Episode 16 Ft. Coco Brown

your girl back after you mess up? You know, a lot of times guys mess up whatever whatever they do, whether they cheat, they're not paying up attention to you, they break up with you, but then they change their mind and they want to get back with you, and a lot of times girls aren't having it. So let's give these guys that hear some advice on things they can do to win their women back. I think for me, for the only way for God to get me back is to do the things I will always complain about

that you weren't doing. You know, be more more persistent and like beyond me, be there for me, Like if you're on me all the time. It's like, I really don't have a choice. Yeah. But sometimes if you're not interested anymore in the guys on you all the time, it's annoying. Yeah, but you know nowadays you could just block them. If you don't get blocked, there's still a chance. What about your g A guy's trying to get you. Bet, no matter what, even if you do get blocked, what

is something you lie to lose me? You gotta tell the truth to give Yeah, I believe that too, you know, just to tell the truth and do everything that I said for you to do at that time for and then you were not doing it. I would I would totally expect at that moment when you come back that you were doing all the things that I said, why are you not? And you need to and absolutely, even if it's not the whole list, you need to come back and a cheery on Sunday. You know that would

always help. But you know that, you know, if we ain't that clear in the beginning, you don't bring me enough gifts on you know, especially bad gifts. Bad gifts are the worst. If you ever had somebody that like do you even know me? Like, why would you think you could buy me this. I don't know. I've never had a bad I've had some bad gifts. I've had some bad gifts. That's some bad gifts. Then made me

be like who my men? My men? Now they just give me like these little boxes that simulate the object that I could buy, and then they say, go and buy whatever it is that wait, what what is that a box? Well? Yeah, like if I like shoes, then they'll give me like a little card with like little shoes handmade on it and then that's it. They'll say that means you can go and buy whatever pair of

shoes and the money or a gift. No, that's just for me for them to say, you know, pick something out and tell me, yeah, there you go, just whatever you want, because I know you like shoes. I know you're like persons. I know you want to look like that. But so if they can't pick it out for me, you know, it's just like, look, I know this what you want, and I don't want to give you a gift card, right right. I don't want to be that insensitive.

But at least they took the time out to make something. Wait, so one person doesn't or everyone you said your guys. Well, I've had it done like to do. That's never happened to me either. I don't know. I mean, I guess living in I don't know, but I guess European guys are difficult guys over I don't say your people just overseas. I guess maybe they're a little bit. I can't say that that the American guys are not thoughtful, but you

can say that. But I say that, but but I but I But while I'm here, I just don't have a lot of contact too many to too many American guys. But when I do, I just hear a lot of women are saying a lot of things, and I'm just like, like, what kind of things with it? I don't know. American men, I don't know, they just say that. I don't know.

There was some girl. I was this girl and she was mentioning that she went to whatever hung out with the guy, and he was saying to her that, yeah, let's go have a blowjob in the bathroom because I bought you dinner. WHOA And I'm like, does that? And I was saying to her, I was like, does that happen? You say that? Now guys might think it yeah, or does that say something about her? Because I stopped hanging out with her because I was like, I don't know

if that depends on you were That is true. Some women get treated a certain way because they present themselves in a way so guys feel like, hey, but your dinner. Listen. You know white Castle was happy happen come with this thick up. Okay, no, wait a minute, it did happen one time to me. The first time, well, a couple of weeks ago. Here there was some guy and he's not about in that direction. He's just like, give me my pant He's like, he wants my pies, your wet panties.

He wants my panties that's already been worn. And he's like, why can't you give him to me because we've already He's like, we already went out for dinner or drinks. I was like that nasty ship that I didn't eat. Guys always asked you did it that? Guys asked, Actually, you're supposed to mill your panties. Yeah. I told him. I was like, it's for charge. I'm like, if I'm going to give any one of my panties, I expect some money back for it. I've got somebody and he

got offended. I'm like, why are you offended? I'm like, I should be offended that you even asked me how much he tries to use panties as much as possible, Like, what's the fair price? Yeah, I like to I would say eight hundred dollars. Eight hundred dollars. We'll see. I'm testing that you're pussy juice. I'm thinking euros because that's like seven parents used panties. Well no, wait, ere allars. I can say that's like maybe six hundred euros change exactly.

And I think that is fair if you want them, if they want them born for a few days, absolutely wait for a few days. Well they do. They want like the overnight and they want you to feel like like you've exercised, and they want they bring it to me slunty because I like it when it's punkay, you know what I think about it. I'm like, you know, I started getting a c S I on it, and I'm like, I don't want my epiphilios and my DNA on too much of somebody's hands. They want the people

here and everything on it. Well, I'm all shaved, so that's good. I actually I do epilater and make sure wax, you know, like just make sure later. That's interesting. It's like actual feature. But if you like take the hair, it's like some machine that you can It's like like laser, but it's like with the laser at the same time. I don't know. Maybe you know, like permanent hair mobile. It can be over time because it's like plucking. Yeah, I don't know if I can. You know, when you

plug your eyebrows too much, they stopped growing. I didn't know that they do. I don't know why waxing doesn't work like that. I've been watching whatever and makes your hair go at thinner though it does it, yeah, well, at least around absolutely, because when I was a kid, I used to grow here here in the middle of anything, in the middle of a little hairy girl. Now I don't Actually I was getting lazy hair removals, so you have to shave. When you get that, you can't wax,

and I don't like shaving down there. I feel like laser. Also, you get ingrown hairs, and then I don't like to foliate and moisturize. I don't like the growing back period. I just think that you have to it's just know you have to just if you do do that, you should just use a new razor every time, and that would just really eliminated. But it still does it. And Germany and I had to like, I felt like I was like back in Caveman time almost even though it

was today. But even though they have a lot of great things, you would have to think about that, there are not a lot of great things for women of color, so to say, And you have to really search hard and how and far. But Germany, do you live in um at this moment? Berlin? Okay, I've been in Berlin twice, but before I was living in Cool. So now let's talk about your background, Coco Brown. And so you are a retired porn star. Yeah, and you are actually going

into space, Yes you're so. You're an astronaut. Yes, that's so dope. So how did what made you decide that to become an astronaut? Well, become a listen with what made you decide to become a porn star? Okay? I part one? Okay, Well, I don't know how I became a porn star or what maybe you wanted to do that. I did not ever want to be a porn star. Mean, who wants to think to be a porn star but Vegas and the person who offered it to me, I didn't go looking forward. He came to the club where

I was stripping at. Yeah, I was working at Dejevn and he came in but one dance, and I was kind of upset about that, you know, because that was can I get five d You gotta get it, you gotta get a couple? Do most people even get dances when they come to the club and people that type, Like when I go to sh Cup, I don't see a lot of people getting dances. I just see people

standing around. Oh my god. But I hustle. I'm one of those girls who will go up to a guy and be like, Yo, maybe what why are you sitting here? But I think the strip club dynamic in Vegas is totally different. I think so like booty clubs here and the girl's hustle because we know that we can make money. And it doesn't mean it's not about shaking your booty your ass. It's just about going up to that guy. And that's what most of the girls don't do it.

And if you do that here and you can do that in any city, because even my man was like, you can't make no money in Germany stripping. I'm like, look, there's a formula to this. Just go up to the fucking guy and talk to him and just do a little hands on untapped. Just be a little not too handy, but just little touch that you gotta just you know, reach out just a little bit so they don't think that you're stale, because most of the girls are stale,

you know what I mean. So anyways, he came up and he was like, I want one day and some blah blah blah, and then uh he offered he's like being my movies and I was like no. And then like six months later because he sent me some of his videos and then after I watched them and I was like, I could do that. What was it that you said I can do that? Like it seems like you're a blowjob expert from some of your titles that I've seen, like a deep throat expert. I've been told

that before. I mean, but the tongue ring has nothing to do with it. It's just more like I'm kind of his used to it. But um no, I mean, I don't know that's what they say, do you have any any vice for deep throating, because I think I've said this on the radio on the show before, like you have to train your throat to be able to take a dick in the back of it, you know what I mean. Like, it's not something that you can

just do that mustag doesn't do that. You have to do you have to but you know that could be just for what do you think, Well, I'm gonna I should probably give some classes. I've been told this, you know, give some classes, you know, and things. But I think the number one yet, you do need to train, but it's really difficult. A lot of women make the mistake of buying the wrong type of training devices, the wrong type of vibrators, dildos or whatever. I have blow jab

training devices. Well no, I just say, because you could just do it on any on any dildo. But then they'll be like maybe like I'm gonna do it to carry it or you can do it. Yeah, but the problems that would I want to practice something on you. I think that's if we could get it. Well, I don't know if that's a good idea either, because I don't you know, a lot of not good things could

happen if you're not prepared what you're doing. You know what I'm say, So I would say it would be better to get something that is not so hard, where you don't feel sick or that. I took a falacial class before, and how was it? Because I need to I need to know what to do when I do my first lesson. Well, we use bananas, We'll see that. I was going to say something easy and soft. So banana the banana. I don't think it's a good idea because you do have that reflects in the back of

your throat. And maybe some girls could bananas, but it's like I lost town for my banana. Really excited. It's like, does anyone here know the hive? Like, so, what does happen in this Falacio Classyah? I was. I was really excited to take this class because I thought that I would learn some like some something new ship And she didn't teach me that she would teaching the other girls. And I was like, you're already know that girl. I thought I was gonna I got. The main thing in

about job is no teeth right, make sure that it wet. Well. That depends on the guy because some guys do want that, but I would say the number one rule is to not do that, and to think about your mouth is like the way you would use your pussy, you know, So if you would think the way your pussy would work, then this is the way you should maybe work your mouth. And if your pussy is stale and bad, probably your mouth is going to be that way. But if you're a pussy is tight and juicy in your mouth is

gonna right, you know, you get it all right. Now, here's another thing that we were talking about earlier, calling DIBs on. Oh no, let's get back to you, because we didn't get back to him. How you became an astronaut. Oh well, that was also something, so now you would so you would you started doing porn. You talked about meeting this guy. You saw some of the movies, you said, I can do that, right. It was just elegant Angel Elegan Angels you know pretty good. You know, I've seen

a lot of their movies. I watched it Angel producer, So it wasn't like it was it was like it was a bad thing. And he had a great name in the company, and he was like, I'll give you this. I was like, what did he see in you that He was like you, I want you. I don't know, I don't know acts. His name is Nicky Starks. Okay, sounds like a superhero, right, What was that? What was your first movie? Bomb, Mass Pussy number twos? Everything? It was nice? And what did you have to do in

that movie? You just I had to do contract? Where is it like? Okay, we need two anals one this? Like? Is that how a contract? We'll see here in America. I wasn't not a contract girl in Germany. I was a contract girl here. But of course I knew everything that I was doing in the movie beforehand. They would ask me, can you do this? Will you do this? And I I had to do an anal and a normal scene, but all in one scene. I believe the

same dame like devil Penetration. No, I wasn't, like I always tell people I'm known for being DP queen, because I think in Germany was like that. But when I think about it, in America, I did do a couple of DP movies. I'm sure. Is it just not as popular here? You think? No, it's popular. It's just that a lot of girls just it's just made for TV. It's not really real life. I don't even know even the biggest slut who does a DV because it's not fun. It's not fun because of the fact that not because

of you the girl, because the men can't sink. It's more of a men's synchronization like swimming, or because if they're like hitting you inside at the same time together, it was like wait, wait, everybody stop, but they someone's up beat you. You know, it's like exactly, it's like, so you have to you know, just say look, somebody's got to like you first and you second, right, and then it's not fun. That's a really good Yeah, I'm

gonna write a book. I'm going to call it. So a lot of your scenes are anal scenes, Well, no, it's just there dps. Okay, but I got a lot of blowjob things here in America, and then of course a lot of movies because I was a contract girl in Germany. But they, you know, being a contract girl bait of course do what. I don't know whatever, you know, they just movies just how they feel fit your character. Now, did that pay well? This pouring pay well? Because I

hear all different kinds of numbers. I was telling you earlier. I heard about this girl that was doing a blowjob scene and she found out it was her brother afterwards. It was a glory whole scene, so she didn't know who she was and she only got paid a hundred And I think that's kind of funny, that whole for a hundred dollars, because well, I know it's that's just really it's really nasty and funny at the same time. You've ever done a glory hole scene? What are you

interested in that? No? Never, I don't. I mean I've had a few I've done. I've been asked a few things like people would say, okay, would you do like a Golden Shower movie or would you do this? And I say no, because that's on camera forever and I want to be recognized for whatever. I am okay with with being okay with camera forever. So a glory hole I don't feel there's any kind of respect for yourself behind that. At least I want to know the asshole and know if he had an AIDS test, So that

makes sense. So they don't tell you who it is at all, I don't think so, not when you're doing a glory hole scene. I don't fake, so you couldn't. I mean, I mean I've never didn't done a gang bang I mean I've even turned down gang Bang movies because I'm just like no, I'm like, there's just a limit. So what I'm gonna do? Like, no, so you're never going to see one more than two guys? Well, I've had other people in the No, no, no, you on too?

That's what about? What is it called bookai? You know what? I had just learned what that was like maybe two years ago when I was asking someone else because I in Germany. I had an escort agency for a minute because it's legal there. But I was like, and there was this girl She's like, yeah, I do BOOKACKI And I was asking this guy I was dating. I was like what. I was like, what the fund is books? The Newport? And you didn't know what BOOKACKI was. Look, I was a good girl in Port. Look, I was

like I did, Look for real, I did. I was like, I did condom only. I was the only condom only girl in Port. Even from the beginning. Guys don't like watching Port with condom Well, it's too bad, I want to words for they had to like something about it because we had a discussion that up to it. I owned up to that saying you're gonna wear a condom because it's not because you know what a lot of girls don't get in the industry is now they have to a lot of companies because you know, with a

whole aid scare. But you always had the choice, and that's the one thing that Nicky Starks told me in the beginning. He was like, you know what, I know you don't want to do this, and you have the choice, but a lot of things you could say no. And after my first movie, I know I did. I mean, when I was doing the scene, we did a no, and I did that with the condom. But then it was like don't and then he was like you don't have to. I'm like, otherwise I'm quit. And he's like

you're too good to quit. And I'm like, he's like, you don't have to do it. And after that I put my foot down. I was like, no, I know, I don't have to. But you know a lot of girls get confused or think about the money, and I don't think a thousand only you don't even get a thousand or two thousand or fifteen hundred anymore. For scene, So five hundred one hundred like the other girl, do you know what I'm saying? It's not worth it for even for you not to think that you can have

some sort of rights. Don't think that you don't have something industry. I get there are sometimes I get the sight, you'll make my money off tips. Right, she should just work somewhere else. Because he's about a set up time. I'm sitting around with a butt plug. The two alleys go around. You know, look, I'll make the other guy wear a butt plug. I'm like, like, you wear the butt plug? Did you do not know this movie is called Coco Brown? Does what you've done? That? All my

movies are named after me? No, I'm saying you guys in the ass, yes, yes? Are they gay? No? Oh, So, fucking a guy in the asses not make him gay, not at all. I don't know if if I'm I'm putting a zel do, if I'm putting a dick and a guy's ask he likes dick in his ass, that makes him gay? To me? Now, well, no, I make him gay. I wanted your fingers. Now he's gay if he wants it in his mouth, but not if he wanted in his ask, But why would you want to deal He would want a real penis in his mouth

right because he wants to. Maybe he's thinking about it and then he's done it before, and that's something you should think about. But what if it goes in his ass so nice and smooth. No, that's something you should think about. But that he's had it as asked before, it doesn't mean if it was a finger or another dildo or dildo a man and his asked he is gay. That's a woman put in the in the man's ass. It doesn't make him gay. And it's a man it makes him gay? What do you think? It's not that either.

It just makes him just I think just curious about it. Doesn't make him gay, because man can just if you want it all the time, if you when it sometimes, if you want it actually talk about that. You have a boyfriend who's like, are you yes, no problem? If you like that, if I do it, if you do it, yes, I see I still think this now you can't tell. Let's see if he comes to me and say, babe, I want to have another guy fucked me in the ask,

then we need to talk. If he's not asking me to go with him to the sex shop and buy a dial though that he can take up his ass. Now, I'll be a little bit curious if he's picking out one that is a little bit bigger than it should be. But we're not going to argue about it, because I still like, you want Lexington still replica. You know, I did a movie with him when he first came out, Lexington Steel. He was like a stockbroker or something before. He was awful the first movie I always tell everyone.

Everyone's like, oh, how was it? I was like, it was one of the worst movies I did. But he's great. That has a big dick. Don't mean they know what to do with it, don't know how to work that. I have a lot of respect for him because I saw him in Germany at the Venus Awards and stuff. But I was like, I'm really proud of you and where you you know, come along from where you that it was whacked the first time you had a scene with him. Why would I do that? But I know,

my god, But I'm sure he knows. I mean, I'm sure you always remember your first couple. Fund up made it who He probably was nervous because if it's because it was a DP, it was one of and I'm always like, yeah, come on, let's just go. You know, I just I just wanted to do the thing and not have I don't know men or it's harder for men. It really is a lot hard more difficult for them. And doing a scene and well, yeah, we don't have

to show our excitement. We could just look in our face and well know, you can lay there and be a bad horn actress and not get any recognition. But if you, you know, put some f f into it, then you know, people will look at you. But men, if his dick is not hard and he's jacking off the whole time, and you're like, oh man, you're like get out of here, comes sad You're like, oh my god, and she's like put it in my face and then

he's like ticked it. It's like a little bit poor little think what happens when a guy can't get hired doing well. I've had guys like I know, I mean, i know I'm telling some bad things, but guys, you know, I've had them like not they like shoot Viagara. I've had scenes were in their penis and I'm shooting sing right into the penis. I don't even have a penis, and that hurt me. And I've had to like have fake you know, like they make like fake come if

the guy has done too much or it's too nervous. Yeah, you could do fake. So what is what fame? How do they however they because usually it should not happen. But you know, sometimes there's the really crazy cum shots and you're like, there's no, no, no, no, those are real. The fake come shots. It is only when it's like the girl has it in her mouth and it's kind of just like and then it's cut and then they don't know how to make it look like it's projecting

out of the penis. Those are real. Most of the time. I've never had it like that. I mean, look, I don't want to be fake shot come in the eye, so you wait, I'll be like if it's fake, don't shoot me in the eye. Please. What does fake come though? Like? What do they? Whatever? They have their Usually it's like

a little bit of whatever, flower water maybe whatever. But there's like lotion and conditioner and this and that, and there's like this mixture and and the guys in the corner going like wait a minute, hold up for a second. I think I got it. He's still like Jack, wait, hold up, And that hobby makes you get even softer because there's a lot of pressure at that time. Anybody's like, huh, well, if you're doing it as who can't even get hard? They can a buffer, right, that's what they call them,

a buffer. I've never had buffers, but I'm sure they were there. I'm sure they were buffer. Fluffer, but I'm sure they were there. But I pay attention. But that doesn't matter because once the scene is going, the fluffer is usually there for the beginning while I'm there getting my makeup done or getting dressed, you know what I'm saying. But if he's any what what so for whatsoever professional,

he doesn't he doesn't even need a fluffer. Can that's the guy who will get That's the guy who will get hired as being like another Lexington steel because you don't need a fluffer. Bitch, My dick is hard right now. What's up? I'm ready to right now, and I could come again after the scene, and that what makes you a good males they can keep going to and don't go. Let's not keep going, and they need to give the money shot and do another and then keep going and

able to get hard again. That's right, be able to do another scene just as effective and not have the little dribble dribble next time. So maybe it's something in the diet that they're doing. I don't want a date a porn star. I'm sure most of the man I date act like porn stars. What's the smallest you've ever had? What I was talking about small? Oh my god, this is the funniest story. Oh my god, Oh my god. Okay,

there's Oh my god. There's this guy I was dating and we went out in a few days and he's like, he's really nice and stuff, and everyone knows him in the neighborhood. Okay, my other guy doesn't know, but he knows now, he knows a little bit. I told him about it, but it was like he was being all weird because he didn't know about my real guy. Of course, everybody's got a real person. We funny my name exactly.

And then he was like saying to me, he was like, Babe, I don't know what's going on in the Santa, isn't it. And I was like, look, you need to stop being weird to me. I says, I go around telling people that you have the smallest penis that I've ever seen in my life. You told him that, Yeah, I wrote him that in an SMS and and when. But you know what, I see him all the time because he's downstairs. He does this lounge chairs thing in the middle of

the street. He's a doctor. He's a doctor. And I always and I always say, I'm like, you're totally useless. Why didn't you work on your penis? Yeah, why can't you? But I'm really nice, I'm really nice about it. But I tell him, like, you better be nice to me. So and so even when it's my penis, Like, guys, my penises can be you know what I told him, I'm like, it's so good. It's so good that you had my favorite vibrator there. Penises are good, an that's why.

Look his penis was like look, it was like a non existent Okay. I would never tell a man is penis was the smallest I've ever seen, if it if it was not the smallest that I had ever seen, because I would never put it in. But I've seen quite a few penises in my life, and not to say more or less or anything, but look, it was really small. And now every time we're together and I look at him and we're sitting like even in this situation, I'm like, ya, so, what's up? Doctor? So and so?

How you doing. I'm like, so, I'm gonna come and sit on your lap and I what's up? He's like, I don't want you to. I'm like, I don't care what you want, but why did you still have sex with him once you saw it? Because he had my favorite viber vibrator Okay, and I hadn't seen it that vibrator since Germany, but I knew why he had it. She was like, oh my god, it's because he needed you know what exactly? You know what? Somebody else he used it. Here's the funny thing. When he pulled it out,

I actually kissed the vibrator before I kissed him. Oh god. I was like, oh my god, I've missed you. Where have you been? Oh my god? I'm like, how did you know? This was my favorite vibrator? I like, that doesn't make you feel like he used it on somebody else? And is that like I don't want? Well? He I told him. I was like, you've probably used to that someone else. He's like I'm a doctor of steriles, like put it back in the doctor machine now for me

and steriles. And he did and I was like, yeah, okay, I'm like that's good. And I believed to me he's a doctor. I've went onto this office, but I wouldn't now and I wouldn't touch it. That was It made me feel weird and like weird, weird. I just know now, Coco Brown, if you were going to tell people this is a movie of mine that you need to see, this is the one I had the most fun making. I like this movie the most. What's your best movie? You think you did? Oh? My goodness for us so

we can go home. And because that's a listener, I'm definitely want to go totally embodied to Coco Brown is and this is my best work, my best I don't say anything is my best work. I don't. I really can't. I'm not really I just like that. I don't know. But I could say what other people like, which is like Villa Ami Rosso and Cocoa's Hoak Side. And they

also like my other movie German Visit. They also like the movies that I did here in America, like Bomb, Mass Pussy, But then my name Nolan was Honey Love, Honey Love, and that's you know, very fun. But I mean I think how I look at my work is just too just do it and not really care if someone thinks that that movie was better than the Lass, because there's always someone saying something they don't like about me.

What did they say they don't like it? Well? No, there's always like oh I don't like your hair like this or that outfit or no or what do they pay attention to? Employant? So I have a question? They do? Actually what um thing? I just with that? What's youre gonna do it? You can't announce you have a question forever. They decided to retire from doing Oh my goodness, Well my ex husband told me I didn't need to. Well no, my husband was the CEO from one in one United Internet,

So it wasn't like we need it. We never. It was never a money issue. It was just we had a lot, a lot of a lot of money. It was just that. And there was also an eight scare at that time where this actor had went to Brazil and then you know the thirty day time grace period of getting your next texting testing and then he came back and infected a lot of people that this was like I stopped in two thousand three. Oh, that wasn't very long ago. Remember I remember they said Brazil, Yeah, yeah,

it was the one guy. And I was just like, and I had got another new exclusive and they wouldn't say who it was at first. I know who it was, but I'm not you know, you know, it doesn't matter anymore, you know what I'm saying. And I was just like, I quit. I'm like, I really really really quit. And my husband like, see that's right, baby, you don't need this. I'm like, that's right. I know. I don't remember that question. Do you watch a lot of ports? Never? Never, only

when my boyfriend. My boyfriend likes to watch maybe or any a lot of guys. Well no, not a lot, but uh, I think the ones that I find somewhat interesting they like to watch porn. Go back and watch your own. No. Never, Like I said, only the most people who want to watch my porn is use are the guys that I date, so and that feels kind of get the guy he would want to watch a movie as wor place. You think that's absolutely I think it's kind of weird. Because I'm like, why you got

me here? For real? I'm like that, But no, it's like kind of coinciding because I think it's more like I've also had them say why don't you do that with me? It's only because it's difficult. It's only made for TV. And that's what most people don't understand life. A lot of that ship doesn't feel good. And you know what, it's not that it doesn't feel good, it's just that it's not it does it's not practical. It's just not practice practical. Come over, and you know what

you said. You said earlier, you said poor actress, you said point, you said porn actress, and I took I noticed that you said poorn actress, and I had in the back of my mind, I'm thinking, like, yeah, it really is a whole like acting thing, Like you're not really of course you're engaging in real sexual acts, but the whole thing is acting out your emotions and then

your feelings. And because like you said that, it's not even my real it's like my emotions, I always would channel what I really would feel when I'm really with someone I really like else. It's not that I'm picturing someone else I have to see the guy who's in front of me and what's happening. But it makes it feel more. It's the only the emotion I'm only channeling. Like when I'm with someone I really really like and I'm with this guy, I'm gonna channel that emotion right now.

We're into the acting and that's that and that's all there is to it. And the moment it's done, I'm like, Okay, we're done. Good, Okay, good seeing. I never ever come. I've never I mean, you're never came on camel. Okay, one time when I did, I think, what was this? What was that? Say? Everywhere is who made you come? Well? He had a vibrator at powers. Oh my god, yeah that's right, and he like, say, hey, what's up here as a vibrator? You're so hot? And say it's your

first time. I'm like, but it's not. It's my fourth movie early. But wait, do you come in real life during sexon? Oh? Yeah absolutely, but it's just on camera. You can't because it's a channeling of your your own orgasm and you're probably doing so much faking like it's not making all everything I'm doing is real. That is really me it's just that, why do you have to have all of me? You know what I mean? I'm holding something back for myself. What can you squirt? Oh

that's so disgusting. I hope, I'm glad I cannot. Really you've never squirted it. I always wished that could square. No, but I just like to come a lot. Is that? Okay? No? No, know what squirt and coming a lot is different. We'll see because I don't think it looks I just think I've seen that happen. There was this girl some because there's a lot of movies or whatever, and this guy was like, yeah, you think that's hot baby. I was like, oh no, no, it does seem a little messy. Men,

it's really messy. I I squirted that, and I think, you know what, it's bad enough that the guy hits me in the eye with his stuff. Why do I have to hit him in the eyeland? Why? Why did everyone everything everywhere in his face? Yes? Why didn't you do it? I would? I would use the vibrator because that's what makes me squirt. The ivane that I talked about, Well, yeah, if you want to do it like that, because I'll be like, yeah, bitch, take it here? Is this what

you deserve? I don't know. I'm like, I'm more like you don't back up, like baby, I don't want to do that to you. And he's like stopping. I wanted in my face and then you just square in his face. See smells like water. I'm gonna try to Oh my god, I'm gonna try to skirt it and gonna end up just like pissing. That's it is. It's but it sho out and I think the force thing the squirret and forced the squirrell be right shower all right? So now fast forward, you decided to stop doing porn? When did

you decide to retire? Oh? You said, you said that, and then you indeeding, Well, then I was doing music music. I was rapping for quite some time. And that's the time did you have Now there was one son and that wasn't me. It wasn't that. That doesn't look like you at all, but she had your name. I know that's funny. But you know, I say, imitation is the best form of flawery. What can you do? You know what I mean? Because when I when I first came out,

there was no other Coco Brown. And you know I've been out for some time, and what can I do? I mean, I just do my best to be my best. Therefore I get more, but I can't. But you know, she kind of fell off the face of the man. My lawyer is kind of attack that sounds nasty. It was, well, I know, you gotta do what you gotta do, you know what I mean. But I was like telling people,

I'm not gonna tell anyone. I'm not gonna make to have a sun caught, make me nut and watch make me nut because I don't come on camera for what because I'm like, you know, I tell the truth for one, I don't come on video, so only somebody I dated. And I'm not gonna suck a football team because I don't do gang bangs or you know. I mean, there

was so bad. I mean, there were so many things that were not like me, and people who knew me and people and it's like even though I have a dirty or potty mouth, but you could hear from when you talk to me. It's just like I wouldn't say those things. I'm like, I'm like, that's not me. I wouldn't go there. But I would be like, well, maybe I would suck my boyfriend's stick right here. If he was like, really like turn me on, I'm like, it doesn't matter what I'm wearing, but I just put my

really nice dress up. Do you think in jaim many the more liberal liberal liberal liberal about sex and they are in the United States. Yes, I find that when I go to Europe, but it is a lot more. It's not about being more liberal, it's just that sex is sex. It's like I remember doing a talk show for Daytime and they wanted me to paint. They wanted me and a couple of other girls to paint pictures with our boobs that would never happen. Well, yeah, we're

like you're being topless or whoever. The bed had the best boop boop tip painting. The first time I went to Amsterdam, I was totally like taken aback by all the prostitutes in the windows. I wasn't ready for that. It's great, I wasn't ready for that. And the girls are beautiful, Yeah, they're not like I mean, you see

a couple basic ones with big stomachs. Most of them are like, you know, blonde hair, blue eyes, perfect breast, like really pink nipples, like they're they're gorgeous and you you pull out your phone and like they're like running into the back because they don't want you to take pictures of them. Yeah, you're you're not allowed. Usually women

are not usually allowed in these rat light districts. I really, women aren't allowed usually in certain but in Amsterdam, okay, it's I mean that's the company I'm based with it, and the space company is an Amsterdam and I'm flying. But don't women pay to have set to the women too? No? Not really, not really, not really. You paid for your man and you to have sex with another woman, so you pay us a couple. I just think it's really gross because they're like in these little rooms and there's

a bed and that's where they're doing it. I don't know, I've never been in these little rooms. You can see it, well, yeah, you can see them, but and then you know, when they get a customer, they close the shade and then they change the sheet. I don't think. I don't know. I mean I used to work in a Dominatrix studio in Germany and there's rent light districts all over Germany and it's but uh, I don't know. We had like the housekeeper who came that someone did change the sheets,

but not after every person. No, it depends on what the guy is doing, and usually exactly. And usually the thing is, you don't lay on the bed in the first place because you wanted to go as fast as possible. This is not love here, baby, don't lay on me, I don't don't. Don't you hit this thing like goodbyes, like one leg up? What okay, don't don't touch me that not. Have you been involved like have you done escorting? Like have you done things like you own the escort

agency idea where you would escort yourself. Well no, not myself, not like that, but of course you know it's a little bit different and you're having your own agency. And I mean, I guess just living and coming from Las Vegas, there's always somebody trying to buy your pussy right anywhere. I know about where you're from. Well, we'll see. I didn't ever want to go to jail or catch a case I mean Vegas, and you have to do it

on the outside. So I was a really good girl, you know, and that's why I was like I stripped. Wait a minute, stripping is not good. Wait, okay, I'll do port Okay, damn it, ship, I guess I'm gonna have to do part. Because prostitution is legal in the state of Nevada but illegal in the city of exactly, so you can't you can't play around in the casinos anything. You go to jail, well, you just gotta be nice.

You gotta staff and everyone. You don't go to jail if you're nice to everyone, and if you dress the part, if you look you know, you have to dress the part, because if you go they're looking like a hooker, then they're gonna have to kick you out because you make the home if you go there, and of course you only play money to put the slot machines and getting sloppy drunk and not tipping. They gotta you are to

get out of here, you know. But if you sit there, you look good, you dress well, you know, you're not causing a problem. They're not gonna if you tipped. You tipped the people, and you've got your friends. You've got to just tip the people that you are around, and they because everyone knows you're there. Don't think they not do not know you're there. It's just that they just

need to know how you carry yourself. Yeah, and and honestly, the people who are in Vegas with a lot of those people that are in the hotels in the casinos their horst and they think everybody's a hooker. Anyway, I've been standing my home girl like, yeah, I'm waiting for my friend. I'm just taking I'm on my period. Or you also a dominatrix, though for a short amount of time. Yes,

so dominate as a dominatus. You're not supposed to have sex with your slaves, right, That's what I've heard you can, yes, because somebody told me that that I met another dominator. She said that ruins the relationship. It just depends what type of domino that you are. Dominate trix. I guess dominant German work, I guess dominatrix. She said. The first thing she ever had to do was spit on somebody for an hour. Oh, I mean, I'll spit on you

just because if I just don't like the guy. I was like, what I don't like you, come here, let me spit on you. But he paid her for that. What's the craziest thing somebody asked you to do? That? You were like, this is weird? Uh feed him a ship cone two girls in the cup. Oh god, that's the two girls I've ever seen. Not even real listeners do not do not research two girls own cup. That wasn't even really No, he pulled out an ice cream

cone out of his pocket with ship on it. Wait, we had ship with him and I had to feed it to him, and it was the real shite. It was a stink really bad. One cup wasn't real Angela as ice cream how you know, it's not just research it. But yeah, so he had his own ship and his own ship, well at least it was his own ship didn't have like you want to throw up, Well, it's stinked.

But I think the worst part about it was just looking at it on his you know, and he's trying to look at you and be sexy about it, and you're feeding it because there's only arms length's not like he's feeding himself. So you were looking at him and you're like, you know, his ship's kind of green, and you're trying to act like it's sexy, like you're like this, it's kind of like this is Yeah, that was the worst part about it because it was in his teeth

and I just thought it was on his teeth. And tongue. That was it. That was the only thing he wanted you to do, and that was it. You don't he jacked off? I mean, but I just thought about it, like as he was talking and breathing, it was a eating you know, definitely, what are you about to eating? It makes you sick, But it's like a form of torture like that. For he could be dead by now, but all the ship that's probably that was. I mean,

I don't think about anything else. If I have some nightmares sometimes like oh god, chick, come, oh chi okay, I'm like, oh god, nasty. I'm like green tweet, I'm sweating. I'm sweating. It's only a game. Now you're an astronaut and you're about to go into space. Now talk about

how that happened. Um well, I met these people and um well, actually I got accidentally invited by a luxury concierge in Berlin and it was only for twelve people in one person that canceled and they were just like, oh you're so like a come with and take his place. And I was late, a little bit late, and when I got there, there was like this whole big press stand and I was like what did I miss? And when I got inside, they were like, oh great, Koco

Brown is here. We can now start and I'm like, oh, okay, we kind of dinner, you know. And then it was just like this round table of twelve people and there was like three guys standing in front, and they were saying that, Okay, this is our company and we're giving you people the opportunity to fly into space and become an astronaut because we actually have agreements with different space companies and stations to give you the license, the rights, the wings astronaut wings, so to say, to become a

real astronaut. And I'm sitting there in the seat. I'm like in an accidental meeting, and I'm like, well, you know, I mean I got put on the list, but I was yeah, because I was like it was called space lunch, and I thought, I'm like, I like the Discovery Channel. I'm like, what's up? I want to hear something. I'm like, I just moved to Berlin. I wouldn't meet somebody, do

you know? It was more like that, And then I was just some more a little bit confused because I was really like, excuse me, am, I did you want me here? Did you know. Wait, you know who you're who I am? Right, you never hade like poor and stuff. First, you know, with the other occupations of the rest of the people. Oh, yes, the other astronauts, you're absolutely they have really great jobs. Uh there are other astronauts. Uh they are professional golfers. Uh they own companies. Um, they

are diamond factory owners. Hours though, right, yes, because the training, So it's like one fifty and so you've been doing the training. Yes, And when did you go in space? I fly the last the third quarter of two thousand and sixteen. That's really soon. Hell long does it take? It's only an hour hour and a half and die? How how long are you going to be in space? An hour hour and a half And like I said, forever if I come in space, like, we'll see. That's

how I get my astronaut wings. Because there's a certain It doesn't mean she's wanting to go and land on the Moon. No, No, it's I know you know I've heard this before in another interview and the Space people were like, oh my god, we don't like that joke. I was like, look, I can't do nothing about what other people say in the press, but I'm like, I'm like, you know, I did pourn and there really is a

planet called Uranus. I'm like, get over it. I'm like, I mean the company is a Amsterdam and I'm like, get over it. I'm sure a lot of people have been in somebody's asshole there, right right, No, it's only an hour, hour and a half. So you build it up, you know, like the first time it will be an hour and an hour and a half. And then when you I mean, I should do another flight if I choose to, I mean I could go on that Mars mission. But no, you have to go to a certain amount

of feet. It's just no to say that you're an astronaut. Um the other there's only one other commercial airline that does this, and they're having six to eight people on a flight. And it's a distance also, and we're going three hundred and thirty eight thousand feet, and that lets us break the barrier. That breaks the astronaut barrier because it's only feet, and then therefore we have to do then we have to do the astronaut training. Doesn't mean

we're going somewhere to land. If we were going to land somewhere, then maybe we'd have to do more survival training, but we're just doing more of training of understanding, okay, And you're not like the government space station where you stay up there for three years or something. Are you gonna be like around And I hope not, because every space station. I hope they don't kill me after this.

But they're always saying to me. You know, we're saying to us that you know, when you come back, we want to test you and you're gonna see things and things up there are different, and we have to talk to you, and we're trying to and we're trying, you know, and I'm just like, what do you mean? What it probably is that there's aliens and ufolds that they know is there and they don't want to tell us or not. They want to brainwash you too, to think that you saw a thing. We have to we have to be

debrief the moment we get bad. Believe you, we are not allowed to talk to anyone else the moment we land yeah, because they got to make sure that you're not gonna go back and be like listening, I saw, I saw, you know what I mean. They're probably gonna

even make you sign some paperwork. Maybe they're gonna flag you now every time you travel probably I mean, you know back to this number, you said, three thousand and thirty eight, three thirty eight, So the thirty thousand feet that we travel normally like and then the three feet up into the darkness. Thinking about it, right, and to go that fast? That has no But I have a question. Um, so you know they have this Mars mission, you know they are going to live on the planet. Well, this

is a one way trip. But I'm not going to do this right exactly? And how many years does it take to get to Mars? I don't know. I'm not interested. I don't care. I'm not gonna So you want to do it? That's what I was gonna ask you. Stephanie was like, do you want to go live on Earth to that opportunity? Like? Look, I do. Like that's why I'm like, look, I want to come back in hours enough. I'm totally good with my polluted Earth. So is it just like a regular plane? Is it a rocket ship?

Like it is a shuttle at rocket ship, it's an actual shuttle. And but it's more I have a sling shot kind of a thing. We go up and go back down, but you still go through you know what, you know what? I fall asleep on everything too. But my biggest fear is hoping that you know the feeling you get on the airplane when you go too fast in your ears. But and I don't think you're allowed to have gum and you know you can't drink water because I have the helmet. But I'm like the gum,

I'm like, how do I get over it? What am I gonna do? And that's just my biggest fear. Did you see that movie Gravity? That's what I did. Don't like that. I haven't seen that. Don't even listen to us, don't you know what. I don't watch those type of things. I have not. I don't watch because I you know, everyone's like, are you afraid? And what's gonna happen? I'm like, if I die, I die. I'm like, I drive two hundred on the outer bound every day. I'm like, I

could die every day I step in my car. So if I'm like, you know, gonna get I'm like, I'm doing something. I look at this, It's like I'm doing something that most men in this world wish they could do. Woman, well, now, I don't think women. I think this is more of like, you know, I get most guys that like, I can't believe you're doing this. I'm so jealous. Oh my god, I wish I could fly in space. Ill I'm like so womenly that was that's such a girl. I'm so

jealous of you space. They do because they say like, oh, it's going so fast, and like I just like, I just did a four D. They're like, you just did four gees. I'm like, I'm like, you can pay for it to exactly. I'm like, I can't give you the I'm like, if you want to go to NASA, I could set it up. So if NASA giving you like restrictions on what you can and can't say and talk about like impress and stuff like that beforehand, not yet, not yet yet, not yet, not yet, not yet not Yeah.

I mean, I'm sure the only thing that people are like a little bit taken back from is that they didn't access before they took my money, is was my previous career. I can't they don't ask you that well. I mean you would think they would do a whole background check, right, well, they did a check and because I live in Germany and I did and I'm pretty well known I know exactly. I'm pretty well known in Germany.

And who comes up with a couple, you know, comes up with a hundred grand and a couple of days. You're trying to get there too, for sure. How have you lived in Germany? Uh? Since? Oh you lived there? In there? I know literally like live there that you've been you know, you've spent a lot of time overseas. Yeah, I could set a time over there all right now,

we were talking about this earlier. I want to get back to this um because a lot of people were writing in questions that they wanted the ladies to ask today on Live Service, Okay, can you be just friends with somebody after you guys? Would adies? Can you go back to being friends again? You know? You know you know? Yeah, I don't I agree with that, man, I don't think I think it's um, like if I have Okay, for example, if I'm um with my boyfriend and he tells me, oh, yeah,

this is my homegirl. We used to funk back in the days, but we don't do that. He would never tell you that we used to being buddies, Like that's you can't unless you were really good fun buddies. And then you're like, you know what, I do like fucking you so I can. But you can't get any buddy that I'm I could be friends with, just you know what. There's maybe one guy and he's like, he's a comedian

in Germany. And I showed this girl, one of my girl that I know, he like sends me these pictures and she's like, oh my god, this penis is so big. It's like as big as an arm. I know, it's big. I'm like and like he's a white guy and he's a comedian and he's really proper, but he's not sad proper with penis that big. But he's really nice. But he's nice though, but you know, no, we did have a moment where it was like I was like, oh, I'm over, But then it was like he's like, you

know you like this. I'm like like, yeah, man is pretty nice. But it had to come from him, because if the guy is feeding into your craziness, so to say, because women haven't put out a lot of crazy you know in this room, yes, you know what I'm saying, and if the man it just doesn't ignore it and just step over it. And then like maybe a couple of weeks later and be like, so, what's up. And then because you're over it, you're just like, okay, yeah,

I'm fine, you know what's up? Where what are you doing? Like can we see? Because you're over it. But at that moment, and if he's just still like you know, fuck you bitch, and then you're like, well fuck you two do that still? Then too. But if he's just like, yo, what's up, You're like, yo, my god? Is my I mean it's like, um, I can't. Like I've had guys that we were in an relationship and we would just have sex and I think, um when I'm running into

them and it's like, oh, hey, what's up. But I'm still looking at him, and in the back of my mind, I'm thinking what that mouth to. Yeah, so you can't be friends him because you still want to fact, he would wouldn't want it, and I would too. I think, you know, that's the type of relationship we have. That's the only way we know each other exactly. I think

you should make it. You can be friends with somebody that you were in a relationship with, you know what I always have, yeahship relationship is two totally different things. Like if we were fun buddies and we're not gonna be suck no more, wet buddies, no more. If all we had was sucking in common and we're not sucking the word and we have not exact but would be like, well he was cool, but I wouldn't want him to

be my boyfriend. Or what about like hooking up your friendly with your fun buddy and then they end up being boyfriend and girlfriend. Oh my god, that happened to me. Happen everywhere? Yeah, no, no, no, because now I'm still kind of with this person and me and her or not together because she didn't tell me. He had to tell me that they were. He was like, yeah, I sucked he. I was like, no, wonder that bitch was acting stupid. Damn it. I'm like, I fucking knew it.

And I was like, why didn't you tell me? I'm like, I knew you before I thought you and I were. Give me a heads up because I'm gonna find out, you know. I was like, I thought we were talking, and he was like, yeah, I sucked her. Now what about pitty sex? Have you ever had pitty sex? Yes? Why not? Unlesson if you're getting something, But then if it's pitty sex and you have to take it all

for yourself, like everything out of it, bothering me. I'm just gonna have sex, but then I'm going to abuse him and make sure I get everything I want out of that pennymind thing. That's like my feet massage, my fingers massage. It's just like sex. And if I felt nothing to give it, you know, because I feel nothing for you anyways, at least let me enjoy this. Let me enjoy at a spa day with the happy ending,

I don't have to pay for it. Yes, yeah, you know sometimes you just feel like, oh, he loves me so much still and he's just like and I don't really feel like it's happy. Yeah, like, oh what a sex was? Yeah. I've definitely had pitty sex with my ex for sure. Puppy sex. Yeah. And you know what, honestly I think pitty sex, in my opinion, it's not It's never a good idea because you're giving, you're sending somebody the wrong the wrong signal. It's mixed signals you're doing.

You know, if you if you don't, if you feel bad for them, you shouldn't feel that bad where you're gonna give them your body. You know what I mean, Because it's giving them hope, it's giving them false hope, and that's going to stake that I'm made. You know, you're not doing them anything. Oh I feel bad because he's crying. All right, we're gonna get back again. I have to because I think women are making that mistake because man, yeah, because man do it all the time

to women. Do you under say? They don't care about our feelings, so why should we? So when they come there and if you're having pity sex with them, you should let them know right then? And their look, mother, look, I'm feel like that. It's like, look, listen, it's not what you think. But I do like to fuck and let's have sex and bad when and when we're done, I want you to get off of me and you should go and lay somewhere else. Do you understand what

I'm saying? And because they'll do it to us and then we're at home feeling like, oh my god, I thought he liked me. So, guys, I guess you can text that girl and say would you please have pity sex with me? It doesn't have to be more than that. Just feel bad for me, but tell her that Oh my god. If he does that, I hope then you know what, she has every right to treat him so bad and he'll love it. You know he would, because he doesn't he wants his sex anyways. He doesn't care

how he gets it. It's just it's just usually they're just trying to entertain what we think we want. So if you just and if you kind of turn the tables I would say on them, then usually a guy will be to you. They'll be like, I can't believe you're acting like this. You're acting more like the way a guy and usually would think and act. You're like, oh, I know, I'm like that feels weird. Huh. All right, well listen, Coco Brown, We thank you so much for

coming through service. You got a lot of into more things going on. Fun. Yeah, we had a good time with you guys. You had some very interesting stories. You have a nightmare about one of them. Yeah, oh my gosh, that's no Colnes. But I've never had another episode. Me and both Stephanie were just like that. But listen, let everybody know where they can check you out. You can check me out on all of my social media networks.

They are it's Coco Brown. Yeah, it's I T S c O C O P R W B R O w N at Facebook, at Twitter, at st Graham and my website. And you update this when you go to space. Yeah. Absolutely, So everything about me is called it's Coca Brow. So just put the I T S in front and then my name and then there you go. Okay, well, good luck going out of space. Man, you have sex? Did they tell you not allowed to have sex? And if there was, maybe not just me and the other and

one other person because I'm co pilot. So if he has a heart attack or die, I want to come back. It happens to you, Yeah, I want to. She killed a guy during sex, so all, oh my god, why did you tell that story? Has Oh she has a few times. It's it's best not to have sex in space because you might get someone a heart attack. It happened to It could happen to you. It could happen to you. Girl. You just put it on him, right, and she got annoyed. She had to take him to

the hospital. I want to get heart attack. I got things an get your ship together. Sorry, rest in peace, friend, I'm sorry. We should all say we're sorry. I'm sorry. I still want to be blessed. Okay, that's great. Thank you so much. I'm Angela Ye, I'm Stephanie Santiago and I'm g McGuire. We'll be back next week. Thank service, thank you,