Episode 159: Free Therapy (Feat. Wale)

music that we like. But then we also like the lyrical music and we got a great imagination. Oh so you've never been in love? Yeah, I don't think everybody is. What's right, comar com Why you're acting all nervous. It's a question. I've been in love of I've been I've been in love for els, okay, And so what makes somebody fall out of love? Um? I think sometimes people just grow apart. That that was I was trying to say that in a shorter way. You just grow apart.

It's just in one word. I think, Yeah, you grow apart. And those are those are kind of like the most painful ones though, because it's like you really can't pinpoint what it is, and sometimes people think it's because of somebody else. It's just like this part mean, you're just not like the same, Like your views on the world might just might change, or your views or the things that you thought were important to you aren't the same no more. And it's just like you're not even arguing,

but you're just not the same. And you know, the beast of mine to be in love with mine, you gotta really be their friend and be like have things in common, even if it's the opposite to track. Then you still have to have this some type of like vibe with each other. And sometimes people vibe change and then then they don't align with each other. Sure, but

sometimes it is another person. Sometimes it's another person. Somebody might come along and you think that what you got going on is great, and this person might just you something a whole another world. But I think when you when you when you, when you say I love you, I think you know all the sides of that person. By that point, you can't love someone unless you know all sides and them and what they're capable of. You

know what I'm saying. That's true, but like you said, love not fall out right sometimes, I think, and this goes for men and for women whoever you wish you help you step your game up, because sometimes you're showing somebody so much and you're like, okay, what about me show me something? Man? When I get back, what can I get back? Like? And you know, like the older I get, the more like you know, you go through this phase and you go, do you know dating or whatever?

Like me, it's like I'm almost like I can't. I can't do this no more, like I don't even know. And then um, even when I was talking to Jad, I was like, okay, y'all, how how where am I supposed to meet? If I'm really trying to like I'm also serious, and where? Why would where would I meet? Said woman? Like where's she gonna be at? I mean, all I do is work. I go to the studio. I might host the club that night or when I'm

out of the studio it is nighttime. It's not like nowhere to go, Like it's only one place that I'm really that are actually women at you know what I'm saying that the the strip club or like or or the industry where it's like it's really difficult to do. Uh when when I get like screenshot or something, why don't you go grocery shopping that whole one grocery shopping and it's just or in the gym it took before

I was to just get like eight items. Yeah, but you're supposed to be looking at the women that's their shot exactly when I'm gonna go. I mean, everybody like your famous, it's like you know you already got it, Like you already like worrying about somebody's intentions. You know what I'm saying, You're worried about like who, Like my thing is you can have whatever, like you could have

been through whoever. But like when it's might when it's industry people, and it's like it might be like, oh man, when she used to date like one of the producers I work with, or you know, one of the directors I'm cool with or whatever, like so you kind of just you don't start, you don't pursue something that you

know what it is, Like, I'm like, you already started dating. Yeah, Like there's been girls that like, you know, I felt like I felt chemistry with, But I'm like, you know what I'm saying you dealt with that person, man, Like I'm not even gonna like acknowledge it, Like I'm gonna just that. Meek posted that he said, you can't come for John when you're close homies dunked already. That's a rule, dog. Yeah.

I mean, I don't like to make anything absolute because because if there is, if if love is love and what we say it is, then it could conquer all of that. But you know, my thing is, I think it might like I might not not know. I would have to get to know them and spend time with him to fall in love. I wouldn't allow myself if I even see that some type of chemistry potentially, you

gotta just cut it off. Yeah. Woman that has a baby by two of the Jackson's and their brothers, so I felt like if she can accomplish that, some of these holes two or more friends, I feel like they could accomplish if you she got kids by both of them. Everybody don't because I think about the repercussions, you know what I'm saying. And even me, I've been single, I've been single for so long, but I just always felt like, Okay, my my daughter's mother, I respect her she's such a

great mom. Like you know what I'm saying, Like I'm it's hard to be a dad on the road. She's a great mom, But I never liked I wanted to be seen out with a girl or rub it in her face or whatever, like, so you care about her feeling care about I mean even right now, I'm just like like, but I don't at the very at the very least, she deserves that much, or she deserves that much for me not to be like flawinging and around to grow. People grow apart, you know what I'm saying,

When people grow apart. And I know how I'm white now, you know what I'm saying. I had to toe and I know she why. And it's like, in order for us to obtain your happiness in our lives, it cannot be because we don't. I'm not trying to trap you in this situation where you're with somebody that you're you're not living your best live. But you know what I'm saying, I'm not trying to trap you in there because because because we feel like we have to, because we made

life together, like nobody should do that. That's detrimental to everybody because now you're gonna now that kid might grow up in the house where the parents are fighting all the time because they really don't want to, like you might as well just say, like we've grown apart, Like I see a lot of people are like, well, for the sake of my child, Like I'm just gonna stay

with this person. And then guess what it's. It's it's false hope, because it's there's gonna come a time and when Lloyd's getting there's no matter some kind of way, it's gonna You're not. It's not gonna there's there's an expiration date on the right. When I into college. Yeah, I think it was like your brothers in college. You're in college, all right, Oh yeah, that's not it's kind of like like nonsenorus, don't worry about I don't know

if it's mascula borderline emasculating. Alright, So we're gonna get into it. And since we have while here, which by the way, I didn't. I didn't think he was going to really happen into it. Yeah, yeah, not yet. That was the tip of the heis. But now we want to ask you getting anothering. Yeah, listen, my little sisters said raised raised that we came up in grew up in the same house, about to say, we're gonna need

you to step outside while we finished these questions. Now we were somebody had asked the question right on social media to us. Yeah about directions. Okay, so the question and quick see that's an was saying, she grow Okay, so I know a girl that reached out to me, and she basically said, she went out on a date. She's grown about, you know, early thirties, late twenties, and um,

she went out on a date with this guy. They were dancing and out of nowhere she felt an erection, a little pokee coming, a little poke you know, you know the song. So I guess it was a little weird for her, like a little awkward because she didn't know how to confront it. She felt like she should be I mean, she should be flattered. You can't control that, That's what I was saying. It's not like I said, God that baby like he's like, oh ship, Like I've

enjoying this a little bit. So he didn't say anything. Good if you're getting close, this sounds good to have, especially John warmed up a little bit. If that's the vibe between you and so you know what I'm saying, clearly the dancing, she's attracted to him. That's what I was thinking. But here's where the problem. You know, it's on the man. You know what this could go, but

even it could be more beautiful. But unfortunately, you know, nothing was said, nothing happened, and he just said, all right, by I have a good day. Came under the date. No you think he came? Yes, yes, they can. I'm just saying it wasn't a lap dance. Dry don't don't it? Can guys come from you just grinding on that like absolutely all the time. He probably noted It was like,

all right, I don't think, I don't think. I don't know, but I think you gotta be You gotta be a different type to come while you're dancing on someone if you have a good imagination. Man, this music so loud and some there's so much going on. What the hell? No, just maybe he don't have that much sex before in life, right, that's why he got excited. Never really had sex, So shut up about his daughter. Question of the story released to the question, so, basically, have you ever been in

a situation where you know your things got hard? Are random erections. Random erection control has grown out. You don't get random erections still. I thought every guy random yeah yeah, like yeah yeah, like like nipples get hard and when you want cold when that happens, But you got y'all get hard to do. Your nipples get hard every time you get a direction. I don't know. I don't feel nipples. You can't tell I feel like that when guys get I don't think when guys get a direction, their nipples

get hard. I think it's not you, it's weird. I don't know. I don't know. Every time your nipples are hard doesn't mean a man's dick is hard to be cold out? Yeah, but getting them jones while you dancing, I don't. I don't know about that life. I think that's why it would be fun sometimes. Guess what you look what? You didn't start it all? You thought it was a party, But there's a party party she's supposed to be like? Is that a gun in your bad

I'm very happy to see you in your pocket? Can't you remember anytimes you got a random erection there was a terrible time for it to happen, that you would like fun. I gotta sweatpants. I can't. I can't. I might just probaly. I probably just, you know, because I'm not. It's not like I'm around. It's just happens. My body just just doing his own thing. Right now, how do you get it down? I mean, it's just you probably got out head. I don't speed out, because that can

be different. You definitely have head on speed out somewhere in that phones No, I got headaches. All right. Now, we're gonna play a little game. It's called is it cheating? And you guys are going to weigh in and say that it's not your question. You got to ask the cheating already? Is it cheating? Yes? If you flirt and go to lunch with a coworker, is that cheating? Your motherfucker cheating. You're flirting and enjoying isolated company with another person.

If they yeah, But if you go Dutch, that's they don't. It's about the time, about the money, It's about the times isolated environment with somebody with another dude. And you said flirting already, not ship when they're in relationships. What well, well, I think the last time I really had a girlfriend, I was in a different mental spaces about life, like I kind of believe that, you know, she could be perfect. So I don't know, uh maybe so that is cheating.

It was definitely cheating. But about flirting with I don't know, because does the significant other know that you're going to lunch with you a coworker. Yeah, you could be like I want to lunch today and work wise, like you know what I'm I'm not. I'm kind of like, uh like contradicting myself because like at this point in my life, I would I would data shipper, like our data stripper,

and like that's my girlfriend. She's definitely flirting. But guess what though, I guess maybe flirting is within it's an actor that may be nervous. I'm nervous, but this guy's he's not. He's not ugly, he's funny. But it's also a nerve thing because a lot of girls flirt when they're nervous, you know what I'm saying. But if you actually like low key, like feeling the nigger like and in your mind he's a he's he's playing like second strink, like just in case your man act up. Yeah, it's

definitely No, that's super cheating. One is regular cheating. This one is super cheating. And if if the flirting is multiple times a day, you're super saying cheating Goku levels of cheating. Flirting makes me uncomfortable if I don't like the person. What if that when people think you're floating in your nuts, I don't like that. Because I'm nice to you does not mean I'm flirting. As you get over, the flirting comes with them like you like, some girls

are just charismatic. If you're charismatic, you charismatic around women or men, you just charming motherfucker like and Nigga's going last like or some women um speak more like it's just not like that's might be the way it might be, the way they raised, They might be whatever. Like that's why people are more like they put their hand on your leg when they talk to you. That's why I never do that. That's why I never reacting in the shot.

I never think. I always think like like I was with female artists and the male artists the other day and like, you can't tell I'm like bro. You don't want to assume, especially in this hypersensitive age and ship like that. You don't want to assume bro like because you assume and you take too much lead, it's going to be like, uh, I was just being nice to feel friends. We're just good friends. I see a lot of inspiration on her, Like I'm very inspired by what

she does. Like we talk a lot, like during like the season when she's making the show, and I get a lot of that energy that she gave me, whether it's what's going she could be mad on the set that day or whatever. I get like a lot of energy because she's thriving, she's trying to go up. She work and she hustled, she was I'm literally seeing her evolved into something greater, and you know it's I'm so

proud of her for that. I take that energy and I write like she's definitely my muse sometimes though she's definitely she's definitely not both of them is that both of them are my muses a lot. And there's probably like forty songs that y'all nobody who ever here that are along the lines of like bad and low thiss and stuff like that, like and I've used I definitely used the sales my music a lout. Why would we never what happens when we never hear that? I mean,

you don't I can't. I can't if you've got too many options, you've got none. So I can't just brought drop a whole lot of music. I gotta spread it out. Even We love when Wild talks to the ladies on his record because a lot of you know, artists shot to talk to the ladies and they don't really connect. This is for the ladies. Hold up my four or five talks every day with heart used to be and then you gotta put up what the funk I don't like just such a fucking hole. Let me just tell

y'all something right now. That song came up four months ago would probably be one of the biggest songs of the summer, whether you'll like it or not. I'm just like that. But we're just saying that's not to the lady. That is for the like me. Don't you how I know him? He's like, they going stay. The girl's gonna sing this louder than the Niggers, and it will be You're gonna you're gonna hear the high pitched voice in the club over the mail boy. It's gonna sound like

a unison of women that want to get ratchet. The new, the new, the new like the mot New in my opinion, let me just the modern new woman's highly educated and

Holly Ratchet. That's she's and educated, not meaning books smart, but like just like well well read like you know, street smarts, but Ratchett know what meaning And I'm using Ratchet in the cartoonistic way, like Ratchet in the way it's like, um, I want to go turn up the city girls like you get in the car and it's just all city girls in nineties R and B. Right,

that's it. She get out, she know all the words, she can wraps, she's yeah, and she goes there and ventage that she started and she sells bundles and make drug the money. Like you know what I'm saying, Like that's that's that's almost like the modern girl, like the modern you know in nineteen girl on the come up? Okay, now is this cheating getting a lap dance in the strip club? No? I knew that. You answered the strip club.

That's on the menu. That's already on the menu. Like it's like if you vegan or you're going to McDonald's, Like you know what I'm saying, Like it's McDonald's, McDonald's, get a quarter pan and meatges health purposes. It's McDonald's. When you're actually sure if you get lap dances and everything, I would, I would, I would. I mean in the perfect world, but we don't live in one, but I would, like I would go get in with my girl. We're going out gold together. A couple of that lap dances together.

She's picking her nose, trying to move from the cameras. Get that, now you got a bugger? Ain't your raw? Honestly you're going ain't know because I mean, like, obviously I'm on the road. I'm like, I hold Ship Club from time to time. Djy so hit me, I want to host one of these New York I got some new I want what I'm saying, that's why he don't had no girlfriend, like I mean, I like, I like strip club. I just said I dated Ship. I ain't gonna get her at work though, I ain't gonna meet

her at work most likely all the strippers. But no, I ain't. No, I don't want it. I don't want no smoke. Ya is that cheating? If your man gotta a lap dance, would you feel away? So first of all, yeah, I gotta go with him, but like, don't go here not that with me. I'm a lot of girls get turned on by looking at they man getting up joint.

I didn't say all of them, like like some of my best female friends are strippers, bro, and I I would I know what it's like, I like go to a ship club or whatever, and like I want to get a lap dance or whatever. But like we might even just talk a little bit while she danced, and I'd be like, you know what we talked. G got away in on this because well as women know, why why does she have a wig? Well because she was

a strip so she knows. But it's like it was a girl named G. I mentioned in the song one time. I think everybody thought we were having sex because you said my name is so we canna talk about that later. How talk about the question, Michael Jordan? Don't you think I think you? Michael Jordan absolutely, thank you, thank you for sure, thank you. I appreciate that it wasn't It wasn't really a thing like an athletic like a like

a like an Olympic sport. Yo yo another idea we yo Olympic people, he pold and it takes a lot of strip No, it is a sport, isn't. It's in other countries, but it's more in other countries. Yeah, but it hasn't made it to the in the United States. It's still tab about the Moody List in Germany laughing when you found out a lot of sport, I mean the little dancing is a sport. I'm just internationally, yes, Germany, Australia.

There's a lot of companies where polling teach you to go I'm sure, I'm sure, and stuff like how it is when we teach class. It's not it's not like I'm not gonna lie. We want to go see sir days. So later Michael Jackson went and I was like, just one of my favorite dances killing Kane. Yeah he has that. You killed that in the show. Yeah, saw it when they came to Atlanta. But I had got to do like a poll dance and musical that fired out. You make this happen. I know a lot of a lot

of white people. I feel like you're giving it away. We'll talk about this because I can. I can jest that bold how many people. It's like a burlesque show, slash fire, five people, nothing choreography. It's real, so good Jesus, So why should we not as women be worried when our man goes and get to lap dance at the

strip club. Well, for starters in the era that we're in right now, the type of dancing that goes on in the strip club, in the mainstream strip club, in your onyx, in your magic City and your v lives, it's not like they're on a couch getting grinded on and like a close and personal ship. Most of those clubs, unless it's a private bad they're just dance, standing in front of you, dancing, you know, like they just stand in front of you and dance. Now, that's when they're

a percent. Now I'm talking about those Miami Atlanta. Do that mean they like you? Or they want some more more? I don't know if like you? That's the real question I want. How do you know if like you in real life? Likes you in real life she spends time with you and she spent if she if she spent time with you, and it's not like and she's not like, can you compensate me because I miss work a girl? How many times have you heard that she said, I

got a good conversation. Listen, there's been times you get inte to go to Vegas for the weekend and you're like, Okay, what that means I'm gonna miss Friday night Saturday night? And that's about can you replace that for me missing work to spend No, we ain't leave like I mean, if leaving the ship club and she got to take off to come, it ain't. It ain't it ain't. That's a mutual decision. I've decided I'll allow you around me, and you decided you want to come around me. There's

no there's no payment, there's no nothing. I'm saying girls, expert girl. So if not trying to come after your pockets, and she really want to spend time with you and get to know you, despite the fact that it's costing her money. I mean, that's a that's a sign you might call me money. I could be doing you could be doing a feature for some money right now. So now you know, if I likes you, if he doesn't ask you for money. Like the first thing is that

the real name? That's like the first joint. Yeah, the real name thing is Now they're starting to get real smart. They go like they got a shriven. I've always had alien name fake, fake name and then the real name. I feel like if you get rid of the real name stages, that's true, you know, I might be in it for the long haul. Like I ain't gonna ask this nagtive time because in a couple of months he's just gonna be giving it to me. That don't happen

to you. But the one thing I can say myself, I never like tricked off on no strip of to like kick it or like be around or whatever. Like my thing is like yo, like you know, I ain't so weird though, like you want to just do something them. You also have the girls that feel like he bust so much not come, he bust so many bands on me in the club that yeah, it's worth it for

me to hang out. Kind of I won't even know, but because sometimes, like you know, one thing is, I don't even really enjoy lap dances that much because I'll be looking at all the other strippers looking at the stripper, and I'm like, yo, you know what, I don't even want no conflict. Just let's get a little section and just all y'all just dancing around. I'm gonna throwing money and I'm gonna look cool. And see what you while it's a little different for you because you are who

you are. You're not just average Joe coming in the strip club. I mean, you know, not athletes and rappers all the time, true and and and those people aren't regular joels either. They also see Corey from up the street and got damn great ready at work for the foot. And they got you know what I'm saying, young, young, young, a little rapper, and the more money than the ers, and them all swimming them and all of them slimming them, and all of them got they're getting all that real.

They get out brown bad money. You can throw whatever. They know them too. So I look at suppers like you know, rappers at least all that I consider those things. I never considered those things like six seven years ago. I could say it like that, like all right, we're sitting in my man, all right, you found like that, all right, so you probably know this person that person, whether you tell me you're not, I know such and such like it's just like you I said, just because

my conscious talking abo me. I'm just like you know, I process it like, okay, I got these little philosophies and I ain't never this is some exclusive ship. I

ain't never broke this one down before. Like I always if I'm attracted to a woman, right, I consider all things before I even attempt to shoot a shot in the regular like fancy, I saw three girls within the past like two years, I saw three girls working in high end clothing stores, obviously cause I'm in a fashion and then it's a it's a it's like one of

the rare environments I can actually meet a woman. I always consider the city we end because I'm like, Okay, I know this person, this person and this person in this person in this city. I know they shot here. I know at least out of this these seven, it might be Chicago, Like I know this too was one of the bulls I'm cool with. I got a real close friend on the beds and I got three rout of friends. I'm real tight with you know somebody, even if you tell me you don't, I know you know somebody.

So my thing is like do I even want to jump out there? So like I'm thinking, like, okay, well, it's the vibe enough for her to give me give me her number, or I'm like, oh am, I gonna just end up hearing oh she used to talk to such and such and such and such, and it makes me impossible to make it possible for me to go forward.

But yeah, that's the past. Is really no, don't But I'm just saying, if it's your if it's people that you're cool with, because it's like, what if it's somebody you cool with that y'all be you know, y'all chill together, y'all bring you know, I might be dating, I might bring girl I'm dating and then he was his new girl, and it's like I'm bringing your old girl with me, and it's like that's weird and and and if I can stop that before I even having cool, it doesn't

make it awkward for you. Like if somebody your friends and das somebody you used to date, how do you feel about that? And say you over? And this is jone did I used to work around where we didn't date, but you know, we kicked it for a while. And like I know a couple of niggas that has some background vocals added the background vocals after that lad my version. But does that make it feel weird like or it does? It doesn't matter. It worked in some instances. I think

it depends on the copras. You know what I'm saying, like who is it? Like if it's all right, I'm my name, like I got like four songs and doesn't like damn, you know what I'm saying like or like this is my man for real, like the nigga wished me happy birthday, nigga blows to my jump for its

aesthetic man, like you know what I'm saying. So it all really depends because at the end of the day, you have to come to a place in your heart where it's like damn okay, bro, like g G and like you we we've been in this game for a long time, like in real in real world, like if we was at one company, is not that long. Within the industry when we're in people face every day, we've

been in for a long time. So it's like a lot of times we end up, you know, dating people in our industry, like you know what I'm saying, Like we end up because it's like these are this is our world. We live in, this weird devil's playground of like yeah, it's a bubble, and it's like we don't really have an opportunity like every so often, like you might bump into somebody with a friend, or you might have an your friend with a friend or something like that.

But we live in this small bubble that it's hard to find people that understand your lifestyle outside of it. You know what I'm saying. But we like you said, that wasn't your girl. You just it wasn't even you didn't even say dating, so right, no significant time together, but it wasn't your girl, and you don't even consider it dating. I mean so sometimes guys that sometimes I feel like sometimes I feel like sometimes I feel like you no, seriously, sometimes I feel like this is a

boyfriend girlfriend's situation. And then when it's over, like you reflect, like was it really like because it's like to be boyfriend girlfriend, Like significant moments need to happen to me, Like it's just it's small. It's the title. The younger you are, it's the feeling in the mutual respect for each other as you get older, you know what I'm saying.

I also feel like relationships need to like a bottom line, like if you're really in a relationship, then there's no question if you were after the fact, if it was real, like you like that was my We're in a relationship. So it was you know for women sometimes we're like, well he never wiped me, and so what it is exactly? But what if she says, you know, Solange is one of my favorite rappers and I know you sucked her sorry singers, and I know you used to funk with her,

So I fell away about that? Would you like what the first one was crazy rap finger? Sorry Fox? Fine, I don't even because I was a couple right publicly. That wasn't that that's that's not I don't know, I don't know. I was one of my not like that. But I mean like I wasn't trying to be you know, I know where I'm know where I'm at. I'm just

trying to find a way to make it makes sense. Um, Solange is a beautiful person inside and note like she's also been one of my music like you know what I'm saying, Like you know, I ain't saying I'm Andy Warhol in my mind, I am U. But you know, she's she's she's she's like the prototype of women I personally like. And you know, me and her we were real cool, like you know, used to kick it like like it was real cool early on my career. She taught me a lot about just music and just you know,

spontaneity and everything like that. But then anyone nothing like that all right now is this cheating liking pictures of attractive people on social media? See that? That's that's that's weird for me because like if if I'm starting to like a girl in any kind of way, I won't follow her. I don't. I just try to not, but you'll look at her page, you just won't find look at her patients. And it was it seemed like a guy like girls, but it's not really like that. It

was one girl I was talking to. I was like, um, like, why are you gonna follow me on nothing? I was like because like the way Twitter said up, I mean

I said him. Now you can see the people that you follow that comment and it's like right in your face, like and it's like me as like an overthinking, like the rotic, deep thinking, ratchet slash bad decision making person, like I don't I just don't even want the energy in the egg because like I get real sarcastic, like you know what I'm saying, like like passive aggressive, like oh yeah, so you just how you know, um, such as that you know how you know this nigga? It

was like multiple pictures. I'm just I don't know, I don't care, but it was like multiple back to back. See, I really don't know how to I don't know how to figure out that. That's another thing. If I if I figured out that time, if that's bad for me. If I knew they were back to back to back and back, I'm like, come on, block, how you you would ask what I'm saying. It's just like you know, it'll be like such and such, like it's just whack

because I feel like it sets you up. Nowadays, it's like, hey, look who commented I didn't he here Instagram working with the ponies. It is that cheating. If somebody said you dating a girl and she's liking other guys, I don't think like this cheating. I don't because I don't. That's that's I don't know about that. But I mean it's not cheating. It might be a tad disrespectful, but again

it's what it's the intent. What is your posting man Crush Monday that somebody they're not cheating, But that's just wild. That's like diet cheating. It depends on what the person is too, Like if you're dating somebody that's like an athlete and you put a rapper, it's kind of like, damn, bitch, I know that, nigga, Like you can't do nothing like that.

But I'm taking from face value though, because I'm if I'm with you, I'm with you because I know what type of person I know, but supposed to like insalue kid. I mean, and she's like a college girl or something. Smooth. Man. I don't know what you're fetishes, Charlie, but like you know what, I don't. That's it. It's the attempt though for real, like you know what I'm saying, like like a girl might post like a dude that's like a gay person, like a gay dude, like a model. You know,

I'm saying that. Everybody know. It's like, you know, don't even like women like okay, I get it, like some fashion ship or whatever, but like man crushed, like I'm your man to be crushed on every day in fact, and nobody over me. I feel like that's Barack Obama. She posts him as man ain't the president no more?

But Charlie, find another word though, you know what, you know what you know what the connotation behind man crush is though, Like there's a connotation behind it, and that's like that's disrespect when you're trying to get under my skin or like one do know woman crushed? Like you know what I'm saying the same person that hasn't But if you put Michelle Obama because she just did something

phenomenal superman, superwoman, Okay, that's what you can use. Women crush your man crush, you have a connotation mind them. Because women post other women as their women crush Wednesday. Sometimes they might be women would would do something with a woman even receive or give or watch or something, because women do that for like our friends like to shut your friends out, like women friends each other that you know this women sucked each other the fantasy. That's why.

That's why when I say that, I think that like any like well I haven't seen one, but if I ever see like like a hotel cleaning service, that that's every man. That's women. Just say, you know, like that's the every man. You're like the main hotel queen of her real bull. You want the lady, then make your bed. It's not about what you do, it's about you know what I'm saying static against that car. It's just like security with the best. You know what it is. It's

the unexpected joint, the unexpected pop off. Like you twenty seconds ago, I thought I'd be putting on my jeans and trumping my jeans and you I got it. That was But then you got to stop telling housekeeping, come back on sleep and go take a peek out there. It's it's it's like something that that will never happen. Like somebody now these things like most of the women they're cleaning the rooms and no tell just don't fall with them. Might have to send somebody for your birthdays.

This sounds illegal, sounds mad illegal, and I have nothing to do States comments and Vegas is fine, man. We can send someone to your door Vegas, of Miami or two cities that the first thing I think of in them cities. Just hangover, yeah, hangover and you get you get you get offered the host of call Miami and be like yeah, man, don't get like three thirty five, like what what type of coffee do you have for me at the door? Like the clothes everywhere else, you

gotta be you time like yesterday. It's like next week. Right now to meet like that is this considered cheating somebody massaging your shoulder. Let's just say intent again, and I hate to intent that's again, that's that's that falls into the light cheating. These two girls are getting it on right here, all friends, the intent, the intent, like

why why are you? Like like I never and I struggled with this too, like even if I'm like starting to fun with some mind like but like I don't never want to be that Neig's like why you you? What are you doing this? While you're doing that, I just want you to have like be the type of woman there to tell me that or just give me like that reassurance you know what I'm saying that that like you know what I'm saying like this ship ain't about that because I'm a man too. I got my pride.

I ain't about to be like questioning what you're doing. But I'm at the point in my life right right now where it's like I don't ask any girl that I deal with that we haven't really been like officially, I don't ask them who they were, why they wear that none of that ship. I don't give up. I don't I really don't give a funk. I don't care do what you want to do, you know what I'm saying.

But I'm like, but you don't expect like certain things because we're not You're not that, We're not that, you know. For a woman tries to ask you a question like oh wow, I've seen you on Instagram? Who don't bring that up? But our girls should be able to ask you anything she can. But I'm in the entertainment business, you know what I'm saying, Like, I don't baby, oh no, Like I'm in the club, but what what the funk?

I ain't on pulling hub with no because if somebody is spending a little insecure and should be able to say something like you know, give me example, like you can't say a girl is like um, you know what. I just want to be honest with you. And bothered me when I saw you take a picture and post this picture. Say you posted a picture the other day with tailor works and said you was a fan or whatever. What if she was like, well, that bothered me a

little bit. And I just want to be honest because the way your arm was around her, whatever, my girl, this is somebody at dating Yeah, and you guys, because you said be able to have open dialogue. I'm not having a good what you should say? You tell me go ahead, man, But if she's like yeah, that's number like like actually, like tell Tailor Brooks, I said, swift almost to French front music. It's good for a demographic, man, it's good to eat the salaries taking days. But now, no,

tell us Swiss fans don't come at me. I was that was like a black people joke. Women y'all make them about. That's when we're not around. I'm always going to see a French fry when I'm to give it a potato. I actually, like Taylor, you were saying, no no, I was, O god, no, no. I mean it depends with if we hit that level like that, like it's it's go ahead, like stop it. You know what I'm saying,

Like I ain't come in. Baby's something like that. She's gonna point right at her cratch right here, right here. I want to sleep. That's all guys, solution. You want to make you some of crap class like the baby boy, it's like this man's like, man, where am I right now? Like but you know in the way it is double standards though, but I don't think that. Even a picture I took with Taylor wasn't like, no, it wasn't like

my hands on her ass and nothing like that. Like, but somebody might be intimidateding like she's a beautiful woman, like you know what I'm saying that I think i'd be. I don't think i'd be. I think by the time we got that close, I know she's built like that because I let I't let any woman if I saw a kind of feelings, I'm gonna let them know what they're getting into. You know what I'm saying. It's been a long time. It's been a long time, long time

since I've been like in a relationship publicly and everything. Like. But it's like, Okay, do I know this person is intelligent enough to understand how this this ship, this this game? Do I know this person is not using me to as a as a steppingstone to get to in the world and get out and then get to another level and do what she wants. Um is this person? Uh? Is she well read it? You know what? Was she

gonna sound like? Like? You know? I mean, I don't I would never date a woman that that's not intelligent. I need I need I need another intellectual like that to vibe with because you know you half of the problem is gone. Chartie. You know what this is. You know what I'm saying. You know how this game go. You know I do this for a living. You do that for a living. This is what you expect that at your job, and this is what you gotta expect that in my job. She already know. So if we're

going together, we were like borderline going together. She don't even she don't even mention that. She wouldn't even mention it to me. She fell away about a picture. She's gonna be felling away for the whole life. Entain. Let me tell you, let's let me get this right, Shorting. You want to be in all my videos, you would be every girl in the video. Baby, that's a lot of c G. I be every girl in my video because I mean, I got to look at the girls in my video even more. I gotta do more. So

what you know what I'm saying? People do do that though they'd be using the same boyfriend. You'd be like you guys each other. But I don't think no, I don't think no girls should even you know, well, you're telling girls the black people. Right now, let's talk about since we talked about Insecure and the episode of Insecure where Easter Ray, the guy she was dating, Nathan, went ghosts. He just all of a sudden disappeared, all right, and

we're gonna get anything. I just got I want to friends came to New York when the l A came right back, so you can't stream one the guy in playing Wildfire slow ship, all right, So the guys people spread like this and he just disappeared all of a sudden. She's been trying to call him. He's not answering um and she has no idea what happened. What are some reasons that guys go? But she knows he's good because she reached out. He reached out the song people are

scared of what they actually want. Yeah, I mean I came up with this a long time ago. There's a luxury and sa and being able to say could have with the Shuldar because they could have with the sugar. You can control the narrative. You could be like, man, no, no, I don't I don't like what it depends what ghost could me? I mean, some girls, some girls are one

night stand. Some girls are one night stand a regular person, but because of what they think they can get out of certain people, there's no sense things and one nice saying it's like, yo, am I still stand, not even too nice stands forever and I quit my job, and like, what's up. I'm not just saying that. It's a lot of people know. I'm just saying that's there. That's the goal right there. You know what I'm saying. Well, you wanted to bring something up because you're saying you guys

are friends in there all of a sudden ghosted you. Yeah, what happened was she wants to't know what happened? Well, no, on the safe let me let me go back to the conversation we had. So me and this young gentleman right here had a really good friendship. At one point we were almost like besties. We spent a lot of time together, studio in the crib, smoking, breakfast, airport runs, the therapist. Yeah, just kicking it right. Um, I was in the relationship. We were friends. Now, I was in

a relationship. And I met him when I was with my significance and I was fairly new to the industry, and I just she was a great mentor he was kicking it. We we after we met, we were in Miami when we met. After we met in Miami, we found out that we had mutual friends in Atlanta. So when he would come to Atlanta, we would kicking in Atlanta. Right then, somehow or another, I guess, people would see

us oild or whatever. Somebody went back and told my significant other than me and him were in some type of relationship and that wasn't the case. Yeah, that was the case. So that's not why he went. So I was trying to figure my life. I was. I think that was one of the I was trying to go. I was like working with everybody. Yeah, you was on a lot. It was around the time when you did the the no hands versus that was. It was around

that time. So anyway, Um, it became an issue between me and my relationship at the time because he couldn't understand how me and while they became so much close friends when we had just met, when we were together. He's like, you just met him with me, How your besties now and you click with people like that? He said, we were friends, Like we're still, we still our friends.

It's us always been nothing but respect between me and him, and while they always been able to have female friends, and we've always we've run into each other through the years at different events and industry events and concerts and backstage and stuff like that, and it's always been respect. I just remember riding in the car and you just giving me game like ship like a just like everything from girls to the like the industry to like just

like the club scene. And because I was just starting to come to Atlanta a lot, you know what I'm saying, they wasn't It wasn't really back then and that like that, like she'd be like what like shot like supposed to go to the studio right around whatever, and it's like this is great, Like she don't look at me like girls back in d C. Do you know what I'm saying, Like they look at me like, oh my God, like like at that time, Like you know what I'm saying,

it was just like a friend, like somebody that you know sometimes sometimes sometimes God put people in your life at the right time, like to save you from like when you right on the edge. Like again, I just left in the scope, you know what I'm saying. And I know Big West, she's the dry dry helped me around a little bit. Um I was torn good, So I wasn't. I wasn't broken down, but it's like mentally I was broken down, Like I was, like, we had a lot of deep conversations. Why did't you're not be

friends anymore? It's not that we're not friends, but I mean it was this the disrupt came when it was a problem with my significant others. So I just felt like, let me just fall back. You fell back, and I know I didn't know what. I didn't know about that drink. I didn't know just but I like I always figured every woman got a man most times, but it was it wasn't. But it wasn't like he didn't know I had a man because he was with me right my man when we met. So it was all respectful, but

it was it was nothing but respect. But what happens is the outside. To be honest, I don't even know who the man is. And maybe I would ask off the air because I don't know what it was about to happen. But I don't, I don't know. I didn't know who I don't. I don't think I ever asked. We never had to talk about that because it never became an issue. Right, It wasn't stand because our relationship don't our friendship wasn't going in that way where I had to be like, oh, my man is like I

ain't know now, can y'all be friends? Like okay, Like but you people grow up like grow part just because of life. Like like I remember, I don't even even remember, Like it was around the time, maybe like the tail end of how long, Like we were just talking and he was like, man, I'm about the style. I just mouse like, you know what I'm saying. He was like, I'm gonna have like a last big genre. That's what I was just like, you know, and I think about it.

By this time, I might have just signed with MMG maybe and I'm just like, okay, you know what I'm saying. Um, it's like we both got new jobs essentially. I guess that's the best metaphor. The you like, I got back on a major label, you know, my brother, that was higher than it was before I even sound when the good you know, I'm kind of like skyrocket at that point. And then and then and I was really deep into my relationship and since there it wasn't like it was

a problem that me and you were friends. It's just that people on the outside looking in was kind of my name in a song like people was in this. But the reason why I put her name of the song is because it was just like like with the respect of what I did and how good I was at doing maybe like you know me being younger at that time, like amused. Like again, women are always my muse.

Like I can guarantee you that if you came to the studio with me, you probably hear like five or six times where you and mom used in a certain line. Because I'll think of all the women I know or that I'm cool with or that I got genuine love for, and I'll create like instances where like what they can relate to you. Now you see what I mean by the women love. Like, oh my god, now that I think about this, while dated a girl who didn't like me really and he did you and something happened she

had an issue with me, tet me. I can't remember. It was so long ago. It's like it was when they had them comedy shows. Remember when Cyper Sounds used to do those comedy Yeah, yeah, And I remember I haven't dated that many women like that. Maybe she was dating you and you were in that happens. Yeah. I was like, yeah, those one silent relationships are real, all right, Now here's my my my d ms and are you

kidding me? Me? And then I was like he was like yeah, I mean and I was like yawned and yawned, and he was like theory, and I was like, yawned, and I just want to tell you something. I always tried. No, no, I'm not saying nothing crazy. I was who started lay up and he just don't step up to the plate like I'd be like, oh, here's an away the time the time, it was the time she angel is very like I always look at it like somebody who's like

seeing me come up and like see Mike Hawst. And she was like like he's a good person, like like, and I'm like, man, maybe I can't live up to the standards of that. And a lot of her friends are like come on, like come on, I know, like six niggers that try to talk to you like and I feel a lot of her friends fall into that category. Up you don't know what their past might have been and what we talked about. And you know what I told him, I said, well, of course you're gonna like

girls that other guys like, why would you like? Why would you like that? Other people didn't like that? And I told her I was profound. That sounds crazy. Of course you're gonna don't know, man, Like sometimes, how do you think girls feel when they want to talk to you? They probably I've never it's been a long time since I met girls like, like, did I know like that we speak cordially? That Dad was like, yo, I bring like, I bring this to the table, like just let's just say,

you know, not mentally whatever all that. Like, I bring this to the table, and I like, you know what, I'm trying to see where this can go because in any kind of way, I'd be wondering why later like kicking to certain people. But I don't know, Like I don't It's just like I want at this point, I just want you to have something going for yourself and just be passionate about something. And never happened, only just and it's been some really quality quality man. They've been

like one time for real. I think and years and years of this knowing him the way I was friend, I don't even think I'm picking like that. I'm just like your hats onto the table. But then it's also like and this is my flaw. My trust issues are so immense that I trust myself more than I trust. Yeah, I trust myself more than trust anybody. Like I literally got issues, like issues with within my family that make it hard that like a damn like this happened within

my family. Look, I'm really can't trust, like or I've known somebody for twelve years and then this happened, you know what I'm saying, Or like you know, I had a friend of college that was that was killed by his own man, and that one of my best friends in school was killed by his own man like on some opening door and play madam, what you didn't smoke you and rob you? Like so my trust is like

so distorted and so weird. And you know you see stuff like sertain basketball players getting taken for child's pool for like like like of what they're working for. Like it's just like, man, you know what, like how can you blame me? And then it's like the girls that's what the secret phone ship like trying to get you snoring all that, Like like I know this girl that takes pictures of guys without them looking so she can have that as insurance in case he tried to act

that's too much. But then then but then it's a problem when they would be like a before we kick it, like put your phone away, like but then now it's awkward to the dynamic between y'all. Is she But even if she was, either way, you're gonna get the bad one. If she wasn't gonna do it, now she mad she can't do it, and she wasn't gonna do what she's insulted, right, so either way, you know what I'm saying, So like, how you relax? How do you relax and let them

get to you. I'm trying to touch your thought because fairly now because I said, I got a nostalgic because it was it was times where I was I was really trying to figure out my neck and he was saying like, I don't know if she could see that in me or whatever, but she knew a little bit like this. That's why I was just trying to like get it to the other because it takes me back to the time when I was like I didn't know what was gonna happen for real. I mean, but things

was good though, because I was recording with tips. I was recoring Gucci Guarti. You know, recy had me in the studio where like every fucking body in Atlanta everywhere. Yeah, I was everywhere. I was. I was enjoying and had a bag when no no had a bag with no radio. You know what I'm saying. So I was, I was enjoying. And he went in that studio session with Walker and did that no hands first sky. It was so late and that it was so late at night, bro, I

was tired, and it's crazy story. I went a Gucci. That was the day Gucci had his dinner and I went out. I went out. I went to like four places. Man, I'm so drunk, so high, so tired, and and and I remember I was waiting for Gucci, and that's when I that's when I'm at reci for real. I was like, yeo, you gotta charge you my phone. So I charged my phone up a little bit waiting for Gucci. You know what I'm saying. That the engineer was in like my

ain't coming. He probably he probably tied to what I'm saying. So I was like cool, about to leave. So I charged my phone and I was leaving out. I was with my man sneaking man, and I'll never get it. And then Recie, who I didn't really know that well at the time. I was like, yo, walking in there, you want to do a song with you? And I was like, damn, man, like fun with this nig ship hard, bro, this ni is cold. You know what I'm saying. I'm so tired. I was like, yo, Damn to tell him

the email, the record. I'm gonna do it tomorrow. Like leave. I'm like, you know what I'm saying. And then like you know, I ain't no recent at the time, but she's looking like, just do the song. So I'm like, all right, cool, you know what I'm saying. And Damn was like, bro, just suck it up. Bro, you just like we're just working man. You just but mind you. I was. I've been in four clubs. Lord knows what was in my drink. Where I put in my drink, nor knows what that was. It was a different time,

different time, was different town. But they put the beat on. You know what I'm saying. I'm already socially awkward. He had all like a couple of niggers in there. I'm just with my man. I'm like, yo, yo, I'm very socially awkward. That's what I'm thinking him up. And then I was like, let's play that jump. And then I went into this little small room because I was like, I don't want them to know how weird I am. When I'm right, I'll be like when the sitting upside there,

I'll be just thinking. I'll be on some wild she when I'm right. So I wrote the verse. I was like, man, I was like, damn, I rushed his joint, like like I wrote it in like like seven or eight minutes. It's very fast. And I was like, well, I rushed it. I was like, I don't. Don't don't try to like clown me in the car, like you know what I'm saying that. I was like, He's like no, He's like no, Bro, you got it. Bro. He was like bro, and he

was fucked up too. He was like when he's when he's when he's high like drug ladies, Like, Bro, it doesn't matter. You never let me to help. So I went in the booth and I did that. I was like, bro, don't don't clown this verse, bro, like, because that's crazy because everybody's in the studio that's got to feel crazy. I felt crazy. So I did the verse one take though right, I didn't want to take, and I was

like all right. I took the headphones off and I was like, okay, I didn't do no. I didn't do no. Like if you listen to it, no ad lives, there's no backgrounds, there, no nothing, because at that time I didn't I hate it doing it. I didn't like that. I was just one of my boys. And I was like, I just hope it's like okay. And then I got out. I walked out the booth and walk I was l and I saw a dam with his like just like

memory on seven Platinum one, that's seven. But like you know, my style of rappers like a little different than that. I can go I can dip in none out of that lane. But that's the versatility of it is that I think you can go into all these different lanes, like you could do the strip club banger, but then you can do like the lyrical, but then you could do then and master of None. Oh stop it. You've had so much more success than so many people, So

I can't master masters Number one. Top the master would be the wrapping period, the master of rapping because you got all the other ship down. Yeah, I'm not not the jack of all trades. Is like I could, I could wrap good on everything. Like maybe I haven't mastered it because I can't do it on a level where the people it falls right into the culture every single time.

Maybe people are used to a certain ship over and over and over or in their brain wash, so when they hear something else they think that it's different or whatever. They I've one I have one request. I'm not going to ask you sard the new project. Sometimes people don't know. Sometimes they happen. But um, I just wondered, boy, if you if you want to be like, all right, let me give a chance of listening to tell what's what he got going on. I want to listen to Three

Days and three Hours. I want them to because that is it kind of shows you what I bring to the table as far as like an artist and like I try to make music that feels like you could see it. When I make songs like that, I feel like you can close your eyes. Even you guys now that have heard it already, I think you should close

your eyes and listen to Three Days and three Hours. Um. Some people have got the concept already and some people just growing on because if you hear it in passing, if you heard it in the uber or why people are talking to you, you're not gonna get it. But I'll explain it now because when I do this, all my songs les quite up. But it was it's about a long distance relationship. And it's four thirty in Eastern time, where you have Charty and the am I'm saying, oh,

when you ask Charty, I'm happy without you. We got my doubts CHARTI like and and it's bag. I started off like saying, all right, I'm gonna I'm on the West. You want these, but I missed you, So it's three days, three hours. You know what I'm saying. Like, that's like that's the time. I'm three hours back and I'm three and three days until I see you. The first versus like late night called second verse. If you hear me, it's it's it's me getting off stage. That's why it's like,

uh yo, did she call me? Did she called me? And I lost my voice? You can I lost my voice? I'm like, yeah, look like you know what I'm saying. And I'm I just performing. I just performed in the crowd only see your face in So basically I'm saying, like I just did, like a big stadium, but all I can see is your face. But she's sleeping. You know what I'm saying, She's sleeping. That's why I'm leaving the voice msgs on the second verse right, and the third verse um around the want to I'm home now

because it's the three days is up. I'm home now, like you know what I'm saying. And that's why I say, um, we're two days away from celebrating that that very tomorrow was to day or something like that or something like that, And that basically means I'm I'm like, this is what I'm gonna see you tomorrow. You know what I'm saying. And I'm around the corner and I'm writing, I'm reciting the poem for the third verse, like everything that I

say is I'm around the corner. Some people don't get that because the way we trained to listen to music is different now. But I feel like once people put that ship together and put that all together, it's gonna go like but that's how right now, that's the writer that I've evolved in. Let's make sure we re listen it, and I understood it. I understand different because I did music for most of my life. So when I heard that,

I'm like, this is dope. Obviously you're a West coast, East coast, you know what I mean, it's a different coast because once I heard the three hours already, obviously that's obviously, but you know, and then since you've been in music, you know that a lot of people listen to the beating hook first and that doesn't do that song, That doesn't do that particular song justice. That's what I like about your music, though, Like you you make people think like you gotta listen to you, and I'm not

I'm not afforded that luxury. I'm not afforded that luxury because you're you're smart and you know music, right, I'm not afforded that luxury for people to go back and relisten and be like yo, they're even going to be like yeah, and they probably the first fifty second because of whatever narrative that that that they've got. You know what I'm saying, three days, three hours, like you gotta gotta go back, and like you gotta go back and listen to it. I need to see something pieces on it.

I need to see some college kids making short movies to that joint. Three days, three hours, bro. Everybody understands what a long distance relationship the strain it is, but everybody also understands the passion that happens when you unite with that soul or that person that you're with. People always say with long distance relationships you know each other better better because you spend so much more time talking. Wow, I never heard that really, like face timing each other

talking on the phone. It's such a negative connotation behind long distance relationships now though, But I never heard you get to know. But it makes total sense that it's temptations. I feel like from both sides are like even with men, I feel like there's a lot of temptations are easy access with like women and Instagram and stuff like that. I want somebody so much that I needed. I want to love somebody so much that I needed that she

can get to me as soon as possible. I want to love somebody that is in a position that can do that if if I if I got it. So the money is not the issue. Getting near a flight ain't the issue, but like the procedure and doing that I might not have the time to do that. I'm doing interviews all day. I'm just doing it like I want to see like like hey, I'm insued, Like yeah, well i'm issued too, and I just took off. I'm

about to come. I might to come fly there. That's when you get into that level like this ain't this ain't we ain't just working around like she's gonna come see me, like spontaneity, but she also got her own. It's it's it's a multiple thing because I don't care about the little foul hunt it out to flight whatever like. But it's more so like I can just get on the plane and do this because I liked this nigked like. It means multiple things. It means one on the flat services.

I got enough money to do this spontane spontaneously. I got enough money to do this too. I really really miss you, dog, like I really miss you dog. You're you're my friend at this point, like I missed you. I missed the little things about you. It's like, Slim, you're really doing like you're doing this like you you you you you thought enough. That's that's why I haven't

really I haven't received a birthday present. From a woman that says she really liked me, like a thoughtful one ever, like a pair of ja like I got all the jade's Like what I work at the gas station. You know what I'm saying, Like you could get something that's way cheaper, like something like oh, I gotta I gotta record, Like, um, I gotta record. I got this obscure record that maybe oh I heard in the interview that you you're guilty pleasures, wake me up before you go go. Like, know what

I'm saying. I got the vinyl for you, Like it's a funny gift, but I framed it and it's it's in a joy we put on some creative ship. Some people are not creative that has that element to her. That's what I'm saying, Like I tweeted the other day, if you're if you're not creative, do not day to creative save yourself, not even a fact of being creative,

but that too. But when you're dealing with somebody who can do just about anything for themselves, you have to go to the thoughtful because the money, the money value don't really matter when there's somebody that can buy eighteen of what you just bought to Mary at once. You know what I'm saying. This the fact that you took the thought out to really make it a personal, thoughtful gift or something that you know that person is really

going to appreciate it. And then it's like I got I got a little part of me that's a little bit like okay, um u, I feel like I'm I'm I'm overly kind sometimes, you know what I'm saying. But like, okay, let's say it's a girl that does as a painter, but I'm not a fan of her work, Like just I'm not. I don't think just because you like somebody,

you gotta like this, you know what I'm saying. So like I'm not gonna like you know, i might feel weird about the painting, I'm gonna love it for another reason because at the time and effort from from a taste perspective, you know what I'm saying, And if if it makes her happy, I'll put it up. But I would, you know, maybe find a way to be like yo, like you know it. But again I didn't. Again, if I knew this was her passion and she wanted to do this, I would just pay for her to go

learn it. Like better, or learn from different people, or put her around people that do that. I'd pay for it, because the girl ever gonna tattoo of you want her? That's not a fan like someone you're dating. Okay, okay, we was, we was. We was, man, that was my I was my best friend for a while. But when it was when it started just deteriorate. Um, it just made me I just didn't love myself as much because it was certain things that she would say to me

that would really hurt me. You know what I'm saying, like and I'm I'm I'm the only thing that can hurt me is my family and my career. For real, my family, my career is the only thing. Like what I'm saying. If you're my close friend, you're my family. So you know, if if I got a close friend that like the lost their job and then they kind of figure it out, I'm hurt. I gotta even mcmiller, God bless them. You know, I talked them three days

for he passed. Like, that's family that hurt me. You know what I'm saying, career and stuff like, man, it's everybody hate me, Like what did I do? Wouldn't I become the villain like they hurt me, you know what I'm saying. And when you have kids, that ship is another pain. If somebody use your kids and put your name in the negative connotation any kind of way. That ship hurt like unbelievably, can't can't sleep though, and it's something that you really can't even explain. And I never

talked about it. I never talked about that side. I never talked about like you know, I always talk about the the respect and admiration I have for my daughter's mother for being such a good mother, But I never talked about the pain that comes with being a father on the road. I'm not Kevin Laws or you know. Russell Simmons was like I could fly my daughter and nanny her mother and everything with me, and I could do everything like I wish I was. And I'm gonna

keep running until I can maybe be that. If I can be that, or if I gotta go, then she she's good. Like you know what I'm saying, I'm I'm gonna do everything I can be like that dad that can do that as she get oldercause she's only two now, so I got a little time to cook up stuff. But I made the decision within myself, Like, yo, I do a lot to make her and her mother happy.

I'm gonna try to find something happiness myself. That's why when we talked to the party, I was like, Yo, let's talk to him because I gotta figure it out on a personal level. You know, we can't have can't had that converse. You can't have this conversation to We can't Charlot Mayne would cut in with an intensitive joke by now, but we like, I gotta find it or I'm gonna probably break down. Black Bonnie is a real thing.

It's an idea of a woman that that even if even if she don't work, but if she's dedicated to helping your braind and keeping your brain and like and like dedicated to you, and she's like that, Like at this point in my life, I wouldn't even do no prenup if she was dedicated like that, like my woman, my everything, my my my, my, my whole globe, my whole universe. I'm not gonna do no prenup. I'd be like my ship man, you're helping me, just like a

manager would. But it's also you my girl too, so you feel like you passed up on some good girls before that you should have maybe pursued more with I don't I think the girls that I think I lost them to other men, or two maybe I sucked up because I got Sometimes I feel like things are timing to like sometimes you could be with somebody great, but for you, you're not ready to accept that into your just I just I just announced to my friends. I'm like, yo,

you think I think I'm ready. I think I'm ready, Like I'm ready to at least try. And the one obstacle I got to hurt over is this the trust thing? Because it's like I kick it with a girl and they'd be like, I can't even enjoy this bride my bad, this girl bride ain't bad. I can't enjoy it. I can't enjoy this this girl company because I'm likely right now I'm thinking, like, yo, why why you like me

like that? What you think everything is? Every moment is gonna be loaded flower, you know, because because my sister and something She's like when we was on she's like, she's like the idea of you, girls, like the idea of you because you know you you you got the rowdy persona. I mean I'm rowedy in real life, but like you got the rowdy when you when you're mad, you yell, but you also like got a book full of poems. You know what I'm saying that will connect

with women. What's the worst thing that I happened? Right, say you dat a girl and it just doesn't work out. I think that, But that's the best. No, no, no you have as far as like conflict. No, no, children are I want to have more children because I really think that A it's about get into something, but take your time with it and enjoy it, right, And you don't got to rush into it and say when I start dating somebody, this is somebody who have to be with this my be all and do or I have

to trust them right away? Of course not, but why not just go into something to have a good time, enjoy it, take it slow and see where the animal instinking me? Right? Yeah, I just think that Like before my baby mother had another girl, we we was real real close than the one before her. Right, this is when I did. At this point, I'm still working in the shoestore on d C. Right, we were super intimate. The first night, the first night we we we kicked it.

We ended up being together and like even to this day, like I don't know where she got whatever. I think she got like two kids, now somewhere was she she was? She danced for a while too, but like I remember, like her giving me a stack a stack, like at this point in my life, I was maybe like one, give me a stack to go to the Lanta, Like I don't know, I know these labels trying to all alet you you need some money, like like she set the ball for those type of women, but this is

also the same person she she got. Um, how do I say this for tho, Aaron? I don't want to put the puzzles together. Back home, she got real sick and I took care of her, you know what I'm saying, working double and making sure she had the everything she needed and went with and at some point, for no

reason at all, she cheated when she got healthy. What I'm saying, Um, And it kind of I think, and you know all girls like oh you always you hopping up with some girl from years ago, and you guys were young, but I just think that yeah, yeah, it's it's petty, and it's it's it's it's immature. But whatever. I love sucking. Uh, Marcus Houston and those guys inature. I was like, she cheated with Marcus Houston beginning though, But it's a part of me though, It's really still

a part of me. Yeah, because when you're young and immature, you make that's when you're supposed to make mistakes. You learn from them. Man. I remember I was at the flu man. I didn't go to school nothing. I just speed didn't run the red lights to our house just to argue, because yeah, how you found out. If I tell you're gonna think I'm psycho, we already know you are. Yeah, it's a different level of dexter investigation, like having a

little pool. I'm going to get this tested. First of all, I think she of all, I think I think I don't want her. I don't like I never love and respect. I'm not trying to throw one. I think first of all, I think she was she had like like like a bitch too. I think she had a ship. But at that point, that point in my life, I kid a little bit like if if if you if you want a broad, I don't think I would really care. Yeah, But then and then it was like I found out like she you know, she was open to a lot

of niggas, Like a niggas was like hardnight. She was receiving it and she kicked it with a couple of niggas. Whether it happened or not, it's between them and them too. But I knew it, and that the kind of shade me and then I had. Then I was really infatuated with this girl in the industry earlier micro and I was so I felt so like I wasn't on her level. I felt like you know what I'm saying, because we've seen you take that little slippers, but you kept going

and something so observing. I was just like, you know, I was so enamored where everything she was, how how creative she was, and how freeze she was. And she was like I mean obviously was a big star and I'm you know, uh, and I was just like enamored were and I was just ready, like you know, I was like head over heels, like for real, like anything, like you know, I'm not rich, like this person had like right a lot more than that we could never have.

And I was just so enamored with her spirit, her drive, her creativity, every spontaneity. It was just all the boxes was checked, and I remember just I remember being wherever I was. I'm not trying to leave too many clues, but I remember I was. I remember I just heard like I'm getting back on my ex, and I was like one of the at as they like, I'm trying to hold it tight, you know what I'm like. But I'm like, and I think I think I kind of changed forever that day, forever, Like I didn't become the

super villain. Maybe maybe I became the Maybe I became the anti hero twice. Yes, Like your heart was broken twice and that's why, and you can't really I mean, I feel like that happens to Maybe it's a lot of people what I'm saying, Like we carry sometimes we carry stuff with us. I don't think your heart could be broken identically twice because after the first one, it's like it don't hurt as much, it's a little. If it happens two or three times, you turn into like

you think you hurt my feelings? Wh should we hurt your feelings? A best friend of person, said person comes through, go best friend, go best friend, my best friend, my best friend. Now you know what I'm saying. Now we feel like now you know, like you know how to push people button for real, like when women know how to do way more than men because women know how to hold that ship together. Definitely know how to press buttons.

But I think like the first time I got my heart broke, I was like, I'm never gonna let this happen again. So the second time that had happened, it was worse for me. But I think it was because I was old. I lived with the person the first time. I was like my first love, like you know, I was still kind of young growing up, but I was devastated. But when I lived with that was the only person I've lived with my life whatever, And when me and

him broke up, it was like worse to me. So I feel like you do a girl with a girl one time, and I found out like like I was all right, drink drink uh one day. We lived in a small I'm not trying to drop clues because I want to smokes. That's what happened. I went through a phone.

It was less technology back then, so I can kind of figure it out, like right, and you know, I had been out of the country for a while and I've seen like me me at the station Smiley phase and all that, like, and I just I stopped going though, because I could have kept going, and I just stopped. You know what it was, I'd have went through all of them. That's how Mario wanting to the time anything, everybody, everybody, everybody, everybody in this room, that tap day foot or about yeah,

the first that's a different type of her. That's a different type of her. I'm not the wait test. So you went through the phone so that and I don't even remember what happened, but I just know it didn't last much longer to that and then you were living together. So now that's a whole separation. And I was so young, so I was like looking back and I'm like, why

am I living with money? Like you know what I'm saying, but whatever, Like the thing is that I love a shorty still though, Like we've grown up, we're grown up, and we're grown probably I don't even bring it out, so you're still cool. You know that she came back and wanted you back. And she's one of the most beautiful woman I've ever like physically beautiful women I've ever known. And her family is amazing like everything. But I know I didn't know, Like like J said, like people grow up.

You know what I'm saying, Like I don't want to bring the knights, I can't sleep and the torment of the industry. I don't want to bring that in nobody in the relationship. I'm not ready, like you said, was ready. I'm not ready for that, like like okay, like for instance, like I want to keep everybody away from like all right, fensis okay, um when Mac passed away, like let's say I had like a girl living girlfriend or something like that and she's trying to console me, I probably would

have argue with her. And I don't know why. Well I do know why, because I mean, I mean so tried. I tried. No, I was in my mind. I was in my head, so you know what, It's like I needed. I don't know what I needed. That's the problem. I don't know what I needed. I just know when I found out, Jay Cole called me, and the message got to me in a weird way because somebody would receive me. I think recon was trying to tell me you like your boy, I thought, and I don't know, you know

her accent thing. I just rested off and I'm like, I'm in the booth, I'm making a song and I keep getting a lot of texts, but my joint doesn't show. And then Cold told me. Cold called me, and then he told me, and like I went through the stages of grief and like fifteen seconds, like it was like crazy. I was like nah no no, He's like yes, bro, yes, bro no no no no nah nah and then they just started going like it just I couldn't stop. So I'm pacing the house, I'm walking outside. I come back

down a little. It's here's a little small beautiful moment in this. I don't know if somebody told my daughter or what, but like she came out as with a cookie. She's like daddy's sad, sad. And I was like, I said, I was my eyes, my eyes with my room, like no, that he's not sad. Like no, that he's not sad. Oh okay. And then I just took the cookie. I just ate a little piece and I just laughed a little bit, pace a little bit and started crying more. You know what I'm saying. And it's like that night

I literally could have been like an insane solum. Literally if what if I had a living girlfriend that moment, like she she won't understand, like the pain. There's paint this pain inside me that nobody know. Bro. Like the thirtieth Mac Mac sent the texted me on the thirtieth He's like, Yo, Bro, wants you to come here in this video. You know what I'm saying. I like, Bro, I don't know, man, I got I'm got to go see my daughter, my mother, my mother being DC. I

don't know. But if I can't, I got you like and like, you know, the day before left the l A, John Gager, one of my mutual friends, was like yo. He was like, um, yeah, we have Max House, He'll

come through. And I was with hit Boy all day making music and I was like, man, in my mind though, I was like I wanna you know, I want how that Matt because like you know, I sent him this long ast message to Day's album came out like, Bro, be proud of that ship, like I hope you can smell the roses and all that like, and He's like, Bro, feels amazing. He was suching a good spirit, but I noticed he was up lad And you know what I'm saying, I'm you know, you know and not on some judge

ship because I know how the game go. But I wanted to be like yo, um, you know, not on some judge ship because he know, because we'd be dealt with the same struggles. So I wanted to go. I was like, Ma'm gonna just do it next time, my come back and the lext time that the last text that he sent me was like you and I ain't go. And so I'm dealing with the pain of losing somebody that I could really confide in, but also knowing like damn,

I ain't even hear him back. You know what I'm saying, Like I didn't even and it's not even on those industry ship. It was like I believe when you hear me, I might have been like going through like baggage claim or something like that. It was like a weird time whereas like I aint my mind. I knew if I gonna hit him, like oh yeah, what's my nigga like? And it's just you know that there is a heavy tag that comes with dealing with a person that deals

with pain like that. I not my biggest fear, but one of my fears is dealing with a woman that they look at that you're like, Yo, this thing is tripping, like because I know I'm not normal, like I'm hot and colde and code ain't normal. The levels of I'm not normal with that, like who do you talk? Like? Do you feel like you have problems expressing yourself when you need to and talking about things? The same thing we talked about me and my sister right there. So

Nigerian's right. A lot of us, A lot of us that, Like in my family, I can speak for my own own family, A lot of us deal with like we look are the men a lot of times not all, but a lot of times we're not good at being gentle like not because we're not because we're trying to be violent enough. It's just that we don't have that, Like you don't have that. You don't have that, Like I've never seen my parents kiss before. I never I could count on one hand how many times my mother

has physically said I love you. They never came to my games. I was one of the top athletes in the in the in the county. They never came to my stuff. My father was always in Nigeria or always at work, you know what I'm saying. So you know, we don't I'm not. I was never quote unquote friends

with my parents ever in my life. And then imagine a young nigga, you know, thirteen years old and that juvenile little school what my p I was in was in the basement and it was for six people to a class for the security and all that like, so imagine imagine, yeah, I was very bad. I imagine that, And then imagine getting you gotta you gotta go, you gotta go to that facility on a small yellow bust. So people think that you like, you're not You're not

like them. Yeah, you're not normal. So it's like, didn't you come home? You know, it's that so you don't see love in the house. You know what I'm saying. You don't get love because you are the bad child or whatever. And your parents aren't from this country. They don't they don't express themselves the way that most people do, you know what I'm saying. And I got maybe two uncles maybe out of the hundred uncles I got that

that that expressed it. And one of them one of her father, he know, he knew how to give love to the young kids. And you know what I'm saying. You know, I remember he bought me a pair of jays when I was like in like like one of my first pair of jays in like seven grade, sixth grade or whatever. Like I never got that type of love for my father. And I don't even blame him. I blame the culture. You know that they grew up in raising me the same way, but in another environment.

You know what I'm saying. Now, I feel my father's Chinese, and they're very like that on the Chinese side of the family, and it gets it's difficult. They're not you know, my dad's not Is it more Is it more like disciplinary disciplinarian than friend or like growing up that older years, but like you hang around your American friends and they'd be like, that's what happened today. It's so cool that mad funny now, like and cool now, but I know

back in the day, it wasn't the same way. But he jokes with us and laugh and we think he's the funniest person in the world. But she, like my father, my father got like that recently though, like my father and my mother, my father say, my father stayed from

stay stayed at my house. I just boy stayed with me for like a month to month and he was cooking, he was laughing, was drinking together, and I'm just like and he probably tells everybody else that you're his son, where he doesn't tell you, because bro, I'm one in a fucking million, like my nigga being from d C and being full blood Nigerian, Like it's two crowds that can turn you down or accept you and rarely has it even even happened at the same time, you know

what I'm saying, I'm one in the mill. And then plus do you y'all could do a pole. Any African, any Jamaican, Chinese, Japanese, anybody of second generation tell your person you want to get an entertainment business, my parents will say yes, and because they went like Dr Lawyer, that's it. But my dad was that like, you're not my daughter. You want to be a rapper, that's prostitute towards He's Puerto Rican. He did not like no body else like and I mean he like my mother she black.

But when you don't know you, when you when you when you, when you got your name, when you made a name for yourself, it was like, oh nah. He was telling everybody like, oh, my daughter is on me. I probably I don't want to play that. You remember when you said that I wouldn't tell that, but I could. I could well, my dad asked away now, but I was already started doing something on TV. I did loving hip hop, So at that time he was proud, and I was like, ain't this a bit because he only

me for mad years of my life? How Yeah, I said something. I was scared of my dad dog, but I said something. Yeah, I said something because I felt the way for mad year. Still to this day, I feel away, you know what I mean, because you're gonna you're dealing with this your whole life, this your your parents, you know what I mean. So you're gonna feel away. But you know, how does that affect how you teat

your daughter now? Though? Because I'm sure you have to show her verse talking right now, because you know, you know, I had a real like you had a tough morning. You know what I'm saying. Um, I'm sorry to put this the way that that that doesn't get nobody mad or in trouble. I've grown apart from my daughter's mother. I also think she's an amazing woman. First of all, I just think that we've grown apart and it It's made it really hard, like because oh no, I'm not

gonna pry. This is not gonna happen right here. Hold on real quick, what's up with the Eagles? They're doing shitty. From the last time I checked. They thought they was gonna make it to the ship again this year, and they lost last week. We're back back from our regular to our regularly schedule program, the ship that hurts the most. Right I'm so proud of my daughter. I'm so happy for my daughter. I'm so in love where I love everything that she does. I can't physically be there as

much as I would like to right now. Right now, I'm in a tricky with weird position. You live. My daughter live in a small city. You know what I'm saying. I can't go there unless I'm moving a certain way. And you know, I got someone to the cold work.

I have to continue to work. I gotta see like to to get complacent where what I meant at now, it wouldn't It would be injustice to her, you know what I'm saying, and her mother for real, but mostly important is it being in justice to Zo If I slow up now, I don't know what's going on, Slim well, my closest cousin died two days after his shold was

born in a car accident. That ship, fuck my, that's when that's when everything started popping up in my life and winking out on the media and all of that. You know what I'm saying, Like, I don't I look at that like, okay, ship, God forbid, I'm having to me And I hate saying these in interviews because I

feel like you're speaking into it thisstance. But it's like, yo, I gotta make sure I don't care like like the mother, like their mother, like she was, like you're not around enough, And for the out of'm of my heart, I just be like, yo, car house comfortable. Right, All three checked off? Okay, let me do what I gotta do to make sure they're both of y'all good because we're not gonna end up together. But I'm not gonna let I'm not gonna leave you hand dry because he was my friend and

we made her out of love. You know what I'm saying, We made her out of love. This wasn't no little whoops jointing like I'm saying, we made her out of love. So all I think about every day when I'm in that studio. Man, let me make something special. Let me make something great. Let me make something that's gonna change everybody life and put everybody on a on a strong trajectory. You know what I'm saying. I'm not there yet. I came up with a lot of niggas. Is there there

right now? But I'm not there yet, And I could be wrong. A lot of women, a lot of mothers could watch it. Be like I think, right now, while I'm creative, I'm young, I'm healthy. Is gold get that bag and of it up for Zalah and her mother. It's something happened to me. There's niggas that don't like me. It's niggas. Ain'tthing that happened in the street. Whatever, I'm gonna do what I gotta do for charity right now, you know what I'm saying. And there's conflict a little

bit at home because of that. Not that's a hard balance, though, you know it is. It's a hard balance because at one point you see the benefit of how important it is to be there for your daughter, But then for you it's partner. I tell myself, and it's hard not to be there. But I'd be like she's too. She's too If you could go, if you could get if you could get to this place right now before she's three and a half, then I could be like, oh ship, I could just take a PJA real quick and just

stay there. And I got and I got a little corndo over there, like so I can just you know what I'm saying with the woo like, I don't want to argue. I don't want to argue. I don't wanna. I don't want to be nasty in the media. I don't want to blah blah blah. That's why I don't, you know, gallivan will win men on in public and all of other stuff. I don't want to do all of that affection with your daughter when you're around here, are you? Oh my god, this is this is turned

into a therapy session. But I need it and I trust you. Um, I swear to God. I probably realized this, UM probably with MC dad when she brought the cookie. I have this deficiency like where it's like I'll see my child, I'm crying, my eyes and my eyes puffy. I've just calmed down. I walk back and out and she comes up and it's like it's weird and nobody might not feel me on It's like, go to your uncle, because I don't even want to the sad energy I

don't want to get. I don't want to channel it through you through picking you up and me crying and holding you like you you looking at your eyes make me think about what if I lost you for some weird reason. That's where my mom I don't went And it's like I had to walk away from my daughter, like and that's when I realized I have a real deficiency with being gentle with a small toddler girl. You

know what I'm saying. I don't know how because it's like sometimes I imagine, okay, well, if I had a boy, right, I feel like I probably just joked with him on some daddy. She's like, come on the stop crying, stop crying, come on with upright, go ahead, cry a little bit, but after you've done crying, come on, come on over to that like it's a tone. Come back to your father, come on, cry on my shoulder. Man, you're good, you're good.

But but I'm trying to raise a strong woman. And it's like the strongest woman that she knows it's her mother. One of the strongs women. I know it is her mother. She's crying for her mother. I'm gonna take it to her mother because I don't know how to be I don't. I realized that I don't know how to be gentle

and to be like, oh baby, read me a b season. Oh. It always feels weird with me and my sisters telling me this the other day, Like you know, it's because of the way you was raised, bro, Like you was raised in a way like you don't know how. You literally don't very hard. It's acting. It's acting if you don't if you don't know it, it's literally acting. And it's like it makes sense. But I'm coming to this realization right now, like like literally I'm talking about today.

I almost ain't come because I was about to be too negative, bro, because I like, I hate arguments that have anything to do with my daughter. I hate him so much. And again I say, her mother is doing a great job. She's my daughter. Is fast, he's advanced, she's oh, he's just she's got like she's got it. But I'm not. I know, I'm not around him. In the past ten days, I went from l A to d C. To Atlanta to Paris to New York in, back to l A and now back to New York

in like eleven days. Like I'm tired, you know what I'm saying into land and like oh, you know, I might see someone on Twitter or something like that, like from somebody that you know, which means it's like this is how she's feeling whatever that that ship got me, man, because like bro' I don't stand for that. I don't like know the absolute but I can't I'm not I can't get it. I can't get a profit to go to your city. But it's hard for both of y'all.

For her, she wants you there for your daughter and then for you. You have a goal that you're doing to try to make sure you take care of her. Great men, and I'm not saying this for I'm not saying this for me personally, but like great men and our in our history that have tried to do great things, I've done great things have always had multiple women. And I don't think that's because it greed or anything. I

think it's because you sign up for something. When you do, when you're doing, you're dealing with somebody that's trying to do something great. You sign up for something, and you know they might, they might, they might really just be like, Okay, I'm dedicated to me. I want to be great at this job. I want to be great at this speech, I want to be great at this invention. And they obsess over it. Steven Spielberg, Jim Hansen, all these people

obsess over their job to the maximum. I tried it, bro If you knew how many times that I try to redefine black music in one session, Nick, I might take many condition band and uh mix it with metro Booman and just try to come up with a new sound, like for ten hours, and it never come out because it didn't sound right. But this is who you've always been though, You've always been this person. You've involved in to this person. But it wasn't in the past two years.

So she knew the person that she was having a child with. But what I will say, I don't know. I don't know, I don't know if I'm the same exact person. Oh, you've evolved, obviously, but I think you have gotten You know, God could have gave you a little boy that's a little more tougher. He gave you a little girl, and that was to make you a little more sensitive. And you speak to women a lot, but you're not you're not feeling for women. You speak

to women a lot. But when she came to give you the cookie, that was god, you know what I mean, trying to bring you to another place, and when you trying not to let her see me in that state, because but she was there to be there for you. But that's okay. It's coming to be there for you. She's not going to remember that. I hate the cookie, But that's okay for your daughter to see you like that. That's your dater, that's a human. But no, And in

that moment, I'm just like, not baby, Daddy's okay. Everything's okay, Everything's okay. That's there. Was stunned the storm off, So it was just a weird I was just in a weird place and I was like, let me just get like I I gotta get away. The saying that you have to wrap up. So I hate they kicked that, they kicked you out, But I changed. You have changed, You've evolved, You've grown, You've grown into more of a man. You were more of a boy when I literally wasn't.

You've definitely grown into more of a man and you might not realize it yet, but fatherhood has a lot to do with that. Anybody, you haven't you missed your mouth? Can we get him a napkin? Please immediately, sponsor Alex. I just want to end it though by saying, you know, just as you make time and you said you've been in all these different places in the past eleven days,

you know, schedule that time also. I think that helps, but it's also like, um, that's part of the schedule of like I'm not working for these expectations to sometimes like you know, um, I just don't want, you know, I want the time for her to be And plus she's in that age where like she's with her mother so much that like too yeo old, like they she's a sponge and she's soaking it all in two years old, and she can't really be that long without her mother.

She can't be like like, you know, I don't want to see her cry. Like I mean, we went for a walk the other day and she just started being like, um, I want to go to the park park Park park Park, And I was like, daddy has a flight. I gotta that he has a gets a flight. But she's a Park Park Park Park, and I've had to pick her up and she started throwing a tention. I'm like, terrible when you start right, but that's how you know that's your daughter, because you when you already already already, then

you get it back times three. I'm not gonna lie. This is one of my favorite episodes, even though I looked like he wanted to kill me in the middle of it. I want to talk about it later but didn't bring it back up. No, I won't. We won't. We couldn't talk to about that right, but listen while they we will continue to time. We knew this was black.

But when we first, because you know, I talk about your pussy, I know, we didn't want to hear something maybe maybe maybe maybe A come later asked me to ask me to eating pussy questions the first the first, Yeah, you go inside or you just stay on the outside. You read your body language. Everybody's body is wire differently, and that's the true technician mechanic. Did I try to be got to read the body language? Someone's in voluntary, some in voluntary. You gotta read for the involuntary, the

involuntaries what they really like. Some girls don't like what they really like, you know, it's too much. It's too much what they Yeah, and it's like, oh my god, like you you hit you right, you're swimming. We're gonna speaking metaphor. You're swimming. You're at a certain part and you stay right there, and that that party hasn't really been tapped into in the specific manner in which that you're swimming. I don't want to squirt. Stop do you

like a squirre? That was just about the accident, Um, trying to figure that out. It scied me the first time, scave me the first screen, getting your dress, my hair, somebody's sending us a being called squirre in my dress? Actually, um, now when you know me personally, like, um, if I like a girl, like like her, like like her, like you know what I'm saying, Like I'm gonna I'm gonna do, I'm gonna do. I'm on my try. You know, I'm

like nineties eight percent from the field. But as far as as far as trying to find as far as trying pleasing with that, like eating pussy, like yeah, you gotta find it, you gotta find it, like you gotta find it. It's it's it's it's in there. It's every woman got it, but you gotta find it, and you gotta find it and didn't know what to do with it. You can't. Some you gotta come in a certain way, and something you gotta come a certain way. You got find it. Do you like for girls to sit on

your face? Depends on what you like? Can you breathe when they do it? That how big they are, that's why you do. Curls in But you just left you you got, you got you grab the thighs and lift it up a little bit. Say they feel in control, and so you know what about the but you don't like but it's right there though, it's like a it's like a that's like a super uber drunk. We were not talking about this night, like joint. So you have,

but you know, maybe I have. It's a possibility. It's the possibility that he don't want to be like, Oh, don't lie like you wasn't asked the other night. You tell me you don't eat a thing. I don't know. Y'all just gave a lot of girls a judge the lie that I don't even know you just did that. Do you like when they pull your jazz, like, yeah, yeah, show me, you know, show me that you know something about something. You like, let me know you're not you're

speaking to me in another way. You let me know. I ain't scared. I'm scared of you. Nigga like, nigga, what's up? But then you're gonna still submit at some point, So I said, no, not verbal request is just about the game, you know what I mean? Do you talk a while you're fucking? You know he does, but she dirtiest line. I ain't gonna like that. What's what's up? That's what you say? What's up? Pull my dreads? Come in my hair? Do you say stuff like let me

come out over your face? Who ethan right? And security secure? Secure? Insecure came on her? The guy came in her face. Yeah yeah, last season to like I don't want no problem. The first season that happened to or the sex whatever it was, that's when he came in. They Yeah, exactly do you like come in a girl's face? I don't know if you're hitting the girl and I want you to come on my face? I think I think I think we talk. We're talking about like like sports, sport,

fucking and like relationship sex. You don't think you can mix the both that should be that. I gotta see a shrink of what's the difference between relationship sex and relationships sex love making. I don't want you, don't want to come. I want to learn how to because I feel like that's how you stay married. But I don't know how to, Like if I really let your job, like I can't, I don't know how to don't get married. I don't know how to. You can't be dirty with

the girl you love. It's weird. That's why you let me tell you something. That's why you gotta start off on that motherfucking page. And then when you start. If you start off on that page with the nasty access like that, and then y'all start really liking each other, then you already started it. But if you're like dating in court and doing all that and you get to that, you're gonna be missionary and got throw your the first night. Don't throw money. Dream. I don't even dream metaphor to

do something so crazy. You were like, I ain't doing that. I think my eyes say a lot before we get started, Like I think my eyes said a couple of things, like never listen e then the soundtrack, the soundtrack, with the soundtrack, can I give everybody in motherfucking ps A with the dude? You gotta be quick with it right, come back from the club, right, Jim in the shower, you go first, get her phone? Well, I M in the shower right right, any business? Then she got show.

You set up the acoustics on the the sound in the room. I don't know if you have six minute, eight minute, twelve minutes, four minute, three minute kind of guys. Some of them look like one you make. I've been. I've been one one man. Unexpected sex will make you come fast. No unexpected sex make you come like like it's like, yo, where did this comfort come? Because they agreed all the you know about to smash it, like all right, we will do She in the camera, she

in the shower. You put together your little playlist of however you want the sex to be visualized. You wanted to be gangs to sex. You wanted to be school ship back, Oh back, y'all back, y'all bands interpretation of boys to Atlantis. That would be a vibe. I wish they put that ship Man. Somebody gotta put that. It got put on Spotify. It was. It was so good.

I grew up on that jym like that's me going to school and eighth and ninth grade, tenth grade listening into that jump They used to open with that song. Sometimes boys go go version. It just sounds like a grainy big band version of this song. But like or even a regular voice to women is by the Azzi brother. That's a good that's a good starter. We get a playlist together. You gotta tell yourself, I gotta make it to this song. I gotta make it to this song.

That's why I do a shuffle. No song. You're gonna make it this song. I'm a bus to all right, let me let my leg about them. Yeah, it's about Yeah. We appreciate you so much. We're gonna have a part two for the world. Yo. You don't like to hold your mike? Just just came and it does, Mike, Baby, Maybe can we do another round? I got you how many many minutes? No? No, no, no, no, I guess no, no no no, just kissing a little bit, just kissing it a little bit. I'm gon put a condom on

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