here because you've never lived in their
open relationship. For two and a half years, it was fine until he got another woman pregnant. That he got her pregnant. I cared that he lied about it because I was having a baby for him. But you get somebody an inch, I felt like that now you laying cheat and do what he wants. Now this nig is gonna come with a baby like you was already able to do whatever I was, but I was going me too, and if I don't want a baby and I'm not having a baby, and at the time I definitely wasn't
having a baby. But if I would have wanted to have a baby or been pregnant by somebody else, that's something he would have had to deal with. I had to deal with it about your not to only because he lied. Had he not lied to me and told me, listen, Rebecca is pregnant exactly all right, we have it. I think I think why he lied? No, they're not going over why And that's why I was over And it was like that's like that throw like like that handle this whole lion thing, like we don't want to lose
a woman. That's that's always. I was the most honest student, but I was brutal. Women like, you know, let's come on my house after school, and it was like what we're gonna do. I got some kindoms were like no, I'm not coming in, and my friends and like what the hell is wrong with you? Went the telling we're gonna watch TV and you make a move, so god you they don't want to, but I have two kindoms left you. It was like, and you learned because I lost out on a lot of girls for honesty, you know,
learned how to lie. You get trained, like you can't say I think that's not fair because now you're choosing for somebody. You know what I'm saying that I understand it's not gonna funk with you because that's not what they're fucking with. So now it's like you're forcing somebody into something and that I can't respect. But as far as with an open relationship, I feel like, like you said, she told him no babies, that y'all laid down the law.
But to me, open relationship, I got a relationship with other people is none of your business if I'm having a baby with somebody else. So you feel like I don't even have to tell you. I mean it's open because like what I got over here with dumb in school. See. And then I feel like because even its celebrities and you know, just two different people that say they are in open relationship. But I think the rules apply because
even on like Housewives of Atlanta. I think the girl was saying that her and the one that's married to the bill Bibs of God, we're saying that they sort of like an open relationship. But it's a double standard. It's like a nigga want you to bring a girl in, so y'all could do y'all thing, but God forbid she want to go do her thing. Rather's with a man or a woman like that. Guy can't never say I can't get the safety of it, you know what I mean.
I was at Howard University and I had a girl and said, you know, you can do them as long as you use a condom with them' see come on, but you say, okay, and that condoms that everybody. Be honest, you didn't use a condom with everybody. She said that. I was like, you know what I mean, Like, whoa, you know what I mean? So you still have a give and take with that, because now if you're doing everybody wrong, yeah, that's you got it right. That's just
it still always gonna be a double standard. Like men, even if open relationship on the table, we all know what we're gonna do. The woman is always is always going to be different for the woman. Well, let's talk about double standards for a second. Right, let's talk about men taking care of women and women being into materialistic things. Girl. Yes, so ladies, and I want to hear this has ever happened for you on Mark? Would you be okay with
taking care of a man financially? Absolutely not. I feel like at this age, at thirty something, I can't date a man that's almost about to become whoever he is, like he definitely has some already know he want when he want to be when he grow up and be real, stern and already on that path. Let's be clear. We lived together, and we together and I'm rolling and I'm doing my thing, and you don't pour it into me, and everything is gravy and God forbid something happening. Whatever
you do it, don't do normal. That's what I'm saying. I would pay the bill because I'm not gonna be homeless. But you can't go as a woman. You can't go into a situation with a god like I'm rich. Baby, I'm gonna be your sugar mama, because what you're thinking, I wouldn't say that, but I'm just saying, if you would you be with a guy who had less than you, that you had to hold a lot more down. No, he would still have to be the person. I know it may be, but I feel like a man that
is supposed to be a protector and the provider. Because if that's the case, like I live in a big house with my family and my kids, I can say right there, So have you ever had a woman take care of you? I'm a hustler, I'm a I'm a hustler. Whatever. The women that have more than you, yeah, I always had, she could have more money than me. But that doesn't work because then she starts looking at you that way. Yeah,
Like it's just don't work. It's like ego, she gotta go with a duty, got more so I backed down, like, yeah, you need more money, you know what I mean. It's just awkward, I think for a managing ego. Because I always say that because if you notice, even like if we didn't talk about the Windy William situation, obviously she's the bread winner and so he's dogg and dog and dog and dogging because his ego has already been bruised
from day one. You think that's why, I mean, because you think he just wanted to cheap, because all men cheap period. I feel like that there's some compassion that is emotional or how do you find it's not it's not hard to understand. It's like I haven't had her. Try her. Yeah, y'all make it all complicated. It's like I haven't had her. I wondered if she feels different she sounds You would say, all men cheat and some capacity, and you still have to have that, you know one
you know what I mean. You know what I mean, Like angels, do you think cheating? It's like if your sons is out, if the guy is out on vacation with his like, okay, say you want a committed relationship, you guy he out he in Vegas with his friends. They turn it up and like it's cheating, like him being the one that paid the girl. Now that's not that's not cheating. But you know some girls think that
that's No, I don't look at that as cheating. Okay, if he got it like that, but others are you saying, the dude go out on a vacation and something like that, ain't cheating if he like and because you know, some people got real very strict rules for like my man
can't pay the tab. My son is sixteen, and I teach my son, if you meet a young lady and she all with her girlfriends and you come to the venue, you have to pay for their ship, right, like saying that if my man was on vacation and base with his boys and then there was a group of girls at the table and he paid their tab, is that cheating? No, that's not that's I don't think that as a hustle,
Like what the hell are you going to? You know, but that's not cheat But some girls, like I talked to females that feel like, like like I know women, but I always be telling them, that's why you cheat on you because you two extras. Now, I feel like that's a gateway drug to cheating because then he got money and pay for that's another way tonight. That's not using that's what you have that kind of GUSTA teach my son thinking, my boyfriend would never do that if y'all
all out and like friends come, wouldn't you. Like I tell my son that he's sixteen, and I'm like, if you meet a girl somewhere, like what your son say to that he just taking it all in. He's sixteen, but he's not like my son is like a nerd give money like you know, she got to because well else he getting him to pay for just I'm just teaching him. He's girl y' y'are ordering like three he likes doing if you're not out with your little best friend,
his little best girlfriend. If you are, I mean, but even if you're like dating a girl like I feel because I'm used to guys doing that, you never fill it off and we say no humps. Remember that for all those people don't know. I mean, my grub is my grub. I'm not sharing with nobody, so you don't remember that my store like no humps. I'm not giving up nothing. So you're showing your son go ahead for ever.
You know what I'm saying, Like if you man, if there's women at the table, I feel like because there's nothing better than when you like I with your girlfriend and they pay the bill. Yeah said, you never gonna paid the bill for a table of girls. So I'm
gonna give you a scenario. I'm I'm pushing away, so we're just gonna give you a hungry So we all hanging out at t J Fridays TJ I Friday's the country're having some drinks and you and Selim come through on your way to the parking garage, and y'all see us at the board having drinks and come to side to a drink with us. Y'all not gonna pick up the pad. Selene can pick up. I'm not Selene, you're picking up cool and you're all going one way. Omar sheet, I'm gonna say, Omar, I never said he was gonna
he is at airy. Did y'all hear that? Yeah, I'm not doing that because if I didn't come to the party, I don't even know you. I'm not I don't even know you ain't doing that. You got the wrong dude. And so that's why a lot of girls that try to check, they don't do that. You bronna take care of you because it is a week when you like, I'm not getting old mar so you already know. So I never could get with him. That's why I wrote the book Fly. I couldn't get with them kind of girls.
And they already knew, like, you want to pay for his stuff? You want to do area I got there that you know, he's like, look dude, and the screenplayer, I pushed it even more, like, yo, you want me to buy this. You already know what time it is with me. Let's just say that you were out with a young lady. But y'all like friends, not even dating or nothing like that. You would pay for her to eat, right, Yeah, we're friends just like okay, but I'm a whole table
for the girls. I don't know, man, unless just if you know, I'm a spurge Fridays, just four people at Fridays. You think like, yeah, he said, unless I hit the lottery, that a hunted dollars. You don't need to hit the lottery. But that's a reas though I got two boy cousins. That's a reason. They just like that. Now let's talk about this. You know, there was something about watching him pound on another bitch, bending her over and gliding his penis inside her. Watching him in action became one of
my favorite things to do. Last night was no different, well maybe a little different. And then you talk about your best friend. So wait, let me say something. Before you I was reading this like, wait a minute, this be girl on. I had to be I've had to be m now. It didn't get to where it went when you guys, but we all had well we all don't. I don't know about everybody, but I've had a guy who I was just friends with that we had casual
sex and I knew about. We talked about everything that he had going on in his sexual life with his big mama and other girls and blah blah blah, and it never bothered me. So there's a part in after this where it's so basically he was Yeah, he was with like basically like one of my closest girl friends or whatever. I think we started off as just like regular friends, like people, and you know how Philly talk, so I will always catch the case like I know you,
I know you. I'm like, no, I'm not. So just like one day we was like and it just was we both the same sign, so it just was magical, like goddamn, like some real bomb no strings that had sex. So basically like it went from that to him like calling me like, oh, I'm with such a starchly she was like, Tina is so fucking sexy, like I wonder, And then we were have little three somethings, like random little threesomes with his random little chicks, and it didn't
bother me. Because like in in a sense sexually, I'm like always I like to be in control, so I was able to control the situation. But that particular time that I talked about in penetration, it was his baby mom, and I think, like even now to this day, like I'm very I hate that I let our relationship get to that point because when it comes to her, it's not that I don't like I'm not. It's not a jealousy. It's just like Nigga, like how you had these kids
with her and not with me. Feeling That's that's the thing. It's sex with When I read that part of the book, it's like you didn't know you had feelers until that that moment. I feel like when I had that three something with him and his baby mom, that's when I knew I loved him and that I let the ship go too far because I heard about all his stories to her and now you love making sacks because everybody
was to me, we were still engaged. She was sir, So you didn't at touch him at all, like I kind of like made it gave him head a little bit, but it wasn't he did not he showed basically it wasn't I think that because like we had had we have had to talk talks about it because the bitch was requested to have three more than that, and I was just like, I'm not doing it because what I'm not gonna do is I'm not gonna be sitting there acting like because you like in that situation, like I
had to kind of act like we never did it before. So if he fucked you, would you have been I would have felt better. So what are you gonna say, Alma? I was going to ask you was a woman like you less attractive or I never thought I'm not sexually
attracted to her. But I think it was my relationship with him that made me even do it, because I really remember being in a parking lot like, bitch, you should just leave, but I was like I don't wanna, like, let me just go see what's gonna happen, because I didn't know how he was gonna And in my mind, I'm like, we always had three somethings like and they always mad popping, like I didn't think it was gonna be like any different from another, no different, but with
her it was. And then what it did was it made like so much like, I don't have sex with him in her apartment, in her fucking bed. So I'm like, I ain't gonna get here, and you're gonna realized I'm not gonna say here. We didn't gonna sit here and act like did y'all ever have a three seven him? Not fuck the girl that you hadn't say someone? So
that's what it was now. She was a reverse like he was trying to like save her feeling, right, because not for nothing when we do have sex, it's like intensely because she didn't know that y'all were already having the first off everybody, right, she was like they was wrong. They was all they was doing anything and then supposed it was. It was so not know what that y'all already had and I mean we we was already having sex for years before this happened. It's just such this thing.
It's sex with no strings attached because people always say that we had sex for years with no strings attached, but clearly that that was a string. I think the string got attached that night, right like, but it was a task before that. It was because I talk about string was attached. It was the first time I would have to you know it because really, whenever you have sex with it, you've been into that place. What it is you know? You can't you know, I've been in
that girl fifty times. You can't say that I've been you've been inside her. That's it's not a strange. That is an attachment. That's what playboys do, you know what I mean? Like they forget your name, but they know I had her. That's in you. That ain't know a strange attached. That is an attachment, penetration, that's realtration. In fact, I like that because I'm a penetrator to mentally, I'm penetrated. I'm a avery, So I'm trying to penetrate your mind.
So it's like the reason why I right, I want to penetrate your mind, So I use the same words your that to be there. It ain't no you know, no stranger attached. Did you like my book? Did you
read my book? Did you read your mind? And but in your generation, like when this out, that's what y'all was able to do, like even on it, like on the writing, like business side, like as a woman, like now I'm trying to get into like in my mind, like I feel like I want to be legendary, like I want people to say these books change my life. Where there is this how y'all was, But it's harder now. It's harder than definitely people not reading put it down
at the time I opened it. I'm straight cocky with social media, like y'all could be on social media or you want, but you want to like when people be acting like they don't want to read, I'm like, read the first page. You know what I'm gonna tell you. So I'm gonna tell you something. Books are the most intimate art form. I'm gonna tell you what. When you go to the movies, you're talking trash to the movie.
I would do this, and I would do that. When you listen to music, you're vibing when you become engaging your mind. Brothers don't read when you read it, but it's no lying you're reading it like damn, because there's no it's bad. But that's what I don't like. That's where I was with Penetration, Like I'm gonna be so transparent because every female to read this book to feel like damn, I did that should have been here before.
It may not tell you reading that book that oh my gosh, you know me, oh my god and everything. I like reading books really, and I said, you know, I still read all the time, so at the book club. Yeah, and the book club. And I'm not a master for the New York Public Library. I loved that though, because if we don't read, how you gonna know? Like the audio is cool, it's crazy. Need to hold it in my hand. I got my put out the screenplay for Floger. It's excellent. You get in Amazon, you get it Barns
and Nobles. I book right now. I had twenty one girls auditioned for Succines. One dude, and I know it's they don't read. Yeah, no, corny dude. We're talking feeling right. The dudes as cool as ever. Dudes won't read nothing I got to read. So now I'm thinking, how can I cast the dude who won't screening. I'm not gonna spoon feeds you that. You gotta know you gotta be locking yourself out of the job because you I'm not. You won't be showing up trying to read the script.
You hopefully read the script to you and read my script. That's crazy, like thirty years or like that's sick man, like your brothers pissed me off with that, and again I'm a Philadelphia so I get in your face, like, yo, dude, you don't read, and you're gonna try to act like it's cool. Like they apologize all the time. I ain't read it, but something every time they meet me, I
want apologize. I don't read much. I'm like cool man, just it's you even say that I think it's very not think it's very sexy, you know, and something like yo, I don't write girls stuff. You just need to read more. I actually wrote more masculine books, but of course they sell less. I'm know a lot of guys every books with Darren Jail Jail I can't read when you're free, yeah, because then they get out there. I was shocked, like guys, like a lot of guys like I was getting like
my uncle. My uncle was like close to my age, my great uncle, but he was like where the book because my homes was like this the book. You gotta keeping your car first. When I first opened the book, from the first encounter you had with the first guy, think you called them checks? Yeah, girl, it was a double edged dial though involved in this first story. So from that point on, I was like, yes, I got to keep reading because that's coming first. I mean, next girl,
But it is crazy exactly. My point, life is crazy. What if it wasn't sexual when you kept reading it. I mean, Flagger wasn't sexually and I read it the same way from the beginning and the beginning she was at her birthday party, right, that's that's so cerebral, grow being come on, but she was a little girl. Yeah, yeah, a little girl, and we wanted it just crazy grow up and becoming your mar started reading a book. It is so important what you put in those first few pages.
That's gonna make you say I want this book or I'm not interested. Because our attention spans I felt like especially name like now like I wish like I wish I couldna put all volumes in one, But now it's two thousand nineteen, my little young my readers don't have that time. So I'm like, all right, I gotta spread it out because literally, like it's just not the same because I've read it in a few hours and I'm waiting for more. Yeah, but can I get to express it.
I'm I mean, we're talking about, you know, just really not even have sex with those things attached. Have you ever thought you would be with a woman you didn't really want to be with her like that, but then you ended up falling for her just kind of like Senda did. Are No. I mean, I'm gonna know, like you know what I mean, if you already got a mental capacity and physical and then I'm just like I may think of other girls, but you're already there. But
if I'm like this girl's never gonna get there with me. No, I'm just like a girl like no, man, because I can't. I'm not a liar. So at the end of the day, like you don't like me, I've been giving it to you. I've been doing this and I'm like, yo, man, I told you from day one like to be there and we're not moving there. But why waste your time sleeping with somebody that you wouldn't even be interested in? Pussy? He said, Yeah, seing with somebody you'll never be interested
in like that sexuality. Man, story, I'm a full of story. I had a dude we went to in Central High School and Philly. We went on a skin trip and this dude was a good dude, football team dude, and he was sorry about dating good girls, and he had friends that was dating girls and just giving it up and he was. It was the funniest fact was he was like, yeah, man, I'm dating these girls I really like and they're like, yo, I'm about this girl. But so were both learning like you at the end of
the day, you gotta practice. What you gotta do is a male So as you like, yo, man, I can't get nothing from the church lover, but I'm nineteen now, I gotta get something. Man, I gotta So you start like, yo, I gotta get this girl. You still date her right practice, So you learned that, man, like, I gotta otherwise I
wanna be a virgin. And then the same grow up and spend all that time and girls are funny you've been with all the time, and she break up with you and and not still get it in two weeks, and you know, spend all that time because she's already talking about ego being hurt, you know. So no, a lot of guys learned, I gotta practice my body, and so girls become practice. That's what it is that happens. You start practicing too much and call you're calling the
f buddy. That's what it called that. Yeah, yeah. Episode. You know, we always play this game where you have to guess who said it? Right, out of the three of us, you have to guess which one of us had this story. And the story was she was cheating on her boyfriend, so she had to pretend that she was going out because there was a guy at her house, and she got dressed, drove around the black to pretend she was going somewhere to make the guy leaves so
that her boyfriend could come over. Which one of us you think did that? If you had to guess, gut of the three of us, I got for you. Okay, shea, you guessed me? Who do you think it was? I will to the story. I'm going to instincts and you did that. Yeah it happened. Yeah, I thought you wasn't gonna. But because everybody, we do this every week and usually people guess wrong. It's the first that note got me. I think I tell the story to just look at your eyes. And then she put on a like innocent
but you got bright orange, no's girl. But listen, you get somebody out of the house when you want them to leave, and they won't you about yeah anything or or you know that's my girlfriends like girling like seven seconds, keep blowing my phone up. Yeah, I'd be like, oh my god, just like my sisters getting on my nerves. You know, some guys to be like, well I wait here till you get back, so you won't get out.
I don't say that. That's my daughter. I mean, guys, y'all have on this show, like when y'all do y'all a lot of guys do y'all have some book questions that they read like, well, it depends on so y'all never have book guys, and they don't. You know what crazier it is y'all can't invite a book. Was actually with Fatally falls. That's crazy. Second Frank, Third, right, Frank. He was a guy. I'm gonna tell yourself. I wasn't
oapen one something. You know. I was out there and the black Mail dron as he was interviewing me, and we're having a drink afterwards, and he's like, oh pain, yeah, black dude. But here's the point. The point he started talking about us being writers, and he was like, how did your friends feel about? Like, come on, man, my friends don't even He was like, yeah, we're like Martians.
We are really men who? Right, black man? It's crazy like we're in your twenty nineteen and you start talking about writing as an intellectual and it's like you like one of the dudes on the moon, like you really do that. In fact, when my my wife we was in Delaware, people are asking are you married to a white man? Because you know, oh my god, like and I feel like we had at theres we even had who was the buck he had with the sun about
gay and look at that? Look at you? Look at but I bet you million and a million a yeah, yeah, there can't date. And the next book was going to be something with gay. So now so now as I head into movie writing, I already know I'm gonna blow it out because brothers can't read like I didn't right like that. So now I'm like all the hip hop dudes, all the app they can't write. So I'm not yo, I'm about to kill it. I think, yeah, I bring your stories, sad I saw. I'm looking at that like, dude,
I'm gonna make all the money. So I'm looking at that like I got to go on that because nobody else can do that. Now they're doing freestyle and they don't even write with the rap they get high, they don't even write it down there like somebody got writ it down, You're gonna get publishing credits. Somebody got write it down her Storytelle, I got you, I got you, because that's my goal. My goal was to tell the story of different women, like like I never really was
I never really read a lot of fiction. I read like me to people all the biographies, I'm really interesting because I just feel like especially women, like it's women that go through hell and hot water and turn out on top and it's so inspiring and it just sends chills through my body. So my goal is to tell the story of different women, and I like like to tell it the way I like to tell it. You know how long we've been on this show talking about
me writing a book, Well, I'm calling you tomorrow. Yes, I always all people like even if because obviously you feel like you're not a writer. I'm not. But get a drag again to and then this show for four years, yeah, yeah, a while consistent with it. Yeah, a lot of stuff don't last long. Now man, it's like it's yeah, you know, I'm tired of that. I got the new thing is everything is trending. But that's because they talk about things
that's current. They talk about things that's talk about sex said relationship, like things that's going on right now, because you you could get lost in the bs, but in reality, like and that's why I'm still writing. Because everybody like, oh, you write books, they'd be so like impressed. I'm like, hello, I grew up reading books, so I want to be I want to tell you stories because those stories is important.
Those stories like people when I was growing up shout off the Sterry Woods two who's from Philly Gods used to be like you just like the girl in the book, and I'm like, what book? I don't even know what they were talking about. Made me go get the book. I like her, Yeah, but I got called us you know what I mean, the writer. I was being this person I was doing all this. So it's just like we need to read. We need to because reading its fundamental is educational and everybody has a story, and your
story is valid. I tell people that all the time, like you don't know what's going to be. I'm sitting there now that my confidence had to be because my boys from I played football, I fought. I'm a regular Philadelphia and said, man, you write you ain't no Stephen King was join but I had that cost because and then then check this out. We was on South Street and Philadelphia and my friend like, Yo, you're blowing up. Man, you're blowing up, and like I'm still cool, Like no,
I'm cool. That's oh my sad, Like, oh my god, you're telling you And they still didn't read my books. They just do exactly. Argument with one of my male friends, like how do you be acting like you support me and then you don't even read my book? Do you think that Hollywood wants to do these movies now because you do have these screenplays and they see that they all money. Dude, they don't care about nothing. It's sad,
you know what I mean. So we gotta fight tooth and that right now with FLYG, I wrote the screenplay, but I got how all would people want to write their own because they don't want to pay me. They want to write the I didn't wrote an excellent screenplay, but they trying to figure out how to give that people money and I'm supposed to disagree with that. So now, like, how are you gonna tell me and my daughter story more than better. Right, It's like, right now I'm looking
at Jordan Peo telling his horror stories. I look at Tyler Perry. He's wanted to look at you know, the people that can control that. And it's not an eagle thing. It's getting it done thing, man. Five years and it ain't got done. So now I jumped in front of you, trying to push me out the way. Again focus went to ever whatever happened to them? Yeah, listen, I have a question for you, Amar. This screenplay for f excellent. If you could choose you're Tracy, who would it be? Oh?
Y'are Shahiti already? So I love this is what you on something. When she was first on TV, I'll never tell you a lot of black girls ain't on TV, man, We ain't on TV. So when I saw her on Black ISSU and two dollar fourteen, I said, Yo, she could be Tracy. She had the look, she had the sassy little attitude. I said she could be Tracy and I stuck with it from the I don't know she was gonna blow up like now. I sold her from day one. But we don't get that many opportunities on
white girls all all the TV. We don't have on my opportunities. Hispanic girls ain't on TV like that, So I picked her like she had the look, she had the sass, she's on TV boom, but the tracy things like she she got that extra phully thing because you Williams shirt down down. Yea, we do have enough the character. They even have u MC TV, which is all telling black stories and it's you know, but see that I'm telling if you are a Shahiti, did this flag girl is?
It's I kind of you know what I mean. But some people like that's a little too They would do standing ovation. But I already know you know, but what about staying with stuff like Netflix and stuff like that out You can't just put your own together. I want the big screen like some that were bigger screen. Yeah, I'm not saying that it's not, But what I'm saying is there was huge, mongous successful Netflix thing like what's the Blind? What was the thing where everybody the bird um?
That was big? You know what I mean? That was like broke records. So that's all I'm saying. There's other outlets. If you gotta wait five years for something to come out, wouldn't you rather just give up? No? You don't give up another fly Girls big. It was the one that started everything. It needs to be big. And you guys understand that I'm known in Canada, the Caribbean, the UK. You know, I'm not like someone you've ever seen. They
don't know. I think people you do a whole international tour with fly Girl, they man, So I'm waiting for that. I'm not one to do because you don't meet people. The same with the books, right dors Is physical were signing books. We're going to it's physical book. That's how when I go to actual events and people, I feel like we're wearing my story and hear me talk. I sell a lot of every book on the tape. But it's harder to like, I mean, it's so hard. It's
like social media all that stuff. Like I primarily was using social media to tell my daughter story to inspire people. Like it wasn't about me. It never was about me, but now it was like now I had to shoot the trailer. I had to do this, I had to do that. Like I got the opportunity to do this, which I'm so thankful for. But it's like I don't talk about it. You don't know about it. Let's talk about something else though in real life and relate some
things to real life. Let's take about changing your phone number, because you could fall in love with somebody so much that you've got to change everything, change your phone number. Have y'all done that? I had this. I have the same phone number for like sixteen years. Y'all know how much I changed my damn you did that number? I
did it one time for one one man. It was just like, um, I had started doing reality TV and it was like all these old guys is popping back up and all, oh, it was always a different argument. So I finally just like, forget it, I'm gonna change my number. These half of them wasn't calling me before they see me on TV, so I really didn't care, and I was like really in love. So I changed my number. But after like a year, I was like,
why the fund did that? There was like there was a couple of people that I was like, I lost touch you because I didn't save nobody number and nothing. I debt in my phone, changed my number. Everything like fun everybody in the phone and then easy to find. But this was like, but you did change your number. At a point where I changed my number to be like submissive not never again. Yeah, well, most recently I
changed my number. He want my boyfriend wanted me to change my number because we were fresh off from a break up and back together. And I didn't do it because he wanted me to do it. I did it because I started getting prank phone calls from random weirdos. It was penis because he wanted you to change together your numbers. So I don't know if they were calling my eye cloud, but it was FaceTime calls where they were calling me and I would answer and it would
be like a penis. So you needed that you had this show. So that's the last time I changed my number in the hood, like changing your number like somebody though, like last change your number? Four dude, Like oh my number and girls are sending me pictures of vaginas and I guts to change that enough, but like because you're know what a man like I still got you know what I mean relations Like yo, what the hell are you doing stuff doing? Now? I who this person was?
They were like that a light skin deck, a dark skin white. He was white white. Yes you could have just blocked I mean I couldn't, but he was he was calling me on FaceTime from an email address, so he could have just kept calling from different Yeah, that's when you have a guy into him like what are you doing? But also in the in the in the spirit of keeping it all the way one hundred, because
y'all know that's what I do. I was actually happy to change my number because I wanted to soothe my boyfriend of all of the issues that he was having with us have coming off of a breakup and me and back together. So it was like perfect time for me to change my number. It all worked out. Yeah, Like you just want to like not appease them, but like show him like I'm ready, I'm committed. I'm in a hundred. But it was because it is probably because
of that. Man. Sorry, I noticed something that you want, So I'm gonna just go in. And I ever asked someone sorry? Have you ever asked someone to change? No, I'm not even that number of stuff. Man, Like you know the past boyfriends, all that you're done with? Dude, with him, stop calling you know what I mean? Like you need me to talk to him. I'm that dude. Like I talked to him, your dude, don't calling him more. Man, she's done with you. I'm not trying to be rock
and nothing like that. Like, but why you're gonna keep calling it? I mean like you're being a lockey now, dude, like leave her along with new I mean, somebody follow somebody. But I never asked nobody to change that. I wouldn't do that. I'm like you, why are you step? Why you like I don't send like a likes like damn, I'm like you was on her dick? Did your wife expects you to be faithful? Man? Look here, you already
know you know you're tight. You already trouble. So my wife talking about being a rider dome and being you know and so. But I'm old school, so I'm like, I know young girls can't take you know what I mean, just like you can't take it. So when you're a wife of a dude that's a type eight dude is getting money doing, you gotta be able to take it. So I'm like, young girl, like you can't handle I'm
telling you right now, you can't handle it. So I'm gonna stay with the woman just like you know, because she can deal with it, you know what I mean. She can old the house down. So I'm not another leaving young girl, Like, yo, girl, I'm not leaving my wife, but I'm not saying that she especially to leave it. But does she expects you to be faithful? Or is she does she accept that? Like, okay, expect her and met you to be faithful. That was a long time ago,
mantle time ago. Man, I'm fast that now we're like, we're a family and we're gonna be a family. So you have to go through things and then that's all and it's just part of being honest again, Like you don't have to talk about that, you know, Like I've been hearing this whole Will Smith and Jada pink open thing forever. But the reality is when you were type A dude, you that's what it is. Like we've set up where we want to do everybody, you know what
I mean. When Drake first came out, every girl in the world, and I'm sitting there thinking like that, you know, but you know my ex boyfriend's mom telling me that men stop cheating when they just get older and they're too tired to run around. It's just not there's just not even yea somewhere do I seem like I'm tired right now? Not yet, but you still going on he
sucking something else that. But then you start talking about I'm just saying, I'm gonna throw a couple of names that y'all you have I thought about the start talking about Quincy Jones, start talking about dudes that we got energy. It's just that's black man with money running around his joint right to you're them too. But we got talking about the black man because you may never say that side of your race. I've had sex with people outside of my race. But so in the book, let's go
back to the book. In the books, the guy that you met in the casino, he was white right on with the city, the one with the book fetish. Yeah yeah, yeah yeah. But that wasn't no no, no, no, he must he would he would, no, no, no. Book. One of my guy friends was a pet. He's not a pimp no more. But I used to take his holes to the casino and watch them for him because he
couldn't go. So that's my right. The beginning of the book, it opens up in Atlantic City, because I used to be the girl that drove like I would drive over Atlantic City and like make sure the wholes got back safe. So I was exposed to let's got to do it, but he couldn't do it no more because it would be but like it happened to one of them, what was you gonna have the money? He would give me cash to like if the guy she meant safe from
the cop. Just you go up there and do you know at this time, I mean you're hearing you better. It was never a Thank God, it was never no incidence on my wife. But I don't be exposed to another part of you know, like as in the hood in Philly, you know, you get to get boys to give you money for hair and nell's and recreation. I didn't know that it was actually a way to get money from men for not doing anything, just talking to them.
So like I would be around his girls and they would teach me like how to finesse, Like no, she, this is what you gotta do. This is what you gotta and listen. And those girls was getting mad money doing nothing nothing. It was doing something. They had the mental Yeah, but that's how I learned my girl book Mercedes, that's a classic role. She got that mental gal my friends like your mom my mom. I got that from
my mom. I learned it from my mom. But the white guy um in there that I had my first encounter with as far as like being like, I guess a trick and the hole. Unfortunately, um, he just wanted to ejaculate on my books. So I made a lot of money off of him. That's easy. Was clean up
she was. But he just gave me like he gave me like some like I'm like, I'm going in this bitch in the trench code like this mother bus on these cities I'm coming like and I was young, and it was just like oh ship, like he was giving me money to do. Like also, you know different, I'm listening to you talk right now as a Philadelphian and like I'm doing this cast and stuff and it's like they think we're so hard, but I'm just like we
just straightforward. Man. People just shipped forward. And she from the hood, Like no, I'm just from just like we from the hood and you know we just played it's cousin or whatever right here. Well listen, Yeah, I want to thank you guys for coming so many great books that people need to read by you. But Flat Girl is the one because this is the way that said everything off. This is the screenplay that you have done trying to get back. Bonds are normal if the screenplay
is off the chart, man, that's the best. We need some guys to audition. Yeah, yes, we need guys to audition. We need you to read. Gotta read. I'm trying to get guys right now. I gotta find me a young asap Rockey to play the main role. Asap Rocket is a smooth looking dude. He's I love hall of Him. He got that hall him swag. So now it's like, I gotta find a dude that could that role is vicious man, that victor role because it's slow, it's Philadelphia slick.
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