Episode 164: She's downstairs!? (Feat. Zoey Dollaz)

suicide or types of ship man? So what is it like? Okay, so there's one song and he is like going through it with his ex she cheated on him. Yeah, facts, And I felt that because a lot of guys would like to admit that their feelings are hurt. Right, we got more emotions and females better at hoden It. I think that's very tru It's a pride thing. It's a meny thing personally in black men are proude is super strong.

It's serious. And then you just listed a whole bunch of like you know, depression and all of that, Like where is all that coming from. You know, I would be a lot man when you do everything on your own and you know everybody come to you. I'm like the person everybody come to. But then when you go through summers, like who do you go to? I can feel that, you know. It's like when we when I win, we win. When I lose, I lose by myself, right, So it's almost that situation and everything coming at one

and I don't got no substance. I don't drink on smokes, so theything be hitting me at a hunting miles, but our it's me. It's probably good that you don't because then sometimes people do that to like self medicate when they're going through things. Then they go too far and they say, you know they don't crack yeah, alcoholic or something. She'd have jumped off the bridge trying to go to the furthest extreme. That's but sometimes I know how to you know, I pray a lot, and then you know,

my son he helped me. Like when I look at him, all that be out the window, I'd be like, what, wake up? I gotta live. That's crazy that he says that, because while A was saying a similar thing with his daughter, that like you know that kind of his daughter brings him out of his depressions and stuff like that. As soon as I see him, I'll be in l A and you know you don't me in Miami. But as soon as I FaceTime him or he called me, like he said, he takes his mom phone and send me

videos like what's the up Daddy. As soon as I see him, that be gone. He's like my drug because he like automatically just man, what am I tripping? Is? I'm cool? No, But I don't like being like these other rappers and bring it out to the world like, Oh, I'm just just depressed God, because it's like, no, I'm grateful for my position, but I'll be going through real life stuff money can't fix. Because the money, I'll be cool.

I'll be I'm good on money. That's why I say that's important because people always look at people that have stuff and think like he has no reason to be depressed, no reason. You know, you're losing friends, you're losing relationships, your family is kind of ungrateful sometimes that all that takes a toll on you. I feel like that's why it's good that you do come out and talk about it because there are other people that's going through it and they don't want to come out and talk about it.

If you listen to my music, that's why people should really pay attention to music. Like the people that go through stuff tells you how they feel their music. If it's real music, you're gonna hear it and then you're just gonna figure it out. Like, Okay, this man going through some ships, so tell us about this X from my wish, Like what happened? Um, See what happened is we got together and stuff, and I thought everything was cool.

Let everybody go, all right, I'm just gonna I'm a liberal, I'm very emotional, and my mom, my brother, and my best friend. I love I love love, so I'll be like, man, I could be with somebody without doing all the cheating and all hopping around. When you let everybody go, did you call them or you just like I just I don't got no explanation for you just to fade out. Damn.

I feel like, well, there wasn't nobody that you might have felt like you old, not old, but you would be one person and that's the only person I said something to. How did that conversation though? I don't like hurting good girls because I believe in karma, Like I got karma tatted on me biggest. I don't like hurting good girls. So I like let her know, like, look when you had all fun and I know what it is you could do better than that, and you know that's a big thing. You could do better than me?

And then she was But but niggas be knowing that who we could stand in the paint with? Who are not gonna stand in the paint with? Ain't think I waste your time? No, plea's wasting your time. So I told her, like, you know, like I love you, but it's not that love that's gonna keep me in the relationship. Damn that hurts. At least he was honest, you know, but it hurts. How should a woman know when you're wasting their time? Their time? Like? Do they automatically? You

think they know what I mean? I feel like you should know certain things you don't gotta remind to do the certain ways. You don't got to feel young? Why you don't hear me yesterday? They might think you're busy though, because I'm busy. It takes three hit you more because the guy that likes you, but at least text you if you can't call you. And he's busy. I ain't about that busy that they can't send a text. Yeah, I hit you. I'm busy to that. I'nna hit you tomorrow.

But you know, when we got together, things is all good. And then she just was on something like still hanging around her eggs but making it seem like it's you know, I'm I'm sisters with his sisters, and I'm like, yo, what that's crazy, sisters? What are you talking about my cousins with my ex cousin? We ain't together. I'm just crazy. Though it'd be cool how you cut up a relationship with a family member just because you don't sunk with it. But I get it. But it's like it's a certain level.

You're still hanging out with this man house and you know all that. And then they went on because I'm really good at not saying how I feel, because I think like, if you love somebody, you can sacrifice the hurt by just fixing the situation yourself. You know, it's not that big. I could fix it, and with time is gonna fix But with time it didn't get fixed.

It just went kept going lefting and that just made me feel like, Okay, so what's your point just be with this man if you're gonna keep being around him. And it's like, I'm spotting you on his videos and stuff and whoa, whoa back it up, like videos, the music video on the grand like they yeah, like and I'm seeing you on the stuff like what you hold on? Wait, you were looking on his page you know him, or you was looking to see it, oh know each other, Like my friends is cool with him, but me and

him is not cool. But my friends is friends with him. And then I'm like, oh, but your friends was around, so what my friends was around? Like why is you still around this man? That might be even worse your friends around you chilling up with this nigga like and then my friends would be like yo, they don't even be speaking. But it's the point, like at the end

of the day, it's a prod. I'm a man, I don't want my showy around like I got a whole baby with somebody and you don't see me with that person. What I'm saying like respect, it's just a respect. I just felt like it could have went there, and then we was friends before the relationship, so I didn't get mad at home. So I'm like bit shutting up because that's not me anyways. I was just like, you know what, this isn't working for me. It's just not it. You know,

we could be cool though, we could be friends. And how does she feel about the song? He wrote? I see it. I'm keep it real with y'all. She do stairs? Oh god telling, can she come up? She ain't gonna come now, so y'all still so wait, that's not your sill together. So it's just your ex and not can working it out? How could what was my song? Let's just show you how my my music is real, Like

it's real situations. People never look at guys like you could get away with that, you know what I'm saying, Like you guys, we are always think that guys don't have emotions like that and if we mess up, they won't cut us off. He said, she's downstairs got that something like you know downstairs we got emotions, especially me. I have a lot of emotions and and I can't I could count on my hands. I mean girlfriends I

had because I'm like real serious about my relationship. My first girlfriend was with her for eight years, then with this other girl, and I end up with my baby mama for like three or four years, and I got with this other check and you said you could be faithful, that's what you said. Yeah, but you have cheated before. I cheated on the girl that cheated on me. It's all about to get bad. Oh my god. Yeah, And then it made me feel better. Let that person don't

don't make you feel better. It made me feel better. Did you have did you have like an example like when he was younger, somebody that stayed together or something. My mom she was with my step pops for like eighteen years and never cheated, and she has never cheated on this man. He constantly and she always taken it. And it's like, I guess that's where that loyalty came from. So you said that you have nobody to talk to really,

like when there's things going on with you. Felbody as strong as me to like really tell me something that's gonna make that I can't say to myself. But then sometimes telling to yourself you feel like you're crazy, like, but sometimes it is not. Somebody has to tell you something. Sometimes it's you're just being able to talk about it. Yeah, but then again, I'll be feeling like, man, you venting somebody to go vent your issues and somebody else or

to use it against you. Yeah, they'll be using that against you, trying to hold it over your head. I'll be talking to God. Man, that's the best person to talk to us, just because I'm a pilot as well. I just go flying for a few hours and get my mom right here, a pilot that's fire. Yeah, what made you get your pilot license? I didn't get it yet. I'm in school for it because music be keeping me busy. But since a kid, that's been like my dream. Before music,

it was always aviation. I would love to be on a ain't and walk and be walking out and see Zoe dollars lane the plane. Oh god, that's all I could think about. I felt like, bitches throw the pussy. More pilot than a wrapping out right, Hey, cap pilot, Hey captain's cap. So you have vision? Yeah? Perfect? I'm jealous. I'm I can't see ship. He said, I see it all, see it all. He means that in every way possible. I see it all. Bitch, I see you, I see

you in the story, bitch, dancing in the background. Oh wait, we can't say still girl, All right, Rammy, I know remembers, gotta come sit in because we got yeah, come bring yourself up. She's gonna have some ship to say. Been quiet. She shine And we actually had a competition with black youngster and she won on what well I was like a dating and dating game. But he just liked her answers the best because she's a rider die but she crazy and rider she killed like baby, She's doing all

kind of ship. Remember you were ebserbing from the corner. What do you think so far about Zoe Dallas? I mean, men do be emotional. I had a couple with my days. I'm not a I'm I could say I'm emotionally possible. I'm not going to tell you. Don't you think that's a problem, Like I'm a gym off my favorite so crazy, Like if you know me, you should know what I like and what I don't. I shouldn't have to explain

it to you. See. I think that's wrong because a lot of times we assume people know times is not intentional too, and the person don't know they did something wrong like that too, all to your feelings and you don't tell them nothing, and they just keep doing it until you bottle all that ship and then blow up on them. They're like, I know that now I don't

getting older. I'll be trying. But sometimes that's like it it depends on what they did too, right, So y'all would just be together and both of you are not expressing each other to each other's say something, but like sometimes, yeah, there's your problem, like thinking definitely is that how did your ex manage to slide back in? No, you know, I'm just cool. Like so now she hanging out with you like she was hanging out with y'all. Just put that in my head. I might tell just go home

and cool. You know, So what about these other rappers right there? You know, obviously you have a lot of relationships with people, but the people that you feel like you've a real cool with that you could talk to in this business. Yeah, me and East we talk all the time. You know, he was going through the same baby issues and custody and stuff. We talked. That's my guy. Me a good friend of mine. To Derek, I gotta like a few friends like not on the industry, like

these is my brothers. I talked to him all the time. So do you ever have one night stands or not? Never had one? Never? No? Never? Have you read me one time? And that turned into like a three year relationship. That's just on the first night. There's a difference between the one night stand on the first night she wanted. You would say automatically, when you see a guy, ladies,

you know you're gonna sus got no women. Though I'm not a not me sometimes say something right, Listen, Sometimes I can meet a guy and I don't like him at all, and it takes me a while and then I'll be head over heels like but like it might be a guy like off of looks that I'm like, he looked good at the doc. But I wouldn't be like, yeah, I just off top want to fuck him. I gotta like have a conversation with dude, like you're gonna do it. But na, I'm telling you all need to hear him.

I got to see how he is, like his personality is, it's gonna make me fuck him. And he can't be ugly, but you know his personality is was really gonna win him over. Some people look good as soon as they talk and say something like no one thing all the

way over. What do you say, Um, I feel like when you try to create that space with somebody, it's automatically off of you've seen something you like about that person, like not like lust that first sight, but basically like when you try to hiller at somebody, it's because what you like the way they look. But if you're not trying to hollow, let's just say yell in the same thing if a guy, if a guy come to you trying to high let you, it's because he want to

suck you. He looked at you and said, damn, I would hit that. And if a girl in response to give you her number, then she's looking at you like no. But let's maybe all in an environment like we're in this room together and oh this is such a test, this is such an such and everybody just introducing each other.

You don't never look at somebody be like fuck him, he said yeah, no, no, no, like no, you like it could be an ugly dude, dude, whatever, but this swag is on a hundred, like you know what you like, you understand what I'm saying, Like, that's why a lot of ugly beneath the girls. But because like you see a girl and I'm like and then I hit it. And then when I get it talking and I'm like, I really funk with this girl, Like I can't leave girls.

I'm covering that that. I'm gonna hold that down with me. Hold that. Damn. You got a conversation with somebody in they make you be like never mind, Yeah, some people be airheads. You talked to him, You're like, oh no, listen, I'm not gonna lie with dealing with a guy very good looking. And after time I started to think, like, you know, he's kind of sucking dumb, like he and Angela knows who I'm talking about, and think about it. Yes, and the more that the dumber this motherfucker was, the

uglier this nigga was. It don't matter how cute, like girls love him whatever, whatever, But as soon as he opened his mouth and say that dumb ship, sorry you're ugly, now you know what to turn me off. If somebody is not ambitious at all like that, that ship would be the biggest turn off. Like we're cool and everything, you're funny, but if every time I call you not

doing it, like what you doing? Then or you can just content with like whatever it is that you have going on and don't want more for yourself and the worst now that's face. Now what about you? Could you be with a woman that's like maybe she doesn't have a job and her whole thing is that she's just catering to you. Yeah, I could, but I'm gonna put on something to make her your own money. That's the

only that's the thing with me. Don't like keep coming in my pocket giving you money, because then what did something happened to me? And I need you right, you know, I won't put you on some ship like plug you out with somebody, find out something you know how to do and get you to do it and get some money. But if she's a scammers, hey, you gotta get what

you gotta do. You gotta. But then again, I'm gonna make you scam valuable ship though that you could sell and get some money and then have to stop scamming and go legit. You stand up guy, Dan, Hey, thank you saying this ship. You think about getting married? Yeah, of course one day. Yeah, I want to. I mean I want to like ten kids, So I definitely on your man one right now. Yeah, okay, so you've got

no more that must be the number. Huh. A big family because of the fact that I know that love is like unconditional for real, Like it's you can't doubt to love your kids. Have you like to love my son? Give me and I look at him. It's scary because I'm like, that can be taken away from me, you know what I'm saying, Like, it's scary to love somebody that and to know they love you back. So I

want that from multiple people. Like of course my mom loved me, but it's scary because one day she got to go, you know what I'm saying, So it's getting taken away from me. But you always hope that you outlive your parents because they hope that, you know what I'm saying, Like, man, I don't hope that I can't. I've seen some of my homies. My homie mom passed away Friday, and it broke me because I spent the whole day just thinking about my own mom. But think

about how your mama feel if she outlived you. Hey, you'd rather be the person that gotta deal with that pain than her have to deal with that. Absolutely, Absolutely, That's why I want so much kids. I want to like ten kids person. It could be that, or it could be like I don't want no five biby mamas, though for sure I don't want that. So why do things when I with you and your son's mother music,

I had to pick between her and my career. She was okay with me being broke, and she was the one working and and I'd just be cool and deliver a regular life. She couldn't take, like the fame and the leaving and all that couldn't take it. So you don't okay, So it'sn't I got a song saying that Me and Wayne is a song called Mula. Oh well, it's a twofold thing there, right, because on one hand, you want somebody that loves you even if you don't have anything, But then on the other hand, you don't

want somebody that doesn't want you to have things. Yeah, it's just like I had to make the decision because it's like your love is like, it's cool, I love it, it's great. It's a girl friending and know somebody love

you for you. But then again, like this is my career, this is how I'm gonna take care of my mother, and we've been broke, like my baby mama met me with like my last hundred thousand, that's not really broke because I always say this to my homie, once you fall in love and fall off if you're a hustler, I think when people in Brownsville they have nothing. I said, I was just broke out because because I wasn't I

fell in love and I wasn't on hustle. The more I was like, man, forget all this scamming and doing all of this. I'm gonna be laid up with my chick and with time, all all that goes down, that money come down. You're not You're not making no money no more because I'm in the crib laying out with my girl. My home is coming. I gotta play for you for like forty thousand, and I'm like, I'm with my girl right now. Bro. So like, once you fall in love and you're a hustler, you're falling off. You

didn't bind the launching a barber shop and nothing. Man, I had to get out the projects and get my mom to a better crickers. That's what that's two thirteen to about fourteen when my music started like doing what it needed to do. So I had to get out the hood. It's either stand the hood, get killed, or grab my mam a spot somewhere better. So that money had to be used to move me out of the hood.

And I sat on that money for so long, and I'm just I just told my mom, look, we're gonna move out of here, and this is my last money. So when I first had like bloyd check, I was driving my baby mama car to the studio and stuff like that, like dropping her to work, keeping her car like I was broke as hell jeity. So no matter what, you still feel some type of I guess like um, like you owe her still of course, that's why not even not together, I still take care of her, pay

her school. If I see her hair looking crazy, like you'll get some. But I was going to ask you that because when you said you wouldn't mind a woman that would stay in and take care, you said you will put her on now to make her own money. I was gonna say, if she laughed for you didn't want to be with her anymore, would you continue to take care of her of course until she was on her mother? Well, no woman, if it wasn't you know that, no child, no child involved. If I love yeah, of course,

why not? What are you liking the bedroom? Because we're hearing all this right, you seem like the nice guy. Yeah, very even emotional, but not wanting to show it. So how does that translate? I means they came to my own horn. I ain't had a bad reviews. You may like masturbate, but I never had nobody saying nothing bad. I always had that I need that great reviews. I didn't have people who get into whole relationships like you and my island boy, so that comes you don't. I

don't have no restrictions except but just one thing. What's that one thing? Just at Okay, you don't with that ship? Na nothing, So you don't put no fingers in her? But or nothing? I mean you did that, you eat her, but just not. I'm not sticking by the way hurt. Just how that hurt? If I don't like that thumb either, you gotta do like this finger this, Yeah, this is the finger. Trust me. I know if you hear somebody in front of put this figure in there like this?

This weird the thumb? Ship is you? You holding her like this? It's like a great type of thing. You don't just put your this your index. You gott put your index indexes. When you don't have your thing, it's like we want you you get one, you get two things. Yeah, that's anything you won't do is ain't know? What about like would you let a girl pee on you? I mean this might be like yes, no thing squirting is peeing, so yes, like a Kelly, what are you talking about?

Like a golden shower swer? You know? He said, yeah, no, no, we're not doing the just random pin on me? What about dressing up? What on some like batman? Batman? So you have done that? Yeah? What was your role pilot? We actually did like some what's the clown? What's the clown ship? Hold me to clown? Not hold me to clown up? Yeah you should. I would have been running the crying you up as the clown from it. Yeah, and how did this scenario went amazing? Well? I could

imagine that what was she dressed up as? Did you pull her in the seward? She had some some princess ship that clown and this was hollow just costumes. It was a Halloween. It really was the Halloween consume. But what was this opening line when he when he grabbed her up? I got a game, thinking about I got my digging a box for you? Did you change your voice and everything? See, that's mental. You gotta be really mentally like I'm just with the ships, like with the

road player. Okay, come on and you this, come on, let's get it crack, just let's go. Oh my God gives you. I'm sorry, I'm visualizing this. So that's the only time you ever dressed up as the clown from it, I don't think like, oh now, I wouldn't do that. I'm with that. So she came to you, like, listen, babe, when you come up with today, I'm anna headed door unlocked and I'm gonna be in the room curling my hair, and I want you to come in like a burglar and rape me. You with it, of course, and where

makes very specific. And make sure you got on your gloves, in your in your ski mask so I can't see your face with that. Look around me. Somebody doing that, somebody else. Now you don't know, No, that's not not it's really not you. Would you let her tell you up? Uh? Yeah, all that? What did you say? Stop with the pizza? I'm coming in, pizza boy. You want me to come in? What I'm not with I'm not with three songs with my girl though, okay, but other girls with the thoughts,

but not not a one night saying. That's a one night thing, right, No, I mean a one night stent. Isn't like you meet somebody you don't know. You just ain't ramming and that's it, okay, right yeah right, yeah, wouldn't three year relationships. But I'm not three something I would never do with my man. But but what if it wasn't your man yet? Because what happenin't happening? Yeah, now, I ain't girlfriend. I don't need nothing touch with my girlfriend.

But meat, what if that would you get flogged? You know, let a girl kind of like whip you lightly. I had to be in a mood to see, Like mentally right now, I'm like, oh no, they have like the little leather things with tastoos. Oh no, what about choking? You like being choked? I like choking. I don't know about choking me. Yeah, I'm not really like a person, so I'm really like it's sweetheart, I'm a smooth person. I'm not doing all the smacking you in the face.

And know what if she asked you to spit her mouth. Yea, the quick list. Now he's a freak. He just ain't really telling us all the way I mean I am. I'm just not with the with the rough ship, like the smacking in the face, the nicest crazy like I'll be hearing girls I like being smacked in the face. What whe no longer smack than the face during what that should have had me like, hold on, you just smacked me shortly chill. I feel like Remy likes being smacks and she just don't want to say it. It

depends a little like I don't want to be the one. No, no, it dependings something. If that's it. Man, Man, of course you want him to make love to you and feel specially, and then that's trying. I'll be on that like i'd be on That's probably easier for me to really be in a relationship with Shotty than versus somebody like I don't know you, I can't really make love to you. And then I'm not that type of nigger like what

you want me to do. I didn't chill with girls like maybe they was the fucking I'm just like, man, I'm gonna chill with you because I don't even know you. Like that, like I don't know you bit like yeah, like I gotta know you for me to be If I'm not attracted to you, like mentally, it's not gonna go. You probably gonna get limp dick, like I'm gonna favor if I ain't feeling you. Just like when y'all feeling nigga, you don't get wet. It's the same ship for the nigga.

We don't be at full capacity. There's no emotions, no feelings. There's like I don't know if I didn't know guys care so much about emotions when they have sex about yourself, nigga's gonna happ and say they don't if they feel anything sometimes Yeah, but I'm gonna tell you why that should just be a like to be cool type ship. There's nothing like sucking the girl you actually like, like you know you're feeling that girl like I'm gonna go

crazy on you, opposed to you're just smashing. I thought you're not giving her no full capacity, just trying to. We're not. There's no kissing, none of that. Like, look, we're gonna do what we do. I'm gonna catch there's nothing, no man, you ain't catch yours too bad? Like but you smashing your girl's short of you? Like you really trying to get trying to please her, like you aiming to please that person because you funk with them. What do you think Guys don't like to admit that they

are so emotional? You can tell the way or the yeah, you can tell. I feel like guys need more emotional their women a lot. They are would be some homely ship niggas trying to press their dogs. It's like niggas telling me like, are you too love you dove? Like what am I supposed to do with a woman? I'm supposed to woman? Even if she had thought, I'm not fronna be all, I know what it is, but I'm still gonna treat her like a woman. She's a woman, Like what you want me to do? Do you want

me to be gay and treat you like this? You're my man? Like women is made to be loved, My nigga, Like, if she had thought, I know where to place her after I'm done with her. But if I'm well, I'm gonna treat her like a woman. If you see some of your homies acting a little out of order to a female, do you say something he's gonna fight. I always tell my man is that if I ever catch one of y'all put y'all ends on the female, our friendship is done because or even speaking disrespectfully, I'm gonna

tell them chill. If one of my man's ever hit a female from me one, I'm gonna back my gun out on you until you get the funk on and then we won't be friends no more because I don't tolerate that that's dope. I don't funk with it like that's dope, because yeah, but I don't like people, wouldn't like some people. Just let's not happening. And if it's front, if it's my man man and that's his girl, will be like, yo, just chilled, my nigga, Like just let

that ship rocking from me. But all that beating women and from me, no bro. And another thing you said, I feel like sometimes guys do be mad when they man get a girl, like they'd be real mad and instead of them like you know, being like yo, that's dope, like whatever, they'll say things to get him. Not the funk with the girl up do ship that is gonna make her mad type ship can't be me if I if I could kiss you behind closed doors, I do

it from my niggas too. The niggas can't do. I think everyone should be like you, you know, but I feel like I was. I was raised by my mom and my sister, so I'm really in tune with like female, so I know, like my popswort in my life, like I didn't have a nigga to teach me how to be fucked up. If I'm sucked up, that's just me being sucked up as a nigger. What I'm saying like, cause I got I'm not perfect. I got my ways.

I know how to do foul ship. But then again, I was raised by all women, and I know how delicate is. I know how to treat a woman. If your girl's friends try to kick it to you, would you tell him? Of course, tell you fast, get her to funk away from you. I'm getting I'm gonna tell you, like, hey, it's not your friends. It's just like when you're girl, tell you tell me you know niggas is fouled, bro or some niggas a chill till later on when you're not with her. No more, like no tell me now,

don't tell me. Oh it's like when you tell her, I've seen this girl on Twitter said this my nigga always talking about it's so many women who want your place, but your dog wants yours. It's like you think that's cool. It shouldn't cool. Like you better tell me. Sometimes I think people think you want but like believe I gotta make him choose. And he's been friends with that person. It's not that, but it would be sometimes may be. Sometimes how your man see you treat your shortiest if

this is your real wifeee, they know better. But then again, that's gonna let you know how serious you is with the nigga, how his friends approach you. It's gonna let you know, like you say, this nigga not something but something that's just haters and that's not really one of my man's definitely not gonna let him know. Wheah. I could never see one of my man's girl as somebody I'll be with automatically once my man is with her. That it doesn't even I don't even find him attractive.

I agree with that. I was like Ja my favorite rapper. I never found Beyonce attractive, but you can say she's a nice woman woman. The fact that this is my favorite rapper and I know that's his wife. I always be like cool, but I've never been attracted to any of your boyfriends you first of all the way that I like, I'll be cool. Yeah, you can be like, oh yeah, your boyfriend handsome, he's cute. If that's my man, girl, I can't see it. Family. That's just that's just me.

You know what the worst thing is when you started dating somebody and then you don't know if it's gonna work out, and you tell your friends some ship, Like one of my friends is dating this guy and when they first started day and she told me he had the smallest dick ever, and she acted like she be together, and then they ended up together. And now every time I see them together and they're like, you know, when you're in love for the person you make that small

sometimes small thick can be a good thing. I'd be feeling bad every time I see her because she was complaining about it, like, oh hell no, his dick small, dadda dada da complaining, complaining daddy together. See if I like her, but she didn't like him like that at first. That sucks because if I do like somebody, I don't talk about the sex that I have with them, especially if it's somebody I think I'm gonna be with. But I don't want to know. But sometimes I don't know.

I'd be like, well, girl, like you said, ain't hard to suck his dick friends, Like I was like, yeah, already, so good. I'm like his ship ain't the same songs as the first night. Now I have a question. We were having a debate about this right before y'all all got here, and I want you to chime in and see what you think. So I was with um. I was at a restaurant and my ex boyfriend was there and I was with a bunch of my girls, and

so he came up to the bar. He was talking to us whatever whatever, and my friend screamed on him because he didn't pay for everybody's drinks. I think, what type of Nike he is? She thinks? She was like Angela, he was over there talking your air off. He shouldn't paid for everybody. And I was like, but he don't even know, y'all, but look what his question was, and what type of what caliber nickel he is? Here? Get money? Niked? Okay,

he got money? Like this is what you're supposed to do as a gey or he is a regular working he's a regular but he's got money, and he's a regular nine to five working person. He's got money, but he's cheap as hell. I mean, if you're a regular nine of fire, dude, I'll give him a pass because as long as he paid for your stuff, he paid my stuff, all right, he cool with me. I don't give him no pass. You are expo a reason you got to check in with this crow whole girl. You

got to feel that. In front of him, she was like, oh, so you're not paying for everybody's drinks. Yeah, I mean so now he didn't really know as your that's different. If he's like if you knew that I was the home girl, and I get it, But as your friend, she's supposed to say that to him if they know each other. But if you don't know, I was like, but he fucking up girl time. Think about it. They're

hanging out chilling. If he come in the middle of the ship, if you about talking about the whole time, If if she was a home girl, what he did and the stuff like that, he was like, damn, who was this new person just coming around? He was, he didn't know. He wasn't even with him anymore anyway, So it's not like we were together, you know what I'm saying.

So he just she shouldn't never dragged. If that was your friend that was with there and the relationship with y'all like there, then that's like if if that was what would you have done, Zoe? Me being Zoe, I'm gonna pay. Yeah, it's just a certain image you gotta live up to when you know you were wrapper, I'm gonna cut it at least at least what he could have did when he came to the bar, y'all want to drink. You ain't got to pay for the chaff from the home, but at least I'm trying to snatch

your away from them. I'm gonna commentating them like, yeah, let me highlight you come in, let's go talk. G doesn't bother you. Your boyfriend paid for everything for everybody, you know, because he pays for everything for me too. First first, if you're not around and he's still paying for everybody, if you know what I don't like though, Like if I'm trying to take a girl out to eat and she's like, I'm gonna bring my homegirl what

she's doing. Yeah. Um, And to answer your question, I don't mind because usually if it's a setting where it's like a restaurant or a club or some something that's sociale like that, then he put it on his company

cart anyway, so he really ain't paying for it. Okay, I hope they don't hear this, but he but he's known for being that type of person, like that's your best friend, you know, like he's the everybody everybody come on the trip, Oh, everybody just yeah for everything and then complain about it three days later, Like you know, you left me with that guy to pay and don't get nothing to like order order. Why didn't you just get a whole bottle? If you got eight shots, know

it's gonna happen, That would say Larry. One time we went out and some guy came to meet her that was trying to date her, and he showed up and um, we had been eating, drinking and everything and he paid for everything. But let's know him. How many times that me and you've been out with a guy that I even know that I haven't paid, that hasn't been like I'm going to pay the bell I don't feel like I deal with guys that will just come in the middle of something or even come to meet that won't

pay the bell. That's just that. Yeah, I mean I've been in the bathroom. You got to do that sometimes, you know, but so broken You've got money because got the bread. Put myself in that position. This is how you have empathy. I'd be like, I should just be so annoyed if somebody tell me come meet me for a drink and then you get there and six of their friends is there. The next thing you know, you're

paying for everything. Check this out. Imagine it. Imagine you like a Rihanna Nikki and then the dude tell you'll pull up on me, and then you come to the restaurant his friends there. Just as a man, his job is to still take care of bill. Just as a man, you're not supposed to take care of that. As a dude, that's like your job to take care of you. Feel like women take advantage of that sometimes though some women do because sometimes you be feeling like is she playing me?

Some women do some women do with some women be on it like it's girls at a hard head foot with me to not pay I'll be like what like we out to the movies or we all eating? What are you what you're pulling out your bag for? Do not make me look as crazy in here. But if it's like my girl paid for it, you want to because that's probably even half your money. Your money, Yeah,

like paid for it. I'm gonna double back on something else anyways, Like We're gonna go out shopping somewhere and I'm going to take care of it or something, because don't be like your name is that we like dudes that leader crib and don't lead a girl some money. Like if that's your girl, you're leaving out the crib. You choose to be able to leave your girl. He's some hunting bucks for her to go eat. I used

to get that treatment. I'm single and I got to leave myself home, get your food or like text your girl some money, like get your nails down money for me, and you need that, I mean coup of noodles for me? What does that mean? I don't get that treatment because I'm me. If you got to if you don't have a boyfriend, a guy might this angel man, I do have a boyfriend, you don't leave maybe because that's the relationship, y'all. God, you didn't suck the dick good enough to night before

on the counters. That's just a relationship. I'm trying to think. It's not even live a quarter or nothing quarter breakfast. You have to do it, though, you have to send your girl that cash, like I want cash. I want this ship, Matt Blacks. What is nice is if he'll do something like, you know, if he knows I'm going to despire something, we'll pay for that or send the money to one of my friends and be like buy her something, you know out so I just want to

make sure I pay for everything. And then my fan and be like, oh, he's send money to pay for everything. Yeah, that's that's only for your girl though, right do you speak to your girlfriend's friends, like do you have their phone numbers and can talk to them like one, I don't try to affiliate with too many because you know,

then the girls start knowing you too much. And no women, especially for the ones that's going through ship and see that you're a good dude, and like damn, start oneting to just replace your girl and whole like I wish he was mine. Wait what happened? Every one of my past experiences somehow end up intertwined in the show because ANGELA know my whole life. I'm like, why did you

don't have friends? They try to push up, Oh yeah, children, Yeah, but it comes with like you telling them everything absolutely, and you know. The lesson I learned from my experience is if a bitch don't know your business, she can't tell it. Or if a bitch don't know everything that's going on and thinks she can get what you got, she ain't gonna try to get you. And that's what it was. I had too many friends around me. That was one of those where we just think they could

get it, and then like, don't trust me. You're gonna bring him back. Not what you want, your girl, But oh she bad, ain't there? That bitch is a headache, yea. I can only deal with her. You're gonna bring her back. He could. I didn't brung her back, and I took her back and brung her back into the nine years later. The headache her back? She downstairs right now? Is that jealous?

Unfortunately we gotta go. But we had such a great time with the ep is out right now out on every stream and play that for him and my single is out everywhere to make sure you get that catch a vibe to that, okay, because it's very honest. That's why I had to ask him. You mean all that stuff?

You right? Right? Of course? Of course you got to, man, you gotta put That's how I feel like you could relate to other people, because you know, if you're putting fall ship in music and people be like, that's someone else I was talking about on someone else's point of view or an experience, somebody you do that to see I do that like on Twitter like stuff I see my man's in them go through I tweet something about it, and somebody be like, you're really going through that? No to, Like, no,

I don't. I don't. I try not to. You don't know you try not. I try not to. What the last time you stub someone? Let me go look at his Twitter right now? Let me see. I feel like seven seven is like it's the same thing. If I see my man going through some ship, I tweet, man, these bitches crazy, and somebody be like, what you mean? No, I was just talking man, what you mean it's a

stub because it's him going through it, not me. If if I see my nigger tweet that, and I'm just going around with it's crazy this bit because I'll show you that I have before we go. I gotta agree this tweet. I love you, baby, I just can't trust you. That's why she downstairs. Damn, I gotta watch her. Keep it in your back. That's what we called. That's what we called that. That fifth pocket, this one right here, tam keep that little one. How is that every did

you feel like that? I just feel like that, in general, you could love somebody, you know, he really be said, he said, I ain't forgive you. I just stopped chipping about it. Yeah, damn, h look service God Jesus. I mean, how are you going to get over it? Like? How do you move past the trust thing? Honestly, I don't know. I just feel like, after you, if somebody a certain amount of chances, you just let you know what fun it. I'm not ain't gonna dwell on this is what it is.

I feel like you could love somebody without trusting him. M hm. Can you be with them? You can't. You're just gonna be guarded up. But you could not be petty and childish about it, though, because sometimes you gotta allow yourself like, you know, let me try to believe this person. Right, Well, then there's gonna be that time when you were loaning you're just thinking about should like man, and you get mad all over again about it. And it's like, because I just feel like I'm such a

good person that you shouldn't do certain ship. You know, like if I'm dealing with some fun person, Okay, we both fucked up, it is what it is. But if I'm good to you, you should give me the same ship back. Alright. Well, I love that we end on that right for sure, Zoe downs And I'm glad that you are able to express yourself in your music, but you gotta do it in real life too. I think he did a good job. He did a good job with that. I'm gonna try some of my man's be like, man,

talk to me. I'll be like, Nigga, you just came to me for some ship. You can't help me. Bro, I just told you what to do, But you can tell each other exactly. It's so much better than somebody. Are easier to help somebody when you're not in this situation because you've got the clear mind. I live off

helping like I live off giving like that. What makes me feel good, you know what I'm saying, Like, I'll see I have, I put a thousand in this pocket and put like three hunting, and I'm like every homeless person I said, twenty dollars to this whole three hundred is gone, Like I live off that. But sometimes you need things too, and it's not a bad thing, of course, you know. All right, Well, thank you so much. I appreciate your lift service, Zoe dollars, appreciate you, and thank

you so much. To our winner from the Black Youngster episode, We had a good time at you. Remy. Yeah,