Episode 166: Tastes better the second time (Feat. Dreamdoll)

There was a lot of people that sat on these cultures like you know you exect, but like, come on, yeah, let's step it up a little bit. Alright, So let's talk to dream dial about situation ships and what you like and don't like in a man. Are you in a relationship right now? I'm not, okay a situation ship? Not really. I had to really fall back on the guys and really focus, and things are way better now,

Like I actually want to practice like celibacy. Really, Are you sure not in a relationship because my crisis Come on, let's because because you know it swirling around that year off. I woke up one day and then that room was I'm silenting the records, I'm dating take off that's not true. But it's just crazy to me how you could, Like I really woke up and I'm like, oh shoot, I found this out about myself on Instagram. Everybody sent it

to me. The guy that was when I did come out, the guy that I was, you know, had his had a situation ship where he was like, what's take off exactly? I don't even remember even the last time I've seen take off, like and not even send the time. I'm like, yo, so we got a relationship that number? No, no, not we cool? We're cool? You tell me. We turned over and looked at him, thinking I had sentence time. I'm like, oh, well,

he's like NA see that ship too. But you know, it's just crazy to me how people could just come on with these stories and people actually believe that. I think sometimes but it's not you. It makes it funny though, because as it's not like the worst rumor, you know what I'm saying. It'd be worse if it was like something foul. But dating rumors are not that bad. But when you when you're dealing with somebody, it is that bad,

like when this happened. Because now when you go to Atlanta, they want to be blocking blown up your phone, you know, especially because the people, the people on the internet believe everything they see in it's kind of hard to distinguish it supposed to be a PR stuntbody believes it PR stunt, all types of stuff. I'm like, Okay, that would have been some cute triple days, So yeah, triple dates. Can you imagine that it had been you would take off? I don't want no rapper and it could have been

quite with sweetie. I don't want no rapper? Just please no, really, wow, what's wrong with rapper? You're a rapper? Yeah, so I'm an artist, a rapper, Oh that coconut oil entrepreneur, right exactly. And he is a piece of all a piece of meat? Is he a piece of meat? But I mean we know he's a piece of meat. We've seen it. We've seen it. He's a walking, talking eight plant. Like not as how you got a whole deal behind you. That's let not mad at it was that like something for

loving hip hop? Right? Was that like something where y'all actually had a relationship. We never had a relationship. He tried that. I'm sure I can imagine him trying to. Like, so far he's cools. We had him here, but I know he got game like with the you know, I don't really want to just sleep with women just oh yeah, I'm looking for my wife, a baby. He wanted to family. Random sex anymore, no more threesomes. I'm quite sure I'm not a cheater. I never cheated the one right now,

you know all that stuff. But then let's have some fun. Okay, all right, So let's just say you're with a guy and he said he doesn't vote because it doesn't matter and it's all a conspiracy. Is that a turn off? I'm keeping real. You don't vote, I don't vote. I vote just bad. But um, you know, maybe I could have stopped the whole Trump movement. Yeah, is a lot of people that thought, like me, like, what is my little vote gonna do? You know? But when all I

learned my lesson forward, I vote. You know, Okay, what if he voted for Trump? What if he voted for Trump? Um, I don't think that would happen me. I don't think I will deal with somebody to vote for Trump. It just won't be a connection. Like let's say, y'all was talking over because I was waiting for you to be like spoke about it. No, let me tell you no, No, he didn't actually, and then he just came out of nowhere and he was some ship like, yeah, you know,

I understand where Trump is coming from. So I thought he was joking. I started laughing like like, now I'm I'm serious, like when he's talking about what this this down the third and I was like, you sound crazy at fun like and he was. When I realized he was serious, I started looking at different, you know what I mean, because I can't. I can't back nobody like that. That's just that's that matter to you. I didn't think that you will, that we were run into that though.

I wouldn't. You'd be surprised, he'd be surprised. Some people are ignorant. I don't really, Um, I wouldn't. You don't think so you don't know though, because some people might be like, well, financially, it's good for me because I have businesses. So I voted for him because there's a lot of tax breaks for the rich. That's what it is. Because he's that's the reason why a lot of people on him. But the brook is like, yeah, I mean, they don't even care at the fact that it's it's

just saving them money. They don't care the fact that he's racist, that he's sexist, that you know, he says this stuff. First of all, he tweeked more than me got about. Don't even use and use this other stuff going on like you via tweet and poop, like you working, you got too much time? All right. Now, Let's say you start dating a guy, right and he's still taking care of his ex's kid even though it's not his.

He grew attached to this child while they were in a relationship, and he still takes a kid out, pays for stuff. How would you feel about that? Um depends on the situation because my younger days I would have been like, no, that's a dub you know that baby, right, But if if if the mother of the child is in a relationship or married, then it wouldn't really it wouldn't really affect, like you know, I reoually really care. But if she out here single, you think, are you're

going there picking him up? If that ain't happening, it's just not going to work out for us. What do you guys think? I agree with? It would probably be more you know, easier on the mind. If she was in a relationship or you know, see it like Mary, you know, moved on with her life. But it's hard to say that you come in between family like as a woman, because that's not his real family. That's what I'm saying, right, But that's what I'm about to say. If it's a situation where he's been in the life

of that child. Now, if if he was in a two year relationship and had two years and with the little boy, but if he if he raised that child and had that child in his life since that child was a baby, then that's his family. And as a woman and as a woman coming into a relationship, the one thing that you can never come in between his family. So it just all depends on how long you know, the situation, like it got to be some ship. Like

they bringing them Christmas and birthday presents. Ain't gonna be like child support, right, that's not the child child support. But maybe he could just like pay the chips tuition

or pay for the kid's birthday. Part. I don't even know relationships, well, you know, the it actually works like that, Like it's kind of like when I'm done with you, you ain't about to be around my kid, Like I'm petty like that, so that today I'm like, um, I'm like, we're talking about how you know mothers that used their child as babe, I said, I might be that mother. I'm gonna keep it real. What if that was best for the child, I would keep it real. You want it, Okay,

here you go, eat child, whatever type of relationship. Here you go. And I'm keeping pushing, you know, but just don't be spiteful and keep the child away from the pain. I'm scared to be like that, you know, Like I already know myself. I already know my pettiness and with my pettiness when he set up, I might be that girl. Um, but I don't want to be that girl. Yeah, because at the end of the day, that only hurts the child.

It doesn't really hurt the father of the child as much as you think it's hurting him, and hurts the child more. I mean, in my case, specifically, my daughter's father was murdered when she was two years old, so she hasn't had him in her life. Now, what if he was alive and I kept her from him intentionally? My dad was my dad is doing fifty five years, um, so you know he got taken away from when I was three, so I never really had a relationship with him.

But you know, we never was that tight. So now it's like a regret situation, like he wished he would have spend time with me and stuff like that. Does he hit you up now, like seeing all your success and you're like, trust me, he hit me, and every time you have to change the change I had everything he does. He asked me all the time, Um, I take care of him, like I go see him all the time. He heard about the Powerhouse, you know, he heard about about they were crazy at least, you know,

he literally knows about everything I do. Like it's like I don't know if maybe somebody watching my pages send him everything. And even was it like that before or is it just kind of more recent? Whoa every it's been like that, even when like I used to bartend like that, he was sending pictures to me and like the leotar he'd be like what are you wearing in? Are you a dancer? Like just crazy like that. Now he didn't like it. I'm his baby girl, like his

only child, you know. So it's just like, you know, here's nothing that he can do. But but he has to be proud now he's probably look at my baby girl. He is. It's a journey, though, because you wouldn't be here if it wasn't for everything else you did before. Of course, So did your mother ever date someone that like kind of stayed around in your life that you looked at like a father figure? You never had that, like, well, um,

my mom got married. I just never could like have a I never would let a father figure come in my life. I'm gonna keep it real. I just I just believe in my dad only like me, My dad always been in my life through the phone and through visits. But you know, I cannot have a like a like call somebody else dad or really I kind of like pushed my stuff all the way, you know, um, And that's truefully speaking, Like nobody could take my dad's place.

Did he treat you well though? Your stepfather? Yeah, yeah, yeah, No, that's my brother's and sister's father. But it's just I don't know, And maybe that's why I'm so messed up when it comes to guys. Through I go through so much ship that I'd be like, oh, if my dad was here, you know, that would have never happened. Or what if I would have knew this, I never knew was what was the perfect God. I never knew that if a guy hit you, you leave them, you know.

I never knew um, if a guy cheat on you, you leave it, like I never My dad was never around me throughout the whole process, so throughout me growing up. So it's like I always was the type to learn from my mistakes. So that's why I don't trust the

guys at all. It's too a lot of us, Like any way that we act in our relationships all goes back to our relationship with our father or lack of people, especially like certain stuff that you put up with because it's like like when my father, he treated me well as far as like he bought me things and would you know, do things for me, like, but he was like verbally abusive, so he would talk to me real crazy.

So I realized like later on in my life that like I would talk to men crazy, or I would let men talk to me crazy, like not any old body, but the person I'm dealing with. So I say, women an argument, yeah, and they talked to me crazy. I kind of just looked at it like that's normal. But like my father did that. So if that's not love, like that means my father didn't love me. You get what I'm saying. So I'm like, no, that's normal, that's regular. So you do. I do feel like you let some

stuff with you're like father or whatever. They say that's the first man you fall your first heartbreak, the first man you fall in love with, whatever, whatever. But I think that's not fall in love with like sexual, but that's the fall in love, your first first love. Yeah, because sometimes they do stuff to you, like not sexually. And I gotta say this because Angel is a perv. But like like like my father, he got married right

and I didn't know. He didn't tell me, Like he would act like his wife was his friend and they would together and I didn't know. So that's kind of like you know when you find out something later on in life that's kind of like heartbreaking, like Dan, it's like a lot to me for all ages, Like that's hurtful, you know what I mean. But that's what I'm mean

by it. Anything like that that dated a guy that has kids and you got attest to their kids, no, because the big mother was always a hate and that's bitch. Um you know I did. I wasn't a situation where I was dating a guy and his baby mother jumped me for nothing exactly. But I didn't know that. But you can't. One thing that you know that people get messed up is that you cannot blame the woman for

not knowing him. Like even when it comes to like girlfriends, if you don't broadcast your girlfriend, I had them, you know. So I found myself in situation like that all the time because guys be keeping a secret society. You told me I want together. You were staying with me all the time. I ain't. There was no signs of girlfriend like right like you was barely even seeing your child. So when when not seeing him broke and she ran down about myself, I got chumped. What did he say

after that happened? Like? What did he do? He yelled at me for going to Brooklyne, like it was just like moving around you know what, you went out? What you're doing in Brookley? Why are you put over there? I'm like, what, Like I just got what that's crazy? So I assume y'all broke up after that? No, of course we did. Oh I thought she was gonna course he did it, so I'd be scared to must for guys with kids that just like a strike on me. Not she gotta be some type of like that's why.

Like you know, but you cannot help hold everybody responsible for your path, you know, it's hard not to sometimes. Yeah, well I've eased up one and that's okay. If if she's in a whole relationship, okay, then maybe. But if y'all, if she's single and you single, I'm not jacking at yeah together, you're still vagina not checking on the clients. All right, here's another situation. Ship. Let's say you find out that your man before you used to be a stripper. Oh,

it's not something that you can handle. Would you be okay with that? Oh? My boyfriends strippers? Now, let's if you do something extra rolling of your body that sucks? Like, have you ever been to a male review show? No, I've never even been a man strip couple. I gotta do something? Can we can we do something with dreams down? We gotta host the right We should do one because I'm gonna tell you something. It's not what you think it is, right, Really, I just think about popping in

my face. I think about I'm staring at all the dicks like okay, like it's not like that, like just like all right. My first time in Miami, I was at a strip club and I've seen so much vagina. I was just staring at the vagina. I'm like, I never see this in my life. All different type. Do any of them look like? Some look better than other? Oh my god, I'm like, why is hanging like that? Like why do you look like that? Like why you don't cover it? Like I'm like the meat curtains that

is disgusting. Come on when they be hanging mat and like you don't need to open the curtain like that. But but they have to get new, I know. But I was being such a pert where I was just staring at the vaginas everywhere. I'm like, oh, do you date girls? No? I never dated a girl. Well I try, I like to, you know. I was playing around a little something some but I don't know. I just need a guy. I need to fill a body on top

of me. And then the the you know, sleeping on my this side, but my but the dick rubbed my butt. That's like that he can't be Um, what is it a shower? I like, you know, you're sleeping, you sleeping and you just curled up. He comes behind you that like act like he sleeps data a stripper, male stripper, like say he used to do that to go through college. I know what I'm about to say. It's probably gonna

sound wrong. Yeah, Like I wouldn't naturally think that, Like off top, I would have just been like, maybe he's gay if he's like a male dancer, but they're not doing stuff with each other. You know what Jack Thriller used to be a stripper. Yeah, Jack Jack Thirling with the eye used to snipper. His name was Honey Bunny. Yeah,

he told this story on Blood Service. He told the story here different now, No, I'm sorry, not me, but I want What I'm saying is that these male strippers, like when I hosted it, if a guy used to be a stripper, Yeah, if he used to, he probably probably sex game, do a whole kind of crazy stuff you've never seen. Like they'd be picking girl, flipping him in the air, doing all kind of crazy dick Remember that one guy maybe was like representing him and he

could suck his own debt. Stop sucking. You think he could do the balls too, or you think listen, he'd probably lick his ass good no dick mouth. I don't live with them for Joe's your partners, leave me alone. Guy eats you, ask can he kiss you after? Yeah, that's cool. You're like no, so you get nasty, like it's not just your music, you for real about about it, about it, about it, sloppy with it? What if would you eat his asshole? Okay, well not that sloppy, then

not that sloppy. I'm sorry. I don't want to know who type the mouth of nobody part for him? Why? I don't know, but I didn't have a guy asked me to do that before I felt I went bathroom and called my friends and told them no, it wasn't even like trying to like pushed my head, my head down way too far, so you're down there already. He tried to push it further, like yeah, trying to, as they say, scooth the gooch. When he was there, he

said that's what he does. He said, what you got to scoot the gooch and kind of slide down, So Davies like that I'm trying. He was talking about, how do you do that? Exactly? What? You don't know how to get into how to get there? So how would you even get there? Because he said, well, he not doing this getting on his hands and knees right over like open up your legs like a butterfly. I don't know, he's pushing your head down. That's already I'm disturbed, don't

super disturbing. That ended right then, And then what if he was on his stomach and he was like, come here, try something. No, no, no, no, I'm gonna be like called one of my suss broke up. I gotta go. You gotta try it one day. It's not nothing bad. Yeah, but I don't know because one thing I could say, it didn't got to deal with that, I know I deal with If you play with they were a little play with Pokemon the butt, they're ready to fight in

the face. That's different. That's the thing you gottam. Can't use your finger. You gotta know you you just playing around with but they don't play with they But you can't though, if you try to do it seriously in the moment and you gotta just like ease into it, it's different. But if you're just playing around, of course they're gonna do that. I taught you who finger she

could put her. But I mean, but I'm good. I know the person I said that he wanted his aslet who good one who pushed your head and push that She was like, no, I wasn go that far, not to that today. But you could have just stuck your finger up his. But he would have liked that. I'm not that it's only one butt that's going to be getting poked with or anything right here. None of that. I'm not jacking none of that. I'm just very like, I don't know. Maybe in a couple of years, I

would feel like that. But any guy I deal what they don't play with the check back with you. Yeah we're gonna check. We' gonna back there now. But when I do, I'll let you know how it's out. They don't gonna feel like nothing for you. I don't know. Guys be type funky too, Like that's a fact. Now they got in a shower, you can't just be That's what I'm saying. Club like, they don't be too. They

don't open up their cheeks and really clean. I'm convinced that's yeah, exactly, like you gotta really go on the showers, scrubbled up dub shades that that is you got an ass. This is what I'm talking. I'll tell you before I've heard somebody say like it tastes like pennies, and I'm like, no, you were eating. Shut up, you're eating ship. No, I wasn't that you sat down here, and I wouldn't take tastes like put your tongue in the penny. That's about

it's my tongue on penny. When I was a little kid that my sister told me that if I put a tongue on my if I put my tongue on a penny, that I would get shocked, like how it will novel battery. And I didn't believe it. You don't think that penny. It's not like people like five years old. And I believe my sister, who I hate right now, and she did a lot of ship to tour made me.

When I was a little kid, she had and she had me put a penny on my tongue and she said like this right with this looks like a lick. It tell me if it tastes like pennies, Okay, you're going with you? You would be good at this. Dream just gave a lesson right and how could you date the guy if he used to date your arch enemy, somebody that you cannot stand, and you find out before you a couple of years ago he used to date her. Let me say something, and I presented that Tom's like that.

It would be either she sent them or he gathering ship. I don't I would just wouldn't trust it. And you were interested because you wanna tell me all her business, and then you won't gather ship about me and you wanna go running around. It's just a real risky situation. What if you just find out he follows her, like you see he follows her on Instagram. I mean I'm not that strict on Instagram. Just as long as you'll be doing no, you'd be like, how do you even

know her? No, I'll be doing that. I'll be running now the DM, like why you coming in? Why? Every time I look scroll up the pictures, I see you like like a little bitties, you're like that. But I just can't she sent for a reason? Right, what do you think? And I'm gonna look shady? Yeah, you with the guy with the guy that your enemy used to date, like you taking her leftover? Like it's gonna look like I'm being spiteful and I don't want your boost. I'm

not trying to downgrade. So did we go with that? Oh you think it's a downgrade because you could have had him before that was the case. Like how public is their relationship? Though? Did I know that they were together? And I purposely No, it's not our purpose. You just find that. I'm saying, if I don't know, like that they funked around and nothing like that, I don't give a funk, Like she don't own that man with him. If I like him, I like him. I don't look

at that ship like that. I'm just different. I think now if it's U, it's a public thing, I'm going off public because sometimes back to the baby mom ship, sometimes you really don't know that. You really don't be knowing who these nigs, but just very That's what I'm saying. If it's public, that's something different. And now you linked to the same Now that's messy. Yeah. But if it's somebody that she dated, maybe her friends knew, I don't know, like give a funk who that bit dated, Like I

wouldn't even be paying attention. But if you find out after, I'm not gonna cut the nig If I like him, I ain't gonna come off for a bit. I don't like like. I don't know, you gotta pull up the resume. Yeah, I gotta ask about I'm gonna send you so every group chat on my phone. I'm gonna do all types of research anybody following on the same I'm make sure I know, because nowadays you cannot chance it. You think we gotta do too much research when we date somebody nowadays?

What a first picture from two thousand and thirteen? Stop playing to see I used to dress back in the day. Everything I'm like, why you like that? Used to whack ass? Now exactly all the way down I go see everything. I search Google your name, search you on Facebook. I do a whole snapper before you get this with j J. To look at that Graham though, at least see who following. I think you might find a little baby down there.

You never know what you might find. You never know what anything crazy research like, um yeah I did well, not crazy. I just found out that, you know, somebody had a whole family three four months old. Who I'm like, oh no, I'm good. And you asked them no, you say something about no kid if you ask like you got a four month child, you is still fucking that baby mother. You were at an ask, but still you should not be out. He's trying to talk to me that that's damn right. All right, now we see did

he trying to get back with Cassie? Why is it that? Because I love them? I love them? Dave was like totally goal for me. Well he posted the Michael Jackson song Lady in My Life? Right, So what song could have got dedicated to you that makes you want to get back with? That's a good one, Oh all right for someone like all right, that's all it think? Not a grackhead, no im, what about you? What's song? Because somebody dedicated? I can't even think going you that you

was quick your song? I want to walk down the hour with I got my together, she got it in the VA. Where's it gonna be to play on the beach Jamaica Afe, pink gowns, pink talks, talk, pink pink carpet you with this my oneding It's not how it was his mine. It's gonna be my favor. Why it's gonna be the way I want visioned. My vision is gonna come true. She said, that's not our weadons one

option like pink or dark pink. Okay, Harriet can't think nothing. Actually, that's my favorite song, my favorite Michael Jacksons on Lady in My Life. I've listened to Adoption that I've said that on the Instagram that I've been said that years ago. A lot of people that know me know that that's my favorite. So my favorite gonna be back that ass up? Okay? That are you look good on you? Okay? Prints adored, That's like my favorite song of all time. So, yeah,

you're too young doing is doing the Prince documentary. I'm sorry, but the song ain't getting me the funk back like you did. He You're gonna put on Instagram tell Cassie to listen to this songing No, Michael Jackson's Hologram from the Building to come this moon walk up the stairs. It's probably not about money for her at this point. I didn't say it had to be my big like that,

but to be something like serial Hologram. And then she'd be like, are you doing you know, essentially I wasn't in a red table talk like with Will and Jada, and she was saying how for her forty. He was saying how for her fortieth birthday, he went through all of this, right, he had like Mary J. Blige come sing, He did this huge party, spent all this money, and she was upset because all she wanted to do was

spend time with him. And she was like, he's only doing this for his own ego, like and he said that it was great. Now he said that she was right, like if all she wanted to do was spend time because they imagine they're both really busy, they don't get to spend time together. And now we got a million people around on my birthday when it could have been just me and you doing something. And she was like that was selfish in him because he wanted to do these things to show that he was Will Smith and

he could do these things. But I felt like us women ain't ain't like sometimes we don't be satisfied with things. Because that motherfucker would have came in the door like all right, let's just lay down, it's your birthday, like a plan. But he could have got a private end. They could have went away to two of them. But he don't know what she wants to because I'm telling you what I want for my birthday from them two months before you feel me. I'm like, you know, whatever

I want, it is what I want. I'm gonna keep telling you. So when I don't get it, you know you didn't get it. So when I'm tight, don't be mad. February from Pisces. What you want? What I want? I really really want Lambo druck. Okay, so then, but I gotta get the guy that what if he gets it as at least, and then you got to take the rest of the pain. I don't hill. I'm fine with that. Okay, Okay, I'm fine with me. I think my own bills every month for gallless. But it's a president. Yeah, it's a

president to get to the Lambu chuck. But it's in his name. Yeah, then I'm not to be good Penny like it. But come on, I don't know because I just I'm so indecisive and I get tired of guys so fast. That is just like, I don't know how I'm gonna get a husband. Seriously speaking, that's because you have pisces. Y'all. Just go over the water the waterloo. Okay, you ever got rid of a guy that you look

back and you're like, actually he was a really good guy. Yeah, so he's like all the time, you're not gonna call him or nothing. Guys be so corny nowdays. Well I always find really good guy. I don't like the really good guys. That'd be the problem. So you're not ready for a relationship. That's but that means I don't like the good guys kind of like scam me your way up. But oh he took me shopping on the first date. Something wrong. It's like hello, I'll be like think then

we're going tomorrow two. Right. There's just certain things scam me when it comes to the guys being too good in that back dates. You know, my dad like I never like it's just like it's just you don't believe. You don't believe it. I don't believe in all that, but you know you deserve it. Don't not get drink over what's got your foot where you put it? You're supposed to be drinking it. I feel like she's shooting us, Like these guys got you a drink, you're not gonna

drink all right now? Can you up? Can you learn to enjoy having sex with somebody like, say, it's not that good at first, but then you can learn to make it better and learn to like it. All right, keep it real. That's what we're here for, all right. I don't want to say this you don't like, cause you might watch it. I don't want to learn his feeling of his name. Yeah, you helping. I'm talking about

what you're helping him right now. So I tried, you know, to go back to somebody, and then it's just so happened that the person that I stop when I stopped dealing with him, not moved on to that. I just like, like, you haven't had like has sex with somebody for so long, and then when you had another dick, that's way better. It's like even when you when you go back to him, you just keep thinking about that. That's what happened to me. That's like when I went back, I'm like Dane, like

it ain't the same trash. I'm like, damn no, I can't even be doing I'm not kidding. I felt like a movie. You know in the movies when you be thinking about the other guy. You're just laying in and you think about the other guy while you have to say name. Yeah, I'm never gonna say his name, not how to eat pussy and me, but you can teach him, and I tried to teach, but then the you gotta know how if you don't. If you have, you got to know how to really lay you down, right, So

how do you gotta somebody gotta make up? It can't you can't give head and you can't sunk me like it got to be one of the others. What the hell is you doing with him for all that time? For years? So it's like, damn, he's hurt. Feelings, it's so hurt. Did you ever tell him he wasn't gonna eat him? Just? Sorry, guy, you do it. Just I'm not gonna lie. Like if you're messing somebody, do that head. You find ways to deal with make yourself come now,

I'm not settling. That's it. Next, you had some good deck, more than one person how to eat my pussy before you just didn't know what they was doing. And listen, this is what you gotta do. I was nineteen, Yeah, I should have sent them to you. Actually, one of my guys told me how to give head to get like you biting me. I was just very young, inexperienced. You have a writ another butter, and he told me a lot of things to do it. You gotta do this, you gotta do that, you gotta do this, your hand,

you gotta do that. Make it like this, he taught me, and I just took my talents elsewhere. I got okay, you feel me and somebody touch you. How to give her? Nobody taught me, but I will say the first time I did it, I was awful and I didn't know because I didn't know what I was doing. So, like, I had a boyfriend for a long time and we never had sex, and he used to be like, if you don't have sex with me next time, I'm breaking up with you. Because oh my god, that he used

to say that to me. He didn't rape me, but he would say, if we don't have sex, we're gonna break up. I was in high school so and we were together for like a year and a half, so he really wanted to have sex, and I was like, so then I was like, all right, I'll tied to second dick. But I didn't know what I was doing, and I think I was like suctioning it too much. And I think I definitely and then you know how, like I definitely scraped his dick. But your tea there.

I used to be thinkingus like, oh, still keep going. Stop he's not to love you, right, like never stop you. But but he went to somebody else right after that, like, oh, you're gonna do this right, right, he'll be all cut up and everything. He's still not gonna stop me the next time. Can you please just I know he was in the shower of them because scrapes is burning. Never. I mean, I'm at a grade with but I'm never like with my team. I don't know that you're born

with the ability to set dick. I was to think I was born with the ability to set the beginners, because you know what, you could be born with an experience, I'm telling you. And I'm got introduced to sucking by watching and I was also sucking. Somebody was eight years older than me. See, I wasn't watching all yet you have that comment because I looked at it. So you're a natural born dick sucker. I'm gonna tell you. I'm not saying I was always the best, right, but I'm

saying the beginning. I always knew on my mind if I had a dick right, what would like don't want teeth like scratching my skin off. No, So I always knew, like, bitch, whatever you do, cover the team, that's all I knew. I knew that covering my tea. I would come. I was like like with the best ever. But I wasn't grazing dick with who told you you were so good? You know what? I had a boyfriend that you saw like love for me to give him head. So I used to give him head like for like literally like

an hour. You're not that good. No, look, no he would come. He was come break the news to you. He would come, I'm telling you, and he would want like he just liked that. And I'll be like okay, and I would keep doing it, even practice perfect time, and maybe up on the nigger, I just sing, drink it, yeah, to throw it up. I've done it right back up. Yeah, I've done that. You stop right back up. That's what we're real quick. You got that run ship's not drunk,

sober sober, didn't grab your faces take it away. I hate that. Yeah it is by You've been trying to use your hands so I don't have to go all the day. And we're like there's too many in the and then maybe moving your hand. You we're just about to throw up on his dick and just leave it. I would never forget the best snapper. Now, I might have threw up some patrol on the nigga duke. But now you're like, well, I got my money's work from the snapper. I eat it twice twice. Why would you

say such a thing. This is amazing. I didn't know you knew how to seck dicks from when you were bored. No one, do you remember that first time somebody came in your mouth? No, that's what Yeah, yeah, that happens. No, I was really trying. I don't I don't, I don't know. Julia Beverly's in the room, she remembers she just raised her hand like yeah, that was like this when I was younger, really just like insecure. I remember when he busted on her face and she was so mad and

we were like, what are you mad for? You couldn't do that back in the day. You had the calm day. You had to they had to let you know that it was about to calm and you move, and he just did it. Yeah, you loved if you was like, noa, I'm gonna keep doing you know what you're doing. You fake act like you're gonna catch it and catch it in your hand right your right in the back room. Yeah, that's the worst. Guys. Hey, if you run to the bathroom, I spit it out right after. It's kind of a

turn off, that know. I'll be like, I gotta right, I gotta bow my nose from me sucking a day. Now, we're gonna give the guys listening some information. What are the reasons that women cheat? When you look six, women cheat get bad. Women cheat because the sex is whack and they just need something better. Women cheat because they

hold I like that reason. Simple white guys could be holes and girls get Yeah, guy's cheat because they hold to that's you know, um God's cheat because in their mind, the very next pussy they get, it's gonna be the best pussy they ever had. So we're not talking s lation. Maybe lack of action and attention, Like they're not giving you enough attention. You go find it elsewhere and someone else is, because everybody else here is ready to give

attention and affection. All the things that tell Instagram of affection and post let me affection, she inspection action, That's what are the reasons that that you cheat, dreamed that you ever cheated, You're probably not gonna believe me. Lower you to my boyfriend, and then when he cheated on me, I'll cheat back. Don't cheat on me because it's gonna be brad for you revenge. You know, if you want to text other girls, I'm gonna text other guys and I'm face you want to face, I see the face.

I'm just do everything you want to do so that that when when it comes to light, remember when that ship don't work though, because then when you get caught, it's a totally different And yeah, you're wrong. Yeah you never heard the ending of it. I don't understand that ship. Man, it could be one person, he could have had five, and that one person is always gonna be a factor. So you got cut cheating? Um and think actually went on a break. I always break break it off the

before you know do what I does. So I broke it off and then um, like we made up through text. But I was on tour with somebody, so it got pretty nasty for me. Did he know you weren't to w somebody? Yea they watching this whole team. I was in the back and heard my voice. I went back on one of the Instagram that made him really want you back to probably know. He said, if you don't leave the I'm gonna show up at that show. What remove you ship? Did you think he was really going

to do it? I wasn't trying to know if he was gonna do it. I know he's steven thirties, so I didn't want to risk growing in my situation. So I said, I gotta go. You took off my takeoff play with you? No, it was not. I don't the blogs like body else. These blogs, man, they get you in trouble. How do you stay off the blogs that you really can't not? When you pop in, I'll be like, oh, they'd be like sharing, what did they do? What they're wanted? Oh?

A fashion over? Okay? Cool. So you think love and hipop actually did good for you, you would say, because some people would say it hasn't been but for you. We've watched you climb up and I was like, I wonder if dream Doll is gonna make it, But it looks like you've been putting in the work. Yeah, Um, I'm telling you what what was it? Though? You have to be able to know that you have to invest in see yourself. Like I just came off toward spent

three out of my own blocket. Everything I do, I like, I literally invest into everything that I have and anything I do, like, um, you know, put together a full team. You know that. Shoot, people really have teams now, like I have a full staff. So it's like, um, you know that, and you know, just trying to I try to stay out the John but it always sucked me up. But just knowing what you want and put you all into it, even if you go broke doing it. Because

music ain't expensive. You know that. Every time you walk in that movie, you being charged by the minute. You know, it's expensive by the iwa you know, so it's very expensive, and you gotta know you gotta keep you in mind that Okay, I'm doing this. I don't see it now, but I'm gonna see it one day, you know. I Just like even when I went on too, I didn't I didn't even have hostings and them cities, I didn't have, um,

you know shows. I went on a radio promo tour and for as an independent artist to do that, you know, is not easy because you're not seeing a dollar back. Just know, that right now, but it will benefit because I was able to build relationships and you don't have mixer meetings and really be able to have these relationships with this with the stations and DJs. But um so personality doesn't matter a lot. It matters a lot. Um

it matters a lot. Love hip Hop helped me a lot because the first day that my song ever aired, I went up thirty thousand streams wood the first day, so I gotta I got new listeners. Even if you don't like, you still check it for me, Perry Is, so you know it was able to help me. And you know I'm not I'm just trying to like you know, French awf a little bit, and I work on films and stuff like that. You know I can want to like acting. Not because it's so easy for you to

get labeled as loving hip hop. I'm quite shaming that with that too. No, not anymore so now. But it's funny. I hated it, but you did two seasons and not only did one. I hated that ship with everybody like you from Loving hip Hop. No. I would tell people know like that did the Bad Girl's Club, and I still chased me to this day. People are still talking about that. Maybe they're trying to get me to do the Bad Girls Class. Really you would have fun, though

I wasn't trying to do that chip. But then you're always battling different things. I remember they thought you were so mean on Bad Girls Club because you were kind of a bully, and you apologize for that. My thing with that, it was just like when I see you never know what you're doing until you watch it, and then it's like, Okay, I was late, but I'm not gonna blame it on like my actions. You know. Um,

I still was accountable for it. But when I watched it, like when when at the reunion, when you'll watched this, when I watched it for me, so I immediately started crying because I know that they are little girls that look up to me, and I know that I have younger sisters and brothers, and I don't want them to think this is okay. So it was more of like, oh my god, this is bad, you know, And I'm

still juggling with that until this day. But you think you felt pressure to be that way because it gives you more air time and it makes you stand out more. I was very angry Um. I was very angry um in the house, and you know, I was just living for the moment, and I watched previous show, so I've seen it went on, but it's different when you there, when it happened. When you when you're there, it's like, oh wow, now I come, this is the first show I ever did. I'm about to be labeled this and that.

I just felt like overall, Baggers Club is just degrading the women. You know what. It's like, I don't think you should do I don't think you should do it. So it's very degrading you, you know what I think. I think maybe because like you're doing shows like that, like your fan big base is very like you have a lot of the young girls, which is like the making of someone that's gonna be big because you need those fans to grow with you, going to be the

people that are gonna father support you. So like even like my nieces they're like sixteen, seventeen, eighteen, they love you. They actually really put me onto you for real, like they was like you heard this song talk nice like they was up on it. And I think that's dope because even that powerhous like you see all the girls. But do you feel like a pressure because I know you do have like like the cover of your your EP.

It's like you're on the operating table. So do you feel like you get the pressures of like since they're looking up to you that, do you think you're kind of glorifying it for the girl? Okay? So to cover what's not me glorifying plastic surgery, I took my project. My first project was called life and plastic hashtag plastic and my pictures it's just me you wanna call It's like whatever you want to call me. If I call

myself that, what else can you say? It's me living my truth that if I postum five bands in my brock cup. What you're gonna say, are you titi is fake? What can you say? After I'm owning up to let me tell you what I say? People when they asked me if my titis are real, they were real expensive exactly, So you know it's just like um, you know. And with the with my cover, it was me as the patient and me as the doctor on both and it was me fixing myself as an artist, my delivery, my flow.

I'm still learning ship, I'm I'm just now being able to keep keep wrapping and hold my breath and what I what I was going like. You know, it's it's really a learning process because it's not easy, you know. And back dates to my part one and my part too. You hear the difference between my flow switch ups um thinks I talked about and you know, just me overall as an artist, you can see growth even like situations I've been through. I was scared to like I was.

Baggarl's Cup affected me so much that I was scared to let people in on my life. I was scared to show my true personality because they doesn't label me to the world. So it's like, no matter what I do, it doesn't make nothing. But I wasn't glorifying plastic surgery. And I say that all the time. It was me operating on myself as an artist. That was life in plastic park one in the bed, and it was life

towards a doctor. That is what I was doing. When I tell girls that I'm sorry to cut you, but I just sold you know, um, the younger girls that do look up to me. I did plastic surgery for the wrong reason. I did it because I was in a situation when somebody that made me feel insecure, made me feel like I wasn't good enough, made me feel like, okay, uh, you're my fooda or my you know, go to the gym and do this, and my titty or flat chested a cup like made me feel like that. So I

tried to please him. And you know, I don't want no, no woman out there to ever feel like they gotta gotta um to make changes to themselves, um to please a guy, because you're still going to be that same person. But did it make you feel better as a woman? Its your confidence just because of him, but just in general after you did it, was you like, Okay, even though I did it at him, I'm actually gad that I did it because I like myself better or I

feel about myself. And plus I kept going to the gym, says, and it wasn't going away. Like I tried to train us, I try all of that, Like I tried to be better for him, you know, and it just wouldn't. It just wouldn't. It just wasn't good enough. But at the moment I did, you know, and I recognized and not really realized I went through so much like verbal abuse. I ate sex to real fast cut him are glowed up.

You know the reason why I asked that is because you know, I've had plastic surgery and I don't um, you know, try to lie about it or deny. I'm very open with it um And people always, you know, on the internet, they always say, you do you do plastic surgery because you don't like yourself? When you do plaxic surgery, because you don't love yourself for because somebody

made you feel like you need to. But at the end of the day, it's a confidence booster and some people don't realize it because they haven't been through it. So I always asked women that I know have done it, like did it really boost because it definitely boosted mind. Not to say that I hated myself, because I didn't, but I know that being a hundred and ten pounds in the eight cup, I didn't feel at my best.

But being a hundred and forty pounds and a double D cup and more curber and you know, having the body that have it really boosted my confidence. And at the time, I was a dancer, so we boosted my money as well, which in return, so I'm glad you'll talk about that because I felt like a lot of women like when they think surgery is mostly they think somebody that's big that wants to get stuff taken out

and then just cities at it. That sometimes women my body literally that want to add stuff and they get body shame. Like it's not only the girls that are like a little heavier that good body shame is sometimes you could be thin and you're also getting body shame.

And I didn't I didn't really realize that because like my want a girl that I'll call my sister, Like she was very very thin and she got like cities and all that, and I used to be like, yeah, body isn't like she like no, Like I get teased like and I'm like how you're mad thin and little and she I'm like that's a good thing. She's like no, Like guys don't like this, Like they like your your shape,

you gotta shape, like they like that. She like they didn't like I'm bony like I was bony, I was pounds. Because I do think that guys like anything, like they definitely different from me to other trust me, guys, they don't have no they really don't have no no no type. Um And when I say that. I mean there's guys I don't like me because I'm too thick, or I'm too big or I got too much, but or you know, if there's guys that are like you and like Karucci.

You know what I'm saying, And like I think like people be body shaming Karuchi, but I think she has a nice figure, like I like how she looks. I want to remove my eyes. I want to go down. I want to be smaller, smaller. I was looking at my pictures last year, like, damn, help me cheap, just look again, you know, And I know because you have an ass and you know, everything goes there. It's like a storage for the maybe like how do you eat

so much? How do you drink so much? Like like how do you drink liquor not you know and not stick. I'm like, yeah, because it goes to my ass. Really, So I can't wear no jeans. I can't wear no cotton skirts. I can't wear I can only wear fashion over jeans. Listen, I just had shout out to cousin Kay. Y'all, Okay, I just had the conversation with cousin Kay to day that I tried on six pair of designer Jeans page then um, um Jay brand, you know all this nice.

I triedir of jeans when I was getting dressed today and I ended up in my cheap encore jeans and I just said to her, you know what, I'm gonna fashion. We're gonna be like five pair of jeans because I hate the way all my regular jeans fit, and it's because of the shape of my body. Likes good my

regular jeans. Yeah, I wear a leg and swept. One thing I really want to say, though, is that insecurities is something that you go through temporary, like because I'm insecure a boy, my teeth or whatever, and then I fix it. I'm not going to be instagram my teeth the rest of my life. You feel me, you know. So it's just like it's not something I've always been went through because you know, and and even I'm really open about you know, why I did seard you you know what made me do it or why I felt

comfortable do it. And people would like to say, oh, um, she's insecure, but I used to be insecure. I can admit it, but I'm not insecure no more, right, I mean plastic surgers addicting. Anybody that know got it, they know ship last month. I want to do it requires maintenance too, she had. Now it looks like, yeah, I was gonna do dimples until I researched. You gotta research our research. And then I've seen that when you're not smiling,

it's still holes there. It's canned, look like just two holes. What do you think about guys having plastic surgery? M hmm, I don't know. I mean I never had a guy that actually did plastic surgery. Most of any of my guys, um, I only had their teeth I'll take them to do their teeth them. Look at you. That's funny. Let me let me upgrade you. What if a guy if a guy got to like what if he had like a little tire and some moves and with it out moves. I don't know. I never had that situation. I'll kind

of be still. I like the scammer belly, like like you like those bullies or the as. I see my types, it don't see your types. Everybody, I everybody. Person personality means everything to me. And we got to be able to have conversation. If I cannot have a conversation with matter what you look like. It don't matter what you look like. I'm not a old You gotta be this this, this, this like, you gotta have this this. No, I'm not

like that because it's never happens like that. You know. Um, I just got to be able to you know, we gotta have a connectionemistry, chemistry like if I'm not talking to you, I'm we like run down like it's just a lot, you know, I'm just not a big he gotta have this type of God, it's a vibe. Alright, we got one more situation ship for you. Let's get it all right. So let's just say you give your man in edible and just study dating him. I'm the question.

And then he tries to make out with your brother because he's the edible, and after where he don't remember a thing. Brother. First of all, whatever happens that in that moment, he gonna remember because he had it. I don't give a damn if you had a strong molly. At least that he took some drugs and he was not acting like himself and tried to make out with Okay, okay, he's some kind of a drug drug even tried Molly's when I was younger, and it just makes you feel

very lusty sexy. A you walking the room, you're just gonna feel like so sexy like and then fix me a little lessbian ish when I'm okay, So maybe for him and made him a little No, that's not acceptable. What's the same thing that happened to you know? But it's just no, you don't know me. Then you want my brother's out, that's it. And he's like, wait, I did what you don't remember? He don't remember? That mean

he gave that. I said, you don't remember he was on the molley and I wantn't he started sucking this dick. Then we're just going to ignore that. As long as you don't throw up and suck it back down you you don't even kill I don't know. That's never happened to me, but I'm just trying to picture it in my head, like if somebody, because I've been like, have you ever been in a situation where you don't remember it the next day? Of course? Okay, so maybe something happened.

You're like, damn, I did that. I did what I get aggressive when I get drunk out of her every run. What I'm saying is it could happen, And so maybe things like that are just some things you got to talk through, Like if you truly don't remember, nah, Angela, that's that's just too far. We're not with it. How do you move forward from there? Gone too far? Al Right? The last thing I want to talk about. I saw this article right about this woman. She's an Instagram star,

and now she has this business. It's called jet set Babe dot com. So she teaches women had a bag of billionaire. Now this I started because at the age of nineteen, she was actually living a life of luxury, just jet setting around right doing what she does. And she actually now has his website where she can help you do the same things. She said, once you've tried

this luxurious lifestyle, it's hard to go back. She said she could never fall in love with a man who wasn't wealthy, So she says, if you want to get a rich guy, you have to do some work on yourself first. And she lost thirty three pounds, got a nose job, she got fillers in her cheekbones and her chin. She's got to be married, this bitch better be married to a billionaire. So now she has her school of affluence is giving women the choice of whether to work

or not. She said, I don't think working should be forced upon women in high society. I don't think women should be judged if they're not working. And so her whole thing is that what she does and she helps people like get themselves together to get a billionaire. Oh, let'm saying something, how successful happened? This is somebody that

has man is very steals folks with. Somebody that's very successful, hasn't anything she can get she want rape, So she's probably bored at home and don't have you know how a guy like whether your guy, because a lot of women nowadays, you know, the guys start up their business or lash line give them whatever, they start up money, and you know, she probably bored at home, don't want to see the boss bitches moving around and you know, want to be that businesswoman, you know, So she's just

trying to find something to do. So she studied this whole yet said, that's right, like how many women had she actually helped find It's like millions millionaire. It's just what she brought up in the hood. Because I need to know if that's I'm disqualified from that? How you saying that she had her boyfriend for the past two years to teach women how to transform yourself. Well, you gotta teach so when you eat the right fork first

week white college scam, that's the scam. Scam girl. I know you bought you all the money you want to have type of business, but get you some lashes. I think we should just semetic line. We should join it, just to see what she says. I want to know what you charging. Oh, I don't know. I don't say all that. Yeah, we go. The plot thickens. It's what she charges is the whole point. She about to make way more money off of you, and you ain't gonna

walk away with nothing, no billionaires. How many women has she actually a't got to got to be something. I want to see how what in the Kanyes workout plan is going on? Because I wrote a plane right, it ain't that hard. I ain't got I ain't got the She's like, okay, y'all not working with this bit of ship. But I wouldn't do it. You know, I don't believe in none of that. What kind of man are you looking for? Um? I want a man that has a business mentality when I say that I want to be

able to we're both bringing something to the table. Oh I want this. I want I want to open up a piece of shop. I want to open up a beauty supply store because they ain't no beauty supply stores where I live at. You know, I want to be able to be like come hand in hand when it comes to like you know, the long term stuff like you know, but that that takes time. But you know, I want to you not to be able to be like, Okay,

I'm gonna spend two llars on the chain. I want to spend two hundred invest that into something we could build. So I want to be able to build like foundations with that guy. But like I said, it's all about personality to lead to me, and it's all about you know, just respect and being able to respect my work too, because a lot of one type of guy. And it's like, I don't know if I could date like somebody, I

don't understand that. Okay, I'm going to be in a studio with this person or I'm gonna be on You don't want to be an artist and these right, I don't want to people the artists. I pray Lord he don't give me one. What's the wrong with being with artists? I know I did. I just don't want to do it, Like I feel like they don't know what they want and you they're not ready to settle down and it's just another girl. So what happens if public honestly, okay,

well that makes sense. Public, Well, what happens if y'all get a business together and then you just get tired at him because, like you said earlier, you're kind of not really enough settling down. Let's say you'all doing good with your business, do you still work together? Well, that's why I have a business manager. I have a business manager, and um, I'll have employees and the check don't stop. And that's what these guys before they be and they

feeling that's right, questions about getting into business. But somebody that you're dating just because if things don't work out, that ship gets messy. But what if it works out and then, I mean, you can buy yourself out. That's the kid. If you don't want to work, because I'm still going to go and collect my bag and make sure that my business is so successful. My work is never going to stop. But if you feel like it's too much for you. People buy yourself out. That's it,

because I'm gonna make the other things. But if they didn't, if it didn't make it, yeah, then you could still buy yourself I would if theyn't make no money yet they just don't. Won't quest nothing. Just give me back, give me. I'll give you back the money you put in. That's it. But I think I'm thinking you're more so, like what if it's successful, right, and it's doing great, but y'all not together no more? And then you move on. Now you have another boyfriend, but he's like, what the

fund is this? Like it's our business and did exactly That's something you got from the beginning when you came in and met me. You know, I had this business with my ex. But if it was vice versa and he was with him, I don't know how I feel about that. He doesn't want to get me a new business anyway, Like you gotta be My thing is if you complain about something, be able to fix it. Don't tell me I can't work with artists and you're not

doing a record with me? Every well, tell me I gotta get back this watch that he gave me and you're not gonna get me an exactly. Want to step up and do what you gotta do. Don't tell me I can't bring this person out for my show and you ain't the one coming up. That's hard though, in this business, because you are gonna work with other guys regardless, and you don't want to date somebody that's telling you I don't want you working with this person. Yeah, but

there are people like that around me. Well, listen, I never think that's good for business. It's not. It's not because imagine what if he's like, y'all, I don't want to see you around geasy, but he brung you out of that power exactly. So if you can't add, then your subtraction with that. That's just how it got to be. You know, when did you realize that it was popping off for you musically? Like what event or what happened that made you be like, finally, all my hard work

is paying off. They understand it. I would have to say when I started actually getting booked for shows and then it was actually there. But when I really really found out like I was popping on my music was when I did my concert for my I did a um uh Life and Plastic to listening party concert and everybody's like, my project dropped on the seventh, but my concert was the night. So everybody's like, oh, are you

scared that people not gonna know your song? I said, no. One thing I know is that my fans is gonna learn my ship. They've been beasting for this project for a whole year, so they're gonna make sure they know these songs. I learned people. I learned my like I love him, see how I learned them see hustle Ship.

When they dropped every song repeat drake too, I'm repeat repeat, So you know, it's just like, um, I know that I knew that they got me, and um it was like, this is my first show that I'm headlining, so this is all me. I paid for the venue. I pay for the decorator. I made show that it looked at like, uh, like a hospital type of thing, like when you came in and had the mask, like I had the hospital bed on stage, the ivy the drinks was an ivy bag like it was really like like like for the

like for the cuature. So, um, it was so much pressure on me because I'm seeing the ticket sales, I'm like, damn, it's only eight percent sold out. I need my ship to sell out. Last last day, walked out on that stage seeing everything that this is big because there's no openness. I didn't want to open up. I wanted to be all about my project. I don't want to open us. It was well, Gonna came out. Shout out to Gonna.

He came out, and um, you know, it was all about me, like this is everybody in this room is here for me, you know. So that's when I really really really you know, like damn, like these people all bought Like I used to be going to all about our concerts, like I was there. You know, I was young. I used to go to his stuff. So it's like York, good luck. I'm not going. But what I'm saying this, it's nah. It's just like when you have these concerts

and you're the headline and this is yours. Everybody in that room was there for me. So like even my mom like she was like wow, everybody sick. See everybody like you know, seeing her daughter, like this is her daughter. So it's like, you know, it was just the feeling was like imrreplaceable, you know. And then I was scared. Like even when when I came out for for something you,

I was scared. I was scared. But I'm like, you know what, when New York City is so hard to win over and I speak about this with a whole bunch of the New York City crowds is hard. They're like they were just standing there. Don't know the records, They're just standing and there, you know. So I'm like, I went out there with full confidence and I'm like, yo, I know my city got my back, you know, and they had my back, and that's why I'm just like, Okay,

everything's bad. I was. I was like, oh my god, I saw you it O Kim hanging. Do you think that, um, other women artists support you. Um, I'm gonna keep it real. I feel like no, UM, I feel like if I was friends with any female artists that they either stopped working with me or you started moving different. And it's like I can't help with that. You know, things are

moving the way it is for me. Like I'm I'm trying to chase the back just like you, and I'm trying to work hard and make sure that I'll get my number one record, you know. And I'm just fully focused. And you know that's why me doing a record with him, it means so much to me because it's like, Yo, this is a legend. She ain't collapse with no female in the last thing years besides Remy Ma. You feel me in Remy is a legend too. So it's like, you know, for me to have an O G coast

so this is a co sign a situation. This is like, buch if you wantn't taking me serious when I last year, you're taking me serious right now because she actually she didn't have to do that. You feel me. I don't have this, I'm I don't have a crazy budget. The label paint not No, it was a innuine thing, you know,

and it was actually believe it in me. And ever since the day I met Kim, you know, she been a honey with me, like very humble, I'm question man, She's very sweet, very humble and um she's very uplift, uplifting and you know, I just I'm so thankful for that. So you don't feel like other women have embraced you so much, No, and they and they'd be like aultomate it's like go against me automatically. What I want to collect with more women. You know, I actually want to

collect women, especially you know, women from New York. You ever reach out to them, because you know, sometimes maybe mentioned females all the time and all my interviews, but I never reached out you right, But it's just like they were ready to be I think sometimes people pit each other against each other, and so it's all it takes is for one person to reach out to somebody else and be like, you know, I always wanted to work with you. Could we do something and it could

be that simple. Yeah, they always put females against each other because as soon as you wrapped the first thing, oh you sound like I like when me, I always used to get like, oh you're sounding like little Kim back in the day, you sund like Remy Like. I used to hate that because I'm like, you know, I'll support them and I think they dope. But like I

work now hard on my stuff. I don't want anybody saying I sound like anybody, And with these guys like nowadays, I feel like, motherfucker's do be sounding like because I cannot. I hate all I like, take that ship off sound and make somebody sound say do that tolerate auto tune and it's it's probably because you just feel like you have to te pain in the future. Yeah, but you have to, but you don't just like Future and Designer.

They might have been cool, but as soon as Designer came out like this fake ass future now, when he sees Future now, he's gonna feel funny. So I feel like that's how it is. A female, it's like, well, you're the queen of and it's always got to be like that one queen or one like. But with guys, it's always like unity and somebody you want to work with and let's put it out there in the atmosphere. Um, yeah,

I wanna work with card okay exactly. I could see that immediately, and yeah, you know, I just feel like the city is crazy, like we both from the Bronx, like the Bronx needed to feel me and she likes you and I just thinking herself made up they would never be But I feel like that, like I just want to be able to create, like like being the studio, just like really create something to see what type of record it will be, because I feel like on some

like aggressive record that me and I will actually do really good on. Um. Yeah, but you know, females always putting there, They always put females against each other. I feel like, you know, one thing about Cam is that she like embraced me. And I felt it like I you know, I felt it like she wasn't like, oh I'm this, I'm this, I'm this high, I'm this high. She never was like that. She know where she stood.

Wish what she's done, what she has done, how she changed the culture, and you know she don't have to even brag about it. She's securing herself. She said, you feel like when you get with somebody like Kim, do you feel like that's automatically you picking its side? Because it was kind of like they tried to throw you in with the whole Nikki Nikki and South Hassa and back and forth for and on the Instagram a few months ago. And I've seen they brought your name into

it or your name was brought up into it. So do you think like when you do do a collaborate little Kim, who obviously we know she's wanted to you know what I mean, people that started this whole thing. But do you feel Brooklyn I lest exactly Chim is let's talk about the fact that nobody would have been wearing colored here if it wasn't. Let's talk about that.

And she changed the coature. She's the culture period. But um yeah, of course like that, Like I feel like if you like this person, you can't like this person, you can't like that person. You know. Like I like music. If I want to dance to this song, will sing this song. I can sing it like I'm not obligated to do anything, but um yeah, I was brought up in that and you know it is what it is. Um my name is just with that mess, James. We appreciate you fun. It is our first extended conversation and

we had a great time with you. Thank you. I'm happy to be here. We appreciate you the openness and your honesty, and we're very happy for you and your success. And we'll be watching you and make sure we cheer you on. Okay, we come into the next show. So yeah, I gotta compare, Yeah for sure. And we look forward to that CARDI B collab because we just put that out. We're gonna make I think that's a no brain of Brooklyn Johnny, you know, I'm sure he's already on it.

I think it should be you Cardi take off and off that girl like the Outs. That should gonna be crazy though. It would be a dope song. So we'll d do double date, dole date. That's actually took Check that out. It should be called rest Snappers. Every time I was saying, you see, let's sew it up every song O rest not of that