Episode 147: Cas 1-Time (Feat. Casanova)

He got the eat right now? Commissary, y'all the rents to a commissary down for anybody putting on my hand, and commissary, what's union? Her boyfriend? Her boyfriends even back the truth to them, that is, I had a boyfriend who went to jail, and the only reason I stayed with him because he was about to pick up, because the reason he went talking was ownful. But then I

already stayed with him because he went to jail. But you never asked him some money, you little bits of the legal like then you say, thanks to whether he was with me or not, I'm not in this. I didn't read any benefits. He was like a low level unsuccessful ja anything because you ain't getting no weed. I didn't get it up. I didn't smoke. We good anyway whatever at what we from him? But yeah in the baggy, but a little b so just do clear. He never asked me kind sary. I did visit him us name

every single week. Never who you let him seeing the reason you med the reason why I don't yet, let's talk about that. Don't count the reason why he went to jail because he was a liar so good that its one day with his mom, so that you can see I was gonna be anything. Um mom might have what he lives with his mom. And one day I went to God heard your car along the wall. So I'm like, what's going on outside. It's the middle of the day. I look out the window and somebody is

breaking my windshield with a brick. It's his baby mom lire. So I ran downstairs and then he ran downstairs too, and it turned into a situation, and so she like it was a long story, but anyway, the cops end up coming. They arrested her and then she says, he called know somebody did it was it was all outside and we were just outside. Somebody called the cops and um, they arrest her. But then she says that he hit her,

so they arrested him too. So you got him because well he got locked up, baby mom got locked up because of you. She said that he had he didn't and that's why he got a lot of that he would have gotten released. So I go down This is a crazy story. So we go down right and I'm at his mom and so he gave a fake name. But he whispered to me so that he gave a fake name. So I'm like, all right, I'm wrong with the fake name thing. That his mom was like, no,

funk that his real name is. His mom was like, funk that I'm tired to this, and she gave his real name and he had a warrant, so he ended up having the stage jail. She was getting a lot of windows broken at her drive Well let's be clear, she did not have a driveway. That was an apartment. But you know what, maybe like six months. In all fairness, I didn't give him no money for his commissary, but

I did help his mom pay the rent. And then when he came out, I waited, and then when he came out of jail, I let him stay with me for a little while, but then he was sucking girls in my apartment, so I had to kick him out, just so nasty money. And that's why sometimes girls aren't writers. No, it happens. It happened something. I ain't gonna lie. Sometimes we leave girls that that. I left a girl that was I don't want to see you, ain't. It's a

long story story. We're here, all right. I ain't got her name, so I ain't gotta say her name, so nobody. But she was riding with me, and then I know she was. I knew she was sucking. So I was like, yo, listen, two or three weeks, I'm about to come home to make sure that pussy good for me. I don't really want nobody, you know, and my ship she was, so remember mom coming. I got locked up as a teenager, so now I'm coming home as a grown ass man.

So I haven't been reading eating pussy books and all type of But what does that buck tell you about to tell you? How did it tell you what you're supposed to doing? What they think? Is it? Gee box and all lot? So I'm coming home thing, and I'm about to go try all the tricks in the world. I'm like, yeah, whatever the case may be, we go and uh we get a hotel my first day home. So she gets in the shower, I'm getting ready, you

know what I'm saying. But I was having sex in jail, but was okay because we don't want to get the CEOs. I was having sex with my visitors, you know what I'm saying. I was having sex with like visitors here. How do you do that? Because I'm just curious. I don't know. I was having sex a lot with my baby moms too. Uh, we were like Micasland I got. I was in a box like isolation. So different type of visits, you know what I'm saying. Literally, just you

get hage visits. So now they handcuffed you before they let you in the cage. No, they take off your handcuffs, like your handcuffs and they let you in the cage, and they take off your handcuffs while you're in the cage because you're like a high risk inmate. So it was like five cages. So they will put my visit in the cage with me, put me in there and take off my handcuffs and walk away. So that was a favor or it was. Okay, I didn't know if

they normally do that. It seems like a privilege because you get to be alone in a cage with somebody. That seems like a favor to watch the inmate. Okay, but you know, my weight was up, so I used to be like, yo, give me a second, you know. See, so it is a favorite kind of favor, give me a second. So they all walk up and down, but they'll just walk a little slower and I'll just hurry up and just get my little too. Anybody ever watch? Yeah,

people watch. I didn't care either. But anyway, long story short, is this the one that you broke up with because she was really right? Okay, okay, okay, she was put on the show. Okay, good you better be with hunt? Yeah, okay, yeah you better. Yeah. So now the one that I laughed it was crazy because I'm like, yo, should I do it? I don't like going through people phones again. This is my first day home, like five. I was home when you left at this time, seven years six,

and you knew how to go through a phone. Yeah, just talking about I learned how to go through an I phone with a crazy situation, and I explained it to my friends. Yeah, I'm going through the phone. I go click the pictures. I see like a hundred dicks, No, not a hundred, but not dicks, like just laugh right, just creos little. I'm like, all right, fucking me because like this is like my body. I'm like, it is what it is. And she was she was everyone. I

didn't give a funk. That ship meant a lot to me. So I'm like, all right, cools before me, I am good. Let me look at this text man ship. She was like, yo, some ship. Like I like how you taste last night? She was like you too. I was like, motherfucking man, out of here. I don't even want to try my new tricks that I think. I know you know what I'm saying, right, Yeah, I just said I was out. Well,

that's not really your fault, and that's her fault. But some people would say it's my fault because it's like, damn, you're just gonna leave him for that. I have to She didn't did. Yeah, but we drugs don't everything to jail. That ship is hard, like she like it was like that's all right, that's something that's some other ship. Yeah, but I can't. I don't know. I should have been able to be like, I don't know. She knew what

was coming out. Yes, you know you held her to Chi said, maybe she's still no he not really come on like a crime organization and jail like she used to bring me like two ounces of a week, two ounces of a week in jails like twenty five and in the street is like two. So we weekly, she bringing me two ounces, cops, dope, everything like that was my writer. I was paying for ship for her, you know what I'm saying. But then so he wrote for her too. How did you break it off? Did you

tell her what you saw? Did you just id like dick after dick after dick. It's a dictionary, dictionary, dictionary really like encyclopedia. Like I don't even want to look at all these dis just because she had pictures of me that she sucked them off. People. We have a whole email from the people. Yeah, we always don't keeping my phone and dicks all the damn time phone and I see you mad different like she saved him, say nay,

we don't save that pretty dick swag. Email just for dicks and we send it, we'll send it to each other. That would have been a good just for dicks is a great one, right, just write that down down. So you didn't really need to masturbate in jail. I went crazy because you got all these visits and you were having sex. But the visits come like you get lucky. So were you ever able to finish during those times?

Or because you said he was just like a minute man because he didn't have no fucking pussy, so he puts the ship in there. He's coming quick, said like, I'm gonna give you example, like on a visit floor. Probably. I spent ninety days on Rockets Island. No no, but a little bit quick the dorm, and I had to be to eat my pussy, so I was good. Look at that. You think I ain't stopped, But she asked me in the ninety days out j oh, definitely quickies

was like five seconds second quick quick. You ever get to go more to once more than once on the festival festival you lit, that's all when you go outside the family calm, everybody gets to just walk around really like they call that the festivalival life family. A lot of my know I'm gonna be honest. I've been going to jail to visit family since I was a baby. That ass like I've been to jails. So we used to go for ed like when to break fast and all that. The only festival you can't do nothing and

it's Muslim festival. Yeah, your family dead. They're like they're not paying, might stab you. You try to back that. But like anything other, like the Christian festivals, Buddhists, anything Buddist. They put Buddhists with like Jews or everybody together. So if anything one of those, they'd be like, don't bring no family. I'm telling y'all right now it's going down. What you bringing this? You're bringing this? What you're gonna you're gonna bring this? And it was crazy, Oh that's crazy.

So the festival turned into a party for y'all. Party. It's beyond a party. That's like life waiting. The girl missed the festival visits Donna make upstible like I had the flu? What chell right, don't care about I swear probably even touch a joke down over everybody is a second. This is good. Do you make yourself come fast like we don't make you gets gonna happen, and sometimes anticipation exactly by the time I think you're probably pretty coming by the time you even like taking off your ship.

Three imagine, how did you did you ever have to eat her pussy? But she was a boy, so you know, they don't. They don't even acknowledge that they got vaginas and breasts, like they don't. They don't have that. What if you touched that titty? No, they you know, some guys like the titties touched you. Guys do like the ties. Yeah, we've talked about nipples before. They but now she you know, she was like a boy. She used to like get

my food and like clean up for me and stuff. Yeah, she was like a whole boy, but she was cleaning up for you, so technically she was still a bit. She was just being real nice to me all the time. Get out of it. Then, if you don't get to eat, what do they get out? Well, in the real life outside of jail, they have strap one and they just get satisfaction from sucking you and seeing you. So just for nothing happening. You didn't make us strap on out

of something. Okay, we wasn't going there for first. I don't even like strap with you. I don't play with the corner of the cob. And you know what, it was a little corner of the cob and jail and y'all got dooey rushing the handle, y'all play, let's talk about the masturbating in jail part. So what was what did you have to do? Did you have a lotion? Did you have you know, baby, I ain't got time dry. That's like four players get pussy. Let me tell you

one time. One time I made like a Susie you like three time, but you get so into it that it is bad for your health. So I just I quit Susie's quick. Now how do you make this though? Who was Susie? Two gloves? You put two gloves like this and you tied each in together, right then you put another glove in the middle of that. So now it's a middle glove. You got bad lotion. Let's say fast anything getting excited. Somebody has the three gloves. Now you got water in the gloves, like warm water in

the two gloves right here. So in the middle it's just the gloves with the right and then it's like squshy. That's like a condom. Well, lose a lot of work. So now you take like a tower, like want to layover a tower and roll it up. Now, remember you still got the glove in the middle. So now you pull that glove. Oh it looks like a pussy's a in the middle, like a shoe string on the outside

of the lastic. Could have shoes tight, okay, to keep it tight the movies together outside so it won't like apart. So and you just put that thing in and get the pound in. That's a lot of work. But that's about it. Sounds like that's a whole. It's a lot of work. You got it was too good. It was bad like I would buss it, like I would be like off the wall, like like wild, Like you ever came home and was like, let me try this susie thing. Did anybody ever walk in or you working with that ship? Nah?

Because you gotta sell. You just put your curtin up. I wasn't a mat and so yeah, you put once you put your curtin up, it's good money. And you act like you don't know she walking and he's just joking off, what are you doing? Oh bad you? And look I used to joke off the seals all the time. Damn like that. Yeah, like that, they'll watch you don't

get no action, so ceo watching you. You're just going in I'm sure like as a CEO, and you could get a lot of like a lot of them probably end up when the guy gets out of jail, staying with them, because we always hear those they can't do that right, yes they yeah they I know some pictures ended up pregnant in that mother. Yeah I heard that. A lot of um CEOs like get paid the fucking jail. Yeah, you get paid because it depends. Man. You get girls

that bringing boxes and cigarettes. You get a girl bringing a boxing cigarette, she really getting paid boxes cigarette, so she bringing in ten boxes, getting like four bands, three bands, she might get a little hand job. You know what I'm saying. It depends how you hold it down. See motherfucker's don't be really knowing how to hold it down. So once she see like you can control the house. You somebody you there with like at the time, not now now I heard they don't let you wear clothes.

But yeah, we were close. Regular we were like sus and stuff. Yeah make it with a jump up, but regularly regular chains on and I have like one one watch, one chain. Yeah, but you know what I'm saying there again, but you can only wear like certain colors and like stuff like that, like I used to wear like white shell top of Dita's gray sweatsuits oranges and new she loves listening. And that was a long time ago. But I'll never forget that. I still remember how they play

smell like I'll never forget being in jail. I'm pretty sure I'll never forget that ship. But till you can get once you get a CEO, you lit though the man like the man I once you even get a CEO to acknowledge you, because sometimes they like dub motherfucker out there, but once they see they really got to go through you for everything, like on the locking and they just be like, no, I ain't locking it, Like Senior,

can you please tell him to lock in? And you'd be like, yo, listening, I'll just lock in here, y up, thank you, And then yeah, Tom burger, you know what I'm saying. It starts like that, and then you just and they do what they just sneak the ship in like here you go, big your burger, that's it your burger to the next thing you Yeah, you know she's

coming to yourself, knocking on yourself. What's up? I usually do ship like sneaky ship, like like I'll be in the self and to see over like get your grass up, you know you gotta go to program. I'll get up knowing I'm butt nick you under the sheet, get up like what my bad was like the Harby everybody ether like prol come on on the set. It's just different like niggas, just like Nigga is putting on the best st with no wing in it. Yeah. Yet that's why I tell people I wouldn't advise my girl to be

a CEO. No, you should different. That's it. And you might Nigga might be gangster joking off to you, so you're gonna be like, what are you doing? Get your ticket off for that. Some girls that they'd be fucking probably dealing with another CEO. Yo. Yeah, this nigga violated that. Nigga might come talk ship if you pussy violate you. If you're not pussy you go get the squad ten deep with the whole mask and that like motherfucker's in jail. They used to the fucking like throw ships on offices

and ship like Silence of the Lands. Remember remember Nonce to the land when he didn't calm on her when she was working. It's really people like that happened on Silence of the Lands. I was like, oh my god. The ship. So it's like, do you want to go there? You know it's tough. Should I just act like? So? Sometimes they just be like then you got some seals that don't be with nothing, but really be with it, but like not with the boy got to act like

see your walking female on the council walking. I don't give a fuck. Put them curtins down. If I see some ship, just know I'm sending your wife solid. And he's like, yo, come on shut. They was waiting with the digging their hands behind the curtain. With so much in jail, you get so much different, like uh what you census like you get you smell, You smell a joint like you said you smell you peeking through yourself

like this and you're going in. She could be just doing nothing like this right in or some ship like this. Ain't you just chucking off to us? Look at yourself like what are you doing? Move back for me? Move off your gate like I'm not doing You can't tell me move off, gat I'm not doing that, and you're just shaking that terrible I don't want to be a CEO. I don't see you all need some tissue on the morning. No, I'm not coming up there, No missing senior, your tissue

in the morning. You come there like that me to move me hit the jails, don't. I feel like some pitches are applying right now to be a CEO. N listen, and I heard that they can't paid good money these days. They got like they're getting money, more money now than they work about going to work in the jail. Could never go work in the jail. I'm a convicted felon in two states, Pennsylvania and New York. You like she liked, I like the way he likes just looking every time

she talked about jail, it's a little different. And then she goes like this and she's smelling, was your only girl? I beautter had that? Now I'm playing you still. You know how long ago that was? We never even kept in contact at the mon was I Donna say? No? It must have been the best she ever had. Alright, so right now we have some masturbation tips for you. So we let these out. And there's certain things they're saying that could actually add a little flair to your masturbation.

Is that al right? Explore new parts of your body. What it's like nipples? Yeah, your nipple, like all your balls, you know, maybe just like cover so you don't romance all that? How nicks be doing playing around all that? No, get in and get right, No for a play with you. I love yourself all right? What about changing position? Now? This is something interesting standing up, sitting in a chair somewhere different. Yeah, I do that, stand up, might stand up,

see y'all said nobody massive? They standing up in the shower in the show. Yeah, but I even sit down in the shower. Work with the with the otter. They sitting down in the shower, and I said that that's a sad look. I'm somebody sitting the shot cry, get this bit of candle and a hug. But standing up?

What else could they said? Sitting in a chair maybe like not in the bed, you know, different places, different locations wherever go up at in the house or where I just I just get like they'll be like I'll be like baby, I checked off. I put it down. That's it. Sometimes I FaceTime and be like, yo, what you're doing and she was like, we're family, and she'll be sleep. I'll joke off and she's like one of them tired night. Oh baby, I'm tired. I'll joke off

and I'll just leave it on her legs. Yeah, and what she'd go crazy on me so didn't wake up. That is so fun. Now you'll go back to back. I'm assuming because if you're just walking around jerking off everywhere depends depend because I know some guys it's like one and done. Some girls just one and done too. Yeah, you're one and done. Sometimes it depends. Just like I'm good. I tell my girl and she'd be like, nig, stuff off. It's you. I'll be like, hey, unless you need first,

and then we have sex. Then I could go twice, but I can't. Just it's you're supposed to be eating a pussy anyway, yeah, but not to me. Come always Sometimes I don't come that way, you can't eat. I always want to come that way because when I eat right, eat her pussy. If she's not, it's over for sex. No. I like to have after inside of me as soon as my leg eat her ship and then stop and she's like no, no, no, no, no no no. We're gonna get some pussy first before you, because that's what

we do. The guys, we'd be like, okay, I can't take a stick till they come because over done done. Guys, don't wait a minute. Yeah, I just needed you wake up in the morning, like what the fun I need? And then you'd be laying it bad, mad as hell. He's sleep. Just go to the bathroom if you get that thing out that way now has some other advice. It said, making a okay uh symbol and like do that with your hand instead of using your whole hand to the a ok okay, yeah, like a leave this

finger up. Yeah, you know the other way I'm lost. The other is it like this like be or you could use two hands. You gotta be big enough that weird even when like a girl it's sucking a nigger dick. He gotta you gotta have enough to grab with both hands, like you can't. You can't do it's two hands and the mouth. But you know the way you Yeah, you can't two hands. Yeah, you can't always fish hand. You

can't always put to the hand. You have to do the a okay, something you have no choice for the do they Sometimes you have to pitch as you got it. Times you ought to do a pen. I've witnessed a pinch me. He rest in peace. Have you Have you ever used two hands when you masturbate? No, I don't really care. That sounds weird. I think that's too much like what the fund are you doing? That's like some partnership. But I told you I get to the point all that. Okay,

we're trying to give you some tips. You put your leg up next time. Becaut. Now he's just made that up a little too much, a little too extra. You're thinking too much. Know, this is an article for men's health and they're giving masturbation tips. Okay, they said put on your balls before you come. See I do that to the guy too, But do that to himself. He got his masturbation is a lot for one man to do. He needs out. If you can make it, Susie, you can pull on your balls, Susie. Susie was a hit

and joking, and that's coming out. I see if something's going Okay, I'm glad you brought that up. Edging, just edging. Edging is when you are about to orgasm and then you stop. Yeah, I do that all the time to yourself when your mastery. Yep, you do. Yeah, I'll do that to myself that it takes long to be able to confer yourself. Yeah, I do that when I get

here too. Yeah, you gotta hold back and here too, like if it's feeling real good, and I think I'll switch it up anything so I can hold back from actually coming a little bit more so when you're master, you really hold yourself back from coming. That's crazy. Yeah, it looks like you gotta ship. Also using toys, well you use this sues, but which is kind of like a toy be you have on yourself, like what like them, a little flesh like the cock ring, the vibrate crazy

thing that's like the number one males. One time I was cock ring. No, one time I was getting a condom. And when I got a condom, I saw the vibrating thing. I said, what the hell is? Did? I went opening for the what the what? What's going on? Let me propose to myself, Let me put it right? And then I kind of me and my girl was laughing because I just put it. I just changed it around because they're supposed to be. I guess I supposed to before your ball, but I switched it and used it for

a click and then I was just slid. It was good that an electric slide wikie. Alright, I already know you're not going to do this one, saying anyway, I gotta hear it. Find your prostate. That's spot. It's between the bladder and the rectum, so like the middle part. No, that's the paint like when you're ad episode basically in the asshole. That's where the G spot is, though the male G spot is inside the anus like people trick you doctor, And as a fact, actually asked the man

that they've been with it have been found there. I've never done that. I've never put a finger in nobody's but you ever liked apart before, not all the way in, but the I really want to. She was like, yeah, you guys, be like and let you know it's okay to keep going. But it was like the only thing I did a quick and I was like, yeah, I don't know if this is for me, like put my tongue in like, well, I don't think. I don't think going for girls like does that I like it. Yes, yes,

some girls be like they don't. They don't like. I don't like my butt licked. Everybody can't do it right. I don't like it. You gotta do it like my butt is supposed to be wet. I spend my whole life keeping my butt dry. I don't want my butt wet. How I want my butt like it even if it ain't no damn tongue in there, it's just the overflow of everything else. I mean, you know, because it drips down, especially from head, like when you're getting hit and it's

like spit everywhere and you come, it's real messy. You but get wet. But listen and I'll be want to wipe it. See that's why she doesn't do. Many guys like just get their booty holes. Some girls can't even do am like I can't. You got it. I gotta drink that. You got a big dick. Some girls can't do. And I don't even like a finger in my butt. I got nothing in my back. I don't like it. But actually ruined my whole mood. If we're having the next thumb in my bait, just bring it out there,

so you gotta like ease it. In back when you like smacking and holding it and pull it like that sounds great, a great description on it, and then easy there you go. And then you just when you put it in, you know like you just keep it there, Like there's certain things that would look like like want you just want that, and you keep it there and you keep going whatever else you don't hit in front of back, whatever you gotta work out, then you don't

leave it in pulling it back. I don't have already know. I'm gonna tell you, okay, to be honest, like if you put it, it's gonna make me want a ship later. But it would be a nice ship, like a slide out, I feel like, but that's what it does. Like if you have a baby and the baby got it is constipated here supposed to, I would feel like that would make ship right because something's going in so it loosens to that. Some people like it, though some people be like, yo,

put it. Yeah, have you ever seen a girl's butthole? It was like huge me till I've seen that in real life. They're like, damn, what the fun was in here? My friends? Was still be the Is that a turn off? Like if you see a big because I think like people like to askhole because it's supposed to be tighter. But then if you see a girl in her asshole, just look like if you dropped out, make you when they drop your balls in it though, or something and

the dirty here. I saw that before. I saw that before. It didn't turn me off. I don't think nothing to really turned me off. But if the pussiest think is over right, like like some girl and some some girl's be knowing to, I think, yeah, they're testing it. Hits hit, funky pussy. I know a lot of guys. The only reason why I don't hear because it's not because like I'm thinking, I think I'm booty. You're like, it's nothing booty, that's normal, nothing going on around and chunk Mama loves

like if that thing thin, it's something wrong. I'm thinking off the joint. We ain't even gonna do no economns because condoms be popping, feeling anxious. Then you're like, paint you got some ship. Uh. If it don't smell right, I don't want it. You better do a bathroom run something before. But if that thing is boofing, it's a problem.

If it's smelling a bathroom run ain't gonna think No, I don't think so that's how you know, Like if you come out of the bathroom and then you got that fire, she come out the bathroom and help pussy thinks though? Cover is it weird? Like when you get with a girl and she always got to go to the bathroom right before it's about to go down, You know how you'd be like, let me go to BA. Think that's any girl. I think that's like when I

say any girl. I think that's like girls that don't know you like it because you know what you get to. Knowing that, you'd be like, let me see a hold on because I might need a shower. Alright, check it out. There's no toilet paper sticks to see? How used? Baby white too? Like if you out all day and you know you gotta just check you gotta take a walk around with some wipes on. Hello, some of the car A little question, I have a white I'm sorry, I

just ladies tissue, get you a white only cut? Like that would be I would be embarrassed if I go down and somebody eat my pussy, my puzzing, he like, what the fun? I would die? I think I would die, like die from that. It is right? What if I got stuck in your mouth? What the now? We were talking about things that would turn you off automatically, I said, a thumb in my butt. We kind of ruined my mood. What are some other things that could funk up the mood?

Oh me? I think I ain't gonna lie talking to much fun moves man, Really, yeah, I don't. I don't like the po sex man sometimes, like sometimes it's necessary for the mood, you know what I'm saying. We both smack, were talking. Shit, it's cool. She's just making so much noise for no reason. Mar It's out. I'm not even touching you, and you got girls. I didn't think that is like that. Yeah, it's just not even a lot of girls tending because they think I don't be wanting

to hear that ship. I'll just be like sometimes I don't want to get it me again, me and my girl, you know, I just I just do it everywhere, So we're gonna do it anyway. We're gonna do that, and it's not even gonna be a situation before that, like before I had a girl. You meet these girls, you're like, what are they doing like you're trying to sneak off with do something you like, put your hand with her

out like even girls like that that'd be wanting you to. Right, You'll be thinking your head like, I ain't slapping it if this might be a set up, this might be trying to allow me choke me. I'll be like, choke me, like you know what I'm saying, But it's only really fun if you really will not man choke me. Shut up. It's like it's it. But I can't afford that. Y'all look a little strong and that. And earlier before you got here, we were talking about that because I was saying,

I hate when people smack your ass too hard. But I'm thinking's like security, Okay, I can see that. I think it's like dudes with little dicks and it's doing Homo, who pussy is this? You're pulling your head, shut up, bitch, spin in your mouth. I think it's just sad. That's true. He's right. I'm gonna tell you why he's right because the person that came to mind when you said that his dick ain't the biggest dick is pretty the low average, very below, and he would snack my gas and the

hurt and I hated it. Your little dick. All right, now let's talk about some current events. Um, we were watching Damon Dash. He's upset that he hasn't got his money back from Lee Daniels. Have you ever lent somebody money and they didn't pay you back and you had to watch them living life? Not watch them living life but our um making movies or some money. But the

majority of the time either I got it back. There was some action involved, but I I linked to do like a couple of bands to probably like three months ago, and the dude took my money and never picked up the phone after that. Damn. But then I don't like ugly because Virginia and he locked up right now? So yeah, I are you thinking I'm not gonna get my money back? Now? I was like to ask me for the money. You know what I'm saying, Like you really have like the speeches, Yo,

I'm sucked up. I need some help. I need to get on my people. Like all it takes take these bands really quick. Do what you do. I don't care what you do, just make sure you give me a money. I'm gonna do this, I'm gonna do that. All right, cool. Then he got locked up like three weeks after damn, but he already had and talked to you in those things. Ye see, I have a friend. I have a friend that owes me money for a very long time, and she'll like disappear when she like try to like don't

have it, and I don't. Like we're back and forth with that, and it's hello annoying. Like if you don't have it and I'm around you all the time and I understand you don't have it, and I see that you don't have it, then it's not gonna be an issue for me. And if you stopped talking to me because you owe me money and it's only because you owe me money and you like break up our because of that, that's horrible money. And you see the lip right vacation where you know it goes me some brand.

You here they on the Graham putting their feet in with the sun in the background, everything on Everything New, Definitely that's what they heard that is on you now had the same hat on. I've been noticed. Yeah, you know, that's how you know you're official. When you got the pin ship, he got the he got the shout out the Lenney you got give me shna. Now we ran down on Leney to get off. We showed up and then Mickey gave us. She gave us some socks and

ship stuff. Yeah yeah, I'm sure you got every right down. You need to run you out with your shirt? Got a T shirt? I have everything. I got a backpack now, yeah you do, got the backpack. I don't play that money ship like that. I'm not gonna lie. I don't borrow money and I don't lend money like I feel like if I give you money, I'm giving you the money because I know I'm not getting this money back. Yeah, and when you let money, you have to know you

might not never see it. You're not gonna see that because I kind of fake live on that little model you just said just now. I discipline my social others can't discipline me. I hate being disciplined. So again, like how you said, that's how it should be. But I slipped up with this dude because he just came home. I'm like, you know what, let me get him on his feet. He right, you know that though he know where to hit because this one is shift people. They't

know where to hit you. So he's like yo, I know he could relate because you was locked up whatever whatever, Chris, God damn Brown, that's exactly what he think got it? You got g easy on the record. That's big. He like he got a couple of dollars. They definitely think I got a couple of America. So whenever somebody saying like that, because I'm pretty sure he ain't been around those people, I don't know. I don't know him, but when you see something like that, you're like, well, he

got it. You know. The tricky thing about it is it don't matter how much money you have or whatever, kid me, just because you're around people just think you're good. Like I just so, what where's my money? Yo? What happened to what you was gonna do for me? No? You? I thought you was good. Now I thought you didn't need to take it because I saw you with the

dude that was thrown yesterday. Like what. That's tricky and it's kind of like frustrating, um because a lot of people always think you you're good, especially to people that look out. So you might look out for your family or you might look at your family, and they just think it's like the lookout is just one way and the one time you say no, I can't do it people and don't one time I helped you how Times club? Right, Dang, my phone is at the I phone, I mean Apple plays.

I was just on the Beathfast cling you. I heard about it so and we were talking about it, and my mom texts me and said, I saw your billboard in Brooklyn and I saw your new house. Let me get some money. You know, I got a family member like that. And it was crazy because it was like twenty minutes after That's what we were just talking about it on the Breakfast club about his mom. She didn't go one time? Are you kidding me? And I'm like, yo, my mom like at the beginning stage just like my

mom like came right whatever case. But it was always just like tough, like mom tough. But the way she acts like it, it's like she put me on my feet. You gotta imagine, just real talk. I went to jail like nineteen, came on twenty six. You know what I'm saying. I'm still a mama's boy. And before nineteen, I went to jail sixteen, came home eighteen. So it's like you're getting these little breaks like four month breaks back in jail, bell out. My mom was belling me out all the time.

So you go from being mama's baby boy the last ten two coming home, your mom saying she got you or whatever the case. I mean, not speaking mom in a long time because she used to hang up the phone on me, to basically not really having a crib because when I came home, I put rode to my mom crib. But I'm a goneass man. I'm like, I'm not I come to the crib. My mom had like an eight baron come to the crib. And there's people

in the house like this ain't even familiar. There's people in the house like people from churche, her friends, like when in room rooms and stuff like that. So I'm like, your mom, what's like, what's going on? Like it's not the same house. She like, um, you could have the attic. I'm like, attict man, I'm going there. Man. But me again, I'm still lost because I'm young. So I got like mom, I was selling drugs and jail, so I got like fifteen thirteen thousand. I think I'm lit a young nigga.

I swear my mentality is still on nineteen years old. I think I'm lit. I've never really been on a hotel, you know what I'm saying. I was living with my mom and then my mom bought me my house when I was like seventeen years old. So I was living with my friends, like a four bedroom, and we was paying the rent, robbing paying the rent. So I didn't really know about hotels and ship So my dumb ass like my mom, good good. I got like fifteen in my head. I'm like, I like fifteen days, I'm lit.

I goes to the Marriott, the fucking most expensive hotel. Down to down my dumb ass three a day, No nervous. Now I'm doom. I'm down. So I'm acting friends like that, what's up? I know, jicks for me, what's going on? What we're doing with He's like chucks, like it's not doing that, no morning, He's just hustling. He's just swiping pieces. I'm like, the fund is a piss. What's going on? This is not my error? Like my error is run down booking nigga, and he's just telling me you're bugging.

Long story short, my mom was supposed to like hold me down. I was like, yo, Mom, what's up? She just sold the same house to be living. But like at one point something MII and I'm like, yo, mom, what's up. It's like you've grown now, you gotta you gotta put that working like out, I just started running around doing what I do. Long story short, I say that to say now she just thinks I'm just the richest.

I'm like, baby, girl, I had this jury, all this jury protectively, but all this before rat what are you talking about? I got this out the mud. I'm not It's calm. Rap is good. My credit is good now. But nobody taught me, you know what I'm saying, Like, as a mother, I feel like she should have taught me that she used to work in city bank, Like you should have taught me the credits, get your ship right, make sure you get this. You didn't even teach me that.

You just I think you failed me as a mother, truthfully, But I love her because she was a gangster mom's favorite. Like all my friends like, yo, your mother is the best mother in the world. Was she slacked that with the love and the catering and the baby and it was always that gangster mom. Like I swear, I remember I broke into a store like four in the morning. I probably was like seventeen broken to the store lock cutters. I cut the store. When they cleared out the whole store.

While I'm clearing out the store, police pull out to the store while I'm in the store. I ran out the back. But I got a whole car full of all the merchandise I took from the store, parked like two stores up in a parking spot. Run, I'll call my mom, please come get me. Oh, I just got h this that a third My mom just come like my mom out the crib, friving a car, speeding. She was always different me. I'm not gonna take that from me,

but I think she she like Gorilla raised me. It wasn't like the raise where it's love, it's are you doing what you did in school today? Where's your homework? It was never that. It was just like you good right, all right? Cool? What if I my dad? My dad was soft? My dad My dad was so my dad he'd been like on some past deacon stuff like that. Every time you calling me like I don't pray for you, I'm like, I don't even know a prayer, you know

what I'm saying. So my dad, my mom and my dad broke up from from when I was young, and they always used to blame everything on each other, like your mother took she should have kept me, and she could have kept me. You with me, like you would have never grew up this way, and listen, none of them I knew at that age. And that's why I make sure mike my daughter, because I got a son after my daughter. My son is like three, Um, I just make sure everything is in order because I know

the fakeness. I was young and like fake smart. I was like, I'm a lot of my father and a lot of my mother. So would my mother be like your piece of ship, you're gonna do ship? Like yeah, my my father be like yeah, your mother devil. She's a wicked She's who's that? Who's she's messing with? Now? Be like, I don't know, I don't like him, but when I'm over there, I'm just like cool with the naked Yeah. I was just you know, I just don't think. Yeah,

I don't think no kids should go through that. And I went through something so much, so much ship, and I over I felt like I overcame it because I'm good now. And but the only bad thing about it is like, I don't show no emotions. But then you're not good acting like your mother, because that's how you say your mother was. So it's like, now she's crying on the phone with me. She called me the other day and was crying. I'm like, yo, you're not even

recognizing that. That's like a coping mechanism. Yeah, And I'm just like all right. She's like, oh, you know, I'm stressed. I said, all right, listen, I said, I'm about to get a house, whatever the case to me. If you want, you know, you could take the guest house, whatever the case, and that just getting I said, you can take the guest house. She was like, no, I don't want to leave these people. She's still supporting some of them. People said,

I said, that's what's wrong with you. I said, I'm not giving you no money for the people she about. My mom is like sixty something, So I'm like, you want me to give you money. You don't need nothing. You don't need clothes, you don't need nothing. You don't need it's impossible at sixty some years old for you to need money. But you want to spoil her. But she wants to take care of other people with the money for her mom don't want to go out to

eat with me. It's like, come to church, and it's truth. It's like church man, use the whole gangster. You're a whole gangster. So the six seven years or ten years or however long she's been a church, it just can't stick with me. But there's nothing wrong with that because like my mother, I'm not gonna lie she went through that, and now my mother she's like a deacon, like she's really in the church. And I did not know my mother for being like that, Like my whole life growing up,

I'm like, where the hell was this? But I mean we did go to church, and now, yeah, I understand that. I'm saying, like she put that work in whatever and now she's in church. It's cool, but don't fake like you don't understand what this is. That's my whole thing. My whole thing is like bar Clay, she didn't come, Like how are you not gonna come when I'm performing at the bar class and you know I'm too righteous

for this? Now yeah yeah, even told me like I'm proud of you, Like I'm proud of you, but I noticed everybody just was like yo, ticking time bomb. This is as soon as he don't get his way, he's gonna be lit. She gonna be right back in jail. Everybody. It didn't. It didn't even go for like the ops on the haters. It went for family members because that's really all I knew. I knew like come home all tin ship up, shoot, ship, go back to j Fuck it,

it is what it is, good girl. Whatever however it is that we just limited like I didn't even think.

I didn't have like a plan, and then ship kills me because I feel like it's our parents fault because I don't have a plan I was supposed to from young, like know about family only tated stuff like if it messages me out because my girl or my other baby mother or whoever I dealt with, Like yo oh miss Christmas time, we're gonna go open presents that at the at the house always Thanksgiving, we're gonna go old cook we got My family is looking and I'm like I'm

not going there. I don't even know. One time I was at at one of the girls, I was dead Thanksgiving us something. Everybody was cooking, and I was just like, what's going on? What is this? Everybody? Kids? For something. I'm like, and I put my headphones on and act like I was busy ship blast and I'm just And we had a big argument that day. She's like, that's rude, but you're not even knowing. Like I'm like, I don't even know how to cope with this. It's not this

is not it's not normal for me. My family orientated. My mom's got ten kids and my father got twelve. On my father's side, I know like four. I know like four now, but now you know, every damn body whatever, that thing is over? What's that? What's that? What? I'm gone, that's what they're doing, like, oh hey, how are you doing? Uh? I'm part of the family. My grandmother died. I love my grandmother because when I was there, she always achieve me good my grandmother daughter. And I was like, dang,

I can't make the funeral. I was on the tour. Well, uh, I think Chris Brown, and I'm like, I wish I could have. They see I was on tour. I was on I was like on a promo run something. I'm like, Damn, I wish I came. All these family members called me, you're coming to the funeral. N. I ain't told you in years? How do you even get my mom? You know what I'm saying, and in a mass text, it's crazy because my father went to the funeral. I guess

he faked passed out whatever. So I was getting because like some family members like yo, your father had a heart attack or whatever, and it did time to me what callings from me? Not picking up? I'm like, oh no, what's going on? But the crazy thing is I'm so fake gay stuff like it is what it is like, and it's bad. It's bad as bad as bad, and I blame my parents. You ever have conversations with your

mom about it? My mom is different, if I could call it right now, she's different man, and she don't care. She don't care. It's like she's something like what I am now, and I had to get out of it. It's like sometimes you treat people that you don't know better than the people that's really I feel like guys that I feel like anybody that doesn't have the proper home training does that because you want to be accepted

instead of respected. I always wanted to be accepted because like even watching my mom, like she's like yo, every time somebody come around new show off, all out, all the mad food, all of this, trying to impress them, let them know, like she in her bag and I quote myself doing it. It's like my friend might need something, but I needed a doom. We're going to the club and I'm like, but let me get tem bottles, but

let me get ten bottles an acan. My friend just told me he needs to eat thousands a thousand as place when he got me, Like, I got a show, I'm in my bag, but I got it, damn pack. I was like, damn, it's because you're looking for respect, you know what I mean, you look rather than respect because you know, you know, it's people that we always be around and we'll be like I ain't gonna find I respect them. Yeah, come to the party and you're like, now I'm good, don't worry. I'm going to my room.

Like damn, you don't want to come to mind like it's living and that's what I tend to do now Like now, I just um, I stayed to myself. Yeah, I know, I don't go out out, and I was like, this is amazing, but J goes out, but I don't be going out. I don't be going out like that the whole time. I see you. We saw you out there, I seen you at the Atlantic. Yeah that it was time.

He went out and that was a dinner. Now I went to they, we went next door to Oh yeah, the day before, we went next door to the party of Avenue afterwards, but that was it. I ain't gonna lie. I turned up. I turned I like to have fun. You should look like you have fun. You gotta make up for all that time you spent behind bars. People will be like, yo, how do you do it already likes. I don't want them miss nothing. I'll be enjoying me. I'm the other way around. I feel like I've been

in the club since I was fifteen. I danced most of my adult life. I've ben't seen all that club ship. I can stand in my own coach and Papa, my own house to know, you know what it is. I like to when I'm out, I'm out. So if I if you get me out, I'm going everywhere that night, like we now, I'm coming out. Yeah, that's it. But you gotta get me out the whole time too. But I just don't really get out that you know, I think you're tapping out because you don't from friends right now.

Not that like fun be canceling on me on the other side of the world. We live in two. When we links up, we links up. But when you link up, I gotta be gotta be turn If I don't have to get up for work in the morning, I can go out. Don't call Angela. If you want to go out with somebody one of your friends, that's not the person to call. It's not gonna happen in the clock. She's like, Okay, I'm gonna get at the four in the morning. I'll be tired. I'm tired right now. On

the weekend and then weekend I'll go out. I will. But then we was all night. Yeah, turned down. I turned down before she did. On Saturday night. It was she went to the party. I went to bed. I was out every day all day. I ain't gonna front. I had to get home. It makes you, It makes you just run, be running. You'll be running and you'd be thinking, you somebody that is not in New York. I don't get no paper, zid, I get a little flash. I'm like, know what I did. I'm leaving on the top. Yeah,

that's Kardashian but you gotta turn up a little. I like to live a little because I ain't gonna lie me personally. I feel like there's a lot of dudes that's in my predicament that lose their screws, Like that's actually being a solitary confinment forum and stuff like that. Dudes lose their schools. Did they have you do therapy while you was in there? When you get home though? Trying to put you in anger management or type of we didn't do it. I did it, but it don't

really help you. It don't These people that have never been through what you've been through, like they should trying to tell you how to cope with it. Yeah, they should make somebody that really did Tom tell you how he was able to do? Would you go to that? I think that's how it should go right. Jail people, Man like jail a lot because I've been there, and I did all of my teens and and and a for my adulthood. I've been there, so it's just like program.

It is jail for me. I just relate everything to jail, like I'll be I'll be in the club and I'll be I'll tell my man, you I'm about to spend the yard and he'll laugh, famil what I mean? You know what I'm saying, don't be a menace. I sent you. The was still eating like he was in jail, and some dude throp bounce back like where this like where this fucking you were like what the fuck? Some dudes really know about that? Um eight ball. That's who introduced me to Troy Yard. At the time he came home,

You're like, O, Cash, you're getting so off. I say, O, bro, I'm not doing that, my nigga. I'm playing with the joints. I'm good now, and no funk that. That's pussy ship, nigga. I'm robbling. Let's just catch the checks. I'm like, I'm not doing that. So um, you just started robbing, you start going crazy. They got I ain't got twenty something years right now. But he couldn't get it. He couldn't get nothing else but robbery like shooting. He couldn't get it.

Ended up sunk you up because again, you're leaving that nineteen are you leaving out? Whatever time you leave, that's the time you come back on. If you know Visus lokey a the Visos, even though that might not be lit. You're still showing pictures in jail. Oh you used to, I haven't. I've seen my boy started that color line bund Yeah, I forgot about that red diesels. Yeah my boyfriend. Listen I'm talking about So you come home to those like that's all in your head, like a wearing that

last year you like he's about to come back. J mentioned it like three or four times. But when you go from the the area, it takes a long time. Afore, I swear a lot of dudes don't make it. Man. I'm just happy. I'm mad because I don't know why I ain't going crazy. I think I'm a crazy and jail,

but I just didn't go crazy. Well, we're happy you made it too, absolutely, And I do hope that at some point you do decide to have these conversations like with your mom, because it seems like you really really really need a conversation with her, and it was like, oh good, then she just me lapsed more than a conversation though, like like to sit down, because she didn't. I didn't speak to my mom in like a year, and then she did documentary for me, but she kept

it roy. That's what I'm saying my mom. Mom, Like, Yo, I was just hoping he went back to jail, and I'm just looking just like I don't feel in a way because I know that's how to FECs. Like I think he was better at both in jail because he was safe in jail and jail he was good, you know he was he was wild and and that's how I like, I'm looking at like that, how you wish me in jail? Like how But it's my mom. I love her to death, but I just don't because it's

like that affect like how you treat your girl. It affects how you teach your kids. It really affects treat my daughter like not my son, my daughter, Like sometimes I gotta understand, like she's a girl. He's like my nigga's doing coming to crib and she'd be trying to up what you're doing. So my dad I didn't get the like baby treatment, So I don't know how that delivered it. And I always have arguments with people and they'd be like, yo, what are you doing? Yeah, that's

how I was raised. And the crazy thing is my daughter is a big punk, but she don't want to say it because she trying to show off of me. So when I did a little documentary thing and she was talking on that, she's like, you know, uh, my dad, he's a big teddy bear, but you know he's not gonna show it when he's in the house. He's a big teddy But it just you know what it is. It's cool and she probably more like you than you really think. Not just look alike, but she probably like you.

Yet everything bullying little boys in school, just the whole now yards. I just I just feel like it's as parents, Like whoever is a parent, you've got to like train your child, you gotta show them you love them so they could pass it on. Because when I didn't get it even relationship wise, I'm just like, hi, I'm all the way. I don't want to hear nothing. I don't want,

you know, crying, like, man up, we're here. And that's why I think my relationship is so lit because it's like my nigga, we ain't even we ain't even knowing no love you dovey, like you know, you know what's up, what you need that, Yeah, I'll be looking love on the grad. But that's like gainst love does she'd be mad like if girls be around you a lot, because I know a lot you'd be around a lot of chicks. She don't be mad. Is there any rules, like listen,

you can't be taking no pictures like this. There's no rules, no nothing. We're cool. It's like she's my nigga. And when I say she's my nigga is because she's been with me since like sixteen years old, so she know it's been to me. I've been turned up poppy before rap, I've been like I used to force her, like seriously, she said something the other day that touched me. I got a billboard and Flatbush right, it's gonna throw a

chest and Flatbush the store under the billboard. That's crazy. Wow, I didn't actually bi bo to be put up that farmer in a deli. No, it was. It was phone store. Okay, it's probably not now, but I robbed the store. What I'm saying because she was like, Yo, it's amazing how whatever the billboard is here. I remember when I used to be the lookout and I used to the stores that and it was crazy. So I'm like, damn fucking music girl for a long time, you know what I'm saying.

So I don't don't. I don't think it'd be no. Uh, she don't care what I do as long as I come on. I don't want to say like bad stuff. I'm just saying like she know I'm a good nigger. I don't pay attention to girls because I know, honestly go I'm I don't want to say I'm a jailing because I'm not nor more, but like I used to go in and out of jail, So I don't even take girls serious, like like yeah, because I love you

know that whatever. She didn't even gonna play that like you know what I'm saying, bandam band, thank you man. You know what I'm saying. Until I got backward but huh and and we're cool now we just we just we just run through everything. I'll take her everywhere with me. You know how I act. I danced in front of her, turned up in front of her hip hop. Oh yeah, I was not with it. I was yeah, I was thinking that too. I figured they would have been ask

you to do that. I was never doing that. You're not gonna bring no exces up on And that's exactly what they tried to do. I don't even they know shot shot shot. I'm sorry, I'll just joking. Yeah, I wasn't. I wasn't gonna play like that. I was definitely not gonna play like I think that in your relationship. I see so much the friend with the boy head Kurt Kurt uh, what they paid you? I thought everything was fake until I saw him drop a tear. How much

they paid to you? Serious? You're gonna through this right now? And I'm like, she's out of pocket. The mother of his wife is just out of pocket. And and I know she really got paid to do something. He said, He said that ship. I remember that. He was how much they paying you to do that? You let these people get in out? And what's the show really? Because y'all she drove up his bike when they found out a day Yeah, that was real. He started crying and

he was about to fight the mother. That ship was different. Yeah, that was different. And I was like, you know what, it's not worth it. I think when you get on loving hip hop, it's like you look like a choke. Damn well, some people coming to this new season, so I think everybody, I think not everybody, but it depends how you carry yourself. Like man, DC, he didn't never looked like a joke. You know what I'm saying. He

was always carry yourself like a boy. But when they start getting you the arguing with girls, you're arguing with other dudes, not really putting in work. I'm talking about arguing right now, I'm not with it. Like, uh, I like that show when um ink whatever. But when when the sun came, what you call the sun, that's real realty all day, you know. And it's like they set you up to trigger you. Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, I

was on it. No, but this is the thing because I knew what was up, so I wasn't with it. But when they first realed me in, they like, we're trying to do something different. We want new people and a new So this was after they got rid of I'm Ale and a body. So I'm like, Okay, they're really trying to do some real ship. I believe I'll talk to and about it. They're like, yeah, you know, we really we think you're dope. You had your music

thing going on. Next thing, you know, Yeah, I was signed the Envy and Red Red Cafe, so I did like I had shipped with fab everything. You know. Listen, they tried to really get me into some ship in her voice, go ahead, do a quick freestyle and shut out. No, no, no, no, not to buy right now. You got to look out of here, al dying, alright, ying nothing, Leave me alone, y'all. I got you, I got you for this on with

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